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#anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7
crescentfool · 9 months
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never in my life did i think i need to makeout with a piece of software so badly but here we are i guess
#lizzy speaks#OK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC AND I WOULD ELABORATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BUT#DO YOU EVER JUST#FUCK !!!!!!#IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO COME ACROSS A PIEC EOF SOFTWARE#i need to fiddle around with it some more but everything ive seen about it is MIND BLOWING to me#ive been waiting my entire life for this moment i think#i feel like it's funnier if i don't say what the software is. i wanna be mysterious so bad but i cannot shut the fuck up#literally been suffering through notetaking and organization softwares and im like ohh i think i finally found the one#this is the minecraft of sex i think its like wowza i can finally do all those writing projects i want to do#boys (me) don't want girls they want an organized database of notes that they can easily reference at anytime#sorry for being unhinged but like its like past midnight lol im sure i'll wake up in the morning and be like 'what the FUCK were you doing'#BUT!!! i think ill come back to this post to reblog it with like actual shit about the software when i figure out how i want to use it#i think everyone should experience joys in life. and sometimes that joy is having organized notes#bonus points if anyone can figure out what im talking about just from the tags alone i think this software will change my life#it has fucking tag functionality i literally love tags#sorry about the vocabulary but this rivals like. my love of spreadsheets. which are like. a wonderful thing i think but ANYWAY IM RAMBLING#anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7#if you have a software that you really like thats changed you feel free to tell me in the tags or something :) i like learning new things
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inkmemes · 3 years
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futurama  (  1999  -  2013  )  sentence  starters  ↪  taken  from  the  animated  science  fiction  show.  alter  as  you  see  fit  ♡
“let's get the hell out of here already! screw history!”
“when you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all.”
“you have to use a light touch, like a safecracker or a pickpocket.”
 "stop! the spirit is willing, but the flesh is spongy and bruised."
"she's stuck in an infinite loop and he's an idiot. that's love for you."
"all i know is my gut says maybe."
“i've never seen a super nova blow up. but if it's anything like my old chevy nova, it'll light up the night sky!”
"every christmas my mom would get a fresh goose, for goose-burgers, and my dad would whip up special eggnog out of bourbon and ice cubes."
"what do i look like, a guy who's not lazy?"
“is heaven missing an angel, cuz you've got nice cans!”
“help! a guinea pig tricked me!"
"[name], if i said you said you had a beautiful body, would you take your pants off and dance around a little."
"drugs are for weirdos and hypnosis is for weirdos with big eyebrows." 
"[name], it would never work between us. you're a man, and i'm a woman. we're just too different."
“screw you, ill have my own contest. with black jack ... and hookers. forget the contest.”
“ah, she's built like a steakhouse but she handles like a bistro.”
"spare me your space age techno babble, [name].”
"it's sort of a two person pyramid scheme."
"i don't want to live on this planet anymore."
"you were doing well, until everyone died."
“if we hit that bullseye, the rest of the dominoes will fall like a house of cards. checkmate.”
“i am the man with no name. [muse name], at your service.”
“in the game of chess, you can never let your adversary see your pieces.”
"this is the worst kind of discrimination, the kind against me."
"you watched it... you can't unwatch it."
“valentine’s day is coming? aw crap! i forgot to get a girlfriend again!”
 "hold on to your dookie, it’s about to get spooky!"
"i'm tired of this room and everyone in it."
"i'm so embarrassed. i wish everyone else was dead."
"you can't just have your characters announce how they feel! that makes me feel angry!"
"i don't have emotions, and sometimes that makes me very sad."
"if, for any reason you're not satisfied, i hate you."
"that young man fills me with hope. plus some other emotions which are weird and deeply confusing." 
"i've dreamed about you a lot since you disappeared. what did you want to tell me?" 
"what do you think the meaning of life was anyway?"
“you're a pimple on society's ass and you'll never amount to anything!”
“life and death are a seamless continuum.”
“if anyone wants me, i'll be in the angry dome.”
“and the worst part is, i had to have the breakup sex by myself!”
“they said i was dumb, but i proved them.”
“what's the point of living if i can't say ass?”
“i'll be stuffing coal so far down your stocking you'll be coughing up diamonds!”
“we're all pawns in his diabolical game of checkers.”
"wait, i'm having one of those things, a headache, with pictures!"
“sorry, i didn't realize i was already here.”
"guess what you're an accessory to!"
"why does ross, the largest friend, not simply eat the other friends?"
“there's no scientific consensus that life is important.”
"we cooked our shoes in the dryer and ate them! now we're bored!"
“i'm just as important as him. it's just that, the kind of importance i have ... it doesn't matter if i don't do it.”
“oh what a foolish squid i’ve been.”
“my instinct is to hide in this barrel, like the wily fish.”
"that was bad, and you should feel bad!"
"technically correct - the best kind of correct!"
"and here is where i keep my assorted lengths of wire!"
"oh wait, you are serious! let me laugh even harder!"
"i gotta practice my stabbing!"
"that's the saltiest thing i've ever tasted! and i once ate a big, heaping bowl of salt!"
“i apologize for nothing!”
 "die young and leave a beautiful corpse! that's what i always say."
"here's to another lousy millennium."
“but i am already in my pajamas.”
“windmills do not work that way. goodnight.”
"you win again gravity."
"when push comes to shove, you got to do what you love, even if it's not a good idea.”
“but existing's basically all i do!”
“when will the killing end?"
"i'll be whatever i want to do."
"the use of words expressing something other than their literal intention. now that. is. irony."
"could you ask a little more sexfully?"
"hooray! i'm useful!"
"awesome. awesome to the max."
"some breaking occurred, the dolly was involved, that's about all we know."
“you want me to do two things?”
i love stealin', i love takin' things!
“i believe that qualifies as ill. at least from a technical standpoint.”
"that was the old me. he's dead now."
"jail ain't so bad; you can make sangria in the toilet. ‘course, it's shank or be shanked."
"one word. thundercougarfalconbird."
"of all my friends, you're the first."
“girls like swarms of lizards, right?”
“i lost it. in a volcano.”
"i'm gonna get you so many lizards!"
"who needs courage when you have a gun?"
“let's go! i've got jelly in my underpants!”
"interesting if true."
“i did do the nasty in the pasty!”
"something tells me i could easily beat those trained professionals."
"the two of you are good friends? but i thought we would be good friends!"
"it's like a party in my mouth, except everyone's throwing up."
“i'm shocked. shocked! well, not that shocked.”
“it's me! no one else look in this mirror!"
“you ever think you only like girls cause you're supposed to?”
"we don't gotta put up with this! we got poli sci degrees."
“sorry, i suffer from a very sexy learning disorder.”
“did somebody say something about a free hot meal?”
“you gotta do what you gotta do.”
"too many bones? not enough cash?"
“hey sexy mama, wanna kill all humans?”
"i don't know how you did that."
"the butter in my pocket is melting!"
"well ... first i got up and had a piece of toast ..."
“i can't wait til i'm old enough to feel ways about stuff.”
“interesting! no ... wait ... the other thing. tedious.”
"i knew you come crawling back, like a bird on its belly!"
“we both know you won't make it halfway before the craving sets in! then you'll come crawling back for another taste of sweet sweet candy. bam!"
“indeed so, most indeededly.”
"and by metaphorically, i mean get your coat."
“[vehicle]'s ready except for this cup holder, and i should have that done in 12 hours."
"stop. stop! i will destroy you." [ bonus if the receiver is doing something mundane to sender ]
“just make a simple cake. and this time, if someone's going to jump out of it, make sure to put them in after you cook it.”
“lies, lies and slander!”
“you raised my hopes and dashed them quite expertly, sir!”
“but going through a divorce together, you can't pretend that didn't bring us closer together.”
“when you say the human body is the most efficient thing to use as a battery, wouldn't anything make a better battery? like a potato? or a battery?”
“i'll have you know that i bejazzle my own underpants!”
“i'm sorry you had to see that, [name], usually i let my sadness fester quietly inside as a mental illness.”
“i'm not drunk, i'm mentally ill! but i agree with what, what you said.”
“this is a cool way to die!”
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notyetneedcoffee · 3 years
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Can’t Run
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Steve Rogers is a wanted man. He broke the Accords, broke the law, and is still trying to do what’s right. . . even if it may get him killed.
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader
Warnings: Cannon level violence in this chapter, NSFW in future
New series. Others can be found on my Steve Masterlist
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 Enough of the cold night air seeped into your old house to prompt you to pull on a heavy sweatshirt and wool socks. It’s not that you couldn’t turn the heater up, you just did see the need. If you could live in a cold tent through an Afghanistan winter, an east Cascade Mountain cold snap wouldn’t kill you.
Gary, your Belgium Malinois, curled up in front of the wood stove on his dog bed. You gave him a quick scratch on your way to the kitchen. The lights were low. All the devices were off. You just needed some quiet time. Maybe a beer would be good, too.
Before you could pull open the refrigerator, your dog moved past you to the rear door. He moved silently, hackles up. Unusual. Your training kicked in and you pushed further back into the shadows. Moving closer to the door, you tried to look through the sliver between your blinds out into the darkness of your carport. Something moved, something man height.
You swore internally as you slipped back to you living room and pulled the P320 from the hidden gun case in your console table by the front entry. Slipping your feet into the muck boots by the door, you quietly stepped out into the cold through the front door. You left Gary in the house, knowing that if you yelled for him he would go through the flimsy dog door. Hopefully, it was just a prowler. No need to be sued for a dog bite by someone who was trying to steal your chainsaw.
Peeking around the corner you saw your car door open and the hood up. ‘Good luck, asshole,’ you thought. ‘That thing isn’t going to turn over until the new starter comes by FedEx tomorrow.’
You stayed back far enough that he couldn’t easily turn on you, but close enough to see well. “Don’t want to shoot you…”
He moved so fast, a blur of dark movement rushed toward your face. You fired twice before a hard hit sent your gun flying. Instinct took over. Your foot made contact. You went low and inside, catching a glancing swing on the shoulder. Your elbow smashed into his gut, knocking him back.
His face came into focus. Holy shit, Steve Rogers.
You jumped back, putting your hands up.
He frowned, hard, before a groan of pain escaped his lips and he slipped to ground.
Blood seeped from his torso, from his thigh, and his shoulder. He was already wounded. You stepped a little closer to the man desperately trying to stay sitting up. “What the hell?”
“Dammit.” He muttered just as his eyes rolled back and he collapsed to the ground.
Shit. You looked around. There was nothing but darkness. Where the hell did Captain Frickin’ America come from and why was he bleeding out in your carport? Shit. You couldn’t let that happen. Rushing inside, you went for the medical go-bag you kept in the closet.
“Gary, get back.” The dog had slipped out when you came inside, he was sniffing over Rogers. At your order, he sat. “I wish you could help me with this.” You spoke to the dog as you began to cut the material away from his wounds.
With well-practiced precision, you cleaned the wounds and applied trauma dressings. It took effort, but you rolled him over to look for any through and throughs or rear entry wounds. He had one more on his left shoulder.
After stopping that leak, you pulled out an old green canvas tent. There was no way you could carry him, but you couldn’t leave him where he was either. Folding the single person tent into a quick litter you tucked it under his side before rolling him over onto his back.
“Okay, Cap.” You stood up, panting a little. “What to do with you?”
But you already knew the answer. It took a lot of tugging, a lot of swearing, but you finally got him moved into the spare bedroom. At least, to the floor of the spare room. The hardwood floors made it a little easier, but you were sweating by the time you were done.
Going back to get your bag, you were thankful for the supplies. The Captain looked ashen and extremely hypotensive. Cutting open the right sleeve of his uniform, you opened an IV kit and pulled out a bag of saline. Even bleeding out the man had great veins. You hung the bag off the bedpost over his head. He would do better with plasma, but you could at least help a little to get his volume up while you figured out what to do.
Your dog whined from the door. “What do I do, Gary? I shot Cap. It’s not like I can call 911. He’s a fugitive. I’m not going to be the one to turn him in.”
“N’hospital.” He murmured.
“Captain?” You leaned over him. “Can you hear me?”
“No.” His eye opened but didn’t focus. “N’hospitals.”
“Okay. No hospitals. Got it.”
Suddenly Gary bolted for the front window. Someone was coming down the drive.
Remembering your gun, you shut the guest room door and dashed to the back of the house. Cold rain had started pelting down, practically sideways. At least it began to wash away the blood. You grabbed your Sig from the driveway and the bandage wrappers. Stuffing the paper in the trash, you heard the car pull up.
Tucking the cold weapon in to your jeans, you took a deep breath and looked at yourself. The ratty black sweat shirt hid any blood and you’d wiped your hands clean. A knock came at the door. Gary barked, aggressively. He didn’t like whomever was at the door.
Three men in uniforms stood at the door. They looked military, but had no visible insignia. You only opened the door a few inches, but enough to let them see you holding back the big dog.
“What is it?” You asked, not bothering to be friendly.
“Ma’am,” One tipped his head. “We’re going door to door looking for a suspect. Male, six foot one, blond or possibly brown hair.”
“Haven’t seen anyone, but something set my dog off like crazy about an hour ago. I thought it was elk.” Living in the woods, you saw them all the time. “He took off, barking like mad, but came back a few minutes later.”
“So, you haven’t seen anyone?”
“Nope.” Gary gave a growl and you tugged on his collar. “This guy would let me know if anyone were around. He’s not fond of men, as you can see.”
He stared at you a moment longer, before nodding. “Alright, ma’am. If you see anything, do not approach. Just dial 911.”
“Got it. Goodnight.”
As you shut the door, Gary instantly settled down and trotted off down the hall. You watched the men get in the car and leave down your drive. They didn’t stop even when they turned onto the main road at the end of your long drive.
You went back to check on your patient, opening the door slowly. The Captain had slid himself up against the wall and was half sitting up. Looking panicked, cornered, and dangerous, somehow his strength was coming back frightening fast.
“Hey there, Captain.” You said softly. “You okay? I mean, I know you’re hurt, but you’re not going to try and kill me, are you?”
“Who’s here?” His voice cracked.
“Just me.” You opened the door all the way and your dog laid down in the hall.
“No.” He frowned. “I heard, heard you talking to a man.”
“Some men came to the door. I lied and sent them away. It’s just me here.”
He shook his head. “Earlier.”
“I was just talking to my dog, Gary.”
“What?” He focused on you fully, face incredulous. “Who names a dog Gary?”
“An asshat brother with the intent to torment me for the rest of my life.” You knelt down, to be eye to eye with him. He huffed a half laugh. “Did I add to your wounds?”
“Um, don’t think so.” He swallowed and lifted his right arm. “You patch me up?”
“Yeah. It was either that or have you bleed out on my drive. Shitty job trying to steal my car, by the way.”
“Sorry.” His eye drooped. “Why didn’t you call me in?”
“We’re soldiers. You’re THE soldier. There’s no way in hell I’m going to do that.” You moved a little closer. “Any chance you’ve got enough strength to help me get you on the bed?”
“Soldier, huh?”
“Army medic, was anyway.” You came a little close and rearranged his IV line. “Good thing, too. You were banged up. I can’t believe you’re talking to me, actually.”
“I shake it off pretty quick.” He groaned as he tried to sit up. “What’s your name?”
“Y/N.” You carefully helped him up an onto the bed. “I’m gonna take your boots off and cut these bloody clothes away. That okay?”
He laid back, panting, and gave a little nod. As you worked on his boots, he got the pain back under control and watched you. “You’re not going to ask what happened?”
“Near as I can figure I’m harboring a wanted man.” You grinned. “Best to have plausible deniability.”
“Fair enough.” Steve stiffened as you cut your way up his pant leg, getting close to his hip.
“Captain,” You paused. “I’m going to do my best to respect your modesty, but I’ve got to get these off.”
He frowned again, but nodded. You figured casual conversation would set him at ease.
“So,” you started. “Gary seems to like you. He doesn’t like most strangers. Are you a dog person?”
“I love dogs.” His lip curved up. “Never had one of my own, but yeah.”
He groaned as you pulled the remnants of his pants from beneath him. He wore black boxer briefs and you did your very best not admire his muscular thighs as you tucked a quilt around him. “It’s pretty amazing you’re even conscious. Is healing part of the whole super soldier thing?”
“Most times,” He ground his teeth together as you got the pieces of his uniform top off. “Doesn’t mean it isn’t painful, though.”
“I can only imagine. I don’t have anything very strong, but I might have one or two painkillers left from rehab after my last surgery. You’re welcome to them. Or a stiff drink?”
“Won’t help,” he huffed a pained laugh. “It would take more than you have, and I could down a bottle and not get drunk. More of that super soldier stuff.”
“Well, that sucks. Did they hide that disclaimer in the fine print or something?”
He laughed, and winced. “Oh, stop that. It hurts to laugh.”
“Sorry.” You grinned and bundled up his ruined clothes. “Any friendlies going to be looking for you?”
“Not for a couple days.”  
You could see him fading fast. “Okay then, you rest. I’m going to get rid of this and bring you something to drink, something to eat too.”
By the time you returned with a large bottle of water, a turkey sandwich, and a pair of pajama bottoms your ex-boyfriend left at your house, the Captain was out cold.
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shawnmendesbuddy · 3 years
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LOVE AND HATE
Summary: Shawn and Y/N have hated each other for a long time now. But lucky for them, a little magic can make all the difference.
Warnings: Drunk Shawn (if that even counts)
A/N: So this is my first imagine, don’t judge me 😬. It’s not perfect, but give me feedback in the comments, thanks!
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Sometimes the world is not as it appears. Sometimes people fall in love and tell each other. Sometimes people fall in love and instead of telling each other, they create an intense hate for the other to push their feelings away. But love and hate are so closely related that sometimes feelings get mixed up. Especially when there is a dash of magic involved.
“Pleeeaaaasssseeee let me hold your haaannnd,” Shawn slurred out to Y/N. At first she thought he had been messing with her as one of his cruel jokes, but after a half hour of his persistency, she granted him his wish of following her around the club. Now he wanted to hold her hand and Y/N was not going to let it happen.
Y/N was unsure if Shawn had gotten so drunk that he forgot that they hated each other, or if someone had slipped him a little Amour into his cup. Amour was an extremely rare flower that was said to make you fall in love with someone for a short period of time if inhaled or ingested. Y/N hoped it was the latter because then she would never let Shawn live it down.
You see, Shawn and Y/N hadn’t always been enemies. In fact, all the way up until sixth grade they were best friends. Neither Y/N nor Shawn knows who started it, but one day, their friendship shifted into a hateful thing and they had never gotten past it.
Some people would argue with them and say that the reason they grew distant and hateful toward the other was to push them away so they wouldn’t find out their true feelings about the other person.
But Shawn and Y/N were so engrossed in stopping the other person from finding out their feelings for them, that they couldn’t see that they both felt the same way.
“Please Y/N. I just want to hold your hand so bad. Please.” He begged again. Y/N ignored him and walked away. She heard a whimper behind her, but refused to turn around.
“Y/N you realize that when someone is under the influence of Amour and you’re the person they’re in love with and you leave them alone or ignore them they are in physical pain. It’s like the worst heartbreak you’ve ever felt but ten times worse. And you also suffer low self esteem as one of the side effects if the person you fell in love with ain’t giving you attention?” Laney ranted on.
She had been very intrigued in the Amour plant for as long as Y/N could remember. She knew so much about it, and all she was doing was spewing facts at Y/N to try and make her help Shawn.
Y/N had to admit that she felt a little guilty about making him go thorough that. She cared for him deep down but she couldn’t show it or else he would never talk to her again. She would rather have rude and spiteful Shawn than no Shawn. So Y/N turned back around, sighed, and reached her hand out to Shawn’s , who’s face beamed with the biggest smile she’d seen him give her since right before they started hating each other.
“Aww thank you so much Y/N You’re so beautiful.” Shawn whispered into Y/N’s ear causing shivers to go down her spine. He hadn’t called her beautiful in the longest of times. Her heart stuttered in her chest.
“Can I hug you, please?” Shawn gave her puppy dog eyes and Y/N nodded as he pulled her into a bone crushing hug.
“You’re going to have to bring him home with you tonight, you realize that?” Laney said.
Shawn released Y/N and kissed her forehead. “Ooh, when we get back to your place, can we cuddle?”
Y/N chuckled. “You know, on a normal day Shawn, you hate me.” Shawn’s eyes widened at what Y/N had said.
“How could I ever hate an angel like you? Are you sure that’s not a different Shawn you’re thinking of?”
“I’m positive.”
“Well then I’m so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I promise I’ll never hurt you again. Forgive me?” Y/N chuckled as Shawn pouted.
“You realize that when the Amour loses its effects you’ll break that promise?” Y/N’s voice dropped with sadness. Sometimes she just wanted her best friend back.
“Why?! I don’t understand!” Shawn whined. “I’m in love with you so how could I hate you?”
Now Shawn was genuinely confused. Yes he was under the effects of the Amour, but he had always harbored feelings for Y/N. And he had regretted ever being mean to her or making her feel worthless. His intentions were to make her distance herself but it didn’t work too well since they had the same friends.
He shook his head to clear his thoughts. He hoped to remember the promise that he made her once the effects wore off. He wasn’t positive who had slipped him the Amour, but he was pretty sure it has been Laney. She had wanted a test subject for years and she must have just got her hands on some Amour and what better way to test then on her best friend’s enemy.
Y/N dragged Shawn out to her car and helped him into the passenger’s seat. He whimpered in pain when she let go of his hand and closed the door. He had to be touching Y/N or it felt like he was being pricked in the heart by a bunch of tiny needles.
“Here you go,” Y/N said offering her hand up to him once she had started the car.
“Thanks,” Shawn said kissing it and putting it back on the middle console with his hand clasped in hers.
“Actually, instead of going to my house, let’s just head to yours. You have a comfier couch anyways.” Y/N said.
Though their hate had stopped them from being friends years ago, Shawn’s friends requested that he invite her to every group hangout that he hosted at his house. Shawn would act out out about it, but secretly would love the fact that Y/N would be at his house.
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“Hurry up and get in my house. It’s been soooo loooong since me and you have been alone together.” Shawn whined pulling Y/N into his house. “Do you want something to drink? Let’s watch a show and have snacks like we used to do when...before...” Y/N was surprised that even in his state, he could remember what had happened between them or at least sort of.
“Umm, I don’t know if a movie is the best thing to watch,” In truth, Y/N would’ve loved to have watched a movie with Shawn because she missed the old times, but she was worried about what Shawn would try during the movie. Plus, it was already 10:45 and she wasn’t sure she could stay awake much longer.
Shawn pouted his lips at Y/N and she sighed. “I’m putting my foot down because it’s late and I’m tired and taking care of you is not something I’m very fond of doing!” She snapped at Shawn. She didn’t mean to, but she was exhausted and wanted to go to bed.
A tear fell down on Shawn’s cheek. “Umm I’m sorry. I... I don’t want to be an inconvenience, but I guess I must’ve really hurt you and I’m sorry. I thought there might’ve been a little part of you that still cared about me. Umm...goodnight Y/N.”
Y/N felt her heart ache for the boy. She remembered Laney saying that people under the influence of Amour were extremely sensitive to what the person that they “love” says and does.
Shawn trudged over to his room and closed the door. Y/N walked through his apartment—something she’d never done when she’d been over—and found pictures of when they were kids and still friends. She found one where Shawn had his arm wrapped around her shoulders and they were staring at each other in a way she could only define as love.
Y/N shook her head and sighed, walking over to Shawn’s piano. She touched a few of the keys and looked up at the sheet music resting on the piano. ‘Why’ was the name of the song.
Y/N jumped when she heard the clicking of Shawn’s door opening. “I...umm...I’m taking the couch tonight, you can sleep in my bed.” He was dressed in a white t-shirt and black sweatpants and his hair was tousled. Y/N’s heart swooned at the sight.
Y/N shook her head. “I can’t take your bed, this is your house and I’ve been so mean to you.”
“Well I’m not taking the bed so you better so my bed isn’t wasted tonight.” Shawn shot her puppy eyes.
“Fine, but just because you gave me puppy eyes.”
“I uh...” Shawn scratched the back of his neck. Y/N hadn’t seen this nervous side of Shawn in a while. Usually he was really cocky around her. “I left some clothes out for you to change into, but if you don’t, I get it.”
“Thank you, I’m sorry for yelling at you,” Y/N said hugging Shawn and kissing his cheek. “Goodnight.”
***
Shawn woke in the middle of the night in cold sweats. His head ached and he was disoriented. And why was he on the couch? And were those...no it couldn’t have been Y/N’s shoes at the door. But...he didn’t know anyone else that were specially made pink Doc Martins.
So did that mean that Y/N was in his house...right now? Not just for a group hang out? No, that couldn’t be. Shawn shook his head.
He thought back to the night before. He had gone to a club with his friends and Y/N was there. She looked so beautiful, as always. And then...Laney offered to buy him a drink. And...oh gosh!
His memories came flooding back to him and he cringed in embarrassment. How could he have let himself go so far as to cry in front of her? She seemed almost...happy in his memories that he was talking to her. Did she really care that much if he was in love with her? There was nothing more he could do to harm their friendship.
What if...what if this was his only chance to talk to her normally without it being awkward because she thought he was still under the influence of Amour. All he would have to do is act like he did yesterday. It would be easy, right?
Shawn cleared his thoughts and grabbed his phone which was resting on the coffee table. 5:00 AM. He should at least get up and go to the gym or something.
He heard the door to his bedroom opening and he quickly covered his head with blankets and pretended to be asleep. “Ahem,” he heard Y/N clear her throat. It was one of the cutest things ever and Shawn couldn’t help but blush.
He slowly stretched and yawned pretending like he was waking up. He cracked his eyes open and smiled at Y/N. She was dressed in one of his gym shorts and his gym shirt. She looked so adorable in his clothes and Shawn’s heart fluttered.
“Umm good morning. I hope you don’t mind that I’m wearing some of your gym clothes, but I kinda wanted to work out. Do you want to come with me?” Shawn nodded his head eagerly, perhaps too eagerly, even for someone under Amour.
***
“Here, let me pay for that,” Shawn said pulling out a 20 and placing it on the counter at the smoothie shop.
“You shouldn’t have paid for me. I’ve been awful to you. Well you probably don’t even remember. You probably won’t even remember this conversation in a couple of hours. I think the affects are only supposed to last 12 or so hours. Let’s see, you started acting up at around 10:00 so we have,” Y/N checked her watch,”3 hours, give or take.”
Shawn nodded his head trying to act oblivious. He was unsure what to do. Should he just tell her?
“Y/N I’m not under the influence of Amour. Or at least not anymore. I haven’t been since I woke up.”
Y/N looked up at him, her eyes widening. “Okay then, tell me something that only you would know if you weren’t influenced.”
Shawn scoffed and shook his head. “I’ve made you cry more times than I want to even think about. When we were in sixth grade and I vowed that I would never hurt you, I broke it. So many times. But I thought that by breaking it,” Shawn sighed taking Y/N’s hands into his own. “I was scared. I fell in love with you. I didn’t want to ruin anything. I didn’t understand why I felt nervous around you. I thought that maybe if I distance myself right then, I could fix our friendship later. But the only way you would leave me alone was if I really hurt you. So I did what I thought I had to do. And I’ve been regretting it since then. Every time I would say something mean, I would cry myself to sleep thinking I hurt your feelings. And I kept the act up because you would be mean right back to me and I thought you hated me. But I can’t keep doing that. I’m in love with you. Every song I’ve written about love has been about you. My cards are all out on the table. You can take them or...you know...leave them.” Shawn said voice quieting towards the end.
“I’m so glad to hear that Shawn! So incredibly glad! Was that song on the piano I think it was called ‘Why’, was that about me?” Shawn nodded his head.
Y/N pulled his ear down to her mouth. “Let’s not put each other through hell and let’s get over ourselves.” Shawn smiled and pulled Y/N into a sweet passionate kiss which she returned.
Sometimes love and hate are so similar that who you hate is the person that you love.
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Entry for the secret shifters G/T Fanfic swap @secret-shifters
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Tiny astronaut crash lands on a giant planet or vice versa, sci-fi gulliver's travels style
Triggers/tropes to avoid: Spiders, I guess
Relationship types to avoid: None per se, feel free to go ham (but keep it sfw obviously)
Fluff or angst: No preference
I take a deep breath, running my hand through my hair and ruffling it around before breathing out and spinning in my chair to face the screen, reaching out my hand to press record,
“Hello again everybody, Ryan Harte here for log number 637, day 453 at 6:23pm Eastern time. Everything on board the ship has been running smoothly as always, no further difficulties involving the damaged engine. Alexander was able to complete the repairs with no further issue. We are a few days away from the designated drop zone, planet classification #677, and will be ready for retraction shortly after.”
I give another short sigh as I record my report, having done this almost everyday for the past year and a half. It gave time meaning, and at least it was something to do other than annoy my travel partner. I look back at the screen, smiling up at it.
“I can’t believe long it’s been…. I can’t wait for my paycheck when I get back to earth,” I say, giving a little laugh to myself.
“There is currently nothing to report on the mission, and the current planet objection is in visual range from the ship. We should-”
I get cut off from my video when the door to my room opens with a loud whoosh noise, startling me as I almost fall out of my chair, letting out a less than manly squeak of surprise.
I look over to see my travel buddy, Alexander, standing at my door with a bored expression.
“Oh, were you doing one of your diary entries again, pipsqueak?”
He says with a teasing tone, making my face turn red as I grab something off the floor and chuck it at him.
“Shove it! It’s not a diary and you know that!”
I grumble, throwing more things at him while he laughs to himself. He surrenders, putting his hands up to guard his hair, the long black strands now slightly frizzy from having collided with whatever I could have reached for moments before. He laughs again before going back to exit my room before stopping and leaning back in,
‘Well, whenever you're done with your ‘Not-Diary’, I need you to come to the front of the ship. We’ve got better visuals on the planet and I need to talk to you about it, alright?”
He says, looking at me expectantly. I quickly nod and make a shooing motion with my hands to get him to leave quickly. He laughs again before leaving me alone in my room once more. Once he leaves, a large smile breaks out on my face, as I bounce lightly with excitement. This is my first ever, real life space recon mission.
After getting into the space program at 16, with a scholarship in science, I’d always wanted to get into recon and the exploration field. I Graduated with honors at age 18, along with Alexander who graduated from ship repairs and navigation, one of the top in his class.
The planet we were headed to was said to show signs of holding valuable resources which I am supposed to gather and bring back with us to earth. Nothing was really known about the planet itself, as no one besides us has ever been this close to it. All that was really known is its size, estimated to be around 1000x bigger than our sun. But since no one knows much about it, we are being paid very handsomely once we get back home in the next year. I can’t wait to see my dad again.
I smile back at the camera,
“Well, as you heard, we are soon approaching the planet, and I am needed for the evaluation. This is Ryan Harte signing out. Love you dad!”
I say before stopping the recording and pressing the send button, to send the message back to earth’s space station, as well as so that they could send it to my dad so he knows everything was okay up here. I never want him to worry about me, so I make sure to record these often.
After sending I quickly jump up, grabbing a simple gray hoodie that had previously been thrown at Alex and throw it over my head before dashing out of the room towards the front of the ship, looking like a kid in a candy store.
My old shoes squeak against the metal as I reach the door, I bounce in place as the door rush’s open and I run inside, almost colliding with Alexander as he looks out at the black space outside the spaceship through the paned glass.
¨Present!¨ I say out loud, with a big smile on my face, causing him to roll his eyes. He motions over to the planet, and I look over to see that we’ve gotten considerably closer to it. We’re still around 2-3 days away from getting close enough to be able to dispatch my shuttle and collect parts of the large gray planet’s resources. Even so, it's already around 9000x bigger than our ship, considering our ship is about the size of a normal sized university, having to hold enough food to feed us for the to and from trips.
“Whoa.” I say mostly to myself, and Alexander nods along with me. 
He points to a lighter gray spot on the planet, “I can’t seem to get a proper scan on the planet due to the storm like clouds surrounding it, but from what I can get, that area should be the safest place for you to land. I’m going to re-route slightly to get us closer to that area, I just wanted to let you know. That okay, pipsqueak?” He says looking back at me.
I nod quickly, my excitement not faltering. 
“But why is that area safer?” I ask, just to feed my curiosity.
He explains that the area seems to be more flat than the other areas on the planet, making it easier for my shuttle to land on, along with the fact that the other, darker areas, seem to be covered with a type of dark and cloudy sky that might cause trouble with communication and engines when entering the atmosphere.
I of course, have no idea what he’s saying but nod along anyways. It probably wasn’t important anyways.
After his little safety spiel that I’ve heard a hundred times, we decide that it’s time for dinner. We made it a tradition when we started our space travel to eat dinner together as a bonding exercise, as well as to help to know each other. Now it’s just become a daily thing we do every ‘night’, to just talk and hang out. It’s not much, but when the other person with you is the only person you’ve had human interactions with for the past 2 years, you learn to appreciate it.
We walk down and make it to the ‘lobby’ where we eat, which is just an empty room with a table and two chairs melded to the ground. Bland but it works, though I wish the space program would get us better chairs.
Alexander goes and grabs our dinner, dehydrated pork and some yellow stuff I don’t bother asking about, as we talk about our days while occasionally teasing and making fun of each other. We laugh and joke around before cleaning up, saying our goodnights and getting ready for bed.
Alexander stops me before I can leave and re-explains the safety measures, protocols and blah blah blah about the exploration in a few days. I wave him off, laughing, before heading up to my room to go to bed.
As I enter, I stretch, letting out a yawn as I kick off my shoes, not caring where they go. I walk over and check my tablet to make sure my last message went through. It did, but it hasn’t been seen yet. Darn, I was hoping I would get another message from my dad, but I guess I’ll get it tomorrow.
I mess up my hair with both of my hands before getting into bed, the thoughts of finally getting to go to the planet we had been heading to for the last years and being able to finally go home and see my dad fill my mind as I quickly fall asleep.
-
The next few days go by in a blur, until I’m standing in the cockpit, struggling to pull on my gray space suit. Alexander sighs before helping me put it on, scolding me like a parent about taking this more serious. I roll my eyes, punching him in the arm before telling him that I’ll be okay.
He nods at me once before saying a goodbye as he walks towards the door to head to the main control center. I pause before running up and hugging him from behind, assuring him that I’ll be back before he knows it. He smiles at me, patting me on the head, before taking my helmet out of my arms and shoving it on my head. I whine as I have to adjust it and hear him laugh quietly to himself as he exits the room, door closing behind him. I roll my eyes as I make my way towards, and into, the shuttle prepared. I close the hatch and get comfortable, checking the ship over before booting up the power. 
The keypad lights up around me, glowing white as I flip through the proper equipment and procedures to ensure the ship operates properly, while waiting for further instructions from above.
As if on cue, I hear Alexander's voice through my helmet,
“Everything in check down there, pipsqueak?”
I roll my eyes for what feels like the millionth time as I sit back and strap into my chair, ready to finally get off this stupid main ship for once.
“All good down here, we ready to go, Tarzan?”
I ask back, making fun of his long hair, as he confirms and the ship starts up. I can feel the rumble of the engine as the ship is lowered into position and I take a deep breath, still talking to Alexander to make sure everything is ready.
We count back from ten at the hatch in front of my ship, leading into space begins to open.
Once we get to zero, I can see the large planet in front of me and the engines push me forward and out of the ship, plunging me into the dark vast of space. I lock my focus on the planet as I take control of the wheel and steer towards the area told to me by Alexander.
I can see the cloudy, storm like area around the planet, making sure to avoid the darker areas.
Once I seem to be going in the right direction, I set it into autopilot and relax my posture.
“Hey, once we get back home, wanna hang out? I know this greeeeat Mexican place near my house, you’d love it.”
I say out of the blue and here my college chuckle, “Yeah yeah, Of course. But you’re paying, pipsqueak.” He says through the comms and I let out a dramatic and offended gasp while laughing.
“What, I gotta pay you to hang out with me? I’m hurt Al, really. Here I was thinking we were friends, guess not.” I say through giggles, and I can hear Alexander laughing as well.
I can see the planet coming closer and move the steering accordingly for the best entry, making sure to soften the engines so I don’t enter the atmosphere too quickly and burn up the ship.
“Yeah well, You can’t just i##ite some##e o# #### e##p-”
I furrow my brows as he talks, unable to make out what he’s saying.
“Hey Al, you’re cutting out. Is everything okay up there?” I ask with clear worry in my voice.
Just then the power to my ship flashes off before coming back on and the engine buffers, causing me to jolt forward in my seat. I call out again to Alex, but only hear muffled static through the comms, worrying the crap out of me. I try tapping the side of my helmet to see if I can get it to come back on.
“Alexander, are you there? You’re freaking me out, what’s going on?”
I ask out again, as my ship continues towards the unknown planet. The ship shuts off and I lurch forward again before the ship comes back on, causing me to panic slightly. I check my vitals and the ship's hardware to check for malfunctions quickly, to see if I can find out what’s happening.
“RYAN? RYAN CAN YOU H##E ME?!”
I hear Alex yell through the comms, causing me to jump in my seat and respond immediately,
“Hey, yeah I can hear you now. What’s going on, my ships freaking out…”
I can hear his shaky voice, which causes my panic to rise.
“Look Ryan, you need to listen very carefully to me alright? Whatever's going on with the planet is messing with the tech on the ship and screwing up the comms. I don’t think it’s safe, you need to come back this instant so we can re-think and re-evaluate this, okay?”
“Y-Yeah, alright I’ll turn around now.”
I say quickly, quietly panicking as I reach to flip off the autopilot. I realize how close I am to the outer edge of the planet now, along with the storm, and reach to grab a hold of the steering wheel but the ship lurches forward again before I can grab it and the power shuts off for a final time, turning off the engines, along with any and all different functions of the ship.
I freeze, my breathing shallow, as I try to process what just happened. I reach slowly and yank at the steering wheel, trying to see if it would move the ship. No give. I try to turn on backup power. Nothing. But besides that, the new realization that dawns on me causes my heart to pick up and the hairs on the back of my neck to stand up…
The ship is still moving towards the planet.
I get over my initial shock and start trying to talk to Alex again,
“ALEX, I CAN’T CONTROL THE SHIP. I’M MOVING TOWARDS THE PLANET!”
I can hear shuffling of papers through the comms,
“Ryan, the gravitational pull of the planet is pulling the ship in, is there any way to get it to turn around?!”
I can hear his breathing, it’s steady but shallow, like he’s trying to stay calm, for my sake and his.
“No-NO, there’s no controls! I’VE LOST ALL POWER!”
The ship lurches forward as I near the dark gray clouds, the ship almost at the point where it could touch them.
“DID YOU TRY THE BACKUP POWER?!”
“OF COURSE I TRIED THE BACKUP POWER!”
I wait a few seconds and tears prick in my eyes when Alexander doesn’t say anything and I call out for him again, telling him not to stop talking.
“Alright, just calm down Ryan. Your ship is too far away to grab with the retractable arm, I don’t know how to get you back to the ship in time. I can’t even get the main ship close to you without risking it being pulled in too. Maybe we could try a##atc#i## the el#c#tical cab### ## #### ###-”
His audio cuts out completely.
“Nononono, Alex come on, YOU CAN’T DO THIS RIGHT NOW, PLEASE!”
The ship is pulled into the clouds as I lose sight of the home ship and any hope of getting home. The ship is shaken harshly and I’m thrown out of my seat and onto the ground, cracking my helmet on the wall of the shuttle, causing it to crack. I suddenly feel this floating sensation in my stomach, my body feeling as if it’s weightless, until I look back out the windshield. The ship is falling. Fast.
All I remember was the sound of the windshield shattering and the heat surrounding me before the shuttle had plummeted to the ground, hitting the rock below with the full force of whatever gravity this planet went by, as pain fills my body and I black out.
-
I feel cold. And warm…. And wet…..
What happened…..
My head hurts…. My chest hurts….
A sudden pressure is put on my chest causing me to let out a loud whimper and the pressure is immediately retracted. I let out a shaky sigh and try to move, causing pain to shoot through my body and I let out another pained whimper.
What happened….? Why does everything hurt…? What’s that weird noise, it sounds like a dolphin…. Or a bird…. Maybe a cat….
I can’t keep my thoughts straight, everything hurts. What do I remember-?
The crash, the ship malfunctioning, the unknown planet…. Shit-
Another pressure is put on my chest again a few seconds later, touching a rib that is most certainly broken and I let out a surprised and pained gasp, causing it to go away again.
I try opening my eyes, finding the simple task to be, well, less than simple. My eyes seem focused on staying shut, but I need to see what’s happening. Am I dead? No, I don’t think ghosts feel pain…. Do they? That would be kinda cool though. Space ghost.
I try opening my eyes again, being able to open them a crack as light floods my vision, causing my eyes to tear up and close again. Wait, light? Wasn’t this planet covered in a dark perma-storm? Where’s the light coming from?
I hear some rumbling from above me, kinda like the sound my cat Rosco back home makes when he’s worried about something, a mix between a purr and a growl. 
Could it be my ship's engine? Wait, if it’s still active, it could explode!
I use all my strength to push myself into a sideways sitting position, while forcing my eyes open once again. The light hurts them and I let out a groan as I feel the numbing pain throughout my body. Suddenly the light is covered and I’m surrounded by a nice shadow. My brains too jumbled to pay attention to it at the moment, but what I do realize is that a large portion of my helmet around my left eye has broken off. 
HOW THE FUCK AM I BREATHING?!
Does this planet really have breathable air? Does that mean there’s some type of plants that can produce the same kind of air on earth? And a sun? We didn’t see any type of sun on the reading when we scanned the planet...
I take in a deep breath to test it. It feels like normal air, and it’s keeping me alive, I can ask questions later, once I get my bearing and stand up. Maybe I can contact Alex. ALEXANDER! He must be so worried, and my dad? He’s going to lose his mind! I have to get to my ship, even if it’s destroyed I could see if I could use the parts to fix my comms and get in contact with the main ship or even the space station if I’m lucky.
I try to push myself up more, managing to move one leg up so I’m in a night's kneeling position. The pain is bad, and I let out another whimper. As I do I can feel a rush of air surround me, it’s warm. I can see the ground underneath me, seeming to be a kind of gray rock, mainly flat, meaning I did technically land where I was supposed to, although I can see that my knees don’t look great, both being skinned and bleeding, but it doesn’t feel too bad.
Another rush of air, closer to my head, followed by a low growl, causing me to turn my head upwards to see what’s causing it. My eyes widen and my breath catches in my throat, unable to breath, as I see four glowing blue eyes staring right back at me, like it’s looking right through my soul.
 Not only that but the eyes are huge…. And predatory, looking at me as if I was something it just caught…
I stumble backwards falling onto my butt, cushioned by the intact space suit still surrounding me. I finally let out a scared, shaky breath, realizing that I had been holding it moments ago. The creature's gaze doesn't falter, if anything it hardens, letting out a predatory grumble, as if a warning, though I’m not exactly sure what that warning is for, causing me to freeze in place, adrenaline coursing through my veins causing my hands to feel like ice.
The creature is large, covered in a black fur in most of its body, some parts having less of it. It stands tall- scratch that, it’s fucking huge, the size of a small apartment building. It’s ‘arms’ are long, bent in a way that a monkeys would, reminding me of a baboon. Four large spider-like eyes are still locked on me and I force myself to make no sudden movements, tears welling up in fear as I start hyperventilating, unable to focus as I direct my vision towards the ground, not wanting to make eye contact with it. If I had, I would have noticed it’s head turning in a confused manner, like a puppy would when hearing a strange noise, and the curious way it’s slowly making its way towards me, as if not trying to frighten me more than I already am.
Once I feel it getting closer I look back up to see it slowly moving towards me, and I slowly scoot back to counter it. Just then it moves to put a hand behind me causing the ground to shake lightly, stopping me from moving away again. I let out a pathetic whine, before realizing the creatures face was now meters from mine, not noticing earlier that it had moved it’s face down to get to my level. It gets even closer and my eyes widen in horror and fear, tears running freely down my face at this point, and I try to move as far back as I can without touching the creature's hand.
It stops its movements, and holds its position, around two meters from me. I hold eye contact, not wanting to look away and have it come closer again. It also holds the stare, before I see its gaze flicker upwards slightly, focusing on something else. My helmet?
It looks back into the one hole in my helmet, at me, before it’s gaze in back at the top of the helmet. 
All of a sudden I felt something touch the back of my helmet harshly, and I let out a surprised noise as I turned around to see the hand from earlier had moved so it could poke me with one of its long, bony fingers. I start moving away from it, while unconsciously moving closer to the monster that was in front of me.
I feel another wave of hot air hit me from behind, as if it’s the creature's subtle way of telling me it’s still there. I jump slightly, and turn around again to face it. It’s now on the ground for the most part, one arm wrapped behind me and one... in the air… Like the position a cat would make when playing with a feathery toy or a mouse it just caught.
And I’m pretty sure I am that mouse.
I see the hand from the air start coming towards me, and I use my arms to try and cover my face the best I can, letting out a choked sob and whimper as I brace for the impact, for the pain of the hand coming and crushing my body.
But it doesn't come.
I look back up to see two of it’s five fingers positioned on either side of my helmet, before they close and grab lightly onto my helmet. Then they start pulling up, as if to try and disconnect the helmet from the rest of my space suit. Wait-
“Wa-Nononono, Stop it! LET ME GO!”
I yell out, panic taking over my body again as I struggle against its grip. And the creature does stop for a second after hearing my outburst, before pulling upwards again, taking most of my body with it. I’m still touching the ground with my feet as I try and use my hands to hold my helmet in place, not wanting to be even more exposed and vulnerable than I already feel.
I don’t think it feels the same way.
Once the tips of my toes can barely touch the ground, the creature twists its fingers lightly, snapping the thick plastic part that connects my helmet and suit with ease, allowing me to finally fall to the ground with a hard thud, landing on my backside. The collision with the rock causes painful jolts to course through my body and I roll on my side, clutching my chest to try and relieve some of that pain.
The helmet is dropped somewhere near me, landing on the ground with a hard thud, the sound of the rest of the glass frame shattering. I whimper again as I feel the breath of the beast come closer to me as I try to curl in on myself, as if to make myself smaller, as I screw my eyes shut.
I want to go home….
My hair, now wet with sweat, covers most of my face, bits of blood near my temples where my head had most likely collided with the side of the ship during the crash as well as more tears covering my face as I let out another choked sob.
I open my eyes slightly, only to see one of the monsters fingers coming towards my head, most likely to crush it like a grape. I whimper again, trying to tuck my head into my body, to make myself feel a little less scared and helpless. It doesn’t work.
The creature's finger touches my hair lightly, and I wince at the feeling, its finger tip being about the same size, if not bigger than my head. It holds the gentle and light touch, barley even touching my head at all, before it starts to rub against my scalp lightly. I let out a surprised and shaky breath at the gentle touch, the monster acting as if I’m a piece of glass that could be broken and damaged easily. The quick realization dawns on me that….
It’s petting me.
Like I’m some kind of scared animal.
And it actually feels kinda nice. Rubbing in a small circular motion against my scalp, soothing any former pain that resided there, causing my face to soften its expression at the feeling. It moves its motion slightly towards my face, causing me to whimper quietly. It’s quick to move its finger away to rub the back of my head, as well as my neck in a soothing motion, as if to apologize. Then the vibrations start.
Low, like a cat's purr, which only adds on to the calmness feeling washing over me along with the drowsiness, which I find very concerning as I should be scared, terrified even. But it feels so good… I hadn't had any physical contact with anyone besides light shoves and teasing from Alex for the past few years, making this gentle and almost nurturing gesture feel like heaven.
The purring gets louder and I start to get more tired. The creature seems to take notice of me being more docile and starts getting more bold with its touches. Avoiding my chest, it goes and lightly moves my arms, while still petting me with its other hand. I feel a few pokes to the soft material around my legs before it starts petting my back as well. My eyes start to close even though I’m trying to keep them open. I’m just so tired….
The creature seems to sense my tiredness and I can feel his hand cup my entire back before his other hand stops petting me, as well as the vibrations ceasing, causing me to let out a childish whine, missing the feeling.
It seems to notice my distress and quickly scoops me up in its hand, lifting my whole body carefully into the air. I let out a panicked noise again, struggling against his hand, not expecting to be lifted 100 feet into the air in a matter of seconds.
The creature is quick to pull me into its chest, causing me to pull up against its surprisingly soft, black fur, and the vibrations in its chest start up again almost instantly. I hate to admit it, but the action calms me down immediately, and I subconsciously snuggle against the fur, too tired and hurt to really care about anything besides my own comfort, my old tears dried against its body as it stands there for a few minutes as I continue to doze off before it starts moving, jumbling me slightly, making me clutch onto the giants fur for stability.
It scares me at first, but the purring increases immediately, calming me down quite easily. I notice that we’re heading in the direction of a large, dark gray mountain, surrounded by even larger plant type things in different shades of dark green and blues. I glance at the ground and see the creature is walking slowly on three of it’s four hands, the fourth one holding me. I also notice the tail following up from behind that I didn’t see until now, shaped like a monkeys.
On the ground I can see bits of metal from…. My ship!
I squirm, breaking out of my calm and tired mindset to try and find a way to get to the ground remembering that I need to contact Alex, but the second I try to get out of the hand, its fingers cup tighter around me, caging me against the soft wall and the vibrations become more insistent. They’re not so tight that I can’t move, but they’re very clearly meant to keep me in the creature's hold, as if insisting that I stay put.
I of course don’t listen and continue to try to struggle, earning me a loud growl possessive from above as they stop moving all together. The fingers cup tighter around me, and I stop moving all together, shaking slightly in fear, tears welling up in my eyes again.
I’m held for a few more seconds of not moving…
Then the purring starts again, it’s ‘thumb’ comes up and rubs the top of my head lightly, like re assurance, before being removed and it starts walking again. I try to control my breathing again, now realizing that I’m not getting out of here.
When we get near the mountain, the air surrounding it turns cold causing me to shiver into the vibrating surface. The creature's body quickly heats up to help keep me warm, along with the fur, allows me to lose focus of everything else as my vision fades to black, cuddling up against the warm monster that just technically kidnapped me.
Once I’m out, the creature takes my unconscious body into its home, a cave in the side of the mountain, and rests me against a clear, soft gel like substance to allow me to sleep, as it removes my ripped space suit carefully, making sure not to disturb my sleep. It leaves my clothes on as it takes some sort of blue substance and applies it generously on my wounds and injuries while I sleep, making sure to stay close to keep me warm, before laying next to me like a large cat would, using its hand as a large blanket to make sure I’m warm during the night and so I don’t run away if I wake up before it.
It gives me one last nuzzle against the top of my head, scenting me slightly before purring and falling asleep, holding the tiny baby it found while looking for food, now glad it had gone in the wrong direction, as this cub would have never survived on its own.
They will never let the tiny, scared baby go, not after its mother had clearly abandoned it to die, terrified and injured.
It’s now their baby and they will take care of it.
Forever.
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luci-in-trenchcoats · 4 years
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Won’t You Stay (Part 10)
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Summary: The reader meets a few of Jensen’s friends but ends up having a bad morning when she wakes up late for work...
Masterlist
Pairing: Jensen x Director!reader
Word Count: 2,900ish
Warnings: language, angst, implied past domestic abuse
A/N: Please enjoy!
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“Ackles,” said a tall guy when you got to the restaurant that night. He gave you a smile as you took a seat at the table, a woman sitting next to him. “You must be Y/N. I’m Jared.”
“I’m Gen,” said the woman, giving you a friendly smile.
“Hi,” you said, looking at them both. “You two seem familiar.”
“We did Supernatural with Jensen,” said Jared. “I was on all three seasons with him. Gen joined the last before I locked that down.”
“These losers are married,” teased Jensen. “At least I did not have to third wheel again.”
“So what’s it like having your girlfriend boss you around all day?” said Jared with a smile.
“Oh you wish you were in my position, buddy,” said Jensen. 
“You will learn very quickly these two turn into toddlers around each other,” said Gen. “They’d be joined at the hip if they could be.”
“I’m going to take a wild guess and say Jared’s the friend Jensen does his check in thing with?” you asked.
“You wouldn’t be wrong,” chuckled Jared. He glanced at Jensen and you looked down, feeling a foot tap your own. You lifted your head and saw Jared giving you a smile. “It’s not a secret or anything. I could do worse for a brother.”
“Aw,” said Jensen, Jared rolling his eyes.
“He’s very much a loser if you haven’t realized that yet,” said Jared.
“Losers are cooler than people think,” you said.
“Told you I liked this girl,” said Jared as the waiter came back over. 
Fifteen minutes later you had your food and Gen was already inviting you to a girls night dinner. You watched Jensen interact with his friends, smiling when you saw how he was with Jared. There was something sweet about it. If you didn’t know better, you would have thought they were real brothers. You liked that he had a friend like that, especially in the acting industry when people were known for throwing each under the bus.
“Y/N, wanna go to the bathroom with me?” asked Gen. 
“Sure,” you said, leaving your napkin on your seat as you went back with her. She used the restroom for a moment while you waited by the sink, smiling when she came out. 
“So it’s been awhile since Jensen’s had a girlfriend I’ve heard. I’ve never seen him even go on a date,” she said.
“He said he’s been on a break from them for a while,” you said. She dried off her hands and hummed. 
“You must be special then,” she said. You swallowed and she smiled. “Listen. He deserves to be happy and so do you. You two seem to like each other so I’m all for it. Those two boys are going to be besties for life so we’ll probably see a lot of each other.”
“I’ve barely been dating him. I don’t know…” you shrugged. She smiled and nodded. “I’m just enjoying it right now.”
“Probably the smart move,” she said, fixing her hair in the mirror. You pursed your lips and looked at your own reflection. Jensen’s hat was backwards on your head, hiding the flyaways you had from the rollercoasters that afternoon. You touched the end of your side braid. You weren’t even wearing any makeup. “You do realize he’s been drooling over you since the second you walked in the door, right?”
“Yeah but I mean I’m not an idiot. Guys like it when we look pretty and dress up,” you said.
“They also like it when we wear their stuff,” she said. “Relax. This was totally last minute anyways. I was literally in my underwear when I met Jared for the first time. I was mortified.”
“Seriously?”
“Yeah. It was our first scene together. He was late that day so he showed up on set and I was like awesome, let’s meet the cute guy when I’m half naked,” she said.
“I was kinda mad that our original lead actor dropped out and they had an emergency casting call. But Jensen was late to it. I didn’t know what he looked like. I went to take a walk around the block to relax and this guy kind of grabbed me and started bothering me. Jensen came out of nowhere and got me out of there while he dealt with the guy. Ten minutes later I find out he’s the guy that’s supposed to be auditioning in my movie.”
“Oh wow. I assumed you just met on set,” she said.
“No. He found out who I was the next day,” you said. “He asked me out the night before.”
“He’s the kind of guy that does that sort of thing, helps people I mean,” she said.
“I’m starting to get that,” you said.
“Maybe you help him,” she said. You raised an eyebrow and she shrugged. “Like I said. I’ve never seen him on a date. I don’t think Jared has either.”
“I just like him,” you said.
“Good,” she said, grabbing your hand. “Come on and split some dessert with me. I want to see that boy blush over you more.”
“I like her,” you said to Jared as you walked out of a bar later that night, Gen walking ahead with Jensen, the two of them chatting about you if you had to guess. “She’s cute.”
“Yes, she is. Jensen mentioned you were pretty cute too,” said Jared. “He’s been talking about you for weeks now. I was wondering when we’d get to meet.”
“Work keeps me pretty busy,” you said.
“I love the book by the way,” he said. “Jensen was bouncing off the freaking wall when he got the part. You have no idea how happy that made him.”
“He was very good. He got the part all on his own,” you said. “He’s a good actor.”
“He is. Any guy our age would kill to get to play opposite Ethan Y/L/N,” said Jared. “He says that’s nothing compared to you though.”
“What do you mean?”
“He likes the atmosphere you create on set,” said Jared. “He’s making me jealous almost. I’d love a director that cares more about the people making something than profits and marketing.”
“If I don’t screw this up and end up directing more, come look me up. Jensen’s friends are more than welcome on my sets,” you said. 
“I’ll take you up on that. I think you’re too hard on yourself. You’ll do fine with it,” said Jared.
“How would you know that? We just met after all.”
“Do you know why Jensen checks in on me everyday?” he asked, slowing his walk. “He worries about me. Sometimes I listen to the crap in my head too much. I had a rough go of it once. He was there for me. He’s still there for me. It doesn’t matter where or when. I can always go knock on his door and he’s there.”
“It’s like I keep telling him. People aren’t sweet like him,” you said as you looked ahead.
“They are. He’s just our version of it,” he said. “I’m willing to share if you are.”
“You can always come knock on his door, Jared. Even if I’m there,” you said. “I’m not stealing him away or anything.”
“Yet you don’t think people are as sweet as him,” he laughed. “You’re funny, Y/L/N.”
He slowed as you saw Jensen and Gen hanging out by the door of an apartment building, Jared leaning over to you.
“He doesn’t always say it but you’ll figure it out soon enough,” said Jared. “He thinks you’re sweet too.”
“Goodnight Jared,” you said as he started to walk again, a smirk crossing his lips. 
“Goodnight Y/N. We’ll have to have you guys over for dinner sometime when you’re not so insanely busy,” said Jared.
“We will take you up on that,” said Jensen, throwing an arm over your shoulders. “Night guys.”
He spun the two of you around before you kept going down the block, Jared laughing in the distance.
“Your friends are nice,” you said.
“They like you,” he said. He dropped his arm and took your hand in his instead, swinging it gently as you headed back towards his car. “I’m glad they like you.”
“They care about you.”
“Yes, they do,” he said. “Still. It’s hard being the tag along sometimes.”
“Jensen. I don’t think either one of them has ever considered you a tag along,” you said. “They want you to be happy.”
“I am,” he said. He kissed you slowly, smiling when he moved back. “Promise.”
“Me too,” you said.
“Anywhere else you’d like to go tonight, pretty girl?” he asked. 
“I am already up way past my bedtime,” you said, leaning your head on his shoulder. “Do you want to sleepover tonight?”
“Yeah,” he said quietly. “You’re very cuddly when you sleep.”
“Sorry,” you said, glad it was dark out and your blush was hidden. He leaned over and brushed his lips against your ear.
“I kinda really like it,” he whispered. You smiled, Jensen spinning you around in a circle until you giggled. “Oh, there’s another thing I like.”
“What else do you like?” you asked.
“Everything,” he said. 
“Ah. That narrows it down,” you said.
“Not a word of a lie,” he said as you let out a small yawn. “Come on. Let’s get you in bed. We have work bright and early.”
“Fuck,” you said, bottling up out of bed the next morning. You slammed your alarm clock, four snoozes in and dashed out of bed, running into the bathroom as Jensen yawned and sat up.
“Morning,” he said with a stretch, watching you run around your bedroom. You slammed the door shut to the bathroom and exited not twenty seconds later in new clothes. “I love a girl that don’t mess around in the morning.”
“I am so late,” you said, grabbing a hair tie from your dresser. You threw it back in a messy pony, Jensen tossing his hat from the floor at you. “Thanks.”
You tugged it on and he rolled out of bed, moving a little slow before he wandered into your bathroom and exited.
“Y/N, it’s like five am,” he yawned.
“I have to review my shots for the day and I have a budget meeting and a stunt review all before eight,” you said, pausing as you grabbed your backpack. “Uh you can totally sleep in. Just lock up after yourself.”
“Nah, it’s cool. I’ll come in early, crash in my trailer for a few,” he said. “Maybe have breakfast with my smokin’ hot director.”
“Does this look smokin’ hot?” you said, pointing down at yourself.
“Well, you’re wearing my hat and my texas t shirt. Yeah, pretty damn hot right now, girl,” he said. You hadn’t even realized you’d grabbed his shirt, just thought it was a big baggy one you used for washing your car or stuff around the house. 
“Oh,” you said, glancing at him, bare chested as he pulled on his jeans. “I didn’t mean to take your shirt.”
“Please do,” he smirked. “I got a sweatshirt in my car. It’s fine.”
“I didn’t remember you taking off your shirt last night,” you said. He nodded and crossed his arms over his chest.
“I got hot under the covers,” he said, glancing away. 
“Sorry,” you said when you kept staring at him.
“Not like you haven’t seen me without a shirt on before,” he said. 
“You’re just...really good looking,” you said, tugging on the bottom of your shirt.
“You can change in front of me if you want. I mean, I can keep it in my pants,” he said.
“It’s not…” you said, Jensen looking you up and down. “People like you aren’t with people like me.”
“I don’t know if it was this ex or what but this twisted sense of self-image or worth or whatever you have going on, you should tell it to shove it cause you are damn gorgeous. You care about people. The world ain’t seeing what you think it is,” he said.
You swallowed and stared at him, Jensen dropping his arms to his sides. You fixed the backpack onto your shoulders before you picked up your phone from your nightstand.
“Y/N,” said Jensen, walking around to your side of the bed, resting a hand on your shoulder.
“I have to relearn those things, Jensen. It’s gonna take time for me to do that,” you said.
“Let me help you do that,” he said.
“Why?” you asked, spinning around.
“Because I care about you,” he said quietly. 
“Yeah but why do you care about me,” you asked. 
“I don’t know. I just do. It kinda scares me to be honest,” he said. 
“Why, cause you’re attracted to a freak?” you asked. He scowled and turned you around, planting a harsh kiss on your lips. His hands cupped your cheeks when he pulled back and you felt like his green eyes were staring right through you.
“Because I don’t know what this is. It feels familiar but it’s not and that’s scary. I hate that you think that way about yourself and everyday I want to go and kick this ex-boyfriend’s ass more and more. He sounds worse than just a bad ex, Y/N. You’re not a freak. You’re someone I care about,” he said. “It doesn’t seem like you care about you all that much which really sucks cause she’s a pretty special girl that deserves it.”
You didn’t know what to say, not with the way he was looking at you. 
Crying when you were already late for the day seemed like the worst possible thing to do but that’s what your body decided for you. Jensen wrapped his arms around your shoulders, kissing your temple and shushing you.
“I’m late,” you sniffled. “I gotta go.”
“Not happening.”
“I’m gonna get in trouble again and I already used up a favor pushing the stunt back before,” you mumbled. “They’re gonna fire me off my own movie.”
“First off, no, they won’t. Second, you need to take a hot minute for yourself and lay back down in bed for another few hours. Filming doesn’t start until eight so we have time. Third, you’re gonna blame this on me,” he said. You tilted your head up, Jensen already shaking his. “I called you freaking out about the pressure and you came over to calm me down. That’s what we say when someone asks.”
“Jensen, no. You can’t do that,” you said. “You’ll get labeled as something you’re not and big gigs could take years to come your way again.”
“Well who gives a fuck about big gigs. I want my girlfriend to be okay right now. That’s what I want,” he said.
“Jensen,” you said.
“No. It’s like I said, you don’t have to tell me a damn thing you don’t want to. But I’m not gonna watch you bully yourself. I won’t. So I’ll help you kick that thing’s ass inside your head that’s making you feel that way. Please. Lay back down, I’ll text your dad, ask him to tell the story that you were reaming me out a new one to get me to keep working and at seven, we’ll wake up and head to work, alright?” 
“You’re not gonna give me a choice,” you said, shutting your eyes.
“You always have a choice. Just make this one right now. Please,” he said.
“Fine but-”
“No buts except you get yours back in that bed for more sleep,” he said. You peeled open your eyes, Jensen with a worried stare looking back. “Tonight after work, we’ll talk and figure out a good way to get through this, alright?”
“I’m not something to fix,” you mumbled, sliding your backpack off.
“I never said you were broken,” he said softly. You looked over at him, giving him a small smile before you slipped under the covers. He left the room for a minute and you kicked off your jeans, Jensen dropping his own when he came back in. He crawled underneath and pulled you into his side, moving the blankets around you. “Relax, honey. It’ll be okay. I promise.”
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A/N: Read Part 11 here!
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forehead-enthusiast · 5 years
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I Do
Pairing: Jaemin x Reader
Genre: Fluff, Royalty!AU, Arranged Marriage AU, perhaps a small dash of what could be interpreted as implied smut?? but I don’t interpret it that way so its up to you
Word Count: 5.3k
Summary: The prospect of marrying someone you’d never met devastated you. However, your new husband never ceases to surprise you. 
A/N: ahhh my first fic in a little while!! ik it’s quite long, but i hope you’ll give it a read! thank you!!
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You waited in front of the church doors, a veil covering the devastation in your eyes. Your mother pressed a hand to your shoulder in some cheap imitation of comfort, as if she wasn’t the one who got you here. She gripped you too tightly, as if to imply escape was impossible. The white fabric of your dress creased under her fingers, and you subconsciously wondered if it would be wrinkled as you walked down the aisle. No more tears were left in your eyes; they’d fallen, one by one, all through the night, and had dried into a red stain that no cosmetic could cover.
The church doors opened. 
The organ blared, the choir sang. The guests stood up and turned, their feet shuffling against the tiled floor. It was a cacophony. Nightmarish. Your knees shook as you took step after step towards the future you would have never chosen. You felt like you were walking towards a guillotine, and almost wished you were.
You made it to the altar. If only lightning could smash through the stained glass and strike you before the vows, you’d be saved. You stared at the ground and prayed fruitlessly, not bothering to listen to the empty words the priest proclaimed.
They weren’t true anyway. There was no love to promise in the first place. You honestly weren’t even sure if you knew which prince you were marrying. Ever since you were born, names of rulers and their heirs had been thrust upon you, to befriend, to charm, to capture. They were all just blurred faces, overshadowed by the jewels on their clothing and the parents on their shoulders. Did it really matter who your parents had eventually chosen? It’s not as though they’d work to try and find someone you’d love, let alone like. You hoped it at least wasn’t some man old enough to be your grandfather, but reconsidered. Maybe they’d die quickly and leave you to be the happiest widow alive. That was the best you could hope for, you supposed.
“And do you, y/n, take Jaemin to be your lawfully wedded husband?”
“I do.”
The words came out of your mouth flatly. They’d been practiced, ordered from you. You felt nothing offering them to the man before you- no affection, no intrigue, no guilt. 
You’d never meant anything less in your life.
“And do you, Jaemin, take y/n to be your lawfully wedded wife?”
“I do.”
You barely took note of how young the voice sounded. In the back of your mind, you were disappointed that you couldn’t hope for him to die early.
“By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride.”
Unknown hands reached out to lift the lace that covered your face, and you looked up to see your husband for the first time. He was young. He couldn’t be more than a year or two older than you, if that. He was pretty. He was smiling.
Then he wasn’t.
His face fell as he looked upon yours, and you wondered if you were truly so disappointing looking before you recognized the expression on his face. Sympathy. Guilt. He’d seen the redness of your eyes, the sadness etched into every feature of your face. He hesitated to kiss you, and for the first time today, you felt something. A sense of emotional closeness, you supposed. He was just the same as you. Not some old man looking for a younger toy, not some rich bastard looking for a new trophy. Just a person, too young to be treated like an adult, marrying someone they didn’t know. 
“...Just do it.”
He looked even more guilty at that. He leaned in, pausing several times, and you wondered if your audience of strangers were confused. Just before your lips, he hovered, and whispered something only you could hear.
“I’m sorry.”
And he closed that final inch between you. You were stiff, but his lips against yours were warm, and more tender than any other touch you’d felt before. You wondered what either of you had done to deserve this. 
You wrapped your arm around his and walked out of the church together, with your well rehearsed smiles plastered on your faces as you shook countless hands and thanked countless people you’d never met for coming to this oh-so-happy occasion. He opened the door of the coach for you. A perfect gentleman. He climbed in after you, and you rode off.
The happy newlyweds.
Neither of you spoke a word as the stagecoach traveled over every bump in the road, and you let your mind be occupied by the sound of hooves against cobblestone. Your mind drifted about, visiting every dream you’d had for your life when you were naive enough to believe it belonged to you. All the adventures you’d longed for, all the places you desperately desired to see, all the life there was to live outside the castle walls. You couldn’t even pretend they were a possibility for you now.
Jaemin stared at the floor of the carriage, his mind clouded with conflict. His eyes would flick up to catch a glimpse of your face as you stared resolutely out the window. 
He knew you more than you realized.
He’d been excited to hear who he was marrying. Unlike you, he’d recognized the name, and had lit up at the news. It wasn’t exactly what he’d envisioned, this coincidence planned by outside forces, but the prospect of getting to be with you had sounded wonderful to him. He hadn’t imagined you didn’t feel the same. He loathed himself for that. It’s not as though he could’ve done anything to change or halt the wedding, but he kicked himself for letting you see him so excited when you were so distraught. It was just so… insensitive of him. How could be hope to be a good husband when he hadn’t even stopped to imagine your feelings?
What bothered him the most, though, was that some part of him was still stubbornly happy to have you with him now. His forlorn bride. You looked beautiful despite how obviously sad you were. The lace of your dress draped against your skin like seafoam on waves. The lips (that he’d just kissed, he realized) were pink and reminiscent of budding roses. They matched the new flush on his cheeks. 
You arrived at the estate, and he helped you out of the coach naturally. You looked over the beautiful building, surrounded by gardens and white marble statues, and sighed. This was your home now until you inherited the kingdom. It wasn’t really so different from the castle you’d left behind, but you were so different from the girl that had left. 
Jaemin opened his mouth many times to speak as you were guided through the ornate hallways, but couldn’t find anything to say. He wanted to offer some sort of promise, some sort of comfort, but he looked at your back, ever so slightly hunched in defeat, and crumbled.
You ate dinner in silence.
Jaemin sat up in bed, waiting for his hair to fully dry. His eyes drifted around the large room, far too big for one person. Of course, it wasn’t. His heartbeat raced as he looked over at the other side of the bed, yet empty. It was an enormous bed; it probably could fit four of him, and was so velvety to the touch, it felt like a dream itself.
He flinched as the door creaked. You walked in, a nightgown on instead of your wedding dress, head still hanging.
“...Um! This is sort of weird, but, um, I’m Jaemin. It’s nice to meet you, or I dunno, marry you-”
“I’m y/n.”
“...Okay.”
He watched your figure, that looked so frail in the loose fabric of your pajamas, climb under the covers beside him. Well, beside him was a stretch. You curled up on the most distant edge, and he would’ve struggled to reach you if he tried. He sighed, and put out the light after gazing at your back facing him for a moment.
“Goodnight, y/n.”
He laid awake that night, listening to soft sobs that weren’t quite drowned out by a pillow, and cried a little himself. 
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You were already gone by the time he woke up. Had you… had you run away? In the middle of the night? He cursed himself, and swung a robe around his shoulders as he hurried into the corridor. His breathing grew heavier as he threw himself into room after room, looking for some kind of clue as to where you’d gone, and then suddenly- there you were.
He finally paused, and took in the sight of you surrounded by flowers.
It was the first time since you’d been wed that he’d seen something besides distress on your face. You looked peaceful, wind gently flicking at your hair. He breathed in the scent of petals and morning dew, happy to share anything at all with you. His eyes widened when he realized you’d noticed him.
“You’re… still here.”
“...Yeah.”
He walked over to the bench you were sitting on, and crouched down, his face in his knees before he looked up to face you. His brows scrunched together and a relieved smile bloomed on his face.
“I’m so glad.” And then, “I’m sorry for that.”
“Sorry? For what?”
His smile relaxed you. His entire self relaxed you, once you let it. The realization that he was in the same predicament as you hadn’t made the transition much easier, but nonetheless, the sincerity in his voice, his eyes, the very tips of fingers was unlike anything you’d ever experienced. You’d never felt that anyone was truly genuine to you before. 
“For being happy you didn’t leave. I know the idea must’ve crossed your mind, and I wouldn’t have blamed you if you’d done it. And maybe you’d be happier right now if you had. So I’m sorry.”
You didn’t know how to respond to his honesty. You thought you could deal with anything. Facade, pretense, selfishness, violence, you knew you could handle anything that was thrown at you. But this was just too different. He was different. A sliver of a smile cracked onto your face. It was a feeling you’d almost forgotten. You’d grown so used to the performance of joy you nearly failed to recognize the real thing.
“You don’t need to apologize.”  
Jaemin’s heart throbbed when he saw that shadow of happiness on your face, and wondered what he could possibly do to brighten it even more. He stood up slowly, and asked cautiously if he could sit beside you and take in the morning. You nodded, and he sat down. His fingers fidgeted in his lap as he struggled to think of other things to say, but he just let the scenery speak in his stead. 
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You struggled to open up to Jaemin, despite how sincere you knew he was. Luckily, he didn’t give up easily. Every time you fell silent, every time you let a conversation die, he just smiled, and thought of something new to ask you. 
No one had ever shown interest in you as a person before. He never asked about your family, your land, your title, but instead asked you little things. The meaningless things that somehow seemed more valuable to him.
“What’s your favorite fruit?”
You’d mumbled, “Grapes,” in reply, and woke up each morning with a bowl of them on your nightstand.
“What’s your favorite color?”
“Yellow.” You’d found a bouquet of yellow carnations on your favorite bench. They didn’t look like they’d come from a florist. Rather, they looked clumsily but lovingly picked, and you put them in a vase with that small smile that Jaemin considered the highest reward.
“What’s your favorite dance?”
“That’s a secret.” Jaemin turned to you in surprise. It was the first time you’d shown a hint of humor in an answer, and he positively glowed. It was a bit bizarre to see him so happy at having an answer withheld from him. He grinned, and took one step closer to you than usual.
“You really won’t tell me?”
“Nope. And I’ll make sure you never guess.”
He was ecstatic.
You were… friends. The smile that once felt foreign on your face reappeared more and more frequently thanks to him, until it was as natural as when you were a child. The murky clouds in your heart didn’t dissolve, but unlike ever before, there was a glimpse of sunlight. You learned how to laugh again. Being around him was easy- he never made you feel like you had to be anyone but yourself. He’d race you through the gardens, and tease you when you threw your heels aside. He’d try and fail to make flower crowns out of the little white flowers nestled in the grass, and never got better at it. He’d pluck dandelions for you, and hand them to you with a grin.
He was the perfect distance from you. Closer than anyone, closer than your family or the servants you’d allowed yourself to grow attached to when you were still young and gullible, but far enough that you never felt any kind of pressure to behave a certain way. You took a dandelion from him, and watched the seeds float away in the breeze.
“Jaemin, I’m glad it was you I married.”
Jaemin’s heart paused for a second, then beat rapidly against his ribcage.
“Y-you are?” Maybe you felt the same way he did.
“Yeah. I was worried I’d been carted off to be some plaything for a nasty old tyrant of a man.”
That was not a very high bar to exceed. Jaemin felt his heartbeat slow down to its usual pace again. He swore to himself internally that he’d make you really, truly happy you married him if it killed him. He’d only fallen harder in the passing weeks. Your smile made butterflies migrate to his stomach no matter how often it occurred nowadays, and with every day that came and went, you were more beautiful to him than the girl he married. 
You liked his smile too. That was an understatement. His bright smile was infectious, and made his handsome features all the more boyish and sweet. Sometimes it seemed as though it made your heart beat faster, but you seriously doubted that thing inside you still had the capacity to do so. For years now you’d sworn it had died, and you were just a miraculous walking corpse.
Still, as the weeks continued to pass, it seemed like it was working better than it ever had. You noticed it pounding when Jaemin took your hand to lead you through the garden to a new secret spot he’d found, just by a small pond. You held your skirts above your knees and waded through it. You’d never done that before, and laughed out loud when Jaemin got scared by a frog. The pounding had to be from the excitement of finally daring to do the things you imagined, but had never been allowed to try back home.
Sometimes you really did feel happy here. It was hard not to, with Jaemin as your partner to explore and discover all the estate had to offer. But no matter how hard you tried to forget all that you’d wished for in the past, images of adventure always found their way back to you in your dreams. You tried to push them farther away. You’d gotten a best friend for a husband- that was more than you could hope for. 
.
Jaemin took you by the hand again today, promising a very big surprise. You hurried down the hallways, giggling like schoolchildren, until you reached an imposing wooden door. The estate, big as it was, always seemed to have new rooms to find.
“Close your eyes, y/n. Are you peeking?” He waved a hand in front of your face before pushing open the doors with a creak and guiding you inside.
It was… an empty room. A beautiful one, but empty nonetheless. Chandeliers hung from the ceiling, and the floor was mirror smooth, your skirt just reflected upon it.
“Jaemin, what is this?”
“It’s a ballroom. For dancing.”
You playfully groaned as you remembered the little secret you’d kept from him all that time ago.
“So that’s your plan.”
“Hey, it’s the best I got.” He held out his hands, and waited stubbornly until you took them. He pulled you gently towards him.
“So, y/n, what’s your favorite type of dance?”
“Not. Telling. Besides, we don’t even have any musicians, how are we supposed to dance at all?”
“Who needs ‘em?” He began to hum, a little out of tune, but the sound still rang out in the empty, echoey room, and you laughed at the orchestra of his voice. He spun you around, and you shrieked with laughter. Eventually, you both took off your shoes in favor of sliding around the glossy floor in your stockings. You had spent a lot of alone time with Jaemin, but even then, there was always some guard or servant walking by or watching from a ways away. Here, you were really alone. The only other people there were your images on the floor, looking just as euphoric as you both felt.
He twirled you into him, and you landed softly against his chest. You’d never really taken notice of it before, but he was strong. Broad. Your heartbeat sped up. You tried to convince yourself it was from the dancing. He smiled softly, and tucked some of your flyaway hairs behind your ear.
“Come on, just tell me. I even found a ballroom for us to do whatever it is you like.”
You sighed, and buried your head in his chest. He completely froze, redness managing to reach his ears in record time. He’d gotten so close with you, he sometimes forgot how madly in love he was with you. This was an intense way to be reminded. 
“Jaemiiiin.” It was the first time he’d heard you whine like that, and he pressed his hands to his face, trying to stop himself from screaming with affection.
“Jaemin.” You propped your face up, your chin on his torso now. “Jaemin, I can’t dance at all. I don’t have a favorite type. I don’t have any type I can even do.”
He burst out laughing, and you threatened to storm off.
“No! No, I’m sorry, please come back.” His apology was somewhat dampened by his roars of laughter, but you reluctantly stayed. He was sitting on the floor now, wiping tears from his eyes as he gasped.
“You really are so cute.”
You blushed. You didn’t even know you could. Jaemin blushed too when he saw you flush, which just made you flush more, and in response, he did, and so on and so forth. The whole room seemed to heat up just because of your competing fiery faces. Jaemin jumped up and pushed his hair back in an effort to compose himself.
He held out his hands again.
“Come on. Come on, don’t be shy.”
You took them begrudgingly.
“Alright, step backwards with your left foot.” Your eyes widened, but you obeyed. “Okay, now your right. Uh-huh, just like that.” He taught you carefully, leading you around the dancefloor with that kind of gentlemanly grace that came naturally to him. He yelped melodramatically when you stepped on his toes, and chuckled when you smacked his arm in indignation. He hummed again, just next to your ear, and you felt like you were floating, despite your continued clumsiness. 
His impromptu song and lesson came to an end. You looked up, still entranced, and saw Jaemin with a smile gentler than all his afternoon sunshine ones before it. It was soft like the evening sun, just before it melts completely into the horizon.
You found it hard to let go of his hands.
.
Jaemin glanced over at you as you climbed into bed, the nightgown you were wearing tonight barely different from the one you wore your wedding night. It still managed to make him nervous though, he’d never gotten used to it. You laid down on your faraway section of mattress, and as Jaemin thought about your head buried in his chest, he felt bolder than he ever had before.
“Y-you can come closer. If you want.”
You looked up in surprise, then at the space next to him, then at his face. You opened your mouth, then thought better and snapped it shut. Your hands gripped your bedsheets.
“Actually, um… I think I’ll stay over here.”
Jaemin was horrified at himself. He’d done it now, he'd ruined everything. He’d pushed too much, made his feelings too obvious, made you uncomfortable. God, how could he have been so stupid? He’d made it his goal to make you happy, not satisfy his own stupid wants. If you weren’t sharing a bed, he would’ve shoved a pillow onto his face and screamed.
He laid awake that night, tossing and turning, still furious at himself.
“Jaemin?”
His eyes darted over to you in the darkness, but he held his tongue, afraid you would tell him you were leaving to sleep somewhere else. 
“Are you asleep?”
He thought about answering, “Yes!” and smiled to himself. As he was imagining that juvenile fantasy, the blankets behind his back shifted. He froze completely, unsure if he was imagining the rustling, the feeling of the mattress bending with another person’s weight. Was he imagining this warmth too? He had to be. You had turned him down just hours before. But for some inexplicable reason, you were now hovering just behind his back. He forced himself not to twitch as your fingertips grazed his back.
Why? Why were you doing this? Why didn’t you do it earlier? A thousand and one questions ran through Jaemin’s mind, but he suppressed them all, refusing to interrupt this moment. He could just feel you grab a tiny bit of his shirt’s fabric between your fingers, and he wondered if this was all a dream. If it wasn’t, there was a real chance his heart would burst right out of his chest onto the covers.
He didn’t get a single second of sleep that night, but got hours of a dream come true.
Just like always, you were gone in the morning, off to a garden or breakfast or something else. For the first time ever, he’d been awake as you clambered out of bed. He'd kept his eyes resolutely shut, not blowing his cover now, and panicked that you’d notice the flush on his face when he heard the sound of clothes being changed. That was an image he didn’t need floating around his mind all day, teasing him. He smacked his hand against his head over and over, trying to rid himself of it.
Every night since then, you’d been doing the same thing. Calling out to him softly, asking if he was awake, and then moving towards him to sleep peacefully. Your slow breathing warmed the fabric against his back, and he wondered if this was a reward or torture.
“Jaemin, you look awful. Did you sleep okay?”
“Hm? Oh. I’m fine. I just… had weird dreams.”
The dark circles that worsened by the day didn’t manage to make him less beautiful, but they were still concerning. Even he had to admit they were bad. As much as he painfully loved having you snuggling up to him every night, he was beginning to doze off during all your daytime endeavors.
So this time, when you cuddled up to him, he turned around to face you.
He wasn’t exactly ready to have your face that close to his, and reflexively wrenched his head back, as did you.
“J-Jaemin?! You’re awake?!”
You pulled at blankets to try and hide yourself, and he thought about how adorable you looked all bundled up. Agh, he couldn’t let himself get distracted. But wow, your cheeks were so red. You looked like a strawberry, ripened with summer heat. Focus, Jaemin, focus.
“Why are you doing this? I thought you didn’t want to.”
You pulled the blankets over your head, and he pulled them back down.
“I… I did want to. But. It’s. It’s embarrassing somehow! But I still want to. But I, I didn’t want you to know that I was embarrassed because then I’d be more embarrassed, and I don’t even know why but ever since we danced that first time everything you do embarrasses me and-”
Jaemin watched you ramble, and condemned himself for hoping. Hoping that this feeling of embarrassment you spoke of meant what he thought it might.
“Y/n, I am so unbelievably in love with you.”
Your tumbling words ceased immediately.
“What?”
“I love you so much. I’ve loved you for years, long before we got married. I’ve loved you since I first saw you, when you saved that frog at the garden party.”
“W-what?”
“I know you don’t remember it, I mean, we must’ve been about ten. But you saved a frog that was being bullied by some of the servants, and held it in your hands fearlessly as you put it back in the pond and I’ve been in love with you ever since that day. And I know it’s weird that that sparked my feelings for you, but it did. This isn’t the way I had wanted it to happen, but I always knew I wanted to marry you. I love you.”
“Jaemin! Stop… saying… that you l-lo… me.”
“I-I’m sorry.”
“...There’s no need to apologize.”
He looked up at you, practically glowing with your pink cheeks. He reached out, and paused when you flinched.
“I’m sorry, did I scare you?”
“No, it’s just…”
“Embarrassing?”
You scrunched your eyes shut and nodded. He didn’t understand how you could somehow get him to adore you more each and every moment, but you did.
“Y/n, do you want to marry me?”
Your eyes flicked open.
“We’re already married?”
“But I want to know if you want to.”
“I… do.”
“Do you,” he gulped, nervous despite it all, “Do you love me?”
You avoided looking at him for a few agonizing moments before meeting his eyes and answering.
“I do.”
You'd never meant anything more in your life.
“Can I kiss you, y/n? For real?”
“...Yes.”
He tried to hold himself back, but practically tackled you in his eagerness. You yelped as you fell backwards, and your teeth clacked together. You winced in unison. He looked down at you, laying between his arms, and couldn’t believe it was real. You giggled lowly at the flush on his cheeks until he pointed out you were even redder. 
He fell onto his elbows to be closer to your face. You both stared into each other’s eyes, unsure of when to close them. You squinted yours shut, and Jaemin’s heart leapt into his throat. He took a moment to admire this expression of yours, this “waiting for a kiss” face, and once it was burned into his memory, leaned down. He was almost too cautious, his kiss even more hesitant than the one that dubbed you man and wife, but once he saw you were still there waiting for another, surrendered.
He kissed you with all the passion he’d been suppressing, his lips locking with yours over and over, without a moment to breathe. He tasted like mint. Unaware of your own actions, you reached up to wrap your arms around his torso and hold him more closely to you. A thrill ran up his spine. If he was being honest, he really didn’t know what he was doing. This was only his second kiss, if you could even consider your wedding day one a proper first. He let instinct take over, biting your bottom lip gently. You flinched at the unfamiliar sensation, and he almost pulled away, but you just embraced him tighter. He took a moment to appreciate your breathlessness before leaning back down to press a kiss to the underside of your jaw. He smiled against your skin when he felt you tremble with surprise, and left a trail of light kisses all down your neck to your collarbone. You squirmed beneath him as he bit your neck lightly, grabbing fistfuls of his shirt, and he popped up to face you again, looking completely entranced.
“Jaemin, you-”
“Sorry, your lips.”
“What, no, I-”
He cut off your sentence with the return of his lips on yours, rougher than before. He couldn’t lie, he’d imagined kissing you before, but his fantasies couldn’t live up to this feeling in the least. You were softer than he’d imagined. Smaller in his arms. Sweeter. Your voice took the form of high hums and gasps against his lips, and he found that all the more enticing. He ran his fingers through your hair, and felt almost afraid of himself and how much he wanted you.
“I’m sorry, y/n, I don’t know if I can stop.”
“I- well- it’s fine just,” You turned away, then let your glossy eyes alone flick back to him, flustered. “Just be more gentle.” He shivered with excitement at those words.
“...No promises.”
“Jaemin!”
.
He woke up before you this time. His arm felt heavy, and he looked over to see you snuggled into his shoulder, no attempt to be subtle this time. Your angelic appearance snapped him out of any and all drowsiness. Your hair was a mess. He apologized in his mind for that. Your lips were pinker than usual, and looked almost chapped from overuse. He apologized profusely in his mind for that. He placed his free palm on his face, still in disbelief.
He’d kissed you. He’d really kissed you. He’d kissed you a lot. And you’d kissed him back. He flushed just remembering. He could remember the way your lips felt vividly. Not vividly enough. The moment you woke up, he kissed you good morning. You jumped back instinctively, and he just laughed.
“I guess we both have to get more used to it.”
He leaned forward to place a peck on your nose.
“Doesn’t sound so bad.”
You nodded in affirmation, too bashful to verbally agree. What a night it had been for you. Just months ago, you would’ve never believed you could love someone. Could be in love with someone. Could even admit it. You made a feeble attempt to smooth out your hair, as though that would somehow make you composed enough to function like a real human today.
“I l-love you. Jaemin.”
He looked up in surprise, his jaw slack and eyes wide.
“I just… realized I didn’t say it while we were- you know.”
“You really want me to pounce on you again this early in the morning? Because I will.”
You smacked him with a pillow. “If you’re gonna be like this, I’m never saying it again!”
“Aww, no, I’m sorry.”
He pulled you back into a hug, sighing with contentedness. You relaxed into him.
“Y’know, I always wanted to go on adventures, but I think you might be scarier than anything else the world has to offer.”
“You want to go on adventures?”
“No, I meant like-”
“No, I know what you meant, but do you want to go on adventures?”
“I mean, yeah, but I want to stay with you even more.”
“Why do you have to choose?” He sat up, his eyes alight with invigoration. “Let’s just go! Together! We can call it a belated honeymoon. And a really extended one too. Where do you want to go? I don’t mind anywhere as long as it’s with you.”
It was your turn to tackle him, planting a too enthusiastic kiss on his mouth.
“You, Jaemin, are the best husband ever.”
He looked enormously pleased, if a little confused.
“Th-thanks!”
You spent the rest of the day rolling around on the bed, making plans, and smothering each other in kisses.
The happy newlyweds.
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beatersdoitbetter · 3 years
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Mating Season
“Okay.” Ember nodded, staring back up at Anne’s mesmerizing green eyes as she told her that she wasn’t gross. Ember wasn’t so sure, but there wasn’t time to argue about it right now. Another day, perhaps, but for now, her watch was telling her there was limited time for her to get her ass into the woods or down to the shack in order to have the unwanted change she knew she couldn’t avoid. So she accepted Anne’s kiss, wishing they could simply stay here before they were shifted, rising from the nest of blankets and pillows on the treehouse floor. Ember tugged her skirt back on and then dug into Anne’s bag for her leggings, her legs growing chilly now despite the amount of heating spells currently around them. The later time of the day and the growing wind whipping around the grounds pressed through the cracks in the boards that Coal had promised to search out and patch when he had a chance to do so. She would see him and Eveleen tomorrow, on Sunday afternoon. It was tradition, though, part of Ember kind of wanted to snuggle up in her own bed with Anne tomorrow instead. Perhaps she’d see how she felt in the morning. She accepted her boots from Anne and tugged them on before pulling her jacket back on around her shoulders and zipping it up tightly. Her watched beeped again, more frantic now. They had maybe twenty minutes left.
“Send it with ‘leen. Or bring it yourself, down to the shack. I don’t know where my clothes might end up tonight.” Ember sighed, knowing there probably wasn’t enough time to get down to the shack now in order to strip and change. She’d have to head straight for the forest and probably strip down there, which meant she might not be able to find her clothes again in the morning. Hagrid would probably locate them eventually, as he had before for Max, and bring them back up to the castle to be washed and then, they would reappear in Ember’s trunk. The redhead kept her hand tight in Anne’s as they headed back up to the castle, wishing with all her heart that she didn’t have to go. She bit her lip as they came to a stop in the courtyard, knowing that this was it. She would have given almost anything in the world in order to stay with Anne right now, to curl up in her arms and drown in her scent.
The redhead smiled solemnly down at her sweet girlfriend, closing her eyes for one last kiss as she felt the affection pouring from Anne as she tugged her hat tighter onto her head, trying to protect her from the cold. Ember reached for the chain hanging from her neck and lifted it, tugging it up over her head and detangling it from her hair. She sighed, looking down at the old familiar key she couldn’t live without and the little resin heart Anne had given her just that morning. Carefully, Ember brought the chain down over Anne’s head, watching as the tokens settled against the pink sweater between her small breasts. Ember pressed a hand against them for a moment. “Take care, mo bhanríon álainn. I’ll miss you.”
Ember looked up then, finally, away from Anne as Max’s footsteps sounded in her oversensitive ears. He was rushing, breathing rapidly as he approached them, his cheeks pink as though he had raced there to them. His bag was slung haphazardly over his body, an extra set of clothes just in case that he would leave beside the same tree he always did. Ember sighed at the sight of him, not because she disliked Max, but because of what they were having to go do. She gave Anne’s hand one last squeeze and waved as she took off, not bothering with even a hello to her pack mate. She knew he would understand, as Max always did. He got her on another level that no one else ever could. He would be there when they changed, stay the night together as they spent the evening hunting or huddling out of the wind.
As they raced for the forest, Ember reached out, grabbing hold of Max’s hand, feeling his larger fingers wrap just as tightly around her own, a bond they shared because of circumstance. He had quickly become one of her best friends, Max, in a way no one else would understand. He was a good person, gentle and kind, but on the full moon, he became something else entirely. He’d lose himself, but Ember wouldn’t. The Wolfsbane worked on her phenomenally well to help her retain her mind enough not to give over to instinct. Max did not have the same blessing of sanity. He would be a wolf in entirety, but Ember would be there to help him, to form a two-man pack that couldn’t be broken.
“You smell different.” Ember commented, slightly breathless as they pressed a bit deeper into the forest before they stopped and began stripping. They had long since stopped being concerned about the other seeing them naked, for it was unavoidable at this point anyway. The cold wind wasn’t as strong among the trees, but the redhead still shivered as she wrapped her arms around herself, knowing that it was this or tear her clothes all apart when she shifted. She shoved her clothes as neatly as she could into Max’s bag, just enough time to spare to keep them from getting lost before the moon was rising. Max did smell different, but it wasn’t an unfamiliar scent to Ember, not at all. Sex was something she had come to know well by now with her relationship to Anne and her girl’s vicious appetite for physical intimacy that Ember was all to happy to indulge. So he and Freya must have done it then. “I’m happy for you... Foc.”
The redhead winced as her body began to twitch and she sat, bare ass, down on the ground, rolling onto her side as she whimpered, the moon overtaking her and Max both as it forced them to convulse, bodies changing into something very unhuman. As far as Ember was concerned, the changing was the worst part. The way her entire body was bent and shifted, hair pressing out through her skin, tail growing as her human ears pressed inside of her skull to make room for other ones to grow on top of her head. It hurt, every single full moon, and she still wasn’t as used to it as she could have been, but then, every time Ember also fought it. She didn’t want this, but it was beyond her control, and no matter how many times Max, Charles, Uncle Alphie,,and even Anne’s dad had told her it would be easier if she simply let go and allowed it to happen, Ember had never quite managed that. Hardheaded, Meghan would say. She supposed it would get easier with time, as she was still a fairly new wolf by most standards, having only been bitten last summer.
*My beautiful queen
Freya was euphoric, dancing on clouds as she drank in the beauty of what life was like after having made love to Max for the very first time. And then some to be honest. The pair had spent the entirety of the night and day together, basking in the glow of one another as they snacked on the picnic Max had brought and then, made love some more. Freya, once through the pain of it, had found herself insatiable for the sensation of having her gorgeous boyfriend inside of her. There was nothing on this earth, not even strawberries, that gave Freya the type of pleasure she received from the man she loved and she hadn’t been able to stop for more than a nap every now and then, to allow him and herself to rest before going back at it. They had ended up using every single condom she had brought with her and then, the remaining one stored safely away in Max’s wallet. Max had been walking limply by the time he had, unfortunately, told her they needed to get back up to the castle. He had an appointment with a younger student for tutoring that evening after dinner that he needed to prepare properly for and they had run out of condoms anyway. Freya had solemnly agreed, sighing and helped gather their things, pulling her clothes back on and allowing Max to wrap her back up in her thick cloak, kissing at her face and running hands though her untidy hair. Her headband had been lost somewhere among the plants and they were unable to locate it before they left, but that didn’t matter. In the long run, all Freya cared about was the large hand warm in her own as they had walked back up towards the castle and the pleasant throb of fulfillment aching gently between her legs.
The pair had parted in the Entrance Hall with kisses and I love yous before Max had insisted upon watching Freya head up the main stairs until she was out of view, taking the picnic basket with her. If he’d had more time he would have probably escorted her properly back to Ravenclaw tower, but he was already running late as it was and Freya knew it wouldn’t do for a tutor to be too tardy. It would sully Max’s good reputation. So she’d kissed him, hard, and bid him goodnight, waving at the top of the stairs before she’d headed off, not seeing as her boyfriend rushed his way back out of the Entrance Hall and onto the grounds. Freya had sighed, hugging her cloak tighter around herself, feeling colder now that they were apart and she was making her way upstairs on her own. She would probably wash up and then head down to the Great Hall for a proper dinner, her stomach finally growling with proper hunger that had been kept at bay all day long. There were still a few snacks left in the basket that she could have eaten, but hunger was quickly dashed from her mind as she passed by one of the large windows above the courtyard.
Freya wasn’t sure what made her look out the window, perhaps her love of the view or a simple bit of movement in her peripheral vision, but the blonde’s head turned. She stared for a moment, watching as a familiar figure dashed from the courtyard and down along the grounds. Freya stared in shock, her heart hammering in her chest as that wretched redheaded girl reached out and grabbed hold of Max’s hand. It was Max… Freya would know him from any angle or distance at this point, and the red hair was hard to miss. That was most definitely not a tutoring session! Freya’s body ran cold and before she knew what was happening, she was dropping the basket and racing back the way she had come from, only turning and using a different set of stairs that would take her faster to the courtyard. She barreled through the door to the outside, her heels clicking rapidly against the stone, not caring about the possibility of slipping on ice or the fact that her toes were already frozen due to a lack of appropriate footwear for winter time. Instead, Freya was fueled by an insurmountable amount of rage that she hadn’t ever known was possible. She felt it stirring from inside of her, a sense of betrayal, jealousy, hurt and anger that all mixed in to form an irate expression on her face.
How on earth could Max do this to her? After all they had done together over the past day, after his sincere vows of love for her, his kisses and comfort, the way he had pressed inside of her so carefully? What the hell did that stupid Gryffindor have that Freya didn’t? What was it about her that Max liked so much that he had lied to her about a tutoring session in order to go and… and see her? Freya had been wary of the redhead since she’d first touched Max out by the Shrieking Shack but Max had never been entirely clear on what his relationship to her was. A mentor, he had said, but that hadn’t made much sense to Freya considering they were in the same year and she rarely saw them together with books involved. She usually came across them whispering, hushed tones in corners, words spoken quickly to one another before they would part and go their own ways. It was something Freya hadn’t brought up to Max, part of her worried about what the answer would be or if he would lie to her about it. There was something there between the pair, and she wasn’t sure what it was, but Freya didn’t like it. Max was hers, after all, and no one was going to be taking him away from her for anything.
Freya didn’t see the other small blonde in the courtyard as she raced by, nor did she register her calling after her. Instead, Freya ran as fast as her heeled feet could take her down the path made in the snow from so many feet traveling to and from Hagrid’s hut. The Ravenclaw was fast, as one tended to be when they had spent their entire life wearing heels and had learned how to maneuver in them. She barreled down the slope of the grounds towards the forest where she had seen the pair disappear and didn’t stop even at the edge. Instead, Freya pushed through the brambles and branches, hair getting caught only a couple of times as her cloak was torn by thorns, her goal not letting anything stop her. She needed to get to Max, to tell him off for lying to her and to kill that horrendous girl who had the audacity to touch him at all.
Ember’s nose lifted into the air and her eyes grew wide as a new scent reached her, one all too human. It wasn’t Anne, she knew better than to come into the forest on a full moon anymore. Anything she wanted to know about observations, Ember would tell her tomorrow, but also, she wouldn’t allow her girlfriend to come here, not when she could be killed. Max was not docile in his wolf form. He was a dangerous beast who wouldn’t have thought twice about ripping open a human’s throat in the throes of the hunt. There was no controlling him completely, though Ember did her absolute best to try. She had become more sure of herself over time, getting Max’s wolf form to relent to her, to roll over onto his back and show her his belly in a form of submission when she’d realized, instinctively, that he was below her in pack roles. Max had listened to her better after that and they had formed a kind of proper bond while hunting and when they grew tired, they would curled up together, her head on top of his, helping him stay calm for a change. Ember wasn’t sure she could fully temper him though, if something were to happen and he went into a blood lust fueled hunting rage as she had seen several times now.
The moment Ember realized that they weren’t alone, she launched herself forward, grabbing Max by the scruff of his neck and pushing him down, trying to pin him in place as she growled at him to try and indicate that he wasn’t to move. She knew it would do little to help, for soon, cerulean blue eyes was staring at them in fear, a shocked gasp quaking from pink lips as Freya came to a halt in front of them. The tiny blonde gaped, fear filling her entire being as she gazed at the pair of large wolves, having not known any creature like this lived in the forest. Where had Max gone? She was almost certain he had run in this direction, but obviously now that wasn’t the case and she was frozen in place. She couldn’t move, couldn’t scream or run of cry as her body went cold, unable to get over the fact that she was, probably, about to die.
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kanene-yaaay · 4 years
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Kanene’s note: Okay, I’m- aaaaa
I’m very proud of this one because it’s a little different of what I use to write and it was cool to try a new something. I didn’t even wrote the laughter because I was writing this next to my family and I didn’t wanted any of them asking why my characters were laughing so much xDD.
Warnings, fun facts, random things and stuff:
* Switch!Émile and Switch!Remy (It is def romantic. They are married and very gay and there is a lot of kisses in it-)
* Hmmm… This is a Tickle-Fanfic! If you don’t like this kind of stuff, please look for another blog, there are plenty of amazing art in this site!! ‘u’).
* Something around 2700 words. -w-)b.
* Sorry for any spelling, pontuation and grammar mistakes! I didn’t proofread that one very well, so I will probably be correcting a few things later. Any advice is always very, very welcome!
* Just two silly and very mean boyos being two silly, teasy and ticklish boyos. xDD
* A versão em português brasileiro irá ser escrita, ainda! Thankys for reading, my lollipops! Watch a fun video, take a good rest, talk with the one that you love and drink water! Byeioo!~
                                [~*~]
- Émile ~
 He didn’t know from where this came from. In a second they were on the couch, smiling and watching Steven Universe, and in the other a cold shiver ran across his body, making him turn to his husband, just in the exact moment to see he taking off his sunglasses, locking his glare on him with those sweet, dangerously warm eyes and grin. Just like that. It took a heartbeat before Émile realized what was about to happen, a wobbly smile beginning to control his features as he felt himself almost paralyzed, Remy starting to tap his fingers on the lenses of his own glasses, his malefic smirk never fading.
 Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
 They stared each other, Émile’s gaze finally changing to his fingers, another round of goose bumps spreading across his spine, the adrenaline taking over his veins and giving him the enough strength to dash in full speed through the hall.
 Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
Which leaded the poor, almost giggling, adult to his current state: hiding behind his room’s door and wishing with all his will power that this plan would really worked as well as it had when he watched in the cartoons.
 (He tried to ignore the voice in his mind reminding him how all that chases usually ended up in the end, the thought only being enough to heat his face.)
 - Émile ~ - It was in days like this that one wearing glasses could swear that Remy was a witch. Because there wasn’t any other realistic, rational and plausible explanation about how much the giggles trapped in his throat got louder, bouncier and even more difficult to control just with the slight sound of his voice, obligating their owner to press his hand further around his mouth, lightly biting the tip of his tongue. – You had better hide well, because you know what is gonna to happen when I find you, don’t you?
 Émile shook his head, his back forcing itself on the cold wall.
 Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
 - Oh, gurl, maybe you don’t even remember anymore… Now, we can’t fusion like this, can we? Let’s me remind you, then. ~ - The chased hold a pouty whine when heard these words, already feeling the beginning of a blush spread in his neck. Remy knew very well how teases could be as unbearable and unnerving as the tic… I mean, The Thing. – First, I will carry you aaaaall the way back to the couch and maybe my fingers will slip in tweaks and squeezes all over your hips, who really knows, ya know? But you better don’t squirm that much, because then I will have no escape but be obligated to bring my other hand to better hold you and just hope that this one is not more slippy then the first, right?
 Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
 - And then: The couch. Nothing different will happen there, really. I will just lay down with my extremely ticklish, helpless husband to take a nap, and, if my glorious lips will be random blessing your incredibly sensitive neck with a lot of Goodnight Kisses and my hands will keep lightly scratching, squeezing and poking all the length of your sides, sometimes even giving a little attention to your hips, because no way in hell I will be sleeping in a hard pillow, it’s none of your business, giggly boi. – Émile couldn’t help nor stop the pitched squeal that escaped from his mouth, eyes widening and breathing immediately stopping, the others giggles also begging to escape. - Oh, and, by the way, better keep your mouth very shushed while this. We don’t want the Tickler Master waking up, am I right?
 Silence.
 Remy’s nonchalant tune still full filling the air, which didn’t carried the sound of his steps anymore. The cartoon lover knew there was no way for him to save himself and, in a surrender act, just let his high, excited giggles run happily across the room hiding his face in flames behind his tremble hands. Seconds later, he heard the sound of his door being closed and his hide spot exposed.
 - But we both know that you just can’t contain yourself, my so poor, so defenseless lee. – Émile playfully screamed as he was lifted up in the air, quickly being carried in bridal style. He opened his eyes enough to see Remy in a bat of eyes deviating his glare from his form, the tender smile taking pieces of seconds before changing to an evil grin, fingers suddenly tweaking his kneecaps and hips, leading the carried to jump, a squeal signaling the flow of giggles that followed it.
 - Please, Remy, please!! – Each new squeeze was a snort interrupting his words, making him try to start again only to get the same result and repeat the cycle all over, resulting in a more helpless babbling than anything else. The said stopped, adjusting his hold in order to sneak his thumb in that damn spot right between his shoulder blades, switching between kneading and prodding while leading to an even more no-understandable sentence. - No there, no there, no there!!! Pleasepleaseplease-
 - Huh? Whatcha you are trying to say, hun? That I’m the most handsome husband in the entire world? That you are so sensitive that only a few squeezing and prodding are enough to transform you in a blushy, laughing mess? – The one being held felt his laughter increasing, the words spreading tingles in all his others ticklish spots, even the ones which weren’t being attacked. He shakes head, denying. – Is that you love all these teases and specially when I tickle tickle tickle you? Huh? Use your words, babe.
  – Nonononono! – Émile arched his back just to find another attack to his hips, bucking the said as Remy buzzed his fingers in the exact point where his sides and hips connected, and generating loud crackling as response. – You a- nah! You are mean mean mean!! – His arms danced to a place to another, too much occupied with the crazy sensation to really focus in stopping it, Remy increasing his efforts in order to make the snorts start to bloom amongst his laughter and squeals, no needing too much to succeed. – Remy!!!
 - Yes, gurl? Geez, you should love my name. It seems like you can’t even spent a whole real minute without saying it! – His tune was still nonchalant. However, he leaned down for a heartbeat in order to steal a peck from his beauty, giggly and cute as fuck, husband, who obtained a new shade of red creeping down his neck. Nooooice. – Anyway, what did you wanna tell me? Be quick, I still having a lot of places to knead, scratch, scribble, wriggle… This whole ‘Tickle your extremely ticklish husband, like, really, reeeeeally ticklish, like seriously, this guy is a whole tickle spot himself, a alive version of Tickle Me Elmo, and, when he became a helpless mess just tease him more and more until the big, rational, Émile Picani turns in just a poor, so poor, blushy lee.
 - REMY!!
 - What? Can’t handle the truth? Boo-hoo, then.
 Émile didn’t answered, unless you considered his fast, absolutely incoherent, stumbling words a kind of response, choosing to clench is hands in his shirt and hide his face in flames, instead. His laughing being so strong that reverberate through the attacker’s chest, who couldn’t stop feel like a villain as he stared with a gigantic grin adorning his lips the ribs that such act let defenseless. Well, he internally shrugged as he took a deep breathe, suit himself. His arms were growing tired anyway.
 Émile thought he was going to melt in any moment, the teases still heating his sensitive skin and increasing the tickles in a way that should be definitely illegal, but in the moment he felt the raspberry, spreading, taking over his nerves and T I C K L I N G he died.
 And screamed, for sure. Oh, and also gripped something while kicked and trashed as if Mabble’s life was depending on it (not his own life, of course, since he was already dead). Some part of his desperate brain noticed he was falling, but the laughter exploding from his mouth and the impossible to ignore feeling quickly expelled any other thing.
 He opened his eyes, breathless as his watery vision focused in the form mostly layed onto him, their giggles flying and filling the entire room. After some heartbeats, Remy finally got up, his hands resting on the floor and sustained the weight of his body. Their eyes met.
 - I’ve forgot how much of a kicker you are. – Émile just curled up a little more, pulling his tongue out in a very mature and hard to win, statement
 - ‘s not my fault your arms are weaken than Deadly Arms’ ones.
 - Excuse you?
 - Nuh.
 - I beg your heck pardon?
 - No, you let me fall for you. Twice. In love and on the floor. I’m ignoring you until the end of ours married days.
 - Oh, is that so? – Remy replied, adjusting his position so his hands would lay each one in the sides of his husband’s head, who immediately recognized the smile beginning to shine and exploded one more time in a flow of giggles, his arms in front of his body, attempting to conjure a kind of shield.
 - Wait wait waitwaitwait!! Nonono! – A yelp cut his sentence when a hand tweaked his thigh. - I’m sorry, I’m sorry!
 - Yep, gurl, you will b- And his threat was interrupted when Émile pushed his shirt and connected their lips, stealing his words, breath and any and every coherent thought from his head, his giggles still floating from his mouth, which leaded, if that was even possible, to the coffee lover melt further, allowing himself to be carried away by the tenderness and love, sighing and deepening the kiss.
 …Until that dirty, evil, nasty cheater digs his fucker fingers in his damn stomach, which ruined the romantic moment and absolutely did NOT made Remy Tough Picani release a half shriek half snort that DIDN’T resulted in the only one wearing glasses coos softly, excuse you.
 - Awww. – Émile gave him an innocent smile, quick turning the tables and sitting on Remy’s legs, his fingers swinging in a dance that consisted in craving his thumbs right above his waistline and vibrating his others fingers in his torso, the maddening sensations culminating to free, belly laughter escape from the ‘victim’s’ mouth. Eyes tightly closed, wrinkled nose. – What is the matter, my dear? The cool, bad boy Remy can’t take some ti-tickly tickle tickling in his tummy-yummy-yummy? Huh? Huh? Can’t he? Because he is super hype dyper sensitive, aren’t you? Yes, you are! You are!
 - OH MY GOD, SHUT UP!! – Remy could feel his face, against his own will power and threats, melt in flames. His laughter being replaced by hysterical giggling as his husband changed his technique to spidering, slowly walking his fingers up before quickly drag his nails in random patterns the way down, going up and down one time more and after that a couple more of times, always managing to catch four or five snorts. – THIS IS SO DUMB, FUCK.
 - Now, now, Mister Ticklish Master. Let’s not be a Squidward to the Tickle Monster, alright? He just wanna to hear aaaaaaall that adorably, lovely, helpless giggles of yours!! – Émile lowered down and touched their noses, his smile increasing as he felt the other’s laugh hitting his cheeks, his tune now in flying in joyful whispers. – And what a cute laughter you have! Definitely the most lovely, sweet and favorite lee of the Tickle Monster!
 - ‘m not- ‘m not cuteyourbi-nOPLEASENOTTHERE- His words stumbled in each other, specially when his shirt was lifted and a finger began to squirm and scratches his bellybutton, his legs now kicking while his hands tried to get enough strength to stop the marvelous move. However, exemplary falling as the attacker focused some quick prodding in the exposed axillaries, receiving what was suppose to be an angry snort. Émile couldn’t help but coo one more time. – I’M. NOT. – He couldn’t help the squealing cutting his sentence. - CUTE. FUCK OFF!
 Émile made a soft sound of sadness, pouting even if his husband was still with his eyes tightly closed, unable to see it.
 - Now, it’s a pity that you don’t believe in the words of your own husband. – He switched to lightly scribbles and pokes at his sides and lower ribs, making sure to rub circles in each one of them while also gave his ‘victim’ some room to breathe and understand his words.
 - Well… maybe, maybe he would… – Remy tried, really tried to frown and looks angry, but that was really hard with the giggles still interrupting his words. His body melting in the gentle, good touch. Totally against his will, for sure. - ... if his husband wasn’t being a jerk and tickling him.
 He stared directly at Émile, therefore he didn’t lose the slightest which red freckled his cheeks, smirking, wobbly that is true, but also proudly in being the only between both who managed to say ‘tickle’ without shuttering. Sadly, though, he also didn’t lose the way his eyes and smile widened, showing that the other had an idea.
 Butterflies started to panic in his stomach, especially when Émile’s gaze focused there with a ratter crazy gleam, his next phrase coming out as a soft, dangerous purring.
 - You know… all of this made the Tickle Monster a bit hungry… and he heard that some lil lil lee has a very yummy yummy tummy right here. – His hands squeezed his belly, as if to prove his point. Remy jumped, the adrenaline running all speed across his body as the words starting to weight in his brain.
 - Wait, WAIT! Émile!!! – The one being called slowly moved towards his target, ignoring the squirm and pleas from his husband, who grew more and more desperate as his attacker innocently smiled and looked at him, his head gradually lowering to his most ticklish spot. – Émile, Émile, please, I’m actually begging you. I’m begging you!! I’m cute, see? I said it!!! Émile!!!!
 - I’m listening. ~
 - No, you’re not! – His euphoric, hysteric giggles already began to take over his sentences. – No! Fuck!!
 - No? – Émile’s lips already were resting on his belly, the word sending shivers across his nerves, which was not helped by the fact that the other absently shook his head, demonstrating his saying.
 - No! No!
 - A no to ‘no’? So that is a yes?
 - nO.
 - No? But what about the ‘yes’?
 - Stop it! Oh my gosh, I’m gonna to get a bitching divorce!! It’s a no to your yes!
 - Got it! It’s a ‘no’, then?
 - Yes!
 - A yes? Okay!
 Before any other protest could fly from his mouth, a shriek did it first. And again. And again. And one more time, almost as fast as the nuzzled raspberries buzzing and the nibbles, together with the ‘nhom nhom nhom’s’ sounds, spread and madly tickled in a total oblivion to his kicks, pushes and loud, thunderous laughter painting the air.
 It didn’t took too much before the cartoon lover stopped, already aware of the other’s limits, and touched their foreheads again, Remy’s breathing and reminiscent giggles being the only thing breaking the silence which involved them in a calm, cozy, warm feeling.
 - You don’t look at me like that, your traitor. – His tune was free of any harm, his bright gaze and blushed cheeks locking his attention. Émile couldn’t help himself but kiss the pout out of his face. – And don’t you dare to kiss me. – Quick kiss. - I don’t trust in your sweet lips anymore. – Soft kiss. – They are a hell of a trap. – Giggly kiss.
 - I love you.
 Their eyes met, one more time, and Remy finally gave up, swimming in that deep, caring moment. Their hands intertwined themselves.
 - I love you, too. – He lightly poked Émile’s ribs, winning a yelp before receiving the same treatment. – But only sometimes.
 - Uh huh.
 - What? It’s the truth!
 - Sure it is, dear.
 Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
 Their heart did, beating in unison.
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gale-gentlepenguin · 5 years
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ML ficlet: Of Shattered hearts and fallen masks
(Based off of this) (Things on this blog were getting way to damn fluffy anyway)
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Chat noir’s eyes were wide when he saw her transformation drop. Chat noir had just pulled her out of the clutches of a rather vicious Akuma. She used her lucky charm to save him earlier and time was up.
Marinette felt her blood run cold as she looked up at the cat hero.
He knows
The thought echoing in her mind. Chat noir didn't say a single word. He simply moved to an alley way, ensuring no one else saw Ladybug without her mask.
Chat noir didnt say a single word about it. He was awfully quiet as she fed her Kwami.
He was waiting for her to transform back, waiting to get back into the fight. His face not portraying how he felt about the reveal.
“Tikki, Spots on!”
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They beat the akuma. She used miraculous healing and all of the damage from the fight had been fixed, the physical damage anyway.
Chat noir and Ladybug moved to a distant rooftop, away from any potential prying eyes. The night was quiet now and the air was heavy.
“Chat... you can't reveal yourself to me. Its already dangerous enough that you know who I am.” Ladybug started.
Chat noir remained silent, not even uttering a word as Ladybug explained the 20 different possibilities of how things could go wrong if he revealed himself.
“That also means you can't flirt with me as chat noir when I am in civilian form. Don't try to approach me out of the blue because I know it....”
“I never stood a chance did I?”
The question cut off Ladybug’s words.
“Im sorry?”
“The guy, the one you are in love with. I never stood a chance of winning you over.” Chat noir elaborated.
Marinette felt herself go pale, how much did Chat noir know about her civilian life? How did he know she was in love with someone? How did he know it was Adrien.
“Chat... how much do you...”
“Enough to know that time you confessed to me as a civilian was to hide your identity, not because you were in love with me.”
Ladybug felt her tongue turn to stone. She could see that chat noir was doing everything in his power not to cry, and it was hurting him.
“You don't have to worry, I won't try to do any of what you said.”
Ladybug took a step closer to him, but he took a step back.
“My lady... Ladybug please don't give me sympathy. Your kindness will only make the hurt worse.”
She could hear his heart ripping at the seams. She wanted to tell him she cared about him, how much he mattered even if it wasn't the same as his feelings.
He couldn't even look at her, his face at the ground.
“I wish... I wish so much that you were any other girl. Maybe it wouldn't have hurt half as much as it does now.”
“Chatton.”
He looked up and she felt her heart shatter as tears streamed down his cheeks. He quickly wiped them.
“Sorry you saw that. I guess that isn't very manly.” He fake laughed, trying to hide his pain through humor.
He forced a Cheshire grin.
“Hey, better I deal with this now then later. I can't imagine how well I would have handled this later down the line.” He joked “Probably could fill la seine with my tears.”
Ladybug was doing her best not to cry, she hated that she was hurting him like this. She hated that she was making someone she cared for so deeply feel so awful.
Chat noir heard Ladybug sniffle, and he stopped.
“I am so sorry...”
He wiped his eyes again and looked at her, staring into her soul.
“Don't apologize for my pain, I fell in love with you. You didn't make me fall for you. Don't apologize for the way you feel.”
Ladybug stopped as his words pierced her heart. But what he said next obliterated her.
“Love him Marinette. Love that boy as deep as the ocean. Love him with that heart so full of care and affection for others that he drowns in it. Love him higher then any mountain. Love him, so that my heart break will be worth it.”
Chat noir turned away from Ladybug, moving to the edge of the roof.
He turned to give her a smile.
“Goodnight Fair Lady.”
He dashed across the roofs of Paris. Tears ran down his cheeks as he moved farther away. One thought cut through the sea of pain and anguish that was his mind
Please Luka... make her happy. She fell for you for a reason.
This night of Ladybug’s mask fell and Chat noir’s heart shattered.
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mikauzoran · 4 years
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Adrienette: Serendipity: Fifty Marichat and Adrienette Kisses: Kiss Two
Serendipity: Fifty Marichat and Adrienette Kisses: ...goodnight.
“That…took a lot longer than expected,” Nino sighed, stretching as he came to a stop at the top of the school steps.
“Projects shouldn’t be allowed to be that long and boring,” Alya groaned, coming up alongside him.
“To be fair,” Adrien added as he held the door open for Marinette, “we shouldn’t have waited until the last minute.”
Alya rolled her eyes. “And whose father’s fault is it that we couldn’t get together to work on this project until the last minute?”
Adrien’s eyes dropped to the pavement. “Sorry.”
“Alya!” Marinette scolded, coming over to smack her best friend’s arm.
Alya deflected the blow, laughing, “Relax, Girl. He knows I’m just kidding.”
“No, he doesn’t,” Marinette protested. “Just look at his face.”
Alya did so and immediately blanched. “Oh, Sunshine. Hey,” she cooed, going over to clap Adrien on the back. “No. I was just kidding. We would have waited until the last minute anyway, even if you had been available earlier. We’re a bunch of procrastinators. I was just kidding. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it.”
“Oh,” Adrien forced a sheepish laugh. “Good. It’s okay. No worries. …I’m just really glad because I know I’m a huge pain to be partnered with for projects because my schedule is so crazy, so—”
“—Mec, no,” Nino jumped in, coming to rest a supportive hand on Adrien’s shoulder. “You’re an awesome partner. You always do all kinds of research ahead of time or just magically happen to know stuff already.”
“You’re a huge asset,” Alya assured.
“We would have been at this until midnight if not for all the work you did on your own before our meeting,” Marinette added with an encouraging smile. “We’re so lucky to have you in our group, Adrien.”
Adrien could feel his cheeks coloring in pleasure as he reached up to rub at the back of his neck. “You think so?”
Marinette nodded enthusiastically. “Mmhm. Definitely. I was really glad when Madame drew your name for our group.”
“Oh,” he chuckled, feeling deliriously happy. “Good. It’s good to be wanted.”
“Oh, trust me,” Alya snickered, clapping him on the back again, “you’re wanted.”
Marinette gave Alya a look that Adrien couldn’t quite decipher, but before he could ask about the exchange or what Alya had meant, Nino cut in.
“How about we go get dinner together to celebrate a successful end to our arduous ordeal?” he suggested.
“I’m pretty sure I can bribe my bodyguard to let me go if I buy him dinner too,” Adrien responded eagerly.
“All right!” Alya cheered, punching the air with her fist. “Sounds like a plan.”
“Actually…” Marinette winced. “I told my parents I’d be home soon. They’re waiting for me to eat.”
Adrien’s face fell. He couldn’t very well fantasize that this was a double date if Marinette wasn’t there.
“Call them and tell them you’re coming out with us,” Alya urged. “Girl, your parents are super chill. They’d completely understand you wanting to spend time with your friends.”
Hope swelled in Adrien’s chest only to be dashed on the rocks as Marinette sadly shook her head.
“No. I really need to get home.” She didn’t know when Chat Noir would be able to sneak out to visit that evening, and she didn’t want to miss him or keep him waiting. “Sorry guys.”
“Maybe next time,” Nino responded, noting the disappointment evident on his best friend’s face.
Marinette nodded, echoing, “Maybe next time. I’ll see you guys tomorrow.”
“See ya,” Alya replied as Nino tipped his hat.
“Let me walk you home,” Adrien hurried to offer as Marinette began to turn away.
She blinked thrice in succession. “You don’t have to. It’s just across the street.”
Behind Adrien’s back, Alya mouthed, “what are you doing?!”, completely exasperated at the new and unusual ways Marinette was sabotaging herself.
“I insist,” Adrien countered. “What kind of gentleman would I be if I didn’t properly escort a lady home after dark?” He turned back to Nino and Alya. “I’ll see you guys tomorrow. Have a nice date.”
Marinette frowned. “You’re not going with them?”
“Not without you. Shall we?” Adrien held out his arm for her to take.
Looking stricken, Marinette glanced back and forth between Nino, Alya, and Adrien. “But…you shouldn’t scrap your plans just because I can’t go. Adrien, I know you don’t get to spend time with friends often. You should take advantage of the opportunity.”
He shook his head, smiling disarmingly. “Nah. It wouldn’t be any fun without you. Alya and Nino get all couple-y when you’re not around, and I feel like such a third wheel.” He looked back and their friends. “No offence, guys.”
Alya and Nino shrugged.
“None taken, Mec.”
Adrien held out his arm to Marinette again. “So…shall we?”
Marinette frowned, looping her arm through his. “Okay, but I feel really terrible. I’m sorry, Adrien.”
“Please don’t feel bad,” he entreated, trying to reassure her as he carefully led her down the school steps and towards the bakery. “It’s completely fine. I promise.”
“I’ll make it up to you,” Marinette insisted. “We’ll all go out to eat together sometime soon. In the meantime, I’ll bring pastries to school tomorrow. You like the pain au chocolat best, yes?”
“You know, I was about to say that no making it up to me was required, but I’d be a fool to turn down Tom and Sabine’s,” he chuckled, mouth already salivating at the thought of flakey pastries and bittersweet chocolate. “Pain au chocolat is my favourite, but I will happily inhale anything you bring.”
“I’ll be sure to include at least one pain au chocolat,” she promised, giving his arm a squeeze.
“You’re the best,” he hummed, making Marinette chuckle as she remembered Chat Noir telling her the same thing in the early hours of the morning.
“I am pretty great, aren’t I?” she laughed softly.
“Phenomenal,” he affirmed.
They paused at the crosswalk to wait for the light, and a comfortable silence settled between them as they each drifted off into their own thoughts.
Marinette daydreamed of another blonde boy while Adrien lost himself in fantasies of revealing his identity and having Marinette embrace the truth. Dating Marinette on both sides of the mask, not having to hide or hold back anything from her… Never having to doubt that she loved him for him, for the dorky, insecure guy behind the famous model and not just his money and influence…
By the time they reached the side door to the residence above the bakery, Adrien had mentally created a whole future for them where Marinette knew his identity and loved him anyway complete with first dates and first kisses, anniversaries and engagements, marriage and children.
When they stopped and Marinette turned to thank him for the escort, it seemed so natural to whisper, “Goodnight, Princess” and lean in for a kiss.
His lips had barely brushed her cheek when she jumped back with a squawk.
Adrien blinked, trying to understand why his wife had reacted so drastically to a simple kiss on the cheek…but then it hit him that none of the events filling his head had actually happened yet. He was not currently Chat Noir, and Marinette and Adrien did not exchange cheek kisses of that sort. Calling her “Princess” in that breathy, sensual way and kissing her on the cheek like that as Adrien had been crossing a line.
He backpedaled, holding up his hands in a placating gesture as he tried to do damage control. “I-I’m so sorry! I—”
“—I have a boyfriend!” Marinette squeaked, looking horrified.
Adrien’s mouth dropped open. “…You… What?” His voice sounded tight and strained.
She cleared her throat, arms wrapping around her torso as if to hold herself together. “There-There’s someone else. I’m sorry. I have a boyfriend.”
“Oh?” He tried to swallow, but his mouth was unexpectedly arid. “Oh.”
So he really had misread things between Marinette and Chat Noir. He’d thought she seemed fond of him. They flirted and teased and snuggled and…but he supposed that she’d only seen him as a friend. Marinette wasn’t the type to lie or cheat. If she had a boyfriend, she wouldn’t be fooling around with Chat Noir.
He’d misunderstood. It had all been wishful thinking on his part.
“I’m sorry,” she repeated, not looking at him. “I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression. I mean, I do like you—I did like you, Adrien.”
“Oh?” he got out in a brittle voice.
He noted the aggressive use of past tense and wondered what he’d done to screw that up.
She shook her head and then finally met his gaze. Her eyes were shimmering with unshed tears. “I’m sorry. I’m seeing someone else, and I care about him so, so much. He’s really important to me, so…you and I can only be friends, okay?”
It looked like the words physically pained her.
He nodded, trying to cobble together some semblance of a smile, trying not to look like his world was caving in on him.
He wondered how he was going to get over yet another amazing young woman telling him she didn’t want him. It had been hard enough to let go of his feelings for Ladybug and accept that he was interested in Marinette romantically. How could he possibly get over Marinette? How was he supposed to put himself out there again when being told that he wasn’t what these women wanted had hurt so much the first two times? Maybe he was the problem and there wasn’t anyone out there who could love him as he was.
Adrien kept smiling and nodding. “Of course. Friends.”
He tried to chuckle, to sound light and carefree and fine, but the laugh came out strangled.
Marinette winced. “I’m sorry. I did like you.”
He wished she’d stop saying that like that was supposed to make him feel better. He wished she’d tell him what he’d done wrong to make her stop liking him. Maybe then he could fix it and she’d like him again.
“I’m sorry,” she repeated, unsure of what else to say. He was obviously taking this hard, and she felt horrible. She knew she’d been sending him mixed signals over the years. She hadn’t meant to lead him on, but she obviously had. Adrien wouldn’t have tried to kiss her unless he was certain that she wanted him to. Her leftover feelings for him must have been obvious, but she’d decided recently to commit to Chat Noir, and she couldn’t go back now.
She wished there were something she could do to soften the blow.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, holding back tears.
He shook his head, holding up his hands a little higher. “It’s okay. I understand. My mistake.”
And then there was agonizingly awkward silence.
Marinette thought about apologizing again, but she feared that the words already meant less than nothing to him. She wasn’t even sure that bringing him baked goods in the morning would be appreciated. It was all too clear that she’d hurt him badly. He was trying to hide it, but…
She had to wonder when Adrien had developed feelings for her and why she hadn’t noticed. Perhaps because he was always so sweet to everyone.
“Are you going to be okay?” She looked and spotted his bodyguard Victor parked out front of the bakery watching them. It was a relief knowing that she didn’t have to worry about him getting home safely.
He nodded robotically. “Yeah. I’m…I’m fine. Thanks. Sorry. I just…” He took a step back and motioned vaguely over his shoulder. “I should go now.”
She nodded, shrinking back towards the door. “Okay. Goodnight, Adrien. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Mmhm,” was all he managed as a response.
She quickly unlocked the door and hurried inside, trying to give him as much privacy as possible for a celebrity in the middle of Paris.
He watched her disappear as the door shut behind her, and then he stood there for a moment, trying to keep it together.
Somehow, he ended up across the street at the park, sitting on one of the benches with his head in his hands.
He wasn’t sure how much time had passed, but he was suddenly aware of Plagg’s voice. “—mistake. I’m certain she likes you as Chat Noir. Maybe you’re freaking out over nothing. Maybe she was talking about you—Chat Noir you.”
“…But…” Adrien had to swallow twice to return some moisture to his mouth before he could continue. “Chat Noir isn’t her boyfriend, Plagg,” he mumbled, shaking his head. “She’s never asked me out, and I haven’t asked her either.”
Plagg pursed his lips. “Would you feel better if she’d just made up a boyfriend as an excuse to let Adrien down gently?”
Adrien groaned. “Strangely enough, having someone make up a boyfriend because they don’t want to date me does not make me feel better.”
Plagg sighed, sinking back down into his hiding spot in Adrien’s left shoulder. “Kid, maybe you should call someone. I don’t think you should be shut up alone in your room right now.”
Exhaling slowly, Adrien considered his kwami’s advice. Part of him really did just want to go back home and sob into a pillow, but the logical part of his brain knew that that way lay akumatization.
He took his phone from his pocket and reluctantly dialed Nino.
“What’s up, mon pote?”
“Did everyone but me know that Marinette had a boyfriend?” Adrien couldn’t help the accusing tone that slipped into his voice. “Because it would have been really nice if someone had told me before I tried to kiss her.”
On the other end of the line, Adrien heard Nino curse before pulling the phone away from his ear to whisper-hiss at Alya.
Alya’s “WHAT?!” could be heard loud and clear along with her detailed plans to tie Marinette down and interrogate her.
Then Nino was back. “Apparently this is news to everyone. You okay, Mec?”
“No,” Adrien answered frankly, too tired to put on a brave, socially acceptable face. “I need to be put on akuma watch. Is it too late to crash your date with Alya?”
“Dude, stay where you are. We’ll be there to get you in five.”
Adrien could tell from the edge in Nino’s voice that Adrien was in for an evening of crushing hugs and noogies. Nino was a fiercely protective older brother, and it was always nice when he extended that intensity to include Adrien.
Adrien closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on happy thoughts and the sound of Plagg purring until Nino got there.
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I Hate You, Park Jimin!
Chapter 9
Words Count: 5.7k
TW: Very slight smut
Link to Chapter 8
Link to Chapter 10
Summer holidays had officially started for me and it’s been a week since I’ve seen Jimin as well as that... ‘incident’. He had been very busy ever since after the fundraising event. I found myself constantly glancing at my phone for a single text or call from him. Maybe he disappeared because he decided it was not ‘it’ with you, a voice in my mind said. I shook my head, trying to dismiss the thought.
I tried to bring my focus back onto my work. I was in a bookshop, doing my second part-time job. I decided to take on two jobs this summer because I knew that I have nothing else to do because I’m such an antisocial.
Shit. I cursed as the books I held in my hand were supposed to be on the top shelves but I was too short to reach it yet I was lazy to hunt for a chair. I resulted into tiptoeing but my hand still couldn’t reach it.
Suddenly someone hovered over me and his hand easily placed the books on the shelf. I could smell his cologne and it was familiar. I turned around and saw Jeon Jungkook, his face half covered in a face mask. He was wearing a large black hoodie and a black baggy pants with brown Timberland shoes.
“Hey.” He said as he pulled down his mask.
“Hello Jeon Jungkook.” I said as I bent down to take out more books from the box. “What are you doing here?”
“I was just passing by...” he took the books from me and started filling up the top shelf.
“Hmmm.”
“You’re doing two part time jobs?”
I shrugged. “Yeah- well I don’t have a life.”
“Hey, no worries. I totally get it. We’re no different.”
I smiled at him.
“When are you off for lunch?”
I glanced at my watch. “How about.. now?”
He grinned. “Awesome.”
There were two guys on a table opposite ours when we entered the restaurant. One of them looked up as Jungkook and I took a seat at the table.
I looked up but regretted immediately as the guy across winked at me. Unknowingly I made a disgusted face.
“Is he bothering you?”
What? I looked at Jungkook. Then I looked at the guy again. This time he was making a kissy face. That was disgusting. How dare he! What if Jungkook was my boyfriend? He’s lucky that he wasn’t though. I quickly turned my gaze back at Jungkook and nodded slowly.
Jungkook suddenly moved his seat slightly to he left without turning his back. What is he doing?
“Is he still in your sight?”
Now I understood his intention. He was trying to block the guy from making eye contact with me. I smiled at him, feeling touched. “Just a little bit more to the left,” I said as I smiled fondly at him.
He moved and I nodded, signalling that the guy was now completely out of my sight.
“Good. You can now eat comfortably.” He smiled at me.
“Thanks.”
“Its nothing. I just personally don’t like guys doing disgusting acts like that. It may look small but it makes women uncomfortable and that shouldn’t happen.”
I melted. He was such a gentleman. I liked the fact that he did not engage with the stranger because frankly the guy would stop if he had given a death glare. Jungkook doesn’t do violence. I gleefully ate my food at the thought. Unlike someone... the guy might lose his two teeth by now. I shuddered remembering the fundraising event.
Jungkook came and visited me at the bookstore almost every single day after that, mainly about an hour before lunch. As a result, we had lunch together almost everyday. We grew much closer as I practically see him 24/7 since we also had most of the shifts at the cafe together too. Ah Young came by too sometimes. She matched well with Jungkook too so I was happy about that.
I put on my favourite pyjama dress and sat cross legged at the edge of my bed. I glanced at my phone. Empty. Just how busy is he..? A small part of my heart sank a little as it may occur to me that he might not want to see me anymore. Not even as a study partner.
Was it because we had some intimate moment and he decided that I was not it? The thought depressed me so I shook my head, trying to dismiss it. I reached for the hairdryer on my bed table and proceeded to dry my hair. My hair was long, stopping just after my mid-back. I fondled at the thought of dying my hair a different color just to add some.. ‘spice’ in my life. Yes, Kim Hana’s life is that boring. Hmm.. let’s decide on that later.
My phone chirped. My heart raced a little in anticipation. It lit up but the name that came up wasn’t the name that I wanted. It was Jungkook.
Jungkook: Still up?
Hana: Dead asleep.
Jungkook: Oh, so I guess you’re the astral projection of Hana then. Hey there! Nice to meet you!
I chuckled.
Hana: Did you seriously just made a reference of Doctor Strange?
Jungkook: Knew you’re the one ;)
I rolled my eyes.
Hana: Go to sleep Jeon Jungkook.
Jungkook: I can’t :(
Hana: Reason?
Jungkook: Can’t stop thinking about you.
I rolled my eyes again. Jungkook had always been flirty but I knew more that he was just joking. I don’t think I’ve ever had that spark with him. Unlike with that someone.. wow. Again, Kim Hana, stop it.
Hana: I’m going to sleep. Goodnight!
I locked my phone and laid myself on the bed. My phone buzzed.
Jungkook: Goodnight Hana. Dream of me ;)
I rolled my eyes again for the third time. I didn’t reply. I closed my eyes and soon drifted to sleep.
JIMIN’S POV
I groaned as I slumped myself on top of my bed. Today had been another long day. I was dragged around the whole day by my father, attending meetings here and there and having lunch and dinner with clients. My jaw hurts from all the fake smile I had to put up as dad introduced me to every single person known ever.
I had been going to the office every day since summer started due to dad’s orders. He wanted me to have a look at the office and grasp the idea of handling business. He also wanted me to be introduced to most of the key people so that it’d be easier for him to hand down the business to me. This had always been my path. I knew it since I was little which was also the reason why I had to study business managament.
Problem is the ‘so called internship’ - although it was barely an internship as I didn’t get ordered around to do errands because everybody knew I was the CEO’s son. I wish it was kept private though. The amount of people kissing my ass made me shudder - anyway, it took my time away from Hana. I didn’t get a chance to see her at all after the fundraising event.
I reached for my cellphone from my pocket. I sat up immediately and pressed Hana’s numbers. I glanced at the clock telling me it was almost midnight. Shit- what if she’s already asleep? Too late though, she answered after a few ring.
“Hello?” Her voice a bit raspy. Shit- did I wake her up?
“Were you asleep?”
She grunted. Fuck- now I felt guilty. Even more guilty when I found her voice sounded sexy and alluring. “What do you want~” she asked in a voice so soft, I had to curse seeing how much it made my heart skip.
I cleared my throat. “Aren’t we going to study?”
She groaned. She didn’t answer immediately and by the sound of it, I imagined she was trying to sit up. Her voice sounded clearer now. “You said with your own mouth, if I remember correctly - who the fuck studies during summer holidays?” She quoted me. I pictured her glaring at me. I chuckled.
“I get it. But you do study, right?”
“Of course I do.” She replied, sounding almost affronted.
“Then there should be no problem of me joining you right?”
She went silent for a few moments before answering. “Okay but-“
“I’ll pick you up at 12 tomorrow.” I said and hung up before she could say anything. I smiled in triumph.
HANA’S POV
I sat myself on the floor, trying to calm myself down. I woke up extremely early today just because 1) I could barely sleep due to nervousness which I had no idea where it came from 2) Due to Jimin saying he’d pick me up which means that he’s taking me somewhere but I had no idea where and it’s making me anxious. Plus, I have been wrecking my brain trying to decide on my outfit. I have absolutely no idea where he’s taking me!
He’s probably just gonna take you to a library for a study session, a voice popped in my mind. I pouted at the thought.
Ah- screw it. Since it’s summer, anything would be acceptable I guess. So I decided to put a blue-white striped shirt paired with black skirt. Next, I hunted for my black sling bag. I was curling my hair at the end to give it a wavy look when the door bell rang. I jumped and almost burned myself with the hair straighteners.
With one last look in the mirror, I dashed to open the front door. There stood Park Jimin, looking godly as ever, wearing a casual striped blue shirt that almost looked similar to mine with khaki cargo short pants. His height towered me while his right arm propped against the door frame.
“Hi.” He said.
I blushed. Hana! Get your senses together! “Hello.” I replied in a small voice, looking down.
“You’re ready?”
I nodded. I locked my apartment and we both made our way to the elevators. While we were waiting, a group of girls joined to queue with us. I glanced at them and they were oggling Jimin off! I felt a pang of jealousy. I glared at them.
Jimin seemed oblivious to their whisperings, as always. The elevator arrived and the doors opened. Suddenly, I felt his firm hand placed at the small of my back, pushing me forward into the elevator. I gulped at the sensation of his small touch.
The girls’ expression fell a little as they saw his hand on my back. I expected him to drop his hand during the elevator ride but he didn’t. I tried hard not to fan my ego. The elevator came to a stop after a few seconds and we exited the room. He led me to his car, his sleek black Audi R8.
“Have you eaten?” He asked as soon as we both settled in.
I shook my head. He didn’t say anything in reply and just sped off.
I don’t have much experience of being Jimin’s passenger in his car but I really liked riding with him. I love that I get to stare at his handsome features in silence. He was very focused on driving.
My eyes fell on his lips. I unknowingly gulp as I long for its taste against mine again. I had missed his touch a lot. Ever since the ‘intimate incident’, I found myself thinking about him so often. Worse of all, I was craving for his touch again. I wondered what had kept him busy these few weeks.
“I’m sorry I had been busy.” He said abruptly without looking at me, as if he had been hearing my thoughts.
I didn’t know what to answer so I just remained silent.
“I was..” he trailed off.
I waited.
“My father wanted me to come to the office. Looking around.. getting to know the business.. and all.” He sighed.
Ahh.. I nodded. I guess that’s what had been keeping him busy. He was working at his father’s company. Must be so nice to have an internship set without having to graduate first, a promising job, a future. I, on the other hand had no idea what’s to come for me.
“What are you thinking?” He asked.
I looked up and he was staring straight at me. We were stopping at a traffic light.
“N-nothing.” I looked down.
“That’s too bad. I was hoping that you were thinking of me.” He said so casually but I almost choke at his words. My eyes went round as I looked at him. He was smirking. Jerk, I thought.
We soon arrived at a restaurant. I didn’t catch the name of it because Jimin led me quckly inside. We walked past several tables because the restaurant was full. Still, we managed to grab an empty table. The waitress came and handed us the menus.
My jaw practically dropped because I literally had no idea what I’m looking at. Traditional Italian Cuisine... Italian? He brought me to an Italian restaurant? I drew a breath. That’s it. I gave up. I put down the menu.
He looked up. “You have your choices already?”
“I’m not hungry.”
He gave me the are-you-kidding look. Then he proceeded to smoothly place an order for the both of us. I had no idea half of the names of the menu.
“Anyway,” he started, fingers tapping on the table. “Since you owe me.. the study session. I figured that it’s only fair that you let me decide what I want to do with that session.”
I frowned. “It doesn’t work that way.”
“Now it does.” He smiled a gritted smile at me.
I narrowed my eyes at him but figured that there was no use to argue with him.
“So what have you been doing during summer?”
I shrugged. “Part time jobs.”
“And?”
“What? That’s it. I took two so I was busy day and night.”
He frowned. “You’re still working with that guy?”
I rolled my eyes. “That guy has a name. And his name’s Jeon Jungkook.”
“Whatever.”
“You have a beef or something with him?” I frowned. He almost sounded as if he’s.. jealous. “He’s a great friend.”
“He may not be as nice as he appears to be.” He said.
I wanted to reply back but the waitress came and served our meal. I had no idea what the meals are but they smelled nice.
“Eat.” He said and started with his food.
“Bossy.” I glared at him. “And you’re just being judgemental.”
“If the turns out to be a jerk, don’t say I didn’t warn you.” He said nonchalantly.
What is wrong with him seriously? It was almost as if he knew something. “Well you’re a bad boy and here I am, having lunch with you as if this is the most normal thing ever.”
He stopped eating mid-way. “So you also think of me as a bad guy?” He scoffed. “Just like everyone else.”
I froze. I felt my heart fell at his words. Was it possible that Park Jimin was conscious about what people think of him? I never took him as one that does. He seemed to not give a fuck about what anyone thinks of him.
“I’m-“ I lost words.
“Nevermind. Just continue eating.” He said and we just ate in silence after that.
I felt guilty. I was restless trying to figure out how to make up to him. Truthfully, sometimes Jimin can be a bit overbearing. He could be very playful, flirty, intimidating, yet sensitive at the same time. A simple conversation with him can turn sideways at any second. I don’t know if I can keep up.
“I don’t give a crap about what anyone else says about me. But I thought-“ he scoffed, as if the idea he had somewhat seemed laughable now.
“Jimin.” I called as I put down my cutleries. I’ve had enough. “Jimin look at me.” I paused as I waited for his eyes to meet mine. “I’m not afraid of you.”
He held my gaze steady. His lips curled slightly. “Nice knowing that.”
“I mean- I used to be. But after we spent some time together, I think you’re just- as normal as every other guy. Someone I can punch, smack or annoy the hell out of.”
His face finally broke into a smile. God- finally! I patted myself at the shoulder mentally. “I’d like to taste how strong your punch is.”
“Uh... you might regret saying that.” I raised a brow at him, as if challenging him.
“We’ll see.”
God his smile was addictive.
JIMIN’S POV
Once we were done eating, I took Hana somewhere else. It wasn’t that far because the drive was kind of short. She gasped when we were nearing the place.
“No!” She glanced at me as I reversed the car into a parking lot.
“What?” I said, already going out of the car.
Hana was beside me within seconds. Her face practically lit up at the sight in front of her. It looked so fucking adorable I almost wanted to lean in and plant a kiss on her lips.
“I’m-“ she started but appeared to be lost in words. “I can’t believe you’re taking me to an amusement park!” Suddenly, she jumped towards me and threw hands around me. I think my lungs just stopped working. I stilled but I knew my heartbeat was racing far too rapidly. She realized my stiffness so she quickly backed away.
“Sorry.” She muttered, feeling embarrassed of herself.
“That excited, huh?” I raised my brow at her.
“I am- yes! Oh my god let’s go!” She screamed and was so quick to make her way to the entrance.
There were a LOT of people since it was summer. The queue line was far too long. So I left Hana’s side and approached one of the staff behind the counter, whispered a few things and handed something under the table. This act is not to be encouraged, ladies and gentlemen. We were granted immediate entrance after that.
Hana gave me a judging look and I bet my ass that she was going to lecture me about it but for some reason decided not to. Probably because she was too excited to care.
She stared at the surrounding in awe. She then looked down on the map that was given to every visitor at the entrance. Her brow creased and I knew she was ranting, trying hard to decide on where to go but I couldn’t focus on her words.
It was as if everything was muted around us. My gaze only fixated towards her. I had never known it before but Kim Hana was really attractive. I mean, yes she’s pretty and I know most of the guys at college would agree too because she actually has a number of admirers but she was too busy to care about them.
Her dark brown hair was long, wavy at the end. Her skin was fair and she’s a good head shorter than me. Her eyes were light brown, almost hazel in the sunlight. Her eyes that seemed cold as ice sometimes, but can be twice as sweet around the people she’s comfortable with. Her nose is sharp and her lips.. her pink lips.. the one I’m dying to taste again.
I momentarily wondered what her ideal type was. Slowly, I raised my phone and switched to camera. I sneakily took a candid shot of her while she was still immersed in the map.
“What do you think?” She asked.
“H- huh? What?”
She narrowed her eyes at me. “Screw it! Let’s just go!” She screamed then she took my hands and gripped my wrist as she dragged me towards the rollercoaster.
“I’m so excited!” She made tiny little jumps that made her look so adorable. She’s like a little baby. Unknowingly, my lips curled into a smile. I made a good choice of bringing her here.
And so for the next hour she dragged me here and there riding all sorts of things. I learnt that she was scared of heights but at the same time these rides thrilled her. I just shook my head at her.
“Do you want ice cream?” I asked as we passed by an ice cream stall.
Her eyes widened in excitement. “Really? Yes please!”
“What do you want?”
“I’ll have mint chocolate.” She grinned at me.
I scrunched my nose. “Who on earth likes mint chocolate flavour?”
“It’s good!”
I simply rolled my eyes. I turned towards the midde aged man and ordered vanilla and mint chocolate ice cream.
“Vanilla for you, sir.” The man said as he handed my ice cream.
“And chocolate for the girlfriend.” He said as he handed hers. I felt something tugged my heart as the man said girlfriend. I had no idea why.
“He’s not my boyfriend.” She clarified immediately. I felt a tiny bit of disappointment.
“Oh really? You look so well together that’s why. Pardon me.”
I had no idea why but I suddenly placed my hands around her arms, pulling her closer towards me. “Yeah, she’s actually my fiancee.” I said and quickly steered her away from the stall before she could say anything else.
I looked at her and saw her cheeks were pink.
“Yah- what are you saying~” she said softly as she pushed me away lightly.
“Trying to give you hints.” I smirked at her and she stilled, obviously stunned at my words. I like seeing her all flustered. She cleared her throat, trying to compose herself. We then stopped at one of the standing table to finish our ice cream.
“Why did you suddenly bring me here?” She asked suddenly in between her licking. I couldn’t look for long. Otherwise, I might have the wrong idea.
I shrugged. “I’ve always wanted to come here.. just never had the time or the person to go with.”
She nodded slowly. “Me too.”
I peeked at her underneath my lashes. She always seemed oblivious to my stare. As the wind blew her hair gently, I felt the familiar tug at my chest again. I was starting to become skeptical of it. I was sure it had something to do about my feelings towards Kim Hana. Am I really falling for her? Or am I just liking her presence around me?
HANA’S POV
We ate our ice cream in silence. The crowd was deafening, there were kids running around screaming everywhere, groups of families chaotically trying to take pictures but none of that seemed to bother me. All the noise felt as if it was tuned out and all there is was the comfortable silence with Jimin. I momentarily wondered if he felt it too. I can’t help but felt as if I was on a date with him.
Briefly I remembered his remark about my so-called crush towards him and him saying I would admit to it one day. Heck- if he really meant his words, trying to make me fall for him, I’m so ruined.
Suddenly he stood up. His hand no longer holding his ice cream. He must’ve already finished it. He held his hand out to me. “Let’s go.”
Huh? What? “Where?” I frowned at him, still hesitating to take his hand.
“Just come on.” He pulled my hands and I frantically tried to bite the last of my ice cream as he steered me through the crowd. After minutes of pushing ourself through the crowd, Jimin finally stopped. I looked up and gasped in horror.
“Oh no no- you are not bringing me to a haunted house.” I shook my head frantically.
“It’s fun!” He grinned at me. He tugged me forward and I desperately tried to pull away from me but his hand firmly clasped mine.
“No- Jimin no, you are not dragging me in there-“ I warned him.
It was of no use. Moments later, I found myself standing before a dark entrance with a slanted sign saying ‘Haunted House’. He dragged me inside and it was one of the worst moment in my life. There were literal human in there scaring us! I wish I could meet the person who first came up with the idea of scaring people so that I could strangle said person.
It was horrifying but somehow it felt less so because Jimin was there all the time to protect me. Half of me hated his ass for dragging me and fearlessly coursing through the maze inside but half of me also felt touched because he had never once let go of me or left me. Or perhaps he couldn’t let go of me because I clung to him so tightly, my grip of his hands so tight I thought it might went blue but I was too scared to think.
Nearing the exit, some Bloody Mary popped out suddenly and I screamed the hell out of my lungs. Jimin wasn’t surprised so he just casually walk past, hand gripping mine firmly. But I guess the ghost didn’t feel satisfied so she spooked me from behind.
I immediately clung onto Jimin’s back because I was so panicked. I thought I lost my voice from screaming. He was laughing as we exited the haunted house while I was a total wreck. I no longer cared how I look like. I glared at him, my hands still gripping tightly the shirt on his back.
He then stopped laughing. He turned around and grabbed my hand so I was no longer gripping his shirt while staring down at me.
My mind went blank as he gazed down at me fondly. His other hand then went over my face and he gently fixed my hair. I gulped. It was again as if there were only two of us in the universe.
“I’m sorry.” He said softly.
I went speechless for a moment. How could this Park Jimin be the same Park Jimin who is rude, obnoxious, insufferable and cocky? He was so gentle I’m starting to doubt his bad boy reputation. “It’s okay.” I replied.
Then he smiled. God- when I said his smile was addictive, I was not joking. “Though not so much. I had fun seeing your reaction.”
I smacked his arms and he laughed. “Don’t you dare bring me to a haunted house again!”
“Sure, sure.” He replied half-heartedly. I narrowed my eyes at him. “Okay, okay, let’s take one last ride okay? One that you’ll obviously like.”
My eyes lit up in excitement.
“Let’s ride the Vikings.” As soon as he said that, I screamed in excitement and immediately headed towards it, jumping every now and then. I laughed as he got stuck in the crowd. Eventually, he reached me. We queued for a while before it reached our turn.
“Ready?” He asked me as we sat ourselves at the seats. We were seating at the most end row because it was the most thrilling - I think.
I nodded enthusiastically, grinning wide at him. Must’ve been contagious because he grinned back at me.
The ride began to kick back and the tension built as everyone went quiet. “This... is... so... fun!!!!!” I screamed when the Vikings descended quickly after that.
Mid-ride, I felt raindrops on my hand. Oh- shit. It’s going to rain! At first, the rain was drizzling. As the Vikings started to slow down, it started to pour. I looked at Jimin in panic but he was just laughing at the situation.
“Jimin it’s not funny! We’re going to get drenched!” As soon as we were set on the ground, we quickly exited the ride. Most people were frantic trying to take shelter. The both of us took cover near the standing table with shades over it.
“We are soaked!” I looked at myself as my shirt hugged my curves. I looked at Jimin. He was eyeing me a bit differently than usual. His gaze was sensual, it made me hot despite the cold rain.
“I know.” He replied, his voice low. I noticed his wet shirt was stuck on his body too. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the trace of his chest and toned abs underneath. He stepped closer to me.
I gulped but didn’t break contact with his eye. It was as if I was inviting him closer to me.
He took another step forward and leaned closer, his face now only inches against mine. Although the proximity between us was damn close, he didn’t proceed to inch his face further which was driving me crazy. There was a silent competition between us, trying to see who would give in first.
The sound of the pouring rain was loud on our ears but the noise in my head was louder. In the end, I gave up. I crashed my lips against his first.
I could sense him smiling against the kiss. Jerk. But at that time, I couldn’t care less about my pride.
He deepened the kiss and I smiled. I guess we both lost against each other. Within seconds my hand was in his hair, his was firm on my waist. I broke the kiss to gasp for air but he was quick to attack my neck with wet kisses and I inevitably moaned.
His kisses and touches were arousing me. I arched my back, shoving my breast higher towards him. I was getting bold with my advances. It was probably the thrill and adrenaline rush from the rides that I became more daring in my actions. I pressed my hips against his and I could feel his hardened crotch against mine.
“Hana-“ he broke the kiss, gasping for air as his eyes searched mine.
I smirked at him and bit my lower lip seductively. My hands held his biceps as I started to grind myself against him. I could see his surprised expression at my brazen move.
“Fuck-“ he tilted his head back as pleasure coursed through him. My breath hitched from the excitement of grinding against this Godly creature named Park Jimin.
His hand went towards my breast and he grazed against them teasingly earning a moan from me. I want him to touch me..
“God- Hana stop- we’re in public.” He said although his own voice was cracking.
Shit! Realization hit me. I was so lost in the moment that I forgot where we were. I looked around. Thank God the rain was so heavy nobody could see anything.
“I’m sorry. I was just caught in the moment.”
“Are you sure it’s not because you have a crush on me?” He cocked one side of his eyebrow.
“Shut up!”
He laughed. “I don’t think the rain would be stopping soon. I’d say we just run through it. I’ll bring the car around.”
I was still blushing red thinking about my bold advances so I just quickly nodded.
“Here.” He extended his left hand at me and I sheepishly took it. “Ready? 3, 2, 1!”
And we were running in the heavy rain and to be completely honest, I was soaked down to the underwear. He left me by the ticket counter near the entrance so that I may take cover from the rain while he disappeared to retrieve his car.
He came by few minutes after that and I quickly got in the car. The water was dripping wet from my body the car seat was drenched within seconds. I looked at Jimin guiltily.
“What?” He asked without looking at me. How does he even know I was looking at him?
“Your car seat...”
He glanced for a brief second. “Don’t worry about that. I’ll send you the invoice after 3 working days.”
“Jimin!” I cried at him. I felt really guilty for wetting the seat especially because it was a freaking expensive car but he still had the nerve to joke about it.
“I told you don’t worry about it. It’ll dry.”
“Really? It won’t affect anything? Any stain after that or something?”
“No it doesn’t. Unless the rain was made of coffee or something.”
I heaved a sigh of relief. I didn’t dare to lean my back against the backrest as I tried to minimise as much casualty. The car then veered into an expensive looking residential apartment area. This is not my house area, I frowned.
The rain was still heavy here but Jimin drove straight into the lower ground parking lot and we were saved from the rain.
“Where is this?” I asked but didn’t earn any reply from him as he reversed the car into a parking lot.
“Come.” He simply said and exited the car. I did too.
He then led me into an elevator that looked too extravagant and exquisite for a parking lot. He pressed the button and the doors closed. He turned to look at me.
“What?”
His lips curled as if trying to stiffle a smile. “Nothing.”
I narrowed my eyes at him but decided not to press further. I was still curious on where he’s taking me. The elevator reached level 30 and Jimin exited so I just followed suit.
Could it be.. that he’s bringing me to his place? I wondered. At the same time, I was nervous as fuck. He turned right and then stopped in front of a door. He punched in his passcodes then gestured me to enter the house.
I was stunned by the view that greeted me. It was a luxurious apartment full of expensive furnitures and sophisticated interiors. I gulped as I take in the sight.
“This is my apartment.” He said as the doors closed behind us.
“Jimin..” My eyes widening by the second.
“Hmm?”
“You’re rich.” I said matter-of-factly.
“Uh... thanks?”
“No, I mean, you’re rich, rich.”
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BELLEXMORT / BLOODYXBEAST’S FOLLOW FOREVER
so lately, i’ve been dealing with some stuff and i really just want to shout out some very important people in my / lydia’s / cam’s lives for being absolutely babes and being not only wonderful rp partners, but wonderfully spectacular humans. i’m grateful for ya’ll.
the first wives’ club:
@mieczlw​ : lea. you already know how important you are to me. almost ten years later and here we are. where’s the time go? when did we get so old, bitch? i can’t believe it’s already been 5 years since i’ve seen your face in person and i hate that for us. but anYWAY. you’re such a lovely person. inside and out. you keep on bein’ my friend and i really just don’t know what i did to deserve you in my life. despite me running away, you always keep me coming back to you. your stiles, love of lydia’s life just....perfection and excellence. but like mother like son....i guess kind of? idk work with me here. point being is that i love you with my whole ass heart, and wish you nothing but love and happiness always and forever. thank you for lovin’ me (thank u for bein’ there. EVERYBODY’S THANKIN.)
@claustrophobicwerewolf​ : lizzie bearrrrrr. my love my heart. another person who some how sticks around when all i do is throw crack at you. fr. i’ve seen you grow up basically and like WOW U STUNNAH. you’re not only a gifted writer, but you have a genuine heart and want to make the people you love and care about happy no matter what. you also give such life and love to isaac it just makes my heart so fucking happy. even when you’re hurting me with sparks and wires u fuckin twat. i can’t wait for you to come visit and let me kidnap you to nyc forever and ever and ever. 
@codeworn​ : emmaaaaa. you’re just the lovliest. like? i am v fortunate that i have met you. you are crazy talented, crazy gorgeous, and always up for a fucking adventure. you throw literally everything at me and i do the same and its just a wild ride. i love it so much. you’ve been in my life such a short time, but i have already decided i am never letting you go. please never change, keep on being a bad ass allison, and a wild child of muses. it gives me such joy to see you on my dash, in my ask, on my discord, and just everywhere. you’re fucking amazing and don’t ever forget it.
@hiighking​ : bee bee bee. one of my first ever wives. MANY MOONS AGO in a land far far away, kaleb brought you to me and we have been friends ever since. my wife and my friend and sometimes my mom. literally the best of everything rolled up into one. you’re always there to remind me to take care of myself and make sure i’m alright when things are very much not. you know so much ab me and my life and have been there through MAJOR ordeals for me and somehow you like...still stick around? i’m sry ur stuck in that hell swamp but know that i love you lots.
husband harem:
@scartissuexx​ : t re n t. my wonderful bear husband. #1 husband in all the land. another person who has been in my life a short while, but i feel like i’ve know  you for forever. the person who reminds me to hydrate every day, who checks up on me when things aren’t right. who keeps me sane and calm when i wanna kill everyone. who for WHATEVER REASON loves me basically unconditionally. i do not know what i did in my life to deserve you to be a part of it. you’re a strong as fuck person who takes no shit, and i adore that about you. you’ve gone through a lot and just like..... idk man daddy af and u know it. not to mention your derek. also the love of my / lydia’s / cam’s lives. you put so much love and care into him, and have basically torn him down to the studs and rebuilt him into what TW never could, what he honestly truly deserves. there’s such depth and fleshed out facets that every day i learn something new, and it’s never ending this journey of derek with you. i adore what you’ve done and keep doing with him. he’s a fucking asshole, but god do we love him. and you. always. let’s move to mars already. love ur bear wife.
@astrepur​ : kalebbbb. although i’m still heartbroken you left me for bee (doesn’t MATTER YOU WERE ALREADY DATIN WHEN U MET ME AND SHES THE LOVE OF UR LIFE. SHHH. IRRELEVANT.) i forgive u. i miss you a lot always and i know you know that. you also went through some shit with me and got me through a lot of my damaged bullshit and just. wow. such a strong, bad ass individual. you’ve been my husband for as long as i can remember. ok for like 10 years bc thats how long we’ve known each other but whatever. thank you for always being there no matter how long it’s been since we’ve talked. thanks for always returning my texts even when i’m being weird. thanks for the drunk facetimes with bee. thanks for being fucking you, because i wouldn’t be me without you and i rly want you to know that.
@lycanstark​ : n i k k o. you are just like. how to even begin with you babe? like just....i don’t even know how long we have known each other, i’ve honestly lost track. from the moment you and logan came into my life, it was like the best fucking thing. you’ve spent years keeping me sane more than you really know. another person i talk to basically almost every day. who listens to me bitch. who indulges me with weird crack AUs and pairings. who tortures me with elijah gifs cause she fuckin’ can like. fuck you for that honestly but whatEVER. you always remind me that things aren’t always gonna be shitty. that despite a ton of bullshit, good things  (like our friendship) can last. and i really just adore and love you so much.
anyway here’s a thing about these fucking awesome babes that i will follow to the end of my days and ya’ll should too. thank you && goodnight.
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USWNT one shot
So I just have been writing this on my way to and from work...it’s been stuck in my head and I had to get it out haha...please withhold your harsher judgements!!
“You are not going out, Mal. You worked really hard during training today love and what you need is rest, not a night out.”
Mallory rolled her eyes at her maternal figure. Long gone were the days when Christen was a friend, in fact she wondered if there were ever a time when that was the case. Since that moment at 17 when she found her crying at training camp, Christen always cared for her... and hovered over her like a fucking vulture. Jesus Fucking Christ.
“Besides -” Christen continued, cutting the younger forward’s thoughts short, “You are 18, I’m not exactly sure what you’ll be able to do going out with the older girls anyways.”
Mallory felt her eyes water. She knew she was the youngest and she hated it when she was reminded it of it like this.
“Lindsay said they were going to the movies first before they go to a bar. I can go to the movies with them Chris.”
Christen looked at the beggar eyes the tiny girl was giving her. All the women on the team seemed to have accepted that Mallory needed a lot of guidance and that because of the bond her and Christen developed, it would be the older forward to do so. Christen was in all intents and purposes Mallory Pugh’s guardian during the season.
“What time is the movie?”
Mallory’s eyes immediately moved to the floor. Should she lie? Last time she lied to Press about where she was she got 5 swift spanks to her bottom, which really hurt! Thank God the only person that saw it was Tobin. She’d be devastated if her friends knew that Press occasionally spanked her bum.
Although, most of the veteran women on the team already knew.
“Bug.” Christen crossed her arms across her chest. “What time?” She had a feeling it would be something she wouldn’t agree to.
“Ten.” Mallory mumbled whilst looking down at the floor.
The woman sighed, knowing how Mallory would react, but being the girls guardian meant so much more than making her happy, “I think you know my answer Mal. You’re going to be coming back way too late and you know tomorrow is a travel and media day. I’m sorry honey but you’re staying in tonight. I want you to get out of your training clothes, shower, and you and I can watch a movie if you’d like.”
Christen was well aware of how obstinate and cranky Mal was when running on little sleep, and they did not need that on a day like tomorrow.
The teenager balled her hands into fists, “You’re so unfair!! What if I go out anyway? You can’t stop me!”
Christen took a step forward that made Mallory gulp in fear. “Oh little girl you have another thing coming if-“
Her tirade stopped when someone stepped into the room.
“Hey you twooooo—-ohhhh what did I walk into?”
Tobin saw a clear standoff between the girl and woman. Christen looked at her best friend for a quick second before going back to glowering at Mallory.
“She won’t let me go watch a dumb movie because it starts at 10. It’s so stupid and she can’t make me!” Mallory stomped her foot to make her point. But she knew that Christen could absolutely make her do this, which is why she was so upset about it in the first place.
Mallory looked towards Christen, “I wanna go out with Lindsay and Emily! I don’t wanna stay here and watch a movie with you, mom!”
Tobin looked at her best friend who looked like she was ready to put little Mal Pal in her place.
Tobin put a hand on Mallory’s shoulder, “Mal you know that what mom says goes. Your parents, the coaches, every player here have agreed to that, and so did you. Right?”
Mallory huffed, refusing to look at any of the two women.
“Yes or no Mally?”
Mallory swallowed hard, unable to handle the two women glaring down at her. Plus, having all of her emotions coming close to the surface was not helping. She felt ready to just be alone so she finally nodded with a small sniffle.
“You’re staying bub.” Tobin spoke gently, “and that is that.”
Both women saw all the fight leaving her. Christen could see the frustrated tears well up in her little bug’s eyes. She frowned. God, sometimes this was just so hard. And lately, Mallory would agree. The past week the teen had been fighting Christen, it seemed like, at every turn. The girl didn’t want to admit it but the stress of her performing at everyone’s expectations was really getting to her. Everywhere she turned someone was asking her about her performance as the youngest player. But what would happen the day she didn’t perform? The day she royally fucked up? Would everyone still love her? Would mama still love her? What about her aunty Tobs?
“I-I’m gonna go shower.” The teenager said through more sniffles. She didn’t want Christen to see her cry because the woman would want to comfort her and Mallory would not be able to say no because she loved snuggles with her soccer mom. Even when Christen was upset at Mallory she could never not hold their tiniest player when she cried.
But that’s exactly what she was trying to avoid at the moment. She feared she wouldn’t be able to hold on her deepest fears. She feared she’d slip.
When Christen heard the bathroom door completely close she flopped down on the bed and stared up at the ceiling fan, “I think she’s gonna be the death of me Tobs.”
Tobin laughed and laid next to her friend, “Well if she kills you, I’ll have to kill her.”
“And if you kill her I’ll come back from the dead and kill you for hurting my baby girl.”
“There’s mama Press.” Tobin chuckled, rubbing Christen’s arm soothingly.
“She’s gonna be so grumpy the rest of the night.” Christen commiserated in a whisper.
“I can take her.” Tobin offered, “Her and I can finish binging the Office, you know Mallie loves it.”
“She’s so damn stubborn sometimes.”
“Come on Press, she’s kinda like you in that way.”
Press looked right at her friend and couldn’t help but laugh, “Yeah. I guess so.”
“So will you let me take her?”
Press sighed. She wished that Mallory would stay with her that night and they could have some mother daughter time. Christen could tell how much the teen needed it.
Mallory needed to destress, else it get the better of her either personally or on the pitch. And the mother knew that a certain 18 year old was fighting hard against her coping mechanism. Christen remembered the first time she had realized the way Mal needed to relax and forget the world. She remembered how she held her and let the teenager be young. Let her relax without inhibition.
But the more experienced forward also knew that Mallory was mad at her currently and she would not force it, “Of course, if she’s okay with it.”
And so Mallory held on to her anger throughout the rest of the night. She stayed with Tobin and only mumbled out a thanks when Press brought her stuffed giraffe and blankie around ten o clock. Though secretly she was so relieved because she didn’t want to ask if her aunt Tobin could get them for her at the risk of sounding far too juvenile. Her mother coming to drop her beloved items off was a much better option.
The teenager restrained an eye roll when she heard Christen mention to Tobin to not have her stay up past eleven.
Christen walked back around to Mallory and pressed a kiss on her forehead, “Goodnight baby. If you want to come back to our room and lay with me, you can. Love you.”
“Love you too.” Mallory conceded.
But despite that love the young girl still ignored her mother at breakfast and chose to sit with her friends. The teen had strategically taken all her things to Tobin’s room so she didn’t have to worry about facing the woman in the morning. She eyed her mother’s table, where Tobin and Alex were also sitting.
“Why does Press keep looking over here?” Rose asked.
Mallory shrugged, “I dunno.”
“She’s you’re mama, Mal Pal. She probably wants you.”
Mallory rolled her eyes, “Yeah, well, whatever.”
“Morning girls.” Came Christen’s voice a few moments later.
Well so much for avoiding her.
“Can you give me a moment with Mallie?”
“Yeah, yeah”
“Umm sure.”
Came the simultaneous answers from the table.
Mallory frowned as her mother took a seat by her. “You’re still mad at me, bubba?”
Mallory shrugged. Christen shook her head at her young charge’s antics. She slipped a bowl of yogurt, granola, and cut up fruit towards her.
“You need to eat more than just that sugary cereal Tobin told me you ate just now. We’re having a late lunch and I don’t want you complaining about being hungry.”
Mallory finally met her mother’s eyes and nodded, taking the yogurt and lazily putting a fork into the bowl. Her eyes lasering onto her food.
“Mal, hon?”
The sweetness in her mother’s voice forced her to look back up. The older striker could see that Mal hadn’t slept very well that night either. She tried to hide her worry.
Christen grabbed her daughter’s hands in hers, “I know we haven’t been seeing eye to eye lately. And I think we should talk about it tonight.”
Mallory groaned, “Mmmaaammmmaaa.” She whined, then immediately blushed realizing she’d fallen back to old patterns. She was trying to be tough damn it!
Christen bit back her smile. There was a part of the little girl she missed hearing.
“Yes, Mallory Diane. We’re talking. You’ve been out of sorts and it’s affecting you in more ways than one. Now finish eating that up. We’re loading the bus in fifteen minutes. Do you want me to bring down blankie or Steve? The ride is long.”
Mallory always fell asleep on long bus rides and her cuddle buddies kept her cozy and comfortable. Anyone on that bus could tell you that it was as if Mallory transformed from their star forward to their sweet baby girl in seconds when her blanket or stuffed animals
came into the picture.
Mallory’s eyes dashed around. Could Press be any louder?! Nobody needed to know what she called them!! ….everybody knew.
She nodded almost imperceptibly, “J-just blankie.”
Christen leaned in and smoothed the girls hair down, “okay, bug. I’ll see you on the bus.”
Christen looked at her phone’s time impatiently. Where was her child? They were about to head out and she didn’t want for Mallory to be the reason they were waiting.
“Where’s the kiddo?” Alex leaned over from behind Christen’s chair.
“Somewhere with Rose, making us late probably.” Christen murmured.
“Time to hold her hand again?” Alex half joked.
There was a one week time period when Mal was 17 where she was made to hold either Christen or Tobin’s hand wherever they went as a team.
The girl had previously lost track of time and lost the team members she was out with while they were in Europe and Jill was not happy about it. They had come to the decision to be mire intentional about watching Mal between the coaching staff and Christen. Needless to say Mal had learned her lesson. Or so they thought.
Christen chuckled, “Hey, Rose is with her too it’s not just my kiddo.”
Alex agreed, “Maybe I should hold hers too.”
Both women laughed at the prospect. Rose would buck and kick at that with all her strength. Mallory, although not always a fan at being treated the way she was, the youngest still thrived off the love and care that the women gave her. She needed it. She really did.
Rose and Mal came running towards the bus 5 minutes later.
“Sorry! Sorry!” They both said coming onto the bus and jumping into their usual seats next to each other a few rows behind Christen and Tobin.
Both had purposely avoided looking at the older women’s eyes, especially Christen’s.
“You know she keeps looking over here.” Tobin mentioned once they were on the road.
“Oh, I know. I might have Rose switch with me when we hit our first rest stop, by then she’ll be lulled by the ride enough to warrant a nap anyways.”
Tobin laughed, “you’re right.”
An hour later the bus hit a gas station and the chatter of the bus had died down to murmurs. Some of the women got out to use the restroom. Christen stood up and went over to Mallory who hadn't moved from her seat.
Christen looked down at her child. God, she looked so terribly young and so terribly tired.The woman was afraid the teenager might break down right there.
“You don’t have to potty, bug?”
Mallory shook her head trying to hide how her eyes widened at the phrase. She knew what her mom was trying to do. She didn’t want to slip!! Not now! Sometimes she did on the bus rides because nobody could really tell since she would just cuddle into Christen and fall asleep, but no, no, no!
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, geez.”
Christen bit her tongue not wanting to bait the girl into an argument, and saddened that her clearly exhausted child wasn’t allowing herself to be comforted.
She took in a deep breath and turned a bit more serious, “That’s the third time you end up late to the bus.”
The 18 years olds eyes made their way quickly to her mother’s. She frowned, “I know. It won’t happen again. I’m sorry.”
“I don’t want to have to go back to holding your hand sweetheart, but if that’s what I have to do-“
“Mom no! I don’t wanna!” Mal whispered, losing her nerve at her mother’s soft but stern tone and letting her instinct to talk childishly with Christen take over.
She wanted to be snuggled so bad by her mom right now, it almost hurt.
Press raised an eyebrow before schooling her features and leaning over to kiss her pouting child’s forehead, “Okay, okay. Shhhh. I’m warning you, that’s all. Just be mindful of time, alright?”
Mallory nodded, not wanting to speak. She’d probably burst out crying if she did.
“Do you want to sit next to me the rest of the way?”
Mallory’s eyes pleaded yes, but her response was a weak shake of the head. A shake that her mother read right through.
The woman would not push it though. Mallory needed to come to her. She turned behind her and grabbed the girl’s soft light yellow blanket. “Here bubba, take them just in case you want a nap and if you want to sit with me just come over and we can kick Aunty Tobs out her seat.”
The mother beamed when she was successful at making her kiddo giggle.
“You wanna sit with Mal?” Came Rose’s voice from next to Chrsiten.
“No, I was just talking to her. Go for it Rosie.” She gave Mallory a peck on the cheek and a gentle smile before moving back to her seat.
Mallory watched her mother go and sighed. Why hadn’t she said yes?
God, this was going to be a long day.
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Happy Birthday—It’s A Heist! (1/2)
Asra Alnazar, what trouble did you get into?
The heist happened right on Lyra’s birthday. As with anything with these two, it is never a dull moment.
Midnight has just rolled around when Lyra is pounced by two very familiar weights.
Birthday!
“Happy birthday, my love,” Asra murmurs into her ear, kissing her cheek.
“Asraaaaa...” Lyra mumbles, wiggling to get out from under her partner and his familiar.
Sitting up, she squints in the dimness of the room. The moonlight filtering in through the uneven blinds over the window reveals the small cake in Asra’s hand. There’s a little white candle is stuck into it, illuminating Asra’s and Faust’s faces.
“To your health tomorrow, your birth yesterday, and your death a million years away,” Asra recites, balancing the plate of cake in his hands.
Lyra looks into his pink-violet eyes, heart squeezing.
She remembered the last two birthdays—the one immediately after her resurrection was spent battling a flu so awful Asra thought she was going to die from it—; whenever Asra said that birthday blessing, his voice heavily wavered on ‘death’.
Before, Lyra never questioned why he looked ready to cry at that part. Knowing why now, however, made it all the more poignant.
She blew out the candle, getting twin ‘yay!’s from her dear friends. With a laugh, Lyra pulls over a table so Asra can set down the cake and cut into it.
The cake is vanilla, the filling a mango sort of mousse. Lyra flops back into the bed after taking a bite, earning laughter from Asra and Faust.
It is delectable.
“Gods, it’s heavenly,” Lyra practically moans.
“Should I ask Selasi to make something like this?” he laughs, taking a forkful into his mouth.
“Only if you want to,” Lyra replies, offering Faust some of the mousse. “We still need to get those spices for him.”
“We’ll find them,” Asra reassures, cutting into the cake for another slice. “From the word-of-mouth and Selasi’s directions, we’ll find them.”
Asra grabs the pitcher of tea from the top of the dresser, pouring it into cups for the both of them. It paired well with the cake.
As they clean up, Faust loops around Lyra’s shoulders like a fancy scarf. The little morph is happy to be that way, singing a silly song with her magician and his partner.
Once that task done, Asra pulls Lyra into a dance, still singing softly with her. There’s no fancy footwork here: it’s just a little swaying back and forth over the floor, heads bent enough to touch their foreheads together.
It only stops when Lyra leans forward just a tad, brushing her lips over Asra’s. His hands release hers, arms favoring to encircle his lover’s body to bring her closer, deepening the kiss.
Faust takes her cue to slide down Lyra’s side, plopping onto a pillow on the floor.
“Whoops!” Lyra gasps, apologizing to Faust. “You okay?”
I’m okay! Faust reassures, coiling herself onto the pillow as Asra picks it up, putting her back on the bed.
“There we are; no harm done,” Asra reassures his fretting partner. He kisses Lyra’s cheek, pulling her back to bed.
They settle into it, backs to the wall behind them, arms linked. Lyra leans against Asra, nuzzling him.
“Sleepy?” Asra murmurs, kissing her temple.
“A little...” Lyra yawns. “Thank you for the cake.”
“You’re welcome, my love.”
Lyra giggles, hiding her face behind her free hand.
“What?” Asra teases, gently poking her cheek.
“You’ve been calling me that for the past month...” Lyra murmurs. “I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to it.”
Asra reaches over, gently lowering the hand that hides her face. “Should I call you something else then?”
“Nooooo, don’t,” Lyra laughs, un-linking her arm from his. She flops back into the bed, soon joined by her lover.
Asra rests his head on her chest, head tucked under her chin. Lyra pulls up the blanket over the two of them, gently wrapping her arms around her partner.
“Goodnight...” she hums, giving one last kiss to Asra’s forehead before falling asleep.
The next morning...
Breakfast is a simple platter of food from the inn’s owners. Asra, Lyra and Faust—with a flicker of her tongue—thank them before digging in.
At the moment, Lyra is adding another few dashes of pepper and salt to the bland eggs when the sound of distressed horses catches her ears.
The next thing she knows is that Asra is yanking her away from an oncoming horse-drawn cart smashing into the side of the inn.
“OH NO-”
“AAAAH!”
“ALRIGHT!” Someone from outside declares, drawing a long sword. They flash it around, frightening the inn owners and the other patrons. “IF YOU WANT TO KEEP ALL YOUR FLESH ON YOUR BODY, HAND OVER EVERYTHING YOU HAVE!
“I DON’T CARE IF YOU GOT NOTHING—WE’LL SHAKE YOU UPSIDE-DOWN UNTIL SOMETHING FALLS OUT!”
Asra and Lyra look at each other, eyes wide in alarm.
What are we gonna do? Lyra’s frightened eyes beg of Asra.
He responds by flattening himself even further on the ground, avoiding the robbers’ gazes.
Faust is hidden in his bag, Lyra hoped. Around them, the sound of jewelry, coins, bills being rifled with, and yes, a patron being held by their ankles, upside-down, until a coin fell from their pocket, is what they hear.
Then, a pair of boots clomped over to where they laid upon the floor. Lyra instinctively reached out for Asra, who tightly grips her hand in turn.
“Aww,” the robber sneers, squatting down beside the two of them. “Isn’t this sweet?”
“Hurry it up,” a partner of theirs huffs, grabbing jewelry from a protesting patron.
“Alright, hand me the bag,” the robber commands, tapping the toe of his boot against Lyra’s shoulder.
“No,” Lyra refuses, not looking up.
“I wasn’t asking,” the robber retorts. “Hand me the bag.”
“There’s a snake in there,” Asra responds, glancing up at the robber. “She’s poisonous.”
“What the hell are you doing with a snake in your bag for?” the robber mutters, reaching for the bag anyway.
“We warned you,” Asra murmurs.
The robber hesitates, glancing at the magician’s glowering purple-pink irises. Nevertheless, they grab the strap of the bag, only for Faust to whip herself out of her hiding place, hissing.
“ACK!” they yelp, falling on their ass.
Asra grabs Lyra’s hand, along with his bag. They make a break for it—
Only for Lyra to be caught in bolas by one of the other crooks. She crashes hard onto the dirt, pulling Asra down with her.
A pair of the goons descend upon them, pulling them apart. Asra successfully thrashes out of one of their grips, getting into a scuffle.
The magician’s about to send a whirling sphere of water into their face when one of the attacker’s partners hoists Lyra by her entangled ankles, dangling her right over a previously hidden knife in their shoe.
“Stop the magic, kid,” they drawl. “I wouldn’t want to cut up this pretty friend of yours now.”
“Come quietly, and we’ll let you live,” they add, the light glinting off of the boot-knife. “On top of that, you two turtledoves will be a part of our next hit. Otherwise-”
They tap the side of their boot’s sole against Lyra’s cheek, making her flinch.
Asra lowers his hands, and soon he’s tied up, placed in a cart—Lyra being thrown in beside him—and pulled away.
Later...
To say the least, the band of robbers treated them well... well enough. Sitting on their knees, the pairs’ hands are bound behind their backs, ankles lashed with rope.
Both Asra and Lyra are interrogated about their magical abilities. Asra admits his propensity in water magic, while Lyra wasn’t so sure how to describe her own.
When threatened with a knife again, she says it was “A bit of this and a bit of that.”
“That versatile?”
“I dunno—what do you want from me!?” Lyra screams at them, everyone shushing her to be quiet.
Despite being miles from any town, they weren’t going to take any risks.
“Easy, Miss,” the one that held her upside down earlier says calmly. “We just want to see whether or not you and your friend can help us in our next endeavor.”
Asra and Lyra look at one another, the latter more worried.
“We’re not asking you to kill anyone!” they add, squatting down to be eye level with them. “If it makes you any more comfortable, my name is Kip.”
Asra introduces himself as Amar, and Lyra as Liên. As she says the name, a strange tugging sensation arises at the back of her head. Asra seems surprised for an instant before returning to a neutral disposition.
Kip and the others turn away from the pair, talking in low voices. As they do, Lyra scoots herself closer to Asra, swallowing thickly.
“Did... did we ever talk about using that name before?” she murmurs, making sure only he could hear.
“Mm, not that I recall,” Asra replies, gently nuzzling her. “You pulled it out of your own mind.”
“...why does it feel so wrong?” she whispers, unsettled.
Before Asra can reply, Kip and the others turn to them once more.
“Alrighty,” Kip says, tapping his boot against the dirt. “We’re bringing the two of you in on our next job. For now though, get some rest. We’ll be moving come twilight.”
That decided, the band of robbers moved them out of the ropes and into some shackles. They’re tethered to a nearby tree, but the comfort came with the fact Asra, Lyra, and Faust—slithering out of her magician’s bag, stashed in another tent—could huddle together, maintaining some kind of comforting contact.
As she leaned back against Asra’s front, her mind swam with the name she uttered earlier.
Liên, Liên, Liên... did she know someone with that name? It sounded so foreign, and yet... it rolled off her tongue so easily.
She continues to play with that name in her head, eventually falling asleep.
Liên, Liên, Liên...
Part II: TBA
A/N: And that is Part I! Thank you guys so much for reading, and for wishing Lyra and I a Happy Birthday today/within the past week. I greatly appreciate all of you, and wish you a good rest of your day!
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One Night pt. iv - David D
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“Are you sure?” I ask as we pull into his driveway. The entire ride here David has been trying to convince me to go out to the club with them. I don’t want to crash their friend group’s plans. I also don’t necessarily want to be the pregnant girl at the club, even though I obviously wouldn’t drink.
“Yes, everyone will be so happy to see you again! Plus, I don’t want to say goodbye to you yet.” He blushes when he gets cheesy at the end.
“Oh is that so?” I grin.
“Definitely.”
The look on his face is all the convincing I need at this point. I don’t want to say goodbye yet either.
We walk into the house and it’s crazy. This is the pregame? Zane is already hammered as he runs around the house.
“Awe it’s the happy couple!”
Everyone cheers as we walk in. I roll my eyes at the name. David also informed me that everyone in the vlog squad knows, he doesn’t keep anything from this group of friends. I just have to trust them along with David that they won’t spill the information to the press. I haven’t known these people all that long, but there’s something about them. They are a family to each other. They wouldn’t do anything to hurt David.
“Awe, it’s a whole bunch of drunk people.” David bites back.
“Ooh feisty!” Zane yells, “You know, Y/n can’t drink now, but you still can baby.”
David rolls his eyes and takes my hand to lead me back to his room. He changes into still black clothes, but they’re a little nicer.
“So, what am I going to where?” I laugh standing up from his bed, “I don’t exactly want to go clubbing in a tee shirt and jean shorts.”
“Go ask Nat, she should have something you can borrow.”
I go back out to the living room and find Natalie, she immediately agrees and takes me to her room.
“What do you want to wear? A dress? Skirt?”
“A dress works, if possible.” I smile, I look around at her room while she hunts down something for me to wear.
She has lots of pictures up in here, ones with her family, friends, and finally old pictures of her and David.
“Oh my god.” I laugh, picking up the frame to get a better look, “You guys look like babies.”
Natalie walks over to get a look for herself.
“That’s because we were.” She chuckles and shakes her head thinking back on the memory, “We were only freshmen.”
I set the picture back down and Natalie gives me the dress she found.
“I have more if you don’t like this one.”
“No, it’s beautiful Natalie.” I pull her in for a quick hug, “Thank you.”
“Anytime.”
She walks out so I can change. I slip the dress on over my head and it fits perfectly. I check in the mirror and it looks good, I fluff my hair a bit and add a touch of mascara before I walk out.
“Oh my god, Y/n!” Natalie cheers, “You look so much better in that dress than I do.”
“Stop, I’m sure you look amazing.” I smile.
“Baby.” Zane yells loudly causing everyone to laugh.
“Well, there’s only so much longer I can wear dresses like this.”
David comes around the corner from the kitchen after hearing all of the commotion from Zane. His mouth falls open and everyone notices his reaction.
“Now David doesn’t even want to go out.” Jeff jokes.
“What’s wrong?” I ask with a small smile, he doesn’t have a face I’ve seen many times on. He’s still a new person to me, it seems like he’s in awe.
“I think everything that was in my head before just left.” David states.
“Shut up.” I roll my eyes. He breaks out in a grin and walks over to pull me into his side, “Can we get going now? I have a bedtime.”
Everyone laughs at this and we file into different cars. David drives a good chunk of us in the Tesla, everyone else just takes an Uber. We park the car and walk to the entrance. Whoever picked this place picked a popular club. There’s paparazzi waiting outside, hoping to catch some celeb.
We come around the corner and the flashes start instantly. David helps block me from it, I smile at the kind gesture. I’m used to this, I’m fine, but I like his protective instinct.
“Thank you.”
It shows that it takes him a couple of seconds to register what I’m referring to. He shrugs it off without even thinking about it. It was natural for him.
Everyone heads over to the bar to get a couple of drinks. I get a water.
“David, you can drink tonight!” Zane yells, he starts dancing with excitement in the middle of his statement.
“No, I need to drive everyone-”
“Actually, Y/n has to stay sober.” Heath points out, cutting David off.
“This is true.” I smile, drunk David could be interesting. “I will happily drive.”
“I think I’m good.” David tries to push everyone off, but they won’t give up. Peer pressure at its finest. David ends up taking several shots with different people. It doesn’t take long for it to affect him. He told me before that he’s a lightweight.
He races out to the dancefloor, leaving his camera on the counter of the bar. I shake my head with a laugh and pick it up.
“Hello vlog, I will be taking over for awhile because David is drunk and I am the DD.” I laugh looking at him over the camera to see him dancing like a maniac, “Please enjoy this rare content.”
Almost everyone is gone. Absolutely wasted. David being the farthest of anyone. I managed to get plenty of random bits that he could use if he wanted.  
“Hey, I’m gonna go to the bathroom.”
I tug on the edge of his shirt before he can go too far.
“Mens room is this way.” I point away from the women’s restroom that he was headed to.
“Pfffftttt, I knew that.” He slurs.
“Matt, can you follow him?”
Matt nods and goes with, him being only buzzed. Matt and Natalie have been the only ones I could somewhat rely on tonight.
“So, what’s it like having a baby?” Erin blurts, I have to laugh before answering.
“I don’t know, I don’t have a baby yet.”
“You and David are going to be such a cute family. Get married and have some more babies.”  She hiccups a couple times interrupting herself.
“I don’t know about that.” I reply.
“What?” Jason practically yells for all the club to hear, “You love the kid. It’s okay, he loves you too.”
“No.” I shake my head, “We’re taking things slow. Just because I’m pregnant with his kid doesn’t mean we’re perfect together. I hope things work out, in time.”
We move onto other random topics, I forget about what we had been talking about. David and Matt come back looking absolutely exhausted.
“I wanna go home.” David wines. He rubs at his eyes and squints at the flashing lights.
“Okay, let’s go.”
A lot of the group decided to stay or they just took Ubers home. I end up driving Jason, Natalie, and David back home. I put the camera on the dash, it’s usual home when David is driving.
“Hey!” David yells causing me to flinch, “I love this song!”
He turns up Dancing Queen even louder. I can’t even fight off singing along to the classic. We are all dramatically dancing and more or less screaming rather than singing.
“Alright we’re home.”
I unbuckle my seatbelt and reach across to help David with his.
“I wish this was your home.” He mumbles, his eyes are closed but he has a smile on his face.
“Wow, you are so drunk.” I roll my eyes.
“No, I’m not!” He argues.
It’s a legitimate struggle to get him into the house. Once we’re inside Natalie is already in her room and Jason is crashed on the couch.
“C’mon, just a little bit farther.” I drag him past everything that he tries to grab on the way to his room. I plant him on the bed and let out a loud huff.
“You’re so pretty.” David reaches forward to pull me closer. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone who looks more like an angel.”
I snort at the comment, not very angelic I might add.
“I really hope you remember saying all of this in the morning.” I manage to get him to lessen his grip while I help him get out of his shoes and clothes.
“Why? I think it all the time.” He admits all too proud of himself.
“Well, aren’t you just the sweetest?” I tease, going along with it.
“If I’m the sweetest, why aren’t we dating?”
David suddenly switches from a flirty drunk to a pouty drunk. His face drops and he looks at me with sad puppy dog eyes.
“Because we are taking things slow.” I push him back to lay down on the bed, pulling the covers up to his shoulder. “Go to bed.”
I turn to walk to the door, but he calls out for me before I can even get a few steps in.
“Wait, Y/n.” He wipes at his eyes again, “Don’t leave me. Will you stay?”
I should have turned around because his eyes are impossible to say no to right now. I debate back and forth for a while before deciding staying tonight won’t be that bad. I really don’t want to drive home right now anyway.
“Fine.”
I go into his bathroom and get ready for bed. I change into one of his sweatshirts rather than the dress I had been wearing. I turn off the bedroom lights and walk over to the empty side of the bed.
“Y/n L/n is sleeping in my bed right now.” David whispers, he giggles at the end like a schoolgirl.
“I’ve slept in your bed before.” I remind him.
“What?” He says sounding exasperated and shocked. “When?”
“When you got me pregnant.” I laugh, “Now, go to bed please.”
David doesn’t respond and for a while I think that he’s finally passed out. Until he shifts and his arm wraps around my waist. He rests his hand on my lower stomach.
“Goodnight, Y/n.”
“Goodnight, David.”
“Goodnight, Peanut.”
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