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Want You Like That

Summary: Spencer has a massive crush on a NYC based pop rock singer, thanks to Penelope getting him addicted to the tiktok app. He convinces the team to see her perform at a bars grand opening after their latest case in the city. He has the best night of his life. Pairing: Spencer Ried/Fem Reader Content: Fluff, smut Warnings: alcohol consumption, age gap, sex 18+Work Count: 6.1k a/n: Spencer's addiction storyline does not exist in this story

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Song inspiration for this story: Want You Like That by Charlotte Sands Bad Day by Charlotte Sands Snow Angel by Renee Rapp Vampire by Olivia Rodrigo

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It had been 182 days since Spencer Reid had stumbled upon Y/n and her band on tiktok. He wouldn’t have found her, become almost obsessed with her, if it wasn’t for Penelope introducing him to the addicting app. Spencer had almost been late to work on multiple occasions since she downloaded the app for him, thanks to getting lost in the mesmerizing one to three minute videos Y/n posted multiple times a day. 

He had to catch up on them every morning while he had his coffee, which would get cold sitting on the table as he scrolled and watched, getting sucked into the time vortex that was tikok.

Spencer didn’t even care to use the app enough to get a for you page that was tailored to his interests. All he used the app for was to watch Y/n and her distracting cotton candy blue and pink hair. Her cute little dances, or her day in the life in New York City, or clips from her and her band performing in night clubs and bars. He was mesmerized by the black and grey ink that stained her arms and legs, and he would let his imagination go wild on if or where her other tattoo’s lived beneath her clothing. 

If he had to say what his preferred genre of music was, he would probably say classical. The likes of Beethoven and Mozart. If you had asked him 182 days ago if he would become obsessed with pop rock he would have laughed. Although technically he wasn’t obsessed with all pop rock artists. Just Y/n and her band.

When the BAU was brought in on a case in NYC, Spencer's mind immediately went to thoughts of running into Y/n on the streets. Or in a coffee shop. Or even, and he couldn't even believe his brain thought of this, saving her from an unsub. However, none of those scenarios came to light. The case was cut and dry and solved within 48 hours. 

"Well, looks like that's it for us," Emily said to the team. They were crowded around a small table in the New York city police department. "Let's go back to the hotel, pack up, and head to the airport."

Spencer's shoulders slouched in defeat. He wouldn't be running into Y/n this time around in New York city. 

Just as they were packing up to leave, Emily's phone rang. While she was occupied, the rest of the team took out their phones as well. As inconspicuous as he could be, Spencer opened tiktok on his own device. He made sure the phone was muted, with his closed captions on, and went right to Y/n’s page. He didn't need sounds to appreciate her beauty and talents. 

He was shocked to find a new video posted just a few minutes ago, so he eagerly clicked on it. Before it could even play all the way through he hit the little heart on the side and added the video to his favourites file.

As Spencer watched and read the subtitles on the video, he realized this was a surprise announcement. Y/n and her band were playing an exclusive show tonight at the grand opening of a new bar around the corner from their hotel. 

Spencer's heart dropped into the pit of his stomach. They were set to leave tonight, and he would miss it. She would be so close, and he wasn’t going to get the opportunity to see her in real life. But then his brain went into overdrive, trying to think of possible reasons he could tell the team why he wasn't going to be heading back with them tonight. He could fake an illness. Or say his mom was on her way to the city and he was to be her tour guide. 

They would see right through him. Spencer wasn’t great at making things up. The one time he lied to the team about having a head cold and wasn’t able to fly with them for fear of ear drum damage, he actually just wanted to attend the all night multi showing of the Halloween movies. Emily caught on in an instant but she let him have his night. Then made him complete all their paperwork when they were back as punishment.

"There's something wrong with the jet," Emily said to the team when she hung up her call. "Some system rebooting or something. They've booked us on a commercial flight back, but it doesn't leave until tomorrow morning. Everyone okay with that?"

Spencer couldn't believe his ears. Did he wish this into existence? He wanted an extra night in the city and now he got it.

"Fine by me. I could use a night out in the city," Tara laughed. 

"How about we all go out together?" JJ suggested. 

"Team bonding experience," said Luke. "Where should we go?"

They were quiet for a few moments as they thought of all the places and things they could do in one night in New York city. 

"There's a grand opening for a bar not too far from the hotel. We could go there?" Spencer suggested to the team.

"That's a good idea! We wouldn't have to worry about taxis and trains trying to get back to the hotel. How did you hear about this?" Emily asked.

"I just saw a flyer somewhere for it," Spencer shrugged. "There's going to be live music and specialty drinks." 

“I never thought I’d see the day where Spencer suggests going to a bar instead of an obscure foreign movie playing at an underground theatre at midnight.” laughed JJ.

“Well, now that you mention it, JJ, there is a movie playing tonight at this really cool-”

“No!” The team yelled in unison, cutting him off mid sentence. 

“We’re going to the bar. It’s final.” Emily said. Spencer bit back his smile as he tried to hide his excitement. 

It was already pretty late into the evening, and the party at the bar was set to start in just over an hour. Not wanting to waste another second of free time, since it was so rare for them, the team raced into their Government-issued vehicles and drove back to the hotel. With a quick confirmation that they would meet in the lobby in half an hour and walk to the bar together, they disappeared into their respective rooms. 

Spencer spent a few minutes pacing the length of his room, his thoughts once again on overdrive. He was about to see Y/n in person. A girl he never thought he would actually get to see. He was about to see all the stuff that had hypnotised him in her videos, in real life. Like her vibrant colourful hair swaying back and forth as she ran across stage, or the swirling inky vine that made it’s up her arm and disappeared under her clothing. But most importantly he was about to hear her angelic yet angry voice as she sang her songs that were a mixture of angsty pop and rock.

After all these thoughts, Spencer realized he needed to start getting ready or he would be late meeting the team. After the quickest shower he’s ever had, to wash the stressful day away, he got dressed in the only clothes he had. A pair of dress pants, and a purple collard shirt. He went without the matching tie.

With one minute to spare, Spencer made it downstairs to the lobby where the team was waiting.

“Cutting it close, pretty boy,” Tara laughed as she slapped a sheepish looking Spencer on the back. 

Spencer was on autopilot mode as they walked the few blocks to the bar. He was lost in thoughts, trailing a few steps behind. However, once they reached the bar and stood in the short line to the entrance, his heart felt like it was in his throat. This was it. This was happening. 

The wait to get in was short. The bouncer checked their ID’s, which made them all feel giddy and like teenagers, since they were all in their 40’s or more by now. The girls took that giddiness and went right to get celebratory shots at the bar. Spencer and Luke followed behind them, and when Spencer was handed a shot by JJ with a raised eyebrow, Spencer threw it back, barely wincing as the sting of alcohol made its way down his throat. He wasn’t one to drink much, the hangover headaches weren’t worth it for him, since he usually needed his brain to be in complete working order for his profession. But tonight? Tonight he felt like he needed a little extra help to calm those nerves.

What are the odds that I’ll even get to talk to her?  He asked himself. Before he could do the actual maths and figure it out, the bartender was getting his attention, asking him if he wanted a drink. He ordered a rum and coke, then went and stood near his friends. 

While sipping his way too strong to be a single shot of rum drink, he surveyed the bar. It was definitely new. The floor didn’t feel sticky, none of the tables looked chipped or graffitied on, and everything still had that new smell. A large stage at the back of the bar was lit up, where an artist he had never heard of was performing. Right below the bar was the dance floor, with tables and booths lining the walls. Upstairs were other tables, where Spencer watched as a waitress dressed in way too tight clothing to be comfortable, served a tray of food to a group of rowdy guys. 

Spencer was definitely over dressed for a bar. Even his friends had managed to pack themselves with clothing that wasn't work related.

It wasn't long before Emily was whisked away by a guy, Luke found himself surrounded by a group of girls, and JJ and Tara were off to the side chatting. Spencer found himself wandering into the crowd near the stage. 

“Hey there,” a girl said, running her hand up his arm to grab his attention. Spencer jumped back, surprised by the action. “You look a little lost. Can I help you find the way?” She batted her eyes at him.

“I’m okay, thank you,” he politely declined. She sighed and rolled her eyes, moving on to the next boy since she didn’t get her way. Spencer watched as she walked right up to someone younger and played the same move, except he accepted and whisked her away to a dark spot in the room. Spencer turned away and continued making his way closer to the stage. 

He managed to find a spot close to the front that was off to the side, slightly hidden behind one of the massive speakers that was sure to hurt his hearing later in the evening. He stood awkwardly, sipping on his drink.

Finally, the lights lowered in the building and people started crowding closer to the stage. Spencer held his spot, being careful not to spill his drink on the girls who stood in front of him as he was jostled around. His heart sped up as he watched the shadowy figures of Y/n and her band make their way onto the stage in the dark.

There were a few breaths of silence before a spotlight lit up on the guitar players as they began to play, then the moment Spencer didn't know he was holding his breath for. The lights shone upon Y/n and she began to sing. Spencer watched in awe as she jumped around the stage with her band, dressed in a breathtaking black leather outfit, her blue and pink hair flowing with her. God, he wanted to run his fingers through that hair. Every time she made her way to his side of the stage his breathing would speed up and his heart would skip beats.

Spencer chugged the rest of his drink, feeling the alcohol go straight to his head. Seriously, how many shots did that bartender put in there? Whatever, he revelled in the light feeling it gave him. He started to loosen up and move his body with the music, following along with the people surrounding him. The girls in front of him took notice, and they screamed and yelled and grabbed onto his arms, pulling him into their little group.

They were clearly surprised that someone in a business casual getup was in a bar dancing and singing along to the live music, and they loved it. Spencer actually found himself having fun. He took his eyes off of Y/n to laugh with the girls around him as they each took turns grabbing his hands and jumping up and down with him as they sang along.

“I had a no good really bad messed up day!” They sang, or more like yelled, along. Spencer didn’t even realize that they had gathered their own little crowd that was cheering them on as they let loose. 

He also didn’t realize Y/n had moved onto the next song because he was having so much fun, until he looked up at a particular lyric and found her staring right at him. 

Spencer lost the motor function to his body. His new crowd of girls continued to dance around him as he breathlessly watched Y/n make her way across to the stage to his side as she sang, eyes locked on him the whole time.

“I brace for the damage. You’re perfect, I panic. So happy, it’s tragic,” Y/n sang, and as she got closer to Spencer she pointed her finger right at him. “Yeah, I want you like that.”

Spencer’s breath left him. The girls started screaming louder as Y/n pointed at him, and they shook him around in excitement that he was getting noticed by her. 

Y/n gave him a wink, and Spencer felt as if he was 15 again, like he was going to faint because he just got noticed by his crush. 

Not able to spend her whole set standing there looking at Spencer, Y/n continued on with the next song and moving about the stage. But Spencer noticed every chance she got, she was now sending looks his way. It made his heart flutter every single time.

“Do you know her?” One of the girls around him asked. Well, more like yelled to be heard over the music. Spencer bent down to reply closer to her ear so he wouldn’t have to yell as much.

“No, but I’m pretty sure I’m in love with her.”

The girl smiled and laughed, and for a second Spencer thought she was about to make fun of him. Here he was, clearly older and at a bar fawning over a much younger woman who would probably never give him the time of day, she was so out of his league. But the look she gave him said anything but mockery.

“What’s your name?” she asked instead of pointing out the obvious facts that he didn’t really belong in this crowd.

“Spencer. What’s yours?”

“I’m Ellie. It’s really nice to meet you, Spencer.”

“You too. Thank you for dancing with me.”

“It was my pleasure. I’m gonna run to the bathroom. I might lose you in the crowd but I had so much fun!”

She was gone before he could even say goodbye. 

Spencer spent the duration of Y/n’s last few songs on stage taking it all in. He was finally seeing her in person, and she was even better live than in her tiktoks. And not to mention just absolutely gorgeous. His heart squeezed at the thought of never getting to tell her just how beautiful she was. But like he had thought earlier, she was out of his league and he didn’t really belong with this crowd.

When Y/n sang the last note of her last song, the bar erupted into shouts and applause, clearly having loved her performance. Spencer joined right in with everyone. He watched intently as Y/n bowed, thanked her band, and then she turned around and blew a kiss right to Spencer. 

He didn’t know how to react. He just stood there stunned and watched as they made their way off the stage. His crowd of girls tried to get his attention and talk to him, but he just thanked them for a fun evening and turned to leave. 

Before he could make his way out of the bar to meet up with the team, his path was blocked by a rather large security man. 

“Are you Spencer?” he asked in a voice so deep it vibrated Spencer’s ear drums.

“Yes, sir.” he swallowed.

“Come this way.” The man walked along the side wall and Spencer had no choice but to follow. Soon they made their way into a staff only entrance door, and Spencer wondered if he was about to be arrested for being 40 years old in a bar. Because what else had he done that would warrant an arrest tonight? Not that being old in a bar was arrest worthy either, but it was all his hazy brain could think of right now. 

Clearly in the backstage area, Spencer spotted members of Y/n’s band packing away their instruments. He tried to crane his neck to see if he could spot her, but the intimidating security man led him down a secluded hallway and then into a room with an unmarked door. He didn’t say anything else as he left Spencer standing there, closing the door tightly as he exited the room. 

Confused, Spencer looked around him. The lights were dim, and there was a couch pushed against the far wall, and the opposite wall held some mirrors above tables that were covered in beauty products. A clothing rack was next to the door, where a few outfits hung from. 

Is this a dressing room? Why did I just get put into a dressing room? He questioned himself. 

After what felt like hours but was probably just a minute or two, he heard a voice behind him that made him jump.

“You can take a seat, you know.”

It was Y/n. 

Spencer turned around and his breath caught in his throat. She was no longer wearing the black leather outfit she wore on stage, but instead was in a baggy t-shirt with a pair of leggings. Her face was free of the stage makeup, still a little bit wet so Spencer assumed she had been in an adjoining bathroom since he didn’t see her when he first walked in. 

“You're Spencer, right?” she asked him. 

Unable to form words right now, he nodded his head yes, making her smile. He cleared his throat so he could find his voice. “How did you know?”

“I recognized you from your tiktok profile. You like a bunch of my stuff, it’s hard to miss.” Spencer blushed at her words, at being caught admiring her. “I kept checking your profile, hoping to see you post something but you never did.”

“My friend kind of made me get the account. And then I just got hooked,” Spencer confessed.

“On tiktok?” Y/n laughed. “I know, right. It’s such an addictive app.”

“No, not on tiktok. On you.”

He managed to make Y/n speechless this time. 

“Well, flattery will get you everywhere.”

It took Spencer a while to realize an important fact, because he was too busy being distracted by how beautiful Y/n looked so close in person. But once his head cleared a little bit, he remembered.

“Wait, how did you know my name was Spencer? I didn’t catch this earlier because I was distracted by how beautiful you are, but I don’t have my name on my tiktok profile.”

“I know, Dr. Reid.” Y/n said in a sultry voice. Dr. Reid was the name he went by on the app, as chosen by Penelope. “I got my friend Ellie to ask your name on the dance floor. She didn’t disappoint.”

“Ellie is your friend?” He asked, dumfounded. That girl he thought was about to make fun of him was actually spying on him for Y/n? What was happening tonight.

"I only thought it was fair I got to know your name since you already knew mine." Y/n chuckled. "And I've got to know, are you actually a doctor?" She eyed him up, taking in his outfit and dishevelled curly hair. Her big brown eyes looked hungry, and Spencer was getting lost in them.

"Yes but not in the medical sense. I have PhDs." He said quickly, not wanting to get all geeky and into details about his schooling. On any other occasion he would, but in Y/n’s dressing room? Not the time.

“Well, Doctor. Take a seat.” She pointed to the couch, and Spencer did as he was told. Y/n followed soon after, sitting right beside him. Practically on his lap. He gulped as he tried to keep his hands to himself.

“You were really great tonight,” he said.

“Thank you. You looked like you were having fun, surrounded by all those girls,” she replied with a teasing sparkle in her eyes.

“Yeah, uh, they were fun,” he croaked out.

“I know something we could do that would be even more fun,” Y/n said as she ran the tip of her finger up and down the length of his thigh.

“Aren't I a little old for you?” Spencer whispered. He was clenching his hands, trying not to reach out and grab Y/n, which he so desperately wanted to do. 

“How old are you? 35?”

“I’m 40.” he stated.

“You don’t look it,” she purred into his ear. “So what’s a little 10 year age gap? My parents have a 13 year gap.”

She was straddling his lap now, inches away from sitting on the growing hard bulge in his pants. She ran the tips of her black painted nails up the length of his neck, tracing his adams apple as it bobbed with each gulp he took.

“Oh,” was all he could manage to reply.

“I gotta say, I was surprised to see you tonight. I’ve been looking for your face in the crowd of all my shows, never knowing if you’d ever actually show up or not.” she confessed.

“You have?”

“Of course. You’re probably my most active tiktok follower in terms of engaging with my posts. I was curious to see you in person, but then you never showed up.”

“I’m not from this state. It was just one of the best coincidences that could happen that made it possible for us to come tonight.” Spencer was surprised his words were coming out so clear, since his thoughts were consumed with the knowledge that this beautiful woman was sitting on his lap, hands now in his hair and massaging his scalp. He let out a content sigh and closed his eyes, loving the feeling when she would scrape across his scalp with her nails before soothing the area with the pads of her fingers.

“Us?”

“My team.” he nodded, completely unaware that he wasn't making sense to her.

When she removed her hands from his hair he opened his eyes again to find her watching him.

“Team?” she asked with a raised eyebrow and a smirk. She knew exactly what her actions were doing to his brain.

“My work team. We were in the city on a case, I convinced them all to come tonight so I could watch you live. So I wouldn't have to tell them all about my crush on an out of my league much younger woman,” he spilled.

“Crush you say?” Y/n spoke in hushed tones, getting closer to his ear so he could hear her better. She started to place feather light kisses along the length of his neck, causing Spencer to let out little gasps of air with each one. He was having a hard time not jutting his hips up to meet her, to gain that friction he wanted so badly. “What is it you like so much about me?”

“I, uh, I really liked your voice, at first,” he said, eyes closed as Y/n dug her hands back into his hair and tugged his head back.

“Keep going,” she urged.

“It drew me in, and then I was mesmerized by the colours of your hair.” Spencer stopped to hold back a moan as she started to suck on his neck. He would certainly be hiding a hickey from the team tomorrow morning. “The way you move on stage, it was just so addictive to watch. I kept staring at your tattoo’s, wondering how much further they went around your body under your clothing.”

Y/n pulled away from his neck and Spencer followed, desperately wanting to feel her against him in any way possible. 

“My tattoo’s, huh? You want to see them?” she smirked as he nodded his head like a toddler excited for his new toy.

Spencer finally let his hands touch her. He placed them on her thighs that were still straddling his. He dug his fingers in, as a way to keep himself grounded as he watched Y/n remove her shirt. He stared at the vine tattoo that made its way up her arm, around her shoulder, and tapered off by her collar bone. It took Spencer’s brain a second to catch up and realize that she wasn’t wearing a bra underneath her shirt, and now he had a front row view of her breasts. Right in between and below them was another tattoo, a lotus flower, with what looked like dripping stars and sparkles falling from it. 

Spencer sucked in a breath at the glorious sight, and he dragged Y/n’s hips closer to him, pulling her right on top of his aching member still trapped inside his pants.

They leaned in towards each other, meeting in the middle with a searing kiss. Y/n’s hands got to work unbuttoning Spencer’s purple shirt, as his hands went up and tangled into her hair. Free from his shirt, Y/n dragged her nails up and down Spencer’s chest, sending shivers throughout his body.

“Stay right here,” she whispered, pulling away from the kiss and planting her palm against his chest to push him back into the couch when he tried to follow her.

Spencer tried to regain his breathing as he watched her hips sway while walking towards the bathroom. She was back in less than a minute, with something grasped in her palm. Spencer was about to ask what it was but she dropped down to her knees in front of him and her hands went right to the zipper of his pants. All thoughts forgotten.

He lifted his hips a little to help her pull the pants down, and she took his boxers off with them. Spencer was left sitting naked on the couch with his cock straining hard for attention. 

Left speechless, all Spencer could do was watch as Y/n leaned in and took his dripping cock into her mouth. The sudden warmth was intoxicating, and he threw his head back in a breathless moan. 

“Fuck,” he groaned when she added her hand to twist and pull the length of him that she couldn’t get into her mouth. 

Her other hand scratched and massaged the sensitive flesh of his inner thighs. He was really starting to love those long fingernails of hers.

It was only a couple of minutes of him, eyes squeezed shut in pleasure, before he felt like he was getting too close. When he looked down to find her staring up at him through her eyelashes, he had to pull her off. 

“Jesus,” he said at the sight of the string of saliva from his cock to her mouth as she moved away. Spencer wanted a chance to taste her the way she had him, but before he could voice his desires she produced a condom from beside her on the floor. That must have been what she had been carrying back from the bathroom. 

Speechless once again, he shivered as she rolled the condom over his length and stood up, pushing her own pants and underwear down before placing a knee on either side of him. Holding him still, she slowly lowered herself onto him until she sat flesh with his hips.

“Fuck, you’re so big,” she moaned. 

Spencer could feel how tight of a fit it was. She rocked forward a tiny amount, getting used to the feeling of being so full. Spencer took the opportunity to lean forward and capture her left nipple in his mouth. He sucked the hardened bud into his mouth, rolling his tongue over it to soothe the sting each time he gave it a little nip. The pleasure was going right to Y/n’s core, as she squeezed her walls each time he took her nipple between his teeth. 

He brought his hand up to massage her other breast, rolling and pinching her nipple between his fingers as Y/n’s rocking hips started to gain momentum. Her hands went to his hair, holding him in place against her breast as she lifted herself up and back down onto his hard length. 

“God, you feel so good,” she moaned as her movements grew faster. Spencer moaned in agreement against her boob.

When she let go of his hair, Spencer drew back from her breast to take a breath. He placed both his hands on her hips and helped her speed up the movements, pulling her up his length to the tip and then slamming back down. He would push his hips up at the same time, going in as deep as he could. 

He threw his head back onto the couch, his chest straining with each breath as he tried to keep up. He fixed his eyes back on her breasts as they bounced with each thrust. Mesmerized by the sight, he took one of his hands and started to trace the outline of her tattoos. Something he had dreamed about many times before. 

“You are so beautiful,” he said when he finished his path along the black ink and made eye contact. 

Y/n smiled and brought him in for another kiss. It was an awkward angle, and their movements faltered a bit as they fought for dominance in their kiss. Spencer bit her bottom lip and pulled, and Y/n groaned in pleasure. 

“Fuck, I never thought this would actually happen,” Spencer said. He wrapped his arm around her waist and tried to pull her in closer. Their thrusts were losing momentum as they both were nearing their climax.

“You’ve thought about this before?” Y/n asked.

“Every night for 182 nights,” he replied, staring into her eyes.

The earnest look on his face sent her over the edge. She threw her head back in a moan and squeezed tight on his cock buried deep inside her, finally letting go as her pleasure came to its peak. Spencer wasn’t far behind. He pulled Y/n back against his chest as he desperately thrust his hips up into her, seeking his own release which came a few moments later. He buried himself as deep as he could go and let out a toe curling moan as he finally came.

They stayed together like that, Spencer holding Y/n against his chest, as their breathing started to level out. And then slowly, Spencer helped lift Y/n off his lap and placed her beside him. Quickly he removed and tied off the condom, throwing it into the garbage nearest the couch, before pulling her back into his side.

“I want you to know, I’ve never had sex backstage in the dressing room with anyone before. This was my first.” Y/n laughed quietly. 

“Neither have I,” Spencer joked. 

They sat like that for a while, both naked and holding on to each other, enjoying the post sex bliss. Spencer’s brain started to work again, thinking about how he would ever be able to function without Y/n now that he had had a taste of her in real life. 

“So, you said you weren't from this state? You were just here with work?” Y/n asked after a while. She wanted to get to know him better.

“I work with the FBI as part of their behavioural analysis unit. We’re based in Quantico, Virginia and we travel all over the country when local police need our guidance.” Spencer explained. 

“The FBI? Wow, you just got 10 times hotter.” she joked. She absentmindedly started rubbing her hand up and down his chest, and Spencer signed at the comforting feeling of it. “There’s so much about you that I want to learn about.”

“Me too.” Spencer agreed. “How is it being NYC’s biggest rock star?”

Y/n laughed. “I wouldn’t say the biggest. But performing is just what me and the band do at night sometimes. It’s what I’ve based my tiktok account around. But I’m actually a baker. I own a cafe near central park.”

This news shocked Spencer. He looked down at her in awe.

“A baker? And a rockstar? You’re living both lives.” he smiled.

“Some would say I have the best of both worlds,” Y/n laughed, proud of her joke but it flew right over Spencer’s head. “Ever heard of Hannah Montana?” She asked him with his puzzled expression.

“Is she your friend?” he asked.

“Never mind,” Y/n laughed. “You’re so cute. I’d really like to get to know you better. Virginia isn’t that far from New York.” She said shyly. 

“I would love that.” Spencer agreed. 

One of her band members knocked on the dressing room door and informed Y/n that the bar would be closing soon and they should head out.

The pair finally detangled themselves from each other, pulling their clothing on and sharing small shy smiles as they cleaned up. Spencer helped her fold and pack her alternate outfits into her suitcase while she threw all her makeup into her carrying case. They walked out hand in hand back into the bar, where Spencer was surprised to see his friends still hanging around. They let out hoots and hollers as they caught sight of Spencer holding Y/n’s hand. He blushed to his hairline at their innuendos. Even though they were correct, he didn’t want everyone else left in the bar to hear as well.

On their way through the bar they passed Y/n’s band, where she introduced him to the other 3 members. Turns out they all worked at her bakery, and have been friends since high school. Spencer wanted to get to know them better but his team was begging him to come over and introduce his ‘lady friend’ as Emily drunkenly yelled across the bar.

Spencer apologised to Y/n’s friends for his team's behaviour, but they laughed it off, clearly amused. He pulled Y/n along beside him as they made their way to the bar where they were sitting.

“Y/n, these are my friends and co-workers, Emily, JJ, Tara, and Luke. Everyone, this is Y/n.” 

“You’re the girl from his tiktok!” JJ yelled.

“What?” a confused Spencer replied.

“Oh, come on. You don’t think we see don’t see you watching her videos all the time? The second I saw her walk on stage I knew why you suggested this place.” Emily laughed. 

“Spencer has gotten in trouble at work before for having his phone out watching your tiktoks.” Tara explained.

Spencer sheepishly looked down at Y/n, biting his lip in hopes that she didn’t think he was too pathetic. But she just looked up at him with an adoring smile.

“You are so cute,” she said, and stood up on her toes to meet him in a kiss. 

The team started yelling to get a room and faking being disgusted. 

“We already did,” Spencer quipped.

Finally they were ushered out of the bar by the owner, who thanked them all for coming and congratulated Y/n and her band on a great performance. 

The pair hung back as everyone started to walk ahead without them.

“We have a flight leaving in the morning, but if you wanted, you could come back to my hotel room with me?” Spencer nervously asked.

“I would love to.” Y/n said. Spencer placed his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his side and they started to walk after the group in front of them. 

He couldn’t believe his luck tonight. And even though he would be leaving Y/n in the morning, he had her phone number programmed into his phone now and he could call her whenever he wanted. And like she said, New York wasn’t that far away.

Thank you so much for reading!

#spencer reid fanfiction #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid smut #spencer reid/reader #spencer reid/fem reader #spencer reid fic #alleys writing

[sparkagrace]

seize the clay | @sparkagrace steve x bucky | t | 1.1k words

tags: pre-serum Steve, beefy Bucky, pottery, tiktok, modern au, social media fills: @allcapsbingo | card AC1006 | march adoptable: social media

Steve has a tiktok series called Steve Skills Up where he duets with other creators and tries to learn new skills. One day he finds himself tagged in someone's video asking him to duet with a new viral creator. Bucky Barnes is a potter who posts videos of him making various bowls and cups. Oh, and he does this shirtless...

Steve didn’t intend to become a content creator. He was just bored and downloaded tikok after Clint kept sending him videos of dogs being reunited with their owners and cats becoming friends with ducks. The intention was to only use the godforsaken app whenever he was sent a video, but then the thing got interesting and he was being shown videos of dubious cleaning hacks (it did force him to do some of the deep cleaning he’d been putting off forever), cooking inspiration (he was able to impress his friends at the last potluck with his sugar cookies), and a few prank videos that was absolutely 100% scripted (but he still watched every single one).

All this is to say, somehow he started scrolling and ended up on various art pages, which were actually interesting and gave him a lot of inspiration to pick up his sketchpads and paints again. He started off slowly: filmed timelapses of his painting, showed how he went from sketch to canvas, talked a little bit about why he prefers oil painting to watercolors. All of that was fun and he had a very small following.

Until he decided he wanted to learn more art mediums and styles because thinking about what to paint was hard and sometimes he just wasn’t feeling it. So then he started a series called Steve Skills Up, where he dueted with other creators and tried to replicate what they were doing: knitting, cross-stitching, sculpture, splatter painting (that one was messy but fun). Usually doing it wrong but eventually working it out. That series started to get popular and then he started getting people tagging him in videos and begging him to ‘Skill Up’. It’s fun, but it’s hard work. He finds that some of it is frustrating and there are just some days he doesn’t feel like getting in front of a camera, especially when his asthma acts up or after a full day of working. Unfortunately his online fame hasn’t meant that he can give up his day job.

One day he wakes up to hundreds of mentions. He sleepily looks at his phone to find out what people want him to do now. It’s a video that has racked up almost a million views and the username is @BuckysBowls. The guy in the video is sitting in front of a kiln in between his legs – shirtless – and there’s Ginuwine’s Pony playing in the background. The guy on screen is extremely hot: practically all abs and toned biceps. He definitely knows what he’s doing when he oh so innocently drops the mound of clay into the wheel, wets his hands and begins manhandling it; the slapping sounds sending something strange down Steve’s spine. Steve cannot stop watching. He’s completely entranced by the way the wheel spins so quickly yet this guy – Bucky – is able to keep such control over the clay, seemingly allowing it to do what it wants but also bending to his will.

Bucky’s hands wrap around the clay as it moulds to whatever shape he needs it to, presses his fingers gently but steadily through the wet body as it continuously spins and forming a hole that gradually widens evenly. Both his hands remain steady and covered with clay as he draws up gently to lengthen the sides. And as he does, he shoots looks to the camera, smirks and gets back to work. Sometimes his face can’t even be seen, and Steve wants to reach into the screen to lift up his chin so he can look into his eyes. Steve thinks he might be drooling. The work is so precise and yet Bucky seems to be doing it so casually, as if he woke up that morning and was like “sure, I’ll make a bowl”. He may well have because Bucky’s hair is rumpled and there’s little bits of clay in it from where he’s pushed back his hair. Even from the phone, Steve can see where parts of his bare skin have specks of clay water as he works.

He has to watch the same video four times at least because he finds himself too distracted and missing parts of the bowl progress by getting too caught up with Bucky’s eyes and general being. Then he scrolls and watches video after video of Bucky making cups and vases and jugs and even more bowls. Every single time that his fingers press into the clay, Steve thinks he's going to pass out. Steve clicks through to his profile and sees the address to his store in Brooklyn – Seize The Clay – just twenty minutes away from Steve's apartment. This got much harder.

Despite him spending at least two hours lying in bed and watching Bucky’s tiktoks, he doesn’t respond to any of the requests aside from liking a couple. Steve doesn’t know how he’s supposed to get the materials for this first of all because he knows it’s expensive to get kilns and he lives in a small apartment. He has no idea where he’d even put one unless he found a pottery place that would let him film in there. Not only that, he has no idea how he’s supposed to even follow along without blushing because Steve is already unable to look at Bucky directly on a recording. He just doesn’t know where to start so he just presses 'follow' and puts a pin in it.

Over the next few days, the tags keep coming and his algorithm shows him Bucky's videos constantly. People are desperate for Steve to replicate what they’re seeing Bucky do. People even want him to do it shirtless, which is it’s own set of problems with the prominent scar down his torso from heart surgery as a kid. Besides, in a duet next to Bucky, Steve is going to look even weedier. Urgh.

BuckysBowls: hey! i keep seeing ur name tagged in my comments so i checked out ur videos. they’re pretty cool! SteveGR: thnx. i’m sorry about the comments. i really like your videos too. so impressive

They go back and forth, talking about creating content, their backgrounds, Brooklyn, how weird it is to go viral.

And then...

BuckysBowls: so when are you gonna duet a vid? no pressure but i assume it’s on the list? SteveGR: uhhh maybe a bit too skilled rn. beyond my wheelhouse haha BuckysBowls: if u need any help getting started lmk SteveGR: well, unless u know how i can get a kiln into my apartment… BuckysBowls: come to the store? SteveGR: i work fulltime and i don’t get many pto days BuckysBowls: steve quit making excuses. i’ve seen your art and ur series. i know u can do this. give the people what they want! 💪 SteveGR: i wouldn’t even know where to start 🙈 BuckysBowls: i give private lessons after hours. the first one is always free…

After that, Steve doesn’t really have a choice.

notes: this is totally inspired by the many, many, many videos of guys doing pottery shirtless that somehow found their way to my fyp. Shout out to the accounts: potteryboy, stonemeetsclay, and lowham_ceramics who were all incredible Bucky inspo ✌️

#steve x bucky #stucky fic #stucky #all caps bingo #stucky moodboard #ficlet #my fic #stucky au

[kratos-sins]

INTRO POST !

hello everyone! welcome or welcome back to my page :-) as the title suggests, this is my intro! enjoy reading!! take all of these seriously, i mean each and every one of them! INT: Undertale fans UTAU fans Splatoon fans Other artists!! DNI: Pr0shippers Comshippers 1srael supporters. Frans shippers Overall shitty people. (racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc.) Neutrals THIN ICE: People who are over the age of 20 (Yes, this is the only one for now.) - - - - - this section is for my character boundaries! please read them carefully. - If you want to create different AUs of my characters, please ask me for permission! Just know that my character Kratos, cannot have different versions of himself! (According to his lore.) - Adding to the first one. For any AU thats with my characters, whether its a different version of themselves, or just their canon selves in another original media; always respect their canon! Please do not portray them as something they are not, i rather their fanon selves be as close to the original as possible! - If you wish to ship my characters with others, please keep everything SFW and respect their canon sexuality. Platonic ships are fine with all of my OCs ! - I am fine with fanart of my characters! Just please keep everything SFW, I am a minor. - If you want my characters in an original work of yours, please ask me! - Please ask me for permission if you want to dub any of my future works! (Do not even bother asking, SansComicTV and UndertaleComicTV. It is already an instant no.) - Making other OCs that are inspired by mine is fine, just please credit me as one of your inspirations! - Please, do not make any human designs of any of my characters. No hate for human designs, i just rather my OCs stay monsters! - Do not compare my characters to others. They are their own entity, and i worked very hard on them! - - - - - this section is about my artwork! again, please read them carefully. :-) - Do not repost my art and pass it off as your own. - Using my art as a pfp is fine, just credit me! - I do not want unsolicited critiques on my art! If i wanted feedback, i would of asked. - - - - - last section, this is my own personal boundaries! - If i am streaming (and using my voice), please do not clip any of it. I have VODs off for reason, i want to keep myself pretty anonymous. (this goes for streams on discord and tiktok too.) - Please do not ask me to reveal any personal details about myself! - When referring to me, please use 'KS' or kratos-sins ! Unless we are friends, then you can use my personal preferred name. :-) - Do not make any sexual comments about me. Again, I am a minor. (This hasn't happened yet, thank god. But i need to put this here anyway, for future references.) - - - - - If you need to ask me something, you can ask in my 'ask box', and/or via dms in Tikok or Tumblr. (If i have them open.)

thank you for taking the time to read all this! you're really great! :-) all of this is subject to change in the future. 1 Edit(s) done to: Character boundaries

#intro post! #boundaries #kratos-sins #welcome to my page

[111starlight111]

Teenage girl experience

Mood: Excited, hopeful for future 🪩🎧

Art by maeziii on insta <3

I think the new generation wants to be older, mature, and not have a childhood

I’ve seen videos of 3 year olds dressing like they’re 27, which this is the parents fault ofc.

But what I wanna say is, I think being a teenage girl is amazing… though my mental health can be very bad and we have to watch our for things most people don’t have to, it’s really a special thing.

I think what I want is to delete a bunch of social media, except keep my blog. Delete discord, Snapchat, Twitter, and TikTok. I like insta bc I love posting pics, and I love tumblr bc it’s like a little diary for other girls to relate to.

Maybe deleting social media might made me closed off from trends and jokes but I think deleting it will help me grow and be able to just enjoy my life in the moment.

I want to go to the movies, go swimming, do self care, and meet people. I’m sick of being in my room watching tikok, I’m aging myself by worrying about what others are doing instead of caring about myself…

I just wanna be a teenage girl with no cares in the world, save my money and go shopping.

Be able to talk to a boy without him wanting me for my body

Make friends and see the world

Im only 15 and I only have 5 more years until I’m no longer an adult, it’s a short amount of time, starting from today on I’ll just live my teenage dream with no cares, but being responsible of course.

I’ll update my thoughts on my page as I have been doing

Xoxo, Starlight

#personal rant #rant #rant post #girlhood #girl blogger #female manipulator #girlboss #whisper girl #pink aesthetic #dior girl #lana del slay #coquette dollete #yearning post #manic pixie dream girl #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblogger #girlblogging #girly thoughts #it girl #tumblr girls #girl interrupted #just girly posts #2013 girly #mental health #manic pixie nightmare #manic pixie crap show #manifesting #manifesation #they hate to see a girlboss winning #thewizardliz

[mysmorgasbordoffantabulosa]

I've been meaning to request a detailed analysis from you on a topic and it's even more opportune after Tae posted a Tkkrs account on ig.

"Do you think Tae and JK acknowledge and support Taekookers, fully knowing that taekook as a ship has romantic connotations for the larger fandom and not just a simple ship/duo name and it's implications if you agree that they do"

Some examples i can think of top of mind-

1) https://x.com/taekookfolder/status/1515474090605260800?s=20 - JK making that KV sign and tae making that half heart when they saw the Tk banner that the tkk fan was carrying.

2) Tae sharing on his story a post from tkk account. Now we all know how recommendation works on ig and it's pretty clear he watches tk content and is aware of it to pop up on his tl. No why would he be engaging with such content and then freely sharing it on his ig especially when fandom likes to bring up the get out of your imagination card and tae hates shippers card.

3) Tae responding to multiple tkk accounts on weverse. Like when Tae responded to that corden photobooth fanart with some random unrelated comment. I always wondered if he(or any member) actually pays attention to the usernames and the emojis in the names to be able to make out if he is reponding to a tkkr.

Please add your thoughts and more instances if you can think of if you think there is clear proof of them acknowledging tkkrs. I feel that there are clear instances of majorly Tae supporting or sharing content from Taekookers and the members are now too big to utilize "shipping" as a means to boosting popularity or staying relevant. So it's strong evidence of them giving signals in a subtle way about their relationship.

These are all great and clear times they've acknowledged fans on some level...

JK less so but recently he's down two things on TiKok which shows he knows...

First, he liked a Taekook titok video:

Whilst very tongue in cheek, the lyrics and visuals add an interesting diamension.

Also, recently he started following malanrade on titok too:

Tae too has been sharing videos from Taekookers on his stories on instagram.

Big take away is that JK's For You page and Tae's feed clearly recommends Taekook accounts, which suggests they actively searched for Taekook content.

#my asks #Anonymous #taekook #vkook #kookv #tae #JK #jungkook #jeon jungkook #taehyung #kim taehyung #v

[noxunderground]

Tenebrae!MLP is essentially a castlevania inspired apocalypse AU where Twilight and the gang are fighting against the monsters of Tartarus and the minions of the Tantabus.

As you can probably tell at this point, Twilight is my favorite because of how much I draw them.

Extra notes and full sketch page under cut!

Got a little inspired by all the silly zombie aus I've been seeing on tikok. I wanted to go for a more PG/PG-14 angle because I do feel really weird about Insert Kid Cartoon Here AUs that are just for the sake of gore art. There are gonna be plenty of zombie-like plotlines, but they're more along the lines of Chrysalis/Sombra adjacent horror than like. The Smile Virus stuff.

This is definitely also based off of the vibes of 80s MLP, where we get castles and monsters and all that. Dramatic lightning strikes that backlight the main evil guy. While this AU is definitely much more "mature", it's My Little Pony. There's gotta be camp.

I do feel like in this AU, Twilight (and the mane 6 in general) is a lot more rugged, as well as impatient for the concepts of "friendship" and "comradery". In kind of FMA fashion they really only keep the company of their brother (and by extension, Cadence), so long-term connections outside their circle they are understandably wary of.

Bonus: gave Twilight Teeth because I remember seeing a cool idea that unicorns can eat meat (Horses in general have been known to eat meat, so this isn't based in unreality). I like the idea of Unicorns being in some form unsettling and set apart from pegasi and earth ponies that way, so I thought it could be fun :) Also adds to this sort of scruffy look imo.

#noxs_art #mlp #my little pony #Nox!MLP:T #My Little Pony Tenebrae #mlp au #Twilight #Twilight Sparkle #Mane 6 #mlp fanart #mlp redesign #apocalypse au

[jankeylanky]

Honestly, the posts coming out about how Vivziepop isn't a great person is 100% believable, and if it isn't to you, then I'm going to assume you don't know anything about Viv's controversies, ranging from her weird obsession with including sexual assault in her stories to her support for and being friends with racists, anti semites, etc. @/muffinezo on tikok has a series on all of Vivziepop's bad behavior but you will have to scroll down on their page to find it. My point being that considering how bad Viv has been in the past it would make sense that they'd treat their workers bad as well.

#vivziepop #spindlehorse critical #hazbin hotel critical #vivziepop critical

[dearweirdme]

Never in a million years did I think I would get the ick from jungkook lol but it happened today. I just saw he liked a cctv twerking video on tikok (8th video down). The whole tiktok page is filled with them clearly targeting men who have a thing for peeping 🥴 especially with how much of an issue korea has with hidden cameras it grosses me out that women would feed into that for views and clicks. I sometimes forget bts members are regular guys lol ...maybe a personal tiktok page wasn't the way to go 😅

Hi anon!

I do wish he'd set his likes on private... it's risky. I also think it likely he got shown that TikTok through Tiktoks algorithm, since he was looking at Seven dance challenges. Personally I rarely check out an entire account on tiktok when I scroll through it.

#jk tiktok

[floweyyyyyy]

@passion-rising hiiiihiiii its been a while since you’ve heard from me huh???? guess what

my friend and i did a drawing thing where we switched the. Paper. so they drew a body and i made it cyan. And then they added sharks. Thus:

and so i was inspired. bro look at the newest pages. no way she didn’t meet some pretty sick sharks when she was there /j

so i made this.

credits to uh. Us ‼️‼️ thank you lyric the big pro (hint hint their tikok is @lyricthebigpro they don’t habe tumblr rip) thanks lyric for putting up with my endless tswfby thoughts. i love you gys

#pov i have autism about sharks and this comic #*the power of hyperfixation shines within you #tswfby

[the-silli3st-girl-in-the-world]

so im on tiktok and i fell dowm this rabbit hole for this "cringe" tiktoker, and i was wondering about their failed engagement that had happened, and i could only find this news from a different tiktok page, this specific tiktok page gets into it with this user who was clearly being rude and the tikok page responds trying to defend the tiktoker in question but the user eats them up by going "you are a literal page dedicating to mocking their whole existence" and im like wow.... they ate you all the way up.

#entry.txt

[mmeqkoi]

WHY TF AM I GETTING ODANGO ANGST ON MY TIKOK FOR YOU PAGE???????? LEAVE ME BEEE I WANT JUST THEM TO BE HAPPY BRO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

WHY CSNT THEY JUST BE HAPPYYYYYYYY PLEAAASE

😭😭😭

#IVE BEEN CRYING FOR 10 MINUTES #IM STILL CRYING 😭😭😭😭 #meqkoi speaks

[puckgoss]

can the tkachuk anon give the @ to the girls tiktok account? ive never heard this tea before & i use to follow an old tea page dedicated to just him lol

anon do you still have the tikok on hand?

#m. tkachuk #ask!

[luvin4lily]

You’re not alone

Some people think it’s impossible to recover and to feel like yourself again, but that’s not true. It is possible to heal and to be who YOU want to be! Don’t let anybody ever tell you that you’ll always be that way because you won’t. Things will change and they will eventually get better, it may feel like it’s the end of the world at some moments but you’re not gonna feel this way forever. Some days will be tough and some days will be alright, that’s just life. It’s going to be very difficult to heal along the way, but just taking small little baby steps and you’ll get the hang onto it. It’s going to be okay, just breathe. You’re here and that’s all that matters.

♡

Stop surrounding yourself with negativity (Negative people, negative mindset, etc.)

Stop watching posts that make you feel bad about yourself, it will only make you feel even worse. (ex : sad relatable tikoks)

Stop listening to music that brings your mood down even more.

Stop letting people get into your head.

Stop overthinking small things.

Don’t ever hold back your emotions, if you feel like you wanna cry, cry. If you feel like you wanna scream, scream. Don’t let anything hold you back, just let it all out.

Stop being negative to yourself, it’s hard not being negative to yourself because there are things we might not like about ourselves but never let that bring you down, because you GOT it.

Stop focusing on stuff that will hold you back, start focusing more on big and greater things.

Stop thinking that you can’t do it, that you’ll never recover because YES YOU CAN and YES YOU WILL! Taking step by step will lead you to where you want to be.

Stop doing bad habits, it’ll slow you down. (ex: sm0king, cutt**ng, drinking, partying etc.) It’s hard especially if you have an addiction, but baby steps! My next post will be about bad habits, how it can turn into an addiction and how to recover!

You start here.

Start finding things that you love and want to live for, there are many things that you can try and experience. Life is all about experiences!

Start using coping mechanisms, use your 5 senses. (Hearing, smell, touch, taste and vision) Another post about different coping mechanisms and to see which coping mechanism helps you best will be in my next post.

Appreciate yourself, remind yourself daily that you are loved and that you are beautiful. Keep sticky notes in places to remind yourself constantly.

Start following pages about positivity and recovery.

Start a healthy lifestyle, you’ll feel alot better.

Journal daily about your feelings and what has happened so far for recovery.

Reach out to people that you trust the most and talk to them.

Take care of yourself atleast once a week or once a month. (ex: Going shopping, spa day, getting your nails and feet done, doing your makeup, grab your favorite food)

Start healing your inner child (ex : buying yourself kiddy toys, read children books, watch children cartoons)

None of this will be easy.

Most of the stuff I listed won’t be easy to do at all, at first it’ll suck but constantly doing it and doing it you’ll slowly grab onto it and step by step you’ll be where you want to be. It’s gonna be a lot of obstacles along the way, but challenge yourself. Determine that you CAN do this, and you can. You’re loved and you are never alone.

If you want to reach out to me you can. DM me anytime. Stay safe my lovlies ❦

#self care #recovery #mental illness #i love you #love yourselves #self love #self healing #self improvement

[buzzcutmase]

There 15?????🤯😳

i think so 😭 the tikok of the tattoo just came up on my for you page and i clicked on the profile and it says 15 in the bio…

[xlizzyxr]

❤️🖤appreciate all the love and support given🖤❤️

#tiktok #cute #gamer #toronto #lol #canada #meh #tiktokers #tikok page #followers #follower #videos #video #canadian #inked girls #gamer girls #cute girls #girls

[cdfreak]

i need to be in a temperate rainforest . for my health

#soda.txt #th irish woodland trust tikok page is making me Vibrate i miss nature so badly