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#im so sorry i wont have anything to give in return
wimsiecal · 3 months
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I sorta need help again and this time I don't know if I'll be able to offer anything in return.
My phone bill was due a few days ago but I just had to make an almost $400 car payment so I only have $6 to my name right now. I should have more money yes. But it's been tough at this new amazon I work at. The building is a complete disaster. It's not safe to operate ops/pits because the building doesn't follow proper safety precautions.
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These boxes aren't supposed to be sticking out with nothing to keep them in the bins. Some of them are very heavy and could fall and hurt someone.
And unfortunately for me, since this is a crosstrained site they told me that I cannot come to work if I don't operate those because saying "I don't want to, it's unsafe" is not a "good enough of an excuse and I need accommodations" only after that to be told "usually when people use safety as a reason to get accommodations they get denied"
So with all that batshittery I've either been taking vto and not going to work at all or going but only staying for a few hours and then dipping out. I applied for a transfer to another facility but I'm still waiting for it to be approved. So until then I feel kinda screwed.
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My account was just suspended today. If anyone is willing and able to help me I would appreciate it immensely.
My PayPal is [email protected]
My venmo is @ onyxtruth
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arolesbianism · 8 months
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Mark meeting ded is just gonna be him going btw have you heard of the music producer 8ballin' 👉👈? And ae is just gonna sit there like I've been in every wrong place that you can imagine for the past half a decade you tell me
#rat rambles#splat posting#just wait until he figures out hes talking to the guy who was putting out all those sick beats during the lowest point of his life#hes going to be inconsolable#also sorry for the self indulgent mark posting Im just excited for him to get to do things again#despite technically having a lot going on Ive always felt that his limited relationships have made him the weak link of my agents#I love him sm and I love his dynamics with the others sm but he just doesnt have the bond with either of off the hook that I wish he did#but its kinda inevitable because he definitely was way too up his own ass during octo expansion to willingly talk to marina much#and pearl by extention#in fact cuttlefish is who he ended up closest to but hes been busy being off with his favorite children#so Im hoping thisll give me more ideas for him and pearl especially in the modern day when hes much more stable mentally#bestie survived the horrors of being 14 nothing will ever get as bad as that <3#now would probably be a good time to read octo expansion retranslated tbh make sure Im not missing anything super important#itll probably also be good to make sure Im satisfied with the current state of marks octo expansion stuff and rework some stuff maybe#I probably wont touch it too much but I think maybe adding some early on mark marina interactions could be good#basically give him a frame of reference for what talking to her felt like before his old grudge starts to return to him#oh yeah btw for mark his temporary memory loss was from too much exposure to sanitized ink#he did in fact go there to sanitize himself the only reason he wasnt able to was because the fumes from the shower caused his movement to#get kinda fucked up along with his vision so he fumbled about for a bit as his body fought the bits of sanitized ink that got in his system#he thought he was straight up dying so he tried to retreat but ended up running into cuttle and sash and the rest is history#his mental and physical state would worsen a bit more and only after that would his body start to slowly but surely flush the stuff out#it wasnt nearly enough to properly sanitize him or cause any coloration but it was still very much enough to effect him poorly#part of the reason that the trials helped with the memory loss was that all that movement and moving ink through his systems helped a lot#but he still struggled a Lot with it initially due to his struggles with balance and coordination#even post oe he has worsened short term memory and has some nerve damage#so yay chronic pain time#despite this he's still a duelies squelcher main because ofc he is#but in all seriousness he often does have to wear wrist braces and has had times where hes had to take extended breaks from ink sporting#its smth he struggles to accept is a limitation for him especially since the whole reason he initially wanted to get sanitized was to focus#more on his combat skills and prove himself as a soldier of great importance
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tinykonig · 1 year
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Ghost x reader headcannons
im so glad you guys are enjoying these??? i love making them and its helping me procrastinate finals :) as always these are written for afab, and sometimes include references feminine terms. if you like how i write for ghost, send me a lil request and i might turn it into something :)
NSFW indicated in post 🤍
Genuinely it takes fucking forever for Ghost to admit having feelings for you. He is in denial for soooo long
What finally makes him crack is getting critically injured on a mission and all he can think about is how he should have told you
He resolves to tell you once he comes to in the hospital. He figures it would be stupid to waste any more time
You come to see him and you think he doesn’t want you there because he can’t make eye contact with you and that’s rare for him
You just kind of awkwardly apologize for coming and turn to leave and he just barks out “Wait.”
When Ghost is getting something off his chest he gets it all out. So he’s just very bluntly telling you that you were all he could think about when he thought he was going to die and he doesn’t see the point in hiding how he feels any longer
At the end of his speech he looks at you and you are getting a little emotional and this motherfucker has the audacity to be like, “… why are you crying?”
Like you just spilled your heart out to me give me a break!!!
His entire body relaxes when you tell him you feel the same way. He didn’t even realize how tense he had been
You don’t leave his side until he’s recovered and able to fully function back to normal
He doesn’t say thank you with his words but rather his actions. His eyes tell you everything anyways
Sometimes he will glance around him to make sure no one else is watching and then just lift you into the most earth shatteringly wonderful hug
Puts you down after a few seconds and returns to whatever he was doing without a word. You grew used to this eventually
So protective. Like wont even let you walk on the side of the sidewalk thats closer to the road. Puts himself between you and any dangers
You will be his passenger princess. There is no way he lets you drive sorry thats his job, he looks damn good doing it so you dont mind
(holds your hand over the center console)
Big on acts of service. Does little domestic things for you like folds your laundry while you take a nap and offers to cook dinner every other day
Stares at you when you sleep. He thinks you look so angelic and peaceful and it makes him feel all warm inside but he’s definitely scared the shit out of you a few times
Not a fan of going out a lot. He’s a homebody when he’s not in the field
The best listener!!! He will offer advice when you ask for it or will just lend you sympathy when you don’t want advice
He does have his moments where he needs his space, and if you try to push him he can get mean
After he’s recharged and feeling back to normal he is touch. starved.
Likes to spoon, likes to watch movies with you in between his legs and laying on his chest, likes standing behind you while you are doing anything and just holding your hips
He always buries his face in your neck and just breathes deep. Could drown in your scent and be happy
It takes him awhile to remove his mask freely around you because its a feeling of vulnerability that just gnaws at him
He warms up to it over time and you see his face more and more often. Loves that you act the same either way
He has dimples (fist fight me if you disagree)
He can grow a killer beard, but trims it based on your preference because he doesn’t care either way
Very thoughtful with gifts and always remembers your birthday (sometimes forgets his own)
Knows your order for every restaurant and will make sure its correct and if its not he IS letting them know. How dare they
Literally mocks whatever accent you have constantly. Playfully but he’s brutal
If you are being stubborn he is not against just picking you up and slinging you across his shoulder
Sleeps like a rock this one
Likes to watch sports on tv and catches himself cheering his team on and then gets embarrassed (its so fucking cute)
If his mask is off and he sees any exposed part of your skin- he’s biting
And then going about his business like he didn’t just bite you???? So weird
NSFW BELOW THIS POINT
The biting happens in the bedroom too, specifically when he cums. Your neck will have teeth marks
Switch, switch, switch
His bedroom eyes are soo severe , he just gives you a single half lidded stare and your clothes are coming off
He loves to degrade you, he doesn’t talk a lot but when he does he is telling you how pathetic you look crying on his cock
Loves to be degraded too :) Whines if you call him pussy drunk (because he is)
A little rough but king of aftercare
Loves watching you come undone on his fingers. Has a thing for wearing his gloves when he fingers you
OVERSTIMULATION thats all
Against the wall is a specialty of Simons
Grunts a lot, growls sometimes when he is close
You go down on him and he sometimes lets go and moans
Always returns the favor
Doesn’t do quickies or risky places
Will do about anything else
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yawntutsyip · 1 year
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okay request! aonung with fem metkayina
aonung takes notice that you have bloomed, from a shy reserved girl to slowly gaining confidence and coming out of your shell. he comes to find he isn't the only one that has taken notice, and gets slightly agitated when one of the popular hunters voices his interest during their return from a hunt one afternoon.
Aonung, not one to bite his tongue for long, says something to him. The other boy realises that aonung has a soft spot for you. To bring in some comedy, they both have a stare off before racing back to the village. Competing on who has the larger catch of fish, or who has the biggest fish.
They both stumble onto the sand, racing towards the village, the other boy getting ahead of anoung, in a rush aonung didnt see you, and you with him, as you were also rushing. You bump into each other, hard for you because of his strong chest, but it sends you both stumbling.
This sends the necklace you had just made go flying into the water and sinking. You were too shocked by being so close, he almost doesn't realise its you from frustration. But you quickly notice the necklace is not in your hand and give him a quick look, which he returns in shock. He is cut off from saying anything when you dive into the water out of view. Of course the other boy, just had to witness this and starts laughing with some others from afar, Roxto joins the crowd before assisting aonung.
Turns out the necklace you made was for aonung, but he would never know, because either you didnt find it, or you did and couldn't find the game to give it to him after that embarrassing encounter.
1st alternative if reader doesnt find the necklace, she speaks to tsireya about it,explaining it was important, she found the perfect shell and such to gift someone, tsireya tries to find out who but reader wont budge.
2nd alternative if reader does find the necklace she also speaks to tsireya about it, asking for advice on how she can gift it to someone who she might not have a chance with. Tsireya goes off naming boys, but suddenly comes to ask if its her brother. Tsireya could recall one day when you joined her group of friends for the first time, they started gossiping about boys, and you gotten quiet and kept focus on something else when aonungs name was brought up.
Idk about an ending and im sorry if its too long or not detailed enough. Or even a boring idea
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Warnings: none 🤷‍♀️
AN: I hope you liked this , and this was what you were hoping for, tysm for requesting. sorry if there’s mistakes I’m writing this at 2 am in the morning 🧎‍♀️I’m tired asf. ❤️ ily tho
The necklace:
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The village was alive and happy as they had been throwing a celebration for the hunters that had returned from their trip successfully and safely. The sound of drums pounding, woman singing, rattles shaking, and children’s laughter with the complimentary sound of the ocean in the background.
You stayed by the fire dancing in your own world, swaying your hips to the beat of the drums and humming along to the song. It was as if you were one with the music, letting yourself free from any problems. Unbeknownst to you, you had caught the eyes of a certain chief's son. Ao’nung.
He had been staring at you with hungry eyes from afar ever since he saw you get up and start dancing, the way your hips swayed to every beat, and how your hair gracefully blew against the wind. He was entranced by everything about you since you guys were younger. He had watched you grow from a shy little girl that was always too scared to talk to anyone into a young beautiful woman, finally out of your shell and not caring about the eyes around you. “(Y/N) is probably one of the most beautiful girls here, you know I’m thinking about asking to court her, treat her all night if you know what I mean ayeee”
The voice of another hunter nearby catching Ao’nung’s attention moving from you to land on Äenlu, even his name made the boy's blood boil. Ao’nung didn’t like the way he talked about you, talking about ‘treating you all night’ yeah right. No one was good enough for you…besides himself.
“You won’t get the chance to ask her, because I’m asking her first Äenlu” Ao’nung said staring at the other hunter, saying his name with as much venom he could muster up. This caught Äenlu off guard, making him realize he wasn’t the only one about to make a move on you. Both Metkayina boys stare at each other, looking as if they were about to pounce any second waiting for the other's next move. “Bro! Go grab the fish you had caught earlier and ask (Y/N) hurry! This is your chance” Rotxo nudges his friend with his elbow.
Immediately Ao’nung stands up and books it back to his hut, finding the biggest fish he and his father could catch ready to show it off and impress you. Äenlu doing the same shortly, as he had heard the boys advise. He wanted you badly to be his mate and just because Ao’nung was the son of the Olo’eyktan doesn’t mean he would go easy. Unfortunately, when they both came out of their family’s Marui they both noticed they had about the same size fish. Now, this was serious. Giving each other one last look they both ran back to where the celebration was being held, racing to see who could get to you first. They both stumbled in the sand nearly dropping the big fish in their hands.
For the people who didn’t know what was going on, they just looked like mad men running with fish, almost falling on their faces. It was quite embarrassing but they didn’t care. There was only one thing on their mind and that was you.
While all that chaos was going on, you stopped dancing and went back to where your friend Tsireya was. “Well~ are you gonna do it tonight? I think it’s the perfect moment!” She tells you with a teasing grin on her lips showing her dimples. Blush finds its way upon your face as you can’t help but smile back and nod. “I am. I even made him a necklace….do you think he’s gonna like it?”
You grabbed the necklace that was in your pouch and lift it to show Tsireya. It had taken you all night to put it together from weaving the string to diving for shells and pearls to make the beads, then having to shape them…it was a whole process but every moment was worth it as you made sure to have only good intentions while making it.
Tsireya’s eyes widen and stared at the necklace in awe, it was beautifully made and had taken much time. This made the girl curious as to who this boy was you were trying to confess to, you haven’t told her but only said it was someone you’d had your eye on for a while, as much as the girl wanted to pry and find out she knew not to push you and would wait for you to tell her yourself. “It’s incredible (Y/N)! Whoever this boy is, is very lucky!” She boasts and hugs you. She was happy that her friend mustered up the courage, she couldn’t wait to see you happy lily together with your future mate.
“Okay! Wish me luck…I’m gonna go find him!” You stated and took a deep breath in before bidding Tsireya goodbye and walking away. ‘Now where in the world could he be?’ You think to yourself and walk along the shore to get a better view of everyone.
‘hm…well he’s not dancing that’s for sure’ your eyes trailed over to the people that danced near the fire with their mates, hips swaying together in sync with bright happy smiles on their faces. You silently wish that to be you and him soon, you’re back against his chest with his hands on your hips getting lost in the tunes. The blush from earlier quickly finds its way back to your face along with a light fluttering feeling in your stomach.
Removing your gaze from the dancing you look in front of you and see the one person you had been looking for. Ao’nung. A smile finds its way on your face as you rush forward to the boy not realizing he was running towards your way. “Ao’nung?” You call out but it went unheard, you tried stopping yourself before you were about to crash into each other but it seemed like Eywa was not on your side today as your feet only slid in the sand sending you forward and knocking into Ao’nung…and down you both went, tumbling, you closed your eyes accepting your unfortunate fate, preparing to have a face full of sand. The fish and necklace in both your hands flew up and were tossed somewhere in the water.
When you opened your eyes, you look down and meet a familiar pair of aqua eyes staring back at you with shock, realizing who it was, your face soon held the same reaction. “(Y/N)?” He questioned with his eyebrows furrowed together.
Laughter begins to fill both of your ears pulling you guys out of shock and realizing a small crowd had begun to surround you two witnessing the whole thing. ‘Oh god how embarrassing…how am I supposed to give him the necklace now!?’ the thought wonders in your mind, you look to your hand and quickly sit up now sitting on his waist realizing it was gone.
‘No no no no’ you swing your head to look around the sand to see if it was anywhere, but there was nothing until you look to the water and see something shiny slowly sinking. Pushing all your weight into your hands you stand up and rush to dive into the water before it sinks to the bottom or before some fish swallowed it, the groan coming from Ao’nung completely goes unknown to you.
Rotxo runs over to his friend and helps him sit up while snickering to himself. “Well…you either made her flustered or she hates you-“ “Rotxo! Why would you say something like that?!” He cuts him off with a worried frown looking at this friend and then back to the water where you had dived in. “Bro! I’m just joking!!” Rotxo stops laughing as he sees how serious Ao’nung’s face was. He really liked her huh? This was the first time he’d seen Ao’nung so serious about a girl.
Eventually, everyone left back to the celebration, Äenlu decided to give you some time and would ask you later while Ao’nung and Rotxo went back to where they were chatting earlier, Rotxo was reassuring Ao’nung that you didn’t reject him, maybe you got scared? To be honest he didn’t know either and to him and everyone else it looked like you had rejected him but he wasn’t gonna say that to him.
After fighting with an ilu for the necklace you were able to get it finally after a game of tug of war and swam to the surface taking in a loud breath of air. You angrily stomped your way back to the shore and let out a tired sigh and sat down, feeling all the sand stick to your leg, bringing your knees to your chest and resting your head on your knees.
Well now your whole plan was ruined, how were you supposed to show your face in front of him now? He probably thinks you’re embarrassing or something. Oh, great mother, you messed up this time.
A groan of frustration slips past your lips as you throw your head back, gently dropping the necklace next to you. “(Y/N)?” Someone calls your name, already knowing who it was by the sound of their voice you don’t bother turning around and only send them a short hum in response. Tsireya frowns and sits next to you, the girl looks down at your hand and notices the necklace still with you. ‘uh oh what happened…?’
“…did you get the chance to give it to him?” She said quietly while folding herself in the same position while staring up at you from her knees. “not exactly…I messed it up ‘reya. I embarrassed myself in front of him and a couple of other people…and then I lost the necklace and had to fight with an ilu to get it back…oh Eywa it was such a mess….what do I do now?” Tears clouded your vision as you sniffle quickly wiping them away with the back of your hand.
“(Y/N)….who is this boy anyways? I’m sure he doesn’t think differently! Everyone has their moments silly” she wraps one arm around your shoulder and pulls you closer into a side hug. “I’m embarrassed to even tell you who it is…..” you mutter under your breath while looking away.
“hmmm…is it Aìäkx?” Tsireya starts by listing the names of all the boys in the clan. You said nothing but shake your head no. “Yutxo?…. Poewn?…no!? Hmmm…. Suotue?….. Kutxä?!” Your eyes widen as you let out a loud gasp when she said the name. “Tsireya! He’s so much older than us! Why would it be him?” Kutxä was one of the younger warriors that was always by the Olo’eyktan’s side, about a few years younger than Tonowari. “I’m just joking~ he is pretty hot though you gotta admit that- that auntie is one lucky girl-“ she begins and both of you burst out laughing.
“Okay okay…..hmm is it Rotxo?” Tsireya continues, your face scrunches up in disgust. “He’s like a brother, that’s gross to think about”
“Sorry sorry, what about Äenlu? I’ve seen him looking at you a lot lately agree he’s cute! Is it him?!” You smile and shake your head no once again. You did notice Äenlu here and there but he just wasn’t the one for you, he was also kind of a player and you knew once you reject him he would most likely move on to another girl the next day, that’s just how he was.
“What?! I’ve named every boy in our village! unless you are going after an older man- which I’m not hating on at all…I don’t judge but I do think it’s a little risky-“
“Tsireya! It’s not anyone older!” You shout and bury your face in your hands from embarrassment. “the only other person I haven’t named is!-“ Tsireya pauses her words and finally realizes who it’s been the whole time. Now that Tsireya thinks back to a certain memory of when you and she and some other girls were all talking about their crushes, they had all gone around saying names but when it came to you, you glanced at Tsireya before telling them you didn’t like anyone…it all made sense to her now.
“(Y/N) do you like Ao’nung?” Tsireya made sure to pay close attention to you, watching how your tail started thumping against the sand behind you and how your ears twitched at her brother's name. “would you be mad if I said yes?….” you shyly asked her while looking up at her as if you were ashamed. “Of course not! You should’ve told me and I could’ve helped you out!” She exclaimed while sitting up pulling you with her and grabs the necklace beside you shoving it in your hands. “You have to go tell him now! You have no idea how long he’s had an eye on you!”
“Wait! Tsireya- I don’t know…I mean-“ before you could finish she was already pulling you towards the gathering, both of you making your way to Ao’nung where he sat with his back against a log talking with Rotxo and a couple of other people. “Tsireya- how about I just wait till tomorrow or maybe like next month?…” “no you are doing this now! you have been preparing for this forever, it’s now or never”
Now here you are with Tsireya standing in front of Ao’nung and his group of friends. The group stopped talking and had attention now on both of you. You look to Tsireya and shake your head no backing away but before you could she pushes you forward to Ao’nung and gives you a thumbs up. “Uhm….Ao’nung…” you start while looking down at your feet. It’s been a while since you felt this shy, you thought you had finally gotten over it but being in front of Ao’nung, his presence was intimidating as his eyes trail up and down your figure before reaching your eyes. “(Y/N), I’m sorry for earlier! I should’ve been watching where I was going earlier-“
“(Y/N)! I saw what happened earlier! I was actually gonna ask you if you wanted to “ Äenlu interrupted by pulling both of your hands in his but before he could finish his question Ao’nung swiftly gets up and picks you up in his arms with you letting out a squeak in surprise. Everyone watches as he runs with you away, they all stand in shock as it happened so fast. “That’s not even fair?! What the hell?” Äenlu shouts as Ao’nung and your figure gets smaller and smaller, he was about to chase after you but Rotxo and Tsireya held him back shaking their head no with a glare.
“Ao’nung?!” You ask as you stared wide eyes at the boy in front of you who had just carried you away somewhere. “Will you allow me to court you (Y/N)?” Ao’nung said getting straight to the point, staring down at you, waiting for any response, when you don’t say anything he started to get worried thinking he just made a fool of himself until he sees you pull something out from your hand. A necklace, a beautiful one at that….was this when you were gonna tell him you had made it for Äenlu-
“I was gonna ask you the same thing…I made you this necklace….when we bumped into each other it fell in the water…that’s why I dived in! I don’t want you to think I was being weird or anything!-“ Ao’nung’s tense shoulders instantly drop with a sigh of relief, he wraps his arms around you and pulls you close to him.
“Oh thank Eywa- I thought you were gonna tell me you made it for someone else, it’s beautiful (Y/N)” a shy smile falls on your lips as you look down trying to hide the purple hue that crept its way onto your face. “So…you don’t think I’m weird?”
“I don’t think you’re weird at all don’t worry” Ao’nung smiled sweetly at you. You lift your head back up and hold the necklace to his face. “Well? You wanna put it on? Do you accept my courting gift?”
“How could I ever decline, love”
“Good. I had to fight an ilu to get this back for you..”
“You did what?!”
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perm. tag list: @gender3nvyy @eywas-heir @kenzi-woycehoski @ilovejakesullysdick @fanboyluvr @definitelynot-here @buckyb4rnes
I’m sorry to the two 😩 idk why I can’t tag you
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xhanelia · 3 months
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I’ve discovered your blog and it’s single handedly feeding my current valorant obsession, I love your writing so much. With that said, could I please request a some fluffy confession scenes with Sova or possibly Chamber? Thank you so much!
I will abandon this page istg i hate tumblr but this is a request i can write in one go so here i am at 00:43. Lets see when i'll finish it. (Im done and its 03:00)
<<<The reader is another agent in the protocol in this fic. Sova part is GN and Chamber part is female reader. >>>
Hope you like it! And thank you sm!!
Confession headcannons with Sova and Chamber
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He is the hollywood star of hiding emotions and pressing them in so no one can tell what he really feels or who is the person he has eyes on. Exept himself ofcourse.
He is not some kind of "i'll built up my emotions inside so i wont hurt anyone" kind of person. He knows he shouldnt hide them too long or it can cause damage. He talks about his problems to Brim like everybody does. But not love, ofcourse.
He thinks that he shouldnt feel like this to a coworker. Not that there isnt any couples in the HQ. There is Raze and KJ and he knows that Brim allows it.
He is probably scared of you rejecting him. If so, there will be a moody aura between whenever you two need to team up for a mission. He cannot allow that. That will effect both of your morals and the performance.
But every second he is not speaking about his feelings is like a torture to him. Like all of his energy is drawn out of him when he returns from a mission or just from trainings.
Spending his day at his room, not practising archery, not having conversations much often, sitting in the plane and looking out of the window while going to a mission rather than giving courage to people is not like him. Something is bothering him. Clearly.
You went to sit next to him. He immediately turned his head to you. "Did something happened?" He asked.
"I should be the one asking you that." You said. He stared at you for a good 15 seconds.
"Lets have this conversation after the mission." He suggested with the pressure of his own feelings. It was getting too much for him to handle. You did not pressed on it. The mission was a short one after all. Everyone did good and went back to the HQ with the same plane.
He immediately regret his choice of words when you stood infront of him when he tried to get out of the plane. He was planning to found an excuse but he didnt had the time to think about that.
"Umm..." he said trying to get some time to think. You lift a brow, implying that you both know why you are in his way.
"Lets talk about it when no one is around, shall we?" He said while bending over you a little.
"There is no one around, Sasha. You took unexpectedly long to leave the plane." You said. You were not letting him escape again.
He sighed. Looking around, really no one was left at the landing field. He grabbed your arm and getting you two both out of the plane. The sky was open and orange with the sunset of the beautiful winter.
He held both of your hands. You could feel the shake of them. It was ironic that the sniper of the protocol's hands was shaking that easily before you.
"You dont have to say anything, its better if we pretend that i said nothing, but..." you tilted your head and frown at the words. "I am in love with you." He says.
He is too scared to look you in the eyes or hear the words that will come out of your mouth so he continues to speak.
"I was too scared that our friendship will never be the same after my confession so i kept this feelings inside but they didnt stop growing. I felt like i was drowning and couldnt hide it anymore. I am sorry if i ruined our friendship and-"
He stopped after hearing your laugh. Did he said something stupid? Was this so childish for him to do? Why were you laughing?
"You were hiding this from me? For how long?" You said. He got confused. "Uhh... for... over 4 or 5 months?" He said, unsure about when he got this crush over you.
"You should have told me from the start silly. I like you too!" As you said, his eyes lit up with the happiness. Holding your hands tighter, he asked. "Really? Are you real? You are not saying that because you dont want me to feel bad, do you?"
With your head shake as a no, he hugs you while both of you laugh with joy. And there goes your first kiss with him. Under the orange sky with the blow of an air like a celebration of the nature for both of you.
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Mhm. We all know this man aint hiding nothing. He shall show you and everyone that he has eyes on you so that nobody can steal you from him untill he officialy takes you out.
Yea i feel like he would take you out to an extra expensive restaurant to confess, even the offer itself looks like the confession already.
"Chamber, you really dont have to." You say while hanging the vandal back to its place. Training was over and the french man knew your schedule from head to toe. It was impossible for him to miss any of your free times.
"Please, the randevu was made from weeks ago. Plus, if it isnt going to be you then who is it?" He says while giving you the card of the restaurant. On the card, it was written the place of the restaurant (i will die from this stuffy nose istg i cannot write) with the date and time of the randevu with his fancy handwriting.
You gave a smile to him. Not often you got this kind of... um... take outs? (I forgor the word in english) He was generous to offer you this. Altough it was clear why he did this.
You contact Brim to clear that day but he said that Chamber did it for you. Then you discover that nearly everyone knows about the "take out" that you guys will have.
"O. M. G. You know that he will confess you that night, right?" Jett said while cutting cucumbers to put on her eyes but Phoenix eats them trying not to get caught. The girls night is getting little heavy on you. (Pho is one of the girls idc.)
"Yea, yea, i know. Who doesnt." You said while rolling your eyes. Trying to not pop the conversation much.
"I mean, i didnt got a confession in a fancy restaurant." KJ said while looking at Raze. Who has no idea whats going on.
"Well, im okay if he wants to do it this way but im not sure if i'll fit in that kind of atmosphere. Everyone and everything is so expensive. You know." You said while shaking your shoulders.
"Are you kidding me? That french has his eyes on you. You think he will matter if you fit in or not?" Neon lifts the cucumbers from her eyes and looks at you from the couch. You lift your hands sideways as to tell you dont know.
"We will make you fit." Phoenix says with excitement. "What is the date?" He asks while everyone awaits the answer from you.
Eventually, the date comes. Everyone you gave the date is more excited than you. Preparing your dress, makeup and everything like its a doll dressing game.
When it comes to Chamber, he was ready more than ever. It was like classic Chamber yet so different. He had his 'special occasion suit' on him and a smug smile on his face. He offers you his arm and you take it.
(You go to the restaurant but its getting too late and i need some sleep so imma skip that part.)
"So..." he says while you both sit face to face, eating dinner. He had studied this for over how many times and yet he is still nervous. You turned your look at him and raise a brow.
"We both know why we are here, Vincent. I like you too. You dont have to give me a whole speech." You said. Drinking some of the wine to cover your face and overexcitement.
He laughs at your boldness. "Its open like a book, isnt it?" He looks straight into your eyes. You feel like they could pierce through you. "Thats my girl. Bold and smart as always" He says. "You dont need a brain to see that you have eyes on me." It was your time to laugh.
He looks at you with that stupid smirk on his face. Like he truly fell in love if you. "I love you." He says. Giving up on the talk he had prepared. He felt like it was the only thing he needed to say.
Even if that three words was the only thing he said, they made your heartbeat race up immediately. With a giggle, you hold his hand that is on the table. "I love you." You said. The only thing he said and the only thing he needed to hear from you was the same nontheless.
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aeneaans · 7 months
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second chances
synopsis: after 3 years, diluc finally returns to mondstadt.
word count: 608
c/w: angst sorta… hurt/comfort
a/n: yet another repost from ao3 because i do not have the time to write anything these days… didnt expect my last post to get so many notes THANK YOU!!!! thank u for reading :3 (ps might open reqs soon. idk im working on a lot of stuff for tumblr)
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It was dead silent. In a small alley in Mondstadt stood you and Diluc, standing parallel to each other as your face burned, tears sliding down your cheeks. No words have been exchanged ever since tears started welling up in your eyes. The lack of words was awkward and almost deafening, yet it didn’t matter to you. You were furious and you hadn’t even a clue as to why. The man that stood in front of you was clearly frustrated as well, but his frustration didn’t seem to be directed towards you. Rather, it was a frustration directed towards himself. Why? Why couldn't he say anything?
Biting your lips, you start, “Seriously, what…what is wrong with you?” Your voice is trembling, almost as if your words are struggling to escape. Whenever you got angry, you could never put your thoughts into words. Your only reaction to anger was to cry. To cry, and to never stop crying until you had sorted out these thoughts. Knowing you for so long, Diluc has taken note of this peculiar habit of yours. Even if he could say anything about the current situation, he would know best to not do so.
Words were practically stuck in your throat. You didn’t want to say anything to hurt him, yet you can’t help but be upset with him. That’s only natural, right? You inhale. “You leave Mondstadt for so long and—and you come back just to not be able to say anything.” Your voice is breaking in between each word. “Say something!” Your voice was hoarse, despite not having said much at all. Your attempt at a shout was more of a meek yelp. Diluc didn’t say anything, nothing at all. He just…stood there. You wipe your eyes quickly, your breath hitched, and attempt to regain your composure.
After a few minutes of absolutely nothing, you manage to regain your composure. You knew it wasn’t his fault. You knew that leaving Mondstadt wasn’t something he wanted to do. So why couldn't you forgive him?
“I hate that you left us. I hate that you left me. But I hate myself for wanting to hate you, too.” Diluc looks up at you, surprised. “I know you didn’t have a choice to leave. I couldn’t even imagine what you went through when Crepus died.” You sigh. Crepus was more of a dad to you than your actual parents were. You know how much worse Diluc had it. “So why do I feel this way?” Diluc clenched his fists. What is he going to say? Was he even going to say anything at all? You shut your eyes.
Finally, Diluc opens his mouth to say something. “I’m sorry.”
You held your breath, not knowing what to say. “…Huh?”
“You have every right to hate me.”
With this, your eyes started pouring again. Though, the tears felt much lighter this time. What is he talking about? You let out a small laugh at the stupidity of this situation. How is it that both of you feel sorry? You step closer to him, ignoring his apology. “Do you understand how much I missed you?” You look him in the eyes for the first time in three years. Three years. “I can’t bring myself to hate you, even after this. There wasn’t a day that went by where I haven’t thought of you.” You grit your teeth, clenching your fist slightly before relaxing your body. With that one statement, Diluc’s eyes widened. It’s a rare sight, really. “Promise me you wont leave me ever again. Please.”
Diluc pulls you to his chest and gives you a tight embrace. “I promise.”
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allyymcl · 1 year
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heyy could i request making up with the guys after a fight please? tysm
—𝗠𝗖𝗟 𝗕𝗢𝗬𝗦 𝗠𝗔𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗨𝗣 𝗔𝗙𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗔 𝗙𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧
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—pairing; ot5 x f!reader
—genre; angst, fluff.
—warnings; none.
—a/n; -
—𝗖𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗘𝗟; !!
this stubborn bitchh
i think he doesnt gives you the cold shoulder, because because he thinks it makes him really inmature
but wont talk to you right away
It mostly depends on who ended up being affected the most.
if you ended up more upset, he will give you your space and talk to you when you are ready
but he is the type of person who leaves the room to get some fresh air
he would hit things, yell, and say something he regrets
when he calms down, he will wait for you to approach him first.
however, it won't take him long to forgive you
he loves you, and hates fighting with you
maybe he's tough and you think he doesn't care too much about things
but that doesn't apply to you
believe me, you are everything to this boy
and, i think that if you didn't approach him first, he would end up doing it
cass is not good with words, so when he saw you he would just grab your face and give you a passionate kiss
and then hug you and say sorry for everything
if that doesn't make you forgive him,
girl...😤
—𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗜𝗘𝗟; !!
the most logical, really
personally, i think nathaniel is a pretty calm person after all.
a fight wouldn't be based on yelling, or anything like that
He would listen to you,
 and let you vent
but you would also like the same in return
Actually, 
arguments between you don't happen often.
But when they do,
 he would definitely be the first to go talk to you.
surely he would buy you something that you like, 
and would apologize for everything
but normally,
 yourfights are short and nath doesn't usually get angry for a long time
mostly because he ends up missing you
and even if sometimes you are the one who messed up
he would really stand being away for you too long
—𝗟𝗬𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥; !!
hater #1 of fighting literally
UPSETS HIM SO MUCH
i also think he is a real mature one
I think that, contrary to what might be thought because he writes songs
lys is not the type of person who can express what he feels easily
he has a lot of difficulties in it but he makes an effort if he knows that he is the one who made a mistake
he probably can't go straight to apologize and take his time
he wouldn't insult or raise his voice one bit, and just try to wait for you to speak and have an opinion on what you say
on very few occasions you would see him REALLY upset
however, after an argument he would just let you go if you want to be alone, but preferably talk about everything in the moment, nothing left unresolved.
however, i feel that for some reason, if you two were to fight, lys would write you a poem so you know that he is really sorry.
or maybe he'll compose you a song in which he talks about how much he wants things to be fixed
however, a part of him is a little stubborn
i feel that if you are the one who did something wrong and you don't accept it, he would hope that you are the one who approaches first.
however, as long as you say "I'm sorry" and really mean it, that's enough.
and even so, it wouldn't get so complicated, the first thing he would do would be to hug you tight and kiss you on the top of your head, relieved that things are fine between you.
—𝗔𝗥𝗠𝗜𝗡; !!
IM SORRY BUT
for some reason i think that armin is really inmature in arguments
he probably tries to get the last word ALWAYS, and usually doesn't really hear what you're telling him
he might get to a point where he would raise my voice to you but no more than that
besides, no matter if it's you or him who was at fault, he wouldn't let you be right.
and then, he would give you the silent treatment until he himself can no longer take fighting with you.
he would surely talk to alexy about it
waiting for his brother to agree with him about it
SO OFFENDED WHEN ALEXY STARTS SUPPORTING YOU (as he should 😡)
alexy would tell him that he is an idiot and that he should stop being childish and apologize to you properly
he probably takes a long time talking to him to think about how to tell you
finally, he just comes over at a moment when you are distracted and hugs you from behind.
whispering in a timid voice that he's sorry
obviously you can't help but give him a soft kiss and he simply lets himself be carried away in your arms, kissing you back.
after, he just keeps smiling and def thanks alexy for his help
—𝗞𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗡; !!
😦
i literally can't think of any reason why kentin would be mad at you
however, i think kentin would be quiet throughout the fight, hoping it would end as soon as possible and agreeing with you if necessary.
There's nothing he hates more than knowing you're mad at him and just trying to fix things even if he wasn't the one wrong.
HE DOESN'T DARE SAY YOU'RE WRONG
anyway, he would be SO UPSET
the last thing he wants is for you to be mad at him
if the argument ends he's the first to talk to you and apologize
AND PLS DONT YELL AT HIM OMG
he will literally cry if you raise your voice
and if you try to ignore him, ihe will follow you wherever you go like a lost puppy
also tries to talk things over with you so that nothing remains unresolved
he definitely does something cheesy like buy you flowers and chocolates and take you to your favorite places
if that doesn't soften your heart then...🔪
no but really, he's the sweetest of all, you can't not forgive him 😭
SO RELIEVED when you tell him he's forgiven that he just takes your face in his hands and suffocates you with kisses al over your face
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cupoftaae · 1 year
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Summary- You and Taehyung discover the struggles of parenthood as you take on the task of raising your 3 month old daughter, Kiyomi.
Warnings- mentions of postpartum struggles and attachment issues
word count- 1.6k
A/N- Hi guys! so after Ladybug got so much love I decided to make a another drabble to continue their storyline, this takes place months after their daughter is born. Hope you enjoy it!
Taehyung woke up to the sounds of crying. He sat up and looked over at his clock, it was 4:32am, and you werent in the bed.
Groaning, he pushed the covers back and began walking down the hall into his daughters room, finding you on the floor with her in your arms.
"Im sorry we woke you, go back to bed" you whisper, noticing the sudden appearance of your husband in the room. "are you guys alright?" he asked, ignoring your previous demand as he walked further in and sat next to you, eyes still sleepy from the abrupt awakening.
You sigh and gently rock the small baby in your arms as she wailed, becoming frustrated yourself. "she wont stop" you exhale, finally looking at taehyung. "maybe shes hungry?" he suggested, moving his hand to wipe away his baby's tears.
"She wont latch...so I dont think she is...I also changed her and put her in a lighter onesie incase she was too hot" you gesture to the new outfit on Kiyomi, of course taehyung smiled at the ladybug printed fabric.
"let me see her" he whispered, gently taking the frail 3 month old out of your arms. "Hi baby, you giving mommy a hard time again?" he kissed all over her face before pulling her against him, her tiny head resting on his shoulder as his hand rubbed her back.
"im so tired" your hands run over the front of your face, knowing you return to work tomorrow afternoon and not only would you be exhausted, you would be missing your baby.
Since Kiyomi was born, youve been home every single day making sure she was taken care of, of course Taehyung has been an excellent help as well, and you probably wouldnt have been able to do this without him, yet at the same time you couldnt express your fears of going back to work after maternity leave....you didnt want to let him down or make him feel like you didnt trust him. It wasnt ever about trust, it was about going hours and hours without being able to make sure your daughter was okay. What happens if she needs mommy? What happens if she starts to cry and he cant differentiate it from a hunger cry, dirty diaper cry, or a tired cry?
"go back to sleep, i'll take care of her" he yawned and stood up, one hand reaching down to help you to your feet.
"I cant sleep" you sigh, walking over to rearrange her crib and the blankets. "cant we just keep her in our room tonight? she can sleep in our bed" you finish.
Taehyung gently rocked her around as he paced the room, the small cries slowing down. "baby I thought we agreed its better for her to be in her own room, she is gonna be too dependant on us.....and why cant you sleep? you just said you were tired-"
"because I have a list of things I need to do Taehyung!" you turn around, "I have to pump because she didnt want to eat, and I need to make sure you have enough milk for tomorrow, plus extra just incase, and then I need to put my work clothes in the washer because I forgot, then dry them, and you know what?" you throw your hands up as you walked over and took your daughter "shes only 3 months old, theres no harm in having her in our bed, who cares! she wont even remember anyways" you scoff and walk out of the room.
You didnt mean to snap on him like that, in fact you felt bad as soon as you left her bedroom. Taehyung is a great dad and an even better husband, but you still found yourself unable to stay calm when the list of things piled on, you didnt know how everything was going to go tomorrow, and you were stressed.
"hey...Im sorry if I said anything to upset you" he whispered as he finally walked into your shared bedroom, his daughter now asleep on the comforter as you sat and tried to pump milk.
sighing, you turn to look at him. "I didnt mean to act like that...you didnt do anything wrong, im just on edge"
He slowly walked over and sat on the bed next to you, careful of the sleeping baby in front of him. "whats going on, sweetheart?"
You didnt respond right away, instead you shrugged and looked down at Kiyomi, feeling those stupid tears resurface to your eyes again. "talk to me angel..." he rubbed your back.
"I dont want to leave her" you spoke in a choked whisper, wiping your cheek quickly. "What do you mean?" he calmly responded.
"Work tomorrow, I dont want to go....I havent been away from her since she was born. Ive had 3 months but im not ready." you take a breath, gathering your thoughts. "I went to the supermarket yesterday to buy dinner by myself, and almost had a panic attack because I realized she wasnt with me"
"my love, its okay to feel like this you know?" he rubbed your back softly, his chest tightening upon hearing your struggles. "sounds like you might be experiencing some separation anxiety,"
"I wanna work from home" you protest, shaking your head. "I cant leave her, and Its not about you not being a good parent- because you are so good, probably better than me" you chuckle lightly, "I just need it for myself....I need to see her. I spent 9 months taking care of her, I knew where she was at all times, and now that shes actually here I get so worried something will happen"
"i know sweetheart, I know" his hand ran through your hair as you spoke, "If you really want to look for a job that allows you to work from home, i'll support you all the way, you know that....but I really think its important to go tomorrow at least, to tell them about whats going on"
You leaned against your husband, glad he was supporting you in such a vulnerable moment. "why cant I just call them tomorrow?" you sniffle
"because I think its good to just go in, the smaller steps you take, even if its just a day, will probably make things easier for you."
"mm....just tomorrow?" you look at him
"Just tomorrow, then you dont ever have to see that place if you dont want to, you can stay home and i'll pamper you both"
You giggled and shook your head, "no, I wanna work....just not outside the house"
"and I support that" he gently lifted your chin so he could kiss you.
You smiled and kissed him back, watching him carefully as you pulled away.
"You are so beautiful, I swear motherhood made you even more attractive than you already were" he grinned
you raised an eyebrow, looking down at yourself before looking at him, "are you kidding me? I have a suction cup attached to my tit right now, and my hair needs to be washed....dont even try to say I look good" you shook your head as you noticed the bottle was full, taking off the pump and pulling your shirt down as you crewed the cap on.
"Ah you dont see yourself how I see you, the fact you go through so much for our baby is what is beautiful to me, and just for the record, you could never shower again and i'd buy all the nose plugs in the world just so I could be near you and call you cute"
"shut uppppp" you whine and lean against the pillow, "thanks though....fatherhood looks good on you"
"now thank you, but we both can tell that its not physically" he laughed and stood, putting his hands on his belly. "sympathy weight" he patted his stomach, making you laugh.
"Hey, I didnt do that to you!" you retort
"Yes! you insisted that I eat with you every time you had a craving, and what did I do?"
"ate with me" you smile
"yeah, except you were eating and it went to the baby" he chuckled, "mine went to my stomach area"
"hey I think dad bods are sexy" you nudge him
he rolled his eyes jokingly and wrapped you in his embrace, both of you looking down at your finally sleeping daughter.
"next kid, you deal with those cravings alone" he teased, hand gently squeezing you closer.
You smiled brightly at his words, you couldnt handle another child right now, especially with your current mental state, but you knew in the next 3 years you would enjoy having a second baby.
"thats not gonna be for a while bubs, relax" you patted his thigh
"what if she gets lonely" he looks at you
"are you serious" you laugh, squishing his face "shes 3 months, plus she has us, and tannie. I promise she will be well entertained until we have another kid"
He huffed and slouched down, making you giggle.
He sat up and grabbed his phone, turning the video on as he began filming his sleeping baby. "I havent recorded anything in a bit, well thats a lie, I recorded her yesterday when I was playing airplane and she ended up puking on me"
Your giggles are heard off camera before he faces it towards you "Oh its funny huh?"
"shh, youre gonna wake her" you quickly cover the camera to hide yourself before he continues to ramble on about your baby. He's been doing this since that day you both found out you were expecting Kiyomi, and it still warms your heart to see a man so in love with his creation of life.
He was your rock, and she was your ladybug, and perhaps you would be okay after all.
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Catzai who probably hides in your drawers and somehow fits inbetween your underwear drawers or your tops….
Catzai who randomly either bites your shoulder or neck and says “woopsy! It was tempting, sorryyy~” or sm like that (ill always forgive him)
Catzai who acts bratty first but after you yell at him he gets all whiny and sappy and sad (my poor bb, ill give him kisses mwamwamwa)
Catzai who probably hides in the most weirdest places, that one time you wanted to bake cookies you find dazai napping in the stove. Thank god you didnt turn it on or dazai wouldve been the cooked cookies.
Catzai who steals your headphones when your listening to music and ignoring him because you busy with stuff and music helps you concentrate better, seemingly mad and a bit sad you dont pay attention and steals the headphones from you. “Give me attention!! >:(“ he probablt says in a whiny voice<3
Catzai who hisses at other cats who dares to come closer to you and rubs his chin around you to ‘claim’ you as ‘his’.
Catzai who steals your snacks you’ve been wanting for a while (its ok i would give him alot more if he likes them)
Catzai who would give your home town food a taste since the little boy is a curious one<3 and he wants to get to know you better!
Catzai who DEMANDS any type of affection every time, letting you barely have any work or time to do anything with this clingy little kitty<3 (its ok i forgive him and will give him all my time) (if i even have time that is)
Catzai who will stretch out your lap and knead your thighs, finding the plush skin comfy and soft<3 (he sometimes bites them)
Catzai who would cause a ruckus whenever your not home cause he just misses you so much<3
Catzai who would be so cold to the people you invite over your house and he will just stay in your room till they leave. (Awhh my poor baby ill give him everything he wants)
Catzai who would probably recommend cat ears to you since he is curious on how his owner would look with them<3 (my curious little fella i love him sm)
Catzai who licks your cheeks because they are so soft and plump he just sometimes cant help but bite them gently<3
Catzai who would sit infront of the door for hours whenever you arent home, he waits so patiently for you to return and immediately demands food and affection for waiting so long<3
Catzai who purrs so much if you give him the slightest affection, headpats, kisses, scratching behind the ear, belly rubs.. name it! And he will purr loudly because he loves everything you give him<3
Catzai who loves stealing your drink! No matter what it is, if he sees it you drank from it and its a cup. He steals it and drinks it because he thinks its a kiss and that means he kissed you! But he would love the feeling of your lips instead of just a cup.
I stalked ur blog and saw you did catzai n catchuu stuff so why not …….. IM SORRY IF THIS IS ANNOYING JS TELL ME AND ILL WONT DO IT AGAIN 🙏🙏🙏
(Should i call myself dazais bandages anon or 💞 anon?)
I hope u enjoyed this brainrot of mine and i hope you have a great day!! I might do fluff writing in your inbox bc even the horniest people need a bit of fluffy fluff in their life<3
No comment, very sweet! We do need some fluff occasionally (He will be baked soon allhamdullilah)
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montimer · 7 months
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Hi! I saw that you did Joker, Mad Hatter and Scarecrow accidentally hitting their S/O and I saw that you did them adopting a kid so can you combine it and do Mad Hatter, Riddler, Two-face and Scarecrow (seperated) accidentally hitting their adopted, young sidekick and the kid being scared of them for a moment beacuse the kid has past trauma? Like they were maybe angry talking to themselves and they accidentally di it? Take all the time you need and thank you!
Joker,Mad hatter,Two face,Scarecrow accidentally hitting there side kick
(Reader has trauma) gn!reader,angst. Im not sure how riddler would react sorry
Joker
Even his goons get scared of him when hes angry. Walking away,far away.
Not you tough, you believed he wont hurt you no matter how angry he gets.
"I mean can you believe that? He just had to be there to ruin everything! He has no idea how long it took me to plan all of this!"
You listen to him rambling. Going closer as you do so.
"Then of course he shows up and boom!" He motions w/ his hand, accidentally hitting you.
He was so angry he didnt notice first "And when i told you to get the gun, you got the empty one!" He yelled, not realizing what he did.
When he didnt heard you speak he looked back. You were backing away from him. Staying quite, tears forming in ur eyes.
He froze down, not knowing what to do. He forgot about the whole being mad thing. All he did was stare.
"Im so sorry Mr. Joker! I swear it won't happen again"
His chest started to hurt, he didn't like this feeling.
He doesn't even realize you left the room.
After this accident he'll be a bit more quiet. But once he realizes how to make it better he apologizes.
"Look,kiddo. Im sorry,, do you want something to make you feel better?" He smiles at you weakly.
"A hug" huh a hug?
He feels his little side kick giving him a strong big hug. He doesn't waste time to return it.
Mad hatter
He immediately realizes he hitten you. He quickly looks there w/ a worried face.
Hes heart breaks as he sees his little side kick trying to hold back there tears.
He tries to hug them, which scares them and they back away. Then run out of the room.
At this point hes crying, yelling out sorrys. He swears he didnt mean to hurt you!
He'll quietly go into ur room, he hears your hiccups and whimpers.
He sits down on the floor next to ur bed
"Would you like some tea, dear? Or anything else?" Does his presents makes you feel worse? Can he ever hear you forgiving him?
He looks up at you, surprised to find you staring back at him.
You jump to hug him. Hes too stunned, proceeding what happened.
Once he realizes he hugs you back.
"Oh im so happy you forgave me! Don't worry little one, this won't happen again!"
Scarecrow
He won't be able to speak. Just staring.
Oh of course something like this has to happen. Something that he sweared will never gonna happen.
He has no idea what to do other than whispering sorrys.
The next say he'll act very distant. Refusing to face you, to face reality. What if you hate him now? He won't have anyone in his life to care for.
You might just leave, it would be for the better. But no, you won't leave. You just can't leave the only person who had sympathy for you and took you in.
He'll be working on something, when suddenly he feels someone hug him from behind.
He'll immediately snap his head back. Reliefed to see that its just you. And somehow, he feels better,that you came back to him.
Two face
He'll feel guilty and surprised at first but he knows what to do.
Apologize, give some space, talk in a gentle voice.
So he approaches you slowly, calming you down.
He really tries to hide the fact that he feels guilty.
But you see right trough him, otherwise his apology would have felt like nothing.
You give him a hug as he tries to wipe ur tears away.
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Okay this is part 2 of
If only we could spend more time together,
Our beloved creator~
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Its been quite a while since your return to your own world. Its been nice being back with your friends and family (and not being hunted down) but for a while you stopped playing genshin.
Everyone on the tevyat had gotten used to it by now, you abandonned them, and they deserved it. They killed you and your friend. Or at least so they thought. But slowly you started missing playing the game, so you thought why not start again? I mean what harm could it cause?
And the people were overjoyed! Your divine gaze was watching them again! Usually you'd speak to them but you kept quiet. But you ofcourse didn't forget what they did. So instead of your sweet voice speaking about all it could think about. It turned cold and most of the time silent. It scared the acolythes to hear you warn them to not bring your there again. now ofcourse you didn't mean that but you didn't wanna feel the pain of being stabbed once again. But slowly with time you started to talk again (only to those who did not cause harm) (and yes reader used to speak to the characters about whatever your brain could think of) wich caused a little bit of rivalry between the people. I mean why would you not speak to the people you always had held so close?
One day your friend storms into your room with a beautiful letter in their hand, saying your name was on it. Wait why did you have a letter- why not sent a text. As you open it and read the letter
Hello divine creator
I know you wont forget all what we did, but we all miss ur beautiful voice blessing our ears when hearing it. Better said we miss all of you. We are begging for you to return and give us another chance to make things better and to face whatever punishment you have in mind. I did this without the others knowing of my actions so please do not punish them for my little stunt
-nahida
You look at the paper in horror. How did they do that. But hold up nahida did this? She didn't do anything? But that was also a problem. Even the people that didn't try and hunt you down, they did nothing to stop them. They just left you to rot alone. "(Nickname) whats with that look? Let me see that"
You see their expression change from happy to a one full of shock. "Y/n what are you gonna do with this" yet you did not hear this. What are you gonna do, do they have the power to forcefully get you there, what if you do go what would happen- "Y/N!" You snap out of your thoughts and see your friend. "What am i gonna do (friends name)?!" "Wait if they could hear my voice then i might be able to-
"y/n if they all hear your voice when speaking it would be impossible to speak in private with the person that wrote it"
Oh shit they were right. If they all heard your voice then how would you speak with nahida about the letter. "What if i went back in secret? Wait no then they could think im an imposter again"
"what if we change your look?"
"sounds good i guess but-"
You cut yourself off when seeing a green light appear in front of you.
They had to. The people were going crazy because of them not being spoken to. Or atleast the ones that were not spoken to. Nahida only tried doing the best for them and reach out to you.
You start walking backwards from the light until hearing Nahida's soft voice.
"Hello divine one, im so sorry for bothering you and i know you dont want anything to do with tevyat and the people that hurt you but ever since you only speak to the ones that didn't harm you its broke out in utter chaos between the people. Im only asking for your help this time and then you can go back. I promise we wont bother you after that".
You were in shock. Chaos? Because of you? You started to feel guilty because of it.
"i will fix what i cause and then get back, do we have a deal?". Your friend looks at you in shock. "Are you really gonna risk it?" You turn to your friend "if i truly caused that then it would also be my duty to solve it wouldnt it?" Your friends nods.
"Okay are you ready?"
"yes"
AAAAND THATS IT FOR THIS PART :D
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I love your writing so much!!!! Like everything always comes out so perfect and your Jack?? What I aim to write him like ;-; but nah, if you are taking lil writing requests (no pressure if you aren't) what do you think Jack be like with a more 'romantic' person? Like wanting to hold hands and cuddle (within reason-) and have cute dates and is just overall very heart eyes for him?
THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE SWEETEST!!! It makes me rly happy that I can give content, BUT YOU CAN WRITE HIM JUST AS GOOD IF NOT BETTER DW‼️ buuuut Jack x Romantic partner <3 alrighty alrighty!!! I dont write much for romantic n hut lets see >:)
•He isn’t very touchy, and you’d have to get past a very thick barrier to even remotely allow you, but after You did if you reached and held onto his hand (more Like fingers, big hand) he wouldn’t exactly hold it back but he wouldn’t shake you off!
•His bed at home would be HUGE honestly, and he gives me Princess and the pea vibes of knowing if anything was off (side note) but the cutest image of you shifting and spooning him (despite not being able to wrap your arms around him) makes me happy. He either just allows you to or he shifts and actually cuddles you back… depends on how sleepy he is 🤭
•He would’ve gotten used to you being overly touchy, so you would’ve desensitized him to it. He regularly, begrudgingly, allows you to sit on your lap while he’s at his office desk, a hand on the small of your back as he writes. A knock at the door and he’s pushing you off though, he cant be seen being soft!
•He does not like going out and going on dates, the public eye can see him and he has a reputation to uphold! But if you made him dinner, or breakfast in bed (stuff at home) he’ll accept it… But its a hard no for going out to eat.
•While you have heart eyes for him he Doesnt necessarily return the affections, if anything he does a little, but thats about it. He also doesnt understand why you do, but its none of his business to stop your adoration. Though this doesn’t mean he wont do minuscule things from time to time… even small bouts of considering you is his love language(?)
•Kisses are a very hit or miss. He only hums at small kisses on the cheeks from you, or gives you glances. Though he would willingly kiss you back given the right mood (or, like stated, if he was sleepy… morning and night kisses for the win). He just leans and softly kisses your head from time to time.
•Anything he’d do that would be rough would be to mostly catch you off guard, hoping to satisfy your romantic needs for a few hours so you simply left him alone. A hard kiss to the lips thats admittedly a little heated? He’s hoping to render you speechless just so he can go about his morning undisturbed (he doesn’t dislike your presence, but that isn’t to say he hates his alone time either).
Im so sorry my Jack is always so iffy with affection 😭 its just how I personally view him!! Trying to open up that avenue a lil bit more!! So I hope this satisfies!! ❤️❤️❤️
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TW: Smut. Language. 
SUMMARY: Your decision to flirt with Austin has consequences…
WORD COUNT: 1300
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helloo ik you’ve done stuff similar to this but i have a twist, so like reader did sth to drew and he’s like super mad at her and wont talk to her for the whole day. so its rounding night time and she gets into their bed and she tries to hug him but he acts like shes not even there. so she whispers (practically moans) in his ear like im sorry drew, ill let you do anything to me for you to forgive me, ill let u use me however. and he still doesn’t budge and as she rolls her eyes and turns he grabs her and it leads to rough sex
Whatever It Takes For You
It never took this much to garner his forgiveness. But then again, you'd never pushed him quite this far. Simply for the sake of a reaction, you had flirted with Austin a bit too far. His hands managing to learn the sway of your body in a way that Drew felt was reserved exclusively for him. To make matters worse, you would then proceed to tease your actual boyfriend as some form of consolation. This would only leave him half cocked and angry, prompting him to give you the silent treatment now as he turned away from your attempts from tonight. Even as you reached to hug him, peppering kisses down his shoulder and arm, he was completely stationary. Even though his skin chilled to your touch, it wasn't enough to leave him to respond. 
"I'm sorry, Drew...won't you kiss me goodnight?" You whined as you felt him clench beneath your arms as you draped yourself over his side. Yet, he remained still. 
"Please baby...I can't go to sleep without your kisses..." You continued to speak, needy and nearly whimpering. When words no longer held any effect, you slipped your hands down his arms and side before teasing the hem of his boxers. 
"I need you, Drew. I'd let you do anything you want....any position...any angle...however long...please just touch me..." You moaned as you now found the infantile game to be a means to alter your arousal. It was one thing to prove a point and play a game, but another to deprive someone. Which he had done the last week, unintentionally in majority due to work, but having made you act on such taunts to begin with. Due to this frustration, you rolled your eyes and shifted to try and gain some sleep, untouched and in need of that release you wouldn't get. 
"You think it's funny to make me THIS hard," His voice was hot against your ear, his words nearly spat as his hand came to your neck, pulling you against him enough to feel that strong erection pressing against your ass. 
"Think you can act like that and not have consequences?" He wouldn't allow you a response before you were forcefully removed from your shorts, his cock at your folds as he scoffed to how wet you already were for him. 
"Then you are in for a long night-" He explained while initiating that first thrust. One of his hands found the space between yours, pinning your hand into the sheets below with a grip as the second wrapped tighter around your neck. The beginning of breath play ensued just long enough to raise your pulse as he would retract and replay such pressure before ultimately returning to your ear. 
"This what you wanted all night baby? Wanted me to fuck you like this? At dinner? In the club? Right in front of Austin so he knew how you like to take it from behind?" With each question came a brutal thrust. No kindness or compassion as he continued. "Wanted him to know how you felt? How you sounded moaning? Answer me-" 
"I just missed you..." He slowed. 
"You missed me?" He seemed to consider your words. "You missed how soft my hands touch you? My lips kissing your skin?" He asked, producing the display of what he spoke as you nodded, basking in the return of his sweetness. 
"But you don't deserve that. You deserve to be fucked." You were held by the back of your neck, taken into a position to where you saw the passion behind his eyes, but remained with your back towards him. 
"You want to act like that...you're gonna be treated like that-" His fingers came to your clit, a contrast to the torture you were hinted at receiving. But with this as a result, you didn't dare question him in fear of having it retracted. Because of this, you simply produced a series of moans as your body climbed to that orgasm, him having allowed you to feel it, before setting you on your knees just before withdrawing his touch. 
"Drew!" 
"You're Not the only one who can play games baby, and you know I know just how to work that little clit..." 
"Please...I'm sorry!" 
"You will be. Now shut the fuck up and take my cock, just like you've wanted to all fucking day." He spat, pounding into you from behind, your hair wrapped in his hand as he pulled tighter with each thrust, until you were left looking at the ceiling. 
"He's not gonna help you now, baby..." He teased as you called for God, the only thing you were able to utter as he took you in swifter repetition. 
"Fuck! You feel so damn tight when you're edged...shit!" He grunted, your bodies having been well acquainted and stained with sweat as he replaced his cock cock his fingers, pumping into you as he pulled you to that edge. 
"You wanted to come baby? Then you're gonna squirt for me...come on. Come on!" He ordered, your body merciless to fight him as you found wave after wave of pleasure to leave you nearly catatonic. You weren't allowed a second's reprieve before feeling him back inside you again. You would fall forward in being spent, his hand collecting yours at your back as reins as you rode you to his own edge. 
"THIS what you want?" He asked, hand moving from your clit to your neck as he has continued to edge you for what seemed like an eternity. 
"Wanted me to come inside you? Forgive you for acting like that with my best friend?" 
"Yes!" 
"Then make me come. You want to show me how sorry you are. YOU make ME come. YOU do to the work-" He stopped all motions as you worked back into him. He would only last a few thrusts however before he had you on your back, dominance returned. 
"Fuck!" He choruses. 
"Next time you want to act like that and I'll fuck you in front of him. Just like this. And then I'll make you clean up the mess you make, like always, so he knows you're mine. Apparently something YOU need a reminder too as well." You nodded as he kissed you deeply. 
"You understand? Tell me." 
"I understand, Drew." 
"Yeah?" 
"Does she?" He asked, pointing to your sex. "Because she seems to be getting ready to come again, isn't she? I can fucking feel it!" 
"Yes Drew!" 
"Then fucking come. Come with me one last time. Because it will be a while until you will-" 
"DREW!" 
"Don't whine. Not like you already didn’t squirt. The sheets are covered in you..." He scoffed. "Just. Like. Me." And with this, he was given his release that ended in yours. Your eyes pulled to a roll as you collapsed into his arms. 
"I mean it. Pull that shit again and I'll do whatever it takes for you until you remember just who makes you come like this. So I hope you got it out of your system." 
"For now." He smacked your ass, kissing your cheek, and falling asleep in your arms. 
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swampgallows · 8 months
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hi lovelies. ive been a candy kid since 2004, but unfortunately i haven't been able to go to a rave since feb 2020, as i'm at high risk of severe disability or death if i were to catch the 'vid. in my 3+ years of isolation i've been churning out kandi but have no means of trading it. as you can see my chain of trades is practically full, now weighing almost 5 lbs.
if any of you are up to it, i would really, really love to trade via mail! back in the days of forums, mail trading was pretty common (kanditrade.net comes to mind), but it's been years since i last heard of anyone doing it, so im taking matters into my own hands!!
rules:
you must interact with me in some capacity (im not giving my info to a rando, sorry)
provide some kandi preferences! colors, animals, shapes, themes, etc.
you must be willing to give me a mailing address in the continental US to ship to (i might extend to non-USA if i wuv you lots n lots). please be sure this is a secure address that you regularly access; im not responsible for the package once it leaves my hands.
you must mail me kandi (or other creation) in return. this is a trade, not a giveaway.
when i send my half of the trade, you must send me your half of the trade within 30 days.
other info under cut ⤵
Q: what will i receive in my trade?
anywhere from 1-3 pieces of kandi, glowsticks, and maybe some other goodies (candy/cookies [dietary restrictions permitting], stickers, toys, mix CDs, etc.). your package will be shipped from california and comes from a non-smoking, drug-free home with a short-haired dog.
Q: what can i give you to trade?
kandi, of course! but if you don't make kandi then anything else you have created is welcomed. if you make music/mixes, please at least burn a cd!
kandi i like: singles! halloween colors (black/orange/purple/green), especially bright green. my raver name is rabbit, so i have a lot of kandi with bunnies on it. i also like monsters, stars, suns/moons, glow in the dark, food/fruits, and big chunky shapes.
kandi i do not like: cuffs/"epic"s, perler creations. these are very impressive, but as someone who wears kandi daily i will not be able to wear large pieces like these. also please no drug references or anything sexual.
no, only handmade items please. part of the importance of kandi is that it is a physical object that travels from my hands to yours: this is symbolized by the bridge of linked hands during a trade.
Q: can my half of the trade be digital/online instead?
Q: i can't get to the post office. how do i mail it?
the best way to mail something if you can't get to the post office is:
make an account at usps.com. it is free.
order small flat rate *padded* envelopes or boxes from usps. they are free. i suggest getting the small boxes as they're slightly cheaper to ship than the padded envelopes and you can fit bulkier items inside.
pay for your postage online via usps (click-n-ship). the flat rate boxes have set prices per size, so you wont need to weigh anything. all flat rate pricing is Priority Mail, meaning it comes with free package pickup, tracking, and 1-3 day delivery. if you don't have a printer, they will print you a label and mail it to you for $1.25.
arrange for the package to be picked up with your regular mail delivery. it is free. you will get pickup confirmation and tracking sent to your email.
Q: i want to trade! how do i contact you?
contact me through tumblr messages, discord (if you have me added), or send an email to my url at gmail. if you email me please be sure to include something about kandi in the subject line as well as your tumblr url!
Q. wtf is kandi?
raver friendship bracelets, basically. i've written a primer on kandi here!
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the-greasers-angel · 10 months
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“Please?” 
You walked slowly to your house as you saw the lights on “shit” you thought to yourself it wouldn't have been that big of a deal usually but it was two in the morning and you were a curtis sibling. 
When you saw the lights on you sighed already knowing that you have been caught, see you has a secret that nobody knew about which was you were dating somebody but not just anybody no it was a person in the gang. There was a reason why you didnt tell anybody and no it wasnt cause you were embarrassed of them god you didnt think you could be but you agreed not to say anything because you wanted to see how well you did without people were doing ( and because you have a feeling of how your brothers would react-) 
You took a deep breath as you opened the door to the house seeing Darry, Soda, Pony, And Johnny all awake. “Where the hell were you!?” Darry said as he got up from his chair looking at you “oh um i was at a friend's house” you said a little taken back “Uh huh and you didnt think to tell anybody? Seriously, what were you thinking y/n?” he said looking down at you
 “ I'm sorry alright it won't happen” you said trying to walk back to your room “ like hell it wont, besides who were you with anyways” he asked as everyone looked at you “ oh um angela’s house. “ 
“ No you werent i already called the shepherds and they said you werent there so i'm going to ask again where were you.” he saint your eyes widened a little as you looked away “ no where alright now im going to bed “ you said as you marched your way to your room closing and locking the door. Darry followed on you knocking on the door “Open up y/n now.” he said as he tried to open the door “ go to bed “ you said in return as he knew you werent gonna open the door mumbling words under his breath as he walked away. You laid on your bed almost instantly falling asleep.
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The next morning you woke up decently late as you yawned rubbing your eyes sitting up from your bed. You got dressed into a new pair of jeans and a tank top as you unlocked your door and walked out into the living room seeing the whole gang there. 
“ Well well well look who decided to join us “ dally said with a slight grin on his face as you rolled your eyes “ cut it out dal” you said with a yawn. “For the love of god tell me it wasent dally” darry said “hey!” dally said jokingly as you shook your head no “ No boss i wasent with the crime lord last night” you said as you walked into the kitchen and pored yourself a cup of juice. A couple minutes later steve walked into the kitchen looking around to make sure no one couple see as he kissed you gently “ mornin baby” he said quietly with a smile on his face. You gave him a smile in return “ hi baby, so i think its time we tell them that were together please” he looked at you a little confused for a moment “ dar caught me sneakin in last night’’ you said as he shook his head a little “ do you think its time?” he asked as you smiled softly nodding and grabbed his hand. Steve nodded as he lifted your hand up kissing it, letting go of his hand the two of you walked out into the living room where everybody was at “ Alright everybody i have an announcement “ you said as everybody looked at you “Me and steve are dating “ you said as you gently grabbed his hand. The gang was a little shocked at first but really excited and supportive in the end.
However that didnt stop darry and sodapop from giving steve the “ if you hurt them ill kill you “ talk
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irrigos · 10 months
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OKAY im gonna talk about the thing in mask of the rose thats been consuming my thoughts. For people who might know the scene I'm talking about, it's something Ivy tells you, and the game keeps giving you options to stop the conversation because it is, genuinely, pretty disturbing. its got horror elements that have been in FL before, but never in this particular way, and as i said in my last post, seeing the content warnings will probably give away the broad strokes. im gonna put them in the tags, and hopefully if you have them filtered, then you wont see this at all? idk. i genuinely am sorry if you see this and didnt want to, but i have things i wanted to say about it
okay so in mask of the rose, Ivy gets really into doing Hallowmas stuff, accepting peoples confessions and secrets, and occasionally doing stuff to their memories (i think there was something in Zubmariner where theres a port made up of peoples regrets?? it might be connected to that, but i never played zumbariner. it might also be something Midnighter adjacent. or it might be its own thing!! i just dont know)
Ivy can tell you about a confession she received, which is incredibly disturbing. To make it quick: a womans child died, and times being hard as they are, she ate it. But then David returned from the dead fully intact, and everyone learned that death isnt permanent. Ivy had to remove this womans memory of what she'd done
like i said, while FL as a franchise has included (maybe too much?) cannibalism, and certainly a decent amount of child death, it's never been... like this before. it was disturbing in a way nothing else ever had been in any of the games
...so is it bad to say that i kinda liked it?
cannibalism has come up in fallen london often, but its usually kind of flippant about it imo. like, it's a thing that debauched rich people do sometimes, or starving zailors do, or deranged cultsits do, but not people like US. random women in london dont get that desperate!!! until they do.
and when cannibalism appears in the games, its usually written so... idk distantly? that i really never feel much of anything for it, except almost bored. most of the time when it shows up, im like "wow cannibalism. again. how original 🙄 pretty sure thats the only horrific twist fbg even knows exists". i dont think it's bad, the way its usually written. it's not like i even WANT ever lurid detail, and i think it would be pretty bad for me and for the writers to do that. but the side effect is that, for me personally anyway, it never really has the weight i think they probably want it to
but in mask of the rose? its a visual novel, so youre not given that same kind of distance you get in fallen london. it affected me in a way that other, similar horrific moments very much did not. I mean, i played all of seeking and i just thought it was boring for the most part!!!!
i also think it really gets at the horror of "you cant die in the neath". i mean, this woman did something horrible and taboo out of desperation, and then had to learn that it was also entirely unnecessary. she could have just waited! how could she possibly live with herself, having done this? but also she cant die! what option is there for her, other than to excise the memory entirely?
and also i think it emphasizes why cannibalism would be especially taboo and especially horrific in the neath. if death is rarely permanent, i would think defiling someones corpse would be seen as especially abhorrent
anyway. it was a moment of pure horror and i kind of liked that it was in the game. its a little tonally out of step with the rest of motr, tho, lol. but it kinda makes me wish theyd leaned more in on the horror of the fall. you as the player character want for very little, because you always have food and a place to sleep, and the Masters are (allegedly) organizing and distributing resources. but also... i mean clearly thats not benefitting everyone, and i think thats genuinely really interesting
.......... although i sure would like it if i could stop thinking about that scene lol. the game kept being like "you dont have to read this" and i did not listen. ain't that just the way!!!!
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