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astoldbychae · 6 days

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God-sisters, Besties, Fine Ass Gworls. 💕

Fun fact: Aura, Monet, and Bess (yes, scamming as EcoLifestyle ass Bess) are all best friends. Monet & Bess were roommates in college. Bess messed around with Dre (Aura's older brother) for a little bit during their 1st year in college (until He decided to go into the Military). Fast forward to Monet's post grad life, Aura came to stay with her during her internship in San Myshuno and that's when She met Bess (since she lived across town in Evergreen Harbor). These 3 would go out damn near every weekend and that's how Bess & Aura grew closer together. Bess was actually the one who told Aura about the job opportunity at Sollitto Enterprises (Moe was looking for a new Assistant and that's how Aura and Moe met and later on started dating).

#oc: aura matthews #oc: monet giordano #searching through the vault aka the lost files aka my hard drive #and found these #I need to check in on my boo Aura asap #also...I need them on a girls trip ASAP #because they deserve a tropical night out

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the-ephemeral-ethereal · 6 months

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Theoretically, we are aware that the earth is spinning, but in reality we do not notice it: the ground we walk on seems to be stationary and gives no cause for alarm. The same happens with Time.

from In Search of Lost Time, Book 2: In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower by Marcel Proust

#in search of lost time #in the shadow of young girls in flower #marcel proust #proust #the earth is spinning #solid ground #no cause for alarm #cause for alarm #time #time is flowing #the present #the flow of time #flow of time #time flows #notice time #pay attention to time

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bonefall · 8 months

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Do BB!Jay and Poppy ever become friends again? Obviously there's... the Whole Kits Thing but IDK I just like seeing them be friends. I think they should have been friends in canon but god forbid Jayfeather hangs out with anyone except the Three (and Hollyleaf before she dies and then she dies again)

It doesn't happen for years. Poppyfrost wanted to move on SO bad, and she's chronically avoidant of any legitimate problems. If left to her own devices, she would have kept dodging him until the day she died.

(Poppy with her garden like "I Just Want To Grill.")

I think what changed was Dovewing leaving.

Poppyfrost is one of the last people who talks to her before she Hits Da Bricks, not knowing that she was close to a boiling point. She was FINALLY going to be brave about it and chat with her 'niece' after being distant her whole life so far. And uh... it didn't end well.

Too little too little too late, really. But it killed her, that when she finally mustered up the courage it basically pushed Dovewing over the edge.

But after that, with Dovewing leaving completely and disavowing her garbage family for how they all hurt her or failed to protect her, Jayfeather can't keep doing this shit. Poppyfrost avoiding him and refusing to talk about it

He KNOWS it's just as hard on her as it is on him. And that her breath catches uncomfortably when she looks at him. How long are they going to live like this? Badly pretending that nothing happened while they're both obviously in the middle of a big mess of their mutual making?

I haven't written on it yet but I imagine he cornered her while alone, and ended up actually, legitimately chasing her down. Like,

"Poppyfrost. You're bottling something up again."

"Aaaaaahaha idk what you mean. What. Huh."

"Yes you do, this is getting absolutely ridiculous. I'm blind not stupid, you can't pretend our secret codebreaking lovechild didn't--"

"BYE"

"What do you MEAN BYE IM- HEY!! POPPYFROST!!!!"

Something about the way that EVERY time Poppyfrost turns her head, Jayfeather is there. Once a comfort, then an inescapability, and someday... back to something comfortable.

Never the way it was, but better than it is when she's bolting through the woods trying to pretend her problems don't exist.

#Poppyfrost: I bottle it all up in here and one day I will die 8)#Also tw death but #Jimmy Buffet died and he meant a lot to me so I AM now laying here imagining an AMV in my head to Margaritaville lmao #Jay and Poppy wasting away again in margaritaville. Girl they are searching for their lost shaker of salt.#Bone babble #BB!Poppyfrost #BB!Jayfeather #Better bones au #Jay is here like ''why do all of my female family members vanish into the aether after emotional confrontations''#'WHY are you running?! WHHY are you RUNNING?"

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agentfaust · 1 month

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love my friends, hate traveling with them

#girl what do you MEAN you lost your credit card why aren’t you searching for it 😭#and no i am not sharing my toothbrush with you just because you forgot it #moon talks too much

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jasontoddssuper · 5 months

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Oh?You think Jason Todd is 'female-coded' or frequently make jokes calling Jason a girl?Where's your content of her being a trans woman then?

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moregraceful · 4 months

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accidentally invented a new form of no bedtime called 11pm glass of emergency-c + 4pm latte + 8pm cup of black tea + 9pm cup of black tea

#the real question is can i go to church on less than 5 hours of sleep and still function lol #i unlocked my instagram bc church wouldn't stop tagging me to direct people to me for stuff but that meant i had to delete a bunch of pho #tos AND rewrite a bunch of captions for photos i didn't WANT to delete bc i was too mean to random sharks prospects #which is fine if it is u know the anonymity of tumblr but not public instagram where my church won't stop FULL NAMING AND TAGGING ME #''anonymity of tumblr'' i doxx myself on here like 80 times a day in front of more people than i went to college with #anyway my point is i was going through deleting all evidence of politics pens fandom and legal documents and i was like damn #my attitude towards my team SUCKS. i gotta be way less of a hater!!!#what did my prospects ever do wrong besides everything NOTHING. the system is BROKEN. i am sorry i will be so much nicer guys :(#also if u really want to be humbled. scrolling back to 2012 on your instagram and re-experiencing senior year of college. BAD #i've deleted i think everything that would reasonably get our nonprofit status pulled but what a horrific journey it was #two full hockey intermission periods of deleting shit plus another hour at home doing several more passes and then rewriting captions #so that some poor 21 year old prospect randomly searching their name doesn't see me full ass call their teammate cringe #their teammate IS cringe. but i love him. but the nuances are lost on instagram people don't understand these things they take everything #at face value #don't know why i just assigned shakir mukhamadullin they/them pronouns #i think i need to go lie in bed with a blanket over my head until i suffocate #this ALWAYS happens i get too hype about mackenzie blackwood and start listening to selena gomez and then it's like almost 3am and i'm just #fresno oilers.txt #oh and. a friend sent me screenshots of the girl she's been flirting with on a dating app and they are SOOOOO cute #i hope they make a good run of it i really do bc it was SO cute. living vicariously through episcopalian lesbians as one does #but then i was trying to figure out how to edit my dating app profile to dissuade chasers but still honeytrap guys who are tall enough #or athletic enough to pick the tangerines at the top of the tangerine tree. bc i couldn't reach this week #but there were still like god maybe 150 tangerines on the tree. i was like this could be feeding people but i'm TOO SHORT #and my life will be like this. FOREVER #icb the future of this garden is so psychologically burdensome that i'm having to build it into a dating app profile lol #well now that i'd treated this entire tag set as twitter for and hour and a half #time to go try to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and then wake up in [checks notes] four hours

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harley-sunday · 10 months

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#What in the Maxiel is this?#Posting on main because of reasons #Like #Daniel casually mentioning Max lost a cat last week?#Girl. WHERE YOU THERE? HMM?#👀#I mean #did Dan help search for Sassy/Jimmy?#Was he there for moral support?#I NEED TO KNOW #and I need someone to write a fic about this #technically that could be me but #Also #Checo looks kinda sus #just sayin'

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making-my-wey-down-town · 1 year

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November prompt list challenge 2022, Day 10 - Fantasy

Here your Brave Knight Sun ⚔️ ☀️ and your Charming Prince Moon 👑 🌙 💞💗💖💘

I had so much fun (and a lot of daydreaming) while making this one asdfghasdfgh

Bruh they are just 🤌✨ (yes I’m falling for my own creations, leave me alone kkk)

#ace jesters #november prompts #daily prompt #*sighs*#prompt list #2022 #ayo? am I building an au in my head? yes siiiir #asdfghasdfgh #boi and girl I can see this! *eyes start to spark*#in this far far away kingdom their kings never age but they can of course die. their last king disappeared without leaving a trace behind #(eclipse) his brother takes his place until he returns (moon) while his other sibling (sun) does his best to find their lost brother #in one of those missions of finding the lost king. they find y/n who perhaps has a clue of where eclipse is. y/n then is taken by force #to their kingdom. to spill everything they know to help them out.#is just an idea so far I might change it but there. heh #just some random facts of this cuz I’m really into this fantasy au kkk #Prince Moon is feared cuz he always presents himself so cold but he has no other option. being a king isn’t easy and sometimes though #decisions are need to be made to maintain peace and protect the kingdom #Knight Sun doesn’t qualify to be king it’s hard for him stay serious all the time like their other brother. and to maintain him active and #in use his brother Moon proposed to make him a knight. Sun is seen as a hero in their kingdom but a monster in others. he tries to not cause #problems in his search but fights always happens. discrimination in his race. *pats the baby sunshine*#otay I’m done for now lol #this is sooo long sorry lmao #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #moondrop #wey draws

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carefulfears · 9 months

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watched paper hearts again yesterday and i'm never not floored at "it's not her." / "it's somebody though." no matter how many times i see it...it's such a grounding moment in a very intense and heavy episode, and there will always be at least one line in the midst of the most haunted and erratic mulder arcs that stays so true to the core of who he is.

standing in that autopsy lab, it really might all be over. he might not be able to search anymore. he might not be able to hope anymore. he might not be able to do the only thing he's ever done every day for 24 years anymore, and he doesn't know who he is without it. what would he do? paper hearts is my favorite episode, because it's so physical. it's almost punitive, how earthly it is. in this moment, he might be standing over his baby sister's corpse, and it's bones clawed out of the dirt. there's a palpably crushing weight to it, you can practically feel him shake through the screen.

when scully comes in with the lab results and says it isn't her, he buckles for a moment when he takes in that breath. but it's only one beat before he stands and replies: "it's somebody though."

it could've all been over, in that moment, and when it's not there is no relief. the way that he turns on that line and looks away, is visibly trying to keep from crying. he's grieving. it's not her but it's somebody, another ghost in a paisley nightgown that will follow him forever.

that's the depth of paper hearts: it's a samantha-arc episode but it's not really about sam, not really. it's about addie sparks. it's about karen ann philiponte. it's about sandra altman, and elsa houbox, and patricia fulton, and kathleen morrow, and elaine shawkowski, and kelly canne, and marla greene.

in the final scene, when the conclusion is "it's not samantha," it isn't a victory. there is no reprieve. he stares at the final heart with weary tear-filled eyes, and then shuts it in his desk drawer, another failure that will always be close by.

#i'm always thinking of that incrementum chapter #that said scully's his voice of reason bouncing in his head like a marble but she is not the only voice #and then listed all of them. all of the lost girls he could not save.#all of roche's victims and carl wade's victims and ed truelove's victims and on and on and on #'emily. samantha. amber lynn.'#has stuck with me so much because THAT'S the ouroboros in mulder #he tries so hard to change it and to save everyone but ultimately he can't so the list gets longer and longer and longer #and it's not just samantha. it could've been! if he had let it go and stopped trying. it could've been just the one loss.#but he keeps walking into that room and he keeps failing and so it's lost girl after lost girl after lost girl #and ALL of them are somebody and ALL of them haunt him #txf.txt #paper hearts #kind of only fitting that he does the same thing with his child tbh #in a 'captain ahab doomed to search for something that's impossible to capture' way

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bookshelf-in-progress · 8 months

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How many times do I have to learn the lesson that I should start the story when the story starts instead of trying to tack on introductory worldbuilding?

Seriously. My instincts about when to start the story are almost never wrong. But I always assume the first scene in my imagination requires set-up that people outside of my imagination don't have. So I tack on an intro to set the mood and to set up the plot and characters and world. And it's boring. When I should have just started where I wanted to start so I could weave explanations into a scene where things are actually happening.

#adventures in writing #i decided to tackle that goose girl retelling i came up with earlier this summer #(the one that was supposed to be a simple short version of a fairy tale)#(but i got too attached to it and became paralyzed by the need to do it right)#it turned out that one big hurdle was the lack of names #so i finally just picked some and went with it #and then when it came to starting the story i thought that i needed to show how the mc feels lost and ashamed by her fall #and explain that she had a talking horse and it's dead now and all that complicated stuff #and then i remembered writing 'a day late' where i made sure the story started with the character *doing* something #which is a decent lesson but it wasn't quite enough here #the really important lesson i should have learned from 'a day late' is that you shouldn't start the story too early #i had tried a meandering scene of beatrice arriving at the castle and it was boring #and i solved the problem by starting partway through her frantic search #and then wove in the explanations about her situation #which is exactly what needs to happen with this goose girl story #i just need to start with her doing something and then weave in all the exposition bit by bit #start where i'd initially wanted to start and let the readers figure out all the backstory as i slowly reveal it #i feel like i've repeated myself five times so i'll stop talking now

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the-ephemeral-ethereal · 6 months

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For a truth to take form, a certain time must elapse.

from In Search of Lost Time, Book 2: In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower by Marcel Proust

#in search of lost time #in the shadow of young girls in flower #marcel proust #proust #truth #truth to take form #certain time #time must elapse #truth depends on time #truth determined by time #time determines truth #time informs truth

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sunshineanddaisiescaitie · 9 months

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I really miss my wild self. The version of me that doesn't care what other people think. The one where I can be myself in every kind of way. The one who speaks her mind. The strong one that can overcome anything. The one where i loved my body. The one where I loved myself. I feel like I've lost her and I can't wait to find her again. Until we meet again🩷

#i miss myself #miss me #blue hair #blue eyes #chubby #chubby girls #thick thighs #body positive #lost #lost myself #ill find her #the search is on #im trying my best

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la-di-doodles · 11 months

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