#i don’t think i can handle it

[genderflouiid]

wdym twilight jegulus au ?????,,,, WHAT DK YOU MESN TWILIGHT JEGULUS AU !!??,,?/!2!

#my two words colliding actually #i don’t think i can handle it #jegulus #james potter x regulus black #james x regulus #james potter #regulus black #jfp #rab #the marauders era #marauders era #the marauders #marauders #dead gay wizards #harry potter #james potter loves regulus black #regulus black loves james potter #jegulus au #jegulus fic

[wwombat]

screaming crying throwing up at the thought of the (possible) noah kahan and hozier collab

LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN 🤭

#noah kahan #hozier #collab? #i don’t think i can handle it #i will just simply disintegrate #Instagram

[vroom-vrooms]

😀 RACE OVER 😀 NICO DRIVER OF THE DAY 😀 MAX WIN 😀NORRIS PODIUM 😀 GOOD FUCKING NIGHT 😀

#no Dutch anthem for me today #I don’t think I can handle it #formula 1 #f1 #formula one

[shutupdevvie]

me posting and then immediately closing the app because i’m avoiding that josh drawing karou did

#i cant look at it right now #i just know it is not going to be good for me #i don’t think i can handle it

[birdy-bird27]

I think I need to go to sleep soon my brain is once again is being haunted by the sad thoughts

#the evil thoughts are invading againnn #thinking about when my dogs will die #I can’t fucking handle it I can’t #snowball and cotton #I got them both 5 years ago #they were both around 3-5 when I got them #that must mean they are around 8-10 #I mean they are small dogs so they are more likely to live longer #but still #I need to prepare for when the time comes #snowball is already going blind #and I think deaf as well #it’s freaking me out #I never had a dog before therefore never had a dog die either #in fact I never had a close family memeber die really #other than my great grandpa #the rest are all distant cousins #I don’t think I can handle it #I’m only still here bc when I was legit planning cotton came up to me and fell asleep on me #I knew I needed to stay alive for at least my dogs #honestly though I am so much better mentally and I actually have learned to actually enjoy life #but I’m scared I’m going to fall back to that way of thinking #why must my brain torture me so #why can’t my dogs life forever #I need them in my life #what do you mean I won’t have my babies around when I’m like 40 #LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT CRUEL AT THE SAME TIME

[hoennislands]

I also think that people who exclusively refer to Shota as Shooter have never said a good take about him 😭

#allie.txt #allie yells about wrestling #mox should beat na*to and then sh*ta faces him at FD!!! #like… enough #ENOUGHHHHH #he isn’t even his own person yet #also I know I said all that about him needing to fail to find himself #but PLEASE don’t let him lose to JUNGLEBOY #I don’t think I can handle it #it’ll just be dumb

[spookridjer]

I can’t sleep so I’m watch tom lawlor matches

#as much as I would lovee to rewatch hangmox rn #i don’t think I can handle it

[stuckinapril]

Think I’m making communication a non-negotiable for 2024. If you don’t know how to properly communicate like an adult we quite literally can’t be friends

#I’m not trying to be a bitch like I get that this is hard for lots of people for various reasons #i think I’m just at a point where I want people to come correct instead of waiting for them to potentially get better #only for me to learn in the harshest way that they’re only getting worse #I’m not gonna be ur practice run this year. come when ur ready #the moment I sense someone isn’t saying what they mean it’s so over. like I’m flexible on so many flaws but NOT this one. communicate !!! #the people pleasing is literally kicking in rn but I’m just trying to be honest w myself about what my capacity can handle at the moment #and I’m genuinely at my wits’ end when it comes to communication. so I don’t think I’d be the best person for people like that #is this mean?? this feels like a fair boundary to make #p

[rainbowtransform]

Buddy wasn’t supposed to die. Buddy was supposed to open his briefcase, find six or seven missing diamonds, go “oh no”, planeshift away and right into the arms of his party.

Regardless of whether he knew or didn’t know about the plan (I’m leaning more toward didn’t know because the angst aspect of Buddy not knowing who killed him is absolutely off the charts IF he ever comes back), Buddy wasn’t supposed to die. If the plan went right, the proctor would die, the bad kids would fall, and Buddy would have to go get more diamonds.

And depending on how you see it, Buddy will panic. He might go to Oisin, who has the entire party with him of course and beg him for seven diamonds because where else could he go? All of his are missing. And Oisin goes “hey it’s okay I’ll give them to you, but I want to see what’s going on to make you panic” and they all go the Last Stand.

The Bad Kids, in debt to the Rat Grinders? Fallen from so far off their “high horse.” And maybe even getting expelled, depending on their scores, which are right there. By a dead proctor’s hands, a word half-spelled and dried?

Well, doesn’t that just make Kippperlilly’s plan for being president even easier?

#dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #oisin hakinvar #kipperlilly copperkettle #the bad kids #Buddy dawn #listen #I don’t like Buddy dawn #but why would kipperlilly take that risk #why would she allow her GROUP to go to fail? #she’s already passed her year #but why would she let her group go down like that? #does she think they can handle it? #did they have a discussion about it and agree that they can handle being failed? #or did kipperlilly just follow Buddy and Oisin reached through to yank her back? #i dont know I don’t know… #but this is fun

[honeypleasejustkillme]

please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me please don’t abandon me

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd vent #i’m so scared for you to leave me #i don’t think i can handle life without you #and i don’t wanna find out #fp bpd #borderline fp #borderline favorite person #beloved.txt

[silverstoneddd]

casper needs to win this because how good would he look holding that giant trophy instead of a plate

#also i don’t think i can handle him losing another big final #casper ruud #barcelona open 2024

[polin-erospsyche]

So… when the mirror scene comes out what do you guys think will happen? I mean if this is our reaction to the carriage scene are we even surviving the mirror scene?? And will we just play those two scenes one after the other on an endless loop?

#I’ve been thinking #I don’t think we can physically handle the mirror scene #polin #bridgerton #bridgerton season 3

[ohitslen]

Teamwork!

What if I did this and never finished it. What then.

#first and foremost. quoting myself directly from Twitter: #can we talk about how WW definitely has some HUGE THIGHS?? Think abt it #the crazy poses and squats he pulls while handling the punisher #my man is bulked up fs but THE THIGHS??? CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE THIGHS????? #end of quote. now. as I was saying. big thighs WW agenda #I don’t really have a story behind this one it just popped up in my head and I gave up not even halfway through #maybe I will finish it someday. but I’m pretty satisfied with this so no probably not #me when they fight back to back:AAAUGGHAUHQHAAACCKAUGAUGHA #totally normal and socially acceptable reaction for all I care #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #trigun fanart #vash #nicholas trigun #wolfwood #vashwood #nicolas the punisher #lenssi draws

[cryptiduni]

“white mourning.”

#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’ #jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice #judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice. #she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry #he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as #he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back. #he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb. #planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco #you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen #his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but #jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control #i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation. #but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse. #i relate to ​jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late #my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone. #kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon #disco elysium #de fanart #jean vicquemare #disco elysium fanart #jean heron vicquemare #jean posting #illustration #de #artists on tumblr #my art #I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!! #i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings #my little maiu maiu

[franklyimissparis]

sam mendes PLEASE hire british (or even better: scouse) actors to play the beatles and also get them to actually just get the proper haircuts instead of having godawful wigs, begging him to break the cycle 🙏🙏🙏

#i don’t think i can handle bad scouse accents for FOUR whole movies #paul mccartney #the beatles #john lennon #george harrison #ringo starr #beatles biopics #sam mendes

[fumifooms]

Honestly I wonder if anyone’s ever read Chilchuck’s “I cheated on her” admission as an implicit reference to prioritizing alcohol over his marriage and feeling guilty abt it.

Ohh… "I cheated on her" as a half-truth because something ended up taking priority over their marriage, because emotionally he was elsewhere… "I cheated on her" because after having all the time in the world to think about it now that he’s alone he realizes that that might have been how she felt, and that’s how it felt like to him too.

Love that. I def think he’s ironically someone who deflects guilt a lot, in a similar way that he compulsively goes "You’re wrong! I don’t care about you guys at all! I’m an asshole!" he flees emotions by making the problem something else that’s fake, a burden easier to bear, he’s so used to being seen for what he’s not after all. I went into it a bit in one of my fics and in a couple meta posts, but when it comes to his wife he was very much like an ostrich with his head in the sand, seeing her fall into a bad mood on the outing before she left him but dismissing it as something "sudden" that’s not worth thinking deeper about. Overdrinking is a problem for future Chil. I think he did a lot of "You want me to drink less and you’re afraid for my health? Get over it lol" and "I should be less strict with the girls and raise my voice less? My father was a strict drunk and look at me, I turned out functional and great! The girls are literally fine and love me" and "Oh? My drinking is affecting our family? No it’s not smh smh get off my back"< Drunk a significant portion of the time he spends at home since he’s off-work and somewhere he can relax. Type of guy to always dismiss any issues that might exists because he prefers ignoring them as if they’ll go away. All his problem solving energy is spent during work and the issue is with his family he already likes things as they are, they’re his comfort zone and change is scary, he doesn’t want the change, even if it’d be better. He doesn’t want to change, his unhealthy habits are guilty pleasures he wishes people didn’t try to make him feel guilty for

BUT POINT IS he struggles with guilt and like. Letting it be a feeling that he gets sometimes, so it’s all bottled up and festers and gets twisted into frustration or such like how his worry usually does. I like this take, wether it’s something he’s already thought a lot about or it’s something he’s repressed that came suddenly pouring out of him like blood out of a wound, now that he’s putting it into words with someone for maybe the first time.

#Dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #meta #ask #Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Bicorn episode early season 2 guys let’s GOOOOOOO #I do think he feels sleazy. Like even as he enjoys pretty women as eyecandy he feels pangs of guilt and sadness and longing for his ex wife #The “SHUT UP DON’T bring her up now!!” during succubus is smth I interpret in that way. #Either to not ruin the moment or bc of raging guilt that his succubus isn’t her gdbd. But also can u blame a guy the mere memory #of her brings up a lot of bitterness and emotional turmoil and aughh he feels like he’s failed his life and he’s a fuck up and aughh #fumi rambles #He’s someone who just wants to feel good dammit. He’s so stressed he just wants to relax. He just wants to feel like his family isn’t flawe #He doesn’t have the energy to put into fixing it. He doesn’t know if he could handle it. And ofc all of this is happening on a subconscious #level. Bc emotional repression is his middle name #He needs to work to provide for his family but for their relationships and emotional needs he needs to work less. #There’s no winning. There never is for half-foots in this world #Union man trying to balance career and family and failing </3 #Chilchuck’s family #Chilchuck’s wife #ok i need to shut up on this i could go forever