#kinda have no idea what im doing tbh

[spacecowboymorty]

Ok so I have this idea for a Gravityfalls au and I'm a little obsessed with the idea right now so let me know if anyone wants to hear more about it 😖

(I have no idea if anyone's done this yet, but if so pls lmk bc I'd love to see it)

ANYWAY HERE IT IS, ENJOY WHILE I WORK ON HOMEWORK!!!!

Basically, it's an au where Dipper and Mabel get kicked out at sixteen by their stepmom(?) and end up walking around before ending up in front of a house where Emma-May Dixion (Fiddleford's ex/Tates mom) lives.

She takes them in and she calls Tate down from GravityFalls to help her find a place for these two kids and he recognizes the two from when they spent a couple summers down in GravityFalls, so he says he'll take them there so they can stay with their great uncles.

Obviously, the twins are like excited and happy to go to GravityFalls to see their grunkles, and so Tate does as he said, promising his mom he'll keep her updated.

Over the journey back to Oregon, they all sorta bond, and it's nice even though Dipper is tense and very guarded while Mabel is just happy to go to a proper home. When they arrive the twins are greeted by worried grunkles and questions by their friends on why they're back in the fall instead of the summer, they don't say much but enough to let them know it wasn't good.

During the course of the twins settling in the shack, it's really complicated. Now that soos and his grandmother are living in the shack and Ford and Stan as well, it's incredibly crowded. Especially with Fiddleford coming around at times, mostly to check on the younger twins, but still.

Mabel eventually feels pretty good after a couple of days, but Dipper, on the other hand, is super tense and quiet. The only person who can get him to answer a question or to talk is Mabel, and it's really awkward for everyone in the house who isn't used to Dipper being so..different.

Later on, the Mcguckets and Pines make a small outing plan in celebration of the twins being safe and everything going well.

They end up hanging out by the lake where Tate works, and Dipper separates himself from the group because it's all just too much for him.

Dippers, too, in his head to realize Tate is sitting next to him, and when he does, he jumps and sort of just watches him from the corner of his eye.

The two make small talk, which soon morphs into them talking about family and fathers and all kinds of things. It doesn't take long for Tate to get attached to the two twins, they're really great kids.

Soon enough the conversation of how the grunkles most likely cannot be their legal gaurdians comes up and the twins are like devastated, but here comes Tate suggesting he could take em in.

Mostly because if he does, they'd still be related if Fiddleford and Stan are together. So really it's not a bad plan at all, Mabel is loving it because she honestly loves spending time with the man and she thinks it'd be nice to get him as a dad and be able to call Fiddleford grandpa.

Dipper, though, freaks out. Internally of course because he doesn't want to bring his sister down but he's secretly terrified because yeah Tate is a cool guy and he's super nice and his dad is also cool but at the same time he kinda barely knows the guy and he hates the idea of some guy just taking him and his sister away from his grunkles.

Like yeah he knows Tate will most likely let them see their grunkles but he's also terrified because he's started to like Tate and he's caught himself a few times thinking of what it'd be like to have him as a dad but he pushed the thought away as soon as it came.

It's not like he was scared that when Tate does adopt them and legally gets to be their father and all that, hell regret it. Dipper knows he's stubborn, knows he lashes out when he's upset, how he assumes the worst in almost any scenario, how he can't do anything like his sister.

Dipper knows that once Tate takes them in, he'll see how Mabel is the better twin, and he'll kick Dipper out and then never want to see him again. But no, Dipper is not scared of any of that. Whatsoever.

It takes a couple of fights and a few breakdowns, but they get there, Tate adopts the twins and makes them official McGuckets.

They all celebrate with a small party and it's a little rough, Dipper hasn't called Tate dad yet but that's ok because Tate is a patient man and he knows it's a hard transition anyway.

But when the time comes when Dipper finally calls Tate "dad," he most certainly doesn't cry.

#gravity falls #fiddleford mcgucket #tate mcgucket #dipper pines #mabel pines #fic ideas #fanfic #pls dont make fun of me #im new to tumblr #i love this idea sm #kinda have no idea what im doing tbh #pls lmk if anyone wants to see more of this 🙏 #still figuring out tumblr #fiddlestan #stanley pines #stanford pines

[verflares]

i thought i felt your shape, but i was wrong. really all i felt was falsely strong, i held on tight and closed my eyes. it was dumb, i had no sense of your size. it was dumb to hold so tight.

#tumblr murked my quality so bad MY GODDDD please click on this i promise i have somewhat of an idea of wht im doing. kinda #anyway i once again have no idea what i was doing here but i did have fun. they make me miserable in the best way possible #im trying to be a bit more experimental both in style and colour... well. half on tht last one (guy who really likes reds and blues) #but im trying out line weight a bit more. hooty hoo. going to try drawing some more practice portraits n stuff soon #link #zelda #loz #botw #zelink #(a smidge bcus im insane. as usual) #princess zelda #zelda botw #link botw #loz fanart #tloz #i add new tags each time. i just like to get silly with it sometimes tbh :] #my art

[gophergal]

give us nothing

#gopher art #warrior cats #moonpaw #changing skies #im delighted by the fact that the fandom has taken a name and ran with it #i have zero interest in the wc books tbh. but i love the fandom #anyway so I was listening to Rose by The Oh Hellos while drawing this #and idk if that has anything to do with anything but I like the ideathat moonpaw gives the moonpool life through her love for it or somethi #like. hmm. how do i put this into words #what if she were a combination of narcissus and pygmalion? #she stares into her reflection. but maybe she doesnt see herself. she sees that perfect pool of water #im not an idea guy sorry #also this is posturized to hell because I needed to make the file kinda small so it would post lmao

[our-lesboy-experience]

idk what the criteria for fandom asks is but have this .sonic fan lesboys where are you

i love seeing lesboy headcanons it literally heals the soul

#idk what you mean by criteria for fandom asks but #I don't mind being shared a bit about headcanons and ideas people have surrounding characters #in regards to lesboy identity #if I don't know them then probably I can't go as in depth but for ones I do I'd enjoy a lot #lesboy #our lesboy experience #lesbian #asks #also I wasn't necessarily a serious sonic fan but more like a satire sonic fan for some time #like yeah I would watch fandubs and write stupid fanfiction #and draw silly art and buy sonic merch #I was kinda just a satire sonic fan with my friends but I did love shadow and did get excited seeing any sonic stuff #im not sure where to place myself tbh because I don't actually...know much or play any games or watch anything #but im. Aware and I like these characters in some way #shadow is a lesboy btw #I wrote stupid stuff with sonic and shadow being lesbian boyfriends but with shadow im serious

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Italian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso

#I just realized i literally havent posted anything at all about this weekend aside from liveblogging #so i have to remedy that by at least gifing the old man even if he hurt me today #im gonna pretend this race didnt happen tbh #it just didnt do anything for me? i feel like this weekend's flew by in a way no other race weekend has in an unfortunate way :/ #i feel like i didnt even experience a race weekend this wkdn aside from the liveblogging with people and thats kinda sad #i literally fell asleep for like 3 hours after the race hahaha #i knew monza wouldnt be great for aston but ugh hurts still. lets hope singapore is better!!! #i think it kinda just sucks when your fav is kinda just non existenant for the whole race #i had no idea what he was upto at any time of the race :(((( #well at least hes always cute in his interviews #fernando alonso #fa14 #2023 italian gp #2023 monza grand prix #2023 italian grand prix #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1

[sandwichhour]

Been working on this lil guy for a uni assignment. Her name's Charlie.

#werewolf #man I have no idea what to tag her as #animation #i guess? #tbh im just kinda stumped lmao #anyway this poor guy. do not put her in a situation ever

[inbetweenhours]

shitty post finale milo and Scott doodle from last night when I really should not have been awake lol.  Milo is a sappy and he needs to get as many of those new pet names rolling as possible. Mans got raised from the dead and immediately decided this was the first order of business and I love that for him.

#wcsmp milo #wcsmp #smajor #hourspost #hoursart #y'all have no idea how actually obsessed i am with Milo the guy gets raised from the dead his husband starts trying to be like #i have committed atrocities you have been dead for 4 years i have refused to mourn and i do dark magic and am not morally sound #and he goes damn aight im kinda hungry lets go eat and also i cant call you sunshine cus your goth now so ig i need new pet names #AND THEN JUST GOES LIKE HE GETS RAISED AND JUST IMMEDIATLY IS BACK AT IT #its the question of has it not fully set it for him what has happened is he willfully ignorant #from his pov he described going into the lake to get their dog he may as well just be waking up from a nap #i expect some drowning trauma 100% because thats is one of the most horrifying ways to go tbh but i think thats getting repressed #like i dont think he fully grasps the trauma of everything until its immediatly affecting him thats my hc #his body doesnt trust water and it makes drinking things hard even when he knows better mentally #anyways enough blabbing i have better art i could be posting rip

[kaeyachi]

i just had a thought

but gosh i genuinely GENUINELY hope that Kaeya knows what his mission is and his purpose or whatever endgame stuff he has to do (whether big or small)

because y'all know what the alternative is? It's him fabricating details or him using a misunderstanding, and consequently telling Diluc just to get Diluc to attack him as a form of self punishment.

Their fight would have been for nothing other than to satiate Kaeya's need to get hurt.

add in the fact that i kinda think that all "misfortunes" Kaeya is facing is of his own choice? well...

He better know his purpose or I'm storming HYV headquarters.

#kaeya #kaeya alberich #yeah i cant write anything other than angst lmao #i do have happy ones though! #like that damn kaeya and the beach HCs that i still havent finished >:^( #im here back at it again with the kaeyangst #but no seriously mans felt guilty about being relieved crepus died and just what? decided he should get hit with a flaming Phoenix? #HE MUST HAVE AN IDEA BECAUSE IF HE IS CLUELESS THEN AYO SEND THIS MAN TO THERAPY THIS INSTANT #though the fact that he seems to be asking questions backhandedly kinda worry me babes #Kaeya's dad leaving Kaeya at mond: That's a surprise tool that can help us later #miska muska mickey ough #BUT YEAH I THINK HE KNOWS BUT JUST LACKS CONTEXT #OTHERWISE THIS IS AN ANGSTFEST #tbh this isnt the planned one from yesterday either oop

[waywardsalt]

i have planned to write a pseudo-essay or some kind of detailed look at linebeck in phantom hourglass and how he can be interpreted as autistic but thats not going very well right now so here are some autistic linebeck headcanons

He has low empathy and as such has a hard time responding very well to emotional situations, but he can take advantage of his lower empathy in situations where empathy could make things harder, like tending to wounds or rationally handling emotionally-charged situations

His coat is a comfort object and he made it specifically to act as a very slight accommodation; it’s heavy and barely lets any light through it, and he can keep all kinds of little things in pockets sewn into the inner lining, but larger objects do make it more uncomfortable to wear at times. It’s mostly good to carry around things to fidget or stim with and can be helpful in trying to recover from overwhelming sensory experiences

He doesn’t usually stim in public, but taps his fingers on tables quickly and tends to rhythmically snap his fingers when excited, and on his ship is more vocal and more willing to stim, even if around others. One of his main stims that he’ll do for no particular reason is that he’ll hold his arm or back of his wrist/hand up to his nose and mouth for the smell.

He masks frequently to please people. His default mask is that arrogant and brave front he puts up for islanders and other he may come across. Usually, if that mask doesn’t work, he tends to double-down because it usually works and, in his experience, dropping the mask has usually gone badly (non masking he’s rude and blunt but more outwardly excited about adventure and his ship and all of that, i consider it where overseas in the game is when he usually isn’t masking. this shifts his arc to be about him learning to stop masking and feel comfortable being himself)

His special interests could include stuff related to treasure hunting but it could really range from stuff about adventuring or the ocean or engineering (relating to his ship) to stuff not at all touched in the game like music. He really enjoys music, listening to it, playing it, and writing it. He also enjoys and is fascinated by shellfish.

When busy or otherwise occupied, he doesn't usually notice when he's hungry. He doesn't have as much of a problem noticing thirst or exhaustion, but feeling hunger is a problem for him, and often leads to him going a long time without eating. On the other hand, he doesn't mind eating the same thing repeatedly and is perfectly fine with blander foods, so handling food supplies for when he'll be overseas for a long time is easy for him.

He knows he's autistic, he's known for a pretty long time, and he has books on it; he also knows that Link is autistic, but doesn't say anything about it and instead waits until someone else tells him. Until (and after, I suppose) Link actually learns that he's autistic Linebeck just makes sure to keep note of what accommodations he might need and if there are any textures or tastes or smells he can't stand. He doesn't have much of a problem helping out during sensory overloads, even soon after meeting him. It's more out of understanding how it feels to not have your needs met and a sort of solidarity rather than actual friendship.

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #linebeck #OBVIOUSLY he experiences some nasty rsd and he's a bitch about it that's like. basically canon so i didnt mention it #a lot of linebeck’s autism is based and referenced off of my own with some extra additions #which is why i have an easier time writing him as autistic than link #kindness is a choice and having low or no empathy does not in any way make someone heartless but linebeck does abuse his own low empathy #to be a mean bitch with minimal emotional consequences #i think linebeck would call link a dipshit to his face and then not feel bad about it for like a few weeks until he starts caring abt him #linebeck stimming by smelling his arm is actually my main stim. its probably why i sit all fucked up bc i sometimes do it w/ my legs lol #the masking bit does kinda fuck some stuff up but i personally enjoy that take on him #one of his comfort objects is an old orange cat plushie named copernicus and if you know what that is specifically from thank you im sorry #linebeck being way into music has no canon backup i just like the idea of him playing piano and composing some form of his own theme #piano is a mad sensory experience btw i dont yet know how to really play it but when i did keyboard in pit it was a fantastic feeling #bangin' out the tunes. it was a really good sort of stim if i was feeling a bit overwhelmed by all of the new tech and music too #salty talks #not entirely an autism headcanon but he thinks gender is a sham and less identifies as a man and more specifically considers #his gender identity to be 'real man of the sea' which is initially kinda silly but kind of a fucking gender move tbh #i dont think he's explicitly trans or nb he's just having fun fucking with his own gender and doing whatever he feels like doing #he isnt a man but he is a man. kind of like how im a dude but also not. yeah. #these were initally going to be call 'quick' headcanons but you can see why i uh. didn't end up going with that

[curedeity]

God help me stop writing and publishing beyblade fanfics for the rest of the year

#the minute i started thinking abt sriting beyblade after what ive been writing recently i immediately started feeling so bad #made me realize how much i desperately need a break from how unfulfilling it can be #ive been enjoying my other ideas so much i genuinely get so much happiness from writing them #i really need to force myself to stick to them and not just write a quick beyblade fic and publish it #i have a total of two beyblade fanfics im willing to write and publish for the rest of the year and by god i will not let myself do more #yeah i guess this is kinda vent sorry but wow. yeah. i am not gonna continue publishing this #more of the publishing tbh idc if i write em or not

[rapidhighway]

I don't even know if I'm supposed to go to uni tbh xd

#like #i sent my assignments in. late #like kind of late #because I DIDN'T get a date I didn't get anything yeah i was lazy with it but I did NOT get a deadline #no one has given me a date #one prof replied and said it was late and i said I didn't get a date #the other one didn't reply at all #and I don't know what to do #idk if I passed #idk anything #im more of a run away from stress than face it so its over kinda guy okay #and i didn't get a further reply from anyone #idk #and now im going there #idk for what #im kind of dying over here tbh #im so nervous and scared and im just so tired i feel like im having a fever im just dying #and i have no idea what to do in this situation #do i just go to my classes??? like #if i have to talk to someone and beg them to have my assignmens graded i might as well just die you know #im just #im the most scared about going to a class and being told in front of everyone that #what are you doing here you're not on the student list anymore #in frknt of everyoneee #and i would have to leave that it would be the worst thing that's ever happened to me #oh god #like it's sunday I can't even write an email and ask idk why i didn't do it before im just so nervous and fucked up #im so tired I dont want to do this anymore #vent

[transfemzedaph]

anyway superhero au where joel is like just one guy but his power is weird and he has several guys in him all with different powers

#original post tag #u would have stratos - lightning powers n shit also just strong as fuck and can fly #mezalea - like nature powers n shit but like can also make lil guys outta clay to help him #the red wizard - actually kinda a villain has vauge fire & blood magic and is just kinda bloodthirsty but in a fun way <- they bloodthirst #gets worse the longer hes out #i mean theres been so many joels like. #and also all the people dont know that all these guys are the same guy #bc whilst yes. i know this could just be. sys joel thats not what i intended. jdbdjd #like the guys come out of him as guys and so they exsist at the same time with each other #they dont share the pain with each other but og joel does get their pain so having all of them out at the same time is usually Not Great #but w regards to the sys joel idea i was thinking abt it a little bit tbh #idk though #i think it would be cool to write someone as a system but im not sure id do a good job of it

[nvoc]

once again i am gutting out a whole chunk of stuff from my load order.....

#(skyrim modding talk) #goodbye palaces and castles enhanced. #i removed it earlier this month but idk i was yapping so much in the drafts on that mod.. erm.. (spoiler alert! im gonna yap so much again) #anyways it was cool for screenshots but damn. the frame drops. the patching nightmare. annoying af. #jk's interiors are already enough #also goodbye WACCF/ACE and CCOR and CACO #(sooo many acronyms ...) #compatibility nightmares with a lot of junk that i didnt rly needed lollll. too many patches needed too rahhh annoyinggg #im gonna replace those with more lightweight options #sentinel among other alternatives to replace waccf #i might keep waccf's meshes and delete the .esp tbh #apothecary + gourmet for caco #simple smithing overhaul remastered for ccor #yayyyyyy #havent found an alternative to ACE tho but i think the vanilla outfits with xavibo's retexts + sforzinda's stuff are good enough #ima be honest i have no idea what armors clothing extension (ACE) even adds (other than robes) #all i kno that some mods require it #also i kinda wanna take out half my armour mods bc tbh... i'd usually go back to vanilla gear #because most of the time... i forget the names of some armour mods and so dont even bother spawning them in #there's also so much retexture/replacer shite for minor clutter objects in my list.............. do i even need all of that #Maybe i should just gut out my entire mod list #jk i cant do that i'd cry #im yapping #yap yap yap yap goodnight #.ctxt

[be-good-to-bugs]

you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember! #and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be. #i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum. #well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that. #i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain. #and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

[todayisafridaynight]

i have to drive for like two hours tomorrow and all i can think of is old people

#snap chats #i always call them old but i never think of them when theyre ACTUALLY old.... #im lying. kinda. LISTEN I TRY TO THINK OF OLD ARASAWA BUT I JUST THINK OF DIVORCE #if you know me from kh you know two old men being divorced has not stopped me. its fueled me ever. still crying over the novel brb-- #BUT I JUST DONT HAVE TOO MUCH MATERIAL. I THINK. my brain puny. #i cant even think of anything to do WITH that tho. like sure i have an idea or two but nothing i think is worth executing #2019 the saddest year for the elderly i just think they should be happy #cant believe arakawa gave jo full custody this is so sad. jo is this what you wanted it should be but-- #tbh tho i told myself id do some comm sketches to have them ready for tomorrow #and that as a reward i could draw The Guys but im chillin with my sister and now im distracted #shes doing work and like. every five minutes she keeps saying 'this is bad' she lit just said it as i typed this LMAO #point is bro i need my fix. i just looked through the pixiv tag for them for the like. ninth time #it never updates and most of it's n/s/f/w and/or ads for doujins but still #i take what i can get dawg theyre just so funny to me. im going insane like actually its so bad tonight apparently #ok bye lemme go ACTUALLY work so i can cook my food. so to speak

[princekirijo]

I hate when you have like pieces of a character and you're trying to put it together but just. nothing. Mind blank. Head empty

#banging my head against a wall with this one tbh #at least now ive actually written out the pieces i do have #in an attempt to get something going #this is about hatanaka for anyone curious #my mind has been bouncing back and forth on what to do with her and just 0.0 🧍‍♂️ #her backstory is honestly. kinda solid if i do say so myself #a lil cheesy maybe but its ok it fits with the themes #the problem is figuring out why the fuck the thieves target her in the first place #toying with several ideas but as i said #jigsaw pieces but some are missing and im trying to put this puzzle together