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Hateful Love

Okoye x Female Reader

Summary: You and Okoye have a different appraoch to love. One that tends to look like hate when being challenged. Few people see the layers under that. Only the two of you personally know how deep the love runs

Word count: 5.9k

Authors Note: Guess who's back? 🤭

Slightly Angsty, with fluff ending

Warnings: Minor Injury

Subtle Love is an unknown realm full of possibilities. A kind of love that is never talked about. Repeatedly misunderstood and misinterpreted as a lack of love. Though it's often the strongest internal builder of most healthy relationships.

The average life consists of many forms of love. Puppy Love, Toxic Love, Struggle Love and so on. They all come with their own benefits and detriments. Usually sub- sections of the average love story.

They all build up to become society’s standard of what love should be.

Good Love.

The type of love that comes with romantic grand gestures and constant compatibility. The type of love that comes with no problems.

But Good Love isn’t real. No relationship comes without problems. And in that same breath, not all problems can be fixed with grand actions.

It’s the subtle things that matter. The soft kisses of reassurance.. The consistency in trust and honesty. The open nature of the communication with the person, or people in which one has chosen to love.

Subtle Love is filled with subtle things. Ones that only showed their purpose in the later stages, when families have been established, and the foundation to it all has been put down thoroughly enough to securely be able to deal with troubling situations as one unit.

It’s the type of love that Redeh didn’t grow up with.

Her parents, like most, strived to achieve the graceful look of Good Love. With great effort, they tried to make sure that everyone thought that they loved each other. More effort being put into the public persona than in the physical relationship itself.

It took a toll on them both after years of pretending, resulting in a nasty divorce that lacked reasoning but was filled with resentment.

By her tenth year of existence, Redeh routinely witnessed the two fighting about anything that their senseless heads could think of. It was a situation that no child should have had to be a part of. A type of love that a kid should never have been exposed to in the first place.

Before the concept of being alive ever came to be fully grasped, Redeh was a mediator. The devil’s advocate that came between her parents. Never getting an explanation as to how it all fell apart. Only seeing joy followed by immediate sorrow.

It was an unending, thankless job that haunted her childhood and often affected her in her newfound adulthood. It was the one thing that Redeh feared most. Losing the spark that lit under a relationship as soon as an inconvenient problem arose. Even when she wasn’t with a single person, she feared that one thing.

Good Love.

Many people were the same. Witnessing the early signs of Good Love in childhood, never learning how to communicate meaningfully. They learned that the synchronisation that came with being in love only stayed existent as long as problems remained non-existent. And when those problems refused to continue hiding themselves, the relationship turned permanently sour.

There were thick lines that labelled what healthy relationships consisted of. Ones that Redeh took most of her adolescence learning for her own sake. She tried to memorise all the ways that relationships could work. Every scenario where the lines would possibly be crossed and blurred and how to see other healthy relationships in a positive way.

She often struggled. The trauma that being raised by unloving parents always warping her ability to ever believe that Subtle Love could ever exist.

The only rolemodels that she had were the movies that she watched. The ones that showed the natural, and sometimes ethically questionable love stories where all the hardships came before the couples would even get together. It taught her that that was the only way to get Good Love. Having all the problems appear at the beginning of it all.

These movies became her solace. Her safe haven. Her expectation for how she would find her love in the coming years.

They were also her downfall. The sole reason for her struggle in grasping how love truly worked now that she was no longer in the presence of her parents on a daily basis.

They were an unrealistic expectation wrapped with a fake ribbon.

For Good Love did not equate to Concrete Love. Revealing itself to be only another sub-section in the perfect love story.

Subtle Love was what she craved, but because she had yet to discover that that was an option, she knew of only one love that came with conflict before the final storm.

Hateful Love.

Redeh stood in her all but tall form. Staring at the mirror that captured her in her new uniform. Her Dora Milaje uniform. The uniform that was of the utmost importance to her as she wore it.

After a decade of not having a clue where life would take her, and another one where all she could think of for her future was the life she’d live as a Dora. She was finally going on her first non-group mission with only her and her successors.

The news having come only days before; she’d crossed her fingers and hoped that she’d be the one chosen. When her name was called, excitement washed over her and she became fully ready to observe the two best Doras in action. She was even ready to offer help wherever she could, no matter how nerve wracking it became.

Though nervous, due to not having her fellow new Doras there to help cover her mistakes if needed, she knew that she was right where she needed to be. So she walked. Out of her home and straight to the official Wakandan Hangar by the palace, where unsurprisingly she was the second person there.

Second to General Okoye.

“Redeh.” the General spoke, offering her greetings as she looked down at her beads, analysing something on its screen.

“General Okoye.” she returned, failing to hide her excitement.

Okoye cracked a smile as she saw her, remembering the first time that she was hand picked from her group to join the more experienced Doras in combat.

She briefly told the girl what would be expected of her for the day. A threat in some unoccupied land between Wakanda and a neighbouring nation, being the main issue. The queen had offered to investigate in representation of both nations, with a small group of Wakanda's fighters.

“We’re not fully sure what we're getting ourselves into so make sure that you stay fully aware of your surroundings out there. We won't be able to make sure that you're safe the entire time.”

“Of course. General.” she quickly said, the realisation of how real the situation was having fully set in for her.

The General nodded, content with her answer. They continued briefly going through everything, up until Ayo showed up, just as serious as Okoye, and ready for what was coming.

Seeing her 2 biggest inspirations looking at her with full faith and trust put a drive in her that nothing else could. They knew that she had something in her. Surprising Redeh everytime they looked at her. No one else ever had that look. Not even her own self.

Looking around and walking towards a quinjet like she was ready to go, Okoye was stopped by Ayo, who looked utterly perturbed.

“General wait! Where’s Y/n?” she asked her.

Redeh stood between the two, having never been aware of you coming with them. Apparently the other two had left that out of her briefing.

Her heart raced now. You, being one of Wakanda’s best armourers, almost never physically went on missions with the Dora, only supplying them with their best weapons.

All occasions where you were physically there were well-known missions where you and the General, an extremely powerful couple, worked together to beat the worst of people. What you two had, it was the true definition of Good Love. something she aspired to achieve.

She watched the other two Adored Ones look at each other, Okoye struggling to make a definite statement about where you were, though she must have been with you earlier.

Then she started, "She's actually not- "

“-I'm here!" your voice came from a distance, as you happily made your way to them.

Redeh smiled as you crossed your arms in salute to her before happily looking at the others.

She looked at the General’s face, hoping to see the look of utter bliss that often consumed the faces of the people who were with the ones that they loved in real life. Or at least, in the movies...

To her dismay, there was none of that. Instead came a harsh, “You're late.” from Okoye. One of almost disbelief.

You quickly dismissed her.

“Oh what will the world do now? Y/n was five minutes late.” You said calmly, gaining an intense eye roll from Okoye.

The other three went on into the quinjet, leaving Redeh a bit thrown aback. That had never been in the movies. It was always a peaceful, almost surreal reunification. Not one filled with mixed emotions. And although she knew that her mission wasn’t to analyse this new rule to love, she was enthralled by it. It was so much like her parents, but also not at all like it too. It was a moment that she wanted context for, because there had to have been a before.

By the calling of her name, she realised that she had gotten distracted, and everyone else had gone into one of the jets, and were patiently waiting for her to do the same.

With the jet's engine's still off for the meantime, the 4 sat on one side of its double seated benches, looking at the briefing that had been sent to all of them via Okoye.

The tense moment picking up where it left off, you spoke about what you’d brought with you to assist in the missions.

“I don't get how this decision was made. Taking you on a mission.” Okoye whispered, barely letting it out of her lips. It was your turn to roll your eyes, though it was more of a half-roll.

“You said it yourself. We don’t know what we might encounter. Queen Ramonda thought it would be better to bring me if it’s more than we think it is. Now can you just read the briefing?”

Mouth hanging open, Redeh tried to keep her eyes on her screen, too confused to even attempt mediation.

‘Something’s wrong.’ she thought, knowing how kind you both were to others. She reminded herself of all the good memories she had with you both. The two of you were far from toxic. But thinking of it, the two of you, although having a very public relationship, never talked about the true ins and outs of it.

It was easy to forget that you were together if she didn’t constantly remind herself of the fact. Or maybe you just weren’t.

Either way, there was tension. And it was especially evident when you made your next suggestion.

“I’ll be in one of my aircrafts, watching out from above. If I see anything I’ll go down to help.” you said. A completely reasonable suggestion.

"That sounds good." Redeh said, trying to show that she was actively participating. Still, she looked around for Ayo’s approval, just to make sure that she wasn’t completely off the mark.

Ayo gave her a slight nod, not fully dedicated to the idea. Redeh raised her brows, unsure as to how this was a bad idea. That was until she saw Okoye’s face.

"No." the General said bluntly.

You were the only one shocked by this. "No? What do you mean no?"

"You're not gonna be up there by yourself."

This was a fight. Redeh knew it, and despite her better judgement telling her not to, she couldn’t stop from at least asking.

"Are the two of you okay?" This did not defuse the situation at all, but Redeh could tell that she wasn’t fully aware of everything going on.

"It’s my machine! You should feel honoured that I'm willing to use it."

"I feel sick, actually."

The sound of a gasp was all that came from the otherwise silent space. Redeh covered her mouth when she realised that she was the owner of said gasp.

Ayo stood up, making her way to the front of the jet, where she prepared to start flying. In total embarrassment, the young adult that still had her hand over her mouth followed her, sitting in a co-pilot spot, even though she knew that she wasn’t going to be helping in the flight department , her skills in the sky being her only struggle in training.

She turned to look behind her large chair, catching a glimpse of the couple she’d left still sitting together.

Something was said, or at least she thought it was, because Okoye swatted your hand away when you tried to hold her hand. You looked beyond hurt at that.

The overwhelming resemblance of her parents made her turn away, directing her gaze to the pilot now. This couldn’t be the love that she constantly heard that the two had. Where were those grand gestures she knew of?

"Are they still together?" she asked, being sure that the two of you could very well have broken up. That would explain a lot.

"Yes." Ayo said bluntly, confusion laced in her eyebrows.

"Are they always like this or is there some big fight that I'm not aware of?" Redeh went on to ask.

"They're usually like this."

That answer was baffling to her.

"But they don't hate each other."

"Bast, no. They love each other.”

Redeh, crossed her arms, reluctant to believe those words. She was no expert but that kind of love was far from familiar to her. Not in a good context anyway. That was the ‘love’ of exes if she knew anything about it. It was Hateful Love.

Ayo noticed the young woman struggling to understand what was truly going on, and not wanting to scare her off, didn’t tell the full truth about the small change in demeanour that you and Okoye had only moments before.

“Look. Different people show their love publicly in different ways. They’re not like that when they’re alone. Trust me. The love that they like to keep more secret is less tense.”

Turning again, she saw you closer to Okoye, reading from her screen.

“Be quiet. Your breathing is distracting me.” the General said to you.

“Oh, okay, yeah, I’ll just stop breathing.”

“Thank you, that’ll be very helpful.”

For a split second they looked at Redeh and she quickly turned back for the last time.

"If you say so." she said to Ayo.

In the 2 hours that passed coming through to the height of the mission, Redeh couldn't help but be doubtful of the validity of your relationship. Even though she knew that it was none of her concern.

From the beginning there was constant bickering between the two of you.

You were able to get your way in regards to your aircraft. Something that even hours later, Okoye was seemingly upset about.

While you were in the sky, Okoye constantly said things through her earpiece that made it clear where she stood on the issue.

When you realised that the issue that was taking place on the land was a rebellion group that was causing complete destruction, you activated the weaponry that you’d given the other 3 to help them defend themselves beyond their spears. Another thing that Okoye wasn’t too fond of.

Though they helped, you felt like there was no other choice than to go down there yourself. You had more experience with more helpful weapons and you thought you could help more on the ground now that you knew what you were working with.

“I'm coming down!” you said, already lowering the aircraft while you unbuckled and prepared to jump down when you were close enough.

“No!” Okoye yelled instantaneously.

“I have to!”

“Y/n! Now is not the time to be trying to prove something. Stay on the plane!” Okoye yelled, as she struggled to take down the clutter of rebels on the left. Redeh and Ayo stayed silent fighting for their lives on opposite sides.

Not even a minute later, your jet was nearly on the ground and you were practically flying out of it.

Surprisingly, you landed on your feet. The noise of it bringing the attention to you.

Half a dozen rebels ran towards you, ready to attack.

Just like before, you didn’t hesitate to get to work. You tried to go for them all at once ,your impressive weapon skills prompting more to want to approach you, their interest being in the ultra-powerful hydrogen blaster that worked effortlessly with the use of vibranium.

It all went downhill as 2 more dozen rebels approached you, and you were being surrounded.

"You've got to be kidding me." Okoye said, running headfirst into the madness with Ayo and Redeh close behind..

The battle was a blur for the latter. The only thing resonating with her being the glares that Okoye shot at you whenever she got a split second to.

At some point the rebels had stopped gathering around you, as they all laid on the ground, severely injured.

Your job was soon done, with minimal casualties.

When Ayo went up to Redeh, and told her “well done.” She couldn't even remember what she had contributed to the event, only remembering a few significant fights with a handful of rebels.

Regardless of memory, she was glad that she's done well in Ayo’s eyes. Her first day was more than a success

Walking back to the quinjet, her mind still worked, feeling unfulfilled in her analysis of you and Okoye. She’d easily gone to protect you when you were surrounded, though you’d constantly done things that seemingly annoyed her the entire day. And when she was done, the tension rang just as strong as at the beginning of the day.

“I think it’s broken.” your voice rang in her head, causing her to turn her head to look at you and Okoye walking a few steps behind them.

“Of course it is.” Okoye responded.

She turned back again, looking at Ayo with a face that was still concerned.

All Ayo did was smile. Smile like she knew something that nobody else did.

And she did. She knew that the entire day's events were all symbols of love. Subtle Love.

Subtle love is a form of love that is never talked about. The feelings that surround it often fully authentic. Not artificially created for the approval of others.

Just like a lot of hate, it often lives unconfronted. Whether known or not, it stays under the wraps, softly undisturbed.

It’s the kind of love that is open to all. Fully welcoming and accommodating. The kind that holds a safe space where full transparency and vulnerability can be openly expressed without the fear of judgement.

It’s the major things expressed in small ways. The “love” proclamations. The physical and emotional holding of one’s partner. The tears of confession. The late night conversations. All happening in a single moment that only those present get to and want to share.

It is the kind of love that outsiders often can never decipher, but it is one of the closest forms of Concrete Love.

It’s not the kind of love that Okoye or you grew up in. The paths leading up to your relationship having many different examples of love and the dynamics that came with it. There was good and bad with all of them, as they showed you what you wanted and needed and also what you wanted to be kept far away from you.

Subtle love only came into the picture when the two of you collided, When the two of you realised that the only people you wanted were each other and when you realised that that meant dealing with every hurdle that you faced individually, together.

It came into the picture when you realised that Okoye had many things to say to you about how she felt, but struggled to get it out in the presence of others or with great gifts that were

-other than materialy- quite useless .

It came into the picture when Okoye realised that around others you were open and friendly but often put their feelings above your own and you needed help stopping yourself before it went too far.

It helped the two of you navigate through the first 2 years of being together and after the two of you became a known couple, it only became needed more.

The fun part about it was that there was no pressure to constantly implement it, but the comfort of having it made your relationship feel much more in sync.

Almost completely unspoken words were quickly decoded when you were in public, and both of you slowly stopped hesitating to ask for help or space, knowing that with that you could fully let go of the expectations that people brought with them for your relationship because of the love you had.

It made it easy to have completely different conversations behind closed doors, while also quietly continuing those words as the day went on without people being easily able to know exactly what was being said and what was meant.

This love carried weight in its natural existence, but it also made every moment meaningful.

Meaningful enough to be able to bicker in public without heavy words accidently being thrown out where all eyes could see.

It was the perfect grounds to safe communication, and to getting the best out of a relationship.

Subtle Love often got mistaken for Hateful Love. But it was always quite the contrary.

Hours before the mission.

Heavy weighted material closed off the access to cool air to your body as you awoke from soft noise.

You felt instant warmth from this material, like the atmosphere was giving you a soft hug. Attempting to lull you back to sleep.

Feeling hands gently placing themselves around you, you opened your eyes.

Irises of warm brown stared back at you, more aware that you were awake than aware that you were staring back at them. They brought a welcoming hello with them. A silent serenade.

They were owned by the same body that possessed the arms that wrapped around you.

Okoye.

“Morning, my love.” came the words from the lips that you’d unconsciously been staring at.

No words came out of yours. Your mind still fully absorbing her presence, and the gift that it was.

She’d placed a previously fallen blanket on you; you’d come to realise. Tucking you in before she left to tend to her General duties.

You gently lifted your arms out of the tight hold that she’s put them in.

Feeling warm enough knowing that she was there with you, you proceeded to move the rest of your body out of the blanket's grip, eventually lifting your body up to sit.

Stable in your position, you pulled her towards you. Your eyes and hers met and locked, refusing to let go of each other. All you could do was smile, the peace that you felt bringing joy with it every time.

Aeons passed before another word was spoken.

“You have to go?” you asked, though you knew the answer already.

“Mhm,” Okoye responded, bringing you into an embrace now that you were fully aware of what was happening.

“You smell good.”

She laughed, turning to kiss your forehead, before looking at you directly again.

“I’ll be gone for a while. You should sleep in. You looked really tired yesterday.” she said.

You gazed at her in question. “I should sleep in?”

She nodded, clearly oblivious to the information that both you knew and her clearly knew too.

“Okoye…” you started, making sure that she didn’t try to avoid your gaze at you. She looked at you, guilt written all over her face.

“Yes.”

“Are you trying to make me late?”

“Ini (What?)!” she lied through her lips but the rest of her face gave her away.

“Ujaxoka (You’re lying.)" you said through a grin, more of a funny statement than an accusation.

She performed her best fake gasp, “Njani ( How?)”

You laughed, in complete disbelief that her act was still continuing. She joined in, knowing that she’d been caught but happy to entertain you.

“I already got the call from Queen Ramonda, Okoye.” you said, shifting over to allow her room to lay with you in bed.

She opted to lay on your legs, her face looking directly up at you while you played with her hands.

A heavy sigh left her system and the mini suns that you knew as her eyes grew darker than usual.

“Why don’t you want me to go?” you asked. Now avoiding direct eye contact because that would make it harder for her to want to tell you.

“I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“My entire job consists of working with weapons. I’m always in danger of getting hurt.” you tried to reason.

“I know,” she sighed, lacing your hand into hers properly before kissing it, “But it’s different when you’re just making weapons by yourself. I don’t want you fighting and getting hurt.”

Then she added, “You get reckless sometimes.”

“I’ll be safer this time.”

“You won’t”

“I will!”

“You won’t, Y/n. You say you will every time but when we get there you’ll lose yourself in the battle and forget that you ever said that.”

You stayed quiet, knowing that she was right. You did have a bad track record of putting yourself in situations that were dangerous despite promising not to.

Still in your train of thought, Okoye began to get up.

“I’ll tell everyone that you’re sick and then you'll be able to sleep in.”

She looked at you with pleading eyes. Your lack of response leaving a big question in the room.

She couldn’t wait for an answer, but gave you a kiss on the lips, promising not to be too upset if you chose to go after her.

“Okay,” you said into the open, unaware that she had heard you.

Waiting a while before getting ready, you debated whether you should've texted her saying that you were coming, but eventually settled on just showing up and dealing with the consequences later.

When you arrived with a smile wrapped around your face, you saw her grow tense.

“You’re late.” she said bluntly. Not wanting to confront the matter in front of Ayo, and especially not in front of the new Dora that was to accompany the three of you.

You went for a childish dig, claiming that five minutes wasn’t much in any case.

Though she looked mad, you still saw the hurt that shone through her eyes. Not tears, but a defeated lowering of her gaze telling you all that you needed to know.

Her words came off more harsh than your usual banter did, and you knew that a line was crossed.

“I’m sorry.” you mouthed to her, pleading for her to accept it or at least take it in. You really were, but you also wanted to keep her safe. And with the direct request of attendance coming from the queen herself, it was only right for you to show up and do your job.

Okoye knew this. She wasn’t new to what your job entailed, but she sure wished you could be kept away from all the possible danger. She gave you a side nod, acknowledging your words but showing that she was still a bit unsettled and maybe even upset by the dishonesty.

As you went onto the jet, and the young woman that was to join you stayed staring into the open, you figured she was going through her own thing.

Next came the whisper. “I don't get how this decision was made. Taking you on a mission.” she breathed out.

She was in panic mode and there was nothing you could do to stop it. It was directed towards herself more than at you but you felt the need to try to reassure her that everything was going to be okay.

“Sthandwa sam.” you whispered more effectively than she had.

“You said it yourself. We don’t know what we might encounter. Queen Ramonda thought it would be better to bring me if it’s more than we think it is. Now can you just read the briefing?” The last part was your plea to her. One that would hopefully get you somewhere in the long day. Or at least off the ground.

She continued at your request, a worried expression escaping her every time she saw your name written with an instruction to do anything at all.

Seeing this worry, you knew it was a bad idea to suggest flying alone.

“No.” she said.

“What do you mean no?” you knew exactly what she meant. You’d made a promise, and breaking that a couple hours after its creation wouldn’t make her feel like she could trust you with things like that.

When Redeh asked if the two of you were okay, you admittedly let your tongue slip.

"It’s my machine! You should feel honoured that I'm willing to use it."

"I feel sick, actually."

A gasp was let out and the two dora that sat next to you left for the front of the jet, leaving you to talk.

“Okoye, I-” you started.

You went for her hand, and she was quick to swat it away, a reflex. Immediately she linked legs with you -a way for her to show that she wanted you to stay close. and tried to get herself to calm down.

“I’m sorry. I’m just worried.”

“I know. I’m sorry for lying about not coming.”

“I‘ll be safe, I promise.” you finished.

“And I’ll be there when you change your mind.” you both laughed at this, knowing that that was the more realistic plan.

The rest of the trip to your destination was just filled with banter.

“Be quiet. Your breathing is distracting me.” she said, causing you to roll your eyes.

“Oh, okay, yeah, I’ll just stop breathing.”

“Thank you, that’ll be very helpful.”

Your gaze went back to Redeh’s seat where she watched the encounter in dismay.

Locking eyes with Okoye, you both couldn’t help but start chuckling at the clear misunderstanding.

“She’s gonna think we hate each other.” Okoye said, finally taking your hand now that things were back to normal.

“Most people already think that. I’m sure a lot of them think we called it quits a while ago.”

She agreed, realising that besides Ayo, most people refrained from mentioning you to Okoye or her to you. Assuming that the two of you were no longer an item.

You never confronted them on their assumptions, enjoying the fewer questions that came in about your relationship.

When you saw the rebels approaching from all ends of the land, you had to think quickly.

Your banter with Okoye stopped and you became serious, noting that you didn’t have many options to choose from. If you shot from above they’d target your plane and wreck it, putting you at risk of crashing.

You had to help from the ground, much to Okoye’s displeasure.

“I’m gonna jump down there!” you said through your earpiece

“What! No!” your love spoke almost the second you finished saying it.

“I have to!”

“No, you don’t!”

“Okay fine. I want to do it.“

“Y/n stay in the-” before she could finish, you were on the ground and attracting the rebels attention.

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” you heard as you became trapped in a circle of rebels ready to fight you.

In true Y/n fashion, you charged for them all, the cause and effect being a sharp fall and a nearly irreversible demise.

Okoye was by your side alongside the others, and although the “I told you not to jump.” was on the tip of her tongue, she refrained. Her instinctive need to protect you coming before her need to be right.

When it was all over, you made your way to her.

Slowly, you walked to the jet with her nudging; her shoulder with your own once you caught up to her.

"See. Told you I would be safe."

"I can see you limping." she looked down at your left foot, where she could clearly see you trying not to put weight on it.

You relented, getting rid of your act and limping more consistently. The pain was excruciating.

“I think it’s broken.”

Okoye stopped dead in her tracks. "Of course it is."

Inspecting your face for any indication that you were overreacting. When she couldn't find any, she was quick to lift you up bridal style, not wanting any pressure being placed on the offending ankle.

You watched her walking with you, smiling up at her.

“You look rather pleased with yourself.”

"I am." you continued to smile.

When Redeh looked back to see you being carried by Okoye, with a bright smile on your face, she felt a sigh of relief. Not at your injury, but at how content the both of you looked in your moment of chaos.

You weren’t like her parents after all. Or like any couple she’s ever seen. After seeing you at your worst (though she knew far worse had most-likely happened before), she’d expected one of you to stop trying, or stay angry forever. She didn’t expect to see organised disruption.

Even as you flew back to the city, and Okoye determined that you had indeed broken a part of your ankle. It was calm. There was synchronisation even when there were problems.

You threw in your jokes here and there, “Who could have predicted that?” Okoye rolling her eyes at you.

It was reassuring, seeing how subtle the obvious love could be. How well it worked for the two of you. How almost therapeutic it was.

Her ideas of love always came in pictures of no complication at all, but seeing the smiles plastered on your faces made her feel just as excited as any grand gesture she’d ever seen would have..

Looking at Ayo she smiled for the first real time that entire day. “They’re good for each other.”

Her successor looked at her fondly. “They are.”

And on the other side of the Quinjet, where you laid with your foot supported upright for the trip back, you gazed up at your favourite 2 things again.

Your suns. Warm and full of life. Staring down at you. They made your pain go away -even if only theoretically-.

They told you everything you needed to know about their owner. They exposed every soft spot that she had for you. They were your symbol of subtlety.

“I love you.” you said to the woman who held you.

“I love you more.” she planted a peck on your forehead, before laying her head against the back of her seat, closing those eyes for a while.

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