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kayhi808 · 5 months
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Billy Mine - Holiday
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Holidays were never a big deal to Bill. His mom was too stoned or high to try and make the holidays special. He was lucky if their landlord didn't turn off their heat. Even more so after Juliet left. For the 5 years that Juliet was there, he had someone to celebrate Christmas with. She'd always gift him whatever craft she made in school, and he'd steal her a toy or storybook from the drugstore. They'd take time to themselves to exchange their gifts.
Billy, with his back propped against the side of the building, he waited for his Bunny. Ray of Hope made the holidays a bigger deal for the younger kids, so it'd be harder for Juliet to get away. She was an escape artist so he didn't doubt that she'd make it outside to him.
The door handle jiggles and it's pushed open a crack. "Billy. Help." Bill jumps up rushing to open the door. He opens it to find 5yr old Juliet with an armful of stuff and her ever present stuffed rabbit, which she unceremoniously dumps on the ground before launching herself at him.
"Merry Christmas!" Bill lets go of the door in time to catch her. Lifting her up & propping her on his hip as she snuggles into his neck with a contented sigh.
"Merry Christmas, Bunny." Billy can't help but smile to himself. "What's all this?"
Juliet's head pops up, "Oh!" She wiggles to be let down.
Billy put her back down, finally getting a good look at her, "And what the hell happened to you?" Bill grabs her jaw to keep her still.
Hopping up and down with her rabbit, "I'm a Bunny!" He can tell someone gave her a rabbit nose and some whiskers. But she's also got frosting smudged on her face too. She's a mess.
"Yea, I can see that. But what's this?" He rubs a smudge off her face showing it to her. She grabs his thumb and sticks it in her mouth. "Ew, Bun!" Pulling away from her & wipes his thumb off on his pants.
"It's chocolate!" She grabs a Ziploc baggie with a slightly smooshed frosted cupcake in it from her pile on the steps. "I gots you one. Lookit!" Juliet grabs his hand to tug him down on the steps next to her. "It so good."
Billy doesn't have much to laugh about in his life but this crazy kid always surprises him. She doesn't understand why Billy is laughing at her, but if Billy is happy, she's happy. She laughs too and dumps the baggie in his lap. "What else do you have here?"
"Cookies!" Presents him with another Ziploc baggie. "I mades it."
"You baked it?"
"Not that part. I puts the candy on it." There was no doubt about that . It's loaded with decorations that makes Billy laugh harder. "It so good. You wonna eats it?"
Trying to control his laughter, "No. No. I'm going to save it for later." Juliet shrugs like whatever, your loss.
"Ok, dis I made all of it." She gives Billy a rolled up construction paper tied with ribbon. She smiles so big and she's so proud of herself.
"Wow! This is so cool! It's a spyglass like the pirates have!" He holds it up to his eye and looking around.
Juliet's smile vanishes, "No! You had to open it."
"Or a megaphone?" Billy brings it up to his lips.
Trying to grab it away from him, "No! Um. Open. You need.. open it!"
"or a light saber like Star Wars." He swishes it around which makes Juliet lose her mind.
"Billy, stop. Lemme...gimme." She has to climb him and fight him to get it back. "You do it all wrong!" He lets her have it because he's laughing too hard. She takes it from him and starts bonking him over the head with it. "You. No. Listen!" Billy loves riling her up, but has to reel it in because he doesn't want to make her cry.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Grabbing her and sitting her on his lap. "Show me how to do it." She pulls the ribbon so it opens & Billy unrolls it to display a reindeer with her handprints as the antlers. "Wow! Did you do this??" She shyly nods. "Bunny, this is beautiful! You did a good job."
"Tank you." She turns in his lap to kiss his cheek, "Merry Christmas, Billy Mine."
Wrapping his arms around her & dropping a kiss on her head, "Merry Christmas, Bunny."
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I'm sorry, if I miss tagged this. I forgot who was reading Billy Mine.
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e-dubbc11 · 2 months
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To Love You More
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Photos are not mine. They are courtesy of Pinterest/Google.
Pairing: Billy Russo x F! Reader
Warnings: mentions of Billy’s abandonment, love confessions, maybe a swear word or two, fluffy bunnies and unicorns
Word Count: 2.3K-ish
Summary: Billy shows up at your apartment drunk. You’re surprised at what he has to tell you.
A/N: Based off of the song To Love You More by Celine Dion (don’t you judge me 🤣, the violin in it is really pretty) Sunday mornings are my alone time so I was food prepping and serenading my dog when the song came on so I continued to sing to her and this idea popped in my head. I hope you like it ♥️
As always, thank you for reading!  I appreciate it so much and comments, reblogs are welcome and encouraged. Don’t be shy to tell me your favorite part. 💕💕 💕
The three loud raps against your door startled you.
The noise scared you bad enough to cause you to toss some of your popcorn onto the floor. You managed to regain control of your wine glass before you dropped that onto the floor too. Pausing the movie, you placed the bowl and wine glass onto the coffee table and cautiously walked over to the door.
The clock on the microwave read 1:25 AM.
The three knocks came again along with a voice you recognized. “B-baby you awake?” He boomed from the other side of the door.
“Billy? Is that you?” You asked, relaxing a little when you heard your boyfriend’s voice.
“C-can y-you lemme in s-sweet girl? P-please? I-I f-feel like I’m gonna f-fall over.” He slurred.
Oh boy…
Billy had an event for his company, Anvil, tonight. As CEO, he had to make an appearance but by the sounds of it, he stayed a little longer than he probably should have.
Your relationship with Billy was still somewhat new; he hadn’t asked you to accompany him to one of these events yet and you were using the term “boyfriend” loosely.
The two of you spent a lot of time together but you just assumed he didn’t want to put a label on it and you couldn’t shake the feeling you were just setting yourself up for a heartbreak because you knew a lot of men like Billy…and dated them. They didn’t have relationships or want them; they just played with you until they were ready to move on.
But unless Billy was an exceptionally good actor, he really seemed like he was having a lot of fun with you and in turn, you were having a lot of fun with him. More than anything, you wanted this relationship to work because he made you feel loved even if he hadn’t said it out loud.
You opened the door. Billy stood leaning against the doorframe; his tie was loose around his neck. Normally perfectly styled, his ebony colored hair was slightly tousled and grazed the top of his eyebrows, and the top buttons on his crisp white dress shirt were undone. He still looked incredibly handsome.
Billy’s cheeks were flushed from the chilly winter air as he greeted you with that familiar million-dollar smile. His eyes were halfway open and you could still smell the bourbon on his breath as he pinched your chin and gave you a slightly sloppy kiss.
“W-well don’t you look a-adorable!” He exclaimed.
You chuckled a little and bit back a smile because you were just wearing pajama pants and a ribbed tank top. It wasn’t anything special.
“I-I had that work th-thing tonight.” He said, gliding into your apartment and trying not to lose his balance. “I-I might ha-have had a little tooooooo much to drink.”
“Yes, it does seem like you had one too many.” You said, biting back a slight smile. “Come on, lieutenant. Can you make it over to the couch?”
Billy started to carefully walk over to the couch when he looked down and noticed your spilled popcorn.
“Y-you sp-spilled some, baby. Oh shit…d-did I sc-scare you when I knocked on the d-door?” He asked, trying his best to not slur his words.
“A little.” You replied. “But it’s ok. What are you doin’ here, Billy?”
After removing his jacket, you helped Billy sit down. His long, slender fingers grazed the skin of your lower back when he lifted the hem of your tank top as he planted himself on your couch. Shivers danced up and down your spine while goosebumps sprinkled across your exposed skin. His touches always burned your skin in the most delightful way, every time.
“I-I just missed youuuuu. Y-you shoulda come w-with me tonight. Oh, I-I probably should have asked you to come with m-me.” He said, nervously.
It had to be the alcohol making him say all this but it made your heart swell to hear that he missed you.
Making sure he was seated firmly on the couch, you tried to let go of his hand to walk away. “I’m gonna get you some water and ibuprofen, I’ll be right back.”
Billy didn’t let go of your hand.
“I scared y-you tonight, huh. I g-guess I just scare everyone. Anyone that tries to get close, I p-push them away. I p-pushed my mother away too, ya know. Sh-she didn’t want me either.” He said, his voice a little steadier.
Billy didn’t talk much about his childhood. You knew he was a product of the system but he didn’t elaborate on that after he told you. That was the first time he had ever mentioned his mother to you.
Crouching down in front of him, you looked into his eyes, brushed the bristles of his beard with your thumbs and replied, “You haven’t pushed ME away, baby. I’ll always want you.”
With his other hand, he pushed back the hair that had fallen into his eyes so he could get a better look at you. His mouth split into a shy smile as he leaned in to touch his forehead to yours. The scent of bourbon was on his lips as he softly pressed them against your freshly cleansed skin and you inhaled the aroma of his spicy cologne.
“I-I don’t want to push you away, my love. I’ve waited a long time for you.” Whispered Billy. “Y-you let me be…me. I love you, y/n.”
Billy didn’t know what he was saying; he couldn’t have meant that. The alcohol flowing through his veins clearly allowed him to talk freely and tell you things that he never told anyone else. You thought maybe he would later regret doing that but it was too late now.
“Ok, you’ve had a lot more to drink than I thought and I know you don’t mean that but I’ve told you before, you can always be yourself with me, Billy. I will never judge you.” You said in barely more than a whisper as his eyelids became heavy and you coaxed him to swing his legs up onto the couch. “Lie back for me, baby. Thaaaaat’s it…”
“No, I really do mean it y/n!” Said Billy, in a slightly elevated tone.
“Oooooook, time to get some sleep, soldier.” You replied, playfully.
He was asleep before his head hit the pillow. His lean body was fully stretched out with one hand resting on his chest, the other was draped off the side with his knuckles barely skimming the floor as you gingerly covered him with a blanket.
Before turning off the living room lamp, you watched Billy sleep for a few minutes, stroking his handsome face with your knuckles and you warmed his skin as you lightly pressed your lips to his cheek and then to his lips.
He didn’t move.
In the gathering darkness, before going to your bedroom, you whispered in Billy’s ear, “I’m always here for you, Billy. I love you too…goodnight my love.”
Your pillow cradled your head as you stared up at the ceiling, thinking about Billy’s confessions to you that left you wondering if he meant any of what he had said and would he remember any of it? If you were to put any money on it, you would have said he wouldn’t remember any of it, deny that he even said anything, or blame the alcohol and he didn’t mean a word of it.
Before drifting off to sleep, a slight smile stretched across your lips. He came to you wanting nothing more than to tell you that he missed you, that he wanted you by his side tonight and upset with himself that he didn’t ask. With zero hesitation, you would have said yes.
Well…there was always next time.
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Your eyes lightly fluttered opened and closed again as the mattress dipped underneath you. A warm body spooned up behind you and Billy kissed your bare shoulder. A handful of hours must have passed as the early morning sky was just starting to lighten. He must have stripped down to his boxer briefs because you felt his skin touch yours as his long arms wrapped around your waist.
Humming into your ear, he kissed the spot where your neck meets your shoulder. You loved when he did that and a soft moan of his name escaped your lips as a reflex.
“Mmmmm…Billy.” You said.
Billy buried his head into your neck like a cat, desperately wanting to be as close as he possibly could to you. He gripped you tightly, possessively like he was afraid to let you go as he purred into your ear, “You meant it, right baby? That you’ll always be there for me?”
In the liquid darkness, you turned to face him. You couldn’t see him with the exception of some of his features. His lips were close to yours as he repeated, “I heard you. You said you’d always be there. I’m not making that up, right?”
Slowly, you extended your hand, reached for him, and started to gently rake your nails against his scalp as you replied, “Of course, Billy. As long as you want me, I’m here baby.”
“As long as I want you?” He questioned. “As long as YOU want ME!” He said.
Billy’s lips crashed against yours, his hands tightly gripped your waist, your lips parted as his tongue slipped into your mouth, wanting to tangle with yours. His raven colored hair glided in between your fingers and you could feel a trace of his smile against your lips as he continued to kiss you in the softly filtered glow of your bedroom.
After and holding you in a firm embrace, he told you about his mother and it wasn’t a mystery anymore of why he didn’t trust people, or why he didn’t let anyone get too close. He was afraid of being abandoned again.
Billy never wanted to feel the way he did standing outside that fire station, a scared little boy wondering what he did wrong for his mother to leave him and never come back. It wasn’t his fault and you made sure to tell him that he did not push her away. That was all her doing.
As he spoke, you wondered if Billy could ever completely forgive his mother for what she did. And if he could, he’s a much better person than you are because you could never forgive her for that. The dull ache in your chest persisted as you felt your heart break for him.
Billy was a child, he didn’t deserve to be treated that way, but she earned everything she got in return. She didn’t deserve a second chance, not after abandoning her own child like she did.
The stars slowly disappeared as the sky started to brighten. And in that early morning light, you could finally see Billy’s dark eyes fixed on yours, like he was waiting until he could actually see you to say what he wanted to say next.
“I know you thought I was too drunk or that I didn’t mean it but I do mean it, sweet girl. I love you. I’ve never told anyone about her except you because I feel like—“ Billy said then paused.
It was a struggle for him to tell you how he really felt but he was trying and you could never fault him for wanting to be better.
He continued.
“I feel like I can…trust you.”
Love and trust…those were two things Billy never thought he’d ever experience. You’ve never given him a reason not to trust you. He said it earlier…”You let me be…me.” If he wanted to talk, you would let him and no matter how much or how little he wanted to say, that was enough for you.
Even though he had trouble verbalizing how he was feeling, he would show you how much he cares with a surprise cup of coffee at work in the middle of the day, or a donut from the place down the street because you “like their sprinkles,” a walk in the park on a warm sunny day, or reading to you because he knows you love listening to his voice.
Those were just a few of the ways Billy Russo expressed his feelings for you. Deep down in the pit of your stomach, you knew he meant what he said. Those three little words he never expressed until tonight…to anyone.
Feeling the warmth of his skin, you inched closer to him and his gentle exhale brushed against your lashes; you gave him a warm smile and gently pressed your lips to his.
“I love you too, baby. And you can trust me that no one will ever love you more than I do.” You said softly against his lips.
The night blackened window of your bedroom had started to brighten with the sun attempting to break through the small space in between your curtains as you held each other in silence.
Sometimes words weren’t always necessary. Actions speak volumes and really attest to someone’s feelings and intentions toward you. Putting his trust in you helped to pick up the pieces of Billy’s broken heart and carefully put it back together again.
Billy didn’t say anything else and he didn’t have to. The way his lips crushed against yours, how he lovingly kissed every inch of you, his fingers tracing all the curves and hollows of your body, and how gentle he was when he caressed your face…there wasn’t any doubt in your mind now that Billy Russo adored you, that he only wanted to be with you, and more than anything, that he loved you.
I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
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k-marzolf · 8 months
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Have mercy baby, on a poor girl like me.
yandere, dark fluff, anti-religious sentiment from Billy, kissing, biting, dacryphilia, soft dark!Billy, fem!reader.
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You always wanted a kiss, and your want of him made a hunger threaten to consume him. He always wanted more, more, more of you. A dangerous thing from a dangerous man.
And he loved spoiling his sweet little rabbit, giving you exactly what you wanted as he pressed his hand roughly to the back of your neck, and kissed you, biting down on your lip, tongue darting out to lick the coppery tang off your lips.
Feeling excitement as tears welled in your eyes; you were so pretty when you cried, “That hurt, Billy.” You sniffed.
“I’m sorry bunny, lemme kiss it better.” He husked, giving you several quick and soft kisses, making you press closer. He smiled as you fisted his sweater in your hands, hips pressing to his.
He could taste your salty tears, and it made him want to pull your legs over his shoulders and worship your sweet cunt.
But god, the way you tucked yourself under his chin, made him feral.
Billy was not a soft man, life had made him hard and cynical, but as you snuggled into him he realized he’d willingly bathe in the blood of your enemies. Hurt anyone that would hurt you.
Love was supposed to be patient and kind, it was not proud, it did not boast, it wasn’t self seeking, holding no record of wrongs, and slow to wrath. Love didn’t delight in evil but rejoiced with the truth. It protected, always trusted, always hoped, always persevered. Love never fails. 1st Corinthians he believed.
He could still remember it from church. The lady at the group home took him. He always hated it. Where was this loving God for Billy when he was suffering?
Love wasn’t supposed to be this all consuming obsessive need to consume you, possess you so that you’d never leave him like this mother. An ache in him every time he looked at you. Billy loved you, he realized, with a violence that startled him.
You made a saint out of him. But he’d willingly go to hell just to preserve your soul.
Billy had no delusions about himself, he was wicked, but whatever it made out of him, he loved you.
Mine, he thought, mouth on yours, swallowing your sweet sounds in another kiss.
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saiyanprincessswanie · 10 months
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Welcome to Week 151 & 152
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Chrome & Leather - Chp 18 - (Steve x Reader) - @saiyanprincessswanie​
Dumb Bunny - (Winter Soldier x Reader) - @lunarbuck​
Secrets Chp 16 - (Steve x OFC, Brock x OFC) - @nekoannie-chan​
Nrfth - Prologue - @holylulusworld​
Good things come… - (Billy R x Reader) - @late-to-the-party-81​
Bound by the Night - (Bucky x reader) - @jobean12-blog​
The Devil's Masquerade - (Andy Barber x reader) - @jobean12-blog
Terms and Conditions - Preliminary - (Andy x Reader) - @navybrat817
Good Girl - (Stucky x Reader) - @sinner-as-saint
Hands off - Part 2 - (Stucky x Reader) - @darsynia
Devoted - (Lloyd x Reader) - @labella420
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House arrest (1) - (Lloyd x Reader) - @holylulusworld
Heart of Glass - Part 5 - (Curtis x Reader) - @syntheticavenger
Heart of Glass - Part 6 - (Curtis x Reader) - @syntheticavenger
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Just Right - Chp 2 - (Steve x Reader) - @darsynia
Real Life Tasks With Ransom - Day 13 - @wiypt-writes @sweater-daddiesdumbdork
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Work - (Steve x Reader) - @nekoannie-chan
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Easy Target - (Bucky x Reader) - @jobean12-blog
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In Our Element - (Stucky x Reader) - @lunarbuck
The Hunter - (Kraven x Reader) - @sidepartskinnyjeans
Give it to Me - (Bucky x Reader) - @flordeamatista
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e-munson666 · 2 years
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I kind of imagine billy as a very very dom guy (especially dark billy) with sadistic kinks, here's some head cannons of mine before I start the request lol.
VERY BIG SADIST LIKE WTF 💀💀 I imagine that he'd purposely pinch you at times just to see you flinch and hiss. He is also a bit of a masochist himself, enjoying paint mixed with pleasure (though he doesn't like it when you hurt him with no sexual intent)
He uses nicknames like 'bunny' and 'kitten' or sometimes even 'baby bunny'
Okay now that that's out of the way- here is the actual request- Dark billy x female reader smut (duh) where pretty much he dubcons his childhood friend after finding out she had moved to Hawkins.
As soon as they introduce themselves to eachother again he begins to act, odd? The reader doesn't think much of it though, letting him lead her to his house were he does smutty things lol
Some lines you could use
"Awe.. baby bunny, don't you enjoy it when I pinch you?"
"Kitten.. I know you like it"
Ik it's vauge but I like to give you room to add what you think would fit :) ily, have fun!
This is my first attempt at Billy.
He's out of my realm, but I love this reader so I'm gonna do my best! ❤
18+ dubcon, dark themes, mean!dom!Billy. Let's just say reader is named Kat in lou of y/n
🖤Lady Hellfire🖤
Last week, Billy Hargrove got the surprise of his life. His childhood friend, his first real crush, had moved to Hawkins. Billy knew it was fate, especially when he laid his eyes on you in the hall, seeing what a beautiful young woman you were growing into.
You were being ogled by a bunch of other guys already, something Billy took notice of, and immediately disapproved of. Especially when one of those guys was Steve fucking Harrington, there's no way he was going to lose out to the former king of Hawkins high.
Billy started following you around school, always showing up when Steve would start talking to you, putting an arm around you and leading you away. "Hey kitty Kat" he would say winking down at you as he walked you in the opposite direction.
"Bbbbiiillllyyyy" you would whine, hating that he brought back his old nickname for you. It made you blush now, it gave you a feeling you weren't used to having for your old friend.
"Awe kitten don't be shy" Billy teased, pinching your cheek and watching you wince. He got a weird kick out seeing you squirm, loving it when he would get a reaction from his pinches or slaps.
They were almost constant, any time you interacted with Billy he was pinching you until you cried, or he'd harshly slap your ass or thigh, chuckling as you whined before him.
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The rumors started pretty quickly, that Billy Hargrove swooped in and snagged the new girl already, (he may have started that in the locker room) but you didn't know that, not until you chased Steve down after school, wanting to hangout.
"Steve" you called, seeing him stop and turn towards you, a weary smile on his face.
"Hey Kitty" Steve joked, also one to enjoy giving you silly nicknames.
"Steve, do you want to hangout for a bit?" You boldy ask, noticing the confused look that spread across his face.
"Won't Billy be upset?"
"What? Why does it matter what Billy thinks?" You raise your eyebrow at Steve as you spoke.
"Oh uh, he was telling some guys in the locker room that he had locked you down" Steve responded searching your face.
You let out an audible laugh, looking up at Steve, "that is so not whats happening, we've just known each other since we were kids, nothing is going on there I promise" you say, looping your arm into his, smiling up at him.
"Oh, well in that case Kitty, I would love to hangout. Let's go get some food yeah?" Steve asked, giddy with excitement. He placed a kiss to your forehead as he led you to his car.. He was so happy to hear that you were still on the market, because Steve had it bad for you.
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Billy had watched your little interaction with Steve, and watched as that fucker Harrington kissed your head. Billy knew it was time to step it up a notch, time to put you in your place. Under him, submitting to him, crying for him.......and ONLY him.
Billy decided to wait at your house, your Father not hesitating to let Billy in, excited for the opportunity to catch up with the young man. He told your father he wanted to surprise you, so your dad led him to your bedroom, wishing him luck as he left the house to go to the pub.
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You had a wonderful time with Steve, getting food from Benny's, sharing a milkshake, and holding hands. He dropped you off at your house, walking you to the front door before saying goodnight. He leaned in for a cheek kiss when you quickly turned your face to crash your lips onto his.
"I'll see you tomorrow at school Stevie, okay?" You coo, twirling a piece of his hair. "Of course Kitty, I'll wait for you by your locker before the first bell" he responds, kissing you once more before retreating to his car. You shut the front door behind you, giddy and smiling from your time with Steve.
You called out for your dad, figuring he was out when you didn't get a response. You made your way to your bedroom, not bothering to check your surroundings as you started to undress. You were down to your bra and skirt, when you felt a presence, felt eyes on you. You quickly glanced up into the large mirror on your closet door.
In the reflection you saw him, Billy, with an angry look on his face, perched on the corner of your bed.
"Hey kitty Kat" Billy chuckles as you spin around, loving the scared look on your face, "surprised to see me?"
He quickly stood from the bed and made his way over to you, still frozen in your place. He wrapped one arm around your waist and harshly pulled you into him, using his other hand to trace up and down the strap of your bra.
"I saw you leave school with Harrington Kitten" "tisk.....now we can't have that" he states, pinching your side so hard you squeal.
"Billy....what.....why are you here?" You manage to get out, trying to shove him away, only to be met with a harsh slap to the face.
You looked up at him with watery eyes, cheek burning and red from his heavy hand. "Oh whats the matter little kitty? You didn't like that?" He teases, snaking his hands to the backs of your thighs, squeezing them tight before lifting you up into his arms, laughing as you struggle to get away.
"Calm down Kitten, stop wiggling around so much, I said STOP" Billy tosses you down on the bed, grabbing your tiny wrists with one large hand and flinging them up over your head.
He kicked your legs apart with his knee, sliding into the space between your thighs. You looked up at him, tears welling in your eyes, a large red outline from where Billy slapped you.
"So pretty like this kitten" he says, taking his free hand and cupping your chin. He leaned down to place a harsh kiss to your lips, feeling you once again struggle under him.
"You can squirm all you want little kitty, I can feel how wet you are on my leg"
"Billy, please" you beg, not knowing for what, but you bucking your hips into Billy's leg gave him all the signal he needed.
He went to work un buttoning his pants, sliding them down along with his boxers, before taking the tiny fabric of your panties in his hand and ripping them clean off your body.
You squirmed more when you felt the weight of Billy's tip at your entrance, knowing this was going to hurt.
"Stay still kitten, or this will hurt a lot worse" he laughs, slamming himself inside of you. You let out a loud, pained cry, music to Billy's ears.
"Too big.....too much.....please no Billy" you whine, feeling your body being split in half. You had been with one other guy before, but it was disappointing and you could barely feel him in there. This was different, this was painful, throbbing, you were sure your insides were tearing around him.
Billy just chuckled at you, starting to thrust into your rough and deep. You moaned and whined under him, repeating it was too much as he continued to slam into you.
"Its too much? Hmm baby? Daddys cock too big for his little baby?" He whispered in your ear, grinning at the moans that left your mouth as he fucked you into the mattress.
"Thats right kitten, you like this don't you, like daddy's cock splitting your tiny little body in half?" You moan again, arching your back at his words.
Billy slapped your already red cheek, looking at your teary face. "Words kitten, I want to hear you SAY it" he demands, grabbing your throat as he kept up his pace.
"Yes Billy, I like it" you cry out, feeling your orgasm coming close.
Slap. "No no my little slut, that's not what you call me now" slap "say it" he slams into you, deeper than he has gone before.
You let out a pained cry, body starting to shake as your climax came to a peak, "fuck, yes, yes daddy, I love your cock" you whimper, clenching around him as he fucks your through your orgasm.
Sensitive, and sore, you whine as he continues his pace, trying to squirm away as he chased his own release.
"No, little slut, you aren't going anywhere until I'm done with you" Billy says, finally unpinning your wrists with his one hand and taking the other from your throat to grab your hips and keep you still.
By the time Billy filled you up you were a writhing, crying mess below him, crying his name out in both pain and pleasure, and he was eating it up. When he finally pulled out, he looked over at you as he dressed himself, knowing he did enough to abuse your body to the point of exhaustion.
He left the room long enough to grab a towel to clean you up with, placing little kisses all over you as he helped get some pj's on, before getting into bed with you and pulling you into his chest.
You hummed as Billy stroked your hair, eyes drooping, waiting for sleep. "I meant it you know" he said as you dosed off, "you're all mine now babygirl" he laughed as he watched you attempt to lift your head up at him, before sleep completely took over.
Now Billy just has to deal with that fucking Harrington kid, and he'll have you all to himself.
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nushy · 2 years
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blue jeans~~~
AN: So, i combined lana del rey and stranger things. In my head, blue jeans suited Billy so much, that it had to be done. I just had the urge to write it, so excuse any mistakes.
pairing: Billy Hargrove x f!reader
summary: what it's like to date Billy imo. (i do think that he is an asshole only for the public, but he is a lost soul that just want's to be loved)
warings: blood, swearing, nothing too graphic tho, death, trauma. idk
word count: 1.5k
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Blue jeans, white shirt Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn It was like, James Dean, for sure You're so fresh to death and sick as c-cancer
Billy Hargrove was one to catch the eye. He entered the room and you immediately laid your eyes on him - he was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it. The girls went crazy about him. And somehow, he showed interest in you. it was at the Halloween party. First, he drank lots of beer, then, he made a scene with Steve Harrington, and later on, he came to you - you were not sure if it was because of the playboy bunny costume, or because you were the only one that wasn't glued to him trying to flirt. But he was there, asking you to go out with him. And, shockingly even for you, you denied. You didn't want to play it easy, especially with someone like him.
You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop But you fit me better than my favorite sweater and I know That love is mean (uh oh), and love hurts (uh oh) But I still remember that day we met in December, oh baby
Between being a dick 24/7 and trying to show that he is the new king of Hawkins High, Billy tried his best to impress you and to get you out on a date. And for 2 or 3 weeks, you kept refusing, until one time he caught you off guard and you said "yes". The same evening, he picked you up from your house, Scorpions' "Rock you like a hurricane" blasting from his car. You were more into Run D.M.C. and Beastie Boys, but you sucked it up and got in the car. And somehow, you met a different Billy - he was sweet, got you to a place a bit outside of Hawkins, he had planned a picnic date. He even got you flowers.
That's how you started secretly dating Billy Hargrove.
I will love you 'til the end of time I would wait a million years Promise you'll remember that you're mine Baby can you see through the tears?
And it was either the best, or the worst decision ever. Cause when he was with you, he was perfect. But when he was around other people, he was the same dipshit. And yet, you didn't have the strength to dump him, because you knew that he just had a shitty life - his father was an A+ asshole and because of him, Billy wanted to be a "real" man when everyone was watching. But, with you, he was just a little boy that wanted to be love. And that's why you sucked up the tears and continued to be with him, even when he hurt you.
Love you more than those bitches before Say you'll remember (oh baby) Say you'll remember, oh baby, ooh I will love you 'til the end of time
It was secret, that between you two. And that's why he was still a womanizer. You knew that, you could see the looks he gave the other girls when you were at a party together but not "together". You were with your friends, he was with his, and it was like you didn't even know each other. And he tried his best to keep his reputation of a MAN. And that made you mad. But you didn't show it.
Big dreams, gangsta Said you had to leave to start your life over I was like, no please, stay here We don't need no money, we can make it all work
After the third or forth time of this happening, you started acting up - you were cold towards him, you answered shortly. And that made him angry - it was your first big fight. He left you alone in your room and got out. You cried the whole night.
But he headed out on Sunday, said he'd come home Monday I stayed up waitin', anticipatin' and pacin' But he was chasin' (uh oh) paper (uh oh) Caught up in the game, that was the last I heard
One week went by, and he came to apologize. And you missed him so much that you just hugged him like nothing happened. And for a few days everything was alright - you were still secret, he was still asshole in front of his friends. But he was with you.
I will love you 'til the end of time I would wait a million years Promise you'll remember that you're mine Baby can you see through the tears?
And then something changed.
Love you more than those bitches before Say you'll remember (oh baby) Say you'll remember, oh baby, ooh I will love you 'til the end of time
it was at the time he started working at the pool. Now, you weren't jealous just from the girls at school, but from the women that went there just so they could watch him. But it wasn't just that.
You went out every night And baby that's alright I told you that no matter what you did I'd be by your side
He changed. He was colder even when he was alone with you. He spoke mean things, one time even tried to hit you. He wouldn't stay the night anymore. He came just for a little, it was like out of habit. And you still couldn't leave him and stayed by his side.
'Cause I'ma ride or die Whether you fail or fly Well, shit, at least you tried But when you walked out that door
One time you were walking around, just pointlessly, and you saw him with his colleague - Heather, in her living room, having dinner. WTH? You went batshit crazy, but couldn't do anything. Just ran all the way to your house and cried your eyes out.
A piece of me died I told you I wanted more That's not what I had in mind I just want it like before
You tried to confront him. To ask him what was going on. What was happening with him. He wouldn't answer. It was like it wasn't even Billy at this point. Like his was possessed by something dark and evil.
We were dancin' all night Then they took you away Stole you out of my life You just need to remember
You didn't know what was happening, but one evening you were driving around Hawkins, just wanting to clear your mind, when you saw Billy's car, crashed in the mall's parking lot. Then you saw some shadowy figure inside and you quickly stopped your car and ran inside. Everything went blurry when you got inside, like your mind tried to shut itself off. You vaguely remember some things - like a big scary monster things, some kids you've seen around town, screaming, blood, fire. And Billy.
I will love you 'til the end of time I would wait a million years Promise you'll remember that you're mine Baby can you see through the tears?
You went inside just at the moment he stood up, covering a girl on the ground, face to face with that big, giant spider, that wasn't exactly a spider. In the distance, you could see his step-sister, Max, with a terrified look on her face. The monster opened its big mouth, and something like a tentacle came out of it. You screamed, but no one could hear you. The tentacle headed straight for Billy and he grabbed it, trying to save the girl behind him. You could see that Max was screaming too, trying to run to him and help, but a boy held her back. You, on the other hand, ran. But it was somehow slow run. You watched as another tentacle dug into the left side of his body, and another one on the right, and then two more, lifting his body in the air. You could see blood dripping from his mouth. A final one went straight to his chest, where his heart was. You screamed his name.
Love you more than those bitches before Say you'll remember (oh baby) Say you'll remember, oh baby, ooh I will love you 'til the end of time
Billy fell on the ground right when you got to him. You didn't care that the monster wan above you. Hell, you didn't care about anything at the moment, you held his hand in yours and cried. He tried to speak, but only blood would come out of his mouth. Suddenly, the monster started to shake and collapsed on the ground near you. Part of your brain registered that, but your eyes were only looking at Billy. Max ran to you, falling on her knees on his other side. He looked at her too, this time tears falling from his eyes. He coughed out some blood and managed to say something. You could hear a low "i'm sorry" to Max, before he turned his head to you. "I love you" he told you, taking his last breath. Both you and Max cried, repeating his name, begging him to wake up. But he didn't.
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big mouth headcanon - what songs from my playlists would they listen to
- jessi
all the things she said - t.A.T.u.
washing machine heart - mitski
are you satisfied? - marina
getting older - billie eilish
woldstar money (interlude) - joji
heal - tom odell
dead girl in the pool - girl in red
the family jewels - marina
what you heard - sonder
willow - taylor swift
- nick
she's my collar - gorillaz, kali uchis
kiss me thru the phone - soulja boy, sammie
are we still friends? - tyler, the creator
without me - eminem
sunflower - post malone, swae lee
take what you want - post malone, ozzy osbourne, travis scott
greedy - ariana grande (but he wouldn't let anyone know that he likes it)
save your tears - the weeknd
without you - the kid laroi
industry baby - lil nas x, jack harlow
- andrew
shake it off - taylor swift
red - taylor swift
marry the night - lady gaga
late night talking - harry styles
team - lorde
music for a sushi restaurant - harry styles
scream & shout - will.i.am, britney spears
coconuts - kim petras
cool for the summer - demi lovato
jealousy, jealousy - olivia rodrigo
- missy
are you bored yet? - wallows, clairo
sports - beach bunny
t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l - willow, travis barker
chinese new year - sales
brazil - declan mckenna
feelings are fatal - mxmtoon, tessa violet
telepath - conan gray
i like (the idea of) you - tessa violet
dark red - steve lacy
ophelia - the lumineers
- jay
pass the dutchie - musical youth
angeleyes - abba
starstrukk - 3oh!3, katy pery, matt squire
mine - slayyyter
interlude: i'm not angry anymore - paramore
hayloft - mother mother
my name is - eminem
hot girl bummer - blackbear
daddy issues - the neighborhood
go to town - doja cat
- matthew
vroom vroom - charli xcx
stupid love - lady gaga
beautiful, dirty, rich - lady gaga
7 rings - ariana grande
thank u, next - ariana grande
strawberries & cigarettes - troye sivan
sour candy - lady gaga, blackpink
born this way - lady gaga
toxic - britney spears
i did something bad - taylor swift
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Top 100 songs of 2021
100. Yola – ‘Starlight’ 99. Cory Hanson – ‘Angeles’ 98. Lake Street Dive – ‘Hypotheticals’ 97. Durand Jones & The Indications – ‘Witchoo’ 96. King Gizzard & The Wizard Lizard – ‘Shanghai’ 95. Sleigh Bells – ‘Locust Laced’ 94. Doss – ‘Strawberry’93. Kings of Convenience – ‘Fever’ 92. Joy Crookes – ‘When You Were Mine’ 91. AJ Tracey – ‘West Ten’ (ft. Mabel) 90. Rhye – ‘Come In Closer’ 89. Half Waif- ‘Party’s Over’ 88. Julia Stone – ‘We All Have’ (ft. Matt Berninger) 87. Shame – ‘Alphabet’ 86. Nao – ‘Antidote’ (ft. Adekunle Gold) 85. Kanye West – ‘Off The Grid’ 84. Self Esteem – ‘You Forever’ 83. Brandi Carlile – ‘Right On Time’ 82. Claud – ‘In Or In-Between’ 81. Bicep – ‘Atlas’ 80. Easy Life – ‘Daydreams’ 79. Justin Bieber – ‘Peaches’ (ft. Daniel Caeser & Giveon) 78. Jane Weaver – ‘Solarised’ 77. James Blake – ‘Coming Back’ (ft. SZA) 76. Squid – ‘Narrator’ 75. Django Django – ‘Glowing In The Dark’ 74. Adult Mom – ‘Berlin’ 73. Valerie June – ‘Why The Bright Stars Glow’ 72. Biffy Clyro – ‘A Hunger In Your Haunt’ 71. Nas – ‘Death Row East’ 70. Elbow – ‘What Am I Without You’ 69. Laura Mvula – ‘Safe Passage’ 68. Iron Maiden – ‘The Writing On The Wall’ 67. Ghetts – ‘10000 Tears’ (ft. Ed Sheeran) 66. Sufjan Stevens & Angelo De Augustine – ‘Back To OZ’ 65. Amyl and The Sniffers – ‘Maggot’ 64. Faye Webster – ‘Better Distractions’ 63. You Me At Six – ‘Beautiful Way’ 62. Mannequin Pussy – ‘Control’ 61. Dave – ‘Clash’ (ft. Stormzy) 60. The Killers – ‘Quiet Town’ 59. St. Vincent – ‘The Melting Of The Sun’ 58. Tinashe – ‘Bouncin’57. Still Corners – ‘White Sands’ 56. Willow – ‘Transparent Soul’ (ft. Travis Barker) 55. Deafheaven – ‘Lament For Wasps’ 54. Vince Staples – ‘Are You With That?’ 53. Dawn Richard – ‘Bussifame’ 52. Floating Points – ‘Movement 1’ (with Pharoah Sanders & London Symphony Orchestra) 51. serpentwithfeet – ‘Sailor’s Superstition’ 50. girl in red – ‘Serotonin’ 49. Jungle – ‘Keep Moving’ 48. Lorde – ‘Solar Power’ 47. Poppy – ‘Bloom’ 46. Kacey Musgraves – ‘Justified’ 45. Goat Girl – ‘Sad Cowboy’ 44. CHVRCHES – ‘Asking For A Friend’ 43. Illuminati Hotties – ‘MMMOOOAAAAAYAYA’ 42. Summer Walker – ‘Ex For A Reason’ (ft. JT & City Girls) 41. Helado Negro – ‘Hometown Dream’ 40. For Those I Love – ‘I Have A Love’ 39. Clairo – ‘Amoeba’ 38. Ray BLK – ‘Games’ (ft. Giggs) 37. IDLES – ‘The Beachland Ballroom’ 36. BROCKHAMPTON – ‘Buzzcut’ (ft. Danny Brown) 35. Lana Del Rey – ‘White Dress’ 34. Arlo Parks – ‘Caroline’ 33. Self Esteem – ‘Prioritise Pleasure’ 32. Genesis Owusu – ‘Don’t Need You’ 31. Remi Wolf – ‘Sexy Villain’ 30. Low – ‘Days Like These’ 29. Doja Cat – ‘Kiss Me More’ (ft. SZA) 28. Pom Pom Squad – ‘Head Cheerleader’ 27. Wolf Alice – ‘How Can I Make It Ok?’ 26. The War On Drugs – ‘I Don’t Live Here Anymore’ 25. Adele – ‘Easy On Me’ 24. Julien Baker – ‘Hardline’ 23. Little Simz – ‘I Love You, I Hate You’ 22. Olivia Rodrigo – ‘Good 4 You’ 21. Mitski – ‘The Only Heartbreaker’ 20. Lucy Dacus – ‘Thumbs’ 19. The Weather Station – ‘Atlantic’ 18. Jazmine Sullivan – ‘Pick Up Your Feelings’ 17. Cassandra Jenkins – ‘Hard Drive’ 16. Wet Leg – Wet Dream 15. Dry Cleaning – ‘Scratchcard Lanyard’ 14. Billie Eilish – ‘Happier Than Ever’ 13. Silk Sonic – ‘Leave The Door Open’ 12. Turnstile – ‘Blackout’ 11. Nilüfer Yanya -Stabilise 10. Wolf Alice – ‘Smile’ 9. Tyler. The Creator – ‘Wusyaname’ 8. Snail Mail – ‘Valentine’ 7. Sharon Van Etten & Angel Olsen – ‘Like I Used To’ 6. Lil Nas X – ‘Montero (Call Me By Your Name)’ 5. Muna – ‘Silk Chiffon’ (ft. Phoebe Bridgers) 4. Caroline Polachek – ‘Bunny Is A Rider’ 3. Japanese Breakfast – ‘Be Sweet’ 2. Self Esteem – ‘I Do This All The Time’  1. Little Simz – ‘Introvert’
>>> Playlist on Spotify <<<
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Paul x Reader: Thanksgiving
Warning: Child Protective Services (CPS) and Adult Protective Services (APS) involvement mentioned. Death of elderly, and implication of abuse and neglect are written
Takes place LONG after the war with the Volturi; Renesmee is 16 and Jake JUST imprinted on her. Not when she was a baby. Let’s just act like Bella didn’t almost die when she had her and they just moved away until recently, okay? Cool.
Also like I said before, all the imprints are the same age as the guys. No pedophilia bs is EVER in my stories.
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I met Leah in my Sophomore year at Washington State. I was going into Development and Family Structure whereas she was going in to be an RN like her mother. We met in a Health and Sex class that was considered as an elective course. Because we had to travel across campus to make it to this class, we always ended up sitting in the back of the class together. Eventually creating a friendship that you’d rarely see develop and stick together. Now, we’re Juniors and I am currently packing to head to La Push with her and her boyfriend Lajohn for Thanksgiving since I didn’t have a family.
I was lucky if I’m honest. I was given to the state at 12 after CPS finally indicated that my parents weren’t fit to take care of me and my grandmother. Unfortunately, it took the death of my grandmother for anyone to do anything. Although I was given to the state at 12, I didn’t leave until I was 18. The likelihood of getting adopted after 10 is slim. I was happy for those who did, but it hurt to see some of them come back. You realize through others that just because the idea of parenting is wonderful, being a parent is completely different. I was lucky enough to take advantage of resources that were provided for me and some of the other kids that lead me to this point.
I got my first job at 16 and worked from then onward. I applied to college and financial aid as fast as I was able to so that I wouldn’t be alone. I receive enough grants and scholarships for my associates and now working on my bachelor's. My previous roommates were, well, trash; which motivated me to get a job and move into the nearby apartments. My roommates now are chill, we all just don’t talk to one another. Which lead me back to this moment at my apartment.
“I don’t know what to wear!” I said looking in my closet for a perfect outfit to bring to Thanksgiving.
“I don’t know why you’re stressing about it. I told you, no one is going to care. But, if you’re that worried, wear the ripped jeans and the black off the shoulder sweater shirt. Oh! And the booties!” Leah said going through my closet. Even though she says and acts like she doesn’t care about fashion and appearance, I know deep down in the pits of hell that we call her soul, that she really and truly still doesn’t, but she has a soft spot for it.  
“Thank you! Oh, and I’m mad at you, you bitch.” I said packing up the outfit.
“What, why?”
“You got your eyebrows done without me! You see mine looking like Chewbacca over here!”
“I’d say more like baby Chewbacca…”
“That’s not the point!”
“Sorry, look, it should be around 12:30 or 1 by the time we get to Seattle, we’ll stop there. I promise.” She says smiling while hugging me. Bitch.
“Fine. Now let’s go before Lajohn comes up here like a brat crying.” We laugh and start heading towards the door. We have a long seven and a half hours to get to La Push. Let’s see how this goes.
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We stop to get something to eat, fill up, and get my eyebrows done. Lajohn took that time to fall asleep in the car because knowing us, we’d get sidetracked and find some shit for everyone. But we resisted! Mainly because our paychecks don’t come in until next week and I’m barking on this dinner and the leftovers (if there is any based on what Leah tells me about her brothers) to last me until then.
 Paul’s POV
“Alright guys, now Leah is bringing her friend Y/n. can we please not repeat what happened when she brought Lajohn over to meet us.” Sam said, looking directly at Quil, Collin, and me.
“I swear I didn’t start it!” Collin tried to defend himself.
“It doesn’t matter who did or didn’t start it! We can’t have y/g knowing what we are. Lajohn is Leah’s imprint, she’s just her friend. Got it!” Jacob stated. I rolled my eyes but said nothing. I won’t lie though, I haven’t seen someone run as fast as he did, especially when he is almost as big as us and just as human as the next person.
“We won’t, I promise. Scouts honor.” Making a joke about this situation.
“You weren’t in boy-scouts Paul,” Jared said.
“That’s beside the point. Look, we’re not going to do anything to out us again.” I said with a smile. Not one person believed a damn thing I said, hell I don’t think I did either. But it’s worth a shot.
“Well now that we have that settled, we have to meet up with the Cullen’s. There’s going to be some unwelcome visitors stopping by in a few days, and the last thing we need is to deal with this on Thanksgiving.” Jacob said. We all got up and begrudgingly met up with the leeches. Can’t they give us a break?
Y/n POV
We pull up to this cozy small house with a swing set on the porch. A lady who I’ve seen in Leah’s room steps out of the house to greet us. I can positively assume she’s Leah’s mom.
“Lajohn! How are you!” She says, ready to embrace the giant man twice her size. Compared to Ms. Clearwater, he was a good foot and a half above her. Compared to Leah, a half a foot maybe. He was “6’7”, black hair in a fade, soft brown eyes, mocha skin, slim yet buff, and a complete gentle giant. He and Leah met in their anatomy class. She said she walked into class late after getting lost and the only seat available was in the front. The bad news was, she had one of those teachers who was a stickler and a petty asshole. He made it hell for her. The good news was, she met Lajohn who was good at the class and had no problem tutoring her. It was “Love at first sight” for both of them.
“Sounds like some hallmark bullshit. Let me guess, it was raining, you were soaking wet, and by the end of class he gave you his jacket and you looked into each other eyes and BAM! Instant connection.” I laughed. She rolled her eyes and smiled.
“Yeah, yeah, shut up Bunny. One day, it’ll happen to you. $20 says it will”
“What, falling in love or love at first constipation?” she gives me a look, and I just smile.
“Love you too Leah-bird” I laugh.
I snap back to reality to Leah joking around with another person coming out of the house. He looked just as big as Lajohn but resembled Leah and her mom. I can assume this was Seth. I step out and walk over to everyone as Lajohn goes to the car to get our luggage.
“Mom, this is my best friend-”
“Holy shit, Leah can make friends!?” Said the babyface giant.
“Will you shut up Seth! Yes, I can. Can you get a girlfriend? No, you can’t. So, hush.”
“Ouch Leah. That hurt.” He says folding his arms over his heart and rolling his eyes with a sad look on his face. I just want to make him cookies and tell him its okay.
“Anyways, this is my best friend Y/n. Y/n/n, this my mother Sue and my annoying-”
“Yet handsome.”
“-Little brother, Seth.” She says, ignoring him completely.
“Hi, it’s nice to meet you guys. I’ve seen pictures of you guys back at Leah’s apartment and she talks about home all the time.”
“It's nice to meet you too Y/n. Come on in and let the guys get your stuff.”
“Yeah, Seth, chop-chop little puppy,” Leah says clapping her hands to rush him. He just looks at her and gives her the finger when their mom isn’t looking and walks towards the back of the car. I can hear him and Lajohn talking about some pack of cold ones. I don’t think Seth is old enough to drink…
The next day: Thanksgiving
For the rest of yesterday evening, Leah and Ms. Sue (who keeps on insisting I drop the Ms. Part; I will not, my grandmother taught me to always say Mr., Ms., and Mrs.,) showed me around town and I was able to meet Emily and Sam, and Jacob and Billy. They seemed welcoming. Emily especially, although, Sam, Jacob, and Billy seemed on edge with me. I told that to Leah and she reassured me that their faces and attitudes are always like that with everyone. Lajohn eased my worrying saying they were worse with him because he was dating Leah. He was more scared of Seth and their mom out of everyone though.
Currently, Leah, Ms. Sue, Lajohn, and I are on our way to Emily and Sam’s place. When we pull up, we’re greeted by her and a few other girls from the reservation. We walk up and I’m automatically hugged by this small “5’8” girl with wild layered hair with streaks of color in it.
“Hey everyone! Y/n, this is my niece Clair. Sorry, she just gets excited about meeting new people. And this is Halulah and Kim, Embry and Jared’s girlfriends. Come one inside, the guys will be back in an hour or so. That should give us enough time to finish the turkey and dessert.” I waved at them and we all went inside. That time was short-lived until we heard wolves howling in the distance and Sam and Lajohn were out the door. I was about to ask what that was about but was cut off by Leah shoving plates in my hands to set up the table.
A little while later, we hear laughter and thumping of footsteps coming from the front door.
“HONEY I’M HOME! Ouch! Jared! What was that for?!” one voice said.
“For being a dumbass, that’s why.” I assume is Jared’s voice.
“Language!” said Seth followed by a loud punch and a yelp from him.
“Ouch, damnit Paul! That hurt!” said Seth.
“LaNgUaGe!” said, who I can assume is Paul with a bolstering laugh. Emily rolled her eyes and looked at Sam, who looked at them before they turned the corner. A choir of “sorry” and “my bad” was said before they showed themselves.
“Y/n, I’d like you to meet my children for all intended purposes. The boy who is giving Clair a piggyback ride to is Quil; the boy hugging Halulah is Embry—the one I told you about. This is Jared, Kim’s—godforsaken—boyfriend.”
“Hey! I’m not that bad!” she ignores him.
“Jake should be here with his girlfriend Nessie in a little bit, and the one behind us thinking I CAN’T SEE HIM STEALING THE TURKEY! Is Paul.” I looked behind her and catch a red-handed guilty-looking, Paul.
“Hey, at least I tri-” he stops mid-sentence as our eyes connect. I felt like I was in my apartment room reaching cloud 9. Everything around me blurred and all I saw was him. I felt my heart skip a beat and was knocked the air out of me. I couldn’t move, didn’t hear a sound, and kind of dizzy. I snap back when I hear laughter.
“Aww! Bunny! See! I told you it would happen!” Leah says laughing. I look at her confused then looked back at everyone else who was laughing too. Paul coughed and I looked at him. His expression went from being shocked, angry, sad, then content and surprised. He looked at Sam then walked over to me. Standing in front of me, he smiles and introduces himself.
“Hey, I’m Paul. What’s your name beautiful?” Damn, I guess I owe Leah $20.
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bigheartedsky · 4 years
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Pairings: Savior!Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Fluff (with some Angst); one shot
Word Count: 4k+
Warnings: Mentions of sexual assault; Read at your own risk!
Summary: You and your co-workers went out for a karaoke night after a very stressful week of work. Everything was fine until your boss got too drunk again, resulting in you running away from him and trying to hide in another karaoke room. But that room wasn’t as empty as you thought it would be.
a/n: here you have another one shot! I don’t know how long I’ll be able to write frequently so enjoy it while it lasts lol. This one is specifically for a friend of mine that loooooves JK to death. Have fun reading!
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„Come on, Y/N. Raise your glass!” your co-worker prompted you. You smiled at him, but everyone that knew you well would’ve been able to tell right away that you were highly uncomfortable. Still, you rose your glass and cheered together with everyone to the end of a really busy day at work.
“Going to a karaoke room after work was the most genius idea you had all week, Jieun! After all that work, we had to do to meet the deadlines this is the best thing!” this time, it was your boss speaking. He was already pretty drunk. There was no resemblance anymore to the usually strict leader of your office. You hated it when he got like that, so you sat as far away from him as possible.
“Who wants to sing next? Boss?” Jieun asked after bowing to their boss for complimenting her, but you could see that she was hurt by him saying it was the most genius idea she had all week. She was a smart girl, and it made you angry to see her not get the credit she deserved. But your boss has always been like that.
“No, you don’t want to hear me. Trust me.” He laughed and started to stare in your direction. “But how about Y/N? We haven’t heard you sing yet.” He grinned. Oh, how you hated that grin. It made you remember the last times you saw this grin which never ended well.
“I would really prefer not to…” you said quietly – too shy to speak up loud enough for him to hear.
“What did you say?” he asked loudly. “She said no.” Jieun answered sternly for you, and you were so glad she chose to come along instead of going out with her boyfriend that night like she originally intended to do. You looked at her and mouthed Thank You as soon as she looked at you. She nodded back with a smile saying, You can count on me. Before taking the attention off you by asking another co-worker energetically to sing instead and making everyone cheer for him to do it.
As the evening went on, everyone kept getting up and sang their hearts out, making you end in the position of sitting right next to your drunk boss. He stared at you every moment he thought he wasn’t watched by others, but you always noticed. You were tense, not knowing how to get out of this situation without seeming odd or rude. Suddenly his hand was on your thigh. You immediately froze while his hand made its way up your thigh stroking you through your black trousers. Your stomach started twisting itself into a tight knot, making you feel sick. In a flash, you were up on your feet. He looked at you confused until you just mumbled:
“I have to use the restroom…” and you were out of the room. Walking down the hallway everything turned around you. Pictures of the last time he tried this on you flashed before your eyes. Your heart was beating rapidly, mind going all fuzzy when you felt someone hugging you from behind. It was him. You knew immediately it was him because only he could make all your insides scream in horror like this.
“If you wanted us to have some private time you could’ve just said so…” he told you, amused by the thought of you being all shy about it. You fought against his grip.
“N-No. I didn’t- I really need to go to the bathroom!” you exclaimed quietly, but his grip tightened.
“Please let me-“
Panic took over your body when you suddenly found yourself getting out of his grip and slapping him right across his face.
“-GO!” shocked at your own actions you took a step back. Your boss put his hand on the spot you hit, looking at you provoked.
“Oh Y/N. That wasn’t the smartest thing you could’ve done just then.”
He took a step closer to you and you just started to run down the hallway. He yelled your name, but you just raced around the corner and went into the first opened karaoke room you could find. You stood, leaning against the door and looking through the small window next to it until you were sure he wasn’t following you anymore. Your whole body was shaking.
Only after finally feeling safe you noticed that the room actually wasn’t empty. In fact, you just ran in on someone singing in the most beautiful way you’ve ever heard. His voice was so soft it immediately made you calm down on the spot. You lost yourself in his interpretation of Who by Lauv completely, not even noticing how you took some steps in his direction.
“Can I help you?” a confused voice asked you.
When did the song end?
At the other side of the coffee table in the room, sitting on the couch was a quite handsome feller as far as you could tell in this dim light. He looked at you confused in the most innocent and pure way someone ever looked at you. It somewhat reminded you of your bunny you had when you were little. Making yourself recall that he just asked you a question, you jolted out of your thoughts.
“Oh- I- I’m really sorry. I didn’t want to intrude like that. I really don’t usually do this.. uhm.. I…” remembering why you were in this room made you shiver all over again. You started to rub your arms, looking down embarrassed. His confused look eased into a worried expression.
“I needed a place to hide…” you said quietly. He just nodded slowly, feeling immediately how hard it was for you to talk about it. A warm smile spread on his face when he extended his hand with a microphone in it to you.
“Do you sing?” he asked.
“I uhm…” you looked at the microphone, unsure of what to answer before looking at him.
“Sing with me!” he grinned happily. “I wanted to sing a duet with a girl for a while now. I’ll hide you and you sing with me. Deal?”
“Well, I-“ you wanted to turn him down, but one look into his dark marble eyes somehow made all your worries melt away.
“What the hell, why not.” Smiling, you took the microphone, and sat down shyly on the couch across from him. He flipped through the songs, asking you every time he found one, if you knew it or not. Finally, he decided on going with Lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid. You knew that the female part in this duet came first and with every note passing your nerves got worse. He noticed how nervous you were, and just when he wanted to tell you that you don’t have to force yourself to do anything, and that he would still help you, you started singing.
He was completely spellbound by your voice. The part where he was supposed to step in with your singing started, but he was too stunned to notice anything. Confused, you finally looked up and met his eyes. He looked at you open-mouthed, suddenly realizing that he was staring at you, and finally starting to sing with you. You felt heat rushing to your cheeks. Glad that the light was too dim to see how red your face was, a smile started spreading on your face. Your heart started beating faster but this time it was completely different from when your boss had touched you. With every tone you sang, your confidence climbed until you were at a point where you simply enjoyed the way your voice harmonized with his. It sounded like heaven. You never wanted this moment to stop.
But every song has an end, and so you both looked at each other, smiling shyly once the song was over. He was radiating with happiness. You could swear that there was a visible glow to him. It was infectious.
“What?” you asked, smiling like an idiot.
“Nothing. Just, your voice is really beautiful.” He replied, looking away.
Is he blushing?
You for sure were.
“Thank you. Yours is too! I was completely stunned by your voice when I came in. I even forgot about-…” remembering why you even ended up here, you stopped yourself from talking any further. It seemed so far away now that it seemed like a nightmare you woke up from.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it, but can I ask you what happened?” he made that request in the most careful way possible. You were thankful to him for caring so much about a stranger like you. Thinking about how to translate what happened into words the right way.
“Where to start…?” you laughed sadly, looking around the room.
“How about the beginning?” he smiled sweetly at you. It made your heart melt immediately, making you relaxed enough to find the right words.
“I started working as a writer at a new company about a year ago. I always wanted to become a writer so finally being able to write for my living was an amazing feeling. But after a while, I started to notice how my boss was treating me differently from the others. At first, he just made me stay longer than the others, claiming because I was a newbie, I had to work extra hard.” You took a deep breath. The boy looked at you with compassion in his eyes.
“Then he started to search for excuses to touch me. At first it was just a slight tap on my shoulder, or my hand, but it all got worse after our first work dinner. He got really drunk and started to touch me and I-“ you looked down, tears stinging in your eyes.
“I-I don’t know what would’ve happened if Jieun hadn’t seen. She pulled me away from him and brought me home. Today she also tried to save me from him, but he tried again when she wasn’t looking, and I wanted to run from him so I excused myself to the bathroom. But he-“ you choked down a sob.
“He followed me, thinking I invited him to come with me. A-and when he grabbed me, I just panicked. I slapped him. I got scared so I just ran into the first room I found. I’m sorry-” Tears were now running down your face. You wiped them away every time in a weak attempt of hiding them but it was no use. The boy across from you stood up and started hugging you comfortingly.
“My hyung once told me that if a girl cries sometimes the best thing to do is just to hug her and listen to what she wants to tell you. I wanted to listen to you so please don’t apologize for crying.”
You hugged him back shyly, grabbing his black bomber jacket. He let you cry in his arms until you calmed down. When he noticed that you weren’t crying as hard anymore, he slowly let go of you to instead squat in front of you.
“This guy is the worst scum on earth. You shouldn’t have to work for a guy like him.” He told you wholeheartedly. You smiled a little bit at that, looking down on your lap.
“I don’t have a choice if I want to stay a writer. He knows a lot of people in this business and if I quit, I’m scared I’ll never have a chance anywhere else.” He pursed his lips, thinking about what you just said, and then it came to him. You looked up when he suddenly got up to go grab his backpack. Going through his stuff, he dug out a business card that looked fairly damaged already – as if he was carrying it with him everywhere. You looked at him confused when he smiled the cutest smile – strangely reminding you of a bunny rabbit a lot - satisfied with what he found. He walked back to you, giving the card to you as soon as he crouched down in front of you again.
“This is the card of the CEO of my company. We can always use good, creative writers and I can put in a good word for you. Ah, wait.” he took the card again, turning away from you to now kneel in front of the coffee table. You looked over his shoulder curiously while he wrote something down on the back of the card.
[Jeon Jungkook
           +82 36 XXXX YYYY]
“If you have any problems with all this, you can always call me. Even if you just need a duet partner.” He smiled at you with this cute bunny-like smile again, blushing slightly. You just had to smile and laugh a little at that.
“I’ll definitely take that offer. Thank you, Jungkook.” It was the most genuine “thank you” you ever said to someone. He scratched his neck, looking down when you both flinched at the sound of the door opening with force. The eyes of both of you immediately shot to the door. Your boss was standing in the door with another co-worker.
“Here you are. We’ve been looking all over for you. Jieun is worried sick!” your co-worker told you.
“S-Sorry.” You answered quietly. Your whole behavior changed 180, making it clear to Jungkook that the man you feared so much just appeared. He stood up defensively, looking at the guys, but smiling a polite smile at both of the men. He didn’t know which one was the cause of your fear but he didn’t care. It wasn’t like he was about to punch that guy in the face or anything as soon as he knew which one.
“It’s my fault. We met coincidentally and kinda lost track of the time.” he said in the most civil way possible, but you could see by the way his right hand, that was hidden in the pocket of his bomber jacket, clenched how mad he actually was.
“And you are…?” your boss spoke up, making you jump slightly just hearing his voice. Jungkook noticed it and put two and two together immediately. He knew now which of these people was the one and looked at him - eyes completely cold while still carrying that same polite smile. Then he looked at you with faked confusion and back to your co-workers again.
“Oh, I’m really sorry. That’s right we haven’t met before.” Jungkook walked up to your boss and co-worker and held out his hand first to your co-worker.
“I’m her boyfriend. Nice to meet you, my name is Jeon Jungkook.” You looked just as shocked as your co-worker for a minute before quickly settling in this play Jungkook was creating here. He was helping you get out of this safely and you knew that immediately. No one could describe how grateful you were having met him on this day.
“Oh- Ohhh! So YOU’RE the lucky one that got our Y/N? Wow! And here I thought she didn’t have a boyfriend because she works all the time.” Your co-worker said, genuinely surprised but happy for you and shook Jungkook’s hand. “Take really good care of her for us okay?”
You smiled because of the request of your co-worker, who had been treating you like a little sister since day one, taking care of you in the company. But what really made you blush was Jungkook’s response.
“Don’t worry. I will. As long as I live, she has nothing to fear.” Jungkook said, first winking at you, and then looking right in the eyes of your boss, saying the last part of that sentence. You got goosebumps all over.
Why is my body reacting like that? It’s just an act but still this feels so real. Jungkook can really be scary. But why do I find all this so empowering?
“Ah... I’m glad to hear that.” Your boss replied, not even trying to hide his insincerity. He took Jungkook’s hand and you could tell that Jungkook was actually gripping his hand so hard it hurt him. Not wanting Jungkook to get hurt, provoking your boss any further, you stood up and gently pulled on his arm.
“If you don’t mind, I would like to go home now.” You said, feeling brave with Jungkook next to you all at once. He let go of your boss’ hand and looked at you in a loving way, quietly saying:
“I’ll take you home.” You just nodded, smiling and losing yourself in his eyes for a moment.
“Okay, I’ll tell everyone so don’t worry about it and just go enjoy yourself for once.” Your co-worker waved you goodbye with this, shortly followed by your very much displeased boss. Still holding onto Jungkook’s arm, you felt a shift in his behavior.
“Jungkook?” you could see his jaw clenching, and suddenly he went after your boss. “Jungkook!”
“Hey.” He said right behind your boss, tapping on his shoulder and right when he turned around, Jungkook punched him straight in his face. Your boss fell on the ground, holding his nose and cursing. You just stood there, completely shocked, but strangely satisfied. A new kind of confidence was rising in you. With Jungkook on your side right now you felt like you could do anything. Determined, you walked up to your boss. He looked at you, scooting back an inch, scared of what you’ll do. You looked at him and cocked your head to the side before reaching in your pocket.
“You got something on your suit there.” You told him, pulling a tissue out of your pocket and acting like you wanted to help him get the blood off his clothes, but instead you just grabbed his collar with one hand pulling him up a little.
“Don’t ever come near me, or any other female again, or I swear I’ll make your life a living hell. Got that?” he started nodding, frightened by the insanely cold look in your eyes. You stood up smiling and let him go, resulting in your boss bumping his head on the ground. You turned around finding  Jungkook standing there with a shit-eating grin on his face. You couldn’t help but start smiling too. He took your hand and started walking with you when you stopped in your tracks.
“I almost forgot.” You looked over your shoulder to see your boss still sitting on the ground, and your co-workers slowly walking out of the karaoke room, confused about what’s going on. You looked at Jieun for a moment, winking at her, and she smiled, crossing her arms in satisfaction.
“I’m quitting. Do your work yourself from now on.” You told your boss. He was infuriated.
“YOU CAN’T QUIT! YOU’RE FIRED, YOU LITTLE-“
“I’m outta here, too. Good luck on finding yourself a new chief editor.” Jieun stated, smiling at your boss sweetly and taking a step over him to get out. “Excuse me. I have a way better job proposal in waiting anyways.”
You couldn’t help but grin at Jieun who mouthed a WOW, good catch! at you motioning to Jungkook. A blush spread on your cheeks when Jungkook pulled you with him again.
“Come on, let’s get outta here.” He said, proud of how you handled the situation.
“Sure.”
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A few days passed and you still couldn’t believe that all this actually happened. You called the CEO of Jungkook’s company the next day and Jungkook had held his promise in putting in a good word for you. They invited you to a job interview and you actually got to start working there the next day. Of course, you immediately called Jungkook, telling him the good news and thanking him for everything he’s done for you. You both started texting and calling almost every day, meeting up for karaoke nights, or just to watch movies all the time. Although you never talked about the whole boyfriend act he did ever again, somehow you had the feeling that your friendship wasn’t just that. You couldn’t hide your feelings for him, and had you been able to look at your relationship with him from an outside perspective, it would’ve been clear from the start - so did he.
But you were still surprised one evening when the display of your phone lit up with a message unusually serious from him.
[11:56PM]
[Hey Y/N. If you’re home, could you come out for a second? I really need to talk to you]
What’s this about? I thought he was going out with his friends tonight? Please don’t tell me something bad happened!
You put on your favorite cardigan over your PJs and rushed downstairs of your housing complex. Heart beating fast with worry, you came out the door fast enough to see Jungkook being pushed by his friends in the direction of your home. You could see him complaining and fighting with them while they just laughed at him and started hiding behind a wall as soon as they saw you. Jungkook complained to them, loud enough for you to hear, about forcing him to do it now. It made you smile while walking up behind him.
“Jungkook?” he jumped when he heard your voice so close behind him.
“Y/N!” he turned around, completely surprised. “Hey, uhm- I- You look nice! In…. your PJs.. god I’m so bad at this, sorry.” You bit your lip, trying to keep yourself from laughing when a voice called out from behind the wall his friends were hiding at.
“Just tell her already!”
“Oh, shut up!” Jungkook called back, obviously flustered. He looked back at you, scratching his neck embarrassed.
“I’m sorry. They sent you that message because they thought it would be funny to see me embarrassed in front of you.” The boy told you half-jokingly. A loving-happy smile spread on your face. You couldn’t help but think this was just too cute.
“No worries.” You answered softly, making him smile with relief in return. He was obviously a little drunk judging by how he started rambling on right after your answer.
“They got that stupid idea while we were drinking and talking about Jin’s new girlfriend, and then they started asking me and I told them about our little act and all that because I didn’t know what else to tell them, and somehow through that Yoongi-hyung seemed to notice that I like you really like that- like not just acting and so they made up this whole plan and forced me here-“
“Wait. What did you just say?” you looked at him surprised, hoping that your ears didn’t trick you.
Did he just say he likes me??
He looked at you like a deer in headlights for a moment, panicking a little on what he should say next. If he was drunk before he surely was 100% sober now.
“I- uhm- oh man please just forget what I said, okay?”
“Jungkook.”
“It was the alcohol talking, it always makes me say funny stuff.”
“Jungkook.”
“Not that you’re not likeable like every guy would be lucky to have you. I mean even in those PJs you look stunning-“
“JEON JUNGKOOK!” he finally shut up and looked at you. You smiled at him adoringly.
“I like you, too. More than a friend.” That cute bunny-smile you loved so much started slowly spreading on his face. He couldn’t help himself but came straight up to you and hugged you around your waist, lifting you in the process to twirl you around.
“You do?? Really??” you just laughed, reassuring him of your feelings for him.
“Does that mean I’m your boyfriend now??” Jungkook let you down, not letting you go and looked straight into your eyes. He had never felt so happy before. You were still laughing a little, blushing.
“Yes, you are.” And without another word his lips found yours for the first time. It was a short but sweet kiss, leaving you with butterflies in your stomach, and warmth in your heart. He hugged you tightly again while his friends came, cheering, around the corner of the wall.
“I fell for you the first time I heard your voice.” He whispered in your ear, making you smile happily, before letting you out of his embrace to finally meet his friends. You were completely overwhelmed with emotions but one thing was for sure. If it wouldn’t have been for Jungkook coming into your life, you never would’ve found your voice again.
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nightwingshero · 4 years
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Top Five *coughPlusTencough* Ship Songs
I was tagged by @faithchel thank you, my love!
Tagging: @tomexraider @risenlucifer @deathvalleyqueen @goodboiboomer-fc5 @xbaebsae @spicevalleys @smithandrogers @strafethesesinners  @dieguzguz @ja-crispea @simonxriley @mackie-hattwie @red-nightskies and whoever else wants to join in on the fun!!!
Yeah, so it’s supposed to be 5, but I’m breaking rules because their playlists play such a huge part in writing them, so...yeah. I went a bit...yeah....
Wren x Wes
Supercollide - Banners
Work Song - Hozier
I Believe In Us - Leon
For Island Fires and Family - Dermot Kennedy
Outlaws - Au/Ra
Always - Panic! At the Disco
Gods & Monsters - Lana Del Rey
Better - Khalid
To Die For - Sam Smith (Acoustic) 
Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys
Tennis Court - Lorde
Wait For Me - Rise Against
Hesitate - Golden Vessel, Emerson Leif
My Love - Until The Ribbon Breaks
Always Remember Us This Way - Lady Gaga
Wren x Lyra
Dark Paradise - Lana Del Rey
Killer Queen - Queen
Emperor’s New Clothes - Panic! At the Disco
Glory and Gore - Lorde 
All The Good Girls Go To Hell - Billie Eilish
Moment’s Silence (Common Tongue) - Hozier
Golden Days - Panic! At the Disco
Venice Bitch - Lana Del Rey
Hurricane - Halsey
Girls Like Girls - Hayley Kiyoko
Irresisible - Fall Out Boy
Roman Holiday - Halsey
Castle - Halsey
Diamonds Are A Girl’s Best Friend - Marilyn Monroe
Say Amen (Saturday Night) - Panic! At the Disco 
Wren x Wes x Lyra
Off To The Races - Lana Del Rey
The Good, The Bad, The Dirty - Panic! At the Disco
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge
Persephone - The Tragic Thrills
Greek God - Conan Gray
Achilles Come Down - Gang of Youths
Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac
Hades Pleads - Parker Millsap
Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer
Snake Song - Isobel Campbell, Mark Lanegan
R.I.P 2 My Youth - The Neighborhood
Suck It and See - Arctic Monkeys
Come Together - Gary Clark Jr, Junkie XL
Young God - Halsey 
Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! At the Disco
Wes x Wren x Raf
I Feel It Coming - The Weeknd
Drive - Halsey
No You Girls - Fran Ferdinand
Safraera - Bad Bunny 
I Want You To Want Me - Cheap Trick
R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys More like theirs, but eh. 
Put It On Me - Matt Maeson
Love - Lana Del Rey
Music To Watch Boys To - Lana Del Rey
Ribs - Lorde
Electric - Alina Baraz, Khalid
Hurricane - Panic! At the Disco
The Cult of Dionysus - The Orion Experience 
Often - The Weeknd
Gingerbread Man - Melanie Martinez
Jane x Mike
Her - Her
Cherry Wine - Hozier
Can’t Feel My Face - The Weeknd
Cherry - Lana Del Rey
Creep - Radiohead
Burning Desire - Lana Del Rey
The End of All Things - Panic! At the Disco
I Walk The Line - Halsey
Cold Hard Bitch - Jet
Bicycle Race - Queen
That’s What I like - Bruno Mars
Slow Love - Tender
Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood
Trouble - Halsey 
Stay - Post Malone 
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kayhi808 · 9 months
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Billy Mine - Act 2.14
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After a rough morning at the hospital, Bill barking at everyone. And I get it. He was shot. He's in a lot of pain. He's uncaffeinated. The police dropped by to take his statement from the night before, which didn't make him in a better mood. We're finally back at his place. I got him cleaned, fed & drugged up. I had to threaten him with bodily harm. He's so hard-headed.
I was planning to spend the weekend, so I had my bag in the trunk of his car. Frank had it delivered a while ago. I was able to shower & get comfortable. I made myself at home on the other side of Billy's bed with my laptop. I didn't want to stray too far in case he woke up & needed something. I only just found him again, and came way to close to losing him last night.
Billy fidgets & groans in his sleep. I put my laptop to the side & try to gently keep him still. He wakes blinking at me, "Bunny."
"Hey." He snaked his arm around my waist to pull me down to his side. "How are you feeling?"
His arm tightens around me, "Better now." I snuggle into him smiling. "Thank you for staying with me."
"Of course. I wouldn't let you go through this alone. You saved my life."
"They were going after the Senator. I got hit with a stray bullet."
"But I was with my Dad. Secret Service shoved me out of the way to get to him. You're the one that came for me," my voice breaking. "You pulled me out dangers way."
"I only got my Bunny back. No way am I going to lose you."
I flip over onto my stomach so I can look at him, "I love you, Billy. I always have. I never stopped. Since that first day at Ray of Hope."
"You were always smarter than me." Brushing a strand of hair behind my ear, "I love you, too, Bunny."
Epilouge....
Autumn is just beginning to hit New York. The weather is cooling and it's one of the last weekends to squeeze in a picnic in Central Park.
"Jenna, that's far enough. Come back, baby." My 3yr old looks back at me laughing, scrunching her nose, looking so much like her father. Tapping Billy's thigh, "Babe, grab her. She's heading to the water." Billy jumps up to chase after the love of his life. She see's Billy get up & she squeals & runs. Billy easily catches up with her. He scoops her up, blowing raspberries on her chubby belly. She screams & giggles grabbing at Billy's bearded cheeks.
"Papa!!" I dust my bottom off to go save my daughter. "Mommy, help!" She ends it with another scream as Billy blows another loud raspberry. "Mommy!"
Smiling and laughing, she leans away from Billy giving me grabby hands. I take her and prop her on my hip as she snuggles into my neck. "I got you, baby," dropping kisses on her. Soon she's wiggling to be let down. I put her down & she's grabbing Billy's hand, "See duckies, pwease," pointing to the pond.
We make our way to the water's edge so she can see the ducks. The ducks are always a draw. Other kids are at the water's edge and she joins the group. Billy pulls me back against him wrapping his arms around me. We stand watching our little girl. Jenna's living the life Billy and I always dreamed of when we were little.
A little dark haired boy joins the group and Jenna breaks out into the biggest smile. Billy tense up, recognizing that smile. "Hell no," he whispers. He hurries to grab his baby but she's already running over to the little boy. She grabs his hand, smiling up at him, "Mine."
@idaofinfinity @imagine-a-fictional-boyfriend @russosafehaven @e-dubbc11 @bustlingcrowdsxorxsilentsleepers @snowkestrel @terry2227 @jvanilly
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e-dubbc11 · 3 months
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Happy Winter Sleepover! ❄️
“Send me a character and a GIF, can be fluffy or smexy and I’ll try and write something based off of it.”
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Since we decided Anna needs a sibling… 😂
“Warm kisses on cold skin”
(Maybe mom went inside before everyone to start the hot drinks & dad needs to get warmed up too…)
Thank you for sending this in, lovely!! I hadn’t written any smut for my winter sleepover until now. I hope you like it!
Warm Kisses, Cold Skin
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Photos are not mine. They are courtesy of Pinterest/Google.
Pairing: Tattoo Artist Billy Russo x F! Reader
Warnings: SMUT (18+ Please!), Oral (M! Receiving) fingering, P in V sex, couple of swear words, fluffy bunnies and unicorns
Word Count: 1.9K-ish
Summary: It’s date night for you and Billy. Out for a walk after drinks, you stop into the tattoo studio to get a break from the cold. His tattoo chair sees a different kind of action than it’s used to 😉
A/N: Slowly but surely, I’m making my way through the rest of my asks. I still have a few more left but this one was fun.
Part of The Sweetest Pain Series
As always, thank you for reading!  I appreciate it so much and comments, reblogs are welcome and encouraged. Don’t be shy to tell me your favorite part. 💕💕 💕
A gust of frigid winter air blew past your ears as you walked down by the water. In the unwelcoming darkness, you could see the white caps as they crested over each other on their way to the shore that you couldn’t see.
Billy did his best to protect you from the icy winds but the bitter cold went right through your coat. With his arms wrapped protectively around you, he smiled against your ear as he asked, “You wanna duck into the studio for a minute to warm up, baby?”
He could hear your teeth chattering as you replied, “Y-y-yes p-p-please!”
The bristles of his beard scratched your lips as you kissed Billy on the cheek while he unlocked the door to his tattoo studio. Once inside, he locked the door behind you but left the lights off.
The humming neon lights were the only lights on inside the otherwise dark room. Instantly, you felt warmer as you walked over to Billy’s office chair next to the front desk, removed your coat, and sat down.
The studio was closed for the night. The two of you were on your way home from having a couple of drinks at The Wicked Monk, the bar where you had your first date.
Maria and Frank were babysitting Anna Raven for the night at their house so you didn’t have to rush home. You had no idea it was going to be this cold outside, or at least, this windy.
“You alright, sweet girl?” Asked Billy, seeing that your teeth were still chattering.
Kneeling down in front of you, he took your hands in his. You could feel the rough calluses against the soft skin on the back of your hand as he tried to warm them up.
Billy’s focus was on your hands while yours was on his handsome face. Biting down on your lower lip, warmth slowly returned to your hands and a tingle ran down the length of your spine.
“All closed up for the night?” You whispered, still staring fondly at him.
Billy continued to warm your hands but moved his gaze from your hands to your face and then he flashed that perfect smile at you as he replied, “Yeah…Shortcake locked up about an hour ago.”
Shyly, you smiled back. “Oh…so we’re all alone?” You asked.
“You know we are, baby.” Replied Billy.
“Kiss me, lieutenant.” You said softly.
Without warning, with wide eyes and raised eyebrows, Billy pulled you by the ankle, rolling the chair right to him, and he firmly planted his lips along the side of your neck.
His lips were warm but your neck was not.
“Baby, your skin is like ice!!” Billy yelled playfully.
“Your lips are nice and warm though, my love.” You said with a wink.
He pulled away and touched his forehead to yours. With desire in his eyes, he swept his hand across your cheek, and kissed you…hard. Your skin wasn’t cold for long as he cupped your cheek, slowly searched the features of your face with his dark chocolate eyes and then traced your jawline with soft kisses.
Pushing his jacket off of his shoulders, you reached for the hem of his gray sweater as he desperately kissed your lips and neck, gently nipping the skin on his way down to your collarbone. The buckle of his belt slipped through your fingers as you unbuttoned his black jeans in between his mouth slanting over yours and yours over his.
Billy wanted you now, his nimble fingers made quick work of the buttons on your red silk blouse and the only reason he didn’t rip the buttons off was because he knew how much you loved that shirt which made you smile against his lips.
“We’ve never done this before, sweet girl.” He whispered against your mouth.
“Never been left alone here long enough, baby.” You replied.
With your bare legs sticking out of the bottom of your unbuttoned shirt, he caught a glimpse of the black lace bra underneath as a sly smile stretched across his lips.
Being careful to not touch the scar on his shoulder, your fingers danced across his upper back and then snaked around his neck. His kisses were all tongue and teeth now as he marked you from your neck to in between your breasts before hungrily attacking your lips again.
His long agile fingers dipped below the waistband of your panties as a shattering moan escaped your lips when he slipped two fingers inside. He loved the delicious noises of pleasure that came from you when his talented fingers moved inside you.
Billy watched you fall apart as he moved them in and out, curled them in just the right spot until you couldn’t see straight, and told you to let go because he would catch you.
“Just come for me, baby. I got you.” He purred in your ear. “That’s it…”
His whispers sent you over the edge, your walls tightened around his fingers while he drew circles on your clit as you hit your peak. Humming into his neck, your knees had started to shake while Billy made sure you were steady on your feet and you weren’t going to fall if he set you down.
Billy’s lean hard body was firmly pressed against yours, his hard length strained against his jeans as a sly smile stretched across your lips, glancing at his tattoo chair that was right behind him.
He gave you a devilish smile in return as he eased himself back onto the chair and you straddled him, reclaiming his lips again then traveling kisses down his neck to his bare chest. Billy moaned and called out your name when you palmed him through his jeans, those sounds encouraged you, making the ache between your thighs unbearable.
He helped you take down his jeans, his cock sprang free as you gently wrapped your fingers around it before taking him into your mouth. A low guttural moan came deep from within Billy’s chest; he tangled his fingers in your hair as words of praise fled from his mouth.
“That feels so good, baby. Taking it all like a good girl.” He said with a soft growl.
Being patient was not one of Billy’s virtues when it came to you. He had waited so long to be able to have you, he never wanted to wait for you ever again. Grasping at your arms, he pulled you off of him so you were looking into his eyes again before his lips crashed onto yours once again.
Panting as you broke the kiss, you said, “You want me, don’t you, my love.”
Billy’s rough fingers dug into your thighs while you were grinding down onto his crotch, the only thing covering your bodies now were your tattoos.
Pulling back on his hair, you forced him to look at you as you sank down onto him, completely sheathing himself inside while sinful noises came from both of you as he easily stretched you out. You were so wet for him.
His touches were electric, they shocked your skin every time he grazed you with his dexterous fingers. With his head resting against the chair, Billy gnashed his teeth as you began to move, slowly at first so you could feel every inch of him, hitting that spot that made your vision blurry and white.
Your cries of pleasure were uncontrollable as you pinned his arms above his head with your sleeved arm, rolling your hips and feeling your walls as they began to tighten, your orgasm starting to build.
Billy smiled against your lips.
“I ALWAYS want you, sweet girl.” He stated as he aggressively pulled his sleeved arm free, and wrapped his fingers around your throat like a choker, continuing to thrust his hips up to meet yours.
You pulled his back away from the chair so his chest was flush with yours. His hair tightly wrapped around your fingers as your movements synched up, becoming hurried and more erratic while your bodies brushed together, his cock hitting your overstimulated bundle of nerves bringing you both closer to your release.
Your fingernails were digging into his back leaving covetous marks on his skin and echoes of your indulgence bounced off the walls of the studio.
Billy pinched your jaw with his fingers, turning your head to capture your lips in a passionate assertive kiss, sending you thundering into your orgasm, his name fleeing from your lips like a desperate cry for help. He gripped you tightly around the waist as he continued to fuck you before spilling into you and chasing his own release.
Collapsing on top of him and trapping his body beneath yours, you smiled against his cheek, his beard tickled your lips as you kissed him and gently bit down on his jaw while trying to catch your breath. His chest rose and fell rapidly as you listened to his heart beating.
“My…little…firecracker.” Billy said, panting in between words. “Holy fuck.”
“You planned this didn’t you.” You said, jokingly with a warm smile and still trying to catch your breath.
You felt him chuckle against your ear.
Acting offended, Billy replied, “I did no such thing. I seem to remember someone demanding a kiss and removing MY jacket and sweater. Ring any bells, y/n?”
“Ok, but YOU wanted to come in here to warm up, Billy!” You said, playfully.
With raised eyebrows and lips pressed firmly together, he nodded and replied, “I did suggest that, didn’t I.”
It was your turn to raise your eyebrows.
You nodded and said, “Yes, yes you did.”
“You’re not sad that I did though, are you sweet girl? I know you’ve always wanted to do this.” Said Billy, gently pressing his lips to yours.
He wasn’t wrong. Even before you and Billy became a couple, you had fantasized about having sex in his tattoo chair…more than once. The opportunity hadn’t presented itself to you until tonight. And it did not disappoint. It was even better than you had imagined.
You felt heat rush to your cheeks as you tried to shy away from him but he pulled you into a secure embrace.
Biting down on your finger, you uttered, “Well…yeah I have always wanted to.” And you laughed into his chest. “I love you, Billy.” You said, softly.
You looked up at him through your long lashes, he smiled his perfect smile at you and whispered, “I love you too, beautiful.”
You looked around at the mess of clothes around the chair.
“We should clean up, handsome. Can’t have the Eds walkin’ in on this.” You said, pulling on your shirt. “Actually, maybe you should get a new chair.” You joked.
Buttoning his jeans, Billy replied with a wide smile, “So, if we made a baby tonight, we’re not naming him Anvil, right?”
You weren’t expecting a response like that so you burst out laughing.
“I don’t think that’s a good name for a boy or a girl, my love.” You said, shaking your head and wrinkling your nose.
“Well, I do have some thoughts about names…ya know, if the time comes.” He said with a loving smile and a wink.
You smiled back.
“Well, I’d love to hear them, baby…ya know, if the time comes.”
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cydonianotmalus · 4 years
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Twelve-Inches-C***-Billy.
So I've been doing little writing exercises using “prompts” and I started this at 2 am because I wanted something about this pairing desperately. It doesn’t have any sense, it’s based on that interview were Charlie Hunnam chooses his “Guy Ritchie name”. 
So... that’s it.  Raymond Smith x Coach  --- From The Gentlemen. 
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The door bell rings every time someone comes in the small restaurant, and its unusual to hear it when the place is about to close. Marianne has already given him the last call, enough time to finish his chips and go home for the night.
It's almost instinctive, to get in high alert as he listens three sets of steps going to the counter where Henry's doing the day's accounting.
Marianne told him they were robbed just two weeks ago. Marianne was so scared, they broke a window, stole the money of the day and battered Henry. A bunch of  disgusting drunkards, idiots without any hope of redemption. Dogs too old to learn new ways, lives wasted away. Not like his boys.
The voices reach the hidden spot where he sits, behind a potted plant with huge leaves.
"At that point we were so high we were just asking stupid questions to each other, and it was so funny, man. We didn't make any sense. I asked 'Would you rather be a mermaid or a fairy?' And he tells me 'Fuckin'fairy mate, I don't know how to swim.' And then its his turn and says, 'Now if you have to choose something you like a lot'bout yourself and add the name of your ex to make your stripper name, what it would be?' And I think I said something like 'Sweet Ass Jojo'"  
They all laugh, but it doesn't sound like they are drunk, so Coach stays still, relaxing just a bit. 
"We are about to close, guys..." Henry starts, but one of them cuts him off.
"Yes, excuse us, sir. We want something to eat on the way, if there's anything left," and the second guy's voice is somehow familiar. Imposing yet suave, indubitable toffy.
"... We might have some chips left and bagels we can heat up in the grill in a couple of minutes," Henry muses, looking to the kitchen over his shoulder.
"That's just perfect, sir. Bunny?"
"Chicken bagel and chips to me," answers another the grave voice, and then the mate of the weird story adds two more bagels to the order. "Are you going to have something, Ray?"
"No thanks, enjoy your food," Raymond answers, while Henry excuses himself to the kitchen.
Coach stops eating for a moment and cranes his neck, warily, to catch a glimpse of Michael Pearson's golden boy. Ray is the only one he recognizes, perfect looks, undefiled clothes, always self-possessed, sitting in a stool by the bar. He's calm and smiling softly. There are two other huge men with him, looking more... thuggish. Its kinda weird, watching those two big beasts and still feeling the biggest predator vibe coming from the guy wearing thick frame glasses and fluffy grey cardigan.  
Coach returns to his food, preferring not to draw attention to himself . He can greet Ray on his way out, maybe. No need to importune.
"Okey, Bunny, what would be your stripper name?" One of the thugs says, the white one.  
"I think I can keep Bunny as my stripper name," the black mate answers, and whiteguy... Sweet Ass Jojo? snorts.
"Not that one, I'm talking about the game, wanker. Its something you like about you, physically, and you last ex name."
"Oh, well... Damn, I guess it would be, 'Sexy tits Andrea'? No, wait. I think it doesn't work when you ex is a girl, you bugger, unless I turn in to a dragqueen" Sweet Ass Jojo burst in laughing and Coach can hear even Ray snorts. “I would be a beauty.” 
"Don’t do that, please, Bunny, you have a good career already," Sweet Ass pleads, trying to compose himself. "Your turn, Ray."
"I'm not playing," Ray groans, yet he sounds amused.
"Common. Don't let Bunny be the only one humiliated."
"Fuck you."
"Okey, but that's not persuasive at all. And I'm not giving you the pleasure, since mine would be... 'Twelve-Inch-Cock-Billy', it's quite fitting," Raymond offers so quickly it's obvious that he had been meditating on his answer and Coach barely avoids his last chip from going the wrong way in his throat.
He still coughs a couple of times, managing to return the chip to his mouth, spit it in a tissue and recovering with water later.
Sweet Ass and Sexy tits are laughing, but not Raymond, who stands up and searches for the guy coughing, sweeping the whole place with his eyes.
"Dear lord," Coach manages a bit short-winded, red-faced, standing and taking his plate and glass with him to the counter. It's time to go home, he muses.
"Coach?" Ray recognizes him and greets immediately, his ears turning a fetching pink, while his expression remains calm. His companions barely look him and then they're laughing harder, for some reason.
Coach has to bite the inside of his cheeks to keep himself from smiling too wide, but he knows there's no way to wash the mirth from his eyes.
"Raymond, good night," he greets, putting his dishes on the counter to save Marianne the trouble. He already paid the bill, so only extracts his wallet to leave a good tip. "I told you, you can call me by my name-"
"Here's you food, guys," Henry returns with two bags  and the thugs finally stop laughing loudly, only small chuckles remain. They receive their orders and both pay for individually.
"It's been a while," Raymond continues, trying to hide his embarrassment, almost succeeding. His tone is composed and his face just pleasant, but he's touching and fixing his glasses, ears still red. "I haven't heard of you or your boys. I guess that's good. Means they're keeping themselves out of trouble."
"They're fine. Still working for their pardon," Coach answers, thanking Henry quietly and then going with Raymond, patting him on the shoulder once, gently, before slipping his hands and wallet inside his jacket pockets. Ray grins sweetly, or so it seems. The guy is always polite, but Coach feels he tries to be more organic, natural or affable with him. Maybe its gratitude?  "I've been very busy with the gym and the fights. Happy to see you are fine too."
And that's it. He doesn't know how to continue the conversation. It's even harder with Ray's co-workers present. Coach doesn't want to be too inappropriate, accidentally. So he smiles, turns and starts walking backwards to the door.
"Take care, Twelve-Inch-Cock-Billy," Coach chuckles slightly and Raymond does too, but this time his whole face turns a charming and furious red. He looks so young like that, Coach muses. Very cute, in a criminal way for such a big man. And then the word big makes Coach actually wonder... 
The other two men are ready to go, and then, before Coach turns over again, Ray speaks.
"Wait! There where no cars outside, I saw,  so, can we give you a ride home?" Raymond offers, and his companions are watching him weirdly, definitely surprised.
Coach stops, and looks baffled himself. He didn't bring his car. Home is 15 minutes away, walking. A ride its unnecessary but...
"... Ok."
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amwritesitall · 4 years
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Sarah’s AHS Characters (+Alice and a Ship) as Songs I’m Vibing With
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Masterlist
Instead of a collection of songs from one artist these are songs I’m currently vibing with? Here’s the playlist if you wanna listen (warning it fluctuates a lot because it’s just songs a vibe with at the moment). I skipped the songs I used in artist posts.
Billie Dean Howard
“24 / 7/ 365″ by Surfaces
Met, this girl down by the vine Had long tan legs and big brown eyes Seemed the type I would wanna make mine
She said nine to five, I'm killing time But twenty-four-seven, three-six-five I have to be where I feel your sunshine
One to two-step, three-step, four She's everywhere out on the dance floor She's everything you could ever want and more
Picture it. Billie Dean is at some event. She spies a girl who’s mesmerizing, killing it on the dance floor. Realizing this girl is absolutely the person she wants to be with. The line “I have to be where I feel your sunshine”!! Big Billie Dean vibes right there. In the darkness that her job sometimes entails, she’s drawn to the light of her lover. A ray of sunshine if you will.
“Heaven Falls / Fall on Me” by Surfaces
Woke up early in the mornin' Just to feel the light of day Had to open up my window Get the shadows out my way Banana pancakes for my problems Find me jamming old Jack Johnson Swear I heard them angel calls Lay outside
As Heaven falls Heaven falls
If you can’t tell, Surfaces really makes me think of Billie Dean. This goes with my explanation for the other song. Billie’s job gets pretty dark and intense. Although she never completely gets a break from her job (because she can’t just turn off being a medium) she tries to use her time away from filming and darker locations to focus on the lighter aspects of life, savoring all around her and her lover. I have no idea if what I said makes sense though.
Lana Winters
“Let’s Fall in Love for the Night” by FINNEAS
Let's fall in love for the night And forget in the mornin' Play me a song that you like You can bet I'll know every line I'm the boy that your boy hoped that you would avoid Don't waste your eyes on jealous guys, fuck that noise I know better than to call you mine
This song gives me Lana vibes in the sense that she doesn’t really want to get too attached to people. This also makes me think of how Lana is the type of lover that someone’s conservative/strict family wouldn’t want them with (because of the gay). When you go this route, it’s hard for me not to picture teenage Lana when listening to this.
Fun fact: I have a vague idea for writing a Billie Dean Howard x Reader imagine over this song.
“me & ur ghost” by blackbear
I'm not alone It's just me and your ghost And this cripplin' depression I thought I learned my lesson But, I threw out my phone And I burned all your clothes And now I'm not alone It's just me and your ghost
Now hear me out. Post break up Lana dealing with all of her memories of her ex and then burning all of their shit because Lana is lowkey that bitch. It’s a bit of a stretch, but that’s just my humble opinion on the matter.
Cordelia Goode
“If We Were Vampires” by Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit
It's not the long, flowing dress that you're in Or the light coming off of your skin The fragile heart you protected for so long Or the mercy in your sense of right and wrong It's not your hands searching slow in the dark Or your nails leaving love's watermark It's not the way you talk me off the roof Your questions like directions to the truth
It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone Or one day you'll be gone
Cordelia knows that one day she will die. There will be another Supreme after her and she can’t live forever. This is her coming to terms with the fact that maybe it’s for the best that she won’t stay around forever. Not being immortal allows her to live in the moment and savor all the time she has.
“PlantedInMyMind.Memo” by Charlie Burg
Saying things I don't believe And your love casts it's shadow on the things I do And I can hear so clearly all the words I'd wish I'd said You're stuck in my head But I only think of you Will we be together soon? I'm thrown on the wayside You're planted in my mind But I don't wanna be ok without you
This makes me think of an angsty Cordelia relationship like post “In Another Lifetime”?!?! Cordelia being stuck on her lover from the past 
Also makes me think of Cordelia x Misty after the events of season 3
Bette and Dot Tattler
“prom dress” by mxmtoon
I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I’m not going to lie, this is a bit of a stretch.
I’m kind of getting Bette and Dot wishing they could be like everyone else. They just want that normal teen experience?
Sally McKenna
“Teeth” by 5 Seconds of Summer
Call me in the morning to apologize Every little lie gives me butterflies Something in the way you're looking through my eyes Don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive
Fight so dirty, but your love's so sweet Talk so pretty, but your heart got teeth Late night devil, put your hands on me And never, never, never ever let go
The angst! The tension! The passion! SPICY TIMES WITH SALLY
“fuck, i’m lonely” by Lauv, Anne-Marie
I call you one time, two time, three time I can't wait no more Your fingers through my hair, that's on my mind I know it's been a minute since you walked right through that door But I still think about you all the time
Sally just wants love. She’s sick of being lonely and wants to be with the person she loves. Being a ghost sucks and she wants out of that damn hotel.
Dealing with her ex that is still alive while she’s not.
Audrey Tindall
“Prom Queen” by Beach Bunny
Shut up, count your calories I never looked good in mom jeans Wish I, was like you, blue-eyed blondie, perfect body Maybe I should try harder You should lower your expectations I'm no quick-curl barbie I was never cut out for Prom Queen If I get more pretty, do you think he will like me?
Teen Audrey. I will stand by this.
Now I’m thinking about teen Audrey and my heart :(
Ally Mayfair Richards
“I Needed You” by blackbear
When I needed you the most, I needed you I fucking needed you the most, I needed you, the most Now I won't be there to give you what you need Now I won't be there, no
You know this was never really about us And everything was always 'bout you You never knew a thing about trust And I knew everything about you, what's happening Three whole years, they can go by In a blink of an eye, and you won't know it, but What a damn waste of time
You can’t sit there and tell me this doesn’t sound like Ally dealing with Ivy’s betrayal. No. There is no way this song doesn’t give off those vibes. Like sis was dealing with a ton of shit and where was her wife??? Off gallivanting and murdering with a cult because she voted for Jill Stein. 
Wilhemina Venable
“Lovesong (The Way) [feat. Bluets]” by Charlie Burg 
Now you're away with nothing to say My heart aches like never before Filled with desire, you've inspired me to write another verse
I think we're alone now You can tell me it was all just a game Yes, we're alone now But the feeling's slightly changed
But you take your time, my love Don't ever tell me that it just takes time to love As long as I'm writing this song about my love for you Is it too much to ask For a reply? Or a text? Or a way to tell you love me like before
I don’t knooowww. This just makes me think of Mina trying to deal with her feelings and possibly her significant other kind of giving up because they feel like Mina will never reciprocate their feelings. Mina does love them but it’s hard for her to express it.
“Someday” by Peach Tree Rascals
I hate the fact that you Run on mind, all damn day There she goes
Girl won't you wait for me
I settled down, I'm better now I never knew what this life was about Days got too plain, colors got dull All of the roses fell on to the floor I'll pick them up, wipe the dust Need a chance for your love For your love, for your love, ooooh I've been floating between oceans And the darkness in the sky I've been lonesome in this old shed And it's burnin through my mind
Similar to the song above, Mina hates the fact that she’s stuck on this person, but she eventually realizes that she needs this person in her life. This love really out here making her appreciate life and all the good things in it.
Basically Mina is turning into a softie.
Alice Macray
“Mariposa” by Peach Tree Rascals
I can't wait for you To come my way I've been far away But I'll keep runnin' Just to find a way to you til' then
I been running from it Tired of running from it Scared of feeling something now I'm stuck and tryna get up out of this hole
Surface level this song has some good vibes like our baby Alice. Over analyzing level is not as good vibes. This song is kind of like our baby Alice running from her feelings for someone because the thought of such strong feelings is scary for her.
Billie Dean Howard x Audrey Tindall
“Channel Orange in Your Living Room” by Charlie Burg
We met when I was drunk That party didn't actually suck You made fun of how slow I drank
But now I can't stop thinking about you Each moment passes and my thoughts return to you And the memory of us too As we listen to Channel Orange in your living room
Even when you're away That album makes me feel like you stayed To listen now would make me a fool again for you
Without a doubt, I always think of these two when I listen to the song and that’s one of the reasons why I love it so much. I’m just picturing the two of them meeting a party together and Billie taking Audrey back to her place. Then they end up thinking of each other long after the night is over.
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You might like:  Sarah Paulson AHS Characters as Hozier Songs or  Sarah Paulson AHS Characters as Rex Orange County Songs
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annie-banks · 4 years
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Adore You - Harry Styles (2019) // you’re wonder, under summer sky // All About That Bass – Meghan Trainor (2014) // every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top // Alone Again – Betty Who (2014) // when it rains it pours and you drown me out // Anything Could Happen – Ellie Goulding (2012) // letting darkness grow, as if we need it's palette and we need it's color // Bad Girls - M.I.A. (2012) // leaving boys behind ‘cause it’s illegal just to kill // Bitch Better Have My Money - Rihanna (2015) // your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car // Blank Space – Taylor Swift (2014) // darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream // Bloodbuzz Ohio – The National (2010) // I was carried to Ohio in a swarm of bees // Bo$$ – Fifth Harmony (2014) // boss. Michelle Obama. purse so heavy gettin' Oprah dollas // Boy Problems - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // I think I broke up with my boyfriend today and I don't really care // Boys - Charli XCX (2017) // I wish I had a better excuse like I had to trash the hotel lobby // Butterflies - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // I was hiding in doubt till you brought me out of my chrysalis // Call Me Maybe – Carly Rae Jepsen (2011) // before you came into my life I missed you so bad // Call Your Girlfriend – Robyn (2010) // don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed // Canyon Moon - Harry Styles (2019) // doors yellow, broken, blue // Chandelier – Sia (2014) // I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry // Cherry - Harry Styles (2019) // I confess I can tell that you are at your best, I'm selfish so I'm hating it // Circles - Post Malone (2019) // we couldn't turn around, 'til we were upside down // C’mon - Panic! At the Disco and Fun. (2011) // feels like I am falling down a rabbit hole, falling for forever, wonderfully wandering alone // C’Mon – Kesha (2012) // feeling like a saber-tooth tiger sipping on a warm budweiser // Cruise (Remix) - Florida Georgia Line ft. Nelly (2012) // she was sippin' on southern and singin' Marshall Tucker, we were falling in love in the sweet heart of summer // Daddy Lessons - Beyonce ft. Dixie Chicks (2017) // it’s your song // Dark Fantasy – Kanye West (2010) // too many Urkels on your team, that's why your wins low // Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco (2016) // the lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live? // Demons- Sleigh Bells (2012) // They're gonna stand em up six by six by six // Diane - Cam (2017) // And all those nights that he's given to me I wish that I could give them back to you // Diane Young – Vampire Weekend (2013) // you torched a Saab like a pile of leaves // Downtown - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Eric Nally, Melle Mel, Grandmaster Caz, Kool Moe Dee (2016) // neighbors yelling at me like, you need to slow down going thirty-eight, Dan, chill the fuck out, mow your damn lawn and sit the hell down // End of the Day - One Direction (2015)// I told her that I loved her, just not sure if she heard. the roof was pretty windy and she didn't say a word, party died downstairs, had nothing left to do just me, her and the moon // Fireproof – One Direction (2015) // riding on the wind and I won't give up // ***Flawless – Beyonce ft. Nicki Minaj (2013) // mayday, mayday, earth to bitches // Follow Your Arrow - Kacey Musgraves (2013) // if you save yourself for marriage, you're a bore. if you don't save yourself for marriage, you're a whore-able person // Formation - Beyonce (2016) // always stay gracious, best revenge is your paper // Forrest Gump – Frank Ocean (2012) // my fingertips and my lips, they burn from the cigarettes // Freaks and Geeks – Childish Gambino (2011) // I have worked all winter, I will not fail summer, in the back of the bush, like Gavin Rossdale's drummer // Gay Pirates - Cosmo Jarvis (2011) // and I hope they didn't tie up your hands as tight as mine. I'll see you on the bed of this blue ocean, babe, sometime // Get Lucky – Daft Punk ft. Pharrell Williams (2013) // the present has no ribbon, your gift keeps on giving // Glory - Bastille (2016) // and then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine, stop looking up for heaven, waiting to be buried // Good Grief - Bastille (2016) // caught off guard by your favourite song, I'll be dancing at a funeral, dancing at a funeral // Green Light - Lorde (2017) // I whisper things, the city sings them back to you // Grown - Little Mix (2015) // no regrets, it's a lesson learned 'cause what you think ain't my concern // Hayloft - Nickel Creek (2014) // young lovers with their legs tied up in knots // Holocene – Bon Iver (2011) // and at once I knew I was not magnificent // I Believe - Original Broadway Cast (2011) // and I believe that the Garden of Eden was in Jackson County, Missouri // I Like It - Cardi B, Bad Bunny, and J Balvin (2018) // I like those Balenciagas, the ones that look like socks // I Love It – Icona Pop ft. Charli XCX (2012) // you're from the '70s, but I'm a '90s bitch // Judas – Lady Gaga (2011) // I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel, but I'm still in love with Judas, baby // Juice - Lizzo (2019) // I be drippin' so much sauce got a bitch lookin' like RAGÚ // Just Hold On - Steve Aoki ft. Louis Tomlinson (2016) // feels like you're standing on the edge looking at the stars and wishing you were them // Laura Palmer – Bastille (2013) // what a year and what a night, what terrifying final sights put out your beating heart // Lemonworld – The National (2010) // I gave my heart to the Army, the only sentimental thing I could think of // Love on Top – Beyonce (2011) // I can see the stars all the way from here, can't you see the glow on the window pane // Make Me Feel - Janelle Monáe (2018) // it's like I'm powerful with a little bit of tender, an emotional, sexual bender // Making the Most of the Night - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // baby I'm speeding and red lights, I'll run // Meet Me in the Hallway - Harry Styles (2017) // just let me know I'll be on the floor, on the floor // Menswear – The 1975 (2013) // well, who's this? going for the kiss, I'm probably gonna yosh in your mouth // Mirrors – Justin Timberlake (2013) // if you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find, just know that I'm always parallel on the other side // Monster – Kanye West ft. Jay-Z, Rick Ross, Nicki Minaj, and Bon Iver (2010) // you could be the king but watch the queen conquer // The Mother We Share - Chvrches (2012) // I'm in misery but you can't see, as old as your omens // My Church - Maren Morris (2016) // I just keep the wheels rolling, radio scrolling 'til my sins wash away // N****s in Paris - Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // Prince William's ain't do it right if you ask me 'cause I was him, I would have married Kate and Ashley // Oh, What a World - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // did I know you once in another life? are we here just once or a billion times? // Old Town Road (Remix) - Lil Nas X ft. Billy Ray Cyrus (2019) // cowboy hat from Gucci, Wrangler on my booty // Otis – Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // luxury rap, the Hermes of verses, sophisticated ignorance, write my curses in cursive // Pineapple Girl - Mister Heavenly (2011) // I am besieged by the vagaries of power. I'm all alone and lonely in this tower // Primadonna – Marina and the Diamonds (2012) // I know I've got a big ego, I really don't know why it's such a big deal though // Pumped Up Kicks – Foster the People (2010) // he's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid // Radio - Lana Del Rey (2012) // pick me up and take me like a vitamin 'cause my body's sweet like sugar venom // Raising Hell - Kesha ft. Big Freedia (2019) // hungover, heart of gold, holy mess. doin' my best, bitch, I'm blessed // Rivers and Roads - The Head and the Heart (2011) // been talking 'bout the way things change // Royals - Lorde (2013) // we don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair // S.O.B. - Nathaniel Rateliff & The Night Sweats (2015) // I'm going to cover myself with the ashes of you and nobody's gonna give a damn // Satisfied - Original Broadway Cast (2015) // it's a dream and it's a bit of a dance, a bit of a posture, it's a bit of a stance. He's a bit of a flirt, but I'm 'a give it a chance. I asked about his fam'ly, did you see his answer? his hands started fidgeting, he looked askance? he's penniless, he's flying by the seat of his pants // Sex – The 1975 (2013) // and she said use your hands and my spare time, we've got one thing in common it's this tongue of mine // Shake It Out – Florence + the Machine (2011) // our love is pastured such a mournful sound, tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground// Shut Up and Dance - Walk the Moon (2014) // my discotheque Juliet teenage dream // Silly Love Songs - Darren Criss (2011) // how can I tell you about my loved one // Some Nights - Fun. (2012) // this is not one for the folks at home, I'm sorry to leave, mom, I had to go. who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun? // Someone Like You – Adele (2011) // we were born and raised in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days // Sorry - Justin Bieber (2015) // *dolphin noises* // Spaceship - Kesha (2017) // I knew from the start I don't belong in these parts. there's too much hate, there's too much hurt for this heart // Stars - Fun. (2012) // some nights I rule the world with bar lights and pretty girls, but most nights I stay straight and think about my mom // Stitches - Shawn Mendes (2015) // needle and the thread gotta get you out of my head // Sunflower, Vol. 6 - Harry Styles (2019) // *gasp* your flowers just died, plant new seeds in the melody // Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (2010) // and he ill, he real, he might gotta deal. he pop bottles and he got the right kind of build. he cold, he dope, he might sell coke. he always in the air, but he never fly coach // Take Me to Church - Hozier (2013) // I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. I'll tell you my sins, and you can sharpen your knife // Thank u, Next - Ariana Grande (2018) // she taught me love, she taught me patience, how she handles pain // The Pachanelly Canon - Gentleman’s Rule (2012) // I'm getting pages out of New Jersey, from Courtney B telling me about a party up in NYC. can I make it? damn right I be on the next flight. payin cash. first class. sittin' next to Vanna White // The Wire - Haim (2013) // I just know, I know, I know, I know that you're gonna be okay anyway // Theme From “Cheers” - Titus Andronicus (2010)// I'm sick and tired of everyone in this town being so goddamn uptight, but don't you worry, I'll do all the talking when they turn on the flashing lights // Thieves – She & Him (2010) // I'm not a prophet, old love is in me. new love just seeps right in and makes me guilty // This is America - Childish Gambino (2018) // tell somebody, you go tell somebody. grandma told me, get your money, black man // Trouble - Neon Jungle (2013) // lights up let's have a toke, pour more whiskey in my coke .. Truth Hurts - Lizzo (2017) // you coulda had a bad bitch, non-committal // Uma Thurman - Fall Out Boy (2015) // and I slept in last night's clothes and tomorrow’s dreams, but they are not quite what they seem // Wetsuit – The Vaccines (2011) // with a cool, cool breeze and dirty knees, I rest on childhood memories // What a Feeling - One Direction (2015) // when the air ran out and we both started running wild, the sky fell down // Wilson - Fall Out Boy (2018) // I'll stop wearing black when they make a darker color // Wolves - One Direction (2015) // I feel the waves getting started, it's a rush inside I can't control // You Need Me, I Don’t Need You - Ed Sheeran (2011) // melody music maker, reading all the papers, they say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator // You’re in Love With a Psycho - Kasabian (2017) // I'm like the taste of macaroni on a seafood stick
Songs that would have made the list were they on Spotify: We Can’t Stop - Bastille // I Love Clothes (Deadbeat Summer) - Childish Gambino //  G.O.O.D. Friday - Kanye West ft. Common, Pusha T, Kid Cudi, Big Sean & Charlie Wilson // Driving in Cars with Boys - Lana Del Rey // Blurred Lines - Vampire Weekend // a number of mashups (Office Musik, What Makes You Da One, Live While We Die Young, Brush Your Bittersweet Shoulders Off, We Are Complicated)
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