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| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 20] FINAL
pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader
this chapter’s notes; camshow, sex toys, shibari, dom!seungcheol, dirty talk, overstimulation/forced orgasms, squirting, degradation, name calling, daddy!kink, gags! 😍💕 ✨HAPPY NEW YEAR!!✨ Here’s to more fun fics in 2021! I can’t believe this is our last chapter though omg 😭 It’s been suuuuch a journey and a privilege to write this little series out! I’ve honestly thought about a camgirl/boy series for like, over a year now, and I’m glad I finally did it! I completed one of my goals! 🥺💕 2020 was definitely a wild one, but I want to thank you all so fuckin’ much for supporting me and stickin’ it out with me all year! Here’s to more in the coming year!💕 Also I was proofreading this at the dining table last night thinking my roommate wouldn’t come out of their room but they did(while I was making dinner and my hands were dirty so I couldnt close my laptop ☠️) and they walked past my laptop and now I’m convinced they saw my fucking smut fic right in the open so yes my little mini-break next week is MUCH needed cause I am ✨embarrassed✨ 🤣 I’ll still do my inbox roundup tomorrow and probably answer a bunch of small thirst posts ‘n stuff throughout the week but there won’t be any drabbles! For now, enjoy chapter 20 🥺, have a safe weekend, and remember that I love you~ ❤️🍒💕
chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 COMPLETE
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Seungcheol wakes up much earlier than you do the next morning; pressing a kiss to your forehead as you groan and snuggle deeper into your pillow.
“Baby, I need to go run some errands for a little bit, okay? Just keep sleeping, you don’t need to get up yet. But, I made breakfast and put it in the microwave for you when you decide to get up later.”
His voice is muffled and you can barely understand what he’s saying but you nod; a soft sigh on your lips when you drift back into dreamland. He takes his time getting ready, checking his phone notifications as he gets dressed and places a note on the nightstand knowing that you didn’t catch a single word he said.
‘Hey, did you get everything I asked for?’
Jimin🧍🏻: of course, who do you think I am? Jeongguk?
Jimin🧍🏻: and btw, i’m just giving you a crash course okay? We don’t really have a ton of time
Jimin🧍🏻: did you watch those tutorial videos I sent you?
‘Yeah, I did some practice on my breaks, but I guess you can tell me if I’m doing anything wrong.’
Jimin🧍🏻: okee, i’ll be waiting. Don’t get here too late!
‘I’ll be otw soon. Thanks again, Jimin.’
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“Ow--damn, okay, you don’t need to tug on it so much!”
“Sorry, I’ll be careful! And why are we practicing on you anyway?! Couldn’t you just have shown me pictures or something?”
“How else will you learn if not on an actual body? It doesn’t work the same way, Seungcheol.” Jimin pauses, checking himself in the mirror. “Also, keep in mind she does have boobs so just… go slow, okay? It’s not gonna sit like this on her.”
Seungcheol blushes a crimson red; biting the inside of his cheek at how amateur he was at this.
“Okay…”
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Seungcheol is gone for a lot longer than you anticipate and although he replies quickly to your texts, you can’t help but be curious about where he’d gone and what he was doing.
Especially knowing that the two of you had to film tonight and knowing that everything was up to Seungcheol.
A shiver rolls down your body at the thought and you quickly try to shake off the nerves that seem to slowly invade your body when your mind starts to wander.
“It’ll be fine, I’m sure…”
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“I’m home!”
“Where have you--oh, that’s… a b-big box? Um, should I be concerned...”
Seungcheol grins, shrugging as he sets it onto the kitchen counter. “Just some supplies for tonight. I had to go pick them up from a friend but I had to make sure everything was right.” He notices the way you can’t seem to take your eyes off of the box; eyes twinkling when he makes his way towards you.
He tilts your head up to meet his in a searing kiss, lips easing into a smile when you wrap your arms around his neck and melt under his touch. You moan against his lips just before he pulls away; staring dreamily at him while his hands start to roam over your clothed body.
“We have a long night ahead of us, sweetheart. Let’s pamper you a little before then, hmm?”
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j__min: ??? where’s the loverboy
j__min has donated $200
angelhan has donated $75
therealchan99 has donated $50
xcaliburDK has donated $75
xcaliburDK: is that the sybian? Haven’t seen that in a looong while
You bite your lip and nod, somewhat shy as you sit alone in front of the camera. “Seungcheol’s still… setting up but he told me to start! I’m a little nervous, to be honest…” Your eyes flit to Seungcheol who rummages through the box in the kitchen and from the angle you’re sat in, you can’t see a single thing he takes out.
Earlier, he’d cooked you your favorite meal and even took the time to give you a full body massage before the two of you cuddled on the sofa and watched a movie. To you, it seemed a little too suspiciously tame and you only found yourself more nervous when he made you drink two glasses of water and ever so quietly announced it was time to start getting ready for the camshow.
“He’s being so suspicious! He was even gone for a few hours earlier today…” You mumble; brows furrowed at the camera before checking the comments.
It still amazed you every time with how much money you and Seungcheol made from the camshows and videos and it made you feel even better knowing that everyone loved the chemistry the two of you had together. There were a lot of video requests and ideas mixed in with the comments at any given time and you were definitely ready to pitch some to Seungcheol now that you’d rebranded your channel to be a couple’s channel instead.
“Almost done, sweetheart!”
gc__koo: he told me to watch cuz he was being suspicious with me too 
gc__koo has donated $50
alphagyu97: what is he even plotting
alphagyu97: i am excited to see the sybian again tho ngl
artist8hao: pretty baby gonna squirt for us again?
universe_WZ: hell fuckin yea let us see how fuckin wrecked you get on that machine
You feel your pussy clench around emptiness at their comments; already feeling yourself getting wetter and wetter with the anticipation.
Movement out of the corner of your eye catches your attention and Seungcheol walks towards the bed with a wide smile and the same box in hand. “Ready?” You can only nod back slowly, watching as he dumps the contents of the box right next to your body.
gc__koo: oy
chwenon: oh shit
sleepy_wonu: oh baby, you’re in for it now
sleepy_wonu has donated $100
Your entire body fills with warmth as you look over the various objects; unsure of where to really look first. “I, um--”
A stack of red ropes sits next to a small bullet vibrator that sits next to a ball gag that sits next to a pair of EMT shears and your eyes immediately flit up to Seungcheol who only smirks back at your shocked expression. “I had some other toys I wanted to use but I figured I should go easy on you, y’know? Since you showed me some mercy last night.”
Nodding, you reach out towards the ropes, touching them shyly. “Why red?”
“Thought they’d be on theme for you, babygirl.”
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Seungcheol takes his time; remembering Jimin’s words when he tugs the ropes around your wrists.
“Colour, babygirl?”
“G-green… daddy…”
He nods, sitting up on his knees behind you as you sit on the sybian and face the camera. You bite your lip, somewhat embarrassed that you were already soaking the toy underneath you as Seungcheol worked to bind your arms behind you.
“D--daddy, where did you l-learn this?” You whisper, somewhat curious if this had anything to do with why he was gone for so long earlier in the day.
“Mm, daddy’s friend Jimin was kind enough to help me get the tools and teach me a few tricks to make sure I kept my babygirl safe. Wasn’t that kind of him?” You nod gently, gulping when you shift atop the machine slightly in hopes of relieving some of the growing sexual tension in your body. “Why don’t you thank him properly, sweetheart?”
Your hazy eyes make eye contact with the camera, head tilted slightly. “T-thank you, J-Jimin… for--for helping daddy…”
j__min: omg a shoutout ive made it
kitty_junjun: we never thought we’d see the day
tangerine_kwan: and here we all thought you were gonna be the bad guy huh
hoshi_tiger_xx: like when u only see previews of the book online but the rest of it is different ykwim
Seungcheol makes sure your arms are bound snug enough but not too tight; leaning away slightly to admire his rope work. “Feeling okay so far, babygirl?”
Nodding, you whine back slightly. “Y-yes, daddy… But… my--my pussy wants s-something…” He laughs in return, readjusting so that he’s sitting on your side this time to give himself easier access to start the rest of the bindings.
“Is that so? You’re gonna have to be a little more patient this time ‘cause daddy’s not done yet.” He starts working on the rest of the harness; going slow and checking in with you often to make sure none of the ropes were digging into your skin or making you uncomfortable. “You’ll have to forgive me a little though, I’m admittedly a ‘lil inexperienced so our pretty babygirl is only going to be tied up in this pretty harness for tonight.”
gentleman_josh95: the fact u even took the time to learn just for her
gentleman_josh95 has donated $100
artist8hao: seriously, the dedication
kitty_junjun: we stan a man who knows safety and etiquette 
Comments of reassurance and donations flood in at Seungcheol’s small apology and although the two of you are in your own world; you can tell from just the amount of pings coming from your laptop that they all seemed to be encouraging him.
The two of you fall into a comfortable silence as Seungcheol continues to move around you on the bed to finish the harness and a smile graces his lips when he starts to secure the last knots in the back. He can’t help but mentally pat himself on the back at how neatly he’d done it for his first time.
“There. All done, baby.”
Your eyes flit to the laptop’s screen to see yourself; cheeks hot when you see how fucked out you already look and he hadn’t even touched you properly or turned on the machine.
The star harness Seungcheol had tied looks pretty with red ropes and you can’t hide your smile at how good it looks on you too either. “Ah, daddy made it really p-pretty… Thank you.”
This time, Seungcheol nods, letting you admire yourself as he silently reaches for the small remote for the sybian, switching it on.
Your entire body lurches forward as soon as the vibrations attack your clit and you immediately find yourself moaning and grinding down onto the machine as he gives you some relief.  
“You’re welcome, babygirl. Now let’s really have some fun, huh?”
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You need to cum.
Badly.
“Awww, is my pretty baby drooling? Does it feel that good on your sensitive ‘lil clit?” He teases, smoothing down your hair as you cry around the ball gag in your mouth; drool seeping out from the side of your lips when he raises the vibrations a setting higher.
You don’t know how many times he’d played with the settings and edged you by now, but all you do know is that the urge to cum only grows stronger as you grind against the machine, soaking it with your wetness as you chase the pleasure building up in your body again.  
Surely cumming was okay, right? He never said you couldn’t.
You whimper around the ball gag, eyes fluttering shut when the tension in your body snaps in the blink of an eye and your thighs clamp down onto the sides of the machine. Throwing your head back, you moan against the gag and ride out your high as Seungcheol watches you from the side.
“Mm, bet that felt good, huh? But I know you want something in that greedy ‘lil cunt of yours, don’t you? You want daddy’s cock slamming into your tight ‘lil hole ‘til it’s full of my cum, right, sweetheart?” He licks his lips, turning off the sybian as you slump forward.
universe_WZ: shit shes so sensitive
chwenon: especially with her arms bound like that i bet she’s on cloud nine rn
gentleman_josh95: her cute lil head is probably all fuzzy already from all the sensations
therealchan99 has donated $100
gc__koo has donated $75
j__min has donated $150
All you can do is whimper and nod; teary eyes blinking back at Seungcheol as he smirks and leans in towards you.
“Mmm, you’ll get what you want eventually. But for now, you’re gonna cum again.”
He turns the sybian back on, licking his lips when he sees your body tensing again. It was always easier to get you to cum a second time and his point is proven when you mewl around the ball gag a few minutes later; chest heaving in stuttered breaths as you try to shy away from the toy still vibrating against your overly sensitive clit when you’re quickly thrown into another orgasm.
“You always cum for daddy so easily, don’t you, babygirl?”
Your head feels fuzzy after already cumming twice in such a short span of time but you nod, head lolling to the side as Seungcheol finally turns the sybian off for good.
Seungcheol gives you a second to catch your breath before he’s scooting in and fiddling with the clasps at the back of your head to take the ball gag off.
A thread of saliva connects your lips to the gag and you whimper at how good it feels to be able to actually speak again. “D-daddy…” Drool drips from your mouth as your lead lolls forward and Seungcheol is quick to bring a hand up to keep your head up as he looks into your lust filled eyes.
“Colour, sweetheart?”
“Still g-green…” He nods back, checking to make sure none of the ropes had shifted. “Would you like some water before we continue, baby?”
“Yes, daddy…”
He fetches you a glass of water, tilting it against your lips as you down the entire glass and you find yourself a little surprised at how needed it was. “Thank you, d-daddy…”
“You’re welcome, babygirl. Ready to keep going?”
You nod, a little bit more energized. “I hope everyone, mmh, l-likes the show so f-far~” Your teary vision prevents you from reading the comments and before you can even make an effort to, Seungcheol is already helping you off of the machine and helping you sit on the bed across from him.
alphagyu97: ugh she looks so fucking good in that harness
angelhan: right? That shade of red looks so good against her skin too
angelhan: so fuckin pretty
tangerine_kwan: pics for the private room later? Plz i beg
Seungcheol takes this time to take off his boxer briefs, cock curving up against his abdomen when he’s fully naked across from you. He wraps a hand around his cock, moaning and spreading the precum down his shaft as you watch. “D’you want this, baby?”
Your lips fall open in a silent moan as you watch Seungcheol jerk himself off and you can’t help but squirm. “Y-yes…”
“Tell me exactly what you want then. Let them hear what a filthy little slut you are for me.” You can’t help but feel miserably empty watching him and despite having already cum twice, you want his cock fucking you open and making you cum again.
“I--I--”
“Yes, babygirl?”
“I, ngh, I want d-daddy’s cock… Please? Ah, I--I wanna feel you fucking my--my pussy into the, mmh, s-shape of your c-cock… And I w-want you to c-cum inside my--my slutty little h-hole…”
Seungcheol scoffs, hips shallowly thrusting up into his enclosed fist. “That’s right. You’re just my slutty ‘lil babygirl that lets me use all her tight holes how I please, right? You like it when I cum down your throat and in your pretty ‘lil ass. But we all know you like it best when I cum in your hot ‘lil cunt. Makes you feel all warm and full, doesn’t it? You like it when my cum is dripping out of your spent cunt and sliding down your shaky thighs.” This time you nod furiously as you whine back in response.
“P-please… Can’t wait any--anymore!”
This time, the impatience takes over as you slightly tug on the ropes; whining when they don’t give. “Daddy!”
And this time, he gives in quicker than he anticipates, growling as he reaches for the EMT shears to cut you from the harness. “Don’t let your arms down, no matter how much you want to. You’re going to strain your arms if you move too fast so let me handle it, okay, sweetheart?”
The sudden gentleness in his voice has a giddy warmth pouring over you as you nod and sit still while he cuts at various points of the harness to make the ropes fall loose around your arms and chest. You keep your arms in the same position like he requested and you soon feel his hands roaming your skin and massaging your arms to get the blood flowing again.
“You’re so good for me, baby.” He whispers against your hair, leaning down to kiss your shoulder before he slowly easing your arms down from being folded behind your back.
He continues to massage your arms for a few more minutes before it’s you that’s getting impatient. “Daddy… Can you fuck me now?” Whispering, you slightly turn your body to the side to meet his gentle stare.
Seungcheol laughs under his breath, nodding. “Lay on your back for me, legs spread.”
You follow his orders as you quickly scramble to get into position; legs spread wide for him to situate himself between.
“Mm, your pussy is still so fuckin’ wet. I wanna taste you on my tongue, baby.” Whines spill from your lips as you shake your head ‘no.’
“No! My p-pussy feels empty, I need y-your cock, daddy… ‘n I’m so wet, you can probably, ah, just s-slide your cock in…”
He wraps a hand around his cock just as you wrap your legs around his waist and he guides himself until the head of his cock is right at your entrance.
Neither of you say a word as he slowly starts to sink his cock in; guttural moans on his lips when he meets no resistance and bottoms out in a singular thrust. “Holy fuck, your cunt is so fuckin’ wet. Shit, and so t-tight!” You clench around him, already feeling good with his cock inside of you as you beg him to fuck you hard and fast.
“Ngh, p-please fuck me like--like I’m your, hah, c-cocksleeve… I want it f-fast, daddy!”
He grits his teeth at your words; drawing his hips back before snapping them into you just how you wanted. “Fast, hmm? All you think about in that pretty head of yours is my cock pounding you open, huh? Slamming into you so fuckin’ good, it makes your toes curl when you cum.”
Seungcheol starts a quick pace, already feeling the pleasure building up for himself when you’re reduced to garbled noises and broken cries of his name. The heels of your feet dig into the small of his back as you try to press him in closer and he’s quick to reach for the small bullet vibrator left on the bed next to your body.
“Your body is so fuckin’ sensitive, I can already feel how tight you’re getting around me. So fuckin’ greedy to cum too. Already came twice and you still want more. You’re not satisfied until your whole body is shaking underneath me, huh, sweetheart?” He turns the small toy on, pressing it to your clit as you yelp and let out choked sobs.
“Ah, ngh, d-daddy, my--my clit’s t-too sen--sensitive! I--I can’t--!” Squirming, you feel the pressure building up obscenely quick; bottom lip quivering when he takes one of your free hands and makes you hold the toy to your swollen clit.
“Just a little more, sweetheart. Don’t you wanna cum?”
He angles his thrusts to graze against your g-spot and loud cries of his name leave your lips in a hurried, jumbled mess when he only doubles his pace.
The sound of donations and comments pour in like water and get lost within the ringing in your ears; unable to even warn Seungcheol that you’re about to cum when you feel your entire body starting to lock up underneath him.
Your lips part in a silent scream and your back bows off of the bed, thighs shaking uncontrollably as you cum for the third time. Seungcheol growls, fucking you through it as you squirt all over his lower half.  He finds it harder and harder to thrust into you as you cum, but he feels himself quickly following suit with your warm walls fluttering around his cock.
“Fuck, baby, that’s right. Squirt for me, get me fuckin’ soaked while you cum.” He uses a free hand to make sure you keep the toy pressed to your clit, growling when he starts to unload his cum inside of you. “Mmh, gonna fill your cunt up with what you want, baby.”
A shaky moan leaves your lips as you feel him throbbing inside your pussy; walls clamped down onto him in a vice grip as you ride out the remnants of your orgasm.
“Ah, d-daddy’s cumming suh--so much inside of my p-pussy…”
Whining, you feel Seungcheol’s grip on your hand give way as he rides out his pleasure and you take the opportunity to turn off the small bullet vibrator while he doesn’t notice.
You watch his face contort in pleasure, hips still shallowly thrusting into you as his entire body shivers above you.
“D-daddy’s so h-handsome...” You mumble, cheeks hot when he cracks a smile through the pleasure wracking his body and chuckles under his breath. 
“Thank you, babygirl.” 
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After you end the show, Seungcheol makes sure to cuddle with you on the bed for a little while longer.
“One more glass of water, baby.” You whine in response, pouting up at him before he gets up from the soaked sheets. 
“But I already had a glass! If you have a piss kink just say so, ‘Cheol!”
He lets out a boisterous laugh at your comment, trudging back to the bed from the kitchen with another glass of water for you. “You need to be hydrated, sweetheart. You came three times and we played a little more rough today. I just wanna make sure you’re okay.” 
“Fine, but you didn’t deny my comment.” You snarkily reply, taking the glass from him as you down the water. 
“Don’t make me have to punish you again! I’ll have you know I still need to get you all washed up and change the bed--”
A faint pinging has the two of you turning to the laptop; still on your camming homepage from where you’d checked the revenues from tonight’s show. 
A small [1] sits above your inbox and Seungcheol is quick to turn to you with an eyebrow raised. “I thought you turned off the messaging system on your profile?” 
You tilt your head in confusion, handing him the emptied glass. “I did. The only messages I should get are from, like, the actual system admins or other creator accounts which, I haven’t received any ‘til... now, I guess?”
Seungcheol sets the glass down onto the nightstand before he takes a seat next to you, dragging the laptop closer as you go to check the notification. 
“’Love&Letter Films’? Aren’t they one of the biggest adult film companies?” Mumbling, you click on the message, giving yourself and Seungcheol a second to process the message that stares back at you; a shocked smile on your lips.
‘Hello!
I hope this message finds Cherry and Seungcheol well. 
We, at ‘Love&Letter Films’, have really enjoyed the shows and videos from your channel throughout the years and we really have enjoyed watching the growth of your channel and the addition of Seungcheol to it. The dynamics between the two of you are rare in this industry and we’ve yet to see anyone like the two of you in this market. 
The shows from the last two nights have proven that the two of you have the right kind of chemistry to film together for bigger productions and we would love to hire you for a few film productions we have planned in the upcoming weeks as a feeler. Of course, all expenses paid by us if you would kindly take our offer. 
We love the various scenes and roles that the two of you take on with ease and we would love to help propel your careers forward, should you pursue a career in the adult entertainment industry. 
Please don’t hesitate to contact me as I’ve listed my contact information below. I’m excited to hear from the two of you and hope to work with you in the future on many projects.
Respectfully, 
Kwon Soonyoung, L&L FILMS CEO’
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RANDOM SEIJOH HCs ACCORDING TO GIGI
a/n: this is a thing i cooked up between doing trig exam and ap gov review akdsjfldskfj
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IM PRETTY SURE I ALREADY USED THIS GIF BUT IM WANTING TO RE-DO MY ENTIRE PAGE AND MAKING BANNERS SO THIS IS A TEMPORARY THING AJDJDJJD ALSO I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THE KEEP READING THING ON THE APP BYE
oikawa def listens to indie music just bc he wants to feel unique and the 'iM diFfErENt fRoM oTHeR gUrLs' vibes
i FIRMLY BELIEVE IWAIZUMI HAJIME IS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO CHOMPS ON HIS ICE CREAM BC HE LIKES TO FEEL THE COLD ON HIS TEETH AKSJSKSKSK
meanwhile kunimi eats a kitkat like its pizza just CHOMP
makki caNNOT sleep without a pillow between his thighs LIKE LISTEN he has 2 sisters and they all told him its so comfortable and at first he was like,, ??,, then he tried and now cant sleep without it
bUT MATTSUN LIKES TO SLEEP WITH PILLOWS SURROUNDING HIM bc it makes him feel safe and like there are two body pillows on either side of him and hes kinda trapped in the middle aksjskdk
when kyo was younger, he was really short and although he had other pants, he loved this one pair but they were really long on him and he wore it all the time and the part of the pants that touched the ground is torn in shreds
kindaichi steps on the sofa before sitting LIKE puts one foot on the cushion then the other until hes literally standing on the couch before folding to sit with his knees up to his chest (i do this)
watari sniffs his food before eating it no matter if its something he eats all the time or something new, he still sniffs it either way
yahaba is really particular with his feet and he likes to get a really big tupperware (duh one only meant for his feet) and fill it up with warm almost boiling water and he just soaks them
oikawa has sleep paralysis and he oftens hallucinates about aliens in the corner of his room
kunimi does this thing where he makes weird noises with his mouth like sounds of his mouth opening LIKE when youre tastinf something new and you do that sound with your tongue (I DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE IT AJDKSKKD)
makki bends his knees just to crack his ankles
iwa sneezes a ton but he has those sneezes where theyre quiet that you dont even notice or really loudly that it just echoes throughout the gym
kyo sleeps with one sock on bc his feet gets cold easily but both socks make him feel really hot so only one sock is perfect
for a tall and hunk of a guy, mattsun is a very light walker like his footsteps are very light and if he wants to, it can be practically silent
watari actually hates vegetables ajssksksk he particularly hates zucchini, eggplants, any vegetables that are that shape
kindaichi likes to stick or lean against walls because to him, they feel cold and can decrease his body heat
oikawa stands and places his feet at V position like \/ instead of ll because his sister did ballet and he was taught that was the right way of standing and it was considered graceful
yahaba has a fear of cactuses
mattsun does so badly in the heat because his body temp runs so high and the hot surroundings make him feel so uncomfortable and so he takes a lot of cold showers
iwa cannot swim like he freaks out immediately when his toetips can no longer feel the bottom and he panics with thoughts of drowning
watari has really small feet that he still buys big kids shoes to save money
kyotani considered playing baseball because he thought baseball bats were cool but he got angry and threw tantrum after missing his first pitch
iwa chomps on a whole raw chili while eating ramen akskksks
oikawa actually hates sweets bc when he was younger, he had cavities and iwa showed him a cartoon of cavities eating his teeth and will make him toothless
kindaichi really really likes hugs but hes too awkward to ask them even from his parents
yahaba chomps on mints so he goes through boxes of them in a week
i feel like theres a boy in the team who doesnt brush their teeth everyday and rubs a towel on their teeth to make it look clean and take mints to hide their bad breath
iwaizumi is actually iron deficient so he bruises super super fast and he even developed iron defiency anemia when he was younger bc his parents didnt catch on which caused him to be put on strong medication for months and still takes it now
WAIT,, OIKAWA IS LACTOSE INTOLERANT BUT HE LIKES MILK SO HE EATS MILK BREAD TO MAKE HIM FEEL NOT SO BAD OR GUILTY OF CONSUMING STRAIGHT DAIRY
seijoh four bonding time is watching gordom ramsey shows and yelling and screaming 'YEA! EXACTLY!' as if theyre also cooking genuises
watari used to eat grapes all the time until his mom got worried and told him if he doesnt stop, he will eventually turn into one. he only eats it every few weeks
when he was younger, kunimi cried because he had befriended a chicken on a trip to a farm and his mom took him to eat fried chicken after and he thought it was Chicky (his chicken friend :"))
kyotani used to stick out his tongue when it was raining so he could taste the raindrops. they taste better than bottled water
one time, during a seijoh sleepover, they dared oikawa to wear his sisters old uniform, skirt and all, and it backfired so everyone turned red and couldnt look at him in the face
their pregame ritual is touching each other's shoe tips
they tried doing yoga at yahaba's house before by watching yoga youtube videos but everyone ended up having to go to the chiropractor after (how did makki even turn into the human pretzel?)
the local gym gets so scared when they see the team coming through the doors bc these men are so LOUD like they HYPE EACH OTHER UP SO MUCH THEYRE SO ANNOYING AKSKSKDK
also never take them to an all you can eat sushi place. if you do, bring them earlier of the day like 30 mins after opening time so the cooks can cook enough for them without running out of ingredients (even then sometimes they still run out)
oikawa used to eat his mom's roses from her garden because he thought it would make his farts smell good like roses
takahiro is a surprisingly good artist like he draws really cool action fighting scenes in the corner of his papers and stuff
in my work: it's canon that iwa is half filo and his nanay used to dress him up in a barong all the time during halloween bc she wanted him to showcase his heritage
yahaba drinks a lot of milk because he hopes to one day grow strong and bulky like the 3rd years instead of being seen as a pretty boy
kindaichi's mom is a hairstylist and she always scolds him for using a lot of gel bc she's always the one who washes his hair
makki never learned how to do taxes and hes had the government knocking on his door a handful of times (BOKUTO AKKDJSKKS)
kyo has a dog: a chiweenie
there's someone on the team who wears those socks with individual pockets for toes
their pinterest is so different from what they look like for example, mattsun has a board of different flower decorations and arrangements
kunimi throws up during intense horror movies
watari's celeb crush is emma watson
the team alternates from different music genres like from ateez and bts to mxmtoon and beach bunny
they still dont know how to pronounce camila cabello's name
theyre all active in social media but only oikawa is on it 24/7 and in all platforms while the others have insta and snap
mattsun has twins as little siblings and he used to get them mixed up all the time that he used to draw a sharpie dot on the girl's forehead to determine she was his sister
watari hates sitting on the floor bc his butt bone hurts really easily so he can only sit on cushions for long periods of time
the team was supposed to have a party but everyone didnt know what to bring so they proved they shared the same braincell by bringing the same thing: a box of pizza
makki's an old soul and prefers to play records on a record player or watch old movies
kyo is surprisingly good at giving massages because he really pushed hard on those tense muscles
kindaichi knows how to crack necks so everyone goes to him a lot to do it (a friend of mine does this and can i say its terrifying yet so good?)
the only one who has a license is matsukawa and thats because granny needs to go to the doctor a lot and he hates her walking by herself and cabs are expensive
kyotani and yahaba are actually,,, lowkey close,,, not like best friends but theyre nice to each other and they got a stick and poke together (yahaba's was: :) while kyo's was: >:))
watari has a collection of mangas (some bl maybe 👀)
WARNING SAD: mattsun’s future job is a funeral person right? he ends up taking care of granny’s funeral free of charge and he had to take a week off because it was really painful for him
oikawa learned spanish SUPER fast to the point he forgets japanese sometimes but there are moments where he forgets both languages and hes just,,,, ???
makki’s unemployed yea but he rooms with mattsun in exchange of cooking because makki’s surprisingly good at cooking
iwa is practically the nutritionist of the team because he knows everything about proteins, carbs, iron, and needed vitamins so they all go to him to know what to eat and what they need
kunimi has lots and lots of shoes but usually only wears 2
kindaichi has a habit of pretending hes chewing gum even though he doesnt have gum, his mouth just chomps and moves with air akasldfjkf
there was a clown phenomenon in america but in their city, they had a mascots and seijoh 4 went around scaring kids :”(
oikawa never manspreads he gets too insecure to spread out like that akdjfkd
kyotani can easily sleep anywhere like he would be standing and just fall asleep or he sleeps with his eyes open
yahaba’s parents own a restaurant somewhere in the city and he works there sometimes
IM REALLY GOING TOO MUCH ABOUT THIS YALL AKSDJFKL
SORRY IM WRITING TOO MUCH I FEEL BAD THAT I HAVENT UPDATED BUT IM IN A CAR RIDE RN AND I WAS ABLE TO WRITE AGAIN AND MY EXAMS HAVE FINISHED THIS WEEK IMMA CRY
PLEASE, FEEL FREE TO REPLY WITH ANY OTHER HCS YOU GUYS KNOW OF SO I CAN PUT IT IN HERE AND CREDIT YOU WITH IT SO WE CAN HAVE LIKE A HCS BOOK FROM EVERYONE BUT THIS IS WHAT I STARTED WITH
oikawa screams a lot according to gigi but he’s actually a really quiet guy and not easy to scare
OKAY YOU GUYS DONT KILL ME I SWEAR IVE BEEN SO TERRIBLE AT WRITING BUT YOU KNOW WHO TURNED ONE TODAY? THIS PAGE!!! MY BABY IS ONE ALREADY 😭😭😭 ANYWAYS, HOPE THIS CAN MAKE YOU GUYS SMILE TODAY AND SCHOOL ENDS NEXT WEEK AND IM ALREADY AT 132 DRAFTS AMSJKSDKSK SO OH MY GOD THERES GOING TO BE SO MUCH COMING AND IM SO EXCITED TO GET THEM OUT 😩😩
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strawberryjmilk · 5 years
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maybe it was fate | kim mingyu
anon requested: i really loved “a night to forever”, i was wondering if you could a mingyu version of that? your writings are amazing, i enjoy reading them 💗
word count: 1132
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Dating Kim Mingyu was everything you'd dreamt of, really. He was sincere in the most tender of ways, a frown present when he sensed you were upset. Mingyu was gentle, and warm, and comforting. You found a place of your own in his arms; a safe haven hidden away from reality.
Kim Mingyu was terrifying to you at first. He was hypnotizing - one look from Mingyu and you felt compelled to latch onto every word he spoke. But, when Mingyu caught your eye - his own left eye dropping into a wink - you had the feeling that he was easily enamored with you, too.
Two years - you had been dating Mingyu for two years.
A grin spread across your face when you remembered the first time Mingyu had spoken to you. Ideally, you thought he would be oozing confidence. And, he was - until he stumbled and started stuttering when you smiled at him. That was when you knew that you had fallen quickly for the tall boy, and you didn't think twice before falling hard.
Ice water seemed to drip into your veins as you took in another deep breath. Paris was the vacation spot Mingyu had chosen to go to for your anniversary. It was a romantic location with an even lovelier history.
But, you were nervous. Beyond nervous as your hands seemed to tremble in sync with your breathing. You patted your cheeks, shaking your head like you were shaking away your nerves. You could do this - you had been planning to do this for ages. And it was the perfect time - it had to be today.
You shut the door to the bathroom as you stabled your breathing. Mingyu was sitting on his phone, a specific pout on his face that matched the bored looked in his eyes. It was your pout - the one that always smoothed across his lips when you weren't around.
"My love," you spoke up. Mingyu perked up immediately, the pout turning into a small smile as he sat up. You returned the smile softly, reaching your hand out to him. "Ready to go? Lunch is soon."
Mingyu hummed, extending his fingers so he could intertwine them with yours. He stood up, immediately going to place a kiss on your temple - it was a habit you hoped he would never stop. "Ready to go, Y/N."
The air was crisp and warm as you walked throughout the city of love. Lunch consisted of eating at a small sandwich shop nearby, and now both you and Mingyu were clutching half-empty coffee cups. He was humming lightly, his hand slightly swinging yours from where they were connected.
"It's a nice day out," Mingyu mused. He closed his eyes briefly, eyelashes kissing his cheeks before they opened again. You couldn't take your eyes off of him - even after being with Mingyu for so long, you were still fascinated by him entirely. "Not too hot, not too cold. I miss home, though. I miss the boys."
"I'm sure they miss you, too," you beamed. Mingyu nudged you playfully, the grins on your faces brightening the area around you. Sharing a small laugh, Mingyu tugged you a little closer to him. "I think Seokmin calls everyday to tell me how I stole you from them."
Mingyu shook his head, "you didn't have to convince me that much; all you had to do was smile and I was yours."
You hummed, smiling at him softly and teasingly. "And I'm yours. That's a fair deal, hm? I'm half you, and half me."
Mingyu didn't speak, but he didn't need to. His cheeks flushed, his smile becoming broader and brighter as his gaze settled to the ground. Silently, Mingyu brought you in to kiss your temple again. You sighed in content - I could get used to this.
After dropping your empty cups into a trash can, the two of you ventured around Paris without a destination. The Eiffel Tower shimmered not too far from you, and your heart thumped.
I want to do it now. It was cheesy - so undeniably cheesy. But, your heart was growing wings and a blizzard was beginning to form in your tummy. You bit your lip, sucking in a large breath. It's the right time; I know it is.
As if he read your mind, Mingyu slowed down as you neared the Eiffel Tower. There was a small crowd of people posing to take pictures, others just idling around nonchalantly. Clearing your throat, you reached into your coat pocket slowly.
"Kim Mingyu," you said softly. He looked at you, startled by his full name. His eyebrows furrowed, but his eyes still sparkled, happy and curious. It made your breath hitch - two years and he still looked at you like you were his entire world. "I love you completely and absolutely. My entire heart is yours, and I know you'll hold it softly and gently. It took me a while to pluck up the courage for this. But, I have to ask."
You took in a large breath before grabbing Mingyu's left hand. His eyes seemed to widen as you opened the box you were holding. Looking into Mingyu's eyes, you smiled. "Kim Mingyu, will you marry me?"
He did something unexpected - Mingyu laughed.
Your face fell automatically. Did he not feel the same? You thought your relationship was strong and stable - were you wrong? Mingyu stopped laughing once he noticed your pout and slowly watering eyes.
"Oh no, no, no. Y/N, my love, no. I'm not being mean I swear! It's just-" Mingyu was cut off with another giggle. He reached into his own jacket pocket before pulling out his own ring box. "I was going to propose to you tonight!"
Your eyes widened and your mouth fell open, producing a small amount of giggles. Your left hand latched onto Mingyu's as you grinned.
"So, it's a yes, right?" You teased. Mingyu nodded quickly, his smile growing broader. You laughed again, putting the golden band on his left ring finger.
Mingyu pulled out the ring he chose for you - it was beautiful. It sparkled in the light and you were wondering how he knew the exact size that made it fit snugly and comfortably around your finger. Mingyu looked at you once more. "I know it's probably a yes, but I still want to ask. Will you marry me, Y/N Y/L/N?"
You softened entirely. You smiled at Mingyu, brushing your right hand through his hair before letting your hand settle against his cheek. "Of course, my love. I would love to marry you."
You walked away from the Eiffel Tower, matching rings glittering in the setting sun and similar smiles shining brightly.
this warmed my slowly sinking heart skskks ye its based on that one viral video but i couldnt help it ))^: thank you for requesting! i hope you all enjoyed this, thank you for reading! ♡
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vantekay · 5 years
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valentine ||jhs
word count: 3.2k
estimated reading time: like 10 ish minutes, maybe? I haven’t been timing these sksks I’m sorry I will eventually come back and time it
genre(s): fluff fluff fluff and more fluff also a scene where you stargaze because I’m self indulgent and like every fic of mine that has a date scene includes stargazing sksksk sorry 
warning(s): none 
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“throughout all the seasons, in this transition of winter-spring you've been here beside me with the sweet nothings you're whispering”
hoseok has always called you his rock because you kept him grounded whenever he needed it, reminding him in times of hardships that he was more than enough and that those bouts of feeling like he wasn’t enough would pass. he also called you his rock because you had been in his life for as long as he could remember, literally. you had known hoseok since you guys were kids. teeny tiny tots playing together at the daycare your mothers had both decided were good enough to watch you while they were busy. it all started because you, a very shy kid who kept to themselves in the corner, was crying and you immediately caught hoseok’s attention. you had come to find very quickly that he was the literal embodiment of sunshine and rainbows and everything else that could possibly bring you joy. he had been the only kid to approach you in the daycare since you arrived, and he made it his mission to make you happy. he had introduced himself to you as hobi, and from that day on it was hobi and y/n against the world. as you grew older, you had found that hoseok actually lived in the same neighborhood as you and this led to you and him growing closer as you aged. enter your tween and teen years and you were pretty much bound at the hip, doing anything and everything you could together. you had begun going to the others family gatherings, parties and other special events together and there came a time when both of your families had begun teasing you both about being an item. this would always prompt your cheeks to turn a deep rose color as hoseok denied any chances of getting together with you, claiming you were more like a sister to him. this had hurt you a bit the first few times he had said it, seeing as you had feelings for hoseok that were definitely not brotherly and you had always silently hoped he felt the same but you learned to quickly push those feelings down and laugh along with him whenever family members brought it up. this continued for a couple years until one drunken high school party where you had confessed your feelings for him and, to your surprise, he felt the same. the next day was spent soberly clearing things up and properly confessing, marking the beginning of your new relationship with hoseok. he learned very quickly that you were supportive of him. you always had been, but now that you proudly wore the title of girlfriend it had been enhanced ten fold and it made hoseok's day. whether it was cheering him on at his tennis games or during his swim meets, you never failed to bring a smile to his face when he caught you waving at him from the sidelines, the widest of grins on your face as you showed him how proud you were. you’re praises never stopped on the field though, no, hoseok would hear them the entire way back to your homes, and if you were spending the night at his then you would continue to praise him there too. when he had finished getting ready to relax and you were waiting for him on his bed with open arms, he would happily clamber into bed with you and accept your cuddles, you held him close to your chest as you ran your hand through his hair and continued to talk about how proud you were of him, how amazing he did during the game and so forth, until finally his eyes would flutter closed and the smile on his lips stretched wider.
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“you're a lovable, angelic piece of perfect and anything i do for you is worth it times a million and a half”
it should come as no surprise that hoseok loves to do for other people, especially for you. whatever it was you needed him to do he would do it in a heartbeat. you needed a new pair of pants because you spilled coffee on your old ones? hoseok was already on his way to the mall as soon as you told him. you had a really bad day at work and you wanted takeout and a movie night in? hoseok has your favorite takeout place on speed dial and your order memorized and could make it to your apartment in 10 minutes flat with your favorite movie. you were his angel, his world, and he loved doing things for you. hoseok always made it known that you could count on him, constantly telling you that it didn’t matter how busy he was or what he was doing. reminding you that he would always drop whatever it was and help you in any way he could. this made touring a little difficult for him, seeing as how he wouldn’t be able to stop in the middle of a show to help you if you needed him but you knew he would help you as soon as he could. there was one time, however, where in the middle of a show he had gotten a message from your coworker telling him that you had fallen at work and were rushed to the hospital. it wasn’t anything major, just a preemptive trip to make sure you didn’t break any bones from the fall but it was still enough to plant that seed of worry in hoseok. what made this worse was the fact that he was in the middle of a show, in between songs and getting a quick change when he had heard the news from a staff member. they tried to reassure him that you were okay and that you weren’t actually hurt that badly, that your coworker just wanted to make sure you hadn’t broken any bones but it was still enough to drive hoseok mad. he tried to brush it off for the rest of the show and not worry ARMY but you were all he could think about. of course he immediately thought of all the worst case scenarios he could, like you being stuck at the hospital all by yourself because your friend had to leave, or you having broken every bone in your body and having to be put in a full body cast for a couple of months and many other unlikely scenarios. as soon as the show had ended, he rushed off stage to video call you, not even bothering with a text to make sure you were still up. his heart was relieved for a split second when you answered on the second ring, and he didn’t even let you speak before he was already blubbering off his concerns.
“oh god angel I’m glad you answered, I got the text from your coworker saying you were in the hospital as we were in the middle of the show and I was so worried about you. are you okay? did you break anything? do I need to sue your company for the fall? psychological damage that you may have suffered? god baby I’m so sorry I’m not there to sit with you in the hospital right now and- wait, are you at home?” hoseok furrowed his eyebrows and squinted down at his phone screen as you leaned your head back to let out a loud laugh. he backs away from his intense staring with his lips down in a frown and a pout on his face, waiting for you to explain.
“I got out of the hospital like, an hour ago love. it was just a trip to make sure I didn’t break anything, which I didn’t, I just twisted my ankle s’all.” as you spoke you could watch the worry physically drain itself from hobi’s face, his heart shaped smile beginning to form itself on his lips at the thought of you being okay.
“oh thank god, y/n I couldn’t even begin to tell you how worried I was about you, I was starting to wonder if management would let me fly home to see you in case you had been put in a full body cast or something.” now you both laughed, hoseok blushing slightly at how ridiculous he sounded but you assured him that you loved it, loved him for caring so much about you and being ready to do whatever he needed to take care of you. you meant a lot to him, and he would be willing to give you his heart in a split second if you needed it, that’s how much he loved you. 
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“cause i love you and i'd like to spend forever in the subtle warmth inside your arms”
hoseok’s favorite thing to do with you has to without a doubt be cuddling. he loves it when you cuddle him or he cuddles you, he doesn’t mind either position as long as he can feel the warmth radiating off of your body and onto his. he loves holding you close, head pressed up against his chest so you can hear his heartbeat while his hand runs through your hair as he talks to you about his day and you talk to him about yours. hoseok always wants to be touching you in some way whether it be hugging or cuddling or holding hands, he always wants to feel your warmth. whenever you go out in public he is holding your hand, if you have to separate for whatever reason he always makes sure you part with a hug and if you guys are just spending time at the dorm or at your apartment you better believe you’re cuddled up on the couch together. hoseok loves it the most when he wakes up with you in his arms, the way you’re always wrapped up in his embrace like you haven’t moved since you fell asleep in the same position. he loves it when it’s raining really heavily and you beg him to sit out in the living room with you, huddled up on the couch with your favorite blanket and a movie on the tv, drowned out by the sound of the rain hitting the glass of your window. he loves it when you rest your head on his shoulder while gazing at something, whether it be your phone or whatever else may be holding your attention and he just enjoys being close to you, and he never wants to let you go.
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“i'll keep on creating for you until my final days, dancing in the living room and smooching while the vinyl plays”
one of hoseok’s favorite memories with you is whenever he had a day off and you insisted on dancing with him, since he would continue to practice even if he was meant to be relaxing. the day usually goes something like this, you begin by sitting in the living room and watching him dance, then he insists on teaching you some of the moves so now you’re up and dancing with him and then eventually you convince him to do some kind of slow dance with you as a cool down from earlier. he would never admit it but he loves it when his days off go like this, getting some practice in and then ending it with you and him slow dancing while your bluetooth speaker plays whatever love song you have in your playlist. he loves holding you by the waist, watching as you lean your head forward on his chest while you dance, hands intertwined and the soft sounds of your breath mingling as you sway together in the living room. hoseok will begin his kiss attacks with simple smooches to you hair, and then gradually makes his way down to your face after you’ve removed it from the warmth of his chest to look up at him. he starts his descent at your forehead, leaving a kiss there before travelling to your nose, and then both cheeks, your chin, the corners of your mouth and then finally landing on your lips. the kiss is always soft and sweet and makes butterflies erupt in your stomach and you can’t get enough of him which leads into a makeout session. hoseok’s hands grip your waist a little tighter as your hands move to play with the hairs at the nape of his neck, not once breaking apart for air. you continue like that for what feels like hours, just holding each other and sharing kisses under the dim lighting in your living room until hoseok’s stomach begins to growl louder than the music playing in the background and you break apart with a laugh, walking into the kitchen together to prepare a meal.
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“cause we can both hear the compliments coming in from these pals of mine and I've been wondering if you would be my valentine”
hoseok remembers back in highschool, when you had just started dating, and valentine’s day approaching faster than he would have liked. he was nervous seeing as it was the first holiday you would be spending together as a couple and he wanted it to be perfect. his friends had encouraged him, telling him they would help him with any planning or preparations he had. what he really wanted to do was take you out for a picnic date at the park you really liked that was a bit of a drive out of town and then watch the stars with you. he tells his friends about his plan in hopes that they will get the hint to leave him alone, but something about the way they smile at him after he’s done speaking tells him otherwise. brushing it off, he waits for you in the school’s parking lot and gets ready to put his plan into action. when you get into his car, he starts to drive towards the location of the park which is on the opposite side of town where you both live. you’re confused, and look over to ask him what he’s doing to which you only get a “you’ll see” out of him. you sit back and enjoy the ride, wondering what he could possibly have planned for today. when you arrive at the park the sun has begun its descent and hobi is quick to pull you out of his car and towards the location of the picnic dinner he has had set up for the past few hours. you laugh at his enthusiasm only to be wowed by the location for which he has picked out. the spot he found has a perfect overview of the horizon ahead, and it perfectly shows off the current setting sun and all of the orange pink and purple hues stemming from it. you stand there in awe, mouth hung open as you watch the sun set and hoseok can’t help but take a couple photos of you, some from a few feet behind you showing off both the setting sun and your silhouetted frame. he smiles down at the photos before walking up behind you and wrapping you up in a hug, head placed on your shoulder as he places soft kisses into the crook of your neck. you giggle before attempting to get away from him, claiming that his shows of affection tickle and that you want to eat. he leads you back over to the blanket and begins to pull out the food he had prepared. to your surprise, he pulls out a bunch of fruits and what looks to be kimchi made from scratch. you look up at him in awe while a blush blossoms on his cheeks. he dishes out the servings of food between the two of you before starting to eat, striking up conversation with you about school that day and what plans you had for the weekend. after you both finish eating and the sun has promptly set, he asks you to lay down with him on the blanket to stargaze for a little. it takes you by surprise, seeing as hoseok has never addressed the idea of finding stargazing particularly interesting but you assume that maybe he had seen posts about it on twitter or instagram pertaining to how it was a cute date idea. you lay hand in hand and watch the stars for about an hour before you pack up to go home, the cold air beginning to nip at your skin and creating goosebumps. once you’re back inside his car hoseok pulls out one last surprise gift for you. you assume it’s a ring, considering the box he occupies in his hands is too small to contain a necklace or bracelet and you feel your heartbeat begin to pick up. hoseok smiles before opening the case and showing off a beautiful gold promise ring set, one for you and one for him. he takes the one meant for you out and begins to place it on your ring finger as he speaks softly. 
“I got these because even though we just started dating, we’ve known each other our whole lives and I can’t imagine the rest of my life being with anyone else but you. I want to continue making memories with you and I want to build my future with you, y/n. so I want us to make a promise that we will always be there for each other.” hoseok looks back up from your hand with a smile on his face as he finishes talking and you quickly lean forward to place a chaste kiss on his lips. “of course I want to spend the rest of my life with you hobi, I promise.” you extend your pinky finger for him to latch onto and he does so with a small laugh, leaning forward to kiss you again. it isn’t until you hear whooping and hollering from outside that you pull away, looking around quickly to spot the source of the noise. hoseok rolls his eyes and leans his head back until it hits the headrest, promptly bringing his hands up to run down his face with a groan. “I knew they were going to follow us here.” he mumbles before his friends arrive at the driver’s side window, smirks plastered on their faces as they show hoseok a big thumbs up. when he turns to unlock the door their expressions all drop, quickly running off into the direction of their own cars in order to escape hoseok’s wrath. you laugh from the passenger's seat as you watch him chase his friends around the parking lot, yelling about how they “need to respect his privacy” and “can’t you guys get your own girlfriend instead of living vicariously through me?!” 
when he finally gets them to leave and has returned to his spot behind the wheel he turns to apologize to you, “as you can see, they were very excited for our valentines plans, and they wanted to see if you would turn me down or something I’m not too sure what they were expecting.” but all you can do is laugh some more and tell him that you didn’t mind, that you thought it was cute his friends wanted to see how things would turn out, and maybe they would finally listen to hobi and stop living as though you were their girlfriend as well.
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holyytaehyung · 6 years
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NCT dream react to a duet with idol! s/o.
requested~
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Mark When you were both announced to be performing together for a duet stage, Mark didnt expect so much love from the community sigh, in a perfect world idols can date. He was honestly quite surprised, but also very very happy that he finally got to share the stage with the one he loves. It was going to be a part of an award show, and you were set to perform a dance /rap duo, and from the practices; you could already tell it would get a reaction. The choreographer took it into mind that you both were in a relationship, thus why , about 30 seconds of the song, was when mark wasnt holding you close. But who were you to complain? the rest of the dance was awesome, and full of power. You, who had debuted in a girl group, didnt usually get to show this kind of visual, the debut song for your group something alot more light hearted, the dances simple and effective. SM was a smart company, and they praised you and Mark for telling them straight away when you got into a relationship, and they chose to support you both. It was like a dream come true. You both stood on the darkened stage, and the announcers voice begins; “and now, we have a duo of perfect harmony on and off stage, from SM entertainment; NCT’s Mark Lee and y/g/n’s y/n! performing a duet of dance and rap, now, lets enjoy this young love!” The crowd went nuts, not even an exaggeration, they LOVED you two, and Mark was so proud that you were there with him. As you danced with him on the stage, he couldnt help but to get lost, as he did usually, both of you dancing for yourselves and not the millions of fans. As the lights went back to dark, leaving you both breathlessly running off the stage, the audiences applause was loud enough to be heard from backstage, it continued for minutes, making you both smile. “good job baby, we need to do this more often.” “i agree” overall hed probably end up more whipped for you because you’re amazing.
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Renjun Your New group’s debut was met with many criticisms, but with double the amount of praise. You were a member of your group that could speak chinese, thanks to your family moving over to China when you were young, you learnt the language and attended a school there, as well as a dance club, conveniently where you met Renjun. When SM said that they were sending a Duo to china to promote , you didnt expect for them to literally choose you and your boyfriend. Renjun was over the moon, he knew that he wanted to perform with you more than anything, and this way he could also prove that you were his. You were set to head over together, both of you taking a plane, and then heading to the venue. Renjun was beside you the entire time. At first, you were a little rusty switching back into fluent Chinese, but Renjun was there to help, and soon it felt as though you were back at school again. You both worked in perfect harmony, capturing the hearts of the audience as you talked before dancing, talking about how you met and how you were both very scared to travel to Korea for this opportunity, but doing it together helped you get through the tough times. “y/n, well, im young so you may not believe me when i say this, but y/n is my everything” Renjun smiled, squeezing your hand. “so, wed like to perform for you, thankyou for coming!” You both began your dance and singing duet, it was a mashup of two of the songs that were from yours and Renjuns group; Nct dream. Whilst on the stage, he looked at you and only you, focused on your beauty and talent, it gave him strength and determination to do the same. When you both finished, you finally broke eye contact, and a roar of applause was heard, making you both smile sheepishly. “thankyou! and thankyou my beautiful girlfriend, and my beautiful fans, for accepting us!”
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Jeno Jeno loved being by your side, and having you on stage with him? as his girlfriend? and duet partner? He never thought that it could happen, and run so smoothly. When he was questioned by SM about your relationship, he told them that he cared about you, and the fans, and would do his best to maintain his image. SM appeared to be approving of his maturity and rather than shut it down, they promoted the idea that their idols are mature enough to think for themselves. He helped you up the stairs to the stage, and photographers couldnt get enough of you two; the face of young love in the media currently.
As you both began to perform, he felt relaxed, and he felt as though he could go with the flow, because he knew you could do it.  His trust in you was equivalent to an astronaut in their rocket; Hed risk his life for you. You both danced together, ending in a pose where you were holding hands. Everyone agreed that you two were very cute together, and Jeno seemed to have the urge to dance with you more and more, wanting to post dance cover videos with you> “jagi i have so many ideas!!” “ooo LETS DO ALL OF THESE!” “this one too!!”
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Haechan Haechan was confused to say the least when he was dragged into the office, they had already settled down the whole dating scandal, and you both had come clean about dating, and you were met with so much support. He almost felt like laughing when they asked him to do a duo stage with you, assuming that he was getting in trouble. But he dismissed the urge and agreed straight away. As you were both Idols, you never got to sit with eachother at award cerimonies, unless fate was really on your side. But since you two were performing a duet, you were allowed to sit next to eachother for the whole night. When you both entered to walk to your seats, everyone gushed about how kind Haechan was, as he passed you a pillow, and sat holding your hand. You smiled and turned to a fan who sat behind you both, after they said how amazing Haechan was. “I know right! hes so amazing, really” The fan smiled at you and turned to their friend. “wow she is nice too! i ship it!” this made you smile, and Haechan was about to question you when they began to usher you both backstage for your performance. It was more focused on singing, this time, both of you stood on stage with standing microphones, you played guitar and both of you began to sing a soft and sweet acoustic love song, making many begin to smile at you both. Throughout the entire piece Haechan stared at you with loveheart eyes, he never thought that you could get any more beautiful, but he stood corrected. He watched as a little strand of hair moved into your face, and like second nature he fixed it, causing the whole crowd to scream. He smiled at you, and you smiled black, a soft pink on your cheeks. “i loved this and i loved you” hed say afterword, pulling you in for a hug.
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Jaemin As publicly announcing a relationship would go, You and Jaemin were on the lucky side. You were both friends before you got into a relationship, and his fans were already used to you being around, the majority already shipped you both as a couple as well. You both were about to perform a duo, then after, you were to announce that you guys were in a relationship. You were nervous to say the least, and so was Jaemin. Neither of you had experienced something like this before, but, you were ready. Throughout the entire dance and song Jaemin kept his eyes on you, and fans noticed, whenever you both got close, theyd scream and cheer”kiss” for you two, which caused you to both blush as you finished the dance. You seemed to be in a daze when Jaemins voice broke you out of it. “so, everyone, did you like our performance?” the crowd screamed “yes!” “it was kind of romantic , dont you think y/n?” he winked, making you blush and chuckle, the crowd screaming. “hmm i think so?” you smiled. “on that note, we do have something to tell you all.” Jaemin said, going serious. Both of you took your ear pieces out, as he grabbed your hand. “Y/n and I are together, and we’re very happy” He smiled. If you thought the fans went nuts before, you were wrong, so many people were smiling and chanting your names, and you couldnt help but smile up at jaemin, who brought you into a hug.
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Chenle Chenle would be a nervous mess before the performance, you were both publicly in a relationship, and this was the first promotion you were doing together. It was a dance duo for a TV show, and you both had no idea what kind of reaction youd get when it is announced that youre performing. “and now, we have a new young couple, performing a dance duo; NCT Dream’s Chenle, and y/g/n’s y/n!” The TV audience was screaming, and you both had looks of surprise on when you walked on the stage, causing the host to laugh. “why the surprised looks?” “its just- wow, what a reaction!” Chenle smiled. “yeah! we were very nervous to perform together..” you added. “well, we all love you two together, right everyone?” “yes!” the crowd screamed, making you both look to eachother and smile brightly. As the lights dimmed and the music started, you both couldn't contain your happiness, and danced with full energy, doing one of the best performances you had both ever done. You danced your hearts out, and sung the soft lovey lyrics as if you were speaking to eachother. The crowd loved it, and chanted your names. “thankyou all so much, its so nice being able to be in my favourite place with my favorite person, thankyou!” chenle smiled lovingly at you, and waved to the crowd, helping you down the stairs to the seats for your interview together.
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Jisung Instead of being asked to do a full stage together, SM suggested that youd both do a V-live together, dancing and learning choreography. You and Jisung both agreed, both being the main dancers of your groups, and not to mention the Maknae’s, when fans got news that you were both dating, they called you the “power dance couple” and it made you both happy. For the livestream, you both waited until you got a good ammount of viewers, before Jisung tugged on your arm, and hugged you, causing you to slap his arm slightly. He just chuckled and turned to the camera. “hello everyone , I am NCT dream’s Maknae, Jisung, and this is my girlfriend Y/g/n’s Makne, y/n.” he introduced which made you laugh at his awkwardness. He shot a side glare at you and you just teased him, all the comments were surprisingly happy for you both, saying that they can see the chemistry. When you both started dancing, Jisung wondered why he ever though about practicing alone, when he had you. Dancing was so much more thrilling with you there, both of you mucking about, and having a fun time, creating a fun time for the viewers too- and fuel for futire videos that would be made to showcase you two together. He figured, he loved dancing with you, and one day, you would both take the big stage by storm together. END -admin rose
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FNAF- The Vengeful Hours Chapter 2- Ghosts Of The Past
A.N:  well, another story i forgot to do, oof i feel like im losing my moviation to write quicker than normal, but oof im trying hard guys im honestly trying, but for now i hope you all enjoy this second chapter of my fnaf au, the vengeful hours. ----- charlotte arrived home hours later, getting out of the car and going into the house, she saw her sister was sleeping, she smiled and patted her head, seeing her smile "heh... sleep tight sweetpea" she said as she yawned and headed upstairs, going into her room and changing into her pajamas, it had been a long day, her first night at the fright and it felt like days since she had any sleep, she flopped onto the bed she wondered about what else was there in that pizzeria, why did it feel like she was being watched by something other than those ghosts? she didint want to dwell on that right now, she was so tired, she litterally letted herself pass out for the night. hours passed and charlotte's eyes open "u....ugh" she saw herself in a dark place, almost like a void, she tilted her head and she got up, seeing the empty place, walking around as her brows furrowed, she felt a sting and looked to her cheek, blood was coming out of it, panic slowly started rushing into her as she looked around quickly, before hearing a low growl, she turned around, and saw a huge, dark monster that looked almost like bear, wearing a old worn yellow hat, and a bowtie, the creature had eerie, bloodshot red eyes, and looked terriflying, and large, almost larger than her, the large paws had drills like claws on them, and the feet were the same, almost like talons, the human backed away as the giant creature took a step forward, she tried to run but saw a wall, she whimpered and turned around, seeing the creature reaching out towards her, the eyes flashed and she screamed out loud in fear. Charlotte awoken with a loud gasp, sweating as she panted, heavily breathing as she rapidly breathe, touching her chest as she sighed heavily, calming down "....just a dream.... it was just... a dream....." she said as she rubs her eyes "god damn this job, my first week and already im sleeping late....." she groaned and got ready for the day, she stares at herself in the mirror, looking at her face, she didint realized she had a scar, then again how long has it been since she looked at a mirror, she touched the scar across the cheek, remembering that day when she was still growing up, she clenched her fists as she sighed "your. alright. he's not here, he's dead... he's always been dead.... i made sure of that...." she said quietly to herself as she hears the TV on, she walks down the stairs, seeing her sister watching a show, she smiled at how happy she seemed to be, her little sister noticed her and waved "hi sis!" she said as Charlotte waved back "hey there nazz" she said as she sat down next to her, nazz notices she looked tired "sis are you okay? was that first night really that long? you gotta take a break" she said as charlotte rubs her eyes, giving her an tired smile "i'll be alright sis, im always tired you know that" she said as she streched, got back up, and made breakfast, she realizes she only has a few hours until she can go do her shift so she might as well try to do something to do to pass the time, going onto her computer she wonders what to look up, either watching some videos or actually reading about something, her brows furrowed when she started typing in something one of the results were "Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria Case?" she said to herself, feeling interested and her curiously getting the better of herself, she clicks the result and clicked on the first thing she saw. at first it looked pretty boring like any other website that charlotte knew about, but then the more she read the more interested she got, when she got down to the details of the case her eyes widen "30 years ago, the case of the missing children was still not solved, six children were reported missing after spending a birthday party in freddy's pizza, the second pizzeria to rival the original fredbear's diner and the sister location... reports show the camera of a man in a spring bonnie suit leading the kids to the back room and-" she stopped at what she saw next, pictures of the bodies of the children stuffed into the suits "oh god.... i think im gonna be sick..." she said to herself as she forced herself to keep reading "when they found the bodies they only saw five of the bodies, one was missing, possibly still alive it was revealed that was not the case when they discovered the unuse old fredbear costume, the original props were a black stained color due to the long amount of time it's been in the room, they found the child inside but could only find bits and pieces, the murder is still unknown and is possibly still on the run even to this day..." she couldnt bare the thought to lose her own sister to a murderer like that, it made her clutch her heart, she saw other sections, one talking about the dinner, or the third location and finally a blank subject about the fazbear's fright, she couldnt bare to read anymore but... something in her gut told her to keep reading, for some reason she had to know what really happened. ---an few hours later, fazbear's fright, midnight--- springtrap emits a low grunt as he rubs his head, his good ear twitching as he stood up, using the box as to support his balance as he grunted, the tried busting the door open, this time it did open, he emits a groan of relief as he looks around, it had been a while since he last been out, he could remember the first time he was left out of here was when.... his eyes closed as he sighed, remembering that day like it was yesterday, him being awoken unexpectly by people who were exploring the place, his mind was messed up, mistaking them for the spirits, killed them and then realized his mistake, he could'nt count how many times he was cowering, he also remembered meeting the ghosts and puppet, and how he told all of them he wasnt the murderer, it did took a while but only puppet was the one that listened the most, the others only wanted to hear the gist of it, the withered animatronic emits a low grumble, as he breaks out of his trance, hearing the camera moving, he looks towards it, and grunts someone was watching him, for real this time as he grumbled, he started walking, dragging his hand across the wall as he hisses lowly, before his ear perks, hearing a sound, a laughter curiously getting the better of him he followed the noise, finding nothing, another sound, he followed it, and then another, and another, and another, he was starting to get pissed off, he screeched slightly, punching the wall as his hand sparks a bit, he grunts as he looked at the hole he made, his ear perks at the sound again, he growled and then screeched as loud as he could. charlotte covered her ears, hearing the audio being messed up "ack! shit!" she rubbed her ears and then realized the audio wasnt working, she hears the distant echoing of footsteps and she quickly gets to work on doing the audio, all while trying to afford not to be scared by those ghosts, who kept trying, the moment when she got it fixed and checked for him, she saw a mask on the corner on the wall in one camera, then a figure was standing there, she saw the golden figure turned around the corner in the camera and she quickly was about to fire up the sound, when all of a sudden, something stared at her, she yelped and tried to look at the screen but the strange new ghost wouldn't allow it, her second night and already she's getting scared. with a grunt she shoved the ghost away and pressed the audio "hi!" the voice rang out through the entire fright, it almost cause springtrap to stop and look around, due to how loud it was, it started ringing in his ear as he snarled, backing up as he covered his ears, he looked towards the vent, and growled slightly. the night guard looked at all the camera and didint see him, she looked at the time, seeing that it was 3 AM 'only a few more hours to go... come on you big old bunny bastard... where are you?' she thought to herself where else could he had been, her eyes widen as she didint check the ventalion, she quickly did and checked the camera and her eyes widen, springtrap was inside the vents, she quickly shut the door in the vent to get in here and shutted another one on the way he was going, she could hear the distant angry bellowing echoed throughout the whole area, her heart was pounding, she breathed heavily as she whimpered, springtrap growled out as he climbed back out the way he came from, he's starting to get very annoyed "ugh..... i need to find out what is all of this.... hmm... i wonder..." his hand starts glowing, and a low grin formed on him. the night guard was shivering, she couldnt stand this, being this quiet she checked cam 9 and saw him leaning on the wall, as if he was sleeping, she didint want to fall for any tricks, she got off the cams and tried relaxing herself, then the lights started flashing, and the whole room started shaking, she stumbled around "w-what the fuck?! is there a god damn earthquake happening right in the middle of the night?!" she said to herself as she yelped, falling down as she rubbed her head "ow....." her eyes quickly widen and she got back up, onto the camera and her eyes widen, springtrap was closing in, she quickly checked to the furthest cam away from the office and pressed play a mutiple number of times, springtrap's ear twitches and he had enough he grunted and chased after the noise, she watched at how fast he ran from the cameras, it made her gulp at the thought of being chased by something like this, none the less was this was that guy meant by a real one? "yeah... it's a real fucking one alright.... god damn it why did i take this damn job..." she said to herself as she rubs her head slightly, and her eyes as she grumbled. springtrap stomped onto the ground and he growled, not noticing puppet was floating about "GODDAMN THIS STUPID CHASE! WHO THE HELL IS PLAYING THESE DAMN NOISES!" he nearly almost bashes his head onto the wall but he felt someone touching his shoulder "springtrap, just calm down" the marionette said as the withered animatronic hissed and grumbled "easy for you to say, aren't you a little annoyed at this damn sound playing?!" he said as the marionette shrugged "springtrap, i don't hear anything" he said as he grunted "goddamn this stupid ass suit" he said grumbling as he rubs his forehead, before hearing the familiar bells of six AM approaching, he grumbled in slightly annoyance and in relief "finally, maybe now i can finally explore this place without being watched by whoever's making that god awful noise" he said as he lumbered off, puppet just shrugged as he looked around, noticing the hole springtrap made, and stared at it, and squinted slightly "huh..... i didint know he could do that" he said as he walked off, charlotte panted as she was outside the fright, panting as she tried calming herself down, she noticed the car pulled up and the phone dude walked out, she ran over to him "hey! you didint tell me that real one was goddamn real and tried to kill me!" she said as he looked at her surprised "Wait you saw it? as if saw it saw it?" he said as she groaned "YES.... well from the cameras but still! i thought you said there was only ONE i saw TWO of those damn animatronics!" phone dude's eyes widen "wait... two?.... huh.... i'll have to look in from that, you take the day off, i'll fill in, i wanna see if what you saw was right" he said as she breathed "one day away from that place is all i fucking need...." she said as she stormed off into her car and drove off as the phone dude watched her leave, he rubbed the back of his head "another one huh.... could it be?.... nah couldn't be that puppet hasnt worked in years..... but... then again...... couldn't hurt to take a look...." he said as he went inside the fright, the doors closing as charlotte stared at the building as she drove off, she shuddered, and sighed and just focused right now, on getting back home safely. she couldnt help though but ponder on something she researched, one report was from the fredbear's dinner, a kid got his head bitten by one of the animatronics, fredbear, she could only hope and pray to god that she doesn't find THAT in there, then she might have to deal with THREE actual living animatronics.... if it ever came to that but for now she wanted to go home, she needed a break, badly.
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Episode 7 “It's a Hot Mess Express “ - Scott
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People are so hard to work with. I get they don't like this challenge truly I do but I just wish they wouldn't keep shutting down every idea I had. It's... annoying. I get that I'm also the problem here. Because if an entire room full of people is saying you're wrong then you're probably wrong but still. I dislike being shut down. I've just been feeling kind of isolated since my name was written down. Even in my own alliance it seems like everyone thinks less of me for being paranoid. It doesn't help that I'm not entirely pop culture savvy so a lot of their convos I'm a bit out of the loop on. Part of me wonders if it's cause I'm in a male dominated environment? I don't think they are sexist but I do think that I'm being unintentionally ignored. Like throughout the duration of this confessional I have submitted 6 ideas/comments to the group and they've either been left in the dust or dismissed. That has to mean something right? Is it my personality? Did I come on too strong with my enthusiasm? Do they think I'm bossy? Socializing doesn't exactly come naturally to me. If anyone had met me 4 years ago you'd probably be in the know. You know that ability where you can pick up what people imply, whether through body language or through hidden meanings. I don't. I literally was born with out that ability and it has done whatever the opposite of wonders are for my life. At first I thought it was fine, I thought hey no big, everything is good, people like me eventually. But then I played Malaysia... A lot of great things came out of that game, a lot of good friendships and memories but in a way it sort of haunts me. When the confessionals came out, for the first time ever I saw what people thought about me. Sure they liked me eventually but they also disliked me. Like really really didn't like me at all. It was my first real interaction with people outside of the treatment school I went to, it was my first real interaction with the rest of the world and people hated my guts. Don't get me wrong I always suspected I was disliked but... to see their actual written thoughts on paper was hard. Of course as they got to know me they started to like me but I couldn't forget that it wasn't always like that. That at one point they looked at me or their screen or whatever and saw a pest. And that's my biggest fear, that I'm the problem. That no matter where I go people see me and are filled with dread or disgust. That people are always wishing me some from of ill because I'm bad at conversation or sort of creepy. Well at least they came to their own conclusions now, maybe they pulled their heads out of their asses or because it wasn't me they were actually able to function. God this spiraled, I only wanted to complain about how shitty my tribe was being not go on this full blown existential rant. Fuck me am I right? I'm not sure what this is going to contribute to the game. There is no hashtag big moves or fun comments but like I already typed this up so I'm not going to delete it like a pussy. 
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Ok now we can talk whew. UMMMM not Connor fucking up Duncan's perfect record! Now that I'm over the shock, thank you Connor because I'm 95% sure that obsession is the reason Duncan did the most to make sure Devon voted me instead of him back on Thoth https://giphy.com/gifs/mamovie-stalking-octavia-spencer-eavesdropping-j5uEVYERR0ncYlJ36e Really pleased with how the game is shaping up tbh, assuming I don't lose another music video challenge hahaha. I would LOVE a final 3 with me, Ali, and Devon but I know that's a long way off so I'm just focusing on the here and now. My biggest concern is protecting Ali. Essentially Duncan hit me up to work with him, TJ, and Jordan and I was very much like lol not sure about that. Mainly because Jordan and I don't have a strong relationship? And Duncan was like yeah but he wants to get to know you better and I'm like https://giphy.com/gifs/week-wtf-moments-QjIz1AqkGTszK If that's the case, that needs to come from Jordan and then it's between me and Jordan. Why someone else is interceding on Jordan's behalf is very dicey to me but I'm not that surprised because that continues to be a theme with Duncan: getting me to fit into plans that best suit him. Y'all know DAMN well Jordan Pines don't wanna go to the end with me and the feeling is mutual. But I HAVE to make it work with Jordan or Duncan will get pissy. He literally was like ok well who are you close with and I felt a serious feeling in my gut to not mention Ali. So I said oh I talk to Adam a lot but I wouldn't say I trust Adam. So after telling Ali all of this lmao, we decided I needed to go back to Duncan and say yes because it would keep me in the know and keep both of us safe. Also it allows me to keep an eye on Jordan and Duncan at the same time so we truly stan. And the gag is I'm not scared of Jordan Pines and I welcome the challenge of getting him out so love yall for letting me in through the front door hahaha My new issue is just timing. We'll be ok if we win this next challenge but if not, I could see that alliance targeting Ali. Obviously I have a plan and will put the vote on someone else but I really want to prolong turning on that group for as long as I can. I don't wanna spook TJ and I know killing Jordan will leave me with a pissed Duncan and I really don't need that based on how seriously he's playing. So I'm hoping I can finesse somehow? Maybe one of them gets idoled out at merge and then a blindside on the other won't be as messy. But yeah I keep feeling like the walls are closing in, in terms of allies, and I'm working HARD to make sure I have an exit strategy at all times haha cause fuck these men I'm trying to win again. I "love everyone" which means I have no problem voting out anyone
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So let me just make sure i got this right, connor tried to get people to vote for me, they all told me, he "planned" with me to go for liam, then....he votes for duncan and he goes home unanimously? little did he realize when he went around and gave a feeble attempt at rallying people to vote for me, i had already rallied everyone to go for him and made sure everyone knew he was a liar and couldnt be trusted, you know im a firm believer in loose lips sink ships and i absolutely used my big mouth as my weapon to sink his ship. Even if there turns out to be some majority alliance that did this all without me then well...i guess that's another story but im still taking my hard earned credit because either way i got what i wanted one way or another so im here for it, sorry gal! i now find myself in a position i hope i can make some moves with, duncan already just made a vague to comment to me about how "it only takes 4 now" which he's right, and he mentioned autumn, himself, me, and ali. Which, that's a 4 I would love to go forward with for the time being, i like to think ive had good genuine talks with them 3 in particular, and now we can start get together maybe lock something in and if we make it to a merge or even another swap we at least have something to work with with each other, but we'll see, we gotta focus on immunity first now, id love to win just to for sure see any of the other people who lied to me go home oop so while i may be feeling ok now i just have to remember to simmer down and play smart and make the right connections with the right people i need and saying the right things to whomever needs to hear it, because that's what i do best in these type of games to stay alive, i feel like my intuition has been leading me ok so far this game so im just gonna keep basing my decisions off that and charging forward PERIOD and ill damn sure do it with or without the help of the tomb because a bitch can not get in ive tried over and OVER at this point im back to pounding on the door of it just hoping if im annoying enough yall will let me in!
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i'll do a proper game confessional later but me and dan are both judges for the svalbard music video challenge and its so sad that we cant talk... its like... this could be us working on a music video if things were different kjlsdfa its missing dan and jake hours
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Whew! Sorry about that what happened was I ran out of anxiety meds a few days and that rant was the commutation of being with out sanity pills for three days! Everything is fine! I am fine! People are fine! I am sorry to the future Thoth 2.0 tribe, you are all great, I just get very spirally when I am without some sort of stabilizing force! Sorry to the hosts for using this as a diary this is not a diary this is survivor... Anyway this time I have some more constructive things to add! Okay so things are fine. Dan and I continue to bond, though he had to call me out on being bad at communication in order for our relationship to progress. I get it was like a check point or whatever and frankly I appreciated it. Like I said in my rant yesterday I have massive paranoia when comes to interacting with people and whether they like me or not, so constructive feedback while annoying is always helpful. Plus through research I found that he values a good social game so the fact that he's reaching out and telling me what I'm doing wrong is probably a sign that I'm not a lost cause :D. It turns out we have a few mutual friends our lord and savior John Coffey and also Sarah,... Lynn to be specific there are like a shit ton of Sara(h)s so should probably clarify lol. I want to work with him. I know he's in the majority alliance with the brawn tribe, which also contains Jakey and Jordan. Considering the fact that the beauties are slowly but surely getting eliminated, their favor would be helpful to me and mine. However, I know for sure that one of them wrote my name down. Honestly probably both of them. I know I keep harping on this fact but I just really really don't like the idea of looking like an idiot by aligning with someone who wanted me dead or wanted to fuck with me. If we do lose this challenge we are going to have to figure out who to keep or who to eliminate, I feel like it should be between those two. Mostly because I'm not exactly comfortable with a brawn majority. Like I know how people are saying tribe lines don't matter and while they don't, advantages do. And what more advantageous than being in a majority alliance? If we get rid of a brawn that would make it 4 brains- 4 beauty - 5 brawn. Which seems a bit more fair lol. Also RIP Connor remember how I said he was a threat? Welp I guess this is why they don't ask me for cast assessments :/ and also cause I was dead for like several years.
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absolutely nothing has happened in fact i was kinda in a ~mood~ today so i feel like my social game took a big L because i didnt feel like talking to anyone and i was busy so i kept being that bitch to responding once an hour ..... but in other news i finally accessed the tomb, and once i started using more than one brain cell at a time i was able to get in and it was actually about 10x easier than i was making it out to be im not sure WHY i was struggling so much but of course, to no surprise i finally get in and the pedestal is empty AGAIN. Now there's not only at least 1 idol from the last time i went in the tomb gone, but there's possibly a second too, if not an advantage that can easily be played against me. At this point all i can do is try and recover a little bit, tomorrow ill have to just try more with my conversations and hopefully one of the people i can somewhat trust is the person who has whatever was in their time time around but probably not, it's never that easy
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okay so i have a video confessional from earlier uploading which is kind of a recap of the last two rounds BUTTT!! liam just finished editing our video and i love it!! he did so good and our tribe all tried our best... im just hoping the other tribe didn't go bananas all out, because if they didn't we should hopefully win... i really wanna win immunity because otherwise i feel like adam is gonna be the vote and i dont want that anymore KJASDFA. i would just be sad because idk who the alternative would even be.... so basically we better win immunity KJLSADFA
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Me: Alright everyone, make sure you film horizontally!!! Devon: Fuck you
Honestly!!! I take back what i said about Kendall. I feel like we’re making some strides to work together??? Or she’s playing me? I’m hoping to stir a Devon vote this round because I think he threw the vote on Kendall to piss me off, but who knows. I wanna talk to Jakey and see what he thinks about a me/him/augusto/Amir alliance to get through this vote? Idk I trust him but who knows!!!! Maybe everyone is lying to me??? 
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okay... i know i said god is a woman and her name is autumn but its time for the remix. god is a woman and her name is alyssa's mum because alyssa's mum just rescued us from defeat in that challenge JKASDF the judges were kinda unnecessarily harsh but we move on. basically for the other tribe's tribal, i hope jake/dan/devon live... hopefully another scary old school person goes but tbh who knows what is going to happen?! im just so happy to have made f13, i said i'd come 14th in my intro so we love surpassing my own expectations
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the immunity challenge went well, we won, which is good because i just didnt feel like going to tribal council because im honestly unsure what the hell is going on, i wanted to feel good about the connor vote because obviously that was my plan from the start however he just made it a little too easy by not talking to a lot of people allegedly, up until right before the vote, i dont think there'd be an easy vote next time we go to tribal, unless ... it's me... am i the easy vote?? i wanna really think im not but its just always too quiet to me when we dont go to tribal there's also lots of talk and speculation about a possible merge at 13, but me and my vivid imagination aka paranoia think maybe another swap of some sort could still happen even if for just another round or 2, i never knew with you sneaky hosts!! also i know we won in the challenge but we wouldve won in the challenge by even more if liam used more footage of my video i sent in i feel like i got no screentime!!! but of course i kept my big mouth shut for once because there's no i in team so ill try not to throw too much of a diva fit but listen... i tried to give yall a DEATH DROP, and i pulled a wig ruveal by snatching off my hat, and i was giving you a whole tik tok dance i made myself..... but there was no way i was doing more than beyonce's part so he didnt have much to work with so touche .... the full version i made will just be deleted scenes for myself ill reflect on when im more mature and think to myself "what the fuck was i doing?" 
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So not to my surprise, we end up losing the challenge AGAIN!! I've just accepted that I really don't have any luck in this game. I was really hoping that we'd just win every challenge until the merge because I'm over going to tribal and voting people out. I feel like going to the amount of tribal councils that I have has left a huge target on my back. But at the same time, I'm playing the game more than other are. Maybe I have that going for me, who knows. Anyways, the Thots alliance is deciding on either Devon or Dan for this vote. I basically told them I was good with either, even though I would perfer to keep Devon so that I at least have more of an opportunity to rebuild our relationship. I've made it very clear that if the group as a whole wanted to do Devon that I'd write his name down to prove that I trust this group moving forward. So we decide to go with Dan for this vote, and this doesn't really sit well with Jakey. I'm not surprised by that, since I know he's wanted Kendall out for awhile now. But he is really adamant that he doesn't want Dan to go. Which I get, he thinks that Dan would trust him moving forward. When it comes to Dan though, his social game lacks so much that it's like "I don't even know if I can trust him moving forward". And I think the fact that Jakey more so wants to target Kendall this round instead of Dan is a strong sign for me. I'm pretty positive he has an idol since the brain one has been found and he's lied to me about clues before. So this has me thinking, maybe it's a good time to get Jakey out this round? Thinking about it numbers wise for the future, we don't really need Jakey's vote for a majority this round since the four beauties and myself makes 4, and if we bring in Devon that's 5. Plus, I don't even think that Jakey's under the impression that he would... get voted out this round. He seems offly confident that he's staying, just that Dan's going. But I like to think he'd let Dan be a sinking ship and go.. Idk I'm gonna try to pitch this to Amir and see what he thinks. I kind of tried to hint around it to Augusto that Jakey wasn't cool with it, but Augusto kind of turned a blind eye at that. And I don't trust Kendall with my thoughts since she's very blunt... so I wouldn't be surprised if she leaked my plans. Similarly to what Devon did when I voted him out last week. I'm hoping that Amir will see where I'm coming from and that he might be open to that concept. For all I know, I could be voted out this round. And honestly, that'd be the smart move for them to make because my perception in the game so far has been pretty spot on. I think my self awareness this time around has been an asset for me, so I'm hoping that I can get by this vote and hopefully enter the merge soon. 
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Coming back into the game, I knew I needed to open up a bit and start to Slither earlier than I would imagine. After throwing a vote onto Kendall, I broke down any chance between the Beauty and Brawn working together to knock out myself and Scott. I haven't told anyone about my vote, and don't plan to. Going into this vote, Dan should be the obvious choice. OG Brawn hasn't suffered any additional losses in numbers, and I'm just too close with Augusto/Amir/Kendall to consider flipping. In preparation of tonight NOT being a swap, I established an alliance with Amir and Augusto. They are a duo in every sense, but attaching myself to them sets up the opportunity to at least CONSIDER voting out Scott next round. It would have to be between him and Scott. 
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All I got to say is oof… I genuinely thought I was on vacation after the last round like I’ve been SO bad about talking to people or at least that’s how I felt cause I was operating at 60% instead of the 110% I do when I socialize. That being said, I have my goals that I want to stick to and see happen. Dan needs to leave this tribal so I can get Jakey out next even if Dan leaving makes me really sad. Dan leaving takes a number away from the Brawn and a number away from Jakey, who I am able to get out by keeping Devon and having him/Kendall/myself/Amir vote for him if we happen to lose again. The alliance of me/Kendall/Amir/Jakey/Scott went on call last night and it was deadass an hour and a half long call where everyone was like “idk who should go but I’m fine with whatever” although… that certainly wasn’t the case. I, personally, made points that were pro-Devon such as Devon not having any clear allies to reunite with at merge and things like that and EVENTUALLY at the last 5 minutes of the call, we decided that Dan leaving is the better option. Scott and I even discussed a Brawn having to go before we even did the call so yeah. One thing I could tell though? Jakey was not having it. I understand his frustration but you can’t have your cake and eat it too. I voted out AJ to prove that I am not here to play by tribal lines and you said you would do the same but here we are… Amir called me last night telling me about how Jakey was trying to strong arm him into voting Devon out because Jakey didn’t want to do Dan… like sir, I’m? I’m very happy that Amir came to me and confided in me to kinda spill out his emotions like that makes me <3 but it also made me wanna pop off at Jakey because I don’t like those approaches in games hgfjdks even if I do really like Jakey, I was just ugh gjfdks. That aside, I feel like I am doing good about getting information and building friendships out here like I’m DEADASS is almost every single alliance on the tribes I’ve been a part of and while I don’t get tons of info from direct sources (ie. Jakey), I get the information from close allies (ie. Amir) which in a way can be even better? That being said, I’ve been way too good at forming friendships that every vote makes me feel really bad? With Dan for example, I adore that man like even if he isn’t the most talkative he’s just amazing. But does Dan benefit my game as much as Devon? Not really, even if Dan wanted to align. I’m sticking to my promise of doing what I have to do and be a little bit more cutthroat than I usually am because I do genuinely want to win this game and I’ll do what it takes to get there. Honestly, I’d be SHOOK if we do not merge next round or the round after ghfjdksm but I’m just trying to plan ahead and look at my connections. My Thoth connections are Amir > Kendall > Devon > Scott > Jakey whereas my Hathor connections are Autumn > Duncan > Adam (?) > TJ > Jordan > Liam M > Ali. If we do merge, making a secret thing with Autumn would be KEY just to have another person in my corner but also I need to connect with a Brawn to be good with them yknow? It’ll definitely be interesting and I can see the merge being messier than a taco bell bathroom BUT I’m hyped at the same time?
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How is it already Day 16? There seems to be something seriously wrong with that. Anywho, I've let myself take a quick step back on the social game these last few days. I think I've put in the work to cement a couple strong groups here and can put myself in a good spot, but now I can avoid being the person that probably would be seen as a huge threat in the near future. Once merge hits (which I'm hoping is this next round), I'm going to have to go back to bringing that social game to a 9 (10 is where the Alyssa threat level begins), but right now I'm hopefully putting myself in a good place. In the event we don't have a merge and have one more vote on Hathor, I really think I need to make a move on Ali. I realize I keep saying this and I'm going to feel awful when he sees this all, but he is such a HUGE threat, and I can't let him skate by to where there's no room to stop him. I made that mistake last time in letting the person I knew would win get too far without me being able to stop them. Not this time. Ain't no fucking way.
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This may very well be my last confessional lmao. I’m just feeling very paranoid about this vote and honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if everyone votes for me except for Jakey. Or if he even flips to the majority against me. And honestly! I’ve come to terms with it. I really tried my best in the game and I can’t be mad about how I performed in this game specifically. I understand I’m a threat in these games and if people are worried about me end game, quite frankly they should be. I know that I’ve played Tumblr Survivor one too many times and should have quit while I was ahead. I know I’ve talked about working with Kendall and killing Devon, but honestly idk who is voting where. I think I’m going to try to just go with what I think is majority (against Kendall) and just hope to god I’m not going anywhere. I hate having this defeatist attitude, but if I get voted out I’m going to have zero hard feelings and take it in stride. I guess I’m just not cut out to win tumblr survivor ❤️
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Our video was so iconic, SHOUT OUT TO ALYSSA'S MOM!!! I should really be making sure im fortifying the bonds i've made but im really just happy to be on break and not have tribal. I've only been to tribal once within a 7 day time span instead of the 4 times in 7 days the brains endured before. I will say i was positively shook to get the vote from connor, but i never thought i could play a perfect game anyways lol. I'm hoping to god that dan or jakey go, i dont want the brawns over here to have other options than autumn and i come merge. Im surprised at myself because im starting to really want to stick with all these people come a merge, i suppose we'll see how it goes and how my attitude changes moving forward. 
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Sooooooo I actually felt kind of bad about voting for Dan until he was throwing my name out :/ I guess you can't teach an old dog new tricks. I'm kind of nervous now. Like Jakey told me this and he did the same thing to AJ. Also I haven't heard anything from Scott yet... that's sketchy right? Ugh I swear if I'm voted out then Alyssa's mom, I will meet you in the Denny's Parking lot for a fight. I'm not afraid to throw hands at the elderly, ask Drew. 
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We love when men listen to me an in turn we win immunity! This is now the second time that's happened lmao cause I sure did make everyone commit to a time block so we didn't play ourselves in the endurance challenge and I sure did suggest Telephone as the song choice so wooooo Not a lot has happened and I don't have a lot of time to talk to begin with but I have a strong feeling we are not merging tonight lmao. Tbh I look forward to another day on Hathor it's very chill over here, all things considered. Also I need a couple chill challenges the next two rounds cause ya girl is moving, graduating, and leading an underground movement all at the same time so don't set me up with a crazy time-consuming challenge lol
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I feel vindicated. Starting off in this game, I was not doing so well gameplay wise. Flash forward, I've been a big contributor physically, and socially too! I've got big plans, and I will carry this tribe again if I have to!
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(may've already submitted this but i'm worried i submitted it for day 18?)
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ok let me just start by saying: im in an emotionally FRAGILE state at the moment writing this right after the winners at war finale.....SPOILERS IF YOU HAVENT SEEN BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT....NATALIE AND WINCHELE ROBBED, as inspired as i am by my aries sistren natalie and think she should've won, im even more upset for my fellow beauty sister michele because lowkey? i absolutely LOVE the way michele plays, because in my own head at least i like to think i at least play slightly similar, i like to lay low and just adapt to where i see i can fit the best, anywho thats all ill say on that, back to THIS game dan being voted out last round, was kinda meh, i had the tiniest conversation with him during one world and he did end up giving me some tea about the brawns, but i couldve easily tried working with him later on against the beauties, PLUS him leaving means that none of those false beauties left, which is bad for me because i want them all gone oop and ive worked hard over here trying to make sure everyone knows they are threats even if theyre not working together, they went against me and lied to me, which means i cant trust them or work with them, which means i need to make sure no one else does either it's very nice though duncan has approached me and asked who i was comfortable with incase we did go to tribal and he said him and jordan pines were pretty close and honestly jordan is the only one ive been on a call with this whole game which is fine because anyone who knows me knows i dont care for calls much in this game and that usually hurts me so im hoping its not hurting me this time but truly, im not sure people are approaching me way more with information and plans then they ever have so im hoping thats a good sign, espcially with duncan saying he basically wanted me to be in the know with him, i think i can trust him as of now going foward and i hope the same about jordan pines, because first of all i love his energy and him as a person my fellow stoner crackhead, and second of all let's be real i definitely want to use him as a shield later on cmon the guy has a season named after him, forget denise being the queen slayer, i want to be the king tamer also in good with ali and autumn i think?? i personally enjoy my short little convos i have with them frequently so i just hope we're on the same page, but idk the little voice in the back of my head is telling me it all seems too good to be true almost like a perfect illusion and maybe duncan is tricking me trying to talk to me about "keeping this tribe strong", so i guess we'll have to wait until the next time we go to a tribal together to find out so yeah in conclusion, sorry to dan, and plot twist of the century im rooting for jakey to not be voted out the other tribe? even though im still convinced he could be making me his number 1 target especially if he gets in kahoots with kendall, but im hoping i played them against each other enough during the one world so that didnt happen 
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What do ya know....another tribal council. After only being exempt from one tribal, this has become somewhat of a routine. I am extremely confident in the numbers this round. I'm under the belief that everyone will be writing down Jake's name, and Jake will likely be writing down my/Kendall's name. Still, I believe there is a worry about idols. I would hate to be idoled out by Jake after everything I have worked towards...I can't afford to throw my vote on Kendall or Scott with the merge coming up so soon, because it fractures my game going into a potential merge...Somewhat of a "all or nothing" bet tonight.
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Me @ the brawns who have been on this tribe: https://media.giphy.com/media/szPZ2NXIGCMcE/giphy.gif
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So a couple new developments: 1. Jordan offered me a final two which I'm sooooo excited to see how that's going to turn out. I've really connected with Jordan this game (which admittedly I didn't think would happen before this game), but he's been the person I've confided in the most out here. So I really think this is going to be the start of something amazing. 2. With this F2 deal, Jordan told me that Amir/Jakey knew each other outside of this game. This is bad for me both because Jakey is supposed to be my other guy with Jordan, but also Amir is the person I'd want to target come merge (which should be next round). I have zero connection to him, he's proven to be good at comps, he's won this game before, and he doesn't add into my plan of having numbers on every side. So now I'm in a spot where I think I'll probably have to make a move against potentially my closest / other closest ally in this game. Being safe right before the potential merge feels amazing and opens a lot of opportunities, but is extremely scary knowing who is going to merge. Hopefully come to merge, I have a chance at the merge idol to avoid anyone else having the chance at getting it, because I need some added knowledge in this game.
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I am so fucking pissed at Devon. WHY ARE YOU ON THE BRAINS IF YOU HAVE NO BRAIN CELLS!!!!!!! dsfjkaafkjdaldjfjadksjads Great now I get to die!
I don't know why Jakey wants to kill me. I am not a threat. Like at all? Most of the strategies I come up with are bad and I am barely social? Sure I guess I can win like a challenge or two but not enough to be physical? I mean I'm trying to kill him but like... honestly he started it 2 rounds ago. I am a paper tiger worse I am a paper giraffe. Sure I'm tall but basically harmless and only sort of evil. At least I remember why I hated him so much. I don't hate him NOW, I'm 22 years old I have better things to do then hate some guy for trying to win a game. But I am annoyed and inconvenienced by this. Maybe a little hurt too because the only reason I can think to get voted out is because my personality sucks so much that he doesn't see a future where we can work together. Which is fair I guess? But I can't be that awful right? God this game is a constant existential crisis... Also I think people are annoyed with me for being paranoid and shit. Oh I'm sorry people who's name isn't getting written down, I'm sorry I'm not more pleasant while I'm in fear for my metaphorical life. 
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It’s a MESS ITS A FUCKING MESS SCOTTIE WANTS DAN OUT DAN WANTS DEVON JAKEY WANTS DEVON DEFON WANTS DAN AUGUSTO AND KENDALL WANT JAKEY AMIR WANTS NOT JAKEY OR AUGUSTO OR KENDALL I literally don’t have number in this game and I’m going to get fucked on at the merge 
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Okay so Augusto basically told him that his name was an option for this vote or the next one and Kendall told him that the brawns are bringing up his name and said that he was the throw away vote So now my gut is telling me dan did it and jakey was in on it But I don’t care, if that’s the case Everyone on this tribe wants a brawn out, EVERYONE I just have to make sure it’s not jakey Because Augusto and Kendall want jakey now and I refuse it Rn it seems they r okay doing dan It seems everyone is cool doing dan So I’m happy with that
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Jakey is fucking strong arming me r u joking Ndbdjdjsns Jakey talked to scottie And got scottie to want devon So now they’re gonna try and call the alliance tmmrw and change to vote back to devon over dan And if Augusto and Kendall don’t want to Jakey wants to pull brain and brawn to vote kendall like sir I’m literally getting strong armed, and he can’t see why people want dan out I could make a move rn But should I even I probably shouldn’t If they try to get kendall I will flip it on him 
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don’t know what to do I’m pleading so hard with jakey rn like hey it’s not good for me to go into merge with 6 brawn 4 beauty (dysfunctional) and 3 brain (dysfunctional) And I said I want to do dan is that okay like jakey u need to choose a side, brawns, or this tribe And he goes If u decide to do dan Then I’m gonna unite dan and Scott and Devon and vote kendall So if that’s the case, I’m sending u home theres no way around it then
Throw back to last night when I hung up on jakey to call Augusto and told jakey that I was taking a shower but literally I was gone for an hour and needed an excuse fast so I told him i shaved my ass call that strategic ass shaking 
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Okay so this tribal. Everyone on my tribe thinks jakey is evil and he’s just going to go back to the brawn tribe, which is like, wtf, he literally voted in minority on purpose and gave us leverage on him. Like he literally has put himself on the line multiple times. He ratted out the brawn majority over and over. Like jakey is not loyal to the brawns on the other side at all. The people on this tribe don’t give a shit and my opinion isn’t being heard at all, Kendall won’t budge and Augusto won’t budge, and Scott wants to keep devon. Can I just say scott is a rat, he is playing every single person. Jakey trusted him soooo much . Anyway, everyone wants jakey out for literallt no reason and jakey trusts me 100% and jakey is the best way to get info from the brawns on the other side. Anyway, KDJDKSN KDNDKD we are getting dirty. Jakey has an idol. And I told him he was the vote and I made it sound like it’s all Scott’s decision cuz I’m really tight with Kendall and Augusto, so now, jakey wants to idol out Scott Basically, it’s time for a cluster fuck and it’s time for chaos So at merge jakey and I will play from Opposite sides
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so jakey fking tried to flip the vote and he blew up the 5 person alliance to devon and hes fucking up my game so much nkwejfnkew god maybe i will try and get him out at merge even tho i love him, i basically had to ccreate this narrative that jakey thinks that me jakey scott and devon are voting kendall but jakey is actually voting out scott jesus christ thi round gave me a migraine i have a case of the lie-abetes
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I- there's nothing else to say hahaha the boys don't even talk game. So when I know something y'all will know something
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People are paranoid as hell about a merge. What is there to be paranoid about, honestly? I've just tried to come into this game and have a good time and I think I've achieved that. No one is really looking at me as a threat right now, and there's still plenty of time left to play.
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okay so i filmed a video confessional earlier which i will upload but adam just woke me up to the fact that we might be merging tonight?! which is so exciting and kinda crazy.... and the days line up with montenegro for us to be merging... at merge i think all my "laying low" can finally be for something and i can transition the bonds i've been making into making stuff happen. i've also been hosting a game during these quarantine times and i've realised people that do too much making SUCH deep bonds during the early stages become the people the jury is mad at in the endgame. i feel like im the middle ground, people feel close to me (and I would like to think I've come across as likable) without everyone thinking im their soul sister closest ally. at merge i think my "close" people who i can somewhat rely on are: autumn, jake, dan(?), jordan(?) and adam? like i have a core of people with various connections, which gives me some cover. its just about then feeling out the rest and seeing who i can trust amongst the rest... particularly the unknowns of augusto/kendall/scott/amir (assuming they are all at merge). like that is going to be the most important part of the merge stage for me, is figuring out which of them i can trust (and i do think dan and/or jake's opinions can help with this, because brainstorming with autumn helped me figuring out this hathor swap tribe).
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i'm excited for merge... i do think i have early juror written all over me but i am also very excited. its time to emerge from the shadows and stumble my way into the light
live fast die young merge boots do it well. i literally am a clown, i got excited by my guess going so well and now i literally am a target the size of the sun exclusively because of my own actions what was i thinking KJASDFA honestly at this point? i embrace it, i push the 'im a shield' narrative and i trot on my little trotters to being mayor of ponderosa. this season i chopped of my own head so will not be the winner and the king, but hopefully i can be a kingmaker? also if me winning the tiebreak sends jake home i literally will be so unspeakably frustrated with myself i will literally... scream. HE PROBS HATES ME. i'm praying he lives i will feel so bad if he doesnt KLASDF
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i literally... can not believe i am so stupid my lack of braincells really boggles my mind
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So I was really hoping that we would win this challenge today because I like everyone on this tribe. But of course with my luck in this game, we lose AGAIN. And it's a shame because I like the Thots Alliance and i feel bad voting out Devon. I know he's someone who trusts me and although I don't 100% trust him, I know that he's someone I can depend on. Plus he makes a really good goat at the end, so it'll make winning more of an obstacle for me without him there. To my surprise however, Kendall and Augusto approach me with the idea of voting out Jakey. I really like Jakey and I practically see him as my #1 here, so voting him out would be difficult for me to do as well. We've discussed the idol together, he gave me his CBS all access account info to watch the finale, and hes one of the very few smart people in this game. So on a personal level, this is a hard decision to make. However, from a game perspective, it might be the right call. Jakey's setting himself up to be a swing vote at the merge, and the fact that he campaigned for Dan to stay and was adamant on not voting him out shows that. When it comes to Devon and I, I would prefer to not vote Devon out but if I needed to in order to show that I trust an alliance moving forward I would. So the fact that Jakey doesn't see it like that is alarming to me. In addition to that, I know that Jakey has lied to me multiple times in this game. He purposefully gave me the wrong idol clue for one of the matches, and when I called him out on it he bluffed it up. On top of that, I know for a fact that he voted for Kendall during the AJ vote. And the fact that he's trying to play it off on Devon goes to show the lengths he would go to make sure he controls everything. And on top of that, he wants us all to tell Devon straight up that he's going. Like... did he not learn from my story when I tried to do that? It can't happen. From a game perspective, voting out Jakey is the more logical choice to make. He can navigate better in a group of people and is aware of whats going on. Devon on the other hand, doesn't even know where the idol is or how to look for it. Devon is someone who you can take into a merge and know what he's going to do. Jakey is more unpredictable. And I wouldn't be surprised if he tried to rally up troops to blindside me when that time came. From a personal perspective, I prefer that Devon goes just because of the lack of trust between us and the fact that I don't ever see myself fully trusting him. Sadly I have to lose this battle in order to win the war at the end. So I'm going to vote Jakey out tonight and really hope that it doesn't come to bite me in the but or that he doesn't play his idol (i know he has one, its obvious with how paranoid he's been)
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Guess I’m gonna cry because we lost… by a tiebreaker… it was sad. I feel especially awful because had I not made the mistake of repeating a name on my list during my 8th guess, we could’ve very well have won… but no one needs to know that! It just blows because going into a potential merge in a 7-5 scenario is NOT it. Plus like, their only vote was a unanimous vote for Connor which like… love Connor, but a rock could vote Connor out. I wanted to see tension, I wanted to see idols played, I wanted to see hands thrown, I wanted to see lines drawn, and I wanted to see messiness but all I ended up seeing? Disappointment. I hate it here deadass (‘:
Aside from being kinda sad we lost, I do feel super secure. Last round, I wanted Dan to leave to get rid of Brawn numbers and have the best chance to get Jakey out and now I have that! I know Amir is on the fence but I know Kendall and Devon would be all for it (Scott is as well, but I didn’t really know how much he’d be about it until this round) so it needs to happen. While I adore Jakey as a person and we’ve connected a lot, our strategic games don’t align at all since he doesn’t tell me much of anything? Most of his info goes to Amir or Scott and I’m being selfish here but I want all the tea (‘: plus him playing double agent with the Brawns at merge is not what I need if we’re going into the merge with not enough numbers. Not only that but Adam is a wildcard in terms of if he’ll work with me or not but Jakey being there with us makes it so Adam wouldn’t want to so there’s that. Girl… i sound like a whole ass gamebot wtf ghfdjnms
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It’s so weird like I am extremely proud of the game I am playing but I still feel inadequate as a player? I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others because I’m ME but my two closest allies (Kendall, Amir) are playing so much better? Amir is able to get all the tea in the world and form those important game connections which I don’t feel like I can yknow? With Kendall, she is just so bold (and beautiful) with her gameplay in a way I could never like she doesn’t mind being the secondary target, she talks to everyone and talks game with everyone, and stuff like that. So in a way, I’m probably not a major threat to people because those two icons are here BUT I also don’t know if that’ll make me seen like a non-factor… that’s just how I feel going into merge and it’s kinda mehhh idk ;-;
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MERGE IS COMING. TOnight actually, people are speculating, but im the only one with the certainty that its tonight and im feeling wonderful. I think if I play my cards right Im gonna have a lot of options come merge. God pending Kendall does not die tonight (hopefully her beauties keep her alive) im gonna suggest we secret pair beware this shit and tsart working from opposite sides to keep each other safe. That will allow me to pick of people Im not working with, while hopefully ensure that people im not with who are with her will be detered from targeting me. Thats my plan but who knows what the true dynamics of merge will be. Ive been playing quiet so far but im about to become the star of teh show, my ego just cant take it.
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i really feel like by getting a five i got jake voted out and i want to scream i literally am gonna be out for blood if he goes
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happy v day
On any other day, it would be nearly impossible to wake KJ up before 10am. You would have to fire a gun next to her. It was actually a major concern of her family’s, but she had always been more of a night owl than an early bird.
But today was Valentine’s Day. And this year she was going to do something fantastic for Hunter.
Last night, she had stolen his Apple Watch after he had fallen asleep and set the alarm to vibrate on her wrist at 7. She hated the thing because she felt the radiation from it would lead to arthritis. Bailey had tried to explain that that wasn’t how arthritis worked, but KJ was still skeptical. Regardless, it was the only way she could think of setting an alarm without also waking up Hunter.
God damn, 7am. Any later and Hunter would probably wake up on his own and ruin the surprise. Why did he have to be such an adult?
KJ grinned at that. That’s why she loved him.
As gracefully as she could manage, which wasn’t all that graceful if you knew KJ, she slipped out of their queen sized bed and tip toed to the kitchen. Their apartment was more of an open loft. A giant, brick square with only the bedroom and tiny bath distorting the shape by jutting out to the side. Looking at the floor plan, she had never quite been able to figure out how it interlinked with the other apartments, but really, did it matter? It suited them perfectly. The kitchen was as much a part of the living room as it was the dining room.
Open concept, open vibes.
They had it decorated as some combination of industrial modern and cozy, and the kitchen was pretty much the same. The tricky part was that KJ so rarely actually opened their cabinets that it took her a few attempts to find the pans she needed. Eventually, though, she got the bacon onto the gas stove and started on making breakfast in bed.
Hunter was, hands down, the best thing to happen to her. She knew she said it a lot, but it was just facts. Without him, she would probably be chasing yet another degree that she wouldn’t complete. He rescued her. Of course, he’d never admit it, but KJ and her siblings knew that she was kind of worthless without him.
And she was worthless, no doubt about it. Worthless against conventional standards. She couldn’t keep a job, her temper kept her from really being too great a people person, and without help her living space would be a dump. But she thrived in a space where you could let her be expressive, and Hunter provided her that. He encouraged her to be as creative and goofy and obnoxious as she wanted. And, somehow, they had figured out how to monetize it online. The cookie crumbled perfectly in that way.
She wanted to get lost in all the different ways she loved him, but it was almost impossible to actually start a list. Because as soon as she thought of one detail, it was almost immediately replaced and forgotten with another. He was just.... her world. She was obsessed with him. And she was pretty sure he was equally obsessed with her.
She assumed. She hoped.
KJ wasn’t actually a secure person. Some would even dare to call her insecure. And she felt justified in her anxiousness. Comparing herself to others was one of her most developed skills, and she never could measure up. So, if by some chance a girl who was just as pretty as she was, but twice as responsible came along, was there really any doubting that Hunter would take an interest? He was actually the perfect, functioning adult. One day he’d realize he was tired of babysitting a grown child. She just hoped it was on his death bed. Because KJ quite actually couldn’t live without him.
They’d be together forever if she had any say. And if you know any Faline, they have a lot to say.
And so what if they weren’t legally linked? KJ loved being with him no matter what. Did she sometimes dream about having the big wedding? Sure. Did she ever wonder if he even thought about asking her to get married? Yeah. Was she kind of concerned that he hadn’t asked yet because he didn’t want to permanently link himself to her in such a way that it would be difficult to leave her when he was ready? Who the fuck asked you?!
KJ’s brain snapped back to the kitchen when she smelled the smoke. While zoning out, she had splashed bacon grease onto the range and started a fire. Fucking ADHD.
What were you supposed to use on a grease fire again? All she could remember was not water, but she needed to put it out before the alarms went off and woke Hunter up.
Um.
Ummmm.
Flour!
Kj had no idea where they kept flour, or if they even had it, but the pancake mix sitting on the counter was the next best thing. Without giving herself a moment to second guess it, she dumped the box of powder onto the stove.
Well... on the stove, in the pan, and on the floor, technically.
She stared at it, willing it to not be all over the place. But, alas, there it was.
Kayla Jane, you’re an idiot.
But at least the apartment wasn’t up in flames.
Sighing, she dropped the empty box on the counter and skated to the corner deigned the living room in her socks. Her sleep tank and shorts were covered in mix now, but when was she ever put together? KJ picked up her phone and quickly ordered Postmates from their favorite diner, like the proper millennial she was. Should’ve done it in the first place, but she wanted to be romantic.
The second phase of the morning was cute enough anyway. It didn’t take her long to get her computer hooked up to their TV and get started on touching up the final bits of editing for her next video. KJ had become pretty savvy with anything techy since her career on YouTube took off. Not that she understood a single thing about engineering or how any of the machines actually functioned, but she could put it all together and operate it pretty easily if you gave her twenty minutes and a 5 Hour Energy to figure it out.
The doorbell rang and she ran to grab their food, knowing full well that he’d definitely get up for that. If he hadn’t smelled the smoke already.
Sure enough, Hunter stepped out of their room just as she finished unpacking their breakfast. KJ would never get over how insanely tall and good looking he was. Like, it wasn’t even fair.
But she sure did appreciate having the injustice in her bed.
He smiled at her and chuckled, probably laughing at how messy she was.
“Don’t go to the kitchen,” she warned, pointing a finger at him threateningly.
“It kind of smells like I should,” he replied.
“You absolutely should not. You should come kiss me and get your present instead.”
“That does sound much more pleasant.”
He graciously leaned down so she could stand on her toes and give him a peck on the mouth. She guided him to sit in front of the television and placed his food in front of him. “Happy Valentine’s Day, baby.”
“Happy Valentine’s Day, sunshine.”
Patience wasn’t really a Faline trait either, so she only gave him enough time to take two bites of food before she climbed into his lap and face the TV. “Okay, I made something.”
“You did? For me?”
“For you.”
“I’m touched.”
“You will be.”
“So will you.” He winked.
She licked his cheek. Then she pressed the enter key on her keyboard.
The video went live on her channel. A shaky close up of Hunter’s forehead came on screen. You could hear KJ’s laughter over the speakers as the camera zoomed out and you were able to see the picnic set up from one of their earliest dates. Minute by minute, the video played through a compilation of vlogs from the last four years of their relationship. Some were of their travel adventures, others were at home where Hunter was obviously unaware that she wasn’t filming. Two consisted of KJ being home alone, lamenting her state of abandonment while Hunter was on a business trip. Every clip, every piece, was carefully chosen to show how perfect they were.
KJ had been on social media for the last three years, but she had never made her relationship public to her audience. Anything regarding Hunter was posted to her private accounts that only friends and family could see. Even her family was often used as clickbait. But Hunter had been reserved as a secret, or marketed as just a friend. And she had never quite been able to explain why.
Part of it had been that she was afraid of karma. If she put them out their publicly, then maybe they’d break up and she’d have to announce to the world that she was alone and her person had left her. Or maybe it was because she was selfish and didn’t want him to get any attention outside of her (and Simon.)
But, around Christmas, she had decided that she wanted the entire planet to know how mad she was for her. She wanted her audience, people she loved and was inspired by, to see how lucky she was.
And she would cut any bitch who tried to bat a single eyelash at him.
The video was only about five minutes long, nowhere near the length of her usual challenges and vlog segments, but there was four years of love pieced throughout it. And she prayed to the universe that he got the bigger picture.
That she loved him more than anything on the entire planet.
It ended and she stretched her head back to see his expression, a proud smile on her face. For a moment, he just continued staring at the screen.
She knew it would take a moment to buffer in his brain. They had discussed forever ago that they’d never go public and he was okay with that. Hunter had never cared one way or the other, but KJ had insisted.
Now...
He looked down at her and she saw his blue eyes glisten. It made her smile wider. He was such an emotional tall man.
Climbing around to wrap her arms and legs around him, she sat up to look him directly in the face. “You’re my person. I’ve staked my claim across the globe now. So if any skanks try to make a move on you while you’re wherever your stupid job sends you, you now have live proof to show them that I will hunt them down and burn their eyebrows off.”
“Oh, it’ll have them and their eyebrows shaking in their kitten heels.” He grinned.
She kissed him. Hard.
“I love you, Green Giant.”
“I love you too, Thumbilina.”
KJ tucked her head into the crook of his neck and gave a happy sigh.
“So... What did you burn?”
“Oh my god, SHUT UP!”
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The Last (and worst) Argument Over Alex | Mackaaron
Wiping her hands off after cleaning up the kitchen, Mack jumped at the sound of the doorbell ringing throughout the house. "I got it!" Mack called out gently to Aaron, wherever he was, before proceeding to the front door. She pulled open the front door, only to find a large package on their doorstep. Mack's eyebrows immediately furrowed at the sight of the lone package and she leaned down to see who had sent it. At the sight of Charlottes name on the return address, Mack's face lit up. Scooping he package up in her arms, she made her way back to the kitchen quickly, wanting to open it up immediately. Mack hadn't been expecting anything, but she was a sucker for surprises. That was something charlotte knew for a fact. As she stood in the kitchen, Mack pulled open the package and gasped as balloons flew up out of it and quickly rose to the ceiling. One thing was certain, her best friend never half assed anything. This was no exception. Mack picked up an envelope that sat on the top of a few smaller boxes, quickly tearing it open. Mack's eyes quickly scanned over a wedding invitation with a question at the bottom. Charlotte had asked Mack to be her maid of honor.
Aaron was finally back on his feet. He wasn't training with the team, but he was doing therapy and he wasn't on his crutches anymore. It was something. So he was showering and only walked out as he heard the bell ring, quickly changing into comfortable clothes and making his way down the stairs. "Those balloons weren't there, right?" He asked playfully, arching an eyebrow and walking over to her happily. "What's up though?"
"Oh, no." Mack replied with a shake of the head, flashing Aaron a wide smile as she was unable to hide her excitement. Not even for a second. She showed Aaron the envelope, then leaning on the tips of her toes to examine the box's contents further. "Char asked me to be her maid of honor," Mack breathed out, her smile having yet to falter in the slightest bit.
Aaron had no idea that Charlotte was supposed to get married, so for a moment, he smiled as widely as he could. "Seriously? Charlotte is getting married to whom?" He asked curiously. The last relationship of hers that he had heard from was Alex, and he didnt think he was the wedding type. Except, as Aaron read the card, he took in a sharp breath. "She's marrying Alex."
"To-" Mack began before stopping herself. The reality of the entire situation hit her like a train. Charlotte was marrying Alex. If there was one thing Aaron hated most in this world, it was Alex. Mack swallowed hard at this realization, shaking her head slowly as Aaron spoke. "She uh, they've been together for awhile now, babe." Mack began gently.
Aaron set the card down on the surface, nodding slowly and looking back at her as she spoke up. "No, right. I guess...I haven't been paying attention." Truth be told, they never talked about Charlotte because it was always an argument, so Aaron was already dreading this conversation.
Mack swallowed hard, nodding a little. Her gaze dropped to the floor for a moment before her eyes moved up to his face. "Will you come with me?" Mack asked gently. God, she knew it was a long shot. But surely it was worth a try, right?
Aaron hated being put in a position where he just couldnt fucking say what he was really thinking and what he really wanted. Maxk asking that, definitely fit in those because he just would never leave her alone anywhere near that guy. He looked down at the table and shrugged, moving to get some water from the fridge. "Yeah, I guess. If you want to go, its not like I really have a choice, you know?"
Mack shook her head a little at his words, "you have a choice, Aaron." Mack replied quickly. "I don't want you to come if you're going to be miserable," in that, Mack knew she was asking a lot. She knew Aaron hated Alex, but what was she supposed to do? It was her best friends wedding. How could Mack possible have a good time if she knew Aaron was hating every second?
"Not really. You're my wife. I gotta take care of you." Aaron said with a frown, as if it were the easiest thing in the world. He didn't want her to be alone, especially with that guy around. He would never trust Alex anf hebdidnt understand how other people did. How Mack did. "Look, I'll go. Whatever."
Mack's eyebrows furrowed a little at Aaron's words and she shook her head a little. Then, it made sense. Aaron would only come to ensure Mack's safety. Mack moved closer to Aaron, looking up at him intently as she did so. "I'll be safe, okay? I have no intentions of talking to him or anything it's just...she's my best friend, Aaron."
Aaron drank water, setting the glass down carefully and looked down at Mack as she got closer, frowning at her. "So, you actually just don't want me to go?" He asked, clearly missing the point here. If she wanted to go alone then so be it, even if it made the qhole ten times worse. Aaron was not going to fucking get into this all over again. He was tired.
Mack's eyebrows immediately furrowed at Aaron's words and she shook her head quickly. "What? No. Of course not." Mack replied quickly, extending a hand out to his arm gently. "Of course I want you to come. I want that more than anything. But I don't want you to be miserable the whole time," Mack breathed out gently, clearly not understanding the grudge Aaron had against Alex.
Aaron didn't move away, but he looked over at the card on the counter as she spoke up, not really seeing the difference. "I will not be happy either way, Mack." He mumbled under his breath, sighing a little and just wanting to get this over with. "I'll just...do whatever you want, okay?"
"Why?" Mack breathed out as soon as the words left his mouth, her gaze never leaving his even as he looked away. "You don't even have to talk to him. You don't have to get close to him," Mack elaborated gently, wishing that this weren't so difficult. "I don't see the problem," Mack breathed out breathlessly, shaking her head slowly as she did so.
Aaron frowned. "Why what?" He asked with a small sigh, immediately looking u pat her as she mentioned him. His problem was with Alex. Hell, he didnt know how Charlotte was with someone that had literally hurt Mack before. He had even hurt Aaron too when Aaron tried to play tough. He just stared at her for a moment and then moved to begin walking to t living room. "You're right, there's no problem. Like I said, you decide what is it that you want me to do, Mack. I'll be playing video games."
"Why won't you be happy either way? Like I said, you don't have to interact with him," Mack asked him, the grown becoming more and more evident on her features as she did so. Mack knew very well why Aaron had such a hard problem letting this go, but it wasn't about Alex. It was about Charlotte. Either way, Alex had given Mack a heartfelt apology. He had really meant it and evident regretted laying a hand on her. Mack wouldn't hold a grudge after all that. Mack watched as he moved into the living room, shaking her head slowly as she followed behind him. "Aaron, wait. Stop. Please just talk to me," Mack breathed out, reaching out to grab his hand gently.
Aaron stopped walking as she grabbed hus hand, turning around to look at her but taking his hand back as he did so. "No." He let out softly, shaking his head and running his hand through his hair, making it even messier. "I don't want to. We have talked about this shit enough times so you know where I stand, Mack. What do you want me to say? Do you want me to lie to you and everyone else and say that I'm over it? I am not over it. I have nothing good to think about him. I have not heard a single thing about him that I like. Ever. He hit you, and after that you went to him and you know what? He kicked my ass because I was a dumbass and thought I defending you. When you actually defended him. I am not having this arument again. So please don't." He said quickly, looking rught into her eyes as he did so.
Mack's heart sank as soon as Aaron pulled his hand from her hold, shaking her head slowly as she looked up at him. Aaron wasn't wrong, she knew exactly how he felt about Alex. But where did that leave Mack? She swallowed hard as soon as he mentioned that Alex hit her, dropping her gaze to the floor for a moment. Mack's eyes then moved back up to Aaron as he finished, her eyes scanning between both of his quickly. "I did not defend him," Mack breathed out before continuing, "yes, he hit me. But he apologized, Aaron. He sincerely apologized and I know that if he could take it back then he would. I don't have the energy to hold a grudge against him. I won't live the rest of my life holding a grudge against someone when someone has apologized for what they've done and changed their ways. You've gotta stop blaming him, though. This isn't me defending him but if you're mad at anyone for that fight then be mad at me. It's my fault," Mack began explaining quickly, her eyes welling up with tears, "I asked him to smoke that night after I found out you had with Bella. I sent the text that made it seem like I was in trouble. So when you came in defensive, he acted on it. Just like you would have. It's /my/ fault."
"No, his is you defending him. Again. Jesus Christ, Mack." He mumbled, looking back at her and blinking several times when he felt his eyes getting wet. Fuck this. He was not going to get emotional over this. No. Aaron immediately sniffled and shook his head. "I don't want to talk to you. You wanted me to get mad at you? Fine. There. You have achieved it. This is awesome. Amazing." He retorted harshly, taking a few steps away from her. "Bella was my friend! You knew how I felt about him. And that shit was not a fight. /I/ ended up with the wounds. Not him. Me. Your fucking husband. I am not gonna fucking stand here and listen to you say that he is innocent. You wanted me not to go to the wedding? Fine, I'm not going. I sure as hell am not. I have never asked you to choose between Charlotte and I. Even when I know everytime you two hang out. He is there. He probably thinks I'm an idiot too. But I deal with it because I love you. Because it's worth it. I want nothing to do with them. If you do, then thats your business and your problem and I just try to support you even when I am not happy about it. What ekse do you want?"
"I'm not-" Mack began as the hot tears quickly escaped her eyes and fell down her cheeks. As Aaron continued, Mack's heartbeat picked up in her chest. God, was this even worth it? She thought so, Charlotte was her best friend. But on the other hand, Aaron was everything to her. This was such a double standard in her eyes, though. The entire thing. "Yeah, she was your "friend" who also hit me and never apologized for it. She hit you too yet you /kept/ trying to be her friend, Aaron! After everything she did not just to me, even though I did absolutely nothing to her, but to you too! She hit and punched you more times than I can even begin to count! You can forgive that, repeatedly, and not get over this? What makes her so special?" Mack asked quickly as she tears continued to fall, growing more upset by the second, not daring to break his gaze as she did so.
Aaron was upset. He was angry, he was sad. There were too many feelings right now and he felt them all in the knot formed in hsi throat and his stomach. It was as if Mack had slapped him across his face but as soon as she stopped tlaking, it was Aaron's turn. "What do you even know about Bella and I? You know nothing! Absolutely nothing." He blurted out, staring down at her. "Where is she now, Mack? Where? I cut her off as soon as you asked me too! I cut her off when I saw how much it hurt you. I did it for you! You know why? Because Bella for a long while was my only friend apart from Drew. She cared about me! And you know what I did as soon as I saw you? I fucked her over. I messed that up. That was on me. And I knew I was the only one she had. And I didn't fucking care. So when I had the chance I just wanted her to be fucking okay. But I will never regret cutting her off because you didnt deserve to deal with all of that. I will never forgive Bella for hurting you. Ever. And I wil never forgive myself for how I treated her either. For hitting her." He replied with as much strenght as she could until finally, he slowed down.
Mack felt sick. Honestly, she felt as though she could have thrown up right then and there. She hated arguing with Aaron more than anything in this world, he was all she had. Mack swallowed hard as she listened to him speak, looking ahead so her eyes fixated on his chest rather than his face. "You gave her more than she ever deserved," Mack breathed out, shaking her head slowly as the tears continued to fall. Mack felt Aaron did. What had Bella ever done for Aaron? If the feelings of caring for each other were mutual, Bella would have never laid a hand on Mack. Ever. Mack shook her head slowly, pushing her hair from her face. "Just forget if. Forget Alex. Forget Charlotte. I won't go either. It's not worth it, it's not worth this,"'Mack replied quickly, finally moving her eyes to his.
Aaron noticed that she wasn't looking at him and as a result, he looked away too, not being strong enough to say more or to argue more. He had never talked to Mack about . Bunch of thinga from his past. And he never would because he was too scared she would look at him differently. So a part of him expected her not to understand. Aaron just sighed and wiped his tears, swallowing hard. "That is the thing. I always do. I always forget them. You're the one that doesn't." He whispered slowly, giving her one last look before going to the balcony, not intending on talking anymore.
Mack shook her head quickly as she listened to Aaron's words, not being able to believe it. Mack stood frozen for a moment as Aaron made his way out onto the balcony, feeling as if she would walk, her legs would give out. The tears fell faster now that Aaron was gone and she quickly found herself sobbing, chest heaving up and down quickly as she tried just to catch her breath. She finally proceeded to the kitchen, grabbing the package and yanking the balloons down before setting them all down by the trash. This wasn't worth it. She was tired of going through this time and time again. Even if it meant losing her best friend. Mack then made her way upstairs into their room, closing the door behind herself.
Though Aaron eventually joined Mack in bed, she was already fast asleep when he did. So he fell asleep after a while, trying to calm down and not end up sobbing. The following day was as quiet as ever between them, Aaron left as early as he could for therapy and when he arrived and Mack did too, it was just silence. More than 24 hours had passed the next morning and Aaron was genuinely tired. He hated arguing with Mack. He was playing tough, but even that was too much when it came to Mack. It was like 5 AM and Aaron was just waiting for Mack to wake up so he could talk to her, eyes closed as he looked at the alarm clock in his nightstand.
Mack woke up with tears falling down her cheeks. The last 24 had been hell. Absolutely hell. She hadn't spoken all day. Her and Aaron hadn't as much as uttered a word to each other and it was killing her. As consciousness came to Mack, completely unaware that her husband was next to her, her body began trembling with the sobs that were leaving her lips. How could she let this escalate? She should have dropped Alex as soon as he hit her. That very moment. Mack pushed herself up, shifting to do so which caused her leg to hit Aaron's. She jumped initially at the contact, then turning to him to find him already awake. The tears only fell faster at the sight and she immediately moved over to him, unable to speak. She cuddled up to him, nuzzling her face into his chest as she sobbed and sobbed.
Aaron was genuinely worried when he heard Mack immediately start sobbing as she woke up. He wrapped his arms around her, not even thinking about their argument as he did so. Aaron rolled onto his side and held her as tightly as he could, taking deep breaths as he tried not to end up sobbing as well. He remained silent for a moment, hoping nto make her feel better.
Mack held onto Aaron for seemingly dear life, relaxing a bit as she felt his arms come around her. God, there was nothing she'd craved more than that. "I'm so sorry, Aaron," she breathed out, shaking her head slowly as she looked up at him. "I am so sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
"I am too. Calm down, okay? We're still here." Aaron said gently into her ear, leaning his forehead against hers carefully and using one of his hands to wipe her tears carefully. "I'm sorry too. I wasn't trying to be mean or anything, okay?" He murmured softly.
Mack nodded her head quickly at his words, squeezing his eyes shut as if willing he tears to stop falling down her face. She held onto him tightly as her forehead rested against his, nodding slowly. "M-Me neither," she breathed out, opening her eyes after he wiped her eyes. "I didn't understand but now I do. I really do, Aaron. I-I'm so sorry for putting you through this..." Mack whispered.
"Mack...calm down. You haven't put me through anything. It's okay..." Aaron said in a small whisper, trying to make her feel better but also being honest. Everything with Bella had been worse than any of this and Aaron knew that. He hated that it still hurt her how long it had took him to get Bela out of their lives. "I'm still here. I am not going anywhere, okay?"
Mack shook her head a little at his words. "I have, though. This whole thing with A-Alex. It's my fault. I meant what I said. You're right. I knew how you felt about and I still went to him and-and...I'm so sorry, Aaron. Because you deserve better than that." Mack breathed out breathlessly, shaking her head a little at herself as she did so. Mack squeezed her eyes shut as she heard his words, nodding slowly as she did her best to feel reassured by them.
"Love...that happened years ago. We weren't even married. We were younger. It's something from the past, we have moved past it. And I understand hat you were jealous and I cant blame you for that." Aaron said in a soft voice, honestly finding it hard to believe that they had fought over something from the past. "I said I would go to the wedding since the moment you asked. I just...I always worry about Alex. I dont hate him, you know? I just dont want him around...especially around you. Because he isn't like me. He used to play around with Charlotte and other girls and I just...that night I tried to fight him because I was jealous, you know?"
Mack closed her eyes as Aaron spoke so as to calm herself down, nodding slowly as she did so. She convinced herself entirely of his words. Honestly, it was so long ago that the fact they were even discussing this now was ridiculous. Mack opened her eyes as soon as Aaron mentioned that he was jealous, eyebrows immediately furrowing in confusion. "J-Jealous? Sweetheart, of what?" Mack asked, clearly not understanding.
Aaron took in a deep breath. He had never said it out loud, being jealous. Aaron trusted Mack with everything in him, and he never got jealous. He got angry at men who tried to make moves on her, but he never blamed Mack for that. "I don't know. Everyone always forgives him, no matter what he does....he seems to be so popular with the girls. Even more than me, despite treating them like...nothing you know? I didn't wsnt to lose you."
Mack's eyes softened at Aaron's words. Immediately, it all clicked. It all made so much more sense now. Why Aaron couldn't forgive Alex. For this being the instance, she couldn't blame him. Not one bit. Mack shook her head slowly, leaning over to kiss his forehead gently. "Baby," Mack began softly, then leaning her forehead against his. "You're not losing me. I'll always be with you, no matter what. You should be jealous of him, love. There's nothing to be jealous of. Absolutely nothing."
Aaron closed his eyes once she kissed his forehead, nodding as much as he could when he leaned his head against hers again. He sniffled a little, kissing her softly for a moment and pulling her even closer. "I'll try not to be. And like, if you want to go and be there for Charlotte....I get it and I'll be by your side. I'm your husband, you know?"
Mack kissed him back gently as he pressed his lips to her, melting completely in his arms as he did so. They were okay. They would move past this. Mack slowly opened her eyes as he pulled back from the kiss, shaking her head slowly. "I don't....I don't think I need to keep my friendship with her, Aaron. You are right about everything. I just-I shouldn't keep this up. She's marrying someone who-who hit me, you know? It's not worth it.."
Feelling Mack basically melt into him as much as did with her reminded him of how special what they had was. Nothing would ever break them and that was what made him keep going everyday. He was surprised when Mack mentioned not needing to be Charlotte's friend, since he thought that was out of the question he didnt want her to think that she had to. "Are you...sure that is what you want? I don't want you to feel like you have to choose, baby. Seriously."
Mack moved a hand to one of his cheeks, while she pressed her cheek to his other cheeks and closed her eyes, wanting to be as close to him as possible. Mack exhaled slowly upon his response, shaking her head slowly. "How can I support her marrying him, Aaron? After everything..."
"I don't know...I wish I had the right answer for you." Aaron admitted softly, wrapping himself around her as much as he could and leaning against her. He ran a hand up and down hmher back carefully, keeping his eyes closed. "You gotta do whatever makes you feel it's okay, love."
Mack nodded her head gently at his words, relaxing entirely as he ran his hand up and down her back. She exhaled slowly, shaking her head a little as she leaned her head back on the pillow to look up at him. "You're just more important to me, baby," Mack whispered, "yesterday was awful."
Aaron looked down at her intently as she pulled back, biting down on his bottom lip and giving her a sad smile as he did so. "I know. I'm really sorry...I should have said something." He whispered apologetically, taking her hand and lifting it up to his cheek.
Mack shook her head gently at his words, cupping his cheek as he lifted her hand, running her thumb along his stubble gently. "We both should have," Mack whispered, leaning up to press a gentle kiss to his lips before he pulled back. "I love you so much. I...I hate arguing with you," Mack whispered.
Aaron kissed her back gently, taking a deep breath and running a hand up and down her arm carefully. "I haye it too, babe. And I love you more than anything. We're okay, you know? It's us." He said gently, smiling at her.
Mack nodded her head gently at his words, managing a small smile as she saw him do so. Mack leaned over to press a kiss to the top of his nose, then pulling back to look at him intently. "I missed a really great opportunity to serenade you with Be Alright," Mack murmured playfully with a small pout, a smile coming across her lips as she wiped at her eyes.
Aaron chuckled a little at her words, wrapping his arms around her gently once again after she kissed him. "Hm? You can still do it. I can never complain when you talk or sing, honestly." He said with a small smile, playing with a strand of her hair.
Mack giggled at his words, shaking her head a little as she did so. She moved back into him, nuzzling her face into his chest. "I'll get embarrassed and shy if I do it now, you're expecting it. I'll have to catch you off guard." Mack murmured gently, closing her eyes.
Aaron sighed a little in content ad she moved into him once again, kissing her head and hands pulling her closer if that was even possible. "You're cute." He said with a chuckle, closing his eyes again. "I'm sorry about everything that I let happen with Bella, you knoe that right? I will never forgive myself for letting her hurt you so many times. Ever." Aaron saod carefully.
Mack giggled softly at Aaron's words, shaking her head a little which caused her to nuzzle her face into him even more. Mack froze as soon as she heard his words, opening her eyes and considering them for a moment. She pulled back, just enough to look up at him and nodded slowly. "Of course I do." She murmured gently. "Can I ask you something?"
Aaron nodded a little as she seemed to understand it, as best as she could. "Of course you can, silly." Aaron said with a raised eyebrow, opening his eyes to look up at her.
Mack swallowed hard as she heard his response, really not wanting to overstep any boundaries. But he was her husband, after all. Mack's eyebrows furrowed for a moment before her features softened. "Why did you keep going back to her? Like, keep giving her more chances?" Mack whispered.
Aarom was expecting anything related to Bella and he was going to be honest, because Mack deserved that. He looked at her intently, licking his lips. "She always apologized. Promised she would treat you better. And then...one of the last times she told me about her father, what she had been through and how happy she was that she had found Cameron. She told me how much it had hurt her when I left, you know? I felt like...like I just owed it to her." He whispered gently, hoping he was saying the right thing.
Mack listened to Aaron intently, trying to understand. Of course, t was easier said than done. Bella had been nothing but cruel to Mack for no reason at all. She figured Aaron always went back to her as a way to rid his guilty conscious. It made sense. Mack swallowed hard and forced a small smile before it faltered, nodding slowly in understanding.
Aaron stared at her to see her reaction, studying her features. "Tell me what you're thinking. I'm trying to be honest." He murmured softly, taking a deep breath.
"Mack, I get that. I dont judge for not understanding it. I just...wish I would have seen it before she hurt you, you know? I realized that it wasn't worth it when it was too late." Aaron explained carefully, looking up at he ceiling.
Mack nodded her head gently in understanding at Aaron's words. She leaned over to press a gentle kiss to his cheek, then resting her head on his shoulder. "I know, baby. I know if you could change it, you would. That's more than enough for me. Always will be," Mack whispered.
"Exactly. If I could change it, I would change it all since that night I went out with her and didn't tell you right away. I would change it since then." Aaron said with a small sigh, nodding lightly.
Mack nodded her head gently at his words, propping herself up on her elbow to look down at him intently. She couldn't help but smile, shaking her head a little as she did so. "I am so proud of the man you are now, baby. You make me so proud," Mack murmured gently, knowing how important it was for him to hear those words.
Aaron looked up at her with soft eyes as she spoke up, blinking several times and then kissing her hand. "I do?"
Mack nodded easily at his words, giving his hand a squeeze as he kissed the back of it. "Are you kidding? I look at you every day in complete awe, Aaron Windsor. When I'm my asking myself how I got so lucky, the rest of me is completely focused on how much you've grown."
"That's because you're really sweet though." Aaron said with a small laugh, leaning his head against hers a little and peckking her lips softly. "Thank you, baby. That means the absolute world to me."
Mack shook her head a little, kissing him back, almost carefully, as she brushed the hair from his face. "I'm only honest," Mack replied gently before nodding a little. "I know it does, love. That's why I say it."
Aaron nodded a little, smiling at her and nuzzling his face into her neck as he did so, breathing her in. "It was only a day, but I have missed you like crazy. My day isn't the same without you in it, baby."
Mack hummed softly as Aaron nuzzled his face into her neck, closing her eyes as she pressed herself to him. "I missed you so much, baby. Yesterday was awful," Mack breathed out, pulling back a little to look at him. "We should do something. Go out today. Just...make up for yesterday," Mack whispered.
Aaron pulled back to see herwhen she did so, his hands resting on her hips and he leaned down to kiss her softly. "I like that. Do you have anything specific in mind?" He whispered agaisnt her lips.
Mack leaned up to kiss him back, almost eager to do so after zero contact the day before. Mack found it difficult to break the kiss even to respond, but gathered her bearings after a moment to do so. "Hm, the beach," she breathed out gently against his lips.
Aaron smiled softly into the kiss, since it was clear that neither of them had intentions to break it off. His words were lazy as he brushed his lips against her while he spoke, "i like the beach." He said easily, nodding as much as he could as he sighed in content, losing himself in her completely as he did so.
Mack couldn't help but smile into the kiss. This was all Mack had craved and now that she finally had it, she wasn't planning on letting it go any time soon. Mack leaned into him even more as she deepened the kiss, giggling softly at his response. "I like you," she mumbled against his lips.
Aaron chuckled against her lips, humming. "What a coincidence. We'll both be really happy." He said with a small laugh, pulling her closer.
Mack giggled at his words, nodding as much as she could. Her hands moved to cup he sides of his face, letting her head fall to the side to deepen the kiss.
Aaron leaned into her hands, deepening the kiss with her and wrapping his arms around her waist easily. There was nothing like being with Mack and he was so happy that they had moved past all of this. Whatever Mack chose to do was fine wirh him as long as they were together.
Mack tangled her legs with Aaron's to be closer to her as he wrapped his arms around her waist. A large part of her was trying to make up for yesterday through her actions. She couldn't believe her and Aaron had gone an entire day without talking. That hadn't happened since Mack's parents took her from Riverdale. She hated it. "I love you," Mack breathed out into the kiss, pulling him even closer as she put as much as she could into the kiss.
"I love you, baby." Aaron said with a smile as he moved his lips slowly against hers, not having any intention on pulling back, at least from hugging her and being close.
Mack couldn't help but smile into the kiss as she heard his response. There was nothing she loved hearing more from Aaron than those three words, it had been that way for awhile now. Mack's lips found their way to his chin before she left small kisses along his jawline, her hands moving from his face to his chest.
Aaron had a dumb smile on his face as Mack kept kissing his jawline, his hands moving up and down her back lazily since he was definitely on cloud nine. Mack had always been everything that Aaron wanted. Nothing would ever compare to her.
Mack hummed softly in content as she felt Aaron's hands moved up and down her back, relaxing against him completely. She trailed kisses down to his neck where she kissed the skin there gently, taking her time with a each kiss to make up where words failed.
Aaron bit down on his bottom lip as continued kissing him, taking a deep breath as he tangled his fingers in her hair. By now they just knew eachother so well, there were no secrets or unsaid things that they hadn't said to esch othr and it felt amazing.
Mack exhaled sorry against his skin after a moment, then nuzzling her face into his neck. She breathed him in as her fingers traced invisible shapes against his chest. "You mean so much to me, Aaron. I can't even put it into words," Mack whispered, shaking her head a little as she did so.
Aaron shivered a little as she felt her fingers against his bare chedt since he rarely ever wore shirts to sleep. "I think I know though. You mean so do much to me, my love."
Mack pulled back, just enough to look at him as he spoke, smiling widely up at him. "Good," she breathed out gently. "You mean absolutely everything to me. I'm so lucky," she whispered, shaking her head a little in disbelief. "So very lucky."
Aaron pecked her lips several times after she spoke up, more han content in this moment right now. "We both are though, baby. And we also gotta get out of bed if we wsnt to make it to the beach. Or do you prefer staying in bed all day?"
Mack giggled as he pecked her lips several times, humming softly in content as she did so. She then opened her eyes to look up at him intently, thinking about how words for a moment. "Which option gives me more kisses?" She asked gently.
Aaron giggled st her words, actually giggled and kissed her some more, pulling her closer. "Maybe home...and pool and bed. So we don't gotta worry about other people?"
Mack giggled as he did since she found it nothing short of adorable. She met each and every kiss as he kissed her, welcoming it with open arms. "Yeah, you are a superstar here," Mack replied easily, pulling back to look at him intently.
"Just a little. But I was thinking that PDA can be grossed if it includes kissing, people dont need to know how we kiss, you know?" Aaron said playfully, kissing her cheek. She had requested kisses and she would get them.
Mack couldn't help the laughter that fell from her lips at his words, although she nonetheless nodded. "Ah, of course. What was I thinking?" She asked playfully, shaking her head at herself as she did so. "Home it is."
"We have an awesome pool right here in our own house anyway." Aaron reminded her with a wide grin, pecking her lips and leaning back down. "Do you want to go back to sleep for a little bit?"
Mack giggled at his words, nodding a little as she did so. It was still surreal to Mack, that all of this was really theirs. It was the biggest dream come true. It had all been more than Mack could have ever asked for. "That's true," she breathed out gently, pecking his lips back quickly. She then hummed softly before nodding a little. "You won't go anywhere?"
Aaron arched an eyebrow, rolling onto his side again and kissing her head. "Where would I go if you're right here, baby?" He asked gently, closing his eyes.
Mack couldn't help the almost dumb smile that came across her lips at his response, causing her to lean over and kiss him several times before resting her head against he pillow. There's nothing I love hearing more than that." She whispered.
"Thwre is nothing I love more than you, Mackenzie Windsor." Aaron said with a wide grin, cuddling up to her again.
Mack's eyes softened at Aaron's words and she cuddled up to him as much as humanly possible. She grinned widely at his words, shaking her head a little. "Say it again," she whispered gently, closing her eyes.
Aaron let out a small laugh at her worda, not really sure what she meant. "Hm? There's nothing I love kore than you?" He asked playfully, riading an eyebrow.
Mack giggled at his words, not being able to help but blush as she couldn't help but grin "precisely," Mack replied gently, opening her eyes to look up at him intently.
"You're adorable." Aaron said easily, pecking her lips and then closing his eyes as he got closer to her. "Really adorable."
Mack pecked his lips back eagerly, giggling as she cuddled up to him completely, sighing softly at the warmth she immediately felt from doing so. "Thank you," she murmured appreciatively as she blushed.
"Of course." Aaron said easily, not even thinking twice about it as he did so. He just wanted to be happy with her. And to forget their argument.
Mack culled the side of Aaron's face gently, sighing softly in content as she leaned forward to press a gentle kiss to his lips. She then pulled back, only to cuddle up to him and nuzzle her face into his chest as he did so. "I love you. I love you so much," Mack whispered as she closed her eyes.
Aaron kissed her gently and smiled softly as she pulled back, eyes scanning her face as he did so. "You do, huh? He asked with a playful smirk, his fingers tangling in her hair a little bit. "Hm, my sweet, sweet girl. Who would have thought I would end up with you?"
Mack kissed him back gently, slipping her arms around his middle to hug herself to him. She giggled at his question, nodding easily at his question. Mack closed her eyes and listened intently to Aaron's words although her smile grew more and more with every word that left his lips. Mack leaned up and peppered his face in kisses, then pulling back to look up at him. "Hm, me. Well, I was hoping it would be the case, anyway." She replied gently. "You're perfect for me, babyboy."
Aaron giggled as she kissed all over his face, finding her entirely too precious. "Well, I was too, honestly. I wanted so badly to to work for us and it did. But it's crazy to think the cute girl with the dimple and sweet smile, really ended up with me.
Mack blushed even more as Aaron continued, embarrassed by the fact that she was doing so which caused her to hide her face in the crook of Aaron's neck. "I liked you so much," Mack breathed out gently. "And no one had ever taken the slightest bit of interest in me before. Then you come along, as the Adonis that you are who's the funniest person I've ever met with the kindest heart? And you were actually interested? I still feel like all of this is a dream sometimes."
Aaron listened to her intently, his smile widening as she mentioned the nickname that only she uses for him, running his hand up and down her arm carefully and sighing in content. "Baby...there was no way I could have looked away. I mean, I love the way you look and all, but you are the most beautiful person I have ever met." He said gently.
Mack's features softened immediately upon hearing Aaron's words and she shook her head a little in disbelief. Mack believed with all of her heart that Aaron was a miracle from the grace of god. He'd come into her life when she needed him most and he managed to turn her entire world upside down in the best way possible. At a loss for words, Mack leaned into Aaron and pressed her lips to his, almost abruptly in doing so.
Aaron was genuinely surprised when Mack moved to him and kissed him right away, his eyes closing immediately. He kissed her right back, keeping the kiss soft and slow as he did so. "You are the most amazing person I have ever met, Mackie." He mumbked agaisnt her lips. Smiling softly.
Mack's lips immediately began moving against Aaron's as she slowly moved on top of him, legs on either side of his torso to straddle him. Mack couldn't help but smile onto the kiss as Aaron spoke up, shaking her head a little. "You're he most amazing person /I've/ ever met, Adonis." Mack breathed out gently.
Aaron chuckled a little against her lips as he heard her nickname for him. He had always thought it was too flattering, honestly. He would never consider himself as perfect as Mack did. But he was content with her thinking that. "Hm. Can't believe you actually call me Adonis now." He said playfully as he looked up at her from his position on the bed, arms resting around her hips carefully.
Mack giggled at Aaron's words, pulling back and sitting up to look down at him intently. She rested her hands on his sides, nodding her head eagerly. "It's accurate. Very accurate. Look at you. Goodness, it's just too much for me sometimes," Mack breathed out as a small blush spread across her cheeks.
Aaron actually blushed too, grinning widely and pulling her back down gently to kiss her softly a few times, humming as he did so. "It's the freckles, isn't it?" He asked playfully a she looked back at her with a small smirk. "It's all on the freckles."
Mack giggled as Aaron pulled her back down to kiss him, welcoming each and every kiss with open arms. She couldn't help the laughter that continued to pour from her lips at his words, nodding a little as she pulled back a little. "That's certainly a contributing factor, yes," Mack began gently, "the tanned skin is too. As well as your eyes. That jawline. I could go on for hours, actually."
Aaron grinned a little, squeezing his eyes shut and making a funny face as she compliemented how he looked, shaking his head playfully. "Okay, okay. Calm down. Jeez. You're gonna make me blush." He murmjred playfully, pecking her lips and nuzzling his face into her neck to give her a few kisses there playfully.
Mack giggled as Aaron pulled a funny face, shaking her head in disbelief. "See! You even look good doing that!" Mack exclaimed in all seriousness. Mack laughed softly as Aaron mentioned blushing, letting her eyes close as he pecked her lips before moving to her neck, letting her head fall to the side to allow him more space their. "It'd be a nice  change for once, actually."
Aaron bit down on her neck playfully as she mentioned his face again, laughing a little against her skin and then kissing the spot quickly. "Hm. True." He murmured as he kissed the skin of her neck slowly, definitely taking his time. "It's cute when you blush though. Seriously. So good."
Mack's teeth sunk into her bottom lip as she felt Aaron bite down on her neck, moving a hand to his hair to tangle her fingers in it. A soft hum of delight left Mack's lips as she felt Aaron's lips against the skin of her neck, her fingers gently tugging on the end of his dark locks. "It's silly," Mack breathed out gently, although she was entirely too focused on Aaron's kisses.
Aaron was breathing her in as much as he could, still finding it ahrd to believe that they had been arguing only an hour ago. He pulled back a little as she tugged at his hair, grinning up at her and kissing her chin. "It's adorable." He said easily, looking up at her intently.
Mack looked down at him intently as he pulled back, a smile quickly spreading across her lips as she saw him doing the same. She rolled her eyes playfully at his words, a deeper blush spreading across her cheeks. "I beg to differ," she replied playfully.
"You clearly don't know what you're talking about." Aaron said gently, pecking her lips and sitting up a little more to be closer to her, his left hand resting on top of hers, making his ring hit hers without intending to. "You are super adorable, and also super hot whether you believe it or not."
"Oh, I believe I do. I've been enduring this for quite some time, actually," Mack replied before kissing him back easily. As Aaron sat up, Mack's body was basically pressed to Aaron's which she had no complaints about at all. Mack grinned widely as his ring hit hers, glancing at them for a moment before her eyes moved back up to his. Mack blushed even more at Aaron's words, groaning gently. "Stop it, Aaron. You can't say stuff like that," Mack replied playfully as she buried her face into his neck, evidently pouting.
Aaron laced their fingers together, grinning a little and leaning the side of his face agaisnt hers until she ended up hiding into his neck, chuckling a little. "Um, I don't think hat is fair considering everything you just said, babe."
Mack squeezed his hand gently as he laced their fingers together, turning her head to the side a little to nudge her head against his. "Oh, yes very fair. I can't take you saying things like that. No way," Mack replied, words coming out muffled as she spoke against his skin.
Aaron grinned softly as she moved even closer to him, his free hand resting on her hip gently. "I don't even know why though. Nothing I'm saying is that new." He said playfully, closing his eyes.
Mack slowly hooked her free arm around Aaron's neck to pull herself completely against him, humming softly as she nuzzled her face into his neck even more. "Because it like...does things to me. I can't handle it," Mack mumbled with a soft laugh, pressing a kiss to his neck gently.
Aaron sighed in content as she wrapped her arm around him, leaning it back as she began kissing on his neck, his eyes closed he was so relaxed. "Hm...well, that is the point. Doing things to you." He said easily with a small smirk.
Mack giggled at his response, shaking her head a little at him as she did so. "Well, mission accomplished," she murmured gently, pulling back to rest her forehead against his as she looked at him intently.
Aaron looked up at her with soft eyes, smiling. "Hm. Good. You're still cute." He mumbked playfully.
Mack shook her head a little at his words, moving forward to kiss his cheek gently. "As are you, baby." She replied easily, then ruffling his hair playfully before she buried her face into his neck once again.
Aaron grinned as she ruffled his hair, almost giggling as he closed his eyes, leaning his head as much as he could against hers.
Mack turned her head to the side to pepper his face in small kisses before her arms slipped around his neck, hugging herself to him completely. "Love you, sweetheart," Mack whispered, pressing a kiss to the side of his cheek. "Did you take care of yourself yesterday? Did you eat?" Mack asked gently.
"Hm. I did. I ate all my food, though if I'm honest. Nothing compares your cooking and taking care of me." Aaron said softly, sighing in content as he did so. "What about you though? What did you do?"
Mack nodded her head gently at his words, smiling widely as she did so. "Aw," she replied easily, sighing softly in content. "I just stayed here for the most part. I ate..dinner, I think?" Mack asked gently.
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