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trickstersaint · 2 months
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vacation bible school activity: where did you find god in your life today? // february 18 2024
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millenialqueer · 4 months
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God
I don’t know what I believe anymore
Church left me with a thorn in my side
Religion left me with an ache in my chest
God left me
Who is God anyway?
But the compilation of power hungry men
Systems in place whose aim is control
Who is God?
But the reflection of your parents
Repeating the call and response idly
Who is God?
But the arms of a familiar lover
Their body, your communion
Who is God?
But the first sip of coffee in the morning
A sacrifice to your body for rising from the bed
Who is God?
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pers-eids · 5 months
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am i nothing without the grace of God?
He is supposed to love me through it all;
my sins, my shameful desires, my inevitable death.
how am i to know if He has withdrawn that?
would there be a sign? would there be a message?
is it the way Mother’s love has decomposed?
is it the way i’ve been repeatedly hurt?
will an Angel come down from the Heavens,
deliver His message with a glorious voice,
touch my skin and leave behind traces of Him;
do i deserve even that?
i have not felt His presence in years.
maybe never at all, however much it hurts to think.
church and prayer bring nothing but uncertainty,
doubt, confusion, anger, guilt, longing.
have i fallen so far from His watchful eye,
His expectations, His demands;
do i deserve to know? do i deserve an answer?
will i walk into His holy place, with dusted pews and flickering alters, and feel His wrath at once?
will i ever feel light inside of me, His light,
know that it is pure and just and mine to borrow?
will i only ever find light outside of Him?
in music and stars and bioluminescence,
the taste of chocolate and the touch of a lover;
is that all i will ever know?
is that all i am deigned to behold, in His glory, on this earth?
will my Mother ever hold me again, cradle me as if i am still her beloved babe, as if i am loved?
what does it mean to be Lucifer, God’s blessed, Morning Star—my original namesake?
are he and i the same? am i a beloved son, cursed to solitude from my own life-giver?
when i reach Hell, after days of falling to reach my pre-determined eternity, will i be welcomed?
will Lucifer take a look at me, see the hurt and begrudging acceptance, and know that i, too, was once cherished?
will it change my Fate?
will he take pity on me? would he even try?
and did God know what i would become, through all woes and hardships He placed upon me, and does He still feel no remorse? does God feel guilt?
does my Mother?
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dreamscrape-navigator · 7 months
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i built for you an empire and
made of you a god. i think and
do so much for you but
what do you think of it, of me?
i am afraid of dogs and heights and
asking you to love me
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ratocreative · 26 days
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Life feels out of reach
So I reach
And I pray
And I pray for things not mine
I get down on my knees
I beg God to place in my hand
The One Thing that will make me happy
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I stop praying
I stop reaching
I step into the moment
I am with Me
I look around
And realise I have all that I prayed for
I have already won
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motherpotterpoet · 2 months
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Two Potters
I am a potter, just like You
Who knows the clay she throws
Hands are firm yet gentle
And to this art myself I bestow
This focus so profound and precise
I forget the world around me
And I wonder what would happen if this clay could only see what I see
The clay sees spins around the wheel
And firmness and pressure is all it can feel
Then it’s left alone to dry for a while
And then it’s stuck roughly back onto the spiral
A sharp tool cuts off all the fat
And it spins around losing this and that
Then it’s painted once and for all
Feeling like it may shrink even more small
And then through the fire and heat once more,
Into a beautiful piece of art I adore
But I had a plan made all along
For this beautiful, detailed piece
And this potter comes to realize another
And that Potter’s love for me
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zoe-a-scott · 9 months
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your distance and silence was the cruelty I kept confiding to, the comfort nobody wanted to claim, and I did. I made it my own, I made it my own and I loved it deeper than I could love myself and that was the sin. I wanted your distance and silence to prove something I proved to myself a long time ago and you just existed and I made a religion out of it. I torched centuries worth of reasoning to justify the unjustifiable, to defame innocence and now I don’t know what’s left in the rubble of myself. You rose and returned to ash, and I’m living as the life of God, bounding with principles I don’t follow. I made a storybook out of my suffering and I called it love. I made my peers into prophets and couldn’t listen to any of their sound, I made my heart into a museum of all the penalties paid, and I still, I still pray that your distance and silence will reward me while my own eats me up alive, like a lamb on the sabbath day.
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featherafter · 2 years
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Ultimate Desire
I wish I could melt
on the bed of the earth
so that flowers could grow on me
and mushrooms
maybe then I could be a home
to ladybugs, ants, grasshoppers, and puddles
perhaps then I'd feel less alone
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I wish I could merge with the clouds
befriend the wind and float around
and when it gets bad there'd be lightening
thunder and rain
for the world to witness my pain
that often goes unnoticed
in this fragile human cage
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but knowing me
maybe
merging with the clouds or melting with the earth would never be enough
for I know what I long for in the earth and the trees
in the clouds and the seas
I seek thee
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ya Khaliq
you are my ultimate desire
I want you more than life
I wish I could be closer to you
and I wonder
would my tireless efforts ever suffice
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Please give me a sign ya Rabb
that I'm on the right path
and the right path
is the path that leads to you
and so
even though
I've begun my quest to you
the truth is I am limited in my speed
limited in my intellect
limited by my needs
and distracted by my worldly desires
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oh al Azim please guide me through trials
as you have
it turns out I only learn
when afflicted
with love or pain
chose what you will
at this point, they're both the same
for when you afflict me with trials I weep to you
and when you afflict me with love I weep to you
both end in reward for both bring me
a step a time closer to you
-rg
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raverave25 · 3 months
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Sometimes I sit and think about the grace of God and it really does just blow my mind. Like, this God that created everything good and everything perfect and everything beautiful and the moon and the sun and the stars and the clouds and the wildflowers and the rain and dancing and singing and colors and art and so many things out of control, and He's not scared of me messing any of it up.
He just wants me to see Him in it. And see the beauty of it. He's somehow never scared of the pain I cause and that is such love. To know someone's ability to destroy and still give them the chance to create.
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pants-lint · 11 months
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Just had a Thought and now I'm curious. What's you guy's strangest comfort media? It doesn't have to be strange as in like creepy/fucked up/whatever, it can just be smthn a lil odd.
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trickstersaint · 10 months
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apostate // july 9 2023
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hrokkall · 5 days
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Mama gave me music lessons,
now I play the saddest songs
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itsmellslike-rain · 1 year
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ok there’s this one poem i read like two, three years ago by (maybe keaton st james? that style ish) and it’s like the poet is having a conversation with god (maybe jesus) and He’s smoking a cigarette and they’re in the back of an ambulance? or something along those lines? and i cannot find it anywhere
does anybody know what i’m talking about or did i make it up
please send help if you know what i’m on about i would like to find it again
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dust you shall eat
there stands an angel at the gate it's knocking on my door it's looking at me like it knows i'd never prayed before . there sits an angel at my table eating all my words the sun is setting through the wings of countless silent birds . there sleeps an angel in my bed and i must drive it out for if i let it stay too long this house comes burning down . standing on the edge of heaven asking if i should jump off i'm looking at the devil but i'm seeing shards of god . there stands an angel at the gate it's knocking on my bones i'd answer if i could, you see there's simply no one home
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ratocreative · 2 months
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Beyond the noise of time and life
In sacred sanctuary
I know no suffering, no strife
In a place that's just for me
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The world churns from the chaos
Of a blood-stained history
But it matters not where I will sit
My inward eye will see
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I bear no evil will for those
Who crossed my path today
For better or for worse
But it is not for me to say
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The stars are always shifting
The planets, they align
And all of life on Earth conspires
To keep my soul alive
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Truth is always revealed
Like a fern unfurled
And from within will peace begin;
The quiet of the world
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onroses · 2 years
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by onroses
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