#im tired what is this lmao

[sentientsky]

i know this has been discussed ad nauseam, but i'm doing research for a meta, and i'm slowly realizing that i will never ever be over the Good Omens Lockdown dialogue. especially that line towards the end (begins at the 02:50 minute mark):

Crowley: [...] You know, I could hunker down at your place; slither over and watch you eat cake. I could bring a bottle—a case—of something...drinkable?

first, the unabashed expression of a desire to be near Aziraphale is so rarely evident (i mean, we have 1967 and other instances, but in the case of '67, an outsider could more easily—i guess??—interpret offering him a lift home as an expression of gratitude for the holy water). so, to witness his clear, unveiled desire for comfort and closeness (and to literally just watch Aziraphale eat cake) demonstrates the interpersonal progress made in the time after Armageddon't; he's not concealing the offer behind some flimsily-constructed reason (e.g., "I just didn't want to see you embarrass yourself"). in fact, he's implying that they'd be spending long lengths of time together ("hunker down", "a case of something drinkable"). and then Aziraphale's response is also really interesting, and kind of exists as a microcosm of their whole push-and-pull dynamic that has existed for literally thousands of years (begins at the 02:59 minute mark):

Aziraphale: No, I—I—I—I’m afraid that would be breaking all the rules! Out of the question! I’ll see you… when… this is over?

i'm sorry, but the sheer nervousness???? the grasping for excuses??? they're gay disasters, ur honour. breaks my fucking heart </3 i love them both, but also OUGH. azi, why?!?

#good omens lockdown #idk what im saying here. literally just spitballing atp #i mean i get why azi went to that response but my heart also breaks for crowley and NOT because i project on to his character SHUT UP /lh #good omens meta #<- sure whatever #good omens #i can never think of a good way to end these #i'm rly tired if that counts as an excuse lmao #crowley #ineffable husbands #good omens 2 #aziracrow #aziraphale #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #david tennant #michael sheen #no nightinggales #ineffable divorce #good omens season 1 #final fifteen

[lighthouseas]

will sneaking mike in through his bedroom window so they can make out. and it's all well and good yk they're giggling and kissing but then hopper decides to check on will because it's like 11 pm and he's making so much noise and, in a bout of desperation whilst hopper is opening his door, will shoves mike off of his bed and onto the hardwood floor so hopper can't see him.

and like. hop knows INSTANTLY what's up (he already knows at this point that will and mike are dating) because will has a dopey lil smile on his face and a hickey forming on his neck and his clothes are all ruffled right. but hopper plays it off, asks will if he's okay, will says he is. alright then. hopper leaves. he knows mike is definitely somewhere in the house. probably with a forming bruise from the bump he heard.

unfortunately, will shoving mike off of the bed so abruptly did, in fact, give him a bump on his forehead, so he goes downstairs to get ice for it.

hop is downstairs, too, sipping coffee and watching as mike pulls a bag of peas from the freezer (mike doesn't notice him at first) and subsequently grumbles a, "hey, mike. fall off the bed again?" from the dining table. mike very nearly shits his pants.

(hop let's him stay, though, on the condition that there will be no "funny business".)

#this happened trust me i was the peas #idk what this is. im so tired guys lmao #im not rereading it but like theres probably grammatical mistakes its fine #can utlel im sick or ah #*nah #stranger things #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #jim hopper #st.txt

[volivolition]

positive reinforcement

HELLO PLEASE PLEASE VOTE FOR VOLITION IN @skills-bracket-2!! 7 HOURS LEFT!! WE CAN STILL DO THIS!!!

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #harrier du bois #harrykim #kimharry #disco elysium skills #disco elysium fanart #de volition #de interfacing #de electrochemistry #volition #interfacing #electrochemistry #voliart #okay this is my last propaganda for volition before the poll's done. did what i could. sorry if it was annoying. im. so tired hkjgh :') #hey look its my design for interfacing! you're not even seeing the important parts lmao mans got the wall-e drip. cool robot :3 #i'll be a little disappointed if voli loses but its okay. that just means he gets consolation kisses too. its okay... #my faves get knocked down to emmy and shiv... alas... but its not over til its over and we STILL GOT 7 HOURS SO VOLITIONSWEEP LETS GOOOOOOO

[rorywritesjunk]

No thoughts on my brain right now only him.

#not a fic #buggy the clown #lmao i almoat had a meltdown over my car tire having a leak #im fine but it wasnt what I wanted to deal with today

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masato arakawa #ryo aoki #snap sketches #AH jumpscare #i aint drawn aoki or masato (funny as hell i have to distinguish) in forever BYYYYYEE i miss him. i want him to be even more dead #my favorite genre of masato art is aoki killnig him so its my turn to do that. kinda. in spirit #Understandably its always aoki as the aggressor but i wanted to ask myself Can I Flip It #evidently aoki wasnt happy even with all of his power and all.. it makes me wonder how much his self hatred exists in aoki #A LOT EVIDENTLY LMAOOO but im having issues trying to articulate what i mean #aoki is very much a persona Fake Through And Through so sometimes i wonder if aoki ever gets tired of having to act all the time #he's on edge all the time and constantly trying to figure out how to use people instead of just. chilling LMAO GROW UP #he refuses to let himself be genuine and vulnerable with others yet at the same time he wants the love that comes with that #sure his new persona gives him the life he wanted but its gotta be wild to think 'people only like me for what i can do for them' #its hard to accurately describe what i was thinking while drawing these i just know i like rattling masato in a can #there's just so many layers to him it makes my brain itch SOOOO bad #having the love and sincerity he said he always wanted but not being able to see it because of his own self hatred... wild... #relatable... im gonna throw up... he still sucks tho lol...... #ok bye im gonna contemplate drawing something moody cause i guess it's a moody sunday idk sue me

[burgycreeper405-blog]

i'm so evil

#honestly_ it's 2am #idk what to caption besides that lmao #anywayways #iimam slepe now #after thr tags #burg art #inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity microphone #inanimate insanity taco #ii microphone #ii taco #obviously not a ship so do nottag as one #aight #im tired

[toasty-broski]

I’m finally okay with admitting this and I don’t care about the backlash this might get but I’m being so serious when I say that Castiel does nothing for me. He was good in seasons 4/5. Tolerable at best in seasons 6/7. They really amped up his storyline in season 8 but to be honest I cared more about Sam and Dean (obviously) than anything, and by the end of the season he just annoyed me. Season 9 was the confirmation I needed that I just did not like him 💀. He’s more annoying to me than likable and that just takes me out of the show a little bit and why I (sometimes) skip some parts that he’s in. (Like the whole storyline of him sleeping with the possessed angel woman while he was homeless, that just gave me weird vibes LMAO)(to be fair he didn’t know but it was just so fucking WEIRD).

I have a list of reasons why I don’t like him and why I probably never will but oh well.

#to be frank I’ve only seen seasons 1-9 #still got seasons 10-15 to go #maybe he will redeem himself lmao #I’m just so over the ‘he doesn’t know what he’s doing he’s just a baby’ shit #like how many times is he going to fuck everything up until he GETS IT #sam fucks up ONE time and everyone uses it against him but Castiel can fuck up multiple times in multiple seasons and it’s just okay? #im so tired #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #anti castiel #haha oops

[shadow-tism]

I will say as someone who absolutely experiences romantic attraction and is categorized as a hopeless romantic (Im a sucker for it):

I am so tired of people taking away the legitimacy of relationships (and love as a concept) that are not seeded in romantic intentions. I know this has been a huge debate but also, it affects things just in day to day life. Its ridiculous to me that I can’t tell my coworkers I love them without them thinking I am making a move on them or joking. Like no!!! You dealt with a difficult customer when you knew it was too much for me! I love you! Your favourite colour changes like a mood ring, I LOVE YOU!!!! Your favourite cookie is peanut butter so sometimes I will “accidentally” break a cookie when youre having a rough day and give it to you! I LOVE YOU!!!

Like we tell kids to not say I love you unless it means something special, but why does there have to be such an exclusivity to that???? Ya I loved my teachers growing up, I loved every friend I ever made, even the ones who wronged me. My heart is capable of so much but it is restricted by these stupid societal norms that make no sense.

#idk this is a weird rant #im just feeling it tonight folks #im also very tired #anyways if you read this #i love you #I love that you take up space and have a role in others lives #i love the way you can share memories #i love the way that you can create #and I hope you never stop #dip talks #platonic relationships are Important #romantic attraction #amatonormativity #romantic #what do I tag this as lmao #platonic

[personishfive]

in which family is complicated

#persona 3 #p3 #p3mc #femc #my art #makoto yuki #kotone shiomi #<- not my preferred names but. sure i guess #once again disclaimer that this is still mostly a p5 blog. i just wanted to draw smth simple and i had this sketched out lol #and i was tired of the april fools comic being the last thing i posted lmao #therell be more 5 stuff once i figure out which one i want to draw next <3 #(theres only so many jokergender comics i can post in a row before i think its probably a little much.heh.) #ok while im here. no more what ifs 'someone once said burn my dread babe' isnt that crazy. do you think theyd be friends #comics

[artemis-pendragon]

Something something Ed in purgatory shutting himself down when he started expressing sexual desire. something something shame and self hatred and denying yourself pleasure because you think you don't deserve it. something something queer trauma and sexuality and longing and purgatory where we can't quite live but we don't really want to die. something something the true self hidden under the societal shield we build to protect ourselves. Is that anything???

#im too tired to put this more succinctly but i think you gay tumbrlinas know what im on about lmao #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death #ofmd spoilers #blackbonnet #ed teach

[breadandblankets]

Thomas family dinners, everything from lazy meals on TV trays when everyone is too tired to cook to extended family meals for holidays, memories stocked to the brim with laughter filled kitchens and food made with love, dinners of hope and recovery and mourning and joy

duke who feels awkward and alone even surrounded by other bats because where is the warmth and love? duke who still now feels like an outsider because he is reminded that this is not his family, that his family may never come back

Thomas family dinners in the recovery process, the tentative poking around each other's new found traumas turning into a new familiarity, a new kind of living, a living that has his fellow ex robins and his parents and some of his fellow bats all milling around cups of kool aid in hand as his dad regals a gaggle of teens with his stories

a warm place where laughter echoes on the walls

home

#duke thomas #batfam #bread talk #idk what this is it's 30 to midnight im exhausted #However i am full of softness #my culture is a food culture #and to me feeding someone is the highest form of care and love #a lot of duke's appearances center around him feeling like he doesn't belong #and i want that wrapped up in my little bow #cause i don't think to him (or to me for that matter) that wayne family dinners would leave must room for feeling loved #maybe duke needs to just join the arrowfam lmao #anyway im tired take this

[gunsatthaphan]

so yes happy birthday to my bf of 4 years thanks for existing king 🥺🫶🏻

#khaotung thanawat #happy birthday #to my favorite boy #one of the 2 I have #jhgjjhdgkfd #also what a transformation?? #gif 1 and gif 8 are 2 different ppl you cant tell me otherwise #how????? #still thinking about fong and chon on a daily basis though :( #cant wait to see what he'll be up to next year 🥺 #also legit was sobbing last night over his mom's ig post #im not equipped for this #it was the sweetest thing literally #im also really tired lmao rip #but anyway cant wait for OF to ruin me again tomorrow :) #byeee #ds

[quinn-pop]

true love is when you get to be a little bit silly together

#it’s wednesday again you know what that means #happy cringe day wednesday #are you tired of me saying that #because you might wanna get used to it this is 90% of how i manage to post through my anxieties lol #yeah they’re married #anyway was planning on saving this for a bigger compilation but it seems easier to keep things cohesive this way #idk if anyone prefers bigger posts to this but uhh okay yeah im procrastinating posting a very subpar comic #ill spare the rant #metadede #kirbyposting #my art or something #meta knight #king dedede #kirby #firm believer in orbs are just round cats #i know he’s almost the only thing i draw im sorry but meta’s faces are SO fun to do lmao #also very particular about them so they can also be quite awful to do but #very fun

[mistykaru]

i got stuff from the csp asset store and i wanted to play with it so this is a mess but i did have fun and i kinda dig the vibes

#andreil #aftg #the foxhole court #all for the game #i just thought the lil computer window borders were so cute #also okay listen my vision: #lmao i just wrote college au and completely forgot the canon story is in college pls #but like alt where neil does the photos bc he gets a camera #art majors???? #idk what's going on my vision is gone i am blind now #it was like a we pass each other on campus and a double take with warning signs is happening #i just thought the warning signs looked kinda cool #i also wanted the wavey thing to be a heartbeat w a skippy in it but i didnt know how to make it look nice it wasn't cooperating #and honestly i was getting tired of trying to figure out what should go in the space #i am not an aesthetic person idk how people do the fancy lil edits all the time #i draw i dont do graphic design i dont have the frog within necessary #myart #anyway im running away now bc idk how i feel about this bye

[skunkes]

its getting hot again

#SAFE TO SAY MY HAIR GROWING JOURNEY IS OVER!!!! #I just need to find someone who will cut it....! i havent gotten it cut or trimmed or maintained since it was short. #idk who to go to #i also dont even know how shorter i want it or what i want it to look like #i like the way it looks rn (to an extent) but i dont like that its so long and i wake up sweating with it #and it feels horrendous when wet im so tired i hates it #talkys #a doodley #i say to an extent bc ngl i dont want to be one of those people with long long hair i dont want that association 😭 LMAO

[howlonomy]

A somewhat heavy question, but if Clover was the only one to come back how do they feel about that? More importantly how do they feel about Asgore? I'd imagine that they of all people want Asgore to answer for the others (especially given the likelihood that they... didn't give their SOULS willingly ( on that note how is Asgore not in prison))

survivors guilt baby!!!! of course they’re happy to be back (they didn’t really want to die in the first place, no matter how many times they said they wanted to) but they cant help but feel bad for the previous fallen kids. the whole reason they went down there was to save them, and clover was the only one that could come back. its not like it’s they’re fault, they didnt KNOW or ASK to come back, but they just cant help feeling guilty.

they’ll always feel a little bitter that asgore didnt get any repercussions for what he did. they could never interact with asgore without remembering. i think if they had a long, solid conversation, clover could understand asgore a bit more, but they would definitely think asgore a coward for everything.

#monster clover au #asked and answered #undertale yellow #asgore and clover would have an interesting dynamic but im. so tired rn so i cant properly think about what it might be #but its along the lines of ‘clover will always be a little snippy and glare at asgore if theyre in the same room’ LMAO #they would need a lot of nuance and thought in their dynamic and thoughts about each other #i think theres a lot here i just. dont know what it is #im not a very analytical person….. i apologize………….. #mcau lore