#it only exists in my head

[kyofsonder]

If anyone's curious, this is my overly specific Dungeon Meshi AMV idea. Spoilers ahead, this idea hinges on me having read the manga and supplemental materials.

The basis of this idea is Marcille. Specifically, her age. It's been canonically stated that she's 50 years old, and that -- in plain numbers -- this equates to her being about 5 years old compared to a human lifespan. However, it's also been shown that at age 13, Marcille was the size of and dressed like a 2-4 year old and was still drinking juice out of a sippy cup. I'd guess that this means age 50 is further from age 5, developmentally, and closer to early or mid teens. Early 20's at oldest.

This still means that Marcille is the youngest of the group (aside from Izutsumi), but it also means that she's a literal 13-18 year old kid. Which is a fact that can be analyzed for days -- how it influences Marcille's choices in canon, how it affects her relationships with other characters, how we view those choices and relationships through the lens of creatures with an 80-100 year maximum lifespan ourselves, etc -- but it also lends really well to a trend from when I, myself, was a teenager.

I can't make AMVs myself. I didn't have that skill then, I don't have it now. But I still think it would be hilarious if a Marcille "I'm Just a Kid" AMV existed. The irony of that song and the associations with isolation and lack of autonomy and the pressures of vying for justice and fairness in a world that thinks you shouldn't yet know the meaning of the word playing over a slideshow of her more impulsive/childish "I have made things significantly worse for everyone" decisions and highlighting how she's just a kid in the "doesn't know the consequences of her actions and doesn't care because she hasn't had the life experiences to examine things outside herself" way would be really fun right up until near the end when it shows some of her actual emotional reasoning and speeches and reminds the viewer that all the associations of the song do in fact apply to her and her story arc.

I distinctly remember at least 3 anime series with kids as protagonists/major characters that got the "I'm Just a Kid" AMV treatment. It was usually angst, sometimes comedy, always compelling. The one for Toboe from Wolf's Rain left a significant mental mark, and the ones I saw for Ed and Al from FMA/FMAB made a lot of sense, for example.

It would be funny and poignant and perfectly Marcille and I'm slightly frustrated that I can't make it exist. I don't even know where I'd start -- or who I'd ask to make it for me.

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #dungeon meshi meme #I wish I could make this real #but alas #it only exists in my head #the Marcille AMV #also yes this does show my own age #I'm turning 30 in a week #if you couldn't tell

[alexassanart]

favourite scenes from pacific rim 3 💙

#please don't look at me i spent WAY too much time on these...... #also really hoping i don't accidentally give anyone false hope since tragically pacrim 3 only exists in my head #you can definitely tell which scenes were drawn first lmao #because it started as just a fun exercise before spiraling out of control #anyway. enjoy i guess. don't look too closely #maybe you'll even be able to extract my post-uprising-fic-tropes-greatest-hits plot from these #pacific rim #newton geiszler #hermann gottlieb #newmann #my art #fanart

[inamagicalhallucination]

my favorite sskk trope is ppl like akutagawa’s acquaintances meeting atsushi and being flabbergasted that the sweetest, purest, softest, can do no wrong-est guy is with mr grumpy pants and no one believing akutagawa when he says that atsushi is actually feral

so essentially ppl having a very soft baby boy uwu perspective of atsushi just becuz he’s sweet and smiles a lot and so on 

but akutagawa obviously knows atsushi since theyre dating so he’s like ‘guys. guys no. guys yesterday i told him he should eat something other than chazuke and he tried to bite me. guys. guys please believe me.’

#first meetings are always funny no matter who is meeting #sskk #shin soukoku au #shin soukoku #shin soukoku headcanon #this trope only exists in my head btw #i havent actually seen it in fics #Akutagawa #bsd akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bungo stray dogs akutagawa #akutagawa x atsushi #atsushi nakajima #akuatsu #bungou stray dogs atsushi #atsushi nakajima bsd #nakajima atsushi #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd atsushi

[souldagger]

anyway. a couple nonbinary actors of colour off the top of my head who i would've loved to see as murderbot :)

(indya moore / janelle monae / vico ortiz / sara ramirez / aya furukawa / amandla stenberg)

#indya moore murderbot that only exists i n my head you'll always be famous #.txt #murderbot

[whumpsoda]

I. I love vampire hunters turned thralls. Brainwashed into adoring little pets to creatures of which they once chased down with the goal of killing… UGH just someone who used to hate the thing they now address as master… bonus points if they get their memories erased and have no memory of their hunter past :3

#Just #Brainwashed vampire hunters #I actually outlined like half a whole story basically just this #will I ever write it? #ugh #probably not #I wish #Maybe one day… #It would’ve been so good guys I swear #Sorry it only exists in my head #Pet whump #vampire whump #vampire hunter #whump #whump prompt #I think #prompt #brainwashing #brainwashing whump #thrall whumpee #whump scenario

[ebysse]

snape celebration 2023 week 3 - “the spy”

occlumency, before meeting the dark lord.

#*slaps roof of snape* this bad boy can hold so much trauma in him! #the way i approach comics is kinda like frames of an animation..for better or for worse #ahhhh i do wish i could animate..all the snape scenes in my head #this thing took 2 weeks of redraws…..forcing myself to post it and move on TT.TT #if only i could will art into existence purely from thought! #i do love drawing hands though… #mine #severus snape #hp fanart #snape #snapecelebration2023 #occlumency

[andruillus]

healthy and rosy meg and 'came back wrong' meg. it's been a while since i've done some re-animator fanart but i still love my number one girl

#i can still get her likeness sorta right. barbara crampton has a beautiful gorgerous face #anyways there's a long au that exists only in my head where the serum works and her dan and herbert become the weirdest trio #reanimator #fanart #horror movie fanart #barbara crampton #meg halsey #blood cw #injuries cw

[uncanny-tranny]

The thing that gets me about history and humanity is that you never know what is immortalized, and the things that will be immortalized are things you would never think.

I saw a person sharing a new tattoo, and it was one of Onfim's drawings. A boy who lived so long ago he is barely a blip now, but his drawings meant so much to people that somebody is now permanently marked in their skin with one of those drawings. Do you ever look at the things you make and just sit there and wonder if this is the thing that future people look at? Do you ever look at your art, your writing, your schoolwork, or anything that is yours and just wonder who will find it, who will fall in love with a piece of your humanity and become overwhelmed with emotion over? It's not unlikely. It's not totally unlikely that somebody will find a piece of you in the distant future and devoid of any other context of who you were will still love you because you were here. You were here, and you are still here, even hundreds or thousands of years later. Treat yourself with the same love that so many have for dear Onfim.

#positivity #gentle reminders #if anybody has ancient children's drawings beside onfim let me know they melt my heart #i have always wanted a tattoo of that kind of thing too and i want ideas #see if archeologists dig me up or whomever else they won't find significant tattoos or other things. they will see i have loss.jpeg on me #and i think that's just as important. these people must know that people are silly and weird and don't make sense and that's IMPORTANT #i'm just. so obsessed with this because it's instantly humanizing #what little child hasn't drawn humans with twelve fingers per hand #or those kids drawings where it's only a torso/head conglomerate with stick legs and hands #i just really lived seeing how their tattoo turned out because i wasn't sure if it would look good in ink and skin #i feel the same way about archiving the internet. i was looking for the written crochet pattern for something #and the person who wrote and created it passed away and their blog has been scrubbed #their blog only exists on the archives. their pattern is only accessible on youtube because somebody made a video tutorial with the pattern #it's an eerie feeling. they've been gone for two years but their blog has been tethered by the wayback machine

[haunted-xander]

kh2 except Sora & Riku stay on the islands and go to a school post-game and also this happens bc I think it's funny

#'why is quistis here' BECAUSE in MY head the remaining main casts of any ff game that has any rep in kh #exists somewhere in that universe theyre just doing stuff off-screen bc they arent involved with Plot #quistis is the student council president at the school on destiny island i have decided #riku #soriku #tidus #selphie tilmitt #wakka #quistis trepe #and the top of kairis head but that doesnt warrant a tag #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts 2 #the only real reason this is specifically kh2 is bc i wanted to draw long-hair riku lol #kh #kh2 #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

If it's not too much trouble could you show us some of your sketches of Barnaby and Wally cuddling/ hugging? The way you draw them injects serotonin directly into my blood stream 🫶🏽 👉🏽👈🏽

Have a nice day/night btw!

im not sure if there's anything leftover that i haven't already posted & isn't too dated for me to handle... but actually hold on lemme look through my scribble pages. there might be something hiding in the back

AHA! mostly au scribbles but here they are!

#the top two are from a fic that exists only in my head and as a partial outline. the rest are au. obviously lmao #the second one is a bit old. so is the dragon one. and the human one #the first is the freshest! #most of my Them scribbles have been posted either in groups or with other stuff... #i havent drawn them being cute in a while. i should do that #rambles from the bog #scribble salad #Thank You! have a nice day/night as well! i hope you enjoy these little doodles!

[saturniade]

me when in... the toy... store?

#toy story #woody pride #buzz lightyear #jessie toy story #prideyear #(WILDEST pairing name good for them!!!) #doods #yoo my post #fun fact i almost only did the various buzzwoody doodles and then a small voice in my head told me it doesnt pass the bechdel test #so thats half a reason i added the dnd girls. but also! i like the idea of ttrpg existing in toy story universe SO MUCH!!! #had to draw it as who else would... but man. my neck hurts. i havent drawn digitally in so long lol

[dontbelasagnax]

Coruscant Ballet presents Romeo and Julien--a critically acclaimed, passionate retelling of Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet with some twists--returning this season by high demand. Equally joyous and poignant in its queerness, Romeo and Julien tells the story of two young men from families that would rather think their sons dead than accept their love. Obi-Wan Kenobi and Cody Fett have captured our hearts with their evocative performance full to the brim with yearning and a love so deep that you'll feel it from the balcony seats. Mace Windu takes Prokofiev's score and gives the haunting despair hope. Combined with Shaak Ti's inspirationally beautiful and tender choreography that simultaneously challenges and subverts the standards of masculine and feminine roles in ballet, this is a production you don't want to miss.

@codywanweek day 3: dancer au

[prints available!]

#codywan #star wars fanart #my art #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #codywan week 2023 #went back to my ballet roots for this one!! #i have soooo many thoughts about this au #it's so juicy to me #this is supposed to be a promo post for the ballet btw #some poor social media manager is fielding homophobic comments while everyone else is vibing and excited #i want to watch this balcony pas de deux SO badly but i can't because the choreography only exists in my head aaargh

[night-triumphantt]

I,,,, have @infamous-if brain rot so I threw another blorbo in there

Edit: here have some close ups bc tumblr destroyed the quality tf

#she’s here to vibe and romance august probably lmao #infamous if #oc: Dina #my art #triumphantt art #shes been floating around in my head for months and I decided she and karima would be besties yak #yk* not in infamous world #or maybe she can just drag karima w her fjdmfndk #karima exists in music au which is really only 2 steps away if u think ab it #don’t look too hard at the words #or do but if u do u have to be nice lolll #Dina is actually cool and not secretly a clown #unlike Nikki #fhdjfhdjdjd

[birddcandle]

pov your name is pathoslair

for @lunarcrown and @aquaquadrant ‘s Hels To Pay AU!!

#my art #hels to pay au #htp art #bdoubleo100 #sorta #dbouble1011 #dbubs #I saw this post and immediately thought dbubs it’s so him coded #I wasn’t sure what colour his mossy cloak was so I just made it red to match the nylium on the jungle floor #please ignore the terribly drawn horse and crastle i’m only good at drawing people LMAO #I also usually draw bdubs with uppity straight hair and azaleas on his cloak so naturally dbubs has curly down hair and mushrooms on his #in my head dbubs and bdubs would actually get along super well #it would be so cute for bdubs to show dbubs that everything he imagined actually DOES exist and is beautiful #I love you dbubs you are so special to me

[dykeofcornwall]

#othello #twelfth night #a midsummer night's dream #two gentlemen of verona #the winters tale #romeo and juliet #merchant of venice #king lear #technically wlw regan and cornwall doesn't only exist in my head butchhamlet did write that and it fucks #but wow do a lot of the best plays only have women who are related

[front-facing-pokemon]

#MR FUCKIN PLANES HIMSELF FROM GTI!!!! OUR BEST FRIEND #emolga #i dunno if anyone is gonna get that reference but this one time i saw like. a paradise crew askblog on here randomly and the post i happene #to see was someone asking emolga what thing he thought was coolest to hear about from the human world. and he said like #fuckin planes dude how do they work #and i thought that was the most emolga quote ever and i loved it. and it's been bouncing around in my head ever since even though #i don't even know who wrote it. i dunno the askblog or if it even exists anymore #but either way. this is still like the only pmd character with a canon blush sprite besides watchog i think from psmd #everyone knows he eventually rejects virizion for dunsparce. his very obvious crush on dunsparce throughout the whole game #i have so many thoughts about gti it really is the best pmd game. in some senses. gti and also eotds and also smd are all my favorite pmds #that's three out of four of them and no i am not cheating