#so if ya dont change it

[windwheeler-aster]

oh, also:

blank blogs that are just the username, a standard background, and no title WILL BE BLOCKED. reblog and comment and do shit on your blog to PROVE TO ME you’re human. because at the end of the day i do feel guilty for blocking people, just because im not sure if they’re bots or worse; lurkers.

you don’t need to reblog my stuff, but don’t spam like it either or else i WILL block you. 

have a good day,

- sky

#wheeler updates #you don't even need to like #put a lot of stuff in your #title or header #but like #MAKE POSTS THAT PROOVE TO ME YOURE HUMAN #ghghg #ill be going on a blocking spree this weekend #so if ya dont change it #youre outta here

[theoldkyokodied]

Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')

#tomgreg #succession #dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel #and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited #so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate) #im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen #thats the kind of person i am #dont look at me (lying on the floor) #okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting.. #i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow.. #greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included) #greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor #i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg #only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual #oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before #but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine #i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...

[ikeasharksss]

hey im curious

feel free to rb & explain your answer in the tags!

#i will go first <3 #i reread my own fics all the time!!! #it's so fun!! #i am the target audience for every fic i have ever written #like even if it's a gift/for an event i write it bc i am genuinely interested in it #so of COURSE im going to enjoy looking back on those fics #i have uh 24 fics on ao3 now? #so i dont reread All of them #i mainly reread my longer fics bc i just have the most fun writing them #i encourage ppl to reread their own work bc #1 its fun to see how your writing has changed #(my writing has gone through So Much since i started in 2019 lol) #2 if you write for yourself then youll always love what youve written! #n e way thats my 2 cents #pls share w/ me i am very curious #thanks love ya #fanfiction #fanfic #<- promo tags ig

[yet-another-autism-blog]

I need to clean my room but I can't clean my room because in order to clean my room I have to clean my room

#actuallyautistic #actually autistic #autism #autistic #autism spectrum disorder #like i need to clear off my bed/change sheets/and start that laundry first #but i cant do that because i dont have enough hangers to put away the clean clothes currently on my bed #so i need to go through my closet and get rid of stuff #i need to do thaf anyway because i got some new clothes and i have a bunch of stuff that im not going to wear #but i cant do that because i dont have anywhere to put the stuff i want to get rid of #ya know until i can actually take it to the thift store or whatever #and i dont have space because i need to pick up the stuff on the floor #but some of that stuff has to go certain places that i cant get to rn #because theres stuff on the floor

[mispronouncing-michaelangelo]

yunmech jiang or whatever

#mdzs #yunmeng siblings #yunmeng trio #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #jiang yanli #mo dao zu shi #the untamed #pacrim au #look there is a lot to unpack in this au #but basically they are a 3 man drift #but it cannn run on 2 and it does for a while but the toll is really severe cause its not made for that #and eventually wwx loses his ability to go into the drift (golden core thing) #(i mean he sorta can but its wayyy more harmful and well get into that when i finally buckle in and draw wen ning and his ability to drift) #(cause his driftability is a fucking messssssss) #anyway their mech looks like a lotus and they love it and clean it and repair it and love it and love it and ya know love it #but every sect has different ways of interacting with mechs and going into the drift and the gear they wear #and yunmeng wear little patches that scar into their skin over time so they need to change the location every once in a while #or else the scar fucks with the ability to do it #so they all have these gnarly scars #they also dont wear their robes because their mech is always getting fucking wet and getting them wet cause ya know its a pier and all #anyway click for quality t-t

[thesoupisburning]

im not an artisti but this fuckin game is making me wanna try

call it a draft right now, might go in and edit

anyways

#slay the princess #is this it. am i becoming a stp blog #with a FNAF PFP are ya JOKING me #thats hilarious i should #for the fun of it #anyways this is shifty and longy #hm.m #not sure i like that nickname for him #anyways this too is lesbians. to me. #the long quiet hello my beautiful butch wife. #[points at couple] so which one of you is the concept of transformation change itself the ebb and flow containing the very concept of death #and which of you looks like mothman #the shifting mound #the long quiet #the slayer slay the princess #the princess #sorry for taggginngggg i dont even really want people to see this im just. trying to be brave #and a member of a community of course #soup shut up challenge #burntsoupart

[enden-k]

btw if i make kaveh say "oh my god" pls imagine him say that EXACTLY the way his english VA does bc its always stuck in my head with how funny and perfect it is ajkcjkab

#i dont play in english unless im outside of paimon scenes bc i carry deep hatred for her english voice #(its bc of my misophonia she just immediately triggers it fr) #so cn dub supremacy everyone sounds very good and paimon is not screeching ur ears off #but sometimes i play in english and theres always kinda iconic stuff sticking with me i cant get out of my head akjbjkc #kavehs panicked 'WHO ARE THEY??' in haithams sq and his 'oh my god!!' from the event and that stream belongs to that akjbcsk #also haithams very iconic 'KAAAAAAAAAveh' and his unbothered 'see ya' AHA i love his english voice and tone sm #sigh sigh #i really want a volume slider for characters voices i played a game (which i cant remember) where it had this setting where u could adjust #characters voice volumes #the way i would make english paimon shut tf up so i can actually sometimes switch to english for a change in story quests #her pitch and tone is just so extremely upsetting #anw enough english pamon slander in the tags LMFAO #tbd

[saffron-gold-stardust]

Selfish god of light

Original Swapdream Concept by Song_A

#utmv #undertale au #undertale #dream sans #swapdream #sgs!swapverse #ya i dont have any special captions for this haha #just what i be callin him #his design is so good that i havent made much of any changes to it for my own tastes #fwa fwa big gay coat #helios #sgs!​swapverse helios #doodle #saff art

[onlyallytothesun]

YA protagonist will be like "I know your trying to dismantle an oppressive system but you're being mean about it, so im going to stop you! And patch it out later... maybe..."

#shadow and bone #alina starvok #shadow and bone mal #the darkling #shadow and bone darkling #malina #darklina #ya #ya authors #somebody called Alina an insert for a teen girls to live out their rebel phase #and yeah #it also why Darkling is so boring #any form of oppression he faces is not the center of his narrative its his obsession with Alina #which makes everything he fights for feel so hollow #but that is by design #if you treat revolution as salad dressing then you dont have to adress or do any radical changes to the status quo #just as Lindsay Ellis pointed out in Les mis #not the hunger games tho #that shit should have been the blueprint #an anti the great one man theory that showcases that movements are made of community not ONE great person who leads it all #katniss is a manufactured savior and i absolutely love it #cant believe i wrote this series off as mindless dystopia blame Divergent for that #six of crows #anti alina starkov

[good-beanswrites]

I can't stop thinking of Kyanako's Order of Attack au... there's something so moving to me about how things getting so much worse could be what finally causes Amane to get better -- seeing Fuuta dying may be the final straw of getting her to rethink her rejection of medicine. Been a while since I've attempted something whump-y, this was fun to work with.

Tw for mentions/contemplation of death. I don't go into detail about the cult but the doctrines are implied through it all.

Fuuta was not a big fan of dying.

When he imagined his own death, he always pictured it as something dramatic and fast. Action heroes going out in a show of explosions and gunfire. Fantasy characters meeting the shining end of a blade. Even when he accepted his place in Milgram, it filled his mind with images of gallows and electric chairs. 

Whatever this slow, lengthy fever was, it was pissing him off. 

He’d lost all sense of time. He could no longer tell which hour the prison bells were marking -- morning and night blended together. Dreaming and waking blended together. His head injury and broken leg and broken bones blended together. It was all just pain at the end of the day. He had nonstop visitors that kept him awake and asked him too many questions and prodded his injuries and made his head spin. Somehow, he was simultaneously alone every time he rolled over to talk to someone. Painfully, suffocatingly alone. 

If Kotoko was going to kill him with those ridiculous emo boots of hers, she should have just done it. He was losing his mind here: devoid of all energy, suffering through broken bones and a cracked head, and boiling in an increasingly fiery fever. Maybe that was the reason he stopped commenting when he watched Amane pocket the medicine Shidou had left him. Maybe that was why he’d stopped following Shidou’s instructions himself. Even after losing an eye and taking a beating herself, Amane always looked at peace. He was tired of dealing with all of this. He wanted a bit of that peace.

Regardless of why, it was working. His fever had quickly gone from the biggest pain in his ass to the very thing that dulled his racing thoughts. 

He awoke suddenly, or maybe he’d already been awake. He couldn’t feel anything in his limbs. There was only a breathless heat around him. He raised himself into a sitting position, looking for a drink. Moving his head felt like one of those glitching computer windows that leaves a trail of copies behind it. The room swam around him. His eyes moved absently around him.

Fuuta picked up the glass that someone had left him. His fingers were clumsy, and it immediately went crashing to the ground. He hardly heard the noise as it broke apart on the concrete below. 

He swung his legs over the side of the bed. He’d just go get a drink himself. Shidou told him not to get up without help. But what did he know? Thinking of the man ordering him around only drove Fuuta to step out of bed even quicker. He cried out, pain shooting through his leg. That was right, it was broken… 

Fuuta looked down, finding himself on the ground. It was so hot. Maybe this is what she felt, he thought numbly. Was it this slow for her too? Probably not. She had no regrets to fill the time like he did. The heroes got quick, beautiful deaths, and it was the villains who had to suffer the long ones. 

He lifted his right palm from where it had caught his fall. The shattered glass on the floor had cut into it. Shattered glass? What had broken? He stared blankly at the blood dripping down. 

He didn’t have the strength to raise himself up. He was burning. Why was he on the ground? Was he bleeding? He could barely breathe. What was he doing here, anyway? He just wanted to curl up and sleep. He was so weak... just to lie down... he wouldn't have the strength to get back up again. Was that such a bad thing...?

A voice caught his attention. His eyes struggled to focus on the figure who’d come running into the cell. He couldn’t understand a word of what she was saying, but he was happy when she pressed her cool little hands against his forehead. 

He allowed her to prop him up next to the bed. She held onto his hand, squeezing it tight. Why was she holding it like that? That hand was bleeding. When did that happen?

Her arms wrapped tightly around him. He wanted to shove her away -- it was too hot -- but couldn’t. In his ear, he could make out her words. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Please, Fuuta. Don’t leave me alone. I’m so sorry...”

As she pulled back, he recognized Amane. Her uninjured eye was filled with tears. Was she upset? He thought he’d been making her happy. He wanted to keep making her happy. He’d never made anyone happy before. 

He opened his mouth to say something, but no words would come out. They all scrambled up in his mouth. He felt the cell swirling around him.

Amane raised her voice. She looked desperately upwards. “This can’t be --! This isn’t right!” 

Fuuta looked up at the ceiling. There was nothing there. 

“I can’t do this anymore.”

She continued talking. Fuuta was too busy studying the ceiling. She was shouting. Or maybe crying. Fuuta didn’t like that she was so upset. Huh, had there been someone there? He surveyed the empty cell. What was he doing on the ground?

He looked down at his hand. The sheet from his bed had been pulled down and wrapped hastily around it. Why? His eyes felt sticky as he blinked. Everything hurt. It was so hot. What was going on? He was so angry. He was so scared. He wanted to cry. Why was he here? Why couldn’t he just hurry up and die already?

The next time she entered, Fuuta recognized Amane instantly. Her one hand pointed to him, the other held onto someone else. The second figure hurried over to him. 

Fuuta was not a big fan of dying. Shidou reassured him he wouldn’t.

—

“You’re wearing the eyepatch,” Fuuta observed. 

He was playing a dangerous game, drawing attention to it like that. He was too exhausted, and his curiosity won out over his better judgment. If Amane was going to explode with one of her typical speeches, he’d just let her.

She didn’t. 

Amane’s hand drifted up to her eye. It had been hastily covered before, but now it was cleaned and wrapped in professional-grade materials. She simply said,  “Kajiyama Fuuta. How do you feel?”

“Like shit.”

“But--”

“-- But I’m better, yeah.”

Amane nodded, her shoulders releasing. 

“Oi, I haven’t seen you in a while. Not since…” He wasn’t sure how to finish the sentence. Shidou had told him what happened, but it was difficult to believe. He couldn’t quite trust his own memory of the night. No matter how much clearer his mind felt since receiving proper treatment, those days of fever still muddled together. He heard that Amane had up and switched her beliefs overnight -- she was now complacent about all of Shidou's treatments -- but Fuuta knew people didn't just change like that. He wanted to hear it for himself.

She lowered her gaze in shame. “I… I thought you hated me.” Her voice was steady. “As you should. I almost killed you. I accept any ill will you may feel.”

“I -- what? You’re wrong. You… it wasn’t…” He grabbed his head, grunting in frustration.

After standing awkwardly in the entryway the whole time, Amane took a few steps inside. She made it to his bedside when he finally collected his thoughts. 

“It was your fucked up family or whatever that caused everything. They did this. And I went along and made things worse.” He looked away. His next words felt stupid to say to a little kid. He felt like the most pathetic, weak, loser. But it was too important not to say.

“They almost killed me. You saved me.”

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #amane momose #i am emotional about them!!! #my other drabble between them hinted that fuuta would convince her away from her dangerous beliefs before things got too bad #but i wanted to see what would happen if things Did get bad ya know #we were talking about what could convince amane to think twice about the medicine ban (if anything) #and i think seeing her closest friend is literally on deaths door finally gets through to her #shes sees him weak and bloody and completely out of it and knows this is Wrong #i dont know how long it takes fuuta to realize that it really was all for him that she changed but he does accept it eventually #it helps both of them grow #he feels worth saving (and therefore worth turning his life around) and she is freer from her cult #not completely #but one step at a time #tried to make fuutas narration simpler and shorter to reflect his thoughts but idk if that worked #i thought they were going to do a lot of stuff with mahirus head injury and memory but they never did- i played around with that a bit here #i thought about writing out amanes monologue to her god about how shes not doing this anymore but 1. its more dramatic to leave that to #the imagination and 2. idk if its silly but some things are so personal for a character and i dont wanna intrude... like yeah its my #story but thats between her and god fr #drabbles #tw cults #tw child abuse

[sleepyblr-heart]

also a couple other images (ft half baked ixol and mino designs)

#heart art! #adventure forward #af2 #ixol #mino #ulipse #stratosfear #ulipsofear #kinda. 2nd image was made w it in mind. but it's not exactly. ship art. yknow? #ixol and mino's designs Will change. i drew them now just for the silly. you can get the jist tho yea? ya #for the funy i will hc dump right here. #the points can shape shift. can change almost everything (outside of their body colors and symbol (except for compale ulipse and ixol)) #so i like to think ixol just does whatever the fuck they want with their form. to be funny. #they calm down abt it after af2. mostly bc mourning. #i think other points change their forms a bit after af2 too. but i dont exactly have those planned out. at all. #anyways thats all ur getting for now. goot bye.

[thenixkat]

Anyway, if you aren’t Black don’t use any variation of woke. I don’t care what conservatives are calling fuckers/using as the new sjw/political correctness/what have you.

If you know what fuckers mean use what they mean, and if you don’t why are you copying what people are saying?

Woke ain’t for you. If the discussion isn’t about Black people being aware of and/or educating other Black people about racism/antiblackness/structural inequality/all the other bullshit then it doesn’t need to be used in the discussion.

#nix meows #aave #woke #aave misuse #apparently that one post i made where i directly mentioned how i don't wanna see boogleech no more showed up in his tags #which is generally how tumblr's search function works; if a word in there it shows up #anyway i do wish a motherfucker would learn to take a hint that i do not wish to continue a conversation #cause all i'm getting is excuses about how he's just paraphrasing so its fine #that other people don't have an issue and not 'to shoot the messenger #my wigga i was forced to see the word 'wokeist' (yall know i can't spell) on a post from someone i know is white #who's posts show up everyfucking where in the corner of tumblr i generally operate in #why would i give a damn what the rest of the post was about when a wigga shouldn't be using words like that period #aint no fucking changing my mind #ya ruined my night and i don't wanna see ya #i aint ask nobody to block you or some shit like that #i personally don't wanna get microaggressed on my own damn dash cause my white mutuals (who mean well but dont all ways catch shit) #decided to reblog it untagged #like yeah its pretty easy to drop a bitch i only occasionally interacted with over the course of a few years over #it just on the innitial 'it's not an issue' dismissal #told me everything i needed to know #bogleech #may as well actually tag them cause I've been feeling a lot less charitible given how they handled shit and kept trying to shut me up #plus they're a vote blue no matter who fucker like genocide joe is harm reduction

[testing-reblogs]

What if I connected to a very unstable chassis then tried to kill you and your girlfriend wouldn't that be fun

#i need to redo my artfight refs and i needed to design the chassis part of vampire core for later on in the story #he has like an outfit change moment #is it even a portal story if theres not an evil bitch piloting the chassis /j #this is the same chassis seen in the portal coop dlc just with some changes so it's easier to draw #i think using this chassis works better than glados's because i don't wanna add glados to my oc story and vampire core does a lot coop tests #soo thats the vision #nothing against glados but id perfer to keep paradox as an oc only thing #and i don't wanna research how to write glados by reading her wiki page for hours #goddd i need to write the story outline before artfight comes #id like at least some of my characters to have lore on their pages ya know :) #i keep saying 'wow i need to write this already' then not doing it #oc writing is fun. i know its fun. i have fun doing it. but my brain tricks me into thinking its not fun and i don't like doing it #i got to the coloring stage before realizing I didn't like the brush i used for lineart so i had to redo it #but im glad i did it looks much better :) it also let me add the big claws i wanted him to have #i gave up on that puppet its an optional accessory for fun now sorryyyyyy #aughh i wanna animate so bad seeing my friends animate motivates me to do it too but I dont have timeeeee #portal #portal oc #Vampire core (oc)

[roachemoji]

burnout has made even looking at art difficult. I feel very guilty because of it? It's hard to show excitement and support when I suddenly feel sick with envy and need to take a step back. that doesn't seem fair to my friends? they're all amazing artists and writers and I don't want what they create to make me feel this way. I know it's not about them, or even the art itself, but I'm in such a bad place that I'm unsure what to do moving forward.

#bo posting #vent #i want to see it too is the thing #ya know? #i love my friends and mutuals so much #and everything they create #and i want to see it and support them #but i also want to stop feeling this way #and i dont know what to do to help myself #bc the solutions isnt never look at art and stop supporting ppl #its change my mindset around art #and im stuck !!!! on how to do that

[scaredii-cat]

Lupin iii as a series is so funny. It's been around for over 50 years, but you don't need to (and probably shouldn't) watch every series in order, yes you can split them up between jackets, except when you can't, the cast is full of loveable characters, but no, not that iteration, there's 6 series and also a bunch of movies! A handful are good, no I don't remember which ones, there are 48 of them, it's all based off a manga, it is highly divorced from its source material, it's about a bunch of silly goofy guys committing crime, it's about a bunch of jackasses doing terrible things, it's always a little bit fruity, it's a brilliant piece of art, it's the stupidest shit I've ever watched, its-

#i love this dumbass series #theres a lot to love but getting into is difficult because of the backlog of content there is #and its all very different #like compare part 3 to something like The Woman called Fujiko Mine #you cannot get more tonely different #its wild #but thats part of the reason i appreciate this series so much #it feels very experimental! #its part of the reason i dont love the newest entries in the series #they look and feel sososo similar #and they didnt even change the jacket color #its like lupin iii part 5 part 2 ya know #<- this is becoming unreadable im shutting up now #chitchat #lupin iii

[thebuttsmcgee]

I like this ship but am okay with whatever choice the Owl Crew ultimately decides.

However, the way Dana and Zeno have reacted to questions about Huntlow literally has me going like

Cause like, they coulda just been like "haha guys cmon no spoilers!" or something that's like open ended enough to not leave questions like a lotta other creators do but the fact they LAUGH and like in a "I know more than you" kinda way is leaving me wondering what the actual FUCK happens to Hunter

#The Owl House #TOH #Owl House #Huntlow #bro I just want hunter to be official sibs with Luz King and Vee why do they gotta LAUGH LIKE ANIME VILLAINS WHAT DO THEY DO TO HIM?!? #also I guess this means that the VAs have officially seen and possibly voiced the script now! last I remember they said they didnt even see #it yet so I guess thats changed. [:^[ we're getting closer and I dont quite enjoy that lmao #also ya know Something is gunna happen to Hunter specifically. everyone is gunna go thru some shit but hunter might like. not die obvs but. #I literally dont know. he could get an extra fry at McDonald's and complain about it I literally dont know lmao