Had an interesting dream last night involving werewolves, where for one section of the dream I WAS the werewolf. Then, for the next, it went back in time and instead dumped me in the role of the people who were hunted by the werewolf
A bit of a mindfuck honestly
Later on I was instead in a sidekick role, and I remember being so… frustrated? upset? angry? because my (werewolf) friend was giving me advice about which job offer to take, because the one I wanted was “all about short term benefits” acting like it was all so simple, and I was like “yeah because YOU aren’t expendable. I’m going to die, honestly probably sooner rather than later. So why the fuck would I plan for a future that won’t even happen?”
Woke up and just sat with that for a moment
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How some of my faves react to you coming out as non-binary
Feat Marcus Pike, Ezra, Max Phillips, Din Djarin
-Marcus, bless him, finds it harder to process than he shows. He’s very, very careful with you to begin with, almost like he’s pulling away and that worries you a lot. It’s not because he has any problems with you being non-binary of course, he loves you regardless of anything and would never be so small-minded, but simply because he had very little dealings in life with anyone who wasn’t cis and he is so scared of doing anything wrong. That and grasping that he is in a queer relationship is something he finds confusing, for a while. If you introduce new pronouns, he messes them up a lot and is absolutely miserable every time that happens. You have to tell him to stop apologising so often, that it’s okay when he has questions, when he needs to correct himself. You tell him it’s a pretty normal reaction and that, no of course he hasn’t upset you, but he probably does need reassurance the most. He’s a sweet, kind, caring person beyond belief but he’s also extremely self-deprecating and the thought that he is accidently misgendering or misnaming you - even while he’s still adjusting to something new - is a huge failure in his mind.
-Ezra is one of the least unphased, and definitely the most proud of you on your coming out. The man is no stranger to any of this, he’s seen a lot, knows a lot, and very possibly does or has in the past used he/they pronouns (v much of the opinion ez is queer & gender fluid). Be prepared, as always with Ezra, to talk - to talk excitedly and freely and delve in to some deeper things you maybe hadn’t explored much til he came along. He is definitely the most likely of the bunch to to talk openly and enthusiastically about it, if you are, and will be the first to check in with your about your own feelings and also what you need from him. He wants to know everything - pronouns, feelings around touching certain body parts (if you’re sexual with each other), will you be changing your name? If so he’s very ready to come up with a list of frankly amazing names for you. He makes it fun, and so easy, and doesn’t ever seem to really mess up your identifiers. He’s always called you his ‘partner’ anyway, in that pretty drawl, and hey in the day and age he lives in he probably met an an abundance of people with neo pronouns and genders outside the binary that its no unusual thing.
-Max quite frankly doesn’t care all that much - it definitely doesn’t bother him but also basically you can be whoever you like, as long as you’re still his little plaything. Blood is blood and sex is sex at the end of the day, regardless of gender or lack of. You have to remind him more often to begin with if you’re using new pronouns or a name, but anyway he has a silly little nickname for you he tends to use anyway so that’s less of a problem. He is possessive of you, and you’ve heard him correcting those around him who might make errors, but he’s never really prompted a conversation around your identity beyond what you tell him when you come out. He cares about you, in his own way, but I don’t imagine him being close enough to anyone that he’s emotionally involved enough to be anything more than simply respectful of your identity.
-Din doesn’t really understand at first why this is a big thing for you, but that is meant in the nicest way possible. He absolutely, complete respects everything about you, everything you are but he grew up in a culture that did not place much emphasis on gender. He has known so many different people and species, why would he care in any exceptional way about someone's gender identity. You have to explain to him what it means to you, for him to really take note and become supportive in the way you need. From then on he is extremely protective of you, of your identity and making sure people respect that. He is easy-going and calm about anything you throw at him in your coming out, any changes you decide to make to yourself, your appearance, whatever. Hell, you’ve never even seen his face and you’re here for him - trust and respect him - how would he not do the same regardless of how you present yourself.
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