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twizel · 1 year

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so like... are we gonna tell the people about how one of your ideas was about how River is "rescued" right before he drowns and ends up in LU and then eventually he realizes that he has to go back to his world to die and he was never "saved", his death was just delayed orrrrr.....

YES

ok i’m typing this as i’m playing an fps game so hopefully it’s coherent 💀

i wanted to include river in LU because he’s my lil guy but i realized that. uh. well. the rest of the chain are together AFTER their journeys and well. river. there is no “after” for his journey. so a portal appears for him just as he’s being covered by the flood. and uh. when everyone has to go back to their times. he has to go back knowing that he’ll die. he doesn’t tell anybody but wind and spirit can kinda tell somethings up. especially if spirit can sense souls, he can see river’s is weak because he’s so close to death.

i was actually writing a mini fic of river meeting the chain. it’s a very very big wip because i have too many ideas for how busy i am but. uh. river is semi-conscious when he’s taken through the portal, so when he wakes up he thinks he’s in hell for failing hyrule and the goddesses. of course, seconds after, the chain shows up and scares him more since he’s not used to groups of people, especially not armored people. once river realizes what’s going on, he’s like “the goddesses sent me here to get the hero of time to save my hyrule.” i think i needed a reason for him to keep this secret long enough to realize he shouldn’t tell them and that’s why i stopped writing. i also had this frankly kinda dumb idea for the gif where, in river’s panic when he meets the others, he (very weakly) punches time. later on he realizes that’s the hero of time and has a total crisis that he punched his idol in the stomach LOL

#linked universe #lu river #lu oc #linked universe oc #loz oc #asks #i ramble i’m sorry </3

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tav-marcio-leles · 2 months

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Ohhh, I'm rereading Mystra's entry in the Sword Coast Adventurer's Guide... and this detail:

This means Gale was punished for trying to restore and preserve what he thought was a lost piece of Mystra's magic. Gale being Mystra's ex-lover put aside. He as her follower, she his goddess, was punished for attempting to do the one foundational rule of her faith.

I'm seething and so sad at the same time.

Edit: I used the word punish loosely, as in, toxic/abusive people will take any small mistake or action and twist it into something they can take advantage of. This post was also largely from the stand point of a toxic deity rather than a toxic partner, but both takes are valid here. Especially with the, “you didn’t stay compliant so now I’m giving you the silent treatment” part of it—from a god and a partner perspective.

#bg3 spoilers #rambles #bg3 #bg3 gale #gale bg3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #gale baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate gale #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate #I understand different versions of Mystra exist #but the bg3 version of her makes me seethe #all the time #TAGS PAST HERE ARE UPDATES #this post was most about comments on the religious trauma aspect #character flaws make character great so I know Gale isn’t perfect #but yeah I do read Mystra as a groomer with the comments minsc gave #like I hate her as a person #her character contribution makes the story interesting but I just objectively can’t excuse anything she does #she makes me feel enraged because they literally had to hide weave gifted boys from her #hello??? I’m sorry but you can’t make me like her or excuse her treatment towards gale after that knowledge #sorry I’m getting heated but goodness I have to say it or it’s going to make me implode

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minty364 · 2 months

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DPXDC Prompt #142 Part 2

His parents had spent years working on their portal, to the point where they were neglecting their own children. Danny didn’t know any better, neither did Jazz. To them it was just how their family ran and for the most part it worked for them. It allowed Danny to really study space and the Stars. His room was covered with different ship models on the shelves, glow in the dark stars on the ceiling and posters on the walls.

Jazz had similarly explored her own thoughts and topics as she studied Psychology. Her room was more feminine but still had a certain scientific decorum to it.

He never thought that he’d suddenly be ripped from all the things he loved. But here he was with the trench coat man, instead of taking some biology class or something.

“What happened with the portal?” Danny asked.

The man took a long sigh, “listen… quite a lot of shit went down after your accident.”

“That tells me nothing,” Danny glared at the man.

“I get your upset kid, but let me at least know your name. Mine's John Constantine,”

“…Danny,” Danny muttered after a moment. He wasn’t sure he trusted the man but he guessed he had no choice. He was also noticing he felt a bit off, it was the weirdest gut feeling and Danny was having trouble telling exactly what the feeling was. It was like the feeling was telling him to trust John, although at the same time John had this weird feeling about him that had Danny feeling weary. He decided to trust John just a little, hopefully it got him back home, after a moment Danny spoke again, “…Can you at least tell me if the portal worked?”

The room was silent for a moment and then John spoke “Alright, fine, I’ll tell you what happened but some background first, do you know who the ancients are?”

The name didn’t sound familiar, “Ancients? Like Ancient Aliens or something?”

“No, no…” John took a swig from a flask in his pocket and then started fiddled with an unlit cigarette he pulled from a different pocket. He then looked Danny up and down, “You don’t know the first thing about the infinite realms do you?”

“The what?” None of this was making any sense and the more Danny talked to this guy the more he was getting a feeling of dread in the pit of his stomach. Something about this conversation felt wrong, like Danny should know all of this already but he just didn’t.

“Right well… I guess the easiest way to explain this is the portal your parents made was to the infinite realms.” John said, putting the cigarette in his mouth.

“My parents called it the Ghost Zone.” Danny muttered.

John seemed to chuckle at that, “I mean it is mainly inhabited by ghosts, however they aren’t the only ones, far from it in fact. I’m sorry but… I couldn’t allow your parents unlimited access to the realms. I had to disable it and prevent it from being reactivated.”

Danny felt a little disheartened after hearing that, he guessed John was probably right though. He remembered hearing his parents talk about how they’d dissect every ghost they found to study them. The bully’s at his school often bullied Danny over it especially after his dad and mom would continually embarrass him on parent teacher nights and on field trips.

Danny let out a small sigh, “so when can I go home?”

John looked a little surprised, his eyebrow quirked up, “so you're unaware of your situation right now?”

“Situation?” Danny trailed off, he remembered getting shocked and then he remembered waking up here, “where are we?”

John let out another sigh, “shit, well from my research you're supposed to know everything about your powers when you wake up.”

This made no sense to Danny, powers? Danny didn’t have powers, he didn't have the meta-gene.

“Powers? I don’t have the meta-gene. I think you have the wrong person.” Danny stated as he folded his arms in front of himself.

“Then how are you floating?” John asked with a smirk.

Danny looked down and he indeed was floating just an inch off the bed, he wondered when that started but the feeling threw him off a little as he stumbled a little trying to keep himself upright. It didn’t work and he fell back down on the bed with a little thud. He turned to see John watching him with a small hint of amusement in his eyes.

“What am I?” Danny asked, his voice small and a little panicked.

“You, Danny Fenton, are an Ancient. I know the term makes it seem like you're old but the term is more because your people are ancient in age.” The explanation made no sense to Danny but he could somehow float now. He thought the term ‘Ancient’ was a little much for some floating powers.

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only-lonely-www · 1 month

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So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #toph beifong #what happened was I was forced to watch the live action #which is actually pretty good if you get past the first few episodes #and if you don’t have someone in your ear telling you it’s awful the whole time #first episode is definitely the weakest and that’s 50% gran gran’s fault #aang and katara are also pretty flat but whatever #sokka’s good and zuko’s fantastic actually #they did goof on a few things but overall I think it’s a fun time #just don’t expect it to be as good as the cartoon and you’ll be okay #ANYWAY it got me missing toph #so i rewatched the blind bandit episode #and then wound up watching the entirety of books 2 & 3 in a few days #and now I’m brain rotted #which is especially weird considering when I first watched it I was like #yeah that was good! and then never thought about it again #i dunno what changed but i need help it’s taking over my life #wanted to draw Sokka too but he looks hard to draw #and i had enough trouble with these two #maybe someday #sorry for rambling in the tags goodbye

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fubukiiisss · 3 months

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hi, this is just a personal diary of mine, kind of, just silly rambles nothing too serious. that’s about it 🧍🏻‍♀️

the reason i left loa was, it was/ is tiring, mentally. persist? in what? sats? void? 3D/4D?. what i hated the most was persisting, that word alone makes sigh 🧍🏻‍♀️. at some point i wanted peace, i came across vesora’s post i guess, and i was interested.

but the best thing to happen after finding out ND/ AV/ awareness, whatever you want to call it is, is peace? even that is an understatement, i mean i can experience whatever i want but knowing it’s all you? it’s all “ ” its a silly illusion is so freeing. at first it did make me feel like my whole life ended when i read koda’s asks and posts😭. then i dug a little deeper found bry’s (@iamthat-iam <3 ) blog, it was godsend. i actually got an understanding after reading her posts and asks, then i actually understood what infinite.ko’s, illuminated mystic, iam-you’s posts 👍.

ask yourself, right now “what’s my next thought?” what happened? let’s stop the algorithm of thoughts for a second. that brief silence, what is that?

best piece of advice is, just read, ponder, experience.

a big thank you, and a whole lot of appreciation and love for my favorite blogs that helped me so much:

@infiniteko

@iamthat-iam

@i-amyou

@vesora

@onlyhere-onlynow

@eternallyilluminated

#virtual hugs to all these bloggers <3 #rambles #no:4 #i’m sorry i hate the word persist 💀#loa #non dualism #awareness #consciousness

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whereismyhat5678 · 4 months

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HOLY. SHIT.

I don’t even wanna separate these?? TAKE THE WHOLE SHEET I’M SO PROUD OF IT WHAT????

I was playing around with expressions and OMG, I think I unlocked something???

It was mostly from yesterday’s post, I liked the way I drew Pizza Head so I decided to try drawing him again (since it’s been a while) AND GOD I LOVE THESE‼️‼️‼️ Seriously started out rough but then I just kind rolled with it! I like it! I like it a lot‼️ 😆😆

Also since I drew Brick yesterday as well, I decided to change the way I draw him, just a bit 🤏

Today was so fun AAAHHH!!!! 💞💞💞💞💞💞

#Pizza Tower #Looking at these so proud 😌😌#I was on the coach for what- 3 hours? It was worth it- 💀#I think the way I’ll draw Brick for now on is what he looks like in game but the legs look just a TINY bit like baggy pants #Like have you ever seen animated animals have those legs that look baggy and the feet underneath #I’ve seen it somewhere I know I have but I don’t have a good example…Still I tried to make it look sorta like that-#And I like it! I think he’s looks adorable!! 😄😄💕💕#For Pizza Head I wanted to give more life in his expressions and poses #I think I did it well enough before hand but I want to express MORE of it #Like the better parts of it- Him looking smug him looking angry him looking annoyed etc #I like the one I colored and the one where he’s singing to himself- THAT one I had fun with he looks great 😂#I also like the one where he’s doing a raspberry #I did that one without a sketch!!#I’m basically trying to focus more on the expressions I think. I had the most fun with them and that’s the thing that made me realize I #need to put more life into him. He needs to be flexible #Sorry if I rambled to much- 😅 Just spilling my ideas. Hope you don’t mind 😂#Doodles #Pizza Head #Brick #Gustavo #Gustavo and Brick

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amphirrhvx · 5 months

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shhh, he’s sleeping! 💤

closeups under cut ☆

#cageblind #johnshi #johnny cage #kenshi takahashi #mortal kombat #mk #ugh I hate (love) them so much!!!!#johnny is just a big ol dog he curls up into a ball on kenshi’s lap and stays there for 5 hours #kenshi puts up with it because he loves him #they’re so silly ugh!!! Ew!!!!#sorry I’m rambling now. Cageblind <3

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the-bi-space-ace · 6 days

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Despite my mixed feelings and sadness over Echo’s more official departure from the bad batch him being in stark white armor has made me more convinced than ever before that this is a new start for him. He’s probably not getting his bad batch armor back which leaves the door open for him to either acquire new armor or (what I think might be less likely) hang up his blaster for good and bow out of the fight after the clones are freed from Tantiss. The white armor is something we haven’t seen on him in a long time and each time he appears he ends up on a path different than what he was originally on.

The dominos were close to being tossed aside, headed away from the fight, before they changed and pulled together in the end. On Rishi he was facing an assignment with little chance of ever seeing combat only to be attacked by the separatists and thrust into the fight, joining the 501st which eventually leads him to becoming an ARC trooper. His capture and torture lands him in the Techno Union’s hands where his life is altered forever, leading him to choose a life with the batch at the end of that episode arc.

Each time Echo’s path changes he adapts, he finds where he fits and he throws himself into it. Giving him new armor is a chance to change his path yet again. Because, as Hunter said, Echo’s path is different. It always has been.

#I’m sorry for rambling but I’m all jumbled in my head today #also pls don’t come into my replies talking about how he’s going to die #please #just leave that theory alone on this post #I really don’t want to hear about it #the bad batch #tbb echo #tbb spoilers #tbb season 3 #echo bad batch #arc trooper echo #tbb season 3 spoilers

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zorosdimples · 3 months

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the world’s first zoro + kae comm by the most talented and lovely @bloompompom !!!! i missed her first round of comms, so i entered her raffle giveaway, and (to my shock) won! this was my first comm ever, and bloomy was endlessly kind and helpful in guiding me through the process. she was highly communicative and never for a moment did i worry about the timeframe or final result. i truly cannot recommend bloomy enough—her talent speaks for itself! anyway, if you need me you can find me staring at myself and my man for the rest of the day 🫶🏻

#sorry for rambling i’m just so 🥺 IT’S US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can’t believe it. i’m like a kid i’m so fucking giddy :’-)#ALSO LOOK AT THE NECKLACE THAT I MENTIONED IN MY ZORO CHRISTMAS DRABBLE !!!! BLOOMY DREW IT !!!! sobbing #THANK YOU BLOOMY !!!!!!#zoro + kae #zoro <3

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mossy-paws · 7 days

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2am Doodle(????) (PHIGHTING!)

Calling this a doodle since it only took like 1 hour and I speed ran it while sleep deprived at 2am absolutely blasting ano’s cover of god-ish

Anyways I don’t really draw this kinda stuff too often out of sheer personal preference but when I do it’s honestly kind of fire (+ it’s just fun to draw angsty stuff like that)

enjoy your food for the time being I’m going back into my hole

#art #artists on tumblr #phighting!#phighting fanart #digital art #roblox phighting #phighting roblox #phighting art #roblox #phighting #phighting medkit #medkit phighting #medkit fanart #medkit #phighting! roblox #phighting! art #cw: gore #tw blood #cw blood #blood tw #Yeah this was honestly really fun LMAO #I’ve been really playing around with new brushes in ibis and I recently discovered the genius pen and #It’s honestly the perfect brush for me #It’s sketchy/fun/and paired with a lot of other brushes it looks really cool #This piece was a way to REALLY test out the capabilities of it and safe to say I’m pretty pleased :3 #The fact that it’s a default pen (same with the dip pen- which I used for coloring) makes it even better #Anyways sorry for the ramble let’s just ignore the fact that I’m hyperfixating on brushes #Hopefully I should be posting a lot more art trade/commission pieces soon since I have some queued up that I REALLY gotta work on LMAO #Hopefully they shouldn’t take too long though so YIPPEEEE #anyways back to my hole in the Everglades I go

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sirmanmister · 1 year

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Headcanon that MacCready was a very blond child and his hair just darkened when he got older, then Duncan ends up with the same hair :)

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delta-piscium · 1 year

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it's so embarrassing to notice reoccurring themes in your own writing, just like damn I didn't even know this was such a thing for me

#same with dnd characters like you look at them and it’s like …wait…what is this commonality #me making all my dnd characters deal with perceived unrequited love because they can’t see why anyone would want them like that- why anyone #would like them beyond the surface and …mmmh ok ok yeah sure fun to notice that several characters in and my friends just being like #’yeah Del wanna talk about it or?’#or giving them emotionally absent parents that care more about reputation then anything else 👍#hello yes I haven’t slept in 3 days so I’m having a time which means minor breakdown in the tags so sorry about that #dels endless rambles

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charl3ss · 3 months

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Maybe I’m the odd one out here, but I’ve never read Wuthering Heights as ending with Heathcliff trying to repent. Do I think his conscience is probably pulling at him a bit? Yes. But I don’t think he feels regret for what he’s done. I think he’s just too tired to bother anymore. He got what he wanted, but it’s a hollow victory, and he knows it. Like Cathy II tells him, no one loves him. He has no one, and no one will lament his death (besides poor Hareton, but even that’s a slap to the face because he’s Hindley’s son). He’s won, but Catherine is still dead, and all he has is his money and two living reminders of what he’s lost living in a house that is basically a tomb. I don’t think he “feels guilty” I think he just gives up and lets go so that he can get what he’s really wanted all along: reunification with Catherine upon the moors

#sorry for Wuthering Heights posting 😔 I reread and I’m going crazy #if I had to pick like gun to the head I would probably say it’s my all time favorite book #it’s so good Emily Brontë the woman you were <3 #betsey rambles #wuthering heights #heathcliff

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dvrcos · 2 months

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may i ask for 27 and andreil :D

Role a dice for a kiss here

27: a kiss in greeting

Over the years of their relationship casual affection has become easier between Neil and Andrew. But it’s not something Neil will ever, or has ever, taken for granted.

And he’s sure it’s something he’ll never fully get used to either. Having someone love him so casually and so deeply will probably always be shocking on some level.

The first time Andrew was so truly casual with his affection towards Neil is a memory Neil holds close to his heart.

It was Andrew’s final year at Palmetto and Neil was attempting to study for a midterm. He’s hunched over his desk, exhaustedly working away at different math problems.

Andrew returns to the dorm after his final class and Neil is thrilled to have an out from his studying. Andrew walks past his desk on the way to the bedroom and his only acknowledgement of Neil is a quick kiss on the corner of his mouth.

It’s so quick that Neil has to do a double take to make sure it even happens. He watches Andrew retreating form walking down the hallway in a bit of disbelief. A smile spreads across his lips a moment later when his brain fully processes the last few seconds.

Andrew reappears from the room less than a minute later and his brows pinch together slightly when he sees Neil’s smile.

“310%”

#I’m so sorry if this makes zero sense #i think it’s a cute little ramble though so it’ll do #it’s also 1 am #andriel <3 #andriel and casual affection my beloved #a kiss in greeting #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #neil josten #ficlet

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borderlandspolls · 2 months

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Monthly poll GO‼️

#im sorry i’m sure like a thousand people have done this poll already #but im braindead right now bare with me here #also how did my dumbass not know S&S munitions are a thing???#i decided not to include Anshin and Pangolin caus that would just be comparing apples to oranges #i might do a complementary best shield brand next month #or something like that idk #sorry im just rambling in my own post’s tags arent I #borderlands #borderlands poll #borderlands 1 #borderlands 2 #borderlands the pre sequel #tales from the borderlands #borderlands 3 #new tales from the borderlands

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headroom-moods · 3 months

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When you realize it, Tim was never the other woman— it always has been Lucy.

#even after a 3 decade situationship Hawk had always gravitated to Tim because he literally could not survive without him (fire island arc)#while he only came back to Lucy for necessity #imagine though.#your own fkcin wife is the other woman #goddamn- sorry ya’ll I’m a Lucy apologist all throughout my girl deserved her own RIGHTS #she done got sht on for the entirety of the show lmfaooooo #i could literally ramble on about this topic for days on end #i will genuinely fist fight anyone who thinks Lucy is the villain of the story.#and to think that she might have never even had reassurance that Hawk ever loved her in the first place-#I’m sick.#she’s actually stronger than god for going through all she did.#and as much as I love Tim and think he absolutely didnt deserve any of it either #Lucy is actually such a tragic character she’s absolutely perfect for a character study #anyways #brain rot hours methinks #fellow travelers #fellow travelers brainrot #I’m so eepy y’all sorry for this-

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