#suiicide

[acutabovetherest]

Thank you and bless you for ending my pain

#depression memes #please end me #deathcore #suiicide #su1c1d3 #sui ideation

[exodusx]

I am fighting the urge to cut myself again. My fingers tremble at the idea of touching a cold and sharp blade again. My eyes are eager to see my skin being ripped open and blood slowly coming out from it. My heart wants a break from the emotional pain, sometimes it is too numb to feel emotions.

#self harm #self harm scars #suiicide #depression #depressive #sad #sad quotes #depressive quotes #unhappy #unloved #im cryign #a cry for help #suicidals #cuts #blood

[ana-morphic]

Ive always had trouble making friends, much less dating. It would help if I wasn't so fucking fat and ugly.

Or if. Ya know. I was dead.

#a.m. post #tw self destruction #vent #tw sui ideation #suiicide

[atikal]

As someone who highly relates to Futaba’s story and trauma, it really sucks that once her palace is over nothing else happens with it? Like sure, she realized it wasn’t her fault her mom died, but there is still the highly traumatic thing of watching your mom die literally in front of you, and that’s never really addressed? Yes Futaba now knows that her mom didn’t commit suiicide and was actually victim to outside forces, but again, that doesn’t erase the event itself and how Futaba might have lingering guilt for not doing anything (me? Projecting? yeah) and just watching her mom die. I used to be pretty meh on Futaba’s SL, but now i don’t really like it cause it feels like a missed oppurtunity to explore the lasting effects of that trauma now that she knows it’s not all her fault. We know Atlus can do really good solid SLs about the effects of trauma related to death (Naoki, Hisano), so it feels like such a missed oppurnity with Futaba

#rambles #futaba sakura #p5 #i relate to futaba so much when it comes to her trauma it sucks that's it's not explored

[qblester]

TO WHOM SENT ME THIS i am GOING TO QUOTE YOU IN MY SUIICIDE LETTER.

#ooc: iiit was bunny :3

[noelashe]

ugh i would fall asleeo immediately if i put my phone down but i dont want to wakeuop..i wish i could drop out w/o problems...coneider8jg suiicide again

[athfluver]

Modern Post Suicide. $Suiicide Suicide answe most Pmodern

[acutabovetherest]

#please end me #sui ideation #su1c1d3 #suiiiicide #i hate it here #deathcore #depression memes #suiicide

[ana-morphic]

Cutting isn't enough I need to slit my throat

#tw self destruction #a.m. post #vent #suiicide #tw sui ideation #tw self harm #tw sh

[witch-blr]

• when i worry you do not love me •

when i ask if you hate me, if you’re annoyed, if you’re still happy, or if you love me, i do not mean to be a pain.

i do not intend for you to feel bad, or make you feel as though you have or haven’t done something to make me feel this way.

the truth is, deep in my core, i am traumatised. i did not know real love until i met you, and to have an unloved life is not a life at all.

i have been hurt, badly. this hurt has trained me to emotionally respond in ways that may not make sense to you. but when you are on your phone and being quiet, i feel unwanted. i have been taught that this is a punishment for being too loud, or too much.

when you leave to do things that you want to do, and i am not invited, or you say “you can come if you want”, my brain has been trained to understand that i am unwelcome on this journey, for this task, with these people. so i do not join; i instead wonder why i am not good enough to come along.

when i am quiet, i apologise. i have been trained to stay quiet - i can be seen, but not heard. i have not been worthy of taking up space, time, or energy. i remain quiet to keep the peace, for if not i am treated like less than a human.

i want you to understand that you do not make me feel this way. i know you do not want me to be quiet, reserved or in my shell.. but years of training has become harder to break than i anticipated.

i am trying. i am sorry. and i want you to know i love you.

#witchblr #shadow work #confront your shadow #beginner witch #grimoire #spilled tears #spilled emotions #spilled thoughts #trauma aesthetic #depressiion #depresssion #suiicide

[lost-inthenight]

The more you push people away, the more isolated you become and the more realistic the idea of ending it gets.

#suicice #tw suicice #im ready #im done waiting #im going to kill myself #suiicide #suidicidal #isolated #alone #lonely #im going to die

[stephy17]

Potencialmente suicida

#suiicide #pastillas

[kingoftheshadowrealm]

OLd mEmeS?? caN I InTEresT yoU in SoMe.....oLd MemES???

#tw ed thoughts #low cal ana #skinysp0 #tw ed stuff #anorekic #skinnnny #tw eating things #thin inspo #slef harm #self harrrm #depresjon #sadnees #sad memes #depressiv #mental health #mental illness #tw suicude #suiicide

[embersburning]

I want to tell you...I do. I just... don't want you to think I'm needy... or just want attention. I don't. I just want to die. But you see, someone always needs me, you know? It's not myself I'm holding on for. It's them. See them? They're over there, at that house. Amd the little boy? He called me mama. He's why I'm holding on still. But then again.... maybe I need him more than he needs me. Maybe I'm just fooling myself.

#depressing poem #depressing quotes #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #suiicide

[icantdealwithlifeanymore]

Just lying in bed playing out various scenarios of ways I could kill myself.

You know, normal morning stuff.

#dear diary #self harrrm #suicice #tw suicice #sad #i’m depressed #im done #depressed #depression #pain #suiicide #tw suicde #i’m suicidal #sui ment #suicde plan #I want to die #peace

[noelashe]

new antidepressant dosage is fucking me up wbecause without them i feel more energetic but way less stable emotionally but iwth them im stable to the point where everythings boring and thats tiring and im tired and basically act more depressed even if im not exactly suiicidal but wheni m off my meds i am more suicidal but also have more life force in me to do things idk. Like what do i do about tiis