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rayjeff · 8 months
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i forgot to post it at the end lol
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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months
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Redrawing a thing I drew a million years ago (x)
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anomalocrisis · 6 months
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More clean renders from the Transformers X CAT collab, yay! \o/✨
I fucking can't with the Optimus ones, im so obsessed XD he looks like he's trying so hard to be with the fellow kids, god bless 😭🙏 he's so cringe, luv him
The last Bee render has a weird shadow added by CAT and idk how to erase it, so sorry about that, i couldn't find it cleaner anywhere 😔
I wanted to add some Megatron ones, but the poses they choose for him were kinda boring, so maybe when i find one with him in a silly pose from another thing i'll make a post :/
BONUS UNDER THE CUT!!
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This is not from the collab but from a site that has licensed merch, it had really low quality so some lines got kinda blurred in the upscale, i kinda cleaned them up, but i think is really iconic and y'all should see it <3
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ratguy-nico · 6 months
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Hey people Im back, sorry for the dissapiring. Depression. You know how it is.
I saw the 5th episode of season 14 and of course I loved it but this is not completely inspiring by it, rather is from a publication of @br1ghtestlight I literally just take their publication and put it in this scketch.
IS A SCKETCH! Dont judge me It's a funny thing I made in just a day for fun, it's not even clean So please be nice.
I love the idea of this two drama queens literally having an "I love you in past, present and future. Always" moment XD God they're so cringe in a good way.
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space-writes · 3 months
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So this post has me thinking. Because though the post and a lot of the comments talk about fic, this kind of scene-breaking PSA-feeling scene is something I run across in a fair amount of the M/M erotica/romance I read as well. (By which I mean a lot of indie/selfpub stuff, for clarification purposes) (don’t rec me ‘good m/m books’. my tbr is so long. my kindle is so full. im drowning. my god.)
In those, the ones that repeat are the ‘hey we’re both on PrEP!’ conversation, and the ‘when did you last get tested?’ conversation. The testing conversation also shows up sometimes in M/F that I read, and the one in there that also shows up is fairly naturally the birth control conversation. And first off—none of these are bad to have. None of them are automatically ruiners of good stories, or things you should cut!
What they often are is copy-paste scenes. They’re jarring when they happen because they aren’t written properly in character, and they take you out of the story and damage your connection to the narrative and to the characters. This is, in fact, he would not fucking say that time. This is not a problem of ‘including consent and safe sex is boring in smut’ (a whole other conversation). This is a problem of character voice and also bad dialogue.
Listen, I live here, on the internet. Bad smut is a time-honoured tradition here, and bad dialogue is at its wretched best in bad smut. I have an entire post in the works about writing good sexy dialogue—it’s hard! It’s hard to do!
(sidenote, this is why a lot of smut dialogue prompt lists make me cringe, because the dialogue is either poor, or so generic as to make lines that could be sexy in the right mouth sound poor.)
But the reason these consent-PSA scenes don’t work, and jar readers, is because you are putting words in your characters mouth that you want to say—for whatever reason; you think showing consent is important, you want to be clear about the consent given in the fic, whatever—but you are not saying them how your blorbo would say them.
I have an ongoing D/s romance series. Tens of thousands of words now. Twenty-four main fics, two unposted-yet novels, and a handful of side stories. The main relationship is a Master/sub relationship. They do a lot of kinky shit, and I can count on one hand how many times the couple sit down and talk about consent and they have never, not once, had a conversation on-page that uses the word consent.
What? Why! Space, why do you, person who is very passionate about proper consent and communication in BDSM play, not have any consent discussions in this BDSM fic?
Because those dialogues aren’t what the story needs. When it does, I include them in ways that are relevant to the scene and written in character, not as some obligatory cut-and-paste “do you consent?” “yes I do!” PSA. There is one exchange in fic 2 where the nature of the relationship is established. For the other six fics in that arc, I don’t have them sit down and negotiate scenes. It’s implied by a few lines that they talked about likes/dislikes off-page and then it’s back to the fun kinky shit.
And the thing is, they would say that. They would talk about boundaries and limits, and I could write an in-character conversation about that very easily. I didn’t, because that’s not the point of the story; the focus is on hot sex and emotional pining, and having a three-paragraph discussion about consent between them would get in the way of that.
(obedience readers i know at this point you’d read those two talking about the fucking weather but do not undermine my point here XD)
Listen, I’m just some guy. I take my writing seriously in that I want to be good at it, and I know a lot of people—especially in fic—are just having fun with it. That’s fine! Do what’s fun! But if you want to get better at writing porn, you can do that. I believe in you. You can have your enthusiastic consent and you can do it in character, in scene, and you can make it feel so natural no-one even notices you’re doing it because they’re too busy going ‘holy shit this is hot!’
This is kind of a rant but I just. am very passionate about good dialogue in smut. and about character voice. and i’m tired of reading the exact same PrEP-status conversation in my m/m novels. yes i get it author. you researched gay sex safety. im so proud of you. can we get back to the mediocre porn now.
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melmoonbow · 8 months
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My new years wish was Nickles to be real in 2023 and since the movie has been out, its canon. I cant believe my Disney wish was wasted on a fictional death metal band that of which, a dumb ship of mine actually became canon. Disney magic is real 🤣🫡🖤
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This is just so fucking funny to me i cant believe it. My fanfic ship came true?? Like wow. XD it was honestly all a shitpost joke but its real lmfaoooo amazing.
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Sorry ima like keep talking about this forever. This is like.. my oldest ship lmfaooo oh god lmaoo cringe but im so free rn lmfao my inner 12 year old is screaminggfgrr
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Im not longer mentally ill 🫡🖤
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sierice · 6 months
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3, 11, 12, 13, 19, 23, 27, 37, 44 for the ask game? SORRY SIERICE I KNOW THIS IS A LOT IM JUST REALLY CURIOUS 😭YOU DONT HAVE TO ANSWER ALL OF THEM LOL
the longer i sit here the longer this list grows.. ill just have to come back next time (threat)
HI HELLO HIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope this is for that pjoverse ask game thingy bc if not this is gonna be uh. a little bit awkward but whatever here we GO
3. Favorite character
meg..........lester.......... explodes and dies (they are a package deal do not SEPERATE !!)
11. Favorite scene
oughhhh uhhhhhhh there is a lot tbh. im a very impressionable person you make a scene even slightly cool and i'll be like WOAHHHH WOOOOAHHH WOW. anyways i hope top three is fine instead
the scene from tdp where apollo shields meg from chaos and then they both come back out alive bc they both remembered that they need each other. this was only in the second book rick was insane for this
sorry 2 be cringe on main but. the bit in tlt where percy gets claimed. idk that changed my brain forever i loved it. the way it was shown how much of a serious and insane and never seen b4 event so ppl were both in awe and in fear and percy could tell that his life was never going to be the same. chills literal chills
TTT COMMODUS DEATH SCENE !!!!!!!!!!!! HE DIED THE SAME WAY BOTH TIMES BY THE SAME PERSON IM JUST GRAAAAAAHHHHH
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LIKE DO YOU SEE THIS. DO YOU SEE THIS. THE FIRST IS FROM TDP THE SECOND IS FROM TTT GOD. F*CK
12. First pjo book you've read?
THO !!!!!!!!! i saw one of my classmates reading it and i was curious so i borrowed it for a bit and i was HOOKED. i WAS super confused who this 'percy' and 'leo' he was talking about so i decided to start from the beginning XD im pretty sure i was caught for reading in the middle of class that day lmao
13. Favorite minor character?
SO SO SO MANY. i collect minor characters like pokemons i adore them with all my heart. favorite is probably felix philip from tkc though. i love him and his penguins and his tendency to demolish bad guys with basketballs and also shoes
19. Favorite Olympian
APOLLO. claps and nobody joins in
23. Opinion on TSATS?
i couldn't even FINISH it i just couldnt. it was that bad like im sorry but i simply could not bring myself to like any bit of it 1/10
27. Scene that makes you cringe the most
oh the TTT reyna rejection scene for sure. and then the bit where he pees himself in TDP and TBM like girlie what 😭😭😭srsly why do subject me to this lester why do pee yourself in every single book without fail
37. 3 hcs about you favorite character
OOOOOOOOH DIFFICULT QUESTION. this one is a definite one though:
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2. meg teleportation powers !!!!!!!!! (yes i know its basically canon BUT. it was used like one (1) time and then never again i need to see MORE OF IT NOW)
3. lester meg empathy link is REAL. to me. and also kind of to canon but whatever
4. basically everything in the headcannons channel in the toa discord LMAOOO i read it and then i forever incorporate it into my psyche its like my daily ritual at this point
44. Favorite rareship
apollo x happiness. apollo x therapy. apollo x revolutionizing against zeus. lester x some f*cking good things happening to him for once in his life. why are you dragging me out of the building
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tylerdashart · 1 year
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(spoilers for TDP season 4)
OKAY. so i dont really do these kinda posts but id like to say a few things about season 4 cus ive seen some things and the fandom making theories, i just like to write about my own thoughts. ive watched s4 only one time due to not having netflix so i dont really remember many scenes.
"season 5 when?" are you good?? the season 4 just dropped 3 days ago! Im serious when i say ive seen multiple people already posting this question mostly on YT comments or Insta. also the fact that they're not artists OR a fic author makes sense honestly. they have no idea how animation works.
"rayla's acting weird" this is what frustrats me the most. NO she's not... ok maybe a little. but like. come the fuck on, she was gone for 2 years. ofc she's not the same person we saw in season 3. people change. plus, personally, i dont see any difference on her except this one time when callum asked her to...kill him. yes rayla acted a lot calm in that scene- not just that scene really. she was so calm most of the time, but i can see why? she's trying to get callum warm up to her, she's giving him space, she's being gentle as much as she can cus she knows how much she hurt him. she's grown up, she's not the same hot-headed, irritated elf anymore. and we all know how she hides her feelings. Im pretty sure she's gotten used to it, or managed to cope her feelings well so that she can stay calm. lastly about rayla, all i have to say is people change, so does rayla. and no she's not fake at all.
firstly, if rayla's acting weird, what about Viren being supportive with Terry? isnt that weirder? he didnt even treat his own son better, but he's supporting a trans fella? sus.... secondly, what about opeli being so chill about Ez going with Zubia. in that case most of the characters in s4 were out of character. and that's okay cus it's been 2 fucking years!
personally i think the "Zubia in Katolis" scene was a bit rushed. they couldve done it better but Im not saying it was bad at all tho! i loved the scene with the whole callum doing magic thing and the dragon sized jelly tart? xD
"why is rayla back?" why not really. she realized it was useless to find viren and came back home? she realized she wanted to see her mage? "we had something so special. but I became so obsessed with revenge, i.. risked losing the best thing ive ever had... you" she CLEARLY missed him yall. ofc she came back.
"where's the rayllum kiss" Im glad we didnt get a rayllum kiss. I know this is a cartoon show but at least the animators made it similar to how an in-real-life relationship works. people dont just go "you were gone for two years but its okay, i forgive you, lets kiss". Callum needs time to get used to being around rayla again. he's happy but also angry, he needs to see how hard rayla's trying to win callum's trust back. it was so clear that callum got a bit comfortable with rayla again in the last few episodes, especially the last one. That hug was enough sign for us to know they're gonna be okay and that they're still deeply in love.
Stella isNT EVIL YALL. leave my poor baby girl alone >:c
the fart joke was......nuhuh. idk if it's just me but it was gross. i dont wanna remember how much i cringed.
claudia was a bit- no fuck it- she was too much this season. especially in that scene where she tricked rayla with pebbles. god that hurt so much.
Lastly, Season 4 was amazing!! i loved season 4, and all the new things we saw. the arc is building up, it's so interesting, im so excited for season 5.
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punk-pandame · 10 months
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for the kank hc's anon
first i love you, second i love you, and third here's some hc's"
Canonverse
used to put on little puppet shows for baby gaara <3 started with just sock puppets and a cardboard box, but as kank got better at building and started practicing to be a puppet master shinobi, he graduated to marionettes and a little wooden performance stand.
temari claimed to hate said puppet shows but every once in a while she'd give him some spare doll clothes for the puppets that she "didn't want" for her own dolls, and he caught her watching with a smile a few too many times to keep believeing her heehee <3
middle child syndrome to the max. he has a super strong older sister and an even stronger younger brother, both of whom im assuming rasa favored. his father may not have put hits out on him "more times than he can count" (6) but he sure as fuck felt neglected!
i think he never had a canon love interest not because they didn't care enough about him to give him one, but because he doesn't need or want a partner. kankurou is cool taking his time and enjoying life on his own and if he meets someone, cool! but if not its no skin off his back, he's just out here doin what he do anyway
while i love world building and think it would be so cool if they had some sort of significance, i honestly think it'd be hilarious if his face paint designs didn't mean a damn thing. he just thinks they're cool and when he finds a pattern he likes he'll stick with it for as long as he likes it
that being said, he sometimes forgets he can just? switch it up? whenever? like he'll be painting the same shit on his face for three years, thinking to himself how much he hates this design now and wishes he could do another one, and mid-paint job realizes he can just. do that. so he scrubs it off and starts over. usually becomes an all-day affair of testing different styles until he finds one he likes enough to wear for the next few years lmfao
temari and gaara are his official face paint reviewers but he doesn't actually listen to a damn thing they say. he does not want criticism he wants emotional support pls and thnx. and it is 100% mandatory. cancel your appointments, kank is having a Crisis.
when he was younger he changed looks more frequently, and would sorta treat it as a a new-year-new-me type thing. inevitably would go too hard on trying to change his whole personality along with the new look and go back to normal in a week or two, but GOD that week or two was so trying for literally everyone around him asllahdjkgha
Modern AU
obviously he's a furry. loves the "yknow like nya?" meme and still does it, without a single care in the world for who may or may not be embarrassed of it
honestly subscribes to the "i am crazy/cringe but i am free" lifestyle he'll just do and say whatever tf XD
that being said, he really doesn't do anything that crazy. like the craziest thing about him is probably being a theatre kid. he likes performing just fine, but his real passion is in the set-building.
autism be damned, my boy sure can work a nail gun
goes SO HARD for halloween you have NO fucking idea. he's building himself a gundam suit as we speak
gamer boy! loves video games and has a sleek PC set-up. started his twitch channel for gaming but his viewers were actually way more interested in all his supplies in the back and now most of his streams are just him building stuff and talking to chat, but he'll bring back the games when he gets hyperfixated on one or a new game comes out.
special interest in animatronics. he loves them so much and will ramble for HOURS if you let him (please let him please god please let him he wants to talk about them SO bad)
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kamari333 · 11 months
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thinking about backing up my shitty old highschool fanfics on ao3. i posted them on ffnet back in 2008 or something... god they're all so cringe xD is it even worth it?
probably. i should probably do it. it wont be hard if im on a computer instead of mobile. ugh. me and my standards.
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doudy · 11 months
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Hello! 💕 How are you? Sorry for being so random! 😅😅
So I told my friend. (one of them) that I am obsessed with undertale. So I told them i am obsessed with sans, papyrus, and gaster? Oh God!
So.. She now thinks im weird for loving sans and Papyrus! She said "Amelia they don't even have skin what exactly do you like?"
Uhm i don't know to be honest
But... Uhm..
https://www.deviantart.com/doudy20/art/Ask-20-Skelebros-in-swimwear-619752100
Am I Weird for actually enjoying this drawing? It's beautiful!
Yes... Yes... It's literally 23.56 and i am lookin at stuff you drew back in 2016
I am not apologizing for it! 🤣🤣🤣
*it was a mistake drinking coffee at 6 i clock in the afternoon i guess? 🤣🤣
I am being so random sorry..
I pray i am not cringe right now! Sorry..!! 💕 Have a great day, night, time!!!! 💙💙💙💙
Hey! ✨ I'm tired, but fine, thanks! ^^ How about you?
Lmao don't worry, I enjoyed drawing it too XD
Aaaaah, my old art! I remember @castielsan being admirative over how I drew Sans' legs once...
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(Original post)
If I remember well, you even used it as a ref pic? Or was it me? We joked about it for sure anyway XD
And cringe culture is dead, don't worry. There was a time I planned to date all of the AU Sanses, so... 👀
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lucky-draws · 2 years
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hi lisette. please give me your bingo opinion on REVOLVER OCELOT from METAL GEAR SOLID
hello animalscamo "grace" "weezer" snake. i will gladly give you my opinion on REVOLVER OCELOT from METAL GEAR SOLID.
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UMMM SO...where do i even BEGIN....i could talk abt my precious ocie for hours xD <3 no but erm seriously good god. i've never liked a character as much as ocie before. like i dont have brainrot of this level for anyone else like i dont usually give a shit but for him? i do. he lives in my mind. there's like a little room for him inside my skull like fully furnished with a little sofa + tv for him to watch westerns on.
(gonna do a read more bc im probably going to write a novel's worth of insanity.)
i put he's a blorbo but not in an i want to fuck him way just in a he's my friend and he's a funny little man that i love to see way. i want to carry him in a handbag like a dog yes but also scrunch him up like a sheet of paper and throw him in the bin but also carry him in my pocket like a doormouse and feed him crumbs.
i put he needs more screen time bc why wasn't he in peace walker :( he should have been on that beach instead of nasty kaz :( (i am only half joking i wish he was in peace walker but it's fine i can rotate my own idea of 70s ocelot in my mind.)
i half filled in everything i like abt them isn't canon because admittedly sometimes i think about him too much in relation to big boss. big bosselot even. and in general i think i have created my own specific ocie and my own "headcanons" if i can use that word about him HOWEVER.
well. i think i've said enough really. i tried to be normal. i wasn't. there's a lot more Thoughts i have that i can't quite articulate. but yeah. um. <3
canon ocelot on his own is just a fucking epic character. like he's so cringe and funny and such a cartoon villain whilst at the same time being highly intelligent/powerful/mastermind megamind quintuple agent etc. mgs3 ocelot is so horrible and silly but it's like this contrast of. he's 19 or 20 or whatever and acts it, he acts like an insufferable brat and is so silly in his meowing and his pridefulness but then it's like. his fucking MOM who he doesn't KNOW is his mom is being fucking killed amidst all this. killed by the very same dude that he's got this insane childish crush on. it's just the ridiculous tragedy of it all for me !
also i just LOVE his mannerisms. like his finger guns/arm flourishes are so STUPID but so endearing. he's really just a joy to behold.
i put got done dirty by fans because i guess i dont like to see him uke-fied (or woobified in a way that isn't the way that i (correctly) woobify him) and made to be a blushing little maiden when he's like . not that. like even in a sort of bosselot context it's like. it's the fact that he's this cold, uncaring, double crossing spy who kills in cold blood and has a torture fetish and is just as dangerous in fact MORE DANGEROUS than big boss . and yet. his (canon basically?) motivations are because he never got over his teen crush. because somehow, throughout all his double crossing and billion different affiliations, he's doing it all for one (1) person. which. ironically. is kind of the very definition of "loyalty to the end". but while he has the intelligence to see through any need to be loyal to a country/government, or to any organisation, he doesn't have the moral desire to fight for anything or anyone good. so he fights for big boss. (AND FOR WHAT? like he doesn't even get anything for it in canon. big boss doesnt give a shit. so he's somehow "selflessly" doing all the shit he does. expecting no reward. like it's the weird martyrness of it all. big boss as the devil and ocelot as his evil apostle. idk. sorry. im not being normal.)
he also fights for himself of course because he enjoys murder and evilness and misogyny and well i mean he needs to get the money for his authentic vintage cowboy boots from somewhere and well the patriots are very rich or so ive heard. a secret billion dollars in an underground vault or something. so yeah he's simply the worst BUT he's such a fucking funny stupid meowing cowboy also . he has the RANGE!!! he deserves to rot in hell but he's also my best friend in the world and i feed him kibble.
ALSO ALSO i forgot to mention but just on a purely aesthetic like character design level i can't help but enjoy his fucking stupid dinky red scarf and gloves and cowboy drip like it's just FUN to draw him.
put simply, he is my silly boy. i guess i cannot put it more succinctly than that !
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ravensnape · 1 year
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Hi Tumblr ! | New anime blogger
Belloooo, i'm Raven. This is my first post on Tumblr :) As the title says, I'm going to post things related to Anime, novels etc. Read on to find out details on topics/language I will be posting in~
im trying out different platforms at the moment, medium and pixnet. ya gonna see the exact same thing elsewhere XD
Thinking abt moving chi posts to pixnet 🤔
UPDATE: Here is a page with all the blogging platforms I'm using!!
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Topics you will find | 你會在這看到有關…
Anime Recommendations and rankings | 動漫推薦/心得
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My fave Anime Genre [Examples]
one day imma hyperlink all the examples here you'll see :D
Emotional/Thought provoking:
[Violet Evergarden]
[Assassination Classroom]
[To Your Eternity]
🥹 ow ow ow the thought of these… my stomach
Isekai
[The Ancient Magus’ Bride]
[That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime]
[Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun]
Slice of life
[Yuru Camp]
[By the Grace of the Gods]
Fantasy esp magical fantasy
[BNHA]
[SAO]
But I also watch sports [Haiikyuu] and romance [Fruit Basket]. Moeru / Cozy, my taste is alll over the place 😛
Here is the list of Anime I’ve ever watched:
RavenGamingSnape's Anime List - MyAnimeList.net Check out all the anime I’ve ever watched on myanimelist.net 2. Online Novels | 網絡小說推薦/心得:
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I mostly read online Chi novels so posts related to this will be in Chi. Please do suggest some Eng online novel!! Die hard fan of PJO and HP series.
3. Comment what you’d like to read below~~ Vtubers maybe (?)
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Language: Eng & Traditional Chi | 語言:英+繁中
I’m going to post in both Traditional Chinese and English.
I’m from HK. English is my second language, and writing is my weak point cough, in both languages, cough :D Warming up to the idea of expressing through words :)  I tend to write in Eng more than Chi, that’s why I wrote this ‘manifesto’ in Eng…
BUUUUT here’s the thing, I watch anime with Chi subtitles and only read Chi online novels 🥴 (Eng novels are printed books from PJO to HP, Lord of the Flies to The Landlady, online … well does fanfics count)
I did consider Cantonese, as that’s my native tongue and it is in desperate (?) need of conservation and promotion. Yet, I’d like to reach more audience, so Chinese seems to be more probable 🤔.
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Why did I write this 'manifesto'? Cringe…| 寫'宣言'幹嘛,不尬嘛?
🙈 ha… slightly cringe cough . I saw Ali Abdaal suggested the first post of a channel can be explaining what people will get from this and why I started this. This sets as a lighthouse for future me and verbalising an intention has been proven to be important in maintaining motivation. This seems applicable to blogging too so I wrote this.
That’s all for now! Thanks for reading through. if you think you would like to chat about Anime and Online novels, or find it funny to follow the growth of an absolute beginner blogger, Like this post and Follow me :)
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu! Matta Ne!
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Read this next → [TBC]
Written on: 12 Feb 2023, 23:23 sleepy…imma add pics laterrr
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neuroticboyfriend · 1 year
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hey! your blog inspires me everyday, it makes me happy to see so much positivity on my quite abnormal, from society's point of view, behaviour since i'm schizoaffective (or schizophrenic from a different doctor's perspective).
i usually express my mind in art. i usually draw suns, which resembles the Mind itself, eyes and dots. lots of them. but recently i adore drawing jellyfish, they're cute and quite colorful :)
even if now i'm such a closed and shy person who is locked in an eternal expression of art and, therefore, loneliness, there is some quite funny stories of me and manic episodes. one time i've (maniacally) asked the school principal to interview me for a school newspaper artictle. i still can't believe that they actually did it. and they published it XD. i've also painted in the school bathroom. also, lots of impulsive purchases, usually of a freaky clothes.
usually i am very embarrassed of my manic episodes, but i realize that i was TRULY HAPPY and I DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS back then! I WAS LIVING THE LIFE BACK THEN!!! even when people thought "oh my god, she's so cringe" i knew that i've inspired someone to be free and be confident. well, i hope i did rn x)
aw cool !! im schizoaffective/phrenic too !! so i get what you mean about being weird. maybe i should be a little weirder. i still mask a lot.
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princefado · 1 year
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1, 2, 8, 12 & 30 for the end of year asks!
under a cut bc this response got long xD
favourite fandom you joined this year
does ikuhara count as a fandom??? i say yes, lol. bc i have dove head-first into everything he's made this year and i'm very happy about it!!!
2. favorite fic this year
for fics i wrote, hands-down "my baby's got a gun", my cnc fic for gumworth week. i started this before gumworth week, but im really happy i got around to finishing it!
for favorite fic this year... god, i got so many good exchange fics. i can't stop thinking about (and you know this) "discipl(in)e", "Exchange Student", or "Lovely Creature". I also received "Sugar" as a gift for my birthday (it doesn't say so but I did indeed receive a mysterious fill to my kinkmeme prompt on my birthday)
for fics i read but were not published this year, it's gotta be "The Homewrecker", a glorious Reo/Mabu + The Otter fan comic.
for fics that were not explicit gifts for me... I really really loved "Can't Hurt Him". i think about it all the time.
8. favourite author of the year
I DONT PICK FAVORITES. but i gotta say i'm really proud of brontitall for putting emselves out there and publishing more things (and participating in exchanges!!)
12. longest fic you read this year
assuming I did actually read it this year (it's possible I read it last year), far and above "Creation Myth", which I devoured in a single night if I remember correctly. I really didn't read that much long-form stuff this year though.
30. fandom resolution for next year
write more! draw more! BE MORE CRINGE!!!!!
i think maybe a solid resolution would be to get around to drawing either an oppai mousepad for gumworth or a body pillow for them!!
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gna compliment you into oblivion now
you gots the lisp!! the lisp <33333333333
you dyed your hair in part to match me and thats so asdfghjkl
i love being able to see your art grow and change as you learn more about it (hands!!!!)
i remember at one point (back when you only had your sketchbook) you drew the boys in a qpr and wrote, like "for spiral!!!" in it and tagged me when you posted it and i didnt even ask you to draw it and it was before we were really friends and it made me so happy that you even thought of me for it
i love that i can tell when you don't really understand a reference i make because you always go, like "yes god!" or something like that but it sounds a bit empty and i love that even if you don't get it you make an effort to sound like you do because you don't want to kill my spirit
i love that you play ukulele and i love that you and i are riding the "same strumming pattern till i die" train
you were singing along to dog days are over when i was playing it today ans asdfghjkl <3333
you're gonna be my personal weighted blanket and crush me into oblivion and im so excited about it
gonna cook with you!!!! an make videos!!!!!
god when we're in the same place making tiktoks we will be unstoppable
i've been longing for a qpr for SO LONG (something something wanting to experience all the forms of love so that my brain is finally sated) and then you fucking POPPED INTO EXISTENCE AND ASKED ME OUT AND DNDJSNFKDKFNRJKNGKE
before we really got to be friends but were sending stranger things voice messages back and forth i used be so damn excited to like. go upstairs and send you voice messages. like i would be like im gonna go upstairs and watch a tv show and talk to val about stranger things AND THEN WE STARTED WATCHING IT AND ASDFGHHJKL
i love that you get me and let me ramble at you when i'm little. and i love that you're actively interested in learning more
i love that you make a fist when i mention people that made me upset/hurt me. knight in shining armour type shit
i also laugh the way you do know which is asdfjj;klkj
XD (its cringe but it's endearing) (we will never speak of this again)
every time i listen to our playlist and there's a new song and i haven't added it a part of my heart sparks and stutters because it's the little things that tell me you're as all in as i am. it's not the big long letters or anything (although i adore those and will always take more), it's the fact that you add stuff to our pinterest board and to our spotify. it reminds me you think about me when i'm not actively talking to you
i love that we've been doing the "our minds" and "us when we" thing since BEFORE we started qpp-ing. i love that it was like the universe was like mm yes these two will be very gay
I LOVE THAT THE ONLY PODCAST YOU'VE LISTENED TO IS CAMP HERE AND THERE ITS LIKE FATE TYPE SHIT AND I LOVE YOU
i love that you listen to the amazing devil in the shower
i love that you love cherry coke because i love cherry coke
we aren't the red/blue trope but we are the blue/blue trope and personally i think that makes us gods
i love you i love you i love you
SHUT UR GODDAMN FACE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS IS THE NICEST SHIT EVER /pos
(also the reason im always like yes god or yepyepyep is bc i always get excited when ur excited or along those lines and yeah i dont wanna kill the spirit being like hey im not smart enough to figure this out /lh)
GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
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