I think people see my happiness and they think that if they can capture me and keep me that it will make them happy. I thank the lord that happiness is my default. I live so much in the moment, that at times, it feels detrimental. Worry is taught. Sadness, is taught. Anxiety is a learned behavior. Depression is a bad habit. Their are no pills. Their is no way out. But theirs a way in. You can act your way into being a different person. Pretend. Wear a costume. Do it for 30 days. Eat some mushrooms. Unlock the habitual Nero pathways. Copy me. Do not attempt to keep me. Because your expectations you will place on me are unrealistic and imaginary. I will let you down. I will make you fall. I'll watch you crawl on the ground. I'll fling you down to the lowest you've ever felt. Then you will know the difference. Between the made up world you've built around yourself and the reality of who you are. I'll bring out the worst in you. So that when I become the source of your misery, you can become the source of your joy.
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Hi hi (:> i been following yur art for a while and was wondering if it would be ok for your take on typical color 2 character named marksman- or if you just want tf2 you can also do adminsniper
basically I was on a Disney cruise and Disney had bought the rights to dream smp and one of the events on the port side of the deck one night was a sapnap cosplayer in character qna (with a bad costume) and when I watched it get introduced the horror just plummeted in my stomach and fsr I was the only one on board with wifi so I immediately pulled out my phone and started taking pictures and posting them on Tumblr about the horrors I was witnessing. I then essentially became a messenger for Tumblr to the boat and from the port side to the starboard side for those who were "in the know" and I ended up hosting this live debate about whether or not it would have been worse if Taylor swift had come for a qna or if it was this. basically all the Tumblr girlies and a few people on the boat myself included were all horrified that this was happening on a Disney line, it was like having ur panty drawer raided and aired out on a boat for entertainment. and the worst part was I could hear my mom cheering the loudest bc she knows I like the dream smp and she was excited on my behalf and she was trying to text me to tell me to come see and I was just ignoring her texts like a horrible daughter because of all the secondhand embarrassment 😭