#gonna pass out now

[ahbogman]

how about i just give you my whole life!?

#i did it guys #i finally drew them #from the scene that lives in my head rent free too #he’s so tall i could cry about it #hbd to me i actually finished a drawing despite being sick and having to work #anyways i love them so much #gonna pass out now #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #ed elric #edward elric #winry rockbell #edward x winry #edwin #ed x winry #fma winry

[takami-takami]

HELLO FROM JAPAN I AM OUTSIDE THE US

#IT'S 7PM HERE . I HAD A 14 HOUR FLIGHT #🐇 rambles #gonna pass out now

[pookapufferfish]

People are so nice to me

I wanna scream all the niceness back at everyone

You are all so cool! Glad I could inspire some of you and also mess around with some of you

You are a lot of cool people

#rambling ray #gonna pass out now #full of the watm fuzzy feeling you get from compliments

[chatlote]

It's not that we aren't mutuals. It's that I have been on tumblr for 12 years, made this blog 5 years ago when I needed a new skin and then this became my actual main blog and tumblr won't let me assign it as such.

#2am rambling #gonna pass out now #this has been on my mind for years ngl

[amee-racle-ofmyown]

Can I request the impossible? Suit/Unknown (you choose) cuddles 0-0 🤲

Perhaps difficult, but by no means impossible, my dear! (at least I'd like to think not.) there is only one scenario in which I can imagine this happening and I think you probably saw it coming.

Suit Saeran x gender-neutral reader | Words: 1045

‘I’ll go now.’

‘Wait-!’ You’d scrambled from beneath the blanket and let the words fly out as if by instinct, or some inexplicable, deeply-rooted understanding that this may be the last time you would see Saeran as he was now, at least for a long time. Perhaps it was the fact that he himself had said you wouldn’t be seeing him for a while, and that he was leaving it to Ray to make you happy, but there was this nagging feeling that you needed to make the most of whatever time you had with him. ‘Saeran- don’t go yet.’

He flinched ever so slightly at your sudden outburst, his face still cast in the peaceful glow of moonlight. 

‘Sorry- please- please stay a bit longer. Don’t leave.’

How ironic he found your plea to be; it had been Ray begging you not to leave and Saeran who insisted you would, and yet here you were. You had always been a strange one. Perhaps to you, even the company of a monster was better than the crippling feeling of being painfully alone? He supposed that he could understand this sentiment — maybe a little too well. Some part of his tired mind wondered if this had been the key to breaking you all along. Maybe leaving you isolated and abandoned in this room for days would have brought you a fraction of the numbing pain he carried. But even then, how long would he have been able to stand the insufferable emptiness that clawed at his being, tearing him up from the inside out, without the emotional rush your presence gave him? You confounded him, no doubt, but being around you made him feel alive.

Well, none of that mattered now. 

He said nothing but his eyes remained steady on you. Somehow, they bore none of the sharpness you'd seen the previous nights. Instead, as he stood bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight, watching you silently, you felt a sense of the same weary sombreness that would often reside in Ray’s gaze.

The familiarity was comforting, and yet it made your heart ache.

‘Please… Can you stay a little longer?’

‘I… I’ve said all I needed to…’

‘I know, but I want you around. I care about you too, not just Ray. If you really want to leave, you can. But if it’s alright with you…’ you trailed off, shifting your position close to the edge of the bed so you were facing towards him and patting the space next to you.

He hesitated for a moment, then slowly, tentatively made his way the few steps from the open window to the bed, taking a seat at the very edge, staring at the star-speckled sky opposite you both. As he perched beside you (so close you could hear his breathing, close enough you could just about cup his cheek if you reached far enough, if only he’d let you) the mattress hardly sank under his weight. You found it odd: The preceding days he had made every effort to be as loud and as purposeful as possible, making his presence fully known as if in a constant and desperate battle for his very existence. Yet now, he barely took up any space at all. 

‘Thank you, Saeran… Thank you for apologising.’

He remained silent. The gentle breeze from outside made the curtains sway and brought a pleasant coolness to your skin. He turned his head ever so slightly in your direction, but it was enough to meet his eyes. You could make out every eyelash, see the dark, tell-tale bags marking fatigue on his pale skin.

‘Saeran… when was the last time you slept properly?’

He raised an eyebrow slightly in response before you saw the corners of his mouth twitch upwards, unable to suppress a small smile.

‘You used to say that to him a lot, huh?’

He was deflecting, of course, but at least he was letting you have an actual normal conversation with him — which, now that you thought about it, was kind of a milestone for him.

‘Guess you two aren’t so different.’

‘Heh. I guess not.’

‘You can… rest here for a bit… if you want. If you really have to go later you should take some time to relax and lie down properly.’

His eyes widened a little and he shifted slightly. ‘I don’t think I should-’

‘But do you want to?’ 

He held your questioning gaze for several seconds. Eventually, he sighed and you shimmied over, making room for him as you leaned back against the comfy pillows, pink like everything else in this room, but now painted in a new light by the hour.

He began to lean down onto his side, a little uncertainly, and you gently guided his head to your chest, feeling his breath hitch in surprise.

‘Is this okay?’ you asked softly.

‘I-’ 

His cheeks were turning pink and he seemed to be caught off-guard, but after a moment you felt his arm encircle your waist nonetheless. 

‘Relax.’

Under normal circumstances, he thought to himself, perhaps he should have chided you for telling him what to do. But there was a tenderness to your tone that he simply couldn't argue with even if he wanted to.

You began to stroke his crisp white locks, sometimes twirling the tufts in gentle circles around your fingers. He closed his eyes. Slowly but surely, his breathing evened out. 

Several minutes passed in comfortable silence before he spoke in the tiniest voice you'd ever heard from him. ‘You’re caring for me… You always cared for me this whole time… even when I said and did those horrible things to you.’

The next words came out uneven, and you could have sworn you felt a teardrop or two on the fabric of your clothes.

‘...I don’t deserve this.’

You thought for a moment before responding, choosing your words carefully.

‘I think… you deserve another chance. I’m proud of you for taking accountability for your actions. And I know you don’t want to hurt me anymore. You deserve to feel safe and happy… And loved.’

His grip on you tightened ever so slightly, pulling himself as close as he could get to your warmth. He had cursed your scent so many times, but being surrounded by it completely, he only felt safe and calm. He wanted to inhale your warmth along with it.

This was bliss. This was the paradise he had been searching for.

#man didn't even take his shoes off #how dare #honestly was planning for this to take a little more convincing but I spent too long on the intro already #your dream is also mine this was lovely to imagine #I am SO incredibly sorry that this took SO long #especially when ur usually so fast with responses q-q #at first this was a challenge to write and then stuff kept coming up and exams and #just kind of a mess #last time I posted writing was february I think #gonna pass out now #aaa I should be sleeping but once I've committed.. I have to finish writing the same night #lmao do u ever have that problem #saeran x reader #suit saeran x reader #suit saeran #saeran choi #mystic messenger #mysmes #mysme #sleepy #amee writes

[homoesia]

cooked some sussy art

#gonna pass out now #sussy art coming soon to a dashboard near u

[enignoema]

//The mun Eddie as his namesake, Eddie <3

Happy almost halloween

#Lose my mind for a new identity ;;OOC #gonna pass out now #ft my actual real life cane

[sethfknrollins]

he looks nakey

#sorry im tired and thought this was funny #gonna pass out now #billy gunn #aew

[dafunkymanic]

FINALLY SOME FINISHED ART!

Really love how it turned out too!

Shit forgot to post this because I've been busy with school stuff but yeah I made some finished art and honestly love how it turned out. I have some other stuff that I'm going to post when I have the time. So look forward to that I suppose.

^v^/

#art #digital art #drawing #drawing stuff #finished art #love how this turned out #gonna pass out now #(-.-)Zzz・・・・

[letmedisolveintomoss]

I had the wildest fever dream while trying to recover from a sickness today. I was Viktor from Arcane (I haven't even seen Arcane? I just know that my girlfriend thinks I could cosplay him) and Floyd Leech was my boyfriend and was trying to propose to me but he kept getting interrupted (it should be mentioned that he was wearing a mechanics outfit this entire time because he had a job at an auto repair shop) and it was all very cute and gay then we needed to shelter in place because there was an apocalypse of some sort.

So we were in the apocalypse yeah? Well we decided to start bulk making food in case the power went out and I was very upset that we had to pre cook rice because I hate it when you have to store cooked rice and it gets all mushy because I can't handle the texture because the texture is bad so we had to go on a grocery run so we could try different methods of keeping rice nice with a good texture, but here's the thing: if the government caught us they were allowed to kill us on sight for some reason.

So we were out and about when the apocalypse suddenly stopped and an alien spaceship containing weird og DOOM level graphic creatures were lurking beneath the surface also they came from kangaroos for some reason then I woke up and was like "wow. So that's why it's called a fever dream."

#twisted wonderland #twst #floyd leech #viktor arcane #fever dream #how do i even tag this #anyways I'm sick #yeehaw #gonna pass out now #arcane #sleep deprived thoughts

[skullzy20]

I've been in call for 13 hours <3

#love my boys though #hanging out w them was soo fun :) #stagg tag #fang tag #sol tag #gonna pass out now #bc its 2am #shoutout... 2 boyz klub..

[satturn]

4 pages done.... i think im going to die

#14 hours of drawing today #praying that my body can handle this for a few weeks #watched heartstopper in the meantime though it was really cute #gonna pass out now

[orobeori]

When the realization hits that you’ve finally captured the Avatar 💥💥💥

Continuation of my NATLA x ATLA photo-booth series that I hope to make more of, esp of Iroh and Ozai 💪, you can find the first one I did of Aang and Katara here‼️

Been trying to experiment more with how I draw them, and the process for this one in particular was very fun :’] Still not too sure on how I did the lighting lol, i need to study more on how light works 💀

Any duo/trio/group you'd like to see in particular?

#avatar the last airbender #zuko #aang #my art #natla #atla #atla fanart #zuko regresses to his angry semi bald self #my sister actually gave me that idea #thought it was too funny to pass up #avatar #gonna do the southern water tribe sibs next actually lol #trying out to see what works on tumblr lol ive removed and added the og photos two times now </3

[teacupsandcyanide]

Something I miss from earlier eras of the creative side of the internet was things just being unabashedly low-budget. Just all unashamedly amateur, unprofessional, ‘I don’t own a good camera but I have a story to tell you’, ‘I can’t afford a good mic but I have a song to sing for you,’ ‘I don’t have any kind of background in editing or lighting and I only just picked up this guitar last Tuesday but here’s an entire musical me and my friends wrote about our favourite book, we filmed it on a potato and put it up on YouTube in ten minute segments because we thought it was pretty funny.’

#everything felt so much less like Content then #and as someone who wants to share creative stuff online #it’s now incredibly daunting thinking about doing that bc #especially as a disabled person who can’t work full time #it feels almost impossible to extricate art from being Content #like there’s this immense pressure to produce things that could pass as professionally produced by a team of educated people #and to make smart decisions so that somehow eventually you can profit off your art #and instead of it being a ‘hey look at my silly little song’ it becomes #competing in an over saturated market already dominated by the nepotism afforded by wealth and connections #and it feels like it would very difficult not to measure my personal satisfaction with how a certain piece of art turned out #by how much attention it got online #even though I genuinely have zero desire to be famous and it sounds like a complete nightmare #anyway I’m gonna have ice cream for dinner how about you guys #hmp42

[ashiyn]

what the fuck was bdubs on during this stream

#girth?? edging??? the fucking GRIME??? #hoping the added mumbo face cam is appreciated #hermitcraft #goodtimeswithscar #bdubs #docm77 #hc s9 #.post #.vid #it's 2 am im gonna go pass out now

[smallpapers]

NOW EAT THIS SUCKAAAAAA

edit: print available!

#the owl house #luz noceda #philip wittebane #titan luz #watching and dreaming #Toh spoilers #gooplos #emperor Belos #good witch luzura #Toh s3 #Toh s3 spoilers #man the amount of detail I had to go through #I might release a speed paint but it’s gonna be hard to watch due to the portrait orientation #anyways I m gonna go pass out now so I don’t have to think about how hard it’ll flop on twt #myart