#dont perceive me. please

[narcisseart]

How it started.

#enver gortash #gortash #durgetash #the dark urge #bg3 #balders gate 3 #please dont perceive me to hard #i never comic #comics arent my jam #i gave up

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

shoto’s been staring at you for a good 5 minutes now.

you’d figured he was zoning out about three minutes in but then you looked up from your homework at him and he smiled at you, that cute little loverboy smile he does that have your legs feeling like jelly and has your heart push against your chest like it wants to escape.

okay so he wasn’t zoning out. then what is it ? did you have something on your face ? was he waiting for you to say something ?

"is there something on my face ?" you blurt out, already wiping at your chin and around your mouth

he blinks, registering your question and his eyebrows furrow lightly “no, there isn’t.” he answers curtly. reaching his colder hand up to pull your hand away from your face. you’re so much more confused now that you fail to realize he held onto your hand for a moment longer than necessary.

“so then why are you staring at me ?”

he lightly tilts his head to side at that, looking at you questioningly “ why should i not be looking at you ? does it bother you ?”

“wh—no no !” you sputter, he’s flipped the tables on you now “ i was just wondering what was up because you’ve been staring for..a while now” you trail off, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed. his eyes widen just a fraction and you think maybe you got it all wrong somehow and he was zoning out, but then he’s lowering his head in shame “i’m sorry, yn. i didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable with my staring..” he apologizes.

you’re frantic, shaking your head so hard you fear you’ll twist your neck and waving your hands hurriedly “ no, no, no ! it’s okay, sho ! you didn’t make me uncomfortable or anything !” you feel relieved when the tension on his face dissolves the slightest bit “ i was just curious, that’s all” you sigh, your arms fly back next to you because you feel like your sweating buckets and you really don’t want him seeing pit stains.

he hums like he’s thinking about something then suddenly a small smile breaks onto his face and you feel like you’ve been hit dead on by a semi truck. shoto todoroki’s ability to be so effortlessly pretty is and will forever be an enigma to you. “ i like looking at you” he starts “ whenever you do mundane things like studying, you always have this look on your face. i like it, i think it’s cute.”

okay, so turns he was out to kill you.

“ i-i do ?” he responds with a simple “mhm”. you feel like you’re sweating a lot more.

“oh.” is all you say. it’s all you can say because what the hell were you supposed to say ?!

shoto doesn’t look all that bothered by it, cool as usual, simply opting to keep staring at you. you fiddle with your fingers for a bit before you lift your head up to meet his unwavering stare “ i—uhm—thank you.” you whisper. he shakes his head “don’t thank me, you don’t have to. if you want me to stop, i can try to.”

he can try to. you feel like you’re losing your mind.

you’re way beyond flustered now. todoroki’s not a man of many words but when he does use them it throws you for a complete loop, you feel like you’re on a rollercoaster. “no that’s fine.” you answer meekly.

“you’re sure ?” you nod and he hums. “okay then, if you don’t mind.”

“it’s fine” you confirm, feeling your face heat up. “i like looking at you, too.”

you definitely like looking at the handsome smile that forms on his face from your words.

#BREAKING NEWS : CASHMONEYSTUFF WRITES ABOUT ANOTHER CHARACTER BESIDES KATSUKI BAKUGO??? #Please dont get used to it 😭🙏🏾 #i rlly like this silly guy n i wanted to try writing for him ! #Its a short lil thing tho ! #I like newly established relationship like #not used to the other person enough yet to be openly love dovey #but like a cute lil start yk #rambliiiinng uh ohhh #please do not perceive me #shoto x you #todoroki shoto x reader #shoto x reader #shoto x y/n #todoroki shouto x reader #todoroki x reader #todoroki x you #todoroki x y/n #shoto fluff #todoroki fluff #shoto drabble #todoroki drabble #shoto todoroki drabble

[blamemma]

max verstappen watching daniel ricciardo's new episode of no brakes on stream | inspired by x x x

#daniel ricciardo #dr #max verstappen #mv #maxiel #i am so sorry for this #this is so incredibly self indulgent please dont perceive this #but those max tiktoks have had me howling #and this has been rotting in my brain for a good 24 hrs and i just decided to make it #anyway please fic away in the tags because i've watched this 150 times and my mind is going wild with thoughts i cant articulate #only rule is no asterixs x x x x x x x x

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!! #but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!! #i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this' #but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!! #im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!! #ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived... #it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!! #ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas- #in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be... #THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

[ticklekinks]

ticklish henry fox a headcanon so very special to me. henry curling up in a giggly ball trying to protect his soft tummy from alex’s poking. henry blushing and squirming because alex’s stubble or newly grown facial hair is tickling his thighs as he kisses them. alex nibbling on henry’s hips as henry covers his face with his arms but does absolutely nothing to actually stop him. henry living his whole life forcing down his desires and emotions but feeling so comfortable with alex that he can let it all out. i’m normal about this

#yall i love rwrb so bad and i was having thoughts with nowhere else to express them please bear with me #henry fox you are SO LOVED #rwrb #red white and royal blue #red white & royal blue #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz #firstprince #RWRB FANS PLEASE DO NOT PERCEIVE THE REST OF MY BLOG #DONT WORRY ABOUT IT #alex loves henry’s tummy i don’t make the rules

[ganondoodle]

(currently getting extremely emotional over seeing pics of my lil brothers top surgery realizing i havent actually fully come to terms with the fact it will never be possible for me-

where i live the process to get to that point is extremely invasive and difficult; plus i am not trans enough anyway (nonbinary basically doesnt exist- theres only one or the other, i dont want T either even if id love to have some effects of it, i do not want other changes it causes) so that alone makes it pretty impossible already, and i am incredibly scared of anyone seeing or touching me in certain places and of surgery .. and hospitals .. everything basically.

(please dont try to give me hope about that, it will only make it worse in the end, i just need to deal with these emotions rn and get back to where i was, sorry)

#ganondoodles talks #personal #tmi #possibly #i have never in my life been to a gynecologist and i never want to #do not perceive me #LISTEN i KNOW how important it is and that you SHOULD #i cannot #i physically cannot #dont try to talk to me about how important it is please #i know- i promise you i know and i feel extremely guilty about it but i can not #it feels like a phobia but idk #maybe connected to body or gender dysphoria (?) #i shouldnt write this here #i need to delete this after i calmed down

[callumilott]

#pierre gasly #juan manuel correa #f1 #please dont perceive me i am fragile

[orbitsuns]

#I LOVE THEM SO BAD RAHHHHHH #also *just* realised eris & javier have the same hair please dont perceive that #was always wondering why eris' hair looked so familiar to me 💀💀 #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 screenshots #sims 4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 simblr #sims 4 simblr #simblr #secret garden challenge #secret garden #secret garden┊gen 4

[nebluus]

made an Obi inspired alt and gave myself some brainworms

#art #ffxiv #akagami no shirayukihime #procreate didn't let me know their default canvases were 72 dpi so the quality is ASS #very sad for me #please dont zoom in and perceive the pixels i'll die

[corinthianism]

i don't want the cannibalistic homicidal ghoul but the parasites in me want the cannibalistic homicidal ghoul.

i don't want radiation sickness from fucking him but the parasites in me, the D̴̡̟̜̣̺͓̠̖͆͒̏͐̀̓͌È̸̢̩̖͚͍̘͙̼͛̋̅͋̈́̚M̷̛͇̃̂̅̏̽̿̐͗͘O̵̦̪̍N̸͙̗̱̤̋̚͝ in me, wants the radiation sickness from fucking him

#need his gun in my holster #jesus christ i am down horrendous #he's SO fine!!?!?!?! #dont even talk to me #dont PERCEIVE me #cooper howard #please go out w me

[ickmick]

i think this is funny enough to share on here alongside my twitter!

impulse raided tango after phasmo,but before he did i misheard him saying "tango top" as "table top" and he saw the message HELPP XD

link to the clip i got is here

#fair to note that im cackling exclusively over how absurd it is and the silliness- #please dont perceive me as a “OMG NOTICED” fan 😭 /lh #not that its wrong to be excited i just personally feel uncomfortable abt it /nm #hermitblr #impulsesv #idk if i should really tag much else so i wont #oh wait #ickmicktalks #<- my misc tag ofc

[vectorisheree]

Last Line Challenge!

In a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many as you like).

tagged by both @hahskeleton and @beeshoesometimesdraws sadjasjkdhasd thank you both!!! :]

Last Line:

You flick through your apps and pull up your camera, opening up your ‘STINKY’ album of 574 photos and videos of Meow Meow, pressing on the most recent entry and flipping your phone around to show Moon, slowly swiping as he adamantly watches.

For context Meow Meow is the name of a cat and wow 43 words!! I am not tagging that many people (I don't even have that many mutuals to start with)

Here's the last thing I drew to make up for that ^^ (heavily wip)

Taging (feel free to ignore and I'm pretty sure some of you might have been tagged in this already ajksdkassaKd)

@artoutoftheblue @nymexyl @chiippybug @inkyucu @ghostsandfools @artyheartz @alexandraisyes @friixda and anyone else that wants to do it!!! :D

#I still need to make a list of people that I can tag without bothering them because thats something I worry abt like some of my- #mutuals are really cool and its like man #you are so cool and amazing and shit #and its like omg please dont perceive me!! #/lighthearted #KJSDKJASdkASdKJSAD #I usually put tagging games on my alt but this is dca themed enough #tag game #myposts #vectext #vecsketch

[fattatouie]

I can't tell if I'm genderfluid or just like to add a little fun to my scenarios (more in tags lmao)

#like I WANNA BE A GIRL but like if im a girl im not me stfu #like i have “femme days” but in the way that ive been daydreaming im someones daughter the whole day #bc like if im always playing a man in the scenarios its BORING #like if i get perceived as a girl by people who are looking at me its like erm stop #but if i get perceieved as a girl in my scenarios 🙏🙏💥💥💥 #genuinely someone force my gender upon me so i dont have to have this crisis #please and thank you #lgbt pride #lgbtqia #lgbtq community #lgbtq #genderfluid #queer community #queer #transgender #bisexual

[ritens]

5 Character Associations : Raures & Lane

Thank you @arisenreborn for preparing this and for tagging me! Current brainrot may be dragdog but I’ll take this opportunity to further flesh out the core of these characters instead. To find what fits every variation/AU to some degree.

EMOTIONS/FEELINGS:

Calming sun shining in the face on a Saturday morning

The thrill of running barefoot through tall grass

Finding a big catch in the fishing net

The skip of heartbeat upon hearing alarming news

An extra minute spent on a thoughtful present

COLOURS:

SCENTS:

Chamomile tea - favourite drink

Log cabin

Dry algae - most of his hobby tools and clothes smell of sea

Dry birch bark - woven baskets

Kitten fur

OBJECTS:

Well used fishing rod - his father’s

Tall waterproof boots - for going deeper into the water to fetch the net

Loud whistling water kettle - adds to the ambience of the cabin

Driftwood ornaments in interior - adds to the scent, fond reminder of a home he lost

Government issued uniform - work outfit

BODY LANGUAGE:

Brow furrowed in confusion and concern

Honest smile - with mouth and eyes

Leaning in forward while sitting, curious and attentive

Instant and believable switch from casual to professional

Relaxed, near always open for conversation

AESTHETICS:

SONGS:

Adam Jensen - Sandcastles

Tungsten - The Fairies Dance

Fuimadane - Vidar

Nora En Pure - Altered Destiny

Sam Tinnesz | Tommee Profitt - Hold On For Your Life

EMOTIONS/FEELINGS:

Longing for something that no longer exists

The fading in and out of consciousness when there’s still work to be done but mind and body both are exhausted

Receiving a pleasant embrace or a kiss on the forehead

Odd conflicting shame over praise on a thing that could’ve been done better

Pleasure of art - mind and hand working in harmony

COLOURS:

SCENTS:

Wet dark dirt - common smears on his clothes when out on duty

Aged newspaper he’s collected to learn everyday history and gather what’s left of memories he never got to experience himself

Plain soap - mild and gentle

Fresh bread

Funeral home - the best way to describe the smell of undeath that sticks to his being

OBJECTS:

Neatest sketchbook known to man

Mother’s hip scarf

Bread (either edible or a trinket/charm in the case of the original undead Lane who does not consume food)

Perfectly sharpened blade

Neatly organised graphite in an ornate box

BODY LANGUAGE:

Composed but tense as if ready for something, anything, keeps his distance whenever possible

Downcast eyes to not draw attention to himself

Mind is visibly overburdened, over-analysing his surroundings

Parts lips at times as if to say something but closes them without a sound a moment later

Hint of a smile in pleasant company that quickly fades when perceived directly

AESTHETICS:

SONGS:

Raynes - Cast The Bronze

PHILDEL - The Stag vs. The Hare

slenderbodies - anemone

Patty Gurdy - Gurdy’s Green

Eurielle - Rescue Me

Sequence of the songs matters more than the songs themselves. I’ve chosen just one song for each character (first on each of their lists) so this was ROUGH. All of this was rough as balls to come up with and write down. I’ve spent 6+ hours SOBBING WAILING on it and it still doesn’t say anything I’ve wanted to convey. But I’m proud to have attempted to tackle this challenge nevertheless.

really hope Lane comes off unnerving to be around. he should feel like a living weapon, a ticking time bomb.

and Rau is a simple guy who loves simple life but is forced to work for government against his wishes, really

also don't have much to do with each other in the original setting. yet

#tag game #oc-lane #oc-rau #gods i suck at writing and coming up with words to use. please dont perceive me im- neko nezinu un nerunāju angliski goodbye /hit

[boeing-787]

my city now

#ramattra #ovw #please dont perceive me for this post. bye. #plane beef

[shibbledibble22]

I've been as closely as I can describe as sex repulsed as long as I've known about sex (which was in elementary school 🙃 kid at school showed me porn in like 3rd grade) but I'm like certain my relationship with my parents has definitely left an imprint of me being aroace

#aroace #asexual #aromantic #like im not traumatized or whatever argument people use againt aroace folk but like #my adult relationships with my family is certainly making me a fucking hermit crab #im just gonna hide i dont want to be perceived please and thanks #ive been ace for a long time #but i only recently started finally calling myself aro and ace