#bilimia

[suicidalneighborhood]

i'd like some kind of ed buddy, not to encourage or coach each other but just to rant and maybe share memes, and just to be friends really, because i don't wan to talk to anyone irl, or my therapist and i don't want to make my online friendships about me being fucked in the head. so if you're interested, feel free to message me:/

only requirements would be to also have some kind of disordered eating or some experience with it (and please not if you're trying to recover) not any younger than 15 and not older than 30, that's it really,,

#pr0 ana diary #anorexik #anorecik #anorexic #anareksic #ana #ana trigger #bilimia #bulimilk #bulimiii #bulimist #ed shit #ed #eating disoder mention #disordered eating thoughts #eating problems #tw ed thoughts

[ocdtalking]

Hi, my name is Hristina and I'm new here. I struggle with OCD and I also have an eating disorder (bilimia) here I'll talk about my day-to-day life with OCD and everything in between. I'll be documenting everything that goes into my mind. I'm doing this foe myself mostly and if anyone reads it then good. Also if you ever need to talk to someone I'm always here and you can DM me here or on Instagram (hriisitodorova). You can always vent to me and don't even worry about it.

#OCD #ocdrecovery #ED #ed recovery #recovery #mental health #mental heath awareness #anxienty #bulimia #binge eating #late night venting #vent

[green-tea-and-stevia]

This low key makes me feel better

#ana #mia #anamia #anorexia #anoreksia #anarexa #rexie #bilimia #bulimic #buliimix #skinny #thin #thinspo #thinspiro #thonspir0 #thinspiration #meanspo #sweetspo #ed #eating disorder #eating disorder tw #eating disoder memes #eating disorder recovery #ed tw #legspo #ribspo #armspo #fasting #not pro just using tags #i want to be thin

[blackcoffee-club]

An only healthy foods binge just hits different 🤷‍♀️

#anorexx #bulimist #bilimia #bulimia #ana #anorecksia #anorexia #ed #eating disorder

[positivelly-pessimisticc]

me: *takes a selfie* O that’s actually kinda cu-

my self-esteem issues: actually no, no it’s not. you’re really ugly. you’re not thin, you’re not cute. you’re just not good-looking in any way so just stop.

me: *sniffles and deletes*

#tw ed #bilimia #anorexia #depressed #suicidal #self harm #i hate myself #i have literally no confidence #i stare at it too long and then im like #oh look at that or look at this to the most trivial things like who cares??? no one notices but you??? #oml just fml honestly #ima delete every selfie of mine that exists tho aha

[buli-mix]

Había vomitado antes, pero nunca como ahora. Siento un dolor en la garganta que me mata.

#mia #anaymia #bilimia #bulimic #anorexia #anorexic #thinspo

[lilliesjournal2-blog]

I got deleted ://

Hi everyone, I’m @lilliesjournal but I got deleted at 8k! Thanks tumblr! Anyway I’m still alive and everything, i’m trying to find you all again, we’ll get there.

Stay safe ✨

#lilliesjournal #deleted #deactivated #ana #anorexia #bilimia #mia #thinspo #thinspiration #follow me #not pro just using tags

[suffocatinginmyskin]

Awake

I'm lonely, I need someone to talk to who KNOWS and relates to my struggles. I just feel so alone. Maybe bc nobody like me and I don't go out or socialize only at work.

I feel so disgusting and I need to vent. Even tho j should sleep I can't, it's not the phone bc I can put it down for at least two hrs without sleeping, even if I go to sleep I still wake up a million times

#lonley #anorexia #bilimia #buddies #need friend

[momentaryblss]

been fasting since tuesday :))

honestly love school bc i can easily lie and say i’ve eaten there but then everyone is always selling and offering snacks so it’s so tempting 😔😔

#ana #anarexia #not pro just using tags #thinspo #meanspo #sweetspo #bodycheck #me #bilimia

[ajayvegh]

Anyone else get jealous/mad/upset when you have a friend whos better at their eating disorder than you?

It's one sick thought...

#ana #mia #anorexia #anorexic #bilimia #starve #starving #starving for perfection #don't starve #hungry

[suicidalneighborhood]

ceo of drinking 1+ liter of water before/while eating a meal

#anorexic #anorexia #ed #bulimilk #bilimia #edtumbrl

[anorexis-world]

Abends allein im Zimmer

Zum kotzen. Ich sitze hier allein in meinem Zimmer und überlege was ich heute alles gegessen habe. Ich überlege wie viel Abführmittel ich schon genommen habe und ob es wohl reicht. Ich zähle ständig und immer wieder die Kalorien. Ich fühle mich wahnsinnig fett heute. Aufgebläht und eklig. Ich habe Heimweh obwohl ich zu Hause bin. Ich bin im Prüfungsstress obwohl ich kaum lerne. Ich mache mir Vorwürfe wegen allem und jedem. Ich fühle mich total überflüssig. Ich will endlich dünn sein. Ich will endlich perfekt sein. Ich will es endlich allen beweißen. Ich will endlich meine Ruhe haben. Alles läuft jeden Tag gleich ab. Immer die gleichen Fressen, jeden Tag. Immer freundlich bleiben und innerlich kotzen. Ich hab's satt. Ich will hier weg. Ich protestiere gegen mein eigenes Leben. Ich hasse es. Ich hasse meinen Körper, meine Gedanken und meine Existenz. Dass ich atme, rede und fühle ist ein Verbrechen. Wieso gebe ich nicht auf? Weil ich noch nicht meinen absoluten Tiefpunkt erreicht habe! Erst wenn die Zahl auf der Waage stimmt und mein Körper meinen Vorstellungen entspricht, dann zeige ich meinem Leben den Mittelfinger und hau ab...

#gedankendiewachhalten #thinking #depressed #magersucht #bilimia #anorexia nervosa #bulimia nervosa #suicide #cutting #ugly

[starvingtothrive-blog]

me, weighing myself: *weighs more than expected*

me: oH forgot to take out my mascara hA ha hA

#eatingdisorder #bilimia #anorexia #proana #ana #ed #edmemes #memes #sad #starving #purging

[positivelly-pessimisticc]

my mom, after telling her that i’m trying to be better (even tho i’m not really sure how lmao): YOU’RE THE ONE WHO MADE MARKS ALL OVER YOUR ARMS AND STUCK YOUR FINGERS DOWN YOUR THROAT AND CAUSED A DIVISION IN THIS HOUSEHOLD (i think she thinks i’ve stopped doing all that aha)

*me, not standing up for myself because i’m triggered and literally sobbing lmao*

my little sister: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO HER? LOOK WHAT YOU DID YOU MADE HER CRY. DON’T MAKE HER FEEL BAD ABOUT THROWING UP OR CUTTING MOM, SHE WAS SAD AND SHE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO TURN TO.

like guysss i didn’t know she felt that way and she stood up for me and i love her so much even tho she’s a pain in the ass sometimesss 

#tw self harm #tw ed #bilimia #anorexia #ana #tw suicidal #tw depression #aha #ranting #ikik im annoying #ill just go now

[elaxoe]

I just told my mom about my eating disorder and after so many of years of being terrified of telling anymore, I am surprised to get support and love from her and that she’ll help and support me to fight it.

Now she putting me on a strict diet, where I have to eat small but healthy meals throughout the day so I don’t have urges to throw up. Now I can finally fight my Bilimia by having someone supporting me.

I love my mom so much y’all 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕

[meanlilbitch80-blog]

stop sucking your stomach in for body checks. everybody can tell that you’re trying to look thinner than you are. stretching out your ribs to be as large as they can (when you suck in) isn’t cute or pretty. it’s inaccurate and ugly. quit lying to yourself.

#meanspo #mean #hate #ana #anorexia #bilimia #mia #thin #thinspo #motivation #thinspiration #bones #bonespo