#everything I’ve ever wanted and more

[jemmo]

when he came back and kissed the life out of him… wrapped his arms around him so tight and held and squeezed with everything he had, gave everything he had, all his messy, complicated, overwhelming feelings to kinn, before ultimately walking away. and the way kinn cried, got angry, cursed the world for making it like this, never giving him the chance at happiness, for not letting life be like it is in those woods… i broke

#kinnporsche #when I say this episode was exceptional #that it gave me so much #everything I’ve ever wanted and more #I am just screaming #perfection #I love them

[uhhisthisthingon]

#last night was a dream omfg #everything I’ve ever wanted and more #to go from not having tickets #to thinking I wasn’t gonna be able to go #to so many missed opportunities and let downs #and then FINALLY !!!!!!!! #by some miracle of the universe #AND he played strawberry wine?! #amazing!

[twistedappletree]

mfw i’m only 16 and have single-handedly made several of the most powerful cultivators cry simply by calling them stupid and telling a few “yo mama” jokes without any repercussions from the elders of my own clan who let me do/say whatever the hell i want because they’ve given up on trying to stop me

#chad #mdzs #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #cql #chen qing ling #lan jingyi #precious gremlin #mdzs crack #mdzs meme #mdzs shitposting #apple babble 🍎 #the grandmaster of demonic cultivation #fr tho nobody checks this kid ever #he gets a free pass for everything #prob bc nobody else wants to get roasted into oblivion lmFAO #chicken boy #i know he’s more goblin than gremlin but I’ve been using the gremlin tag forever and don’t wanna go through changing it in every post 😭

[applebees4prez]

when i say that this was my 9/11 i fully mean it. i would pull out my computer and write it myself if it weren’t so personal to dan. i will go into debt to make this happen. @danielhowell if there is anything i can personally to get dan is not okay out into the world i will do it i don’t care if i’m a freshman in college i would die for this.

#DINOK MY BELOVED #i’m getting way too fucking emo about this #actually idc #this is everything i could ever want #not only is this concept so fucking interesting and cool #but i love dan and everything he does so much #i have full trust in everything he creates #idc if it’s parasocial #i went to wad it was the best thing ever #i’ve watched every dd episode five times as they came out #daniel howell is a true creative visionary who should get to run wild #but also i need to go back to the plot #not only is it a reflection of dan’s life #but so many people are actually going through this same thing #and will continue to #i go to class every day and see the guys who are business majors or whatever #and i just want to scream in their face that there is more to life than d3 sports #also as somebody who’s interested in dan this is everything to me plotwise #like yes queen i am also incredibly grateful that you dropped out of law #i am so happy that you have become comfortable not just with your sexuality #but with who you are in general #you don’t know me but you raised me #and i am so proud of you #AKDHAKDHSK SORRY IM DONE NOW #BUT I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS #daniel howell #dan is not okay #dinok #why i quit youtube #dan howell

[coredrill]

HERE IT IS. my second favorite snw tweet

#like its WILD. i don’t think i’ve ever seen such a clear cut case where like. #the writers desperately obviously want to make it so so queer #but the studio is doing SOMETHING that’s making it the most loudly in-your-face aggressively straight trek thats ever existed #(at least that ive seen) #to the point it’s detrimental to everything else abt the show #f: star trek #trek: shows #trek: snw #t.txt #I WONT COMPLAIN ANYMORE I PROMISE LMAO. i do like the show but ive taken a break from watching it #i need more time to recover between episodes #also my first favorite snw tweet is saying basically the same thing i said here but they had a mark.06 icon. hi pot its the kettle

[waywardstation]

with the anon talking about angry ingo, i assume when ingo caught wind akari was banished. i can see all hell broke loose specially ingo charging at clan galaxy leader

In regards to this ask

I’ve thought on this scenario and I can see what you’re saying anon! A lot of people go this route, but I like to think that perhaps in that situation he’d be more concerned over Akari’s safety out in the wilderness than going and attacking Kamado — at least if he did get involved at all.

Personally the only thing I can see causing him to get like this is if he got the chance to personally confront the thing that pulled him to Hisui.

So many theories — Arceus themselves, Giratina at Volo’s command to open rifts, an Ultra Beast through an Ultra Wormhole — I think each one would bring some level of anger to it, either at the situation or the entity that did it.

He was pulled right out of his life and lost everything dear to him against his will (I’m assuming), and was just left adrift in a murky haze. And then to possibly find out whatever did it doesn’t even care or know they stripped him of everything? Maybe he’d be more angry at the situation he’s found himself in rather than the entity that caused it at that point. I don’t know, I’d have to think about it more. ^^

#wayward’s asks #OK GENERAL DISCLAIMER #because I’ve seen like #MULTIPLE people posting lately about how #the mischaracterization of Ingo getting involved in the player’s banishment annoys them #I am FULLY aware that Ingo does nothing in canon and have no problem with that because considering everything why would he be the outlier #volo made much more sense #but in MY ‘canon’ that my stories have built up where Ingo and Akari have a much more developed connection than anything you’d ever get out #of the game #I think that it would naturally incite a little more involvement with all of this #I definitely think it’d be more indirect than direct #ingo cares about the safety of passengers #he’s going to care more about Akari’s safety than beating up Kamado #but again on safety I think he’d also definitely not want to spark Kamado’s threat on war at the act of helping her #I think it would torment Ingo for a while before he’d do anything about it #I wrote about this once and I think I should rewrite it #because I’d probably write it a little differently this time

[honeypleasejustkillme]

tomorrow is my nineteenth birthday. i can’t believe i’ve lived this long, i didn’t expect to live past sixteen yet alone get to nineteen. this is a crazy thing to process, i still can’t buy anything i want to, still can’t rent a car, still can’t buy a hotel room, still can’t do literally anything but to me it’s still a milestone of how strong i am for continuing to live despite everything.

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #this made me tear up a little bit just because i’ve been through so much and despite not wanting to exist.. having people acknowledge you #despite everything in your life that’s negative is a nice thing to go through #my fp and his sister want to do something small for my birthday and that makes me wanna cry #it was his sisters idea.. she loves me that much she’s willing to throw a mini party for me #dude i truly am so lucky to have him in my life.. he’s given me more strength and support than anyone has ever given me #his sister is so sweet too.. just gah im so in love with him

[enter-drfrog]

Inject Percy Jackson and the Olympians Season 1 Episode 5: A God Buys Us Cheesburgers into my veins. Oh my god, it’s so perfect. I’m never gonna stop thinking about this.

Percabeth. Percabeth!?!? They—Percabeth. They’re so—They’re so. Ahhhhhhhhh. I’m going to begin openly sobbing. I love them so much.

Leah and Walker are acting their asses off. They had me feeling all of the feelings this episode. I know this story like the back of my hand but they had me stressing. I was in tears.

And the gods??? They’re both so perfect. Ares? His introduction with the kids was perfect. That scene was perfect. And then he made Ares funny and I don’t want to like him but I feel like I begrudgingly like him. I love the portrayal. It’s so perfect. And Hephaestus??? One thing about me is that I love Timothy Omundson so I knew he’d be perfect for this role as soon as he was cast. But omg he proved me right. He humanized that character so much and was able to develop such a good relationship with Annabeth in a fairly short amount of time. Chef’s kiss.

Man’s Grover?? My little genius. The minute he agreed to stay with Ares I knew he had a plan. And damn was I right. Look at his little face. He knows what he’s doing. He’s using that sweet little innocent face but you know he’s up to some mischief with his innocent little manipulations

#i could talk about this forever #this show is everything i’ve ever wanted to be and more #everyone is so perfectly cast #and the changes they’re making serve the story perfectly #i need to do talk to everyone about this show #percy jackson show #percy jackson #percy jackson series #percy jackson and the olympians

[nikki-rook]

When you love a piece of media so much you find yourself needing to consume more than what exists. So you start diving into it deep. Watching everything the actors have ever done, reading the book it’s based on, reading books briefly mentioned in the thing.

#I’m now watching staged #I’ve read the good omens book now #now I’m reading more Terry pratchet #I want to watch everything David Tennant and micheal sheen have ever done #text

[ghosts-cyphera]

No questions or comments, jus wanted to say that I love your pornstar ghost! Plz don't ever stop writing <33

this is one hundred percent one of those comments that I’m tempted to print out and keep for the rest of my wee life because 💕🥹 aah, thank you !!

#it’s the ‘don’t ever stop writing’ that gets me every time #the past few days have been so overwhelming in all the best ways with all the love I’ve received for ps!ghost #but at the same time the more excited people get the more anxious and afraid I get of being a let down haha #of posting something that people don’t enjoy #I tell myself that it doesn’t matter as long as I enjoyed writing it but we all need and want that validation #we want to receive unconditional love for who we are for what we do #but sometimes it’s tough to feel deserving of any of that #sorry I didn’t mean to be sad hahaha #this just made me feel all the feels because for a short moment today a part of me was convinced that I should just delete my blog #because of the fear of being perceived and potentially judged #but you telling me to keep writing was the encouragement I needed #because not everything will be perfect and not everything will be as loved as something else but that’s all good #that’s alright #eek it’s 4 am!! #I love you #lo answers

[mattodore]

i’ve been pretty quiet on here and avoiding my activity and dms these last few weeks because october was easily one of the worst months i’ve had in a very long time and i lost my family dog of seventeen years and had a medical scare for not only myself but my cat and just all these things happened at once that felt incredibly hard to bounce back from mentally… but aside from being sick atm things are starting to get better for me and my family so hopefully i can actually start being. normal. again soon 🧎

#river dipping #i don’t think i get personal on here very often just bc. the pd. um #but i figured i should say something bc my avoidant personality disorder is uhhhhhhhh #certainly Avoiding. #i’m so sorry if you’ve messaged me or @ed me or just tried interacting in any way #ik i wrote in my pinned navigation that yea i take breaks and avoid my activity and it’s nothing personal #but i still just wanted to reiterate it #i tend to keep notifications off for tumblr and my activity and everything like i only ever check when i’m mentally prepared for the State #my brain goes into when interacting with people #it’s not that i’m ignoring you!! my brain is just. very bad. #and i have a lot of trouble actually replying #especially in private messages #i’m much more comfortable talking publically which is why discord is so not for me 😭 #i really have been pushing myself out of my comfort zone a lot this past year and it’s certainly helped a ton #but still. it’s a disorder i’ve had my whole life so 🤷 it’s still sticking around ykwim #so i’m sorry 😔 but i’m also incredibly thankful toward everyone who’s taken the time to talk to me and interact with me and just thought of #me in general even when i’ve been so isolated recently #ummmm but on the bright side i moved out finally and am at a place that isn’t gonna poison my brain anymore so ‼️ #it took a few horrible days for my pets to get used to the house but things are fine now and i’ve set up my room and am :) doing better #surprisingly my panic disorder has been absent since the move… which is very weird for me #i fr think my previous place might actually have been poisoning me like i’m serious #……..i might delete this post in a bit if i start feeling too crazy abt being vulnerable lmao. um. #but for the people that’re online rn! my beloved friends and lovers yk #there’s my little update

[smilesrobotlover]

Crying over Anakin and Ahsoka rn I am NOT ok over those two

#rewatching clone wars and rebels at the same time and I will LITERALLY CRY OVER THEM THEYRE SO SWEET #doesn’t help that I see myself and my older brother in them #like #Ah #smiles rambles #delete later #everything about them makes me cry like they have such a sweet sibling relationship ever #their banter and teasing and nicknames and silliness #and then it ALL GETS RUINED #anakin’s character arc will always be the most guy wrenching character arc I’ve ever seen in any media #nothing will make me more emotional than him #cuz he had so much to live for #and because he had so much to live for he fell to the dark side #cuz he couldn’t lose anything #listen the Jedi are great but they were incredibly flawed #anakin’s whole thing is proof of that #I don’t understand why Star Wars wants to fully bring back the Jedi #like don’t have their attachment rules and give Jedi therapy #cuz they NEED it #ugh #anyways didn’t think I’d ramble about Star Wars HDKSBSKSBSM #I love it

[valoale]

This is undoubtedly the best thing that has ever happened to me and I refuse to be normal about this

#I’m still going absolutely feral over this #I cried when I first saw this and I’m crying again #the collab of my dreams #this was everything I ever wanted and more #I’m EMOTIONAL #please someone help me #two of my current favourite artists birthed this masterpiece and it’s gonna be my new personality for the rest of the year #I’m deceased #I’ve had the worst time for the past week but this healed me #umk 2024 #umk24 #kuumaa #Benjamin #vee talks #Youtube

[kentopedia]

dazai and i wake each other up in the middle of the night just to tell each other fun facts

#i love random knowledge #i want to know everything #it actually kills me sometimes that i cant remember everything i’ve ever learned #damn anyways #samury ❤︎₊ ⊹ #lore time #maybe i’ll just start posting more abt my silly selfships #idgaf anymore #HOWJQKQLQ

[faeriefully]

whats interesting is that I’m not afraid of aging.. I do not dread it.. what I fear is the growing sense of ‘I have no idea what I’m going to do next’…

#I’ve been accepted to grad school #there’s seemingly no husband on the horizon #i’m learning two languages #I’ve learned how to crochet #I am getting a degree in reading books #I’ve been on road trips and friends visits and done most everything I was ever excited to as a kid #my life is a growing sense of ‘now what’?? #i work in the audio/video department of my church #I am trying to see if there’s a different need they have that I’ll be able to commit to #there’s still some skills I want to develop— better cooking- embroidery- baking- better at art #i want to write more #i am approaching another spiral of ‘I don’t know what I’m doing next’ #g.txt

[medi-bee]

What if there were these characters that I loved so so much….. what if they wouldn’t leave my brain until I drew them….. would you guys still like me…………..

characters belong to @lanternmice and @saturncoyote respectively!

#my art #me expressing my affection through pictures instead of words like a normal person #you guys are both so cool to me…… hi #it didn’t work btw these guys are still in my brain. they’re stuck in there #I want to draw EVERYONE’S characters!!!!! #but oh. ohhhhg. I am an anxiety creature and I have so many things I want to do all the time but no energy to do them #I can feel my art skill leveling up the more art I do? who could have predicted that #but that just makes me want to go back and redraw everything I’ve ever done auughhhh #the hardest part of drawings are the idea sketch and lineart. everything else is mostly therapeutic #but I will never understand clothes wrinkles. I really peaked there with that one tlai fanart I'll never beat that #SORRY I LIKE TO TALK IN TAGS IGNORE THESE #tags are nice because I can just jump from one topic to another and no one cares i don’t think #I need medication and I don’t care what it’s for at this point