#but paying for it 😬😬😬😬

[retrograde-raven]

Must I contribute to society is it not enough to have an unquenchable thirst for knowledge?

#i genuinely love the structure provided by school why can't I just do that forever #its only sophomore year but like. 😬 #there are like so many things I want to do #which i guess is the beauty of the music industry #but its also got scary levels of instability #and idk sometimes im not sure if ive got that beginning first push in me #anyway ive thought but not done much research on potentially doing grad school #and becoming a professor #being paid to infodump sounds awesome and i love theory #and my advisor is really cool #but paying for it 😬😬😬😬 #but like i could also work in sound while doing that #and compose scores #but mostly i want to learn theory #its so fascinating to me like music functions as both a math and a language system #but also i think a good way to practice scoring would be to re-score existing films #but also to analyze the original scores #analysis is so fun i want to know to create each emotion #hence continuing school

[suncaptor]

Been trying to not bother anyone, but I am wondering if anyone could send donations. I can't pay rent today (even if I pay the half I will on credit) and more fees are adding on, and outside of some help I've barely been eating for a long time here. I'm just struggling to afford rising costs of living with constant new crises happening, and I haven't been able to get someone to take over my lease, so I can't just couchsurf. Not at all asking anyone to over extend or send me more if they've had, but if anyone could help I'd appreciate it.

(I have seen as many case managers and financial aid advisors as I can and am using every resource I can too! There's just not much where I am now.)

Paypal suncaptor

Revolut remsun

#incoherents #desperately trying to get my bank to let me use a virtual credit card to pay credit but failing 😔😔 i am just so tired of living insecurity #soooo grateful to anyone who's helped me though even if i haven't been able to use it to fix everything it matters 🙏🙏 #i wish that someone hadnt stolen my car fr #and that my apartment complex wasnt evil #things are bad #schedule #for right before my rent fees go through the roof😬😬 #q

[esteemed-excellency]

I FUCKED UP

#I SWEAR i was just trying to farm some stuff and kept selecting the threads options and I didn't pay attention to what card I was playing!!! #epic hubristic hiram moment this is worse than the glim crush death fiasco #oh god #well at least I'll let you guys know what happens when we'll get to the story 😬 #fallen london #fallen london spoilers #irem #irem spoilers #text #fl spoilers #failbetter games

[pjs-everyday]

uuuuuhhh, I asked aizawa to pick me up after work and came out a bit late… do you think he’s mad at me? 😖👉👈

#lol after he finished classes and before his night shift 😬 #soooorry! I can pay for dinner 🩷 and dessert 😳 #hahahhah he says acting cute won’t work but he’s the one waiting for me so 🥰💅🏼 #shouta aizawa #shota aizawa #aizawa shouta #eraserhead #eraserhead x reader #shouta aizawa x reader #eraserhead fic #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #mha fanart #mha fic #bnha fanart #bnha fic #pjseveryday #illustration #art #sketchbook #digital illustration #fanart #anime art

[doulayogimama]

I posted a couple weeks ago that Sky made a friend here. They’re escaping the winter like us.

The mom of the little girl is a single mom, she’s very nice. We hit it off right away and there was no awkward conversations.

We have been in Malaga for 3 weeks and while it’s soooo nice for Sky to have such a close friend, the mom has not gone one day / evening without asking us if we want to hang out.

I literally have not woken up one day since we met without a text message from her asking what our plans are. I’m feeling like a bitch because she’s alone and I know her whole story - she was with her first love for 8 years, he wouldn’t marry her, she thought she could find a better love, so she broke up with him. She then met her baby daddy, whose a real piece of fucking work. Her ex of 8 years is now getting married to someone else and HE’S HERE IN MALAGA.

I haven’t had a day with my family since we arrived here. A day just the 3 of us or a restaurant meal just the 3 of us. She invites herself over to our flat because she says when N plays with Sky until late in the evening, she sleeps better. She texted us last night at like 9p, “so shall we come up to your flat so the girls can play?” And we asked Sky what she wanted to do, and verbatim she said: “no I’d like to be alone” 😅

I was like 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

I’m so tired of hanging out with them. 😭

#took her out for her bday #she said that in Switzerland I’d you suggest ordering fondue you have to pay #we were going to treat her anyway but I was like… girl that is rude #at least where I’m from lol #ugh me and people 😬

[nerdie-faerie]

I have several hours to kill in London after my appointment so of course its raining and I forgot my coat

#ace is a grumpy bean #travel tag #my appointment took near 2 hours 🙃 😩 #i got tricked by spring weather into not bringing my coat amateur hour honestly #i could only travel back at 10am or night time as im not paying train prices for the same length journey #so yeah sure i wander around the city have a look around but 😬 and the weather is gross #i did read several chapters of a book in waterstones before i realised i gotta go so now im just tryna figure out a plan #i didnt realise just how long it would be when i was thinking about it

[floaty-pickle]

Like the thing i dont get is: they already HAD the option for ppl to give money directly to them. Through patreon. And that apparently wasnt enough to fund their business so they launch a different subscription website. Here's the problem i have, what makes them think that all of a sudden more ppl will be willing to pay than already did via patreon? Even IF all patreon subscribers follow them onto the New site, its still not gonna be enough bc the New site fee isnt that much more expensive than the patreon one. So they must be banking on a lot of new subscribers willing to pay to just... suddenly appear? Is that realistic? Bc simply guessing from the audience reaction to the news - its not.

#😬 #i WAS a patreon subscriber bc i believe in paying creators for the content i watch #of course artists need money to live thats not the POINT #watcher #m

[cultreslut]

why is my 60 smth yr old classmate talking about how ridiculous sexual harassment orientations/trainings are ...... well i think maybe hes the reason they exist

#Hashtag scared 😬 #also he just defended himself saying the r word ok ..... #Pretending not to pay attention. tom verlaine save me #📼

[bulldog-butch]

i’ve been spending money in the last two days like my income doesn’t just barely cover my rent and bills and i’m relying on my tax return and savings to get me through the months

#but honestly this slice of pizza and yerba mate are gonna cure me #bork bork! #at least i could use ebt for the yerba #but i spent like $80 on weed food and alcohol yesterday 😬 #but i think my sister is gonna pay me back for one of the carts i bought for my vape at least

[nat-20s]

Brb checking my credit score wish me luck

#😬😬😬😬 #oh lol its actually fine. technically even good #god i should take out like. a $200 loan and then pay it back #I HATE THAT ONLY HAVING A CREDIT CARD IS A WORSE SCORE THAN HAVING A CREDIT CARD AND ACTIVE LOANS #'oh you're not in debt a little?? fuck yourself'

[paulmccartneygrindr]

I feel like watcher is really shooting themselves in the foot oof

#like idc i already pay a stupid amount of money a month for their patreon so whatever but 😬

[kai-atlantis]

🥺 HELP FOR A TEMPORARILY DISABLED SINGLE FEMALE! ✨️

I have a broken ankle and get a cast on Thursday. Because it is a near total break in my fibula, I am unable to put any weight on it, and therefore unable to work as an Instacart shopper and Doordasher. I have no source of income because of this, and to add, I've recently rescued a baby starling bird and need to keep up with it's gluttonous appetite for live mealworms, which are costly. I live in a state with no family and few friends, and therfore I have absolutely no help as I recover. If anyone has anything to spare, please donate to my paypal or cashapp below.

Thank you Tumblrians, and I wish you all well. ☀️💕

#help #money sos #money help #donate #sos #fundraising #money #money post #please help this is really bad for me #i cant pay rent or food #i cant pay for gas or for my cast #so ill be in medical debt #i can also provide documentation of my diagnosis #to prove my ankle really is broken 😂 #it snapped when i fell down the stairs 😬 #i cant even water my plants yall #fundraiser #donations #donate if you can #signal boost #signal b00st #boost #boosts

[guinevereslancelot]

job interview tomorrow 🙏

#working interview as an assistant prek teacher #i know kids are exhausting but its the only thing i have relevant experience in #and im tired of being rejected from every office job i apply to i need a job even if it pays 12 dollsrs an hour lol #anyway they'll pay for continuing education and the phone interview went really well #i think it seems like a nice place with nice people and she said she wouldn't start me at the bottom of the pay scale #so i might get more than i think #still probably not going to top sixteen an hour but its something #they called me in for prek even tho i didn't apply for that i applied for infant toddler teacher bc i have no relevant education #just lots of volunteer work with kids #but she said that one was taken and would i consider this one i didn't think i was qualified for so thats a good sign #and she seemed really nice #and the location is good its like a 17 minute drive and not too hard of a drive either #just one tricky turn #anyway #all job interviews fill me with impending doom and dread #even tho i interview pretty well i think i just never have the relevant experience to get the job lol #but this time it seems more likely #i have anotherdaycare job that literally pays twelve dollars an hour that wants to schedule an interview as well 😬 #but hopefully i get this one #the other one is closer but doesn't seem like as nice of a place to work tbh #anyway im so stressed!! #i took a sleeping pill which i may regret #i never take one before an interview bc im afraid i'll be super sleepy and tired and not want to get up and be less sharp at the interview #but then i NEVER manage to sleep the night before which i decided is worse lol #so hopefully that doesn't backfire #goodnight ❤️

[doulayogimama]

I’ve been alternating between yoga or roller blading most days and I feel good. I feel the lack of strength that used to be there but I’m happy to work towards it.

I know it will all come undone again with another pregnancy but I see the great importance of trying to stay fit in every season of life now more than ever. I worked out a lot during my second trimester (swam 3-5 days per week, did yoga, walked) but my first trimester I was in bed and my last I was so big I just walked. After I had Sky, I just walked a couple miles per day. Did yoga when I felt like it. For the next baby, I will be scheduling family members to come over weekly so I can go out of the house and take an exercise class or something. It’s a non negotiable that I take better physical care of myself from the get go next time.

#in Miami I could also find an older woman to pay cash for babysitting #that’s easy to arrange #so until baby is old enough to go to gym daycare I’d hire someone so I could take care of myself #Kevin works round the clock #he helps me a lot but not enough #entrepreneurship is not as glamorous as people think 😬

[bunnihearted]

🦷

#my teeth have been aching nd hurting on nd off for 5 months now >.< #but the past few days theyre aching almost all day :c it's so annoying nd i hate it sm i cant concentrate on anything #i cant rlly do anything either like mouthwash nd tootphaste nd flour tablets arent helping #i've been taking great care of my teeth for the past several years too like idk :// #im thinking it could potentially be acid reflux damaging the teeth #but i've already been to the doctors w it nd nothing helps :// #anyway i made an appt but it isnt until the 6th may #on top of that it's only an appt for them to check nd see nd then write a list of things that should/could be done #then i have to send it in for approval nd see what my wellfare will cover 😬 #it's not certain that they'll approve any of the recommended treatment #at least i've tried then #dental care is CRAZY expensive like it's fucked up #i wish i just had a job w a salary then i'd gladly take all my money nd go to the dentist #i HATE dental pain nd issues. i hate it sm!!!!!! i would give up my entire pay just to get rid of this #i'd start any job tmrw just so i could go to the dentist i absolutely abhor this #so yeah im struggling w this atm nd it's roughhhh #hopefully it'll calm down. i still have to think abt school nd do my assignments

[vinivan]

Here, have some almost 2 year old Dark Deception fanart i found while cleaning ig

#dark deception #fanart #my art #traditional art #traditional doodle #damn i don't remember doing the last sketch there huh #things that happen when you're gay AND don't pay attention to the story... the mc was not the greatest person ay 😬