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valerie · 3 months
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Twenty-Five Years Ago in Santa Monica
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Twenty-five years ago I was in Santa Monica for a Hercules/Xena convention. The cast from Young Hercules was there. Ryan Gosling, Dean O'Gorman, and Chris Conrad were on stage on January 23rd and I was in line to ask a question for them but alas, it never happened. Chris did come off the stage to give a little girl in front of me a hug and we ended up shaking hands when he said hi to some of us in the line. Later, I met all the guys during the autograph line. I was weirdly silly and asked about Erik Thomson. I took pictures of each of them. You can see them at my report from that weekend here.
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the very lovely Chris Conrad The next day, January 24th, Ryan and Dean were set to sign more autographs in the lobby of the venue, joined by Joel Tobeck. Chris wasn't available for a reason I can't remember. It was a bummer too because I had the other three sign the Young Hercules poster I had. I would end up getting everyone's signature on that poster, which I still have, except for Chris'. The missing autograph haunted me for decades. Then Chris sent me that vest jacket so my melancholy about not getting his signature has been eased a bit. After getting those signatures, my friends and I went back to our rooms to put away our posters and photos, then headed back to the venue. When we saw that the boys were taking pictures with the fans, we went back into that line. (Seriously, go read my report. It's embarrassingly detailed.) When it was my turn for a picture, we did the group shot and then Ryan and I took a picture together.
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Dean O'Gorman, Me, Ryan Gosling, Joel Tobeck - Santa Monica 1999 Back in those days, we had to actually WAIT to see our pictures because it was film. I'm not sure how long I had to wait for my pictures. I imagine that I had them developed right away and I was most likely VERY relieved to see that the picture of me with the boys was the most amazing shot ever. Look at my happy face. It's ridiculous how happy I look. It is my favorite shot EVER of me with people who are neither family nor friends. I love the picture so much that I used it later that year as my "now" picture for my 10 year high school reunion memory book. People at my reunion asked me if Ryan was my boyfriend because of that picture. It was probably the first time they ever saw Ryan Gosling's face and it was next to me. I wonder if anyone remembers that. Damn, it's weird to think of that way. It would take years before people recognized the talent and appeal of Ryan Gosling but some of my friends remember that I was the one raving about him for years before they realized who he was.
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Ryan Gosling Twenty five years later, this group shot is still one of my favorites. It was a favorite before Ryan became Oscar nominated Ryan Gosling. It was a favorite before Dean O'Gorman would play Fili in The Hobbit trilogy. It was a favorite while Joel Tobeck was wreaking havoc as Strife on Young Hercules. It's one of my favorite shots because it was the capper to one of my favorite convention going weekends. I had so much fun with my friends and meeting the guests was just icing on the cake. It was the convention weekend that made me appreciate spending time with my friends as well as enjoying the guests. Some other things of note: - I posted this photo to Twitter years ago and it was my most popular post. It got the attention of Joel Tobeck and he ended up tweeting a picture of him with Sullivan Stapleton to me because I was in my Sully stage at that point. The internet can be such a fun place. - It's also super interesting that I met Ryan on William Gregory Lee's birthday and that a year later, on Ryan's twentieth birthday, I would meet William Gregory Lee at a Xena convention in Palo Alto. It would take me years to make that connection. - Chris sent me the Hercules/Xena crew vest jacket sometime after I mentioned not having his autograph on my Young Hercules poster. Another example of when Twitter was amazing by connecting you to your favorites. I do have Chris' autograph on a Young Hercules still that my friend gave me years ago. I think it's in storage. Should I find it someday, I'll probably scan and post it somewhere. I would still like to someday get Chris to autograph my poster but not sure how that will ever happen. Then again, who knew I'd get a crew vest jacket? It's always fun to dust off the group shot and remember that weekend. It's super wild to me that this was twenty-five years ago. Time flies...
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blivks · 3 years
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#HappyMarkDay !
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scotianostra · 4 years
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Happy 23rd Birthday to Scottish actor John Bell born 20th October 1997 in Paisley.
John first hit our screens when he was only ten in an episode of Dr Who, when he was lucky enough to share the screen with fellow Paisley actor David Tennant!  And before anyone corrects me I know Tennant was born in Bathgate, but he moved to Paisley and was educated there! 
In March 2008, he was the lead singing boy in a promotional trailer for the BBC 1 talent show 'I'd Do Anything', since then he has had some great acting roles, the most high profile must have been when he portrayed Bain, son of Bard the Bowman in two of the three epic Hobbit films. He also put in an appearance as Young Spud in T2 Trainspotting.
His TV work, for a 23 year old, is quite extensive, as well as Dr Who other shows have included Life of Riley, Tracey Beaker Returns, Hatfield & McCoys and Into the Badlands.
Of course young John is arguably most well known to the audience of the hit Starz show Outlander. From season three onward he has racked up 20 appearances as Jamie's nephew, "Young" Ian Murray, I enjoyed seeing him return to the fold, complete with Mohawk in the last season of the show.
John is known to be a bit private in his personal life, but is active on Twitter and Instagram. 
The second image is John with another Scot the seventh "Doctor" Sylvester McCoy, who was also in The Hobbit.
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mybritishstyle · 3 years
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DECEMBER 23rd: happy birthday to my favourite person in this entire universe!!
words cannot describe how much this boy means to me, and how much i love him.
the most talented, funny, smart, kind, and beautiful boy. wishing him the best of the birthdays!! 🖤
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threeletterslife · 4 years
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Our Love Like Fibonacci
→ summary: Namjoon likes to solve the never-ending Fibonacci Sequence. The act is reassuring, satisfying, even. It reminds him that there are things other than his life that are never-ending.
→ pairing/rating: namjoon x reader | PG-13
→ genre: 95% mellow angst, 5% fluff | reincarnation!au & immortal!au
→ warnings: death, very brief mention of suicides
→ wordcount: 2.5k
→ a/n: thank you to the wonderful @aaugustlee​, @fangirlfeelz​ and @meowxyoong​ for beta reading!
♫: Jamais Vu by BTS | Something Better (feat. Lady Antebellum) by Audien
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There is no one on this Earth who has endured more misfortune than Kim Namjoon. Namjoon likes to tell himself that he is in a blessed curse. For more than one thousand years, Namjoon's been stuck at the age of seventeen. He has not aged one single bit physically, but his mind has gone through much more than what an average man would experience in his lifetime. Namjoon's known disastrous conflict, suffered through world wars, survived global pandemics and loved only one woman in his life.
That woman is you.
For 1,026 years, Namjoon has been a man of change. He has accustomed himself to more than thousands of cultures around the world, learned hundreds of languages and fought through the perils of social media in the recent twenty-first century. But if one thing hasn't changed at all; that's you.
You're fated to die at the tender age of seventeen—the same age that Namjoon is stuck in for all of eternity. And fate so happens to bring you and Namjoon together every time. Just a week before your death, you are always scheduled to meet this immortal Kim Namjoon. You are to fall in love with him in seven days and convince yourself that you will live with him forever and ever. Then the universe will cruelly take your life.
Namjoon's watched you die many times. Sometimes, he is unable to hold you in his arms when you're at your very last breaths. Other times, he is with you when you die. Fate is random and strikes when Namjoon least expects it.
When you die, Namjoon must wait another decade until you are reborn. Then he must wait another seventeen years until you turn of age. But those first ten years are always the hardest because he knows you do not even exist in the world anymore; the universe feels empty without you. The day you are always born, the fateful, magical day of November 23rd, Namjoon celebrates it by himself and wishes you a happy birthday from afar. He would then wait seventeen years until fate brings the two of you together a week before your death.
Namjoon gets to see you for seven days after waiting for twenty-seven years. It's an unfair deal on his part, but it is also written in the stars somewhere above his reach that you will always fall in love with him. That is the only blessing in this curse.
Sometimes, he has a rocky start with you. The third time you were reborn, Namjoon had accidentally confessed his curse to you. You were confused, weirded-out, astonished. But two days later, you'd forgotten what he told you and became madly in love with the man. Other times, you fall in love with Namjoon from the first glance. It is always a mystery.
In fact, you are always an enigma.
Though your physical features never change, in some way or another, every time Namjoon meets you, you are another person. People are the product of their environment. Namjoon's seen you born as a daughter of a rich businessman, a princess from an obscure country, a prisoner of war, a peasant in the medieval times, and most often a middle-class citizen in hundreds of different countries. Every time, you are a different person with different values.
Before Namjoon was cursed, he thought it had been impossible to love someone through their changes. But fate has proved him wrong enough. After he's seen thirty-seven different versions of you, Namjoon is sure that he would love you no matter who you became. His love for you transcended time and bled into eternity.
He is always hit by a sense of nostalgia or what he likes to call, jamais vu, when he first sees you. He recognizes you, knows you, but you are always unfamiliar to him in the beginning. Even so, in his heart, Namjoon knows he is destined to be with you—even if it were for only seven days in twenty-seven years.
Twenty-seven years is a lot of time. Namjoon has accumulated a lot of strange, time-consuming habits. He counts sheep before he falls asleep every night. He's read every book in the Library of Congress. He learns and masters a new language every few months. He likes to listen to a lot of music to experience the changes between generations first-hand. But most of all, he likes to solve the never-ending Fibonacci Sequence.
0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8... The pattern continues on for eternity and Namjoon finds it amusing. Most people stop before they reach a number of over a million. Namjoon's been adding numbers so large these days, they can fill up a whole document when typed out. Now the digits are too long to plug into a calculator, so he's been adding the numbers himself. The act is reassuring, satisfying, even.
It reminds him that there are things other than his life that are never-ending.
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This year marks your 38th reincarnation. You are a curious, intuitive high-schooler with hopes as big as your eyes and an intellect as sharp as a freshly crafted sword. This time, you are from a privileged upper-middle-class family, born as an only child and pampered with kisses and words of encouragement from your parents. You ask Namjoon a lot of questions.
How am I only meeting you now? Where are you from? Why do you know so much about history? How many languages do you really know? Why do you look so familiar?
Namjoon prefers the shy version of you who comes once in a couple of hundred years. You ask fewer questions when you are timid, and that means there is a smaller chance of Namjoon slipping up and telling you about his curse.
Regardless of your changing personality, any time Namjoon spends with you is a happy time.
But you are extremely persistent this year. It's as if for the first time, you know what Namjoon is dealing with. It's as if you can sense there is something off about him. This reincarnation, you were gifted with an innate talent for reading people, for noticing the infinitesimal details no one else bothered to notice. You are an inquisitive, confident young lady no longer oppressed by a highly patriarchal society. Namjoon isn't used to you being so straightforward, but a lot has changed for the women in society over the years.
You tell him that you want to know why he seems to know you so well. Why he seems so familiar to you. Why he acts like he's seen terrible things in the past. Why he seems to be hiding something from you. You're compelled by him and you don't quite understand why.
"Every time I see you," you say, "I have déjà vu."
"Really?" Namjoon says.
"I just can't put my finger on it," you say. "But I've totally seen you somewhere before. Maybe in my past life?" you joke.
Namjoon smiles understandingly.
"Sometimes, when I look at you, I see a man who's dealt with time itself," you say. "Is that weird? Does that sound weird?" you laugh at yourself. "I don't know. I just get this vibe."
"Are you calling me wise?" Namjoon chuckles.
"Yeah," you say, bluntly. "You hold a lot of knowledge in that snatched head of yours," you snort. "Like, no cap."
Namjoon squints, but smiles. It seems just like yesterday when you had been speaking in medieval English. Now, you're speaking in an increasingly popular dialect dominated by young teenagers who use Twitter religiously. It's interesting to see how time can shape you.
"What kind of knowledge?" Namjoon asks.
"You have a seasoned nuance to your voice," you point out. "And sometimes, when you gaze far off into the distance, you look like you're having war flashbacks."
"Really?" Namjoon laughs. You're not wrong. He often thinks about the wars he's lived through, the atrocities he's faced, though he tries not to show it. Again, you prove yourself to be incredibly observant.
"Yeah," you say. "I've seen you in my dreams before. You were my knight in shining armor when I was a princess..." you hum, closing your eyes as if to recall the memory.
Namjoon remembers that reincarnation. You'd been beheaded after the peasants in your kingdom had rebelled against your parents, the king and queen.
"You were the local farm boy I was in love with as a peasant," you giggle. "I have a lot of wack dreams." Hundreds and hundreds of years ago, it had been true, too. That year, you'd been killed off by the plague.
Never in the 1,026 years that Namjoon's known you have you ever remembered your past encounters with him in any way, shape or form. You're special this year; Namjoon can feel it.
"And you know? The day before we met, I had a dream full of numbers," you confess. "It looked a lot like a pattern." You squint. "If only I could remember the sequence... The numbers were increasing, too."
Shivers run down Namjoon's spine. There's no way. "Did it happen to be the Fibonacci Sequence?" he asks.
"The what?" you say.
"Zero, one, one, two, three, five?" Namjoon says. "You know? That sequence when the next number is found by adding up the two numbers before it?"
"Wait," you say. "I know what the Fibonacci Sequence is... But how did you guess?" you say carefully as if you were testing the waters.
"Um, well..." Namjoon sighs. "It was a lucky guess, I suppose."
"Or we're just soulmates," you giggle.
Something like that, Namjoon thinks.
"We definitely know each other from past lives or something," you declare. "Though I don't remember anything..."
You can't possibly be so casual about this. Don't you know? You're going to die in two days. And he's had to love you through the pain, get over your many deaths...
When Namjoon's silent, you speak again.
"You know, I've had a reoccurring dream my whole life," you say. "I die in this dream every time."
Namjoon jerks his head towards you. "What?"
"It's always after I see you too, Joonie. I die in my dream after I meet you," you say. "All my life, I've loved and hated your face. Do you know what you mean to me? You're like a poisonous true love. I was afraid of the day I would meet you because I knew that I would die shortly after. But when I finally met you in person," you smile, reaching to take his hand in yours, "a lot of that fear washed away. I feel like I met my soulmate. And if, no, when I die, I'll die knowing I don't regret meeting you."
Namjoon is speechless. He finally manages to stutter, "W-What else have you dreamed about?"
"Sometimes I dream in your perspective," you say. "It's lonely... And sad," you whisper. "You're immortal, though you've concluded that after you tried to die many times. Oftentimes, I wake up crying for you."
"God," Namjoon mutters under his breath. "You know everything, don't you?"
You beam. "I guess so."
"You've been waiting for me."
"Well, I always knew we'd meet one day," you confess. "I prepared myself to love you, too, you know? And in the last few years, I've been writing mini letters for you to read after I'm dead and until we meet in my next life," you say. "I wrote 108 so far! Do you think that'll cut it?"
"Y/N..." Namjoon breathes. "Of course that'll cut it. That's the best news I've heard in years."
"Great!" you say, giggling. "I hope they're not too cheesy for you."
Namjoon shakes his head. "No, I have a feeling they'll make me happy for a long time," he answers. "Thank you."
"Be sure to read the first letter on my 18th birthday," you reply, smiling softly. "You'll appreciate it more than at any other time."
It's the first time in his extended life that Namjoon feels like you know more than him.
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Once in millions of Millenniums, people like the 38th reincarnation of you are born. Those who see things they were not there for, those who are clairvoyant, those who are young yet all-knowing.
You even knew how you were going to die in this life, but you'd refused to tell Namjoon. Most times, ignorance is bliss, you'd told him.
On the day of your death, you'd given a box full of letters to Namjoon. Then, you'd taken him out on a final date in your red car. You and Namjoon had both known that this car trip would be the end of your life, but neither of you bothered to meddle with what was destined to be.
It's always 4:44 p.m when it happens. This time, it happened in a busy intersection when the car in front of you had hit a jaywalking pedestrian. You'd screamed, jerking the steering wheel to the right to avoid hitting the vehicle in front of you. But that had caused your car to swerve off the road and flip over, tumbling down the hillside. Namjoon had miraculously survived, of course. But you were dead on the scene.
He's seen you die so many times, but something about that day was particularly worse. Maybe because you knew you were going to die.
And so the depressing cycle starts again.
A few lonely months after your death, Namjoon opens your first letter on your birthday: November 23rd. He hasn't felt this giddy in a very long time.
The envelope is labeled with a large "1," which means the letters are in order. Namjoon carefully opens the crisp envelope, pulling out a folded note. The paper is crisp, so you must have written the letter quite recently.
He takes a deep breath before he unfolds it. When he sees your small, minimalistic handwriting, he breathes out shakily. His hands shake as he grips the letter, and he begins to read.
To the Man in My Dreams (aka Namjoon),
Our love is like a lot of things. But I like to compare it most to the Fibonacci Sequence. We start off at zero. Then, we add on a one. The numbers accumulate as time progresses. The pattern is familiar, but the numbers never repeat. Isn't that literally us?
The me that you know specifically will never happen again. (Trust me, I know.) But you will see girls like me in your eternal life.
Every time you work on your Fibonacci Sequence, think of me, please. And I promise in my next lifetime, you'll find me again. (Though I can't guarantee that I'll remember any of this.) I hope the rest of these letters will keep you company.
You'll like the next Y/N very much, by the way.
Goodbye.
Goodbye, indeed, Namjoon thinks. Until next time.
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songsofacagedbird · 3 years
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Is that BALIAN “BALO” DRISKELL? Wow, they do look a lot like EMILIIE DE RAVIN I hear SHE is an EIGHTEEN year old high school SENIOR. Word is they are a REGULAR student at Luxor Academy. You should watch out because they can be NAIVE and SENSITIVE, but on the bright side they can also be BUBBLY and OPTIMISTIC. Ultimately, you’ll get to see it all for yourself.
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the basics //
Full Name: Balian “Balo” Grace Driskell
Preferred Name: Balo Driskell
Age: 18
Birthday: February 23rd
Zodiac: Pisces
Gender & Pronouns: Woman (She/Hers)
Sexuality: Balo doesn’t label her sexuality, she’s part of the LGBT+ community (and has canonly dated both girls and boys) but she doesn’t feel comfortable labeling it personally.
Occupation: N/A, she occasionally does commissions though (both art and in like making clothes)
Relationship Status: In a relationship with Cade Carroll (npc) since early May 
Place of Birth: Rochester, New York
Hometown: Saratoga Springs, New York
Country of Citizenship: United States
Languages Spoken: English (first) and French
deeper dive //
Hobbies and Talents:
 ○ Sketching (in particular people and animals, an inspiration board for her sketch book can be found here.)
 ○ Painting
 ○ Gymnastics (her leg is her left leg! By “her leg” I mean the leg she leads off with / does her split with for her floor routine / has better balance)
 ○ Fashion Design and Sewing
 ○ Cheerleading
 ○ Gymnastics
 ○ Yoga
 ○ Roller Skating
 ○ Scrapbooking
 ○ Dancing (a hobby, not a talent)
 ○ She can touch her nose with her tongue
Favorites:
 ○ Color: The entire rainbow, Balo has issues with picking one favorite color so she doesn’t choose.
 ○ Food: Balo’s not the biggest on food but she has a weakness for popcorn. Extra butter, light on the salt.
 ○ Animal: Cats
 ○ Drink: Hot Chocolate
 ○ Flower: Sunflowers
 ○ Book: a fairy tale collection she got from Zander when she was a child
 ○ Holiday: Christmas, to the point she’ll start decorating as early as she can. (June? Why not!)
 ○ Movie: The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
 ○ Scent: Strawberries, real a bit more than the artificial but she adores both.
 ○ Place: Her “little art studio” (technically just a corner of her room with her art supplies).
 ○ Quote:
“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.” - Unknown
Bêtes Noires:
 ○ Color: Dark brown, although she won’t admit to it
 ○ Food: Chicken à la King
 ○ Animal: Spiders, Balo does not like spiders and would like to stay far away from them
 ○ Drink: Matcha
 ○ Flower: Nepenthes peltata
 ○ Book: The Divergent Books
 ○ Holiday: 4th of July
 ○ Movie: Rugrats in Paris, she thinks it’s practically a horror movie
 ○ Scent: Garlic
 ○ Place: The Driskell family home in Saratoga Springs
health //  
Conditions:
          ○ Anorexia Nervosa
          ○ HIV
Allergies: N/A
Sleeping Habits: Balo gets to bed usually at a good time and sleeps 8 hours at a shot.
Exercise Habits: She exercises multiple times of day, between gymnastics and cheerleading, it’s important she’s in prime shape. Dance and Yoga are her go-tos outside of practice.
Addictions: N/A
Drug Use: Very rarely. After a bad LSD trip (when she wasn’t aware she was being drugged until after the fact), she’s very wary of drugs on average.
Alcohol Use: Occasionally. Balo doesn’t have a high alcohol tolerance, she gets tipsy after one drink and if she keeps drinking, after a couple the odds of her stripping are extremely high. (It’s not a sexual thing, she overheats and doesn’t really think about the consequences).
personality //  
MBTI: ESFP
Enneagram: 2w3 (The Helper with The Achiever Wing)
Alignment: Neutral Good
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff
Percy Jackson Parent: Iris
Pokémon Type: Dragon
Pokémon Subtype: Ghost
Winx: Nature
appearance //  
Height:  5′11” – not at fc height (I enjoy her being a few cm taller than Zander too much to put her at fc now #oops)
Tattoos: One
Scars: None
Piercings: Ears
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Fashion:
 ○ link to balo’s closet
 ○ link to balo’s shoes
life at luxor //  
Classes:
 ○ Communications
 ○ French
 ○ General P.E.
 ○ Visual Arts
 ○ Fashion Design
 ○ Human Biology
 ○ Beginner Ballet
Clubs and Activities:
 ○ Art Club
 ○ Cheerleading (Flyer)
 ○  Gymnastics
fun facts //  
 ○ Balo has been attending Luxor since her Freshman year.
 ○ Balo’s kind of a literal ray of sunshine who believes (almost) everyone is truly good at heart.
 ○ Very easy to manipulate, please manipulate her. I’ll literally give you my firstborn.
 ○ Usually you’ll see her running around with a smile trying to brighten everyone’s day. She tries to put everyone’s happiness before herself, however, she’s slowly getting better about forming boundaries.
 ○ While it’d be easy to assume Balo’s dumb, that’s not quite the case. She only remembers the information she wants to. The issue is... most of the information she wants to learn is relatively useless. Want to know how to sew sutures? She’s your girl. Want to know the definition of cannibalism? Well, ask Jack how that goes.
 ○ She has two teddy bears and an American Girl doll living on her dresser. Duffy, Shelley-Mae, and Robin Banks. They’re decorative, but they make her happy.
 ○ One of her best friends is Logan Keller, the boy who went missing during the summer camping trip. The two are still in touch, and extremely close, so occasionally he gets mentioned here and there, but it’s still a sore spot for her (I am still in touch with the person who played him, so I run stuff by his mun when / if he comes up).
 ○ Jack’s adoptive parents recently adopted her, although she hasn’t said a lot about it. Your muse probably won’t know unless one of the two directly told them (or they heard it from Zander). It’s not a secret, she just didn’t make an announcement or anything.
 ○ In October 2019, Zander had an intervention for her to force her to get help for her eating disorder. She was in inpatient until April 2020, when she returned to Luxor.
 ○ Cheer and Gymnastics team member from Freshmen year until her intervention, and she returned to both teams this fall with the new school year.
 ○ Balo’s left handed (the only one of my muses that is a lefty)!
 ○   I’m aware Balo’s family page can be complicated, please feel free to dm me with questions. Also, please remember Balo doesn’t know she’s Daniel’s daughter, let alone the fact there’s even a chance Lance isn’t her father, which means your muse has absolutely no way of knowing this.
 ○ Befriended a stray racoon on the Lake George campus she named Reese Withercoon.
 ○ Literally only just said her first swear word this June, we’re very proud of her for finally getting that done. (#ThanksAxelAndLeo)
 ○ Balo finds the Winnie the Pooh theme song extremely soothing, which resulted in her naming a certain group chat with a set of friends the 100 Acre Woods - because she finds spending time with them soothing too.
 ○ I’m always willing to discuss my muses, so feel free to hit me up if you have any questions at any point.
a tl;dr history  //  
 ○ Balo’s home life growing up was far from perfect. Her father, Lance - is an abusive alcoholic, and while her mother tried her best to protect her children - she also covered things up without hesitation because she loves her husband. It wasn’t uncommon to see a Driskell in the ER with a lie and people willing to back up the story.
 ○ Balo was conceived during the time Lance and Cassandra were seperated the only time that her mother tried to leave. She’s completely unaware that she’s not Lance’s biological daughter (as is everyone else).
 ○ She’s been attending Luxor since freshman year, although she had to leave in the middle of her Junior year had to leave for a few months to attend extensive inpatient treatment. She came back in April, although she could not rejoin the cheerleading and gymnastic teams until her therapist confirmed she was doing well (so the start of her senior year) because of concerns about her well-being.
 ○ She was disowned following her HIV diagnosis over the fall. Over the winter, the Fieldings adopted Balo.
 ○ I strongly recommend skimming Balo’s timeline page before interacting with her. These are just the bare minimum basics, and there're more things your muse may know on there.
wanted connections //  
 ○ Friendships
 ○ Someone to manipulate her, please I beg you
 ○ Anyone who knows her from the gymnastics and/or cheer teams, or the art club
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ddakkimyork · 4 years
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Jungkook’s 23rd Birthday
As the clock strikes 12 , it was the day where a golden star was born on 1st September . He was a 13 years old boy came all the way from Busan , sacrificed his youth to gamble in his passion for music . Even though he failed his audition on Superstar K , his journey of life didn’t concluded there instead various agency recruiters saw something special in him . He ended up choosing Big Hit because he was amazed by RM’s talent and brought in a boy group named BTS . It seems unstable at first , faced several obstacles but he believed in his 6 hyungs and keep going . 
Now he was known as the most loved celebrity all around the world . His gorgeous and charming visual added up with his soft , warm yet bright vocal really brought out something from him . In addition his passion really makes him a hardworking man . From covering songs until producing his own songs really made army dumbfounded with his hidden talent . It’s not that all , he will dance until he faints when he is not satisfied with his moves . We all could see how much effort he puts in when he wants something . He didn’t called ‘ golden maknae ‘ for nothing .
However , he was well adored by his hyungs as well as army . His cute little sneaky really made everyone in awe with him . Didn’t forget his bunny teeth was so adorable that could make anyone feeling like squishing his round cheeks . Don’t start with his duality game , you won’t be able to speak for the rest of the day . I could say that he is a romantic man eventhough he is shy around girls . His tattoed knuckles alone could conclude how much he loves army . 
Overall , he deserved what he had poured along the years . I hope people respect and love him more as he should have . 
Happy birthday to our forever little one , Jeon Jungkook ! Hope that you are in your best state and be happy like how you always do because you deserved it . We never stop feeling proud to have you as our singer and we hope you will always be . You’ve been doing so great , sweetheart . Don’t let them bring you down and we will forever stay by your side along with the other members . Borahaeyo 💜
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punninglyswift · 5 years
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I could stay.
Every album has come at the perfect time in my life when I needed it most and because of that the albums make me remember those times, maybe just in flashes, but even if it’s a not so great flashback, I look back on it with happiness and that I genuinely believe is thanks to you, @taylorswift
Since I was a sophomore in high school when Red came out I think I really can explain what I said above for the past 3 albums more clearly...but it goes for debut through Speak Now as well. Let’s do each album, shall we?
Taylor Swift - the album had been released a bit by the time I heard songs from it. I was performing in my school’s talent show and this meant 2 performances because my very catholic elementary school made us audition to see if what we were doing was appropriate and to plan out the order I guess. I was playing classical piano, which I’ve done since I was 3. There was a girl named Carly who was 2 years older than me and she was auditioning with a song I’d never heard. It was called Our Song and it was catchy as HELL. (My fifth grade self knew what was UP) She sounded great too, so she got into the talent show but rumor had it they didn’t want the word “kiss” in a song that was to be performed (remember the “very catholic” part? Yup.) - so I heard another catchy as hell song but this time it was one where my mind AND my heart went, “wow....that’s how I feel about life” and it’s still accurate to the way I feel about that PERFECT song today: that song was A Place in this World. I was going into middle school. Middle school, high school...we can all agree we see their problems...bullying is unfortunately real. With your self titled debut album I finally had songs I discovered on my own, nothing against the music my brothers always played for me (Coldplay, Green Day, the Foo Fighters, The Lonely Island - yes I’m on a BOAT, motherf****** I’m sorry I get really into it) - I had anthems thanks to you, I also thought HARD about love cause even at that age I crushed on guys a lot but all in my head because boys are weird. Still are. Onto Fearless....
Fearless. Soon after the talent show, I mean a year or two, my mom got me Fearless after a piano jury. I flipped through the lyric booklet. It was like reading a prize winning book. (Ayyy Grammys foreshadowing) and the SONGS...I was in middle school. 7th grade I believe...and guys would play stupid but hurtful pranks on me and I had a great group of friends but the hurt definitely got to me...but I had an album telling me that yeah sure- “they might be bigger, but we’re faster and never scared..you can walk away, say we don’t need this; but something in your eyes says we can beat this”. I had an album that gave me a song my mom and i smile so big during cause without my mom and without our little mom & daughter trips downtown (dc) or to New York in the holidays, or just taking a walk or browsing in random stores, I don’t know where I’d be but I know my happiness wouldn’t exist. I again had anthems as well as slower songs that taught me about love. And little did I know Fifteen would be THAT song I needed for the high school journey that was growing closer and closer.
Speak Now. That powerful fairytale of an album written entirely only by you, Taylor. I was about to enter high school - an all girls high school. Also around this time I started watching SNL every week thanks to your time as host AND musical guest during the Fearless era and watching that show is a favorite Saturday night activity now. I used to (i still kinda do this) have to convince myself whatever feelings i felt re: mainly crushes were valid instead of just thinking they were. I always thought I was being irrational. I’d think up scenarios in my mind of spilling the feelings and having it go perfectly. Those scenarios never happened in real life. I guess I told myself I wasn’t good enough for whoever I liked to like me back. Unfortunately that mindset still exists...I tend to go, well this kind of guy would never...and it hurts. And I’m hurting myself by doing that. So Speak Now was the epitome of you, Taylor, being the person who can perfectly illustrate whatever feelings we all have, but using your own examples. I’d need TED talks on feelings and owning your heart and Speak Now was that 24/7 TED talk. Especially with Enchanted. “The words I held back” there are so many words I want to say to honestly every guy I’ve had an actual crush on. (I specify “actual” because one of the first crushes I had turned out to be a douchebag! Fun!!!) and then again with Mean, that helped me and still does when I encounter bullies. I encountered bullies (and cyberbullies! FUN!!) in middle & high school a LOT. But I did grow to be “big enough so they can’t hit me” - I’m still quite short, but you get my point. And Never Grow Up was again a reality check for me growing up, and the lyrics were so real that sometimes I couldn’t listen to it when it came on shuffle or on the CD because sometimes you can’t deal with that reality. But it’s a favorite song and I’m forever grateful it exists. Long Live is the song that is a full on letter to the friends and family members who have helped me grow and become who I am and weren’t temporary and didn’t make me feel bad about myself. They all have crowns in my opinion. (Lover - Out August 23) Speak Now was also the first TOUR of yours I attended and I remember being speechless seeing you rise out of the stage. And hearing your voice telling me “I don’t think you should wait, I think you should speak Now” - truly those words are the reason I have in the past several years told guys how I’ve felt. It’s never worked out but telling them lifted weights off my shoulders and it’s never been a negative experience. Seeing that tour live in all its theatrical, magical goodness made me the happiest person ever.
Red. I have a weirdly clear memory of driving to target with a friend after school let out in 2012 to buy a copy of Red before rehearsals started for Hairspray, the show we were doing that fall. I didn’t have a way to listen to it at school yet so I just kinda held it and stared at it. True story. To me, Red was the Speak Now that dealt with bullies and was better for it and came out stronger than ever. Red again was like wow does Taylor know exactly what I’m feeling? It wasn’t even a QUESTION. I Almost Do - again with the speaking now. And the line in Treacherous - “I can’t decide if it’s a choice, getting swept away” is everything I feel all the time SWEPT into a BEAUTIFUL SENTENCE. And with your words since the very first album I’ve felt like wow she seems like my best friend. And it’s beautiful.
1989. While it goes for every album, this was the first time I remember having a lightbulb moment of holy crap I needed this album at this moment as a 17 year old driving to college with my mom. At least..i heard Shake It Off while attempting to listen to the livestream on my phone. That’s kinda what college is, or what it can be - shaking it off, a new you but the same you. Literally though - you shaped that beautiful album around finding yourself when you didn’t have to necessarily in love in a big city. My city was Chicago, but the sentiments are the same. (Go ramblers!!!) It was tough, adapting to a big school and making all new friends - and I didn’t really have an actual group of friends until sophomore year. Now I can’t get rid of them and that’s the best thing, I love em with my whole heart. 1989 still helped me be like oh these feelings are valid, and like “god I’ve felt that way more than once...thank goodness for Taylor” - referencing specifically I Wish You Would - cause I didn’t have in depth conversations about anything like that with anyone. 1989 gave me dancy, positive, self confident vibes and I rode that positivity train through college.
reputation. Speaking of riding a positivity train through college...there were low points along that journey. reputation came in 2017, during my senior year of college. Going out into the “real world”. The year before was 2016 - a year that gave me unforgettable study abroad experiences and honestly helped me grow so much in happiness and in general - I actually spent that summer canvassing and phone banking for Hillary Clinton, I was so fired up. That fire went out for a brief, heartbreaking moment in November 2016. I cried all night, and then each night after that for 3 days; sometimes calling my mom and grandma, sometimes just remembering how hopeful I was. And how far it felt like we had to go. The fire came back, and I was angry but empowered. Cue senior year. I was taking all the classes I loved and writing kickass papers about political violence as well as the amazing book Gabriel by Georges Sand which challenges gender norms, and I felt ready but also not ready for whatever was next after graduation come May 2018. November 2017, réputation came into our lives. Like 1989, it was a well rounded story I needed to propel me through whatever came next, but different...I knew I needed to have more of a “take no shit” attitude and rep really helped me with that. Hell, I definitely credit listening to I Did Something Bad on my way to a morning class with helping me be brave enough to raise my hand because I KNEW what I had to say and I KNEW it was good enough and I just HAD TO be BRAVE enough to say it. “I’m doing better than I ever was...” = same way I felt and honestly that’s in a large part thanks to you.
So now I’m not in school anymore, I graduated in May 2018, and I’m still trying to find a place in this world. I live with some of my best friends in Chicago, I’m trying to work on a campaign soon, currently working retail at a crafty store, and when I don’t think I’m going anywhere I remember that I have to own who I am and embrace my creativity and my passions - and take the occasional break to help plan my friend’s 23rd birthday party which has themed everything so gotta get to work on that. And Lover? There’s NO doubt in my mind it will be any different in terms of coming at the perfect time in my life. And I know this: it’ll be magical. Thank you Taylor. Sorry this is an actual essay, I love you always.
- Isabelle
@taylorswift
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jithinthrilok · 4 years
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Today is July 23rd which is a birthday of one of the best actor, founder of Agaram Foundation!
He is the son of actor Sivakumar and his younger brother is Karthi Sivakumar and his wife is Jyothika!! 
Yes you all guess it right, yes it is birthday of the dynamic personality, Choclate boy who stole the heart of every women!!! Yes today is the 45th birthday of Actor Surya Sivakumar!!
He is one of the actor who is having more and more of family audience!!! 
He enters into the industry from 1997 with the film Nerukku Ner, which also stars Ilayahalapathy Vijay.
Starting days most of them criticize him but the years goes on everyone start to recognize the talent of this actor!!!
Everyone recognize his talent through Nandha where he gave a mindblowing performance.
His lucky charm music director is Harris Jayaraj they both work with each other together in 7 Films. Where they work together in Kaakaha Kaakha, Ghajini, Vaarnam Aayiran, Ayan, Aadhavan, 7aam Arivu and Maattrraan!
Surya lucky cham director are Gautham Menon and Hari!! Where Surya and Gautham Menon worked together in two blockbuster film Vaarnam Aayiram and Kaakha Kaakha, it also noted both the Surya & Gautham Menon combo is coming back next year for the film Dhruva Natchathiram!! Surya and Hari combination worked together in 4 films which all went onto blockbuster Vel, Aaru, Singam and Singam 2!
Surya lucky charm heroine is Jyothika they both work in work in more than 7 films, they are Poovellam Kettupar, Uyirilae Kalanthathu, Kaakha Kaakha, Perazhagan, Maayavi, Jillunu Kaadhal and June R!! It also noted Surya and Jythoka are married each other from 2006 onwards. They are one of the best couples in tamil cinema industry!! Surya Jyothika having two lovely Childrens Dev and Diya!!!
Surya is the first person to do the 6 packs in Tamil Cinema!!
After Rajnikanth the only tamil actor who get a huge market in telugu film industry is Actor Surya. 
Surya notable super hits are Nandha, Pithamagan, Perazhgan, Kaakha Kaakha, Nerukku Ner, Vel, Ayan, Aadhavan, Singam, Singam 2, Vaarnam Aayiram, etc, He became a top actor in a amount of short span of time!!!
I Wish Actor Surya Sivakumar a many more happy returns of the day, and give a more and more blockbuster and give us the big treat!! 
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okay, i’ve been debating on making a full post for today, but it almost feels wrong if i dont. today is a very special day, as weird as that is to say. today is michael clifford‘s birthday, and the people very close to me know almost all of the reasons why he is just that special to me. choose to believe me or don’t, think that I’m completely insane I don’t care, because the people that do know all the details, know that this is something insane. There are too many connections between me and this boy, and just too many things that bring us together for it to be a coincidence. I sincerely believe with my whole heart that michael is supposed to be a part of my life forever, as weird as that is to say. he is the light in my darkness, my hope for better days and at one point was the only reason i kept pushing on. thank you for saving me from myself. thank you for existing, thank you for sharing your amazing talent, thank you for always treating me so amazingly, thank you for making me smile every single day, thank you for making the bad days better and the good days even greater. and thank you so much for all of the memories we’ve made this year & all the years before. i love you so much and i seriously thank God for you every single day. i hope you have the most amazing birthday because you deserve it. i love you to the moon and back. happy 23rd birthday 💛🥰
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Bars and Angels
Genre: Drabble, very slight angst.
Warnings: None
Word Count: 843
A/N: Originally I was just in the mood to write a short drabble about Jonghyun and his on-stage passion but it turned into this. I’m not really sure how to feel about it, but I hope someone enjoys it.
Being on stage was electrifying. Whether it was the minuscule stage of a rundown bar in downtown Seoul or the massive stadiums he dominated for concerts, Jonghyun always felt an amazing sense of majesty while showing off his talents for others. Despite being such a big name in the Korean entertainment industry, the idol sometimes longed for the simplicity of small name bars and barely heard of clubs which he used to frequent during his younger days for gigs as a bassist.
Jonghyun has, for years, woken up earlier than the rest of SHINee, preparing to go for a jog. He passes the same buildings each time, and being the observant man that he is, Jonghyun noticed how they slowly fell apart, admired how they eventually bared all their peeling paint and clumsy brickwork to the gentle morning sun. He especially liked to appreciate the fate of the first bar he ever performed in. When he was a teenager, it looked inviting and warm, pulling in passers-by for a drink or two and some light entertainment - usually a group of wannabe celebrities, still in high school and juiced up on cheap alcohol. Jonghyun used to chuckle at those kids, thinking how he’d never do such a thing, until one day it was actually him playing his bass guitar on the narrow stage. He still remembers how badly his hands shook, even after he had downed a whole pint of beer in one go. The crowd was small and quick to applaud once the group had finished their set. Whether that was to hurry the boys on or to genuinely congratulate them, Jonghyun never did figure out.
Now though, that little bar was nothing but rotting wooden planks and smashed windows. Strangely, Jonghyun still felt that alluring pull whenever he passed it by. He still felt the warmth in his cheeks from the shitty drinks, still felt the pleasant atmosphere hanging around the area. Often, he’d toyed with the idea of buying the property to completely restore it, only he felt he’d wipe some of his favourite memories away along with the discarded drinks cans.
Kibum sometimes questioned Jonghyun’s attachment to the building. He’d say things like “are the dome tours not enough for you?” or “our fans couldn’t fit in that tiny place even if it did look brand new”. Not out of malice or ignorance, but out of humour. Kibum understood that the bar meant a lot to Jonghyun, and would probably pitch in to help Jonghyun with renovations of the place should it ever be bought. Ever since debut he’s heard all sorts of stories about that bar, from the staff and patrons to the happy hours and snacks sold. Although Kibum had never set foot in the precious establishment, nor the surrounding area, he had an incredible sense of what the people, food and general aura of the small town were like. Whenever he found himself unable to fall into any sort of slumber, Kibum would plop down on Jonghyun’s bed - knowing the insomniac wouldn’t mind - and ask him to retell whichever tales came to mind. Kibum could confidently describe the warmth that the chocolate brown eyes of the bartender conveyed, the squeaking of wooden planks that made up the stage. He could tell you which beer was the most popular at which times by which people and he could tell you all about that cute girl with the pretty laugh and the adorable skip in her step that Jonghyun met at that one happy hour on the 23rd of August. Maybe Jonghyun sometimes got too into the story to realise that his one-man audience had fallen asleep, but he never resented Kibum for it. Not once.
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Kibum huffed as he squirmed his way past the boxes piled up in front of the doorway, holding a large envelope in the air so as to keep it from being damaged. He jumped when something crunched underfoot. There were drink cans littering the floor, amongst other things. Discarded cigarettes, crisp packets, broken glass… You name it, it was probably there, scattered over the carpet. Kibum shuffled forwards, pulling his thin jacket across his chest with his free hand. Due to the lack of actual windows, it was pretty damn cold in there. He made a mental note to set the windows as the second priority; after all this rubbish.
The small frown etched onto Kibum’s face completely evaporated upon seeing the petite stage at the back of the room - still in decent condition, it looked like. His phone vibrated, causing Kibum to startle before checking the device.
8th April 2018, 14:03
Mr. Leader: Where are you? We’re getting ready to go out.
Kibum chuckled before typing out a vague answer and an “I’ll be there in 5” before pocketing his phone again. Delicately, he set himself down on the stage. It held its ground, and Kibum relaxed a little. He opened the envelope and smiled gently as he read the contents. The building now officially belonged to him.
“Happy birthday, Jjong.”
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What started your obsession with al; things Phantom? Im a Phantoholic too and Ben is just... oh my so I was wondering what made you love my two fave boys?
Well it started when my friend took me to see phantom last year for his birthday. I loved it so much and I just remember being sat on the second row and when it was the final lair scene, just sitting and sobbing at Ben Lewis’ amazing performance. At the end of the show, I went to the stage door and meet Ben, who was just a babe, an absolute sweetheart and then meeting Amy Manford who is just stunningly talented. A few weeks passed since I saw phantom and I couldn’t stop listening to the 25th anniversary soundtrack because it’s amazing! I watched the 2004 film but didn’t like it much (lowkey think Gerard Butler as the Phantom was the most random casting ever!) but I will quite happily sit and watch it. Then for my birthday the same friend who introduced me to phantom bought me the 25th anniversary performance on DVD as well as Love never dies. I watched the 25th anniversary 4 nights in a row and this is when I discovered my love for Ramin Karimloo and Sierra Boggess because they’re just the most talented and beautiful singers. I also got the novel of phantom by Gaston Leroux and loved it. The emotion was so much to handle that I practically sobbed very chapter. A few weeks ago, I went and saw phantom again, unfortunately Ben didn’t perform, it was his understudy who weirdly sounded like a mixture of Ramin and Ben. We still went to the stage door and I met Kelly Mathieson who was beautiful and lovely and I can’t even! After west end live, I posted some pictures of Ben and Kelly on my twitter and Kelly liked it! I was so happy aha. So I have loved phantom since 23rd October 2017 until now. It’s not as long as some Phans but I will always have a special place in my heart for phantom, Erik Destler, Ben Lewis, Ramin Karimloo, Sierra Boggess, Kelly Mathieson and Amy Manford. Thanks for this question and sorry the answer is so long aha! X
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