#experiment hajime

[gothcowboyz]

"It's not like I'll be appreciated anyway..."

#hajime hinata #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2: goodbye despair #cw: gore #kamukura project #experiment hajime #cw: human experimentation #my art #art #fanart #sdr2 #cw: blood

[templegate]

The shadow can only exist when there is light

#i major headcanon that izuru is like... literally a void of a person #and then when the avatar of Hajime is uploaded into his body. he suddenly starts to become someone #hajime hinata #izuru kamukura #my art #art #danganronpa #avis's doodles #so before izuru was basically just a really skilled corpse. and afterwards he starts to have like... an actual character and personality #izuru kamukura experiences a feeling for the first time lol

[deadmaidclub]

deadmaidclub makes dr art for the first time in months not clickbait

#deadmaidart #danganronpa #nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #komahina #izuru kamukura #kamukoma #sdr2 #if they look nothing like i usually draw them its because i forgot how to draw them completely it was a whole new experience for me here

[lunart-06]

Some practice with a new style, if I suddenly dissapear it's cause both work, and practice, and well, other things andndnfjdf so have these instead, theres more to be posted actually cause I drew a few things.

#danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #danganronpa 3 #danganronpa goodbye despair #hinaegi #makoto naegi #hajime hinata #ofc I gotta draw my boys as my experiement subject #and ofc I gotta take the chance to draw a symbolic makoto art from it

[hajihiko]

they're taking the train

#Why would Fuyuhiko ever go on public transport? #Bc hes trying to hide the fact that hes seeing a normal good law abiding boy from his family and refuses to drive without a license #He never does it again bc the experience was too bad. And also he could be assassinated very easily #Fuyuhiko completely appalled: there is NO security on this train?? Anyone can stab anyone??? I'm buying you a car. #An art #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #Kuzuhina #AU where they're just two boys in diff schools... a kinder softer world

[catboybashirs]

she lives with a broken man, a cracked polystyrene man

5th FTE good ending hinata stays and gives him a hug

#chatter #my art #danganronpa #sdr2 #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #komahina #hinakoma #digital art #fun fact if you speedrun komaeda's FTEs the earliest location you can experience the final one is the library. :D #done in magma so. not fully painted

[kaitobromota]

miscellaneous nonsense

#i don’t think working retail would’ve fixed hajime but it would’ve made for interesting character development #izuru on the other hand… #super genius who experiences emotion (rage) for the first time because of entitled customers #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #teruteru hanamura #kazuichi soda #mikan tsumiki #sdr2 #super danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #danganronpa

[iistardust-and-sprinklesii]

💛 Head Over Heels 🩷

#some postgame kuzusouda for the soul <3 #some people only ever draw their favorite ships #meanwhile i’ve never drawn these two together before #because i’m always afraid i won’t do them justice 😭 #also #while i love the headcanon that kaz goes back to his natural hair color after the simulation #consider this: #now that there’s no one around to judge him #he can experiment with as many piercings haircuts and dyes as he wants #(don’t ask how he gets them maybe it’s the future foundation idk hajime can do anything so he helps lmao) #maybe he keeps it black later on maybe not #but he at least has the confidence to wear glasses again #(all of this is coming from me being a pathetic souda kinnie) #(he’s my mannequin for all the body modifications i’m too scared to get) #kuzusouda #kazuichi soda #kazuichi souda #fuyuhiko kuzuryu #danganronpa #danganronpa 2 #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #goodbye despair #sdr2 #danganronpa fanart #fanart #fanart digital #digital art #art #drawing #my art

[makotonaegiunderstander]

something I’ve been thinking abt is how many people think Makoto is immune to despair. I don’t think he is. I think becoming the ultimate Hope was BECAUSE he felt despair. He wouldn’t have fully reached that point without Junko. Makoto becoming such a beacon was his last attempt to avoid completely falling and it wasn’t because he didn’t feel despair, it was because he was too damn stubborn to allow everything to go to waste and he refused to sacrifice his beliefs for someone else’s. His inner monologue tells me he DID experience the same new low the other suvivors did in the final trial, but at the point where he had the choice to give up and die, he looked at the others and he looked at Junko and he couldn’t allow it to happen, not out of self preservation, but because the idea that Junko would have control over their lives made him FURIOUS. and that utter refusal to die kicked in, wether luck or otherwise, and he made the concious effort for one last push while something in him was breaking. He had to be broken in order for the Ultimate Hope to come through so aggressively, bc it could only exist in the face of the Ultimate Despair. He snapped the same way she did, but in the other direction. In what could have been his final moments he chose to embody everything Junko wasn’t, and every single optimistic and luck fueled ideal in him suddenly charged forward and pushed him. It was a combination of the final straw and a choice. Makoto isn’t immune to feeling despair, he’s just too stubborn to fall into it of his own volition. I think that’s why I like that scene in DR3 so much. People were SO SHOCKED Makoto actually fell for the tape, that he actually became despair for a moment. I saw people getting mad or disappointed, saying it was pathetic and Makoto seemed to fall from some sort of pedestal for them. Honestly part of me wonders if that sort of mentality, which clearly people had in universe, affected Makoto a bit. Like he started to see himself as less of a person, subconsciously. Prompting him to take more risks, less self preservation, act way more bold. It seems he has to be reminded a lot not to put himself in danger by his friends, to not do something too reckless. All over the place I would see in regards to that scene either this frivolous ‘oh this was just angst drama with no meaning behind it’ or ‘he can do better than that. he’s so weak’ or ‘come on, there’s no way he’d fall into despair, he’s the Ultimate Hope!’ This kind of mentality, which was kind of ironic considering Ryota was there the entire time saying the same thing and treating Makoto the same way. Like Makoto was superhuman. Like Makoto didn’t feel despair the same way ‘normal people’ did. In a way that was also how Munakata saw Makoto. Makoto stopped being a PERSON to the world when he became Ultimate Hope, he became a concept, a belief system, much the same way Junko ascended beyond herself. But the difference is that treating Makoto that way is the opposite of the reason Makoto became such a representative for hope. He wasn’t doing something no one else could. He was doing something everyone had the chance to, he just… was a little more optimistic, a little more stubborn, a little more ‘gung-ho’ about things. He just took the lead where no one else did, where no one else knew they even COULD in the face of Junko’s unstoppable force. She had overcome the biggest threats and obstacles in the world, what could one person do? And the answer Makoto found was, anything. Everything. It doesn’t all rest on Makoto, he’s just the one that was inspired to try to do what seemed like the impossible. But as evidenced by the change in his friends after that trial, it’s clearly not something only Makoto is capable of. The others pulled out of despair thanks to Makoto, but it was their choice to do so.

“But… this world is so huge, and we’re so small. What can we do…? No, we can probably do anything. Yeah! We can do anything!”

#makoto naegi #Danganronpa character analysis #Danganronpa #danganronpa thh #danganronpa future arc #I fucking love Makoto Naegi man. #I think there’s a fine line of nuance to Makoto that’s easy to miss bc he doesn’t really make it known #he’s not a pushover and he’s not overpowered. he’s a people pleaser but he will say what needs to be said #he’s an immovable object and the exact opposite of Junko but he’s also just a normal guy who’s optimistic and (un)lucky #he isn’t invincible but he has immense power to his words the same way Junko did #if anything his superpower is being kind above all else. he’s compassionate to some of the worst people in the world. #he was even conpassionatr to an extent to Junko. he didnt want her to kill herself despite everything she’s done #and he still acknowledges that for years she was a classmate and friend. #I do think the more he learned abt what she did the more he’s come to actually hate her though #post the first game he always refers to her without a suffix to her name which is one of the most subtle rude things you can do #it means you have zero respect for the person you’re referring to #and he speaks about her with some venom he doesn’t use for anyone else in the future arc #he’s not incapable of feeling negative emotions #I really liked the future arc scene bc it showed that Makoto DID experience enough despair to have overcome him if he didn’t refuse #and that it still affects him deeply. people treat him like he’s either this perfect ideal Chad or this baby chick who’s so delicate #and no one really focuses on how makoto shoulders so much and yet is still vulnerable. #honestly that guy was DUE for a mental breakdown even without the tape. it would have happened eventually #I actually wrote one based on him finally hitting a breaking point after giving so much of himself away and keeping nothing for himself #that his issues that he shoves down constantly finally can’t be held down anymore. Hajime helps him bc he knows how that feels #it was a LONG time ago that I wrote that but honestly if I can remember where i was going w it I might finish it #it was initially an rp but I could make it a fic #anyway. the point is Makoto is SO much more complex than people give him credit for #the most fundamental thing about him is that he’s normal and that’s ok! that’s what helps him rise!

[ariapmdeol]

Fear of the Lord

#Cell of Empireo #hajime hatsutori #細胞神曲 #세포신곡 #CellofEmpireo #my art #aria draws #an experiment with how screentones work #uhhh does the fotl count as spoilers.... #for now #the kanji is just hajime's name btw

[osamusbigtits]

imagine iwa in a bass pros shop for the first time...

#the wonders and joys he experiences... #hq #iwaizumi hajime #bex thoughts

[artsyebonyrose]

they would have the WILDEST trauma dumping session is all i'm sayin

genloss/danganronpa spoilers below

#danganronpa genlosers MAKE SOME NOISE #SURELY I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE OF US #SURELY...... #yelling into the void #anyway this was entirely self indulgent #combining my current interest (genloss) with my all time favourite character ever (hajime) #LISTEN MAN i saw so many similarities between their experiences #only difference being hajime actually eventually got a happy ending :') #i just could not help myself #art #fanart #danganronpa #sdr2 #sdr2 fanart #hajime hinata #izuru kamukura #izuru danganronpa #danganronpa fanart #danganronpa art #ranboo #ranboo art #ranboo fanart #ranboolive #generation loss #genloss #generation loss fanart #genloss fanart #crossover art #crossover fanart #artsyebonyrose art

[flyingwargle]

iwaizumi stands in front of his mirror, phone in one hand, the other running through his hair. he has his notes open, english words typed across the screen. he knows what each word means, how they're spelled, how they sound. when it comes to speaking, however...

he takes a breath and stares at his reflection with the same intensity as preparing for a jump serve. with a quick glance at his phone, he quirks his lips into a smile and speaks in english. "hi, my name is iwaizumi haji- wait." he frowns. given name first. he tries again. "hi, my name is hajime iwaizumi. it's nice to meet you."

the words feel awkward on his tongue. his vowels are too exaggerated, words slurred together. he clears his throat. "hi." his voice rises in pitch. "my name is hajime. it's nice to meet you." ugh. it's obvious that english isn't his mother tongue, but he sounds like he's barely spoken it, which isn't wrong, but that's not the impression that he wants to give, especially in america.

iwaizumi falls onto his bed with a groan. going to school overseas remained a dream until he decided to make it a reality during his second year of high school. aside from classroom learning, he attended a weekly english class, but stopped to focus on volleyball after losing the inter-high prelims. now that their last chance has come and passed, it's about time that he picked up where he left off.

and damn does it sound like he lost all his progress from before.

his other skills are solid. listening - he's been watching american shows with subtitles since middle school. writing - he's been translating his homework as practice since the start of high school, along with the comics that he started reading. speaking, however, is a different beast because of how few opportunities he has to practice.

he scrolls through his notes, where he's saved other phrases that he'll need for university life. is this the right classroom? do you know where the washroom is? can you please repeat that? he even has volleyball-related terminology, just in case he decides to try out for the team.

but something tells him that he'll be busy enough, especially with the language barrirer.

his phone buzzes with notifications, but he dismisses them and stands back up. facing the mirror, he takes in a breath. "good afternoon." draw out the vowels longer. pronounce the Rs clearer. "nice weather today." he has no idea when he'll use that, but it's good to have, anyway. he scrolls to practice other phrases. "excuse me, do you know where this classroom is?"

his arm falls to his side as he stares at himself. heat rushes to his cheeks, and he grits his teeth, tosses his phone aside. he practically yells at his reflection. "hello! my name is hajime! i'm from japan! it's nice to meet you!"

that's when his bedroom door opens and a sing-song reply in english responds to him. "it's nice to meet you too!"

"jesus christ!" iwaizumi jumps, glaring at oikawa, who shows himself in. "how did you get in here?"

oikawa gives him a look. "i've had a key to your house since kindergarten. did all that english make you forget?"

"no, i...why are you here?"

"mattsun asked if we wanted to join him and makki for ramen. you didn't reply, so i came over to ask."

iwaizumi deflates, falling onto his bed. "no, thanks. my mom is making dinner."

oikawa sits beside him. "okay, i'll let him know we'll come next time."

"...what do you mean 'we'?"

"you clearly need me to help you practice your english! your accent is awful, iwa-chan."

he grits his teeth. while he'd score higher on written and listening tests, oikawa passed the oral exams with flying colors. "aren't you going to argentina? don't you need spanish instead?"

"english is the language of the world. i'll need it eventually." oikawa waves a flippant hand. "besides, how much spanish do you know? exactly." he smirks at iwaizumi's silence. "so, let's stick with english."

"okay." iwaizumi fiddles with the edge of his blanket, suddenly shy. they'd spoken in english to each other before, but there would always be a topic and vocabulary to use. the real world has no such parameters, no limits as to what can be said or how. "what...what should we talk about?"

"anything." oikawa shrugs. "just like how we always talk, but in english." he switches gears, as seamless as his tosses. "what's your mom making for dinner?"

"she's...making curry," iwaizumi answers slowly. he can envision all the words in his mind, knows how to arrange them into sentences, but when he speaks, they become wobbly, hesitant. "her vegetable curry is pretty good."

"i know, right? i love how it's both sweet and spicy. my mom would never put apples in her curry." oikawa falls onto the bed, and iwaizumi joins him, both of them staring at the ceiling. "do you think you'll play volleyball in america?"

"i want to, but don't know if i can."

"why not?"

he gestures at himself. "i'm not tall enough. the other guys will probably be better than me. i'll be busy trying to understand my homework."

"you understand more english than me. i think you'll be fine. you can tell them you were the ace in high school!"

“that isn’t a term americans know, idiot.”

“wow, you know how to swear?”

“you’d be surprised, shittykawa.”

“mean! iwa-chan, that’s mean!”

he chuckles. “i picked it up from all those shows we watched.”

“oh, yeah. i forgot about them.” oikawa has a smile on his face. “you wanted this for a long time, huh?”

“yeah. i guess i did.”

they keep the conversation going, all the way until iwaizumi’s mom returns home and shouts for him to help. “coming!” he calls back, jaw snapping shut when he realizes he said it in english. oikawa gives him a look as he remains still, shocked. “oh.”

“see?” oikawa prods him, switching back to japanese. “you’ll be fine. your accent is still terrible, though.”

“shut up.” iwaizumi shoves him before he rises to his feet. he catches his eye in the mirror, watches his friend grumble and stand behind him. oikawa looks up at his voice. “let’s do it again tomorrow?”

“sure. we can even rope in mattsun and makki.”

“they’re so bad at english.” iwaizumi chuckles, remembering how they complained about the exams last term. he pushes the door open, gestures for oikawa to follow. “thanks. for helping, i mean.”

“any time, iwa-chan.”

#flyingwargle original #drabble #haikyuu!! #iwaizumi hajime #oikawa tooru #iwaoi #haikyuu drabble #i still feel like the language barrier was downplayed a lot in the manga #but maybe iwa is a genius and he had no troubles #who knows #but learning a new language is hard that's for sure #speaking from both experience and as a tutor to language learners

[en-chi-la-da]

anon, i like how you said “consider a positive to the last ask” and then still stuck with the night terrors idea lmao. anyways here’s these gay doodles

#took me a while to answer this one lmaO i got carried away i guess :) #danganronpa #i am posting this on my lunch break AS WE SPEAK ill have to come back and tag this more later! #sdr2 #hinadam #ari art #ask draw #ok im back UH the first pic was just for the setting i guess like. hajime + the others slowly working together to wake the others up and #get their bearings/memories back and attempt to recover from the despair they experienced/caused but they dont leave the island yet #they all just hang out lol #and like YEAH hajime may be the Ultimate Ultimate but he would still need help and support and his friends adn 🥺 #a night terror is still a night terror so its always nice to have another presence there to help you #even if youre a multitalented super genius lab experiment or an animal loving dark lord of ice :) #alright me go back to bed bye #gundhamronpa

[lahadadulce]

i fucking hate you

✿ pairing: iwaizumi hajime x reader

✿ genre: angst-ish? idek

✿ w/c: 1.1k

✿ warnings: none

✿ synopsis: iwaizumi hajime was the perfect man…except when he wasn’t. you wanted nothing more than for things to go back to how they were, and they did… for a while. that is until you decide to visit him at work while he’s on his “break”, hatred being one of many emotions you felt.

✿ notes: i accidentally deleted the original. literally bawling my eyes out. i’m posting it again. but this is my submission to @tsukina ‘s collab. hope you like it. if i missed any warnings lmk. i’m also bad at punctuation so disregard it if there are any mistakes. it’s embarrassing ik.

Collab masterlist

ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ

you didn’t know exactly when everything went wrong. was it the time you found the lunch you made him untouched? the first time he missed a date? or maybe when he made the worst fucking mistake of his life.

you were high school sweet hearts. you had this strong belief that you were soulmates, and you would always tell him. hell, even your friends and family believed it. the way that you connected with him, there was no doubt.. until there was.

hajime was perfect in your eyes. he was everything you wanted in a man. kind, patient, honest, loyal, the list could go on. but he was especially hardworking. sometimes a little too hardworking.

either on the phone with clients, at the gym, away on trips. he was everywhere all the time.

you were quiet about it at first. you felt so guilty for wanting to spend more time with him. it’s his job it’s not like he was doing all of this work for no reason, you thought. maybe he’ll slow down a little. he didn’t.

“it’s literally my job yn, i can’t just drop everything when you get lonely. this is what you signed up for.”

“oh okay, so i signed up for the title of dating you, but not the actual dating part? you’ve missed 5 of our dates so far hajime. you never used to do that.”

“you’re exaggerating yn. don’t do that”

these kind of arguments became a regular thing. it began to cause a strain on your relationship.

all you wanted was to be heard, but it seemed like Hajime only wanted to argue.

“i just don’t understand why you won’t listen to me. i’m not asking for much hajime. all I want is your attention, i want to be one of your priorities.” you snapped. “i am listening to you, i’m really trying my best here yn” he argued.

tears brimmed your eyes. you felt cornered. you didn’t know what to do or how to feel. but you started to grow tired from the arguing and no change.

he notices the change of emotions and makes his way towards you to sit next to you on the bed.

“hey, don’t cry, listen I’m really sorry for neglecting you, that wasn’t my intention at all. i’ve just been overwhelmed, and i’m sorry for taking that out on you.” he spoke softly.

he held your face in his hands, caressing your cheek with his thumb. you couldn’t help but relax into his gentle touch. he always knew how to soothe and console you.

“i don’t want to argue anymore Haji, I’m tired.” you sighed. hajime stood up from the bed and kneeled down in front of you reaching for your hands in the process. “baby I promise no more arguing about this anymore. i’m gonna be better at communicating with you. and we can start going on those weekly date nights like we used to” he expressed. “i love you so much and I don’t want to lose you over this.” he looked so genuine, knelt in front of you promising to change his ways, kissing your knuckles, and the promise ring sitting on your finger. how could you not believe him. “okay, but if you break your promise I’m gonna be really mad.” you warn. “i won’t i won’t don’t worry.” he chuckles as he kisses you lovingly.

if only you knew what was to come.

after that day, things actually started to change. he kept his promise and your relationship felt stronger than ever. you couldn’t be any happier.

you felt so happy, that you decided to pay him a visit at the gym. you had checked his phone calendar while he was in the shower the night before, just to make sure he didn’t have a client around the time you wanted to visit.

you go to the front desk and ask for Iwaizumi, and they tell you that he’s with a client in the private workout room. you didn’t really think anything of it, because he might’ve just taken a client last minute, like he sometimes does.

so you thank the receptionist and make your way to the room, you were already at the gym so you might as well just stop by at least for a few minutes before you go to grab lunch with friends.

you go to open the door, but hear weird noises. you realize what the sound is and swing the door open. you felt like the wind had been knocked out of you, heart beating 1000 mph. you swear you feel your heart physically cracking.

you caught hajime mid make out. his hands still on placed on her hips.

you felt so many emotions at the same time. you didn’t even know what to do with yourself. but you were livid. you wanted to tear his arms off from her. you step forward and he stands in front of the woman in a protective stance. you felt sick to your stomach.

you run out of the building and straight to your car. Repeating to yourself to not cry. years of your relationship flashing in front of your eyes. all these years you’ve spent together thrown in the garbage.

you get to your shared apartment packing all your essentials, then taking them out to the hall. you sit on the bed picking up a photo frame of you two. it was a photo of the two of you kissing on top of a cliff, sweaty and red in the face.

as tears brim your eyes your grip on the frame tightens. he threw you away for a someone he probably only knew for weeks.

you slam the frame on the bedside table, shattering it.

later that night hajime finally decides to go home, only to find it trashed. he wasn’t even angry at it to be honest. he felt like he deserved it. (he did) he also finds most of your stuff gone. he goes to call you to explain himself. (like they always do) but it immediately goes to voicemail. so he sends you a message. doesn’t deliver. he goes to check your socials, but he isn’t able to view them.

feeling frustrated, he sits on the edge of the bed, head in his hands, and sees the broken glass on the floor. he looks to his side to find the photo of you two on top of his pillow. he examines the photo and weakly smiles to himself, until he turns it over.

meaningful words written on the back in red ink

“i fucking hate you”

✿ end note: i’m literally so upset i deleted it. but the collab was fun. i had fun writing it. i’m feeling angsty ;). reblogs, likes, feedback and follows are also very much appreciated and very motivating.

ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ ❦ ʚïɞ

#sorry i deleted it ina. it was on accident #thank you for letting me join #it was a fun experience #I LOVE YOU #haikyuu iwaizumi #haikyuu angst #haikyuu!! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu #iwaizumi haijime x reader #iwaizumi #hajime iwaizumi #iwaizumi angst #iwaizumi fanfic #iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi x y/n #iwaizumi x you #hq iwaizumi #hq x reader #hq angst #hq #3K COLLAB :: IFHY #angst

[hajihiko]

every time I come across Content that isnt my own I get the thoughts and thinks. Too tired to do anything about it except this ig

#Coming to terms with the fact that I can share shitty dumb doodles and tag them even and it's not a crime #I'm not quite Ants In My Brain levels but the brains are scattered rn. #Anyway I love a relationship that is unlabeled and unknowable but gosh damn it is sincere and devoted #I was thinking of that 19 days bit. 'you're the strongest most badass little mo' or sth #ANYWAY! Not confident enough to tag this w my art tag so #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Kuzuhina #Attempting to go full ramble in the tags after the actual posting bc I just got shit to say I guess #Not valuable shit but shit nonetheless #They're good for each other they build each other up. Fuyuhiko was putting so much faith in Hajime from the get-go #Hajime is like dont give me too much credit no I dont wanna think about my talents. And Hiko is like nah man you're great (in his own way) #And Hajime encourages so much growth in Hiko which is WHY I think Hiko is so passionate in his loyalty #Hajime makes Fuyuhiko smile and laugh and reflect on his behaviour and talk about his experiences #They laugh TOGETHER in the middle of the killing game which is v sweet #Fuyuhiko is DESPERATE to prove that he's changed and that he wants to do good now and Hajime is just like 'okay you got it' #Like thassit. And then when they find out Hajime wasnt a talent student Fuyuhiko is like 'oh ok' #They accept each other very readily and they trust each other so much and idk maybe my brain is broken but #I FEEL like I feel a sincerity in their friendship #Like it's for life man they're already making plans for the future when they're friends (hiko especially) #Yeah I guess I'll save these tags. Idk I'm a little Ill of the Brain rn