the problem is that being single is seen as the consolidation prize, and not the natural neutral state of being-a-person. at the end of the movie or the book or the poetry, there is a person waiting for you at the altar, and they love you. if the play is a comedy, everyone gets married. the metaphor is about how you are not-whole. the metaphor is about how everyone is going to be happily-ever-after. the metaphor is that romantic love is the most important resource on the planet, not just all-love. all-love is not a thing, that is a disappointment. the treasure is not the friends we made along the way. the treasure is the girl you landed.
the metaphor is that you cannot be alone, that means you are broken. are you getting over someone? that is acceptable, you can be getting over someone, but not for long. you must be single because you would rather not be single. you must be single and looking to not-be-single. you must want to date, eventually.
friendship and community are never seen as being equal-to or even-better than romantic connection. that person is your one! you need to find them. you need to hunt through the sand particles until you can shift out some kind of gem. this is regardless to your own experience of the beach and the sun. you need to be somewhere with someone.
if you are taking this time alone to heal, that is so sad. everyone gives you this little pitying look. the understanding is that you are not actually happier than you were before you were single. it is seen as a sort of pity - oh, you are choosing yourself, making yourself the priority? - that isn't quite right. you must mean that you are making yourself ready for the right person. you are just laying the bed better this time. open up your heart. you'll find them, we promise!
what do you mean you're really-truly genuinely-very happy? you are probably misremembering what it was like to be in a relationship. and besides, once you meet your person, that time will look grey and bland and wasted. your person is the only way for you to see in color. so what if you have taken this time - for the first time in your entire life - to actually-for-real do the fucking work. you can be proud of yourself, sure. but the way we need to know that you got better is that you get a partner. you're healed enough for the next bad part!
people don't choose to be single, they just say they're choosing to be single - they actually mean "nobody wants to date me." it doesn't matter how many people you have gently rejected or how many times you've talked it over carefully in therapy. what matters is that you are single, and by all accounts - that means you are something worth our pity. your successes and life all seem pale in the sunlight. sure, you have done amazing things and finally found your way in life. what matters is that there wasn't a person in the room with you while you did it.
you want to tell them - that's the whole thing. i didn't know how to be alone in the room. i didn't know how to handle the silence. every moment was so sharp, and i kept choosing the wrong way to close the door. i have spent my entire life in the empty well, living in the ricochet of someone else's cruelty. for once i have built myself a ladder. for once everything i taste is all mine, every bite of sunshine and laughter. i have learned how to sleep out in the open with my memories. recently, they have started to purr.
your father rolls his eyes. listen. this isn't about you. i just want a grandchild in my future.
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In a surprising turn of events, it was Will that got Steve and Eddie together. He’d noticed their blushing gazes, stilted flirting, and lingering touches. He knew they must’ve been dating in secret from their friends, perhaps because they weren’t comfortable enough to tell anyone. So, he pulled them aside at one of Steve’s pool days and gave them some advice.
“Hey guys, I um. Look, I know you’re dating each other.” They looked at each other in panic but Will continued. “It’s fine, I didn’t tell anyone. But you can tell us when you’re comfortable. The whole Party will be supportive and it’s really inspiring to see the love you two have for each other. So uh, thanks. I’m happy for you guys.”
Will ignored their shocked pallor and pulled them each into a quick hug. He gave them one last smile and darted back outside to the pool party feeling good that he was able to congratulate his friends for something so important.
Unknowingly to him, he left Steve and Eddie inside to deal with impromptu coming-outs, small crises, and plans for first dates. Because before that conversation, neither Steve nor Eddie realized the other was interested.
So Will got them together and he was proud when he found out about it… until they did the same thing to him and Mike. Then his joy about the situation became horror (although the method did work once again).
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[4/06/08]
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On this day, November 18
In 2022: My Chemical Romance performed their 61st show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour (the last of the North America leg) at the Corona Capital festival in Mexico City, Mexico. At this show, Gerard Way wore a Joan of Arc inspired chain mail outfit, with a long red cape and a streak of fake blood painted on his chin and neck. "Muy feugo" [sic] was written on the drums. (🖤)
Watch the show here!
Lulu Urdapiletta
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I suppose the Obi Wan Kenobi and Jocasta Nu Discuss Count Dooku Deleted Scene?
She said his face was powerful, and he was one of the most brilliant Jedi she had the privilege of knowing. (I found it on YouTube)
yeah i watched that too!! but in an interview the actor said there was an actual romance implied and like... if i heard a monk say that abt their coworker i wouldn't assume they were up to no good
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god do i love men who SUCK
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Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it
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Ok i’d like us to revisit the full context for this discussion.
Primarily, I’d like to point out that adam says “Ronan kissed me” then adds “I also kissed him.” So i kinda read the subsequent jesus, gansey said. christ. to be an almost subconscious parallel of adam’s own tone and sentence structure.
Also, the text suggests adam cannot discern whether gansey is surprised or not, which i think has implications for his tone.
Just wanted to add these points to our discussion.
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in the process of answering all the asks, I found my stock of christmas buns so pls accept this out of season christmas bun
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if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here:)
if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here:)
@ohsosims
blake- no fucking way..my boyfriend coming over to my APARTMENT. and me not going over to his house for his sisters to interrupt us anytime we wanna make out?
river- [scoffs] hey bla....[looks him over] whoa! am i interrupting something?missing a lot of clothes,dude.
blake- what? dude no. i was just working out.
river- oh
blake- i see we still have some trust shit to work on hmm?
river- little bit
blake- well ill work on that hen. getting you to trust me is important. youre important
river- [smirks] its kinda sickening how sweet you are.
blake- its kinda sickening how easy you make it to be sweet. you good? you have worried river face on right now. mr kline okay?i know he had a big appointment the other day? is there..
river- my dads okay,yeah. i mean in the moment hes alright. hes not why im here.
blake- then whats going on riv? your silence is making me nervous man. just tell me whatever it is you gotta tell me.
river- right.sorry. i didnt really plan this out i just came over because you were the first person i thought of when i got this in the mail
blake- this is some COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE SWAG! riv!thats amazing. c'mere. im so goddamn proud of you! and you did it yourself. you didnt need to rely on football or anything other than yourself
river- you always sell yourself short. you got your scholarship because youre talented blake.
blake- but not smart. but my baby here...IS. goddamn. hey come inside! fair warning i have nellie . shes asleep but...
river-ill be quiet
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Two people on a small bipartisan science station gently fall in love.
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The fact that the actual Ronald Speirs and Carwood Lipton were born in the same year which was 1920; both Matthew Settle and Donnie Wahlberg were born in 1969 and their birthdays are even exact one month apart from the other's (Matthew's was September 17 1969 and Donnie's was August 17 1969) has been racing all over my mind for two days already.
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Crocodile and dragon meeting because Ivankov introduces them is a cute au idea….you go to the queer pope for magic HRT and through whatever compulsive small talk they decide that you would be *perfect* for their less powerful token cis bestfriend
Describing Iva-chan as the Queer Pope is so fucking funny though oh my god
Part of me feels like it'd be funnier if Ivankov assumed both Croc and Dragon were straight, so they were introducing the two so they could literally be Just Friends (esp because you'd assume they aren't each other's type to begin with)
So when Iva-chan then accidentally walks in on the two smooching they just
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Rick doodles based on that headcanon where he went to culinary school I posted about a while ago/fic ideas
My 24 to 25 year old beloved
Yeah he looks exactly the same except slightly skinnier and no stache, we all know bro wouldnt change up his style
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Sirius, careening into the common room: IT HAS HAPPENED
Lily: It has?!
Remus: What's going on?
Sirius: It's official! I saw them holding hands outside the Potions classroom!
Lily: Finally!
Remus: What is going on?!
Sirius: James and Reggie! They're dating!
Remus, who has known for 1 month: And you're....happy?
Sirius: Happy?!
Lily: Happy? We're ecstatic!
Sirius: We've been trying to get them together for 2 years now!
Lily: We almost lost hope
Sirius: But now it's official! The plan worked!
Remus: You.... you planned this?
Sirius: Lily we need to throw a party!
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Okay this actually looks awesome
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