#my soul can’t take it

[allsystemsblue]

Yasmine Wüster

#Yasmine Wüster #rhymes.y #wolves #sheep #black sheep #wolf in sheep's clothing #the odd one #keep fighting my little babies because life is going to absolutely fuck you up but you can’t let it keep you down #for every bad day there will good days and you take good days and you squeeze them hella tight #art #feel good #fighter #iluustration #digital drawing #digital art #soul #from the heart #heart #heart and soul #heartbreaker

[braisedhoney]

well wishes from the void

#utdr #utdr fanart #deltarune #deltarune fanart #wd gaster #gaster fanart #utdr soul #utdr player #this is… actually not from my backlog #this is something i was able to finish over a couple days (terrible burnout hhh ;;) and wanted to get up before december ended #i know I’ve been less interactive/active—sorry about that. i haven’t been spending a lot of time online. #but while i can’t promise anything atm i do hope you have a lovely winter. #well wishes from the void o7 #might be my last post for the year unless i queue the caine and pomni comic #so please take care of yourselves <3

[honeypleasejustkillme]

not gonna lie, i'll never be the same after you

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #you have a peice of my soul i can’t take back..if you leave me i’ll never be the same

[yantao-enthusiast]

what is a successful cunty music career without pissing off The Church at least once

#can’t even use god as a metaphor these days #taylor swift #idek what taylor did but my friend’s christian mom says she sold her soul to the devil :/ like???? #maybe for demonic imagery? during rep? idek man #ariana grande #god is a woman #lady gaga #judas lady gaga #sabrina carpenter #feather mv #feather music video #lil nas x #call me by your name #hozier #take me to church #music industry #<3

[dramadred]

it’s always “ily” and never “btlathomsarimsdsthaossdotrcaapsattanruscmhommcftfmadcms”

#the wheel of time #moiraine damodred #siuan sanche #fishwives #siuanraine #wot on prime #wheel of time #wot show #wot #by the light and the hope of my salvation and rebirth #i moiraine sedai do swear to honor and obey siuan sanche #daughter of the river #clever as a pike #strong as the tides #and never return until she calls me home #or may my creators face turn from me and darkness consume my soul #THESE ARE MARRIAGE VOWELS. YOU CAN’T TAKE THAT FROM MEEEEE RAFE AND CO #yeah yeah pretend to split them up when rafe himself confirmed these were disguised vowels.

[wofworld]

thinking about how harrow insisted that she can only share the ninth house’s secret with gideon if they are submerged in salt water. thinking about nona’s love of the ocean and about alecto being called a ‘saltwater creature’ on two (??) different occasions. also thinking about alecto’s favor to anastasia and the irony of the saltwater pool tradition being passed down through so many generations- but only on the ninth and with no real concept of where it started…

#you see where i’m going with this #i haven’t finished nona yet. sigh. but i don’t think there’s anything to disprove this in the rest of the book #if the earth’s soul gave john necromancy then why shouldn’t she be able to take it away? at least in some sort of conditions #like say..saltwater #anyways this could just be total bullshit but i feel like there’s too many coincidences for it not to tie up somehow #maybe necromancy is less effective in the water or the water drains thanergy or something idk #forgot to mention that teacher who is a lyctor’s creation fears the ocean surrounding canaan house #he shows sympathy for alecto though? he calls her a ‘poor child’ #anyways that’s a conversation for another time #tamsyn you crazy freak. why did you need to make the river be freshwater. why can’t my posts make sense? #tlt posting #tlt #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #nona the ninth #alecto the ninth #ntn #tlt theories #tlt meta #alecto #nona #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #fluff’s fandom thoughts #fluff rants #the locked tomb triology #the locked tomb series #locked tomb #trending topic

[februaryberries]

#aziraphale #aziracrow #crowley #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #<- not really #but just in case ???? #if u missed it neil answered an ask abt other scenes from the past and eras we could have seen #1960s female presenting aziracrow was mentioned #im never going to be the same #i will literally sell my soul #neil take my money pls #it’s so important to me #i wish i knew how to draw already so i could draw this #but i know it won’t turn out how i want it to #can’t wait for the 5 course meal of fanart this idea is gonna prompt #the only time i’ll call myself a girl is if it’s part of a meme LMAO

[spookyscarycreepydollgirl]

He groans in pleasure as he feels her soul beginning to struggle against his. He can taste all the parts of her he admires as though they are spread out across his tongue. As her physical body weakens inside his belly, her soul opens up to him, helpless and trapped on all sides by a stomach made to keep more than flesh.

“Oh Ida, you are every bit as beautiful as I knew you would be” He cooed, hunger and adoration intertwined.

Can she feel how beautiful she is to him? Or does his hunger overshadow that part of him even now? When all walls and secrets between them should be dissolving? He hopes not, he hopes his admiration sears her soul as deeply as his stomach acids sear her flesh. He hopes she drowns in his adoration, that she softens in his gratitude, that she is undone by his regard.

Her soul seems to recoil at the very idea that he feels so strongly. It is not that she does not desire him or recognise him. But rather, that she is afraid, afraid that his love will disappear if he sees any more of her, if he sinks his fangs too deeply into what makes her, Ida. She thinks he will reject her, that he will spit her out. She underestimates the depth of his hunger, the depth of his love. Even after he has licked clean every scrap of her, he is confident, he will never stop wanting more.

She cries out and whines as his stomach tightens, were she anyone else, it might have been simple fear, but here and now he senses that she is overwhelmed by the feelings inside him. She wants to be corrupted and overtaken, to drown in him and succumb to his twisted ravenous affection. She has never felt more loved and that truly scares her. She does not believe she deserves him.

Which is ridiculous, when it is he who does not deserve her. He is a monster, a predator, a hopeless glutton, who is at this very moment digesting the one person he values most in all the world. If she wants him as much as he wants her, who is he to deny her? To reject or abandon her? He is nothing but a simple minded spider, a gaping void of hunger that can never truly be fulfilled. If Ida wants him, all of him, then she has but to ask and he will lavish her in affection until she forgets where his love ends and she begins.

#soul vore #fatal vore #monster/human #willing prey #spider fae #my ocs #vore drabble #implied digestion #female prey #She’s willing I swear #she just also can’t take compliments #Like literally he’s struggling to digest her soul because he thinks too highly of her and it terrifies her. #That’s it that’s the premise

[ratislatis]

idk why it’s just coming to me now but I remember feeling this cold, white catharsis upon realizing that it wasn’t Freddie’s decision to give Glenn that panic attack. It was Anthony’s. And the way he said it, so finite, “Glenn is having a panic attack.” in a tone that was used before only to set up a disastrous scene.

It hurt, a lot, because in the weirdest way possible that’s exactly what having a panic attack is like. You’re sitting there with your world crashing down around you and then a disembodied narrator suddenly says, “This bitch shutting down.” (Distinctly in a Stanley Parable manner.)

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #glenn close #using the team’s actual names instead of ‘mr/mrs lastname’ was fucking traumatizing but I did it so nobody would get confused #anyway I wanted to say something in the tags that I couldn’t above because I can’t add breaks while on mobile #so tw for active shooter DRILLS if you’re reading this #one time. not too long ago #we had an active shooter drill at school while I was in orchestra #and as soon as I heard that my body went ‘oh hell no’ but I have anxiety so I ignored it #and we got outside #and the whole music department was huddled in the parking lot #and it was a beautiful day #and I was shaking #and I turn to my acquaintance maddie and I go #‘I think im having a panic attack’ #and then I start laughing hysterically. and I bend over with a hand on her shoulder because there are tears streaming down my face #and my conductor bless his gay soul he comes over like ‘what is going on’ #and I had to shuffle to the bhr while an imaginary shooter was in the school #because I tried to Not have a panic attack and besties. take it from me. nobody has IGNORED a panic attack and lived to tell the tale #anyway. glenn just like me fr LMAO

[ladycatofwinterfell]

Ned eating pussy must be canon, why else would GRRM give him those vibes?

sometimes i feel bad for grrm because he created these wonderful characters and we look at them and go “hmm… yeah that guy eats his wife out alright”. And the guy in question is a tragic and heartbreaking character that never really escapes the traumatic loss of his family and tries to do right by his own values while trapped in a system that will never let him actually do right and be loyal to all those he should be loyal to and we follow him as he sadly marches towards his own demise because he’s a soldier and that’s all he knows. But also Ned does eat his wife out. He just does. It’s obvious. It’s right there, written by grrm

#i can’t even remember when i decided this was true #had i read asoiaf or just watched got? #did i pick it up from a fic i read? #did i take one look at ned and just felt it in my soul? #i don’t know. all i know is that it’s true to me

[letsgolando-4]

My end is coming

I loved being with you

I felt your magic

An extraordinary feeling

Guys, I thank you for having me

I will miss you

Sebastian Vettel’s Last Song To Ferrari (x)

#f1 #meme #sebastian vettel #gif post #gifs #Ferrari #scuderia ferrari #sad #depressing #soul wrenching #screaming #crying #throwing up #so sad I swear #my heart can’t take it

[dragondoodling]

DID SOMEONE SAY BILL CIPHER ANGST?!

This will probably be disproven in a few months anyway when the book come out

#bill cipher #gravity falls #you can’t expect me to look at a heartless villain and NOT give him angst #what do you take me for? #a casual enjoyer? #No #i have let this piece of media #THIS CHARACTER #consume my entire soul

[sandeewithtwoe]

What if I stole your… heart?~

(please rate your rizzperience)

Unfortunately I’m a heartless bastard, so…. 1

#me answers #my sona is a robot so #no heart #i do have a soul tho #and no you can’t take it >:(

[lvllns]

have you ever just felt split open and seen by a book

#reed.txt #img #reading tag #reading this is how you lose the time war #i NEED a physical copy #i need to take this book everywhere with me #i can’t wait for the last 50 pages to destroy my entire soul.

[skinreflectsthesun]

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#my connection with my kid wasn’t something I was ever going to be prepared to understand #when people would say that I’ll love him so much I just nodded along because obviously #but it’s so much more than that #it’s not just a love #it’s an understanding of souls #I brought him into this world #we had a scary birth #but we did it together #every step of the way #and even now I take him with me everywhere #he is with me always #when I’m away from him I can’t wait to go back and get him #when he cries I can comfort him #I know this little person like he is me #and I hope that I will always know him #that he will let me know him for the rest of his life #because he is amazing and I hope he lets me be part of his life even when he doesn’t need me anymore

[asteralien]

so what’s the consensus wrt watching gomens2 and the morality thereof, are we shoveling money into bezos’s piehole to show our support and demand for quality television or are we pirating to avoid aforementioned piehole-shoveling. please advise before i do have a minor anxiety attack over which option will get me sent to hell and/or stockaded in the town square the quickest

#i can’t just Not see aziraphale. but my soul is going to be sullied either way so i just need the least morally objectionable choice #if i don’t make a decision my first thought journal entry my therapist sees WILL be about this show and i can’t handle that #not a week after my 28th birthday. i need some crumbs of dignity left in my life #mythtakes #every day i wish i could go out like chidi anagonye just. please god take me out before i have to make a Choice #This Is Not About The Strike