#mentally and emotionally

[phierecycled]

i just read an article and apparently jonathan kaplan (who played jason in the falsettos obc and was 11 at the time), watched his voice teacher who helped him through the show's auditions decline and eventually die from aids related illness during the show's previews.

in this same article michael rupert mentioned how there would be patients who came and saw the show and would go to the stage door just to be near the performers and tell them how much the story meant to them.

one day, heather macrae (charlotte) attended the funeral of her friend paul jabra and immediately after went straight to the theatre to perform in the evening show.

stephen bogardus recalls leaving the theatre and walking through the audience (about 15 minutes after the show had finished) and people would still be there holding each other.

#i feel like what can be so easy to forget is that even though falsettos was on broadway in 1992 which is over 10 years after #the first cases of aids were reported it was only in 1992/93 that the epidemic was reaching its peak #like it was at its worst when falsettos was playing 8 shows a week #i don't know how they did it #mentally and emotionally #falsettos #falsettos obc

[itsme-tori]

This show is fucked up.

#vi #powder #claggor #mylo #vander #jinx #silco #arcane #HATE HATE HATE #bro fuck this #the writers enjoy messing people up #mentally and emotionally #sick genius bastards #my meme #kuro-tori

[denimnan]

when i stop talking

don’t ask me why

been hurt too many times

i am just exhausted

for always being blamed

i will just be silent now

- N.R.K.

#my writing #my words #life quotes #quotes #poem #diary #journal #depressing quotes #words #quote #life #poets on tumblr #poems on tumblr #sad poems #depressing poem #poetic stories #poetic #poeticstories #why me #mentally and emotionally #messed up #dead inside #feelings #thoughts #trying #wish i was dead #emotional words

[patrice-bergerons]

i popped over to the seaside for an overnight get away and man . . . i think if i stayed here for a week, it would actually fix me.

#im taking tomorrow off #but a part of me is considering taking tuesday off too and staying an extra day #im just so tired? #mentally and emotionally #and the sea air is rly helping

[plumrat]

Trying to keep a good relationship with an emotionally abusive mother is so dehumanizing sometimes

It’s like “hey I’ll share every deep dark secret I have so that you can put me down and feel better about yourself. Thanks for helping me cover rent this month. Sorry for existing I know I’m a burden. Want to grab coffee later? I can tell you everything I’m supposed to keep to myself so you show a bit of interest in me. You’re right, I talk too much. Sorry I don’t talk more. Sorry for existing. Please pay attention to me. Sorry I exist.”

#basically #this is why i have mommy issues #emotional abuse #sorry for existing #but not really #mommy issues #mom issues #it’s exhausting #mentally and emotionally #but I always go back #it’s and endless circle #it sucks

[sserrafeim]

Me reading any book in tsc and Jem comes up in the conversation

#jem carstairs #the shadowhunter chronicles #i ordered the dark artifices but I don’t know when I’ll have them #so I’m preparing myself #mentally and emotionally

[newts-and-sharks]

Todays mood

#exhausted #mentally and emotionally #at least I was semi productive in the art department of my brain #I’m gonna lie down on the floor and feel like garbage now #you guys can join me if you want

[roosterbox]

Well.

Well well well.

Es ist meine Geburtstag.

35 years young.

And, much like last year and the year before, I don’t really feel any different.

Ah, doesn’t matter. From where I was 15 years ago? Nowhere to go but up. Every year since then is like a bonus.

#birthday #rooster is getting old #lol #yeah 15 years ago? #your dear rooster was not in a good place #mentally and emotionally #that’s all I’ll say #but you know what I’m not saying #rough time #i remember when 25 seemed old #and now I’m ten years past that #where does the time go

[spottedbread]

i am losing my mind over here

#i feel so trapped #mentally and emotionally

[glass-expanse]

Feel squished today -_-

#Mentally and emotionally #Stupid dream last night messed me up #I'm just waiting for my period to get here at this point XD

[hurtdemandscomfort]

When will I learn to google whether or not a character dies BEFORE I invest a bunch of time into watching all of their whump scenes?

#just skipped around through the highlights of my sweet baby boy tom in the blacklist #and would you believe #after all that #he just. ends up in the morgue #frickin #im #ugh #listen i am Not Well #mentally and emotionally #I don't need any more turmoil and heartache thank you very much #I'm so scared about Steve in Stranger Things #if anything happens to him I'm going to be so depressed for several days at least and honestly #it's so exhausting #I am a grown adult when am I going to start being able to take fiction in stride??? #dang but my boy tom whumped so good #rip baby you were so good at getting shot

[zarithial]

i just want things to be alright

#zari rambles #i think im physically at my limit #mentally and emotionally #i. never cry. #and here i am #why do things never work out #why cant i ever make it right without anyones help #even with help i cant fix this #im sorry im venting im... #i just cant take the pressure anymore #vent

[denimnan]

being medically unwell and voicing out about it

if that is wrong then how do you expect the person to feel

instead you blame the person for having issues

but have you tried to put yourself in the position of that person

to know what the person is going through emotionally and mentally

the person does not find joy in how they feel

if you can’t sympathise with them

the least you can do is not say anything

sometimes saying nothing and just being there is enough

instead you do things to hurt the person even more

making them feel worse than the way they are already feeling

when they shut down and stop confiding in you or sharing things with you

again you blame them for having issue and for being secretive

so what are you wanting from the person at the end of the day

maybe you just feel the need to feel superior than them

or you find happiness at their pain

- N.R.K.

#my writing #my words #life quotes #quotes #poem #depressing quotes #diary #journal #words #poets on tumblr #spilled thoughts #poems on tumblr #quoteoftheday #writers on tumblr #being sick is the worst #i hate being sick #wish i was dead #wish i was normal #not coping #poeticstories #poetic #poetic stories #what have i become #dead inside #feelings #mentally and emotionally #emotionally exhausted #thoughts #emotions #i tried

[lunarpiscesangel]

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#I’m tired #mentally and emotionally #so inevitably also physically #can’t wait to sleep all day tomorrow #personal

[roseinrapture]

social anxiety got me feeling like a manipulative social parasite

#imma beat #mentally and emotionally

[interstellarstorms]

I should not be forced to do this much Drive Up. It’s too much.

#mentally and emotionally #but because i can ‘physically handle it’ that’s like most of what i have to do at work #especially as an 21+ adult who can do the alcohol sales