#it really did hit me

[buttercupbuck]

does anyone remember that time when carla told eddie to make sure he was following his heart and then he got shot in front of buck and reached out for him as he bled out in the middle of the street? and like…how he kind of woke up from a coma and heard buck say how he wished he’d been shot instead and needed so badly for buck to know how loved (to the core) he was? because what the fuck was that shit

#last night’s episode is truly making me go through a spiral of buddie’s best hits and jfc #they really did ALL of that #buddie

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#selfie bee #me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails #i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade #FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!! #did you have a lot of snow on christmas! #we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c: #do you have any plans for the new year? #i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun #this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ヽ(´∇｀)ﾉ #I would also love to learn how to make a handstand #imagine if you could just make yourself upside down #but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either #but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( ᐛ ) #maybe I'll finally finish that website! #new years are good and fun #it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :) #who knows what this year will bring! #I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car #I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact #I wonder how he is doing today #since that moment I think about pheasants a lot #I knew they were real but I had never seen one #just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling #right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet #get dry soon pheasants!! #I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either #I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts #also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅ #I've finished it and its really really bad #but I love it

[hychlorions]

a what-if i've been thinking about for forever... trucy knowing the truth before anyone could tell her

#trucy wright #apollo justice #ace attorney #.png #ough ough ough how many times has she helped 'ruin' someone's life... #like what if when she was so desperate to help phoenix get acquitted she gets hit in the face with the realization that #she might just be ruining her new-found brother's life too #so yeah. how would she even bring that up #haha hey polly. remember that time i handed you fake evidence. well did you know i saw your bracelet and remembered my mom had one too. fun #by the way did you know she told me she had two and gave one to her first-born who she lost a long time ago #like do we know how much trucy remembers about their mom. no! that's why i think this could work #ough i've wanted to make this comic for so long but i never knew how to format it #well i drew the first panel as warm-up and then was like. why not go all the way.... #that way i'd be forced to really think about composition

[vroomvroomwee]

Who was gonna tell me that sitting down on a cold hard floor alone in a room barely illuminated with only a small lamp light in the dead of night, hugging your knees while putting the same song on loop to play over and over and over again as you close your eyes and start rocking side to side softly and slowly for 30 minutes FELT SO GOOOD??

#ive never felt more fresh #i honestly teared up a bit #because i felt myself relax #i dont think i remember ghe last time i did that #god the feeling hit me like a train #stimming #is this stimming? #i think i should really get that diagnosis #autism #adhd #audhd #actually audhd #audhd things #neurodivergence #neurodivergent #neurodiversity

[arunneronthird]

i survived thanks to your mercy

#hmm i have no idea what i did but i think it looks rather nice #i wanted to draw this scene so desperately #the despair really hit me #one piece #roronoa zoro #my art

[seaweedraindraws]

I was saving this for my fanfic but I liked the idea so much I had to draw it!

Bonus:

Here is a link to the fic this scene is from! (Only chapter 1 is up, so this scene has not yet happened)

#cherrisnake #cherri bomb #sir pentious #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel comic #So this is a headcanon I've had in mind for a while now! I don't know if anyone else has pointed it out yet #but when I was doing research I never saw anyone mention the term Good Egg #which apparently came from the 1800s #and I thought it only made sense that if he did have some son then he'd have considered that kid a Good Egg #and therefore Eggs have a greater meaning in his life #having probably said that term so often when he was living #I really do like the idea of having the Egg Boiz be like his own children in some way #And the realization hitting Cherri that she'd just been breaking them because they were just his inventions just mmmh #the angst #me sleeping well tonight knowing I made this somewhat sad comic

[shkika]

uh oh pebbles..

the sillies

#rainworld #rain world #seven red suns #five pebbles #rw five pebbles #rw srs #iterators #my art #rw sunstone #huehue #took me long enough! #sunstone content as promised #theyre not my fave otp but i think theyre really neat #and this idea did hit me in the head #btw i hc suns colony to be VERY religious #so they are a liittle over the top

[tizzymcwizzy]

I MADE A ZINE FOR ONE OF MY FINAL PROJECTS!! man this took me a long ass time,, but it's done!!!!

this story is based on a memory from my senior year of highschool, where during the second to last art club of the year i played my friend's violin after not playing the instrument for around 4 years

#the actual events of this memory are much funnier than the comic tbh #in reality i was improvising and my art teacher was like ''that sounds like top gun'' #so i ended up spending the rest of art club trying to sight read the intro to the top gun theme #only after going home and reflecting did the impact of playing it again really hit me #i drew these thumbnails that day and hadn't touched them until this assignment #so tada! #my art #artists on tumblr #zine #play again #comic #if you saw a previous version of this post that was missing a page NO YOU DIDN'T #gkjgfjgkgfftgkddkfjtd

[aurosoulart]

Mostly, I want to be kind. (x)

#mary oliver #art #digital art #mandala #artists on tumblr #celestial #sun #landscape art #oh mary oliver's dogfish we're really in it now #i started this in january and only just now finished #poems rarely hit me but this one did so hard that i had to make an art about it #i'll upload the textless version later as a print #idk if anyone would want prints with the text on #this was really just for me

[stardustdiiving]

HI… I MADE A GENSHIN QUIZ… You guys should take it and tell me what you got

#Genshin #fern.txt #quizzes #SORRY THE ANSWERS ARE WORDY IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE #let me know if it’s accurate it’s kind of hit and miss but I’m #forcing myself not to nitpick it more #it is really hard to articulate the vibes of each vision I had like every genshin characters tab open to study their vision stories #and then there’s always that one guy who makes me have to reword how to describe the element SMH #(i actually did most of it last year but revamped it) #fandomferns

[arseniy-arsenicum33]

DocM77 with a new Hermit!

Docm77 wouldn't just spread lies on the internet... They are gonna be best buds!

#hermitblr #hermitcraft #docm77 #hero forge #Snoop Dogg I guess #I am so hyped for season 10! #I know this is a joke #BUT COULD YOU IMAGINE #Doc is gonna show anvil cannon to his new friend... #I was working on something else #this idea hit me like a truck #Am I really going to spent all night sculpting Snoop Dogg for this stupid joke? #and the answer was yes #I very much did exactly that #At least Doc model was already prepared...

[adm-starblitzsteel-4305]

Godzilla and Kong when Mothra shows up

#OH I DID REMEMBER WATCHING SUPER MARIO BROS. MOVIE 1 YEAR AGO #THAT WAS QUITE FUN #AND BOWSER IS A ONE OF A HECKUVA COOL VILLAIN #AND MY STUPID BRAIN PROCESSING ABOUT GODZILLA SINGING “MOTHRA” AND I WAS LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF #THIS MEME REALLY HIT ME SO HARD #godzilla #mothra #kong #kaiju #monsterverse #godzilla x kong: the new empire #gxk #meme #godzilla memes #shitpost #silly shitpost #reference: super mario bros movie

[xenturyn]

old habits die hard...?

based on An's line about how she sometimes mistakenly says Welcome even though she's at school

#ryn art #prsk fa #project sekai #pjsekai #anhane #i hope its clear that this is an Telling kohane about the times she did this #shiraishi an #azusawa kohane #hitting me that ive never really posted this??? #its an oldie back from 2021 WHEWWWW

[mewtwo24]

I finally finished reading the fourth volume of svsss in full, and thing is--the first time through I only read the bingqiu content because I was ravenous for more of their happy ending.

Turns out that was a perilous mistake.

Because I started reading the airplane extras. And I swear to god. MXTX is trying to kill me

What do you MEAN demon lord Binghe was sitting on his big fucking throne. All stoic and forbidding. Surrounded by his demon generals who don't know shit about human courtship. Asking them what he should do, fully demoralized by constant rejections from sqq, only to have airplane tell him to act more pathetic and needy. Which is already hysterically funny and insane, UNTIL LBH'S RESPONSE IS THIS, KILLING ME INSTANTLY:

LUO BINGHE. WHY DOES HE SAY IT LIKE: "I already tried that, didn't work--nothing works :/ not mean, not maidenly, not housewife, not spicy, not capable disciple. Is doubling down on clingy really all it will take? What's a born hater with only one love in his life to do????"

The dichotomy of him sitting there like 'how can I reach the unfathomable depths of shizun's heart?' A HEART HE'S ALREADY WON OVER, MIND and then in the Holy Mausoleum solving the puzzle without blinking and being like 'oh yeah you just have to hit the acupoints, no sweat.' Literally the comedy writes itself I'm so--

How am I supposed to be normal about this. MXTX understands the juicy quintessential queer joy of a person with the world's power at their fingertips wishing only for love. Willing to do anything to earn that love, when unbeknownst to them it's already been freely given. Totally not screaming and yelling and clawing at the walls

And that's not even touching airplane's uproarious account of events. The way he's like 'lol what's next, lbh and sqq are best friends now? smfh' only to see lbh TACKLE SQQ LOVINGLY. FOR SQQ TO BE BASHFUL ABOUT IT BUT SO SO FOND OF THE LITTLE SCAMP. This when we've been experiencing sqq's constant inner monologue of 'I'm so cool and so dignified about my role, truly the epitome of propriety and poser-level fortitude.' Meanwhile, in their universe:

Airplane constantly flaming???? Sqq and lbh in his observations????? His absolute bewilderment and confusion????? Legendary. No notes every single second of this shit was hilarious.

Airplane's comment that sqq + older adolescent lbh traveling together was just watching a couple in their honeymoon phase. OR the fact that lbh is exceedingly petty and refuses to share their food in the wake of airplane's interruption of their time together, until sqq relents sheepishly and insists airplane eat what's left (ONLY AFTER PLACATING LBH WITH MORE FOOD FROM HIS PLATE, SOBBING)

Watching airplane salivate over Mobei-Jun and acting like that's totally normal behavior. Finding out mbj and airplane got together first. Finding out sqq encouraged airplane. LIKE THIS. WHILE HE IS STILL IN DENIAL ABOUT HIS OWN FEELINGS:

Mobei-jun clearly thinking their arrangement is a forever thing, heartbroken his human abandoned him with all the hapless fury of a scorned wife swept away by false promises of fidelity. Airplane writing demons to be the type to beat up their crush lovingly and still unable to connect the dots about mbj's feelings. Mbj letting him go and respecting his wishes, only relenting when there's indication airplane was poorly processing his own feelings and didn't actually want to leave. Mbj caring for him and listening to him as soon as airplane voices what he needs directly and with clarity. None of these gays are functional and it's everything to me

Unrelated, but I physically can't hold this information in anymore:

I'm still reeling from younger lbh having his sexual awakening from the image of sqq wrapped in the immortal binding cables. Condemn me as you like he was so, so real for that.

And no I will not be taking any comments about how luo bingge couldn't bear to see luo binghe cherished in ways he never got to have and all the haunting implications of that. I will also not be taking any comments about luo binghe's instinct to look for sqq in that alternate universe, only to be shaken to the very core to be unable to find his shizun anywhere. The unspeakable and latent horror of his relentless mind likely piecing together what happened, but unable to say it; to suspect what is true, and live with the harrowing confusion of his double's actions. To blame himself, to assume that he had let his anger get the better of him in that world and result in unspeakable folly...

I also refuse to talk about how heartrending it is to hear Tianlang-jun weakly say "In the end, I really can't bring myself to hate humans." The implication that the foolishness of that hope and bright-eyed fondness--the very thing that put him through such unspeakable agony--couldn't be beaten out of him entirely. To discover that his faith in Su Xiyan hadn't been misplaced, to the contrary: his beloved hadn't scorned him at all, but rather fought to the miserable end to protect the fruition of their genuine feelings of love when she couldn't protect tlj or herself.

How MXTX has sqq deliberately draw parallels between their situation and that of ygy+sj and tlj+sx; desperately wishing it might not be too late for them. The concept of breaking cycles of abuse and harm pervasive throughout the newly devised story, how it evolves for the better only when love takes the place of power, pride, and domination. How the moment sqq chooses vulnerability instead of saving face, the genre shifts to the so-called "cringe" girly genre where most if not every character is more fulfilled, more true to themselves. How the "male-oriented" former genre was aimlessly sensationalized and sexualized, how it was a sustained performance of aspirational toxic masculinity. How men objectify other men without end. All of the unspoken gendered implications that come with that.

Anyways. Going to go put my head in a sandbox and try to process everything I just witnessed because even a second reading is not enough to find a modicum of closure.

#svsss #bingqiu #moshang #i swear to god this series is just 'gay man who doesn't know shit inflicting his delusional reality on everyone else and inciting chaos' #and literally it's slapstick levels of hilarious every single time; mxtx never change #also i fully agree that we did not get NEARLY enough mobei-jun and sqh/airplane content #the amount of mental illness to mental illness communication going on there was astonishing #mobei-jun being afraid of his uncle and bringing sqh because that's the only person he trusts fully (WAILING NOISES) #sqh having a tantrum but running away because for the first time he was honest about his needs + his dissatisfaction with catering to other #how that reflects his narrative compulsions and how he felt forced to warp more creative story paths for the sake of survival as a writer #how sqq's restoration of much of his original intent--as well as mobei-jun's acceptance of his needs--helps airplane begin to heal #how his happiness begins; how just like sqq he wanders in such confusion and denial before he's forced to realize what truly matters to him #SHREK VOICE: STORIES HAVE. L A Y E R S #it feels like modern day shakespeare and when i say that i don't mean it in a hollow elevating sense i mean it more like #mxtx just hits that perfect balance of poignance but also hilarious concentric circles of botched communication and brainworms #okay but real talk for a minute? .........;-; #the way lbh constantly struggles with such a crushing feeling that he'll be abandoned over any little mishap/thing/problem #really hit me where it hurts??? if only because its so clearly an anxiety that stems from original goods' upbringing #the way it becomes even more heartrending when you think back to all the sect leaders clamoring that he should have been killed as an infan #that he should have been aborted as a fetus--insisting right in front of him that his birth was a mistake and a disgrace #over having demon blood in his veins. like my god that scene is so viscerally upsetting i struggle to read it #the way its so easy to see the demons as a manifestation of otherness in precipitated form #how both sqq and sqh are influenced by human rhetoric without evening meaning to--assuming the worst against their better judgment #how both sqq and sqh both struggle with their own otherness in different ways and only find solace when they begin to accept who they are #how their lovers (lbh and mbj respectively) both are willing to navigate those confusing waters with them #how both demons love them as they are--accept them as they are despite how difficult forgiveness of perceived betrayal is for them #ty mxtx for changing my brain chemistry #as i get older i have such a fondness for the messiness of thematic queer self-discovery and growth into self-acceptance #that and how youth can so easily be defined by perfectionistic self-harm and the violence of repression

[khaopybara]

We've been talking for so long, yet I still have no clue who you are.

If I tell Sun that I'm actually Earth, she would be disappointed that I'm not a guy like she thought I was.

23.5 Degree the World Incline GMMTV 2023 Trailer | 23.5 Degree the World Incline Official Trailer

#23.5 #23.5 degrees #23 point 5 #23.5 the series #milklove #milk pansa #love pattranite #thai gl #gmmtv gl #did you know that the plot of 23.5 is them texting each other when sun doesn't know ongsa is earth? #it's not just cutesy fluff we have a goal here people #but honestly when i watched the og trailer i was very unfamiliar with the thai language and how it sounds #but love's intonation at the are you hitting on me stuck in my head it's just so cute #hence why when they repeated it in the official trailer it made my heart really happy #th: 23 point 5

[givemeureyes]

succession is fun because no one is going to break the cycle of abuse and you know this and yet you still tune in every week hoping they will break the cycle of abuse

#and every week that hope dies a little bit #this ep solidified it for me idk #it just really hit me that like oh fuck there’s no happy ending for any of them #they will die cold and lonely and miserable in shoes too big for them sitting on a throne made of lies #just like logan did #succession #succession s4 #connor roy #kendall roy #shiv roy #shiobhan roy #roman roy #logan roy