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favorite color: bright pink (also any happy color)
last song: the last song i deliberately played was either “Almost Like Being in Love” by Nat King Cole or “September in the Rain” by Dinah Washington, but the last song that came up on shuffle was “Juliet” by LMNT
last movie: either around the world in 80 days (2004) or inception (2010)
currently watching: the last season of archer (2009)
other stuff i watched this year: lmao i actually have a lot of half baked reviews in my drafts but i never posted them because i’m almost always at my queue limit so here’s my chance to do a rapid fire round of reviews (based entirely on whether i enjoyed them)
how to marry a millionaire (1953) 👍 too many people forget what a comedic genius marilyn monroe was
Love Sarah (2020) 👍 🥲 a bakery, romance, grief and healing, intergenerational bonding, what more could you want
My man Godfrey (1936) 👎 boring
bringing up baby (1938) 👎 it has its moments, blueprint for disney channel show shenanigans
memories of the sword (2015) 👍 sooooo melodramatic
The Dig (2018) 👍 haunting
the misfits (2021) 👍 it is Not Good, but inexplicably charming
Free guy (2021) 👍 responsible for the resurgence of mariah carey in my playlist
Papillon (2017) 🤷🏻♀️ hard to get through but not bad
Chungking Express (1994) 👍 i’m not usually an atmospheric film type, but wow
The Lost City (2022) 👍 i had fun
The French dispatch (2021) 🤷🏻♀️ tried watching this multiple times, fell asleep each time but the fact that i tried multiple times means it goes on this list
most of the movies in the DCAMU (2013-2020) 👍 i saw a gif from Teen Titans: the Judas contract (2017) which led me to watch 11 of these 16 movies lmao curse you tumblr
Blue crush (2002) 👎
the Batman (2022) 👎
Lost in the stars (2022) 👍 the whole thing could’ve been avoided if (spoilers) were lesbian, but anyways it made me want to visit hainan and shanghai
Dumplings (2004) 👍 i mean i can’t eat dumplings anymore without gagging but
the burning sea (2021) 🤷🏻♀️ i remember laughing at the cheesiness (idk how accurately they translated from norwegian), but solid disaster movie
alive (2020) 👍 korean filmmakers really know zombies, but mix in quarantine era
Palm Springs (2020) 👍 went into this blind expecting white lotus lol (very much not white lotus)
The babysitter: killer queen (2020) 👍 i can only do horror if it’s campy horror
the menu (2022) 👎 well made movie, not for me
blockers (2018) 👍
joy ride (2023) 👍
Spider-Man: across the spider-verse (2023) 👍
king arthur: legend of the sword (2017) 👍 i don’t care i enjoyed its ridiculousness
Austenland (2013) 👍 it’s so bad!! i laughed, i cringed, i awww’ed
the tuxedo (2002) 🤷🏻♀️ better enjoyed in highlight clips
Matilda the musical (2022) 👎 if i hadn’t seen the danny devito version i might have enjoyed this
heathers the musical (2022) 👎 the off bway actors were better
Mayhem (2017) 👍 samara weaving and steven yeun! another movie apollo threw a covid dodgeball at
Charlie Chan at the wax museum (1940) 🤷🏻♀️ could’ve been good, hard to watch with the yellowface and racism
Puss in Boots: The Last Wish (2022) 👍
shows i dropped this year/didn’t finish: justified (2010), killing eve (2018) , gannibal (2022), beef (2023), doom patrol (2019)
currently reading: bel canto, but mainly just a lot of medical articles
currently working on: finding a new job because hellooooo 2 year itch
current obsession: ok so if you look at english language sources, most say that pregnant onions are toxic and therefore not edible. however, the medicinal value of pregnant onions is apparently not uncommon knowledge in other cultures (fuck yeah china and south africa). so a family friend gave us a few mature plants that make into soup and i picked off the little seedlings and have been tending to them. that led to spending more time tending to my other plants (i have a lot more loquat trees than i remember) and now i’m trying to air layer some stuff. TLDR; gardening
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Ladrien/Marichat: Drunk Ladybug on My Balcony? Yeah. This is Fine.: Chapter Thirteen
Read it on AO3: Drunk Ladybug on My Balcony? Yeah. This is Fine.: Chapter Thirteen: The Revelation
“Here we are. Safe and sound,” Ladybug announced with forced chipperness as she set Adrien back down in his room.
Reluctantly, he removed his arms from around her and stepped back, doing his best to put on his own fake smile.
“Today was really fun,” he remarked with a lightness he didn’t feel.
“Yeah,” she agreed enthusiastically, but the joviality didn’t make it to her eyes. “I had fun too. I’m so glad you enjoyed it.”
“I did,” he affirmed earnestly. “It was really great, and I seriously appreciate you going to the trouble of organizing all that for me. I’m never going to forget today.”
“Me either,” she whispered, a bit of the false cheer wearing off, revealing the bittersweet melancholy hiding below the surface. “I had such a good time getting to know you better.”
“Me too.” He braced for impact as he added, “We should do it again sometime.”
She winced, averting her eyes. “Adrien… I’d love to, but we can’t. It was madness for me to even think of dating you as Ladybug in the first place.” She looked back to him with pleading, desperate eyes. “This is too dangerous. Like I said before, I don’t know what all Papillon is willing to do to get to me, but…I would never forgive myself if my selfishness and carelessness got you hurt. We’re lucky no one recognized us today and posted pictures where Papillon could see and start targeting you.”
“I know,” he sighed, gaze dropping to their shoes. “I don’t care about the risk for myself, but…I would never want to bring that kind of guilt on you if something did happen…. This wasn’t a good idea.”
“No,” she agreed softly, stepping in closer and taking his cheeks in her hands, making him look at her. “But today was the best mistake of my life, Adrien Agreste, and I can’t bring myself to regret it.”
“Yeah?” he breathed, letting himself get entranced by her swirling, sea-like eyes.
“Yeah,” she confirmed, smile infused with light and warmth and love.
“Well,” he chuckled, taking heart in looking on the bright side. “At least you can still ask me out as a civilian. This doesn’t have to be the end.”
Her smile flickered and faded as her brow pulled into a conflicted frown. “Adrien…I don’t think that’s possible now.”
Her words were like a cold shower, sending a jolt through his system.
“Wait. What? Why not?” he demanded, a whine creeping into his voice.
She gazed at him sadly, shaking her head. “What are you going to think the next time some black-haired girl comes up to you and asks you out for coffee? You’ll know it’s me right away, and that can’t happen. I have to keep my identity secret at all costs, not just for myself and my own safety but for the safety of all of Paris and the Miraculouses and kwamis in my keeping. I have to think about the bigger picture,” she informed him ruefully, feeling the weight of her yoke of duty then more than ever. “I can’t just think about myself…so this has to be the end of this. I’m sorry, Adrien.”
It occurred to him that he could simply ask Marinette out, but the unfairness of the entire situation agitated him.
“If you’re not allowed to think about yourself, who’s going to?” he challenged. “This isn’t right. It’s not fair that you have to bear such a heavy burden alone. I know what it’s like to have to keep secrets from everyone, Ladybug. It’s exhausting and isolating, and, after a while, it makes you feel like a bad person because you feel like you’re always lying to everybody in your life. I don’t want that for you.”
He eyed her pleadingly, willing her to relax her guard and let him in, let him be there to help support her.
“I don’t really want that for me either,” she admitted with a tired sigh, tears beginning to build at the corners of her eyes. “…Sometimes it just can’t be helped, though. I’m sorry, Adrien, but I can’t do this. Please don’t make this harder than it already is,” she begged, just barely managing to resist the temptation he offered.
He could see her on the edge of breaking, but pressing her further felt wrong and manipulative. He didn’t want to push her into something she would later regret, so he backed off with a soft, “Okay. Sorry.”
“Me too,” she whispered, her hands dropping to take his and give them a squeeze. “…Maybe the stars will align and we’ll get to date someday.”
“Maybe I’ll find you and ask you out first,” he hummed impishly.
“Please don’t try to find me,” she entreated, feeling sick with worry. “You can’t know who I am.”
He bit his tongue, knowing that it would only scare her off to tell her he already knew.
“Kiss me,” Adrien pleaded.
Ladybug blinked, startled by the urgency in his voice. “What?”
“If this really has to be the end of things between us, can’t you at least kiss me? You said that you wanted to earlier. If we can’t be together, can’t we at least have this much?” he reasoned. “Give me a kiss to remember you by.”
She worried at her bottom lip as she studied him carefully, weighing her options.
“Please, Nelle?” he whimpered, and his yearning gaze nearly did her in.
Reasoning that one kiss couldn’t hurt, she stepped in, taking his face gently in her hands and bringing it down to hers.
She’d intended the kiss to be brief and sweet like cherry blossom petals floating on a river, but she did not anticipate the spark she felt inside of her when her lips met his.
It was like an electric zap radiating through her body from the tips of her toes to the ends of her hair, and, judging by the way he gasped into the kiss, Adrien felt it too.
What Ladybug had intended to be a chaste brush of lips quickly devolved into a sloppy, hungry crush of lips and tongues and teeth and hands.
Before she could really think through what she was doing, she’d pushed Adrien back and down onto his couch and was on top of him, seeing what kind of noises he made when she bit, licked, or sucked on different parts of his neck and throat. She quickly found out that he purred when she massaged his scalp, and the sound only encouraged her.
“Wait,” Adrien gasped, getting a hold of himself several minutes later.
She lifted her head and blinked blearily down at him, mind hazy with hormones. “What happened? What’s wrong?”
“I can’t lie to you anymore,” he groaned. “I’m sorry. I know this isn’t what you want, but things have gone too far and gotten out of control. I can’t keep secrets from you anymore, My Lady.”
She opened her mouth to seek clarification, but he alleviated the need by calling, “Plagg, transform me.”
In a green flash of light, it was Chat Noir beneath her on the couch in place of Adrien.
“I’m so sorry,” he repeated, eyes begging for her forgiveness. “I shouldn’t have agreed to go on a date with you right after we’d just talked about waiting to start a romantic relationship until it was safe, but…when you showed up to ask me out, I figured that Adrien must have been your mystery boy all along, and it was just a dream come true, so…I should have said no, but I didn’t. I’m sorry. You know I think with my heart far more often than with my head.”
Ladybug did not respond right away. She was too busy gaping at her partner with her mouth hanging wide open as her mind bluescreened.
“Please say something,” he pleaded through a grimace, starting to feel ill. “I can tell you’re not taking this well, but—”
She cut him off with a guttural curse.
He blinked at her for a moment, and then a sly grin slowly curled up the corners of his lips. “On a first date? I’m sorry, but I’m a little old fashioned. You’ll have to marry me first.”
“Oh my God,” she groaned, covering her face with her hands as she had a mental meltdown.
He winced. “Sorry. I really am sorry. …On a completely serious note, are you okay?”
A muffled, “No,” leaked out through her fingers along with very Marinette-like sounds of despair.
“Sorry,” he repeated. “I didn’t mean for this to happen. I just…I really did understand earlier when you were talking about it being unfair to Adrien, him not knowing your identity. I felt guilty for keeping this from you this whole time, but I knew you didn’t want to know, so…” He shook his head. “But I couldn’t keep lying to you. …Sorry for messing things up,” he summarized dejectedly, ears drooping.
“…Do you hate me?” he whispered, half afraid to learn the answer.
She dropped her hands down to her sides and looked at him with eyes full of sorrow, compassion, regret, and love. “Chaton, I could never hate you. Ever,” she stressed, reaching out to stroke his cheek. “In fact, I think I love you now more than ever before.”
“O-Oh,” he choked, so happy it was hard to breathe.
“And you didn’t mess anything up,” she assured with a cloudy smile. “I did.”
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. “Detransformation.”
In a swirl of pink, Marinette appeared, wearing the same blue dress as she had their last movie night.
A broad grin stretched across Chat’s lips as he sat up, taking her face in his hands.
She hesitantly peeked one eye open and was surprised to find him beaming at her like she had arranged the stars in the night sky. She blinked, noting, “You don’t look surprised. Or angry.”
“Because I’m neither, Princess,” he chuckled, running a hand down the side of her face, neck, and shoulder. “What better outcome could I hope for than for the two girls I’m crazy about to be the same person?”
“And, let me guess,” she snickered. “You’re not surprised because you were able to see Ladybug in your ‘Everyday Ladybug’?”
He bit his lip. “Actually…it was more like suddenly seeing Marinette in Ladybug earlier today when we were browsing in the Place du Tertre.”
The grin dropped off her face. “What?! Wait. What?! You figured out my identity?!”
He made a half-hearted, wobbling gesture with one hand. “I mean…sort of? I didn’t know for sure until just now, but…”
“Oh my gosh. All those questions you were asking!” she gasped as she mentally reviewed their day from that point.
He winced. “Yeah, well…I mean…”
She slapped his arm, and not in a fun, playful, joking away. “I can’t believe you! You were purposely trying to figure out my identity!”
“To be fair, I had already figured out your identity,” he reasoned, hoping she magically accepted this loophole and decided not to be mad at him. “I was merely seeking confirmation.”
She smacked his arm a second time, clearly not amused at his semantics.
“Hey, you’ve been in love with me for years and never said anything,” he whined, trying to shift the focus off of himself. “To Adrien or Chat Noir. If anyone has the right to be upset, it’s me.”
“I had my reasons,” she spluttered indignantly, hoping he wouldn’t ask for the receipts. “It’s not like you told Marinette you had a big, ridiculous crush on her either!”
“I’m sorry,” he snorted. “I just thought it was painfully obvious to anyone who listened to me rant regularly about how amazing and talented you are. If you’d shown interest in return, I would have gladly confessed to my gigantic crush on you, but, unfortunately, someone has been lying to my face the past seven years about how they’re not interested in me, they’re just a fan of my father’s work,” he returned with a sour pout.
“You are literally a model,” she whined in her own defence. “I thought you’d laugh in my face.”
“Princess,” he cooed, reaching up to stroke her face. “Who could say no to you?”
He leaned in to give her hair a reassuring nuzzle. “Marinette, you are the most awe-inspiring woman I know. You’re kind and brave and funny and gorgeous, and I would have to be a bigger fool than I already am not to fall deliriously in love with you.”
She wrapped her arms around him, holding him tight as she whispered, “I’m so sorry, Minou.”
“Shhh,” he comforted, pulling her in closer. “I’m sorry too. Maybe…can we try to accept that we both screwed things up and attempt to move beyond this?”
“…Yeah,” she decided, giving a little nod. “What’s done is done, so let’s just try to do our best going forward.”
“Sounds good,” he agreed, savoring the warmth of her body pressed to his, her sweet scent.
Earlier, he’d catalogued them in sorrow as she carried him back home, wondering if he’d ever get to experience them again. Now, he took stock in joy, planning to appreciate these sensations for years and years to come.
Suddenly, Marinette pulled back with a gasp and stared at him wide-eyed. “What are we going to do about akuma fights?! We just talked last week about how every second counts and how romantic feelings could cloud our judgment and get in the way in battle. What are we going to do now?!”
He grimaced, beginning to massage her shoulders in hopes that it would help her calm down. “My Love, I’ve had feelings for you for years now, and you just told me the other night that you’d loved me for almost as long. We’re going to have feelings that could potentially get in the way no matter what. We’ve had those feelings all this time, and I think it’s been pretty okay. I mean, I know I’ve sacrificed myself more times than you’re comfortable with, but the point is that we’ve managed all this time, haven’t we?”
“I guess you’re right,” she reluctantly agreed, slowly coming to see that what he said was true.
“Yes, we could have a fight or, God forbid, break up, but I’d like to think that our friendship and our partnership is strong enough to see us through, so…we’ve gone years suffering through trying to suppress our feelings, I, for one, would like to try making a romantic relationship work,” he suggested timidly, mentally crossing his fingers. “Who knows? Maybe when we stop holding ourselves back, we’ll be a better team than ever before. Want to give it a try?”
She didn’t need to think about it. “Yes. Definitely. Yes.”
“Really?” he laughed in joy and relief as his wildest dreams came true before his very eyes.
She nodded enthusiastically, joining in his laughter. “Yes. Really, really.”
He surged forward, capturing her lips once more in an exuberant kiss of celebration.
This one was more playful, less heated, but still full of fireworks and emotion.
Several minutes in, Marinette pulled back and glared at Chat Noir. “Heeeey. You sneak into my bedroom. Adrien Agreste sneaks into my bedroom.”
He quirked an eyebrow, wondering at the relevance of this revelation. “Technically, you invite me in. I always knock, even when the skylight is open.”
“Adrien Agreste has seen the inside of my bedroom,” she groaned in embarrassment, covering her face with her hands and letting out a moan of misery. “You’ve seen me in my laundry day sweatpants!”
He rolled his eyes fondly, gingerly taking her hands in his own and prying them away from her face. “Princess, look at me.”
She did so, her cheeks stained red as realization after realization informed her of all the unflattering sides of her he had seen.
“It’s just me,” he soothed. “Just your big, stupid cat, and I think the world of you.”
She pursed her lips, considering this for a moment. “…Yeah. You are, aren’t you?”
He nodded encouragingly. “Remember that time I got my tongue stuck to that lamppost?”
She burst out laughing, accidentally spraying him with spit which he gracefully wiped off, not minding in the least.
“Oh my gosh,” she giggle-snorted. “You did. You’re such a dork!”
“Your dork,” he confirmed.
“My dork,” she hummed and went back to kissing him.
They didn’t make it ten minutes before the next outburst.
“I tried to give you the Snake Miraculous!” she gasped.
Chat’s ears flattened. “We’re going to be having moments like this for years to come, aren’t we?”
“What the hell were you thinking?!” she demanded.
He shrugged. “You said you needed Adrien. I’m stupid in love with you. Emphasis on the stupid.”
She frowned, debating on her reaction. His reasons weren’t exactly good, but they were flattering, so maybe she could forgive him.
He took the liberty of kissing the crinkles from her brow. “Later, you’ll have to tell me how you pulled Multimouse off because I’m dying to know, but, for now, could we maybe kiss and snuggle? Maybe watch some movies?”
She instantly perked up. “Can we have a Disney singalong? I’m sort of in love with your voice.”
“Just the voice?” he asked again with a teasing eyebrow waggle.
“All of you,” she informed softly, leaning in to press a butterfly kiss to his lips. “…But your voice in particular.”
“I can live with that,” he cackled, pulling her back down onto the couch with him.
Alya and Nino were lounging on her bed watching X-Men: Apocalypse when her phone buzzed.
“Why are you grinning like you just got the biggest scoop ever?” Nino inquired cautiously, lifting a suspicious eyebrow.
“My ship has sailed!” Alya cheered, nearly jumping for joy. “Adrien and Marinette are dating! Aaaaaahhhh!!! This is the best day ever!”
Nino frowned, pausing the movie. “Wait. Adrien’s dating Marinette or Ladybug? They should still be at the Eiffel Tower, right? Did she tell him her identity? Did he tell her his?”
Alya’s mood immediately plummeted. “Hold on. Let me figure this out.”
She shot quick texts to Marinette and Adrien, asking if they’d revealed their respective identities and who was dating whom.
“Okay. Full identity reveal. Everybody is dating everybody,” Alya reported with a contented sigh, sinking back down onto the bed. “These two are exhausting.”
“Tell me about it,” Nino snorted. “Why do they have to be so complicated?”
Alya shook her head. “Thank God Marinette locked us in the panther cage, right?”
“We never really thanked her for that, did we?” Nino snickered.
Alya shrugged. “Meh. I’ll work it into my maid of honor speech at her wedding. I consider my debt paid in full after all the identity shenanigans I’ve had to put up with getting her and Adrien together. I single-handedly defeated the Love Quadrilateral. My job here is done.”
“Awesome work, Al,” Nino chuckled, leaning in to give her temple a light peck.
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