#caregiver!kimi

[rolling-restart]

Little!Mick on the day of sebs last race is gonna be an absolute wreck!! He’s gonna wanna show his support and be proud of sebs achievements (because he’s a perfect good boy who first and foremost loves his daddy) but at the same time he’s gonna be so sad at the thought of not being able to race with Seb again 😭 maybe another one of the drivers finds Mick trying to stop crying and can tell he’s slipping so looks after him until he can go to Seb….. or maybe kimi is there for the last race and he’s the one to go find mick…….. -🐬 (sorry for the angst & mentioning the r word hehehe)

Why do you have to do this to me?? I???

Little Mick acts tough but he is a very fragile boy and very emotionally dependant on his caregiver. 

I think he would try not to slip for a while after he learned that Seb is retiring at the end of the season because he cannot anticipate his little self’s reaction to this news. He is terrified of guilting Seb regarding the decision because he also knows it is in his best interest to retire. However, holding back in this very emotional state is getting very hard for him and he finds himself slipping a little after putting on a brave and mature face when he is with Seb in public. 

Seb is very aware of this situation but is trying to give Mick space to digest the news and doesn’t encourage him to drop like he usually does. Also, they are very lost in their own responsibilities and maybe cannot make time to see each other. 

Kimi’s visit during Monza weekend makes it a little easier for Mick but he still refuses to drop because since everything is busy, they don’t get any free time where he, Seb and Kimi can be together. He doesn’t want to be a crybaby to Kimi, either, because he believes that his isä might not be able to handle his emotional turmoil. 

Until Singapore, Mick manages to stay calm but after the race, something in him comes undone and he finds himself slipping in his motorhome. He quickly locks himself into his driver’s room when he realises he is slipping and plans to stay there until he feels better or they kick him out. Deep down, he hopes Seb will come to look for him and makes this sinking feeling in his chest go away with his smile and a warm hug. 

Seb, who is celebrating his points finish, doesn’t realise Mick is missing and doesn’t go look for him initially. After all, Mick has been showing great control over his little space for the past month and he is pretty much sure that he would let him know if he needs him. However, there is a little sparkle of doubt in him that says that Mick might also be playing the easy child to not burden him with how he is taking the news of his retirement. Still, he decides to put his money on adult Mick’s self-regulatory capabilities, which is a big mistake.

In the end, it is Este who finds Mick. Deflated with the DNF, he wanders around the paddock and decides to hang out with Mick for a while before they all call it a day and return to their hotels. The locked door of Mick’s driver's room shoots anxiety in Este’s body because he knows how fragile Mick has been for the past month since Mick talks more to Este about his concerns and sadness. Honestly, it seems normal for Mick to open up to a peer who is not his caregiver because he gets to receive support without feeling like a burden. 

Este knocks gently and then vigorously on the door until he hears feet shuffling on the other side. Mick opens the door only a crack but even from a fragment of his face, Este can tell that he has been crying since the post-race briefing. Este sort of shoves himself in before Mick can say anything. The room is in a state of chaos, spare clothes scattered around and an army of plushies on the small makeshift bed, circling a Mick-shaped space. 

Mick doesn’t say anything because he is afraid that he might not be able to stop himself from baby talking, maybe in German and just softly sobs. Este, being very close to Mick, knows that he slips but since he never slipped while he is around, he understands why Mick is very shy about their current situation. He gently herds Mick back to his spot surrounded by his plushies and takes his phone out to call Seb. Normally, Mick would protest and try to stop him from interrupting Seb’s celebration but he is too far gone in his state of self-pity that he doesn’t register what Este is doing. 

Thankfully, Seb picks up and promises that he is going to be there as soon as he can. Este lets out a sigh of relief because honestly, he doesn’t know what to do with a very angsty little Mick on his own. He quietly makes his exit following Seb’s arrival to give the two some space. 

Seeing Seb with a very concerned look on his face does something to little Mick and he uncharacteristically bursts into tears. Seb, initially very confused, makes his way to where Mick is snuggled up with his plushies and throws his arms around his little baby. Since he doesn’t see retirement as a big issue, he doesn’t register the cause of all of this immediately but still holds Mick tightly. 

“What is wrong Micki? Talk to me, please!”

Mick tries to hold his head up to explain himself between sobs but he immediately fails and falls into another sobbing fit. The sight breaks Seb’s heart into million pieces but he knows he needs to stay calm and collected for his little Micki.

“You… You are gonna leave me… Like isä did!”

Seb freezes with the realisation for a second and goes stiff around Mick. This makes Mick sob even harder.

“Micki, what are you talking about? I am not leaving you, and neither is isä!”

Mick sniffles for a second between his sobs.

“But you will! And isä already left me… Now papa will too! And Micki will be all alone!”

At that moment, Seb regrets everything. Yes, he wants to leave this toxic environment. Yes, he doesn’t like to be in an uncompetitive car but is it worth it? Is it worth making his little Micki cry like this even for a second?

“Oh my little baby, it’s all going to be fine! Papa and isä will be with you all the time! We will make the time for you. You’ll never feel alone.”

Mick doesn’t seem to hear him and keeps crying to the crook of his neck for a while and Seb keeps gently rocking him. After all, there is nothing more important than his little Micki and he is already plotting ways to rescue Mick between weekends and kidnap him to Switzerland as often as possible. Or to the US to see isä racing. He knows it won’t be as easy but it is worth trying for the little boy in his arms who also happens to be the light of their life.

#little!mick #little!drivers #ms #caregiver!seb #caregiver!kimi #sv #kr #eo #as plot device #sfw. #angst #🐬 #answered asks #i am crying #simi #sebastian vettel/kimi raikkonen

[captainnameless]

I don't know if you've talked about this in the past, but for the #littlef1adventures, what are around everyone's (approximate) ages and who their caretakers are?

tbh with you i don’t necessarily think about a specific age when writing them, but like around 4ish? maybe? in my head they don’t fully embody that 4yo you know, just aspects of it mixed with who they already are.

and for cg’s i’m not set in stone for it

for Max it’s predominantly Daniel, like 95% Daniel. that’s his Daddy. but like, GP takes care of him, Seb has, Carlos has. etc.

Lando is mostly Carlos, but definitely is around Daniel a lot too. Daniel is definitely a main caregiver for Lando.

George is predominantly Lewis. maybe sometimes Daniel?

Charles is predominantly Sebastian, but definitely sees Carlos a lot too. has been taken care of by Kimi too.

Mick is predominantly Sebastian and Kimi. Uncle Lewis makes an appearance regularly.

i like to mix it up lolol, of the top of my head there’s not really any pairing i wouldn’t write but then again i do go off of real life interaction so if it’s 2 people that rarely speak then i might not have the inspiration for them.

#littlef1adventures

[watercolor-hearts]

Need more age regression fics, could you suggest more?

Hi, yeah, here are the ones I've read or know of:

Max is a little, Charles and Brad are his caregivers:

Little Maxie Little Maxie - taking a nap

Mick is a little, Seb and Kimi are his caregivers:

Skyfall is Where We Start

Logan is a little, Alex is his caregiver:

til your tired eyes do close

Max is a little, Daniel is his main caregiver but in this story it's Carlos:

the unearthing

Lando and Max are littles, Daniel and Carlos are their caregivers but in this story they're both with Daniel:

the perfect fit

Max is a little, Daniel is his caregiver:

All Yous are Good Home Again Turkey Dinosaurs AU (I think there are more stories on Tumblr to it than on Ao3.) Tumblr tag link Crayons series

Lando is a little, Oscar is his main caregiver but in this story it's Carlos:

priceless art (in someone else's galery)

Daniel's a little, Max is his caregiver (I think, but I don't really remember because I was half asleep when I was reading a story in this au):

de-aged daniel series/au

#formula 1 fanfic #formula 1 #answered asks #anonymous asks

[standing-restart]

Well, since being horny for Kimi on main (annon lol) is what brought me here I will go ahead and claim the 🧊 emoji hahaha

Thanks for ending the line of thought too btw. Coming till you forget what you were stressing about? Sign me up for it! And I just know that Kimi boy would be more than happy to oblige 😮‍💨

I totally forgot to add your emoji to the pinned post, but it’s there now <3 right where it belongs! Welcome to the family, 🧊 !

It’s a crime that I don’t get more Kimi asks in, so allow me to take this one and just run with it.

Kimi is so good at keeping an eye on you, and recognizing the signals of building up stress. There’s nothing that he loves more than letting you relax (he strikes me as a perfect caregiver, too) and even when his outward personality might give off the illusion that he’s cold, he’s very soft when it comes to you.

He might notice it before you even do. The small signs. All it takes is a single tell before he’s softly rubbing your shoulders, letting you rant about your day/experience. The thing with Kimi is that he’s an excellent listener, and half the time you don’t even notice that you’re unloading while wrapped up in his arms.

Soft kisses against your temple, skilled hands that quite literally massage the stress out of you. He just hums at the right times, a few scattered “go on” to keep you comfortable while you share what’s on your mind.

Those wandering hands... well, they do always end up somewhere. Usually, between your legs, massaging the inside of your thighs before he reaches up to tease you through your panties.

I think Kimi walks the fine line between soft and rough all the time. Yes, he will let you slot between his legs, your back against his chest, while he just toys with your clit for hours, covering your neck in soft kisses. But at the same time, I can totally see him being into restraints? Sometimes an orgasm isn’t enough to shut your mind off, and that’s where his dom side really comes in to play.

#forgive meeeeheeeee for the forgotten emoji! #it's added now. all is well #KR #nsfw.txt #dom!KR #🧊

[ggukkiereads]

hi hii I was wondering if you had any taekook x reader fics ? 🙈 , also wondering if I could I go as 🗯 anon if that's okay? I love ur recs so much and ur page is a LIFESAVER , ily bae <3

🌷 Dear 🗯️ anon! I am sorry for answering so late. My drafts are all messed up but I was able to focus on this. On my 📍 pinned post, I actually asked if you meant love triangles or MMF smut but you didn't reply. So, I'll just put both =)

Enjoy! Much love and credit goes to all these wonderful writers who brought these fics to life 💖🥳

TaeKook Fics (Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook)

Love Triangle/s

M/M/F Smutty One Shots/Series

#ReadwithMe (fics in my reading queue/planning to read)

Love Triangle

All I Want @ardentlyjae - series [6/6] | 126k | War AU, Soldier!Taehyung | Heavy Angst, S

I actually read this on AO3 but I realized it’s on tumblr too. I remember this fic every time I hear Kodaline’s All I Want, which the fic was inspired by

Anima Meaology @arckook - series [5/5] | 26k | Soulmate AU, soulmate glitch (those with mismatched tattoos on their wrist) | A, F

I read this long ago on AO3 when I had this soulmate AU-fixation phase and I saw it on tumblr recently. Just had to read it again 🥺

Aquarium, Part 2 @whatifyoulivelikethat - two shot | 6.9k | cheating/infidelity, healing/comfort, second chances | A, F

I really like this comfort fic 🥰. Also shows that people deserve second chances, even the person who caused so much hurt. Screamed about it here and here

Change @junghelioseok - series [10/10] | 39.2k | a kind handsome stranger (Taehyung) makes you question your deteriorating relationship (Jungkook) | A, S, F

can I just say that Taehyung is such a sweetheart here 🥰? I always envision Paris Taehyung 2018 in this

Everything Goes @jamaisjoons - one shot | 24k | Fuckboy!Taehyung, Bestfriend!Taehyung, Stranger!Jungkook, unrequited love | A, S  (really angsty)

First Light @inktae - one shot | 24k | Bestfriend!Taehyung, Masked Jungkook who can’t seem to leave the forest, Fantasy AU, based on hotarubi no mori e | F

If you’ve seen my fic recs list, inktae is always part of my recs. The way they write is just emotionally and visually haunting. Their works are just masterpieces. This is beautifully heartbreaking and heartbreakingly beautiful.

House of Cards @aiimaginesbts - series [10/10] | 40k | infidelity au, taehyung in an arranged marriage with someone else, roommate Jungkook | A, S, F

don’t we all want to have a roommate like Jungkook who will be there to comfort you over your heartbreak over someone else?

Stealing the Bite by wildernessuntothemselves - series [6/6] | 37k | witch!reader x werewolf!taehyung x vampire!jungkook, supernatural au, fantasy au | S, A

I mentioned before that some are divided re the ending, so I wonder what’s going to be the reactions of others

The Muse @daddychims - one shot | 30k | Author!Reader, Bestfriend!Taehyung, Fuckboy!Taehyung,  Coworker!Jungkook, Taehyung offered OC to watch him have sex with another so she could write an erotic scene | S, A, F

The Universe of Us (read on mobile) @/taesthetes (officially closed her account) - one shot | 21k | Dream AU, Fantasy, Slice of Life, Kimi no Nawa-inspired | F, A

I am never going to shut up about this fic lol. It’s not exactly a love triangle, ugh hard to explain but please read this wonderful fic. Check their other KTH x R x JJK soulmate fic Cloud Ten too.

When You Least Expect @johobi - series [12/14 + drabble] | 118k | Slow Burn, Love Triangle, Drama, Childhood Friend Taehyung, set up with another guy (Jungkook) | S, A, F

ugh, I want to put another tag about Jungkook but I guess it’s a surprise. I just love the drama 🍿

🌷 I’m forgetting two more fics but I’ll update this once I remember. I haven’t read recently released fics too! I’ll add if there are good ones that come along

MMF Smutty One Shots/Series

A Piece of You @httpjeon - one shot | 13.9k | abo dynamics, camboy AU, camgirl AU, fan jungkook joins the cam session | S, F

All’s Fair @kimvtae - one shot | 13k | soulmate AU, college AU, dating Taehyung for a year but different name (Jungkook) showed up on OC’s wrist (lol it’s not a problem if you can get them both) | S

Blacklisted @/httpjeon - one shot | 21k | dom/sub AU, CEO AU, “after departing from your dom, you’re assigned to two incredibly powerful men” | A, F, S

Business @btssmutgalore - two shot | 28.9k | executive!reader, inventors/start-up owners taekook | S (seriously, how could I have missed including this here)

Dulce Periculum @forgottenpasta - two shot [2/2]  | 16k | Hybrid AU, Tiger Hybrid!Tae, Owner!Reader, Wolf Hybrid!Jungkook | S, A, F

Easy Like Sunday Morning @ofsugakookies - one shot | 11.8k | boyfriend AU (yes, both of them), dom!taehyung, sub!jungkook | S, PWP

It Takes Two To Make A Thing Go Right @imaginethisbts - two shot [2/2] 11.6k | Hybrid AU (dog hybrids) | S, A (side note: I realized I’ve read all of their fics! give their masterlist a try)

Just Kidding @/whatifyoulivelikethat - series [5/?] | 21.1k+ | nympho OC, friend Taehyung, tae’s roommate Jungkook | S, kinda F, crack

this is actually fun 😊; and the episodes are written in a drabble-ish sort of way so you won’t feel like it needs to be updated to get the story moving. It’s basically just reading fun scenarios of nympho OC and these two satisfying her needs *wink wink

Not So Digital @jiminables  - sequel to Digital Boy | 2.7k | camboy!taehyung, bestfriend!jungkook, short mxm | S, slight F

Playing to Win @tayegi - one shot | 8.6k | FWB AU (tae), sort of enemies to lovers (jungkook), TaeKook (mxm), originally Taehyung x OC (fwb) | S

okay this is one of my favorites! I’m amazed at how the power dynamics were written. Taehyung seems a dom with OC but with Jungkook he is all soft and sub; then, there’s that dynamic between Jungkook and OC who disliked each other originally. I just found the shifting so interesting and the writer was able to display these changes in dom/sub behavior among the three characters really well

Pour Up @jungkxook - one shot | 14k | fuckboy AU, fratboy AU (applies to two of them), one sassy OC, one kind of jealous Koo | S (thank you dear author for reposting this! 🥰)

Shhh @bang-tan-bitches - drabble (with OT7 sequel) | 2.7k | PWP (just pure hot imagine)

Shameless @imaginethisbts - one shot | 5.1k | established relationship (jungkook x oc), Taehyung’s POV, exhibitionism | S (not exactly threesome, because JK and OC are just doing it in front of people, Taehyung had a bit of action in the end)

Sugar & Spice @divine-bangtan - one shot | 20.8k | Kiki’s Delivery Service!AU, Baker AU, Noona AU, Assistant!Jungkook, Rich!Taehyung, pining Koo, a bit of M x M  | S, F, A (it’s all good everyone ends up happy 😊)

Sugar and Spice @sunkissedjk - two shot [2/2] | 8.6k | Your friends ask you whether you prefer sugar (jjk) or spice (kth) | S

ugh this is such an indulgent imagine. If taekook are your friends and they help you decide what type of sex you prefer through a demonstration, wouldn’t you want for multiple demos before deciding? *wink wink

Sacrilegious @therealmintedmango -  part of the Gods and Monsters series | 15.6k | Demon!Jungkook, Fallen Angel!Reader, God!Taehyung | S (so sinful 😈💦)

Sweat Pea @nitaescence - series [10/10] | 63k | DDLG!AU, caregiver!jungkook, caregiver!taehyung, little!oc | S, F, A

so I’m glad there was an ask about caregiver!jungkook because I remembered this. I actually checked if there’s a follow up drabble because the ending is open to any interpretation so I’m curious how other readers interpreted it

051 + Scum’s Wish @scriptmin - one shot | 3k | bestfriend!jungkook, pining!oc (unrequited), rebound!taehyung | S, A

it’s actually kind of sad 😭 but I added this because it's good to have variety. Not all smutty pieces will be a happy one

Tattooed Two @/httpjeon - one shot | 8.5k | tattoo artist AU, boyfriend Jungkook joined by his bestfriend Taehyung | S, F

The Doms Next Door @tatertotthethot - series [3.1/?] | 33.8k+ | BDSM AU, Poly, Neighbor AU, Tattoo Artist AU | S

I really love this series. It’s so funny too, I remember Jimin here - he’s THAT bestfriend you want to have. PLUS TaeKook are absolutely hot. If you're not interested in being a sub or partaking in bdsm, you will reconsider

The Hush Series @suga-kookiemonster - two shot [2/2] | 16.9k | coworker’s friends TaeKook, sort of E2L (Jungkook), dom!taehyung, a bit of voyeurism | | S

okay, I really like author’s writing. It can be about sinful delicious smut scenes but I noticed the members always have this developed characterization. I actually find Taehyung so adorably charming - makes me wonder if irl tae is secretly sinful too behind that sweetness lol

Thic Trilogy @btsinned - series [3/7] | 37k+ | CEO AU, Hybrid AU, College AU, Chubby!Reader | S, F, A

🌷 I’m throwing in fics in my reading queue #ReadwithMe

Attitude Adjustment @s0seo - one shot | 11.8k | Roommate AU | S

Chain Reaction @kissmetae - one shot | 3.2k | boyfriend Taehyung and friend Jungkook helping OC relax | S

Cherry @kpopstories - series [4/?] | 29k+ |  college AU, fuckboy AU, love triangle | A, S, F (this is part of my ongoing reading list)

Cobalt Blue @hauntedlilies - one shot | 11.3k | artist AU, “you asked Jungkook to draw you like one of his french girls” | S

When You’re Mad @honeyj00ns -  one shot | 3.8k | established relationship (boyfriend Jungkook), enemies to lovers Taehyung, Taehyung is JK’s bestfriend, Christmas AU, College AU| S

Madam Cupcake @craztextae - series [6/?] | 69.2k+ | Sugarbaby AU, Idolverse, idol!jungkook meets OC through an app called “sugarmamas(.)com” | S, F

Player Two @minjoonalist - one shot | 10.6k | Gamer!Jungkook, Boyfriend!Jungkook, Boyfriend!Taehyung, Brat!Reader | S

Tag Team @goodnight-tae - one shot | 5.2k | stripper AU, TaeKook are roommates and friends who share most things 😉 | S, PWP

Whoa @bangtanlalaland - one shot | 4.7k | skater!taehyung, 1970s AU, coworker!jungkook | S, PWP, Crack

posted: 2021 March 12; updated: 2021 May 12

link to other fic recs here

feel free to recommend a fic

#🌷 chats #taekook x reader #taehyung x reader #jungkook x reader #jungkook fic recs #taehyung fic recs #taekook smut #taehyung smut #jungkook smut #ggukkiereadingcollection #🗯 anon #asks #bts x reader #bts smut

[thesunflowerprince]

Little Terushima headcanons that no one asked for ✨

It’s Terushima’s birthday today, so I thought some little headcanons were necessary for the birthday boy!

— he loves being called Shima, sunshine, and sweet pea

— his age is 5-7

— his favourite show is gravity falls and Mabel is his favourite character

— he loves playing games like hide and seek and tag

— he has so much energy, it’s actually ridiculous

— he doesn’t mind being little in front of people

— after tiring himself out, he loves to sit in his caregivers lap and snuggle

— his favourite snack is the Hello Panda strawberry biscuits

— he loves hearing stories

— he has a very active imagination and always has some big story for what he is playing with

— he has so many stuffies, but his favourite is his big llama stuffie he named Kimi

— his perfect little date would be going to build a bear

— he cant have too many sweets or else he gets sick and pouty

— he doesn’t listen very well and can be super bratty at times

— he drinks too much soda when he’s big, so he drinks a lot of water or juice when he’s little

— his favourite toys are his teenage mutant ninja turtles action figures

— he doesn’t colour often, but he does like drawing pictures for his caregiver

— all his drawings must go on the fridge or else he gets upset

— he celebrates his stuffies birthdays

#haikyuu agere #Little Terushima #I love him so much omfg

[quillbetweenboots]

GENTLE LIE

A sequel to PLEDGE

by Lala J. Thorpe

Pairing: Uruha x Rin; Kai x Nacchii

Rating: M

             “Aishiteru yo.”

           The phrase kept ringing to Rin’s ears as if it had become a sweet lullaby for her. She was certain that Uruha was able to keep his promises in spite of those immense obstacles they had gone through. The feelings of affection erupted inside her since he was finally discharged from hospital in which Rin was appointed by Uruha’s band-mates to be his personal caregiver. She must be careful in case the paparazzi caught her.

           Some gigs were postponed due to Uruha’s recovery. The doctor suggested that they must not take risk before his wound was completely healed. Both Rin and Uruha grew closer and had gone more affectionate towards each other. She often spent the night in his penthouse to keep him company.

           It was a month before Rin’s departure to Paris for the college enrolment. But the doubt had been clouding her mind since she and Uruha were getting inseparable even though Paris always became a special topic in their conversation. The marriage planning also got more vivid. Deep down, she wished she hadn’t registered for the French university in the first place if it meant to be separated from her beloved guitarist. She wanted to stay where Uruha was and lived as a common college student in Japan.

           “Have you prepared everything for your departure?” asked Nacchii one day in her flat.

           Rin didn’t answer.

         “Rin, you okay? You’ve been occupied with heavy thoughts since yesteday. Is something bothering you?” Nacchii shook Rin’s body lightly.

           “Ne, Nacchii. Do you think Sensei’s proposal to me is a bad idea?”

           “What are you talking about?! Of course not! You both are smitten to each other and I can see Sensei is so head-over-heels in love with you.” Nacchii almost snapped.

           Rin chuckled dryly. “I feel that too. That’s why I’ve made a decision.”

           “What decision?”

           “I’m not gonna leave for France. I want to stay here. With Sensei, with you and Kai-san, with the rest of the band members. I can’t leave Sensei alone, Nacchii. It’s hard to think clearly when I’m away from him when dirty gossips about the band is going to fill the papers. My anxiety of course will get worse. I don’t want my depression to come back haunting me once again.”

           Nacchii’s jaw dropped hearing her best-friend’s statement. She was too taken aback to respond.

           “Rin…you’re joking, right?”

           Rin shook her head. “No, I’m not.”

           “What the hell are you saying? Are you gonna just abandon your big dream just to stay here with your boyfriend?! What is he gonna say if he learns about it, Rin?! Do you think Sensei will let you do this for the sake of him?!” Nacchii grabbed Rin’s shoulders hoping that it was just a silly prank.

           But Rin stayed affirmed. “I knew you’d be mad at me for this sudden decision. But I’ve made up my mind. I won’t go.”

           Nacchii loosened her grip and fell in disbelief. “You’re so unbelievable.”

 The next day….

           Nacchii was pacing inside her apartment whilst clutching on her phone to ease her nerve. Kai’s name was visible on the screen but she was still hesitate to tap the call button. It had been a week since their last meeting. Their last bedding, precisely. Kai had been busy with the band for the tour preparation that he had no time to ring her. She had been craving for his cute giggle and his touch. Her palms felt sweaty. She didn’t want to be a disturbance for him but she had to do it.

           “Moshi moshi.”

           “Ah! Moshi moshi! Ogawa Nacchii desu.”

           “Hi, what’s up? I’m sorry I haven’t been able to text you. How are you?” He said cheerily from the other line.

           “I’m fine, thanks. Am I disturbing you, Kai?”

           “Err, I just finished a meeting with the band and staffs. Do you need something?”

           Nacchii gulped. “A-actually, I want to talk about something. I’d like us to meet too of course. If…that’s possible?”

           “My my, have you been missing me that much, little girl? It really can’t wait, huh?” Kai let out his giggle which caused her stomach to flutter.

           “Y-yes…” she stammered.

           “Erm…how about dinner tomorrow? And you-know-what afterwards?”

           Her hand rubbed the back of her neck to cool down the sudden high temperature. “That will be fine.”

           “Alright then, let’s meet up at our usual spot tomorrow at 7.”

           “Ano…could you please ask Uruha-sensei to join us?”

           “Uruha?”

           <Nacchii’s POV>

           At the cafe

           I arrived ten minutes earlier to our agreed time. Sitting at our favourite spot at the corner close to the window, my eyes wandered through the peaceful environment outside this place. I never quite fancied a luxury place where I had to dress up like a respectable lady just to have a dinner with my boyfriend. Thankfully, Kai understood it as long as we could avoid the excessive crowd.

           I glanced at my watch counting down the second while trying to slow down this tension. It wouldn’t be a date with just the two of us but another person which happened to be my primary concern here. A few minutes later, the sight of Kai with brown leather jacket, black fedora, and ray-ban glasses came into the view followed by Uruha-sensei. My heart skipped a bit beholding their gentlemanly gestures whilst approaching my seat.

           I stood up and bowed at them. “Minna-san, konbanwa.”

“Konbanwa.”

Kai took a seat beside me and Uruha-sensei in front of me.

“I’ve brought Uruha with me. What do you wanna talk about?” Kai enquired, circling his muscular arm around my shoulders.

“I presume this is important?”

I cleared my throat and straightened my position. “I’m sorry if it sounds so sudden. It’s about Rin, Sensei.”

“Rin? What about her?” the confusion was drawn upon his concealed eyes.

“It’s exactly a month before her departure to France, right? Yesterday…Rin told me something.”

“What is it?”

I gulped before collecting my breath to continue. “That she has decided to not go to France. She wants to stay here. She doesn’t want to be apart from you, Sensei. It’s also about her anxiety disorder which may endanger your long-distance relationship.”

“Chotto matte!” Kai jolted up. “Then she wishes to cancel her departure? And her college enrolment too?!”

I nodded and kept clutching on my sweaty hands.

Sensei’s jaw dropped. “Did she really?”

“That’s what she said to me.”

The brief silent fell among us. The news I brought had smashed the shit out of Sensei. I looked down on my hands upon my red plaid shirt before Kai slowly took it in his warm palm.

“That’s why…I’d like to ask you, Sensei. Please speak to Rin. Persuade her, force her to reconsider her decision. It’s something she’s gonna regret later. We’ve been best friends for so long and I know how much she has been fighting for her dreams through blood, sweat, and tears. Her journey through this was not an easy one. Please, Sensei. Do whatever it takes to keep her from staying because she’s the stubborn one. I beg you. For the sake of Rin and her long-life dreams.”

Uruha-sensei rubbed his face with both of his hands. He was quietened down from listening to my plea. I knew this must be flabbergasting for him as he himself also witnessed how hard she fought at the last minute before national exams. He was the one who gave her a crucial hand to achieve her goal.

“Well…” He cleared his throat. “Thank you for telling me this, Ogawa-san.”

The dinner went uncomfortably quiet. Sensei had to leave early before he finished his dessert. The last thing that caught my eyes was how Sensei’s lips quivered to keep his composure before bidding us good night.

“Ne, Kai. Am I at fault here for telling Uruha-sensei? It feels like I’ve betrayed my own best friend,” I asked while stirring my melted chocolate ice cream.

He shifted his seat closer to mine. He gave my head a reassuring pat. “I think Uruha is really grateful for learning about this. Nazenara, kare wa kimi tachi no sensei deshita ne? Of course he wants the best for his beloved student. Even though he seems to be emotionally unavailable outside, yet deep down he really cares for his close ones. Especially his own girlfriend.”

I nodded at him. “Somehow I felt relieved though.”

Kai pinched my chubby cheek softly. “Don’t look so concerned. He’s a big man. He knows what to do. Now….” He leant forward to my ear and whispered. “Where should we be going after this?”

 <Nacchii’s POV ends>

 The thoughts were clouding Uruha’s mind since the dinner a few hours ago. It was past midnight already but he was yet feeling drowsy and this sudden fever came approaching him. A can of beer was standing on the patio table. The news had struck him like a lightning bolt. As much as he loved having Rin beside him, he really couldn’t let her chance slip away. Rin had fought so hard to finally arrive in this step.

“Do whatever it takes to keep her from staying because she’s the stubborn one. I beg you. For the sake of Rin and her long-life dreams.”

Nacchii’s words kept ringing in his head. She begged him to do anything to make Rin carry on with her dreams. Those words implied that he had to do anything even the cruellest way to his young lady.

“Gomen, Rin.”

He typed a short message for Rin before getting drowned into more delirium.

 <Uruha’s POV>

After parking my Aston Martin, I walked off to the riverside of Sumida Park where the cherry blossoms started to signal the early spring. The park was adorned with night city lamps reflected upon the river. I had asked her to meet me here as it happened to be her favourite city spot.

“Ah! Sensei, konbanwa!”

I turned to the voice source and found Rin there, standing up five metres away from me and found  her imposing figure dressed up in her favourite knee-length gold ochre skirt and sleeveless shirt covered in black bolero. Her long raven-coloured hair was set loose. She wore her brightest smile which caused my stomach to turn.

“Konbanwa.” I replied coldly.

“You look good, Sensei,” she complimented.

“So do you.”

“You asked me to meet you here. What’s our plan for tonight?”

“You’re in a good mood, aren’t you?”

“I am! Let us take a walk!” She took my hand and pulled me to walk with her.

“Rin, matte. I just want to talk to you,” I said before she could go on.

“Huh? Dou ka shimasu ka?” She asked me with that pure expression. Rin, I swore you’re driving me insane with that sweet face of yours. I felt the lump in my throat that I couldn’t respond her straight away. I reluctantly pulled away my hand from her soft grip.

“Sensei?”

“I want to break up with you.”

The night breeze felt so much colder now. Her eyes were as wide as saucers.

“What…?” She spoke with severely trembling voice, attempting to manage her heavy breathing. Those dark brown eyes already glistened with tears. One tear slid down her rosy cheek. Oh Rin, how I wish I could wipe your tears away. This urge to pull her into an embrace was unbearable that I had to turn away from glancing any further at her face contorted in obvious pain.

“But why? After all we’ve been going through? After all those promises you made that you’ll give everything to make me happy? What about our marriage plan, Sensei? What about—“

I scoffed loudly before she could continue. “You don’t understand, Rin.”

“Then pray tell me!” She almost yelled. “Where did I do wrong, Sensei? Sensei, look at me!” She shook my body almost violently.

I sighed loudly before forcing myself to scowl at her.

“D’you know what? You’re just a bundle of nuisance to me. Did you really think I was serious about our marriage? I’m in a band, Rin. And you becoming my wife will just be a pain in the ass for me from broadening my career to the world. You’re still a child. So stop nagging me and get back to your dream of becoming a literature academician in France.”

With that last horrible sentence, I released myself from her grip to march away and left her standing petrified with large amount of pain dominating her. My chest was burning with ache from seeing her choking in tears as I walked with vast steps. The mental image of her dropping to the ground crying her heart out was playing inside my head. Please, forgive me, Rin. My head kept repeating apologetic words inside even though all I did was unforgiveable. I’m sorry I had to tell that horrible lie. But I love you. I love you from the very bottom of my heart that I can’t let you abandon your lifelong dream just to stay with this terrible rotten guy.

I leant back to my driver’s seat headrest as I closed the car door. Turning up the air conditioner, my eyes caught a picture of me and Rin on the dashboard. It was taken right before the graduation ceremony with her holding a bouquet of sunflowers I gave her. Her smile was bright as ever. The tears I had been holding were finally flow down on my cheeks before I knew it. Resting my head on the steering wheel, my mind flew back to the horrific incident where I was nearly murdered from protecting her that day. This love for her was no joke. Just let me suffer from this burden alone as long as she got to chase her dream.

<Uruha’s POV ends>

             The annoying tick tock sound of the clock was filling the dim desolate room where a girl was lying on the floor staring blankly at the ceiling. Her hand was clutching on her chest. It was nearly midnight and she tried so hard to muffle her sobs from getting worse. Her encounter with Uruha had left a massive wound within her heart. But it also left her a big question mark. How could someone be so swift in changing feelings after all he had done to her?

           Knock…knock.

“Rin, are you awake?”

The knocking sound startled her. She got up to open the door where she found her best friend standing with that concerned look upon her face.

“Oh, Rin…” Nacchii quickly pulled her into a hug. The sobs that Rin had been holding were now flowing freely. She was weeping so hard in Nacchii’s embrace as it had become too much to hold alone.

“Sshhh…let it all out. I’m here,” Nacchii said as she herself tried her hard not to cry. Rubbing Rin’s back slowly, she carefully brought her to sit on the bed without letting go from her embrace.

“Nacchii…!” The weeping got louder. Nacchii couldn’t say anything except comforting Rin. The two young ladies stayed in disgruntled silence with the sound of Rin’s sobs saturating the room. Recalling how she told Uruha about this, a large lump suddenly appeared in her throat regretting her action which had brought a heartache to her best friend. But she didn’t expect that Uruha would do such thing instead of making a slow persuasion to Rin. As much as Rin was hurt, she knew that Uruha held more unbearable pain from telling that lie.

Nacchii stayed there listening to Rin’s long sobs and rant without for one second thinking about leaving her sleeping alone that night. A realisation hit her when she caught a glimpse of several fresh knife cuts upon Rin’s arms with a little blood still trying to escape from her flesh. She felt extremely guilty for every pain her best friend currently suffered from.

 A month later (Narita Airport)

The chatter of people was overheard through every corner of the airport. It was 7:30 in the evening and the flight to Paris was about to be announced in a few minutes. After a dramatic farewell with Nacchii and Kai with overflowing tears, Rin finally was able to breathe properly. A breakup with Uruha had taken its toll on her during the last four weeks. Nacchii tried her best to help her get back to her initial plan of leaving for Paris.

“I’m gonna miss you so much!” said Nacchii with croaky voice whilst giving her a really tight hug.

“Me too. Be fine without me.”

“Take care, Mizuno-chan. Let’s meet up if we have the chance to do a European tour,” added Kai tapping Rin’s head.

European tour, huh? Uruha had talked about it over and over how he really wanted to do this tour planning carefully and more seriously. Everything about him was still fresh inside her head. And thinking about him once again brought back the ache. Hoping those all wouldn’t come back haunting her once she set her feet on France. The flight announcement was delivered and it was finally the time.

“Here we go.” Straightening up her clothes and fixing her glasses, she inhaled and exhaled before walking on. She checked on her documents once again before being examined by the staffs.

But someone was running on his fastest speed to reach for Rin. He looked around to find the sight of tall long-haired girl in the midst of the crowd. And there he saw her.

When Rin was about to hand her documents to the staff, the voice echoed through the hall.

“RIN!!!”

She turned around and found Uruha with sunglasses but she could see there was a slight of devastation upon his face. He was wearing a crumpled blue shirt with two top buttons open.

“Sensei?” A twinge emerged inside her chest.

Suddenly, there was a tear visibly escaping his glasses. As shocked as it was, Rin was too confused and anxious as the queue was awaiting. She kept staring at Uruha and her puffy eyes were too obvious to be witnessed by him. But she ought to walk on before the staffs warned her.

She looked at him once again who’s standing still with his visible chest heaving up and down. Tears already welled up in her eyes and began clouding her glasses. The line was pushing her as she had very little time to have the last glimpse from the guitarist.

“DAISUKI DAAAAA!!”

Her chest felt so heavy and she burst into tears. But relief also gushed inside her. Uruha blew a kiss and waved at her clumsily while he alone bit his lips to hold his sniffle.

Rin waved back and mouthed at him quietly. “Sayonara, Sensei.”

“Good bye, Rin. Until we meet again,” he replied under his breath.

 Autumn in Paris

<Rin’s POV>

Jeez, I hated it when the professor exceeded the actual time and he was non-stop talking about unrelated history instead of the exact Milton and Neo Classical Age. This subject attracted me since I first laid eyes on the course, yet apparently the teaching method wasn’t quite my favourite. It was four fifteen in the afternoon and most of my classmates had demonstrated their yawns. I stared outside the window where the yellow brownish leaves already appeared. It was September in the middle of autumn. A rather loud sigh escaped my mouth while tapping my pen on my notes. This class didn’t get any more boring. Suddenly a LINE notification popped up on my phone screen.

“Kai-san?”

戒さん

「水野ちゃん、元気か？」 04:16 p.m.

[I hope I don’t disturb your study. I just landed in Paris this morning with the lads.] 04:16 p.m.

[Tomorrow is our show. I’d like us to have dinner tonight if it’s convenient for you.] 04:17 p.m.

I nearly choked once I tapped the read button. My heart was beating rapidly which caused this sudden nausea to emerge. These hands began to tremble as I read his text over and over again.

                                                               04:19 p.m. [Good afternoon, Kai-san. I’m fine thanks.]

                               04:19 p.m. [I’m glad you landed safely. Please enjoy Paris by any means!]

                                                                        04.19 p.m. [おライブでがんばってください！ ^^]

         04:20 p.m. [I’ll be happy to have dinner with you, Kai-san. Thank you for the invitation.]

 [Let’s meet up at 8 then. I’ll text you the place later.] 04:23 p.m.

「じゃあまたね!；）」　04：23 p.m.

             My mind wandered if he too would be there. We hadn’t contacted each other properly since that bitter goodbye in Narita. We’d been busied with new activities. Once the class dismissed, I roughly shoved all my stuffs into my rucksack and ran home.

Later that evening, I walked down along Champs-Élysées Avenue to meet Kai-san at Le Fouquet’s. He mentioned he wanted to arrive earlier to try its signature dishes. The roads started to be crowded. It was still bright but the city lamps already emblazoned the sidewalks beautifully.

Once I entered this fancy place, I looked around to find the drummer who was dressed in black denim jacket.

“Mizuno-chan?”

I nearly jumped when somebody tapped on my shoulder.

“Kai-san! Hontou ni bikurishita!” And he already gave me his sweet giggle. He led me to his seat where I also discovered another surprise.

“NACCHII???!!!!” I almost screamed as I saw my best friend sitting there dressed up in black hoodie, brown wig, and big spectacles.

“Sshhh! Lower down your voice! They’re gonna hear you,” Kai-san warned me.

“Hi! Mi-zu-no-chan,” she greeted emphasising every syllable of my surname.

“Wh-what are you doing here? You said you’re having very tight schedules with your classes. And Kai-san, where are the others?!” I enquired.

“Calm down calm down. I ran away from the others to have a quiet night with this bestie of yours. Just so you know, she sneaked up inside the plane where I and the crew were in,” explained him.

Nacchii showed me a peace sign while sticking her tongue out.

“Screw you, bitch!” I slapped her lightly.

“Oh by the way, I’m sorry to inform you that you are not to be seated with us tonight,” said Kai-san.

“W-wait what? So?”

“There.” He turned me around and pointed at a seat at the corner. “I see that somebody is expecting you.

There was a familiar figure sitting facing the window with his back on me. The shoulder-length hair was too conspicuous for me to not notice. He was wearing a dark grey t-shirt and sipping his hot drink idly.

“Go greet ‘im.” Nacchii pushed me slowly. I looked back at them both for a second before slowly walking towards the person at the corner. There was this buckle under my feet causing me to nearly stumble. My heart was thumping so wild with every step I took. When I got closer, my eyesight was getting blurry too. Damn this anxiety! I reluctantly positioned myself in front of him trying not to surprise him.

“Shitsureishimasu.”

He looked up at me with the sunglasses still on. Then, he showed me a soft smile before standing up.

“Konbanwa.” He bowed.

“K-konbanwa.” I bowed back while keeping my composure.

“Have a seat.”

I nodded and sat in front of him where I finally noticed his beautiful side profile whilst talking to the waiter asking for a menu for me. That sharp jawline, his long slightly bearded chin, and ducky lips were too much for me to handle after all these long months.

“Hisashiburi da na,” he spoke.

“Hisashiburi desu.”

“How’s life going here? I’m sorry I couldn’t manage to contact you frequently. It’s been tough the last few months,” he apologised.

“Uun. Daijoubu desu. I understand you got a lot to do at home for this tour’s preparation. So, it’s okay. I’m glad at lease we’re able to see each other again here.”

He giggled softly without looking away from me. “You look beautiful, Rin.”

The butterflies inside my tummy got wilder and I felt this sudden seat crept up upon my cheeks.

“Sensei mo…kakkoii desu yo.”

The dinner went well although it was filled with awkwardness in first minutes but Sensei managed to bring out some interesting topics. He didn’t change much since the last time we had a date except that longer hair. I told him about my struggles with culture shock here and many things about my study which exceeded my expectation about literature major. We talked and laughed at everything. Sensei might not be as humourist as Reita-san but the soft voice of his laugh always snatched my sanity away.

An hour later, he asked me to take a walk along Champs-Élysées Avenue which I directly agreed. Nacchii and Kai-san had escaped to somewhere ‘safe’. We stopped in front of a performing street musician with his acoustic guitar who’s surrounded by tourists, when all of a sudden, Sensei slipped his warm large hand on mine and held it tight. And once again the blush on my cheeks intensified.

We continued walking and when we were in the middle of a quiet alley, he suddenly stopped.

“Hm? Doushita no?”

Sensei removed his glasses and put them inside his pocket which now I was able to witness his beautiful orbs. He gripped my shoulders and stared at me deeply. Then, he pulled me into his embrace and held me tight like it was the end. I rested my head upon his chest and hugged him back, losing myself into his fragrance.

“I missed you so much, Rin,” he whispered in creaky voice.

I shut my eyes and tightened my hug. “I missed you too, Sensei. It’s been a while.”

I could feel the wild thumps inside his chest and his heavy breath. He put a gentle kiss on top of my head while running his hand through my hair. After burying his head on my shoulder for a sec, he pulled away to put a deep gaze on me. Tilting his head, he leant closer and kissed me. It was a soft kiss at first, but he demanded me to open my mouth to be fully claimed by him. I circled my hands around his neck as he deepened the kiss.

“Rin…I need you.” And his kiss continued to my neck giving me the goose-bumps.

“Nghh…” A soft groan escaped me. As I gripped his jacket firmly, I felt this bulge growing inside Sensei’s jeans. Sensei kept giving his warm touch when suddenly his large hand landed on my breast.

“S-sensei, matte kudasai!” I forced him to stop when a sign of guilt was shown on his face.

“I-I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that,” he apologised quickly.

“That’s not it.” I took both of his hands. “If we wish to continue, we should move from here. I don’t want the media to find us unguarded in public area.”

“Wakatta.”

We rushed to his hotel which took 20-minute-walking. By the time we got into his room, we stared at each other for a moment to take a breath. Some suspicious eyes followed us along the way that Sensei had to pull me into a run.

Sensei took my hands and caressed them.

“Are you sure about this?” he asked. “I understand if you don’t want to continue. And I…don’t want to jeopardise your future.”

I gazed deeply into his eyes which were full of desire and untold emotion. Questioning myself if I were bold enough, I pulled myself together to nod at him vehemently.

“Yes. But…please be gentle with me.”

Sensei nodded giving his approval. His warm hand started caressing my cheek mildly while we kissed. Our kiss deepened as to fight for dominance. He took of his jacket and tossed it somewhere without stopping his touch on me. My hands slowly ran through his flesh inside his tee. His kiss continue trailing to my neck as his fingers also began to unbutton the two top buttons of my shirt. He paused for a moment when his hand landed on my breast before taking off his t-shirt showing off his lean muscles. I went on unbuttoning my shirt with trembling hands to reveal my breasts. Brushing my hair away from my shoulder, he swept his tongue hungrily inside my mouth and continued its journey to my neck giving it a suction of pleasure.

Sensei’s lips arrived at my collarbone and gave it numerous of hickeys. His right hand reached for my back and unhooked my bra. Sensei grabbed my waist and gently placed my body upon the white-covered bed. He paused to look at me and through my uncovered body.

“What’s wrong?” I asked nervously.

He shook his head and smiled. “I’m just admiring how beautiful you are.”

Sensei positioned himself on top of me carefully. His mouth went on sucking my bosom with his fingers started playing with my nipple.

“Let me make you mine tonight.”

“Nghhh…Sensei…!” A soft moan escaped my lips as I ran my hand through his silky hair and held onto his neck.  I arched back as he made contact with my breasts, cupped my nipple, and circled it with his tongue. His hot breath tickled my flesh whispering sweet nothing between his kisses. This erecting sensation inside his ripped jeans was getting bigger.

His left hand caught my breast and gave it a light massage causing my vagina to dampen. Trailing his kisses down to my belly with his fingers caressing my thighs, he pulled down my skirt and rubbed my already wet pants before removing it too. The warm tongue once again transferred an unbearable sensation upon my vagina.

“Aakkhh!” I nearly scream when I felt a finger came inside my womanhood.

“Hold it,” he whispered before adding one more finger into it.

“AAKH! S-sensei, itaihh!” I groaned in pain as I grabbed his hair to hold on. The desire inside was becoming an inferno. Sensei released his fingers and began unbuttoning his jeans to reveal his already bulging manhood. We both were fully naked. He took my hand and place it on his junior.

“Go caress him,” he commanded with seductive voice.

I nervously groped his manhood and pampered it as gentle as possible with my amateur touch. Sensei was hissing and moaning with pleasure when I touched its tip and felt the pre-cum liquid releasing itself.

“Enough with the foreplay. I want you.” He couldn’t help but showed off his smirk. His dazzling orbs sparkled with lust.

Sensei adjusted his weight on top of me before slowly thrusting his member into me.

“Nghh! AAAKKHHHHH!!!” It was like an abrupt electrocution striking inside me. He began to move his throbbing junior with steady rhythm. My mind forgot all his initial casual caring and could only think of burning passion that would explode at any moment.

“Gosh…you’re so tight. Hnngg…akh!” He groaned as he began to claim my lips with wild kiss. Gentle bites were given to my lower lips and neck. His thrusts were now hard and fast.

“Aaaaahhh….i-itai…” My ovaries were throbbing with this unfamiliar pleasure. I began to feel a tremor in my lower stomach as I knew my orgasm was approaching within two or more movements from him.

“Senseiihh….” I dug my nails on his back.

“God, Rin, I need you. I need you so much…” His pleading and gentle but brutal movement caused my mind to go blank. We’re both now covered in beads of sweat. A loud moan escaped his mouth with the potential orgasm nearing its peak.

“R-Rin…I’m gonna cum.” And then there was this warm sensation inside my ovaries. Reaching my climax, my walls were tightening along with his cum inside me.

He finally released himself and lay down on top of me between my breasts. We were panting so hard with this pleasure. I ran my hand through his muscular upper arm and towards his lovely-scented hair. He reluctantly lifted his torso to look at me. Caressing my sweaty forehead gently, he gave it a tender kiss.

“That was amazing,” he whispered connecting our brows, before lying down beside me.

“Sensei…arigatou…”

He continued running his fingers through my damp hair when suddenly a frown appeared on his face.

“I’m sorry for telling you that horrible lie,” he confessed. “I know I shouldn’t have done that if it caused you that much pain. I was devastated for doing that to you.”

I shook my head. “Daijoubu yo. I understood you did it so that I would go on pursuing my dreams, right?”

“But still. I couldn’t look at your pained expression any longer that night. I was overcome with extreme guilt after what you’ve done to me. Soshite, Nacchii told me about how depressed you were after that break up.” He took my right arm to see the scars from those knife cuts. Giving them tender wet kisses, he continued. “I’m…really sorry for causing you so much pain, Rin. Hontou ni sumanakatta.” His voice got creaky with that last sentence.

“I’ve already forgiven you, Sensei, by the time you showed up at Narita before my departure. And I was really glad you came. Please don’t feel guilty anymore because we’re now together again, deshou?” I assured him.

“Can we start anew, Rin?”

“Of course we can.”

Sensei pulled me tightly into his warm embrace.

“Hontou ni kokoro kara aishiteru yo.”

***

#the gazette #fanfiction #the gazette fanfiction #uruha #kai #OC

[ladytalon1]

Happyhoganon: What would Artie & Kimi do during their night out together? What sort of things could they get up to? Finally, how long would their honeymoon last?

Well....let’s be honest, here. They’re gonna be having sex practically the entire time. I mean, sure, they’ll do the touristy things like take ridiculous photos of each other chasing mimes and flipping off the ‘living statues’ but they’re crazy about each other so nature’s going to take its course. They would probably take about 1-2 weeks before they started missing the kids/missing the thrill of nearly being arrested just for looking suspicious (that last one is all Arthur) and would probably go home early, scare the daylights (no pun intended) out of whatever caregiver they’ve rustles up, and then they’d all get pizza ordered in.

It’s kind of funny to me that after all the fics I’ve written for them, not a single one deals with the actual wedding...it’s all just before and after.

#happyhoganon #ask

[k-e-monroe]

Bohemian Rhapsody

--WHO ARE YOU-- Name & Nickname: Kimber Elise Monroe | Kimi Age & Birthday: 28 | July 28, 1990 Species: Halfbreed (Human/Demon) Gender: Female Orientation: Bisexual Occupation/Title:  Psychologist --I'M TOO SEXY-- Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Dark Brown Height & Weight: 5'4" & 114 Pounds Birthmark(s) & Scar(s): A few, come find 'em. Tattoos & Piercings: 9 Tattoos & a few Piercings Personal Style:  Depends on if I'm in a casual setting or a professional one. --CULT OF PERSONALITY-- Archetype:  MBTI--ENFP (The Campaigner/The Inspirer/The Champion) & Caregiver (53%), Intellectual (29%) & Visionary (18%) ARCHETYPE DETAILS Personality Traits: Get to know me and find out for yourself. Extroverted Or Introverted: I'm a mix of both, a little more of an extrovert than introvert. Moral Or Immoral: Moral Strengths:  I'm a confident and successful woman not afraid to speak my mind or   stand my ground. I also like to think grace and kindness are in my   nature. Weaknesses: I'm prone to impulse and possess many vices. --INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE-- Emotional  Disorder(s): I'm  an Empath and that makes life complicated and  difficult at times, but  despite that fact, I believe I am relatively  stable in regard to   emotions. Mental Disorder(s): I was diagnosed with ADHD in the third grade, but that doesn't really count. Personality Disorder(s): Nada. Medication(s): Adderall--30 MG Daily Coping  Mechanism(s): As  messed up as this might seem, it's MY truth  nonetheless... My coping mechanisms involve indulging in my impulses and  vices. Phobias: Autophobia (fear of abandonment) & Katsaridaphobia (fear of cockroaches) --INTO THE MYSTIC-- Astrological/Zodiac Sign: Leo (Western) & Horse (Eastern) Birthstone: Ruby Element: Fire Lucky Charm: A silver cross pendant that my adoptive parents gave me the day they brought me home. Spirit Color(s): Gold, Purple & Red Totem (Spirit Animal):  The Lynx --PUMPED UP KICKS-- Addiction(s):   Technically,  I am NOT addicted to anything other than The Bad Girls  Club (a guilty  pleasure), Chocolate Chip Mint Ice Cream & Bubble  Baths. Alcohol: Depends  on my mood really, but my preferred poisons  are Johnnie Walker Blue   Label, Patron, Apple Pie Moonshine, Blue Moon  Ale, Guinness &   German Riesling. Drugs: I typically enjoy stimulants--Cocaine & Ecstasy. Other Vices: Risky/Thrill-Seeking Behavior Hobbies: Reading, sculpting and various forms of physical & outdoor activities. Life/Personal Motto: I've got a few, but none of any significance. --SEX TYPE THING-- Sexually Active: I have a healthy sexual appetite in which I am not ashamed of in the slightest. Does that answer the question? Experienced Or Inexperienced: That is relative. Number Of Partner(s):  I don't kiss & tell. Fetishes & Kinks: I got 'em & I'm not afraid to indulge in the pain and/or pleasures they offer. Likes: I like people who are confident, intelligent, open-minded and adventurous. If they are kind, all for the better. Dislikes: I dislike douchebags, idiots & pricks. --PLAYGROUND LOVE-- Relationship Status: Single, perpetually. And perfectly content. Type Of Relationship: Nada. Companion(s)/Lover(s): As previously mentioned, I don't kiss & tell. Likes: Points to the section above at the likes listed. Dislikes: Once again, points to the section above at the dislikes listed. Relationship Goals: I do NOT have any relationship goals since I don't do relationships. --MY FAVORITE THINGS-- Book(s):  Anything  by Jack Kerouac, Herbert Huncke, Maya Angelou, Amil Segovia,  Michael Faudet, Chuck Palahniuk, Hunter S. Thompson, Carl Jung,  Friedrich   Nietzsche, Vladimir Nabokov, Pablo Neruda, Bret Easton Ellis  & Anne  Rice. Car(s): My dream car is 1967 Mustang Fastback. Drink(s)/Food(s): Cherry Limeade & Tacos. I also drink a lot of cucumber, lemon & ginger water. Object(s)/trinket(s): My cross pendant, leather journals & Montblanc pens. Art (Painting Or Sculpture): I LOVE art in general and have too many favorites to name off right now. Weapon(s): My Butterfly Knife & Louisville Slugger. --THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED-- Favorite  Song(s): Just  like art, I LOVE music and there are too many favorites  to name off   right now, but for awhile I've been addicted to Cigarettes  After   Sex-Nothing's Gonna Hurt You Baby. Annoying Song(s): Christ, I  got a  few I find annoying, but I do really despise anything by The  Spice   Girls, Ace of Base & Nickelback. Feel Good Track(s): Anything by Sublime or The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Melancholy Melody: Billie Holiday-Strange Fruit Relatable  Song(s): Damn, this is a hard one. I would have to say for personal  reasons Iggy Pop.The Stooges-Gimme Danger or David Bowie-Heroes Trigger  Song(s): Anything  by The Misfits or the Dropkick Murphy's makes me  wanna drink or gets me ready for a fight and to unleash holy terror, the  majority of the   songs by She Wants Revenge put me in the mood to throw  down in the   sheets, Buckcherry's Lit Up just makes me want to snort rail  after rail  of Coke, Train's Drops Of Jupiter for some reason causes me  to Happy Cry & Mazzy Star's Fade Into You makes me sad. --SATURDAY NIGHT AT THE MOVIES-- All Time Favorite Movie: It's a tie between The Big Lebowski & Road To Paloma Worst Movie: The Garbage Pale Kids (I love it anyway) Favorite Comedy: Aside for The Big Lebowski, I have to say it is (as of now) Deadpool. Favorite Romance: I DO NOT DO ROMANCE. Favorite  Cult Classic:  Fuuuuck,  there are so many... Donnie Darko, Legend,  Labyrinth, Pulp Fiction,   Fight Club, A Clockwork Orange, Trainspotting,  The Warriors, Vanishing Point, Heathers, Reservoir Dogs, True Romance,  The Lost Boys, Dazed And  Confused, Reefer Madness, Freaks, Clerks, Dead  Alive, Angel Heart & so many more. Favorite Horror: A Nightmare On Elm Street & The Texas Chainsaw Massacre

#KEMFacts

[a-wild-kinnie-appeared]

Mother’s Day...

Without Kimi and Faba, I’m so alone and sad. I miss them... I wouldn’t be a mom without them. They’re my everything. ~Wicke

I S CAR A LISS M Y MO M? ~DR A KOV IS C H

my frosmoth momy is so niec! i luve her! she is awsume! ~snomm

Hey, Mum... we never talked much, but I still love you. Thanks for all you’ve done. ~Shield

Uh... Soliera, I know you’re not my mom, but you were kinda like a mom to me? Still I hope you’re doing good!! ~Zossie

Bea... you’re the best mommy ever. Even if you’re just my caregiver, not my actual mom, you still deserve love today. You’re so nice to me. I love you so so much! ~Allister

You don’t deserve Mother’s Day, you vile beast I dare to call Mother. I hate you. ~Gladion

#mother’s day #gladionkin #snomkin #pokemonkin #allisterkin #zossiekin #wickekin #chara hate #chara love #shieldkin #gloriakin #dracovishkin #drakovischkin

[rolling-restart]

Little mick when he gets found out that he’s hurt/sad after he’s tried to find it , he gets SO upset because he thinks he’s been a bad boy and his caregivers have to reassure him that it’s okay and he’s not a burden or a bad boy at all

Okay, some little Mick for self-care!

Little Mick insists on playing on his own in the garden against Seb’s protests and he is so proud to be able to play without supervision! Also, he knows Seb has chores to do and he doesn’t want to be disruptive just because he wanted to play.

What he doesn’t know is Seb forced Kimi to sit in front of the window to keep an eye on him because of course he does! Kimi rolls his eyes but sees the merit in the precaution because the last couple of times Mick got hurt, they figured it out way later than they are comfortable with. 

Mick is playing peacefully with his toy cars and Kimi is reading the morning paper, checking on him every now and then. All of a sudden, Kimi hears a muffled grunt and drops the paper immediately. Here he is, little Mick, seems to have tripped over something and fallen flat on his face. 

Mick barely registers that he got hurt when he saw the blood dripping in front of him. He panics and tries to wipe it with his t-shirt and blood starts dripping on his t-shirt this time. His nose is hurting but what he is more concerned with is that his papa and isä are going to be mad at him. He is also afraid that they will never let him play on his own again. With these concerns, poor little Mick tries to clean his face with his dinosaur print t-shirt (obviously making a bigger mess in the process) when Kimi runs to him. 

Mick is very upset and embarrassed when Kimi picks him up off the floor but he doesn’t start crying. 

“Are you okay, little man?” Kimi is trying not to scare him by not reacting too much. 

Poor little Mick tries to put on a little smile and nods.

“Yes, isä, I was just playing. Can I keep playing?”

Little beads of tears are forming in the corners of his eyes due to pain on his face at this point and Seb chooses that exact moment to barge into the scene. 

“Oh mein Gott, Micki, what happened to you??”

Leave it to Seb to escalate a situation that was perfectly under control, thinks Kimi, semi-affectionately. Little Mick starts crying almost immediately. 

“Sorry papa, sorry isä, I was trying to be a big boy but I messed it up.”

Seb’s face, twisted with concern, softens at this confession and cups little Mick’s face.

“It’s alright, sunshine, let’s clean you up!”

Seb gestures Kimi to carry Mick inside. Mick is still mumbling something.

“I cannot hear you, love, use your words.”

“I am sorry papa, I can clean up, you and isä don’t have to worry! I can fix me!”

Mick always finds a way to wrench their hearts like this. Kimi responds with the softest voice he is capable of.

“It’s alright, tiger, we are here to take care of you, you are not a burden to us!”

Little Mick goes silent after this but cheers up easily when Seb and Kimi plant kisses all over his face after wiping him clean and changing him. Seb also gives him a “magic potion” (painkiller) to make him feel better and little Mick sleeps soundly on the couch, cuddled up to Kimi for the rest of the day.

#caregiver!kimi #caregiver!seb #sebastian vettel/kimi raikkonen #little!drivers #little!mick #sfw. #answered asks #sv #kr #ms #fluff #simi

[anireflect]

Top 10 Anime in 2018

Find this on my blog at https://anireflect.blogspot.com/2019/02/my-top-13-anime-2018.html. This will be the list of my top anime that have aired or started airing in 2018. There is no order as most of these are just what stood out to me and been worth watching. 

1. Violet Evergarden

Genres: Fantasy, Drama, Slice of Life

Episodes: 13

For sure the most beautiful animation I've seen in 2018. The story follows Violet, an "auto memory doll" that writes letters for others, as she learns how to understand and express emotions throughout her journey as a doll. Violet and her interaction with clients and other characters teaches Violet more about herself and changes the lives of those she meets. The art is amazing, with the attention to detail and colourful art style makes the animation truly captivating. For sure the most pleasant eye candy 2018.

2. Gakuen Babysitters

Genres: Comedy, School, Shoujo, Slice of Life

Episodes: 12

Anyone who loves adorable kids will die watching this. The Protagonist Ryuuichi Kashima has to take care of his little brother Kotarou by himself ends up becoming part of the school's babysitter club. These two and their daily lives are both very entertaining and heartwarming to watch. To anyone that enjoys similar anime where the main character also has to take care of or spends time with kid characters, I would recommend "Amaama to Inazuma", "Barakamon" or " Udon no Kuni no Kiniro Kemari".

3. Miira no Kaikata

Genres: Comedy, Slice of Life, Supernatural

Episodes: 12

To enter the more supernatural realm we get introduced to a tiny mummy now lives with and is taken care of by the high school boy, Sora Kashiwagi. Similar to Gakuen babysitters as a slice of life with some comedy, but the main character takes care of a mummy instead of a child. We get to learn more about this little mummy along with coming across other supernatural beings.

4. Wotaku ni Koi was Muzukashi

Genres: Comedy, Romance, Slice of Life

Episodes: 11

I very refreshing show that instead of being another rather cliche shoujo this love story takes place in the working space where the childhood friends Narumi Momose and Hirotaka Nifuji work at the same office. Narumi struggles as she tries to keep the fact that she is an otaku secret but she and Hirotaka, also an otaku, start dating. A romance begins and we also get to see their coworkers.

5. Hinamatsuri

Genres: Comedy, Sci-Fi, Seinen, Slice of Life, Supernatural

Episodes: 12

One of my favourite comedies this year. The Yakuza member, Yoshifumi Nitta has to become the caregiver for the girl with supernatural powers, Hina that one day appears in a capsule out of nowhere into his living room. The duo's daily life becomes very funny as Hina has to control her powers and learns how to live together with Nitta.

6. Piano no Mori

Genres: Adventure, Music, Comedy, Drama, School, Seinen

Episodes: 12

The two boys Kai who's only played the broken piano in the forest and Shuuhei who's been raised to be a pianist. Majority of the anime follows their childhood from where they meet and later on they meet again in the world of competition in piano. The story mostly revolves around Kai and follows his relationship with the piano from the broken piano to becoming a pianist learning from former world-class pianist Ajino. I really recommend this for those who like anime following main characters that pursue music. Similar animes I would recommend would be "Nodame Cantabile" and "Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso".

7. Hatarakou Saibou

Genres: Comedy, Shounen

Episodes: 13

Is quite an odd one in the bunch as it instead is about the working cells in the human body, being more on the educational side than usual. We follow a red blood cell that carries oxygen and carbon dioxide through the blood vessels in the body where she most of the times ends up getting caught up in situations where the body is attacked by bacteria and is saved by a white blood cell. With a very accurate explanation of the body's functions and bacteria and the depiction and characterization of the different cells in the body, the show becomes both fun and interesting.

8. Grand blue

Genres: Comedy, Seinen, Slice of Life

Episodes: 12

Iori Kitahara moves into his uncle scuba diving shop in a seaside town excited to live his dream college life. He ends up joining his naked upperclassmen in drinking parties and becomes part of the diving club despite being afraid of water. This college life is not really what he expected but either way, the show is very funny.

9. Devilman crybaby

Genres: Action, Dementia, Demons, Horror, Supernatural

Episodes: 10

I went into this with low expectations since Netflix that does not really have a good reputation for adapting anime or manga (specifically referring to live-action Death note). This show kept me on the edge of my seat. The weak cry baby Akira Fudou meets with his childhood friend Ryou Asuka, he asks Akira to help him uncover the existence of demons. Ryou brings Akira to a party where demons have possessed the people now turning their bodies into monsters. In the middle of all this Akira end up becoming a Devilman after having to merge with the devil Amon. From this Akira gains a lot of power and continues to work with Ryou to fight again the devils.  

10. Tensei Shitara Slime Datta Ken

Genres: Fantasy, Shounen

Episodes: 25 (still airing)

If you think you'll go into this series expecting the generic isekai where the main characters enter an RPG like fantasy world only to adventure and surrounded by girls fawning over him (at least that the impression I got) then that's not what you'll get. Rather than that, you'll instead get a former human, now an overpowered slime that gets by in this world with a following and actually building a new society as he encounters new obstacles. The slime that also goes by Rimaru easily solves situations by using logic and reasoning.

#anime #anime review #anime2018 #anime recommendation #violet evergarden #Gakuen babysitters #miira no kaikata #wotaku ni koi wa muzukashii #hinamatsuri #piano no mori #hataraku saibou #grand blue #devil man crybaby #tensei shitara slime datta ken #animetop10

[captainnameless]

so i saw you do little seb stuff sometimes and like. i wonder what he’d be like around kimi, since kimi is already always so willing to sort of baby big seb (like all of seb’s hat stealing and the hand holding on the podium and tbh a lot of their car interviews). like would they be like kimi and little mick or do you think there would be any big differences?

hmmmmm! i always forget Kimi is like 10 years older than Sebastian lmao, and they’re so engraved in my mind as like “mom&dad” if you will to my baby angel Mick but i suppose they do have potential!

i watched a compilation of them a while ago and i do really enjoy their vibe and could see this added to it. i feel like it’d be different in a sense where i feel like Sebastian would be a whole different little than Mick is lol. like Sebastian the caregiver is probably a complete opposite.

so instead of a sweet baby angel he’d be a sweet baby demon. anyway.

#littlef1adventures

[black-hippie-moonchild]

About Me.

Name: Toni

Age: 24

Relationship Status: Single

Gender: Female

Sexual Preference: Straight

Astrology Signs:

Sun: Cancer (9th House/)

Moon: Virgo (11th House)

Rising/Ascendant: Libra (1st House)

Mercury: Gemini (8th House)

Venus: Gemini (9th House)

Mars: Virgo (11th House)

Jupiter: Sagittarius (2nd House)

Saturn: Pisces (6th House)

Uranus: Capricorn (4th House)

Neptune: Capricorn (4th House)

Pluto: Scorpio (2nd House/)

Lilith: Cancer (9th House)

North Node: Scorpio (1st House)

South Node: Taurus (1st House)

Chiron: Virgo (11th House)

Ceres: Virgo (11th House)

Pallas: Leo (10th House)

Juno: Sagittarius (3rd House)

Vesta: Leo (10th House)

Lilith: Cancer (9th House)

Fortune: Sagittarius (2nd House)

Midheaven/M: Cancer (10th House)

Dominant Sign: Virgo & Gemini

Dominant Planet(s): Mercury, Venus & Moon

Dominant Element(s): Earth, Air, & Water

MBTI Personality Type: INFP/The Mediator

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff/Ravenpuff

Patronus: Russian Blue Cat

Ilvermorny House: Pukwudgie

Wand: Silver Lime wood with a Phoenix feather core 11" and Slightly Yielding flexibility

Alignment: Neutral Good

Life Path: 6

Brain Lateralization Test: Right Brained

Archetype: Caregiver

Temperament: Phelegmatic

Enneagram: 2w1, 2w3

Soul Type: Helper/Spirtiualist

Chinese Zodiac: Pig

Celtic Zodiac: Wren/Oak

Favorite Colors: Lavender, Lilac, Turquoise, Aquamarine, Pink, Yellow

Hobbies: Art, Astrology, Yoga, Dance, Aromatherapy, Boho Fashion, Blogging

Personality Traits: Creative, Shy, Emotional, Inutitive, Hippie, Artistic, Caring, Loyal, Ambivert

Favorite Singers/Bands: Paramore, Amy Winehouse, Lily Allen,The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Melanie Martinez, Stone Temple Pilots, Future, Childish Gambino, Kendrick Lamar, Migos, Lindsey Stirling, Rush, Trip Lee, Viktory, Keith Urban, Casting Crowns, Matthew West

Favorite Actors/Actresses: Robert Downey Jr, Jared Padalecki, Charlie Day, Ryan Reynolds, Lucy Hale, Emma Watson, Daniel Radcliffe, Evanna Lynch, Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Chris Pratt, Ryan Gosling, Drew Barrymore, Donald Glover, Emma Stone, Scarlett Johnasson

Favorite Shows: Pretty Little Liars, Supernatural, It’s Always Sunny in Philadephia, Sailor Moon, Bob’s Burgers, Lucky Star, Pokemon, Clannad, Make It or Break It, The Walking Dead, Drake & Josh, Place to Place, Watmote, Kaleido Star, Kimi Ni Todoke, Azumanga Daioh, Say “I Love You”, The Golden Girls, H2O Just Add Water

Favorite Movies: Harry Potter Series, The Outsiders, Phantom of the Opera, Mean Girls, Iron Man movies, Anything Marvel, Easy A, The Secrethood of the Night, Perfect Sisters, Triple Dog, Heathers, Clueless, Aladdin, The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Mulan, Cyberbully, Corpse Bride, Coarline. The Craft

Favorite Drinks: Dr Pepper, Sweet Tea, Jack Daniels, Different variations of wine

Instagrams: Aesthetic | Personal

Astrology Aesthetic for My Placements

#all about me #about me #astrology #Zodiac Signs #Zodiac #Cancer #cancer sun #hobbies #personality #singers #bands #actors #actresses #shows #movies #drinks #life path #mbti #reblog #like #follow #follow me #need more followers

[paxohana]

First Time for Everything - Practice Over Fear

I’m so behind it’s not even funny.  

Yesterday was the day from hell so I didn’t get Day 5 of Otayuri Week finished (still working on it).  This chapter flows right with the story up until now.  Viktor and Yuuri decide to take Otabek and Yuri up on their offer of watching Kimi for a weekend. While Otabek instantly warms to the role of caregiver, Yuri has a more difficult time.  He begins to wonder and fear if he’s the kind of person meant to settle down.

I should have this up in a few hours. And then it’s on to Day 6!  I want to get it up before midnight (GMT-5)!

~Pax

[thinktosee]

INTERNATIONAL WOMEN’S DAY

Excerpt of Benjamin Disraeli’s speech in 1866 (1). He was British PM in 1868 and from 1874-1880. Image courtesy National Archives, UK

Today, Mar 8 is International Women’s Day.

Our best wishes to all Women. 

Women formed the vanguard of volunteers at a 3-day Caodai religious Festival in Tay Ninh, Vietnam in Sep. 2014. The volunteers in this image, from the surrounding villages and as far away as Cambodia, generously invited me to join them in a vegetarian feast which they had helped prepare for the thousands of devotees. 

While many among us feel Women have come a long way, this conversation should never have been necessary if we did not and yet continue to, deliberately place obstacles and manacles in the way. Our humanity cannot be separately defined from women. Women birth, nurture us and perform the most loving and critical work in every society of this world.

Tragically, billions of women remain disenfranchised (2) – discrimination at work, places of worship and at home. Bullying, abduction, harassment and violence against women go on every day. Even a monarch is alleged to have abducted and put his daughters through a frightening ordeal. (3)

In academia, a place of seeming liberal values, where a woman may expect to be accorded her rightful place, latent discrimination exists also and is alarmingly institutionalized. (4)

Freedom, that essence of the human spirit, is a precondition for the emancipation of women. Without that, we and I mean all of us, remain slaves to the unjust laws, insecurity and vanity of the few. Give women the vote, as Disraeli argued over 150 years ago, be it as citizens, in politics, the boardroom or in the home. 

Image courtesy National Poetry Library, UK

We like to share a poem by Award-winning poet and novelist, Ms Chiranan Pitpreecha which appeared in the Bangkok Literary Review. (5) It suitably contextualizes the struggles and dreams of women everywhere :

Best wishes to Women, including David’s sister Sara, grandmother Kishen, caregiver Edna, teachers and tutors Agnes, Mrs. Bull and Christina, and his dear friends Caroline, Kat, Kimi, Liz, Madelene, Simren, Verena, Marilyn, Li Ying and many others.   

In the Spirit of David Cornelius Singh

By David’s father

https://thinktosee.tumblr.com/

Sources/References

1. https://www.nationalarchives.gov.uk/education/victorianbritain/divided/source9.htm

2. https://www.un.org/en/observances/womens-day/

3. https://edition.cnn.com/2020/03/05/uk/court-dubai-ruler-sheikh-mohammed-princess-haya-gbr-intl/index.html

4. https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/dec/12/two-more-japanese-medical-schools-admit-discriminating-against-women

5. https://bkklit.com/firefly-by-chiranan-pitpreecha/