#i want this to end

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i wish i had the energy to end it rn

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd mood #i really really really do #but i have no motivation for anything so here i lay..decaying slowly #i want this to end #all of it

[poisned]

I hate the war arc

#bnha #mha #bnha 417 #not really spoilers #but just in case #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #bnha negative #mha negative #rant #poisned.art #Pois.Posts #my art #Sorry I've been holding this in since before chapter 362 #it just got worse after that chapter #only my brother has listened to my ramblings since 2022 #the 3rd movie is the cannon ending TO ME #I fucking hate what they did to Shigaraki #I hate All For One to the depths of my soul #I hate all of the BS happening with the One For All quirk #I think the story telling is so SHIT omg #I still love the characters #it's why i continue to put up with this nonsense #but oh my fucking god #i want this to end #i want the cast to finally be free from the confines of being in this shitty story

[the-moonlight-raven]

I like sharing to tumblr, because I feel like I'm talking to someone, jut no one actually gives a fuck :D unlike real life where you just lose every single person who ever made a mistake of being nice to you

#tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #i want this to end

[molinaskies]

I’ve been stuck on Master King’s trial for 9 hours of gameplay

#is the ending even THAT GOOD #don’t spoil it for me #but like #IS THIS WORTH THE TROUBLE!? #the amount of times I’ve gotten so fucking close only to just… NOT get it in the end #I have one run where I got to knight with 216 rings only to get immediately crushed by the fucker’s hand #can someone at least tell me if I’m even close to the end? or is there another 20 hours of bs to go #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic #sonic frontiers #sonic frontiers final horizon #I’m genuinely so upset #so tired #so frustrated #I want this to end #sonic frontiers spoilers #sonic frontiers final horizon spoilers #I genuinely want nothing other than death in this moment

[hyponautica]

i really wanna draw and post like i really really do. i have so many good wips. but my entire life right now is going to school, gaming for 2 hours and then sleeping. im stuck in limbo

#I WANT THIS TO END #i draw at school but theyre all shoddy doodles that i could never post because theyre always like #oh yea an arm. a singular flower with a style unlike anything ive drawn before. squares and triangles. #so many squares and triangles btw #text #rant/ramble

[anaalnathrakhs]

why is this fuckass brain incapable of sustaining five consecutive seconds of happiness

#i found funny looking animal lightbulbs in a store! it made me giddy! that didn't even last the time it took me to get to the checkout! #i still bought them bc idk. buying makes me feel awful but so does fomo. #but if i hadnt been with my mom. i don't know i think i would've put them back #whats the fucking point of buying things i never use them anyway #it just reminds me im a fucking weirdo who never does anything with its life #im scared #im gonna be honest the plan was to kill myself once my sucky extended family left #but i dont think i can #im too scared to do anything but curl up in a ball and stare at my computer #and anyway haha a friend's birthday is next week! can't miss that oops! im just sooo generous staying alive for other people #and totally not bc i am a pathetic coward #i want this to end #broadcasting my misery #vent

[charliethinks]

i am such a messed up person.

#i hate this #i hate feeling like this #i want this to end

[belteppismo]

Me going through all stages of grief in this uni hallway

#i want this to end #jannik sinner

[charlieworkz]

I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that I lowkey dislike my degrees and career choices, that I dislike what I chose to do with my professional career, while having a minor panic attack.

Just the sight of the article i'm writting, my ex-coworkers' messages, my ex-advisor's messages, the publishers' messages, etc, makes me nauseous. Makes me want to bury my face in a pillow and cry. To go to bed and sleep the day away. Like, it's not that I hate my field of study. I love it. I really loved the valuable knowledge I collected and all the amazing things I was learning but, srsly, academia traumatized me. Being through the proccess of acquiring those degrees ruined me. I was already mentally ill when I joined those graduation programs, and they just made it 50x worse. The academic environment is vile, toxic and hostile. The shit I went through, my friends and fellow students went through, the shit I saw... honestly, it screwed me big time, when I was already very much sick. And so, here I am, having anxiety episodes, unemployed and broken. Honestly? I feel like I'm done with it. It's probably a waste, but I'm really considering not going on with an academic career and go do something else. Something very basic, very generic, that gives me money to live, and that's it. Take advantage of my diplomas and get a job through some selective proccess from some government agency that pays well and the end. Fuck, I'm so tired.

#charlie speaks #i am tired #i am postponing the moment I will have to deal with that article #the messages keep coming #i'm so done with this #i want this to end #a very little part of me wants to go on but #i remember all the trauma and... nope #just nope

[all-things-cringe-worthy]

#I Want This To End #Rouge the Bat #Knuckles the Echidna #Nah #🤢🤮⚰️

[sleepydepresso]

Cowardice is the only thing that's keeping me alive right now.

#I'm just going through with all of this #I don't have any desire other than to not be here anymore #it's hell #it's painful #like I don't want to be like this but I don't feel that determination or will for a change #writing #just writting this out #passive suicidality #I want this to end

[strawberry-lemonade-kisses]

My third breakdown over chronic illness and the never ending chronic pain at 24 years old. This country is so unforgiving for the disabled and I'll. Why is it so hard to find work or keep a job that works with my limited health? I'm fucking trying. I'm trying my FUCKING best but I've pushed to hard and now I can barely push

#i am very tired #i am mentally drained #i want this to end

[sephfire]

I don't want tomorrow to start

#depression #burned out #burnout #deprresion #depressiv #i want to disappear #i want to cry #i want to stop trying #depressing shit #i want to scream #i want this to end #i can't take this anymore #I don't want tomorrow to happen #tired #mentally tired

[the-moonlight-raven]

Yay, I made a friend!!!!

Jk, it's just the lady from su1c1de hotline, she remembered me from the last time lol

#aż do kości #@n0r3xia #i want this to end #dumb stupid bitch #tw ed diet #deppresion #i wish i was dead #sh cvt #self mutalition #an0r3c1a

[helixmersd]

Okay so this may not be bad news to most (:’3)

But today I was SUPPOSED to post something but sadly I’ll have to post it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.Because I’m extremely sick to my stomach. If there are any questions you are allowed to ask me but I hope all of you gays , gals and pals could understand

I hope all of you have a wonderful day/afternoon/night!!🤎🖤 I wish you all the best ^^!!

#last legacy #announcement #i hate being sick #i’m sorry #😭 #best of luck to you all!! #i want this to end

[filmfvckers]

YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO WAIT TEN MORE MINUTES JUST TO WATCH THEM DRIVE TWO LAPS????

#aus gp 2023 #pierre gasly #i am a max verstappen fan until the day i die tbh #i want this to end #this whole race is in shambles