#why can't i move on

[m0mazosmissy]

#metal sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #i fucking hate being a metal sonic fan #it's over #isn't it #why can't i move on #IT'S METOVER

[gears-and-glasses]

"See ya, Hange."

#why can't i move on #levihan

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#heartbreak sucks. having an ex sucks #it's been 4 months why can't i cope #why can't i move on #if anyone has eye-opening tips i'm all ears #bc i have now resorted to archiving chats and muting on socials and. it feels so fucking stupid and gross #but i'm stuck if i keep seeing their content. if i keep seeing them #why tho. why #the transition to being friends has never been this impossible to me before #it's like our relationship happened in a different reality like. i can't compute #fuck all of this #ab me

[dreamswillbeyourwintermeat]

It's been over six months and I am still so angry and ashamed and a dozen other things about getting fired.

#why can't i move on #i mean i know why but I'm done feeling these feelings #there's nothing i can do about it anyways so i just need to move on with my life #and let it fucking go #it's a waste of time missing things that are already gone #and yet #I'm trying to grant myself grace and remind myself that i couldn't get my meds for almost a year #but it's hard #what happens if the shortage gets even worse??? #will i lose this job too?

[ironically-terminally-sad]

I’ve moved around a lot. I’ve gotten to know lots of people, have a dozen of best friends, and shared my life with a hand full of people - for better and for worse. 

some times I imagine what they are doing, and I feel a physical pain, a stab in my chest, a lump in my throat, the seizing of my stomach. I cant help but wonder if my name ever passes their thoughts. 

how often do they think of me? or am I a school friend they cant quite remember the name of. Am I spoken about in old friendship groups. Do they hold on to the past like I do? Do they dream of what would have happened if I had stayed? Do they miss me? Did they love me? 

Is Daisy doing her laundry right now or on the phone her partner? Did her parents ever forgive each other. 

Did Ellen sleep in today? Does she still paint, she was so talented. 

Is Harry going church this weekend? Has Harry grown up, did he every recognise the pain he caused me. 

Where does Claudia live now? Did she ever know why she stopped being friends with me. 

#writing #the past #why can't i move on #poem #spilled ink

[minnow-doodle-doo]

Middle school, especially Gotham Academy, can be the worst but they got each other.

#dc #SoA AU #robin #batfam #jason todd #tim drake #my art #theyre brothers #ride or die bitches that can't do anything not intensely #They met when Jason was 11 and Tim 9 (my other Sons of Anarchy posts has more about them) #the NPC comment was inspired by a 5th grader who put 'i like NPCs' on a post it note on someones back idk why but I think it was devastating #I literally threatened to quit my job if they moved me to the middle school (it was for a lot of reasons but a big one was that Middle schoo #is the worst)

[therabbitthatpostthings]

Anyone else come to some wildly different conclusion on Ghibli movies with age?

Kiki's Delivery Service: Kid: Being a witch is so cool! Adult: Growing up and growing apart from the life you had before is a natural progression of life. You aren't losing the old parts of yourself, just finding new pieces that were there all along. Life is about changing, you'll never stay stagnant.

Ponyo: Kid: She's such a cute fish, you should always follow your dreams! Adult: Leaving home will not take you away from your family. Even when you're miles away and you feel like you're in different worlds your family will still be there, encouraging you. Parents are meant to let go of their kids at some point.

Howl's Moving Castle: Kid: Sophie's a big sister like me! I want to a princess in a magic castle. Adult (I've also read the book): Sometimes you don't find your place in this world, you make one. The people that come along with you will see you through every ugly part of yourself and you would do the same for them. Chase after that shooting star.

Spirited Away: Kid: What just happened... Adult: SHIT HAPPENS! And it sucks, life sucks but you keep going. You can cry along the way. You are being so fucking brave for even going on this hellish journey we call life. It's okay. You're okay.

#shitpost #shitposting #studio ghibli #ghibli #ghibli films #ghibli movies #hayo miyazaki #spirited away #ponyo ghibli #ponyo #howls moving castle #howls moving castle book #kiki's delivery service #I always wondered why Howl was my favourite movie and then I read the book #I realised I am both of those mfs #The Ponyo one hit hard after seeing how Fushimoto doted on her #Kiki's tho??? #That post-college depression hit like a BITCH afterwards #OMFG #the scene of her looking out the window and then realising she can't understand Jiji #Like she's losing her powers #HER TALENT #FUCKING ME BRO #I was inconsolable for DAYS

[copypastus]

So that hofas bonus Ember chapter huh.

I wish Tamlin and Nesta built a casual friendship.

It's such a missed opportunity! They were both assigned penance eternal by the IC over their relationships with Feyre with no road to redemption. In acosf they were both on a shame spiral. You'd think this would be a like calls to like moment! Opportunity to recognise that just coz Rhys's friends hate you doesn't make you a bad person!

#my art #acotar #acotar fanart #tamlin #nesta archeron #neslin #hofas spoilers #but like very mild #Instead Nesta gets a 'growth moment' of joining the Tamlin hate train and I can't have nice things. >_> #and while i'm on the tamlin and nesta meeting #what was that retcon of tamlin asking nesta if she'd take feyre's place when he first came to grab her?? #that wouldn't break the curse at all why would he trade?? #anyway cassian is the worst mate and nesta should move out #how is him being the most angry at her for doing the right thing a pattern now?? #how is them threatening to kill her a recurring thing?? #someone save her from the night court i am begging

[sysig]

Recently had a silly Handplates dream where Papyrus was trying to snoop around Gaster and Alphys’ lab, but didn’t know who Alphys was and so was trying to pass it off as his own lab lol (Patreon)

#Doodles #Dream log #UT #Handplates #Papyrus #Gaster #Sans #Alphys #And also he was Big Brother Papyrus to a babybones Sans lol #I doodled them as close to the dream as possible so if it's silly or doesn't make sense take it up with my subconscious lol #I remember Gaster had a reputation for being very charming and charismatic which ?? Sure okay lol #He was also quite smiley - personally I read that as him putting on a face to the public but even that seems out of character for him lol #Everyone else was pretty much as usual - Alphys small and nervous and Papyrus loud and bombastic #I don't remember what exactly he was looking for - doubly weird 'cause I hadn't reread him and Sans exploring yet! :0 #Just of them moving into their house - though I did read a bunch just before sleeping so safe to say I can attribute that lol #This was the only really clear part of the dream - the rest was just scrolling scrolling scrolling pages and pages of comic panels #Can't imagine why lol #Also intercut with some of the poses I ended up doodling before - surprise! They were dream doodles lol #Also in case it's not clear - Alphys was Very Much Present while Papyrus was trying to pass himself off as the name on the door lol #Oh yeah I'm pretty sure he was also speaking in WingDings thus why Alphys didn't immediately call him out lol #The room was quite cute actually - not at all the sterile grey of the True Lab #Warm and wooden with high windows nearly covered in clutter and paperwork with a desk in the middle lit by yellow light #Cozy #Barely evil-looking at all

[tiredsurvivoronmain]

Noticed something random about Wesker's outfits post RE1

The outfits Wesker wears when he DOESN'T encounter Chris:

The outfits Wesker wears when he DOES encounter Chris:

#idk why but it amuses me #chris apparently isn't allowed to ever see him in a suit/fancy clothes lol #makes sense though he can't fight chris in normal attire #i mean he CAN but his outfit would rip and split from his movements probably #tighter and stretchy outfits give him more freedom to move #wesker #albert wesker #chris redfield #chrisker

[arthursfuckinghat]

Say what you want about Mary, but nothing makes my heart ache for Arthur more than how fucking much they loved eachother and how much they knew it would never work.

Meeting Mary the second time, she absolutely lit up seeing that Arthur actually came to help her again. Even despite the rough circumstances with her father, they both went and had a wonderful evening at the theatre.

Mary had no idea that would be the last time she'd ever see Arthur alive again.

#and she didn't even say goodbye to him at the trolley #the last letter she wrote to him was about moving on and gave back the ring arthur gave her #I can't even imagine how much the guilt and grief ate at her for that #oh mary arthur loved you so much #he had a dysfunctional family just like you why couldn't you both see that #oh man #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #mick squeaks #mick thinks #arthur morgan #mary linton #mary gillis #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #she probably wanted it to be the last time they'd meet because she wanted to move on #but how was she to know #how was she to know she would never see those blue eyes again

[supanuts]

i want to keep drinking

#why yes i needed 30 gifs of this why are you asking #pit babe #pit babe the series #nut supanut #ping orbnithi #pitbabeedit #pbep7 #sasa gifs #peteway #we don't talk about how bad the coloring turned out bc i deleted most of the psds halfway through and can't fix it #we're moving on!!!

[jiangwanyinscatmom]

I'm of the mind that Shi Qingxuan would have the will to ascend a second time as a god especially one for the people even more so as he thrived with other beggars and was still able to gather them to help Xie Lian. I think there is just something very strong in him as a person even without Shi Wudu manipulating their fates. He is still able to persevere just fine and able to come back stronger despite his own sadness. And I think that's pretty great despite it all he wasn't broken down.

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #shi qingxuan #I think that's also partially why He Xuan can't understand him and also has a difficult time himself still even after he got his revenge #Shi Qingxuan was able to move on despite the traumas lies andtruths exposed #he may have once said he wanted to die but he pulled through grief to be himself #And I think it's hard for He Xuan to come to terms with someone being able to do that

[screwpinecaprice]

I have no idea where they are tbh.

Anyways, taking a few days hiatus from drawing anything digitally to rest my eyes longer. So the requests queue are on hold until the end of the weekend.

#connverse #Connie Maheswaran #Steven Quartz Universe #my shiz #su #Yeah. It's my own doing anyway. I look at a screen at work. And then look at a screen at home. And STILL #procrasticate getting anti radiation glasses and upgrading my correction glasses. lol #Real big brain move right there. RIP #I'm not only constantly tired I now am also constantly wanting to throw up. (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ #This drawing had been in my folders for a while. There was a reason why I didn't finish or upload this but I can't remember why??? #Anyway. Screw you past me anyway. I'm posting this now then go to bed.lol

[himehomu]

“Homura callously destroys everything and everyone else because she's selfish and she only loves madoka” right that's why, when she rewrote the entire universe, she not only made it to where Madoka would be surrounded by her friends and her family, but she also gave Sayaka a second chance with not only Kyoko, but with Hitomi and Kyoske as well. That's why she gave Nagisa and Mami a life together. Because she's callous and selfish and she doesn't care about anyone but Madoka. That's why she took on the brunt of immortality for Madoka to be human again, even if it's temporary, choosing to suffer alone whilst everyone else has a second chance at a life. Go fuck yourself. I'm so tired of seeing ppl minimize Homura's love for Madoka and her friends by writing off her actions as “oh she's just a selfish evil edgelord who destroys everything and everyone who isn't madoka bc she doesn't care about anything else bc selfishness vs selflessness themes!!” like you do know that you can point out Homura's selfishness and Madoka's selflessness without blatantly lying and trying to rewrite canon to fit your narrative, right?

#pmmm #puella magi madoka magica #mahou shoujo madoka magica #puella magi madoka magica rebellion #homura akemi #madoka kaname #muting notifications to this bc i already know ppl who either want homura to be evil to justified their hatred for her #because they can't admit they still don't understand why homura did what she did in rebellion after 10 years #or those who want her to be evil and toxic bc they think that makes her a girlboss are gonna foam at the mouth either way #yes homura acted selfishly but not in the way everyone claims she did y'all are just twisting her actions to fit your narrative #it's 2023 just say you hate her and move tf on bc i am NOT going into Walpurgisnacht Rising with ppl in my ear telling me #how awful homura is and how she's a terrible person #homura did nothing wrong

[catpriciousmarjara]

Watching Bungou Stray Dogs and seeing the wild shit that happens in Yokohama every single day made me realise that it's the Gotham of the BSD verse. Imagine being late to work cos a dragon attacked your city or missing your train cos a building got blown up by a Victorian looking dude who's apparently mafia or your fucking math teacher being declared a terrorist on national television along with the craziest and most attractive group of people you've ever seen, one of whom you're certain is the farmboy who you swear you've seen carry an entire cow over his head once.

So yeah, Gotham = Yokohama

Just less Goth and more Homo.

#onlyingotham but Yokohama would be wild #itonlyhappensinyokohama #Hey boss I can't do night shift this week cos the vampire and the tiger are doing their weird courting thing in my neighbourhood #Professor I can't come to class today. Just had a Dazai encounter and I need to go lay down #Just moved to Yokohama and why are there so many attractive older men walking around? Just saw a silver fox dressed for the ball #and a minute later I'm seeing an absolute snack of a man in a kimono? #onlyinyokohama man this city is not good for my daddy issues #New to the city. Had a Dazai encounter. Moving out of the city next week. 5 Stars #Bungou Stray Dogs #BSD #Yokohama #Onlyinyokohama #Gotham #onlyingotham #DC