#god i'd die for her

[minamill]

Andy Wiles for @awkwardwhims Yearn For Fern

Andy grew up in Brindleton Bay developing a love for animals from a very young age. Her parents expected her to be a vet like them, but her interests pulled her towards sports and vintage cars/motorcycles. She recently opened her own repair shop and spends her days working out, doing passion projects, extreme sports and traveling. Now that she's satisfied with her career, she wonders if there might be someone special out there for her to build a life and family with.

Andy is active, a dog lover, a slob and hopefully just who Fern's looking for <3

She's now up for download <3 Just don't change her skintone/weight or anything weird like that and tag me I want to see her in your saves!!

#god i'd die for her #lookbook coming soon #yearnforfern #ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 edit #sims 4 edit #*andy #sim dump

[agentark]

in the span of maybe an hour, clara oswald goes from, "I already know - don't say it." to, "people like you and me should say things to each other" and I'll never get over it

she literally gets pulled out of time the moment before her death and learns he's been clawing his way back to her for 4.5 BILLION years?? Just to save her??? I would also suddenly and urgently have words

#doctor who #clara oswald #12th doctor #twelveclara #you say goodbye to the person who's most important in the whole universe to you #things between you are left unsaid but not unknown #and then just before your heart stops beating - he's there?? #but he's frantic and desperate and angry and not entirely himself and when you look in his eyes #you know it's been more than a few minutes for him #but BILLIONS of years??? #(Clara's stronger than me I'd pass out or go catatonic from the sheer enormity of that realization) #of course you have to say something in the face of something so terrible and beautiful #and frankly he's too consumed by grief and anger to hear her #but I imagine whatever she said was both a confession and a plea to never do that on her behalf again #dw #i think even at the end clara doesn't quite grasp the sheer depth of his love for her until then #and she never wanted to die - but she didn't want him to do THAT; that level of devotion was unfathomable #god im obsessed with them #when is it my turn

[yardsards]

also. amber gris as a character is really important to me as an appalachian.

not just her accent or the specific type of person justin based her off of but like

the feeling of losing someone to addiction/overdose while the government does nothing to help, just criminalizes and stigmatizes and makes things worse. which obviously happens in more places than just around here, but we have one of the highest rates of overdose death in the whole country and that whole set of scenes felt like they were really informed by growing up around that

#eliot posts #taz #taz ethersea #the adventure zone #amber gris #drugs cw #death mention #i've made posts like this and deleted them cuz i never feel like i'm wording it just right but just. god. #i'm lucky enough to have never been addicted or to have a best friend or immediate family member die from it #but i've lost or nearly lost extended family to it #and it's like. #my own accent isn't that thick and neither is my immediate family's or best friends' #but i've known ppl who talked like her. #specifically a man named larry who lived with us when we were real young #for some reason especially the way amber says ''come on'' just always reminds me so strongly of larry's voice. he said that phrase a lot #he was the one who taught me to tie my shoes even after my parents lost patience with me for being 'too old' to not understand #he drank excessively like my dad did but he never got mean with us kids #he came and went a few times over the years. the final time he left was when i was in late elementary #he died of an overdose when i was in high school. i didn't feel much of anything at the time. #it had been so long since i'd seen him but also i was at a point in my life where i'd've been numb to big emotions like that anyway #so my parents got drunk about it and i did nothing. just went to school and shit as usual. #i did not expect those feelings to get dredged up by a goddamned comedy dnd podcast #but they did it well i think #even though i had to pause it to take a breather multiple times. i enjoyed it overall. cathartic i guess?

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay

#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow #i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer) #i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck! #im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!! #also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game #thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed #so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon #she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her... #BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING #maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing' #killin turkeys and deer #i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!! #but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!! #this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop #absolutely unprompted #though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics #'i want to be nice to people 🥺' #ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3 #well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for! #oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard #riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out #most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say) #but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh #like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3 #no rules <3

[tiffanyvalntine]

freya: i will rain down every agony.. every violation imaginable, upon you. i will parade your cold body from every corner, of every realm, AND FEED YOUR SOUL TO THE VILEST FILTH IN HEL, THAT IS MY PROMISE.

freya 2 minutes later in the cutest way possible:

#i'd die and kill for her #txt #god of war #gow spoilers

[andorerso]

sorry but comparing whether Jyn or Cassian suffered more in their life like it's the fucking trauma Olympics is fucking ridiculous

they both suffered the same and it's literally not a competition, hope this helps <3

#let's see they both lost their parents around the same age #cassian was kidnapped and lost his sister #jyn was a child soldier #(and so was cassian if you wanna go by his original backstory but i digress) #both had an unstable childhood #both had to watch their parent die actually (lyra and clem) #jyn was abandoned by saw cassian was in juvie #both went to labour camp #they literally both went through the same things but please tell me how cassian had it so much easier than her i'd like to hear #again it's not a competition anyway #but it's ridiculous to even compare when they went through pretty much the same shit lmao #im fucking tired of this narrative #i swear some of y'all don't even like cassian lmao #shut up sissi #discourse #maybe i'll delete this later #im just fucking tired #stop pitting jyn and cassian against each other #they're equals that's the best part about them!! my god #anyway this is a cassian andor defense account #don't talk to me if you don't like him

[hotsauceandfork]

yelena accidentally saying “kate belova” instead of “kate bishop” one day can you imagine the chaos that kate would become after that

#i'd die on the spot #istg #hawkeye #kate bishop #black widow #yelena belova #kate x yelena #mcu #blackhawk #marvel #its a NEED #just imagine her casually saying kate belova #oh my god

[aquapolis]

i do not have any biases regarding lupin girls of the week

#im drawing her again so i had to find my Collage. the oldest one here is from 2018 like a month after i watched it for the first time #i'd sooner die than draw her the same way twice!! just like the old cell animation gods intended! #lupin iii #maria isshiki #cherry art

[mayybirds]

Important question, do more of the RE8 villagers survive in this version?

Yes, very much yes. I can't, at this time, guarantee any specific characters other than Elena (definitely) and Luiza (probably), and an undetermined number of unnamed villagers, but I definitely plan for some of the villagers to survive.

While the total wipe-out of the Village in RE8 is a lot more believable than other "total wipes" like Raccoon City or the Pueblo in RE4, as it seems significantly smaller than both RC or the Pueblo, and has a more intelligent breed of bioweapon under specific instruction to exterminate the Village, Resident Evil has a weird and kind of uncomfortable history with complete massacres over its long history that I'm always inclined to push against. It's lazy, uninteresting writing to me when it's a trope recycled so frequently... especially given it's very clearly mostly used to provide clean narrative "closure" between each game by eliminating any other survivors other than the main protagonists (and Wesker lol). Like... RE4, for example, functions as a contained narrative because the Pueblo dies at its end. Its function is over in the continued story of "Resident Evil"... it only matters going forth in the context of Leon, Ashley, and Ada as characters. But as a writer, I'm much more intrigued by a version of that story that involves other survivors. What would it mean to live through something like that, not as the hero outsider protagonist, but as a civilian? How do you even recover? Who would you be after?

The weight of the horror of the complete destruction of a place that's isolated to a single game becomes faded when it's the same shit in every game. I'm sick of it, and bored of it. It would hit harder if it wasn't every damn game... better to take it apart and try something new with its empty box.

#Idk maybe it's because I'm Jewish but I am always expressly interested in the narratives of survivors of massacres & genocides #even over the stories of the “heroes” #and I understand! Functionally! This is not the point of Resident Evil. But I still believe there's missed opportunities in the series #in terms of not calling back to existing set pieces through the eyes of new characters #sorry i'd play the fuck out of a game set in Raccoon City or the Pueblo through the eyes of a civilian survivor. Same for RE8 #RE8 as an entity works better with its total annihilation thematically because it IS treated as a part of it's tragedy... #but it still gets lost beneath the greater narrative importance given to Saving Rose #and I'm out here like. babes what Miranda did to Rose was fucked up and I get why it's Ethan's primary concern but also #THIS WOMAN BROUGHT THAT VILLAGE TO ITS KNEES AND BURNED IT TO THE GROUND BECAUSE IT JUST DIDN'T MATTER TO HER #SHE DIDN'T HATE IT SHE DIDN'T LOVE IT SHE JUST DIDN'T NEED IT #AND THAT IS SO FUCKED UP AND SO INTERESTING AND BY GOD I WILL HAVE SURVIVORS WHO CAN CONFRONT THAT WITH HER #“YOU WERE OUR GOD AND YOU WERE OUR MONSTER AND IF WE WILL DIE IT WILL NOT BE QUIETLY AND CONVENIENTLY” #....I Have feelings is that obvious yet lol #asks #anonymous #Through the Valley to Life

[shamera]

..I'm sorry, Fontaine Archon Quest, it took me like half a year to get this far because I'm not... an Ace Attorney player.

And as much as I love the storyline, I can't throw down 4 hours at a time for each chapter that they do with the trials, because they won't let you go if you don't complete those cutscenes.

#Genshin Impact #...also like idk i feel really bad for Furina and don't like watching people be mean to her #I also just dislike how mean the trials are to people in general #srsly i don't think it's a valid evidence to go like #'here's water that dissolves normal humans' #'if you're really a god then you can touch that water right?' #like confess or DIE #like oh boy would I NOT want to live in Fontaine #i'd probably get a traffic ticket or something #and then have my whole life's mistakes dragged out like some social media debacle #i mean don't get me wrong I love Genshin #I've been playing since literally day 1

[tinukis]

what if i drew the vinsmoke siblings (including sanji) inspired by the song "afton family" what then?

an animatic could work too however i dont have the energy for that 😔

#mb i just remembered the song's existence and thought abt the vinsmokes #the one sang by apangrypiggy anyway #im so normal abt the vinsmokes btw #except ballsack chin (judge) #hate their asses for how they treated sanji #but i also cant help my attachment for them anyway #IDK i just?? love siblings in media so much and i cant pinpoint why #i mean i have siblings myself but (personal life stuff) so idk #sometimes i just think abt a world where sanjis brothers were capable of emotions #i want them to care abt him more #though maybe after wci i think (im insane) they did start to care for sanji #their own way obviously but just... the scene where they helped him escape w luffy lives in my head rent free #imagine reiju smiling to herself seeing her little brothers starting to (and refusal to accept) care for sanji #and then sanjis kindness... refusing to let his blood relatives he cant even call family die #god i love u sanji #i love wci !! #tin talks #i need to read a fic abt the vinsmoke siblings and sanji #ive never read a fix it fic so idk how i'd feel abt that but #it'd just be nice to see them start to care for sanji idk im crazy #theyll never be forgiven ever but GODDDDDD imfjkwjwk normal

[tardis--dreams]

Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes

#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service #because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not #like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone #or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos #they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of #HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))' #I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is #(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them #if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy) #anyway. she's nice. I'm not. #there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes #:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet #(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die) #like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never #'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay #'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!' #my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao #'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy' #at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how #oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment #from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you #seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch. #next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything #about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me) #void screams #some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee #(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members #who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))

[rhys-ravenfeather]

80s/90s kids' cartoons be like:

-The Leader

-The Jokester

-The Muscle

-The Brains

-And The Girl

#rhys-ravenfeather signing off #funnily enough the cartoon in particular i was thinking of earlier today when i thought of this was a more modern one #*coughPAWPATROLcough* #but yeah real talk--i know the smurfette principle thankfully has started to die out more in recent years #and THANK GOD for that because i absolutely HATED this trope as a kid -___- #and yes that is pretty much the main reason i decided to have benny as the only boy among the kid characters in oto #and yes i also know there were other characters like sailor moon that reversed the dynamic #but it still really irked me when i'd watch a cartoon with a team that was mostly made up of boys and just ONE girl #and her entire character was just 'girl' #the only real exception i can think of off the top of my head is rescue rangers--gadget WAS the only girl on the team #but she was the inventor instead of just 'the girl' #welp i went off on a tangent about something that's probably pretty unimportant in the long run heh #back to my usual blogging

[mellyoraa]

I saw that Luke liked a tweet about him that said smth like "i don't know if i wanna be him or if i wanna fuck him" and while i completely understand what they meant why on EARTH would you post a sentiment like that on a social media platform where the person in question could see it??

#like that's why i never post anything unhinged or thirsty abt celebrities somewhere they might see it but do it here on tumblr instead #then again luke kinda feels like the sort of person who'd have a tumblr...dear GOD i hope not i would die #the one time a celebrity has seen smth i posted abt them on here was when kateryna pavlenko shared a screenshot of my gifs on her insta #and that was fine bc i'd not captioned it with anything weird #luke black #lobster twinkovic

[majimassqueaktoy]

Kenzan ends with Kiryu taking on the entire navy.

On foot.

With two (2) swords.

#Yakuza: Kenzan #kenzan #spoilers #idk who gives a shit but #AFTE RHE PROMISED TO STAY WITH HARUKA BTW #THEN 1 MINUTE LATER HES LIKE OH OOPS IMMA SAVE JAPAN AND DIE IN FRONT OF YOU RIGHT NOW PRESUMABLY #LEFT WIFEY AT HOME TOO #GOD KENZAN WAS SO GOOD TIL THAT #EVEN THE HOT VILLAIN DIDNT ACTUALLY DIE AND SAW THE ERROR IN HIS WAYS SO 😭 #Okay but the scene of kiryu actually hugging haruka and saying he loved her was very sweet so 🥺 #TOO BAD HES NOT KIRYU HES MIYAMOTO MUSASHI #and then it shows old majima back as a samurai and hes talkin to the moon aka kiryu aka musashis spirit and bein like Aha you'll be #remembered forever #Which was also cute but im bummed for Ageha and for Haruka 😔 #and then cool rap music is playing as the samurai boys are going to storm osaka and save some girl #I hope Yoshino/Ageha took in Haruka and they had a nice life together :( Maybe even mr dickhead attempted child murder my beloved Gorohachi #could be psuedo uncle :( #Girl Idk if i want them to remake this now if I see kiryu in ultra hd sayin he loves haruka while she cries and he runs to die I think I'd #be so :[ #lmao

[sentiniel]

i think ruby should've gone ape shit a little harder, actually. make the effort to eclipse jaune's rage or something.

#well if things were going to be as bad as everyone says they are #then lets die #sorry i lied #A LOT HARDER. #god i was so excited for a full meltdown and it was literally just her being upset right before jaune's upsetness #uhghghghhghghg shots framed could've been much nicer imo #jaune gets the close up but not ruby #omg i just said that on a whim but i was right #jaune really /did/ get the extreme close up but not ruby #what the fuck guys? #also bonus meme pic for y'all #jaune gets to freak out and say OH IM SORRY GUYS I WAS ALONE FOR SO LONG OFC I'D BE UPSET AT RUBY :( c #and then ruby just gets to be as mad as arthur the anteater or something #cmon #at least let her say #ruby rose #rwby #rwby ruby #rwby spoilers #volume 9 spoilers #rwde #rwby crit