#cause i can't

[the-red-butterfly]

Thingol Reminisces

Elu Thingol l Elwë Singollo (Tolkien universe)

Commission made for the lovely @i-did-not-mean-to . We talked sad depressing things about Thingol and it was a great time honestly (,:

Thingol holds a doll that belonged to his daughter, whom he'll never get back from the fate of men 😭

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Open for Commissions

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My sketches of when I was making Thingol's clothes.

#Thingol #Elu Thingol #Elwe #Elwe Singollo #Elwë Singollo #tolkien #silmarillion #elf #jrr tolkien #tolkien universe #TheRedButterfly #traditional art #artists on tumblr #markers #sadness #Doriath #I need to stop thinking I can make backgrounds #cause I can't #sobs #I mean #that would be ficked if I actually STUDIED how to make them #but I have neither the concentration nor the time #Abril does commissions

[monstrsball]

im still thinking about hq characters as merpeople btw. some more tail headcanons.

i think i want asahi to be a shark of some kind too, to fit with him looking intimidating to other people when he's really not. tiger shark, maybe?

ok. hear me out. tsukki with a dolphin tail. short-beaked common dolphin? yes? i like it... :p

striped marlin tail for kiyoko? i wanted to give her a fast fish that was still kind of pretty so i think this fits. and i think it would suit her.

i think i want to make daichi just a regular guy bc i love making him just a human in aus with supernatural elements. but if i were to assign him a tail, i like yellowfin tuna for him.

i may come back with more. i kinda want to do the rest of karasuno.

(i also realized that the fish i assigned suga is a freshwater fish so i think i'm gonna change it... i'm gonna look around but also if anyone has any suggestions based off of my original pick i am open to it.)

#hq mermaid au #<- sure? im gonna go back and tag the other post with this too #also im not saying sharks aren't dangerous or anything btw. just that mer!asahi isn't lol. just want to make sure that was clear #sorry i am allergic to the word merman i mentioned this the other day but i just do not like it. ITS SWAGLESS!!! #somehow merpeople sounds fine to me though... don't ask me to explain it #cause i can't #WOW i talked a lot in the tags whoops #(always does that) #it was kinda late when i did the first round of tail assignments so it didn't hit me at the time that i should probably only assign #saltwater animals lol. #and maybe this is something that only bugs me but oh well

[imelkar]

I saw Ilya Morozova on the back of a unicorn, playing a balalaika.

#what a great drawing prompt #can somebody draw it? #cause i can't #shadow and bone #ruin and rising #quotes

[donuts4evry1]

question can you guys see the polling options on the htb polls?

#cause i can't #haha #:) #hahahha :)

[the-metaphorical-jellicle-cat]

Would you guys believe that I've had this blog for 2 years!😆

And in those 2 years I have made some of the most fantastic friends, gotten back into writing, and be part of a fandom that I never thought existed.

But this fandom has some of the nicest people you will ever meet and interact with. You guys helped me during quarantine and that's when I created this blog. I instantly felt part of something again and it helped with a lot of the loneliness, anxiety, and all the feeling that came with that period of time.

But you all made that time better. I never believed that a musical I once found ridiculous would lead me to a new online family of people who not only changed my mind, but helped me be creative again.

#blog anniversary #it's been 2 years #can you believe it? #cause i can't #you guys have made my life better #which is hard to believe #but at the same time not #cats the musical fandom

[helpimstuckinafandom]

Oh baBY I just saw pics from recommended posts of Deku looking ANGUISHED I cannot read this chapter I just can't

#bnha updates make me physically ill /s #like i mean that 100% #no other piece of media does this to me except percy jackson #nothing gets me gut wrenched #i teared up minimum from ever episode of bnha when i first watched it from any emotion i felt #like that's not normal #so for personal reasons I cannot #i will be content with knowing mirio caught deku up on the situation and told him bakugou's okay #cause i can't #bnha #bnha manga spoilers #bnha 367 #deku #midoriya izuku

[prankprincess123]

4am:

My roommates: *asleep*

Me: *covered in ink upto my elbows, trying to write my homework assignment for Medieval Literature with a quill, and failing spectacularly*

My roommate's cat: *stares*

Me: Don't judge me!

#am i a mess? yes #university life #quill and ink #mad respect for Medieval scribes #cause i can't

[electricea]

the booping is lovely and all but all i can think about are how my replies are gonna get buried lmao.

#maybe if we have drafts save them for april 2nd lmao? #cause i can't

[sabertoothwalrus]

UHMMMMM what if T4T labru

#only reason she probably wouldn't use they or neopronouns is cause I can't realistically see them used in that setting. maybe a modern au #I don't think she'd mind being called Laios. or King. #I think he'd like having long pretty hair that looks more like his mama :) #kabru is transmasc kui told me #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #laios touden #trans laios #kabru #labru #transgender #agender #my art #comic

[solidwater05]

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!

#muted #memory issues #adhd #actually adhd #dissociative amnesia #amnesia #memory loss #dissociative identity disorder #what other things cause memory issues #ptsd #i can't think of anything else #reminder #positivity #neurodivergent #neurodivergent positivity #memory problems #ice speaks #i tried to include as many experiences as i could think of #but out of everything i tagged i only have adhd so i probably missed a lot of stuff #so feel free to add your own experiences! #brought to you by... uh ironically i can't remember what prompted me to write this #something my mom said. i don't remember what it was tho

[layzeal]

ok I'm curious so put in the tags what country you are from and whether or not you own/use a rice cooker

#i'm brazilian and yes!! #tho only now bc my roommate brought hers #back at my parents house we still ate rice everyday but NO RICE COOKER #now that i now the wonder of rice cooker i made them buy one #you just can't go back to the darkness of babysitting rice on the stovetop #edit: almost wanna add a ''and how much do they cost'' cause they're crazy cheap here #and i kinda assumed they'd be everywhere else #but in countries that don't eat a lot of rice i can see them being more expensive

[danielcalmdown]

early morning, on the way to Martinaise

#my drawing #disco elysium #i did a little research cause the sticks made me curious about how tf does this car work #and i came to the conclusion that it has to be differential steering #the most similar existing vehicle using it that i could find is zero-turn mowers which even kindaa look like the kineema #but that'd mean that front wheels just freely rotate like in a shopping cart lmao #idk maybe i'm totes wrong but i can't find any official info going in detail about the cars they use

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts #course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism #being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍 #hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn #i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well. #obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it. #realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus #cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself #into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway. #so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation #but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct! #and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want... #best case scenario. is what i'm saying. #every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy #and it's so fucking satisfying. every day. #fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system #you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao #yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :) #aromantic #aromanticism #aro positivity #aroace #arospec #sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon #you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself. #FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better #life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not #i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao

[tagerrkix]

rage.

#welcome to today's episode of “me trying to draw 76 different emotions at once” #rage+grief???sorrow??? anguish????? #hmmmmmmm #definitely pain #and a hint of fear #no but like he's angry but there's sadness underneath you get what i'm saying #the kind of rage caused by something that left you traumatized and you just can't stop thinking about how unfair it was #like “i didn't deserve this nobody deserves this” kind of rage #well anyway #i don't even care about anatomy at this point #just let me see how much i can distort the face and still have it somewhat resemble the character #didn't mean to draw him crying again but my hand slipped oops #astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate 3 #astarion fanart

[helpimstuckinafandom]

If my sudden obsession with Judas tells me anything it's that I really can't be trusted at 2am

#wha...what am i DOING bro #i'mma go to sleep and hope this doesn't carry over into tomorrow #cause i can't #there has to be a point where i decide that i'm not that crazy #i can't let this happen #tw christianity #idk if i have to tag that for this #but better safe than sorry - bitches out there with religious trauma #i should never be alive at 2am #ESPECIALLY not with the internet

[humbuns]

do you guys know i love falin

#dungeon meshi #falin touden #marcille donato #farcille #delicious in dungeon #doodles #sorry i can't draw anything proper but i wanted to draw them cause jelly mention them so this is for us both as a treat #something something about hands and yuriness of it all