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#jason carver x reader
nouearth · 8 months
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a summer phase.
jason carver x male reader.
summary: jason keeps telling himself that it's just a phase, yet it's become a weekly routine to spend the evening with you.
wc: 1.5k. warnings: explicit smut, kinda angst, handjob (r!giving, jason!giving), lots of kissing, mutual masturbation, closeted!jason, hurt!reader, internalized homophobia.
a/n: hi, hi! just a short little fic because i wanted to write jason, and i swear, we need more smut with him, haha. this kinda turned out sadder than i thought, but i do plan on making a second part to include a jealous!jason when reader is takling to eddie! i haven't been active as much and i apologize, but i hope everyone is doing great!
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A gentle breeze blew in from the open window and the wind chimes gently sang from the floor below, joining two spirits that had been sharing warm pants with one another, evoking moans from another. The golden evening had settled in the background and silhouetted the writhing bodies into dark shadows. Droplets of sweat had caught onto the glimpse of fading sun, allowing Jason to memorize the detail of your body before dusk conquered his room.
The muscles that tensed when he squeezed harder around your cock, the squirms that caused the creaking of his bed when he fondled your balls, the gulps that failed to bury moans when he leaned in and kissed at your throat; you followed Jason’s lead into dusk, mirroring his actions to his own cock as he worshipped you and your presence until you were his prayer, his promise, to the kingdom of heaven.
“I’m close…” You panted into the open-mouthed kiss, legs tangled into his as both of your bodies reflected off of each other, sitting straight. Your thighs had sat sticky on his muscular pair and you can feel him tense when your rhythm quickens, your fist tightening to press the pulsing veins into his sprouted cock.
“Me too…” Jason sputtered, leaning his forehead against yours and placed a tightening hold on the back of your neck to hold you close. He held the languidness of your gaze past the heaviness of his own lids, and a terrible guilt he crept up on him because he was terribly enraptured by the effect he had on you, by the effect you had on him. He’d seen you in this state so often, even the darkness couldn’t have hidden the explosion of stars in your eyes.
It was wrong.
He pulled you forward to explore the inside of your mouth, stroking your cock at a pace you couldn’t have possibly kept up with. His tongue mined for a taste of you. Moans unfurled when the fruity cereal that you both had shared earlier spread onto his wet flesh and Jason kept exploring, kissing, moaning, tasting, until he captured the sound of your rapture and swallowed it in heavy pride, pushing down the thoughts that had been condemning him for his sins.
Your hips buckled, releasing your fist around Jason’s cock, and you came undone in several thick ropes. “Fuck—“ Your chest rose and your stomach sank as Jason’s strokes aided every second of the unimaginable pleasure, drawing you out until you were empty before him. The cum splattered onto his broad chest, dripped heavily down his toned stomach, and he reused the warm seed that gathered on his fist to lube his own cock and fuck into his fist after.
“Open your mouth—“ He rose onto his knees, breath hitching and chest rising, while there was enough light in the room for you to carefully maneuver yourself under Jason’s legs. You leaned back onto your elbows, legs sprawled, and pushed your tongue out once you tilted your head back. Droplets of your own cum dripped from his lubed erection and onto your face from the quick, yet clumsy rhythm of his strokes, but you didn’t feel stained until he neared his cock closer to your face. The strong muscles in his thighs kept him balanced on the bed and your pants began to quicken again, joining him in anticipation of his arrival to a delirious state of mind, and welcoming him with an open mouth once he comes. “Baby, I’m going to—“
Before he could finish his warning, your cheek was hit with a heavy splat, then your forehead, then on your hair, and then the centre of your face. “Fuck, Jason—“ For a basketball player, his aim was horrible, and you couldn’t help but stifle a chuckle as you kept your head tilted back, providing him a canvas for him to paint white on. You took all of the remaining thick cum in pride, replacing his hand with yours to stroke him through the shower Jason had continue to cover your face and body with.
The cum sat thick and heavy on your skin, and you basked yourself in the weight of it, sighing when you flattened yourself on the bed. Jason joined you seconds after grabbing a spare towel off his chair, groaning by your side when his sheets pressed uncomfortably wet onto his back. Doting wipes pressed to your face, then your body as he cleansed you with a gentleness that could soothe you to sleep. Though, you were only kept awake because of Jason. His lips attached to yours quickly after, and you kissed back languidly, tracing the curl of his smile with sweet chaste. He pulled away sighing and shared one last gaze that rendered every meaning of ‘beautiful’ useless until you perfectly defined it with the reserve of your smile.
There was a silence after. It thickened the sudden tension in the air, and even though the night had blinded you, you could see the parting of Jason’s lips when you turned your head to face him when he joined you by your side. The dim light from the window had highlighted the contemplative look on his face, and your heart sank to the pit of your stomach. 
You already knew what he was about to tell you. The regret in the tremor of his voice was profound, even with the slightest croak, and you immediately turned your head the other way when you felt your eyes sting.
“I-uh… I’ll get going now.” It was a routine at this point. You and him did stuff, and he apologetically shooed you out before anyone could see him with someone like you. Even if his parents wouldn’t be home for another month, the act of liking another man ignited a guilt that boiled his feelings alive. Whether they would die off or come back stronger, he’d do his best to bury them deep enough to convince him that it was a phase.
It was wrong. And it was a phase.
All a phase.
You cleared your throat to soften the swelling feeling in your chest and rolled off his bed to change back into your clothes. Coughs and ruffles of clothes covered the sound of your sniffles. He watched you in silence, guilt-ridden as your back turned towards him, and he clutched at the bed sheet to ground him from succumbing to further transgression. The frail of your back looked cold enough to reflect ice into his own hands if he was to touch you. Even when your shirt draped over it, he’d imagine the goosebumps on your body to prick him like icicles, and—so bad, he wanted to hug you even if it meant that he’d be pricked by a hundred million ice spikes. 
“I’ll drive you home…“ He surrendered, stepping out of the bed, and into his briefs and shorts.
“I can walk.” You scanned the floor for the other half of your socks, finding them near the corner of the room.
“It’s dark out, (M/N).” Jason pulled his t-shirt on and neared close, reasoning. “Besides, you live twenty minutes away—walking distance.” 
It was a desperate attempt to spend more time with you, even though it was his own guilt and pride that pushed you away. During school, it was Jason that ignored your very existence. Surrounded by adoring classmates and friends with a reputation to uphold, it was easy to. A selfish part of you wished he struggled to contain his feelings when you were within his vicinity. Instead, when your gaze met his, he looked past you as if he’d never seen the light of your eyes, as if he didn’t worship the warm sheen that resided in them nights prior. 
“It’s fine.” You layered your backpack over your shoulder, gaze casted downwards as you kicked your shoes on despite Jason’s attempt to steal a glimpse of your face. “People are going to see us.”
“I doubt anyone’s going to be out at this time now—“ You wished he would’ve said that he didn’t care about being caught. He followed you downstairs, the blades of icicles growing sharper with every step you took. “Slow down!”
“I’ll see you in class.” Your chest swelled again knowing that he’d rather choose not to, but you assured of that matter with a smile. His hand naturally reached out to take your hand, another attempt to stall you for a little while longer.
“Please? Let’s talk—“ Overcome by despair, he held your hand tight, letting the roughness of his palm linger on your own despite every second counting against his morals. Jason squeezed, intertwining his fingers into yours to lock you in place. “I-I think we can—“
But your fingers yanked back at the hook of his fingers, and you reluctantly pulled your arm back to your side. Silence fell, and the sound of Jason’s gulp swayed you back around before trudging out of his home and closing the door shut behind you.
“(M/N)!”
The warmth from your hand remained on Jason’s hand as he watched you march into the night, flexing his fingers at every lingering spark, yet you continued to be the despair of him.
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nouearth. please do not repost, plagiarize, or translate my works. and if you like this story, please reblog and leave a like! feedback is also much appreciated!
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iliaclwrites · 2 years
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Ok I have to be honest I am a sucker for scenarios where Jason has a crush on y/n but she's dating Eddie. Eddie getting to rub it in jasons face is just so satisfying. Idk maybe I just really love Eddie and really hate Jason. Soooo I was wondering if I could request that. Maybe Jason is always flirting with her and Eddie is finally just like “fuck it” and kisses her right in front of him?
Tysm I'm in love with your writing btw ❤️❤️❤️
You were sitting with your friends on the lunch table, when you felt a heavy hand land on your shoulder. You look up, already starting to smile at the idea it was Eddie, only to come face to face with Jason Carver. The smile freezes. "Oh. Uh. Hi, Jason," you said, and took a sip of your CapriSun to cover your awkwardness. "What can I do for you?"
He smiled at you, and you swallowed thickly. "Well," he said, shifting his weight. "It's the big game tonight, and I was wondering if you'd like an invite to the afterparty. It's at mine."
You blinked. "What, on a Tuesday?"
"Um." He stared at you. "Yeah?"
You bit your lip. "I dunno, Jason. It's a schoolnight. I've got plans, too," you added. "I've got to do homework. Yeah." You nodded twice. "Mrs. Bryce is on my ass. Maybe next time, then?"
"Definitely next time," Jason responded, and winked at you. "Just you and me, I promise." When he left, your friends closed ranks around you, howling at what had just happened. You caught Eddie's eyes above their heads -- he was watching you, chin in his hand.
"What was that all about," he asked, walking you out of the cafeteria. "Jason wanted to recruit you to his Bible study, or something?" He tucked you hair behind your ear and twisted so he was leaning against a locker, watching you fumble.
"I think," you said slowly, piecing together the encounter in your brain, "he asked me out."
Eddie slipped against the locker. "What, like a date?"
"No, like a multi-level marketing scheme," you retorted, and flipped your hair over your shoulder. "Yes, like a date, Eddie." He crowed, punching a fist in the air. "Uh. That's not the reaction I was expecting."
Eddie grinned, pulling you into his arms. "That asshole has been a stick up my ass for almost my whole life," he exclaimed. "Finally I have the high ground."
You looked at him drily. "What am I, chattel?"
He cooed, pressing your cheeks together between his palms. "Just the prettiest chattel this side of the Mississippi, babygirl." He snuck a kiss from you. "Aw, princess. This made my week. Nothing could make this better."
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"Okay," Eddie huffed against your mouth as he pressed you up against the hood of your car, "this could definitely make my week better. Get my lawyer to scratch that from my record."
"Oh my god," you muttered, pulling him between your legs. "Literally, shut up."
"Shutting up."
Eddie threaded his hands through your hair, tugging it gently until your mouth opened against his, sticking his hands in the pockets of your jeans and grabbing. "Eddie!" you gasped, wrenching your head back. "Quit it, we're in school."
"Mmm," he mumbled, nosing at your neck. "It's technically after hours." That was true. You were picking him up from Hellfire, taking him back to yours for dinner with your parents, like you did every Tuesday night. "Is a school still a school if it's not operating as a school?"
"I dropped AP Philosophy," you whispered, entirely too focused on how his hands were snaking up your back. "So I have no idea."
"I don't really care," Eddie agreed, "but we can totally have a Socratic debate about it la-aaaaah the fuck?"
He was hauled away from you by his collar, arms flailing at his assailant. Jason. "The fuck are you doing here, freak?" Jason spat, before turning to look at you. "Hey. Is he bothering you?"
"Uh," you said, intelligently. "No?"
Jason blinked. "Wh-- you? What are you doing here?" he asked you, staring. "I thought you said you had to do homework?"
"Hi," Eddie said, dangling from Jason’s iron grip. "I'm homework."
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wintersoldierslover · 2 years
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my fic recs masterlist
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Bucky Barnes:
all bucky barnes
headcanon  -  blurb  -  one-shot  -  series
dbf!bucky  -  brothers bff  -  bff’s brother
neighbour  -  housewife reader
lumberjack  -  firefighter  -  bodyguard
priest bucky  -  college
football player  -  hockey player  -  boxer
professor  -  teacher  -  librarian/bookshop
coffee shop  -  soulmate  -  royal
other AUs  -  taboo
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Stranger Things characters:
all eddie munson - all steve harrington
eddie and steve (x reader)
billy hargrove - jason carver - mike wheeler
dmitri enzo antonov - jim hopper
robin buckley - nancy wheeler
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Outer Banks Characters:
all Rafe Cameron
all JJ Maybank
Rafe Cameron and JJ Maybank (x reader)
Pope Heyward - Topper Thorton
John B. - Sarah Cameron
Kiara Carrera
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Marvel characters:
Wanda Maximoff  -   Kate Bishop
Natasha Romanoff  -  Yelena Belova
Peter Parker  -  Pietro Maximoff
Steve Rogers  -  Stephen Strange
Frank Castle  -  Matt Murdock 
Moon knight  -  Steven Grant
Joaqín Torres - Clint Barton
Loki Laufeyson - Druig
Eddie Brock - Miles Morales
Miguel O’hara - Hobie Brown
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Harry Potter characters:
Sirius Black - Remus Lupin 
James Potter - Poly!Marauders
Lily potter -  Cedric Diggory
George Weasley - Fred Weasley
Severus Snape - Tom Riddle
Draco Malfoy
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Avatar (James Cameron) charachters:
neteyam - aonung - lo’ak
rotxo - kiri - spider
jake sully - neytiri - tsu’tey
tonowari - ronal - colonel quaritch
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Top Gun chracters:
Fanboy  -  Hangman  -  Rooster - Bob
Iceman
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Wednesday characters:
Xavier Thorpe - Ajax Petropolus
Wednesday Addams - Divina
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Bridgerton characters:
Anthony Bridgerton -  Benedict Bridgerton
Colin Bridgerton
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Criminal Minds characters:
Spencer Reid  -  Aaron Hotchner
Derek Morgan
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The Last of Us characters:
Joel Miller - Ellie Williams
Abby Anderson
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The Devil All The Time characters:
Tommy Matson - Lee Bodecker
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Uncharted characters:
Nate Drake - Sam Drake
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Euphoria characters:
Elliot (Euphoria) - Fezco
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On My Block characters:
Mario Martinez - Oscar Diaz
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Modern Family characters:
Luke Dunphy - Alex Dunphy
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Ted Lasso:
Roy Kent - Jamie Tartt
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NHL players:
Matthew Ktachuk - Trevor Zegras
Nolan Patrick - Tyler Seguin
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Actors:
Sebastian Stan - Joseph Quinn
Jamie Campbell Bower - Danny Ramirez
Drew Starkey - Rudy Pankow
Ben Hardy - Bella Ramsey
Jenna Ortega
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Miscellaneous characters:
Eli ‘Hawk’ Moskowitz  -   Marcus Baker
Rodrick Heffley -  Hunter Sylvester
Lloyd Hansen - Ari Levinson
Nick Fowler -  Tangerine
Rhett Abbott - Hayden ‘Harvard Hottie’
Colin (Not Okay) -   Min Ho (Xo, Kitty)
Ash (No Exit) -  James Maguire (Derby Girls)
Jake Peralta - Nick Miller  - Brian O’conner
Anakin Skywalker - Bruno Madrigal
Tadashi Hamada - Kakashi Hatake
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Miscellaneous real people:
Billie Eilish - AEW Hook
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*Updated whenever there’s a new character <3
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hopelessrromantix · 2 years
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Content: religious themes, choking, degredation, f-slur, internalized homophobia
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It was supposed to be a calm day. Nothing but the usual glances at the school freaks and maybe a rude comment from the basketball team.
But of course, Eddie and Jason were at each other’s throats. Again.
Jason had attempted to pick on the younger members of Hellfire, annoying both you and the group’s leader. Naturally, Eddie was furious. It resulted in a lovely marker drawing of a dick on Carver’s locker. Washable, yes, but enough to piss Jason off.
“You want somethin’ Munson?” Jason questioned, glaring at a very smug looking Eddie.
He’d managed to catch the group as they left that day’s session. He’d likely gotten out of basketball practice with the rest of his goons, most of which were trailing behind him.
“Of course not good sir!” Eddie smirked, giving the most sarcastic bow he could manage. You rolled your eyes. You’d much rather diffuse the situation, but Eddie was always one for dramatics.
“Don’t make it worse, Ed.” You crossed your arms over your chest “Just walk away, he won’t follow.”
Eddie hummed softly, as if he was considering your advice. You knew he wouldn’t take it though.
“Didn’t know you freaks had brain cells,” Carver chuckled, the comment clearly directed at you. You raised a brow. He had nerve.
“A lot more than you,” Eddie quipped. “Listen, I’d love to chat about sports or girls or whatever it is you gossip about in the locker rooms, but I actually have plans.”
Eddie Munson did not have plans.
“You aren’t leaving that easy, freaks.” Damn he was testing you today.
Eddie only laughed. “I know what you’re thinking and no, Chrissy isn’t at my place.”
The way Jason’s eyes widened was almost laughable. Fists clenched at his side, he strode forward, grabbing Eddie’s collar. You stepped behind your friend instantly, getting ready to push Jason off. The only reason you didn’t, is because Eddie gave a small wave, gesturing for you to back off.
“You stay the hell away from my girlfriend, you hear me?”
It was almost sad. How scared he was of losing Chrissy to Eddie. All the while spending most nights crying into your mattress.
“Loud and clear, big boy,” Eddie mumbled, patting the hand holding his collar.
You glared down at Jason, eyes boring into him. With one glance up, he dropped Eddie, taking several steps backward. He tried not to show his mild fear, keeping his expression cruel.
“Whatever,” He huffed. “I better not see you anywhere near her or me.” He didn’t wait for a response, instead walking past you with his group. He mumbled something to the rest of his friends before walking a different way.
“Well that was eventful,” Eddie said, sighing. “I’m probably gonna get my ass kicked, but I’m absolutely gonna find some excuse to talk to Chrissy.”
You shook your head fondly. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Eds.” He gave you a half-assed wave, walking toward his van while you went toward your car.
You weren’t very surprised to see Jason sitting on the curb on the other side, out of view from Eddie or his jock friends.
You rolled your eyes, gesturing to the car and unlocking it. After making sure the parking lot was clear (save for Eddie who was blasting Metallica so loud he was sure to go deaf), he hopped in the passenger seat, sinking down.
Most of the drive was silent, your attention focused on the road ahead of you. Eventually he sat up, his knee bouncing and fingers tapping nervously against the car door.
“You know I--”
“If you’re smart, you’ll shut your mouth.” You said, cutting him off. His mouth opened again, but he quickly thought better of it, going back to looking out the window.
You pulled in your driveway and got out of the car just as silently, whipping open the door to your house and leaving it open for Jason to follow. He did a second later, following you to your room.
No one but you was home, your parents on a week long vacation. Originally you were going to surprise him, let him know he didn’t have to sneak around this week. But now, you were just happy you wouldn’t have to gag him.
“You’ve got some nerve, Carver,” You said, smirking. He looked nervous, dropping his book bag by the door. “Comin’ after Eddie and me like that.”
“Just wanted him to stop messing with Chrissy,” He explained quietly, trying not to make things worse for himself.
“Want him to leave her alone, huh?” You asked, sympathetically. He nodded slowly, not sure where the kind tone came from. “Y’know, I think she’d hate it a lot more if she found out you were getting fucked stupid by those ‘freaks’ you hate so much.”
You stepped closer to him, placing a hand on his shoulder. He was unable to meet your eye, looking from the walls to the floor.
“I just don’t want--”
“I don’t give a fuck what you want, Jason.” Your hand moved quickly, gripping his jaw.
It was tight enough to leave red marks, though you knew he wouldn’t complain. “If you think you can talk however you want to me and get away with it, you’re dead wrong.”
He tried to open his mouth to speak, but couldn’t move with your hand in the way.
He was a sinner, that much he knew. God was surely frowning on his actions, on the way he shivered when you glared at him. But he couldn’t imagine himself stopping.
No matter how loud the voice in the back of his head was, all he wanted was to be good for you.
“Clothes off, on the bed.” You order, finally letting his jaw go. The reddened prints of your fingers stuck around.
“Bu-”
“Did I ask your opinion, bitch?” You watched as Jason shook his head, shedding his letterman jacket and shirt. He took off his jeans soon after, nearly tripping over them with how eager he was to sit on your bed. He was slightly slower taking off his boxers, eyes flicking to watch your expression.
Already twitching and all you did was call him a bitch.
It was always like this. He’d mock your friends then come home with you and get fucking railed. It was some sick fetish for him, not that you were mad about getting to make a pretty boy cry.
He felt sick at how eager he was. His eyes traced your every move, anxiously watching as you stepped closer to the bed. Your hand gripped his chin, much gentler this time. He refrained from leaning into your touch.
Fucking you was one thing. Showing up at your house or begging you to come over to his when his parents were out. Pleading until he got one of Hawkin’s resident freak to fuck him so hard he had to fake an injury in gym the next day.
But loving you? Loving you was something else. Something he couldn’t even consider, not when he was abandoning so many of his morals.
“So pretty like this,” You mumbled, just loud enough for him to hear. “You wanna suck my cock, pretty boy?”
He nodded fervently. He could feel himself twitch, a bead of precum trailing down his dick. He knew you noticed, you always did. Eyes gleaming as you held back a laugh, knowing you could torture him like this.
He slid off the bed, undoing your belt and pulling your boxers down just enough to free your half-hard length.
He didn’t wait for you to say anything, instead completely throating your cock, shoving it as far back as he could. He could feel you getting harder in his throat, forcing him to gag the longer he went.
“Aw, so eager to get a dick down your throat that you choke yourself, huh?” You smirked, voice dripping with false sympathy. He tried his best to nod, tears gathering in his eyes. “Slut like you probably likes it, though.” He tried and failed to nod again, giving a low moan of agreement.
The vibration made you sigh, placing both hands on either side of his face. “I think I like you better when you’re quiet.”
He didn’t want to admit that he twitched at that, thrusting his hips up into empty air. You took hold of his hair, dragging him up and down your cock. He let out a mix of gags and moans, his face tinted red as he struggled to breath.
A few thrusts later you dragged his head fully down, burying his nose against your pelvis. You let out a sigh, relishing in the feeling of his throat contracting around you.
He looked so pretty like this, tears streamed down his face, gagging around your cock as he pushed against you. Of course, if he wanted to stop he only needed to tap you a few times. But he never did, no matter how long you choked him on your dick. You were almost certain he’d enjoy passing out, as long as you fucked him afterward.
His eyes rolled back, stuck swallowing helplessly as he ran out of air. Eventually you pulled him off, smiling as he coughed, inhaling as fast as he could.
“On the bed,” You ordered, gesturing your head toward the bed. It took him a second to react, eyes too glazed to process your statement. “Now.”
That got his attention. He moved slowly, sitting himself on the sheets anxiously. He was hoping you didn’t notice the cum dripping from his stomach. He knew you would, though. You always did.
The second you took in his full appearance you outright laughed. “Don’t tell me you came just from that?” He looked away from you, shifting slowly on the bed. “You really are a whore, huh?” He barely processed the insult, nodding along in agreement.
You scoffed at the action, putting one hand against his side. You flipped him over, making him gasp at the sudden manhandling. None of the girls he could date would treat him like that. None would want to rail big strong Jason Carver until he cried. But you would. You always did.
And everytime, he felt worse about himself. He knew the town would turn on him the second they knew he was a faggot, much less the one getting fucked. It was odd that way. As if him topping would make it all better. But he didn’t want to top, he’d never even asked to. He enjoyed the way you treated him too much. Like he was nothing more than dirt beneath your feet.
You gripped his neck, leaning down to meet level with his ear. “I’d go nice and slow to prep you, but I know you want it rough.”
And he did. He always did.
You spit roughly on his hole, chuckling at the soft moan he let out. You held your hand in front of his face, gesturing for him to do the same. He did so, listening as you used it to cover your dick.
“Imagine if your little team could see you now,” You laughed, pushing passed the tight ring.
His mouth fell open, head collapsing against the mattress. It probably would’ve hurt more if he hadn’t fingered himself to this exact scenario in the showers after everyone had left.
But he loved the pain, he loved how you laughed behind him, mocking his constant moans and mumbling. He could barely get a word out, the noises a jumbled mess of “please”, “sir”, “stop”, and “more”.
Naturally, if he really wanted to stop, he could. Just one word was all it would take. But no matter how far you went, he never used it. Not once. Not even when you left him tied up in your closest, vibrator shoved half way up his ass while you went to dinner. He probably could’ve gotten out of it if he really tried. But he hadn’t even thought of that.
His head was clouded, barely registering his second orgasm for the night. The only thing that brought him back was the sound of your mocking coo.
“Fucking whore came again so fast?” You didn’t slow your thrusts, speeding up slightly as he attempted to answer you. All that came out was an extended whine, voice breaking with each harsh thrust into him.
“Think I should call your little friends? Party at L/n’s, right? Let them fuck their ring leader ‘til he passes out?”
He shook his head rapidly, barely realizing he was chanting “nonono” on repeat.
“No? Don’t want your friends knowing you get fucked by a freak?” You questioned, giving a harsh slap against his ass, reveling in the whimper he let out.
“Just want you,” He managed to say, the words slurred. “Just want you using me like this.”
You froze for a second, nearly cumming right there. He whined at your lack of movement, thrusting himself backward.
“You reall are a fucking slut,” You punctuated the sentence with a thrust, earning a loud moan. “My slut.”
And that alone was enough to make him cum again.
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drmaddict · 6 months
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Her Wolf
Summary: (Y/n) and Jason are a couple in secret. Everything is perfect. But (Y/n)s brother Eddie had to find out sometime.
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How the two had come together was easy to answer.
Jason and (Y/n) had bumped into each other absolutely drunk at a party. Before (Y/n) knew it, she was in an empty bedroom with Jason over her and she was having the best night of her life. Jason was no saint by God. He had taken her like a wild animal and she had surrendered to it all too willingly.
In fact, it should have stayed that way. Jason Carver and (y/n) Munson. It wasn't going to work out anyway.
It's just that it didn't stay that way.
(Y/n) held back, though she couldn't get that night out of her mind. Secretly, she watched him. Tried to sense the beast that was hidden deep within this golden boy.
She didn't see it again until it pulled her into a cubbyhole. He was the wolf and she was Little Red Riding Hood.
Their meetings happend more often.
And if it had remained that way. If they met only because of Sex and lust, both would have understood it.
But at some point, the nature of the relationship changed. At some point, they went out to have coffee in a larger city. At some point, the wolf pulled his Little Red Riding Hood into the closet just to kiss her, suck in her scent, and be wished good luck for the game.
At some point, they slipped notes to each other. At some point, she was in his arms in the back seat of his Jeep, enjoying the warmth of togetherness.
It remained a secret. They both wanted it. What they had was untainted by the outside world. It was supposed to stay that way. But unfortunately, everything had an end at some point.
(Y/n) was lying on the sofa in the trailer. Wayne was at work and Eddie would be busy enough with Hellfire for a long time.
Jason, her wolf, was lying over her. He wasn't kissing her neck. He was biting it. She wasn't holding onto his back. She was scratching him open.
Pleasurable and hard, they gave themselves over to lust. Bathed in sin. Let themselves be devoured and devoured each other.
Jason's skillful didacticism was long gone. He moaned. He grunted. He growled.
She came. Tightened around him, draining even the last of his humanity.
Hard and rough, he bit the crook of her neck. Growled possessively and poured himself inside her.
Breathing heavily, they lay there. Slowly he withdrew his teeth and carefully kissed the bruised area. The imprint was deep. A whimper escaped him. Immediately he felt gentle fingers running through his hair. He pulled her protectively against him. Neither of them said anything.
She let him hold her. He let himself be caressed.
Jason firmly believed that he was wrong. That he shouldn't feel this way. Beating someone in a fight was one thing, but taking a woman so.... To take her so animalistically. He was no better than an animal, no matter how hard he tried to pull himself together in the rest of his life. No matter how perfect he tried to be. In the end, he was just an animal. But (Y/n) accept the animal. Her wolf, she called it. She took him as he was. Full of flaws. His little angel.
It was one of those days when it was hard for him to form words after the act. (Y/n) put him back together again. Gently and sweetly.
"Are you okay?" she asked softly.
Jason nodded, still shaken. "Yes." he whispered back. His voice was hoarse and still a little too low. "I'm sorry." He gently stroked the bite marks. He looked up into her smiling face. She shook her head. "I like it."
He grinned with tired eyes. "Freak." He said it with affection, not hate.
She nudged him in the shoulder with an equal grin. "Says the right guy."
"We should shower," she suggested, but he immediately wrapped his arms tighter around her.
"Not yet." He buried his face against the crook of her neck and took a deep breath. "How long do we have?"
"I don't know. These games can last hours."
And normaly (Y/n) would have been right about that. Except in normal circumstances, Dustin didn't fell over because of an allergic shock.
Jason was just scraping back together the last of his humanity, listening to (Y/n)s hum when a dull bang sounded. Jason turned around in surprise. (Y/n) immediately frantically pulled the small wool blanket over them.
Standing in front of them was a dim-witted Eddie Munson. His metal box lay forgotten beside him.
No one said anything until Eddie snapped out of his stupor. "You son of a-"
He had not been able to taken a step toward them, when (Y/n) stood up, the blanket wrapped around her.
"Take it easy." she determined.
"He - You... What?"
She turned him by the shoulder and pushed him toward the front door. "I'll get dressed now, and you practice how to speek."
With that, she slammed the front door and turned to Jason. He was still staring at her in shock.
"Jason?" she asked, when she realized he was lying there stiff as a board. He was shaking slightly.
"Jason. It's all right. He's not going to do anything."
Jason shook his head. He buried his face in his hands. "He'll tell everyone," he said, upset.
She stroked his silky strands. "Would it be so bad?"
He took a deep breath. "They'll be all over you. The rumors will get worse and worse, and eventually you'll leave me."
"Jason. Jason look at me." The blue eyes looked up at her sadly. "I'm not leaving because of any rumors or high school jokes." She took his face in her hands. "But your reputation might-"
He shook his head. "It's not real anyway." He stroked her neck. "Look at what I always do to you."
She sighed. "Let's get dressed and then I'll beat him into keeping his mouth shut." She kissed him on the forehead. Jason nodded and fished his gym pants off the floor.
(Y/n) came back in a shirt and shorts and yanked open the door. Immediately Eddie came into the room. "I'm against this! This stops right now!" he shouted and ran into the trailer like a startled chicken.
"Self-determination is not happening here?" asked (Y/n) sarcastically.
"No! You're my little sister!"
She slapped her hand to her forehead. "Eddie!" she ripened, annoyed.
"If you're just playing with her to-"
"Get a grip, Freak." Jason immediately spat.
"I've got better things to do, than pick girls based solely on how much it bothers you."
Eddie looked at him venomously. "If you hurt her, and I swear by all the gods I've ever heard of, you'll spend the rest of your life in a wheelchair."
Jason looked at him, unimpressed. They both crossed their arms in front of their chests.
"WE decide when this comes out! Got that Freak?!"
Eddie stretched out his hand to Jason. Jason gripped it exaggeratedly tight.
"Good."
"Good."
Eddie turned to her. "There's no fucking in the trailer and - What the hell did you do to her neck? What are you? An octopus?"
Jason turned away from him, annoyed, and reached for his shirt. The fresh, still slightly bloody scratches beamed at Eddie.
He looked back and forth between the two of them with gigantic eyes.
"I'm going to go bleach the images out of my brain," he said monotonously, and walked into his room.
They both looked after him. (Y/n) rolling her eyes. Jason amused. Annoying the freak like that was fun, too.
"That went pretty well, didn't it?" shrugged (Y/n).
Jason looked at her intently. "Is that my shirt?"
"No."
"I've been looking for that for weeks!"
"You're welcome to wear it."
"How generous."
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Eddie, as usual, gathered his sheep to go to school. The first was Gareth. He dropped into his seat, exhausted. He whimpered out.
"What's wrong Gareth?" asked Eddie cheerfully as he drove on.
Gareth just gave him a telling look. "What's wrong Gareth?" he mimicked him. He grunted something into his non-existent beard.
(Y/n) smirked. Eddie still thought she knew nothing about the two. After Jason left the night before, Eddie had taken off and did not come back until after midnight. She did not want to know what he had done to Gareth.
"Have you guys ever noticed that Jason's really been leaving us alone lately," Gareth muttered.
Eddie clung tighter to his steering wheel. "No. Why?"
Gareth shrugged. "I'm just saying. Last time he smacked me was probably three months ago or so."
He mused. "Right. At Bowers' party."
Eddie looked stubbornly down the street. She smirked a little to herself. He'd even left them alone when they were just having sex.
Gareth shrugged. "Probably just finally getting laid."
Eddie made a full stop, sending Gareth flying forward. Eddie catched him with one arm.
"DUDE!"
Eddie looked at (Y/n) nervously. She rolled her eyes. "Just Gareth.", she said firmly.
"She's fucking Carver!" shouted Eddie at Gareth, as if he were a kid telling Mom that the little sister had just stolen his toy.
Gareth turned to her in surprise.
"You guys were the ones in the bedroom at the party? Right? We had to turn the music up to drown your sounds out."
"That's the point you were holding on to now?" asked Eddie, upset.
"You didn't hear that. They were like two wild animals!"
"Lalalalalala!" sang Eddie loudly, and took off again.
Gareth turned back to (Y/n). "Thank you for your service to the community." She nodded, waving it of.
"I won't say anything, if you don't." She held out her hand to him. He took it.
"You don't sound any better.", she muttered. "Just so you know." Eddie looked at her, startled.
"Eyes on the road!" yelled Gareth, grabbing the steering wheel that Eddie had let go in shock.
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floatyflowers · 2 years
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Yandere Jason Carver x Reader
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You are Eddie Munson's younger sister which makes you an easy target to your brother's enemies especially after what happened to Chrissy.
An easy target for Jason Carver.
But when Jason comes to your truck house all angry, trying to demand answers about your brother's whereabouts.
He's shocked to see you.
An innocent timide girl, dressed in modest clothes.
He can't believe that you are even related to Eddie, someone who he believes to be a satanist.
"H-how may I help you?"
The stutter assures that you are indeed shy and nervous.
Lucas prepared himself to stop Jason from attacking you with words and questions
But surprisingly, the blond smiles gently at you.
His friends can't believe the change of attitude.
"May I ask some questions? It's totally fine if you don't want to answer any of them"
Yup, the change of attitude is starting to scare his friends.
You would invite them in, and answer the questions truthfully.
Especially the one about your brother's whereabouts, because you don't really know anything about it.
Jason would only stare at you as you speak, feeling like he's staring at an angel.
An angel, he is going to turn into his future wife after he graduates.
"I'm sorry about what happened to Chrissy, she seemed like a sweet girl, but I assure you that Eddie is innocent"
Instead of getting angry at your words, Jason smiles.
"Thank you for cooperating, and here's my house number, if anything happens, you can call me"
The moment Jason leaves and you shut the door, his friends swirm him with questions.
"What was that back there, man?"
"You do realise that she is Eddie's younger sister?"
"(Y/n) also has a boyfriend"
Jason glares at his friends, causing them to shut up, allowing him to speak.
"Listen, (Y/n) is in deep danger with Eddie around, he might come back and pollute her mind with his satanic ideas"
Lucas realises what is going on, and what is going to happen.
"Therefore, I have decided to keep her safe"
In other words, he's going to kidnap you.
And scare your boyfriend away in his own ways.
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mlmmetalhead · 2 years
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I say "I want to fuck Billy Hargrove" and no one bats an eye. I say "I want to fuck Jason Carver" and society goes wild. Society.
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3d-wifey · 2 years
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I Am Real and You Are Not
Pairing: Jason Carver x Reader
Synopsis: You looked him up and down with barely concealed disgust and that lightning came back tenfold. You could say whatever you wanted to him, do whatever you wanted to him. Just as long as you kept looking at him.
Warnings: Smut, some religious talks, humiliation kink, semi-public sex, Jason being a pervert and a freak, & dominant female reader
Word Count: 1k
A/N: Inspired by a conversation between @unsheath and me about how we want more people to write smut for Jason. I still don't know if the characterization for him is any good though. 💀
Pt.2
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You were a part of Munson's group of freaks, someone Jason normally wouldn't even bat an eye at. But from his spot at a table a couple of feet away, he was able to see you clearly for the first time.
The library was silent, the two of you the only residents. There was no one around to drag his attention away from you and he let his eyes map out your features. From the curve of your lips, to the slope of your nose, to your eyelashes that fluttered each time you blinked.
You were pretty, he realized. Too pretty to be hanging around with the likes of that cult.
You reached for a book high on the shelf, shirt lifting as you stretched, and his eyes were drawn to the skin of your lower stomach and before he knew it, he was walking up to you.
His chest pressed into your back, probably more than necessary, as he grabbed the book you were reaching for with ease.
"Is this what you were looking for?" He asked, offering the hardcover book to you with the kind of smile that charmed students and teachers alike, despite it not reaching his eyes. Freak or not, every girl reacted the same way when he smiled at them. They'd fluster, get timid and maybe giggle a little before doing whatever they could to keep his attention.
So, imagine his confusion when you did none of the above. Instead, you turned around and stared up at him with so much disdain he could have been propelled with the force of it alone. He was sure the two of you had never spoken before, but you seemed to harbor more hatred for him than the entire school had for Munson.
"Why would I take anything you've touched," you scoffed and Jason shivered, "Fucking pervert." You shoulder-checked him hard enough for him to step back as you walked past and a sharp zing of something raced up and down his spine. He was left dumbfounded, staring after you with the book still in hand.
Later, when he's in his bed and fresh out of the shower, he thinks about you. The longer he thinks about you and how you talked and how you smelled, the faster blood rushes from his head to his cock.
He thinks about how you looked at him with nothing but revulsion and his hips buck up to meet his hand. He thinks about the contempt in your voice and has to grip the base of his cock before he cums too soon. The finishing blow is what you called him.
Fucking pervert.
Remembering it has Jason moaning into the crook of his elbow as he cums all over his chest. When he's finally done, Jason's left tingling and in need of another shower.
You were a distraction, someone designed to be an obstacle to sway him from the straight and narrow. But then Jason thinks about the feeling you invoked in him and decides he could always repent later.
The next time he comes up to you, your lip curls into a sneer and Jason feels the same spark of lightning go down his spine. It was the end of the day and you were sitting on the school steps with your backpack and a slushy next to you.
He was going to offer you a ride home and as you waited for him to talk, he became uncharacteristically shy. He misstepped somehow and knocked your drink over. You won't hear his apologies, thinking he did it on purpose, and the entire time you're tearing him a new one, the sharp press of his erection against the front of his jeans makes his knees weak. He cums so hard in the shower that night that he gets lightheaded.
He made a habit of only approaching you when you're both alone. For many reasons, but mainly so he can be at the center of your attention.
You don't confront him until the sixth time. You stood at your open locker and slam it close when he approached. You don't even let him get a word out before you back him up into a neighboring locker.
The two of you are silent and Jason's cock twitches in excitement as you glare up at him.
"You thought I wouldn't find out?"
He blinked down at you.
"What?"
"'What'," you mocked and his heart sped up, "God, you're as stupid as you look." Before he could protest to whatever you were accusing him of, his head slammed back against the lockers as you grabbed him through his jeans.
His face went hot and he knew without having to look that he was as red as an apple.
"You really are good for nothing but looking pretty and throwing a ball around," his hips bucked into your hand, looking for more friction and Jason bit his lip hard enough to bleed so his moans wouldn't echo in the hallway, "I guess that whole "dumb blond" thing applies to guys too, huh." You laughed at him and Jason had never been so hard in his life.
"Fuck, 'm gonna cum." His entire body was honed in on where you were touching him, your smaller hand rubbing him through the denim before squeezing hard enough for his sneakers to scuff the floor.
"You're gonna cum in your pants just from some heavy petting? Jesus, you're fucking disgusting." That's what pushed him over the edge, hips bucking into your hand to ride out the wave. After cumming that hard, Jason wasn't even embarrassed about the tears in his eyes or the obvious wet spot on his pants.
You looked him up and down with barely concealed disgust and that lightning came back tenfold. You could say whatever you wanted to him, do whatever you wanted to him. Just as long as you kept looking at him.
As you grabbed him by the wrist and led him towards the exit, Jason could understand why Eve ate the fruit. But he seriously doubted her snake was as beautiful as his.
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satrryeys4eva · 2 years
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Fem Y/n that is the same height or almost as tall as Damon
Fem Y/n that knows that Michael is the Antichrist and acts like it's a super normal thing
Fem Y/n with hair that is barely an inch longer than Bruce's
Fem Y/n that tries to make Norman have normal teenage experiences without making him uncomfortable, and helping him stand up to his mother
Fem Y/n that fits perfectly into Jason Carver's varsity jacket
Fem Y/n that makes sarcastic comments about Joffrey to his face and he doesn't even get angry at her because they really are funny
Fem Y/n that sits with Tony when he's working and give him stupid ideas to make, which he does make
Fem Y/n that is just as sassy as Edmund
Fem Y/n that helps Vance calm down
Fem Y/n that can make Tommy laugh
Fem Y/n that only calls Jim Kirk by nicknames when they are off duty
Fem Y/n that always listens to all of Thor's ridiculous stories
Fem Y/n that is on the same level as Chishiya but way more friendly and easy going
Fem Beta!Y/n that is Bakugou' sister ,can't understand why all the Alphas and Omegas in class one A pack are always scenting her and are super overprotective of her
(they've all gotten extremely attached to her because of how calming her non-scent is and how normal she acts with them, also it helps the pack leader! Alpha! Deku thinks that she's his truemate)
(Baku has to fight them off, reminding that she's his sister not theirs)
Fem Y/n that walks in on Five killing some and like it's a daily thing and that it's no big deal
Fem Y/n with a calm, chill but chaotic personality
And for the love of god
Fem Y/n who is not a Targaryen and in a relationship with Aegon ii
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r-is-typing · 2 years
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the breakup plan | e.m
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summary: in which love conquers all
requested?: yes! requested by @anonymousstoryteller2000
request: Okay so I have a request what none of the upside down shit never happened and Chrissy and Eddie get together and Jason and the reader are like Mad and like pissed about it because Jason still loves Chrissy and the reader has to loves Eddie because they've been friends since they were in elementary school so Jason and the reader try to get back at them fake date for a while and for some reason Eddie gets jealous and so does Chrissy when the reader tells like the Hellfire group about it they're not happy about who it is but they are happy that the reader is happy but  they don't know that it's a fake relationship either but like a couple weeks pass by and Jason and the readers start actually falling in love with each other and everyone's like noticing how the readers distant from the table and the reader starts missing Hellfire to go on dates with Jason whatever and then Jason actually confesses that he likes the reader and the reader like Jason so like the reader forget about ever being inlove with eddie and everyone can see hwo happy the reader is so like jason starts being like nice to the hellfire group a bit and eddie pissed about but then one night chrissy goes to eddie trailer to break off the relationship cause she doesn't feel the same and so does eddie  but then Chrissy and Eddie try to break them apart because Chrissy really loves Jason and Eddie loves a reader and they think it to late or is it?.... but I don't know that's all I got that's been on my mind for like a couple weeks you can make up the ending however you like. Also, the reader isn't popular she kind of like a quiet shy person. Thank you! pairing: eddie munson x reader, jason carver x reader, chrissy cunningham x eddie munson
category: fluff, angst
content warnings: mentions of smoking, fake dating
word count: 2.7k
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“Chrissy and I are dating.” were words Y/N L/N never thought would leave Eddie’s mouth. Eddie Munson was the complete opposite of Chrissy. Chrissy was sweet, chirpy, and a cheerleader. Eddie spent his free time smoking, playing Dungeons & Dragons, and playing as a guitarist in a metal band. 
Complete opposites. 
Y/N and Eddie had been best friends since the day they met when they both started their school years at Hawkins Elementary School over ten years ago. Over the past ten years, they had countless late nights playing guitar, planning D&D campaigns, writing songs, watching movies, and much more. Y/N also spent the last seven years in love with Eddie, the mere crush starting in their early middle school years. 
But, she knew she couldn’t compare. 
As she spent every day pining over Eddie, watching as his eyes sparkled when acting as Dungeon Master, or when his face beamed with enjoyment as Corroded Coffin brought in some of the biggest crowds the Hideout had ever seen, Eddie spent his time watching Chrissy during pep rallies (which, if you knew him, he hated pep rallies), or at lunch surrounded by the football team and her fellow cheerleaders.
“You and Chrissy? I love ya, Munson, but I really don’t see it.” 
Y/N shrugged, looking up from the notebook she was absentmindedly doodling in. Eddie’s crestfallen face caught Y/N’s attention. “I just mean that you two are totally different. You think it’s really going to work out?” Eddie nodded, simultaneously shrugging. “I mean, if you really want to, go for it. No one can stop you, Eds.” 
But, maybe she could, Y/N thought. 
Y/N had to act, and fast. So, the next day at school, she sprinted to Jason Carver’s locker. “Carver, I need to speak with you.” She planted her feet on the ground, making it known to him and the other basketball players that she wasn’t moving until he followed her. Jason raised an eyebrow. “Don’t you have somewhere to be? Trailing behind Munson and the other freaks?” Y/N glared at him. 
“That’s what I need to talk to you about.”
She began speaking in a hushed voice so only he could hear her. “Eddie and Chrissy are going out. I know you love Chrissy, I can see it, and I…” She huffed. “I love Eddie, a lot. I have for years now, and when he told me last night, I freaked.” 
Jason froze in his spot, the hand that was on his locker door turning a mix of red and white because of the grip he had. 
“I figured you and I could do something, to stop it, or, or something. I don’t know. But, we need to be fast about it.” Y/N clutched her notebooks to her chest. She noticed Jason looking at her out of the corner of his eye. “If this is something you want to do, meet me after school by the bleachers.” 
Y/N then turned and walked away, not looking back at him. She hoped this would work. It had to. 
So, there she sat after school. Her feet tapped against the metal bleachers as she waited for Jason to hopefully arrive. “So, what’s your idea?” Y/N jumped in her seat, turning and facing Jason. “I don’t know. That’s why I asked you here. We need to figure something out that’ll stop the two.” 
“How about fake dating?” 
Had it been any other time, the idea of fake dating Jason Carver, the biggest jerk in Hawkins, would’ve made Y/N laugh. But, because of the unique situation and the severity of it, she didn’t think twice. “Okay, deal. But, knowing Eddie, he’ll see right through it. We’ll have to make it believable.” 
Y/N and Jason sat on the bleachers for an hour talking about what they had to do in order to make it feel real to everyone on the outside, and discussed when the time would be to break it off. “Okay, so after Chrissy eventually leaves the fre- Munson, that’s when we’ll call it quits.” Y/N nodded. “Yes, but not too soon after, or they’ll suspect something.” Jason nodded. Right, it had to be believable. 
The two dispersed, going their separate ways for the last time until they had to be close for who knows how long. Y/N just hoped this would work. She loved Eddie, and she wanted him. Y/N knew in her heart that she and Eddie belonged together.
Morning came quickly and Y/N got ready for school, making sure to call Eddie and tell him that she didn’t need a ride. She hoped that would cause a reaction out of him, considering that ever since Eddie could drive, he drove the two to and from school every day. 
The honk of a car horn made Y/N run down the stairs and outside. 
Jason sat in his car, looking at Y/N as she ran towards his car. “Ready to go?” She nodded, giving him a small smile. “Let’s just get this over with…” Y/N got into the car, buckling her seatbelt as she watched Jason pull away from her house and head towards Hawkins High. 
Seeing Eddie’s van parked and Eddie running over to the passenger side, opening the door, and helping Chrissy Cunningham out of the beat-up vehicle was not something Y/N ever think she’d witness, so when she did, tears filled her eyes. 
She noticed Jason’s grip on the steering wheel get tight and then loosen just as quickly. 
Y/N felt Jason’s eyes on her. His hand found a place on her shoulder. “Hey, the sooner we get in there and start this thing, the sooner it’ll be over and I’ll be with Chrissy and you’ll be Munson’s.” Is Jason Carver comforting her? That’s also something she never thought she’d see, but, it was Hawkins, so anything is possible.
Jason got out of his car and ran to the passenger side, opening the door for Y/N. She stepped out and noticed people beginning to stare. “Just follow my lead,” Jason whispered against the shell of her ear. His hand found the small of her back as he began to walk, Y/N quickly following his footsteps until they were perfectly in unison with one another. “This okay?” Jason looked down at her, watching as she nodded. 
“Yeah, this is fine.”
Jason opened the main door to the school and let Y/N step in first. Once they got through the doors, his hand found her back again as they walked to her locker. “If I remember, this is yours.” Jason stood next to Y/N as she put the combination in and opened her locker. Y/N collected her books just as the bell rang, and the two intertwined hands again, walking down the hall once more.
“What class?” Y/N snapped out of whatever trance she was in and looked up. “Huh? Oh! Uh, English.” The boy nodded, leading her to the classroom. “I’ll see you after class?” He spoke in a hushed whisper, leaning against the wall as students passed by, giving the two confused glances. 
“Yeah, see you after.”
On an impulse once more, Y/N leaned up, kissing Jason’s cheek, and then quickly slid away from him and through the classroom door. Jason stood there shell-shocked. Hours later, it was the time that Y/N had been dreading all day.
Lunch. 
Now, she’d have to face the entire Hellfire Club, including Eddie. “So, are you going to sit with them today?” Jason looked down at the girl who stood across from him but still in a close proximity. “I have to, or they’ll definitely know something is up. Besides, I can tell them then and get Eds’ reaction.” Jason nodded, leading the fake couple to the cafeteria. “Do you want to come and sit with us?” Y/N looked up at him hopefully. “Just to sell it more.” She added, which made Jason huff in annoyance but ultimately agree.
Y/N led the two to the Hellfire table. 
“Hi, boys.” She spoke with a smile. “Hi, Y/N!” Dustin spoke, choking on his milk when he looked up and saw who was standing next to her. “Uh, you all know Jason. Jason, these are the guys.” Eddie raised an eyebrow at the girl. “Sweetheart, what’s Carver doing here?”
Showtime.
Jason wrapped an arm around the girl’s waist, making Y/N fake a satisfied giggle. “Well, Jason asked me out. I’ve kind of liked him for a while, so I said yes!” Y/N smiled widely, catching Eddie’s off-guard expression. “You and Jason?!” Mike exclaimed, groaning as Dustin elbowed him. 
“They’re joking. Right, guys?! We’re happy for you, really! I mean, come on, guys. Y/N’s happy so let's be happy for her.”
Y/N couldn’t help but smile at this. “Thanks, Dustin.” She 
If it was going to be like this every day, he’d bet that Chrissy and Eddie would be broken up by the end of the week, if they were lucky. 
But, it had seemed their luck ran out. 
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. It had been almost four months since the unlikely pair began their fake-dating plan. But, so it seemed, Y/N and Jason had grown closer because of this. Instead of doing things like kissing, holding hands, and being attached at the hip when all eyes were on them, they’d do the same in the comfort of their homes, when it was just the two of them.
“What are we?” 
Y/N reluctantly pulled away from Jason’s lips. Her arms stayed wrapped around his neck as their eyes met. “What do you mean?” Jason raised an eyebrow. Y/N cleared her throat. “I just mean we’ve been doing, uh, this for a while, and there’s not a label on it. I mean, Jason, we had started this to get Eddie and Chrissy. Obviously, things have changed, feelings have evolved, and we should talk about that.”
Jason nodded, sitting up straighter and looking at Y/N as she also adjusted her position. How a fake relationship turned into this, they’d never know. “I want you to be my girlfriend. I’m over Chrissy, honestly. She’s in the past.” A small smile lit up Y/N’s soft features. Jason took Y/N’s hand in his own. “So, what do you say?” 
Y/N didn’t say anything, and instead, leaned forward, placing a kiss on his lips. 
On the other side of Hawkins, Eddie sat in his trailer, strumming on his guitar. A loud knock alerted him to a visitor, which he assumed to be Chrissy. He walked quickly to the door, swinging it open revealing the blonde. “Milady.” Chrissy didn’t smile or laugh like she normally would, alerting Eddie to the fact that something was possibly wrong. 
“Chris? What’s wrong?” 
Chrissy’s eyes finally met Eddie’s. Her once sparkling eyes were now filled with tears. “I can’t do this anymore, Eddie. I-I love Jason, and I’m sorry it took me, uh, this long to realize that. I just can’t be with you when I love Jason, plus... I see how you look at Y/N.” She laughed through her tears.
“You should go for it, Eddie. She’s a great girl.”
Eddie nodded. “I was going to talk to you about that too, actually. But, Chrissy, we’re screwed. If I know Y/N the way I do, she genuinely likes Carver..” Chrissy shook her head, refusing to believe the words coming from Eddie. There was no way quiet, shy Y/N loved loud, arrogant Jason Carver.
Absolutely not. 
“Okay, so what do we do? We need a plan…”
The next week, Chrissy stood by Jason’s locker while Eddie stood up against the wall across from where Y/N was currently sitting in her math class. The bell rang, making Eddie take a deep breath. “Now or never, Munson. Just get the girl.” He mumbled to himself as the door swung open, swarms of students filling the halls. 
“Eddie?” 
The name felt foreign on Y/N’s tongue. The two stared at each other for a while. “I need help.” Eddie finally broke the silence. “Oh! Are you okay? You and Chrissy?” Eddie closed his eyes, taking a deep breath.
“There’s this girl.”
Y/N nodded slowly, not understanding the confusing, secretive wording. “And... I think she and I are more compatible than Chrissy and I. I mean, this girl, she’s unlike anyone I’ve ever met.” Y/N stood there, her arms crossed at her chest as she held her textbooks, listening as Eddie talked about this dream girl. 
“So, why are you with Chrissy, and not this supposed dream girl?”
Eddie ran a hand through his curls. “That’s the thing. I ended it with Chrissy, but uh, this girl… She has a boyfriend, and she’s happy, so I’d hate breaking them up… You know?” Y/N nodded, truly hearing her best friend for the first time in months. 
Y/N looked down at her watch. “Shoot, I’ve got to go, Eds. I’m sorry. Jason’s going to get worried if I don’t go meet him right now..” She gave him one last smile and a farewell nod before turning and walking down the hallway.
“I love you!”
The girl froze so fast that her shoes almost tripped her. Her body tensed up as she repeated the words in her head. I love you, I love you, I love you. “W-what?” Y/N’s voice felt hoarse as she spoke, afraid to speak louder than the current volume. 
“I love you, Y/N. You’re the dream girl. My dream girl. I’m sorry it took me longer to admit it. I, Eddie Munson, am the biggest fool on the planet.” 
A soft giggle made Eddie’s head perk up and look at the girl who had turned to face him. “Took you long enough, Munson.” Y/N’s hand cupped his cheek as she got up onto her tiptoes and kissed him softly, but passionately enough to let Eddie know she loved him just as much. “Can’t believe it took me fake dating and actually dating Jason for you to come to your senses…”
“You what?!”
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steveisagay · 1 year
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The boys (whoever you have ideas for) with a scremo singer (artist?) Like what they think when they first met? If you need more details for tis lemme know!
Stranger things x Screamo singer!reader
I am so sorry I didn't get to this until now and I'm writing this thinking that the reader hangs out at The Hideout, I hope this is what you wanted!
Eddie
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You two probably met one night at The Hideout whether you just happened to be in that night or if you had a gig
He'd think you were so cool when he finds out what music you do
It might not be exactly his style but it's so different than some other styles that he can't help but like it
If you had a gig of some sort he'd definitely be there, hearts in his eyes as he watches from the front of the small little stage
100% your biggest fan without a doubt
He'd try to get you to sing a few songs with Corroded Coffin
He will be your biggest supporter and you his
Steve
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He is not into any type of screamo at all
When you two met he was not there by choice
He'd think that you were weird, and a freak but after getting to meet you he'd start to warm up
He would support you, but maybe not as outright as Eddie, he'd show up but he might not get as loud and enthusiastic
He'd be so proud of you for doing what makes you happy, something that he would never be able to do in a thousand years
He definitely sticks out like a sore thumb in his bright polos and soft colors
Billy
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He might not always be able to frequent The Hideout but he definitely tries to
You were basically this person he'd never seen before, sure you were hot but there wasn't much more that met his eye
But then you got on mic and damn...
He tried to buy you a drink afterwards
When it got to the point when he's have to go home his number would end up on the napkin under your drink
After you two got together he would brag to everyone about how talented his partner was
Also 100% your biggest fan
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His first instinct would be to call you a Satanist freak
I have no idea how y'all would meet
Maybe highschool?
But if his feelings changed he'd be proud that you were so talented but their would be a few fights some nights
He would think that your style would end up going against his religion
It probably wouldn't last
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edmetalqueer · 2 years
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*!*!* Brat *!*!*
Pair: Jason Carver x Male!Reader.
Genre: Smut.,
WARNINGS: Degrading kink, hair pulling, anal sex, chocking kink, dacryphilia, gagging, mentions of homophobia, public sex, Dom!Reader, Sub!Jason.
Request: Bro just imagine jason taunting you flirting with chrissy and shi and just being a brat then immediately regretting as you pound into him mercilessly 😩
!!! MINORS DNI !!!
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Y/N sat in his seat during lunch, sitting with his friend Eddie & his club members, eyes staring at Jason across the room, hearing how he flirted with Chrissy.
Y/N started picking at his food, he knew that Jason & His relationship was a secret, but he still was jealous, he was lost in his mind, jealousy just building up.
Y/N saw how Jason stared at him for a moment, Y/N knew that Jason did this on purpose, Eddie snapped his finger, "Y/N?? Hello?? You awake?" Eddie said, Y/N looked at him, "Sorry, tired, i got P.E soon." Y/N said, going back to look at Jason, "Alright-" Eddie said, going back to whatever he was talking about.
Y/N sat on the bench during P.E, drinking water from his water bottle, he watched Jason like a predatory animal, Y/N got up, looking at Jason, then walking to the locker room.
Jason watched Y/N walk to the locker room, "Uhm. I gotta go take a piss, i'll be back." Jason said, quickly walking to the locker room, almost tripping on his words.
Jason closed the door fast, basically running over to Y/N, Jason held onto him, smiling, knowing damn well that his in trouble.
Y/N gripped him by the collar of his shirt, pinning him against the wall, "What the fuck was all that in the cafeteria? hm? You wanna be dicked down that badly so you flirt with Chrissy to get my attention?" Y/N said, voice harsh.
Jason whined, grinning like a idiot, "You said it yourself, we need to keep our relationship secret." Jason said, acting innocent, Y/N stared at him, "Your a filthy brat, it's time i shut you up like the cock hungry whore you are." Y/N said, giving a harsh slap against Jason's ass.
Jason let out a moan, "You better stay quiet, don't want your friends to know how much of a whore you are." Y/N said, pulling Jason's shirt up, running his hands up & down, Jason threw his head back, whining like a little bitch.
Y/N smirked, dragging him into the bathroom stall, locking the stall when entering, "I'm sorry-" Jason said, whiny, Y/N shook his head, smirking, "Your not safe from this, baby boy." Y/N said, sitting down on the toilet seat, "Now be a good boy and you might be allowed to cum." Y/N said, pulling down his P.E shorts, patting his thigh, "Come over here now." Y/N said, Jason quickly obeyed, sitting down in his lap.
Y/N pulled Jason's shorts off, pulling his boxers down as well, "Safe word?" Y/N asked, looking at Jason, Jason sighed, whining, "Pink-" he said, Y/N smiled, nodding, pulling his own boxers down, "No prep?" Jason said, shocked, Y/N hummed, taking a fist full of his hair, "Only good boys get prep."
Y/N lifted him up, placing him right back down on his dick, Jason gripped onto Y/N's shoulder, letting out a loud moan, Y/N kissed his cheek, Y/N started slowly moving his hips, watching Jasons every reaction.
Y/N grabbed his shirt, placing it around his mouth, "Have to keep you quiet." he said, Jason nodded, muffled moans coming from him, Y/N continued thrusting into him, wrapping one of his hands around his throat, lightly choking him, "Your my little needy whore, aren't you?" Y/N said, watching as tears started pricking at his eyes.
Y/N wrapped his other hand around Jason's dick, jerking him off, placing hickeys on his neck, Y/N began thrusting into him with a more harsh pace, watching his face, "Learning your lesson, brat?" Y/N asked, Jason nodded, whining, feeling himself closing to a orgasm, "Need to cum? You've been so good now, i think you deserve to cum." Y/N said, Jason closed his eyes, biting onto the fabric of the shirt.
Jason's back arched, letting out a loud moan, painting Y/N's hand white, panting heavily, Y/N came inside him not to far behind, smiling, "The hell do i do to hide these hickeys." Jason said, panting, Y/N hummed, grinning, "You'll come up with a good excuse, won't you, doll." Y/N said, putting his shirt back on along with Jason.
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clarks-letterman · 2 years
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I was summoned!Jason craver x male reader
Where m/n is Chrissy innocent twin brother and Jason and came over her house to to take her out but she’s not home so the m/n decided to let him until Chrissy comes back, turns out she went to a have girl sleepover at friends house on a school night.And M/n let Jason stay the night an let Jason sleep on the couch some min later , Jason couldn’t fall asleep the first time so he took his shirt off then try and sleep but couldn’t so he got up to get some water only to see m/n only in his boxers . Let’s just say it just ended up him fucking m/n the kitchen hard and rough
i can't think of a title-
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a/n — i am so sorry for this taking so long! it snowballed into being my longest fic, and i rushed the smut so you wouldn't have to wait- (btw i can change the smut, i know it sounds stupid but i kinda hate that i rushed it :// )
warnings — 18+! Minors and fem!aligned DNI! internalized homophobia, smut, bareback (wrap before you tap!), jason carver has a big dick ;)
summary — check the request!
words — 3.9k
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Soft ramblings came from the television as it ran through the loops of magnetic tape, playing out the entirety of Ferris Bueller's Day Off—a personal recommendation from the hair master himself at the Family Video, along with an old copy of Fast Times at Ridgemont High he let you keep. He said that his friend found it redundant to their romantic life, but you were too confused why he lent it to you to care since your rental history refuted anything about it being your kind of movie. And, well, it wasn't. It sat in the tape player for a total of five minutes before you shut it off, replacing it with what was currently filling the background noise. You tipped the couch cushion from sitting slightly too far forward to work on next week's homework, relying on the coffee table to keep yourself steady.
The sun half-slid down the white finish of the wall, making it nearly impossible to tell the color with the golden shine pouring in. It tainted the television with a glare, vanishing in the shade for only a moment as a car pulled into the driveway. Sounding aloud by the tires treading the cemented pathway until it faded, followed by the thud of a car door slamming shut. Time carried a knock from the double set of mahogany doors as the person meandered the small sidewalk leading to the front porch within seconds. You shot up and answered it by the time the third knock struck.
Behind it stood Jason, a smile as vibrant as the floral bouquet in his hands formed when you opened the door. They radiated an air of sweetness that challenged the dominating cologne that hung on his letterman jacket, the spicy bite reaching toward you by a petal's length first. 
“Hey, Cunningham, Chris home?”
“Sorry, Jason, you missed her by an hour. Something important?” you kept a hold on the side of the door, ready to wing it shut if anything happened.
“No, surprise date since she said your parents weren’t home,” he explained, letting the flowers defeatedly hang from the bottom up in his lowered hand. 
“Oh,” your hand tightened on the door, the temptation to keep his distance growing as the conversation carried.
Jason leaned his free arm against the doorframe, moving closer to you. The door would have to stay open, “Can I come in?”
Jason was intimidating, but not by his own choice. He was never in control of how the things he did affected you; he had a charm that wooed you over and an understanding about you that others failed to grasp, even with how little time you spent together. But, you often had to remind yourself that he was only being nice, and none of it was his fault in how you interpreted it. There was no problem with everything he did to make you fall in love with him. It came with the standard conflicts of wanting to date your sister's boyfriend. They were happy, and you were a creep. That was why you often tried to get out of spending time with him and Chrissy. Being the third wheel was bad enough already, but being the second person in the room to have feelings for the same guy was even worse.
You tried to talk him out of it, hoping he would follow the direction you urged him toward, “Uh, you don’t have to. Chrissy won’t be back until tomorrow. I'll see you then?”
He took hold of your shoulder with a soft grip and held an equally warm smile as before, “Doesn’t mean I can’t spend time with you. We can have some one-on-one guy time, bro. I think that out of everyone in Chris’ family, I haven’t gotten to hang out with you much, and it would be a waste of gas to drive back home, anyways.”
There it was: that stupid Jason charm. Overly kind and friendly, alongside a look that you could never utter the word no to—a natural boy-next-door, no matter how far apart you lived. It became complicated to pinpoint precisely how you felt, given that a guide for who you were remained untyped and unsaid by anyone brave enough to give in to their urges like yours. If Jason was the boy-next-door, you were the Hawkins' hermit.
He passed by you and into the living room, taking your silence as an invitation and reacquainting himself with the walls he had spent hours enclosed by when he watched movies with Chrissy or the big basketball game of the season with your dad. He even joined in on your mom's infrequent binges of various cooking shows and seasons of General Hospital, but none of it was ever with you. Never while you watched the latest release or whatever was playing on cable. The more you thought about it, the more you realized that you weren't as avoidant of Jason as you thought. Was he the one who had made an effort to avoid you?
“Aw, good taste. I love this movie!” you joined Jason in the living room, seeing him standing in the golden rays, holding a finger to the television screen. 
The copy of Fast Times sat atop the player for Jason to see. His hand traveled from the screen to the tape, picking it up and scanning over the title, "This one's fucking awesome! Tell me, why haven't we hung out more? If I knew you were into this, we could've had so much fun at Benny's place the other night."
"What do you mean?"
He placed it back on the tape-player, "You know, like movies and...stuff."
He said it so casually that you were sure it was the banal genre that a preparatory jock like him would pick out. But you still asked, "What kind?"
He slowly cracked a smile, followed by a laugh, "The kind they don't sell at Family Video."
You let out a forced, dry chuckle to act like you were aware of what he was referencing, your stale giggle joining in strident harmony with his enriched one. After a moment of letting the room fall silent, Jason moved so that he was now filling the space of your dad's bistered recliner, the cushions welcoming him into a world of well-worn ecstasy. You joined him in watching the movie on the adjoining couch and slipped into a comfortable position. 
Eventually, you left the seat open to switch out the tapes in the video player, letting it cool for a moment but returning with a heated knowing of embarrassment. The movie advertised a few scenes with nudity, and either gender was bound to make the room fill with an uncomfortable silence. For the first half-an-hour of the film, it was tolerable. There were jokes you didn't get and conflicts that seemed silly, but the scenes of overly exposed women or men had yet to arrive. But, the second half of that hour proved to be the issue.
Fifty-three minutes and five seconds was when things started to go downhill. The main girl of the film lost her top after coming on to her best friend's brother, and what was underneath it plagued the screen. They didn't tempt you, unlike they had for Jason, who, from the corner of your eye, smirked at the television as his hand slid from the chair's arm to his denim-clad crotch, slightly grazing the area. You started to think that this movie was not the right idea to have either of you watching, considering that it was pretty damn close to real life—something you wanted to escape from at the moment. You tried to block out the remainder of the movie and whatever Jason was doing by not watching it, leaning your head back, and sinking deep into the couch.
The moon crawled along the sun's path, letting the light from inside fill the house. They spoke with a soft blink and a buzz as they went out and flickered on into your ears, nudging you awake, "Did I fall asleep?"
It was almost rhetorical, but you hoped to tune out the movie, not throw off your sleep schedule for the night. Your eyes were met with the sight of salt-and-peppery static filling the screen, and to your right, Jason laid back in the recliner, eyes shut but not asleep. He remained unmoved, "I'll sleep here."
He slipped his sneakers past the heels with the point of the other and kicked them over the hassock, letting them fall with a gentle thud.
"You sure? You can stay in Chris' bed since she's not—yeah, you can sleep upstairs."
Jason kicked the footrest back into place with ease, taking a stand on the hardwood floor. He waved you off, "Nah, I can take your dad's chair. He's always sleepin' in it, so I'll see what the big deal is."
He reached for the green and yellow cuff of his letterman jacket, pulling his arm in the opposing direction that he tugged at the edge of his sleeve, slipping it out and doing the same to his other arm. You planned to head to bed but wanted to guarantee he had everything he needed. As if he hadn't spent dozens of nights here before. But he was a guest, and you were the only one home. He didn't know the house as you did. He didn't know of the way the air conditioning never worked right in the summer or how you had to kick the bottom-left corner of the fridge to get it to spit the ice out. So you stayed, just in case.
His hands retreated further up his body and to the neck of his polo, sliding it off as easy as his jacket had let him do. There Jason stood, in waist-high denim flares and nothing else. It wasn't surprising to see him like this, as he had done this before, on the first night he stayed over.
You remembered the first night like you had lived through it the night before; it was in the middle of summer when the sun baked the Earth to a record-breaking high in Hawkins. Your parents were wealthy but not profligate buyers, meaning that the only room with an air conditioner was their own, and the rest of you had to suffer. Barely catching a wink of sleep, you went to the kitchen for a cold glass of water to drink, anything to help stay cool in the triple-degree delirium. You entered the kitchen to find Jason executing the same plan you had come up with mere moments before, gulping down a nearly full glass in seconds, then turning to refill the cup. That was when you noticed he was only in a pair of tight, non-dyed briefs that struggled to fit in the area that they were fighting to keep contained. 
It was when you realized your feelings for Jason, two-thirty at night in nothing but the equivalent of a skimpy leaf. One tear and everything would be gone. But that was far from what you focused on at the moment. His body was nice to look at, but the intimacy made your stomach drop and caused your heart to double its pace. Never had another guy been so comfortable around you, going as far as to be nearly stripped down to nothing and still be as relaxed as he was. You had to remind yourself that he didn't know what you were at the time, and he still didn't know now. Later that day, when the sun scaled the wall, Chrissy announced to the family that she and Jason were official.
That was over a year ago, and Jason looked even more stunning. Age broke people, shattered them with time, but Jason wasn't susceptible to that. He went from pristine to unblemished, polished, highlighting his best feature that had only grown. 
"Hope it's not a problem," he casually apologized, almost feeling as if he had to say it because it sounded puckish. It acted as a pricked hook, ready to tear you apart but still pulling your mangled mess of emotions to the surface to expose your darkest secret.
"Not at all," you struggled to get the words out, heading off to the stairs right after. Jason called out to you before you could reach the top, offering a quick, "goodnight," that you returned and veered into the hall and your bedroom. 
You tried to get a wink of sleep, but nothing overtook the abyssal hole you fell into while trying not to think about Jason on the floor below you. It didn't help that you had just come from a few hours of shut-eye that now seemed impossible to regress into, but you knew that Jason was responsible for keeping you awake. Like many other things, it wasn't his fault—completely and utterly your own head's maladaptive ways. Earlier, it was so easy to fall asleep—ironically because you were near him—but now it felt unachievable to slip away for merely a moment. You figured that a drink—something warm and comforting—would soothe you to sleep, something flavorful to let your mind focus in on. 
Jason felt similarly, looking at the white-daubed ceiling. He wished he could peer past—to see you, to see what you wore, how it clung to your body, and how easy it was to remove. He hated that it was his first thing to think of when it came to you, Chrissy's brother. He tried to rationalize it with the fact that you and Chrissy looked alike, and it just so happened to be that you were a guy. He almost convinced himself that what he saw in you was everything he loved about Chrissy, and that's the only reason he thought about you like that. Almost. Jason may have seen a bit of Chrissy in you, but the feeling he got was warmer and undeniably stronger than how he felt with Chrissy. If you and Chrissy looked the same, why did he feel so much different—so much better around you? 
Jason kicked back the recliner again, fleeing to the kitchen for a bout of comfort if only temporary as it was. He put a hand under the faucet, bringing it and some water to his face. He needed to cool off and ease his head from everything he had trained himself not to think about while he was here. Smooth velvet crossed his face after he went for a towel. 
"This is all stupid," he muttered, leaning against the sink with both hands. The dark outside couldn't help him. He could leave and not say bye, but then there would be lights at home, and he would have to see himself and all the ways he lies to himself there. 
Bare feet padded along the cool tile of the kitchen, but it wasn't Jason's own. No, it was yours. He turned, careful not to let his jaw, or a sly comment, slip as he eyed your figure, bare except for a pair of low-hanging boxers.
"What is?" You asked, coolly heading for the cabinet next to him. Jason looked in your direction as you did, eyes slipping down the curve of your lower back and over your ass. He knew he shouldn't look, but you had been so oblivious to his unrequited glances in the past, whether it was at dinner or when you passed in the hall like two ships in the night.
But he struggled to keep it in. He let it out after fighting it for so long. No one was here. He wouldn't have to awkwardly meander to Chrissy's room and think about it for the rest of the night. He could redress himself and leave if you reacted poorly and bury himself in anything that wasn't your stupid, complicated family.
"Just...how everything is right now," he admitted.
You set the empty glass down and turned, much to Jason's dismay, to keep your glance trained on his melancholic expression. 
"Is it about Chris?"
That was the only thing he didn't want to hear. Chrissy is what made this complicated, but he made it incomprehensible to sort out. 
"It's more about you, actually."
"Oh," You weren't sure what to say other than that. But you didn't have time to think since he continued.
"You're prettier than her," Jason wasn't sure how to say it because he never allowed himself to, only thinking about it when you weren't around.
"Jason—," You interjected, trying to keep him careful with how he handled his words. The second you heard him say that, a small part of you found a glimmer of hope in his compliment. Or it could have been an admittance of his feelings. Whatever it was, the better part of you knew that he shouldn't be saying it at all, no matter how much you wanted him to.
"Stop, please. I need to tell you that I've been fighting something in me since I first came here. And this—this was the last I could take," Jason paused and motioned with his hand to direct toward your boxer-exclusive attire, "I thought it was because you look so much like her, but you're not."
He stopped talking and wrapped you in his arms, warm skin meeting boiling skin, ready to explode but tamed by him. Jason smelled like vanilla and cedarwood and a bit of himself, mixing with the smell of home, giving you a sense that he was home. That this was right. Deserved in the sense that this was what you wanted and longed for and was finally getting.
He pulled away too soon for your liking, but what he followed it with more than made up for it. The light couldn't shine on your face before Jason shadowed it. The space between you left as fast as it came, replaced by the small—but soft—touch of his lips to yours. It was hesitant like he didn't know what exactly to do. Jason kept his hands away from you, though, letting them fly down to reach for the button of his jeans, shoving them to his ankles once undone. Soon enough, you slipped into a passionate furrow, his fingers brushing against your jaw as yours kept a grip on his solid, well-buffed arms.
Jason struggled to find the words to describe how he felt, but there was this magical touch with each point of contact. He felt freer and resolute to take what he wanted from you; both your love and your body. The magic faded as your pressing effort into the kiss started to soften, and he was worried that you had your fill and started to have your doubts. But, in reality, you were ready to go further, even if that journey into the distant arrival was a walk in the dark.
Lips felt the lingering presence of the other's, and eyes held their stare for a silent moment. 
"I'm ready, Jason," you asserted. You slipped your hand past the band of his boxers and into the soft, fabric chamber cradling his heavy girth. With only the feel of your fingers surrounding it, giving it a few tugs—understanding that it felt good by the twitch of Jason's face—you could tell it was long and a handful. 
Jason kept his eyes on you instead of your hand, not allowing his icy blues to slip, "You know how to handle that thing?"
"Not at all," you proudly admitted. Jason made you feel accepted enough as it was, so another thing to be ashamed of was safe to say around him without eliciting a laugh.
A hand of Jason's took your wrist, reeling your hand from his boxers, "I can show you how to take it."
Jason wasn't being truthful when he offered that. He could show you with the make-shift fleshlight he kept in a drawer, but this was going to be more of a live demonstration for the real thing. He started yanking his boxers down carelessly. In turn, you took a position leaning over the sink, assuming that he would need access to somewhere along the backside of your body, but being wildly inexperienced, you didn't have the slightest clue for what. Briefly, you saw his manhood as you turned to the sink. From what you saw as he set it free, his cock had a bulbous tip that fed into a wider shaft with a few veins running along the length.
Jason's fingers hooked into the hem of your boxers, the cold air meeting your warmed skin. Your ass perked in the chill, and Jason was ready to let it warm against his defined hips. His hand took ahold of his length near the base, sliding his first two fingers to the tip for better aim. The other clamped to your waist, yanking your ass back, causing you to lean more and take a wider stance. He held his cock to your hole, toying with it for a moment.
"Fuck, you're nothing like her," His tip slipped in and out. Then, back in again, "So tight..."
All of that pent-up, building ferocity unleashed itself here as Jason pushed himself in. He was obsessed with how your hole quivered over the presence of his cock, and how the veins vanished and returned with each thrust in and out of you. He loved the exaggerated pop that came with pulling his cock out, teasing the tight-ringed muscle by circling his tip over it before your hole happily enveloped his cock for the whatever-numbered time. He lost count the second he started. His pumps into you were powerful, to the point that you were knocked forward against the sink. At least if the sudden and fast motions made you nautious, the sink stared back at you with an open gutter. 
Your name spewed off like a cheer on his lips, repeated cries and pleas out to you, for you to feel good. It was obvious that Jason had been deprived of something like this for what must have been an eternity because only minutes had gone by and he was already a mess. That's when you peaked, your climax. Hearing Jason act desperately to resolve. Ropes of your load sprayed by his third and final thrust, with Jason shooting into you in the seconds following. He kept going, his cock growing slick and your hole emitting gushing sounds as his white-hot hit the tile below with a splat.
Jason unceremoniously pulled out, his cock going soft but still standing semi-proud at his work. Some more of his release piled on the floor, to which you were already heading for a towel. The small clock on the wall caught your eye, two-thirty-one.
On your way back, you asked the only question that came to mind in your clear-headed state, "What's going to happen between you and Chris and everyone else?"
Before you could clean up the mess made by both you and Jason, his warmth took you in, arms extending to hold you. You opened yours into the dark and unknowing, but into him. He was the light.
"We'll figure it out tomorrow."
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drmaddict · 25 days
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The Lovers
Summary: Jason accuses (Y/n) the town witch that she has cast a spell on him. Neither of them would have expected, what was really behind it.
Wordcount: 7.370
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"Ah!" I cried out in surprise, when I heard the crack and the dull bang behind me and whirled around. I had expected to see a heavy branch lying on the ground and not... Jason Carver?
"What are you doing here?" I shouted, still slightly tense.
He got to his feet and knocked the leaves off his jacket. "I could ask you that? What are you doing?", he asked angrily, pointing at the basket I was holding.
I looked at him in irritation.
"What kind of voodoo are you going to do, huh?"
I raised an eyebrow. "They're daisies, you moron." I demonstratively held up one of the small flowers. "You can use them to make an ointment for sunburn." I rolled my eyes. "You followed me all the way through this forest to play witch hunting? How long have you been following me?" He was absolutely crazy.
He came up to me. "Long enough to see that these aren't daisies.", he bit out, holding up the second plant in my basket.
"Yes, this is St. John's wort. My cousin has neurodermatitis. The creams from the pharmacy are all too expensive and they don't want anyone else to pay for them, so I make her one from this. It soothes chapped skin." I grabbed the little plant and threw it back into the basket. "And before you ask.", I continued, reaching into the basket. "Mint. For my satanic tea against bloating."
Jason looked at me dully, then shook his head. "Why should I trust you?"
"Because I'm just here collecting some herbs and you're the stalker, who's been following me through the forest for at least fourty minutes.", I hissed.
Jason took a step back. "I know you're one of those weird wiccans."
"Witch."
"You admit it!"
"I'm correcting you.", I said simply.
He furrowed his eyebrows in irritation.
"Wicca is a religion. Most wiccans are witches. Not all witches are wiccans. It's like quadrates and squares." I teased him. "If you're going to hate me, you should at least use the right terms."
He looked at my basket. "Just because you're not doing anything wrong today, doesn't mean you're otherwise innocent."
I sighed. I just wanted my peace and quiet. "Yes, I'm usually sin itself. Can I have my peace now, please?"
"No."
I took a deep breath and tried to calm down. "You know what? Do what you want." With that, I turned around and tried to concentrate on the plants. "At least don't trample everything.", I snapped at him and kept walking.
"What is this stuff really for?"
"I just told you."
"You're lying."
"I could pass a lie detector test Carver."
I bent down to grab a small wild garlic plant.
"What's that?" Jason asked, almost angrily.
"Wild garlic.", I explained. "It's simply delicious in food." I threw the plant into the basket. "You're welcome to keep stalking me Jason, but try to be less angry."
"Why?"
"Because I want this", I pointed to my basket, "to have positive energies."
"It's a plant."
"Do you pray for other people's misfortune?"
"No! I'm not."
"Then don't spoil my work, wanting to do something good for the people in my life... Even if it's just to help them with sunburn."
Jason stopped short and looked at me insistently. "How do I know you're not lying?"
I looked at him as calmly as you can look at someone who calls you Satan's bitch. It was his upbringing or the media. How was he supposed to know any better? "Look for Hildegard von Bingen's herbal bible in the library. I know everything about medicinal herbs from her."
"I'm not reading the book of some devil worshipper."
"Hildegard von Bingen was a nun.", I corrected him.
Jason faltered.
"If you don't trust me, maybe you trust one of your people."
He walked slowly backwards. "I'll keep an eye on you.", he said emotionlessly.
"I'll see you at school."
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"I'm just saying. Be prepared for something to come up today.", I grumbled to Eddie, poking at my salad.
Eddie shook his head, upset. "He's been stalking you?"
"Yes.", I laughed. "If he hadn't been alone, I would have been really worried."
"He's out of his mind."
"Is that news?"
I didn't know what to expect today. That got me down. Ever since my former friend Melody unintentionally outed me as a witch, I never knew what to expect the next day. She had snooped through my things and found the little pentagram pendant. After the whole school knew about it, even the head teacher called me in and told my parents.
My dad thought I had a chip on my shoulder, but otherwise wasn't interested and my mom... Well, before I explained what I was doing and that the newspapers had no idea, it took a good three hours. Three hours with a lot of tears.
I never spoke to Melody again. Eddie had taken me in with the outsiders and Jason and his gang wanted to see me at the stake.
"We'll keep watch.", Eddie said, looking down the hall.
"My heroes.", I sighed dramatically.
He grinned and bowed exaggeratedly.
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I was sitting at one of the tables at the edge of the forest, scribbling listlessly on my piece of paper, when a book banged on the table next to me.
I literally jumped up and stumbled backwards, so frightened, that I toppled over the bench and fell onto my back.
I saw blonde hair and a green and white jacket.
I picked myself up stiffly. "What the hell are you?" I grumbled. "Are you making any noise at all?"
I knocked the grass off my butt and gave Jason a dirty look. He looked back just as crossly.
I looked at the book on the table. Hildegard von Bingen. "You've read it.", I said in surprise.
"Skimmed it."
I looked at his angry face and sighed. "What's wrong now?"
"The herbs might be good, but you're doing something."
I ran a hand over my face. "Jason.", I began humbly. "I'll leave you alone. Can't you do me a favor and do the same to me?"
"No!"
"Why not?" I whined.
He was breathing heavily and turned away in a huff. "Because you did something. You did something to ME. ADMIT IT!"
I faltered. "Jason what are you talking about?"
"Why do I feel this way if you haven't done some witchcraft to me?" he hissed, coming closer and closer to me. I backed up until I bumped into a tree. Jason encircled me with his arms.
"I don't know what you're talking about.", I said almost fearfully. "I don't know what you mean Jason."
"Stop saying that!"
"Say what?"
"MY NAME!"
"Jas-" I bit my lips.
He was breathing heavily. "Undo it."
"I didn't do anything. You're scaring me."
"Undo it!", he growled. He looked at me almost frantically.
"You have to tell me what's wrong or I can't help you, but I didn't do anything."
"Then why do I feel like this?", he whispered angrily.
"How do you feel?", I asked, almost pleadingly. Hoping that he would stay calm.
"How do you feel Jason?"
No sooner had his name crossed my lips than he pressed his mouth to mine. Hard and unyielding. His hands held my head in place and his body pressed against mine. I was so caught off guard, that I just stood there, like a pillar of salt, waiting. Not quite grasping what was happening.
He abruptly disengaged and stumbled back. Tears streamed down his cheeks. "Undo it.", he whispered.
I looked at him in disbelief. Not a word escaped my lips. Not a sound escaped my throat. Until a fuse in my brain clicked into place and I ran away. I ran away as fast as I could, not wasting a single thought on my stuff, which were still lying on the table.
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"He's did WHAT?", shouted Eddie angrily.
I sat at the kitchen table of the trailer and looked at the tabletop in disbelief.
"I think I'm going to be sick.", I whimpered. No. I really felt sick. I was sick to my stomach. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom. I made it just in time to take the contents of my stomach to the toilet.
Eddie stumbled after me and held my hair out of my face. He stroked my back reassuringly.
When I was sure nothing more was coming, I dropped onto my butt and felt the tears on my cheeks. I wrap my arms around my legs. Eddie held out a bottle of water to me.
"Take a deep breath.", he mumbled.
"They're going to kill me Eds."
"They won't. We'll keep you safe." He pulled me into his arms. "Nothing's going to happen."
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My backpack was gone, of course. What had I expected?
I sat in the library and waited impatiently for Gareth to come. I hid behind my book and tried to stay calm. One of the boys had been keeping an eye on me all day. Just in case.
Jason had been like a madman. He'd gotten it into his head that I'd cast a spell on him. He had kissed me. Jason Carver. The poster boy Jason Carver somehow had... had a crush on me and now thought I'd made him. Jason Carver had a crush on me and he hated himself for it. I was startled when I heard a backpack fall onto the table, but before I even looked up, I saw Jason's back disappearing quickly and my backpack in front of me. I reached for it hesitantly. Slowly pulled open the zipper. Carefully peeked inside. Nothing happened.
"Your backpack is back?"
I winced.
"Since when are you so jumpy?" Gareth grinned.
"Since I'm waiting for the Inquisition.", I grumbled.
POV Jason
How had I let myself get so carried away? How could I have been so stupid? Why hadn't I stayed away from her? I had given her far too much power over me.
My head was buzzing with thoughts as I walked into the theater room as Luke's note told me to.
That little witch. Why had she run away, when this was exactly what she had wanted? That had been her goal. To cast a spell on me. Had she realized that this couldn't be love? Had she perhaps really done nothing - I interrupted the thought immediately. Of course she had done something. I would never think like that about someone, who went against everything I stood for.
The door of the theater room slammed shut loudly. I turned around with a jolt and caught sight of Eddie Munson.
"Ball boy. Glad you got my message."
I looked at the note in my hand. How could I have been so stupid?
"I heard about your little meeting with (Y/n) in the woods.", he continued, walking slowly towards me.
I shouldered my backpack and moved towards the door, but Munson grabbed me firmly by the shoulders and stopped me.
"Not so fast. Where are you going?"
"Let me go!"
"Why is that? I guess it's not so much fun being hassled yourself?"
I pulled my shoulders out of his grip and pushed him away. "That's what she wanted! She started this voodoo.", I hissed. "So tell her to undo it or leave me alone!"
Munson laughed. First in disbelief, then louder, harder, until he seemed almost unable to breathe. "Oh God!", he struggled to breathe. "You really believe that."
"What's so funny?", I shouted angrily.
Munson held his stomach and sat down on one of the folding chairs. "You have a crush and you don't realize it." He wiped a tear from his face.
"I don't-"
"You think you're pretty important, don't you?", he interrupted me, still slightly breathless. "Don't you think she'd have better targets, than some bore with a twist in his panties?"
I turned away angrily and left.
"Bother her again and you can find out how to throw your balls with crutches.", he shouted after me.
I pushed the door open hard and stormed through the corridors.
I don't have a crush on that witch. I don't want anything from her. No matter how many dreams I had in which she lay with me and in which she seduced me with her smile and her scent... Those dreams weren't real. They weren't my dreams. They couldn't be mine.
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"Jason." my name fell from her lips like a prayer. She clawed at my back. I kissed her neck, marking it as my own, as I thrust into her again and again. Sometimes faster, sometimes slower. I let her dance on the threshold of pleasure. Never quite gave her what she wanted. I devoured her and she gave herself to me. (Y/n's) eyes were glassy and yet warm. Looked up at me with affection and admiration. Her hands caressed my back. Her legs wrapped around my hips. She moved towards me. We were united. Two bodies and two souls in harmony.
She twitched around me. Her body tensed. She collapsed in waves of excitement. She took me with her and caught me.
The fabric under my cheek was damp. I sat up with a jerk. I was alone. Alone in my room. Just me in my bed. Sweat was sticking to my body. I wiped the saliva from the corner of my mouth in disgust. My shorts were sticking to my crotch. I pulled a face.
Why in God's name did I have to be the target of this witchcraft? Why did these dreams have to feel so good? Why did I feel so safe in them? She was a witch! She was evil. She was not gentle and sweet. I had to remind myself that she had cast a spell on me. I couldn't love her!
Where did that word come from? Why did it want to creep into my head?
I felt tears running down my cheeks. I don't want to have these thoughts!
(Y/n)s POV
The last week I had gotten away with it. None of the jocks had hit on me or hinted at anything. It just made me even more paranoid.
I was waiting for a prank. Some kind of humiliation. I was almost longing for it so I could finally get it over with.
I was walking home when a sadly too familiar car drove up slowly beside me. I didn't look up, stubbornly continued straight ahead.
I heard the side window being rolled down.
"Get in!" Jason said stubbornly.
I walked on silently.
"Get in the car now!"
"No!" I replied stubbornly.
The car came to a halt. A door opened. I quickened my steps.
A hand clutched my upper arm. "I told you to get in.", he hissed.
"But I don't want to.", I spat back.
His grip on my arm became painfully tight. "And I don't want to have these thoughts, so get in."
I tried to pull away, but it didn't help. His hands were on my arms like vices.
"What are you going to do?"
"We're going to church."
I looked at him, perplexed. "Is the pyre ready or what? For fuck's sake, Carver! I don't want anything from you except to be left alone! Even if I could do what you accuse me of, which I can't by the way, why would I want the guy who's been spitting on me for months?"
He looked at me blankly. "We'll go to the church now and talk to the priest."
I realized tears were welling up in my eyes. It was all so absurd. It... It was humiliating. Someone had a crush on me and it was so absurd that it was really happening that he suspected I had bewitched him.
"Now come on!" he ordered, pulling me roughly towards his car.
I stumbled after him.
The drive was silent and tense. I had tried to jump out at a red light, but Jason had immediately had grabbed hold of me.
When we arrived at the church, Jason dragged me up the steps of the building and through the door into the large main room.
I had never been in a church before. My parents weren't believers, so there was never any reason to attend one.
He looked at me insistently.
I remained stubborn. "What? Did you expect me to burst into flames?"
His jaw tightened. "Come on." he growled.
Roughly, he dragged me to a small room and knocked.
Priest Mitchel opened it for us. "Jason. Hello... And you must be (Y/n)."
I nodded hesitantly.
"Can you give us a moment alone Jason?" the priest asked, stepping aside to clear the way into his office.
Jason reluctantly let go of me.
I cautiously stepped into the priest's office. I only knew him by sight, but he always seemed nice and friendly.
"Why don't you sit down for a minute? Would you like some tea?"
"Uh... No. Thanks."
He just nodded and sat down on an exercise ball opposite me. "They don't look particularly professional, but they're good for your back.", he smiled.
I just nodded. "My mom has one too."
He grinned. "Very well." He became more serious. "Jason told me about his situation." I stiffened. "Don't worry. I won't drag you to the torture chamber. But whether you've done anything or not... Jason... Got stuck on that idea and knowing the boy, he's not going to let it go."
I sighed. "So you're not getting out the pitchforks?"
He smiled. "No. Believe it or not. My wife went through a phase like you once."
"And if it's not a phase?"
"Then I pray you stay true to the right path anyway."
I looked thoughtfully at the table in front of me. "And how do I get rid of that witch hunter out there now?" I muttered. "You know him better than I do."
Father Mitchel looked thoughtfully at my bag. "You don't happen to have any herbs with you?"
I looked up irritated. "What? No. I was at school. What do I want with herbs there?" 
"Hm... Well, the tea will have to do then."
He reached into the drawer of his desk and pulled out a packet of fruit tea. Relaxed, he cut open a good six bags and tipped them into a small decorative bowl.
"What are you up to?"
He grinned. "We're breaking a spell for Jason's sake. Under my supervision, of course, so he'll feel more comfortable and confident about it."
I raised an eyebrow in surprise. "Don't you always say you shouldn't lie?"
"Special situations call for special measures."
"You're a strange priest."
"And I'm very proud of that."
Less than five minutes later, I was sitting behind the church in front of a small bowl of fruit tea, trying to remain serious. Jason and Father Mitchel watched me from a safe distance, how I lit a small piece of paper on which my and Jason's names were crossed out.
Normally, you would use two candels with a connected wick to break a love spell, but Jason didn't know that.
I threw the note into the bowl and watched it burn. The tea left a sickeningly sweet smell, but the light breeze made it disappear quickly.
I waited patiently for the flames to recede and then grabbed the ashes to let them blow away with the breeze for show.
Jason watched everything with eagle eyes, but actually seemed a little calmer with Father Mitchel at his side.
I got up from my cross-legged position and lifted the bowl. A pretty little thing.
I put it in Father Mitchel's hand. He nodded at me with a smile. "If you ever think about it, the church is always open to you."
"That... That's very nice. Thank you."
"Well then. Accounting is waiting." He sighed and walked back around the building.
Jason looked at me appraisingly. I let him.
"Can you at least take me home now? I don't have any money for the bus."
He struggled with himself, but then motioned for me to follow him.
The journey was calm. Tense, but calm.
I quickly squeezed out of the car when we arrived at my house. "Thank you. Bye.", I mumbled and disappeared into the house as quickly as I could.
Hopefully, this haunting was finally over.
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POV Jason
She kissed me so tenderly. Her arms were wrapped around my neck. Her body was warm as it pressed against mine. I could feel her breasts through both our shirts. I enjoyed her hands in my hair. I stroked her ribs. She giggled slightly. Bit my lower lip playfully. I laughed. I felt bliss. I felt light. Here in this meadow, lying on a scratchy picnic blanket, with her in my arms. She kissed the tip of my nose. She ran her thumb over my cheeks.
"I love you.", I murmured and gently kissed the diamond ring on her ring finger. 
I woke up suddenly. Annoyed, I hit the alarm clock and buried myself under the thick comforter again. Still slightly foggy, I tried to fall back asleep and continue dreaming where I had left off. I wanted to go back to the meadow and (Y/n)-
I stiffened up. No. No. No!
Why another dream like this? I curled up under the blanket and pressed my hands against my forehead. I tried to push these wishes out of my brain.
But she had dissolved the spell. Father Mitchel was there. That couldn't be. It couldn't be.
I wanted to be normal again.
POV (Y/n)
I sat on my favorite table in the woods and looked thoughtfully at my tarot cards. The lovers had been extremely persistent in my last readings. I threw all the cards back on the pile and shuffled them vigorously. That didn't make any sense. I haven't really felt it anyway.
I shuffled and suddenly one of the cards flew out of the pile. I turned it over and sighed in surrender. The fool glared at me maliciously. "All right. I get it.", I growled annoyed and put the cards on the table.
I heard it crack behind me. I quickly jumped up and looked around.
God no.
"Jason?"
He didn't say anything, just sat down at the table. He looked tired. Listlessly, he threw his backpack in front of him and lay down on it. But he kept his eyes on me. His eyes wandered to the cards on the table. Strangely, he didn't react.
I didn't say anything. I didn't move.
"What do you want here?"
He was still looking at the cards and reached for one that had clearly slipped out of the deck. When he threw it back down, annoyed, I saw the lovers again.
"I give up.", he mumbled. His voice was low and raspy.
I hesitantly sat down next to him. "What are you giving up on?"
"It didn't work... The voodoo from yesterday."
How could it? It was just for show. I sighed anyway. I had somehow hoped that maybe it would influence him enough to finally put his mind at rest.
"Go on, then. Do what you want.", he grumbled.
I furrowed my eyebrows in irritation. "What?"
"You wanted me. Go on."
I breathed in and out in a controlled manner to control my anger. "Jason.", I groaned, annoyed.
He looked at me devotedly. I rubbed my hands over my face. "Okay. How about you pray?"
He sat up. "You want me to beg you too?"
I rolled my eyes. "To your god, you idiot."
He faltered. "Why?"
"Can't you ask him what's right and what's not? Ask him for the truth."
He faltered. His eyes screamed with confusion.
"Come on," I groaned and put my cards away. "I'll even clean up."
He sat up straighter. Watched me. "All right.", he murmured. His hands pushed together almost cautiously. He rested his elbows on the tabletop and gave me another quick glance. "No games.", he ordered.
I held my hands up in the air defensively.
He closed his eyes and rested his forehead on his hands. It seemed so... antiquated. The way he sat there mumbling to himself. The way he held his hands. It all looked so ancient.
I went about my own thoughts until I suddenly heard him sobbing.
I pulled myself out of my thoughts. Jason was still in his prayer position but I heard him turn up his nose.
His hands separated and immediately ran over his face. I quickly looked in my backpack and grabbed the small pack of tissues.
"Here." I held them out to him.
He grabbed it without a word and wiped his tears away, blew his nose loudly and then threw it on the table.
"Jason." I was practically whispering. As if every loud noise would destroy the world.
He just shook his head. "You're not supposed to say my name.", he replied just as quietly.
"Then what am I supposed to call you?"
He wiped away another tear. Silently, he looked at the tabletop.
"Why do you hate me so much?" I asked.
He grimaced. "I think we both know that the opposite is the problem."
I shook my head. "No, you're conflicted. You hate the... Interest in me."
He sighed and reached for another tissue. "Why do you have to be a witch?"
I smirked. "That's it?"
"You go against everything I believe in.", he pressed out.
I sighed. "How about you pay your debt?"
He looked at me, confused. "What kind of debt?"
"You dragged me to your priest and now you're meeting one of my friends. Don't worry. She's a Christian... And a witch."
He laughed dismissively. "No such thing."
I held out my hand to him. "Let's make a bet, then."
He hesitated. "What bet?"
I thought about it for a moment. "If I win, you stop putting the basketballtaining on the Hellfire meetings."
Jason's jaw tightened. He reached for my hand. "If I win, you come to the service with me. For a month."
"Deal.", I grinned.
"Deal.", he bit back.
"Here?" Jason asked incredulously as he brought the car to a halt.
My friend's house was a simple terraced house. A small front garden with flower beds and a bright yellow façade.
I just nodded. "Yup. This is where she lives." I got out and waited for him to do the same. We walked down the small driveway and Jason eyed the cross on the thermometer next to the door.
It opened and my friend Jannice emerged. She was in her mid-thirties and, as always, a bit over the top.
"(Y/n)!", she shouted happily.
"Hey Jan.", I laughed and let myself be pulled into a hug.
"You haven't been around for far too long. You really need to make me some of that lavender oil again. I've just dried some. You can take it with you right away. Uh! Who have we got here? Let me look at you!" She hugged Jason, who was completely taken by surprise and just stood there.
"I can't believe you're fishing for such a tasty treat. I would have bet on the curly head with the puppy eyes..."
"Jan, we're not a couple.", I quickly interrupted her.
"Oh... Oh well." She brushed one of her wild curls out of her face. "Well, come in."
We entered the house and went into the kitchen, which, as always, smelled wonderfully of all kinds of flowers and herbs.
Jason stopped in the doorway and looked at a small table with a cross and a candle on it. He looked at them closely. The candle was bright pink. Definitely not a candle that was available at the service.
He turned back to us. "(Y/n) says you are a Christian.", he said clumsily, but Jannice just smiled again.
"Yes, that's right."
"And she says you're a... witch."
She put a tin of cookies on the table. "Yes. That's true, too."
Jason looked at her suspiciously. "But that can't work."
Jabnice laughed. "Oh boy. Have a seat. Eat a cookie and then I'll explain everything you want."
Jason still sat stiffly on a chair. "What's in the candle?", he began and Jannice started.
"But there are rules!" Jason huffed.
Jannice nibbled on a cookie. "I live by the rule of being a good person. How many more rules do you need? Treat your fellow human beings with love and helpfulness."
Jason put his coffee cup down firmly on the table. "But then everyone can do what they want!"
"If the law was repealed tomorrow that killing someone was illegal, would you do it?"
"Of course not!"
"And yet there are people who do it despite the law." She poked Jason's chest with her finger. "Because our ethics aren't always governed by rules."
She leaned back in her chair. "Why do you want to understand it, if you're so sure of your religious interpretation?"
Jason faltered.
They were a mismatched pair. So different and yet so similar.
"Jason wants to broaden his horizons a little.", I interjected.
Jannice eyed him. "To broaden your horizons, your heart has to be open."
Jason sighed. "Open heart. I just don't get it!", he huffed.
Jannice put a hand on his shoulder. "Your head doesn't understand or your heart?"
Jason gave her a pained look. "What's the difference?"
She smiled gently at him, but there was a hint of sadness in her eyes. "Because your head only tells you what you've learned. Your heart tells you what you've always known."
Jason's eyes sparkled treacherously wet again, but he blinked bravely.
Jannice's gaze showed understanding. "You were never really allowed to ask questions."
Jason shook his head. "There were rules."
She nodded. "Well. I listen to every question. My door is always open."
Jason didn't respond. Just grabbed another lavender cookie.
He stayed silent for a long time on the drive back. "I really want to understand this," he whispered.
Even though I didn't know what had happened to him, I had seen that something inside him had been shaken awake. Something that he had put to sleep was stretching and trying to understand why it hadn't been allowed to go through all those years.
"These things take time," I replied calmly.
Jason nodded. "Should I apologize?"
I grinned. "What does your gut say?"
He shook his head, annoyed. "I thought we were focusing on the heart."
I laughed lightly. "Everyone gets their knowledge from somewhere else."
He was silent for a moment. "I'm sorry." His eyes shot to me very briefly.
I bit my lip. "It's okay."
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"And now what?" Eddie asked me as we lay on the roof of the trailer and looked up at the sky.
I shrugged my shoulders, even though he couldn't see that. "I don't know."
He sighed. "Do you think he'll shut up now?"
I had to smile. "I think it's more likely that things are just starting now. You should have seen them." I let the thought slip away and the confusion of the last few days settled over me. "This is all so absurd.", I muttered.
Eddie laughed. "I still can't believe he thought you put a spell on him."
I sighed. "Why wouldn't he? I'm not exactly his typ."
Eddie nudged me. "Of course you're not. They're completely hollow."
I shook my head. A sad smile spread across my face. "Can you play my best girl-friend for a minute?"
"Shall I get the nail polish?"
I punched him lightly.
"Sure.", he grinned.
I closed my eyes in surrender to make it easier. "It was so far-fetched, that he could really have a crush on me, that he thought I'd jinxed him Eddie.... That's... Why is it so far-fetched to have a crush on me?"
He patted my shoulder. "I'm sticking to the fact, that they're hollow."
I continued to gaze at the stars and fell silent. How could you treat someone you had a crush on with such disgust?
"What's going to happen with him now?" Eddie had turned his head towards me and was looking at me questioningly.
"What do you mean?"
He shrugged his shoulders. "Well, he understood that he thinks you're hot and now what?" He twirled his rings. "Are you going out? Are we still seeing each other? Do I have to find another club witch because you're hanging out with the cool kids now?"
I looked at him, confused. "We're not going out.", I blurted out. "We're just... I don't know. There's a truce?"
Eddie furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "He fancies you (Y/n).", he said forcefully. "We know that now. How do you feel about him?"
I looked at him dully. "I've never thought about it.", I confessed. "Don't look at me like that! I was waiting for the funeral pyre."
Eddie shook his head in amusement. "I don't believe I'm saying this, but you two seem to be perfect for each other."
I nudged him roughly. "That's not funny!"
"Yes it is."
I pouted.
"So. How do you feel about him? Tell your best friend."
I rubbed my face. "I don't know. He... I mean he hasn't exactly been nice over the last few months." I listened to the rustling of leaves around us. "Can you like someone you're supposed to hate?"
"If we asked Jason, he'd say yes. Come on. What do you think of the Bible boy, non-judgmentally."
I sighed. "It's not that simple.... I mean... I don't know... He seems ambitious?"
"Very romantic." Eddie nodded, playing serious.
I groaned in annoyance. "He's probably quite good looking."
A grin appeared on his face.
"But I don't understand how he can dress like that.", I grumbled
Eddie continued to grin. "I knew you had a thing for Andrew!"
"Andrew?"
"Breakfast Club... Jock Andrew."
I blushed. "Shut up."
Eddie chuckled. "Would the basketball shorts on Jason be more your thing?"
"I told you to shut up."
"Oh, no. I'm going to enjoy this. Besides, he's definitely dreaming about banging you. So you can let it all out."
"He doesn't." I blurted out immediately.
Eddie couldn't stop laughing. "He has a cock and he likes you. He definitely dreams about you two fucking."
I gave him a petulant look. "You really are a catty best friend."
"And I love you very much."
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"But... You could curse someone?", Jason asked me hesitantly.
We were sitting at the table in the woods again. As usual, Jason had come to me like a ghost and then started asking questions.
"I could probably try it. No idea if it would even work. Anyway. It's not my thing."
Jason looked very thoughtful as usual. "Why are you so insistent on only doing good?"
His blue eyes looked confused. "You could and you don't think anyone will punish you for it. Why don't you?"
"I never said I wouldn't be punished for it.", I objected.
He played with the zipper on his backpack. "And who's punishing you?"
"Karma.", I said simply. "Everything you send out comes back to you threefold."
"Hm."
He was silent for a moment. Let it sink in. "Okay."
Meanwhile, I sat in my seat and couldn't get the conversation with Eddie out of my head. Somehow the fact that Jason had admitted to having a crush on me had made it real. Did he really dream about me? Did I want him to dream about me? My ego wanted it, but did I want it?
I sighed without realizing it.
Jason looked at me questioningly. I waved him off. He looked thoughtfully at the table again. "Is there a spell to get rid of feelings?", he asked quietly.
I looked at him, irritated. "What?"
He rubbed his forehead. "I don't know which synapse has locked onto you, but we both know that there's no future in this. Apart from the fact that I very much doubt by now that you want anything from me." He stood up angrily. "So please. Do something and set me free."
I felt the anger boiling up inside me. First mixed with shame, then all the clearer and stronger.
"Set you free? I'm sorry that your limbic system isn't playing along with your image planning. I'm sorry that it's so disgusting to have a crush on me that you even have to assume you've been cursed. I'm sorry, Carver", I bit out his name, "that I'm not good enough."
I could feel the heat in my cheeks. "But you could at least have the decency not to throw that in my face every time you see me!"
I grabbed my backpack gruffly, which unfortunately only caused my tarot cards to fall out and scatter across the forest floor.
Jason just looked at me dully. A gust of wind hit me in the back and blew the last card away.
Jason bent down for it and held it out to me unseen.
I tryed hard not to crumple it up. The damn lovers. I breathed in and out in a controlled manner.
"I'm sorry-"
"Save it." I interrupted him immediately. I held my hands in front of me defensively. "Just let it go." I put the card with the others and zipped up the backpack.
The wind picked up, but I paid it no mind. I just kept going, no matter how hard the wind tore at me. How could the weather change so quickly?
"Now wait!" Jason called after me. "You can't walk through the forest in a storm like this. Let me drive you."
"No!"
I felt a hand around my upper arm, yanking me backwards. I heard a loud crack. A rumble of thunder rolled through the forest. The ground vibrated.
Jason had held me protectively against him. It was only when I managed to free myself that I saw his shocked face. When I turned around, I saw it.
A not exactly delicate branch was lying right where I was about to go. That thing would have easily broken every bone in my body.
As soon as I'd gotten over the situation, the wind died down, but only a little.
"Come on," Jason said and pulled me along with him. His hands were firmly on my shoulders and he swiftly escorted me to his car.
I stayed still for the rest of the journey. Jason had thrown his jacket on me because he had decided I would definitely be cold. The radio was switched off because it had started raining halfway and the signal was gone.
I hated that Jason's jacket smelled good. He wasn't supposed to smell good. He wasn't supposed to look good. His stupid upper arms shouldn't be so attractive.
Pouting, I averted my eyes.
"I can't see anything.", Jason grumbled loud enough to drown out the pattering of the rain. I didn't look at him. But then I felt the car stop.
"What are you doing?"
"I can't see five feet far. We have to wait for the rain to stop.", he explained defensively. I groaned in annoyance and rolled my eyes. Great. Still sulking, I crossed my arms and sank further into the seat.
He did the same. His upper arms stretched his shirt. I shook my head to get rid of the thought.
"I'm sorry, but you have to admit that I don't really fit into your life either.", he grumbled at me from the side.
I grit my teeth. "You know what? Maybe things would have been different, if you hadn't spent the last few months making my life a living hell.", I spat at him.
He looked back just as angrily. "And I'm sorry! God knows I'm trying to understand, but I can't change the past!"
"Where did your sudden interest in me come from anyway? Heh? How can you be so divided in your desires?"
His hands were clenched into fists. "Because not everyone can be who they want to be!", he shouted. "Because I can't like everyone! Because I can't just feel the way I want to!", he continued to shout, looking at me angrily. "Do you think I care what you do with your herbs? Do you think I want to be like that? I don't want to! I want to be normal, but I can't!" He breathed heavily and narrowed his eyes. "There were always rules. I was NEVER allowed to question them. I wasn't allowed to play with everyone. I wasn't allowed to be friends with everyone.... And I wasn't allowed to fall in love with everyone." He took a deep breath. "And people look... They talk when you don't do what they expect you to do." He looked stubbornly at the steering wheel. He continued to speak so quietly that I almost didn't hear him over the rain. "I'm not supposed to like you. I do... I do, but I'm not allowed to... Not until I... Before I... Before I've moved away and have a life for myself. Before I can... can be new."
And that's when a light went on. The fool. New. "Those were your cards!", I blurted out before I could hold it back.
"Wh-what?" He looked at me, snapped out of his emotions.
I rummaged for my little notebook. "I've been drawing the same four cards over and over again for weeks.", I explained. "The ten of wands. You suppress your feelings and desires and thus prevent yourself from being happy. The lovers. I probably don't need to explain. Then the tower. Tower moments bring down all walls... And the fool. New beginnings... Those were your cards!"
He looked at me, perplexed. "Okay?"
I looked at him insistently. "You... You can't spend your whole life pretending to be someone else!"
He sighed. "Not my whole... Just until... after college... Until I get a job." He closed his eyes. "That's a long time, but... Not forever."
"And then what? Do you just get up one day and become a different person? Ignore all the connections you've made up to that point?", I asked.
I saw the turmoil on his face. "What else am I supposed to do? If it gets out that I have a crush on someone like you, my father will call an exorcist."
I laughed in disbelief.
"I'm not joking! My father... is strict.", he concluded choppily.
I faltered. "How strict?"
He shook his head. I put a hand on his. He exhaled shakily. A tear rolled down his cheek. He didn't wipe it away. The rain continued to pelt down. Shielding us from the outside world.
"I can only really be me in my dreams.", he said more calmly now. "And now you've just snuck in there." He took a deep breath. Seemed to want to calm himself down.
"What am I doing in your dreams?" I asked cautiously.
"You just make me happy," he confessed. "You're there and give me so much affection. I can let myself go. I can laugh and... and... and I know I've ruined any chance of it really being like that." He roughly wiped the next tear from his face. "It drives me insane to wake up every morning and all of this is gone. I have to put that possibility of happiness behind me every morning and pretend that desire doesn't exist."
So that was him. Jason Carver. Behind the speeches and the facade. Behind the perfection and bravado. Broken. Unhappy. Alone.
"Jason.", I whispered.
He shook his head.
"Jason... I understand." I just said. "And... I think I can forgive you... With a little time."
He wiped more tears from his face. I squeezed his hand. "When you're ready, I'd like to meet the real Jason."
"I don't know when that will be.", he confessed.
"I can be very patient. But do me a favor."
He looked at me questioningly.
"No matter when you show the world, please figure out who you want to be by then."
His breath was shaky. "I'll try."
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POV Jason
Seven years later
I sat exhilarated at the table of the small café, looking at my watch for the fifth time in two minutes. She probably wasn't coming. God it had been seven years. Seven years since we graduated. Since we only met rarely and secretly in the woods. Seven years since she had kissed me the last time we met. Seven years that I had thought about that kiss again and again, dreamt about it, longed for it. Seven years in which we had only exchanged letters and I had kept them all.
Seven long years in which so much could happen.
Seven years and now she was suddenly standing in front of me again. Grown up and as radiant as ever.
"Hi." She smiled gently at me.
"Hi." I whispered back in awe.
8 years later
She was lying in my bed. She cuddled up to me. It wasn't a dream. It was real. I smelled the scent of her hair. I felt her body against mine. I felt the warmth of her skin. I heard her steady breathing.
I pulled my arms tighter around her naked body and closed my eyes. It was real. We were both real.
9 years later
"Yes. Yes I do!", she smiled at me and euphorically wrapped her arms around me.
I felt a weight fall from my shoulders. She had said yes.
With nervous hands, I put the ring on her finger.
I immediately pulled her into a kiss, unwilling to let her get away again in the near future.
10 years later
I was lying with her in a meadow. The weather was warm but pleasant. The sun danced through the leaves above us.
We kissed lazily. I ran a hand under her shirt and over her ribs. She giggled. Ticklish as she was. She playfully bit my lip. Then kissed me on the tip of my nose. Stroked my cheek. I kissed the ring on her ring finger. "I love you.", I murmured.
She smiled warmly at me. "I love you.", she replied.
I smiled. "I've dreamt about this before.", I whispered.
"And is it as good as your dreams?"
I felt the warmth and bliss inside me and shook my head. "It's better." I kissed her lips softly. "It's real."
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floatyflowers · 2 years
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Yandere! Jason Carver (P2)
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The more you try to stay away from him, the more Jason finds himself attracted to you.
It just proves to him how pure and innocent you truly are.
But at the same time, it makes him impatient to make you his own.
Nobody deserves you except for him.
He and his friends beat up your boyfriend, forcing him to leave you.
Of course, he stood beside you through the whole heartbreak.
But, Jason's impatience causes him to confess to you his feelings just three days after the breakup.
"I can't imagine myself being with anyone except for you, (Y/n)"
You are surprised by his feelings, but don't reciprocate them.
"I'm sorry, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship right now, Jason"
The blond's true face shows after the rejection, however, it was no useck for him.
He was expecting it.
"You have no right to reject me"
"Jason, please listen-"
You didn't even get the chance to speak before Jason forced you to inhale chloroform.
The last thing you saw, was Jason holding you against his embrace, mumbling words of comfort.
"Don't worry, I will protect you from your brother, from those demons"
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mlmmetalhead · 2 years
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God, do you love me?
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Jason Carver x Male reader
Summary: Jason is fed up with guilt of his actions, searching for an answer of what awaits him and a way to distract himself.
CW: smut, religion induced internalized homophobia, angsty, vent fic(?), self hatred, Top!Dom!Reader, Sub!Bottom!Jason, no prep anal, cumming in pants, dacryphilia.
An: honestly I don't even know. I like this a lot but hate it at the same time.
WOMEN DNI
“Heavenly and Almighty God, I come before you humbled and sorrowful, aware of my sin, and ready to repent. Lord, forgive me for I have sinned before you. Wash away my sin, purify me, and help me to turn from this sin”
Jason muttered, folding his hands in prayer. God did not answer. Then he closed his eyes and tried to concentrate. But all his thoughts bounced from one to the other, like a faulty transistor radio, distracting him. Only one thought swirled in his head like a nasty insect: He had fallen so low, so far in his sin, that God had abandoned him. Suddenly, as if forced by something otherworldly, he looked up. There was no one up there. No one. No one is going to protect him anymore, as for he is a sinner. And it's his fault, of course. 
"Why?” - he whispered, bitter tears forming in his eyes.
Why was he the victim of the demon of lust, who embodied all his sins, all his filthy thoughts, and unfulfilled desires, worsening his self-loathing? Why him? Is it the will of the Almighty? Or was He punishing him for his other sins? Jason bit his lip, feeling the cold tears run down his cheeks. This was how his life would end. He would just disappear, never see God again, never remember Him, never go to Heaven. He won't have any peace at all. And yet he loved this world so much. Everyone admired his successes. He was happy. He was in love. He was free. A pang of burning guilt was eating away at his soul of passion and sadness. He wanted to be loved the same way. He wanted his enemies to know that sooner or later he would be free and love them himself. What would become of him? Would cold stone steps be the last place of his life? He will die. And who will regret it? His family? Or a world that will change forever? His friends? Why would they grieve for him? A wretched sinner, rejected by God. Wasn't that what he'd always wanted, wasn't that what he'd been born for? It was all for nothing. How unfair.
Now he will never ascend to Heaven. They will never know what he meant, how he acted, how he loved. All because of the horrible, god-awful thoughts that filled his mind. And it was never, never possible to get rid of them at all, though he tried his best. They were devouring him from within, like fire devours a dry log. And how many times had he tried to drive them out! But always, as soon as he touched Jason gently, they burst into flames with renewed vigor. And so it happened again and again. 
Jason could not get his lips, his hands, his soft voice, the smell of his body, his contagious laughter out of his head. And when one day Carver thought he had overcome that obsession, that he had succeeded in driving the red witch and her red rose away from him, he willingly gave in to the terrible temptation and kissed him. It was the first time this had happened to Jason. It was the ultimate sin. But he liked it. And now he hated himself for it. But he couldn't hate him, even when he tried. Because then he would have been able to say that he would never let anything like that happen again. And he couldn't say that. That would be a lie, because it was the best kiss of his life. The sweetest. And he wished so much that everyone around him would know about it... And when Jason made up his mind, and put his palm on his lips to get his attention, and as he felt the others hands roaming confidently over his torso, Carver's body rocking in a dark room, spread apart in a silent cry, as his cock worked rabidly, Jason managed to think - “What happens when he cums and silence ensues?” He'd have to get dressed again, wouldn't he? And then go home. Alone with his thoughts, and with his body, which could never be pure again.
And as if he couldn't learn from his mistakes, only halfway along, he realized that he was going back the same way, while the wind blew around the back of his head, with what felt like worms crawling around in his head. When the door opened, Jason's breath hitched again, just from the look on his face. Jason tried to put on a smile, but it quickly crumbled under the new tears that had fallen down his cheeks.
"Are you okay?" - Y/N asked, and Jason shuddered. He was utterly disgusted that his friend was actually worried. But he was even more disgusted with the fact that he was enjoying himself. He wanted to feel his hands on him one more time. It made him grow warmer at heart to know that L/N cared, and that made him want to vomit. He shook his head, and unable to get the words out of his mouth, gave in forward to Y/N, their lips meeting. When the air escaped his lungs and he felt the others tongue in his mouth, a hoarse moan erupted from his lips. Something broke inside him. Every single one of his repressed desires and thoughts broke free. And he could taste his approaching orgasm in his mouth. Jason almost came at that moment, unable to stand it. But as soon as Y/N put his tongue over his lips and said something indecipherable, he couldn't stop, and his orgasm was born as if by itself. Carver moaned, feeling even filthier than before, but he couldn’t wait for more, at the same time. He couldn't stop his hands when they wandered around L/N's neck, fingers ghosting at his earlobes. As their bodies pushed through, and the door fell shut behind them, one of the guys spoke up:
"W-wait, Jason... What's going on? Did something happen?"
And he couldn't bring himself to answer, only gazing into the others eyes, the feeling of helplessness once again washing over him, as his thoughts were forced to return to what led to this predicament.
"It's nothing... It's just I... I don't know..."
And Jason felt himself spiraling again, losing touch with reality as every sensation in his body blurred out, disappeared within the static surrounding his clouded mind. He was returning back to clarity, which is the only thing he didn't need right now, exactly what he was trying to avoid. And then, he felt it all coming back to life, as a voice whispered to him, right next to his ear, making shivers run down his spine.
"It's alright. I missed you, too."
Followed by a gentle trail of kisses left upon his neck, leading down to his chest. Jason held his breath and exhaled sharply as his body responded by pressing against Y/N. Thoughts, like sensations, flowed through him again into the real world while he swooned under the gentle touch of his wet lips, before he heard a soft whisper right above his ear.
"How far do you want to go? The same as last time?"
His mind was too clouded for him to give any sensible answer. Yet immediately a low moan escaped his throat as he felt gentle fingers unbutton his shirt, leaving his burning chest exposed. Carver’s hands reached for the buttons on the other man's chest, and when they clicked open, his lips touched now exposed skin and his cool palms ran over L/N’s naked torso. Gradually Jason's arousal reached its apex, and he arched forward, running his hands through the strands of H/C hair. Again a low whisper echoed through his head, which seemed to him the sexiest thing in the world.
“Get on the couch, and take your pants off.”
Despite the heat, a chill wave ran down Carver’s back. He obeyed and after getting on the soft fabric of the couch, quickly pulled down his jeans along with his underwear. Jason’s heart was frantic, but he was willing to do anything now So what followed was a mixture of shock and arousal happening at the same time. He couldn't completely comprehend the fact he was sinning like this again. Everything seemed surreal in the darkness, and maybe that helped to calm the guilt that was bubbling up in his chest along with the arousal. Jason squeezed his eyes shut for a second and wished, almost tearfully, that this would be his last night. He wouldn't have wanted to die any other way. At that moment two wet, firm hands wrapped around his hips, and he slid headlong into the heat. Through the haze he could feel L/N’s tongue wandering down his legs, caressing his thighs, ass cheeks, and the wet surface of his skin, quickly covering with droplets of sweat. The fingers that gripped his flesh tensed. It wasn't a shiver of arousal, but a subtle twitch of desire. Carver’s heart raced, watching through the cloud of desire as he watched Y/N’s, who loomed over him, the most beautiful creature he'd ever seen. Y/N pulled off his shirt and tossed it on the back of the seat, stripping off his shorts at the same time. He growled and rubbed his pelvis against Jason's thighs, making him afraid he was going to pass out. When he opened his eyes, he saw the other man’s face right in front of him, almost radiating a luscious tenderness.
"You're very handsome," a quiet whisper escaped Jason's lips on its own. Y/N laughed, leaning forward and kissing him. 
Their tongues merged in an endless kiss in which everything but their joined bodies dissolve, driving them crazy, creating a merging of two souls at the same time. Carver didn't have time to realize when Y/N entered him, feeling something hard and hot inside his body. He cried out and lifted his hips against the pressure of the man's flesh. Jason could feel L/N absorbing more and more of his body with each movement, as if his entire soul was concentrated in the center of this intercourse.
"You're the most beautiful man in the world, Y/N," he whispers, pulling away from him a little, and feeling himself succumb to the others pressure.  Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee. 
Jason himself was no longer strong enough to speak, but it didn't matter anymore, because there was no one else in the world but the two of them, and they continued to merge in a single stream of feelings until they were one soul. Carver moaned loudly, and his moan combined what seemed like the expression of bliss, love, and agony. Before he knew it, bitter tears were streaming down his cheeks. His hands clawed at L/N’s back, leaving the marks of his nails on the others skin. 
"You're mine, mine, mine," he heard a whisper in his head, and Jason himself could no longer distinguish whether he was saying it himself, or were it L/N’s words. 
He felt the movements inside him echoing in every single corner of his body, and each one was a tie between the two of them. Jason seemingly lost the comprehension of how fast was Y/N moving, or where else was he grabbing him, as his whole body felt on fire. 
As if forced out of the flow, Jason let out the words, "I'm yours," one last shuddering ecstasy causing him to roll his eyes and let out a moan that combined every emotion imaginable and unthinkable, the drop, the bliss, the ecstasy. He felt a sweet warmth pour inside him, like something had exploded on the inside at that moment. Carver twitched in an exodus, wrapping his arms around the other man’s neck. After a few seconds, the convulsions stopped, and the last thing he felt were Y/N’s lips gently pressing against his forehead. Whereupon circles swirled before his eyes, and he sank into darkness.
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