#maybe im still dumb

[yamsgarden]

Lol i realize that i never truly embraced making PKMN art because where I grew up, it was kinda looked down upon if you liked anything Anime/Japanese. Quebec can be rly racist unfortunately. I'm an asian adoptee, so I wanted to fit in so bad that I was ready to hate anything that wasn't like, "Quebec culture". I got bullied for loving PKMN and Naruto in elementary and highschool and it made me shut down for ever mentionning how much I loved it and how it helped me go through though times. Ironically, Naruto taught me to never give up and PKMN gave me hopes and dreams to someday have friends when irl kids taught me that anything... Let's just say "not Quebec", was ugly and inferior. Being a minority and having everyone labeled me the "quiet chinese girl" and no one wanting me around for all elementary and highschool messed me up for a long time. I wanted to fit in so badly and make friends, I was ready to hate everything about myself and I did.

So to see Ash Misty Brock and Pikachu just going on adventures, just being themselves, made me wish with all my heart that I could have friends someday. Seeing Naruto being hated and bullied but fighting through, made me want to never give up. And now I'm in constant burnout XD idk i always thought i had to compensate for being a minority by working my whole life and so I became workaholic

Sometimes I come back to my "default" way of thinking and feel like PKMN is niche and that I'll be punished for liking it, when its worldwidely loved and praised. I guess working on my PKMN Colosseum animation just brought all that back, but I'm really glad to finally feel free from that, 20 years later. Anywho, the 2000s were rough for anime lovers and gamers haha XD

#dunno if anyone can relate to that #maybe im still dumb #but i sure feel more free than ever #even tho i loved undertale and jojo #i think i unintentionally got trapped in those #just because i was rly happy to see people praising and loving something that in my time #was looked down upon T3T #oh well

[saintforan]

I think this lil guy reminds him of someone

ignore how messy it is, its like 5 am here n i needed 2 get this out of my system

#art #artists on tumblr #digital art #digital illustration #poppy playtime #poppy playtime 3 #poppy playtime chapter 3 #smiling critters #dogday #catnap #fun fact #i realized mid way through this that the lil guys were the merchable version of the big ones #i just thought they were another brand of toy or smth like that #maybe im just dumb #still love them tho #i need 2 buy them but im broke

[smultronviol]

Honestly I think the most unforgivable crime comitted by the new ATLA adaptation is bringing back the fucking kataang/zutara discourse🥰

Like, I can forgive a lot, but I can't forgive the fact that my own eyes, in the year of our lord 2024, have to be subjected to takes I first saw on 2011 DeviantArt

#tbf not to poke the hornets nest but its honestly just zutara people complaining abt 'haters' and being 'bullied for their ship' #like could you guys at least double check that the 'hater' opinion ur disagreeing w has actually been expressed by anyone THIS DECADE lol #atla #natla #avatar the last airbender #zutara #kataang #|<- REALLY poking the hornets nest by maintagging these lol. but you know what. maybe i do wanna fight. just to feel something #in that case to be clear im not talking abt zutara fanart or whatever im specifically talking abt the dumb discourse #y'all might not have been in the trenches but i was there and boy was there so much DUMB SHIT from both sides #i dont even care abt either of them lol. literally babys first fandom experience and i had to learn QUICK to avoid both #of them like the fucking plague #honestly is the concept of a 'shipping war' still a thing even? #i havent really been involved in fandom for a while lol but it just feels like such an early 2010s thing #looking at these posts in the atla tag really feels like a time window back to like 2014. even the tone #like is that still a thing? #are you guys bringing back the concept of 'lemon' and 'no flaming plz' next #you really dont want to revive 2012 fandom culture guys fucking trust me

[sourscratched]

neal nocturne human disaster + some noctré

#my art #this is so self indulgent lmao I’m so sorry everyone #and i WILL post some of the new off book posters by this weekend I swear #but im just. truly so happy that every place i cry is getting more fans #and especially that noctré has escaped containment and is catching on with other people #sitting here stirring my tea with a little spoon reading everyone’s posts about them #so dumb that im proud of coming up with the ship name for them lol #(granted only over messages to offbookkeeping and never in a public post but maybe that still counts) #every place i cry

[linuxmint-official]

arch linux my be-loathed

#posting this after having a hashtag arch moment #my internet connection on my laptop stopped fucking working #so i had to go in and chroot with the help of a live usb #and i had to update my system [pacman -Syu] #and it suddenly started working again. which means the issue most likely came from some package being shipped too early #or maybe i just fucked up a previous update somehow #but still #fucking dumb #im gonna stop using arch honestly i do not like it #linux #linuxposting #linux mint

[ricopop]

a bynche of self indulgent oscillo dudles ... GIGGLE 😁 @cephalonheadquarters @superbellsubways ooohhh

#happy almost 4 am !!! #also i didnt rly have the wnergy to draw and write this down so its gona go in the notes uhmm #i liked the idea of oscillo working in some virus faction for big bad villain virus as like. a mechanic or sumthin :3 hes still a kid so he #kind of uses that to his advantage to gather information on other tech based beings by coming off as just a dumb unaware kid #which. he is... but he can be smart when he wants 2 ya feelll meee #anyways. coppy and oscillo found family is killing me idk why is so cute to me um #clippy and coppy's son maybe #idk hehe :3 #rico art #virtual assistants #ocs #oscilloscope #also i changed his name. im silly and i thougjt tje instrument name was ollioscope. it was not. its oscilliscope. #pronounced osk ee oh

[ihateornithologists]

someone needs therapy ig

#elisabeth das musical #kronprinz rudolf #actually it's another dumb personal drama post IM SORRYY #i just feel like if i don't whine at least somewhere my head will fucking explode . #of course it's not exactly Like That irl i just really don't want to hurt any of uhmm people involved #and as a result keep doing more and more stupid shit instead. great job. #..and having random suicidal thoughts ofc #<:) #fun fact at some point when this. idk something. was happening i literally just started talking about rudolf I AM SO NORMAL. #well that's still slightly better than retelling half of wagner's biography WHICH I ALSO DID once. #Maybe i'm waiting for [...] to admit that actually i'm just annoying as fuck (again.) #as far as i can tell she already hates rudolf. as was intended

[aether-friskets]

Feels kind of crazy to be writing this, but...

My line collection document for Heather is finished!

It took me an 11-hour run of the game because apparently being overly thorough and stopping to write down a ton of stuff does that. Obviously not all in one sitting though, I've been putting this together for a while (the oldest recorded version of the file seems to be October 31st of last year...).

I mostly did this out of personal curiosity, also I apparently like giving myself stupid large projects that im never sure if i'll complete (but this time i did!!), and as a way to better analyze elements of Heather's character since I'll have all this stuff compiled in one place. however, i figured it would be worthwhile sharing it with others, since I've yet to see something that had all of these random item interactions and such written down.

It's possible I missed things as I found it through playing the game and manually checking things, but I tried to be as thorough and careful as I could.

I hope it's... interesting, I guess? Useful? Something? lol

#silent hill #silent hill 3 #heather mason #was this a dumb project? maybe #but im still glad i did it and i kind of cant believe its over #im half-expecting to realize i forgot something crucial or something #anyway this is a normal leisure activity i promise #dont worry about it

[monstersinthecosmos]

not for anything but friendly reminder that ~fandom discourse~ about where women belong (or people you perceive as women) is misogynistic as fuck. or what they're allowed to say, or what they're allowed to write about, or what they're allowed to enjoy.

next time you see someone having a tantrum and vaguing, especially if their posts from week to week completely contradict each other, perhaps analyze if the common denominator is "a gross woman said something and now i'm mad" without otherwise adhering to any actual principles.

#like i wonder if someone consistently preaches that we need to respect each other's headcanons #but they are specifically bothered by women & people they assume are women #and they keep specifically complaining about how ANNOYING GIRLS are the ones with such STUPID ideas #if maybe that person is just a fucking misogynist LMAO #and maybe we shouldn't give them the time of day :) #but what do i know lol im just a dumb girl with my dumb girl brain #anyway sorry guys i hate posting vagues i think it's really immature but like how much of this do we fucking tolerate #and can you please stop reblogging him bc tumblr's block & mute functions are terrible #if i'm not vague about it does it still count as a vague? #i hate public drama but like he didn't want to resolve it in private either and won't shut the fuck up haha sorry #but i also fucking hate bullies so #:) #also in b4 fandom clique conspiracies start floating around #if you act like a misogynist dickhead and get blocked by a bunch of people #it's not a cabal of mean girls ganging up on you #maybe you're the problem lol #knock it the fuck off aren't you tired of this it's been a year man #get a life.

[mildcicada]

#when i was first coloring him in he was gonna be golden chinchilla colored but then i was like ehhh jonah magnus should be red/orange but #elias should be gray ...so i just desaturated what i already did instead of recoloring lol but #he is now supposed to be shaded silver lol #but thats why his coat pattern is on the darker side compared to what it *should* be #og elias bouchard coming from an important/roch family and while whole thing with thinking he just *deserves* stuff bc of his upbringing. #etc. -> he is purebred and matches the breed standards etc for a scottish fold of his color #obviously the eye color doesn't matter because. ahaha #i thought elias fit the Scottish fold vibes because: Scottish folds are known for looking sort of like owls and having intense eyes #and the cat body/face type (also present in british shorthairs) to me gives off sort of... unnasumming vibes? #like ahaha yes i am a boring boss who loves paperwork look at how unnasumming i am season 1-2 elias y'know #trying to think of what cat breed jonah would be. and also jon gerry etc you know all the other characters i like #would it be boring to have multiple british shorthairs #i mean.. #Michael shelley/distortion is a laperm that's all I know #i didn't particularly care with the personality attributes associated with eliascat because it didn't need to fit his personality on account #of not being his original body. but i do try to keep in mind the best personality/look/etc. cat attributes as a whole for a character #also sometimes get obsessed with jt making historical and geographical sense but then it just limits me greatly to a point im not into it #so i don't care about specific breeds in that respect lol #tma #my art #elias bouchard #the magnus archives #some notes looking back(made it 2 hours ago but still looking back ok..) on it now are that i feel like elias would never choose this breed #for his next bodyhop because of the inherent health issues in scottish folds. I saw the breed was created in like the early 1960s and #assumed that maybe the health issues wouldn't have been common knowledge until later enough for jonah to be unaware of them but actually no #there's legislation about it like 6 years later LOL so jonah would..maybe not make this choice #i guess in the future when drawing i will just make him a British shorthair #my catTMA is simultaneously 'they are just regular cats or like all show cats or something' and 'exact tma plot but as intelligent cats' #LOL its just vague in my mind idk..also maybe jon can be an Abyssinian #ALSO WHAT WAS I THINKING 'jonah may not have been aware about x thing' like did i...did i forget. me 2 hours ago was dumb as rocks

[todayisafridaynight]

The compulsion to do a zhao cosplay was brought to you by my wok and the fact im making cabbage rolls this weekend

#snap chats #i wanna record the worst How To Cook video ever itd be so 2011 core #you dont even use a wok for cabbage rolls you dumb fuck 😭 #BUT there IS this really yummy way of cooking cabbage that does involve a wok i like to do :] #anyway this isnt a promise it is quite literally just an impulsive thought that would be funny to do someday If Ever #maybe when im feeling Especially impulsive ill look into it … maybe for anime nyc in august .. i still dont know who to go as … #mk bye im hanging with my sis while she works

[lesbianralzarek]

not tagging this because i have manners, but while there were absolutely a few people jumping on the wyllstarion train after patch 6 for the sake of "moral highground" like shipping is activism, pretending theres this shipping war going on thats so bloody you need to put that take in the tags is weak shit and you would not have survived any prior era of fandom culture. are the legions of aggressive wyll stans hellbent on ruining your fun in the room with us right now? the wyllstarion tag updates, like, 5x a day. you can literally just block all of us

#maybe im just on the chill side of the fandom (i love the block button) but ive literally never seen a wylls//tarion fan drink #haterade outside of the privacy of their own goddamn home #i bet it happens sometimes and i just dont see it but i can only CONFIRM it happens from the other direction #i am of course referring to a ship that starts with b and ends with eave #'why cant we just be peaceful with each other?' we.... are? outside of a handful of people on likely both sides? #obviously im drinking haterade rn (bitching about people bitching about 'ship wars') but its my post so its still my lane #sorry you saw a dumb tiktok but thats a different app and not my issue and also tiktok. #so.

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Slides this doodle out for a bit

#identity v #identity v ask blog #unconcerned art #im not really going to tag characters #i know its been a while. i fell into a depressive slump while at work #n things started to get slightly better so i finally had motivation to draw #i will. eventually get to that last gatto ask in the askbox n close the event #maybe its about time to call a semi hiatus. asks are always welcome tho #ill still be around!!! if i have idv doodles or asks coming my way #its really been such a long time. i have not kept up with the ask blog scene. n the lore as well. sweats #i will also. aim to finish the modern ghost au comic with victor. eventually #also to new followers. hello!!! hope u have fun scrolling through the blog. help urself to the dumb comics i have sometimes #n feel free to drop an ask. thats the easiest way to bring activity back to the blog XD

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

did they have 13 do anything like this? they shouldve had 13 do stuff like this

#someones like 'overcompensating?' and shes like aCTUALLY im compensating JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT thankyouverymuch #if anything im UNDERcompensating #ryan in the background mouthing: undercompensating? #look i think it's dumb and not particularly funny when men do it #when women do it however #i contain multitudes #thats untrodden ground #ever seen the biggest fragilest ego in the universe been worn by a WOMAN? thought so #she couldve been a bit more of a loser is all im saying #rights for this loser when hes a girl also #that post thats going around abt how the doctors typical flaws dont work well with 13 bc shes a woman? #im not smart enough to tell if thats true but #maybe tey shouldve like just switched some flaws or smth so it evens out and theyre still a loser #i mean 13 is still a loser but like in serious ways mostly #or maybe im just overinvested Not an impossiblity in fact a likelihood nigh Certainty #i guess 'i think his was a bit bigger actually' maybe counts but she didnt even respond to that one so

[qserasera]

the Funniest thing to me is matoba throwing shade at ban by going 'you're loyal, but terrible with women. how can you not know that --------- dislikes cats??'

meanwhile, not even two pages earlier we have (1) natori shuuichi smiling fondly while saying 'ever since he was young, matoba has always liked cats' and IN THIS ESSAY I WILL---

#natsume yuujinchou spoilers #slightly #it's dumb but unfortunately my brainrot is too extensive #they knew each other when they were teensss and natori CLAIMS that they are not friends. not even a little bit #AND YET #something something contrasts #these two specific exorcists (paralleling each other) who do they choose to ally with; to stand with #natori not Exactly a loyal matoba supporter but still being willing to pass on gossip about possible enemy clans moving against him #matoba seiji smirking a little bit on why natori felt like he had to be so secretive w/that report #it has been SIX YEARSSS and he still!! remembers this!! about (1) matoba seiji im on the ground #horrible exorcists #im not writing the essay pls ive already exceeded maybe at least a thousand words of meta on these Two ridiculous human beings!!

[hollycosmoaster]

on a side note; throw your favorite artist at me. I really don't like using ai stuff for my characters and would absolutely love to support some artists out there.

so like, throw your favorite artists Twitter, tumblr, or Instagram at me. i'd love to get some commissions done of my lil guys.

#art #fanart #characters #twitter #oc #original art #original character #oc art #artists on tumblr #artists on instagram #etsy #instagram #tumblr #x #are we still calling twitter twitter??? #honestly fuck ai but I have such a hard time finding artists that offer comissions #maybe I'm not looking in the right spot?? #or im just dumb lmao #artwork #drawing #illustration