forgiveness. not in a "im okay with all the damage you inflicted on me and we can be friends now" way. but in a "i need to do this for my own sanity, and seeing you as a person instead of a monster might make me feel a little better." its not a c!dream apologist moment. its Tommy being human. its him realizing that there IS another way. but too late.
Something that struck me hard about Tommy's video was just...
The way he said Technoblade is the coolest fucking person he knows. The present tense. That realization that yeah, even though he's gone he is a cool person. His memory is still alive and so is he and he is a cool, awesome, kind, person.
The idea that yeah, even though time moves on we don't have to leave things in the past. Not the Dream SMP, not Technoblade, not the absolute batshit phenomenon that was this chaotic cluster of streamers and fans.
We can carry it with us and refer to it in the present tense because even if it isn't right here, right now, it's still awesome. Even if he isn't here - he is still awesome.
Something about refusing to let someone become just a memory. Something about keeping them alive. Something about appreciating what we have.
You know how Tommy was inspired to write the Disc Finale with most (all?) of the server coming to help after watching Avengers Endgame? And you know how his character’s finale is potentially coming soon? And how the Queen is dead?
this is a bit of a request, but does anybody have a recollection of or a playlist that was the same as Tommy's "I'm just excited man" playlist from last august? i listened to it a lot then but he added and removed some songs off of it and I would like to know what was on it if anyone could help me out