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idyllic-affections · 1 year

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The platonic kaeya hcs were amazing !! If you’re still taking requests, how abt expanding on kaeya and his sibling and maybe the ragnvindr family drama :oo

how does the presence of kaeya's sibling change the fallout?

summary. how, if at all, does the presence of kaeya's sibling change his falling out with diluc?

trigger & content warnings. blood, depictions of a broken nose, canon-typical ragnvindr family drama, crying, etc.

tropes, pairings, fic length, & other notes. angst, hurt/comfort. kaeya & younger sibling!reader, diluc & reader. 0.5k words. they/them pronouns for reader. this post is an expansion of these headcanons, but it can be read as a standalone.

author's thoughts. hello lovely!! thank you hehe... my kaeya content always seems to get less traction than my other genshin content so im very glad you like those hcs!! my requests are always open unless i explicitly state otherwise, so feel free to send anything in whenever. i dont work on requests in the order which they come in; i work on them based on what i find inspiring, so i dont feel the same pressure other writers might to fulfill their requests, you know? im not as worried about being overwhelmed or burnt out bc of that, so requests are always open <3

how does the presence of kaeya's younger sibling change his fallout with diluc? that is indeed a complex question.

the short answer is that it doesn't.

the long answer is a bit more complicated than that.

kaeya is very protective of his baby sibling. he does all that he can to ensure that they're safe and smart and capable, because if he happens to not be around and trouble comes their way...

well, he wants to be absolutely confident that they can handle it, whether that be by smooth-talking their way out of it (kaeya has admitted to certain people that he is very amused by the way they seem to have inherited his so-called "linguistic powers") or by fighting their way out of it.

moreover, he loves them so, so much. they most definitely have a target on their back because of that. kaeya knows he has a tendency to sometimes associate with people that... aren't exactly righteous when he needs information. he also knows that his sheer adoration for the sweetheart he somehow gets to call his sibling isn't a secret to anyone who's been in mondstadt for more than a day. he can't restrict their freedom (especially not in mondstadt of all nations), so to combat his fear, he teaches them how to handle themselves in all kinds of situations.

he always knew better than to lie to them about their heritage, for a lie that severe would only cause harm. kaeya treasured their trust far too dearly to so much as even scratch it slightly.

...

perhaps it would have been best to be honest and transparent with diluc, too?

diluc discriminates not between the alberich siblings, but he doesn't go out of his way to harm the youngest, either. they're only a child. surely they didn't know? though, by the end of everything...

diluc has landed a deep scratch on their cheek and possibly broken their nose, all because they did know the truth.

kaeya does not take that well.

if anything, the presence of kaeya's sibling worsens the fallout, for if kaeya were to ever blame himself for what happened, all of those thoughts disappear the moment diluc lays hands on what is most dear to him.

and as for kaeya's sibling?

"fuck you, ragnvindr. i hate you more than you'll ever know. have fun being alone. it's what you deserve."

they feel a rage that they've never felt before despite the blood dripping from their broken nose and split lip, despite the overall numbness of their face from their wounds.

protectiveness does go both ways with the alberichs, it seems.

even long after the fallout, when the raging fires are reduced to spiteful words and brief exchanges full of bitterness, kaeya's sibling still holds the deepest resentment towards diluc.

(diluc doesn't need to know that there are nights where all kaeya can do is helplessly hold them as they cry about wanting their other brother back.

all diluc knows is that they hate him.

knowing that, he can't bring himself to approach them.)

please consider reblogging, it helps me out quite a lot!

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aotpimpcess · 10 months

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17+ blog.

liyah 💕. 18. haitian. brownskin 🫶🏾. pink enthusiast. plug!connie's baby momma. taking suggestions bc i run dry of ideas often.

nsfw content incoming !! mostly smut n some fluff bc im a crybaby and can't handle angst 😢. i mostly write for aot men n maybeeee some euphoria n dcu. yes i do write gang related fics 🤞🏽.

aotpimpcess ©️. do not copy or steal, ho. do not translate without permission 💕.

#☆ ( navi ) !!#aotpimpcess

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daisysliv · 2 years

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Ok skbfjcoekir 13. “Don’t cry, please,” and 42. “I hate you.” from the angst prompts for steve harrington? But PLEASE ending in fluff 'cause i can't handle too much sad shit

mean it | steve harrington

word count: 636

pairing: steve harrington x gn!reader

summary: in which you fight with steve and say things you don't mean

warnings: swearing, angst, fluff

prompts: 13 - "Don't cry, please." and 42 - "I hate you."

notes: short but sweet! not feeling too proud about this bc i did rush it but hopefully you still like it! prompts are in bold and as always, cause im lazy, it's not edited and all mistakes are my own

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“I don't… I don't understand where all of this is coming from!” He exclaims, throwing a hand up in the air for emphasis. He had been excited to come home after a long day and just cuddle with you on the couch but apparently you had other plans. And those plans included fighting with him.

He still didn't know what he did wrong or what happened to make you so upset when you seemed fine just that morning. The only thing he knew was that he didn't like where this conversation was heading. It was heading down a path that he went down with Nancy and it was scaring him because he didn't want to lose you. He couldn't lose you because that would break him.

You were his best friend, the love of his life, and if you left him then he had nothing left. He needed you more than anything. “Talk to me, please.” He begged, taking a step closer to you.

He didn't understand why you weren't talking to him like you used to. “Why would I, Steve? It's not like you're gonna listen.”

Steve took a step back, furrowing his brows. “What do you mean? I listen to you.”

“You don't! You just don't.” He rounded the counter so he was standing in front of you. You could see the confusion and hurt in his eyes but you didn't care at that moment. “You never fucking listen, Steve! You act like you do, and I hate you for it. I hate you because you sit there with me and act like you care about what I have to say! I hate you because you act like you love me but it's all bullshit!”

You watch as his face crumbles under the weight of your words and your heart sank in regret. You were having an off day and taking it out on him saying things that weren't true. You wanted to hurt him the way you were hurting today but you could see that you crossed a line. And you wanted to take everything back.

“Wait… y-you hate me?” He whispered, his eyes lining with tears. “And you think I don't love you? Wh-what did I do to give you that… that impression?” He asks and you feel your heart stop beating.

“I'm sorry, I didn't mean it–”

He cuts you off. “You can't say things like that and not mean it. Do you really think I don't love you or that- that I don't listen to you?”

You shake your head rapidly, eyes wide. “No, I know you do. You're amazing and I'm just… I was having a bad day and I guess I finally snapped when you came home wearing that beautiful yet stupid smile on your face.” You explain, your own eyes lining with tears. “I wanted to make you feel the way I have all day and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.”

Steve cups your jaw and rests his forehead against yours. “Hey, hey… it's okay, don't cry, please. Listen, the only reason I came in with a smile today was because I knew you were here. I knew that you were just what I needed after today.”

Sniffling, you feel your heart sink once again. Now you felt like a bitch. He was having a bad day like you and you made it worse by telling him that you hated him and didn't think he cared about you, which was far from the truth.

You loved him with every bone in your body and you couldn't believe you had hurt him just because you had a bad day. “I'm sorry, Stevie. I love you so much.”

He moves his hand from under your jaw to brush your tears away and smiles softly. “I love you too, baby.”

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redheadspark · 2 years

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requesting twice bc your writing is amazing!

“you don't understand. i need you safe. not because i don't think you can handle yourself but because i can't focus on anything else if there's even the smallest possibility you're in danger.” and “you can't get all worked up every time something happens to me. that's just life. you're not always gonna be able to protect me from it.” with benedict?! he needs some love and im obsessed w him rn! 😍💗

Have Faith

Summary: Benedict has some fears for the safety of his pregnant wife and unborn child.

Warnings: A hint of angst but mostly fluff

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“I’m telling you, darling, There is nothing to worry about,”

“You said you’ve felt pain! That seems like worry to me,”

You huffed and placed your stitching on the end table and eyed your husband as he was pacing back and forth in the parlor of your small cottage home, a lot of worry was etched on his face and in his stance. In any other situation, your husband would laugh it off and calmly say it was nothing to fret or worry over.

But not then, not when you were heavily pregnant and complaining on feeling some pains.

You two were married for two years before you found yourself pregnant. After getting married, both yourself and Benedict wanted to have children, but not right away. Of course, it was a shock and a hint of a scandal amongst yoru two families, why you weren’t wishing for babies right away. But for the pair of you, it was merely simple: you wanted to enjoy your time together as a newly married couple. Benedict was finishing his time in art school and wanted to complete it before any children would come into the picture, and you supported that decision whole heartedly. You did want children, even a big family, and with Benedict because you knew deep down he would be a fantastic father. He was already an amazing Uncle to Anthony and Kate’s child, not to mention Simon and Daphne’s children too. He doted on his niece and nephew, playing with him for hours on end and showing them the basic painting steps on his easel. SO to picture him with one of his own children seemed like the best dream ever, and now it was going to be a reality.

But you never thought your aloof and adventurous husband was going to be a nervous wreck.

“Benedict, I assure you it is not time for our child to come yet,” You reassured him as you placed your hand on your swollen belly, rearranging the dress you were wearing since you were perched on your bed, “The doctor told us I have another month until our baby is due to arrive,”

“Babies can some sooner the expected,” Benedict countered back in a groan, his packing on the floor made you think of a caged animal or someone with worry in their bones. This was not like your husband, not the fun and care are man you fell in love with at one of the balls. He was such a light in the ballroom, admiring the artwork on the wall more than than the eligible ladies that were looking for suitors. He spotted you when you were mingling with some of the other ladies in the corner of the room, the both of your eyes meeting.

It was needless to say that it was love at first sight.

“Darling, please come over and sit with me,” You urged him, holding out your hand to Benedict. He sighed, seeing you perched on the bed and he reluctantly walked over to drop un ceremoniously on the edge of the bed, right next to you. There was worry all over his face, it was clearly evident as you sighed and gave him a sweet smile. Benedict was someone who was never meant to have a scowl on his face, nor anger. He was always a bright and shining star in your eyes and the eyes of his family. You took his hand and placed it with yours on the top of your pregnant belly. He looked at your stomach, his fingers tracing the surface there and your dress martial as you spoke.

“I am perfectly fine,” You said to him once more, sounding sure and careful in your tone as he looked from your belly to you,”Our baby is perfectly fine. We are going to be parents within a months time, so we should enjoy this time now before our lives changed. You worry me when you act like this,”

“Oh my love,” he said in a sigh, bringing your joined hands up to kiss your hand soothingly, “I just get worried about you and how you’re doing with all of this. I’ve only heard stories about childbirth and all that could do wrong.”

You’ve heard those stories too, and they were scary to think about. Childbirth alone is scary to think about and to go through, and for this to be your first child, you were very nervous and scared yourself. Your mother-in-law, Violet Bridgerton, gave you plenty of advice since she’s given birth to plenty of children. You took her advice whole heartedly, already adoring her as your mother-in-law and loving that she admired you when Benedict starting courting you.

“Those moments are rare,” You said calmly, “Childbirth is a risk, yes. But they are beyond successful most of the time, Benedict. I am in good health and nothing is hindering me or our baby,”

“There is still a possibility of something going wrong,” Benedict said to you, making you squeeze your hands together a nit tightly.

“I have done well thus far,” You commented, “You make it sound like I can’t handle being with child,”

“It’s not that,” Benedict hummed, looking a bit defeated in what was hindering in his mind. You didn’t wish to press him, Benedict was always one to say what was on his mind but he did it at his own pace. He was always willing to be open with you and never leave you in the dark.

“You don’t understand,” He said in a low tone, “I need you safe, not because I don’t think you can handle yourself but because I can’t focus on anything else if there’s even the small possibility of you being in danger,”

You wondered where this was coming from, then it almost clicked with you. Benedict’s father, Edmund Bridgerton, was someone you’ve heard great things about. It was sad that you would never meet him, almost picturing him in your head and how he would almost be just like Benedict. A thirst for life in his eyes, a smile that would brighten the room, and sound advice that would be taken seriously. Benedict spoke highly of his father, and his sudden passing from a bee sting changed everything in his family.

“I promise you, my dear husband and the father of my child,” You vowed to Benedict as you stared at him intensely in the eyes, “That there is nothing that is going to bring harm to myself or our baby. I have enough faith and strength within me to know that we’re going to be okay, and I need you to have that faith too,”

It felt sad that you had to ask your husband to have faith that you and your child were going to be okay. Yet you knew where he was coming from: loosing his father so young and needing him when he was a young man. Perhaps he was under the worrying assumption that he would loose you and have to deal with raising your child on his own. If that were the case, which did haunt you from time to time, you knew deep down that Benedict would be the perfect father. He already was, and within a month you were going to see it first hand.

“I’ll try,” He replied hummed to you, that small smirk back on his face as you beamed at him. You knew those fears he had for you and the child, you saw it in the very beginning when you told him you were pregnant. As excited and ecstatic that he was, he was almost worried for not just the baby but for you. Benedict made sure you ate the right food, that you rested with your feet up when you were out of breath, and he would always stick by you in your earlier stages of pregnancy whilst you attended balls and gatherings. There was no doubt he was proud to be an expecting father, but he hid those fears from everyone else but you.

The fact that he was willing to try was enough for you.

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2 Months Later

“What a strong young lad you are, little one,”

You watched with love and adoration as you were nursing your infant son in your bed, seeing him nestled against you and having his meal without a care or worry in the world. He was merely 12 hours old, such a new little being in your world and brought you nothing just joy and happiness. You were glad he was there, finally in your arms, and those hours of pushing and being in pain was worth it in your eyes. Your son was perfect, beyond perfect. He hd ten toes and ten fingers, a whisp of brown hair on the top of his head and exquisite cheeks to die for.

You loved your son: Patrick Bridgerton.

Benedict came into the room a few minutes into your nursing session with Patrick, closing the door right behind him and grinning from the site of his wife and son. He walked over, a cock in his head and a pep in his step.

“How is our son?” he asked, pulling a chair over to sit next to you in the bed and watch with utter fascination. His eyes never left your son as soon as he was born, fresh tears in his eyes as his son was placed in his arms while you were recovering from pushing and going through the labor. You saw him fall in love all over again with the baby in his arms, forever etching the image of his son in his mind for the rest of his life. It was etched in your own mind then, even while you were recovering from giving birth.

“He’s prefect in every way,” You hummed, keeping your son close as he was still nursing at your breast. Benedict leaned over to press a kiss against your cheek and then onto your son’s head. You knew the whole time that you were in labor that Benedict was petrified. He hated having to wait outside the room while you were in labor, at least in the beginning. His family was there to help them, thankfully Anthony was giving him sound advice in keeping calm and collected. It wasn’t until you let out a blood curdling scream as he barged his way into the room and stayed with you throughout the rest of the labor, the doctor not pushing him out at that point since he knew it would be hell. Luckily for the pair of your, your son was born within a hour after Benedict came into the room.

Now that it was just the three of you, you looked over at your husband who was peering down at your son with a wave of relief on his face and in his eyes. With your spare hand, you leaned over to rest your hand on Benedict’s cheek, seeing his eyes go from your son to you. Although you were covered in sweat and feeling beyond tired with fatigue, you felt so much love from your husband in how he was staring at you and gazing at you like you hung the very moon that was over your home.

“We’re both fine, Benedict,” you reassured him, seeing him search your face and eyes as you grinned at him. You couldn’t help but to think back months ago when you two had your spat about your safety and Benedict fearing that you would be in danger. It pained you that he would think like that, that he would take his mind to such a place that seemed dark and dreadful, which was not like them at all.

“You can’t get all worked up everytime something happens to me,” You reminded him, feeling him nuzzle into your hand on his cheek, “That’s just life. You’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it. Your son and I are here, alive and well. Let’s enjoy this, shall we?”

Benedict kissed your palm soothingly, showing you that he understood as he looked down at your son. As you finished nursing Patrick, your wanted to freeze this moment there with the two men in your life. All you wanted for Benedict was for him to take a breath, no longer have that fear of loosing you and your son forever. You hated that he had that one with his late father, but you were glad it was not going to happen again to him.

Benedict and Patrick, the only men you’ll ever need in your life.

“I can’t wait to show him how to paint,” he hummed as Patrick was slowing down in his feeding and nuzzling in your embrace. You grinned widely at Benedict, feeing the wheels turning in his head and you had to chuckle.

“At least wait until he’s walking,” You urged him, though he chuckled and shook his head.

“When he can hold a brush, that’s when I’ll teach him,” He said in his light manner, that wicked grin was there as he touched the top of your son’s head with his artistic fingers, “He’s a painter, I just know it.”

“Darling, he’s merely 12 hours old,” You reasoned, “Give him a few months until you make such a statement,”

Benedict just laughed, you joining him as well as you there had your first family moment together. You knew from then on out that it will be the three of your against the world, and even if you added more children down the road, you were already happy that it was just you three.

Three was your magic number.

The End.

#benedict bridgerton x y/n #benedict bridgerton x you #benedict x reader #bridgerton #benedict bridgerton

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seii-fantasy · 1 year

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heyy how are you doing? :) I hope well! Btw idk if you're taking requests, but I've been feeling very down lately so I thought I could ask you some fluffy headcanons with zerofuku? If you can't or don't want to is totally fine tho!

Hiii again dear

Ofc im doing it , i am sorry if i didnt do it earlier bcs school was keeping me busy

This baby , is definition of cuteness ×1000

When the both of you met , you were extremely shy to introduce yourself , so was he

He might be shy at first but once you two know each other, he will stop being shy

Don't you ever lie to him , he clearly hates it . Just tell him the truth, little bby Fuku(Zerofuku) wont be mad but he will try to be calm

Dont.get.near.him(yk im talkin abt who) the only rule he wants you to obey

Buttt he stay cuteee tho

You can't blame him , when he pouts , he just want u to focus on him

Cuddle , cuddlez! Cuddle everytime he can . If u dont want tho , he will not force you but he will be a lil bit sad

Your kindness does make him flustered, evefy gift ur offer him , every thing you do fr him

Once he became the Misfortune! Zero

Zero's trust to you is still intact but he has really bad trust issues

Everywhere you will go , you will be constantly followed by him but he will be hidden so well that you wont see him

He didnt told you something he will fight in the Ragnarok

He didnt want to worry you , he know how sweet and kind you are but he didn't want to worry you

Once you knew what he tried to hide to you , you were upset at him , but he apologized a lot of time

But no matter what happens to him ,no matter where is he . he still love you.

(My mind stopped thinking at here im sorry @praisethesuuun 😭😭)

Oneshot time !

Warning : Angst and character death and a lil fluff

His death was something , you didnt handle pretty well , you fell on your knees ; trying to process what happened . "No , no , no" Hearing your voice , Amaterasu who saw you , knew that you were Fuku's friend the one that did no wrong to him , she hugged you whispering "That everything is alright" a small silhouette , white one , came hugging you tightly "I am sorry , truly sorry for leaving you so soon." It was Zerofuku , hugging you tightly .

You cried more , asking him why . He whispered again "I am sorry..." , before vanishing again , you fell on the ground Amaterasu hugged you , you cried and fell asleep on the Goddess of the Sun arms , she orders her maids to put you in a room who wasn't occupied , and luckily they found it , they placed you in a bed as you whispered while dreaming

"Zero, i miss you"

To which Zero's soul answered you from Niflheim

"I miss you too Y/n"

#shuumatsu no valkyrie #record of ragnarok #snv zerofuku #ror zerofuku #SnvZerofukuxreader #RorZerofukuxreader

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elytrafemme · 2 years

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what’s cough syrup about? it sounds really interesting and i see you post about it a lot :O

hi hi!

cough syrup's a dreamSMP high school AU focused primarily on c!tubbo & c!ranboo's characters! the chapters alternate POVs (even chapters are ranboo's, odd chapters are tubbo's) but there are other side characters with their own background plotlines featured in both chapters (c!niki and c!tommy are my best examples of characters ive tried to give a personal arc despite not being in center frame always)

there are a few plotlines going on through it, the most forward-facing one being the development of c!beeduo's relationship, but also plots more specific to each character. a lot of c!tubbo's chapters focus on his home life and him trying to reconcile his past with his current situation and trying to break the chains of generational trauma. c!ranboo's chapters, because he's a damn disaster and im fucking extra, have like way too many plotpoints, but his main plot threads settle around him figuring out his identity. there are a lot of themes of addiction, mental health, queerness, "blood of the covenant is thicker than water of the womb", etc.

it's currently at about 200k words, updates every two weeks, and has 45 chapters in total (this tuesday i'm posting the 25th). the chapters are pretty ungodly long.

i'd recommend it to people who like longer fics, high school / modern AUs, c!beeduo in a queerplatonic lens, and can stomach some heavier subjects (angst w/ a happy ending). if you prefer shorter fics, exclusively headcanon c!beeduo as platonic or feel uncomfortable with queerplatonic/romantic takes on their characters, or can't handle angst in any capactiy, i wouldn't recommend it tbh bc i do not want anyone following me to read it obligatory and then hate it so just like know that going in

sorry for the ramble its my baby LMFAO i like talking about it lots

#nightmare.ask #nightmare.cough-syrup #ok to rb if anyone did want an explanation to what CS is #sorry i talk a lot im just <33333 i like talking about it

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cherryyjjk · 4 years

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my knight in shining armor [2]

originally posted by armywithbangtan

summary: the school bad boy has taken a liking to flirting and asking you out during school, even after rejecting him. what’ll happen when someone else uses force?

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: angst / fluff / skool luv affair! au / bad boy! au

word count: 2.2k

warnings: harrassment

A/N: i’m sososo sad this one got deleted tOO and like asldkalksdj i just wanna share my writing is that so hard !! that’s it i’m writing on google docs or smth

Taehyung was confused about a lot of things. He was confused about the math homework, why his alarm didn’t go off this morning, how to not get mad at his teachers, but recently and most importantly: you. He was confused about you and your entire persona. You were the cutest freshman, and person, he had ever met. Your loud laughter always brought a smile to his face and he had made it his goal to make you laugh more. He looked at you a lot, and he knew you would stare at him too. Whenever he flirted with you, you would avoid his eyes and blush, embarrassed out of your mind. But then, a few seconds later, you would reject him.

Am I doing something wrong? Maybe I’ve misread her intentions. He wondered to himself while walking to class. He had always been late to school. That is, until you showed up. With your dazzling smile, (e/c) eyes that sparkled when you talked about something you were passionate about. The skip in your step when you saw him. He was dazed in and out of class, but the teacher wouldn’t reprimand him. Though he was only a sophomore, he was still pretty strong and being the “bad boy” made you known for your scary nature.

The bell rang and Taehyung was the first one out of the class, desperate to find you. He didn’t even bring a backpack to school, so he was light on his feet.

“Hey Taehyung! Where are you going?” A familiar voice said behind him. Taehyung looked behind him to find Jimin running up to him while his other five friends walking leisurely in their direction.

“I’m going to find (Y/N),” he responded, looking at his friend like it was obvious. He hadn’t been able to see you this morning and it was already taking a toll on his mood.

His friend group laughed and Namjoon, one of the juniors in the group, asked, “Taehyung, that girl doesn’t want you. Why don’t you find someone else?”

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, and frowned. He didn’t think his friends would understand. He knew his group of friends had a bad history in relationships, how they were marked as the player bad boys. But he knew them better, they were good people. Albeit, a bit emotionally unavailable.

Taehyung tried his best to come up with and explanation but trying to stay respectful, he just responded, “Hyungs, you wouldn’t understand.”

He walked away from his friends to a particular tree outside, away from the lunch tables and everyone else. You two would usually talk there, without anyone interrupting or anything. It was bliss. Taehyung turned the corner, already feeling a bit happier about the situation.

“Hey, Y/N, I—” Taehyung started, only to find that there was no one under the tree. He paused, confused about where you could be.

Where could she be? He wondered, looking around but only getting more frustrated. Maybe she had ditched me?.

Dejected, Taehyung stuffed his hands into his pant pockets and hunched his shoulders.

I mean, it’s me. A bad boy, no one cares about me other than for fame. Y/N doesn’t care for me, like I do her.

Taehyung turned around and lifted his foot to walk away when—

SMASH

Taehyung froze in his tracks. His eyes widened and he slowly looked up. On the next floor, he could see through a window a girl with her back facing him. He knew that figure anywhere. It was you.

You looked like you were shielding yourself from something, probably whatever made that crash sound. But what was scarier to Taehyung was who he could see. A guy slowly approaching you.

Taehyung started to get mad. Whoever this guy was, he had no right to be near his—

His..his what? His girlfriend? No, she isn’t my girlfriend. I told myself that I shouldn’t get involved with her anymore. Taehyung scolded himself, trying to tear his eyes away from the scene. He closed his eyes and tried breathing deeply to calm his nerves.

He heard another sound, like something hitting glass and steeled himself not to look up. Taehyung knew if he did, he would storm into that class and it wouldn’t be pretty. Getting increasingly frustrated, Taehyung lost all his resolve and looked up to see you looking uncomfortable under the other guy’s glare and his hand trapping you. You whimpered and turned your head to the side and Taehyung caught a glimpse of a red mark. It was a cut from the glass and it looked painful.

Taehyung only saw red. He started running through the field and pushed at least a dozen people out of the way. But he didn’t care. All he could see was you, and your cut, and the way you looked scared.

He was halfway up the stairs when he heard it. Your scream. But you weren’t just screaming for help. You screamed his name.

“Taehyung!”

If even possible, he ran faster, almost tripping over his own two feet before he was outside the classroom door. He tried to yank the door open but it wouldn’t budge. He kicked it a few times before ramming the side of his body through and it finally gave way. He was panting and his hands were balled up into fists. In the room, Chin-hwa was still staring at Y/N but seemed annoyed at the interruption. His two friends had been trying to hold the door down to stop Taehyung from getting through and were now rolled on the floor. The two guys were looking up to Taehyung’s furious face and if looks could kill, they’re both be six feet underground.

“T-Taehyung,” You whispered, a little afraid after looking at his face. You tried moving towards him but your wrist was still trapped in Chin-hwa’s and the other was crushed by his body. Chin-hwa felt you moving and smirked before pushing you against the window again, resulting you groaning in pain. Taehyung walked over to the both of you and grabbed Chin-hwa’s arm.

“Huh, what do you—” Chin-hwa started before his body was ripped from Y/N’s side, falling onto nearby desks. He grunted in pain, before hastily getting up.

“What the—? Who do you think you are? Huh?!” He yelled, holding his head from the pain while his two friends were shaking behind him.

“My name is Kim Taehyung,” Taehyung spat, turning his head to face the junior and his fists becoming white from how strong he was holding them.

The three bullies all paled in fear. Though they were all older, the bad boy group called Bangtan Sonyeondan, or BTS, was well-known in the school to be the strongest and scariest boys. If you angered one, you would anger them all, and that would definitely not be pretty. The bullies, still shaking, shoved each other and ran out of the classroom as fast as they could. When Taehyung knew they had left, he turned around to face you.

He didn’t say anything and his face became expressionless, all he did was hold out a hand for you to take. Still shocked from everything, you slowly placed your hand in his. He slowly guided you forward and sat you down on a desk before letting go of your hand. He then turned them to see the fading red marks from Chin-hwa’s fingers and slowly rubbed them. Eyebrows furrowed and lips downturned, he then padded his finger to the cut on your left cheek. His finger burned on the cut and you hissed in pain, causing him to retract his hand from your face and loosing some warmth. Taehyung continued to help you and slowly the silence became awkward.

“Y-you came..” You said, surprised by how quiet your voice had gotten. You cast your eyes on your feet, feeling small under his gaze.

Maybe this is where he leaves.. You wondered and shut your eyes tight to stop the tears from escaping.

Taehyung gently smiled and took your chin into his hand and lifted your head slightly, making you open your eyes. You were looking at him with those beautiful (e/c) eyes but you had a frown on your face. Taehyung couldn’t understand why you looked so sad.

Did you not want me here? You called me, right? He thought to himself.

“Of course I did, Y/N. I saw you through the window and then heard your scream. I swear if that Chin-hwa ever even looks at you again, I’ll—“ He stopped in his tracks when he realized you had put your arms around him and were pushing your face into his chest.

He instantly wrapped his arms around your figure and held you there. You were crying and shaking like a leaf. It broke Taehyung’s heart. After calming down, you parted from his warm body but still clutching his shirt for comfort. You looked away for a moment.

“I-I didn’t think you cared about me. I was so s-scared when he came onto me but I tried being strong! Like you always told me to be,” You said, starting out a little shaky but gaining confidence with every word, “And he was so close. I-I didn’t know what to do. I thought maybe you returned my feelings..? And would come..”

“Y/N.”

“O-Oh, no. I’m sorry.”

“Y/N.”

“I-I should shut up now. It was wishful thinking that maybe you liked me back.”

“Y/N.”

“I-I’ll get g-going. Don’t worry! I won’t tell a-anyone and w-we never have to see each other again.”

“Y/N!” Taehyung scolded, still holding you in his arms.

He wiped away the stray tears that had passed your eyes. He lowered his hands from your arms and interlocked them with your hands and lightly brushed over your knuckles in comfort. He lifted his face and kissed your forehead.

“Not only are you the cutest person ever but also the most oblivious. Huh?”

“W-What? Taehyung, I’m so confused.”

“I like you, cutie.” He smirked, though there was a hint of blush on his cheeks.

You’re eyes widened and your frown broke into a smile. You yelled out in glee before wrapping your arms around his neck. Not expecting the sudden embrace, Taehyung fell backwards onto the floor but safely secured you in his arms before hitting the ground. He groaned in pain and looked at you to see you still smiling into his neck.

“Oh god, Y/N. You’re going to be the death of me.”

The both of you laughed and stayed there hugging for a while. Until you heard the school bell ring. You immediately got up and started panicking about being late to class. Taehyung watched you in amusement before guiding you away from the broken glass, handing you your backpack and grabbing your hand. The two of you walked down the main hallway when everyone that were passing by stopped to stare. People started to whisper and you put your head down from all the attention. Taehyuung looked at you once before smirking and tugging you towards him. He wrapped an arm around you and kept walking like nothing happened while you were blushing like crazy. He saw his friends around a few lockers and winked at them while some had their mouths open and others laughing and shaking their heads. The rest of the school day was basically just that.

The last bell rang and for the first time, you were the one rushing out of class with all the other students. You tried to get by through the crowd but you were tossed around. Out of nowhere, you were gently moved into someone’s arms and the sea of people suddenly parted. You looked up to see Taehyung holding you and walking you to the first entrance of the school before he stopped right outside the gates. He paused before taking both of your hands into his and turning to face you. He looked straight at you with a serious expression, confusing and scaring you for a moment, before his mouth turned into a boxy-smile that you loved.

“Well cutie, I guess we have to say goodbye.”

“Ahh, you don’t have to call me cutie all the time you know.”

“Oh yeah? Then how is anyone gonna know that we like each other, hmm?”

“B-Because! We’re now a couple..And that means you’re mine!”

Taehyung smirked, he was enjoying the newly shown confidence you were talking in. He wasn’t used to you being so straightforward, but he liked it. And he liked you.

“Oh yeah, cutie? Well, too bad. You’re mine so I can call you cutie.”

You smiled and stepped forward so your feet were touching. You looked up/down at his confused expression before kissing his cheek. It was Taehying’s time for his face to turn red. His eyes widened and he stuttered from the kiss, speechless. You giggled and took the chance to squeeze his hand before letting go.

“Bye, Taehyung.”

“B-Bye, Y/N.”

He waved at you while you walked away and was instantly approached by his group of friends. They patted him on the back and congratulated him for winning the girl’s heart. He laughed with his friends before looking fondly into the distance at your retreating figure, wondering what was in store in the future. But as long as he was with you, and you were with him, he didn’t have to worry.

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mono-dot-jpeg · 3 years

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aaitl: [the start of a new adeptus] - zhongli

summary; it was a very big surprise to xiao and ganyu that they would be meeting the next adeptus in line. especially when the next adeptus is a child.

genre; fluff, this is just family, i need emotional support from liyue god family, dad! zhongli, child! reader, ALL PLATONIC, zhongli is a doting dad and i will die on that hill, dragon hybrid! reader, xiao is just a grumpy older brother, angst (if you squint,,, like really hard), i swear to god if someone comments peepaw zhongli i will cry /j

word count; 1.01k

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[gender neutral, i hope]

a/n; i did a fuck up with the hcs post. whoops. i should've had the age of you be unknown only bc im making this story basically start from like newborn- and not 3 yrs old. anyways- also the stuff I've made before is probably not canon to the series.

this isn't really a series ig? it's more like a bunch of scenarios. close enough

this chapter is just zhongli talking to himself and hoping that you give him a coherent answer in any way

the way i could've posted this sooner-

reader's age; literally a baby, probably 5 months? maybe more?

december 31st, a new addition to the immortals that lived among humans was born. you.

though you were a mere baby, you knew you would be so much more. i mean after all, not all your memories as a spirit left you.

you knew that and zhongli knew that. although he didn't know that would happen at first. you had to try and blab it out to him with your lack of teeth and ability to talk as you were only 3 months old.

other than those moments of you causing suspicion with your weird knowledge that was far too much for a 3 month baby to know, zhongli had quite the time taking care of you so far.

he went as far as to purchase books about taking care of children. he had never experienced this with ganyu or xiao, so this was very new experience for him. he couldn't be more interested in it. he wonder how mothers were able to handle having children despite experiencing being a woman before he took his current form. he merely walked in the life of a woman and never fully experienced it.

"ah ah, y/n, no chewing. you can't eat that, sweetie." zhongli chided as he pulled the blunt arrowhead away from you. "i know they're not sharp but it doesn't mean it still can't hurt you." you whined, trying to reach for it only to flop right on his lap. he chuckled at your antics, helping you sit back up.

"up you go." you waved your arms mindlessly as he picked you up with ease and placing you right next to him. "hm. y/n, have you met aether yet?" you blinked at him, you definitely never heard of them before. "i'll take that as a no."

he started to explain the outlandish traveler that had recently left mondstadt and traveled to liyue. he had met him through some person you haven't met yet named childe. what a weird name... you had thought as you listened to his story while reaching out for the blunt arrowhead but failing to do so, earning a very amused zhongli. "were you listening to me, sweetie?" you nodded with your whole body, again flopping your body on his lap. "i don't think you were." he chuckled, moving you to sit on his lap.

there was a peaceful silence between you both as you look around the village. you were grateful to see the village you loved and protected for so long and yet you felt sad that everyone had left. zhongli seemed to know how you were feeling, "it's okay to miss the village you loved but change was inevitable. would you like to leave back to liyue harbor now? i think you need to take a nap." you whined in reply, squirming as he stands up holding you in his arms. your hands weakly grabbed at his clothes, while he held you close. "my little dragon, i promise to take care of you. i'll do my best for you."

zhongli had taken the waypoint right to liyue harbor, hoping you wouldn't be too dizzy from the sudden teleporting. luckily for him, you had fallen asleep in his warmth. your small tail curling around one of the arms that held you and your hands gripping against nothing as you nap.

"good afternoon, mr. zhongli!" hu tao greeted him cheerily before noticing your small body napping, "who's the new face? did you get a wife, mr. zhongli?" she teased.

"ah, it's a much more different situation than that, hutao." zhongli answered as he watches her coo small compliments at you despite the fact that you were fast asleep. "what's their name?"

"their name is y/n."

"they're so cute! you should bring them around more often! i could babysit them!" oh if only she knew... zhongli thought.

"maybe someday i'll take them around. i must head off now. i will see you tomorrow, hutao." hutao smiled in reply, waving him a goodbye as he continued his walk to his home.

he finally arrived home, you still sleeping as heavy as a rock, entering the home to find your room. he keeps himself quiet with his steps as to make sure you don't wake up. you fumbled with your arms, mumbling random sounds. he figured you were sleep talking. he moved to your crib to put you down to rest for a while. but of course, there was no way you would take a nap so peacefully.

you started to squirm in his arms as he tried to lay you down. small whines leaving your mouth, leaving zhongli to still hold you close in an attempt to calm you down. "what's wrong? it's okay, i'm here, i'm here." he rested you against his chest, patting your back to calm you down. "would you like a story?" he suggested, sitting down on a nearby chair. you still squirmed in his arms before blabbing random sounds. he frowned slightly, not very pleased in seeing you frustrated and grumpy.

he pondered for a moment before realizing what he had needed to do. he got up, walking over to his bedroom instead, "would you rather stay with me?" he wondered aloud. he put you down on the bed and to his relief, you had started to relax, your bright eyes staring at him with joy. he thought for a moment how simple the request but maybe it was because babies would rather be closer to their parents. he wasn't quite sure why you would want to do something so simple if this was a request from your "past self".

"i'll take that as a yes." he chuckled, he had left quickly to change into some more comfortable clothing before laying right next to you. "i hope you're not too awake though after all your crying, little dragon. you've been rather energetic since you've entered this world in your current form. you need rest though. the world will be here still for you to explore." zhongli kept you close to his chest, you snuggling right into his warmth.

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t0shii · 3 years

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% comforting them when they're upset

.! oikawa, tsukishima, matsukawa (sep) x gn!r

.! angst + fluff/ breakdowns, crying, etc. lightly proofread bc im lazy so sorry for any mistakes.

.! im so sorry if this is absolute word vomit or horse shit 😭 i tried my best though 😌 uhhh sorry for not posting yesterday i got my daith pierced and i was in a lot of pain after that so i didnt feel like writing anywho enjoy this 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 p.s. i was originally gonna write for mad dog but i was struggling so i went with mattsun instead sorry. also idk why matsuns ended up being so short i didnt do him justice i apologize 😩

oikawa

— always gets discouraged when his knee bothers him. today was one of those days. his coach had made him sit out of practice because he had been limping a bit. he came home distraught and you noticed right away.

"what's the matter toru?" you asked opening your arms for a hug, which he accepted, wrapping his arms around your middle quite tightly. "my knee is bothering me again 'n coach made me sit out. it's just not fair." he mumbled into your shoulder. you could feel his tears soak through your shirt. you nodded and responded, "baby, he just doesn't want you to hurt yourself. i know it's not fair but-", "but i wanna play volleyball, i wanna get better and practice." he said, aggravated that you weren't exactly on his side, still he held you tighter.

"toru, baby, look at me." he does as told, and you bring your hands up to wipe his tear stained cheeks,"toru, you can't strain your knee anymore than you already do, you know this. i know you only want to play volleyball, baby i know, but you have to be patient." he nods in agreement and you do the same, then guiding his head back to your shoulder, "i know it's frustrating toru, but you can't force it, y'know? he wouldn't make you sit out if it wasn't for your best interest. you know that, deep down."

the two of you had been cuddling on the couch, his back against your chest when you heard him sniffling again, "toru, what's wrong?" you ask softly, sitting up slightly. "i'm so useless, my own knee can't even work right. the team deserves someone better and so d-do you" he hiccuped, hiding is face in his hands. you felt guilty for not comforting him more earlier. "toru, that's not true at all." you stated, forcing his hands into yours, "take it back right now." he looked at you confused. "toru oikawa i said take it back right this instant." you said a little sterner than before.

"no." he managed to get out through sobs, and you knew the stern method wasn't going to work this time around. "toru, please. you're not useless at all, not to anyone, not to the team, and especially not to me. you're the best teammate, friend and boyfriend anyone could ever ask for and your knee just needs a break sometimes, you just need a break sometimes and thats okay. needing a break doesn't make you useless or weak, toru." you say softly, guiding him to a sitting position, hugging him closely and tracing small, comforting shapes on his back.

"you're so so strong toru, and you're an amazing person, an amazing boyfriend, you're such an amazing volleyball player and i'm so proud of how far you've come since highschool." you say, kissing the crown of his head. "you mean it?" he asks leaning back to look at you, "i always do, toru. i love you more than anything, and i'm so so fucking proud of you, but you have to know, it's okay to need a break sometimes and it doesn't change who you are as a person and it definitely doesn't make you weak or useless. he nods in response, burrying his head into the crook of your neck. you both stay like that, you whispering words of affirmations, him listening fondly until he feels better a little while later.

tsukishima

— he usually didn't let the stress of professional volleyball get to him like this, but he couldn't help it he would be lying if he said he wasn't overwhelmed, from interviews, to extra practice to prepare for the overseas games he had coming up, he was exhausted, to add onto it all he had been neglecting you and he felt horrible for it.

you knew practice was going to be running late since your boyfriend had told you in advance, so you weren't initially worried as to why kei had been coming home late at night. this night in particular was the fourth night in a row kei been home late and you starting to grow concerned. you hadn't seen him hardly at all that week, which was unusual because he always made time for you no matter what. worried, you decided to stay awake and wait for him to get home.

when the time finally comes, your heart dropped at his appearance, he looked absolutely horrible, as if he hadn't slept right in weeks. "why are you up?" he mumbled, taking his shoes off rather sloppily, uncharacteristic of him. you made your way closer to yoir exhausted boyfriend, "kei, i'm worried about you. i know you don't like me meddling with your career, and please don't misunderstand my concern for that. i'm just worried you aren't getting enough rest and i've barely seen you at all this week." you said, crossing your arms over your chest.

you knew something was wrong when you saw the tear swell in his eyes, but he just stood there awkwardly, you walked closer toward him, "kei, what's wrong?" you ask, extending your arms toward him, which he basically fell into, he started sobbing immediately, shocking you initially. "i'm s-sorry for neglecting you this week, i didn't mean to i-i just-", "kei, i'm not worried about that, i'm worried that you aren't taking care of yourself properly." you mumble, patting his back comfortingly. to which he shakes his head no."work has been too much recently, i can't sleep and i barely have time to even think. its just practice, interviews, practice, interviews i-i can't handle it all anymore, y/n." he sobbed into your shoulder, you were speechless at his vulnerability.

"kei,-", "but i can't stop now because that'll make me a failure and i don't want to let you down and the team too, i just want to make everyone proud but i think i'm falling behind." he cried, fiddling with the hem of your shirt. "kei, you could never let me down. actually, i think i've been letting you down recently, i don't tell you this enough but, i'm so so proud of you kei, so proud you don't even understand, i'm sorry for not expressing that enough to you. i understand that you feel as if you're falling behind but overworking and stressing yourself out isn't going to help you improve, kei, and i know you also know that."

"you're working yourself sick, kei and i can't stand here and continue to let that happen so you're taking a day off whether you like it or not. tomorrow will be a me and you day, how does that sound? i'll call your coach in the morning." honestly, you wouldn't have let him say no anyways, and he knew that so he just nodded his head. "look at me kei, you have to tell me when you're feeling overwhelmed. it's not good to keep things in like this, it's just like you tell me." he nods his head, but avoids eye contact, "and i'm not disappointed or upset at you, you know. but i can't read your mind, so please just tell me when things start to feel like they're crashing down on you 'kay? i'll help you just like you help me." you smile, he looks at you and nods, hugs you closer and whispers an "i love you" into your ear, which you return.

matsuwaka

— you knew his work was stressful and emotionally and mentally exhausting, so there were always worries in the back of your mind that he would become too overwhelmed, well today your worries became reality.

"welcome home issei." you called from the kitchen as your boyfriend walked through the door, though he offered you no response, which made you frown. "issei?-" you gasped when you felt a pair of strong arms sneak their way around your waist, "jesus, issei, you scared me!" you giggle placing your hands atop of his own, but you realized he was not laughing with you. "issei, baby?" concern laced in your tone as you maneuvered your way around to face him, "what's wrong baby?" you ask, taking his face in your hands to wipe at escaping tears.

"work was rough today." was all he said as he melted at the feeling of your thumbs running back and forth on his cheeks. "oh issei, i'm sorry." you mumbled, kissing the tip of his nose lightly, "is there anything i can do to help?" he didn't know why but something inside of him snapped when you asked him that, and sobs escaped his lips, he could only hide his face in the space between your neck and shoulder because for some reason he felt... ashamed to be crying in front of you like this. "please just hold me." he cried, so you did just that, shushimg him when his sobs got violent, rubbing your hand up and down his back soothingly.

the both of you stood there for a good 15 minutes before you spoke up after he had calmed down a bit, "is there anything you need to get off your chest? you don't have to tell me now or even at all but i want you to know that whatever is bothering you, you can tell me, anything at all. i know your job is mentally exhausting and honestly i dont even know how you do it but i dont want you thinking you have to carry the burden of it alone, okay? i'm so proud of you, so so so proud of you issei, i just wanted you to know that."

you felt him nod in the crook of your neck, a soft, "thank you." sounding shortly after, "of course." you responded, kissing his shoulder a few time.he wasn't sure when he would feel completely ready to get things off his chest but he felt loved knowing that you would always be there to comfort him, and for that he was forever grateful.

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aphrodite-made-me-write-it · 2 years

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The fact that I read your Yelena x Reader stories everyday... my little lesbian heart can't handle how well written it is (I honestly think that you write Yelena perfectly), not only the smut is 🔥 but I also love the fluff and little angst you add.

Truly my favorites Yelena x Reader so far, thank you for that. ❤

oh baby do i got a fic in store for you LSKDFF

no but thank u so much im so happy there are other yelena readers out there bc i am obsessedddddd

#i have an angsty dark fic that im storing up bc i want to polish it before even considering posting #it's not a darkfic like that it's mostly just angsty alksdfj #but YEEaaa buddy i love me some good yelena content whooheee

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yoonpobs · 2 years

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urgh i haven't been around in a while and just caught up to all the back burner chapters and its 😭🥰🤯

im gonna provide my feedback to chapter 6 now coz i wrote that ask simultaneously in my notes while reading the chapter but never got around to sending it. lol. ill send asks for the rest of the chapters later coz that was a fucking journey.😴

yeah we haven't seen anything from haerin's end. sure. but what excuse is so powerful that you can't stand up for your baby sis?👀✋🏻

lmao i knew the moment oc was sitting alone in the bar that yoongi was gonna be involved somehow. and when that sleaze came up, i was sure he was the one who was gonna rescue. im writing this as i read haha.

okay why do i have a feeling that yoongi and haerin are fake dating? im at the part where yoongi brings oc home and haerin calls. the call was so short and haerin seems so unbothered about oc being at his place at 3am? maybe she trusts yoongi. but if she knew, why didn't she come along? at least wait back at his place for oc? she's her sister? regardless? it just itches me that haerin let yoongi handle it as if he's the only right person for it? maybe im just shooting in the dark haha. hoping because you said hope shall prevail.

okay, i finished it. i think i might be wrong about the fake dating idk. coz yoongi holds back from doing anything. still, yoongi looking at oc's lips? so close to her? holding her cheeks? oh god i wasn't ready. ill just wait for the next now. although I don't think this is gonna progress so😷

also this wasn't the angst i was expecting. this was a good one. it kinda shows yoongi cares so much about oc and anger was just his way of showing it. its good. its progress from when he shut himself down. the " take the food and drink. please." ????? killed me there shit.

how have you been? hope you're well. i was off this hellsite for a while. came back to 13 chapters. like what?? you're so fast and regular. kudos. i read them all back to back and it was the best mistake ever omg.

~🦋

oh my!!! hello!!! it's so lovely to hear from you again ❤️ it's definitely been a while, so i hope you have fun with the latest chapters hehe 👀 no spoilers here!

i'm reading through all your theories and i'll just keep my thoughts to myself, but all your queries will be answered very soon!!! but the fact that haerin was unbothered does raise a few eyebrows, doesn't it? 👀 it is a very complicated situation!!!!

as much as yoongi is a dumb dumb, he's still a man with morals 🤣 he aint no cheater!! hahahha

and yes!! sometimes the angst isn't always jsut heartbreak, sometimes it's the things left unsaid 🤔 yoongi's love language is acts of service and oc is just...oblivious 😩 but hopefully all your curiousities will be answered soon 👀

thank you so much for your ask as always!!! i love hearing from you ❤️ i've been doing well. and please, do take all the breaks you need! i'll always be here whenever you're ready to come back!!! i try my best to be consistent bc i love seeing all of your thoughts, too!!! take care of yourself, love❤️

#asks #back-burner #🦋 anon

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jimlingss · 5 years

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I can't believe you ended chp 16 of Jp like that...i want to fight 😭

if you fight me, i’m guaranteed to be hospitalized ((look at these noodle arms)) and then who will post the next chapter on Monday? uh huuuh, that’s what I thought. Think twice before you wanna square up. (ง •̀_•́)ง

I am now answering spoiler-y messages below, so beware....

[SPOILER ALERT]

*SPOILER ALERT**SPOILER ALERT**!SPOILER ALERT!*

Massive spoilers to come, please do not read if you have not yet read Jungle Park Chapter 16. Or go ahead and read if you’re chaotic like that.

Anonymous said: ok but what if oc and Hoseok were actually engaged....

I’m an idiot, anon - I accidentally deleted your ask before I copied it correctly lol oops, but ding ding ding! correct! you’re a winner!! i believe you sent me this message like 2 chapters ago and honestly you freaked me out by how accurate you were. dammit, I might’ve been too predictable, but you catch on quick. sorry i couldn’t answer sooner hahaha i couldn’t risk other people jumping on the same theory. you’re a genius tho, i’ll give you props for it.

Anonymous said: DATED!FOR 4 YEARS! ENGAGED! Omg wow shit really hit the fan like there is no coming back omg Wowoowoeoeoeooew I’m SHOOK like I never expected that like NEVER!!!

Anonymous said:I KNEW IT!!! i had a feeling it was either a really long relationship or they were engaged at one point. TURNS OUT IT WAS BOTH omg gahdhsjxbjsjs I'm so excited to see this all just unravel omgomgomgomg

kawaii-ing said: FhbsjshJuxYhUgrnziVJgdjsbdud JUNGLE PARK CHAPTER 16 JUST WRECKED ME YO 😱😱😱😱😱 HE KNOWS AND SHE DOESNT KNOW HE KNOWS IM SO CURIOUS FOR WHATS GONNA HAPPEN NOW Btw lovvvveeee your writing, thanks for all your hard work boo xxx💜💜

ASDFGHJKL I SAID SHIT WOULD HIT THE FAN AND I FOLLOWED THROUGH, RIGHT?? AREN’T YOU PROUD! THERE’S NO CLICKBAIT ON THIS BLOG HAHAHA

Anonymous said: omgg 4 years? ENGAGED?? I’m ??? jut WHAT happened

:O :O

Anonymous said: BROOOOOOO! THEY WERE ENGAGED :o *insert Pikachu meme*

pikachu meme?? hahaha is that a sarcastic surprise? so you weren’t actually? lolololol :O

Anonymous said: Ahh I loved jungle park 16!! I'm so excited for the angst to come 👀 is hoseok's car accident related to oc at all?

hmm guess you’ll have to wait and see ((but also just putting it out there that if it was related that would be pretty makjang and lol im not about that life with this series))

Anonymous said: (1)oh holy hell Kina,,,my head’s hurting bcs of JP:16. ENGAGED what?? huh. now its one of my fav chapters, like 4-6 (ah those innocent cute baby steps in hoseok’s&oc’s relationship,,,not THIS). but freaking FINALLY someone spilled the beans. i love this kind of scenes, THE truth revelation. chang’s unaware of storm hes causing with his words, hoseok’s world’s simply crushing, oc doesnt know yet whats happening&dae is helplessly watching from sidelines trying to stop the catastrophe&failing

Anonymous said:(2)thats sad. i kinda can imagine what hoseoks feeling now, plagued w question that almost no one’s willing to answer, that drive him crazy.what happened? why did oc hide the truth? what did i do, how bad did we hurt each other? why can’t i remember any of it fuck. its a perfect opportunity for insecurities&ugly thoughts&inner demons to poison his mind. and oc...her house of cards collapsed revealing things she was trying hard to escape. will she feign ignorance again or will she finally face it

Anonymous said:(3)i just hope that in the end after this storm theyll reach their own peace, whatever the outcome will be. past stays in past, but only if every issue is resolved. otherwise it might return later&be worse than before. it was a great chapter. thank you — chem

THE BEANS HAVE BEEN SPILLED!!! honestly the universe is in chaos right now lol Hoseok’s like the fuck....and oc doesn’t even know lol but yeah it’s definitely a sad situation for almost all parties. there’s still more to be revealed tho, like the actual details of what the fuck went on haha anyways, i’m glad you’re enjoying it!

Anonymous said: AAHHHHH ITS FINALLY HERE!! Thank you 💞💞. Wow it was truly a lot and honestly, I feel kinda scared for Hoseok... it’s crazy that he really doesn’t remember anything and learning all this new information is like being in another word. If this story wasn’t one about love and fluff, it could’ve totally turned into a horror story lol. Thank you again and I’m very excited to see where the story goes!!

a horror? can’t say im very good at the genre but that’s definitely an interesting concept....the more i think about it....like for someone to go through something suppper traumatic and not remember at all and someone appears in their life but it turns out that someone was actually the serial killer? dammmmn that would be really interesting. i digress, thank you for enjoying it. definitely Hoseok is lost, scared, confused.

Anonymous said: SHIT’S 🗣 HITTING 🗣 THE 🗣 FAN 🗣 omg *insert “she’s meditating” “she’s dead” meme* and the fact that this is just the beginning??? how?? what?? i’m honestly so skek for the next chapter like i dont think hoseok’s gonna go apeshit on yn but you never know now do you ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ superb chapter for reals!!!! like, all of your writing is great but this chapter?? *chef’s kiss* didnt even know i was an angst fan until this chapter lol sending all my love to you!!! - chanting anon

hahhahahahhahaha there’s a lot more to unravel. now the puzzle has been exposed, we gotta start looking at the details. thank you for the message *throws chef’s kiss back* also welcome to the angst realm lol

Anonymous said: finals starts at the 20th and school ends in the 24th and we're still at chap 1 on our research. Due to stress, i thought, hey, might as well read the latest chapter bUT WHO KNEW IT WOULD BRING ME MORE STRESS. FOUR YEARS?! ENGAGED?! i feel like hoseok right now. You make such awesome stories and worlds. It affects me in so many good ways i cant even. i dont always give you my thoughts per chapter but i want you to know that i scream at every single one of them. have a nice day! - anon h.a.n.d.

oh my goodness!!! good luck on your exams!! hahah im sorry the chapter isn’t very much comfort food and kind of more wild but still happy you enjoyed it!

Anonymous said: PT. 15 & 16?! WHAT. I COME BACK TO TWO CHAPTERS. HOLY COW. but really, like now that I know what I know, I’m so sad. I wonder what their relationship was like. That’s a lot of time to invest in someone and for it to fall apart like that... I couldn’t imagine what OC had to go through. I’m sad BUT THE DEVELOPMENT IS MAKING ME SO FREAKIN EXCITED. THANK YOU FOR GIVING US SOME ANSWERS ABOUT THE PAST. I CANT WAIT TO SEE HOW MUCH ELSE HE FINDS OUT.

I KNOW RIGHT?? LIKE FOUR YEARS IS A FUCKING LONG TIME. then again that was like 8 years ago. but yeah, it’s sad for both oc and Hoseok, y’know? I’M GLAD YOU’RE EXCITED!!!

Anonymous said: Great Jungle Park chapter! I'm pissed because SOMEONE SPOILED IT and i saw they were engaged before i could even click on the 'read more',,, but great chapter! I wish i could've read it without knowing, it kinda made me sad and it was not as great as it could have been.. @people spoiling, fuck off >:(( @you you're the best writer ily u nice keep going!! Can't wait to have Hoseok's full mind process over how crazy it is he doesn't remember 4 YEARS and an ENGAGEMENT (and only 2 dates huhu)

haha chill, anon. did you actually know that spoilers can make someone enjoy a story more? it’s actually a really interesting thing to google and find out more about. the chapter’s still the same whether you had an inkling of what was going on or not. you still enjoyed it too, right? :D

Anonymous said: CRAP OK, well, we knew it was something more than two days, but HONESTLY lol I love how you wrote y/n trying to keep it together. I could feel her fear as she lost control of the situation when Hoseok showed up. Do you think in her mind she even slightly expected him to show up? I'm assuming she's very internal w/ her thoughts/feelings seeing as she doesn't talk to anyone about what happened between her & Hobi all those years ago nor has she dealt w/ it, mostly just avoided it, would you say?

oh yeah oc was on the verge of a mental breakdown when he showed up rofl, damn near scared her. he was basically like a jumpscare LOL. but yeah for sure she didn’t expect him to come. i mean she basically told him and he was like ‘ok whatever’ and didn’t express interest and it’s not like he got an invite so she didn’t know he would actually go out of his way to show up. and yeah i agree, oc’s very internal with her feelings, or at least what happened all those years ago. it’s sensitive issues anyway that she’s left behind. or at least tried to.

tofugguk said: BROOO i LITERALLY— LITERALLY LOST IT. WHEN CHANGSUB DROPPED THEM BEING TOGETHER FOR LIKE FOUR YEARS THEN THE- “You guys even got engaged.” PART I SCREAMED. YOOOOO I CANTTT HANDLE THIS

Changsub isn’t the dumbass that we wanted. But the dumbass we needed.

((don’t you love how oc tried so hard to keep it a secret for like 16 chapters aka like near a year and some idiot comes trapezing in and in his first scene he just spills all the beans??? hahahha))

#SPOILERRRRS #tofugguk #chanting anon #anon h.a.n.d.#kawaii-ing #chem anon #Jimlings #Anonymous

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Ive never been the same since tbh 🥲 im forever paranoid now

Megumi would have the most confused expression ever. the visual representation of "huh??"

random hc that I just came up with: Megumi hair was literally a carbon copy of Toji's and the reason its all spiky now is bc gojo forced him to switch it up a bit; gojo can existence is a bit more peaceful since then. this is not canon compliant at all but idc let me leave in my fantasy world 😭

if it wasn't for the chokehold that Aki has me on- ill create a Facebook acc solely to respond to those stupid ass comments ffs

And I just finished reading the reze "arc" (dunno if you could call it an arc) and im so frustrated?? I think?? I dislike maxima and I love denji and FUCKING AKI IM GONNA- I love him, thats all im gonna say.

oh and im also skimming through jjk manga bc my friend is reading it as well (I actually think they already finished it??) and reading the word Shibuya just sends me into immediate panic lol

ofc Yuzuru has abs im gonna sob TT the core strength that man needs to do things on a ice must me insane.

you, talking about jjk: // me: 😍, your analyses (is that the plural??) are always on point and very satisfying to read LMFAO I hope that doesn't sound odd :,)

I agree that toji isn't as bad as people make him out to be as well! its funny bc my opinion about his character did a 180 quite literally. I used to think he was the worst.

Im glad to hear that your schedule is lighter now! I remember when I was in college (I dropped out bc of mental health reasons and now im figuring out what I truly wanna do) and the workload was absolutely insane. manifesting that you get awesome results 🕯

Also!! I finished writing and then editing my first fic!! it was a gojo angst LMFAO. I published it yesterday on a new blog! kinda like a fresh start :D im thinking of moving blogs as well; make the new one my main. I think making the navi was the hardest part of the whole blog creation tbh :p I wanted to share bc I'm excited and all!! 😅

and I know I already it but, welcome back!! thanks for taking the time to answer all my little asks as well, you didn't need to TT

I hope your week goes great! have a good one!! <3

-🥳 anon

i keep forgetting about many fights in shibuya, literally. i occasionally forget toji appeared in shibuya lmaoo my brain is protecting my mental health i guess

oof gojo teaching baby megumi how to style his hair in front of the mirror 🤧 he can't reach the mirror so gojo seats him on the counter 🥺

reze arc is bomb hehe. reze is best girl fr. i disliked her a lot at first but she's just so cool for me to hate her lmaoo. i've been meaning to reread csm cause i remember NOTHING but i don't know if i can handle everything just yet :') fun fact, i was planning to dress up as kobeni for a halloween party this year but had to go back home :') next year, hopefully! tho my main costume would be freddie mercury in i want to break free >:) i'm afraid no one would recognize my costume and i would be unmasked as a weeb and not the cool, cold blooded sexy bitch i am 😔

i swear to god aki is the sexiest man ever. the second he was introduced, i have created the holy trinity of cold blooded, black haired man.

okay hear me out. megumi, giyuu and aki ARE THE SAME EXACT CHARACTER. SAME. they even have the same fucking mbti and enneagram type ffs

if takahiro sakurai voices aki (which would be perfect, exactly how i imagined and also leaked as a possibility?) he will also add up to my holy trinity of men i simp for, that being geto, giyuu and aki lmaooooo im fucked 😫

sorry that came out of nowhere klmalwskmf i've been waiitng to tell someone this for ages now

(a little venty under the cut)

omg thank you 🥺🥺🥺 you're literally so sweet! i love splurging jjk bullshit out, having someone enjoy listening to them means the whole world to me, and i love you <3

toji appeared for like, 1% of the manga and became one of the best written characters imo. he's so complex, he's not good or bad. his character raises a very important question to me which seems to apply to jujutsu kaisen as a whole: what exactly is bad? can you really blame toji for the way he turned out to be? the things he did? there really is no winners in this manga, if the mc was switched, pretty sure our main cast would be the villains too

imagine a spin off from toji's pov 🤤

i especially love how toji fucked up the ENTIRE world for 3 million yen JKWNAWDSKJNASDW my man. the legend. i will DIE if gojo doesn't have a flashback of toji or smth like imagine. just imagine. him getting unboxed. he sees maki. he's like what the fuck?? and we see a panel of hidden inventory again. damn.

aah turns out it's not as light as i thought it would be lol

i can 100% understand dropping out for mental health reasons, especially now. i literally feel my mental health collapse physically. sadly, for my future, dropping out isn't really an option. i know that this feeling is temporary, i just feel angry you know? it's really just the tuesdays, i fucking hate tuesdays so much. i overslept TWICE today. TWICE. i hate tuesdays

workload really is awful! worst thing is, it's not the law part. i LOVE my law classes. i wish i could have fucking time to study for them. i mostly take non-law classes this semester and i swear to fucking god i'm not studying law, i'm studying whatever the fuck those classes are. i feel like i'm not learning anything from them, they're just bullshit. at least i hope they will be useful for when i start my interviews for internships. what do you have in mind for what you wanna do? how's the search going?

aah that's so exciting, congratulations! i would love to read it sometime, if you feel comfortable with sharing it of course :) i find organizing my blog so relaxing. just the sheer pleasure of organizing is so good, but tumblr is awful so i understand the struggle lol

aah thanks again! speaking with you relaxes me a lot :) i try to write back faster but i can't write on my phone TT

btw sorry for dumping everything all of the sudden lol this turned out very venty

have a good week babe 😽

#🥳 anon

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