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demondwellersword · 1 year
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holding on to our little moment, i’ll never forget it as long as i live.
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vash the stampede x gn!reader
warnings: angst, takes place before the end of trigun stampede but may contain mild spoilers
notes: (the title is actually lyrics from stay with me (mayonaka no door) by miki matsubara. i thought it was a good fit for the fic.) i’m out to hurt my feelings with this one tonight y’all
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Home was not a place to Vash the Stampede, it was a person.
You.
No matter where he ran you were always right there beside him, and it was a fact he allowed himself to take solace in. But fear was an ever present nip at Vash’s heels—fear that he would run somewhere you couldn’t follow, fear that Nai would take you away from him too. So Vash made a compromise: you could stay, but you could never know. Because as long as you never knew that Vash loved you, no one could hurt you, right?
But you saw it differently. You saw it as Vash pushing you away every time you got too close, always keeping you at arm’s length. You guessed you were only ever meant to be a companion, something a little better at conversation than a dog. The pain of it stabbed at you if you thought about it too long; the exact same way that it did tonight.
You had set up your tent but couldn’t sleep, the pallet beside you as empty as ever. You’d been tossing and turning to no avail, always just as awake as you had been five minutes ago. You sighed and pulled on your jacket, shivering against the cold breeze that rolled through the tent when you opened the flap.
You could see Vash sitting on one of the small dunes nearby, staring off into the distance. You chewed at your lip. A question burned in the back of your mind, leaving behind footprints in the sand as it led you to where Vash sat. You eased yourself into the sand, dusting it off your hands as you settled into place.
“Do you even want me with you anymore?” You blurted out, watching Vash startle and scramble to refute your question.
“What? Of course not! Why would you ever think something like that, (Name)?”
“Every time I try to get to know you beyond the most basic information you always blow me off with some half assed answer.” You huff out a breath, pulling your knees up toward your chest. “You always introduce me to people as your friend, but I barely know you, Vash.”
Vash turned his gaze away from you, looking down at the hands that rested on his knees through the space between them. “You’re right. And I’m sorry for that. But…it’s for your own good.”
Tears pricked at your eyes. “For my own good?! Vash, we’ve been traveling together for over a year now! I’ve been shot at, stabbed, damn near blown up, and you think I can’t handle knowing something as simple as your last name?”
“Don’t have one.”
You were too mad for this to give you true pause, but it did cause a quizzical look to pass over your face. “I’d rather know you don’t want me around than to stay here and pretend like you do! You seem like you’d be much happier without me here, so just go ahead and tell me to leave!”
Vash kept on looking out into the distance, his turquoise eyes slowly shutting as he softly uttered, “I don’t deserve to be happy. And I shouldn’t be keeping you from being happy either.”
You felt as if you’d been gutted. All you could do was stare at Vash, swallowing back tears with all your might. “You….you can’t mean that.”
“It’s true. Because of me you’re going to have to leave too. I just…don’t want it to be because you got killed. I couldn’t live knowing I could’ve stopped it.”
“Vash…”
Vash finally turned to look at you, his tears glittering like stars in the pale blue moonlight. “I can’t lose you, (Name). I…I love you.”
You couldn’t hold your tears back any longer. You sobbed into the silent night, the full impact of Vash’s words hitting you at once. You didn’t know what Vash was really running from, and you doubted you ever would, but you knew now more than ever that you were going to keep on running with him. As long as it took, as fast as your legs could carry you. You’d be there. And when the time came to finally face it, you’d be there too. You had to be. Because you loved Vash too, and no force on any planet could change that.
“I’ve been so scared of how things would end, I never really let them start,” Vash admitted, “but I can’t keep running forever. Not from this, at least.”
You reached over and took Vash’s hand in yours.
“I’m real sorry I put you through all of this. You didn’t deserve it.”
“Thank you, Vash.”
“Do you still want to keep going with me? I understand if you don’t.”
You shifted closer to Vash and rested your head on his shoulder, enveloping yourself in the scent of gunpowder and metal that always lingered on him. “I never want to leave you, Vash. Not if I can help it, at least.”
Vash leaned his head against yours, a soft smile stretching across his face. Maybe it was okay, letting you in. Maybe it would all blow up in his face someday, but he hoped you’d still make it out with him to the other side. He vowed then and there that he would always protect you, and that you would be the one thing Knives couldn’t take away.
“I was hoping you’d say that.”
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missn11 · 1 year
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Hi friend Ask Box edition!!! While watching your AMV "The Mark," I was really struck by how different the two Akira's are. In the Devilman anime, Akira doesn't fight back much and protects a bunny, (which seems weird to me because the best way to protect a bunny is to let it run away, but maybe that's the point? He's trying, ineffectively, to protect something that doesn't need protection in the way he's offering). In Violence Jack, he's like, ripping people humans apart and reveling in blood. What do you think of Akira's changing relationship to violence? Why does he change so quickly? Is it just Amon's influence? What do you think Nagai-san is saying about the relationship among masculinity, patriarchy, and violence?
For the sake of sanity, let's assume the timeline is Devilman manga -> Devilman Lady + many timeloops until they defeat God -> the divine and the void fic series -> Violence Jack. Thank you!!!!
@badass-at-cuddling Oh yes, Akira goes through quite the transformation when it comes to his relationship with violence when he merges with Amon!
Yeah, in the Devilman The Birth OVA Akira is being over protective of the bunny cause he saw the other two bunnies' dead bodies inside the hutch and isn't wanting the bullies to hurt or kill the last bunny. Its also to show that despite him being a cowardly guy and very conflict avoidant, he is willing to stand up for others when the chips are done, which shows why he is able to overcome Amon's will enough to be in the driver's seat.
Of course that doesn't mean Amon's demoniac nature doesn't affect Akira and Akira's new found enjoyment of violence and fighting comes from that influence. And honestly I think that stays with him even after he's dead in DML's case and reborn in VJ, its just a part of him now. In my hc he and Amon(especially in DML) are almost so merged together that you don't always know where one begins and the other ends.
Its interesting to think what Go Nagai was saying about violence especially from a masculine/patriarchal view, as at first Akira is rewarded for him beating up the bullies by Miki
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And her family are brushing off Akira's sudden change of character as him just being a young man getting out as much fight out of him (Boys being boys and all)
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That's cause the violence he had committed by beating up the bullies wasn't horrifying, it appears heroic cause the bullies had it coming for haressing Akira and Miki, and Akira mostly just bruised them up, no-one was killed. So its easy to brush off any concerns they might have about Akira and that kind low key violence is normal to them.
And they haven't seen how into fighting Akira has become like Ryo has. Ryo has a front row seat to seeing how blood thirsty Akira has become, especially when he's in his devilman form.
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Basically being in battle and feeling all of the adrenaline has changed Akira, now he knows what it means to kill someone, he can't go back to being the innocent conflict avoidant boy he used to be. Now he knows how many problems can be solved by violence. And also Akira has come to enjoy the rush of battle that even facing something possibly more powerful than he is excites him. Even after he got defeated and overwhelmed in volume four, knowing that Satan is the top dog (before he knows it was Ryo all along) makes him want to fight them, he's losing himself to the thrill of battle.
The Makimuras have no idea about that side about Akira until Ryo does the broadcast, even though he is killing demons in it, the violence isn't sexy or heroic looking, its just horrific and they are forced to face the same horrors Ryo once(when he still thought he was human) had to witness. and at first, scared, they reject him until he is able to convince that he is still human.
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Which I think that's the point Go Nagai is talking about how war and violence warps people, turning them into the worst version of themselves, much how like fear made the mob rationalize themselves that they were justified in murder two teenagers and a little boy cause a demon once lived in their house. But also how most normal people are okay with violence as long they don't have to deal with the reality of it, its upsetting and scary to see and hear of it.
Like how people can be convinced that launching wars in developing countries are okay if there is a justified reason for it and you don't see the destruction it causes to the civilians of said developing country. But being faced with the reality of war makes those justifications harder to swallow, a reason why the war in Vietnam was so unpopular, the media coverage at the time was the first time normal people got to see how horrifying war truly was.
But back to Akira. By the time Devilman Lady or Violence Jack rolls around, Akira has learned to master himself when it comes to his violence, he still commits it and enjoys himself in battle, more so in VJ, but there is more of a purpose behind it rather than a desire for fighting.
In Devilman Lady, Akira fights to protect Jun and then fights alongside Satan to take down the Devilman verse God, the biggest oppressor of the Devilman verse(and Demon Lord Dante verse)
In Violence Jack, Akira/Jack fights the murderous gangs and the Slum King so the people of Kanto can see that they can stand up to their oppressors and fight back, and also cause he wants to free Ryo/Satan from his self-hatred. Of course, though he is embodiment of Chaos and Death, so he might enjoy his job a little too much XDD thought thankfully all those he kills are horrible bastards who are in need of a good stabbing.
So basically Akira/Jack is the hero/inspiration the Hellish place Kanto has become needs not wants, the world is rough and cruel and it needs someone just as rough but nicer to the innocent to help solve it! XD
Phew, that was a long one, I hope I've explained myself well enough, but this question gave me a lot to think about. So thanks :D
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artthemasquerade · 2 years
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Even in Hell of Kanto Happiness could be born Okay, so I haven't been able to read all of Violence Jack, but I have read parts of Shin Violence Jack (took me a bit to realize it was a reboot of Violence Jack XD) but I did read most of the parts to do with Devilman and of course the ending. So some of the ideas in my Violence Jack verse for my ot3 come from both mangas, and also some theories and headcanons of mine. Sooo my theory is when Satan remade the world he reincarnated Akira and Miki, intending to give them a better life, as he had come to love both of them equally, and thus accidentally or on purpose gave them some of his divine power (maybe as a measure in case he got out of hand again and needed to be taken down.) Akira got the element of the bird as the Violence Jack trio and Miki the element of the dog and thus has command over Cerberus, again this is comes from my theory that Ryo's pets in the beginning kind of foreshadow how Akira and Miki die in Devilman, and in Violence Jack and Shin Violence Jack it also shows what elements they get when they are reborn. Also like Satan, Akira and Miki don't become their true selves until they merge with their other forms they had split into. But when Satan removed his own memories of his true identity and sealed away his powers so he could punish himself via the Slum King, Akira and Miki forgot who they were too and split off into other forms as well. But when Satan reformed himself and was getting ready to return the world to nothing, believing that he caused too much damage for it to be saved, Akira and Miki regained their memories reformed themselves to stop Satan. Now in the manga its not exactly clear if Akira kills Satan or merely stops him and helps him forgive himself, either way the world is saved. In the ot3 verse, Akira and Miki manage to stop Satan and find out that he was actually trying to get them to kill him, since he didn't think he deserved to live after everything he had done and had allowed to happen while he was punishing himself. Unsure if killing him would destroy the world they were trying to save, and even after everything they didn't hate him as much they used to and in fact still held some love for him, Akira and Miki try instead to get Satan to forgive and redeem himself by being a more present god the world needed. Eventually, Satan was able to reconnect with his new world better, seeing that despite everything, the humans he had created had endured and were willing to fight and build for a better future, he, Akira and Miki only lend aid to the humans of Kanto when very much needed or to help them better themselves but try to give them the free will to chose their own fates. And in that time, love blossomed between the three of them, and they made it a go to rekindle their relationship again (They previously had one in Devilman before everything went tits up! XD), finding that now there weren't any secrets between them and they were equally as powerful as each other their relationship was a lot better than before. Though there are some old wounds that can't easily be forgiven, you know Miki's whole family and her being killed indirectly cause of Ryo's actions, causing all of humanity to destroy themselves and no matter how hard Ryo tries to make up for them it still stings, but while Akira and Miki might not be able to forgive Ryo for everything, they do appreciate him trying to make things better for his creations now. Also on one last note, you can't see it very well since Ryo and Miki are blocking how Akira looks in this verse, but since he has spent a lot of time in his female Violence Jack form, I headcanon that Akira is now gender fluid and tends to switch between being a man or woman depending on his mood or the situation, but no matter the gender he is always tits out! XD    
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i think probably the core issue of lorien legacies, beyond anything to do with individual characters, is the mixed metaphors.
more specifically, about politics.
[longpost after the cut; a lot of talk about racism, xenophobia, fascism--including ecofascism--genocide, and all of the above being poorly handled. also some deeply upsetting anti-indigenous awfulness wrt the w-word.]
the writers try to make the series Heavy-Hitting and Deep and Socially Conscious by addressing real-world political issues like racism, fascism, religious fundamentalism, dictatorship, colonialism, genocide, and so on... and instead of trying to build it into a coherent dynamic with any kind of real statement about any of it, they just blindly grab at every political issue they can find and slap it together into a jumbled mess.
they don't actually understand any of the things they're talking about. and the most disturbing part is that they don't even limit themselves to drawing on bad neoliberal takes, and/or captain-obvious shit like 'genocide bad.' they ALSO draw on the politics of fascists and racists--sometimes unironically, sometimes putting it in the mouths of random protagonists without reason after establishing that it's supposed to be a bad thing, sometimes doing shit that strawmans itself into confirming the Bad Guy Fascism and what have you--and often they mix those metaphors in ways that are anywhere from bizarre to horrific.
('ya so the great replacement theory was completely right actually! the people you're genociding a hundred percent have dedicated their entire life, purpose, and remaining culture to exterminating yours. it doesn't matter if their survivors are down to the single digits, if you fail to kill even a single one of them they WILL successfully wipe you out. they will literally have your last few survivors rounded up and put into prison camps. three cheers for them!' jesus fucking christ.)
(don't get me started on shit like tossing blatant racist caricatures of north korea and its political issues into the mogadorians at some point, because why the fuck not, and then piling on the anti-japanese racism with a dump truck at the end of the first series and throughout the second. internment camps.)
(jesus fucking christ.)
and like. people don't react to this shit the way they realistically would. you cannot tell me that not a single one of the majority-POC cast in the second series would not rip a black hole into nine's irl-racist and scifi-MAGA, white-man-in-a-position-of-authority ass, or the shit that john's white-man-in-a-position-of-authority ass brings about himself under the guise of ~kindness and peace.~
and there's no logic to the kind of shit people will say and do about this stuff, especially in the sequel series. sometimes they'll express, like, basic antifascist/anti-racist/humanitarian/decent-in-general beliefs, and other times the most absolutely wild shit will come out of their mouths which either directly contradicts things they've said before--and might say after--or pulls from other blatant parts of that same horrific ideology. there is no rhyme or reason to most of it. it's just a clown car of racist/fascist/xenophobic nonsequiturs. what the hell.
and when i say nine is irl-racist in reborn i mean he casually calls a native american child the w-word as a '''lighthearted''' punny joke about his legacy. the kid is not even from any tribe whose culture they originate from; they never specify, because of course they couldn't be bothered lol, but miki is from alaska. on top of that, they had the dick ass and balls to have him randomly throw in a Very Special Episode scene where he talks about how his family are the direct-action variety of activists who he got separated from when they blew up an oil pipeline.
and he does not fucking blink at this. he doesn't say anything about it, he doesn't uncomfortably not say anything about it, he just goes on with the friendly conversation about his legacies which nine just called him a w-word for without missing a single beat.
and the ecofascism. good unholy fucking god the ecofascism. probably the most fundamental driving force of the entire first series is that if you don't ~take care of your environment~ your entire race/ethnicity/culture deserve to suffer and die slowly in the results. yes, all of them. it doesn't matter who was responsible. every last one. including the masses we see protesting on mogadore in flashbacks/visions.
also did i mention the Great Fascist Cult Leader who is responsible for the loric's genocide is a race traitor who took charge of wiping out his own? because that is a thing. it's a thing.
like. man i could go on. i could go on. and in other posts i probably will, because WOW is there a lot to unpack here. but it really does all come down to the fact that the writers wanted to sound meaningful and important and socially conscious, because that's what seems to be hip with the youth nowadays, and they don't have anything to say.
it's just gibberish. gibberish that arranges in some very telling ways as to the beliefs of their own that they are putting into the books. but gibberish.
and it pisses me off in a different way to have realized this, but god damn does it make it less tear-my-hair-out distressing than racking my brain trying to figure out what in the goddamn fuck am i looking at here.
(capitalism. capitalism is what i'm looking at here. and also racism, antisemitism, xenophobia, and just plain being fuckin stupid.)
lord.
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everytime you post about radioactive cum i take 10 psychic damage. on one hand, you’re killing me, but on the other hand this is fucking hilarious.
only 10 psychic damage? oh, so.. so not critical hit? booooo gotta amp it up I guess
also ty so much I’m glad my circus act incites joy from you hehe honestly tho blame @undermattsun for starting it, but also my followers dumb nasty on the low, plz thank dem ‧⁺◟( ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀ )
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gunterfan1992 · 3 years
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Episode Review: ‘Together Again’ (Distant Lands, Ep. 3)
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Airdate: May 20, 2021
Story by: Jack Pendarvis, Kate Tsang, Hanna K. Nyström, Christina Catucci, Jesse Moynihan, Adam Muto
Storyboarded by: Hanna K. Nyström, Anna Syvertsson, Iggy Craig, Maya Petersen, Serena Wu
Directed by: Miki Brewster (supervising), Sandra Lee (art)
Across Adventure Time’s ten season run, the show explored a bevy of “mature” themes and story ideas—topics, like love, sexuality, depression, and grieving. The show also touched upon death, but the emphasis was usually placed on the emotional toll of a loved one dying, not really what happens when you die. We knew there were Dead Worlds and Death. We knew that there was reincarnation. But how does it all fit together? What does it mean? How does it work?
With “Together Again,” we finally have many of the answers.
This special opens with a marvelous fake-out episode simply called “Finn & Jake,” that sees the two steal a magical cartoon of 50-flavor ice cream before rescuing Turtle Princess and LSP from the clutches of the villainous Ice King. This is all deliberately anachronistic and over the top. Ice King is back to his season one ways, Finn has both arms, and he is still wielding his golden sword that he lost in season two’s “The Real You.” There’s lolrandom dialogue and silly monsters; it’s like a parody of seasons 1-2. But then, this adventure starts to get all wonky, and in time Finn realizes that he is in a some sort of trance or illusion: one that ends with Jake being buried in the ground. Suddenly, Finn awakens from his reverie. He’s an old man. And he’s dead. We’re then presented with a new title card that lets us know the episode is actually called “Finn & Jake Are Dead.”
Holy Glob! They actually went there.
Turns out Jake died years before Finn, so naturally Finn is super excited to see his best bud. But something’s wrong—he cannot find Jake!! They planned to spend eternity together. But all that Finn can find is his very own psychopomp, Mr. Fox (voiced by Tom Herpich, whose purposefully stilted line readings are the epitome of delightful). Finn rightfully assumes that Jake is in a different Dead World, and so, being the ball of spunk and energy that he is, he demands to meet with Death, only to discover that there’s a New Death in town (voiced by Chris Fleming). The episode eventually explains that New Death was the son of Death and Life, and after New Death killed his father, he became the sovereign of the afterlife. New Death hates his job and decides to just blow up all the Dead Worlds so he doesn’t have to deal with it all. (I won’t get too much into the details here, because there would be a lot of story to parse out.)
Finn soon learns that Jake has reached nirvana in the 50th Dead World, where there is nothing but peace and serenity. Finn nevertheless tracks down Jake, pulls him from paradise, but in doing so, accidentally lets New Death in, who promptly obliterates Elysium, sending all the enlightened souls—including those from different levels of the afterlife—to the 1st Dead World. This gronks up the afterlife, temporarily halting the reincarnation process.
Well, Finn and Jake are rightfully ticked, and so they haunt the material plane looking for Princess Bubblegum. She’s not home (more on that later), but Peppermint Butler is! After Ghost Finn and Ghost Jake explain the situation, Peppermint Butler tells them what to do: They need to find Life and explain the situation. The duo manage just that, and Life is rightfully angry that her kid has stopped the transmigration of souls. After Life gives Finn a McGuffin sword that can hurt Death, Finn and Jake return to his abode. A brawl ensues wherein we learn that New Death has been possessed… by none other than that spirit of the Lich.
That’s right, it’s the Lich! He’s back, and boy is he evil.
The Lich explains that by possessing Death, he can destroy the afterlife, thereby destroying a key aspect of reality. Naturally, Finn and Jake are not cool with this, and they engage in combat. After Mr. Fox grabs the McGuffin sword and uses it to annihilate the Lich and New Death, he is proclaimed the New New Death and sets everything right. Finn is slated to be reincarnated, and Jake is slated to return to the 50th Dead World where he and Finn will one day be reunited. As Finn is pulled into the wheel of souls, Jake suddenly decides to go back with Finn, too, “Just for fun.” The episode ends with a card letting us know that the episode is neither called “Finn & Jake” nor “Finn & Jake Are Dead.” Instead, it is “Finn and Jake Are Together Again.”
As they say, “And there wasn’t a dry eye in the place.”
If you were to tell me several years ago that the last episode to star Finn and Jake would revolve around them dying, I think I would’ve been upset. Not simply sad, but rather frustrated because “they all died” can feel like a cheap ending. But with “Together Again,” it all works. And a large reason that it works is because the show goes all in with their ideas. Finn and Jake don’t magically leap back into their old life (no, no, they very much do bite the dust). Instead, the special emphasizes the cyclical nature of life through the transmigration of souls. The episode ends with a beautiful scene of Finn and Jake, bound together as soul-brothers, being reborn into a new, mysterious (possibly Ooo 1000+?) world. It’s both aesthetically and emotionally pleasing; it doesn’t feel off the way over finales might. This is right. This is the way life works. “Round and round as nature goes,” and all that jazz.
I loved the series explanation of how death works. It seems that souls land in a specific Dead World, where they ‘marinate’ for a bit, presumably being rewarded or punished based on their life in our meat reality. After a time, they are then reborn. This process repeats, with each soul reaching higher and higher levels of enlightenment until they hit nirvana, which is the 50th Dead World. So in a sense, Adventure Time has a roughly Buddhist cosmology with a dash of Greco-Roman mythos thrown in for flavor. (As to what happens after a soul stays in the 50th Dead World for a long period is anyone’s guess, but I’d speculate that when all the souls in the multiverse have been purified and land in the 50th Dead World, they will all collapse into one another and form one perfect Monad. Perhaps this is the sphere of perfection that the beings who merged into Matthew thought they were connecting to? Who knows! It’s anyone’s guess!) I was a little disappointed that we didn’t get to see who Death, Prismo, Life, etc.’s boss was, but perhaps that’s a mystery better left up to the imagination!
One minor thing that I loved about this special was the number of characters who made cameos as well as all the callbacks that were made to previous episodes. Regarding the former: Finn and Jake’s canine family show up (including the oft-forgotten Jermaine!), as do Tree Trunks and her myriad husbands. Tiffany plays a major role in all these shenanigans as a “death cop” of all things. There is a delightful rogues gallery stuck in the 1st Dead World (including, among others, Maja, Sharon from “The Gut Grinder,” and Wyatt). In the 50th we find Ghost Princess and Clarence happily at peace next to Booshy, the weird spirit mentioned in the Pen Ward classic “High Strangeness.” As far as callbacks go, perhaps my favorite is the clap (from “James Baxter the Horse”) that Jake taught to Finn in case they ever do get separated in the afterlife. And of course, there are myriad references made to “Death in Bloom,” the episode that planted the seed for what this would grow into.
Going into the special suspecting that it would involve Death, I was curious how they were going to handle Miguel Ferrer’s character. (In case a reader is not aware, Ferrer played Death in episodes like “Death in Bloom” and “Betty,” but he sadly passed away a few years ago). The producers’ choice to feature him in a non-speaking cameo—despite playing a relatively significant role in the story—was wise; I’m not sure if I can articulate the exact reasons, but something about his role felt appropriate and not gross, as some post-mortem memorials can be. Speaking of which, the wonderful, lovely Polly Lou Livingston was featured for the last time in this episode as Tree Trunks, happily in heaven with her literal harem of husbands. It was funny, it really was, and I’m sure that Polly Lou would’ve gotten a kick out of seeing it on screen. (Also, this is a pro-Tree Trunks safe space. Any Tree Trunks haters will be chucked into the 1st Dead World with Wyatt.)
The biggest mystery in this whole thing, for me at least, is the question of Princess Bubblegum and Marceline. Several years ago, I wrote an essay about what could’ve happened to them in the Ooo 1000+ universe. I speculated that they peaced out and left Ooo behind. In this special, neither Bubblegum nor Marceline are to be found in the Candy Kingdom—Peppermint Butler seems to be the one in charge, given that he is now wearing Bubblegum’s crown. Likewise, the duo aren’t anywhere in the Dead Worlds either. Maybe the two of them skipped town and got a duplex in the Nightosphere? Who knows… I just want my favorite gals to be OK!
All things considered, “Together Again” was a marvel: An episode that managed to feel like a series finale even more than “Come Along with Me” already did without taking away from the series itself. An episode that managed to make the idea of dying funny. An episode that brought back the Lich in a way that wasn’t forced. An episode that made Mr. Fox the New New Death. An episode that gave us a beautiful ending to Finn and Jake’s story… as well as the beautiful beginning to a new one. I said it on Twitter, and I’ll say it again here: “Together Again” was the end of a sentence in a book with infinite pages. Truly, the fun will never end.
Mushroom War evidence: Everything takes place in the Dead Worlds, so not really. Perhaps a more eagle-eyed viewer can inform us...
Final Grade: That’s right, I’m gonna do it...
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Post-script, I actually messaged Jesse Moynihan to ask about his writing credit. He told me that it was for an unused story idea that he had developed. I’m not certain, but I’ll bet it was a part of the cancelled TV movie they were trying to make during season 5, since that would’ve seen Finn and Orgalorg journey to the various Dead Worlds.
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shizukateal · 3 years
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The Holy Quintet: The BEST DRESSED Magical Girl Team EVER. Part 2: Characters made of symbols and shapes.
Part 1 here.
Mami Tomoe
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Mami Tomoe’s outfit is a work of genius that really humbles me as an aspiring character designer. Watching the perfection in its simplicity only boggles my mind trying to reverse engineer the thought process behind it. Even if they already had decided on the huntress theme before they finished her, how did Ume Aoki came up with cutting the sleeves like that? Or with the perfect skirt shape that allows the corset to show all of her curves while puffing at just the right height to not make the hipline transition awkward and giving the shape of a flower? How long did it take her to find this particular color scheme? Did she immediately know where to put the purple to balance the outfit without feeling artificial? How did she realize that the stripes on the socks would add the ideal touch to the whole setup? Or the perfect way to turn the soulgem into a hair accessory? I would have gone the easy way and put it in the chest ribbon like the amateur I am! Did she have doubts about it while she was figuring out the exact design of the boots?!
This outfit does everything. It’s sexy without being unnecessarily tasteless, it’s girly and fancy but battle-ready, it even passes the silhouette test, it’s nuanced, almost realistic. Even Mami’s hairstyle, which in a lesser design would look too childish, is perfect for her. Mami’s whole theme is that she’s a little girl desperately trying to convince herself that she’s an adult. Her low drill-tails are doll-like, which is to say a little girl’s idea of what a fancy adult woman looks like. The side-swept bangs also give a youthful roundness to her face while being elegant, and the way the hat and hairpin complements the whole thing is just * cheff’s kiss *.
Kyouko Sakura
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Kyouko is a fire gal, and as such her shape is a triangle, so her outfit is a halter top coat that widens into the frilled overskirt. Her ponytail also feeds into this theme, with hair bits sticking wildly on the top like the fire sparks of a candle, and the ribbon is just scrappy but cute enough to compliment her personality. Haha, ponytail, get it? Like a horse? Or in her case a de-horned unicorn, ergo her spear. Her look also gives us the impression of an outlaw with her pirate/rider boots, long coat and gloves, fitting her lifestyle, and her soulgem is on her chest, indicating her more emotional nature. I think the boldest decision was to leave her hands ungloved, or at least I know I wouldn’t have done that, but that’s why I’m glad I wasn’t in Ume Aoki’s position when Madoka was in production. The white details on her undershirt and boots also put an elegant touch of complexity that completes the whole thing. What I’m trying to say here is that Kyoko has the ““easiest”” design of the other puellas, but it’s still top notch.
Sayaka Miki
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Sayaka’s outfit is a balancing act, trying to keep it’s knight aesthetic clear without relying on heavy armor to do so and thus allowing Sayaka’s more romantic, femenine side to show, not to mention her water + music/mermaid theme. Her whole getup is very ingenious. Her short hair allows the cape to flow without seeming excessive and heavy or an inconvenience, her hairpin prevents the cut from being bland, but still keeping a somewhat tomboyish look, and her skirt has a distinct asymmetrical cut that, with its white outline, gives the idea of a wave. Her boots are short, comfy, practical, and their shade is just different enough that they avoid the look from feeling kinda boring within its color pallet, without straying away from it. I’m honestly amazed at how well they pulled of her belly-button soulgem as well, especially without taking away from the knight theme, hell they even used that in their favor! That is ingenuity. It was also a genius idea to hold the cape on a choker to make it all fit better with a sweetheart neckline.
Homura Akemi
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As I mentioned before when I talked about Senjougahara, Homura is a rhombus, not just in her soul gem but in the rest of her body: she is pointy, slim, and long. She is the tallest and lankiest amongst the Holy Quintet, her outfit primarily highlighting her legs and her hair ending in jagged points. What impresses me the most about it is that the shirt is very weirdly cut for a concept as straightforward as “school uniform”, but it works. I can imagine a much easier version of it without the undersleeves or the collar. Speaking of which, the shape of them draws attention to her soul gem on her hand, which is placed there to symbolize how she’s the most “hands on” magical girl. Her time motif is present in her back ribbon, which looks like clock hands, same with Moemura’s braids, and in her shield, which is small and attached to her wrist and also is actually a sand clock. That shield is a really neat, concise, and smart way to tie up the entirety of her wish, huh? Speaking of Moemura, it’s really interesting to see the conflict between the two versions of this character in their differences. First we have the hair, of course, then the red glasses. I sense that there’s more to those than what I’m interpreting here, but the best I can do is conclude that aside that Homura tosses them out because they represent her weakness the fact that they’re red means they also represent her emotionality, which Madoka returns to her when she gives her her red ribbons (which also represent the string of fate, of course, and also confidence in oneself). But the part that interests me the most is her heels. Moemura doesn’t fit them, she trips on them constantly, but for Homura they are a symbol of her maturity and composure. Naturally, the first time we see Homura break down after narrowly killing Kyubey before they could do a contract with Madoka, she trips on them.
@leafbladie also pointed out to me that the reason it looks like a school uniform might be because school is the only place where she could make genuine human connections. 
Madoka Kaname
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Kyouko is a triangle, Homura is a rhombus, and Madoka is, fittingly, a Star, aka. a cluster of points shooting out from a center, which also blends well as a flower motif. Or to put it even more eloquently, she’s the flower from the ground that will eventually become the star in the sky. It’s in her skirt, gloves, socks and ponytails. And the rest of her? Is a deception in its simplicity. After all, this is what you expect from the leader of a magical girl team, right? Pink! Ribbons! Frills! Come on, you’ve seen this outfit before, it’s practically the same as Cure Peach’s! But Madoka is aiming for something more specific: she is both a fairy AND a witch, the two faces of the Magical Girl, creatures of fairytales often related to either nature or to the stars, and it works precisely because she uses that shape. Madoka is a balance of roundness and pointiness, it’s just that those points are softened by the pastel coloring. Her balance in ribbons and frills is excellent as well. I should probably write a separate post on how those 2 elements work in general, but suffice to say that we all know way too many magical girls that just put those things everywhere. Two on her ponytails to highlight them, one behind her neck, two on her hips to smooth the hipline transition, two behind her shoes. Huh, speaking of those, Madoka has surprisingly tall heels, right? Taller than Mami’s and only matched by Homura’s. Really tells you who the 2 most emotionally resilient members are in the team.
The last piece I’d like to highlight is her weapon, which I’m jealous of because I did that concept for an OC of mine and now if I do it everyone is going to think that I got it from her. But in any case, yeah combining a druidic staff into an also druidic bow whose arrows are also shooting star analogues is the perfect choice for this particular character, the Goddess of Magical Girls.
And this, everyone, has been my reasoning and analysis of the genius of the Holy Quintet’s character designs. Follow me if you want more magical girl outfit analysis.
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Mini Fanfic #827: Golfing (RWBY)
12:12 p.m. at Mistral's Country Club's Golf Course.......
Ruby: (Sitting on the Back of the Golf Cart While Looking Up at the Blue Skies in a Very Exhausted like Fashion) ('UGGGGGGHHHH') Why is it have to so freaking hot today? I feel I can die at any moment here!!
Oscar: (Starts Looking For his Ball He Just Hit While Holding his Golf Club Around) We'll get back to the cart as soon as I find where the ball is.... Couldn't be too far from here.
Ruby: (Turns to Oscar) How are you not as hot and exhausted as I am right now? (Starts Pouting at the Farm Boi While Pointing at Him) Did Ozpin taught you some kind of heat protection spell that I don't even know about?
Oscar: (Starts Rolling his Eyes a Bit Playfully) Trust me, Ruby. If I'd knew a spell like that would existence right now, I would've told you all about it a long time ago. But to answer to your first, real question, the heat doesn't really bother me as much as it used to. I guess being raised in a farm really does has it's quirks after all.
Ruby: I envy you and your farming life style sometimes....
Oscar: (Chuckles Lightly) I envy your lifestyle more. Enrolling to Becon to become a full fledged Huntsman like with you......It would've been nice.
Ruby: (Smiles Brightly) It would've been amazing!!~ We would've been best friends a lot earlier, do crazy missions together, I would've even taught you everything I know about the boring school life.
Oscar: (Smirks Playfully at Ruby) About how to be Chaotic Troublemaker like you were?
Ruby: (Glares at Oscar Again) Hey, I wasn't that terrible of a student!!!
Oscar: Then how come you started a Food War in the Cafeteria?
Ruby: I didn't start the whole thing! Nora did!.....Or was it Yang? I don't remember. The point is, I was a simple bystander defending my rights to eat peacefully.
Oscar: Uh-huh....
Ruby: You can "Uh-huh" me all you want, mister, but I know I'm speaking the truth! (Starts Sighing While Wiping the Sweat Off From Forehead) Anyways, can we pleeease do something else besides golf right now?
Oscar: (Turns to Ruby) You sure you wanna stop now? We only have like eight more holes to complete left.
Ruby: Yeah. I'm sure. (Slouches her Head Onto the Top of Both of her Palms) The heat is already killing me as we speak, Oscar.
Oscar: ('Sigh') Alright fine. We can always go back inside and hangout with Ms. Goodwitch the rest of the day.
Ruby: Nah. It would get boring in there real quick. And besides, I bet she's already having a lovely chat with her lady friends as we speak.
Oscar: (Place his Hand on his Chin) That is a possibility.....(Turns to Ruby) You have any ideas?
Ruby: Hmmmmm.....(Takes a Look at the Golf Kart She's Sitting on Right Now Before Smirking Mischievously) Wellllll~
A Couple of Minutes Later......
Ruby: (Excitedly Riding The Golf Kart Around the Course in Fast Speed With Oscar Sitting Next to Her) ('WOOOOOOOO!!')
Oscar: (Nervously Holding the Side Handle a BitTightly) Damnit, Ruby! Could you at least try and slowing down a little?
Ruby: No can do, Oscar!~ This is a perfect way to cool ourselves off! And don't you think it's a lot more fun to do this than playing golf under the sun all day?
Oscar: I'm more worry about the damages we'll cause than any of those things...Speaking of which...(Turns to Ruby) Do you even have driver's license?
Ruby: (Giggles Awkwardly) About that... I've..... never got the chance take the permit test....
Oscar: (Immediately Gives Ruby a Deadpinned Look on his Face) Seriously?
Ruby: Hey! Don't get moody at me, mister! I was too focused on being a Huntress at the time! And last I checked, YOU were the one who flew a Atlas Airship at Argus without flyer's permit!
Oscar: That because we were all in a do or die situation at the time. There wasn't anything else I could other than that.
Ruby: ('Sigh') Yeah. You do have point ther- (Suddenly Starts Gasping Loudly Before Putting the Golf to a Immediate Halt)
Oscar: (Confused by the Sudden Stop) What happened? Why did you stop?
Ruby: Oscar. Look...... (Points at a Small Hill in Front of Them) A-
Oscar: (Went Back to Having a Deadpinned Look) Don't tell me. You wanna try drive up to that hill with a maximum speed velocity....
Ruby: Yep.
Oscar: Knowing full well that there might be a 50/50 chance of not only getting ourselves hurt, but also getting the kart itself totaled.....
Ruby: Pretty much.
Oscar: Yet you still wanna give it a shot anyways because you're name is Ruby Rose.
Ruby: (Immediately Gives Oscar the Puppy Dog Eyes) Please?~ I promise to get the both of us out if there as soon as we start flying~
Oscar: (Stares at Ruby For a Brief Second or Two Take a Deep Breath) Bring it on.
Ruby: (Gasps Happily Before Turning Back at Front of the Grassy Road With a Determined Look on her Face) Yes sir!~
As the engine begins to roar loudly, Ruby starts driving the golf kart towards the hill quickly..... Except....the kart itself is suddenly not moving anywhere.
Ruby: What the- The engine's still on! Why are we not moving!?
Oscar: (Turns Around Only to Have his Eyes Widened a Second Later) Uhhhh, Ruby.....(Points at What is in Front of Him) I think we found our culprit.....
Ruby: (Turns Around) What is it, Osca- ('GASPS')
Much to the kids surprise, the culprit was none other than Glynda Goodwitch herself, using her wand to stop kart from moving any forward at ease.
Glynda: (Gives the Duo a Stern, Motherly Glare) Children.
Oscar: (Starting Chuckling a Bit Awkwardly While Slowly Waving at the Woman) H-Hey, Ms. Goodwitch.....
Few Minutes Later Inside the Country Club.......
Glynda: I cannot believe you two! Recklessly driving around the golf course with that kind of speed, without any supervision. What on Earth were you thinking?
Ruby: ('Sighs in Utter Defeat') We're sorry......We got so bored and hot outside that we-I mean...I thought about taking the kart for a ride.
Glynda: ('Sigh') Ruby, if that's really the case, then why didn't the both of you just come back in here and spend more time with me?
Oscar: You see, we thought about that. But.... We'd figured that you would be too busy spending time your friends some more. So we decided not to bother you at the time.
Glynda: ('Sighs Once More') I suppose I can understand where you're coming from of this....Our conversations have gotten quite longer as of late.... Regardless, I would rather have the both of you with me than seeing you two get yourselves hurt on a golf kart. I mean, seriously, do you have any idea how much that cost alone?
Ruby: Uhhhhh.....Three or....four hundred dollars?
Glynda: Thousands.
Ruby/Oscar: (Eyes Widened in Complete Shock) THOUSANDS!!!?
Ruby: For one stinking Golf Kart!?
Glynda: I'm afraid so. These karts are exclusively made in this Country Club for as long as I can remember. So it makes sense on why it would cost a high amount. You'd be surprise on much this membership actually cost by itself.
Oscar: You......want us to guess what the price of it too or.....
Glynda: No. That won't be necessary, Oscar. All I ask for the two of you right now is to stay here and not get into any more trouble. (Gives the Duo Another Motherly Glare) Unless you want me to inform Mr. Xiao Long and Ms. Valkyrie about the reckless actions you've made today.
Ruby: Nononononono! I-It's fine, Professor Goodwitch! You don't have tell them!
Oscar: Yeah! We'll stay out of trouble this time. Promise.
Glynda: (Stare at Oscar and Ruby For a Brief Second Before Sighing Once More) Very well. I suppose I'll take your word for it. In meantime.....(Gets Up From her Seat) Get us some refreshments. Anything you need specifically?
Ruby: Do they got anymore Chocolate Chip Cookies in this place?
Oscar: I'll just get water.
Glynda: (Simply Nodded) Done and done. I'll be right back. (Walks Away)
Ruby/Oscar: 'Kay!
Ruby: ('Sigh') Well....That was a day.
Oscar: Tell me about it.... I'm just glad we didn't any actual trouble from any from another else besides Ms. Goodwitch. Was she always this stress to you guys?
Ruby: Yeah. But we mostly asked for it. She was Ozpin right handed woman for a reason after all.
Oscar: (Chuckles Lightly) I can tell.....(Turns to Ruby) Sorry the day gotten boring for you?
Ruby: (Smiles Softly) Are you kidding? You don't need to be sorry for that. If anything, I should apologizing for dragging you into this mess in the first place.
Oscar: Don't be. I don't mind get dragging along with your antics every once and a while (Starts Blushing a Little) If anything....It made enjoy spending time with you a lot than before, you know?
Ruby: (Eyes Widened in Genuine Surprise) You really mean that?
Oscar: Of course I do. You mean a lot to me, Ruby and....I lov-(Eyes Immediately Starts Widened as His Blush Turns Bright Red) LIKE! Y-Y-Yeah! Yeah! That's what meant to say! Like! I like you, Ruby. Just....like.
Ruby: (Stares at Oscar For a Brief Second Before Giggling Softly) Oho Oscar~ (Pulls Oscar into a Loving Hug) I love you too, dumb-dumb~ Always.
Oscar: (Sighs Heavily Before Smiling Softly) Thanks.
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Cabin at Daytime
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You thought that you could escape EM cottagecore in a modern AU? Fools!
Eren was poked into consciousness by gentle yet unyielding fingers. Sitting up, he saw Mikasa watching him, eyes shining with tears.
“Another nightmare?”
She nodded.
“I know the continuation of the story, wanna hear it?”
Looking over her, Eren saw some major differences from the last time. Mikasa had tears in her eyes, but she wasn’t crying, her face had a sort of acceptance written into it. Her dream must have been bittersweet because she had a strong feeling of melancholy about her. Sad, but not terribly wrecked by it. Something happened, but it was bound to happen, and it was the best outcome of the events she was stuck at.
Rubbing the sleep from his eyes, Eren gave her a warm smile, hoping to make her feel better.
“Of course. Told you that I’m on the edge of my seat.”
“Okay..”, she drawled, “But I have a condition.”
From the way her teeth shone in the darkness, Eren had a faint idea what Mikasa might want at three in the morning.
“Is it pancakes?”, he tried.
It was pancakes.
Fifteen minutes later, he was standing in the kitchen and preparing her sweet treat while Mikasa sat at the counter, bare legs swinging freely. Her hands were wrapped around a fresh cup of coffee that she was sipping in order to wake up.
“So?”, he asked, sprinkling the chocolate chips in, “Going to tell me while I cook?”
“Sure.”, Mikasa took a deep breath and looked Eren straight in the eyes, her voice serious, “I killed you.”
Not that surprising, considering that he was the big bad evil guy in her dreams.
“Again? Didn’t you dream about that already?”
“I did, but It was different this time.”
“And didn’t Armin off me too?”
Mikasa shook her head, the moonlight reflecting against her midnight bangs.
“You got up from that.”
“Guess I could have seen it coming, I’m nothing if not stubborn.”
She giggled at that, small simpers escaping through the tears that were present on her face.
“I cut off your head.“
“How?“
“With a sword.”, she reached over, dragging a single black fingernail over Eren’s throat, “Riiiight here.”
“Ouch.”
“And then we kissed.”
“Uhm...”
Mikasa fell silent, pondering what she just said.
“Well,”, Eren began, “Did I see you before you killed me?”
“Yea…”
“All good then.”
She looked up, a question on her face.
“What do you mean?”
“If I got to die while looking at you, then there is nothing more I could wish for.”
A sniffle.
“There was no other way.”
“Of course. I told you – that mess must have been my fault, I do not blame you in the slightest. Although there is one thing I’d like to say.”
“Yes?”
“I think that I prefer kissing you while my head is attached to my body.”
Finally, she laughed out loud, scooting over on the kitchen counter to be closer. Taking a gentle hold of his head, Mikasa angled it properly, bowing down and pressing her lips against his. So warm and gentle, as only Eren could be, it made her eyes flutter close from the pure sweetness of it. His were closed too, she noticed, but he was very much alive against her mouth. Mikasa tasted like the coffee she drank and combined with the natural sweetness of her lips, it was downright delicious. Nip here and there, Mikasa was sighing into the kiss before she realized it.
“As much as I adore kissing you, I should finish the food.”, Eren murmured against her addicting lips, “Might burn it.”
Mikasa loved Eren’s chocolate chip pancakes and burning them was heresy. Releasing him, she sat back, leaning on her arms and watching him work.
“You know, maybe it’s not so bad that you cut my head off.”
“Eren, what in seven hells are you on about?”
“Well, even as a head I could be of service to you,”, like a damn snake, he wiggled his tongue at her, “You do adore my oral skill, don’t you?”
She did, but Mikasa also strongly preferred having all of Eren to enjoy, not just a damn head. That joke went overboard for her because she remembered the kiss from her dream which was so tragic and so far from what Eren was suggesting. Filled with a wave of slight nausea, Mikasa let her disgust show on her face.
“Fine, I’m not talking to you anymore. Even better, I’m breaking off our engagement and I’ll be moving out in the morning. Good day, sir.”
With that, she turned away from him, closing her eyes and overall just being done with Eren Yeager. Seeing it, he realized that he might have overstepped his boundaries, and the last thing he wanted was to have his angel mad at him. Turning the heat down for a moment, he leaned closer, gently nudging the collar of her too-large sleeping shirt down her shoulder with his nose. Once her porcelain skin was bare to him, Eren kissed it gently, moving his lips over the pale expanse. At the same time his hands got adventurous, one starting from Mikasa’s knee and moving upwards, kneading those wonderful thighs of hers. The other circled her unresponsive form, a finger tracing the curve of her spine. She didn’t pull away but didn’t react to him either, marking his efforts as inefficient for now.
“I’m sorry, it was inappropriate.”
Nope, nothing. Very well then.
Eren moved up, focusing his kisses on her neck now, gently biting into the skin. His hand also slid up to Mikasa’s inner thigh, caressing. Finally that coaxed something out of her, a tiny moan that escaped her lips.
“I’m very sorry, Miki.”, he repeated between the kisses, “Please forgive me.”
Even while apologizing, he couldn’t help himself when his nose was pressed right against her skin. Her scent invaded his mind, gliding around the familiar place, reminding him of everything good that was in his life.
“God, you smell so good.”, he murmured.
She snickered, and the combination of joy and pleasure produced by Eren was enough for Mikasa to forgive. She turned towards him, grey eyes sliding over his face.
“Eren, I love you, but please don’t say things like that again. That kiss was so far from anything even remotely sexual that…”
“I know, and I won’t. I’m sorry, again.”
“Good.”, leaning close, she pecked him on the lips, “Now get back to cooking, I’m supposed to get my pancakes.”
With a grin, Eren let go of her and returned to the task at hand. Turning the heat up, he watched the pancake simmer into existence, all under Mikasa’s hungry gaze. She loved chocolate, and Eren made sure to put an extra portion of the brown chips into the next pancake he began creating.
“There was something else.”, she said, “Like a dream within a dream.”
That piqued his interest.
“Do go on.”
“The other Mikasa…”
“Dreamkasa?”, Eren offered, making her frown.
“Shush.”
“Yes ma’am.”
Dreamkasa. Almost as bad as that incredible nickname she had, Gothkasa. Pfff…
“She had a vision or something, of her living together with the other Eren, in a cabin.”
“Sounds peaceful.”
“It was. But at the same time…”, Mikasa rubbed a hand over her temple, trying to remember, “It was sad because they gave up something very important to have that life together. Still, he was so sweet to her, it was a wonderful experience.”, a memory coming back made her smile, “He caught fish for her.”
“Damn, I better step up my game then. But isn’t dream Eren a bad guy?”
“I don’t rightly know, the details escape me. I do remember how she felt about him though.”, Mikasa’s fingernails scratched the kitchen counter when she shifted her position, “She loved him, loved him so much. It reminded me of how much I love you.”
“Well, I can’t speak for the Dream Ere-,”, a grin, “Dreamren, but I love you to death. Not sure about catching, but if you want, I’ll buy you the biggest fish I can find.”
She smiled at that, softly.
“I’ll keep that in mind. I think that Eren loved her too, in his own way. It was the world that didn’t allow them to be together.”
“That’s a tragedy if I ever heard one.”, Eren flipped the pancake, “If the world was keeping me away from you, I’d be pretty darn pissed.”
“I don’t think that I would let anything keep us apart.”, Mikasa interjected, unconsciously flexing her impressive musculature.
“And to think that we almost broke up in the past over such stupid stuff.”
“Did we really?”
“Uhm…”, Eren looked up from his work, “You don’t remember?”
“I do, but I’m not sure that it was a breakup. We both felt terrible during it, didn’t we?”
“It was the worst time of my life.”, Eren immediately confessed.
“Same here. My point is, I doubt that we could ever stay apart, we craved each other so much.”
“Makes sense. Somewhat.”
“Yet all these problems and issues we have seem so trivial compared to what she went through. War, apocalypse, fighting for her life every damn day.”, Mikasa shivered, “She was a real hero.”
“Well, I for one am glad that no man-eating giants are chasing us around.”, he put the pancake on the growing pile, making another one right after, “I strongly prefer having you for myself and kissing you while not being dead.”
Stealing the fruit of his labor, Mikasa popped it into her mouth. Chewing, she had to agree with Eren on this one. Living like this was much better than the daily nightmares she had to go through in her past life-or-dreams. Here, Eren wasn’t threatening to destroy the whole world and she wasn’t forced to kill him to save it. Here, she could kiss him as much as she wanted to, their first kiss was very far from being the last. Here, they could get lost in each other’s bodies and consummate their love physically, without a worry in the world. Here, she could fall asleep in his arms every night and wake up to his yawning every morning. Here…. Here was everything she could ever ask for.
With the pancakes gone they settled on the couch, Mikasa lying down with Eren on top of her, tangled together. His head was in her hands and she ran her hands through his hair, once again getting too long. She should cut it. The thought of a haircut brought back yet another slight headache and a new memory popped up, again of the cabin. Mikasa looked at it, inspected the picture in her mind. There was something about that place, the simple wooden building was drawing her in. Maybe she should see it for herself, experience that dream within a dream. Giving in to her temptation, Mikasa spoke up.
“Eren?”
“Yes love?”
“Could we also go to a cabin for a few days?”
“Well aren’t you easily influenced.”, despite the tone of his words, Eren was smiling when he said them, “But I don’t mind, I should take a break from work. We’ll look for something in the morning, it will be nice to leave the city behind for a spell.”
Yet while running away from everything was cool in the concept, they both had several obligations to fulfill. Realizing that, Mikasa’s nose scrunched in irritation.
“Kiyomi won’t be pleased.”
“Neither will Erwin or Levi.”, Eren shrugged, “They’ll survive without us.”
This careless Eren was charming, and Mikasa found herself liking it.
“Okay. Let’s have a romantic getaway then.”
“Following the footsteps of a war hero and man who committed genocide.”
“They were quite the pair.”, Mikasa agreed, “But that only made their love that much special.”
“Let’s see, maybe we will get a whiff of it at the cabin.”
Plans made, dreams explained, pancakes eaten, they were tangled together in that comfortable silence achieved once a pair knows each other inside and out. The sun was slowly rising behind the windows, the night retreating. It was the incredible comfort and warmth Mikasa had in this love, it echoed through her entire being. Realizing it made her smile like an idiot because she and Eren were so lucky that they had each other forever. Although, if those dreams were truly her past life and she had to go through that much shit to get here, this love they had was well deserved.
Hundred times over.
In the end, it was surprisingly easy to arrange their little getaway. Erwin was happy to give Eren time off, Kiyomi would do anything for her star girl, and while Levi complained, he was secretly glad that Mikasa is taking a break. Sure, training was important with the Colosseum closer every day, but mental health was important too, and his sister more than deserved to have time for herself. And that fiancé of hers, Levi supposed. A tiny obstacle arose when Eren tried to pick the location because Mikasa was hard to satisfy.
“Not that one.”, she shook her head, “too modern.”
“Not this one either, I want to be close to the ocean.”
“Nah, not this, It has to be somewhere in the mountains.”
In the end, Eren gave up and let her search by herself while he packed. It didn’t take him long, as they needed just a few necessary things, the rest could always be bought. As he was zipping the bag closed, a sound of joy came from the table.
“Eren! I got it!”
He walked over to her, frowning at the cabin she picked. It looked archaic, old, and wooden, located away from any civilization.
“Looks savage.”
“This is the one. I’m sure of it.”, Mikasa was decided, and Eren wouldn’t argue.
This whole operation was her idea, after all. Mikasa’s cabin had an interesting rental system - once Eren paid the required amount the key would be waiting for them under a doormat. Guess it made sense, considering that there was literally no one around the cabin, and animals could hardly pick up the key and unlock the door. Unless they tried hard, that is. With the money transferred, all that was left was to get dressed and pick up the bags Eren packed, putting it all in the car. It was go time.
She was watching him from the passenger seat, he realized, her grey eyes studying from the dark shadows her makeup created. With a ruffle of her short, red pleated skirt, Mikasa put one foot up, the bottom of her white sneaker sinking a bit into the seat. The sunlight streaming in through the windows shimmered at her jewelry, the earrings and piercings, the studs in her choker, all the necklaces and most prominently on the silver cross that was snug between her breasts. Couldn’t forget her rings too, Eren reminded himself, watching as she smoothed a few bangs back behind her ear. Right, he should be focusing on the road, not on the way Mikasa dressed. Sure, the long black top was nice and all, hell, her whole outfit was amazing, but that was Mikasa for him. Beautifully pulling off the style that made Kiyomi’s teeth grit, because goth was dead but her top model didn’t care in the least.
Wondering if she will say what’s on her mind, Eren focused on the road, only sometimes stealing sidelong glances at her. He watched as Mikasa put one hand up to support her head, the sleeve of her shirt riding down and revealing the netted fingerless glove underneath. It was easy to know why she dressed up like this, even when they were going to a cottage in the middle of nowhere. Goth was her comfort clothing, she knew it inside out and put it on to prevent herself from being nervous. The makeup and jewelry were a routine that calmed her, her armor, it put her mind at ease. Eren knew why the cabin getaway put Mikasa in such a state, it must have been the dream. They worried her, even as they were approaching the romantic alone time, most likely because going there was triggered by them. To get her mind away from it, or offer encouragement, Eren spoke up.
“Penny for your thoughts?”
She stared at him for a moment, one black fingernail tapping at the corner of the dark red painted lips.
“I feel strange.”
“Strange good or strange bad? If it’s bad I’m turning the car around.”
“Neither, just strange.”
Talk about lack of information.
“Do you want to go back?”
Mikasa considered it for a moment but shook her head after, the inverted crosses in her ears swinging.
“No.”
The word had a finality to it, and Eren didn’t question it. Mikasa was an adult, she could decide on where she wanted to spend her time. Focusing back on the driving and away from the alluring goth visage on the passenger’s seat, Eren gripped the steering wheel a bit tighter and the car ate away at the distance.
The cabin was everything Mikasa wanted it to. It was wooden, old and looked as if it would fold by a stronger gust of wind. It was perfect. She almost ran to the door, the grass sliding beneath her sneakers, found the key under the doormat and unlocked. Yes, she thought to herself with eyes wandering, this was so close to her dream it was unreal. Almost as if the cabin was torn from her thoughts and put into reality. Eren came up behind her with the bags in his hands, breathing slightly faster than usual. He insisted on carrying everything like the gentleman he was, knowing that Mikasa could carry both him and the bags and not even get winded.
“You like it?”, he asked, putting the burden down and looking over the interior himself.
“It’s amazing, exactly as I wanted it to be.”
Sure, it was rundown, dirty, and probably very far from the health standards Eren would want, but Mikasa was happy. And that’s what mattered.
“Spectacular.
With a smile, Mikasa went out, soaking in the sunrays. Noticing a bench under the window, she crossed the distance to it, running a hand over the aged wood. But just as her skin made contact with the coarse surface, something happened. Splitting headache brought Mikasa down to her knees, eyes watering from the pain. She could see it now, clear as day, a scene unfolding in front of her. Eren was sitting at the bench, strange markings on his face, almost like scars. She, or the other version of her, was standing in front of him, her hair longer than what Mikasa’s current style was. She leaned forward, gently taking Eren’s head in her hands. He looked at her, and the tiredness in his face, that hurt to see. The scene was so painful that it tugged at Mikasa’s heart, the ache only intensifying when the other girl spoke, so softly. She spoke to that tired man and his face lit up as if her words could take away the pain and suffering he was experiencing. As if her voice was that of an angel, sent to finally free him from his torment.
“See you later, Eren.”, the other Mikasa said before planting a kiss on his lips.
Her vision blurring, she clutched her head against nausea, the scene evaporating into nothingness.
“Hey, Miki? Miki are you okay?”, a shuffle of boots on the ground and suddenly there was a presence next to her.
That was Eren, her Eren, the one with a manbun and no scars on his face. She leaned onto his body for support, closing her eyes and breathing evenly, the headache slowly fading.
“Is something wrong? Are you sick?”, the doctor in him was out now, hands gently gliding over her face to check. She opened her eyes, letting him see her pupils.
“I’m fine.”, she said, “Just a headache.”
He wasn’t satisfied with that.
“And I saw a vision.”, she added, making his eyes widen.
“Vision? Like your dreams?”
“Yes... But I’m not asleep, am I?”
Gently as he could, Eren walked her over to the bench, the same on the other Eren was sitting at. There, she told him everything she saw, down to every tiny detail.
“I guess being here is too similar to what the dream was about.”, she concluded, “It must have triggered my “memories” somehow.”
“Do you want to leave?”
“No.”, the answer was immediate, “I might get more visions, but I feel so peaceful here, it’s beautiful.”
Eren chewed his bottom lip, obviously worried about her wellbeing, but Mikasa was determined. Leaning closer, she kissed him, trying to put his fears to rest.
“I promise that I’ll tell you when I feel unwell. Okay?”
Maybe moved by the kiss, or just because he was very bad at saying “No” to her in general, Eren agreed.
“Let’s stay here a while.”, he said, most likely to make sure that Mikasa was all right, but she didn’t complain.
Leaning on his shoulder, Mikasa felt his arm wrap around her as he pulled her close, and they sat together on the bench, staring over the never-ending ocean. She was right, it was beautiful.
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real-fanta-sea · 3 years
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Still taking kiss requests? 11 trikey would be cool with an od scare
wow it’s been a month? oops... anyway! Here comes your fic!
"mmmm hello handsome!!"
Usually, when the trailer door was kicked open, and Trevor stomped in, it wasn't at 2 in the afternoon, and Michael didn't stand by the sink in an embarrassingly pink apron, washing dishes. And it also didn't involve two giant plastic bags being tossed towards the kitchen while Trevor snickered and clapped his hands.
"oh my, how did you know I love it when you dress up like a french maid Mikey?"
Michael somehow found it incredibly hard to come up with a coherent answer, because T danced trough the room to slap his ass, snake his arms around him and lay a loud kiss on his neck. Instead of words, he just stabbed him with his signature 'I'll kill you' glare and fidgeted a little to shake Trevor off. It was hot inside the trailer already, and M didn't need another guy sweating into his tank top. To his surprise, the pressure T put on his back was gone in an instant, and when he turned around to find out why, he saw Trevor sitting on the table, drinking beer and checking him out with a predatory grin.
"Trevor I told you not to do that. People might see."
"Isn't it cute how afraid you are to be seen when the whole town hears you moan at night?"
Michael frowned and turned around to fish another dirty plate from the sink and scoff in disgust. When did he sign up to be a housewife? Behind his back, Trevor let out a mighty burp and threw the empty bottle across the whole room right to the open mouth of their new trash bin. When it broke with a satisfying crunch, he cheered and whooped like a teenager with his arms flying all around. It occurred to Michael he was, in fact, the only adult in the house capable of being a caretaker.
"What are you so happy about?"
Trevor opened up another beer and snickered.
"You won't believe it, Mikey. I was on the business trip as usual,"
"Uhuh..." Michael rinsed a plate, turned around and while drying it with a cloth, tuned out the sound and just watched Trevor spill beer while flapping his arms around and overact facial expressions as if he was a kid in a drama class.
"...and when I caressed him gently with my fists a couple of times, he agreed to give me a couple of packs for free!"
Still rubbing the plate, Michael just raised one curious eyebrow "Did you kill him?"
Trevor shifted and pointed the bottle to him so fast a couple of drops splashed out "What kind of animal do you take me for? Of course, I didn't kill him, but I sure took his marshmallows!"
"Wait a second, so those... things are full of marshmallows? What the fuck are we going to do with 100 bags of that crap???"
Trevor tapped his head with his index finger to articulate how stupid Michael just sounded to him. "What else do you want to do with food than eat it, Mikey?"
Michael just shot one dead glare to him and shook his head slowly.
"But I like how you're thinking; we could masturbate with them!"
"Trevor, that's disgusting..."
"Noooo try it! They are incredibly soft!"
"Stop it."
"And so runny when you heat them up! And if you are a good boy, I'd fill them with a very special cream for you..."
"T..."
"Michael, I love you, but you are one big fucking buzzkill, you know that?" Trevor slid down the table, finished the bottle and put it back into the crate. Stretching like a cat, he crossed the space between them and casually leaned against the counter next to Michael and tugged him into a half hug, leaving hand lower on his hip than Michael would have liked. He tried his best to look mad and sulking, glaring up into Trevor's grinning face.
"Aww look at those pretty lips pouting! Why don't we put them into good use..." Trevor leaned closer, and Michael slightly shivered when he felt T's hot breath full of beer and Redwoods on his lips. "...and have a challenge!"
"What?" Michael was utterly baffled. He was so damn ready for a forbidden daytime kiss, but all he could do at the moment was blink a couple of times and see Trevor pull away and laugh.
"Challenge, cupcake! To see how many of these bad boys you can fit into that pretty cockpit of yours."
"Trevor, you know I hate it when you call any part of my body a cockpit!"
"But you are not against stuffing it with marshmallows, are you?"
Michael threw the cloth he was holding to the full sink and immediately regretted the splash because the water would get behind the counter and he simply hated fixing that shit. He turned his frowned gaze to Trevor, who watched him with raised eyebrows and waited for round two of winding him up. There was no use going against Trevor who was determined to annoy him till M would give in. He might as well get it over with sooner than later.
"You know what? Fine. Let's fucking do this." Michael pointed an accusing finger and pushed it as close to Trevor's face as he could to see him cross-eyed and grin wider. "But just because you have a killer whale mouth doesn't mean you'll win!"
Michael stomped to the couch, threw his apron over the closest armrest and continued to the bathroom at the same pace, because why not taking advantage and getting his storage empty before the game begins? Judging by the sounds coming from the kitchen, Trevor decided to do the same, but in the sink right next to the washed dishes. Fucking A.
A lot of rustling and swearing later, Michael decided it was safe to return from his porcelain throne and fall back on the couch, scrutinizing Trevor's grin with suspicion and still wiping water off his hands. Trevor returned his gaze with lively flames in eyes and patted the open bag sitting on his lap.
"Ok Mikey, you start."
Michael's unimpressed gaze did not affect Trevor, determined to see his cheeks stuffed. Without a word, Michael reached into the open bag, snatched one marshmallow from the top and put it in his mouth. He almost let his angry act slip when he saw pink tip of Trevor's tongue wet his lips and then lick around the white foam as it disappeared in his mouth. Alright, he can do better than his boyfriend, can't he? The second marshmallow stuck to the inside of his cheek. And then third, fourth, fifth, tenth...
"yoo cunt fat in any mour, Miki? Yoo r a pushi!"
Michael felt a few drops of sweat roll down his temple - and instinctively frowned and balled his hands in fists. He knew he must have looked ridiculous with all the white foam sticking out his mouth, but for love of God, Michael couldn't let Trevor win, not with that smug expression he sported and with the bag almost empty, which meant just a couple of candies away from victory.
"jooosh ya waat, ya kanaaanian fek"
Fuck, his jaw hurt so fucking bad from keeping it forcibly open. It was precisely that kind of pain that woke him up in the night covered in a cold sweat after his brain gave him a dream about blowing a huge cock. Unpleasant and persistent. Michael exhaled through his nose, and while keeping eye contact with grinning Trevor, he slowly craned one hand into the almost empty bag.
Oh fuck!
Nothing could prepare Michael for the feeling of the soft, hot skin under his fingers and the impossibly wide shit-eating grin Trevor put on. It wasn't like Michael wouldn't expect T to cheat, or come up with a different kind of prank. Still, this oddly familiar thing hardening under his fingers literally took his breath away - and Michael shot up from the couch, wheezing, progressively getting more and more red as he stumbled against scarce furniture.
"Bwahahahaha, you should have seen your face, Mikey - I've never seen you more wide-eyed than now! One would think you're used to the feeling of my dick in your hand by now, baby, but thank you!"
Trevor let the rest of the laugh resonate and mix with the wheezing and choking.
"Mike? You can stop, I got it, you hate it... are you ok?"
In answer, Michael's eyes bulged out, and his face tinted blue.
"That's not funny, sugar..."
Trevor's face grew the most serious Michael had ever seen it when he quickly rounded him, hugged him from behind and pushed against Michael's ribs a couple of times with force M was sure was enough to finish him. Instead of crushing into his ribcage, the last blow loosened something within, and he just watched the cursed candy fly through the thick air and roll under the couch in a ball of saliva and dirt.
For a second, Michael could barely do anything else but take deep breaths and hang onto Trevor's arms that held him steady cautiously. However, he never was a man to put rage off, and with one quick movement, he turned around and slapped Trevor across his frightened face.
"YOU FUCKING PRICK, WHY DID YOU DO THAT!!!"
"Mikey, it was just a prank, I didn't want to kill you!"
"REALLY? REALLY? YOU'VE WANTED TO KILL ME SINCE THE FIRST TIME YOU SAW ME YOU ANIMAL!"
Not even the visible hurt and a couple of tears on Trevor's face didn't stop him from going on with his rant. He paced towards the door as fast as possible and turned around to point a finger to T one more time.
"This is the last time I put up with your shenanigans, Trevor. I'm done with you; we're over, you hear me? OVER!"
"Michael! Wait!"
"FUCK YOU!"
Michael stomped out of the trailer and right into the unforgiving Sandy Shores sun, swiftly passing a bunch of half-dissolved marshmallows, and turned around in the middle of the road to gaze back at Trevor one last time.
"MIKEY!"
"TOO LATE, T! DO YOU THINK I'LL WAIT HERE FOR ANOTHER MURDER ATTEMPT? THAT I'LL KEEP SCRUBBING YOUR DIRTY DISHES AND WASHING YOUR DISGUSTING CLOTHES WHILE WAITING FOR YET ANOTHER KNIFE IN BETWEEN MY RIBS? NO! SO LONG, LOVE, AND FU..."
Whatever it was Michael wanted to say, it was completely drowned in the sound of screeching brakes and sighs of metal being deformed in an impact. Before the world switched off and he slowly slipped into comforting darkness, Michael heard a blood-chilling cry and the same voice calling his name, a voice he painfully needed to hear and hold onto like a lifeline.
*****************
Rhythmic Beeping. So loud. Droplets of fluid. Impossibly loud. And why is this light so damn white?
Michael had to blink a couple of times before his eyes decided to focus and adjust to the brightness in the room. He had no idea what the hell has happened to him, every part of his body switched on to let him know he was in a fucking lot of pain that was somehow numbed by whatever they put into the fluid dropping steadily into his IV. As a result, every muscle in his body vibrated in a very uncomfortable, subtle way, and it occurred to him it felt like that one time when they lived above a night club - a constant, low and very intruse mumble.
Moving his head around was near impossible - there was something around his neck, keeping it still. With a minor spike of anxiety, he decided to check whether his toes and fingers even respond. Good, he could feel the sheets rubbing against his moving feet, gentle creases in the bedsheet under one of his hands and... someone else's fingers under the other?
The hand twitched as if in sleep, and tightened its grip on his own. Somewhere near his bed, a familiar sleepy grunt echoed, and Michael's memory filled his vision with many pictures of lazy mornings in a small trailer bed, where the same sensation mixed with dust dancing in scarce sunrays and unexplainable peace.
"Michael..."
"T... Trevor..."
A rustle later, Michael could finally see the familiar face hover over him and block out most of the light. He looked 30 years older than he did last time Michael saw him, with his eyes red and weighted with huge dark bags. His hair was greasy again, and his stubble coloured salt and pepper from worry. Suddenly, Michael's eyes closed under the rediscovered sensation of Trevor's palm gently caressing his cheek.
"Mikey? Are you awake?"
Michael opened his eyes again to look into Trevor's, and tears he saw gathering in them were breaking his heart.
"Trevor..."
The sudden extra weight on Michael's body as Trevor jumped onto the bed and straddled him made him wince in pain.
"Oh my God, I was so afraid you'd..."
Trevor bit his lip and tried to stop the tears by taking a shaky breath. Then, as gentle as he could ever be, he leaned in and took Michael's head in both hands, and brushed his thumbs over his cheeks in tiny circles - a movement which Michael found oddly satisfying. Just as he closed his eyes and eased into the feeling again, familiar lips gently touched his forehead and stayed for longer than ever as if Trevor tried to channel everything he wasn't able to say trough the kiss.
"I almost lost you, Mikey..."
Trevor could not hold his tears in anymore, and just let them fall down onto Michael's face as he gently pressed his forehead against the very place his lips left a moment before.
"Please don't leave me, I can't... I can't live without you!"
"I'm so sorry I hurt you, love, can you forgive me?"
Michael wasn't sure Trevor heard or understood what he said - instead of answering, Trevor just collapsed sideways and squeezed him tight, sobbing into the white sheets. With all the strength left within him, Michael pulled him into a soft hug, and let his hand resting on Trevor's shoulder.
"T?"
"M?"
"Look, I... I'm sorry it had to end this way... I overreacted and got you worried sick, that's the last thing I'd ever want."
"No, I admit, it was stupid to put my dick in the bag. I apologize, Mikey... Are you still leaving me, though?"
Michael's grip on him tightened, seeking the heat and well-known frame against him.
"... No. I said stupid things in the heat of the moment, and now I regret I did. I don't want to hurt you."
"Are you coming back home with me?"
"I am, baby - as soon as I can. I love you, T, and I'm too tired to fight it..."
Trevor's head slowly rose from this shoulder, and he could see both surprise and relief on his face. He would give anything to keep that childlike expression on for longer. His own mouth curved into a slight, but warm smile.
"Let's seal the deal with the kiss, shall we?"
Trevor slowly climbed back upon him, and this time, Michael could feel a familiar kick of lust under his belly as T's ass grazed over the sensitive area. Trevor has never been this gentle with him before, and when he closed his eyes as their lips met, all he could think of was the first time he saw him standing by a lone plane and the way it felt to fall in love at first sight with him.
"Mmmm.... Mikey, careful with that, one more poke on my ass and I'll have to ride you right here."
"Shut up,"
There was no malice in Michael's voice for just a joy of having the old horny Trevor back along with the over-the-edge suggestive banter. The grin over the flushed face above him told him Trevor was more than glad he was back to his old self too.
"And put those pretty lips to work, sugar!"
T just snickered, planted the last brief kiss on his lips and disappeared under the whirlwind of sheets.
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rjr1396 · 4 years
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The Tragedy Behind Almost
Throughout all 16 years of Makoto's life, he never really gave his soulmate and the topic in general much thought. When he was younger, it was just something his mom would mention whenever he got a new bruise he didn't remember the cause of. After his parents died, the idea of having a soulmate gave him some comfort despite being passed around from relative to relative once they got bored or annoyed with him. His soulmate became more of an annoyance when he started his teen years, who in their right mind gets this injured this often? He did suspect abuse for a while but something told him that wasn't quite right.
The moment he saw Akihiko get injured, it all made sense.
At first he was miffed, out of all people why him? Granted it wasn't fair of him to say something like that about his soulmate, the universe had to have a reason, right? The main thing he dreaded was dealing with an overgrown energetic puppy with an affinity for fighting, but the more he observed his senior, the more he started to like the boxer.
There came the other problem: feelings. He had never dealt with them before which he was grateful for at the time, but now he was clueless and filled with a cluster of emotions that he didn't sign up for. The only sort of comfort was that Yukari seemed to be having a similar problem when it came to a certain redhead.
"You know when I first met Kirijo-senpai, I was awkward around her because of, well you know, but I got used to it, now I can't look her in the eye without blushing!" Yukari whined as they had lunch together on the roof.
"Look at it this way: at least you're gonna be set for life." He stated bluntly.
"Makoto!" She gasped before smacking his arm. She looked out into the distance before turning back to him with a sad smile. "You know, we might not end up together..." He raised an eyebrow for her to continue. "Some soulmates don't end up together. Apparently senpai's parents weren't soulmates, it was an arranged marriage. Knowing that, I'd guess that senpai will probably end up having one too."
"And you're ok with that?"
"Of course not! It honestly feels like such a slap in the face, like 'here's your soulmate right in front of you, but you won't ever get to have her.' It's not like she knows anyways..." She sighed. "Even if she did know, kinda doubt she'd want me."
"Who knows, she might. She does seem to take what you say to heart." He tried reassuring her. She shrugged.
"Well, I still won't tell her just yet. I need to sort out my own feelings." She nudged him. "So are you gonna tell him?"
“God no. The only thing he loves is getting stronger, fighting, and protein. I mean c’mon, how can I possibly compete with that?” he deadpanned causing her to snort. 
-----
Akihiko wasn’t sure why he kept looking after his leader. He thought it was because he admired his strength, but that didn’t seem right. He knew about soulmates, however, getting stronger is what mattered more to him than some random fantasy. Then came the full moon mission at the love hotel when he felt someone slap his face despite Mitsuru having not touched him, but when he saw the hand print shape on Makoto’s face, he didn’t know how to feel.
“What do you think about soulmates, Mitzi?” he asked Mitsuru one day when his thoughts wouldn’t shut up after having seen Makoto hang out with the foreign exchange student, he smiled at him! Sure it was a small smile, but that’s more than he’s ever shown to me. She raised an eyebrow at him.
“Have you met yours?” 
“I have my... suspicions. Have you?” she sighed and looked away.
“I suspect that it’s Takeba. I had a small hunch when she got hit by a shadow the first time I went with them, and I had confirmed it when she was hit with a Mudo spell because it was the worst thing I ever experienced.” her jaw clenched as she remembered the dread and pain she felt watching Yukari fall to the ground.
“I’m pretty sure mine’s Yuki.” he admitted. She turned to him surprised.
“Our leader Yuki.” he nodded. She chuckled. “Honestly, it’s not that surprising considering your tastes, Akihiko.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You would only go for someone if they were as strong or even stronger than yourself. Yuki is one of the strongest on the team, if not the strongest. So do you plan on telling him?”
“Are you gonna tell her?” she pauses.
“I did consider the option. Having her so close, and with Yuki’s help, it allowed me the courage to reject my arranged marriage. However, I don’t know if she’ll want more than the friendship we have now, I mean, it took us almost the entire year to get to this point.”
“I feel like we’re both hopeless, aren’t we?” she glared at him.
“Speak for yourself.”
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‘Makoto, wait!’
Seeing Makoto lie in the coffin was one of the hardest things Akihiko had to ever endure. Every could’ve been, would’ve been, should’ve been moments, wannabe fantasies played in his mind as he looked at his almost lover. He wishes that they had had more time to spend together, to cross the line and become more than just friends.
‘Don’t go, please!’
“I never told you. I was a coward and never said anything!” he punched the pillar nearby. “It isn’t fair! Miki, Shinji, and now you, why?!” he punched it a few more times before collapsing.
Don’t go where I can’t follow...
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“Tell Yukari.” Akihiko burst into her room after the funeral. “Don’t make my mistake.” and as soon as he came in, he left. Mitsuru sighed as she hugged herself. She couldn’t imagine what he was going through.
“Makoto was his soulmate, huh?” Mitsuru turned to see Yukari at her door.
“Yes, he was.” she sighed. “I don’t know how to help him, if I should. When it came to Shinjiro, he mourned in his own way and took it in stride, but this is different. He’s filled with regret, and frustrated with himself.” she gestured for Yukari to join her on the couch. “How are you feeling? He was your best friend.”
“Well...” she took a deep breath. “I miss him, I’m frustrated that we don’t even know what happened to him. He was fine one day and the next he’s gone.” Mitsuru hesitated before pulling Yukari into a hug. The junior pulled back and pressed a kiss to Mitsuru’s lips. “I don’t want to regret anything.” she whispered. Mitsuru smiled before pulling her back for another kiss.
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Akihiko woke up in the early morning in unexpected pain. It took everything in him to not scream out since he was in the woods nearby Inaba and the last thing he needed to do was attract unwanted attention. Once he settled, he checked to see if he had any injuries, but was confused to find none. He hadn’t felt any phantom pain in over 2 years, so what was that.
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Yukari wasn’t sure what to expect when she heard banging on the door to Mitsuru’s place, the sun hadn’t even risen yet. 
“Alright alright, I’m going.” She swung the door open to find a bewildered Ryoji with an unconscious Makoto on his back.
“I know you probably have questions, but I don’t really have many answers.” he panted, seemingly tired having to carry Makoto. They both looked thinner than they did back in high school.
“Who was at the door?” Mitsuru came around the corner and stopped dead seeing the boys.
“Can we come in, please?”
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Watching Hanamura and Seta work together was quite a sight to behold, and an excellent challenge for his training. The only bittersweet thing about it was seeing them be soulmates, it just filled Akihiko with daydreams of what could’ve been, but he buried it. He was glad they at least managed to come together before it was too late.
It was slightly annoying and unnerving how Seta figured out very quickly about his soulmate issue, and Hanamura was just as fast, but at least they didn’t say anything out loud knowing he wouldn’t appreciate it. Suddenly his knees started to ache as if he landed on them, causing them to buckle.
“You alright, Sanada-san?” Hanamura caught him before he could fall. He grimaced.
“I don’t really know what that was.” His phone started ringing and he answered before seeing who it was.
“Akihiko, you need to come to Iwatodai as soon as possible.”
“Did something happen?”
“You... you could say that.”
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“Hey, Akihiko-senpai.” Makoto greeted him as he walked through the door to Mitsuru’s apartment. It took him a moment to realize that it was Makoto, Makoto alive, greeting him like it was any other day.
“Uh, hi, Sanada-senpai.” Ryoji, holy crap Ryoji, stuttered making himself known. Akihiko just stared at his ex-leader, thoughts going a mile a minute and not knowing which direction to go to. Mitsuru placed a hand on his shoulder causing him to flinch.
“Akihiko?” she said softly. He took a step back, looked at Makoto one more time, before turning around and walking out.
-----
He didn’t stop running till he ended up in Inaba again. He turned off his phone after the third time it rang, Mitsuru is gonna kill him once she finds him. He didn’t know what to think. Makoto was alive again, so was Ryoji for some reason, and he being the coward he was, ran off. Give him a hundred shadows to fight, no problem, but have him face his feelings, and now he’s terrified.
“My soulmate died 2 years ago.” he blurted out when he joined Hanamura and Seta as they fished. “It was to save the world, and he pulled off a miracle at the cost of his life.” They both patted his back and gave him their condolences.
“Yosuke almost died on me once, it was the most terrifying moment of my life, I could only imagine how painful it must be for you.” Seta said.
“Mitsuru called me back because somehow he’s alive again. I saw him with my own eyes, and the first thing I did was run.” his head fell into his hands.
“I mean, you thought your soulmate was gone forever, seeing him again was probably overwhelming.” Hanamura reassured him. “If I was in your shoes, I would probably do the same, thinking that there was no way that it was my partner, that it had to be a trick of some kind.”
“So what do you plan to do?” Seta asked, but Akihiko shook his head not knowing how to answer.
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“Hanamura said that I’d find you here.” Mitsuru said as he came back to his tent after finding some food. He looked around. “No, Yuki isn’t with me, but he is here in Inaba. He doesn’t know that my meeting today is with you.” he nodded slowly.
“Here to lecture me, are you?”
“I had thought about it, but why waste my breath. I came to tell you what happened and what’s going on. I would’ve waited for you to come back on your own terms, but it’s been over a month, Akihiko. I realize that this is a strange situation, one that you may not be ready for, but it’s the reality now.” she crossed her arms. “Now sit down so I know you won’t run off on me.”
“I wasn’t going to run off...” he grumbled as he made himself comfortable. She raised an eyebrow clearly not believing him.
“Ryoji said that due to his connection with Yuki, he was able to break away from Nyx, and afterwards he decided to keep him company while he was the Great Seal. One day a woman in blue appeared, did something, he’s not entirely sure what, and they woke up alive. Yuki was awake at first, but suddenly cried out in pain before collapsing, so Ryoji had to carry him to my apartment. I suspect it was either his body coming into shock of being alive again, or it was all the cumulative pain you’ve endured for the past 2 years transferring onto him. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was the latter considering how reckless you’ve been.”
“So that’s what that pain was...” he stated.
“What pain?”
“I woke up in a lot of pain the same day you called me, I didn’t know what it was since I hadn’t done anything to warrant it.” he explained.
“I see. Regardless, since they’re both technically 17 and haven’t finished high school, I’ve decided to enroll them. I can’t do it at Gekkoukan since there are records of them having attended years ago, so I thought it’d be better here. With Hanamura and the others looking after them, I think they’ll be fine.” She tossed him a small briefcase. “I got them a house with a big backyard and a loft in the back, and I made you their guardian.”
“What?! I never agreed to that!” she glared at him causing him to shut up.
“I don’t care, Akihiko. You can either stay in the house or stay in the loft for all I care, but you will be taking care of them. It’s the least you could do after you made him distraught when you walked out and didn’t come back.” he deflated. “Everything you need to know is in the case. And answer your damn phone!”
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“You want to work at Junes?” Hanamura seemed surprised by his request. He would’ve been shocked too, but he didn’t want to solely rely on Mitsuru’s money if he was going to take care of Makoto and Ryoji.
“I’m sticking around longer so I need some source of income, and I thought this would be my best bet.” he explained. Hanamura shrugged.
“Alright, when can you get started?”
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When Makoto awoke to the land of the living, he felt like he could either laugh or cry. Unfortunately neither of those things happened. He gasped, yelled out in pain (Ryoji claimed that he was screaming bloody murder), and passed out. At least he woke up in a nice bed.
Seeing Yukari and Mitsuru again was nice, even better now that they were together, although seeing Yukari pine was fun, at least they were happy. When he tried walking, he fell to his knees, still sore from the onslaught of pain he awoke to earlier.
“Junpei’s off coaching his little league team, I hear they’re doing well, so he’ll be by in a few days when he’s free. Aegis and Fuuka are in the lab nearby, but since they’re working on a project, they’ll be by tomorrow. Ken and Koromaru will be by this weekend since he's busy with summer homework.” Yukari explained when he asked about everyone else.
“And Akihiko?” she shrugged.
“I don’t know, probably off fighting bears.” he looked at her confused.
“Bears? Are you serious?” she nodded. "That idiot..." He muttered as he rubbed his chest unconsciously.
"Funny enough that's where his scar is." She pointed to where he was rubbing. "I'm sure you'll see it when he gets here since he doesn't exactly wear a shirt."
"...What does he wear exactly?"
"It's kinda like a cape." He stared at her hoping that she was joking, but groaned when he realized that she wasn't.
"Is it too late to switch soulmates?"
When Akihiko finally arrived, Makoto couldn't help but smile. He had the urge to tackle him into a hug, but he was too sore and that required too much effort. He expected Akihiko to be shocked to see him, he didn't expect Akihiko to run out without saying a word. Yukari tried reassuring him that Akihiko was probably overwhelmed since he was the one most devastated when he died, that maybe he needed some time to process.
After a few days, Mitsuru confirmed that Akihiko was no longer in Iwatodai and still refused to pick up the phone or respond to her.
Seeing everyone again did lift up his spirits somewhat, even if it was odd seeing everyone older. Amazing how much could change in 2 years, but he was glad. Having them all enjoy their lives was the reason he never regretted his sacrifice. He'd gladly do it all over again if he had to.
After 2 weeks, Mitsuru gave him and Ryoji some textbooks and told them to study cause she planned to enroll them in school again.
"I feel like it'd be awkward if I ended up bumping into Ms. Toriumi." He noted.
"Which is why you won't be attending Gekkoukan. I plan on enrolling you two at Yasogami high." She explained.
"Where's that?"
"A little town called Inaba." She answered.
"And where is that?"
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He had to admit that the house was nice, even if the town was smaller than he was expecting. He and Ryoji didn’t have much in possessions since anything they did have from before wasn’t much to begin with. Yasogami was different from Gekkoukan in many ways, but it wasn’t that bad. Mitsuru even introduced them to some people who would be in their class while she went off to talk to their “guardian”, whoever that was.
Starting school was easier than he thought it would be, Mitsuru made sure they were prepared. He befriended Yosuke quicker than the others due to their love of music, he helped him catch up with what he missed the past 2 years. After a week of nothing but takeout, Makoto was surprised to find the fridge full of proper food.
“Where’d the food come from?” Ryoji looked like he swallowed a lemon and looked to the loft in the backyard. Makoto saw that the light was on. “Is that our guardian?”
“Yeah. Um, it’s Sanada-senpai.” Makoto's eyes widened. “I wouldn’t bother trying to talk to him, the most he did was text me that he was bringing food. He didn’t say a word to me.” Ryoji explained.
“He... texted you?” he nodded. “How does he have your number?”
“Mitsuru-senpai. He has yours too, in case of anything.”
“That bastard.”
“We both know that emotions were never his forte.” Ryoji smirked. Makoto glared at him. “I’m not defending, just saying.”
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Two weeks after finding out that Akihiko was living in the loft, Makoto decided to try talking to the bastard. He knocked but no one answered. The light was on, so he had to be home.
“I know you’re in there, Akihiko!” he growled. Growing more impatient, he started banging on the door harder. “Open the damn door, you coward!”
“Makoto?” he froze, not expecting to hear Akihiko behind him.
“Hey, Makoto.” he turned to see Akihiko carrying some bags with Yosuke standing alongside him. Makoto was suddenly filled with jealousy seeing them so comfortable together. “What are you doing, buddy?”
“I wanted to talk to him.” Makoto glared at Akihiko. Yosuke laughed and swung an arm around Akihiko’s shoulders. Makoto clenched his jaw while contemplating punching his friend in the face for being too affectionate with his soulmate, and that wasn’t even starting on the list of things he wanted to do to punish Akihiko for allowing it. Since when was he this willing to allow affection?
“Oooh someone’s in trouble!” he poked at the older male causing him to become flustered.
“Shut up, Yosuke!” Akihiko lightly smacked him.
“I guess I’ll have to come around some other time for our training session. Later.” Yosuke left them. Makoto took a deep breath.
“How do you know Yosuke?”
“The same way Mitsuru does, we had a mission here and he, along with his friends, are Persona users.” Akihiko sighed. “Look, let’s just talk inside.” 
They walked into the loft. Makoto didn’t know what to expect, but he was surprised to find the place so bare. Once they were both settled in, Akihiko even got him some soda to drink, his favorite (did he know or was it a lucky guess?), the boxer just stared at the floor.
“Well?” Makoto growled.
“What do you want from me?”
“An explanation would be nice, for starters! I was excited to see you again for some reason, and I thought you would be too, but I guess not. Why would you be?! Your soulmate just came back from the dead, why wouldn’t you be ecstatic for that!” he yelled.
“Cause it’s that simple, isn’t it Makoto!” Akihiko yelled back. “During that fight, you left me! You left all of us, but you left me! That entire month where we forgot, I couldn’t help but think that there was something I had to tell you, but I couldn’t figure out what. Then when I finally remembered, I raced up to the roof to tell you that we were soulmates, to see if you wanted to start something between us, only to find you asleep. And then you never woke up again. I sat by your side begging, freaking begging Makoto, for you to wake up! For you to come back to us, to me! But it was pointless since you were gone before they could even do anything. Did you ever think of that, Makoto?” he was breathing heavily as he clenched his fists.
“Aki-”
“You know I tried to be careful of my injuries at first, only to remember that there was no point, you were gone! The only pain I was ever going to feel was my own. I wasn’t strong enough to protect you, I was useless in trying to save you! Imagine my surprise that after 2 years, after I finally drilled it in my head that I would most likely be alone cause you were the only person I ever loved, I see you alive, greeting me like nothing happened. Like the past 2 years of grief and mourning and loneliness didn’t happen. Oh wait, they didn’t happen to you, they happened to me!” the anger that Makoto had melted away as tears started streaming down Akihiko’s face.
“Akihiko...”
“What do you want from me, Makoto? Cause I don’t know if I’m strong enough to give it to you right now, if I’ll ever be.” he deflated. Makoto cupped Akihiko’s face.
“I’m sorry.” he whispered as he kissed his forehead before wiping away his tears with his thumbs. “I never meant to hurt you.”
“I know.”
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Akihiko moved into the spare bedroom, but left his workout gear in the loft. Things weren’t magically better after their talk. There were days where Akihiko wouldn’t look at him. Sometimes he wouldn’t speak to him, using Ryoji to relay messages to him. Luckily those instances were very few, but it still hurt. He knew that this was his punishment for inflicting grievous wounds on Akihiko, even if it wasn’t his intention. They both were trying to move forward at the very least.
Makoto never saw himself as the jealous type, especially after having to witness the Akihiko Sanada Fan Club chase after his soulmate for almost a year. Granted back then, Akihiko barely spared them a glance if anything, but now he still wasn’t the most touchy person, but he was clearly affectionate. He barely patted his back/shoulder on good days, Chie would get multiple head pats when they trained, Kanji and Akihiko would bump shoulders constantly, and Yosuke... freaking Yosuke would hang off of Aki any chance he could. Sure Yosuke was affectionate with him too, but he guessed that he knew about his thing with personal space since he would limit how much he clung to him (which thank god, it took Junpei ages to remember how much Makoto liked his space, and he allowed Yukari since she was more considerate to ask if it was a bad day to get close).
Today was one of the few days where their friends didn’t come over to hang out with them. Akihiko was lounging on the couch, relaxing from a shift at Junes, as Makoto and Ryoji were at the coffee table doing homework. Well Makoto was doing homework, Ryoji was trying to find anything to do but work.
“You know, this town isn’t that bad, but boy is it boring.” Ryoji commented as he got up and plopped himself on one of the recliners.
“Tell me about it, if it wasn’t for those kids being enthusiastic about training, I’d probably lose my damn mind.” Akihiko sighed. “Can’t wait til you guys graduate so that way I don’t have to stick around anymore.” Makoto looked over at the boxer.
“So you’re just gonna up and leave once we graduate?” A weird mix of irritation and dread started to fill Makoto as he directed all his attention to Akihiko.
“Not right away, but basically yea.”
“Where would you go?” Ryoji asked.
“Probably Tokyo. There’s-”
“So you’re gonna leave everyone behind? All of our friends here?” Makoto snapped, becoming more and more angry.
“I’m gonna visit! Besides, Tatsumi will be in this third year and Satonaka will be training on becoming a police officer so I wanna come back to see their progress. Yosuke already told me that he was gonna go to Tokyo too-”
“Are you kidding me?! You’re going to Tokyo because Yosuke’s going! So you’re gonna chase him around and leave me behind!” Makoto yelled as he stood up.
“What?!” Akihiko also stood up. “What are you talking about?”
“I mean, it should’ve been obvious since you let him hang off of you all the time and you guys talk all the time too. Don’t think I don’t know about your late night conversations!” Makoto was seething. Akihiko stared him down before smirking.
“Are you jealous, Makoto?” He bristled. “Holy crap you are!” Akihiko laughed. It was the first actual genuine laugh he ever heard from the older male, which would’ve been nicer if the reason behind the laughing wasn’t so infuriating.
“Are you being serious right now, Akihiko!”
“You know Yosuke has a boyfriend, right?” Makoto froze.
“What?”
“Yea, they’re soulmates, I met the guy, kinda reminds me of you actually. I’m surprised you don’t know this since one of Yosuke’s favorite things to talk about is his boyfriend. Honestly, ask him about him and he’ll talk for hours and still not be done.” Akihiko chuckled before placing a hand on Makoto’s head. “Reassuring to know that you like me, part of the reason I never said anything before was cause it was so hard to tell.” Makoto blushed but allowed the touch.
“If that wasn’t the reason, then why would you go to Tokyo?”
“Well I was going to explain, but you interrupted me.” Ryoji snorted and the two looked at him having forgotten that he was in the room. He was smirking at them as he ate popcorn.
“What the hell, Ryoji! And where did you get popcorn?” Makoto glared at him. He shrugged.
“Don’t worry about it.” he got more comfortable in his seat. “Now don’t let me stop you.”
“RYOJI!”
“Fine fine, I’ll go to my room.” he grumbled before leaving them alone.
“Anyway, I wanted to go to Tokyo because Mitsuru said that there’s been some strange things going on there, she suspects shadows might be involved, and since I technically work for her, I should go check it out. But I’m not gonna make any definite plans until I hear what you plan on doing. Your input will determine if I go with you or go somewhere near you cause the Tokyo thing is still a problem I have to look into. I’d like to stay with you, but if it’s a serious problem, I’m gonna have to move closer to the city.” Akihiko explained.
“Oh...” Makoto hadn’t thought much about the future. He hadn’t during his 2nd year either, back then thinking that he’d sort it out during his 3rd year, but then he died so he didn’t have to worry about it. “You think Mitsuru has any openings?” Aki smiled before grimacing.
“I’m sure she does, but...” he looked away before staring into his eyes and cupping his face “promise me that you won’t leave me behind again. Please. I don’t think I can handle losing you again.” Makoto looked into his eyes and he could see the pain, fear, and desperation lingering in them. He decided to be bold and pressed a kiss to Aki’s lips.
“I promise.” 
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rae-arts777 · 3 years
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Who are you?
Summary: welcome, meet ultimate despair Dorothy and Makoto
Notes: what’s this? Rae wrote her Danganronpa X GrePre crossover that’s not as dark as the last one that will never see the light of day? :000
TW: death/blood/world destruction
Again it’s Danganronpa inspire.
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Makoto stop mid monologue about how TC were hypocrites. His expression went from a face full of anger, to boredom.
Lowering the sword he yawned and looked up at the ceiling, “Jesus Christ I told you this be boring. Let’s just get on with it already. Their expressions are so plain.”
Everyone in the room looked confused. Akemi looked at Laurent thinking this was part of TC’s plan, Laurent looking at the director thinking it was some act she made Makoto do.
“Hey, bitch I know you can hear me” Makoto continued “Get on with it, or I might just throw myself out the window from boredom”
Familiar laugh to half of TC echo through the room. Laurent’s eye widen, scanning the area fractionally looking. It wasn’t in his head, everyone heard it, even Oz was looking.
The doors swung open and out she step. Flipping her white hair over her shoulders. Her blue eyes sparkling, her iconic pink lip stick vibrante as ever. But something was off. The way she smiled didnt set off any brightness or joy, it sent a chilling feeling down everyone’s spine.
“Gheez Makoto! Did you have to stop half way? I was actually enjoying your performance!!” Dorothy walked to him and threw her arms around the Japanese man smiling “ah! I could just tell every word you spoke plunge even more despair into all their hearts!! You’re such a good actor! Oh you’ve come such a long way from that kid I found on the streets!” She pulled at his cheeks cooing him.
Annoyed, Makoto pushed her off “It was boring. Their reactions were so predictable.”
Everyone stared in confusion. No one knew what was going on, how did they know each other? Dorothy was alive?
Laurent took a step towards her “Dorothy.? Is it really you?”
“Yup! In the flesh Laurie!” She smiled and grabbed Makoto’s shoulder “and you’ve all meet my little successor Makoto Edamura. Such a talented young man, is he not?”
Oz looked at his son “so this whole time...you-“
“Yes I knew.” Makoto cut him off “I’ve worked under her since you left”
“That long?!” Oz spoke in shock
“Better to teach them when they’re young right?” Dorothy laughed “again, such a talented young man. You have to admit, his performance was phenomenal!!”
Akemi spoke up “I do not understand. Who are you? What is going on?”
The one thing Laurent could agree on with this woman “what is going on.? How do you two know each other.?”
“Right I should probably reintroduce myself” Dorothy pulled out little hair pin, it was the head of a cartoon bear, the left white and the right black. She pinned it in her hair and took a bow
“Dorothy, I’m the ultimate despair. And this!” She gestured to Makoto “it’s Makoto Edmaura, my partner, and the second ultimate despair.” She patted his cheek smiling proudly.
Makoto’s expression remain blank. Everyone looking at the two like they’ve lost their minds.
Abby growled “ok virgin, enough with the games. Did you hit your head or something? Stop this.”
“You’re annoying.” Makoto snapped at her “when you were a suicidal manic you didn’t fear death. So boring. You couldn’t even appreciate the despair that came with death. People like you annoy me”
“I’m going to knock the sense into you!” Abby tried to get up was was still restrain.
However someone did take action.
“ENOUGH OF THIS.” Yao grabbed Makoto by the collar raising his fist “I don’t know what game you’re playing but I have enough.”
Makoto remained unpashed, sighing “shame, you would have been a good blacken for the game”
Dorothy nodded in agreement “well, looks like nothing can be done now.” She pulled out a remote and pressed a button.
A loud buzz was heard through the room. Before anyone knew it, spears came flying, shooting into Yao. He let go of Makoto who step back, a slight smile dancing upon his face.
Everyone looked in horror, as blood ran down the spears, Yao’s body twitching.
“T-the hell...?” He muttered “I don’t....how did you even....? You....damn....bastards...” The spears retracted, and Yao fell to the floor dead.
Ishigami let out of blood curling scream and threw an arm up to shield Akemi, who had her mouth covered in horror.
Laurent knelt down and checked for a pulse, praying this was some elaborate con Makoto set up to get even. There was no pulse. Yao was dead.
Laurent looked up at Dorothy with a pain expression “but...we don’t-“
“We don’t kill people? Old news. Old life. I can’t believe I stuck to those morals, how boring, death is so wonderful” an insane smile danced upon her lips “did you see it Laurie? That expression before he died? Such despair...ahhh!” She hugged herself laughing “such a wonderful feeling! I remember how amazing it felt when I thought I was going to die! The thrill! The excitement! Despair is truly such a wonderful thing!”
Liu step forward, his face stonecold “tell me what is your motivate here? What do you two so call ultimate despairs want?”
“It’s simple really” Makoto explained “as we speak right now, the whole world is falling apart.” He took the remote Dorothy had, making a TV appear. Switching on the channel, everyone’s face snuck into deeper despair.
The world was literally burning. People were rioting, there was death on every corner.
“No that’s not real...” Cythina spoke “there’s no way that’s real.”
“But it is.” Makoto said. “Of course we didn’t do it alone. We had some help.” He switch the board cast again.
Salazar walked away from Casano’s burning mansion, the sounds of gunfire behind him, people of LA rushing to kill each other for the name of despair.
Clark stood in front of his people giving a speech. The crowd erupted of cheers, as everyone took to the city. Fire roar, soaring as high as the planes that flew overhead dropping bombs. Clark watched with a smile as his kingdom fell into despair.
Thomas walked through an art gallery, covered in blood. He walked over to a painting, and smeared the blood on him onto the painting. He smiled recreating the painting in his image. Smiling at his proud work, he took the painting down, and walked out of the gallery. He sat on the bench waiting, and watch as the gallery exploded. People on fire running screaming. He pulled out his paintbrush and started to paint the beautiful despair that London had caught.
Cythina cried and shook her head “no! That can’t be real! Thomas would never do that! Never!”
“But Cythina” Dorothy grabbed her chin smiling “he did. Everything you see is live.”
“We almost forgot” makoto switched the channel “are special little warriors of hope”
Cohen along with the others who were sold the trading company, sat on top of piled of rumble, smiling and watching the adults demise. From their safe haven, they threw water balloons full of gasoline to spread fire below.
“If it was true why hasn’t someone come up to warn us?” Akemi said “I think we hear everything going on, and-“
“That’s cause you’re on an island.” Makoto pulled back the shades to reveal the ocean “that’s a whole other thing but it’s too boring to explain”
Akemi’s face dropped again. She covered her mouth thinking of her son back in Japan. Was he alive?
Oz growled, snatching the sword from Makoto; and pointed it to Dorothy.
“Enough! I don’t know what you’re playing but this is enough!”
“Careful Ozzy” Dorothy’s voice dropped “you don’t want to end up like Yao do you?” She gestured to his dead body.
Oz shook at the venom that dropped from her lips. Slowly lowering the sword he tried to keep a stonecold face.
“Please this isn’t real..” Laurent said stepping towards Makoto “edamame please. You got me ok? We’re even. You can drop the act.”
“If only it was an act” Makoto said “I assure you, this is all true, Laurie.” Makoto pulled out a picture and showed Laurent.
Dorothy with one hand upon a teen Makoto shoulder, and another on Miki Edmaura’s back, they were in the hospital. All of them smiling. There was a get well soon ballon along with flowers by Miki’s bedside.
Laurent wanted to believe it was photoshopped, but, something told him it was very much real.
“She was so nice” Makoto said “the one person I really cared for. But I knew in order for thing to move along, she had to go”
Everyone felt another harsh chill run through their bodies.
“Makoto....” Oz spoke “did you.....kill your mother...?”
“In a way I guess I did. The despair finished the job really. When you’re only child gets taken away to prison while you’re bedridden, it must leave a big empty hole in your heart. I think the despair killed her, not the sickness”
Abby felt herself shaking, in fear, this was not their Makoto.
“Who are you?!” Abby yelled “who the hell are you?!”
Makoto looked at her “My name is Makoto Edmaura, ultimate despair, successor of ultimate despair Dorothy.” A big smile spread across his face.
The first time they seen a smile on this despair Makoto. Makoto’s smile use to bring such brightness, and now...such darkness.
“Welcome contests!!!!” Dorothy spread out her arms smiling “to the very first killing game!!!! Broadcast live across the world!!”
Makoto laughed smiling “will you find that shining hope you think still exist? Or shall you plunge into the claws of despair?”
Anguished filled the room. Everyone stared hopelessly, their lives at the mercy of the ultimate despairs.
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bravenot · 4 years
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I’d like to appreciate how absolutely heartbreaking and wonderful Veth Brenatto’s playlist is. this will be a long and messy post.
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to start off, Sam dedicating a song to ‘goblins, halflings, little ones... this one’s for you’ there’s so much love and forgiveness in that, given how much Nott hates/hated goblins. and from a meta level, Scanlan too! and then Drinking Again by Dinah Washington. parallels I Got Drunk by Mal Blum in the first playlist, when Nott still had so much to hide and we didn’t know about her previous life. gorgeous. it’s about the melancholy.
Runaway Pt 1 comes out of nowhere and it just hurts: ‘To be lost in the middle is the price that you feel you gotta pay, Even love has a limit, Love can't forgive it all away’ her being stranded in between two lives, and guilt about leaving Yeza and Luc for such long periods.
followed immediately by: ‘I’ve got friends in all the right places, I know what they want and I know they don’t want me to stay’ Veth loves the nein but feels unworthy and that her friends want her to leave? I would like to hug???
Sam’s commentary on Changing by The Airborne Toxic Event: ‘When Nott had the chance to change back into Veth, there was definitely some hesitation. Big changes always come with resistance, even when they’re the right thing to do. Will everything be the same after? Will everything feel the same?’ aka episode 91, when they first tried the transmogrification spell: the closing of a chapter, fear that she won’t want to stay with the nein after she’s changed back, not knowing how much being a goblin has become a part of her now and how different it will be, not knowing whether she’ll feel the same about caleb. the lyrics:
‘Days pass, turn into weeks / When we don't even speak / We just lay wide awake / And pretend we're asleep’
HELLOO??
and then the tenderness of Mother about sweet baby Luc: ‘wish we didn’t live so far from each other / I’m just sitting here thinking about the time that’s slipping / and missing my mother’
Pretty Hurts by Beyoncé. It’s clear in the show that Veth’s still insecure and feeling like a failure, even though she knows she’s hot as fuck on the outside. this seems like a song celebrating her beauty but at the same time it’s just subtly planting the seed that she has a long way to go on her journey towards learning self-worth. ‘but you can’t fix what you can’t see / it’s the soul that needs a surgery / you stripped away the masquerade / the illusion has been shed / are you happy with yourself?’
Heavy Balloon by Fiona Apple. Sam’s commentary is just so good. Even though it’s a song about depression he says: ‘I love the hope in it. And for Veth, given a new shot at life, she is certainly spreading and climbing. Blossoming.’
Chaos by Miki Fiki. CHAOS CREW. filled with such carefree and positive energy.
And the killing blow, the one he leaves until last is Heart In A Cage by Chris Thile - describing how she’s found her freedom and she’s missing her husband but realising she might not really be in love with him anymore, and oh god she’s falling for her best friend and ‘he’s right there, lying next to her’. it’s been such a long time coming. her first playlist had three entire songs for her and Caleb, and now everything is stronger and sweeter and more complicated. the inspired choice to use this version and not the original - it’s so joyful but also so heartwrenching. the intensity. the bluegrass embellishments. the strings. the sheer yearning.
‘I don’t feel better when I’m fucking around / I don’t want what you want and I don’t feel what you feel / all your friends are laughing at us / help me now, I’m not quite myself / look around there’s no one else there / and i’m sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire / oh the heart beats in its cage’
Sam knows how to cut deep and I love the complexity and depth that he continues to give Veth. I love how perfectly considered this playlist is for her. every. song.
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littlemisssquiggles · 4 years
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Do u the nk oscar if he gets kidnapped will be friend emerald,u now caz her name is emerald,like the emerald city XD
I think it be cool if she help him get away from Salem a with the lamp,and turn on cinder and some how get away her self
It all so be cool ,if some how oscar got the fall maiden power back from cinder it was originally osma/ozpins
I’d like to hope so anon-chan. Emerald is among the few characters on the side of evil that I wish to see redeemed in some shape or form. 
In the event that my Oscar the Boy In the Lonely Tower Pinehead Headcanon comes to fruition and Salem imprisons Oscar in total isolation away from his friends similarly to how she was imprisoned by her own father back in First Remnant, I’d like to see Oscar possibly interact with Emerald while in captivity. While I doubt that Oscar might be able to fully sway Emerald to the side of good, it would cool if his presence and treatment does contribute to Emerald inevitably departing from Salem. Possibly joined by Mercury and Hazel whose redemptions I’m also rooting for.
I definitely like the thought of Emerald helping Oscar to escape from the Salem’s Domain. As a matter of fact, I kind of have this theory that I concocted with @miki-13 where both Oscar and Ruby are taken prisoner by Salem. But while Oscar is kept in isolation, spending his days worrying for Ruby’s safety, Ruby is put through the ringer---starved and forced to fend for herself in an arena of Grimm for the entertainment of Salem and her masses as she attempted to do what she could to break the poor silver-eyed girl, ultimately testing that indomitable spirit of hers as Ozpin’s so-called unquantifiable spark of hope that he placed so much faith in.
With this in mind, I remember one of Miki’s ideas being Emerald, Mercury and Hazel working with Oscar to save Ruby and get them both out of the Dark Domain. Then from there, Emerald, Mercury and Hazel become companions to Ruby and Oscar as our two, smaller more honest souls worked to escape the Dark Domain. Or something to that liking.
I also recall a fan favourite theory being that Emerald would be the one to ask the last question of the Lamp of Knowledge given her fairy-tale inspiration deriving from Aladdin. So perhaps that could potentially happen in the series. Who knows? Perhaps Oscar will let it slip to Emerald about how to summon Jinn. Like perhaps it’s a case where Oscar’s perceptive nature allows him to see through to Emerald’s uncertainty towards Salem. Or…perhaps…Emerald is tasked by Salem to use her semblance to torture Oscar for answers on the lamp and the remaining Relics. And in doing this, Emerald learns of how to summon Jinn but rather than giving this info to Salem, she lies and uses the info for herself and that’s how the last question could be asked by Emerald. Possibly? Who knows?
As for Oscar relinquishing the Fall Maiden magic from Cinder Fall---not gonna lie to you anon-chan, that’s a theory that I’ve been advocating for since V6 and I still would love for it to come true in the canon. As I’ve stated in past RWBY-related response posts, currently Oscar is operating at only a small percentage of Ozma’s original magical strength since as Ozpin once highlighted back in V5, during his life as Isaac the Hermit, he sacrificed the majority of his magic to create the original Four Maidens.
Then let’s not forget the all-important detail that at full power, Ozma was successful in defeating Salem in his second life as Diggs. If it weren’t for the immortality curse, Salem would’ve been killed a long time ago thanks to Ozma and this was all done in his prime when he was at full magical power.
Therefore my assumption has always been that if Ozma or rather one of his successors were to regain his magic, this would make him the best match to face Salem on a mystic level. Additionally, I always pegged that if a Wizard was able to give his magic away then technically he should be able to take it back, right? So based on that, I loved the concept of Oscar not just relinquishing the Maiden magic from Cinder but all of the current Maidens (i.e. Raven, Penny and ultimately the Summer Maiden) so that he may fight at full strength and be on par with Salem yet again.
If not, then I also dig the thought of Oscar being a sort of incubator for magic. While I understand that Oz once remarked that his powers were dwindling, I had this idea of Oscar being somewhat like a seed---though small, Oscar is able to take whatever little magic that he inherited from Ozma and amplify it through his own unique power---sort of like a semblance.
For me, I like the thought of Oscar being the opposite of Ozma and by extension his previous incarnations. While past Wizards were able to gift their magic to others and watch as it dwindled in potency, Oscar is able to revoke said magic from others adding it to his own and then building upon that so that in the end, Oscar becomes more powerful than he initially started or at least has the potential to become more powerful since unlike Ozma, his powers are always growing instead of withering away. That’s my idea.
While I’m unsure if this will be the case in the canon, for now I’ll just stick with liking the concept of Oscar being a magic amplifier since it fits in with other headcanons I’ve concocted around him---like him becoming the RWBY equivalent of the Golden Cap from the Wizard of Oz, growing strong enough in his magical abilities to not only renounce control of Salem’s Grimm (such as the Flying Beringels since in the Wizard of Oz story, the flying monkeys were only controlled by the Wicked Witch through the power of the Golden Cap and ultimately, the flying monkeys were set free by Glinda the Good Witch who returned the Golden Cap to the flying monkeys’ leader) but also forge his own creations.
Like for example, if Salem is able to create her own Grimm through her magic and the power of the Grimm Pools of darkness then what’s stopping Oscar from tapping into that kind of power as well. Not necessarily to create his own Grimm but perhaps something else. Something different from the Grimm. Something beyond creatures of darkness and destruction. Like for example, creatures of light and creation---like my Pinehead headcanon on Oscar’s Creatures of Luxx which I will shamelessly plug in right here since I still quite like this idea.
But who knows? I’m not quite sure what the CRWBY Writers’ plans for the remainder of Oscar’s story will be. Since Oscar draws inspiration from Princess Ozma of Oz who was known to be one of the most powerful magic users in her respective story, I’m still waiting to see if this will be mirrored in Oscar’s.
While the Wizard of Oz was a fraud with his magic being a hoax, Princess Ozma’s power was the real deal which made her a perfect fit as the rightful ruler of Oz.
So I’m hoping to see something of the case done with Oscar. All clues in the story seem to be pointing to him being different than Ozma and all his other past lives. So in that regards, I’m hoping it means that Oscar will turn out to become more powerful than any other Wizard in Ozma’s lineage---not just through the power and abilities that he inherited from his predecessors but a power of his own. A power that is unique to only him. But we shall see for V8.
~LittleMissSquiggles (2020)
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Let Trouble Lie - CH 3
Ƴ𝕆𝓤'v𝐄  Ⓖ𝐎𝐭  𝐌e  я𝔲ⓝη𝐈𝓝𝕘  𝐆ᵒ𝓲ηg  𝕆𝐮𝕥  𝑜𝐟  𝕞ч  𝕞𝒾𝕟Đ
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Of course things happen when you don't want them to, a jinx almost.  For me that's no surprise based on my history.  Almost every time I dare venture outside, for whatever reason whether groceries or I needed some fresh air, an akuma strikes when I'm far away from safety.
I use to be fine with that, as long as I had my Thinaire costume I could go exploit the lax security at some shop, but now Thinaire was expected on the scene, I wasn't too pleased.  Nevertheless, an opportunity was an opportunity and if I didn't take it there would probably be barely any food for me and Clover next week.  Changing quickly in a back alley, I whipped out and kept to the shadows, heading off to find another place.
Those little accessory shops were my main target, mostly because I can cram a lot of their inventory into my backpack and they bring in big bucks.  There wasn't else much to it, other stores didn't seem to be that much of a deal, and a bank was too big of one.  My operation is simple, pick locks, get in, blast the security cameras with paintballs, steal the stuff, then get out.  That's the way I do things, and it works for me.
When I finally got to the place I was aiming for, the door was locked.  I took out a hairpin and set to the simple task of picking the lock, done in seconds I slipped in before someone should see me.  That first obstacle should have been a clue that people knew I would come at some point, but I was too much in a frenzy to care at that point.
Making my way over to one of the cases, I started to pick the lock but almost immediately an alarm went off.  That had never happened before!  I only gave myself two seconds to fine the alarm but I couldn't in the commotion, I had to flee.  
Police sirens were hurtling down the street to the store when I burst out, sprinting down the sidewalk.  My bad luck was on a roll today as those magic ladybugs swept through the city, Ladybug and Chat Noir would be on the hem of my flowing clothes in no time at all.  Sure enough when I looked back, they were now tailing me along with 3 police cars, directed to my location by civilians pointing me out.
I hadn't realized I had run out into the open until I was looking for alley only for there to be none.  Turning around I realized I would be stared down by law enforcement who were going to be on me in mere seconds.  I wanted to disappear right there and then, it was all I had left to do, so I vanished.
The cars came squealing to a stop, officers piling out of them to weakly surround the area.  The two superheroes had appeared beside them, looking around wearily.
"They vanished!" Lieutenant Roger yelled in frustration.  "How are we supposed to catch them?"
"Search the area!" Ladybug shouted, storming in without a worry and every spot on her earrings, "They couldn't have gotten far!  Their name may be Thinaire but they could be anything but, only invisible to us."
I raised my eyebrow in question at her, trying to avoid the officers combing the area for my figure, was she really that good at guessing? Her luck I guess.
Either way, with both the superheroes and the police officers to deal with, I knew I wouldn't be able to slip away unnoticed even if they couldn't see me.  One way or another, I would be spotted, but this time I would get them.
The officer closest to me was my target, I snuck quietly up until I was basically in front him, then with all my strength, I punched the guy straight in the jaw.  He went stumbling back before he landed on the ground with a loud thud, all attention was on me now, or more accurately, where thin air just punched someone.
"Thinaire's over there!" Ladybug shouted, reaching for her yoyo as she ran in my direction.
I bolted away, heading back for the buildings where I could lose them, only to hear a high pitched zipping noise coming through the air.  The heroine's yoyo string flew over my head, coming down at a rate I would run right into it if I continued to sprint.  At the last second, I dropped down and slid to avoid it, the toy's cord landing on my shoulder and sliding down my arm to lay uselessly on the ground.  Now having escaped the weapon, I popped up again and kept going, freedom was in reach.
Everyone was in pursuit of me now, how had someone who was never noticed before now getting so much attention?  But they couldn't catch me, I was gone in the blink of an eye.
From my hiding place I watched the police cars carrying the frustrated officers back to wherever they had come from, the super duo timing out to get back to their civilian lives.  Today had been a lesson for me, things had changed and now I had to change with it.
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I had considered working at night before, but that had all seemed too cliche and the akuma attacks gave me an advantage.  But the only night time akumas I could remember were Sandboy and Sapotis, I wouldn't want to go through Sandboy ever again, hearing my parents disappointed voices as they shamed me for killing them was a nightmare I didn't want to relive.
But what other choice did I have?  People knew to look out for me in the day, maybe not entirely certain WHAT to look out for, but anything suspicious.  If I started working late then I would at least be under the cover of darkness, my costume helping me blend into the shadows.  Either way, the security I had to go through would not get any easier for a long time.
So instead of being bored out of my mind with Clover, I fell asleep mid afternoon so I would be awake later that evening, ready for the hunt.
The lack of daylight did prove helpful as I whipped around corners and through alleys, and there were less people there to get a glimpse of me in general.  Though whatever the time of day, I would always go for the jewelry shops, I couldn't afford less, but I couldn't achieve more.
Instead of the door this time, I picked the lock on a window and snuck in that way, sure it might hinder a hasty escape but it wouldn't arouse as much suspicion as an opened door.  I took out the security cameras with my small paintball gun as usual, but then found the box for the security system and cut it out, disabling all other alarms.  This time I had to do it, people had gotten smart about doing alarms if my recent escape was any clue.
Without the alarms going off as I picked open the cases, things went smoothly and I was almost done emptying them all when I spotted movement across the street.  Something had just gone over the space between rooftops, I held my gaze there long enough to see something else move over the gap, the pointed ears and tail lashing out behind it alerted me it was Chat Noir.  So that first thing must have have been Ladybug... Oh shit, they must be doing a patrol.
I held incredibly still as I waited for them to go farther down the street, not wanting to draw the feline eyes equipped with night vision that one of the superheroes had.  Luck never was most favorable to me, the alley cat turned his head straight in my direction, the glowing green eyes staring me down.  In shock I jumped a little, my glowing amber eyes had more night vision than an average human eye, though not as feral looking as Chat's, were able to see the determined expression dance across his face.
In one quick motion, I zipped up my almost full backpack and swept it up onto my shoulders, leaping out of the window I came in.  Once on the street I ran, only glancing back one time to find glowing eyes met glowing eyes as Chat Noir came after me in pursuit.  Seriously, these people had me running, going out of my mind just to get away with what I needed to survive.
Something grabbed my ankle and I gave an instinctive shriek of fury as it tugged me down.  I struggled to my feet but something restrained me, oh dammit that fleabag had gotten me!
"I finally caught you," he gasped in triumph, still trying to catch his breath.
"Like hell you did," I snarled before making my move.  I elbowed his gut as hard as I could, hoping to take him by surprise enough so he would release me, he actually did.  Once free I did my best at an attempt of a roundhouse kick to his side, he made to grab my ankle again but I had already made contact and was now dashing away while the cat was still slightly winded.  I could hear his footsteps coming after me again but I kept running.
Before fading away...
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"Now why ya so outta breath girl?" Lenny asked me.
I huffed and puffed, trying to recover my breath from the mad sprint I did on the way to the pawn shop.  Holding up a finger to say that I would respond in a minute, I continued to breathe heavily.
"Better question," Lenny went on, "Why ya here in da middle of da damn night!  I was just 'bout to close up when ya came barreling in."
"Sorry," I huffed, "Ran here *pant* just now *pant* from a *pant* mission."
"Yeah, I kinda figured," Lenny murmured, examining the haul I had brought in, "Still don't answer me second question."
Finally regaining my breath, I spoke normally, "I was trying to work under the cover of darkness.  Didn't work that well because the supers were doing a patrol in my area then, the cat would have gotten me if I hadn't known a few close contact moves."
"Ya really got ta be more careful Miky," he said, eyeing a brooch I had snatched.
"I was," I protested, "Went through a window, fully disabled security, remained motionless when I had to so I wouldn't draw eyes..."
"Ya gonna run yaself right into the ground."
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TiF + Demon Fam + Phantom Mirages: what shenanigans will ensue?
so. so many shenanigans
Ren can smell that something’s off with Byleth and the lords and is ALL UP in their business because he’s a sneaky curious demon boi.
Byleth definitely meets Yu at Leblanc for coffee and they talk about watching loved ones die and being stressed about that.
Yuri is also the first one to pin down that Shido is Shit(TM)
The PT and Mirage Masters have several moments where they do something blatantly demon-y in front of the lords and the lords just don’t know that it’s weird because they’re from another dimension
Byleth gets to teach Hikari. This isn’t shenanigany, it’s just cute
Also the Fortuna Crew helping Hikari make a movie
El coming into this with the opinion that non-human=bad and seeing a universe where humanity is attacked by demons while also being subservient to Yaldy and the angels is side-eyeing this whole dimesnion super hard
After the whole fight in Inaba the Demon Fam calls up Byleth and the Lords and are like “ok so you might want to take notes for this” and basically explain the whole family tree nonsense going on with everyone in this au meanwhile Byleth and the lords are freaking out because last they checked Ren nearly died and Yusuke, Haru, and Goro got arrested.
Yusuke and Byleth are “I have seen the bad end” friends
Futaba and Byleth are “I have undone the death of someone close to me but could not revive my parent” friends
Dimitri is the lord with the highest number of Ikutski clone kills. (i am so sorry everyone not familiar with this au)
At some point they invite the lords to visit Hell and show them around and Satanael is really excited to meet Byleth. They also introduce Miki, Zen, Rei, Orpheus
Claude likes to play fetch with Itsuki but he hides the ball behind his back sometimes and it makes Itsuki sad
Look I don’t know how this would happen but I need Lorenz and Marie to write poetry together
El and Lysithea get to join the “I underwent horrific experimentation club”
Byleth meets Aigis and Metis and has flashbacks to Shamballah
Siren concert featuring Mina, Ham, Tsubasa, Ayaha, and Yashiro 
Sylvain, Ferdinand, Leonie, and Touma have a race to determine who is the superior redheaded cavalier
hubert: I would like to murder my father; yusuke, haru, goro, and yu: same.
Hikari gets Bernie into filmmaking.
The demons help Seteth and Flayn transform into their dragon forms
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