#just v stressed rn ;-;

[slightly-depressed-sloth]

Breakfast burgers!

(As always click for better quality)

I’d like to think that Damian is visiting after his Robin shift and they’re getting in some supersons hang out time before school

My emergency commissions are still open with everything 10% off the final price!

Version without lighting effects (+coloured lines) and zoomed in version under cut;

#idk what about stress makes me decide to draw big pieces but let’s just say this took about 25 hours 💀 #supersons #super sons #is there a space I can never remember #damian wayne #robin v #jon kent #superboy #batfam #superfam #superman #but only on his way to work in the background #dc comics #dc #art #slightlyslothdraws #on a personal note in a really weird state of limbo rn regarding housing where we don’t really know what’s happening when #i feel a bit weird about having my emergency comms up when theres a possibility itll get sorted through a charity soon but everythings #really uncertain atm and if it falls through then we'll be back to square one #personal note aside please enjoy the boys they are my children and i love them very dearly #(Clark bought the burgers)

[tangledinink]

Out of curiosity, do you think your Gemini fan kids could exist in the shows canon universe? Marsh and Lake are seriously so adorable I’ve low key accepted as Donnie’s kids in the shows future canon. Also how does the krang apocalypse play out in the Gemini AU? Is it prevented or is there maybe Gemini bad timeline?

Gosh, I dunno-- I guess I don't see why not! :3c I hadn't ever thought about it too much, but there really isn't a ton of reason that they couldn't, assuming Donnie and Sorrel still meet!

Also, there are Kraang in the Gemiverse! I haven't exactly sorted out all the details yet, but what I do know is that there's no good future/bad future... there's just one timeline! The Kraang do invade and Gems and Co. do kick it in the Apocalyptic Warzone for a while... but the whole fam survives and they do eventually win the war!!! (because anything else made me too sad ; w ; and I realized at some point that it's my au so i can just do whatever I want :D yay)

#i hemmed and hawwed on it for a while and considered just like #not touching the kraang at all #but gosh the whole Apocalypse thing comes with so many fun story elements and possibilities... #but thinking about the family losing each other and falling apart made me very sad #i dont like family death in my stories v much unless in very specific context (like my grief comic series) coz #it just... makes me very ; _ ; and stresses me out #but then i realized like. oh wait i could just... take out the part i dont like if i want. and keep the bits i do. theres nothing stoppin m #for the record marsh and lake are fully apocalypse babies #kame is not because leo isnt willing to have a warzone child and then the second the fucking war is over hes like #[grabs usagi] I WANT A BABY TOO ; _ ; #usagi: ... like... right now? #leo: i love you SO much... :') dont say stupid things like that to me rn or i s2g-- #asks #anon #gemini au asks #gemini asks

[yuelaos-codex]

Wedding Ship Meme

link to template by @heyneon

tagging @bbrocklesnar @alexxmason @captmactavish @onehornedbeast @finding-comfort-in-rain @carlosoliveiraa @tao-tgsh @ghastlyrider @captastra and anyone who wants to ✨ no pressure ofc!

Decided to do both ending 2 (my canon) and ending 3 to show how different yet similar the routes are!

++ some rambles/explanations under the cut:

ASCENDANT ENDING

THE PRENUP

this is sending me bc i have this long ass timeline that leads to them signing a prenup:

- astarion ascends, then breaks up with selene bc she didn’t want to become his spawn

- selene comes with karlach and wyll to avernus, but she doesn’t last long (she’s a lover not a fighter 💀) karlach convinces her to go back to faerun. she tells her that she has been on autopilot ever since, and she has not had the time to process the breakup. the constant fighting in the hells was not helping

- hesitantly she goes back to waterdeep, where she learns that she is being summoned back to evereska. she journeys there and gets celebrated as the savior of baldur’s gate. she starts creating songs abt her adventures. somehow, she still felt as an outsider in her family despite getting acknowledgment. she goes back to waterdeep where she feels more at home

- she slowly builds her reputation. the reunion party also happens during this time.

- 3 years pass by. she goes back to baldur’s gate ever since the brain. not as a hero, but as a performer this time 🥳

- they see each other again ever since the party

- zariel arc begins(!) selene recruits astarion (and the gang!) to help defeat zariel. this is where they rebuild their relationship, whatever it was. they make house of hope their homebase

- before the final fight, astarion, desperate and pissed off that selene was not jumping on his advances, propositions (again 😩) to turn her. they get into this massive fight. selene tells him that the only way that they can make this work is to enter a (magical, hell-powered) contract, where he can’t compel her and in return she can’t leave or betray him. astarion, who was planning all along to turn selene into a vampire bride (where he actually can’t compel her) instead of a spawn, agrees to it since the contract was heavily in his favor. BOOM PRENUP. they both sign it. astarion turns her the very same night 💀 they’re basically married at this point

- they defeat zariel yay, slowly take over baldur’s gate while also getting a vacation home in waterdeep while also traveling the world yadda yadda. then they have a wedding despite already being married for years bc why not ✨

THE WEDDING

at this point selene is a very famous singer, and astarion close to becoming the shadow ruler of baldur’s gate. their wedding gets called the wedding of the century— think the royal wedding, imagine the masses crowding on the gates trying to see what’s going on inside 💀 they hold it during the daytime to squash all the rumors of them being vampires. their motif is white and gold, and is heavily influenced by elven culture. selene’s gown’s train is around 20 ft long. their cake is 3 minscs and 8 boos tall. the festivities lasted for DAYS. lots of hedonistic debauchery occurred ehehe

THE SONGS

so i chose songs that had wedding vibes but also toxic when you listen to the lyrics. chemtrails over the county club is about choosing to live in your own safe and comfortable bubble despite the ongoing horrors outside (cue in my snow globe symbolism for them). there’s also this line where it says “it’s never too late, baby, so don’t give up” which makes me feel that there’s still hope in the relationship becoming healthy… eventually 🤡 (i mean, they actually have forever between them). you belong to me is very fitting bc astarion can let her roam the world freely, but ultimately she can’t leave him. (this also aligns with one of the voicelines a!astarion has if tav leaves with karlach to avernus as a spawn— he tells them that he allowed them to go with karlach bc he’s not some “controlling monster”. he could summon tav back beside him if he wanted to.)

SPAWN ENDING

THE WEDDING

as for the spawn ending, at first they want to hold it with just the two of them but then word gets around, and now everyone was excited for the wedding! they didn’t expect so many people would want to congratulate and celebrate with them. imagine 7k+ people wanting to attend 💀💀💀

they hold the wedding reception in the underdark, but made their vows privately under the night sky 🥹😭 MOON AND STAR MOTIF LFG 😭😭😭

THE SONGS

just a quick one: there’s this line in your universe that says “you can thank your stars all you want but, i’ll always be the lucky one” which i think perfectly sums up how he views tav/selene. bc who in their right mind would help a vampire— a monster, let alone give them their blood? only tav/selene. (which also aligns with his voiceline saying “other people don’t have a heart like that. you’re… you. no one is like that.”) ANYWAY ENOUGH RAMBLING THANKS FOR READING 😘

#THEYRE MY ROMAN EMPIRE ‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #no need to read the rambles i just turn into a yapper when it’s abt them 🤡 #lmaoooo not me jumping on this template bc im v v stressed with planning MY OWN wedding rn 💀 i’d rather elope tbh #let me think about my blorbos weddings instead 😌😌😌 #there’s still a lot of stuff in between for the ascendant end but that’s the gist of it!! #the plot is easily a 100k fic but alas… i am not a writer 😭💀 #love how gothic their aesthetic is despite it being the spawn end. love me some gap moe #tag games #x: wherever you stray i follow #yue’s codex entry: selene #appendix entry: astarion

[sasukimimochi]

i decided to let you guys see the entire wip \(￣︶￣*\))✨❤

i'm quite tired so i will continue this later! but this will more or less be the composition, just dunno about the bg yet haha

But really, thank you! I got a lot more attention on this fic (on ao3) than expected. I'll give you guys a proper thank you though when i finish this hmmmm

Ghost of Mine Other Ghost of Mine Artwork can be found here.

#another reason i didn't wanna upload this week was this actually #rl stress is a lot rn but also i just dont have enough time in my days #im probably forgetting to tag something but im sleepy mmm #GOM #Ghost of Mine #WIP #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #mo dao zu shi fanart #mdzs fanart #wei wuxian #wwx #wei ying #lan yuan #lan sizhui #winter scene v w v #lan wangji #lan xichen #lan xichen is in the bg there it counds #lan huan #ghost wwx #10k special #wangxian family

[barkingangelbaby]

dude...

#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this... #it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it..... #it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time #i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again #honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually #breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ?? #i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine #hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!! #is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral #but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits #anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore #actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body #ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold #skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol #OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry. #rAMbles

[izzy-b-hands]

Tonight:

-I will help figure out a tasty dinner for Housemate and I (whether we see if we can afford to order in or we make something, doesn't matter to me tonight)

-I will let myself work on fic without worrying abt the bad faith readers and my own fears of inadequacy. Maybe get something published if I manage to finish anything or feel brave enough to post one of the older finished drafts I've been sitting on.

-I will maybe work on some of the gifs I already have in progress

-We'll watch some fun stuff on YT

-I will NOT let myself worry abt tomorrow (doc appt, video call with family, plus work later in the day.) It'll all be and turn out however it will. I'll do my best on all of it, and that's all I can do.

I said the things. They say that helps. I'm gonna see if it does lol

#text post #trying v hard to be positive and think well of myself so when Housemate gets home we can just chill and vibe #and try to forget the stressful irritating terrifying things abt existing as an adult rn #what else can i do but this lmao

[xannerz]

im so lucky ;3; 💘

#i love my friends and birb so much ;o; #like the world's still spinning - work and misc life things are insanely stressful atm and i do feel like i'm near buckling on those fronts #but i feel sooo lucky to have such good people in my life #one of my best friends told me that this has been the happiest i've been in years #and i felt v held by her saying that unprompted tbh ;; #like a promotion at work helped but she could see how much happier ive been since i told birb how i felt and its just. Nice. #there are so many good people and things in my life rn i want to nurture and hold on to them #i love my gf!! so much!! i never experienced this type of love before - could never relate to it. until We Happened ykwim #and im so happy we can share it together ;; 💘 #xangoeswah

[wifegideonnav]

homestuck is getting SAD and i don’t WANT THIS i want to read about shitty children lovingly bullying each other i don’t want to watch them sobbing over each other’s corpses :/

#I’ve gotten stuck in reread village #just refinished act 3. skipping the stupid intermission. so not too long from now I will be right back at the sad parts #it’s just like. i think part of the reason i latched onto hs over christmas is bc a piece of engaging media with an interesting plot/ #relatable and lovable characters/CRUCIALLY a very stupid sense of humor was exactly what I needed #and now I’m like. invested and it’s getting angsty. which I am into!!! but I’m like. v stressed out rn #which makes me fragile #and so I want my fiction to be an escape yk? which it can’t really be (at least not that kind of escape) if it gets my emotions up #but it’s like I rly want to get to act 6 #I’m 2/3(?) of the way through 5.2 so I’m almost there #and I really want them all to get together + I’ve been promised lots of juicy character development and relationship building #but I also know it keeps getting angstier #and so idk what to do lol!!! #whatever rant over I’ll figure it out #my friend and I have been reading out loud a lot so that’s probably how I’ll do it #bc it’s more fun plus I can yell with her and also hit her when I’m mad that I started it in the first place lol #bc of the angst #(she’s starting htn soon and I can’t wait for the roles to be reversed teehee) #anyway. rant over for real now #if youre still reading this send me a spoiler free ask about how much you love terezi or kanaya or something #op #hs

[songtwo]

today a friend described me as a being of love and light which is wilddddd no one's ever called me that before. but also i loved it <3

#she was like thats why ur never bothered or mad w all this school drama etc and its like #ok yes im full of love but im also a hater #and the actual reason idgaf abt all this drama is bc i actually have a life. school just happens to be in it #like i love the gossip the drama going on rn is insane but all my friends are so mad and stressed over it while im just vibing #shes also v chill w everything and we came to the conclusion evrryones so bothered bc school Is the their life #they have no jobs no partner no friends outside of us so thats why its the end of the world for them. bc thats their entire world #but whatever. being called that was so nice <3 #i try to be my realest self and just do my thing and enjoy life so i love that ppl actually see that <3

[collectivecloseness]

One thing is, if you had really bad executive dysfunction (like with depression, ADHD, etc) then not only would the fruity four take such good care of you, but they’d also make sure you never felt bad about it.

Anything you need help with, one of them is already extending a helping hand. If something’s going on, and there’s a reason it’s worse atm, they’re all sitting down to make sure whatever’s bothering you is fixed. And they know sometimes it just happens, there’s no reason behind it, and they won’t get mad at you for falling behind, even if you’re scared they will be. Once you explain about your ed, they really try their best to be understanding, I think some of them have even experienced it too (definitely Eddie has).

You’re their number one priority. So they’ll either lift you up and go help you do the thing you need, or they’ll take care of it for you if they can so you’re not stressing. They get in a semi-bad habit of doing the things themselves, because they don’t want you to feel bad or worry, and they want to help! Even if sometimes they know they should let you do it yourself, just with their help, they can’t help taking care of things for you! They’re doing it for you before they can even think about it. Or they’ll even tell you how it’s not important, and nothing to even worry about doing at all.

They just try to make sure you know that they could never think any less of you for what, struggling with an actual neurological issue, that already makes you feel bad for not being able to deal with it in the first place? They couldn’t do that to you. Their number one priority is just making sure you’re looked after, you’re loved, and you fully know it.

#guess who’s suffering with their ed real bad from depression and adhd rn??? #I’ve tried so hard to work on any of my drabbles all day and there has just been a wall #at least letting my brain spill all my thoughts on f4 allowed me to at least get this down for today lmfao #but fr like Steve and Nancy would need it explained (as would Robin and Eddie) #but then they’d be the worst at just ALWAYS doing the things for you so you don’t have to stress just on instinct #you actually worried Nancy would be upset with you a bit maybe even Steve #but nope they’re fixing it all up for you easily and literally without a thought #so are the other two but Robin and Eddie remember youve *asked* to ask them to help you sometimes #rather than just doing it themselves even tho they’d be v happy to just as much!!! #Nancy and Steve just get the thing done and completely forget you’ve asked them to ask if you want help first before just doing it thmslvs #Robin and Eddie absolutely will as well. inc f4 on purpose if they think it’s best for u #fruity four thoughts #fruity four #stranger things #fruity four hc’s #Eddie Munson #Steve Harrington #Robin Buckley #Nancy Wheeler

[jamesbukkakebarnes]

🦔

#yall i start night shift tonight :S which is whatever but since the days are flipped for me now im having Late Night Thoughts rn at 7 am #and like. its been a year since i cut my hair short (i cut it once more in like march? and then after that i let it grow to my shoulders) #and i so badly want to cut it again tbh but im also v afraid?? #bc having long hair is such a bitch to maintain and also its starting to shed more and more #and besides not wanting to have another breakdown over hair loss (i literally was getting bald spots last year bc stress) #plus my curls have p much disappeared w the length. and will probably not show up again until it grows way longer idk why #like depending on the length its either super curly at the front or just plain frizzy and rn its just frizzy and gross #but anyway im afraid to cut it bc its kind of been a security blanket of sorts? like when i had short hair i felt like ppl #treat u differently (and not in a good way) #but at least w long~ hair literally no one pays attention to me (which i enjoy) #idk its just hard. i just want to look handsome again 😭😭 or at least my own version of handsome #i keep telling myself once i get more fit i'll chop it off again but idk if i can wait that long :( #ignore me

[kuroosdarling]

y’all mind if i hide out in here for a min

#i wanna sit here and complain/vent but i literally have no words !!!!!! #everything is so crazy rn like hello 🧍🏻‍♀️ #giving up on my theme rn bc it’s just frustrating me and i cant do extra stress rn 😵‍💫 #i’m hiding in my car during lunch bc everyone is off one today #and i’m not trying to get dragged into this drama #plus i’m trying to avoid the intern now bc he’s scary LOL #i’m v rdy to go home but at the same time i have a lot to do #am i getting an early saturn return or summ #I THOT I HAD MORE TIME !!! #sobz #idk if u read this but i’ll give u a big kiss #wish me luck :c #⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙

[bffjohnny]

hi my depression and anxiety is kicking my ass rn so i'd really appreciate it if i could be tagged in things to ease my mind... bias list is on my carrd but also just funny text posts, cute messages, anything

#i feel so shit and now im crying again and im so over feeling like this #i think its partially triggered from stress bc work has been a nightmare lately #but its also almost winter so the weather is getting colder.. #and im also just feeling v alone and isolated rn.. and idk what to do #lola speaks #delete later

[noxtivagus]

i love love dun scaith

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #as a sprout when i used to be in the free trial this was like.. Hmmm #i cldn't do savage or ex properly without pf so #dun scaith was the hardest content from the raids or trials or wtvr i cld do #i ran it often back in the free trial i always seeked the challenge ehe #😭😭 i miss raiding.. progging ultimates was my stress relief (even though it is uh. rather stressful at times ><) #dun scaith i memorize it v well! yk it's soo satisfying when you place like a marker on the top of your head n everyone follows you #to the safe spot ehe #it's moogle treasure trove season which means i will get dun saith a lot #OH #ALL MY HEALERS R NOW 80 HEHE #i'm so sorry to my dps i haven't touched smn ever since lvl 60 but since it's tied w scholar for level. uh #my classes r all pretty spread out :^) 2 tanks max n 1 is nearly max but pld is just 60 #all my healers r 80 n only one is max #my dps is.. 🥹 #i started out ffxiv as a black mage but it's just 84 rn. dancer's 89. samurai/reaper are max #i have a lot of 80s n 60s though. my lowest class is lvl 60 #i haven't been playing much lately :<< for around a year now but i'll catch up ehe at my own pace <3 #ffxiv as an mmorpg means so much to me #thinking abt it tho n i probably seem v intimidating to newer players 💀 i have savage n ultimate raiding stuff like gear weapons n titles #n glam n my classes r all pretty high n i'm a Mentor too ehe >.>

[agonizedembrace]

Oops! Evelynn's finger slipped, a picture that's totally not meant to be shared with the public got out.

#» FIRST TIME BEING TORTURED? DONT WORRY; ILL DO EVERYTHING. ( OPEN ) #» V. { KDA } #» HATE AND LOVE ARE JUST TWO WORDS FOR PASSION ( IC ) #im living for chaotic sunday behavior rn #do with this what you will #the kda manager lives in constant stress bc of eve

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ahaha we r playing it fast and fucking loose out here in the middle of fucking nowhere #like for real. dangerous fucking day. why? bc being around ppl stresses me out so fucking much i cant function #we've done 16hrs of driving in the last 3 days and i have not eaten much bc i get so stressed in restaurants #and so many things either bother my braib or my stomach and nothing tastes good and i csnt advocate for myself and if someone else tries to #advocate for me i get freaked out and paranoid abt being watched #so yeah. low on food and im so neurotic that i cant pee in public restrooms. which is not good so i dont drink much which is double not #good. which is to say that i got up todsy at 6am in an undernourished condition and then did fucking like 8hrs of field work in #the fucking desert. real real bad move. do not fucking do that. my pee looks so bad. god if i dont have a panic attack or burst into tears #by the end of the week it'll b a miracle. im already going all weird. i have v little bandwidth to pretend to b human then i do field work #and it all goes out the window bc im focused and trying to get things done asap and if things arent efficient i start to freak out. so ppl #will try to joke or talk to me and i just stare at them for a beat too long bc my brain is lagging and its all awkward. just like dont talk #to me and let me get this over with. i basically did lunges for like 5hrs my legs r gonna hurt so bad and we have 4 more days. like it was #bad today. like the undergrad with us also thought so. i feel so bad 4 him but hes a good sport. i dont kno whats gonna happen the rest of #the week. i got back todsy and wandered around bc there r like 3 rooms in this field house and i csnt relax if someone else is in the room #i went outside and ate a jelly sandwich sitting on the ground like a weirdo. like im pretty sure im noticeably being weird bc i do try to b #slightly charismatic normally but rn im stripped to my base elements like. oh ur talking to me? ok u arent saying anything interesting so #im moving on. im not gonna speak unless i absolutely have to and im gonna find a corner to hide away in. pls do not contact #hopefully im so stressed ill skip my period bc i do not wanna deal with that on top of everything. and the fact that im wide fucking awake #at like 11.30 after the day ive had is not looking like a good sign on that front. its a sign if fucking crazy. im laying #here on this bunkbed in a too warm room. no pillow bc im a freak and i dont wanna sleep bc im not tried and i cant sleep around other ppl #ugh so many bad vibes. do not do what i did. pls. that was real dangerous. #god i think that was at least a 13 or 14hr day. fuck that. i don't even care abt this project and im worried that's showing #not to mention the bad thing i did like a month back when i was losing my mind has caught up to me. its fine. awkwardly annoying but fine #hhhh actions have consequences ☹️ #tw food #unrelated