I really miss having mutuals I interact with I haven’t had any on tumblr that I regularly interact with in years (I do on tiktok like absolutely lovely ones it’s actually how I got one of my close drag friends but the platform hurts my head) so if you want to be mutuals and yell at me in my dms or asks on here or my shitpost/personal tumblr pls do; I’m having a really not good time at the moment and I need a break from talking about the bad things with irl friends I really just want mindless fandom chats and to hear about what you guys like besides are silly little idiots. Absolutely no minors, 21+ preferred for dms because I’m an old dude and while I only really talk smut in AO3 comments and with my irl besties who are into fandom, I still just feel more comfortable that way. I do have a couple mutuals (I need to also comb my following list esp bc I follow from my og tumblr that I linked) that I repost stuff of and who interact with my posts, but I’d love to chat with some of y’all 😭. Esp some of the writers and artists!! ALSO I still am badly in need of a beta reader soooo!! My best friend was kinda doing it but she’s a single parent and just got a job at a law firm. Also also, I have audhd and various other shit so if I don’t respond just know I forget I have a body. I’m on tumblr more than any other social I am on so I’ll likely be better about interaction, but anyways. Tagging my fandoms and stuff feel free to interact but again minors DNI and 21+ for private dms. Love y’all.
EDIT: I am combing through my following list bc I haven’t done it since starting this fandom tumblr so if you see me follow from my personal hi, hello!
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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.
hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.
hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy
hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it
hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently
hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love
horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho
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Everyone loves the Boyfriend Jacket, but what about the Husband Coat?
Diluc draping his coat across your shoulders because you forgot your own? Immediately looking the other direction to hide the heat coming to his cheeks when you settle into it?
Zhongli's thinly veiled swell of pride when he sees his coat around your shoulders? Savoring the scent of your perfume as long as he can for days after you've returned it to him?
Wriothesley's little half complaints about the chill in his office after you've taken his coat? Hiding how much he actively enjoys the sight of you utterly swamped in the fur and bulk of fabric?
Neuvillette having removed his mantle and stole in order to drape his robes across your sleeping form? His inability to completely focus back on his work after he sees how immediately you curl into it with that satisfied little hum he's come to enjoy so dearly?
Just...husband coats...
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(click for higher quality!) draconified link concept ive been chipping away at this past week ..... here's my funny little compendium concept for him:
"A heroic spirit has taken the form of this bestial dragon. Unlike it's kin, this creature exhibits an extremely aggressive disposition. It appears highly territorial, and will relentlessly chase down those who disturb its skywide patrols - of which it seems to be endlessly searching for either a long-time vassal or foe. Unfortunately, it seems the spirit within has long since forgotten exactly who it was looking for…"
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