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thebonggirll · 3 years

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chapter seven

< previous: chapter six

It seemed like Eunhyuk already had the thought at the back of his mind. Where was his sister?

"I'll be..back," he said and walked off hastily, looking for his sister.

Y/N meanwhile concentrated on the monitors in front of her, trying to find any trace of Eunyu. She already knew that the siblings just had each other. For whatever reason, even though Eunyu was a rebellious kid, it didn't matter to him. She was still his little sister. And...Y/N knew all too well of how it's gonna feel to lose her. As she looked at all the screens, her eyes fixated on one of them. The one in the basement. The camera was turned in a way where no one could figure out if Yikyung was fine.

Eunhyuk came back after taking a round, asking everyone on the way about his sister. "Did you find anything?" he asked. But didn't receive any answer.

"She's fine. I know she hates how you're always worried about her," she said.

"So...nothing," he said, and stared at the screen of the basement. Eunhyuk turned on his walkie-talkie, trying to get any kind of signal from her. But there was nothing.

"I told you I should've assisted her down there," Y/N muttered.

"No," he replied.

"Why not?" she stared at him and muttered, "I'm not as...fragile as you think I am."

"....you were crying in front of me just seconds ago."

"Ah!" Y/N frowned, her face turning red in embarrassment, "Tha-that doesn't count!"

"It does," he smirked looking back at the screen and sitting beside her, "crybaby."

Y/N gasped dramatically, offended of the new nickname. "And w-what are you!" she racked her brain thinking of a nickname for him.

"Your...crush?"

Y/N's face reddened, watching him laugh under his breath. Oh, he was enjoying this wasn't he? Enjoying teasing her like this? No wonder Eunyu gets annoyed at him. He wasn't serious about it, right? He doesn't know...about her crush in real right?

"I'm kidding," he said, "When are you giving me back my shirt?"

She stared at him as a realization struck her. Eunhyuk was laughing and teasing her. He was..slowly opening up to her. She felt giddy just thinking about it. He was starting to get comfortable around her.

"I'll get us some food. Try the building radio station. She...might hear you and come back," she chuckled, "Well if she wants to."

"You didn't answer me-" Eunhyuk said, but Y/N wasn't listening. She turned to take her leave ignoring his question.

She left to go the supermarket but it locked from the inside. Seokhyeon only gave food to people if they gave him money in return. It disgusted her to some extent. If there was anyone that she found intolerable other than...than her relatives, it was him. A man with ego and anger issues who should be in jail for domestic violence. She didn't want to get involved in their family issues but sometimes she just wanted to punch some sense into him. The thing is..she knew it would only make things harder for his wife.

She found an opened suitcase with food kept on a table. Picking up some instant noodles, she walked to the kitchen to get warm water. It was around dawn. They didn't really get much sleep, to be honest. They got the news from the president that kept them awake. Besides, Eunhyuk...comforted her. Her face slowly curved up with a smile, and a blush on her face.

Sure they didn't know about each other a lot but...this was a start right? He had his flaws and so did she. And this thing...the end of the world that they were facing made them rely on each other. She felt closer to him than before. Although, Y/N wasn't sure. She relied on him like many others in the building, maybe more than the others. But did he...feel the same?

As the water started boiling, she switched off the gas and a music blared on the speakers outside the building. It happened every morning, but this time it was dangerous. Quickly she poured the water on the noodles and walked faster towards the control room. She noticed Jin-ok running past her from the room.

Entering, she found that Eunhyuk got the building radio station working and was making an announcement.

"Survivors in the building, take any food, medicines, weapons you have and come to the first floor. The first floor is quite safe for now, and it will be safer to stay together. We survivors....must stick together. Please come down." his voice started shaking, "Please. I repeat-"

A noise from the speakers, interrupted him which finally made Y/N come to her senses. There was yelling and shouting coming from the entrance. She looked back at him, as their eyes met. The same thing were going on in their minds. Eunhyuk lost the signal after that.

They ran towards the door where Jin-ok was struggling, trying to go out and others were stopping her. The shutters were still opening. "What's going on!" Eunhyuk shouted.

Jin-ok ran towards him with her phone and showed the map again. "My daughter's here!" she said.

"Put down the shutters," Eunhyuk ordered one of the residents.

The woman started yelling looking at the street outside. Y/N was about to pull and force her inside when she heard hurried footsteps from the road. A girl was running towards them.

"Minju, run!" Jin-ok yelled, at her daughter. Y/N was thinking if she should run out to bring her in again. She took one step forward, but a hand on her wrist stopped her from moving. She was unable to look away, hoping for the girl to reach here faster. But luck wasn't on her side. She fell down in the middle, her knees were bleeding. As she was struggling to get up, Su-ung ran outside. He was fulfilling the promise he made to the mother.

I guess, he should've stayed inside.

Y/N watched as the tongue-monster's tongue pierced through both of their bodies. It threw Su-ung to one side and started drinking Minju's blood. She took small steps towards Jin-ok, but Eunhyuk's hand which was clutched on her wrist tightened.

It made her look at him. Oh, it was there. It was written all over his face.

Guilt.

Maybe she should've made Jin-ok look away, for her own sake. But instead, Y/N decided to be selfish. He needed her support right now. She stepped back towards him and wrapped her hands around his left arm.

When the shutters started coming down, he pushed her away, momentarily looking at her. Why was she like that? Why? She should hate him for all he was doing - for always being selfish. He looked away and ran towards Jin-ok. But Y/N was still staring.

Staring at him with eyes full of worry.

next: chapter eight >

one last time

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nctsjiho · 3 years

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Relationship with: SM artists

For JiHo’s relationship with NCT check out the pinned post on my blog. By no means are these all SM artists or is this very detailed and my knowledge in some of these groups is also very limited so please bear with me. If I wrongly represent anyone now or in the future feel free to let me know, but keep in mind all of this is purely fictional.

Super Junior:

Oh dear Lord help poor JiHo

She’s the victim of endless teasing from Super Junior

Since JiHo is pretty sociable she got quite comfortable with SuJu

They might not hang out a lot but whenever they see the girl they’ll approach her to at least greet her (and vice versa, of course)

SuJu also love to bring JiHo up during variety shows to tell a funny episode they had with the girl and “expose” her

Eunhyuk is a bit like an older brother to her, during her trainee days she once walked up to him asking him if he could critique her dancing. He was surprised at how bold she was and could only agree with her because she was so intriguing. He thought JiHo was a great dancer and since that time they became really close, even having each other’s phone numbers and JiHo having Eunhyuk on speed dial. When she was still under-age Eunhyuk became her guardian (not legally) since she has no family in Korea

Red Velvet:

They aren’t really close with each other for a few reasons (nothing bad though)

JiHo joined SM just after Red Velvet debuted and since the group was very busy with promotions and practice JiHo rarely got to see them

Though JiHo was very talented she didn’t have that much training and she was still a little too young when SM thought of adding another member into the group, Yeri had joined Red Velvet in march of 2015 which was clearly an amazing choice

SM also thought, pretty early on, that JiHo wouldn’t be a great fit for the group’s concept and overall look so they quickly stopped considering JiHo to become a Red Velvet member

Even after years passed, JiHo didn’t really get much closer to most of the members, but she respects them a lot as artists

Out of the whole group she’s probably closest with Seulgi and Wendy, who kinda see her as a little sister they want to take care of

Wendy checks up on JiHo every once in a while through text or invites her out to have dinner and drags Seulgi along with her

They look out for her and tease her a lot when it comes to being the only female member of NCT

“You need to be surrounded by a bit more oestrogen every once in a while, JiHo.” ^^

They will give her advice or just try to cheer her up when they catch the younger girl looking a bit stressed

JiHo would love to do a dance cover with Seulgi sometime in the future

SHINee:

Honestly who doesn’t love SHINee?!??

I’m not saying JiHo is secretly a Shawol, but I am saying SHINee is one of the groups that introduced her to kpop

She always had (and still has) so much respect for the group and they are probably the reason she accepted the scout’s request to come to Korea to become a trainee at SM

A possibility to debut under the same company as SHINee?? YES MA’AM

She has a very friendly relationship with the boys

Saying hi in passing or making small talk whenever they end up in the same elevator

Maybe even went to get something to eat together in the company cafeteria, but besides that there isn’t very much interaction

Taemin has mentioned her a handful of times after SuperM formed since he’s in the same group of some of JiHo’s members now

It usually about how he thinks JiHo’s really cute definitely during her trainee days when she was a little shy towards SHINee or that she’s a really great dancer/performer

Fans have wanted Key & JiHo or Minho & JiHo interactions for a while now, thinking they would make iconic duos (because chaos-), but some other fans have mentioned how she and Onew would make for a great duo because the girl tends to gravitate to the calmer members in NCT more often as well

EXO:

Well Kai is her idol so...

A lot of teasing once again

Though funnily enough, some EXO members seem to be intimidated by JiHo or act awkward around her

JiHo has been pretty open about being an EXO-L and so many fans poke fun at EXO about them being awkward around the girl (they have adopted her into the fandom and she’s pretty well received there)

“She just has this aura around her~”

MTL to feel intimidated by/awkward around JiHo:

Most: Sehun, Suho & Kai

Least: Chen, Baekhyun, Xiumin (EXO-CBX ^^) & Lay (EXO-M <3, the former Chinese members were also not really awkward around her)

Not at all: Chanyeol & D.O.

JiHo’s fans are sad that her and Kai are so awkward around each other and blame EXO and NCT (mainly those in SuperM) for teasing Kai so much by mentioning JiHo looks up to him, that now he can barely look her in the eyes

People have also pointed out how funny it is that Kai and Sehun are especially intimidated by JiHo, comparing them to big dogs being scared of a little puppy (wait this is cute)

Chanyeol and D.O. get along very well with JiHo, Chanyeol mainly being kind of a big brother for JiHo, but a big brother who likes making fun of her and embarrass her

JiHo mentioned the group a lot in her first year of being an idol, after that she kind of stopped (theory: she got told of by SM for talking about EXO too much after getting a lot of mean comments from antis ＞﹏＜)

Interactions between her and the group have also been insanely spares since mid 2019

(another theory: fans think that JiHo isn’t allowed to talk/interact with EXO anymore)

She has only mentioned EXO members when talking about SuperM, but it was mainly to support the group’s promotions

#Bring_Back_JiHo_X_EXO_2021

SNSD/Girl’s Generation:

NCT has teased JiHo before saying that she’s scared of SNSD

She defended herself by telling everyone that it’s because they are her seniors and she really respects them so she tends to get nervous around them

Some of the members of the girl group have mentioned JiHo before and said they hung out a little

Hyoyeon has been very expressive about her fondness for the girl

She even said that she wanted JiHo to join her when she participated in Hit The Stage

It didn’t end up happening because the kind of dances she did where either “too mature” or “unfortunately we didn’t get permission (from SM) to let Jiho join”

Hyoyeon has posted some pictures with JiHo on instagram, either cheering her on during NCT promotions or just because they were casually hanging out

JiHo also really likes Sunny and Taeyeon and has been invited by the girls to attended their concerts a few times now

On the outside it looks like they have a very strict senior-junior relationship, but every once in a while the group tells them how they are actually closer to JiHo than people think, they just don’t have very many opportunities to show it

They also do NOT tolerate any hate towards JiHo (definitely from those who comment on her not deserving to be in a boy group or her skill as an idol in general) and WILL defend her and shoot down any comments

Aespa:

She trained with a few of the girls for a little while

But when it got announced that JiHo would be joining NCT instead of a girl group, she started training with the boys (NCT and trainees who’d join NCT)

Some fans speculated that JiHo and Aespa weren’t on good terms, but there was no evidence to back up their theories

More so, it was even revealed that JiHo knew the choreography for “Black Mamba” during a V Live

JiHo has openly supported the group by talking about their debut song and stages, but there aren’t really any other interactions between them

BoA:

A collab between them would be LEGENDARY

When BoA visited NCT during their practise of Black on Black during the filming of Master in The House, she pointed JiHo out and complimented her for being able to be as powerful as the boys

JiHo looks up to BoA very much and during a variety show has revealed that she used to practise a lot of her songs/dances while she was a trainee

It happened a few times that the singer has expressed her faith in the younger girl’s potential and skill and hopes that JiHo will get to show of more of her talent because “Currently, I think she’s not able to show all her skills. She’s a junior I am able to trust to deliver (a great performance) if I asked her to work on a project with or for me.”

BoA’s comments about the younger girl only solidified the theories that SM is suppressing JiHo’s talent

JiHo has spoken out about it very subtly, saying that she’s happy where she is now as long as she gets to keep performing with the boys

In response to an international fan asking if JiHo ever thought about branching out to work on a solo project like a mixtape or even just solo dance videos to show of her choreographing skills:

“It makes me genuinely happy to perform with my friends right now. I think I still have a lot of learning to do. If ever my company reaches out to me to do something like that I will think about it, but I don’t really feel the need for anything like that right now. I’m happy (with the way things are) right now.”

#jiho.guide #nct 24th member #nct addition #nct fluff #nct female member #nct scenarios #nct reactions #nct extra member #nct additional member #kpop!addition #kpop!oc

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blu-joons · 3 years

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He Gets Jealous ~ Eunhyuk

The music had barely come to a stop before Hyukjae barged into the studio with his arms folded in front his chest. You smiled across at him as you paused the stereo, yet the delight on your face was unable to be matched by his.

You were perplexed as you walked to meet him, pressing your hands to his shoulders as he remained unresponsive, refusing to so much as look at you in the eye.

“Are you going to tell me what’s going on? Or are we just going to stand here in complete silence whilst you continue to pout like a stroppy teenager who’s not got their own way?”

He scoffed at your remark, taking a step away from you. Still, he failed to tell you what was playing on his mind at the vision of what he’d just seen continued to replay in his head. The choreography, the detail, and all of the sex appeal.

“You don’t know why I might not be happy?”

“I’ve not got a clue Hyukjae, it would help if you told me though,” you frowned, adjusting your outfit so it sat a little better after running through your routine. “I thought you’d be happy to stop by and see what I’ve been working on.”

His head shook, whilst he was always the first person to acknowledge your talent, this time he just couldn’t picture your routine. His mind continued to think about all the people in the audience who’d see you perform; these were the sorts of performances he liked to keep just for himself without letting anyone else see them.

“Well, I’ve got things to do, so you can just stand there if you want whilst I carry on,” you noted, stepping away from Hyukjae to put the stereo back on.

He remained stood by the door as you set up the track and grabbed a quick drink before standing in position, glancing back at him as his eyes stayed focussed on you.

“Stop,” his voice sighed, just before you went across to press play. At last, you were relieved to get some sort of reaction out of him, stopping the track before it began to play and walking over to him to try and figure out what was going on.

“Why?” You pushed, standing directly in front of him, “it’s no good just telling me to stop, I want to know what I’ve done so wrong.”

“This performance you’re doing is too much,” he scolded, looking at your outfit closely, “you’re an incredible dancer Y/N and I know the concept for this is romantic and lovely, but the routines are a bit too provocative, even in my opinion.”

Your eyes rolled, whenever something got too much, he always became jealous and possessive, it was something you’d grown to get used to in your relationship.

From the look in his eyes, you could tell all along what was playing on his mind but hearing him say it aloud confirmed your thoughts. It was always the way, he hated anyone else to see you dance, the routines were what he liked to keep to himself.

“It’s not even that bad Hyukjae, you’re really going to get jealous about this?” You asked, as his head quickly nodded, unfolding his arms to pull you close to him. “You’ve really come in here being all grumpy because of a dance routine.”

His head shook, looking down at your gaze, “it’s not just a dance routine though. I don’t want the company to sexualise you, management knows what gets downloads and views, and I don’t want that to be at your expense.”

“I’m a grown woman who can handle herself.”

“But you don’t know the industry like I do, I know what it’s like around here.”

“I’m not stupid Hyukjae, don’t treat me like I am.”

You spun on your heels to try and get back to your rehearsals, but he grabbed your wrist to pull you close again, refusing to let you carry on. The feeling in his tummy let him know this was a bad idea that he didn’t want to see you go through with.

Your eyes fell on the tight hold he had on you, noticing the desperation in it immediately. “You can’t control me Hyukjae, I know my limits and I’m more than capable of putting my foot down if there’s something that I don’t want to do.”

“So, you’re happy doing this?”

Your head nodded, feeling his grip loosen. “It’s a dance routine Hyukjae, I really don’t know what there is to be jealous about. It’s still you that I come home to you, even if there are people in the audience who like what they see,” you reminded him, pressing a kiss to his shoulder.

He sighed gently as you spoke, allowing his eyes to close. Whilst he knew you made a good point, the part of him that always worried about you couldn’t be stopped, he always did, and would fear that something bad would happen to you.

“What can I do to make you realise there’s nothing wrong with this?” You asked him.

“Nothing, I just need to stop being so persistent and let you do your thing.”

“I appreciate that you care,” you smiled, pressing your hands against his biceps, “but you have to trust me when I do these sorts of things, I’ll be alright.”

He always would let you do your thing; it was what made him so proud of you the fact that you were able to handle yourself so well. If anyone was able to stand their ground and handle themselves, it was definitely you.

But that would never stop him feeling the need to protect you and support you. However capable you were, Hyukjae would always be there to catch your back, even if at times you felt you didn’t necessarily need them there.

His big and supportive heart was one of the main reasons why you loved him though, he might have been a little interfering, but you knew it all came from a good place, one that you could get never get angry at him for.

“I know you’ll do your best, and I know that you don’t need to boss you around, I just want you to be careful with all of this. It’s not like any routine you’ve done before, and we’ve all seen what some fans can be like sometimes.”

“And I told you that I can handle anything that comes my way.”

“I know, I’m sorry.”

You frowned, stretching up on your tiptoes to peck the end of his nose, “you don’t need to apologise, I know that all of this is because you care, and I appreciate that from you.”

“I guess these are the sorts of things only I’ve ever seen and knowing that there are going to be millions of people now seeing you in all these stunning outfits makes me a little uncertain, I don’t want anything bad to happen.”

“If it does, I’ll ignore it, like you always tell me to do,” he laughed, “and as I told you before, many people may see me, but who’s the one that I love?”

His smile softened, wrapping his arms around your waist, and pulling you tightly into his chest, grazing the top of your head with his lips.

“I love that you’re protective of me and that you look out for me Hyukjae, but just trust me this time. It might be hard for you to watch at times, and yes, you definitely will get jealous, but trust me when I tell you that you have no reason to.”

“I won’t get jealous.”

“It’s cute that you try to pretend, but you and I both know that you’ll get jealous.”

He chuckled lightly, “I can’t help it, I guess sometimes I just wish that I could keep you all to myself.”

“I’m all yours, I promise.”

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chicken-fifi · 4 years

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Super Junior Reaction - Day at the Beach

Day at the beach with their families go

Requested by @huffledor33, Sungmin and Hangeng will not be include because they are married.

Leeteuk: It was the first time both of you had gone to the beach with your two children. The two of them were enchanted by the ocean waves that crashed gently against the shore. Jeongsu was sitting directly behind them making sure the waves didn’t knock them over or pull them into the ocean. He would be taking multiple pictures of the the four of you. He would definitely be making plans to go to the beach as often as possible just to see his little girls smile.

“Look how happy the girls are! We should take some pictures. I want to remember them this happy even when they don’t like either of us.”

Heechul: Heechul would be very handsy. He loved the fact you did not care about what other’s thought about you mom bod in a swimsuit. Both of you would be playing around with your three kids. Building sand castles, looking for seashells, finding small sea creatures, anything the kids wanted to do the both of you would join in on. Being able to spend so much time with your kids would definitely be a time to remember. Heechul, much like Jeongsu, would be planning to go the beach again.

“You look great! We should definitely come more often. Especially if I get spend this much time with all of you, especially if I get more time with you.”

Yesung: Pictures galore. Junghoon would be taking endless amounts of pictures wanting to capture all the happiness he was feeling. Seeing his child playing so happily in the water and wet sand was the most enjoyable thing he had ever witnessed. Spending a day at the beach, just the three of you getting to enjoy some precious time with the people he loves.

“He loves it! Buddy! Look at Daddy and smile! You too Honey!”

Kangin: You two would be having a hard time trying to get your kids to even let his feet touch the water. Youngwoon had been holding them the entire time and was letting the soles of their feet come into contact with the surface of the water. You kids didn’t like it one bit and instantly started screaming. Youngwoon then decided to just have them playing in the sand, only for both of them to hate how hot it was and scream some more. In the end, Youngwoon would be carrying his twins around while you watched from your spot in the shade.

“At some point they’ll like the water and sand right? Next time I won’t have to carry them both.”

Shindong: Donghee had convinced your kid to go with him to find as many sea shells as they could so they could build a castle and decorate it. Since you were pregnant, you belly was in the way of you picking anything up, but you were able to still point out the few shells you could see. Building the castle would be a lot easier since you could get fairly close, however the sandcastle building quickly became a game of burying your husband in the sand. Your daughter definitely enjoyed that.

“I thought were were building a sand castle...not burying me... but this feels nice...put on some more!”

Eunhyuk: The entire time you were there, he would playing happily with the kids in the water. Splashing water at them and helping them/float, whatever they wanted to do, he was ready to do it, especially if you were on board too. By the time lunchtime rolled around, he would be beyond exhausted, but ready to refuel and get back to enjoying his free day with his children. However, I don’t think he enjoyed the sand in his sandwich that was given to him by his youngest son, but he ate it anyways.

“Ohhh, it’s....crunchy....yum.”

Siwon: Cheeky man right here. He would be all for you wearing your new swimsuit and showing off the body you worked hard to get back after your most recent pregnancy. The two of you would be having the time of your lives with your little ones who were enjoying the waves crashing at their feet, your youngest - being only a number of months old - found that enjoying his time in his father’s arms was the best thing on that beach. Expect many more family outings to the beach or parks more frequently.

“I always enjoy these days the most. I get to be with the people I love the most without a care in the world.”

Donghae: Mr. Cuter than the Nemo animation. Donghae would live to that at the beach with his kids, running around with them, dragging them into the ocean with him, or simply letting them bury him in the sand. The kids would be attached to him the entire day until he decided it’d be funny to scare them in the water, then they wanted nothing to do with him and were all over you. In due time his little prank would be forgotten and the both of you would join in on making sandcastles. Expect a lot of random hugs and touchy Hae when you least expect it.

“I’m sorry~ I didn’t mean to scare you guys this much~ Come here let me give you all a hug!”

Ryeowook: He can already sleep up to 18 hours in a day (honestly, smae), so a few naps in the under shade will most certainly be added into the day. Apart from naps cuddling his favorite cuddles buddies, Ryeowook would be enjoying his time in and out of the water with you and the kids. He would point out little sea creatures to them - although he would refuse to go near them and touch them. Being to spend a day just bonding and playing with the kids or having a small conversation with you was more than enough to have him smiling for weeks.

“That’s a sea cucumber...NO I’M NOT GOING TO TOUCH IT! ARE YOU CRAZY?!”

Kibum: While Kibum would normally prefer to keep his private life - especially your children - private, going to the beach would be something he want to share with his fans on his YouTube channel. Despite him filming for short periods of time, he would be very active with them and enjoy playing with the ball you guys had brought with you. Overall, he would give himself to both you and your children as best as he can.

“I thought you liked playing with me! I know Mommy’s a lot better than me, but play me too just for a little bit please~”

Kyuhyun: The reason for the beach day was to give you some time to relax and enjoy some you time on the beach. Kyuhyun had been happily with the kids when they had begun to beg him to convince you to join them. While you had been sitting in shading catching up on reading. Despite how many times you daughters went to try and real you into their game. Eventually Kyuhyun came over and plopped himself in front of you and waited for you to notice him.

“Let’s go swimmiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnng! Come on, I know you love swimming.”

Zhoumi: Going on a such a chill and casual outing was the best decision you guys had made. Being able to spend a day with your child just playing the summer sunshine without a care in the world was incredible. The three of you had a blast running around in the water, burying each other in the sand, and building sandcastles. When you guys have all had you fill of the water, you will be sitting on the beach for a little while longer while your daughter attempted to fight off her tiredness.

“We have more days like this. Just the three of us enjoying an entire day to ourselves.”

Henry: It had been the first time you were taking your son to the beach. Though he could barely walk, he was happy to held with his feet dipping into the water and playing with the sand - under your watchful eye. Henry was excited to see him so joyful and excited about the new environment your son was in. He was also very happy about spending time with you and being able to see you relax and taking some time focus on yourself.

“I happy you guys are enjoying today. But next time maybe we should come by ourselves, just the two of us.”

#kpop reactions #kpop #reactions #super junior master list #super junior #super junior reactions #leeteuk #heechul #yesung #kangin #shindong #eunhyuk #siwon #donghae #ryeowook #kibum #kyuhyun #zhoumi #henry

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inspired-by-the-music · 4 years

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For You: Stand By Me

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Recommended Reading: For You: 4 O’Clock; these works have separate, independent, but deeply interwoven timelines.

Chapter 2: The Boy with the Keychain

Lei’s POV

2009 was a good year for me. That was the year “Sorry, Sorry,” was released, sky-rocketing Super Junior to almost unprecedented success. That was the year I met Sehun, who (along with the members of Super Junior, Taeyeon, and Amber) is among the people I have known the longest. That was the year I celebrated my golden birthday— turning ten years old on April 10.

I don’t want you to think that Sehun was ever all I lived for, but you have to understand that his was my favorite face from those days. Back then, I hadn’t yet heard the whispers about the idol who never debuted. Maybe Mom and Super Junior were shielding my ears, or maybe the rumors just hadn’t resonated with me because I was too young to empathize. Back then, because I was not an idol or even a trainee, I had no image to protect.

Of course, I didn’t understand the value of freedom until it was limited once (often judgmental) eyes fixed on me, almost anticipating a mistake. As a child, my feelings were as simple as this: I liked Sehun, and I wanted to see him. Because I was not yet in the habit of denying my urges, I gawked after him. I would have followed him to the ends of the earth.

The really pitiful part is that I didn’t ever expect him to speak to me, look at me or acknowledge me in any way, so I never asserted my presence. Always carrying a book— either educational or fictional— I would only try to sit near him or steal occasional glances. I never spoke first or even listened closely when he spoke to Suho, Chanyeol, or any of the other trainees who were later grouped in EXO. Just seeing him or hearing his voice made me happy; I was content just to be near Sehun.

Years later, for some time, I would curse this period that I was too ashamed to remember. Once I had grown into a teenager who despised (feared) dating and boys and the fake flashes of romance that so many idols wasted their lives chasing, I hated that I had ever been a lovesick child— especially toward Sehun, who had always been too old and too aware of an idol’s limitations.

Now that enough time has passed, now that some wounds have healed, I believe that willingness to be even the most insignificant character in somebody’s life is the purest form of love. I want to fondly remember when I had been so willing, so innocent, but it’s difficult because I’m not the same person I was back then.

Isn’t it sad that everything changes? Even I, who I swore could never change, have grown past those days. I don’t especially want to go back— that kind of regret is useless because it makes people wish for the impossible ability to turn back time— but I would like to remember without bias. I would like to remember without knowing the end. I would like to tell you my memories as simply as they seemed at the time, but nothing is simple in hindsight.

Please understand that these are memories that, until quite recently, I tried to silence in my mind and heart. Please understand that I am trying to untangle them and restore them because the storm has passed, and I am ready to cherish them again. Please don’t laugh at me for never quite growing out of some childish habits. Please forgive me for failing to stay the child in this story forever; I didn’t mean to grow up.

Let me try to remember things one moment at a time. Maybe that will help.

I’ll start on my tenth birthday because that was supposed to be a golden day, and maybe it was. It started where every other day started: at the S.M. building. In the corner of the dance studio, I sat with Mom. Although I was supposed to be studying note cards of Korean vocabulary words while Mom finalized Super Junior’s schedule for the month, I kept stealing glances at Sehun as he, with Chanyeol, tried to learn a dance from Donghae and Eunhyuk.

When Donghae caught me watching, he kindly asked, “Do you want to join us, Lei?” As always, he was trying to include me in his world.

However, in that moment, I decided that I would have to learn to admire Sehun more discreetly; I hated the blush that scalded my face when everybody in the room turned to look at me. It didn’t matter that the room wasn’t full; four people staring at me was enough.

Of course, I wouldn’t learn instantly how to discreetly admire Sehun. I wonder how much embarrassment I could have saved myself had such a miracle been possible, but that kind of imagination is pointless.

Shaking my head at Donghae’s question, I found my red-faced reflection in the mirror lining the walls. Ten seems too young to feel insecure, I think, but I remember that when finding myself in the glass, I thought of all the beautiful people I watched walk through the agency. I looked nothing like those people.

Maybe because I was already confident in my intellect and my sense of morality, or maybe because I was only ten, my only dream at the time was to be beautiful too. As was my habit, I forced a smile just to see the small metal brackets glued onto my teeth to remind myself that I was making progress. The braces helped, I guess. They straightened my teeth and closed the gap I never liked until years later when I looked back on old photographs. My smile would always be too big for my face, though; I would never grow into it.

“Come on, Lei,” Eunhyuk insisted. He either never picked up my embarrassment or he never cared. I don’t mean that in a negative way; I always admired that Eunhyuk wasn’t limited by nerves, and I wanted to be like that too. “If you’re gonna be a superstar someday, you have to learn how to dance!”

Because he wasn’t dumb enough to overtly ridicule me in front of Mom, Donghae, and Eunhyuk, Chanyeol didn’t say anything. He couldn’t quite stifle his laugh, though. He was always laughing at me, and never in a way that made me want to laugh along— in a way that drained the color from my already pale face and intensified each beat of my heart until it was hard to breathe.

I have always been sensitive. Back then, I didn’t know how to hide my emotions, and I didn’t understand that Chanyeol was entitled to some degree of respect as my elder, so I gripped my notecards until they bent and grumbled, “Stop laughing at me.”

Chanyeol didn’t hear me over Sehun. Despite understanding that Chanyeol was his elder, Sehun furrowed his brow. “What’s so funny, Chanyeol?” It was one of those questions that really means ‘shut up,’ so Sehun didn’t even give Chanyeol a chance to respond before saying, “I don’t mind if Lei practices with us.”

Sehun's rush to my defense, as he often did, should have made me feel better, but his brief glance at me only deepened my blush. Wanting nothing less than to embarrass myself in front of Sehun— forgetting for a moment that I was already a decent dancer owing to Eunhyuk’s occasional instruction— I pleadingly looked to Mom to bail me out of an impromptu dance lesson.

Only having to scan my expression to feel my desperation, Mom said, “Lei is studying right now,” and they returned to their practice without another word as if theywere never distracted.

If I was ten, that means that Mom was almost thirty-one; our birthdays were exactly twenty years and ten months apart. I always thought that she was the prettiest person in the world, especially then, when her long black hair was tied up in a ponytail. Sweeping her bangs out of her eyes to study my reaction, she said quietly, “You don’t have to become an idol if you don’t want to.”

I remember gaping at her because that was the first time I realized that fame was an option. That was the moment I understood that Donghae and Eunhyuk, at least, imagined that I might follow in their footsteps. Feeling for the first time that they were invested in my future— feeling for the first time that I could fail to fulfill their hopes, I asked, “Do you want me to become an idol?”

Mom smiled and said something that I couldn’t understand: “You are already my idol.” She dropped her notebook to cup my cheeks, which were forever swollen, giving me the appearance of a child well into adulthood. “You have been my ultimate idol for ten years, Lei.”

“Ten years,” I repeated because it was impossible to fathom, “is my whole entire life!”

“Exactly,” Mom nodded.

In those ten years, all I had done after birth was follow people around. First I followed Mom because she was the first person I ever saw and trusted; and then I met Yesung and followed him because he was the bravest person I had ever known and I thought he could teach me to be strong; and then I met Taeyeon and followed her because she was the prettiest person I had ever seen and I thought she could teach me to be like the sun; and then I met Amber, and we talked so easily because we both knew English, and we were both American, and she looked different from everyone else too, and I followed her because I thought she could teach me to embrace my reflection; and then I met Sehun and followed him because he was the handsomest person in the world and I didn’t care what he taught me as long as I could be near him.

Now, I try not to criticize those days too harshly, because I believe they were the steps I took to find myself. After all, I was only a child trying to navigate the world. For a while, though, I faulted myself for trying to fill the voids in my character with people. For a while, I thought that was the worst thing to do— lean too heavily on others. For a while, I thought I had done the wrong thing by looking for them to teach me what I wanted to learn. I don’t know where I got those ideas; ultimately, I think they did more harm than good.

That was my first moment of deep confusion— the first hint of loneliness— when I was ten years old, and I couldn’t understand why my mother, who spent all her days around real idols, could look at me as if I had accomplished anything that compared to their achievements.

I sat there after Mom released her hold on my cheeks, after the dance practice had dissolved, and the only thought that made sense in my mind was, “If Sehun is going to be an idol, then I want to be one too.” That’s probably the most embarrassing thought I had in my entire life, but at least I had the sense to keep it to myself.

Standing to escort Donghae and Eunhyuk to their next schedule, she asked as if I were an adult who determined my own schedule, “Are you coming, Lei? You can help me with the photo shoot!”

To tell you the truth, I think I might have been better as a manager than I was as an idol. Like Mom, from a young age, my mind could identify most risks from a mile away. A part of me wanted to leap at the chance to help with another photo shoot, but I shook my head because I already made plans. I guess I was like an adult who determined my own schedule.

“I promised Taeyeon that I would meet her down the hall before Girls’ Generation’s dance practice. Apparently,” I smiled, “she wants to give me a birthday present!”

Despite Chanyeol’s efforts to pull him outside, Sehun remained in the doorway. “It’s your birthday?”

Before I could form a blushing response, Donghae dropped an arm over my shoulder and boasted, “Yep!”

Wiping at non-existent tears, Eunhyuk sniffled, “Our little baby princess is already a decade old!”

While Eunhyuk pinched at my cheeks and I rolled my eyes at the attention, Chanyeol huffed insincerely, “Happy birthday, princess. Now Sehun—” he looked at his friend with bulging eyes— “are we going to the arcade or what?”

“I thought we were going to celebrate my birthday,” Sehun responded. And when Chanyeol insisted that they were, Sehun continued, “then stop rushing me.” At that, as if Sehun held the authority in their friendship, Chanyeol fell silent.

Turning to me with the faintest of smiles, Sehun asked, “Since we would’ve been twins if you were born two days later, do you want to celebrate our birthdays together?”

I blinked, and Sehun asked more clearly, “Do you want to go to the arcade with us?”

Under his breath so that maybe only Sehun should have heard, Chanyeol said, “You can’t be twins with a little kid.”

‘I’m not that little!’ I wanted to argue, but maybe I was.

While Sehun was only five years older than me, and Chanyeol was only two years older than him, in the world of children and teenagers, I was as good as centuries younger. Since everyone I knew was older than me, I should have been used to this feeling, but I wasn’t. While I was always the youngest in every room, nobody liked to flaunt their seniority as much as Chanyeol. That’s why we never became friends.

The sense that I didn’t belong in an arcade with a couple of teenagers overwhelmed my childish desire to always be with Sehun. Still, I didn’t quite have the heart to directly answer ‘no,’ so, staring down at my sneakered feet, I replied, “I don’t think my Mom will allow me to go.”

“Come on, Manager,” Donghae gently pleaded as if Mom had actually told me no. “Sehun is a responsible kid, and—”

Glancing back at me, Mom said, “You can go if you want." Without waiting for my answer (not that I would have said anything anyway), she asked Chanyeol and Sehun, “Are you going to the arcade at the mall down the street?”

Spurred by Sehun’s nudging, Chanyeol begrudgingly replied, “Yes, ma’am.” He glared down at his watch. “Sehun and I were going to catch the 3:00 bus, but now I guess we’ll have to wait for the 3:15 or the 3:30.”

I might have been young, but I wasn’t oblivious to the fact that Chanyeol didn’t want me to tag along. Feeling very much like a burden to their plans, I didn’t want to accept the money Mom forced into my hand despite Sehun’s polite promises to pay for everything.

“I have to go.” She pressed a kiss to the top of my head. “Ride the bus back here, and I’ll find you by the vending machine as soon as I can, and we’ll have cake when we get home, okay? Have fun!”

When I stood, motionless, even after Mom left with Eunhyuk and Donghae, Sehun beckoned me into the hall. “Don’t look so anxious,” he said. He was always kind of bossy. “I’m not going to let you ride the bus alone, so—”

It was always impossible to tell that Sehun was smiling until he started glaring again and the faint upturn of his lips faded. He cut his eyes at Chanyeol. “Would you stop tapping your foot? I’m trying to talk.” Although Sehun’s temper was a bit short, he wasn’t one to raise his voice. Were it not for the arching of his eyebrows, his annoyance wouldn’t have been obvious.

On Chanyeol’s face, however, anyone could read every emotion that passed through his mind. “You’ve talked long enough, haven’t you?” He crossed his arms, muscles taut through the short-cropped sleeves of his shirt. “You talked us right into a non-paying babysitting job, and now we’re going to miss the bus again, and—”

“Go, then.” Sehun gestured lazily toward the door. “Weren’t you listening? Lei has to meet Taeyeon to get her birthday present, so we’ll meet you at the arcade. You’re getting on my nerves anyway.”

Too stubborn to get along with me long enough to appreciate the chance to meet Girls’ Generation, Chanyeol rolled his eyes and stormed out of the building without saying another word.

. . .

“Why aren’t you smiling?” Sehun asked after we boarded the bus and sat side by side. “Even when you opened Taeyeon’s gift, you didn’t smile.”

Staring down at the gift — a dark blue coin purse that mapped out silver constellations, filled with money from Taeyeon and Mom— I shrugged. “Why should I smile?” I grumbled dramatically, tucking the purse into my small bubble gum pink backpack. “I’m about to see Chanyeol, and he can’t stand me.”

“You should smile because it’s your birthday,” Sehun said.

I fixed my gaze out the window, admired the golden sun rays peeking through the clouds, and watched the blooming trees blurring together until Sehun snapped his fingers by my ears. “Hey. Look at me and listen when I talk to you.”

Once I obeyed, looking at him with eyes filled with childish tears, I hoped that his features would soften. He disappointed me, but no wound inflicted by Sehun was ever permanent. “Who cares if Chanyeol likes you?” His voice was as calm as ever.

“I care.” I sounded (and looked) more childish than ever as I pressed my lips in a pout and crossed my arms.

Sehun’s lips twisted in obvious disapproval. “Why?”

I struggled with an answer before admitting, “Everybody likes me. Everybody except Chanyeol.”

Being much stronger and smarter than me in many ways, Sehun sighed, “Chanyeol doesn’t have any reason to dislike you. You haven’t done anything to him, so whatever his problem is— it’s just that— his problem. You’re getting older, so you have to learn one way or another that some people are gonna dislike you, sometimes for no reason. And you can’t shed tears for everyone. You can save yourself a lot of pain if you just believe me on that.”

Sehun never sugar-coated anything and, weirdly, I think that’s why I liked him. After years of being (lovingly) smothered by Super Junior, it was a relief that he never hugged me until my tears stopped like Donghae would have or screamed and threw something (probably punches) at Chanyeol like Yesung would have. I never dreamed that I would eventually crave that kind of emotional response from Sehun.

Following him off the bus, almost running so that I wouldn’t fall too far behind— always chasing after him— I hummed, “You are very wise.” His laughter filled the spring air, and I had to smile even as I wondered, “What’s so funny?”

“It’s just—” he held the mall door open for me— “nobody has ever called me wise before.”

We walked in silence that he eventually broke. “Would you still think that I’m wise if you knew that everything I just told you was based on something Junmyeon said?”

“Junmyeon?” I repeated the name before his face flooded my mind. “Oh, you mean the prince!” I nodded enthusiastically. “He’s very wise, and I think you get some points for remembering what he said well enough to repeat it.”

Sehun, as usual, didn’t appreciate my compliment. “‘The Prince?’” His eyes cut through me, and I gulped to prepare for a scolding. “I told you not to flirt with boys, didn’t I?”

Although it was a waste of breath, I defended myself. “First of all, I thought he looked like a prince before I ever met you and learned that I’m not allowed to think anything nice about any boy ever.” Sehun snorted, but he didn’t quite grin. “Plus, I’m not dumb enough to call him a prince to his face.”

Let the record read that I have only ever been open in my admiration toward one person, and I eventually learned to regret it.

“I’ll let it slide, “Sehun mercifully decided, “because it’s your birthday.” As we stood at the edge of the food court, he asked, “Are you hungry?”

I shook my head, and Sehun raised a skeptical eyebrow. “Are you lying because you don’t want me to spend my money on you?”

As a matter of fact, I was. I shook my head and bit my tongue to maintain the lie because I thought it was the proper thing to do.

“Lei,” Sehun clicked his tongue, “as your senior, I’m supposed to pay your way, so just—”

Outright, I lied, “I’m not hungry.” My stomach betrayed me by loudly growling.

As my face flushed and I tightened my grip around my backpack’s straps, Sehun eyed me suspiciously. “Fine, but you have to promise to tell me when you get hungry, okay?”

While I was mid-way through a nod Chanyeol cheered through a mouthful of blue cotton candy, “There you are! Hey, princess—” he glanced down at me— “do you like cotton candy?” Before I could respond that (obviously) I did, he chuckled, “Why am I even asking? Every kid loves sugar,” and he forced an unopened container of pink cotton candy into my hand.

That was the one kind thing Chanyeol ever did for me. When I opened my mouth to thank him with my embarrassing gappy smile, he looked over me. My stomach dropped with the realization that he hadn’t warmed up to me. My cheeks burned from some kind of humiliation; they always did around Chanyeol.

“Okay,” he told Sehun as if I were invisible, “I gave the kid her cotton candy like you asked. Can we go play that new street racer game now?”

Oh. Dropping a piece of the cherry-flavored cloud onto my tongue, I realized that Sehun must have texted Chanyeol while I was talking to Taeyeon or while we sat on the bus. The only reason why I didn’t notice was that I was always too busy admiring Sehun’s face.

To Chanyeol’s disappointment, Sehun shrugged. “I think Lei should choose what we do, you know, since it’s her birthday.”

I don’t know what Sehun expected me to say when Chanyeol looked at me like that— like he wanted to snatch my candy away to throw the hard plastic container at my head. Although I cast my eyes nowhere in particular, they fell on the Sanrio store, which was bright, colorful, and inviting from afar.

“I don’t mind what we do.” Smiling politely like Mom taught me, I promised Sehun, “I’ll be quiet and watch you play that racing game with Chanyeol.” The thing is, I would have been happy to do just that— that’s how much I liked Sehun.

The belief that I said the right thing abandoned me when Sehun bent to level his face with mine. He shook his head. “Don’t be a pushover, Lei. Don’t let people like Chanyeol—”

“Hey!” Chanyeol yelled. “What is that supposed to mean?”

Sehun didn’t break his attention from me to answer him. “Don’t let people like Chanyeol tell you what to do.”

“Sehun, don’t brainwash that little kid into being as rude, selfish, and disrespectful as you.”

The days of following Yesung had instilled in me a determination to defend those I loved (and that included Sehun), but I didn’t know how to raise my voice without sounding like a toddler throwing a tantrum. Had I trusted myself to speak, I would have screamed at Chanyeol loudly enough for everyone in the mall to hear. As it was, I could only cut my eyes at him.

Catching my glare at his insults, Chanyeol groaned, “Great! Now you have her scowling at me like some kid from a horror movie!” Matching my temper, Chanyeol scowled and thrust an antagonistic finger at me. “Don’t look at people like that! It’s freaky!”

“Hey.” Sehun grabbed my shoulders. His touch forced me to meet his dark eyes. They weren’t as intimidating as you might imagine, but I almost wanted to look away because of the blushing butterflies that fluttered through my entire body. I could never look away, though— not for long anyway. “What do you want to do?”

I didn’t know. First, Chanyeol made me too angry to think clearly. Then, Sehun stole my breath away, so I couldn’t have spoken even if I had known what to say.

Retracing where my gaze had wandered before— to the Sanrio store— Sehun asked, “Do you want to go there? You like Hello Kitty, right?” When I started to answer, he warned, “Don’t lie to me. She’s all over your backpack, so I know you like her.”t

Reddening because I had been planning to lie in a futile effort to discourage Chanyeol’s pointed stare, I mumbled, “Why do you ask questions that you know the answers to?”

Once Sehun stood upright, he towered over me. “I don’t know.” He started walking toward the Sanrio store, and (of course) I followed without hesitation.

Chanyeol refused to follow, though. Glued to his place by the food court, he bellowed, “Waste your day in a little girl store if you want, but I’m not! I’m going home!” I watched Chanyeol, perhaps outraged by Sehun’s indifference, storm away as he had at the S.M. building.

I asked Sehun, “Do you really think Chanyeol is going home?” Minutes had passed, and I was unable to admire the adorable objects lining the shelves because of the guilty writhing in my gut.

It didn’t matter that I didn’t like Chanyeol— I felt bad for ruining his day. What if he had been looking forward to playing that racing game all week? What if he hated me forever for disrupting his weekend plans? No matter what Sehun said, I wanted to be the kind of person everybody— even Chanyeol— liked. I didn’t want to believe that was such an impossible goal.

Sehun breathed, “I don’t know or care.”

Although I admired everything about Sehun, including his ability to always feel (or at least seem) calm, cool, and collected, I didn’t quite want to seem that indifferent. Couldn’t I be strong— resistant to the wind— and kind— bright like the sun? I didn’t know.

I was too young to understand that Sehun, despite seeming cold, was the kind of person I wanted to be: kind and strong. The difference between us has always been that Sehun never cared who misunderstood him. Sehun never cared who liked him. Over time, with age and experience, I would outgrow my craving for approval and admiration. To a fault, I would learn to detest being the object of infatuation; I would struggle to believe in lovesick stares.

But never— never would I stop longing for someone to understand me entirely, supernaturally, beyond words. I would never stop dreaming when I looked up at the moon that one day, someone would find me and accept me in my entirety at a single glance. That dream would haunt me forever.

A word of advice: learn to appreciate yourself. Learn to approve of yourself. Learn to admire yourself. Learn to understand yourself. There is a certain liberty in knowing that others, while they may build you up, cannot determine your worth; do not give others the power to tear you down.

I hope you find that liberty because, in my experience, no person— no collection of people— can ever be enough to fill the voids in an individual spirit. Not only will you live unsatisfied if you try to prove me wrong by searching for someone to fulfill your empty spaces — you may break somebody with the weight of your expectations.

You probably don’t need me to tell you to be careful with your heart; most people have a natural instinct to protect themselves from pain. I’ll tell you anyway, though. And I’ll tell you to be especially careful if somebody is kind enough to trust you with the pieces of the heart they have carried since birth. Nothing— nothing is indestructible. In fact, I’m developing a theory that everything, even what you swear can never break, is fragile.

I’m not encouraging you to live in fear or anything. I just think you should know that everything can break, everything can end, because maybe that will encourage you to appreciate it while it is whole. Maybe that will encourage you to appreciate the story as it unfolds without the bittersweet blessing or curse of hindsight.

Plucking from the self a My Melody plush keychain that fit into the palm of his hand, Sehun declared, “This is cute. Do you want it? I’ll buy it for you.” In his questioning, he turned to face me, and his eyes widened ever so slightly to adjust to my frown. “What’s with that face? Didn’t I tell you to smile?”

I mumbled an apology, shifting from one foot to another as I dropped my backpack at my feet, unzipped it, and packed away the cotton candy I was too nauseated to eat. “I just feel bad that Chanyeol left.”

“Well, don’t.” When his simple advice or instruction failed to lighten my frown, Sehun drew a deep breath and tried to speak softly. It didn’t quite suit him. “I think he’s in the arcade, having a blast playing whatever he wanted to play.”

Regardless of whether Sehun said what he truly thought or what he imagined I wanted to hear, I believed him wholeheartedly and, smiling a small smile, I fixed my bag onto my back.

“Now, do you want this little bunny or not?” He smiled at me. For once, when faint laugh lines formed around his mouth, there was no mistaking his smile. It didn’t quite suit the image of Sehun that I held in my mind, but it suited the image of him that I held in my heart. “If you don’t want it, I’ll just buy it for myself.”

Giggling at the mental picture of handsome Sehun walking around with a pretty pink key chain, I said “We should both get one! I’ll get My Melody because she’s my favorite, and for you I’ll buy Badtz Maru because—” I held the black plush up to Sehun’s face— “you’re twins!”

Narrowing his eyes and stuffing his hands into the pockets of his black hoodie, Sehun transformed into a human identical to the stuffed cartoon penguin. I laughed so hard at their resemblance that I forgot to mask my gap.

“You’ll buy it for me?” Sehun’s eyebrows shot up. I nodded passionately, brushing my bangs into my eyes. “Didn’t you hear me earlier? You need to let your seniors pay your way.”

I didn’t like that advice. Sehun tried to snatch Badtz Maru, but I held him protectively against my chest, arguing. “It’s a birthday present for you, Sehun! You can’t buy your own birthday present!”

Birthday gifts must have been the only exception to Sehun’s rule about always making seniors pay; he didn’t argue about Badtz Maru again.

Although Sehun didn’t seem too happy that a ten year old purchased something from the Sanrio store on his behalf, after he paid for the My Melody plush and a stack of pens, a case to carry them in, and notebooks I promised (lied) that I didn’t want, we sat on a bench outside the shop so he could a.) give me the bag containing my gifts and b.) fasten the Badtz Maru keychain onto the backpack he carried to training everyday.

Staring down into my gift bag, I mumbled, “I don’t think I gave you enough, Sehun." I liked him much more than the worth of a silly keychain.

“Gifts don’t work that way,” Sehun said flatly. “They aren’t a competition.” As if to silence me when I opened my mouth to whine, he smiled again. “Thank you.”

Because my heart jumped into my throat, I couldn’t say ‘You’re welcome,’ even though it was the right thing to say, even though it was all I wanted to say. I only nodded my head and hoped that he understood the gesture through my silence.

Now that I am remembering this, I wonder if he still has that backpack. I wonder if he ever uses it these days. If he does, I wonder how worn it must be today.

I happen to know for a fact that the Badtz Maru keychain is now attached to his key ring all these years later. It’s old and faded and not quite as cute as it once was, but he won’t let me replace it.

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eunhae-code · 4 years

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And yes, maybe they do love each other but, just like Eunhyuk said; he likes it better now, to be alone.Everyone grows out eventually. Maybe they were just each other's youth. But I kinda believed it this time when Donghae said that they aren't couple.

Ello anon! Pt3

I don’t see it that way at all, but again we’ll never truly know. It’s possible for people to grow apart, but it’s also possible for two people to be their own individuals. Donghae has relied on Eunhyuk since day 1 and maybe this is his way of establishing who he is as a man and as his own adult.

Eunhyuk doesn’t want to be alone; that’s why he moved back into the dorm. He loved it until Donghae came into his life. When you find someone you truly love, you realize a lot of the things you thought you hated you needed someone to show you a different side to fall in love with it.

I think the problem is that people forget they are in their mid 30s. They aren’t teenagers. No one has the exact same personality and outlook at 33 that they had when they were 22. Too many things happen for you to remain exactly the same. Same with maturity. Your childish personality develops into a child-at-heart. But the immaturity is reserved for those you truly care about and can be that person around.

The same applies to couples. No couple is the same as the day they met, years later. They may still be in love; but that love tames itself over time. It matures the same way a person does. So don’t continue to see Eunhae as you did 10 years ago, because they arent those people anymore. They’re grown men.

#eunhae #asks

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multifansky · 4 years

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Headcanon - Who did Sky date, hook up, and have a scandal with?

Anon asked: Hello! I love your super junior au, it's amazing! I was wondering if you could do something, like a headcanon or list for all the members Sky dated/hooked up with? 🤣 thanks hon! ^^~ -🌻

Alright, so I added scandal because why not. I promise Sky is not a hoe, hahaha! I hope you liked it!

TW~ Mentions mental and psychical abuse use, and mentions sexual acts (slight smut)

None of the gifs are mine. Credit goes to the owners!

Dated Sky and a Non-idol named Park Il Sung:

Met this man at a night club

It was in March of 2009

She was 19 and he was 22

Everything went really fine

He was really sweet to her and she fell in “love”

He’s always been possessive with her, even made her move in with him after she got too popular after sorry sorry was released

After moving in with him she saw his true colors

He came home late, smelling like bottles of soju and perfume

Nights she was almost forced to have sex with him, but she never budged

She always went to schedules with bruises all over her body.

The super junior boys tried talking to her, but she refused, kept a smile on her face when there were cameras, then immediately leave after everything was done.

It was like she left the group

After one night of going nigh clubbing with Taeyeon from girls generation, she saw her boyfriend up against another girl, and she didn’t look like a stranger to him

Sky threw her drink at him and left, returning to the SuJu dorms and telling them everything

Hooked up Sky and Heechul:

It was November 8th, 2013

It was the night after Super Show 5 in London

Sky was getting snacks from a vending machine while Heechul just got out of the shower, forgetting clean clothes

She came back only to see him not wearing anything

Heechul smirked, seeing her red cheeks

“Like what you see?”

I mean he did look mighty fine after he came back to the military

Heechul pinned her up against the wall as you see in K-dramas and kissed her

That night Sky gave herself to Heechul

She never regretted it and was happy for him to be her first.

She trusts him and knew it was going to be a nice experience

Heechul was very sweet and knew about the circumstances

Never agreed to a date, it was only a one-time thing for both of them.

New experiences for Sky and newly gained trust with Heechul

Scandal Sky and Key/ Kibum:

Started to hang out all the time during 2013

Dispatch always caught them shopping, eating out together, etc.

Even fans began to start wondering why they were so affectionate during SM town concerts

One day they posted on their SNS, a video of them together

People thought they were dating and it was everywhere

Had to report that both of them were just close friends and nothing more

To this day they continue to hang out all the time as she is close friends with him outside of SuJu

Dated Sky and Kangin:

It was during Super Show 6

Both found each other extremely attractive

They grew a liking with each other before Super Show 6 started

One night just told their feelings for each other after a concert and they both started going out

They started posting on their SNS and then people started to question why there were so many videos and pictures of you too

Both of you finally admitted that you two were Happily dating

Some fans were happy, some weren’t

But antis of the relationship do have to admit that every concert moment with them two were the cutest

Even sang “Heartbroken” together on stage and it was cute for the type of song it was

After the SS6 ended and reported that SuJu was going on hiatus until members returned, Sky and Kangin decided to also end their relationship.

As they were both going to be too busy with their personal projects but remained, friends.

Hooked up Sky and GD/Jiyong:

Sky was MCing for MAMA in 2017

While Sky had a sort of a break, she met with GD backstage

They just came back from performing on stage

She told him that he did well and that she likes their new album a lot

GD was being extra flirting and told her he liked her dress and that it fits her nicely

She blushed and said thank you shyly, a staff yelling in the back that she almost has to get back out

GD asked to give him her phone, which she did.

He put his number in and told her that he will give her a call once the Music awards are over with.

Sky anticipated all night, wanting every awards and music performance to go by fast as she is waiting on a very handsome man

Eventually, it was over and lots of people were leaving to go to the after-party, but Sky was waiting for something more

She got a call and GD told her to meet in the back parking lot.

She went over and GD was waiting.

They went to a motel that night and you know the rest ;)

Scandal Sky and Bora:

Just like Heechul, sky gets reported that she is a lesbian because she hangs out with men all the time

I mean she's literally the only girl in a group full of men.

Sadly, she is straight but doesn’t mean she still gets reported being with women, no matter how many times she explains it

People have been reporting that she and Bora is a thing after Sky went off one day on Knowing Bros about How gorgeous Bora is and how she's talented and completely confident in herself.

Bora would do the same to her

People actually started to think they were a thing after all the times they mention each other on different variety shows

Came to terms that they were only good friends and inspire each other

Dating Sky and Eunhyuk:

Ahhh the two main dancers

Their friendship has always been off and on when depending if they love each other or hate each other.

Yes, they do get into some heated arguments but never change the fact that deep down they do care for each other.

Everyone has always said they work well with each other, even if they do argue.

But not only do the staff and the members notice the sexual tension between the two but so do the fans

I mean... HAVE you seen the MV for Lo Siento??? Or the choreography for Take it slow?? You can’t fake that kind of passion

They always joked about it but never took it seriously until one night.

One special night in which they were practicing late for their new comeback video for “I think I” where they dance together.

The tension was high from stress and they knew the only way to take it out was dancing but maybe they took it a little far because they were getting a little too close then what was originally added.

One thing led to another and well... yknow ;)

And you’d think it would be just a one-time thing but no, they actually wanted to spend a lot more time together.

Late-night practices, Sky would be at his dorm almost every night, during breaks they would hang around each other.

It wasn’t until Donghae finally said, “Are you guys dating or what? All you do is hang out with each other.”

Eunhyuk then wrapped his arm around her shoulder and said, “Yeah, she's my girlfriend now.” Which not only was she shocked but so were all the members.

Didn’t tell fans until a little after he moved back into the dorms, because of Kyu’s new show. They were going to be exposed anyways with all the cameras in the apartment so why not mention it first.

They continue to be with each other to this day

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bananajun · 4 years

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SuJu OTP Challenge

OTP Challenge: Pick your top ten ships without reading the questions

Eunhae

Teukchul

Kyuwook

Yeteuk

Teukmin

Kyusung

Hyukmin

Kyuteuk

Heehyuk

Kangteuk

(Disclaimer: All of this is for fun! I am not trying to insinuate that any of the members are actually romantically involved.)

1) Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6?

I think it was the scene in the SJ Returns episode where some of the members had a meal with Kyuhyun before he enlisted (You have to pay to watch it tho). I love how cute their older brother-younger brother dynamic is!

2) Have you ever read a fanfiction about 2?

Y e s, and it still haunts me to this very day.

3) Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr?

Nope!

4) If 7 were to suddenly break up today, what would your reaction be?

Since Sungmin is a married man I would be very concerned...

5) Why is 1 so important?

Because Eunhyuk and Donghae have been friends for what, twenty years now? And they’re still going strong. Most people don’t have relationships that last this long, so it’s very heartwarming to see how far they’ve come :)

6) Is 9 a funny ship or a serious ship?

Well seeing as it’s Heechul and Eunhyuk the two biggest clowns of the group I’d call them a funny ship, they have that kind of friendship.

7) Out of all of your ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Eunhae I guess? You can’t beat their bond.

8) Out of all of the ships, which ship has the strongest bond?

Mmh Eunhae, Kyuwook, Teukchul, and Hyukmin probably

9) How many times have you read/watched 10’s fandom?

Only once but I noped out of there faster than Hyukjae can run away from Jongwoon

10) Which ship has lasted the longest?

Haven’t they all known each other for around the same amount of time (almost two decades)? But I guess Eunhae, Hyukmin and Teukchul.

11) How many times, if ever, have 6 broken up?

Um they’ve never broken up before haha but maybe when Kyuhyun kept ignoring him.

12) If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive?

Eunhae, Teukmin, Hyukmin, Heehyuk, maybe?

13) Did 7 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

Yes, because of K-Elfs’ incessant boycotting and hating on Sungmin basically all the members were forced to hide their relationship with him. Sucks because Eunhyuk and Sungmin used to be close :(

14) Is 4 still together?

Sure? Maybe.

15) Is 10 canon?

LOL No they are in fact the least canon ship on the list.

16) If all ten ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

I have a weird feeling it would be Hyukmin, they just give me the Katniss x Peeta vibes. Plus Sungmin knows martial arts.

17) Has anyone ever tried to sabotage 5’s ship?

K o r e a n E l f s

18) Which ship(s) would you defend to the death and beyond?

Ships 1-9, but especially Teukchul.

19) Do you spend hours a day going through 3’s tumblr page?

H a h a no, I once did it for about ten minutes though.

20) If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break up forever or else she’d break them all up forever, which ship would you choose?

Easy, Kangteuk, they’re already broken up anyways xD x3 uwu owo

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pastelsushika · 5 years

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MK11 Roster & their fave KPOP artists

(both male and female groups) (these are only headcanons so don't @ me fellas)

Cassie Cage: BlackPink and BTS. I can see her jamming to Boombayah and Not Today. Her biases would be Lisa and Taehyung for sure.

Kano: Dreamcatcher and Block B. Something that has a rock-ish vibe, or a lot of rapping like Chase Me and Nilili Mambo. Biases would include Dami and P.O.

Erron Black: Brown Eyed Girls and Super Junior. The older gen, and if they had a wild west themed comeback, it's his fave now. Biases are Miryo and Heechul.

Kabal: AOA and EXO. Something hot and fun, just like him. Biases include Seolhyun and Kai.

Johnny Cage: TWICE and BTS. He'd totally love the contrast between these two groups and would love the other popular bands as well(but twice and bts are his faves). Biases are Dahyun and RM.

Sonya Blade: Girls' Generation and Super Junior. The classics for sure, and I can't really imagine anything else. She'd totally fight with Cassie about which gen is better. Biases are Taeyeon and Eunhyuk.

Skarlet: Red Velvet and VIXX. She has this vibe that she'd enjoy these two groups, as their concepts are out of the cookie cutter mold of the general kpop stuff. Biases are Yeri and Ravi.

Jacqui Briggs: ITZY and MONSTA X. All about the choreos and rap line. Biases are Ryujin and I.M.

Jax: Sistar and B.A.P.. I think the mature and empowering lyrics would suit him, and he'd totally fight with Sonya about which older generation kpop group is superior. Biases are Hyorin and Yongguk.

Cetrion: Chungha and EXO. The lively, young female soloist with the special powered men with their elements is her in a nutshell. From the band, her bias would be Baekhyun I think, or D.O.

Scoprion: Girls' Generation and SHINee. The two groups that her enjoys the most, and their Japanese discography is what made him choose these two. Biases are Yoona and Taemin.

Sub Zero: T-ARA and Super Junior. These two groups' Chinese discography and uniqueness is what draws him to them. Biases are Jiyeon and Henry.

Noob Saibot: GFRIEND and DAY6. The more emotional, sad songs are his prefered ones. Biases are more likely Yuju and Jae.

Raiden: LOONA and Super Junior. Raiden would like everything that's elegant, and powerful. His biases are Yves and Siwon.

Baraka: EVERGLOW and TXT. The man is still new to the whole Earthrealmer thing, and Cassie thought that these two new groups would be perfect for him. As the groups are new to the world of kpop, they all can experience it together. Biases include Eunbin and Soobin.

Kollector: WJSN and SEVENTEEN. The more, the merries. The man collects things, and if a group has at least 10 members, it's a win in his book. Biases are Luda and Woozi.

Shao Kahn: Sunmi and GDRAGON. Shao Kahn would hate groups, I think, as they would rebel against him, according to him. So he thinks that soloists are more managable, and enjoyable.

Frost: PRISTIN and ATEEZ. She'd not really give a damn about the more mainstream bands, and would love to see others rise to the top like she will in the future she hopes. Biases are Kyulkyung and Seonghwa.

Kotal Kahn: Miss A and INFINITE. I think he would totally love the new generation of kpop, but his heart would always go back to the good ol' days. Biases are Suzy and Sunggyu.

Jade: Brown Eyed Girls and SF9. The choreos and the amazing looking idols would draw her to them. Biases are Gain and Rowoon.

Kitana: MAMAMOO and PENTAGON. The amazing vocals are her weakness, and she admits it that their visuals are something to look upto. Biases are Solar and Hui.

Lui Kang: TWICE and NCT. The difficult choreographies are what he'd enjoy learning the most, but he would not tell Kung Lao about it. Biases are Jeongyeon and Kun.

Kung Lao: MOMOLAND and BTS. He does not care about the feud around some toxic fans in these two fandoms, he thinks they are all good looking, and hard working people, who deserve everything in the world. Biases are Nancy and Jin.

D'vorah: Cherry Bullet and ASTRO. She'd find them especially alluring, and they are young and capable of so many things that she thinks other groups can't. Biases are May and Sanha.

Shang Tsung: IZ*ONE and PENTAGON. Like Kollector, he thinks that the more members a group has, the better. I think he'd enjoy some of the more lively songs, or the mature ones.

Geras: HyunA and PSY. I think he'd enjoy these two artists due to their popularity. Also because their comebacks are like him, like a phoenix from it's ashes, and I don't know, it seems fitting for him.

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onewfantaesy · 5 years

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How old is Heechul when he starts dating Taemin's mom and What was it like for him the first time he babysat taemin alone? Was he prepared? Was taemin being a typical toddler aka bratty and loud, or super chill and quiet? Was heechul still a little immature (in that Heechul silly fashion, whining/teasing taemin) or was he already trying to seriously become a father figure in this kids life? Did he do a good job or did taemin wear him out? Lol

Heechul was about 26 when he first met Taemin, and he had been in super junior for about five years.

Taemin is a little over a year and a half old when heechul starts dating Taemin’s mom. He met Taemin about four months into their relationship, but then when Taemin was a little over two years old, heechul watched Taemin alone for the first time.

Heechul had been around Taemin countless times, held him a lot, made him laugh. But he’s never been around him without his girlfriend there, was so nervous that Taemin might not like heechul if his mom wasn’t there, but she assures heechul that Taemin would be fine, he loved heechul, that it would only be for a few hours and then she would come back.

And that’s how heechul found himself sitting across the couch from a slightly pouty toddler.

Taemin was a huge mommy’s boy. He always got pouty when his mom left, and heechul was so afraid he was going to make taemin so much more upset.

“Want mama,” Taemin whined, rubbing at his eyes.

“Nonono, don’t cry taeminnie,” heechul cooed, going to hold Taemin to his chest.

“Does taeminnie want to go see super junior?” Heechul cooed. “Does taeminnie wanna see dancing?”

Taemin was always so fascinated by dancing, and he always laughed at the super junior videos heechul showed him on his phone.

So heechul brought him to a practice room, invited a couple of the members, and soon enough, Taemin was giggling and shaking his butt while eunhyuk tried to teach him actual dance moves.

But taemin does get pretty shy around new people, and even though he likes the couple members who came to meet him, he eventually toddles right over to heechul and grabs at his legs and holds his arms up to be held.

“Up, Heehee,” Taemin asks in a very soft voice.

Heechul kind of loves that Taemin calls him Heehee. It’s a very special little nickname. It makes heechul feel all warm and fuzzy and special when this sweet little baby calls him a special name.

“Is taeminnie ready to get lunch?” Heechul asks, holding Taemin close and patting his back.

“Nuggets,” Taemin says, holding his arms around heechul’s neck and laying his head on heechul’s shoulder.

Heechul takes taemin out for lunch, and super junior members eunhyuk, leeteuk, and kyuhyun go with them. Taemin very stubbornly only agrees to sit on heechul’s lap the entire time they’re at lunch, and he gets very very shy and hides his face in heechul’s chest and smiles at him and is just very snuggly.

It’s all over fan accounts and gossip columns how heechul had a baby with him all day, speculating that it was his son, that he had a secret toddler.

It was a successful first day watching Taemin in his own, but he was very worried how these pictures of Taemin’s face were all over the Internet. He was so concerned that his girlfriend was going to hate him for this.

She was a bit concerned, but she was mostly just glad to see that Taemin was so happy with him during lunch.

Heechul becomes much more comfortable taking taemin out after that. Taemin is a very mild mannered toddler, he doesn’t have too many tantrums, he’s not bratty, and he hardly ever actually cries. He pouts a lot, sure, but heechul thinks that’s more cute than anything.

Heechul still teases Taemin a lot and jokes around and acts silly, but he does take taking care of taemin very seriously. He worries about saying bad words in front of him and his friends acting too rowdy in front of an impressionable toddler.

The first time he’s legitimately alone with taemin though? That’s an overnight ordeal, and taemin thinks running away from bathtime is so fun and splashing in the tub is so fun and running around naked is so fun and he completely wears heechul out after two hours. After heechul has wrangled Taemin into his little dinosaur footie pajamas, heechul is sprawled on the couch and making sure Taemin doesn’t fall and hit his head.

“Heehee?” Taemin asks, toddling over to the couch and leaning over to poke heechul’s chest. “Story time?”

“Which story does taeminnie wanna hear?” Heechul asks, leaning over to pick Taemin up.

“Little prince!” Taemin smiles, leaning close to heechul and holding his hands in heechul’s shirt.

Heechul finds Taemin’s favorite book, plus his binky and favorite stuffed bear, goes back to the couch, and holds Taemin on his lap and against his chest to read the story to him. Taemin was asleep after twenty minutes, his binky barely held in his mouth and his teddy bear held under his arm.

Heechul thinks he’s just a perfect, sweet little angel.

#taemin #shinee #heechul #step adoption au #wantonewsbabies

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sapphireblueevanesce · 3 years

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My Year in Kpop 2020

I think for most of us, 2020 started out with so much promise, with the Any Song challenge being everywhere and with the film Parasite winning an Oscar. Major kpop tours were being announced, and I, along with my friends, purchased tickets in preparation for another great year of great concerts.

Of course, almost none of the concerts turned out as we planned once the pandemic hit.

There is no wrong way to be a fan, but some of us have our preferences. Some of us collect every album, some round out entire photocard collections. Some of us collect plushies or enamel pins. Some of us make sure to buy all of the official merch. In my case, I always preferred to go to live concerts, even before becoming a kpop fan. At the risk of sounding corny, I find live music events to be transformative. Up until now, I have had to cross continents to see my kpop faves live, but this was supposed to be a banner year for US based kpop fans. So many tours were slated to come here and we were already planning logistics. I watched, warily, as the virus spread through Asia, wondering if and how Kpop would be affected. People in Seoul started to lockdown before us, and I felt bad as I watched Donghae complaining on one of his live streams from his own house where he said he hated this virus. Little did I know that all of us would come to hate the virus, with a passion.

Of course, so many more important things have been lost due to this virus. People’s lives, first and foremost, and overall health for some who contracted the virus and survived. Businesses and livelihoods were also lost. But I want to take some time to acknowledge what was lost in the realm of “less important” things, as well, especially since for so many people, kpop is a sanctuary that helps them emotionally and mentally.

But, due to this new reality, we still had a lot to be thankful for, especially for ELF.

Beyond Live

We were lucky that SM was planning to make online concerts well before this year in an effort to connect with fans located in places where full blown tours did not make financial sense for them. Due to this preparation, the virus had “good timing,” and SM was able to begin to roll out their artists’ concerts using the Beyond Live platform. You could sign up to be an “audience member” (basically part of a giant zoom call) through the Lysn app. I was lucky enough to win to be in the audience for the Super Junior Beyond Live: Beyond the Super Show. You can hear me talk about my experience on my youtube channel here (oh yeah, this year, I started a Kpop unboxing youtube channel!).

Can you see me? Lol.

Video Fan Sign Events:

I had always dreamed about attending a fan signing, but as far as I know, Super Junior had never done one in the States. When I was in Korea for Super Show 8, I considered trying to attend one. But while I was there, the ones that were going on would not have the full group in attendance. Instead, a few would be at one fansign in one place, and another few would be at another fansign in another place. It also seemed like such a gamble. You had to buy albums from participating stores to enter to win a spot at the fansign.

Now, during the pandemic, with everyone forced to get creative, a new system was created. As a multifan, I noticed this with other groups, such as Stray Kids, Ateez, and KARD. Companies were setting up video fansign events. You just had to buy albums from participating websites to enter. So many people recorded their phone calls and the calls seemed to be so fun and cute, for the most part. Some fans entered the fansigns for multiple websites and won multiple times. I saw one KARD fan who got to talk to J. Seph three times, and each time, J. Seph remembered him from the time they had seen each other in real life!

After much consideration, I entered the SMTown & Store fansign for D&E, specifically for E oppa. Like the in-person fan signs, this was also, a huge gamble. But I gambled and won! You can read about my experience talking to Eunhyuk for the Video Fan Sign Event here

SJ Returns 4

The popular V Live series, Suju Returns, came back not a moment too soon with their fourth season, SJ Returns 4. For this season, the theme was SJ returns 4 ELF, meaning that they were going to episodes based on ELF’s suggestions. The Live Together episode, the Mr. Simple Trot episode, and the talk show episode featuring Michael Jackkyu are some of the more hilarious episodes that come to mind. I also loved the D&E Returns episodes and the special fanship episodes where the members discuss the discography. SJ really feeds their fans so well.

More members on TV!

This year, every SJ member was online more, thanks to the many live streams and updates to their extremely well produced Youtube channels, but they were constantly on Korean television, as well. Yesung and Leeteuk hosted a Japanese web variety show called Idol vs Idol. Our baby variety genius Donghae, along with Shindong, hosted the show, Another Class. Shindong became fully installed as one of the Knowing Brothers, alongside Heechul. Eunhyuk hosted Eun-official, his fashion web series for Naver and became the fulltime co-host for the iconic Weekly Idol, with ZE:A’s Kwanghee.

Kyuhyun stayed winning as one of the popular New Journey to the West cast members, and through his successful episodes of the Manger Show (Omniscient Interfering View), managed to get Shingdong and D&E on the show as well. Not to mention the low key fame that manager Yongsun gained from his hardwork on the show! Heechul’s mom is ever radiant on My Ugly Duckling (My Little Old Boy). It seemed like everywhere you turned this year, there was Super Junior.

It really took your mind off the virus for a bit (and off the canceled concerts and postponed comebacks) to see them all over the place this year. It seems that for at least part if not all of 2021, we will need to continue to meet our faves on TV and on the internet. My favorite way to fan girl, which is through concerts, will need to continue to be virtually for the time being. But at least I have memories while I wait. Hopefully next year will bring changes for the better!

Read about my first year in Kpop here!

Read about my year in Kpop 2019 Part 1

Read about my year in Kpop 2019 Part 2

Read about my year in Kpop 2019 Part 3

#my year in kpop #personal #super junior

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sleepyteuk-blog · 5 years

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love disease - ch. 2

pairings - suju x reader

warnings/tags - unprotected sex, smut, definitely some fluff thrown about, threesomes,drinking, bit of awkwardness lol.

word count - 3k

a/n - hello again! i was so excited reading through this again i just had to post it before i overthink it too much! i hope you guys like it <3 as always, my inbox is always open

as promised, a car pulls up to your house and you get in, body alive with nerves. there are butterflies fluttering your insides. you clutch your small bag full of just in case’s with you in your hand. you feel the nerves rising to your throat and pray that the driver doesn’t attempt to make small talk with you.

after a short drive, you’ve arrived. this is it, you’re here.

it was a beautiful house, far away from the city. the cool air blows against the exposed skin of your tight-clad thighs. you are escorted into the house where you see the boys. all 11, talking to each other calmly, they're all dressed casually, but still look incredibly handsome nonetheless. siwon is wearing a just-fitting white shirt and you can see his chest straining against the cotton as he breathes. on the other hand, the shirt that leeteuk is wearing is baggy and shows off just the littlest bit of his chest and yet you feel breathless looking at him.

a voice you think you recognize surprises you and pulls you from your thoughts.

‘you must be _____ . ’ the voice belongs to cho kyuhyun, none other. he’s staring you down, mostly at your plump, gloss covered lips. you feel the weight of iuhis gaze and clear your throat, eager to cool the flame burning in your abdomen.

‘yes! that’s me,’ you grin and extend do a little bow, trying your best to be formal. he chuckles, and turns and walks away after telling you it’s a pleasure to meet you.

greeting the rest of the group was no small feat, and you felt yourself trying maybe a little too hard, which seemed a little obvious.

leeteuk was smiling wide at you as you turn to face him. he invites you to sit next to him and you do so gratefully. he asks your name, as if he already didn’t know, and introduces himself, offering his hand. you place your hand in his and he looks at you through his lashes as he kisses your knuckles, trying not to show how badly you want to blush.

‘don’t be so nervous gongjunim, you have nothing to worry about.’ smiling easily, but genuine. though you sense a tinge of dark tone when he slips the pet name in, and you feel heat rush to your cheeks.

this earns an eye roll and a heavy sigh from siwon beside you. turning your attention to him, he offers a firm handshake, you try not to think too deeply about how large and warm his hands are, and how well they envelop yours.

‘your dress is beautiful, _____ .’ you feel his eyes give you a once over, and you can’t help but feel yourself holding your breath.

you thank him sweetly and he nods, turning his attention back to his conversation with heechul in the chair beside him.

you stand up, walking around a little more and you greet a few more members. ryeowook, who seems a bit mysterious to you, being very curt with his greeting before heading down a hallway. shindong is very formal in his greeting with you, and even shows you around the place a bit.

kangin seems to be speechless when you approach him, as if this idea wasn’t run by him. you two laugh about it and you begin to surprise yourself at how natural this all feels

while talking to yesung about music and what you like to do outside of your work, you feel someone behind you and you turn around to see someone looking very familiar standing behind you.

‘sungmin?’

he looks a little different than the last time you’d met him, about 3 or 4 years prior. admittedly, this didn’t cross your mind when you’d been thinking about this the entire day before.

he nods and smiles at you, a bit shyly. ‘i didn’t think it would be you here, of all people! it’s nice to see you again.’ talking a mile a minute.

and with that, he's gone.

you turn back to yesung, who questions what that was about but before you get a chance to answer him, you’re interrupted by who you assume is their manager entering the room and they toss a contract onto the table you all sit around. you look up and take it, pulling your lips into a smile.

your eyes scan it, all basic stuff for things like this. you are to be available at all times, you can sleep in the same bed as the boys. you are allowed to do as you please when the boys aren’t home. you are only required to come along to show if requested or if you wish to. you will have your own room and your things will be picked up as soon as you choose to sign.

you make sure there are no weird clauses, no strange fine print. you’re happy to say there is nothing of the sort. the payment is hefty, even though they said money was no object, you’d probably be set for life with this. it says you will be here for a while, most likely 6 months but it’s likely to change.

‘well, what do you think _____?’ hyukjae’s voice breaks the silence that seemed to be choking the members.

you bite your lip and reach for the pen on the table, signing your name and handing the paper o your manager for him to sign. the smiles that creep across their collective faces has you grinning. you haven't been here more than an hour and you already seem to have them around your finger. or is it the other way around?

the next few hours are filled with laughter and smiles between all of you. you go out and get dinner, seeing them so casual makes you happy. you’re glad that you can help them relax this way, it’s the most fulfilling part of your job. you fully understand how their line of work can truly take everything out of them.

you all have a great time, the food was good and eunhyuk had you in his lap almost the entire night, playing with your hair and casually draping an arm over your thigh. though, you could feel donghae’s stare boring into you from across the table.

thoughts rush through your mind and oh boy, when you notice them giving eachother looks from across the table, heat flourishes through your stomach thinking about just how much you’re in for later tonight.

they order drinks right after dinner, and you order yourself a piece of chocolate cake, your favorite, you tell them. this throws them into a tipsy argument about what desserts are the best and how wrong yesung is for not liking cheesecake. you scowl at him playfully when he says he hates it, and he himself gives you an expression that matches your own.

lazing back against donghae’s chest, giggling as he holds your hand and feeds you your last bite of cake. you kiss him on the cheek, leaving a smear of chocolate icing on his cheek that makes you start to giggle uncontrollably. you don't remember when you got sat here, but no complaints.

he sighs, kissing your cheek gently and his hand caresses your shoulder ‘ ______-ah, i hope you know how much we appreciate what you’re here to do for us’ his tone is easy, cavalier. you find yourself tremble under his touch.

‘i’m just here to do my job,’ you say just as easily, though through gritted teeth he and the others who've turned their attention to you ‘but this is a little different than what i’m used to, though im up for the challenge.’ this raises a few eyebrows, but the older members dont look as surprised, and as it stands ryeowook and heechul are pretty much asleep on one another.

‘well, _____ ,’ begins yesung with a reassuring smile, ‘even though you’re under contract, it would be nice to be able to get to know you personally, outside of your job. we know that you’re more than your work.’

this comment earns many earnest nods from the rest of the members, many adding onto what he said, saying that they hope you can all become close and you agree.

‘that really means a lot to me. thank you.’ you say, bowing your head momentarily. ‘but, while we’re here, please don’t hesitate to ask questions, i don’t mind answering.’

after a few silent moments and gentle smiles cast at you, kyuhyun’s voice cuts through the quiet. ‘so, i have to know, who else have you .. helped out? anyone we know?’

‘well, if you insist, i can’t really say names. but i guarantee you all know many men and women alike that i’ve worked with.’ your grin is almost devilish. you know they want details, they wish they could have them. you could give them, but it’s more fun this way.

‘can you give us any hints?’ says hyukjae, to which you look at him and shake your head. he gives you a pout, but that won’t work on you.

‘most people come to me when they need a scratch itched that you can’t reach yourself, to put it simply.’ you stretch your legs, standing up and walking around table, searching for someone’s drink to steal.

suddenly, a hand wraps around your wrist. you turn to see siwon, flushed from tipsiness and smiling. ‘why don’t you come sit with me, jagiya?’ your chest heats instantly at the nickname and you don’t hesitate to place yourself in his lap.

he wraps an arm around you and you swear you’re in heaven. he’s incredibly warn, and you're drunk and the contact is more than enough for you. you feel his warm breath on your neck and he's playing with your hair. ‘you’re so beautiful, you know?’

‘so i've heard, yes’ you chuckle, teasing him. ‘now hush unless you’re gonna find me something to drink.’ with that, you lean back and close your eyes, enjoying the warmth of him.

he laughs softly, close to your ear. it rumbles in his chest and you focus on that over the rising heat coursing through you.

before you know it, you’re in the car, now laying across leeteuk and kangin’s thighs. you settle your head against the leaders stomach and close your eyes once more.

when you pull up to the house, you’re scooped away from leeteuk by donghae. flipping you over his shoulder, giggling with amusement. this quickly melts away when another hand, which you assume belongs to hyukjae, lands harshly on your ass. you bite back a moan and are let down to congregate in the living room where more small talk ensues.

you’re not focusing on many things that are being said around you, but when you feel breath close to your ear, you find yourself getting worked up once again.

‘you’re going to bed with us tonight,’ says donghae, too close to your ear, showing you a sly smirk and nodding to his counterpart, who gives you a wink, ‘understand?’

you can only nod, trying to keep yourself together. as the night winds down, everyone says their good nights and you're once again carried over a shoulder to a bedroom, which you assume is donghae’s. you giggle as you are laid on the bed and you immediately feel two pairs of hands on you. you gasp as donghae is quick to lay himself on top of you and begin to kiss you. he kisses you deeply, while the other massages your thighs and you clench them together.

‘so, so pretty baby.’ he muses, hovering over you as he unbuttons his shirt and discards it. you run your hands over his chest, humming happily.

he leans back down to kiss you, open mouthed and tongue laving over yours. you sigh into the auburn-haired mans mouth above you, grabbing at his shoulders and bucking your hips up to try and get the friction you crave. he pulls away from you, whispering into your ear.

‘now you get to see what happens when you tease like that, sweetheart.’

kissing down your chest and you can see how much he’s sweating, anticipating, you look to your right and see hyukjae palming the growing bulge in his pants.

‘c’mon, get over here’ you say a little harsher than you’d have liked. his eyes blow wide at your command and he sauntered over to you and you grab at the bulge and look up at him through your lashes.

hyukjae sucks a sharp breath through his teeth as you reach for his zipper, never breaking eye contact. you’re broken from your focus as you feel your dress bunch up around your middle.

you look down to see the other between your legs, peeling your panties from you. you let out a small gasp as the cool air hits your feverish skin.

he looks into your eyes and his tongue laps against your folds, his eyes close and he begins to go at it more intensely, you’re only slightly aware of how eunhyuk wraps your fingers around his length and encourages you to stroke it. you oblige him, absentmindedly, though your head is thrown back and you’re whimpering for donghae, you’re focusing on making the other man feel good too.

you lead him forward a few steps and open your mouth wide, taking his throbbing cock into your mouth. he moans and you open your mouth wider, taking more of him in. your hand reaches to fondle his balls and your other hand is firmly twisted in the sheets of donghae’s bed.

you begin to close your legs, getting too sensitive. you get a smack on the inner thigh from donghae, a muffled moan slips out. you’re bucking your hips against his mouth, moaning wantonly around the cock passing in and out of your saliva-covered lips. suddenly his hands are in your hair and you look up at him, approval in your eyes.

he grabs your hair and starts to go harder. though you gag a bit, you don’t mind, knowing that you can take it. he gets more and more erratic, lets out a string of curses and groans, finally unloading in your mouth. you swallow easily, and he pulls out of your mouth with an obscene ‘pop’. you’re greeted with a evilly grinning hyuk hovering over you. he leans down giving you a long kiss, stroking your cheeks.

‘such a good girl,’ he states with a strange aggression that makes your core ache even more.

donghae looks up at you and your hands reach for his dark hair, telling him how good he’s doing and how amazing you feel. just after that, he pulls away from you and a loud whine passes your lips.

he comes up your frame and kisses you on the lips, gentle but with purpose, you hum as you taste yourself on his tongue. hyukjae pulls your dress off the rest of the way, marveling at your body as you feel his hands rub up and down.

unzipping his jeans and kicking off his boxers and pants. he kisses down your form once again, occasionally stopping to lick and suck on your nipple, driving you crazy. he looks up at you, telling you how beautiful you look and how good you've been for them. you’re blushing like crazy at the praise and he stands suddenly and tells you to flip over.

doing so, you see a figure standing in the door, or at least you thought. if you weren’t going crazy, it looked a little like.. heechul? not that you minded, but you thought it weird how he wouldn’t just invite himself in.

your thoughts come full stop as you feel donghae enter you, letting out a choked moan as he slowly slides in, slamming the rest of his length the full way. you bite the skin of your wrist and push back against him as he fucks into you.

hyukjae appears before you and begins to kiss you, licking into your mouth and caressing your cheeks softly.

you feel donghae spank you a few times and moan as he does, hyuk’s soft smile turning into a smirk.

‘such a bad girl for liking that , aren't you.’ he states. assertive. it makes you melt just a little bit. you honestly didn’t imagine he would be like this. call it a pleasant surprise.

suddenly, he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you up to him. leaning around your neck he kisses at your jaw and slams into you even harder, hand loose around your throat. you feel yourself getting close, clenching around him harder. you can tell he is too.

trying your best you try to push against him, guiding his hand down your body to your most sensitive spot. you let out a long, broken moan as hyukjae kisses at your collarbones and shoulder, donghae’s hips snapping against you as you cry out one last time, teeth coming down hard on your shoulder as you unravel before them.

both panting and exhausted, you fall to the bed. donghae kisses you softly on the forehead and heads for the bathroom. eunhyuk gets up and returns a few minutes later, comes to lay next to you with a warm washcloth. he smiles at you warmly and wipes you up, careful in between your legs and then takes the now dirty cloth to the bathroom.

donghae returns and climbs under the covers, offering you a nice cottony t-shirt to wear. you thank him quietly and put it on before laying back down. he pulls you into his arms and rests his chin on top of your head, leaning down to tell you how amazingly you did and how grateful he is.

‘we’re going to have so much fun together, the three of us.’

hyukjae does the same when he comes back to bed, and you easily fall asleep quickly between the two men, a tangled mess of bodies softly snoring into the morning.

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justtextmeoppa · 6 years

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Super Junior Reaction when you are 10 years younger then them and receive criticism / hate

For anon

-kyu

Leeteuk

So since Leeteuk is the eldest and is used to having a lot of criticism and hate fall on his shoulders as the leader, he would understand your feelings. He would know what it would feel like to be judged for something you just couldn’t help. Yeah you were ten years younger then him, but both of you were adults. He would continually tell you to just ignore them and concentrate on your relationship with him because that was more important then a bunch of people’s horrible comments.

‘Just look at me, not the damn comments. I love you Y/N and that isn’t going to change over a few opinions.’

‘I don’t want this to affect your career though, Teuk.’

‘You are worth more then my career, my love, and I will fight for us.’

Heechul

Okay so we know that Heechul is somewhat in the news like every three months due to his sexuality, so he would know how to help you deal with this. The sassy member would of course try and fight back verbally and tell you that just because you are young, it doesn’t mean that you mean any less to him. He would hold you in his arms when he found you crying in the bedroom and calm you down with his sweet words and kisses on your head.

‘So what if you are young? I don’t look my age either so people have not right to judge!’

‘That’s not the point, Chul…they hate me with you.’

‘And my point is that I don’t give a shit about their thoughts because you are all I think about anyway.’

Yesung

Yesung would be upset that you were upset. He would not like the way the negative comments would be affecting you. You were beautiful and flawless to him, but seeing your frowning face was nothing like your bubbly self. He would try and comfort you with some silly turtle comedy or make one of his many derp faces (just him imitating Siwon, really). You appreciated his efforts and couldn’t help but smile when he was just looking plain ass silly now.

‘You look like a fool, Yesung.’

‘But it made you smile, didn’t it?! Jagi forget about the stupid comments and just focus on my face!’

‘That handsome amazing face of yours…thank you.’

Kangin

With the current situation of Kangin, he knew what it felt to be judged for every little thing now. He would notice how you were less happy, always wanting to stay inside and not go out over the weekend let alone go out for dinner with him. He would tell you to stop reading the bad comments but would still find you attached to your phone once again and torturing yourself over some peoples stupid criticism.

‘I’m going to take that phone away if you don’t stop hurting yourself.’

‘I can’t help is, Kangin…they hate me.’

‘But I love you so forget them!’

Shindong

Shindong knew the moment that he made his relationship public with you, that you would get some backlash. But he never imagined it would get to this extent. Even though he said you shouldn’t worry about it, he was worried for you more. Worried about you receiving all this criticism and hate because of something as simple as your age. He would come home and find you sitting by the window with your phone lighting up with a new comment every second. He would switch it off and pull you into his arms.

‘It’s okay, I am here…let it all out baby.’

‘I can’t do this anymore, Dong…’

‘I know but can you try a little harder just for me…just for us?’

Sungmin

The soft soul that is Sungmin, he would be very hurt about all the hatred that was coming your way. He would also check your SNS to see the comments and would cringe when he read all the harsh words. People judging you and saying you were only with him for money and fame, and once you got it, you would just dump him. That comment stung the most to you and made you honestly just want to end it with Sungmin. You loved him enough to know that this was not healthy for either of you.

‘I want to break up, Minnie.’

‘I know, but I cannot allow that. You mean the world to me and I will do everything in it to protect you and keep you safe.’

‘But Min-‘

‘Shhh…come here. Let me just hold you.’

Eunhyuk

Hyuk would be furious with this hatred. He would go straight to SM and demand that those who are harassing you should be dealt with legally. You would hear about this and go and confront him. You were sad and angry about what everyone was saying toward you but you didn’t like it that Eunhyuk was putting his head on the line for you. Hyuk would not care what you thought because your safety was all he wanted to have.

‘Stop trying to stop me!’

‘You are going overboard! They hate me, don’t make them start hating you to, Hyuk.’

‘I don’t like the ones I love being hurt, baby. Just let me help because I am not letting go off you anytime soon.’

Zhoumi

Gentleman Zhoumi would not like the words being sprawled on both yours and his SNS. He wouldn’t be as vocal and straight forward as Eunhyuk, but he would like for it to be handled. He knew what it felt like to be criticised due to being Chinese but age was really going overboard for him. He didn’t understand why people just couldn’t stay out of your business. He knew this was affecting you because you didn’t come over as often nor did you want to attend events with him that was something social.

‘Please just come out, the awards will be fun Y/N’

‘And face more judgement? No thank you Mi.’

‘I don’t care what they think, I just want you to be there on this important occasion because you are special to me.’

Donghae

Donghae would be like Sungmin, he would be offended as well by all the hate you were receiving. The dancer was always known to be soft hearted so it wouldn’t be a surprise when he got really upset over the harsh letters that the fans were getting delivered to you. You would be sitting at home and reading yet another note, tears streaming down your face as the person pointed out all of your flaws and reasons why you shouldn’t be with Donghae.

‘Stop reading them.’

‘I can’t help it, they just coming on a daily basis.’

‘Then how about I send you flowers instead. They more beautiful and suit you more then these harsh words that speak no truth!’

Siwon

Siwonnie would be like Eunhyuk, he would want legal action taken right away! If the company wasn’t going to allow it then he would do it personally. He was getting tired of receiving late night calls, letters and shoutings from outside his apartment. He just couldn’t understand why people were so obsessed with your age. He knew that you were still very young but he still loved you regardless. Sitting in the lounge, you just sat in darkness before Siwon arrived home.

‘Stop thinking about it.’

‘It’s hard when we get evening serenades every night, Siwon!’

‘Well then how about we go and have a relaxing bath, help get your mind of it?’

Ryeowook

Wook would be devastated to hear that you were receiving so much hate. But what he would be most sad about was that you kept this away from him. Even though Ryeowook didn’t use social networking that often, he was still pretty clued up. When he came across multiple articles about the issue, he now knew why he would find you crying some late evenings. When he asked you why, you would lie to him and he would of course fall for them but not tonight.

‘Why are you hiding this from me? So what if you are younger then me, I don’t care!’

‘I know you don’t but they do and it is my stupid issue.’

‘And you are important to me, so thus this is my issue as well jagi…I hate seeing you suffer.’

Kyuhyun

Kyuhyun would walk straight into the house, see you sitting at the dining room table with your head in your hands. He would walk pass you to the wine cellar, grab the best bottle he had and along with some glasses before coming to sit by you. He knew you had been having a hard time for the past few months, and he knew that wine fixed everything (well according to him), regardless of the circumstance. He would pour the wine, make you look at him so he could wipe your tears and place a kiss on your forehead.

‘Forget them.’

‘I try but they just keep coming back, Kyu.’

‘Well forget about them now and just focus on me. Focus on the love and attention I am giving you because that is more important then some peoples irrelevant opinion.’

Henry

Just like Zhoumi, Henry would be similar due to being Canadian and Chinese at the same time. He would be practicing his violin on his day off at home, hearing the door slam he knew that it was another crappy day. He would find you in the bedroom, plastered across the bed and just dead quiet. He knew that the hatred was starting to become more hostile as the days went by. You had wanted to go back to your home country on numerous occasions, thinking they would then just forget about you but Henry said he would never allow you to be so far away. So distant from him.

‘I’m really considering moving back, Henry.’

‘And break my heart? If that is the way you wish to go, then I will leave with you. I can’t stand not being with you, Y/N. You are my world and will do everything in my power to make sure that you remain in it.’

‘Sentimental Mochi saves the day…’

*BONUS*

Hangeng

Okay so I believe Hangeng would be a mixture of Siwon and Sungmin because the Chinaman has a very strong and intimidating demure, but also a soft and sensitive side. Your constant tears would eventually be his down fall. Every drop shed, he would die a little inside to a point when he was walking in the streets with you and someone shouted a very cruel and harsh comment. Within seconds he snapped and told the person off before walking off with you.

‘Next time I will do worse then just verbally lash out!’

‘Calm down, they are gone.’

‘I’m sorry you had to see that side of me…it just makes me so angry when you are treated horribly for nothing!’

Kibum

So Kimmy Kibum would not like your sad atmosphere. His smile would always brighten up your mood, but today it had failed because everyone else had finally succeeded in crushing your spirits. Everyday you would try and keep your head held high but today you had reached your limit. You were done! Charging home, you went straight to the bedroom to pack your bag. You needed to get out of here and just live on a deserted island or something. Just a place away from all this negative energy.

‘I hope you packing for a romantic weekend away.’

‘More like a permanent vact….wait what?’

‘I got us a hotel on Jeju island for the weekend. I can see you are suffering hard with this and I want to help. Will you let me do that, babe?’

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bathalyon · 6 years

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Super Junior as High School Students!

Leeteuk:

- The Best Class’s President of the year - aaaand nobody listen to him - loves to have a chat with the teachers, an attention-seeker - When the teacher is absent, he’s the one who would know it first, and ask for replacement task so everyone knows he’s in charge. - he sits on first row, beside Kibum and in front of Heechul - LT: “Guys, Kim Seongsaenim can’t teach us today, I think he’s fall from the cliff or something, but I asked for assignment, YEAH!!” The others: “...” HC: “Let’s kill him.” - He has this one nerdy girl who always been crushing on him. He knows that but pretends to be clueless so he doesn’t have to break her heart. - Is on Charity club and Student Communication Center Club. - Wears white everyday. One time he wears all white from top to toe, and the school janitor thought he’s spirit of clean-ness - always bring wet tissue/? and handkerchief in his bag just to wipes something dirty (OCD alert)

Heechul:

- The Narcissistic Flower-Boy but has a LOT of fans - Supposed to be second-in-command but he can’t even lead himself - Trust me his personality it’s getting better every year, now people can look at him in the eye - rumored to be gay because... JUST LOOK AT THOSE FACE!1!1!1 - (un)usual things on his bag: comb, small mirror, asuka’s miniature, and marker for signing on his fans stuff - HC: *is doing something nice* HG: “What are you doing?” HC: “Uhhh, doing charity?” HG: “BUT YOU’RE SATAN!” - Sits behind Leeteuk so he can wake him up if he’s asleep in the middle of class, and beside Hangeng just because he needs translator. - Jealous of Eunhyuk since he’s the Vice-Class president. - is on Anime club and Drama-Improv Club - make a bet about whose the real gay in class, because he’s SURE he is not the only one....

Hangeng:

- The Exchange Student form China who happens to be stuck with other 14 idiots. - Lives in Students Dormitory with Zhoumi and Henry - is on Martial Arts club and Korean Language Club - Sits on Second row beside Heechul and Henry, Behind Kibum and In front of Zhoumi (Ha... good luck for imagining that...) - Teacher: *explains something* HG: “Henry, can you explain that again to me?” HR: “Idk hyung, I’m not Korean” HG: “Zhoumi, Can you..” ZM: “I’m not Korean either hyung...” HG: “Kibum, do you understand--” HC: “FOR GOD SAKE HANGENG YOU HAVE ME!” - the victim of language and culture barrier. One time Kangin was asked him what he has for a pet, instead of answered, “dog” he said, “crab” - still bring chinese lunch although it’s his third year on Korea - has the most blank faces in every classes. - his parents are rich because they are one of successor from China, but he prefer to be quiet about it than taking a risk to be robbed by his shameless friends (as in 13 of them, except Siwon)

Yesung:

- The weird guy who makes you question things - his fashion style kinda emo but rebel/? - sits on fourth row, beside Shindong and behind Eunhyuk, all he do is sleep in class - is joining the school band as vocalist. Guess what their genre is... yup, EMO. - when he’s bored he goes to people on the second row to touch their philtrum. But he ends up getting slapped by Heechul. - Cass: *in chaos* YS: *humming in song* “Is there anything I could help?” KB: “Yes hyung, we need you to shut up!” - bad at math but good at art - is on School band and Musical-Drama club - has crush on his keyboardist but it goes away when he knows she doesn’t like turtles - client of detention because sleeping in classes - annoyed by Eunhyuk all the time because there is this ‘rivalry’ thing between dance club and musical club, but when it comes to class he just annoyed because Eunhyuk like to tease him about his voice - the others make him promise to not wondering around when there is school trip, because if we lose him, the world is the one in danger, not him

Kangin:

- The one of those Unpopular High-School Jock - always wear his baseball uniform although there were no training that day - sat on the fourth row, beside Shindong and behind Sungmin - best-friends with Leeteuk since he has to persuade him to not tell teacher if he did something wrong - was a school bullyer since he has big figure, but rn he’s just lazy - mistaking Heechul as a girl ONCE, and he regret having a crush on him in the past - KI: “Hey Wookie, Can I copy your homework?” RW: “I don’t think all the answers of my homework are correct” KI: “Well, Is that what I’m asking for?” - client of detention because sleeping in classes.2 - is on Basketball Team and Video Games Club - He was bullying Sungmin in their first grade but now they end up in same class make him more sorry towards him - Don’t worry, Sungmin forgive him although he still can’t be 3 meters around Kangin, face to face. - He always treat the guys especially eunhae since both of them look pitiful

Shindong:

- The Class’s snack storage and Division of Documentation - He prefer to sat in last row, in between Kangin and Yesung, also behind Zhoumi - He’s a Mama boy, so if you wonder where all the foods he has came from, yep it’s his mother - this guy hates pizza and noodles and it makes all the guys love him even more - SD: *leaves the class with full box of pizza* HC: “Yah yah yah, fatso! Where are you going?” SD: “uh.. throwing these? wae hyung? wanna some? I don’t eat pizza” HC: “huh, I guess world is indeed fair” - he doesn’t like to take photograph, so he’s the one who works behind camera instead - is on Screen-writing Club and Food Club - people always treat him like a kid, HE IS KIYOWO THO - This boy doesn’t care basically love ‘jaeyuk’ more than girls - if the class is more crowded than the usually, there must be a ‘wrestling competition’ between him and Kangin - He has been the winner of that competition for 5 consecutive weeks

Sungmin:

- The All-Time High School Sweethearts - He always be that guy who stare at the window in classes, with earphone on both ears and calm looks on his face - speaking of window, he sit on third row beside the window, behind Heechul and in front of Kangin, Zhoumi in his other side. - Sorry girls, he has girlfriend on math class - He used to be nerdy with those big specs but puberty hit him hard - He became popular since his girlfriend is Vice-President of student organization - Heechul always think that he’s the true gay in class, but when he knows Sungmin got a girlfriend, damn tears. - is a genius on learning new language. He listen to Hangeng-Henry-Zhoumi convo and discover how to speak Mandarin immediately, also he watch anime hentai from Eunhyuk’s pc and know he knows how to speak Japanese - KH: “Hyung stop doing that...” SM: “Huh? Stop doing what?” KH: “Smiling, the fangirls outside are having trouble breathing...” - is on Psychological Club and Foreign Movie Club - He made out with Kangin on Group therapy themed “Jocks need Nerds, but Nerds can murder Jocks without leaving a trace”

Eunhyuk:

-The hyperactive Class Clown and Leeteuk’s right-hand - has been friends with Donghae since they were on Kindergarten - he sits beside him and Zhoumi, in front of Yesung and behind Henry. third row - is on Food Club too because he eats a lot, ppl always say that Shindong is the one who has large stomach, they are wrong - also in Dancing club, the foods he eat are burned there - SW: “I think Eunhyuk is handsome...” EH: “HAH! DO YOU HEAR HIM GUYS? HE SAID I’M HANDSOME! SIWON-AH SAID THAT AGAIN!” SW: “I think I have talent on lying, hehe” - he call himself ‘Jewel-boy’ but the boys call him ‘Sun Go Kong’ - spends his time too much with Donghae, he become the 2nd Pabo in class - that one guy who gives teacher random questions and random answers - is happy when everyone cracks up because of his jokes - is the real angel here, PROTECT HIM - although he’s kinda silly but everyone never doubt his leadership, even Heechul is afraid of angry Eunhyuk

Zhoumi:

- The Not-So-Chinese-Playboy - He’s Siwon’s cousin, no wonder they kinda look alike- he sit on third row, between Eunhyuk and Sungmin, behind Hangeng and In front of Shindong. - he knows he born with ‘handsome genes’ that’s why he’s known as the class’s player - at every lunchtime he would come to cafeteria to pick up girls - his success rate is 4/10, depends on how dumb the girls are - is on basketball team since he wants to see the cheerleaders, and on School Magazine club - KI: “Yeah, talk to you later nunna” *hang up the phone call* ZM: “Is that your sister?” KI: “Yep” ZM: “Is she pretty?” KI: “Do you wanna see her from hospital or graveyard?” - he’s the most ‘up to date’ person on class. His gadgets are in diverse. One time Eunhyuk was in shookt when he knows that Zhoumi’s toilet could lift the lid by itself - knowing a lot of people at school, kinda popular. And the boys make him gossip scouts and news notifier

Donghae:

- Class’s Crybaby and Beauty-Pabo - people said he’s handsome but he doesn’t believe it til now - he’s not stupid on common knowledge, he’s just stupid at doing his life - he sits beside Eunhyuk and behind Siwon - he loves poetry and photography, makes him joined Writing Club and Photography Club - because he friends with Eunhyuk, he also takes Dance Club. He kinda follow Hyuk everywhere.... - he’s spoiled by Heechul because he looks like lil puppy who needs its mama (or tamagochi) - Teacher: “How many world war has happen up until today?” DH: “ME! 6 WORLD WAR” EH: “Yah, not that many!” DH: “Jinjja? Is it 5 and a half?” - The others never let Siwon, Donghae, and Heechul walk together, the hallway would riven - he cried watching Bambi and Documentary of Crocodile’s Evolution - he has a lot of secret admirer, not fans tho, just the one who cannot talk to him because of his 14 overprotective brothers

Siwon: - The Real High School Prince and Church Oppa - His parents are on of biggest donors for school - Everyone who knows this immediately treat him like prince, (everyone knows tho...) - despite his handsome appearance, the boys always mock him because he looks older than he suppose to - always go to Church to pray or just refill his holy water for purifying Heechul - he sits on second row, beside Henry, Behind Ryeowook, and in front of Donghae. - From the first day of school, he always wants to be friends with Ryeowook, but Wookie can’t stand Siwon’s greasiness - KB: “Why are you so rich and Zhoumi looks like he always got nothing to eat?” SW: “Because I always thankful for what God’s ha given to me...” KH: "HEECHUL HYUNG! SIWON HYUNG IS GIVING HIS TRIAL TO KIBUM” HC: *slams table* “NOBODY PERSUADE MY BABY!” - He’s on Christian Club and Charity Club, holy shisus... - the boys crowned him as “the one who likely to become a president” and “the one who likely to become a sugar daddy if Heechul ask him to”

Kibum:

- The most normal among the freak - actually he’s not normal, he’s too quiet - despite the silent he does, he always get 1st rank at school. No, not class, at SCHOOL. - sometimes he would play with the other boys, ot be the one who split the fight with his intelligence - he sits in first row between Leeteuk and Kyuhyun. In front of Hangeng - tbh, his favorite hyung is probably Sungmin because he’s the next normal one - YS: “Kibum-ah, you’re too smart for this class, why are you in this class?” KB: “Hyung, If you want to look smarter you need to hang out with dumb people” - is on Science Club and Math Club - loves astronomy because he wants to go to somewhere more quite than this class - the only person who would fight him is Kyuhyun, but both of them are lousy so they just ends up crying and made up - Siwon’s companion going to church

Ryeowook:

- The Music Box and Class’s Chef - he sits on first row, beside Kyuhyun and in front of Siwon - he choose a song that suits situation of the class everyday - SD: *is eating* RW: *plays SJ - Cooking? Cooking!* DH: *is crying* RW: *plays Seventeen - Don’t wanna cry* HC: *is doing anything* RW: *plays Sunmi - Gashina* HC: *death glare* “really Ryeowook, really?” - he also the one who does commentary when somebody doing something, the most absurd thing he does is commenting on Yesung who just chewing gum - is on Radio Club and Cooking club - He won from category of “the one you wants to get stuck in deserted island with” and the reason is just because he can cook - admits that he has girlfriend, but nobody believe that. everyone wonder what kind of girlfriend who wants parrot as her boyfriend - once ask Siwon to buy him a GIRAFFE as his birthday gift

Kyuhyun:

- The Gamer with Mouth full-of Sarcasm - that one guy who never pay attention on class but always get the 2nd rank - Leeteuk would always be the one who snatch his phone or game out of his hand so he would interact with others - he sits in first row between Kibum and Ryeowook, also in front of Henry - there is one time when Kyuhyun made Donghae cry because he said Donghae is useless - HG: “I can’t believe you said that, I’m mad at you!” KH: “Hi Mad At You, I’m Kyuhyun! Nice to meet you” - is on Algebra club and starcraft club - the boys never let him goes into argument with Heechul, there would be no end - but sometimes Heechul is his companion on playing starcraft and mock the others in sarcasm - everyone call him “Evil Junior” - He almost killed Yesung’s turtle by giving it a camphor - Siwon’s second target of purifying soul

Henry:

- The one little bastard - he came from Canada but his soul is Germany - likes to hide porn inside Eunhyuk’s table, so he’s the one who get blamed - sits in seond row, between Hangeng and Siwon, Behind Kyuhyun and In front of Eunhyuk. - since his cheeks are chubby, the hyungs often pinch it so it gets red - SD: “I get nervous when you get silent in the corner of the room” HR: “Waeyo hyung?” SD: “Molla...” *look at Henry’s magazine* - is on Violin Club and DJ Club - his parents is Korean, but they lived in Canada for 7 years and now forget how to talk in hangul/? - his favorite hyung is Heechul since he’s always on his side whenever porn is involved - HC: “HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT MY BABY WATCH PORN, HE’S INNOCENCE!” LT: “HE FREAKKING NAMED THE FILE “TISSUE NEEDED”, HOW COME I’M NOT SUSPICIOUS!” - he sleeps on the same bed as Hangeng because he’s skinnier than Zhoumi

#super junior #suju #sj #leeteuk #heechul #hangeng #yesung #kangin #shindong #sungmin #eunhyuk #donghae #zhoumi #siwon #kibum #ryeowook #kyuhyun #henry #kpop #kpop imagine #suju imagine

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My favourite male K-pop dancers (aka GODS).

Ten (NCT)

I recently re-discovered this sweetie and he’s the reason why I’m doing this list. I already knew him (since NCT U debuted), and I was in love with his solo song (Dream in a Dream), but I wasn’t aware of how amazing this boy is on every level until now. I hope he comes back soon, as of riGHT NOW. Well, it’s never too late to make an appreciation, so here it is:

Hoshi (Seventeen)

What can I say about this beautiful little man? He’s a great dancer and an amazing choreographer. Honestly, I think I should put all of SVT members in this place, but Hosh is the best among the best, so...

Shownu (Monsta X)

Well, when I first saw Shownu in the Hero MV I thought ‘Damn, boy, you must be the main dancer’. And I was right. I inmediately became obsessed with him for many reasons (u know what i mean). I have probably watched every dance practice, every fancam focused on him, and every video where he appears dancing, and I never get tired of this talented man.

J-Hope (BTS)

I love this Spaghetti man! What can’t he do? I freak out every time I see him dance, and I’m always afraid he might break himself. No, seriously, one of the best dancers out there, for sure:

Zelo (BAP)

My first k-pop dancer from my first k-pop group! And also my first bias. This little big boy is like my first k-pop love, and he has a special place in my heart for that. His skills never cease to amaze me, and I remember how shook I was when I saw him do this in One Shot:

Jungkook (BTS)

I still cannot believe how fast our Kookie has grown up... Every time I see him move, my heart stops beating. Really, I can’t help falling in love with this adorable baby boy. He’s called ‘golden maknae’ for a reason...

Jisung (NCT)

Speaking of disrespectful kids... What a discovery! NCT’s full of surprises, and I’m so disappointed in me for not noticing sooner. Anyway, this boy has a bright future, I can see that. All I’m asking is for SM not to waste his talent.

Donghae (Super Junior)

As you may have noticed by my avatar, Donghae is one of my biases, and being a great dancer I couldn’t not include him on this list. To me, he’s the king of sexiness, and that sexiness increases when he dances. This man is a gift from the gods!

Eunhyuk (Super Junior)

And continuing with the list of sexy dancers, we can’t forget our dancing machine! Eunhae is probably the most iconinc dancing duo in K-pop, and no one can’t deny this man is attractive af when he’s on stage... and off the stage too, but let’s be honest, he belongs there!

Seunghoon (WINNER)

Wonderful dancer? Yes. Cute and sexy af? Yes. Underrated in every way? Sadly, yes. He’s my bias in Winner, how could he not be? I think this guy has so much potential, and yet YG keeps neglecting him (and the whole group). Please, let this amazing man shine as he deserves!

Dino (Seventeen)

Another exaple of the greatness of Seventeen. I said before that I wish I could include the group as a whole, because their synchronization is no joke! But I’ll only inlude the two members who are, in my humble opinion, the best dancers. Our baby Dino can do basically anything in this world, and we should appreciate him more. And also... Damn, he’s grown up well!

Donghyuk (iKON)

Speaking of underappreciated people... If it wasn’t because I’m into iKON I wouldn’t even imagine how good of a dancer Donghyuk is. Please, YG, stop ignoring talented people! Let’s take a minute to contemplate this piece of art:

Hoya (former Infinite D:)

I’m not over the fact that Infinite lost this wonderful human being... They are another exaple of overwhelming synchronization, and they’ve shown they still can do well without their main dancer, because Dongwoo is no joke either, and the rest of the members are amazing too. But honestly, the dancing skills of this man were from another planet. I still love Infinite though, and certainly I still love Lee Howon.

Jongup (BAP)

If you combine 50% talent and 50% sexiness, you get this man. And that’s exactly what God made when he created such an angel. My early years into K-pop were a constant struggle between Zelo and Jongup to reach the top of my bias list. Just in case you’re curious, Himchan overthrew them both eventually, but that’s another story. What matters now is that this boy is what heaven looks like:

Lay (EXO)

And here we have another angel fallen from the sky. Okay, every time I remember Lay is the only Chinese member left in EXO, I beg SM to not screw up again. Honestly, this man is also pretty much underrated and (I hate to say this) overshadowed by Kai (whom I love, but let’s be real). So here’s my appreciation to our lovely dance machine:

Yugyeom (GOT7)

I’ve just realised I may have a thing for maknaes, and Yugyeom is no exception. He’s my bias wrecker in GOT7 and because of that I have a love/hate relationship with him... No, not really, the truth is I completely love him! For God sake, look at him:

Taeyong (NCT)

Okay, okay, Taeyong, I get it. You have me, so stop trying to make me love you. You win. I’ve been sleeping on this dancing visual GOD for way too long, and I think it’s time to give him what he deserves: love and recognition and admiration. How couldn’t I see how wonderful he is? And I hope everyone stops hating on this little sweet pumpkin right now!

Kai (EXO)

Speaking of dancing kings I tend to ignore because I think they’re too popular... I said that Lay usually gets overshadowed by this cute ballerina, but that doesn’t change the fact that our dance king Kai is still a KING, and he deserves everything good in this world. Just let’s love everyone the same (at least that’s what I try to do).

Taemin (SHINee)

And if we talk about kings, we can’t forget the king of the sassy dancing maknaes! Everything related to SHINee hurts me a lot right now, and we all know the reason... But we need to appreciate what we still have. That way we’ll honour what we tragically lost. Keep it up, Taemin, you will always be one of a kind!

Taeyang (BIGBANG)

And last but no least (quite the opposite, actually), it would be a crime not to include another dance god. I first saw him in the Wedding Dress MV, when a friend showed it to me. I wasn’t a K-pop fan then (I barely knew what K-pop was), but I remember I was amazed by the choreography (and the story, of course).

Finally, I’d like to make clear that obviously there are many more great male dancers in K-pop, and I’m probably missing some of the essential ones, which is unforgivable, I know. But I wanted to include only those whom I enjoy the most watching, those with whom I became obsessed in the past, or I still obsessed with (most of them...), so this list is NOT objective and I DO NOT mean to say that these 20 boys are the only good korean dancers. They are my favourites and I just wanted to give them the recognition they deserve.

Thank you for reading! <3

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