#permanent mood

[arte-della-poverta]

Καμία απόλαυση εδώ στην απομόνωση,

καμία πρόποση δεν πρόκειται να γίνει

που να υπόσχεται καλύτερες μέρες

Απλά θα πιω όσο κρασί μου ‘χει απομείνει

Δεν νιώθω τίποτα...

Ή μάλλον όχι

Νιώθω ένα τίποτα, που τίποτα δεν νιώθει

Ένα κενό που με στοιχειώνει απο μικρό

Αλλόκοτο συναίσθημα

Πού να σου εξηγώ;

#theatro dromou #pinokio #jolly roger #keno #00 #permanent mood #νιώθω ένα τίποτα #ή μάλλον όχι #νιώθω ένα τίποτα που τίποτα δε νιώθει #Youtube #musictaste #exwmiamourhxarmana

[sweeterthanthis]

#permanent mood

[mauricedelafalaise]

permanent mood

#me #permanent mood #mood

[starcatching]

JIU ♡ 231027 CHANGWON K-POP WORLD FESTIVAL

#dreamcatcher #dreamcatcheredit #dreamcatcherdaily #femaleidol #ggnet #femadolsedit #femaleidolsedit #ultkpopnetwork #kpopccc #idolady #kgoddesses #dailywomen #blogmusicdaily #kim minji #jiu #jiuedit #myedit #*shifting into a dc comeback mood* #love her so bad<3 🫠 (that is a permanent state of mind though)

[starry-bi-sky]

childhood friends danny and jason miscellaneous thoughts: because why not, i'm reworking ch2 because it no longer fits with the remaster of chapter 1 so i've been thinking of them, and i love talking about them. which you should totally go read the remaster because its 26k words and im very proud of it and it barely got any attention.

First off Ellie vapes. Mostly because I think its real fucking funny. The first time Danny finds out about it he gets all up in arms about it. Ellie at first thinks its because she's smoking -- which, helloooo pot meet kettle, Danny has been smoking for a lot longer than she has.

And then he throws a curveball at her and says he's upset specifically because its vaping. Like no, no. Dammit, if you're gonna fuck up your lungs you gotta do it properly, none of this cotton-candy flavored nonsense.

He plays it up for laughs and it's largely non-serious 'i can't believe you're using a vape', if only to hide the fact that he is genuinely displeased with his little sister smoking. Self-destructive behaviors and bad habits are his thing, thank you very much.

But, well, he knows he'd be a hypocrite if he told her he didn't like that she was smoking. He's aware its bad for him, but habits are hard to break and he's not particularly keen to break this one in particular.

Danny bullies her relentlessly about it whenever she vapes in front of him. Like don't be a loser, Elle, carry a carton of cigs and a lighter in your back pocket like the rest of us degenerates.

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Secondly: Danny's piercings? He got the first lobe piercings as a lost bet from Sam in junior year, and they did it in her room with a needle, a small bottle of blood blossom extract, and an apple. He broke out in hives for a week after thanks to the blood blossom, but it prevented the hole from healing up :)

He got the rest done professionally at a piercing place in the Ghost Zone. He asked Johnny where to find it. Sam and Johnny (and Kitty) nearly convinced him into getting snakebites. He got an eyebrow piercing instead.

Danny's undercut is also self-done, he did it because Technus shot at him with an ectoblast and it missed hitting him, but set his hair on fire. Danny got it out pretty quickly, but it left his hair lopsided and obviously looking like it got burned by something. He went to Sam for help after the fight. He liked the way it looks so he's kept it that way since.

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Vlad brought up Jason once(1) in a taunt during a fight, and this was after Jason disappeared from the ghost zone, and Danny very. very nearly killed him on the spot. He hasn't done it since.

Which leads into the other thing: Grief Triggers! As I call them. All Banshees have them in this au.

While all banshees are, in general, in a permanent state of grief, Grief Triggers are a specific emotional response that can cause them to spiral into a state of intense, sometimes debilitating sorrow, and most of the time causes them to start wailing.

Banshees know what their Grief Triggers are and in general tend to try and build up a form of resistance against it so that, if something occurs that happens to trigger said grief, they can at least either get away from other ghosts to let loose or have enough control over themselves that it'll take more work to send them spiraling.

As expected, Jason is Danny's grief trigger. He's built up a pretty good resistance to it so that hey, talking about him and his death is easier than when Danny was fourteen. But a little more prodding and it will trigger, especially depending on who brings him up and how. (See: Vlad)

Grief Triggers also manifest relatively the same; with the induction of an intense state of grief and sorrow, but how a banshee acts on it can sometimes vary. Again, it depends on who triggers it and how. Some of them can get,,, violent, depending on how it happens.

Rath, this au's 'Dan', is a case of a banshee being put into the grief state caused by grief triggers and... never really leaving it. Which they usually do on their own, or with help depending on the severity of it.

At the time it happened Danny was going through the worst week of his life a second time: his best friend's ghost disappeared, then his family and friends all died right in front of him, and then he was stuck with someone who wasn't helping him through that grief.

He was already in the grieving state when Vlad tore out his ghost half. As a result, Vlad only made it worse. With that fury thrown into the mix, Vlad ended up getting torn apart and nobody else was close enough with nor could they get close enough to Rath to help him come down from the wailing state.

So Rath ended up getting stuck in a perpetual negative feedback loop of absolute misery, and well... drove himself insane. The rest of the world became collateral as a result.

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the difference between Danny and Jason lies in the fact that Jason died, while Danny is dead.

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I'm having more thoughts on the CFAU/TMWS universe banshees, actually.

Banshees are either born in the ghost zone from ectoplasm and are ecto-entities and work as banshees as how we know of them, or they're human spirits that died mourning someone and that grief was so intense that it turned them into a banshee. They're a little more rare.

These banshees typically mourn only one person, or sometimes they follow their Realm-born counterparts and choose a family to mourn for. Typically their own.

Ember is not a banshee; human spirit banshees are always mourning another person. However, her abilities emulate certain qualities of banshees: like the beautiful singing. But in comparison to an actual banshee, Ember's voice pales.

Does this mean Danny has the better singing voice? Yeah. Ember is incensed by this.

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If canon Danny and CFAU/TMWS Danny met, I think canon Danny would be kinda unsettled or off put by CFAU.

CFAU Danny still has some pretty core Danny traits, at least I like to think so -- his general drive to help people just out of compassion for them (even if it manifests differently at first due to trauma), his wit and humor, his fear of failing to protect his loved ones, all of those resonate with canon Danny.

However, canon Danny, as far as I can remember and as far as his wiki goes, rarely gets extremely angry or emotional. He gets irritated and he gets annoyed but him getting mad I don't think happens super often. CFAU Danny is the angrier one between Jason and Danny. It's one of the things I consider a division point between him and canon Danny as it's a result of him growing up in Crime Alley. Canon Danny is canonically shy and meek prior to becoming Phantom, CFAU Danny couldn't be -- he'd be dead already.

CFAU Danny's anger would off put canon Danny, in my opinion. His anger, his smoking, and for lack of a better term, his bloodlust would unsettle him.

Like, for example, say CFAU Danny gets transported to a canon (or canon-adjacent) Danny's universe. He's staying with canon for a little bit as they brainstorm how to get him back home, and CFAU Danny goes to school with canon if only so that he's not stuck in the house all day.

Whether they try and pass CFAU Danny off as canon's cousin or if the town already knows that he's another version of Danny, it doesn't matter. Because insert Dash.

Dash who, in CFAU Danny's world, has since learned not to fuck around with Danny or the other kids because Danny has long since asserted that he will beat his ass if he does. 'Fucking around' always predates the 'finding out', and Danny is happy to act as consequence.

(As my father told me (paraphrased) when I was a small child and full of uncontrollable anger: "there's gonna be a day where you're gonna hit someone, and they're gonna hit you back")

And canon Dash, who is used to canon Danny who kinda just takes it because it means that he won't target other people, would see CFAU Danny. He'd notice the resemblance between him and canon, immediately try and go "oh new target!", and try and bully him the same way he does to canon. And Danny "I am the consequences of your actions" CFAU Fenton, instantly throws hands.

Just, CFAU Danny is kind but he's also Gotham-raised and full of bite; he's meaner than canon is. He's more ruthless too, especially in his ghost fights. The ease of which he slips into violence would, imo, discomfort canon. CFAU and Canon would eventually get along though, they're not so different that they'd be in constant clash of each other.

(Canon Danny and Danyal Al Ghul however,,, thats another post LMAO)

#cw smoking #cw vaping #dpxdc #dp x dc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc crossover #dead on main au #childhood friends au #cfau #dpdc #ugh i could have made this two parts probably #i've had a lot of thoughts on banshees in this au and how i could adjust them #what i didn't get into: the ghostly behavioral affects that danny has gone through since dying. the ghostly mood swings and #heightened emotions that he's had to work through for the last five years. #one of my favorite lines in the remaster is danny mentioning offhandedly that he's gotten better at his mood swings ever since being a ghos #but also implying that vlad has been on the receiving end of these mood swings before and it didnt end well for him #like yessss gurl go through permanent irrevocable changes of your physiology and psyche that has ultimately altered you from the person you #used to be. you are now no longer fully human yess gurl pick up those habits and behavioral changes that is common in the species you've #been turned into even if its only halfway. #iirc i don't think i included obsessions in this au and checking the remaster doc and the word doesn't show up once in all 26k words of it #so hey looks like we get this instead #danny's singing voice is permanently ingrained in my head as sounding like hozier #its very very funny to imagine my au dannys meeting canon danny or canon adjacent danny #cfau seeing dan: who tf is that?? | canon: um.. dan? our evil alternate future self? | cfau: THATS your evil future self?? #canon: yeah?? does yours not. look like that? | cfau: NO? #look if dan saw rath he would do a doubletake is all im saying and then would go “what the fuck what the fuck what the fUCK” #turning rath into a horror movie abomination is the fun part of this au and he's never even gonna show up #jason died but danny is dead. it lies in the past and the present. the was and the is. one of us got up and the other didn't

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i’ve talked about this before but a bpd symptom i absolutely HATE is the lack of emotional permanence.

no matter how many loving people i have in my life, the second they are gone it's like i was never loved and that it's all in my imagination but as soon as they come back, it's like i've never been sad

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd mood #i HATE this so much #lacking emotional permanence is one of the worst things for me because i look crazy to outsiders #haven’t seen my fp in 4 hours? i am literally sobbing on the floor believing that i’ve never felt this kind of debilitating pain in my life #but as soon as he comes back it’s like i’ve never been upset before.. #so so so embarrassing and infuriating

[doingartiguess]

And that’s that on that! Enjoy this free wallpaper my friends and comrades!

#no cops at pride #no banks at pride #harleen quinzel #pamela isley #harley quinn #poison ivy #dccomics #queer pride #early pride piece but permanent mood

[perelka-l]

Kittie and doggie violence :3c

#It makes no sense have mercy I'm going through autumn mood dip sobbbbbb #Rocket executive archer #Executive archer #Island kahuna Nanu #Background Giovanni for great justice #It absolutely is shippy if they are just permanently annoying each other on every single level #If you put them on any spectrum at all they are the opposites #Watch me and my fail art #Kinda disasters lol #Gio is here for popcorn and sights #I am only mildly insane about them these days pls don't mind #Weapons make no sense nothing makes sense it's all just vibes #I just was like OH NO EMPTY SPACE and I panicked pls mercy wwww

[mmaeeve]

daily dean quote #87/366:

“i swear, the next person who asks me if i’m okay, i’m gonna start throwing punches.”

- season 2, episode 2, everybody loves a clown

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #sam and dean #spn season 2 #everybody loves a clown #mood #this is the realest thing #i think i need this on a shirt #or just plastered permanently on my forehead

[e-m-p-error]

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#STARTER CALL ➽➽➽ #Permanent Starter Call #I Know A Place Where The Grass Is Really Greener Warm Wet And Wild There Must Be Something In The Water (єяαѕмσ) #I'm just really in the mood to write my intrinsically queer Mexican twink today #These will get priority today #I will assume you want a human verse for your muse too if you don't specify

[reflections-in-a-critical-eye]

How odd to see Jimin again so often. I got used to almost nothing lately

Is Tae's fanmeeting ending up online at some point or the footage from fans is the only thing that's gonna be available? I'd like to watch it in full, but I don't know if it's possible. I do want to give him credit though for having the event, it's a really nice gesture for fans and especially to go out like that. And the venue was so beautiful and he had the manager on stage too, with Jimin as well? I'm impressed. Oh Tae, if you weren't so much of an annoying weirdo sometimes....

#m thoughts #jm #I'm finally in a better mood today so I can post this #face full of love #i'm making that a permanent tag for jm

[i3utterflyeffect]

Imagine if Mango becomes a father figure to Dark and then learns about what they did.

THAT'D BE SO FUCKED UP TBH. assuming this is still king merc but. i feel like he'd just kind of stop talking to them out of nowhere and suddenly start avoiding crossing paths with them much to Dark's dismay... Dark doesn't even get anything on why if they weren't there when King found out...

i mean. then again he probably found out through Chosen's memories. which I'm sure is only worse for everyone involved....... and they'd see the horrified look King gives them, and suddenly they'd feel some weird sense of almost shame, which is weird because they never care about being good enough, they've always been free to do whatever they want without feeling like they had to be good enough for someone (except for when they were trying to impress their older sibling-- they had worked so hard on the virabots and Chosen just got MAD-- they were certain they did nothing to deserve it but the more time passes the more they start to doubt it...)

#dark's already kind of feeling kind of shitty at that point i feel like. because they just watched their sibling get beat up and tortured #and now the only person who's even marginally tried to be a support has just kind of shut themself away from dark #and victim is angry with them and chosen is hurt and SC is judging them this entire time-- if they had to guess probably pitying them-- #and if their injuries had worn off by now they could just take it out on other people but i think SC had a permanent effect on them #so they're just frustrated with their inability to do anything and they're frustrated with how much it hurts #if anyone tried to talk to them they'd probably just get snarled at because dark is NOT in the mood #tommy's stickmen tag

[fumblingmusings]

Been literally over a decade, but this specific passage from Highway Cloudbusting still sends me into absolute hysterics like 😭

Something something Arthur’s martyrdom, low self-esteem, and love of Alfred butting against each other and stopping him from being happy is so...unghdjsjs. To me. You know? A formative fic, truly.

#op #i re read this fic constantly and every time I do it hurts and hits just a little bit differently #also the fact that arthur is consistently described as being lopsided which is such a odd detail #but i adore it #he smiles crookedly and looks like he's near tears he shrugs with one shoulder he has terrible mood swings #like the man is just permanently experiencing mask off moments #anyway this fic man... #i really need a fanfic mumbling tag

[honeypleasejustkillme]

lack of emotional permanence w bpd can look like our good moods being very fleeting - you could spend all day and night w the ppl who mean most to you having the time of your life, but the second you get home you feel like youre the last person alive in the world and you always have been

#actually bpd #bpd #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #bpd problems #bpd vent #bpd shitposting #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd favorite person #lack of emotional permanence #emotional permanence #bpd stuff #bpd blog

[jasminesilk]

Aurora wastes no time in getting to know this charmingly dapper ghost. He accepts her advances without any hesitation.

#his permanently flirty mood sure does help lol #oc:aurorablack #guidry #notsoscarylegacy #scarygen1 #simblr

[that-glitter-chick]

The expression, Transformer: Prime Starscream is making in this picture, is my constant mood at work. Confusion with a healthy dose of alarm.

#tfp starscream #transformers prime #current mood #maccadam #permanently in wtf mode