#too many thoughts today

[charliebarkersmother]

#so much snow #walking Jensen #snow #Michigan #mine #too many thoughts today #i need to turn my brain off

[aamaranthiine]

OOC: been a low energy day because a regular lack of sleep. have lots of thoughts around amalthea's struggle with her perceptions as an immortal that was once human, even if for a brief time. what parts of her are still human, how it unsettles, repulses and fascinates her still. also because im still obsessed with one piece, her au for that is making my brain go brr but im still undecided if being lunarian means she has wings / what happened to them when she ate her devil fruit.

#out of woods [ooc] #too many thoughts today #but also very tired #even with caffeine

[marshmallowgoop]

no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'! #while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?) #it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺 #and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up' #but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster! #which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results! #to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!) #i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it! #thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #i'm sorry i've been so absent lately! i hope to be more active now... and there are 2 completely done amvs that i'm just waiting to post...

[eyes-of-nine]

truly what a guy

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #arthur malevolent #john doe #john malevolent #my art #ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least #adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump #straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur #still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days #tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy #john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane #this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate) #the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy #in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent #.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now #so yeah go listen to malevolent

[valfeathers]

i be like *thinks about L’s childhood* *thinks about L’s childhood* *thinks about L’s childhood* *thinks abo—

#l lawliet #so so many thoughts #so so many ideas #there were like 2 other pieces that i wanted to do today but i held back bcs i dont want to go actually insane #a little hint to my personal a lore too! #i will actually post more ab my interpretations of A & B !! #soon #but for now have the main boy #cheery right? #death note #death note fanart #l death note #this is what happens when u let me read l file no.15 #girl help v is wammyposting again #v wammyposting #v’s gallery

[todayisafridaynight]

did some dumb shit today and immediately thought of my favorite quote to cope

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #yakuza 2 #ryuji goda #snap sketches #ever since he said that i've been able to cope with so many things better and i'm 100% serious #it's just such a funny quote but it also speaks to me on a spiritual level #anyways i thought i had to go to the court house today so i drove out like half an hour #and then i waited another half hour cause i was too early and then i go there #and the lady's like 'we sent you an email :o you didnt have to come in today- youre actually fine for the next three years :o' #AND I JUST SAT IN MY CAR AFTER THAT SO DEFEATED #I COULDNT EVEN GET ANY FOOD OR GO SHOPPING CAUSE ALL THE SHOPS WERE CLOSED #AND THEY ONLY OPENED THREE HOURS LATER OR LIKE. /TOMORROW/ #ryuji goda my beloved thank you for letting me be able to live with my dumbass #my stupidity is an illness and i'm glad i can coexist with it now #tbh i coulda made this funnier cause i just remembered ryuji's shirtless in the og cutcene but whatever #i just wanted to get my truth out there #plus i like his coat :)

[caregivingchrysalises]

you’re allowed to be upset love bug, being small doesn’t mean your feelings stop petal. you may even feel your feelings more while you’re in headspace~ and you know what little one? that’s perfectly valid! there’s no right way to regress sweetheart, you are allowed to be upset and frustrated when small, feeling your feelings doesn’t make you any less of a regressor darling, your feelings are always important and deserve to be seen and respected. as your prinx, and your baba, i promise to provide the space and care you require no matter how big or small your feelings are. we’ll weather this together my dear, you have my word.

#lots of thoughts today #perhaps too many #if this finds you in the void please do say hello #is anyone out there #assurance #it’s one of those big feelings kind of days #agere reassurance #reassurance #emotional validation #agere caregiver #agere textpost #age regression caregiver #age regression #agere blog #sfw agere #agere comfort #agere community #i don’t know how to tag and i really would like people to read this *sighs* #royalty agere #thank you and goodnight

[ahollowgrave]

her lady, a bride veiled by clouds.

#pigeon screens #odette hollows #ffxiv screenshots #hyur #midlander #gpose #screams into my hands #i was just playing around with some of her glams today and realized I had my fav boots in aiming.... #troian boots my love........ #one day i'll have you in healing too (': #anyway i have no thoughts other than cute lady #and she has so many knives on her #goodnight mwah

[cali]

darkraiiiiii

#art #i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to #feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood #and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am #and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept #so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently #smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno... #and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic #so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say #but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain #i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually. #also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely) #+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight #pokemon #darkrai

[nottspocket]

My physical therapist asked me about bnha today??? and was discussing the symbolism and w me???? and asked abt my favorite characters??????? He’s healing me inside and out bro

#nott be quiet #I was doing my resistance training while talking about the emotional consequences of many of the characters’ backstories #and he was like ‘no yeah exactly’ and FULLY engaged in the conversation w me and when I tell you I was floored #like it’s not a huge deal but it made me so happy to get to talk about it :) #and to have him listen and talk about his thoughts too???? I could cry #conclusion? a good day today

[lucywrites02]

✨I will write today✨I will write today✨✨I will write today✨I will write today✨✨I will write today✨I will write today✨✨I will write today✨I will write today✨✨I will write today✨I will write today✨✨I will write today✨I will write today✨

#manifesting #i have to write today or i will explode #i have way too many WIPs and i have to finish some of them asap #i am tormented by blorbo thoughts #and it's only getting worse #writers on tumblr #writing

[bubblesxo]

gotham fic idea/prompt i might add onto later but who knows

the bats face a powerful meta/magic user/idk who is able to basically trap people in an illusion of some significant night in their lives--see notes for more on that. in order to get out, they have to literally fight the illusions. everyone can see them doing this, but they can't necessarily see other people. maybe they get regressed back to the age where it happened, idk yet.

so. bruce get hit just when the fight is slowing down (someone didn't secure the criminal properly) and suddenly the entire battlefield is overlayed by an image of a circus---but not just any circus. screams everywhere, crying, gunshots, brutal sounds of people being killed and tortured everywhere. the games are all disgusting facsimiles of circus/carnival games--whack-a-mole with people's heads, darts games aiming at people, etc. all from the gotham tv show.

bruce, seventeen years old, with a painted face, kidnapped by a man with red hair and a sewn-on face, a man who looks so much like the joker... but isn't.

the man calls him bruce. the joker /never/ calls him bruce (not in front any of the batfam, anyway), always batman. because the joker likes to take credit for creating the batman.

but the truth is that both the batman and the joker were created by the same man: the man with the sewn-on face. jerome. a name they had never heard before.

idk, thinking of the bats' response to this is fun. what is also fun is imagining a de-aging situation or a ressurection situation--maybe at the same time? who knows!

ugh, i have too many ideas.

#i was going to say the night was the worst night in their lives but i don't think this one quite tops his parents' murder. not quite #anyway in that literal episode jerome said that “gotham has no heroes” well GUESS WHAT? #he literally just created batman #that was so crazy for me when i first watched it #gotham #gotham tv #gotham tv show #gotham tv series #gotham!bruce #bruce wayne #batman #batfam #batfamily #gotham!joker #jeremiah valeska #jerome valeska #yes today i am flooding these tags but i don't care i have too many thoughts and nobody to talk about them with #g!bruce meets batfam #<- new tag #specifically for this purpose on my blog #lolsies

[gameofthisorthat]

mcr better play blood and they better do a minute and 30 seconds of absolute silence before it just for the Authentic Experience™️

#mcr #wwwy fest #my chemical romance #I have many more thoughts there are too many new things that came up today #my ramblings

[positivelyadhd]

i am sending so much love to people that are waiting for or struggling to get access to mental health services.

I promise that even through it can feel like it sometimes, there's people that can support you and that it's not you fault this journey can been so difficult.

there is nothing wrong with needing help. everyone needs help. and I am so sorry if you have ever found it difficult to get it.

it's not your fault that you can't get access to the support that you need when you need it and you deserve so much better.

#only realised recently that there's a lot of support I've been trying to get that I've just never thought existed? #but i spoke to a chairty today and realised that uh yeah ive been failed by pretty much every system that was supposed to support me #and its a lot to take in. i have so many feelings about it and i know that so many other people go through this too #i promise you there is places you can support. it *does* exist. im sorry it can feel so difficult sometimes

[anomalouscorvid]

i lied this is my day-after-christmas present to you all. the balmy con

....i should actually get one of my sskies captains over to eleutheria sometime

#slight inspiration from moonstruck stormy's design. but also in the end the influence turned out to be *very* slight #sunless skies #failbetter games #actually im putting this in the fl tag too because it involves my thoughts for curator clothes #fallen london #art #digital art #drawing #digital drawing #anyway i've always imagined barleycorn as some form of black + red/brown. but i only today realised i could make its eyes so.. halved-like #the fact that what it's wearing turned out apron-like is honestly mostly a coincidence #only so many ways to design curator clothes without unwanted excess clipping of wing membranes...... #or just wrapping them in a blanket

[sableeira]

asagiri is so funny for writing that scene in storm bringer where chuuya took revenge for dazai’s scheming by hanging him upside down a pole and spinning him around. And dazai just let him do it. While simultaneously explaining his strategy against verlaine. To save time.

The way this scene went framed it as the natural conclusion that didn’t even require further communication between dazai and chuuya while adam and shirase are completely confused. And once asked what’s going on they both behave like little shits because they are so deep in denial about their bond that they just choose to call the others dumb for not understanding their special brand of soukoku shenanigans.

#I think my first instinct would also be to spin dazai around like a spinning top tbh #that scene is so under appreciated it literally had me mouth open and blinking #also love how that could have been avoided if dazai hadn’t been a little scheming shit the entire first part of storm bringer #it’s just so them but also I kinda didn’t expect anything of this vibe to happen in storm bringer #but he really said: chuuya isn’t fucked up enough I need this to make him worse #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #bsd storm bringer #bsd storm bringer spoilers #just thinking too many thoughts about storm bringer today