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barack-fa · 2 months

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my god I wonder why he's crying oh my if only someone would know (I know) omg what I wouldn't do to know who could comfort him (I also know)

#i NEED to draw him weeping more #i need to see the man i love the most BAWL his eyes out #i also need to draw my other favorite man ever comforting hajime #fanart #danganronpa #goodbye despair #danganronpa fanart #dr2 #hajime hinata #kmhn #🍑🌴🎨

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cirusthecitrus · 1 day

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And the seas were filled to the brim drop by drop

And grains of sand formed the stones

Eternity is probably so long

I only wish to contribute a tiny bit

In my short life to weave

At least one thin thread of silk

Flëur - Шелкопряд (Silkworm) -----------------------------------------

Just me again thinking about the clones whom Prime made feel so small and insignificant and replaceable, who had no choice but to accept their roles and who were greatful to be given a chance at life at all, a chance to be a part of their god's grand journey, even if only for a moment

And yet, deep down they probably still wanted to prove themselves special and needed, still hoped to leave something important behind and be aknowledged and remembered by their brother... I'm still so emo about them T-T

#spop #horde clones #horde prime #shera #spacebats #the galactic horde #my art #cirus doodles things #what if i told you i was bawling my eyes out to this song playing on repeat the entire drawing process #the fact that in order to gather silk undamaged silkworms must be killed in boiling water before they can get out of their cocoons...#they're so horde clones coded u-u #idk why prime looks more babygirl than usual i needed him to have his hair loose for ~symbolism~ i guess it affected the rest of him lmao

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chilapis · 28 days

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loving is too vague of a word and yearning too soft. I hunger for this man. i need to open him up and crawl inside.

#I want to see this man at his weakest. I need to see this man at his weakest.#I wish to take my time to peel apart his mental layers with similar precision and care that one would use with a pomegranate.#and it’ll be messy and it’ll stain me but I want to be stained I wish to be stained I crave it.#I want to know him at his very core. just hold him gently while he cries into me #my dirtiest fantasy? having a guy bawl his eyes out into my clothes while I comfort him. (jest)#i can fix him but i need to see him at his worst for it first. you know?#🥀

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jellypawss · 1 year

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I’m going to be very transparent for a sec. I’ve had two alcohol induced psychosis events happen to me in the past week where I attempted to harm myself and ended up talking to police officers. I’m a recovering alcoholic that tries really really hard but keeps relapsing. I’ve tried AA and therapy and nothing is helping because they keep telling me to look for “my higher power” and I’m not gonna lie, in my opinion, that shit is wack. I’m struggling a lot and faith is the last thing on my mind. Anyways, I wanted to make this post to thank y’all for being one of the main sources of happiness and support for me. I don’t get a lot of people outside of this community that reach out to me when im hurting so im very grateful to have y’all in my silly little phone. I promise I will be back to making mods and what not soon but I’ve been really enjoying making music, it feels almost therapeutic. But yeah, thanks for being here for me y’all. I love you guys.

#the police officer last night was surprisingly very friendly and even made me laugh #I’m glad I’m still here and I’m going to make things right for myself because there’s so much more in this world that I want to live for #suicide tw #tw sui attempt #tw self harm #tw #tw alchohol mention #tw alcohol #also I couldn’t make myself go to the psych ward because I needed to stay home to take care of the kitten #I was bawling my eyes out because I felt so guilty about even thinking of having someone else take care of him #he’s so bonded to me that he cries for me when someone else holds him #I just couldn’t #also the psych ward sucks #and I’m not knocking it entirely but #it really is a last resort thing for me now #after being in one that drugged me up on Ativan and took me off my heart meds to the point where I didn’t remember it #a whole ass week I have no recollection of

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heartsofminds · 7 months

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getting married and having kids is the farthest thing away from my 21 year old mind, but i can’t wait to have my own family and not have to rely on both shitty sides of mine for holidays. obviously know how lucky i am to have them, but don’t love how they talk about me or the migraines they give me over every small detail revolving plans!! because i’m always the liar and the melodramatic one, of course! 🤩

#in other words i’m being a huge baby right now #but there’s nothing worse than your aunt snitching on you to your grandma to tell your dad and getting an angry phone call from him later 🤩#especially when what happened isn’t even true!!! but they’re the real 'adults' so you’re the one that’s the liar #and also making every big event that happens to you revolve around them of course!#my mom’s fam is even worse so don’t even get me started #but the headache from bawling my eyes out after being demeaned and yelled at by my dad is awful #not having kids for a LONG TIME but i promise i’ll never make them feel the way I am right now!#i really just need to shut up now #sorry for complaining folks #L speaks

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gravity-falls-fanatic89 · 2 months

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Well, glad to hear I could lose my job in 30 days.

I've been trying to just mentally make it through my days constantly without falling apart, and taking proper meds to help myself, and try to deal with my aunt's passing, and be there for my mom....And on top of that, my friend comes in 44 days, so I'm going to look like a piece of shit that can't do anything while she's here.

For fuck sake, I just want to go home, bawl, and want to be held by my husband and Stan. I'm a fucking mess.

#stan pines #stanley pines #i miss him #i need a break #a hug #anything #my husband #im sick of being a piece of shit #so burnt out #im bawling my eyes out

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cashweasel · 2 months

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It was hard to pick,,,,, so, fjskdjsksjs it’s so many (only sort of sorry,,ngl) 😂

5,17 for kiyazan

9,25 for daemon nd karima

8,15 for Gideon and valen loll

29 for all of em 💀

Once again I FORGOT ABOUT A BLORBO ASK but I literally had this in the drafts and everything and today I bring you answers FHRHDJKSSJ

Kiyazan:

5. How do they comfort each other when they are sad?

Yazan is a big actions guy so if something is bothering her he’d want to take care of it and fix it immediately also kiki loves cuddles and cuddles she shall receive fjskakdjdk will literally do anything to make it better,, holding her, talking about it, dancing it out, ordering her favorite takeout (yazan talking about it is a mix him being sincere and dissing the shit out of the person/situation and I kinda love it djdjskdjdk) leaving kiki’s part for you because I wanna know 😌💗

17. Their ways of expressing their love.

We talked about yazan putting up the shelves that kiara got that have been sitting around since forever and that pretty much what it’s about 😂 he just does things for her, or does things so she doesn’t have to. Pre relationship or pre living together yazan would just go around her house and fix anything that needed fixing fjdksidjdk,, also a big part of why he doesn’t mind doing the chores. To put it shortly acts of service and quality time!

Daemon and karima:

9. How open are they with their feelings?

I know why you’re asking this 😂💀 karima is…. Unfortunately still not the best at it at least in a serious vulnerable context and she bottles up a lot BUT she would sit down with him and be like “can I tell you something homie to homie 😔” and even then she tries to to keep it from getting too deep even when it comes to expressing love she’s not one to get Too sentimental but will let him know she cares about him. But this is mostly when they’re still in the beginning of their relationship (honestly it might take her 2+ years of being like that 💀) but I will say the first time she lets herself cry in front of him…………..

25. Share any headcanons about their relationship.

FHDKSJSKDJ ok so you know karima will just KO whenever wherever and her sleep is heavyyyyyy lol and I just think daemon doesn’t let her sleep in her makeup that’s all 😌 she’s knocked tf out snoring and all and he’s just 🥰 wiping her makeup off and doing her skincare for her

Valen and Gideon:

8. What are their most prominent memories of each other?

PLEASE 😭 valen’s is that he used to keep a pet rat as a kid, everybody refused to acknowledge it because it wasn’t actually a pet it was some rat he found lurking in their gardens and deemed it his bestie and would check up on it every day fssksjdjdj and when the rat died gideon was the one that buried and held a funeral for it 😔

Gideon’s most prominent memory has to be valen punching his dad in a room full of people loll bc not only was it incredibly humiliating and an act of love towards his bestie but it was also the first time anyone really stood up to this bully of a man and he just got wrecked by a teenager fjskaksjdj it was great seeing him hunched over w a bleeding nose until he made a comment about the company his son keeps and then it was both boys vs the guards trying to tear them off him fjdksksjskdn

15. Does their view of themselves differ from their partner’s view?

Sort of lol,, gideon struggles so much with his self image and thinks he’s broken and has nothing to offer or that letting ppl get to know him is essentially a burden on him and them so he just doesn’t make friends or meaningful relationships easily and valen over here just Fails to fathom it because to him gideon’s the most solid friend he’s ever had and literally nothing like all those things he says about himself and so he always makes it a point to let him know all the things he appreciates about him

Valen on the other hand thinks he’s the most interesting and amazing person anyone has the pleasure of knowing and that he’s worth it and because he’s set that expectation for himself any criticism from others or negative emotions from himself is shoved aside in favor of the facade and while gideon agrees he’s amazing and lowkey idolizes him lol he’s the only one actually capable of giving him a reality check that he’ll listen to and seeing him as just valen

All:

29. What are your favorite moments that happen between them?

WAAHHHH LMAO ok to be completely fair my fave kiyazan moment is them throwing up into the same toilet together and kiki tolerating the bugs yazan collects despite hating them bc if this isn’t love idk what is 😂

My favorite daemon karima moment is him kicking the ball in her face when they first met DJDKSKDJDJFN and also ceramics class

And my fave valengideon moment is them going into the city and buying some lame lizard which turned out to be a large dragon they tried hiding in a barn where hay and fire don’t mix very well SGDHFKSKDJDJ rip

[oc romance asks]

#hope this helps 😂👍#I think I spent 3 hours writing this 💀#im obliterated bye #how could you ask me these questions #I’m politely requesting your blorbos pov for this btw I need to know how kiki comforts Yazan and how open daemon is about his feels #karima still acting nonchalant with him for a while and then letting the floor gates open one day is just so emotional to me fjrjskdjdk #that hit me harder than it should’ve negl #Valen was devastated when the rat died #bawled his eyes out the entire funeral rip #you and your bestie beating tf out of his asshole dad can be so romantic actually FJSKAJDKDKDJ #they got into trouble with valen’s dad that night but he thought that going for the nose was a great move for what it’s worth so it wasn’t #a complete loss loll #(typing that made me realize that even tho they were grounded #they all agreed that it was safer to have gideon stay with them a few days than sending him back to his dad) and I hated it #ask #oc asks #thank u for these I had fun answering them 💗💗💗💗💗#my ocs #kiyazan #daemon x karima #valen x gideon

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usagimen · 6 months

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just a tiny update; my cat is doing great today, he was given fluids while his medicine regime changed. as a treat, he now has a luxury cat tree && cat caves to hide in, so he's back to being fluffy as possible - thank goodness.

#––– ❛ out of character 【 daddy needs to fake his death again 】#// I'll be around lurking while working on inbox things that are sorely overdue!#// I call him daddy as a funny lil nickname and he's back to running to me like yes void tis I #// his little bounce is back too so it's happy screechs ;A; but my eyes are sore from bawling

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cryptidyork · 18 days

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#shut up spencer #i so badly want to book my next tattoo #my friend drew it and everything #but how am i supposed to get casper tattooed on me #when im still losing my mind in grief #i dont want to sit in a tattoo shop bawling my fucking eyes out #but he was my soul dog and i need him with me forever

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sugaldean · 10 months

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⚠️👼😈 Good Omens S2 Spoilers 😈👼⚠️

Neil Gaiman with all due respect I'm coming for your ass. How dare you. And I'm begging you DON'T MAKE US WAIT FOUR MORE YEARS I CANNOT POSSIBLY TAKE IT

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vergina-spva · 2 years

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I live for Kid being a big bad pirate, except for when it comes to Killer. Then he’s a big softie ❤

#eustass kid #killer one piece #one piece #kidkiller #I mean not necessarily romantically #either romantic or platonic these two share a deep bond #Kid just doesn't care about his image anymore when it comes to Killer #I bet Killer makes fun of him in front of their crew regularly because he knows Kid can't really get angry at him #someone else on the crew might have gotten the idea that they could get away with it too but Kid made sure everyone knew they couldn't #that's a Killer only right #Eustass 'I'm a big bad pirate captain' Kid #bawling his eyes out when his best friend is hurt #oh man I just love these two so much #they would die for each other without hesitation #After a day of big bad pirating Kid needs cuddles from Killer #you can't change my mind #random thoughts

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misfortunegirl · 1 year

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obligatory photo to sum my feelings up

#youll be bawling out your eyes in front if people who promised to treat you better and theyll just look at you like your а piece of fucking #chewed gum they found under the desk #people never change!!!!!! never!!!!!!#they don't change #they just learn to hide the shitty parts of themselves!!!!#then im the one whos at fault because i got upset and showed “”“”weakness“”“”#fuck you.#anyways. back to texting cute nerd. (⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~#yesterday maybe??? or so i bumped into him accidentally and ended up brushing my hands over his again.. accidentally while apologizing #i got so flustered girl. i need this shit #i need to feel the excitement of pursuing someone new and them actually showing interest #also he has nice hands.#and soft skin for like the 0.2 seconds i touched his skin #anyways gurlies heres to hopinh hell answer soon. i need that dopamine rush only flirting with guys gives me #what do you mean thats not a good coping mechanism i have B (ig) P(ussy) D(isorder)#its just a part of my charm. i can work it. hell its the only fucking thing i can do #also i was bawling my eyes out at the GYM🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️#everyone was looking at me like im a fucking insane bitch<- is a fucking insane bitch but not because i was crying #also why do i look so that good when i cry. lana del rey said it. cuz im pretty when i cry #not That good but Damn good. fuck LET ME EDIT TAGS #/⁠╲⁠/⁠\⁠╭⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)⁠╮⁠/⁠\⁠╱⁠\

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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octoagentmiles · 2 years

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What are your thoughts surrounding the Golden Mole episode if you’ve watched it? Personally, I really enjoy it, but I was kind of taken aback by the way Kwazii was acting at the start? His writing at points in A&B in general makes me feel a way, the difference has been a big adjustment. You always tie things together with your character analyzations very well, so I’m curious to know your take on this one! It might even make me feel less thrown off by it :)

you sent this a long time ago I'm so sorry- If your opinions on Kwazii's writing have changed, I'd love hearing any takes you have now- but in the meantime take post 🤲 (note that I talk a lot about Tracker since he is kinda the focus of the episode- ok now let's begin:)

(take an ear-twitchy Kwazii for your patience hfjskd 🤲✨)

I've noticed Kwazii's been written differently too, and I've got theories about it ofc (see closing thoughts), but in regards to the Golden Mole episode I actually think his behavior was pretty in character. I think Kwazii has a fear of rejection (because of how often he is rejected due to being a pirate), and he seems to be very aware of how people view him, and will either over-compensate by toning down his energy (or at least trying to, like in the Puffins.) or try to make himself seem cooler and more capable than he is if he notices someone likes him, like he did with Pinto that one time.

He also did this in The Combtooth Blenny; where he spent the entire time trying to make Peso think he had everything in control, even though he didn't. That's pretty similar to what's happening in The Golden Mole.

The Combtooth Blenny and The Golden Mole are pretty similar episodes overall: Kwazii and Peso stuck on a desert island with no communication vs. Kwazii and Tracker stuck in a desert with no communication, Kwazii desperate to seem like a capable leader type, Peso (implied to be) as a new Octonaut vs. Tracker as a new Octo-Agent, etc.. (cough cough wanna point out UK Peso and Tracker's shared voice actor just because cough cough-)

Analysis time now:

Right away we can tell Tracker thinks Kwazii is cool, just from the way he looks at him (either in awe or nervousness), and is eager to please him. We see this trait of his when we first meet him in Operation Deep Freeze when he excitedly calls them "The Octonaut guys!!! :D" and then shouts "Cool!!" when Barnacles promises to keep him posted. Tracker is a follower by nature, not a leader. He'd much prefer to let ANYONE else tell him what to do, rather than follow his own instincts or take charge. So Kwazii? Octonaut guy?? Perfect person to listen to—definitely not gonna question his judgement at all. Wouldn't dream of it.

...Even when it backfires on them both.

Tracker is very strong, smart, and capable on his own, and he seems to know that—but he's still very insecure in his own intuition; and tends to put others before himself, kind of like how Barnacles does. He says at one point in S2 (paraphrasing here-) that in the Polar Scouts; "they are taught to help anyone who needs it, no matter what." and I think he and Barnacles both indirectly learned their self-worth issues from this (like: “When you see a creature in trouble, it is YOUR duty to help them. Your own safety comes second.” ). He's a great Polar Scout, and he's desperate to be seen as a good Octo-Agent by the Octonauts.

(Octonauts™ at it again with the parallels <3) Tracker has literally never left the Arctic before; another reason why he wants to trust Kwazii so badly. He’s out of his element, but Kwazii’s been around the world, he should know about deserts, right? One way I wish Kwazii had been written differently in this episode, would be him being a bit more worried about Tracker. He knows they're in this situation because he messed up—and Barnacles likely trusted Kwazii to take care of him. So if he had maybe panicked with Tracker when they lost their backpack, instead of just standing there, or if he asked him how he was doing once or twice, that would’ve been better. (In the CombBlenny, he gets visibly frustrated a few times, before putting on a brave face for Peso. In this episode he kinda just dissociates when Tracker freaks out, and it’s a little awkward.)

I do really like this scene at the end where Kwazii reassures Tracker, and gives him his book back. It feels like Kwazii is trying to apologize to him in his own way.

Also I think Tracker would've passed the test no matter what. He was the only agent who got any sort of test. He probably asked Barnacles for one, and it got made up on the spot. He would've passed even if he completely failed, because it was just a confidence booster exercise; like how 99% of Peso's S1 training was just confidence boosting disguised as serious training. Barnacles couldn’t actually train Peso on how to be an Octonaut or a medic, because he was already both of those from the start; he just needed to be taught how to trust himself.

Closing off with more Kwazii thoughts: I think he's being written differently on purpose. There has been a timeskip, and everyone seems a bit more mature now (it's most obvious in Peso and the Vegimals, and Dashi in some aspects). It could just be that he toned down a bit as he got older; but I've noticed that he's written the most weird whenever he's partnered with Calico Jack. He acts more immature and just... off? and in my head it's because he really hasn't seen CJ since he was a kitten, so he isn't sure how to act around him (plus he REALLY wants to impress his granddad). We also know that CJ's been teaching Kwazii stuff, so that could be another factor in his personality/vibe shift. The times I've found where Kwazii acts the most like himself- are the times he's alone with the other Octonauts, and I think that's interesting.

#I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG 😭 my brain did NOT wanna cooperate with me so it's just been chilling in my drafts #operation uncooperation in my brain #hhhhhhhh #octonauts #octonauts above and beyond #kwazii #octonauts tracker #i want tracker to have a cone snail episode moment. he deserves it so much #he's paralleling with peso so hard. insecure but stronger than he thinks ✅ good growth when alone ✅ looking up to kwazii and barnacles ✅#paul panting (uk) ✅ lol #kwazii has rsd and he just wants tracker to think he's cool. ty for coming to my tedtalk #he also wants his granddad to think he's cool #thinking about on one hand kwazii is hanging out with cj and trying to impress him. and on the other hand hanging out with tracker and-#-trying to impress him #but in different ways. trying to be a cool pirate for cj and a cool octonaut for tracker...#when is he allowed to just be kwazii?#i think an anb episode where kwazii is completely by himself (not even with a creature) would be interesting #also my GOD i need tracker and peso to have a Moment together.#and peso tells tracker to ''just trust himself''.#DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD I WOULD SOB??? BAWL MY EYES OUT?????? I'D NEVER STOP #CRYING AT THIS VERY MOMENT JUST THINKING ABOUT IT #/POS

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ilikeyoshi · 8 months

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trying my goddamn hardest not to go into a spiral all over tumblr but today sucks and i'm SO angry and tired of having absolutely zero respect for my privacy and people constantly leaving the basement door open where my cat can just GET OUT AND GET LOST and fuck. jesus christ. i want to move out so fucking bad i hate it here.

#sorry im like shaking and trying not to scream in one place all at once but i need??? to scream??? i want to bawl my eyes out #cat's fine btw i found him after an absolutely horrifying ten minutes of searching #ugh. ugh. i hate this fucking place #yoshi talks

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fischiee · 6 months

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y’all I am drunk as fuck but i am fed the fuck up. i am like hopelessly into this guy in our friend group bc he is so kind and wonderful and attractive and unfortunately he has decided that i am the one person to trust abt his love life and so i must apparently sit through him explaining his struggles with another girl while i am SUFFERING

like he is just so sweet and kind and YES it is a crush and yes i am putting him on a pedestal but he is nothing but kind and sweet to me and it definitely seems like he is flirting with me sometimes but i definitely cannot tell and he does talk abt this girl that he is very into OFTEN (she is for sure not me) and it’s driving me crazy i am so heart broken

#ignore this #ignore me #anyway yeah im fucking wasted so sorry pals you get me being emo abt a boy who simply doesn’t care about me #and who i am telling all my friends that i don’t care about #but he sits next to me!!!#and draws doodles on my papers!!!!!#and smiles and looks at me and tilts his body towards me and like ajdbfb #all night he let me loop my arm in him and helped guide me but then he literally told me abt the girl he’s in love with #and he was giving me a ride and being. so kind so I gave him advice about how to like date/get w/ her but it simply hurt my heart so bad #im literally bawling my eyes out AUGH #sorry team this is what happens when you follow a theatre manor who has t even graduated #you get someone so horrendously dramatic and emo #AUGH #i can’t even make up my mind abt him but i do know i want him so bad #we were enemies now we just need to get to the lovers part #it’s just so sad that he had decided that he can tell no one else abt his love life and his secret crush except for me #bc like.. girl i want you to fail (just kidding he’s so wonderful and i want him to be happy)#but it does definitely hurt but also bring me such joy for him to be like “oh i only trust /you/ with this. im attracted to someone else.#he literally let me loop his arm in him and let me touch him all night #but the second he was drawing home he asked abt a situation which her and her inviting friends to a hang out with him #and it just brown my hearT #i just #agony #sorry team im feeling emo

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lady-charinette · 2 years

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I'm on episode 3 of Kotaro Lives Alone and-

ISNT IT ENOUGH THAT I ALREADY CRIED AT THE FIRST TWO EPISODES?!

WASN'T THAT ENOUGH??

INSTANT TEARS when that balloon guy saw Kotaro draw the faces of his deceased family members and the words 'mama', 'papa', 'sister' and 'brother'.

WTF WHY WOULD YOU MAKE ME CRY LIKE THIS???

The balloon salesman saying he hopes the balloons will last a while as he watches Kotaro play all by himself while holding on to the balloons, the symbolic representations of the family he's lost.

THIS SHOW-

#kotaro lives alone #kotaro lives alone episode 3 #anime #chatty charinette #i bawled my eyes out at ep 2 where he says he wont need the TV anymore to keep him company at night

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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