PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW ME. I CAN NOT SAY THIS ENOUGH BUT P L E A S E GO WATCH ROCKABYE!!! ITS THIS AMAZING MUSICAL AND ITS SO UNDERATED!! ITS MADE BY @thenames-sushi AND IT HAS GREAT LGBTQIA+ AND POC REP!! THE CAST ALBUM RECENTLY HAS BEEN RELEASED, AND I CAN NOT ENCOURAGE YOU TO LISTEN TO IT ENOUGH. TLDR, IF YOU LIKE HORROR, LGBTQIA+ STUFF, OR JUST OVERALL REPRESENTATION, GO WATCH IT!!!!! ITS FREE ON YOUTUBE SO YOU HAVE NO REASON NOT TO!!
໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১ why did this take me like 5 hours, why did I spend time researching about motorcycles just for this, and why isn't there more DC fanart? 💔
I know it looks bad but thank you to @lunathespazz for finding the general heights of the characters ! It helped me to decide how to scale/proportion this lol ㅠ.ㅠ
it's gonna be 4 AM in a couple of minutes, I'm go pass out BAI BAI ~
*Oblio is riding a 2010 YAMAHA Raider S and his crewmate is riding a 2010 Hyosung GT250R*
I don’t really feel like pickman is talked about enough. I know, I know..he’s psychotic at best but come on..he’s interesting. If nothing else, a little more interaction down the line would’ve been cool. A potential follower? 👀 yes, please. I don’t know, just some more comments from the companions would’ve done me well too, just saying. Am I crazy? Anyone else?
Now you maybe wondering that about me being absent one of them is college I can't control that it depends on my degree and planning what I want to do in my adult life. Also I want to get this out of my chest. I'm perfectly fine when people tell my obsession with Duke goes too far causing me to lose friends or just being all over a character that doesn't exist. I understand and I do apologize if I make feel people uncomfortable and when ask people if they can draw myself and Duke together they don't have to I make it very optional and I have plenty of other characters to simp for but Duke is #1 he'll always be. He's the reason why I'm being stable from being lonely and stress between reality and trying to become independent. It's not easy when your autistic and have social anxiety and learning different ways of how to do things. Duke is a comfort and I believe everyone should have a comfort character if not then perhaps your best friend or family .
Whenever I see a picture of Duke or art heck even gifts people draw for me it makes me touched and happy because I love this vampire and yes he's fictional but it's fun to simp and also appreciate the creator who put there heart and soul making characters to adore and even be interested with there stories and series.
Another thing I get so happy is when I commission the creator of the series Duke's plays the lead one along with Missi the vampire who tolerates him. The creator absolutely knows me so well and always spoils me with amazing commissions of me and Duke also she's close and appreciates fans like me for liking character such as Duke . Also buying loads of merchandise from the creator's store and main do I go buck while on everything worse then going to a barns and noble xD.
I am a busy person who gets free time and sometimes not so much. I'm working on my degree, learning the good and bad things in life even if I don't understand. I attend to also write my fanfics whenever I get the chance to take a break on drawing nonstop art of Duke. It also gives me ideas for myself if I ever want to make a character of my own and I know one day the character is going to be inspired by many artists I admire if you see what I usual post xD.
I have dreams of being with Duke in real life like he stays with me in my campus, we go for nightwalks, I lay in his coffin or king size bed and talk for hours. I wake up and he's not there with me. I know this feeling is loneliness which I'm use to since I have a hard time reaching out to people and the art I do might probably not spark interest. I miss my sister who's in college we have a great bond, I love my parents always support me, I have friends and fans online here that support me.
However I really wish I didn't feel this way. I know I attend to seek help with my advisors or talk to my sister it does help. I'm not normal and then okay because hey we all special and unique in our ways. Duke is fictional but he's my happiness and true comfort and I'll always love him even if I want to strangle him.
Yes I've been a little depressed and overwhelmed but that's life we have our good days and bad days. Crying does help me let everything out and start a better day. Eventually this blog will also get more hearts soon and also I have to be present for that to happen which I try. I appreciate you listening to me and I don't want end things sad especially since this is me and Duke's month so I made a healing art piece and color it about us. I really appreciate the support and love you all give me. This helps me to stay motivated and keep going. Don't worry I'll post more things and happy stuff. Letting this vent things pass.
Thank you for listening and much love you all Spooklings 🥰