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astarionposting · 5 months

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I. II. MY LOVE MINE ALL MINE / Mitski

❝ Moon, tell me if I could,

ㅤㅤsend up my heart to you? ❞

this was my most listened to song of the year lol, according to my spotify wrapped ive listened to it 260+ times since september, so i haaad to do another post with this song

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 screenshots #astarion posting #bg3 astarion #astarion ancunin #astarion screenshots #astarion #virtual photography #Spotify

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loganbcrnes · 2 years

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Gym Fever

Logan Howlett x reader x Victor Creed

Summary: you are working out at the gym, when tensions rise between you, Logan and Victor

warnings: 18+, smut, double-penetration, anal & vaginal, pussy eating, blowjobs & unprotected sex.

authors note: hello! I’m back with this oneshot, i’ve been going to the gym for the past few months and kept thinking about how hot it’d be to go to the same gym as Logan and Victor, so i just haaad to write this. Obviously set in an alternate universe or some shit, because i don’t think Logan would ever be a fitness trainer lol.

readers ethnicity and body type isn’t mentioned, want everyone to feel inclusive. Enjoy :)

How did you end up laying on a yoga mat with one man fucking your throat and the other eating you out?

With your legs draped over Logan’s shoulders and your nails digging into Victor’s thighs, you lose yourself in the mist of pleasure clouding your mind. While the big muscular man standing over you rolls his hips and fills your mouth with the sole purpose of chasing the tightness of your throat, the other, in between your legs, spreads your lips to marvel at the sight of your pink and shiny sex before giving it a kitten lick, first testing the waters, then diving in and ravishing the delicacy offered to him. The thing about the situation that has your skin heating up and your head swimming, is the fact that you could get caught by anyone, it’s the thrill and the anticipation of getting in trouble that makes you excited and keeps moisture pooling at your core.

You all know it’s against the gym’s policy for employers to fraternize with customers, you’re all fully aware of the consequences if you’re caught in the act. Logan could be fired, yours and Victor’s membership could be taken away and you could be blacklisted if you’re not careful. Next time, if there is a next time, it won't be so rushed, it’ll be more meticulously planned, choosing one of your homes instead of the workout room well past closing. Next time, you sigh to yourself, your mind already planning ahead.

Logan Howlett, your personal trainer, doesn’t waste any time in drinking the slick you are, so generously, producing for him; you taste amazing, sweet with a pinch of sour, your walls are greedy for his fingers as they pump into you and your toned legs flex around his head, threatening to lock him in place until you are completely satisfied. His goatee and stubble burning your inner thighs as he continues to lick.

He revels in the gargled moans escaping from your full mouth, in the little jerks of your hips when he touches your sweet spot and insists on rubbing it, flicking and sucking on your hard nub at the same time. Victor Creed, Logan’s brother, but also your gym bro, could make jokes about how healthy he is for you, how many benefits his cum would give you, but he refrains himself as this is not the time to joke, this is the time to watch the outline of his cock when he pushes in deep down your throat, this is the time to hold your shoulders and make sure you take all of him with your nose pressed to his testicles. It’s difficult to properly breathe, however, you try your best, to please them, to make this special workout session worth it for everybody.

Drool and spit drip down your blushed cheeks, slick and saliva trail down your sex, wetting your tense ring of muscles in their path, but none of it touches the ground; Logan flattens his tongue and collects every last drop of it, Victor scoops it up with his thumbs and uses it as lube to rub your nipples, to make them wet as if he was suckling on them. Are you on Earth? Are you on another planet? Are you flying or are you grounded? Your head is incapable of forming coherent thoughts at the moment, your body feels like it’s experiencing electric shocks every time the tip of a tongue or the pad of a finger touches it.

Everything feels like you’re watching your bent backwards body from above, as if in an extrasensory bubble ready to burst any second, now. All the built up tension reaches a breaking point when Logan pushes your legs up with his hands on the back of your thighs and dives into your pussy without even taking a breath. Victor leaves your mouth as he sees your writhing, conscious that your orgasm is about to hit you, you breathe in fresh air through desperate pants and roll onto yourself, climax making your whole body flex and fall from the hard but squishy ball.

“Victor, you should taste her, she’s amazing” Logan chuckles, licking the remnants of your release from his lips.

“Oh, I will, don’t worry” your eyes are closed as you try to regulate your breathing again, but you can hear the smirk in the man’s voice and shiver, knowing they’re not even half done with you.

It all started earlier that day, when you were doing some mobility stretches before your appointment with Logan for some new compound movements. Your consultation went pretty well, afterwards you talked a little about your lifestyle, how active you are, what your goals are and, then, he asked about your sex life, if you had anyone you could exercise with or who would cook for you to see if he had to simplify recipes even more or not.

That question should have sounded disrespectful and completely out of place, but, when you told him that, no, you did not have anyone by your side, his eyes darkened and his voice lowered for just a second. The air around you felt thicker, you couldn’t be the only one feeling some sort of tension between the two of you and that’s when Victor came in, not even knocking, not expecting anyone to be there except for his friend and brother. He felt it immediately, the sexually charged air around you, he could almost see little sparks going off around your bodies, a smirk grew onto his face and you could see his sharp teeth. He asked if everything was okay and both you and Logan whispered a weak “yes” in unison, as if practiced. Victor was a little confused but he let it slide, exiting the office with a small smirk and going back to his workout. You left soon after, power walking to the women's locker room to splash some cold water on your face and change into your gym clothes, shorts and a sports bra, ready to do the compound moves that Logan showed you earlier.

Everything went well during your training, you did some deadlifts, squats, Bulgarian split-squats and by the end of it, your legs and butt were sore and felt like jelly, you could barely walk. Victor looked at you doing sumo deadlifts, pushing your butt out, he looked at Logan looking at you from a little window dividing the activities room from the main hall with all the machines, he looked intently and he got an idea. It almost felt like a little lightbulb turned on above his head and he had to tell his brother because he knew he would have agreed in a heartbeat.

So that’s how you ended up in between the two men, it all sparked from the elder’s idea to have some fun together since you, yourself, mentioned you had no one, what bad could some fun do? Well… maybe you did a little crush on them, but you were never going to let them know that.

Right now, with Victor’s naked body sprawled over the mat-like floor, you mount his face, nestling your sensitive core over his lips as Logan comes to kneel beside you both. His fingers trace a path across your shoulder blades and down your chest to fondle your breasts gently, squeezing the soft mounds and pinching your nipples to send a shock wave up your spine. You are convinced Victor’s lips are wicked because there is no way he is this good, they can’t feel so soft at every press over your folds, his tongue can’t reach so deep inside you, his sharp teeth softly nibbling at your clit, it is just not possible! However, it is possible, the man in between your legs flattens his tongue to trail the length of your soft lips and lap at your wetness before fucking you with it.

His hands snake up to your ass and squeeze your roundness, pushing you to move, to ride him properly. It’s a gentle slap on your ass cheek that awakens you from your sensory trance and sets you free to move, to roll your hips and to grind on his lips over and over, filling the room with beautiful melodies of rhythmic “ah ah”s.

“Shit… Look at you, Darlin’” Logan marvels at the sight of your body bouncing, of your back arching when you rest your hands over Victor’s thighs.

Logan looks at you for a long minute, he observes your features, the little creases on your forehead, the way you furrow your eyebrows at a particular flick of the other man’s tongue, and it’s only when your body shakes from an impending orgasm and you flop down, curving your back, that he grips your hair in his fist and pulls you back, stealing a gasp from your throat.

“Don’t forget about me, doll” Logan mutters, low, making you open your eyes and look at his blown out ones.

Talking is not necessary in his situation, you think, actions speak louder than words, so, while you keep yourself balanced with one hand resting on Victor’s wide hairy chest, the other stretches to the side to hold Logan’s thick cock and jerk him, slowly. The man hisses as soon as his neglected length is granted some attention, he growls, low in his throat and lolls his head back, living the moment and the softness of your fingers circling his hardness.

“Just like that” he sighs when you pick up the pace a little, still able to pump him even with pleasure threatening to overwhelm your entire system.

It’s too hard to resist, to keep moving, after a while, as your body is too tired to keep going. You sit on the man’s face, almost suffocating him, however, he doesn’t relent; he keeps lapping at your folds and, once he encases your pearl in between his teeth and bites, everything inside you explodes. You flop on your side, then, next to Victor, and abandon Logan’s length for the time being. Victor pulls you close, whispering soft praises, stroking your hair, and rubbing your back, gently, to slow the tremors raking through your body and calm down the fast beating of your heart.

Your throat is parched, your legs won't stop shaking, but you want more. You haven’t had enough of them yet, you want to stroll even further into the lion’s den and feel them both inside you at the same time. Victor can tell, he can tell by your still heavy breathing and the way your body fidgets restlessly to press against them, that you need something, you’re searching for the peak of your pleasure. He, sneakily, grins at you, already planning what next to do to have you moaning for them.

His hands drift slowly to your hips, fingers gripping tightly to pull you closer to him. He feels the slight movement as you tuck your leg between his, rocking softly against his thigh and making his cock visibly twitch against his belly. The man lets you take control for once, he lets you move as slow or as fast as you want to, admiring all the little changes happening in your face from pleasure, from frustration for not getting where you want to, from desperation as your body grows hot again, as your legs grow tired.

When he feels you slowing down your rolls, Victor flexes the muscles of his thigh and gives you new sensations, new friction to use to get off and, with renovated fervor, you start a new ascent to utmost pleasure. Your moans, high in pitch when your orgasm runs towards you, alert the two men who wait just a little longer, they wait for the moment just before your release, they wait and stop you with both sets of hands on your hips and legs. Victor stills your hips while Logan, forcefully, lifts your legs and turns you around to rest on your back again, wet and aching sex denied its awaited price.

“Whyyy” you whine in protest, eyes fixated on the ceiling. You do want more, you feel insatiable, you need more to quench your thirst, why are they not giving it to you?!

“Let’s move to the main room” Logan chuckles at your antics, helping you up. Both men stand with their cocks up and present, almost calling your attention by dripping salty drops of pre-cum in front of your eyes, however, this is not the time to swallow them, Logan knows what he wants and he’s determined to get it, now.

The bench press underneath Victor’s body feels soft at the touch, the man lays on it as if he was to start exercising, however, he’s only instructed to hold you against his chest while Logan stands in front of you both and stares at the way your breasts bounce with your heavy breathing, at the way your lower lips are so puffy and dark pink looking. He’s reminded of taking you into his mouth mere minutes ago and he groans, needing to feel your body again. With your back pressed to Victor’s sweaty chest, you try lifting yourself up by holding the bar above your head so as not to rest your whole weight on the man beneath you. He stops, though, he circles your middle with his strong arms and holds you in place making you feel the presence of his length nestled in between your ass-cheeks.

“Lay down, frail, don’t worry” Victor whispers in your ear before nibbling at your lobe.

“That’s it, sweetheart, just enjoy the ride” Logan interjects as his fingers trail a path up your legs, sending shivers up your spine.

While Victor’s fingers pinch and roll your nipples in between them, Logan works on stretching your rim for the first time. Your pussy is left untouched and neglected, good for nothing except dripping wetness onto the man’s fingers. It feels a little too much, at first, but he takes it slow, he lets you get used to the foreign feeling and, then, scissors you to make sure you are ready for the other’s cock.

“Victor is big, you know that, you need to be well prepared” He smirks, crouching down and bringing out his tongue to press it to your ring of muscles and push it inside your body alongside his two digits.

It really is strange but, once the initial uneasiness is gone, you only experience pleasure and a fullness you’ll never forget. A couple more minutes and Logan leaves your, now, wet ass to draw a line up your sticky sex.

“Are ya’ ready?” he asks him, then, to which Victor nods and, lightly, lifts you up to align himself with your hole and lower you on his shaft.

“Ah… Shit... “ he moans, lost in your tightness. “She’s already clenching so much” he groans, then, trying his best not to pull you down completely. His hips move slowly, sliding deeper into you, stretching you wide for him, inch by inch. The sting of pain is overpowered by the sweet hum of pleasure washing over you and you throw your head back, wanting to feel more of him, needing to have him deep inside you. He takes his time, though, allowing you to adjust to the fullness and enjoy everything he's offering.

With a grunt and a final rock of his hips, he nestles his cock deep inside you. The feeling of him pressing against your walls makes your breath hitch and your chest heave. Logan sees the intense pleasure coursing through you and uses this chance to line himself up with your still wet core, rubbing his cock along its length to tease you for a quick moment before easily slipping inside you. The feeling is magnificent, your eyes roll back in your head and you visibly shiver. Your mind trails off into its own world, enjoying the way they’re thrusting into you and the simultaneous rush of pain and pleasure kissing a path through your veins.

You’ve never felt anything like this, your skin is on fire, burning from the inside out, as Victor holds you close with your back pressed to his chest and Logan’s finger digs into your hips. Your moans bounce off the walls, loud sounds fill up the silence of the room as both men move in search of a rhythm. Victor has his arms wrapped around your middle and his feet planted firmly to the floor to help him thrust up into you as he moans into your ears, low sounds that make the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end. “That’s it, taking my cock so well, frail” he growls into your ear.

You lift your eyes to focus on Logan standing over you, pressing your legs to your chest as he pumps into you, his head thrown back, eyes glazed over and sweat soaked hair laying on his forehead. His biceps clenching and tears of sweat running down his hairy chest, the hair now matted. Everything you’re seeing, feeling and hearing is keeping you at the edge of a precipice, waiting to dive over with the right thrust at the right angle. Logan drops his head, eyes meeting your own with a smirk that makes your blood feel close to boiling point and your skin feel you are standing too close to a pit of fire.

“It’s okay, baby, let it out. Scream for us.” Logan says as he presses a thumb against your lip, easing it from the clutches of your teeth.

He doesn’t stop there though, he shifts your body further up Victor’s chest and drapes your closed legs over his shoulder so he can lean forward and capture your lips with his. The kiss is lewd and sloppy, a tangle of tongues and spit with the soft popping of lips as they separate only to join once again, but it's when his hips press forward and his hard length presses painfully deep into you, that your dam breaks. This is the angle, this is the thrust you needed to have you free falling into an oblivion of immeasurable pleasure. They both feel it at the same time, your walls clench tighter locking them in, your entire body convulses and your head falls back against Victor's shoulder as you go pliant between them, pulling your lower lip between your teeth to ground yourself as immense pleasure courses its way through your veins like wildfire.

The moan that escapes your lips is like an aphrodisiac to both men and the way your body almost shuts down with them inside you sucking them in, squeezing them so tight it's almost painful, is like a bridge to a new world. Small bursts of white flash before your eyes as you feel yourself drifting off, floating, when the two men find their own release with low moans and grunts, both of them rocking into you at different, uncoordinated, paces.

You all lay like that for a while, catching your breaths and finding Earth once more as they caress your skin and stroke your hair, both of them whispering soft praises into your ears so your smile never leaves your lips. Logan moves first, pulling out of you slowly to get your water lying carelessly nearby. You finish it in about three large gulps before Victor pulls out of you gently, being careful not to hurt you.

You watch the glazed and awed expression on their faces as they both watch the way their cum leaks from your holes and something inside you stirs again, like an ember trying to become a flame once more. Clothes thrown around the workout room are gathered and they both help you get dressed, stopping occasionally to leave soft kisses over bruises that are left as reminders of the day’s session on your skin.

“I can’t believe we did that” you sigh as the three of you are sitting in a circle, just relaxing, taking in what happened. Victor snorts, “well maybe next time we can plan somewhere a little more comfortable, hmm?” he says, smirking. “Where I can do a lot more dirty things to ya’”. He says, coming closer to you. You lean in to give him a kiss, “sure, you’ve both got my number”

The three of you rise to get your bags, “I’ll keep that in mind” Logan says chuckling.

As you pull away from the fitness center, you make a note of two things: the first being to call them both in the morning and talk about where you go from here with your arrangement, and the second being to reach out to the gym to upgrade to a VIP membership, since the added benefits just might come in handy after-all.

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kitsaystransrights · 4 months

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Okay I’m starting a new series on here called “I just finished this game” where I gush about a game I just finished.

Anyway, if you’re a fan of musicals, visual novels, or Greek mythology, you NEED to play Stray Gods.

If you haven’t heard of it before, Stray Gods is a visual novel with branching story routes, but it has the twist of also being a musical! Many of the game’s major choices take place in the songs themselves, and the songs will actually changed based on your decisions! Each song has numerous different permutations based on around 3-5 choices in each one. I recommend checking out Challenging a Queen, one of the early game songs that’s relatively light on spoilers, to see how some of the choices really add some spice to the game and weave through the songs.

The game’s story just follows Grace, a 20-something girl who witnesses the death of Calliope, the Last Muse, and to make matters worse, she has inherited her powers and role. The Chorus, leaders of the remaining Greek gods (known as Idols), give Grace one week to prove her innocence before she is executed, and the line of Calliope is gone forever.

Accompanying her on this journey are a variety of gods, monsters, and her mortal (strictly platonic… strictly) roommate, Freddie. The cast of Stray Gods is easily its best aspect, full of lovable and complex characters, leaving you laughing a lot, sobbing sometimes, and sometimes not knowing who to trust. And when it’s backed up by a fantastic voice cast, and nearly every character getting their own song if not multiple, I’d be astounded if you managed to get through the game without getting attached to SOMEONE lol.

(For the record, my favorite characters are Freddie, Persephone, and Aphrodite hehe)

And of course, what’s a musical without its music? The soundtrack of Stray Gods is absolutely incredible, even beyond the incredible amount of work and dedication it took to integrate so many variations of all the songs in the game. Lots of variety with the genre, sometimes even changing in the middle of a song! If I haaad to pick a few favorites, I suppose it’d be The Ritual, Look Into Me, and If Only. I’m a sucker for the emotional songs, but Look Into Me is suuuuuch a banger, it feels so threatening and I LOVE it.

OKAY now I’m gonna gush about my favorite parts of the story and get all spoilery so if you don’t want to be spoiled, DON’T KEEP READING! Go play the game yourself! Iirc it’s on all current platforms. Enjoy :)

So HOLY SHIT APHRODITE’S SONG HIT ME LIKE A BRICK??? I love the moral dilemma her whole cycle of rebirth puts you in, deciding whether to honor her wishes and let her die again or to convince her to find peace in life rather than trying to forget. I tried SO HARD to save her without forcing her and she ended up passing on anyways.

Persephone’s character is also SOOOO well done here, the reinterpretation of her story where she kills Hades is a fantastic direction to take her character. She ended up being my main investigative partner for the game and I did NOT regret it. I almost ended up romancing her, and I definitely will on my next playthrough, but I didn’t this time because of…

Freddie!!! Freddie absolutely rules and is my favorite character in the whole game. Mortal Greek mythology nerd who is super gay and wears a cool hat, how could I NOT love her??? My heart was completely torn to shreds when she died, and even though I knew she had to be able to come back somehow because you could romance her, the fury it raised in me made me blaze through the last four hours of the game and finish it in one sitting XD.

And JEEZ the way they let you bring her back is so well done. It’s not outright good or bad, it’s complex! Freddie and Grace are both traumatized by her death and resurrection, and the fact that you went against Freddie’s wishes and passed the line of Calliope onto her just makes it even more interesting from a storytelling perspective. It’s part of what makes If Only one of my favorite songs in the game. And of course, I’m a sucker for stories of unrequited love like Freddie’s is for Grace and now I’m gonna feel so guilty romancing anyone else 😭. Freddie is so relatable istg.

Anyways uuuuuh that’s all I have to say, maybe I’ll do a full review on my YouTube? Thanks for checking this post out tho! Okay bye :)

#I Just Finished This Game #indie #indie games #Stray Gods #greek mythology #queer #visual novel #musical

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dreamlanddeluxe · 1 year

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What's your favourite world/chapter in each main LBP game? :v

Lbp1: I want to say the Savannah just because of the stripper meerkats however truthfully my favorite is probably the Wedding

Lbp2: SUUUCH a hard one. The locations in lbp2 are the best to me out of all of them to me, all of the worlds are unique in their own ways but none feel weaker in design over the others. I love the sleek futuristic design of Avalonia, the floral beauty in Eve’s Asylum, and the mechanical aspects (and communist imagery!?) of the Factory of a Better Tomorrow, those are my top picks out of the worlds in the game. If I absolutely HAAAD to pick one though it’d probably be Factory of a Better Tomorrow. It has the silly sackbot factory and a giant mechanical turkey that chases you and tries to kill you in one of the levels. Who doesn’t love that!? Also Clive is pathetic and that is funny

Lbp3: Manglewood hands down lol. Great design and home to the best playable character and honestly the best story character as well. I do not talk about him much but Marlon is a really fun character, felt more like a friend to you than the other creator curators tbh and his goofy lines are the most memorable out of all of them. Manglewood overall felt the most fleshed out compared to the other worlds, however I do wonder what could have become of Bunkum Lagoon if the game wasn’t rushed through production hell. I think people hate Pinky Buflooms to much. Yes she is a bitch but in the funny way

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colorful-horses · 2 years

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7 and 29 for the artist ask game!

7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate

Oil painters. I have tried countless times to make something with oil paints, but I am just incapable of making it look good-- major kudos to people who can pull it off lol

29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically

This ones hard, because pretty much all of the media I consume inspires me in some way, whether it be art-wise or writing-wise (thats one of the main things I look for in a show!). If I haaad to pick a show, probably Bob's Burgers? I looooove the show and I really admire the characters dynamics (I like adult cartoons where the characters aren't horrifically awful to each other lol), but it doesn't really influence any of the art I make. Its just a good comfort show, I guess!

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send me weirdly specific artist asks

#not art #ask game #yea im actually ANSWERING these asks. wack right #idk if i understood the question for 29 right but i think i got it. i will always take a chance to talk about bobs burgers lol

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potter-pavlikovsky-popchyk · 1 year

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I like to think I’m all chill like Boris when it comes to others being suspicious of my own sussy bakaness but tbh the second someone says anything too vague for me to get their stance on my queerness I turn into Theo and am all 🤬 “what the fuck’s that supposed to mean?!?” Like I’m scared they’ll think I’m queer- like- ajdbejjf 👀🙄🤌🏻BITCH YOU ARE, TF?!?! 🤨Why I be getting so tight for?!?! And when I put it like that I am right. Smfh. (Lol 😅wtf is wrong with me)

Anyways I can totes see if they ever had actually talked in their youth about “things” that Theo would be like that all clap backy and defensive like when they talked as adults in that one scene that lives in my head rent free with how funny it was.

But yeah if they haaad talked back then, Theo would be like that for sure and Boris would def be like 🙄bro chill you just cam way too hard for me to be this weird about the gay. Which we jus partookith in 🤨Lmfao ur repressed ass trippin if u gonna try n come at me side ways. Have several seats. 😑

#sussy baka #lgbtqa+#queer #boris pavlikovsky #the goldfinch #boreo #theo decker #theodore decker #tgf #theo i’m not gay decker #boris x theo #theodore i’m not gay decker #boris tgf #theo x boris #mlm

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btsugarush · 11 months

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love the teaser to scarface!!!!! the plot is just right up my alley really! who can resist big bad mob boss yoongi?? apparently not even the man himself lol but seriously ur writing is so so great my friend really makes me dive into the whole scene and picture all thats happening,, cant wait to read it! hope u have an excellent week!

Thank you so much! I love me a mob boss so I haaad to write one… or a couple LMAO. I really appreciate you, thank you so much for reading. I hope you have an even better week! 🩷

#lovely asks #lovely anon #cherry’s asks

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willkimurashat · 1 year

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12, 66, and 73 :))

Hello my darling! Thank you for the ask:)

12. Name of your favorite playlist

Funny enough, I don’t actually have that many playlists lol, I usually just listen to albums or I make a playlist with my fave songs from all albums the artist has😅😅 although lately, I’ve been really vibing with my “Peter Parker Vibes” and “songs from the radio I keep meaning to add” playlists lol

66. Favorite flowers?

I love so many!!! They’re all so unique and beautiful in their own way:) but if I haaad to pick - tulips and lilacs

73. Favorite weird flavor combo?

I’m a sucker for salty and sweet flavor combo. That means I will promote pineapple on pizza propaganda until I die lmao🙌 also prunes in any salad, or with chicken, or with pilaf rice is🤌 dried cranberries in salads have me weak in the knees🤤 and of course peanut butter - the epitome of salty and sweet!

Ask game: “Weird asks that say a lot”

#ask ab #not litg #ask game

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chroniccoolness · 1 year

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3. if you have chronic pain, what’s your “normal” on the scale and what do you consider a good day on the scale?

4. if you have chronic fatigue, what’s your “normal” on the scale and what do you consider a good day on the scale?

5. what’s the worst part about being physically disabled?

6. what’s the best part about being physically disabled?

8. what’s your latest horror story from interacting with able bodied people?

10. what is something you want other people to know about your physical disability/disabilities?

14. what good has happened recently related to your physical disability?

16. have you always been physically disabled?

i thought my normal was a 4, but. uh. actually thinking about it. my normal on the pain scale is a 5.5, so. that's fun. i'd call a 3 a good day

(4: "i am constantly aware of my pain but i can continue most activities". 5.5: slightly above 5, which is "i think about my pain most of the time and cannot do some activities i need to do each day because of pain." 3: "my pain bothers me but i can ignore it most of the time".)

i have. no concrete average for my chronic fatigue. in the last week, it has been 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, and 7, NOT in order ksjdgsdkjgfk. if i haaad to say one, probably like. 4-5. fatigue scale frustrates me though because i have to do things like go out when i'm a 7, because i'm Forced to go to school, i just. fall asleep at my desk or in drama or whatever. anyway a good day is a 2 or 3.

(i wont explain all of these numbers in detail, but TLDR for the fatigue scale: 0 = no fatigue, 1-3 = mild, 4-6 = moderate, 7-9 = severe, 10 = so fatigued you literally cannot sit up)

the worst part of being physically disabled is the amount of Pain and Fatigue i am in all the time. bonus second worst is the fear my ablebodied friends will leave me behind if i get sicker

the best part is the community, and the realization of which of my friends i can rely on for support when things are hard.

most recent? well, i've had to tell the same person she was spouting eugenics twice this week :')

first time: she was talking about how we should just kill some people with a virus to fix overpopulation. second time: she said (in a very morbid game) if she had to pick a grandmother to kill, she'd kill the sick one because her "quality of life" is lower. this girl is my friend, i care about her and she genuinely listens when i say these things are Bad and she needs to fix her outlooks, but she is also . very ablebodied . and sometimes that gets Tiring .

10:

ITS NOT GOING TO FUCKING GO AWAY IF I EXERCISE. IT GETS WORSE WHEN I EXERCISE. EXERCISE BRINGS THE PAIN AND FATIGUE UP INTO THE 6-8 RANGE. I HAVE FUCKINGINGING TRIED EXERCISE. THAT IS NOT HOW THIS WOOOOOORKS

ahem. other than that: i'm not too young. people can be born physically disabled. i wasn't, mine came along in the last few years, but like. i'm not too young lol. anyone can be disabled.

14:

i might have gotten a chance to get a doctor's appointment about it ! come february we will see

16:

nope. like i said, last few years (though i suspect i had some symptoms early on, bc i've always found physical exertion really frustrating and have never been able to run very long without it hurting)

#ask game #asks #will/lee #disabled ask game #eugenics mention #ableism mention

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ravixen · 2 years

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2 and 10!

// some kpop asks to cure boredom

2 - have you ever met an idol?

nope, never!! i've been in kpop for a decade, but i'm not a spender (until this seventeen world tour...) so i never went to events or anything. don't walking around big cities like nyc either, so wouldn't run into any idols :')

10 - five songs you'd put on a road trip playlist

can i put just seventeen songs- anyway, this has to be kpop, right? i'd just put my entire playlist and be chill with whatever LOL if i haaad to choose, though:

seventeen - our dawn is hotter than day (fond summer memories of this because it was our trip's soundtrack)

oh my girl - dun dun dance (fond memories of another friend trip)

twice - fancy (iconic song because my friends got pulled over to this. i wasn't there LOL)

beast - fiction (cuz it came up just now and i loved the old songs)

snsd - party (cuz i loooved the summer vibes)

#katalk #dinosbestie.reply

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pls you deserve all the praise in the world for demon!hyuck yk!!!!!!! one of the reasons im in love with ur nsfw stuffs is that you would always insert feelings into it, which makes the smut 1000% hotter and most importantly, intimate!! the characters development are also very natural and it makes sense, even for your himbo!hyuck <3 pls keep up all the good work and stay healthy!! and if ur planning to write demon!hyuck pt2 plsss i would be so grateful, but its all up to you and yk whenever inspration strucks lol (also ur meandom!hyuck whos still soft for his s/o is one of my favorite nct fics of mine hcjekdndkskdk why is ur writing so gooooood stg sorry for this long rambling coz i just LOVE your work so much)

when i read this in my ask box i literally teared up a little 🥹 to recieve this after like a month of inactivity was so special and i’m so so so grateful you chose to articulate your thoughts and send them to me here :) i’m so happy that the feelings i put into my fics don’t deter from the smut scenes and make them better (and hotter hehe)

i will definitely work on demon hyuck pt.2 because i miss them and i want to do sooo much more with the characters, when the time comes i hope u like it!!! 🤍🤍 also omg thank u for mentioning the requests i do too, i love writing small scenes and that one especially made my brain go 🌀🌀🌀 so i knew i haaad to share it

i’ll work on making my writing even better!!! thank u for sending me this ask it is sooo encouraging to recieve these as a writer 🫂🫂🫂 have a nice day!!!

#AAAHHHH #asks #anon #PLEASE do not apologize for the rambling #please ramble more 🙏🏻🧍🏻‍♀️

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