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em1e · 11 months

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⠀ ⠀ ༝ i believe in the slow ride, so i drag your heart through the sand and snow

ハジメ // EVEN WHEN I'M NOT WITH YOU ⠀ ༝ ༝ timeskip!iwaizumi hajime ⠀ ༝ ༝ 1.1k words ⠀ ⚠︎ hbd iwa !! mutual pining, drinking, breakups ⠀— iwa’s never really been one to tell you no

iwaizumi hajime liked you.

well, liked is a relative term, he thinks. he’s enamored by you - all heart eyed and mush in your palms when you touch him.

and he thinks you might share his sentiment, from the way you’ve danced around him since high school. lingering touches, shared gazes when oikawa says something particularly annoying, small smiles and laughter reserved for him and only him when you’re alone.

but neither of you seem bold enough in your feelings to make a move.

so, instead of breaking the tension that seems to grow with each passing year between the two of you, you end up with other people. short relationships that never last longer than a few months, that end with you crying in each other’s arms because i really think i loved them.

it leaves either of you clenching your jaw as you console the other, the numbing thought of i could treat you so much better lingering in the forefront of your minds.

but it’s never the right time, never the right place, never the right day to bring it up, and neither of you do.

it’s iwaizumi’s turn to hold you tonight. a break up with brad or blake or brandon really doing a number on you.

“he just left, iwa! i caught him cheating and he didn’t even say anything.”

you’ve always been like this after breakups - going through the motions like a changing mood ring. sadness, then anger, then sadness again, a sprinkle of vengeance if you’re feeling particularly upset.

“that bastard’s gonna wish he never met me.” you’re frowning, glaring at nothing and iwaizumi can almost feel sorry for benjamin if not for the fact that he quite literally cheated on you.

“let’s go out, iwa.” you say finally, shaking his shoulder, “i don’t wanna be home right now”

you glance around your living room, scrunching your nose in distaste from the things braydon’s decided to leave in his haste to get away from your yelling. iwa’s never really been one to tell you no.

“okay, let me message the guys.”

you hop up with a small cheer, and it’s enough to leave iwa smiling as you leave to your room to get dressed while he pulls out his phone.

iwa: You guys down to go out tonight? makki: sure what time mattsun: 👍 oikawa: have 2 check my schedule

iwa: Like… in an hour? (y/n)’s getting ready.

mattsun: so we have two hours. got it.

oikawa: i can make it then. tell them to wear something sexy ;)

makki: don’t they have a bf lol

oikawa: not anymore if we’re going out on a friday night

makki: good point.

iwa: We’ll meet you guys at the club?

mattsun: 👍

makki: 👍

oikawa: what is wrong with u guys oikawa: 👍

true to mattsun’s word, you come out two hours later all styled and pretty. any remnants of a broken heart were left in your bedroom, and iwaizumi can appreciate the fact that you look nice. you give him a small spin with a laugh when he’s been staring for too long and he clears his throat and prays his voice doesn’t crack as he speaks.

“you look good.”

“thanks,” you grin, grabbing your wallet and keys,“what did they say?” you nod towards the phone in his hand as you pat yourself down for your own phone.

he shakes the device slightly as he stands, passing yours since you left it on the couch with him, “meeting us at the club.”

“perfect! you ready?”

he looks down at what he’s wearing, compares it to what you have on, and shrugs. his jeans and t-shirt will have to do, “sure.”

༝ ༝

you’re probably four drinks down when you notice him.

your now ex. brody? iwaizumi should really work on learning other people’s names. he noticed him when he walked in, even nudged oikawa’s side as if to say look what the cats dragged in, and word spread between the four boys quick - all realizing without you noticing.

until now, at least.

“iwaa. . .” you’re pressing into his side in the booth they’d laid claim to, fingers digging into his arm with a frown on your face, “went’a go get a drink ‘nd you won’t believe who bought it for me!”

he knows who. he’s been watching you like a hawk since he walked in, arms crossed over his chest with a scowl that had oikawa say something about people will think you’re stalkin’ ‘em if you keep starin’ like that.

still, he asks with a tilted head, “who?”

“dylan.” you say the name with such venom, it almost makes him laugh, completely disregarding the fact that he was way off on what his name could’ve been.

oikawa, ever the instigator beside him gasps, “no!”

“yes!” you groan, leaning into iwaizumi’s bicep, and he’s glad he’s three drinks in - he can blame the flush on his cheeks on that, surely, “will one of you come dance with me?”

iwa’s not the dancer of the group. in fact, anyone else would have been a better choice, but mattsun’s outside vaping, makki’s at the bar flirting with some chick who he claimed has big honkers (whatever that means), and oikawa . . . knows about iwaizumi’s growing love for you.

the brunette practically shoves the both of you out of the booth, offering a grin when you giggle and iwaizumi glares. he props his legs up in the seat, leaning back against the wall with his arms behind his head, making himself comfortable and just as iwaizumi is about to tell him off, your fingers are wrapping around his wrist and pulling him to the center of the room.

you arms wrap around his neck, and his own hands find themselves at your waist naturally.

the world around you seemed to melt away as the two of you dance to the beat of your own music, swaying back and forth. iwa thinks he could die tomorrow and be happy just from the way you hold him, from the way you’re looking at him now.

and then you smile at him, something small and cute, and iwa thinks then surely he has died and this is his own personal form of heaven.

“you’re so pretty iwa.” you mumble out, words barely caught by him from the noise surrounding you.

“ya think so?”

you nod, one hand removing itself from his shoulders to cup his cheek, “very much so.” you confirm, eyes softening when he leans into your touch.

that’s really all it takes to break any resolve he has left, fueled on by the few shots flowing in his system to lean down and press a kiss to your lips that holds the desperation of five years on his tongue.

when he pulls away, you’re almost gasping, fingers tangled in the front of his shirt trying to pull him back in for more -

and iwa’s never really been one to tell you no.

#salmon rowe #iwaizumi hajime #iwaizumi hajime x reader #hajime iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi x reader #hajime x reader #hajime iwaizumi #x reader #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader

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strafepanzer · 2 months

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mattsun is my ex bf

#we were sooo in love #sighs

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todayisawthewhxlewxrld · 2 years

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like this: violence IS the answer

ch8

masterlist

-oh to be accused of dating ur boyfriends bestfriend while his bestfriend is already secretly ur ex bf

-HEHE MORE SHITTING AND CRYING VARIATIONS

-yachi smart wif it

-y/n said i won’t reach out but who am i to ignore him if he does 🥰

-mattsun n oikawa bff supremacy

-what r u hmming for iwa🤨🤨🤨 share wif da class

-i believe in mattsun rubbing it in iwa’s face supremacy

-sometimes u just gotta have a quick throw down with ur bestie !

-oh oikawa u poor little dumb soul ☹️

-OK LAST BAD CH OR NOT WRITTEN WELL CHAPTER I MEAN THE CHAPTERS AFTER THIS COUKD STILL BE NOT WRITTEN WELL BUT ITS NOT AS BADLY WRITTEN YK?

(just sneezed and saw my life flash before my eyes send help)

taglist!!🐻

@jiminslajibolala @amarinthe @faewraithsworld @vicolangelo @anniesfavoritesimp @revrse @daddyissuesmademe @lavedi @theoriginaleclipse @putmeinyourdeathnote @kirislilrock @jeansmainhoe @yokey-egg

#bimbos haikyuu smaus #haikyuu text messages #haikyuu textposts #haikyuu smau #haikyuu oikawa #oikawa torū #oikawa toru x reader #oikawa smau #bimbo’s like this

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txdxsh1 · 3 years

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CAN I REQUEST SOME RANDOM HEADCANONS FOR ISSEI OR FOR ATSUMU? I LOVE YOUR WORK IT MAKES ME HAPPY I SWEAR

RANDOM MATSUKAWA ISSEI HEADCANONS I HAVE!! (GENERAL + BF + OUTFITS)

genre: fluff/comfort/crack HAHA

warnings: just a few curse words

authors note: AHHH i’m so glad you like my work!! and thank you for requesting these wonderful boys! it was so hard choosing which one to do T_T hope you like it!!

general:

once ate a sandwich with a fork just to make his friends angry HQYSGWHBD

along with skateboarding, he also knows how to roller skate

loves going to the movies

he has the weirdest sense of humor PLEASE

really wants a pet but his mom won’t let him get one

makki and him always do a very long and elaborate “handshake” except they improvise it every time and oikawa and iwaizumi HATE IT

has pretty bad back pain for an 18 year old

takes his younger siblings out for frozen yogurt when they accomplish something

he’s actually a really fast runner but hates running so no one knows

has tried every single energy drink that he has ever come across

he can burp on command

has a large and odd sock collection

really wants tattoos when he’s older

his favorite color is black (or grey)

he was temporarily a twitch streamer during college

he’s really good at chess for some reason

calls oikawa “pretty boy” to piss him off

makki and him literally never bring lunch and always scrounge for food and share whatever they find

he’s double jointed

his mom is usually busy/working so he makes lunch for his little siblings (to take to school)

i’m not sure if you read my last random hc’s but i said that makki and mattsun played on the schools tennis team for fun but now they actually enjoy it IWBDUNSIS

for someone good at tennis, he SUCKS at ping pong

he’s a really good listener

speaking of which, he lets oikawa vent to him because for some reason he only feels comfortable telling mattsun stuff ??

used to go camping a lot when he was a kid

everyone knows him and he has friends in every social group (but his best friends are iwa, oikawa, and makki)

prefers silver over gold jewelry

and the answer is yes, he does wear rings

his favorite soda is dr pepper

he doesn’t know it, but kunimi looks up to him a lot

if makki and him see each other from far away, there is no doubt in my mind that they make this face at each other

iwa and him have push up contests at practice

this is his favorite song

he has stretch marks on his back from growing

doesn’t like to admit it but he is a sucker for 80’s music

will have sleepovers with makki where they just binge an entire anime in one night

when the “i like ya cut, g” trend was going around, he did it to iwa everyday and it got him SO MAD HAHAH

oh god he hates kids (...except his siblings)

he’s really good at whistling

i don’t know why but i feel like he listens to joji

this isn’t a hc but i just wanna share this video because its so funny and i love it so much

boyfriend:

really likes walking to school with you every morning

he always greets you with a kiss

makes you play tennis with him HAHAHA

sends you memes at ungodly hours of the a.m.

he told you a candice joke...i’m so sorry

doesn’t get mad easily like at all

however, he will get jealous if some dude is getting too comfortable with you

got you flowers on your first date <3

and they were your favorites <3333

loves giving you hugs from behind

you love them too except sometimes he’ll put his entire weight on you (on purpose) and he’s HUGE and HEAVY

the second you walk into a room, he’s already smiling/smirking

one his favorite dates is when he takes you to a rooftop to watch the sunrise or sunset

if you text him that you’re bored, he will immediately come over to go do something fun (if you want him to)

likes to give you kisses on random places (ex: your nose, your shoulder, your wrist, the top of your head, etc...) <3

loves when you sit on his lap or in between his legs

if he sees something that reminds him of you, he’ll take a picture of it

calls you “doll” and “baby/babe”

he likes this song solely because it reminds him of you

always celebrates your small wins with you (ex: if you got a good grade on a test)

he genuinely thinks you’re so cool

if you do a sport, he definitely goes to watch you and makes a really small sign with your name on it ISNDHFBWJSJ

you have so many videos of him doing dumb shit oh my gosh

really likes driving at night with you while some good music is playing

you guys have so many inside jokes hahah

outfits i think he’d wear:

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seijorhi · 3 years

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this thought has been living rent free in my head, but imagine reader’s bf died and she has to plan the funeral so she goes to discuss w/ mattsun. he becomes obsessed w/ her & uses the funeral planning as a way to get closer. then, on the night of the funeral, reader goes missing and mattsun fakes a note to make everyone think reader ran away due to the loss of her bf— but really she’s all chained up in mattsun’s basement <3

Idk why but this ask definitely made me think of @vermiliren ’s mattsun stuff (mind you she goes like dark dark with some of it which I am too much of a baby for lol but if you’re into that highly recommend you check it out 😊)

TW mentions of suicide and death, kidnapping, implied non con

But yeah, I love the idea of Mattsun like living in an apartment over the morgue or something? And isn’t it really just too easy to take advantage of you when you’re tired and grieving, all it takes is a hand on your shoulder as he’s trying to talk to you about choices of flower arrangements or something and you look up at him with those big teary eyes and try to smile like your life hasn’t just completely been ripped apart and Mattsun is gone.

If you weren’t so emotionally wrecked, you might have thought it odd that he calls you out (just you - you’re the one the who knew your boyfriend best, right?) late one night a day or so before the funeral because there’s a few last minute things he wants to run over to make sure it’s all perfect. It’s actually kind of sweet - that he’s so dedicated to making sure this funeral is exactly how you want it. And you don’t question the tea he offers you, it’s late and it’s kind of a comfort thing just to have something warming to drink.

You don’t notice him sliding closer as he talks about little details you thought you’d already agreed on, but your eyelids start to feel so heavy, days of sleeplessness finally starting to catch up with you. If Mattsun notices your slow blinks or the yawns you try and stifle, he doesn’t say anything.

It’s futile trying to fight it off, and your nodding off on his shoulder before too long. It’s almost embarrassingly easy to get into your phone, shoot off a few text messages to your family and your dead boyfriend’s mother. It’s too much, you just can’t handle the grief, you can’t go the funeral. You’re not sure you can go on at all...

Such a shame, how grief drives people to extremes.

If the cops come asking, he’ll tell em how you broke down and left in tears and he hasn’t heard from you since. It’s not exactly an uncommon thing, considering his line of work. Sure it’ll be a pain to move your car later, to cover his tracks, but all that effort is gonna be worth it when he gets to come down the basement steps to see his pretty little angel all chained up and waiting for him. Really, he should thank your dead ex - if it wasn’t for that nasty car crash, he might never have met the love of his life.

#BD drabbles #ask #anon #tw implied noncon #tw kidnapping #tw suicide mention #tw death

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shotomyheart · 3 years

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hq masterlist

☁️: fluff

🌧: angst

🌩: suggestive

⛈: hurt/comfort

☀️: multiple themes

✨: fan favorite

multiple characters

headcanons

PLAYLIST: his message to you ☁️

kenma, suna, oikawa

PLAYLIST: his message to you pt II ☁️

akaashi, makki, bokuto

PLAYLIST: set the scene ☁️

kuroo, oikawa, kenma, akaashi, bokuto

drabbles

weddings + nerves ☁️

kuroo, lev, kita, atsumu, oikawa, iwa, bokuto

how he’d react: your ex-bf taunting a fist fight ⛈

oikawa, suga, bokuto

how he’d react: camping trip! ☁️

oikawa, kenma, lev, osamu, suga, kuroo

how he’d react: his childhood bedroom ☁️✨

atsumu, kenma, kuroo

karasuno

drabbles

silent love ☁️ sugawara x reader

nekoma

drabbles

tetsuro kuroo and you study ☁️ kuroo x reader

the four stages of knowing him ☁️ kuroo x reader

fics/fic concepts

sleepless dreams | oneshot/poetry | 🌧 kuroo x reader

aoba johsai

headcanons

oikawa + iwaizumi dye their hair ☁️ separate

you’re sick ☁️ oikawa x reader

toruu oikawa hcs + drabble ☁️ oikawa x reader

bf!iwaizumi ☁️✨ iwa x reader

friends to lovers hcs ☁️ oikawa x reader

drabbles

liar 🌧 oikawa x reader

quiet like the mona lisa ☁️ oikawa x reader

oikawa’s other best friend☀️ iwa x reader

hajime iwaizumi lets you paint his nails ☁️ iwa x reader

halloween costumes ☁️ oikawa x iwa

priceless ☁️ oikawa x reader

learning a new language (then forgetting) 🌧 oikawa x reader

fics/fic concepts

oikawa’s match | multi chapter | ☀️ oikawa x reader

bilingual ☁️ iwa x reader

dreams stay dreams | oneshot | 🌧 mattsun x reader

fukurodani

headcanons

bf!bokuto ☁️ bokuto x reader

drabbles

kotaro bokuto wants you to paint his nails ☁️ bokuto x reader

why you break up 🌧 bokuto x reader

fics/fic concepts

the perfect date | multi chapter | ☁️ akaashi x reader

shiratorizawa

headcanons

tendou’s backstory ☀️ character analysis

drabbles

more ☁️ ushijima x reader

google search: can anyone love? 🌧 ushijima x reader

full consumption ☁️ ushijima x reader (can be paired with above story)

music to my ears ☁️ semi x reader

inarizaki

headcanons

rintaro suna hcs + drabble ☁️ suna x reader

osamu miya hcs + drabble ☁️ osamu x reader

bf!atsumu ☁️ ✨atsumu x reader

bf!suna ☁️✨ suna x reader

bf!osamu ☁️ osamu x reader

drabbles

the better man 🌧 atsumu x reader

falling for you only makes me bleed 🌧 atsumu x reader

it’s just so small! 🌩 atsumu x reader

stars, planets, and galaxies ☁️ atsumu x reader

preference 🌧 miya twins

first step: lunch ☁️ osamu x reader

fics/fic concepts

RQ: angel (where are your wings?) ☁️ atsumu x reader

tallymarks ☀️ atsumu x reader

osamu’s perfect recipe | multi chapter | ☁️ osamu x reader

#navigation #masterlist #haikyuu #daydream away my friends

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bluealmondpie · 4 years

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ahhhhh oikawa :') i love how furudate sensei wrote his character. so multilayered. so perfect. *cries*

may i present: best boyfriend with a side of character development

bf!oikawa

* BIG FLIRT. cheesy lines. so cringe but so endearing (๑>◡<๑)

* he's surprisingly more humble and hardworking than people think of him. he's blessed with much, but he also doesn't think he is all that up there yet. he has lofty aims

* so he works really hard. you'll often end up having to pick him up from the gym, or bring him lunch. otherwise he can go on and on and on

* this man needs attention. shower him with it, as if he is a plant. when you send him little texts like "missing you! xx" he lights up ◡̈

* the type to like ice cream dates or cafe dates. he strikes me as a dessert person.

* "it's sweet, just like me ;)"

* he has to plan dates in secret. the fangirls will come after him and he doesn't want them to pick on you

* he also doesn't really want you to come to his matches, for that same reason.

* he will send you selfies before and after matches. probably in the locker rooms. there will probably be some semi naked boys and angry iwazumi in those pictures. if you point out that mattsun has nice muscle definition, oikawa will get pouty he always uses emoji. but he doesn't abuse them

* if they lose, he probably won't send u an after match selfie. you'll know they lost because of the radio silence. bring him milk bread and wait at his door. he b really happy to see you. it is relief? it's like an ah. things will be alright now feeling.

* if you do go to his matches tho, you'll have to be prepared to be jealous. the fans do get a fair portion of his attention because after matches and all that they swarm him and he can't get away to find you.

* if you had a bad day and this happens, it will show on your face and iwazumi will notice it first. then iwa chan will chase the fans away for you, and return oikawa to you oh bless you iwa chan. you've saved oikawa's relationships many a times

* because u know, oikawa's kind of oblivious. he can't tell if you're ok with something or not. he can't tell when you're annoyed, either.

* it'll take him some time to learn how to figure you out, but because he never put in this much effort before, you gotta b patient with him.

* after all, it's usually the girls who chase after him. so he never needed to pay them much attention, cos they would adjust to fit him, until they decided it's too much trouble, then he gets dumped. poor thing (;-;) if only he'd met you earlier

* so for the most bit, you'll complain to iwazumi. who will then chide oikawa until he Gets It.

* apologies from oikawa always come with a bouquet of your fav flowers. he will turn up at your door, flowers in hand and a soft smile and words of apology tumbling off his lips.

* oikawa's another one who apologises with skinship. he will hug you and press his forehead to yours and wait until you say you forgive him. and how could you not? he is so warm. and so repentant (;-;) pls forgive him, he knows not what he has done

* arguments tend to be frequent but short. oikawa's smart. he will out-logic you, leaving you annoyed but defeated. then he will try to cheer you up

* sometimes it backfires on him and you don't get cheered up. he might try to revise his opinion so that it's more palatable to you, and probably be a little more empathetic. that effort there is so sweet.

* he's a flippant sort of person. but he's actually not as frivolous as he seems. he doesn't really care about most things, but he's serious when it comes to things that are important to him. like volleyball. like you.

* when you're sick, he's bringing you to the doctor, making sure you take your medications on time, eating properly. he'll want to make sure you rest properly, so he will try to spend every free moment of his time checking on you or being with you.

* borderline will force you to stay in bed. will bring over soft toys and extra over the counter medications, just in case.

* he likes to look at you when you're really engaged in doing something. you look so serious and so cute, he can't help but stare. it's unintentionally romantic.

* he will want to hold your hand when you're doing things, too. he likes to play with your fingers. interlink them with his. it's a small gesture that tells you how much you're loved.

* tbh oikawa doesn't strike me as a touchy-touchy person. he's more likely to shower you with gifts and attention than he is to cuddle with you all day. his love language is probably quality time and gifts. (is this an unpopular opinion? maybe. but i'm not sorry)

* he used to think that by hugging and kissing his partners they will forgive him. because most of his exes were like that. but now with you he starts to learn how to properly appreciate his partner.

* he will start to remember little things. like your favourite flowers (so he can surprise you or apologise to you), your routine for the day (so he can text you "have a good day at work! 😘" and "r u home yet?"), your coffee order and your guilty pleasure snacks.

* he will also start to notice when you are angry or sad, and eventually you won't need to complain to iwazumi anymore because your boyfriend finally can tell when you're upset.

* fav place to kiss you? lips.

* fav place to be kissed? cheek. cos then he can turn and capture your lips ;) what a flirt

******

you made it through to the end!!! ٩(^‿^)۶

please send me requests or ask me stuff, i love all of u ♡♡♡

masterlist

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #hq!!#oikawa x reader #oikawa tooru x reader #oikawa #oikawa tooru #awww i love him.#hes so sweet and cute.#i hope i did his character justice really #hes so much less frivolous than people make him out to be #scheduled

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undermattsun-archive · 4 years

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henlo milkkkkk plz a matchup for weeds? 🥺💗💗💗

weeds <3333 anything for u <3333

and when i say anything i mean anything so i present to u my dirtiest n worst skate rat forever in my heart <33 skate rat mattsun <33 he came onto u while u were datin someone else n convinced u to ditch em for him! (u know only for him to start dating his ex again?? n then has the audacity to go “ah timings a bitch huh?”) n e ways yeah when he actually becomes ur god awful bf he does nothin but nap on ur couch, use ur resources n comes home at ungodly hours,,, once again dick game mid but his mind games unmatched??

#sorry this is a homies only event🤧🤧#also this is an anything for weeds moment too #but uh yeah good luck w him weeds......good luck #skate rat hq #matsukawa issei #miki replies #weeds > my entire existence

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sugawarassoulmate · 1 year

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Do Mattsun and reader ever get got...or nearly caught 😋🤭

so i feel like the rest of the seijoh 4 already know about the two of you sksk. makki and oikawa kinda live for the scandal of it all but iwaizumi is definitely the angel on mattsun's shoulder telling him that he shouldn't involve himself with this kind of drama.

every time mattsun's friends catch you leaving his apartment—a stutter in every step you take from how rough he fucked you the night before—makki and oikawa smirk at each other and probably give mattsun a high five while iwaizumi shakes his head in disappointment.

"just let her go, bro, you're not doing yourself any favors," hajime says once you're gone. "or her."

"i appreciate that, man, but i'm not the one that's cheating," mattsun answers with a shrug.

how can he stop when you're blowing up mattsun's phone, asking him to come over? maybe he likes the chaos and the thought of you being with your boyfriend and knowing that mattsun is the only one that can get you off.

#haikyuu smut #haikyu smut #mattsun x reader #mattsun smut #matsukawa issei x reader #matsukawa x reader #issei matsukawa smut #matsukawa sm #matsukawa issei smut #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #🍑#🍑mattsun #ex bf!mattsun

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sugawarassoulmate · 11 months

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i've been sitting on these for weeeeeeeks LOL

but basically a continuation of best friend!iwa calling out ex bf!mattsun for messing around with his ex when uhhh he really shouldn't be talking 👀

#haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyuu texts #haikyu texts #seijoh four #📱#📱mattsun #📱iwaizumi #pushing the virgin!makki agenda thank u #ex bf!mattsun #best friend!iwaizumi

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sugawarassoulmate · 2 years

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when you come back, i'll be waiting

you had every right to dump him—matsukawa was directionless and never took anything seriously. you were insufferably type a, an overachiever always thinking about the future. you kept nagging him about taking his studies more seriously, getting internships that could boost his resume, and dumping his loser friends. matsukawa never took your advice. he’d calm you down with his sweet words and gentle touches until you stopped annoying him. he knows you were in the right, but he was selfish at heart and wouldn’t let you go so easily.

pairing: ex boyfriend!matsukawa issei x reader

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cw: fem!reader, breakups, toxic relationships, unprotected sex, breakup sex, dubcon, manipulation, minors dni

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“You’re actually being serious right now?” he stared down at you, his usual bored expression replaced with one of mild disbelief. He wasn’t expecting you to say that when you had invited him over.

The two of you had been arguing a lot lately—well, the past few months if he was being honest with himself. Matsukawa wouldn’t be surprised if the thought of breaking up crossed your mind a few times. Of course, he would always be there to fuck those scary ideas out of your head with his fat cock.

But this time, you’re being firm with him. “I mean it, Sei. I just don’t see a future in this relationship. You can see it too, all we do is just scream at each other.”

He figures he should be heartbroken, upset by what you’re telling him. But Matsukawa’s entranced by how pretty you look right now. Did you mean to wear those shorts tonight? Were you aware of how frustratingly gorgeous you look?

You had every right to dump him—Matsukawa was directionless and never took anything seriously. You were insufferably Type A, an overachiever always thinking about the future. You kept nagging him about taking his studies more seriously, getting internships that could boost his resume, and dumping his loser friends.

Matsukawa never took your advice. He’d calm you down with his sweet words and gentle touches until you stopped annoying him. He knows you were in the right, but he was selfish at heart and wouldn’t let you go so easily.

In the midst of your ranting, Matsukawa reaches out to cup your face in his hands, staring at you with those dark eyes of his that never fail to make you swoon. “You don’t really mean that, babe.” He presses himself against you, making sure you feel tiny compared to his much larger frame.

When he feels you lean into his touch, he knows he’s already won. Even if you roll your eyes. “This is exactly what I mean, Sei. You never listen to me.”

“Of course, I listen to you,” it’s not a total lie. Matsukawa listens to you plenty—especially when he has you spread out on his bed, begging him to pump you full of his cum. “You’re just upset, lemme make it up to you.

He watches you squirm in his hold, but you never push him away. You’re getting frustrated, the body wants one thing but the brain wants something else. You’ll see that he’s right, even if you’re a bit stubborn. At least that’s something the both of you have in common.

“I know that look, Issei. You can’t fuck your way out of every argument.” You snap, pointing out the smug look in his eyes. But the strong front you’ve been trying to put up is easily broken when Matsukawa’s fingers slip past your shorts and brush against your panties.

He easily finds the small wet spot already soaking through the fabric. Not once did you try to push him away when he pushes one of his fingers, and then two, between your folds. You mumble a weak “stop” but you’re pulling him toward your body, whining into his chest.

But you don’t want him to stop, in fact, you say quite the opposite when he’s drilling his thick cock in your greedy cunt. “Don’t stop, Sei! Don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop.” When he has you in a haze, spread out on his bed and filled to the brim with cum, Matsukawa grabs you by the face to lean in for a kiss.

“Oh, honey, are you too dumb to speak?” he coos, kissing along your jawline and down your chest before taking one of your nipples into his mouth.

“Last time, Sei,” is all you can muster, whining when he bites down at the sensitive bud.

Of course, it wasn’t the last time.

It wasn’t the last time when you came back to get your stuff, packing all of them in a few boxes and loading up your car. You told Matsukawa he didn’t have to help, but who were you kidding? There was no way he’d let you lug all of that on your own. Plus, you got to see him get sweaty in his tank top, arms flexing under the weight of the items he was carrying.

All you had left was some clothes in his closet, but when the two of you got into the bedroom it was a blur. Suddenly, he had you bouncing in his lap, eyes rolled into the back of your head with an earth-shattering orgasm.

Once he pumped his cum into you, you told him that the two of you had to stop doing this. He shuts you up with a roll of his hips.

That certainly wasn’t the last time after you called him weeks later at three in the morning, drunk and missing him. He acted so cocky as if he wasn’t checking his Instagram every five minutes praying that you looked at his story.

You were on him the second Matsukawa closed the door, not even making it to the bedroom for the first round as he fucked you right there on your living room floor. It happened again in your bed and once more in the shower when you woke up. Each time you’d remind him that the two of you were over.

Just a few days after that, the two of you spotted each other at a bar, your friends gave Matsukawa the stink eyes as they tried to lead you away from him as if the two of you could keep away from each other long enough.

As soon as you were alone, he pulled you into the bathroom and had you sitting pretty on his cock, ruining the makeup you must have worked so hard on. Who were you getting dressed so nicely like that if not for him? Wearing that sinful minidress he always loved to rip off. You were doing it on purpose.

“Tell them you went home early,” he growled in your ear, unlocking your phone so you could send a text. He feels you tighten around him while you tap away, gasping each time he snaps his hips.

This couldn’t be the last time.

Not when you’re crying about how much you love him with every stroke, tears flooding your eyes when he kisses you. Matsukawa knows this is toxic - for both of you.

There was no way you two could get back together, not when you bring out the worst in each other. Slowly, Matsukawa learns that too. He doesn’t like the person he becomes when he’s with you but he’d rather let continue than lose you.

What he doesn’t notice is that each time it gets worse. It started with picking up your things from his place and now he’s unable to view your story on social media and your friends refuse to tell him where you are. But none of that matters, you’re going to come crawling back. You need him just as much as he needs you.

So he’s not surprised when he gets a phone call from you asking him to pick up his stuff from your place. “It’s been months…” you said. He had been avoiding it but since you hadn’t brought it up before, Matsukawa thought it wasn’t that big of an issue.

The entire time he was there, grabbing his things and putting them in the trunk of his car - similar to what you had done a few months back - you had been cold to him. Offering to help only out of courtesy with no warmth in your voice. The lingering touches on his shoulder aren’t there anymore and neither is the soft smile you used to give him.

“Is that the last of it?” you asked, standing in the doorway as Matsukawa shuts the trunk closed. He nods and you awkwardly play with your thumbs. “Do you wanna get a drink before you go?”

Definitely not the last time.

Matsukawa sneaks behind you while you’re at the counter, hands at your waist and lips already on the sensitive skin. However, instead of leaning into his touch like you always do, Matsukawa feels you tense up and shrug him off.

That catches him off guard, you’ve never turned him down so outright before. You were just as insatiable as he was, always itching to get your hands on him when you could. But you’ve been so standoffish since he walked in the door.

You ignore him, going back to making his drink and placing it on the table for him, completely disregarding the stunned look on his face. “Thanks so much for getting everything,” you mumbled. “Sorry if it was too much.”

But Matsukawa doesn’t give a shit about how tired he is from lifting boxes. He never expected rejection to sting so much—he never expected to be rejected by you. “What’s your damage? You’ve been acting like an ice queen all day.” He says bluntly. Subtlety has never been his strong suit.

The sternness of his voice catches you off guard, Matsukawa’s never been one to snap at you before. “Nothing’s wrong, Sei! I just figured you wouldn’t want to be here all day…”

“Why? I like spending time with you, baby,” he reaches for you again, but just like before you don’t reciprocate. “That right there. What the fuck is up with you?”

“Sei, we haven’t been spending time together, we’ve been fucking.” you sigh, crossing your arms as if you’re lecturing a child. “I haven’t been keeping my word, but we really can’t keep doing this. It’s not healthy for either of us. You taking your stuff out of here makes it so we don’t have another excuse to keep seeing each other. We’re over.”

It doesn’t register in Matsukawa’s head at first but the seriousness on your face tells him there’s conviction behind your words. He starts thinking about his life without you and then something worse, someone else having you.

“You wanna fuck someone else?” he questions, taking notice of how your eyes slightly widen. “Are you fucking someone else?”

As you said, it had been months since your “breakup” and the only times Matsukawa saw you were on the other end of his cock, crying from ecstasy. If you had been seeing anyone other than him, there’s no way he would know. Surely none of your friends would tell him.

“Are you?” he presses.

“There’s no one!” but you’re a terrible liar and both of you know it and you crack under the pressure of Matsukawa’s dark eyes staring into your soul. “Shit—okay there’s one guy, but we’re just talking! Nothing’s happening.”

“Who is it?”

He crowds you until you’re backed up against the counter, but you’re not cowering from him. Your hands gently touch his shoulders, trying to ease the tension. “Sei, that’s not any of your business.”

Wrong answer, he thinks, pressing his body against you. “Stop pushing me away,” he breathes lips touching the shell of your ear.

“We’re not right for each other, Issei,” you bite your lip, he can tell you’re so close to giving in. Give him the chance and he’ll fuck you right here in your kitchen. You’d look so pretty with his massive hand wrapped around your throat, making your brain all fuzzy. Matsukawa swears he falls more in love with you each time he stuffs you full of his cock.

He loves the precious doe eyes you give him when he makes you cum three times in a row and you can’t think. Who cares if you aren’t right for each other? Matsukawa wants you, he needs you.

But you’re ducking out of his grasp once more and he knows your mind has been made up. “I’m sorry, Sei.”

Matsukawa scoffs, brushing past you as he heads for the door. “Think I can’t find someone else to fuck? Don’t flatter yourself, honey.” He slams the door shut behind him without taking a second glance at you. He could very well find someone else. Girls have been hitting up his DMs since word got out about the breakup. He entertained the idea of someone else before, but what was the point when you were always so willing?

Not anymore.

It’s a few weeks later when Matsukawa is on a voice call with Hanamaki that you come up in conversation. “Have you seen y/n’s new boyfriend?” His friend asks, chuckling as if it’s all one big joke. Matsukawa would be lying if hearing that you were with someone didn’t sting a little, but he figures it’s been enough time already.

You did say you were talking with a guy the last time he spoke to you. He had been avoiding you on campus whenever he could and completely ignored you if the two of you ended up at the same bar or party, though it wasn’t as if you were too keen on speaking to him either.

“Didn’t know she had one,” he says finally, trying to focus on the game he and Hanamaki were trying to play.

“I forgot you had her blocked. Here, I’ll send you a screenshot,” Makki says. “He looks like a total dweeb, bro.”

Matsukawa’s phone buzzes a few seconds later with Hanamaki’s name across the screen.

from: makki roll 🍣: Attachment: [+1 image]

It’s a screenshot of your most recent Instagram post—a mirror selfie where most of your face is obstructed by your phone, but he can tell that you’re smiling. Your “boyfriend” is behind you, arms wrapped around your waist and lips pressed to your cheek.

think i’m gonna keep this one 😚

Makki’s right, the guy looks like a total loser. He can only see part of his face because of the position the two of you are in, but you could do so much better. You’re a total knockout, a ten out of ten. Why on Earth would you downgrade?

But Matsukawa looks at the cute smile on your face, it’s a sweet, genuine one. It reminds him of when you two first started dating. How hopeful you were to make the relationship work. He’s talked to other girls since that night at your place. He’s fucked a few of them too, but nothing meaningful.

“Guess her type is ugly guys,” Makki laughs and Matsukawa has to let out a snort even if the joke is at his expense too. “How much you wanna bet she’ll answer if you text her right now?”

“I deleted her number months ago,”

“As if you don’t have it memorized, you simp.” Matsukawa hates that he’s right. Without another word, he opens his messages app and types in your number.

to: y/n: hey it’s issei…just wanted to know if we could talk sometimes. i just need to get some closure for my sake. no worries if u don’t want to

He spends an obnoxious amount of time wondering if it’s too much but Hanamaki’s yelling at him to send it and he caves to peer pressure, chucking his phone on his bed the second it goes through. “She’s not gonna respond…” Matsukawa ignores it for the next couple of hours, continuing to chat with Makki as they play their game but eventually they both log off and he lays back in his bed.

Matsukawa reaches for his long-forgotten phone and almost drops it on his face when he sees your name.

from: y/n: i think that’s fair. let me know what works best for you?

You actually fucking answered, holy shit. Matsukawa did want some closure but he was expecting you to tell him to fuck off or not even respond. That means you haven’t blocked his number.

And then that voice in the back of his head that he thought he had gotten rid of creeps back. You have a new boyfriend now? What does that matter to him? Matsukawa doesn’t have any loyalty to that loser. He quickly taps a response, letting him know the two of you could chat at his place sometime this week. He knows you’ll say yes.

This definitely isn’t over.

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