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he knows he ought not to be. he's a wood cutter, who cuts wood. he does his job faithfully and fully. every morning, from dawn till dusk (with room in the middle for lunch) and sleeps from dusk till dawn. A pattern that repeats over and over, day to day.
he sells the wood to craftsmen and families. they haggle over prices (they say he always overprices his wood. but what would they know?) but they always reach a middle ground.
the craftsmen carve the wood to bits. slicing and turning the stocky block of wood from something unassuming to something beautifully useful. Perhaps a chair, perhaps a table. When the wood cutter comes to buy a new chair (his broke after years, that loyal friend). its always so much more than what he sold it for.
they haggle. (of course they do)
'You don't know!' the craftsman argues, 'The talent, the skill, the work, the eye for detail that must go into this single chair!'
one look at the chair and the wood cutter can sort of guess
'You don't know the solitude,' the craftsman continues, 'that this requires. How silence becomes noisy after so long!'
a remembrance of just a few hours earlier and the wood cutter can sort of guess
they go back and forth over price. the wood cutter used to reach a middle ground. now. he can see through the craftsman's eyes.
the chair is pretty. the chair is well made. it will last him more than his wood can last the craftsman. there are many who'd like such a chair, however simple it is. there are not many who'd like a chunk of stocky wood, uncut, unprocessed.
only those with skills find value in it. it does not take skill (innate, honed, gentle eyes. innate, honed careful hands.) to cut wood like it does to carve it.
what is that like? hands so gentle with a blade, eyes so perceptive in light. why was he a wood cutter? to only churn out block after block of wood? why couldn't be be a gentle, watching craftsman? an unbidden thought: what if he was him? wouldn't that be so much better than being him?
he pays full price, chair in hand. he banishes the thought. tomorrow dawn he must awake. he knows he ought to.
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puppyeared · 5 months
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people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime
#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head#around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working#as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of#how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol#i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were#pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family#i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by#ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me#or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made#you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm#im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help#wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career#i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades#but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard#yapping
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absentmoon · 6 months
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i think also like the jump to blocking longtime mutuals or people you talk to just bc they draw a character you like and themselves together is so like. Like
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bread--quest · 1 year
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DIVERSITY WIN!!! THE BOROUGH OF QUEENS IS ASEXUAL
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sp1resong · 3 months
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what if i made a mechanisms adaptation of razia's shadow. What then
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what-aboutno · 9 months
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After I finished the next chapter of fatui chiluc au I'm gonna work on qpr chiluc 🫡 they've been on the mind too long I need to see content about them
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byanyan · 10 months
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the want to reply to everything all at once so much that you overwhelm urself trying to figure out what to reply to first... so u get tired and frustrated and give up before u can do much at all. that's it, that's what i've been dealing with, i finally figured it out
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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year
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Oh my god I am literally never getting an answer for this
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raykevin · 2 years
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Hey just want to check out how are you doing ☺️
I've been really enjoying your blog on all the Holt/Kevin content since I discovered the show really late like 2 months ago.
So I've been digging your blog 😂 Thank you so much for all the triple A content!
I'd really hope the cast at some point had an interview and able to talk about S7 and S8 tho but since it's been quite quiet I guess, maybe because of pandemics it's just not a good time for interview and stuff 😭
Anyway I hope you are good! ☺️
Hello sivarcher!!
Firstly, i apologize for answering this late, i really had to sit on it if im honest, thank you so much for sending such a kind message. It truly made my week!! I never thought my silly self indulgent blog would help raymond and kevin visibility but im so glad im doing (or did...?) my part to help (: raymond and kevin will always always hold a special place in my heart, and i still think about them always💕💕 is it maybe a little weird that my second place otp is a background couple in a sitcom... maybe...
in regards to more content, of course i love the cast. and i always love to see them interact, as one does with their favorite show! but i think for b99 it’s important to take a step back maybe. part of it may be the pandemic but I also think theres just awareness that b99 served its time and served it well but it ended when it should have. and I love seeing the cast in other projects, and their small interactions on social media.
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oepionie · 1 year
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—VOICELINES ABOUT YOU. various
Synopsis: Yuuken interrogates some of the boys on the campus about their special someone. Hearing their loving ramblings on you was certainly not what he expected.
Tags: Self-Indulgent, Fluff, Angst if you squint really hard, Reader is not Yuu, Tweels are a bit...too mad in love, I brainrotted so hard, You're Malleus' fiancee, Malleus doesn't know how to tell a joke someone help him
Cw. Riddle's Mother, Overworking, Hospitalizations, Poor living conditions, Illness, Bullying, Allusions to violence, Marriage, Tad bit of possesive behavior, Description of stabbing
WordCount: 2k+ | 💌Masterlist
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R.R | RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS:
About: Riddle's Rose
"Rose? I see you've met that troublesome intern at the library. That's a nickname. Their name is (Y/N) and yes, they are my partner." "A-Ah? I'm so direct? Well, you asked me a question! Though...I would prefer that this discussion end here. I prefer to keep my relationship with them private.”
Chat: Childhood Memories
“Ever since we were young, (Y/N) was quite rebellious. The complete opposite of me as a child, really. They were always sneaking off during the night and coming over to visit me. Mother...didn't approve of them and often screamed in their face. I was quite terrified she would scare them away, though that didn't stop them at all. Haha, I think they got even more persistent afterwards. I am truly glad I met them.”
Personal Story: To the Hospital
“Again...? I see. Thank you, Trey. Hmph, I'll have to schedule another visit once more."
> "Riddle? What's wrong?"
"Ah, Yuuken—It's Rose. They've gotten admitted to the hospital...again. (Y/N) is quite impulsive and tends to bite off more than they can chew. On more than occasion, like now, I would find out about their hospital admissions via Trey days or even weeks after."
>"Aren't you dating? Why aren't they telling you?"
"They claim that they withhold the information from me out of concern for my workload or out of fear of being a burden. Though that is—a sentiment I don't understand. Nothing is more important to me than their health."
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R.B | RUGGIE BUCCHI
About: The Photo In His Wallet
"Where is it?! Man, I'm so fucked if I lost it—Oh?! Oi, Yuuken! That wallet's mine! Man, thanks a lot. I really would've been screwed over if it weren't for you." "Eh? The photo? Shishishishi curious, aren't cha? Hmmm...how 'bout this? You get me a steaming hot meat bun and I'll give you a story time about them."
Chat: A Hopeful Future
"My studies? Course I take them seriously! That's what's gonna' put food on the table one day. Plus, I wanna' give (Y/N) the life they deserve—What'd I mean? Well, if I'm going to be their husband, I want 'em to live comfortably. It's not like we need anythin' luxurious, anyways. As long as we're together and there's enough food to go by, it's going to be all right."
Personal Story: In Sickness and In Health
"....that's good to hear. Please look after 'em, granny. Love ya." The call ends and Ruggie sighs. "That's the best news I've received since."
>"News?"
"Guh-?! Man! What's with you and sneaking up on me!? Yeah yeah—you heard right...news. Granny just called me to talk about (Y/N), their health is looking up. Tell ya' what, I knew that deal with Azul was worth it. I managed to snag some medicine and send it home."
>"Oh? Medicine?"
"Yeah. Ever since my first year of high school, they were sick and bedridden. (Y/N)'s parents don't have enough money for a doctor, so there's not much they can do. Of course, I'm out here doin' my best to help too."
"I really...I really wanna see them up and runnin' again. Hey, who knows—maybe we'll get to make flower crowns for the village kids again...together."
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A.A | AZUL ASHENGROTTO
About: An Interrogation
"Yuuken, you’ve met (Y/N), I hear. Well, as their partner, it's only right that I ask you about it. I assume you don't mind. So, what is your opinion of them? Nothing short of perfection, I hope."
"Hm? You think they're nice? Good then."
Chat: Busy Octoboss
"With all the deals, my maintenance of my academic ranking, and my position as Monstro Lounge's manager, my workload is quite substantial compared to most. And, I regret to say that it does get in the way of my personal life, including quality time with my lover. It tears at my heart, yet I cherish how they're so understanding and patient. Still, sometimes I can't help but think I am undeserving of them..."
Personal Story: Deep Sea Bonds
"My childhood is not something that I appreciate or want to remember. Yet, despite everything I've been through, I do think it is pleasant to look back on the days when I met them. You see, (Y/N) was bullied too. They were just like me, relentlessly bad mouthed and hurt by the kids around us. However, they never failed to greet me every day with a bright smile on their face."
>"What a sunny person."
"They'd also always have the courage and bravery to stand up for me, often taking the brunt of the bullying. I wish I could say I did the same for them...but I was far too cowardly back then..."
>"Wow. You two must be really close, then."
"Of course. They've been through a lot.Which is exactly why I won't allow anyone to speak ill of them anymore." Azul pauses, smiling slyly. "Say, Yuuken. You'll tell me if anyone casts aspersions on my Angelfish, won't you?"
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J.L | JADE LEECH
About: A Helping Hand
"Hm? What's that? Ah, you’ve met my darling pearl. I see. I do notice how you’ve been frequenting Monstro Lounge lately…Have you perhaps acquired a romantic interest towards them? No? Hehe, Alright." "Now, to answer your question, yes, that is right; (Y/N) routinely comes over to visit and aid me in my Mountain Treks. I couldn't be more grateful for their assistance."
Chat: The Pearl Ring
"Oya? I see you're curious about the ring I've been crafting. Well, it's for (Y/N). You see, in merfolk culture, we create handcrafted jewelry to serve as a courting gift. This is one of many ornaments I plan on giving them. Though, this one is...particularly unique. Ah, well...(Y/N) Leech does have a nice ring to it, does it not?"
Personal Story: A Jaded Reaction
"Oya? (Y/N) is spending the night at Ramshackle? Whatever reason for?"
>"Grim wanted to have a game night."
"Ah. I see. How...lovely. What's that? My smile is frightening you? Oho, now is it? Hehe, my deepest apologies. We eels tend to be quite...protective. I so anticipate you to take good care of them. And fret not, as long as you keep them away from any harm, no disputes shall arise."
>"Uh...and if something happened?"
"What if something happened...? Well, I'm sure you wouldn't mind being hunted down the face of the earth, tied up, and pulled down to the deepest pits of the blue ocean, where no one can hear your anguished cries for help...Would you?" 
>"..."
"Just joking. I would never do that."
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F.L | FLOYD LEECH
About: A Sea Walnut
"(Y/N)? Aha~~~ You've heard of my little sea walnut? They're so adorable and squishy, yanno!—Is there a problem? If you got a problem with 'em, I'll squeeze you." "Oh? Not scared at all, huh? Ehe~ You sure are ballsy. Tread carefully now, shrimpy~!"
About: Ocean Currents
"Whenever a strong ocean current comes, sea walnut always huddles close to me and grabs my arm. They've always been afraid of being blasted away."
"They used to do that a lot when we were kids, but it never gets old. Hehe~ Sometimes, I lead them to places where the waves are strong, jus' so they can cling onto me! It's so funny to see 'em get afraid and scramble after me when I move too far away. "
Personal Story: Shark Attack
"Hmm~? Oh, what're these bite marks? Rad, aren't they? I got them after fighting a buncha' sharks."
>"Sharks?! Why would you do that?"
"To get these. It's shark teeth. Our anniversary is comin' up, and Jade suggested that I should make some jewelry for them. It's a merfolk courting thing. Azul 'n Jade told me to get them pearls, but I thought that was boring. So, I'm making one with shark teeth instead! Isn't that cool~?"
>"I-I guess, but what happened to the sharks?"
"Ugh. None of them were a fun hunt. The entire hoard swam away so fast. Can you believe it???… I’m not the typa eel who would let my prey get away that easily, though. And it’s not like I had anything better to do. Ehehe! There were so many of those sharks swarming around, but I managed to squeeze them all! Well, it was worth it in the end cuz I got what I wanted. I'll do anythin' for my little sea walnut~"
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J.V | JAMIL VIPER
About: A Hearty Meal
“What am i doing? Well, I'm making some Roast Chicken with Sumac Flatbread. Oh? Who's (Y/N)? Ah, Kalim must have told you, huh. (Y/N) is my partner. They are truly wonderful."
"For example—Though I like to think I'm skilled at disguising my true feelings, the moment I go to see them, they already know what I'm thinking. They have a keen sense of intuition and always seem to know what I need and when I need it. Truly, I'm grateful for such a caring—Ah, I'm sorry. I was rambling again."
Chat: Snake-Eyed Envy
"I can't dispute that a lot of people back home are vying for their affection.That bothers me at times. As Kalim's babysitter-ehem, retainer, I don't have enough time to check in on them every day...However, as cheesy as it sounds, I have yet to meet someone who is as smitten with (Y/N) as I am."
Personal Story: World Left Unsaid
"I soon understood that I was more than the circumstances of my birth, all thanks to (Y/N). In fact, My bond with Kalim has become stronger and more genuine thanks to them. I...realized my hatred for Kalim was just my desire for my circumstances to be different...I didn't hate him at all. Without (Y/N), I would never have understood it."
>"They must be very important to you, Jamil."
"Absolutely. I was terrified that I might lose them after my overblot. But to my surprise, they stayed with me. Naturally, it hurt them, but they were really compassionate towards me and about how much I had to go through."
>"Do they know of what you feel?"
"I...I don't think (Y/N) realizes just how much I cherish them. I don't think now's the right time for that though. I've hurt them too much and I still have a long way to go before I fix things."
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M.D | MALLEUS DRACONIA
About: He's Engaged?!
"I am, indeed, betrothed. Heh. Why are you looking so bewildered, Child of Man? If I'm going to be a king someday, it only makes sense that I would need someone to reign alongside me, no? At first glance, (Y/N) may seem aloof, but as you get to know them more, you'll see that they are actually incredibly lovely and warm."
"You never thought I was one for romance? My, my... What a bold statement, you best learn how to hold your tongue. Have you considered that I could use lightning to smite you where you stand?...Now, now—That was a joke. You don't have to cower in fear."
Chat: Safe And Sound
"My precious treasure tells me that I tend to get protective at times. Though can you really fault a lover for wanting to protect the one who is most important to them in this cruel, ruthless world. One where others will not hesitate to turn on you?"
Personal Story: The Art Of War
"I am actually the first of my lineage to wed someone who is not a noble. You see, (Y/N) is a knight-in-training. And, as you can probably guess, they served as my retainer. To see them at work was truly a magnificent sight to witness. They command attention and radiate strength. While I had always admired them, I could not bring myself to express my true feelings to them. Until...that night."
>"That night?"
"Yes. On the evening of Silver's 16th birthday, someone had rushed at me with a dagger in hand. (Y/N) was the first to respond and took the hit for me...The sound of their screams as the knife tore through their flesh was truly...horrifying."
>"That's horrible! What happened to the guy?"
"Worry not, he was taken care of accordingly....If there is anything I’ve learned from Lilia's many teachings, it’s that the worst calamities that befall an army arise from hesitation. To avoid further offensives, one must deal with and eliminate adversaries as soon as possible. Don't you think so?"
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angelltheninth · 3 months
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Just the Fingertips
Pairing: Maomao x Jinshi
Tags: nsfw, smut, future fic, kissing, self-esteem issues, first time, semi-public sex, grinding, erections, clit stimulation, jealousy, protectiveness
Word count: 2.9k
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A/N: These two are gonna be the most badass couple when they get together.
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“Are you sure you need to go to this event? Didn’t I pay your debt already?” Jinshi loosely embraced Maomao from behind, his chin leaning against her head.
“My debt isn’t the issue. They’re short on servers, a few of their usual ladies came down with colds. All around the same time. Funny how they all seemed to spend a lot of time around each other.” She could already deduce why all of them developed the same illness. Close relationships like that weren’t uncommon in the Verdigris House.
“Hmmm. I don’t like the thought of you spending time around lecherous men.” His hold on her small frame tightened, clearly feeling a little more possessive now that the two were finally dating. It took over three years but they were finally at that stage.
Jinshi couldn’t have been happier. He flaunted their relationship, holding Maomao’s hand at every opportunity and telling everyone about his cute and smart apothecary soon-to-be-wife. They hadn’t talked about that part yet but there was no one else Jinshi could imagine marrying. “You’re acting like a child.” He often presented himself as older then he was, trying to fit into a role. When he let his walls down was when Maomao liked him the most. “No one will so much as touch me. It will be optional but-”
“Optional?!” Did he hear that right? “Just what kind of event is this?!”
“One of the high-ranking officials expressed interest of buying someone of the Verdigris House. However he hasn’t yet decided on who it would be. He wanted a… wider sample then what he’s already seen. No one has to attend if they choose not to but they all know that many of his friends are just as rich is not richer. It’s a good opportunity to get new patrons. Naturally my sisters will be attending as well, but only as performers.” The Princesses have more then enough visitors, although their presence alone is sure to get them a few new ones at least.
“Can anyone attend this event?”
“Anyone with enough money. Why do you ask?” Maomao untangled from his embrace to look over the things she’s packed. Jinshi didn’t respond. Oh. “Jinshi, do you honestly think I would let another man lay a finger on me?”
“No, and if they did they’d lose it. But it’s been such a long time since I’ve seen you in your courtesan outfit. If other men get to see it then so should I.” Jealous. He was jealous. Of something that hasn’t even happened yet. “Plus... Maybe if I behave myself and you’ll let me have a sample of you too.”
“Guh!” A chill ran down her spine as she looked into his hooded eyes.
They hadn’t gone that far yet. Only making out and heavy touching. She could always feel how hard he was but he never insisted or pushed for anything. Given that he was such a pervert before she figured Jinshi would have gotten her pregnant already.
There was also the fact that if they did have sex she had no experience to speak of. She knew many things, many tricks to make any man or woman lose their minds to pleasure, both in company and on their own. She only tried a few of those on her own when the pressure was too much to ignore. Sex with someone else wasn’t something that interested her until very recently and only if she thought about having it with Jinshi. Would she be any good in practice as she is in theory?
It was a question that weigh heavy on her mind as Meimei applied makeup on her face.
"You're thinking so loud I can hear you." Joka commented as she embraced her from behind as she so often liked to do. All three of her sisters made sure to spend at least some time with her when she came to visit. Her purpose was more of a business one this time but still, they wanted to be the ones to help her get dressed. "What's bothering you?"
"Nothing."
"Liar." Meimei grinned at her as she pulled back to examine the work of art that was Maomao's makeup. "Is it something at the palace? The Emperor's kids? Jinshi?" Since Jinshi began dating Maomao her sisters didn't bother addressing him by his royal title.
"Is he being good to you?" Pairin chimed in when she saw the brief look of hesitation on Maomao. Joka tightened her hold protectively and Maomao knew damn well her sisters wouldn't hesitate to throw hands at Jinshi if he hurt her.
Was she really about to ask this? Then again who better to ask?
"He insisted on attending tonight." She tried not to bite her lip and ruin her sister's hard work. "The two of us have yet to go all the way. I know he wants to, he's wanted to for a while but all he ever does is try to tease me when we're in bed. I think he has expectations that I... don't know if I can fulfill. He'd probably have a much better time if he married one of you three." All her insecurities came flooding out and once and she was left with uncomfortable beats of silence.
It was Meimei who spoke up first. "Maomao, it's at times like this that I wonder how smart you really are." She took one of Maomao's hand in hers, "Medicine and poison. Those are some of your strengths. Are they useful in bed? Sure, under certain circumstances." Pairin giggled knowingly.
"If you think Jinshi would choose any of us over you then you might be a bit sick right now." Joka's hand rose up to press against Maomao's forehead, also pushing her closer to her.
"Men come to us for company and sex. If that was all that Jinshi wanted he wouldn't have gone to such lengths for you. He's a handsome man with both money and power. Could have spent it on anyone. Yet," Pairin pointed at her little sister, "he choose you to be his future wife. Maomao, I've seen what people look like when they're deeply in love. That look? I see it every time Jinshi looks at you."
Maomao could feel her face heat up at the truth of those words. Her sisters were right, Jinshi wouldn't care about her skills, the man would probably come undone as soon as she touched him from his happiness alone.
What a lovely image.
A bit too much so if the way her heart kept beating on her way to the lavish home. She had her sisters for company, she knew Jinshi would be there too. But that was the problem. After the things she's revieled how could she act normal around her boyfriend?
The moment she saw him sitting all alone in a darker corner she felt a flood that was equally guilt and arousal. Guilt that she ever thought that someone who looked at her like she was the only person in the room would even consider sleeping with someone else. And arousal because the thoughts of something happening between them tonight wouldn't leave her mind.
She, like her sisters and everyone else kept things casual and friendly through the first round of song, dance and drinks. Jinshi's eyes were only on her, the only time he looked away was to be polite when drinks or snacks were served to him, and of course to decline unwanted advances, of which there were many.
Jinshi was always sexy, she knew that from the very first moment she saw him.
"Little lady, want to join us for a drink?" Maomao looked at the table she was serving. They looked like soldiers, youtful, with a strong build. Glorified bodyguards probably.
To stay polite she poured them each a new drink and declined, "I'm already spoken for." For forever. She saw their faces drop and they were about to speak again when Maomao looked Jinshi's way just in time for him to invite her over. "Excuse me, but please do help yourselves to other company." Her glance held a little too much warning. The group collectevly gulped and nodded, silently promiseing to behave.
Maomao walked to Jinshi's table. It was smaller and partially hidden away by the dimmer light and a red, silky courtain.
"Have I told you how beautiful you look?" Jinshi smiled as he leaned his face in his palm.
"Every time I've been here." Jinshi nodded at her and offered his hand. Maomao hesitated only for a moment, studing his face. He had that relaxed air around him that she liked so much. Here he wasn't a Prince, he was Jinshi, her future husband. She could trust him.
Taking his hand she allowed him to pull her close to his lap. He kissed the top of her head as she leaned against him with her back, his larger frame slouching against her. By the looks of things what they were doing was rather tame by comparison of some heated kisses Maomao had spotted.
It wasn't unusual for things to escalate when touching was allowed although no one went all the way. It was foreplay to the ladies eventually leading their lovestruck cousumers to bed. A game of cat and mouse.
"Maomao." Jinshi spoke in a low tone. "Someone wants to come this way."
She didn't notice them being stared at by a group of women. They were older than her, perhaps her sister's age. Bigger... in many places. And looked at Maomao like she just killed their pet.
Well in a way she did. All women in the red light dictrict were well aware of where they stood in society. Yet some had more standing then others, and sought to exploit it and get even higher, toying with and breaking the hearts of those who visited them. Jinshi, as much as he could try to hide it was a man of high standing. Beautiful and with money he was the mouse, and those women were the cats.
But so was Maomao.
She felt exceptionally petty tonight. Jinshi had an influence on her. Maomao looked up at him but he was already half-way to her lips. His fingers brushed against her chin, his eyes locking with hers for a moment before closing them. Her's remeined open to look at the group of onlooking women who seemed to hate her even more now.
"The color sticks." She whispered against his lips. The red lipstick was indeed smeared against both their lips. Jinshi didn't seem to mind.
"Shall I give it back?" He leaned back a little and let his hands run against her sides. "On other places perhaps."
Her body got hotter, she coukd feel her heart beating and she wanted him to feel it too. Steeling her nerves she took his hands and pushed them against her breasts. Jinshi let out a surprised gasp. "Sorry there's not much to grab."
"What are you talking about Maomao? They're perfect." Jinshi kept one hand on the outside but slipped the other one under Maomao's clothes, his hand palming over her whole breast. "I wouldn't want you any other way."
Based on what she usually saw it was hard to believe that. "Most men prefer them bigger."
"I prefer my Maomao." Jinshi smiled against her shoulder, moving the remaining clothes out of the way. "Is it okay to touch here too?" Two rough fingers slipped between her legs but he didn't move them further then her thighs.
Maomao gulped. Her eyes scanned the room once more. She could hardly ask for much more privacy then she already has in this dark corner. Lucky for her, and her pride and dignity, no one was paying attention to them, not even those women who were now busy with their own clients.
For her this far more then a part-time job. This was the first time she'd let her lover... Jinshi, to touch her in such a way. The first time any man would touch her in such a way actually.
After a deep breath in and out she parted her legs, his hand cupping her pussy with ease. "You can touch me there. And inside too."
Jinshi's hands twitched at that. The one on Maomao's breast pressed back too hard causing her to bite back a moan. She might get fucked by him but she refused to go out of her way to put on a show. But again, like before, the music and the song drowned out her noise, making it one only Jinshi was privlidged enough to hear.
"I won't go inside you. That should be saved for a more private affair." He wasn't fooling her with his sweet and kind words. She could feel his hard cock pressing and pulsing below her. It wanted her, he wanted her and if he were a different kind of man he would have fucked her over the table.
But if he were a different kind of man Maomao wouldn't have fallen in love with him.
With her legs spread enough for him to move his hand as he wanted she let her head fall against Jinshi's chest. Oh. His heart was racing too.
Two fingers spread her open while the third moved down to the enterance of her pussy, circling and pushing in just a tiny bit to get the wetness going. Maomao only had experiance with her own hands and fingers and they were so much thinner than Jinshi's. But his were more gentle, giving away his mostly pampered lifestlye.
He was a hard worker, yet his hands always remained delicate, fitting of someone of his high station. Maomao didn't mind this, he was her opposite and she loved him for it. He completed her.
Once she had his cock inside her he will trully complete her. She could never imagine doing so with anyone else.
Hell she couldn't have imagined herself doing this with him a few years ago. Before she shivered from his fake persona, his flirty nature and beauty that hid all his sorrow. Now that she knows the real him she welcomes his touch, embraces it even.
Now if only he would stop teasing.
Or could it be... "Jinshi, do you not know where the clitoris is?"
"What?! Of course I do, I took my lessons in human anatomy seriously. And..." He went quiet, his hand falling still, "I found it before."
"Have you?" Maomao wasn't about to scold him about having slept with women before her. Why should she? Jealousy seemed pointless given that Jinshi looked at her, only at her for years now. "I need a demonstration otherwise I might suspect you're lying to me."
Jinshi pressed his lips together, pouting at the doubt Maomao cast at his skills. If she wanted a demonstration he would give her one.
His fingers stopped just above her clit, then tapped it twice. Both taps made Maomao's hips twitch. Like him, she was touch-starved, but she had more of a lid on her needs. It was hard for her to be honest with them, with him, at least when it comes to more intimate things.
But she was slowly learning how and accepting her own lust for him.
One hand between her legs, the other on her breast, Jinshi leaned against her shoulder as he moved. Maomao bit the inside of her cheek as Jinshi's two fingers trapped and rolled her clit between the tips, mirroring what his other fingers were doing to her nipples.
As for her own hands Maomao slapped them over her mouth. Muffling her moans she tried to keep her body still, but it was responding to the intoxicating touches. She finally understood what her sisters meant when they spoke about men feeling different. Maybe it was just Jinshi for her but his touch made her feel like she was in fire.
Jinshi's middle finger reached down to Maomao's pussy entrance and gathered some of the wetness and proceeded to roll it over her clit, making it wetter, slippery and sensitive to his touch.
It never felt like this. Every nerve ending in her body felt like it was burning up. The only thing that could make it stop was poking her in the ass. Maomao was seconds away from telling him to fuck her over the table. These thoughts were something she had while she was asleep, when she touched herself, now they feel even more intense, almost overwhelming.
This feeling... was she close? Jinshi's breath warmed her neck, breathing fast, grunting as Maomao rolled her ass against erection.
She was getting him all hot and bothered and she wasn't really doing much. He was getting off from seeing her coming. She was right before, he was so cute. And he was about to make her-
"Jinshi!" Maomao moaned his name against her hands, her hips thrusting upwards, rolling her clit against his fingers with no control or care.
"Maomao." He breathed against her neck, quickly kissing it to muffle his own noises. There was a wet stain on his clothes spread, his cock twitching but luckily Maomao was the only one who knew. "Looks like... I found it."
"So you did. Good work Jinshi." Maomao patted him on the cheek for a job well done.
He glowed, happy as a puppy at her small praise.
Jinshi pulled her clothes back in place and wrapped his arms around her, laughing a little loudly and just now catching the attention of a few people. When they looked at them they saw two people in love, blushing for each other and cuddling. Maomao turned her reddening face away and quickly turned to press it against Jinshi's chest.
Somehow having people stare at them while they were a lovey-dovey couple was more of an embarrassing moment then her coming from his fingers just moments before. She would work on that first one in the future.
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Oh, Dear Detective! II
cw: heizou x reader, gn!reader, fatui!reader, oooo first kiss how scandalous 👀
a/n: i lowkey feel like rewriting the first one now since i made it as a one-off and u can see how much effort i put into this one than the other 💀 also, ill see how this one does and see if i should make it into a series!
Part I | Commissions
tags: @forgotten-blues, @elaineiris, @zanpastries
Your sudden absence from Inazuma didn’t slip out of Heizou’s mind. The last time he saw you was a week ago, which was quite concerning as you always somehow managed to find wherever he is at all times. Unfortunately, he couldn’t reciprocate that despite him being a professional with these sort of things.
It was as if you never existed to begin with, if not for the hair tie that you left him from before. He wondered if he did something wrong but everything seemed normal that day. You weren’t acting suspicious at all, nor did you have any reason for leaving him without a word. 
So what was our dear detective’s decision?
“Kidnapped. I think (Name)’s been kidnapped.”
“What?! How could that be?!” Paimon exclaimed.
“It’s only a theory for now. I’ve got no one else to ask, which is why I’m turning to you, Traveler.” He explained, it was supposed to be expected. Heizou has made enemies by being a detective. It would only make sense that someone had taken you because of him.
Staring at the hair tie on his wrist, he planted a soft kiss and promised that no matter what, he would find you and make whoever did this pay.
“Still as heartless as ever, (Name).” Pantalone stated.
“It was a shame, but it’s what I do best. Besides, I’d never get with someone who’s working under the murderer of Rosalyne.” You walked right next to him, getting a cigarette out from your pockets. Something to keep you warm against Snezhnaya’s freezing temperature. 
Heizou would always keep you warm.
“Scaramouche is heading back to Liyue. I don’t know why but that’s what I’ve gathered.” The mere mention of Liyue had a certain ginger look over to you but you paid no mind.
Pulcinella joined your conversation as the others mourn the tragic death that’s once again caused by a so-called God. “Work is off for now, (Name). How was it?”
“How was what?”
“Inazuma.” He clarified.
“It is very different compared to here but I did enjoy the trip. The food was quite good and–” You quickly stop yourself almost making the mistake of having his name slip out of your mouth.
Mistake? 
How would that be a mistake? It didn’t matter to you anymore, your job was done. This was for the Tsaritsa, for Rosalyne, and for everyone here who’s suffered due to an archon’s wrongdoing. 
“I don’t think I could ever live in that country.”
“Hmmm… So, (Name) really didn’t say anything?” Paimon questioned, trailing behind the two.
“No, they always say something if they’re going anywhere but it’s been a week.” 
Aether stopped in his tracks, an idea coming to him. “Commission.”
“I would like the others to help out. However, they’re not particularly fond of the commission.” He remembered having to tug you away, afraid that you’d start a fight with the General. It was funny reminiscing about it now but he was in panic at the time. 
It was incredible in itself actually. You spend so much time with him but he barely knows where to start. “(Name)’s a great detective too. I’m sure if they got taken then they would’ve left something.”
“Excuse me?” Heizou uttered back to Aether. 
Paimon backed away, sensing the unnerving tension.
The blonde sighed, “I’m not saying that (Name) left on their own. There might be clues that we’ve overlooked.”
He felt insulted. Both with the fact that he was distrusting you and his detective skills. Him? Miss a clue? He could never. 
“Right! Maybe they just went fishing is all!” Paimon laughed awkwardly, trying to make a space between them.
Days passed but everything remained the same and Heizou laid down on his futon restless. He can still feel your hands pinning his wrists down. His partner went out of nowhere and all the Commission could do was put missing posters across the country. How would that help at all? He finally understood why you always felt annoyed. The detective’s frustration flowed through his veins.
All he had of you was that stupid hair tie.
It wasn’t blackmail. If it was, then he’d be contacted by now. What’s the use of his skills if he can’t even find you? What’s the use if you’re not there every time to praise him and remind him when he’s overworking himself?
He missed you.
His thoughts rendered back to the first time you worked together. You were like a dog who’s ready to bite off his head and he’s seen a taroumaru on the loose once without dinner.
“I’m Heizou, it’s a pleasure to be working with you.”
“I know.”
He introduced himself in hopes that he’d get a handshake in return but you didn’t even say your name at all. He had to find that out himself.
Well, he’s dealt with much ruder clients. He would be able to handle you.
“Can you stop that? It’s distracting.” You have been relentlessly tapping your shoe on the ground and staring at the board with no further progress on the investigation.
“You act like you’ve been doing anything.” You said, standing from your chair and looking directly in his eyes.
He scoffed. “And you have? I’ve done everything, from interviewing and getting our client’s alibi.”
“Yet, you can’t still solve it…” His patience continued to thin, you were supposed to be working together, not whatever this was?
“Someone’s said that I’m not easy to get along with but I’ve never thought anyone else could top that.”
You sighed, you wanted to get home as soon as possible. Not whatever this was, you just needed to finish your mission then you’d sail away and never come back.
“Why don’t you try looking at it another way, Mr. Detective?”
“Like what?–”
He stumbled off his chair, eyes widened full of surprise. He would’ve never seen this once coming at all.
A deep kiss from you as you held his chin.
Heizou was stunned, unable to find the right words to say next.
He didn’t need a mirror to see how red he was. “(N-Name)! I don’t see how this is helping!”
You threw him a folder to which he confusedly looked at. “I’ve read this one.”
“No, you haven’t. I got this one from the client’s twin.”
With scrunched up eyebrows, he read the file. He never knew that there was another person involved. Yet, here you were presenting evidence out of thin air.
“How?”
“Sometimes, clues are buried deep in snow.”
He laughed at your answer. “That’s a weird way of phrasing it but alright.”
“Let’s catch this scum.”
“Sometimes, clues are buried deep in snow.” He repeated to himself and looked once more at the hair tie you gave him.
He’d never seen this design before, nor the cloth it was made from. Running as quick as he can to his book shelf, he searched until he finally found it.
Snow. This tie.
It was as if the pieces were there but he had no way of putting it together.
Snezhnaya. The fatui.
Shit.
“Why are you involved with the fatui, (Name)?”
“(Name).”
“Sir Pierro.” You bowed your head from his sudden call. You’ve never actually spoken before with him as you worked under Signora.
He nodded, allowing you to raise your head. Your heartbeat beating fast as you await the rest of his words.
“It’s a shame of what happened. I know how close the two of you were.”
“Yes, she was like family.” You answered, still not knowing where this was about to go.
“That being said…”
“How would you like to be a candidate as a member of the Harbingers?”
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hidden-shame-707 · 5 months
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Gender Non con! x Homelander
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Minors DNI
Thanks to @blindmagdalena and @sehtoast for being my inspiration!
Tagging: @dreamsofspike-blog
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CW: Homelander, degredation, mild CBT, stalking, talk of masturbation but no sex yet
Fingers snaked through his perfect blonde hair, before getting a good grip and yanking his head back sharply.
"You think you're better than me, hm,"
 They questioned, full of venom.
If he wasn't so stunned by their boldness, he'd probably laugh.
Of course he was better.
He's The Homelander. 
Being better than everyone else was practically his job description.
And yet, at the moment, he was quite thoroughly being put in his place.
Another yank, and the back of his head was resting against their collarbone.
His hypersensitive hearing could sense the deliberate beat of their heart.
Barely elevated.
Not even a tremor of fear. 
He could so easily leave them a messy bloodied smear across this room with hardly any effort.
He could–
"I don't think you're better than me, John,"
They chided, watching with amusement at the dumbfounded look on his face, before sliding a free hand down to his narrow waist, and hooking a thumb into his belt.
"Maybe if I didn't know about the times you jerked off, watching me outside my window at night, I might think a little higher of you."
His eyebrows shot up to his hairline. 
What could he possibly say?
He swallowed thickly.
It had been so long since he had formed this shameful little habit.
He’d gotten sloppy. 
‘Fuck.’
"That's right, you wouldn't want anyone to know that you're just a little pervert, hmmm?"
It took him a second to register that he was actually being threatened.
"You think I won't just kill you?"
Homelander scoffed, countering the threat, trying to gain some leverage.
"Maybe you will. Not much of a threat, though. You kill me, then I don't have to deal with being stalked by a sociopathic Ken doll. That's a win,"
They explained, whispering into his ear.
"But you and I both know you won't. You are just ecstatic to have finally gotten my attention, hmm?"
The hand at his waist deftly unfastened his heavy belt and let it fall to the floor with a metallic thud.
"So this is how it's going to work.."
They walked around him so they were eye to eye.
"You are going to undress, and ever so nicely touch yourself.
If you do a good job, I might let you finish, and I won't mention this to anyone."
Homelander sneered, trying to deflect. 
"You really think anyone would believe you?"
The panic of this getting out to the public was beginning to sit heavy in his gut. 
"Maybe, maybe not. I'm not the one who loses on a gamble like that, am I? Now be a good boy and get on your knees."
Goosebumps traveled up his spine at the command.
“On. Your. Knees,"
They repeated sternly, like talking to an ill-behaving child. 
A vast litany of emotions colored his face before he blinked, collected himself and glared down at them. 
Homelander wasn't about to admit for a second that he had been craving this attention since he first laid eyes on them.
How many times he had touched himself through his suit as he watched them at night, using his x-ray vision to spy on them as they slept… 
Maybe he should have protested more.
For the sake of his over-inflated ego, at the very least, he should have acted like he didn't want this, that the growing heat between his legs was the furthest thing on his mind, 
but he had to see how this was going to play out.
He stared defiantly at them for what seemed like an eternity, the corner of his pouting mouth twitching in indignation, before dropping to his knees.
He couldn't help himself. 
“You crave someone who has the fucking balls to stand up to you… Don't you?”
They cupped his chin in their hand, forcing him to make eye contact. 
His body betrayed him as he instinctually leaned into their touch. 
“You want it so damn bad you can taste it, can't you?”
They leaned close, smiling, dark eyes shining conspiratorially. 
He listened to their heartbeat.
Just as cool and steady as ever.
Something twisted inside his core, stoking the coals. 
The lack of fear wasn't patronizing in the sense that they didn’t believe that he wouldn't kill them.
They said so themself.
They didn't care if he did or not. 
Either way, they won. 
He either killed them, or they got the chance to so thoroughly humiliate him, he’d never show up outside their window again.
The only problem?
The humiliation was becoming a turn on. 
‘Fuck!’
Homelander gritted his teeth at this realization (and the building tension between his legs).
“And what makes you think you’re the person to give that to me?"
He growled, looking up at them from under his eyelashes. 
“What makes you so special? You aren't even a supe." 
“Big man, I never said I was going to give you a damn thing. I am however, the one who is going to put you in your fucking place. Also, I must be special, or you wouldn't be masturbating outside my apartment window. 
Now, undress. Quit dicking around.”
Again, he hesitated.
No one saw him without his suit. 
The protection gave another layer of separation between him and humanity, as well as the padding filling in his muscled, but still slight form.
“Tick tock, Johny." 
Reluctantly he tugged off his red leather gloves and put them on the floor by his side, before looking up at them while unzipping the chest piece of his suit, showing his perfectly trimmed, although fairly average looking torso. 
“Ahhh, so there is a man underneath all of that padding. I hardly would have guessed…”
"Shut up,"
He snarled, his eyes shining crimson. 
“Where else do you have that padding, huh? Do you have it here,”
They asked, smirking as they leaned forward and roughly stepped the toe of their boot squarely between his legs. 
Homelander’s breath hitched instinctively at the pressure on his groin. 
Obviously he wasn't in pain, there was no way that they could physically hurt him, they both knew that. 
He’s practically indestructible, 
but if it wasn't for his titanic pride, he would have rode the tip of that boot until tears stained his perfect face, keening like a little bitch.
The worst part was that it was painfully obvious to the both of them, 
Which was picked up on, very quickly. 
“Look at you, huh,”
They murmured with false sympathy, voice dripping like honey. 
 “What’s going on in that fucked up head of yours, Homelander," 
They asked, gently running their fingers down the side of his face with feather light touches, before giving another sharp press with the toe of their boot against his hardening cock.
“You aren't going to blow your load before I even get your pants down, are you? Is the ‘world’s strongest man’ going to hump my leg like a dog," 
They chuckled, before lifting their foot off of his groin.
"You wanted my attention, now you’ve got it. Now let's see what you were so desperate to show me, hmm?” 
That snapped him quickly back to reality and cleared the lusty fog that filled his brain. 
He swallowed anxiously.
‘What the fuck are you nervous for,’
He practically screamed.
‘If they make fun of you, just kill them,’
His internal voice frantically tried to soothe his worries as he hooked his thumbs under the waist of his suit and gingerly pulled himself out from his red briefs, springing forward eagerly. 
They looked down at him with zero reaction. 
Not disgust, not appreciation.
Nothing. 
He never thought he was bad looking.
He took rigorous care to keep himself clean and well groomed.
It was all a part of his Vought branded image… 
But for whatever reason, the lack of a reaction made him feel two inches tall.
“Well," 
He looked up at them, spitting out a humorless laugh.
"’Well’, what? Do you expect a prize? ‘Congratulations, you are part of roughly fifty percent of the population who were born with a dick’.” 
“Fuck you–”
"You will absolutely not be doing that,”
They quipped.
“What did you think, I was going to see your pretty cock and totally forget the fact that you’ve been getting away with sexually harassing me for the better part of a year and just shower you with adoration? No, I don't think so. If you want something to fuck, you’ve got two hands. Pick one." 
He looked up at them, narrowing his eyes in contempt, not about to admit that, yes, as ridiculous as it sounded, that's exactly what he hoped would happen.
“Fucking christ,”
Homelander spat,
"You’re pissing and moaning about what I did like you’re the fucking victim?
Look at me!”
He gestured broadly to his bare chest and poor neglected member. 
“I’m on my knees for you! I’m a fucking god, and what are you?!”
His voice shook with anger. 
“What do I have to do to get you to want me,” he hissed between gritted teeth.
There was a stagnant moment of pause.
A lifetime of hesitation as the question hung in the air.
“Oh my god… You think you love me, don't you?...”
Instantly the atmosphere in the room changed.
He could hear the beat of their heart start to pick up speed.
“You… You’re fucking crazy…”
“What do I have to do,”
He repeated softly, hating his own pleading voice that sounded like a child. 
Just like their walls had been torn down, they were right back up again.
“There is nothing you can do, because there is nothing between us.”
"Look me in the eyes and tell me that, then,”
Homelander said with eerie calm. 
“You aren't going to scare me to satisfy your fucked up infatuation. It's not going to happen."
They looked him up and down.
“Put yourself back together and get the fuck out of my apartment." 
He stood up to his full height, waving his finger in their face.
“Ah ah ah–, I said look me in the eyes… And say that you don't feel anything for me.”
His eyes glowed a dangerous red.
“Firstly, cut the shit. If you were going to kill me, you would have done it already. Secondly, don’t threaten me while your dick is out. I can’t take you seriously." 
They still hadn’t said that they didn't feel anything for him.
That had to mean something.
He couldn't help but smirk as he tucked himself back into his briefs, and reassembled all the parts to his suit.
“If you don’t tell me to stop, I'll just keep visiting…”
"You talk a big game for someone who almost came in his pants because I was demeaning the hell out of you. That's bottom behavior, sir.”
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salaapaoo · 10 months
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I just read His Brothers keeper and it was sooooo good and now I'm on a lcf/tcf rampage and need more reccomendations. Would you be able to reccomend some the more angsty the better :D
Ooh!!! Hmmm ... Big think....
Shadows in the dark by Luciel (SoulStuckInSomeday)
**this one may be really triggering. Make sure to read the tags beforehand! It's kind of like... Krs wakes up in Cale's body and has to relive memories, but there's a major blank and he's going through his diary to remember?? It involves SA, so please be aware before reading!!
**also includes suicide ideation
24,928 words, 8/11 chapters
Fire and Ashes by Cakeoholic
This one is from Raon's pov of before his rescue !! Very interesting, I enjoyed it a lot!! There hasn't been too many fics that try to show this as much ?? Or maybe I haven't really found them?
4,669 words, 1/1 chapters
When somebody needs you by lostintheclouds321
If you're looking for a longer fic!! This one is Eruhaben/Cale in a more modern world? But they're both basically fated to die and it's mentioned p early on (terminal illness, etc). It's rly fun to watch Cale deteriorate !!
23,457 words, 2/2 chapters
The heir of blood by Thursdays
This!! This one is by the same author as his brothers keeper! But this fic is about Hong and his past and his abilities! Hong whump!!!
**may be triggering because it includes self harm
6,940 words, 1/1 chapters
Familia ante omnia by shadowlancer_95
This one is if things went differently in that fight against dorph and sayeru >:) if you enjoy Cale whump and blood then this one might be for you!!
10,153 words, 2/2 chapters
I don't know if I should miss you, but I know I never cared by corvidaes
This is Vicross' pov on memories from when Cale was younger :0 !! I'm honestly really weak for their relationship/bond and I wish there were more fics similar to this!
2,008 words, 1/1 chapters
Overcoming the past by unknown_writer_fan
This one!! I really loved! I feel like it doesn't get too much attention or interraction because there aren't a lot of tags on it? But it's a kid fic where they find a mirror and it has this ability to show people their past selves. They're all intrigued and looking, but when Cale goes in front of it, it shatters and you get krs !! So it's about their interractions w him and learning about his past :D I'm WEAK for the deaged fics ... We need more!!
27,220 words, 11/11 chapters
Really good at being good at goodbyes by ferret_in_a_lake
This one hasn't updated in a while, but !! Very interesting concept! I look forward to when the author makes a come back w it!! Basically, it's if everyone died except Cale and the kids and god of death sends them back in time to fix it !! Parental Eruhaben!!!
*the author does have a note saying that they might not update or finish this though
13,276 words, 1/? chapters
This time around by thisisvee
This is probably one of my top faves that I look forward to them updating the most!! It updated yesterday and I screamed fjdkfkd
But it's basically, krs wakes up as Cale Henituse's son and you see Cale from his pov!! Cale is .. misunderstood (imo), and each chapter you find out more and more about why he behaves a certain way and hidden trauma!!
**references to SA, there's some memories?? I'd say past grooming?? Cale's getting better though!! Make sure to read the tags .
I really love this one because of the way the bond between Eytan (this is krs' new name) and Cale!!
42,730 words, 19/? chapters
For my past, a tribute from your future self by chatartic_chaos
This one is if Cale is sent to the future!! But he wakes up .. in a coffin, and how the others react!!
12,606 words, 6/? chapters
Dive deep (too deep) by cywscross
This one is about Cale's ability, record, and how he overuses it sometimes and it triggers a response >:)
5,445 words, 1/1 chapters
Poison in my veins (sacrifice in my bones) by cywscross
THIS !!! THIS ONE IS A MUST READ!! this one is if Cale gets poisoned and it specifically targets people w ancient powers!!! UUUGHH THE WHUMP!!!! IT HURT SO GOOD!!!!!!! I think you should just.. dive right in. Get hurt.
13,045 words, 1/1 chapters
Big shoes (little footprints) by hurricanelights
This is another deaged Cale fic where they get lil krs!! I gotta reread it but from what I remember it was smth like everyone knows him for being a certain way (strong, giving, resilient, etc) but they learn of his past where he was smaller, weaker, and he what he went through!!
70,659 words, 17/17 chapters
Rebirthia=protocol/. by mishamoonberry
THIS ONE IS IF CALES HEART STOPS BEATING EVERY TIME HE USES AN ANCIENT POWER!!!!! DELICIOUS!!!! AAHHGHHHHH!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAGHHGHHHHH!!!!!! Just go... Go read it.
22,752 words, 1/1 chapters
Peace? ㅋㅋㅋ aka Kim Rok Soo's Chaotic Past Reaction by redcosmos
Eheheje just as the title says!! Reaction fic to his past >:)
6,545 words, 4/10 chapters
Bastards by kariselverrie
This one is if ogcale was brought back to the past, but at the same time, krs is transmitigated in as his twin brother !!
35,912 words, 16/? chapters
Meteor showers by mini_asteroid
This one... Honestly hurt my feelings. Its kinda like... Raon goes out on an adventure, but he forgets how quick time passes.
2,863 words, 1/1 chapters
Dandelion's latibule by senaria
This... UuYgGGhh this one is if Cale loses everyone and goes back in time to fix it, but tries to keep a distance... uuuUUGghhh. It harmed me!!!
41,432 words, 17/? chapters
The ghost in the well by commandercale
This one is if things went wrong and Cale died, but then he wakes up as tboah cale !! Except he's a ghost stuck in a well.
**it can be triggering?? Because there's some scenes that reference his torture and I'm p sure his corpse is mentioned a bit ??
14,582 words, 10/10 chapters
Kim rok soo's guide to survival by pendwelling
This one !! I love this one a lot! It's kinda like if krs is put into Choi Han's shoes ??? As in he wakes up in the forest >:)
I love his interractions w lil ogcale!! And the meeting between him and the Molran's!!
This one hasn't updated in a while, but I am patiently waiting !!!
25,761 words, 4/? chapters
In accordance by pheenick
This!!! Ughhh!!! This one is if ogcale was a regressor and he's trying to change things, and sometimes he doesn't. I loved seeing him lose hope!!! Hmm a comparison... This is kind of like kagerou project - heat haze days !!! He dies and it restarts in the same spot and no one else remembers!!! UUUGGHHH!!!! LOVE
19,301 words, 2/2 chapters
And haha... Maybe.. you can check out my stuff ..? 🫣
Puppy teeth is abt Ron and Vicross having to watch ogcale lose himself in his own grief ?? There's a follow up fic called 00:00 !!
You're still a traitor is from basen's pov of his relationship w ogcale!! He resents him, but he loves him.
With a passing rain is w Cale and the kids and they make some memories !! :D
Wow... 24 recommendations ... Oop
But if anyone else has some recs, feel free to drop them in the replies or smth!!
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foineswoine · 3 months
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Sweet/spicy/savory: ough dont make me pick... love tehem all equally <3<3<3 now if there was sour then we'd be talkin
Relationship status: oh golly gee I wonder (dating wonderful boyfriend :D)
Last thing I googled: time in pt
Current obsession: funny streamer guys 👍
Last book: The Handmaid's Tale, reading 4 engilish lit. v good book enjoyed it a lot :D
Looking forward to: uhhh kinda really hyped 4 english lit this year bc its like school mandated autism infodumping. lmao. also just spending more time w/ friends in general
Tagging: hmmm idk if ill get 9 people but @suikaduo darling bf <3, @megamule9ty bestest friend 5 eva, @river759, @wankey1, @persefoni-is-here my buddy pals & chums :D this is optional ofc no pressure etc etc <3
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suffarustuffaru · 9 months
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What's a trope you will never write?
hmmm this is a hard question cause i think for me i like to keep my options open!! and especially after finishing self love its like HAH my horizons have been broadened and now i know i am capable of writing dead dove. its to the point where i wanna one up what i did in self love bc HAH it. it couldve been worse. and even though i write a lot of angst (bc thats. most of the plot ideas i have akdndnd) i love fluff and hurt comfort and other things as well—its good to have variety!! so theres not a lot of tropes that i think i Wont write…… but i think like. a lot of fandom specific tropes in the fanfic side of rezero is stuff i wont ever write. or at least i try not to. like writing hate fic for certain characters 😭😭 even if its someone like puck and wilhelm (both of whom i. dont like as people bc of Certain Decisions theyve made but theyre Great Characters bc of those decisions). bc it does bother me if i dont at least Try to be fair with characters in the sense of just trying to still get all their nuances at least a little bit 😭😭 of course im far from a perfect writer but ill go insane if i dont make an effort ☝️☝️ and also as an emilia fan there is. um. lets just say going on her tag on ao3 fills me with pain sometimes!!
and ALSO i really dont like the trope of downplaying emilia camps found family post arc 4 :(( or shoving in conflict that doesnt make sense :(((( like ok i have a otto centric wip (that im not sure ill finish) (it may or may not be titled “strange music”….) where main route post arc 5 emilia camp conflict DOES happen so like!! i do love conflict i love challenging the emilia camp but i dont like ignoring their main route found family dybamics :((( theyre important to me!! theyre important to each other!! thats why its interesting to challenge them!! bc theyre a team!! a family!!! the whole point of rezero is friendship :((((((( so yes if im writing main route emilia camp Especially i will try my best to Never ignore that ☝️☝️ same with other relationships as well!! (ana camp…. felt camp… <3 and hell you could kind of count pris camp too with pris and heinkel’s dynamics with schult if you remove the Weird Stuff Tappei Added In wkdndnd)
and also the trope of like. fics that make an emisuba love confession into “emilia stops making subaru wait and finally confesses”. like. no. no. :((((( especially if subarus response to it is “emilia youre too slow and i hate you” like no. he would never :((((((((
i have no idea if i answered this question right but any regular tropes i can think of like “there was only one bed” is totally stuff im open to writing so like. HAH. its only the fandom specific ones i dont like T^T
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